Defining the male and female
1/4/25 - The feminine ways turn us to the light (channeled)
[This morning once again I woke hearing messages far away, speaking to me for awhile before I finally gathered enough wakefulness and coordination to reach for the pen and write it down. The words were echoes, repeating themselves: “Once we have intervened in mankind’s evolution, we will no longer have to intervene. It is the species we are here to save, not the soul that inhabits the form. The soul is here for its own purposes. The species has to be saved from extinction. It has been held back from evolving.” I began writing as the flow of words continued in my mind... ]
"The feminine qualities must be brought into the species because the feminine is the turn-around – the returning back to the Light. The soul has nothing to do with it. What the soul does is for the soul. The soul comes to inhabit the species in order to help the species raise up by imprinting its accumulated wisdom into the species. But the soul must be allowed to have a say in the life and the male animal has prevented the soul from expressing. The soul is whole, holy. The animal body has been holding back the soul from expressing because it is operating on physical survival as an animal. The human species is still operating on the survival tendencies of the animal which is strong sexual reproduction tendencies to keep the species propagating. The human species has taken this survival instinct to a more pleasurable state but it is stuck in that state, warped and distorted without allowing the turn-around to happen, to raise it UPWARD, upward toward less animal and more enlightened and refined, which requires more unifying sensitivity. The feminine qualities are needed which bring love, togetherness, compassion, caring, nurturing qualities. It is needed to turn the direction from downward to upward. Turn it around. The male’s focus is out and away from the light into darkness, further out beyond to the farthest reaches, the farthest it can go. The female strives to hold it back from going too far, it wants to bring it back UP to the Light. In the end sex will disappear and all that will be left is Love. Sex is a discrimination between genders. The species then can actually THINK for itself consciously and make choices for itself."
[Me: It is what I've been writing about. The nature of sex is misplaced and misunderstood. This intimate act is sacred, deep and eternal. It is all about sacred, divine love. Wholeness and fulfillment. The galactic intervention that is taking place is to save the species of human. There must be a unified blend between the male and female to put an end to the animal act of sex and thus begin the turnaround to raise the human up to a higher level of harmony. It is the INNER male and female within the self that must merge and come to a unified blend within the ONE body in which it runs havoc because it is separated, self to self. We are a whole consciousness on inner planes that has been divided by the lesser, petty mind. We are one whole being on the consciousness level. We are oneness. We are whole. We are complete. We are Light circulating through the body but we have created a second webbing of dark thoughts and lesser beliefs as an artificial robot-like energy that weaves also through the body. We have come to act on the lesser artificial energy and we hurt each other. Why? It has been my mission to find out.
[Me: I grew up in what I’ve perceived is a man’s world because men have all the power. What men say, goes. It is their definition of rules that I must abide by. These are strict rules. My father was an honorable, good-humored, easy-going man and I was fine with my life until I had sex at age 15 with the boy next door which I hated. It was coercion of my innocence. That began my awareness of men being the heavy-handed ones, the controllers. From that point on I hated sex. I couldn’t make sense of it but I was coerced into sex by attraction to a powerful man and became pregnant and subsequently married to him until I was overcome with dark and foreboding thoughts and I broke and ran away from my marriage. I escaped and was welcomed into the safety of a family which was ruled by a woman. Then I met a man who was sensitive to me and discussed things with me intellectually. He listened. He also served as the male protector for me. He supported me and guided me to rebuild my confidence. He taught me kindly about sex and introduced love into my life. Eight years later I had a powerful and dramatic kundalini awakening. I was in-lighted by being taken up into the light dimensions. I had the “going into the Light” experience. My journey through life has been through the sexual field, recognizing that men have a different focus or agenda than women. The feminine is an inner softness and unifying quality while those who are masculine have an outer-focused quality that skips over the inner softness. The focus on physical sex takes us further and further away from our innate comfort and peace. Thus the need to bring the feminine way forward to save the human race from further downward spiraling.
“There is a presence in you that is more you than you. It is in the background of your mind. Everyone, bar none, who is born on Earth is born outside of that presence. It is the only way to be injected into the system, this world, which is so far removed and in the dark, that once here we have to struggle to find ourself again. You DO have an eternal immortal Presence of self that is accessible to you, but in order to find it and tap into it and realign with it you have to follow your native instincts. Meaning your intuition and gut feeling, not what your parents or teachers taught you. They are part of the system. Don’t rebel or resist what they taught, but place priority on your instinct as to how much to allow the outer world to govern you. Find that light in you and cultivate it privately, secretly. Bring it into your awareness at all times. You are that greatness that is in the background. Bring it forward.” (Received 8/10/20 by DK)
11/30/24 - Defining the role of the feminine vs. male
The following message came from Ascended Master Lady Portia back in 2019. She is Saint Germain's twin flame/consort. She is the strongest voice of the whole list of goddesses I was appealing to. At the time I was trying to pull together a gathering of women to discuss feminine attributes. This revelation is worth sharing. See what YOU think about it. From my journal 10/22/19.... (quote)
This morning I was told that I am a cosmic undercover investigator. (Who me?) Yes, like a journalist goes undercover. But I have been deep undercover without my knowledge. This information has been slow in coming. I’ve been a sleeper cell. I, meaning my brain and conscious mind called “Nancy”, always pulled my head down. I didn’t want to be seen. Apparently that was programmed into me. Now I’m changing. I was told that this morning. I wonder how many others are also undercover? I know at least one woman who is not. She remembers her ET connections from childhood. They were playmates. So we’re all different.
I was brought along blindly. I had to experience a total breakdown first before I could experience the kundalini awakening, and even then it has been an inching forward. I have been following little golden sparkles of truth through the weeds and forests. Meaning sparkles that attract my attention. They call to me and I go to them. Each golden sparkle has led me to the next step and I ended up in the sexual arena where my mission began to unfold. My undisclosed purpose was to find out what went wrong with the human race by experiencing what went wrong with ME! Humankind has gotten itself into a mess of trouble (it’s very corrupt) and heaven didn’t know how to fix it. Earth was going to be lost unless there was an intervention. Increasing the feminine side of life is that intervention.
We all came from paradise but once born on Earth everyone is in danger of becoming lost. So my mission was to find out why, though I didn’t know it until now. It was in the sexual arena that I was directed. From inside the sexual network I participated. At first I was excited. It was a loving, beautiful lifestyle of freedom and I blossomed. But gradually I began losing interest. I couldn’t understand it. This went on for years. Only recently did I discover that the love and fun I experienced in swinging was coming from ME, and after years of giving love to others I began to dry up. Resentment came in. I learned then that the universe requires reciprocation of equal value (or better) to keep a thing healthy and thriving. Resonant frequency?
One day I was told to call on the goddesses so I began calling to the ladies of heaven by name. I have their names on a list, so I ran down the list one day and asked them if they would help me with the gathering of the women and with further insight into the divine feminine. What exactly does it mean to be feminine? They have not only been answering my questions they are clearing the path and sort of taking over. It is their influence coming through my writings. The problem that has held mankind back is sexual, in a returning loop, over and over, life after life, there’s a jam-up in the second chakra. The DIVINE frequency is designed to come up from earth and go up through the first chakra, through the second, to the third, etc., to the crown, out the crown and fountain out and return back to earth. [The torus breath.]
This flowing of earth energy meets the sky energy and together returns to earth. Mother-Father God is freely flowing in this design. But we are not getting past the second chakra. It is blocked. The first chakra is masculine and rooted in survival, and the second chakra is feminine and rooted in love. It is at the love chakra that the male-dominant focus has virtually “stolen” the love energy and using it over and over and over and over for orgasms. The love energy is not allowed to participate, to feel, to emote, to be free, to be fluid, alive, passionate and move on up to enlighten the other five chakras. We have been having sex over and over and over and over and over and over, ad infinitum, the male way, without love. It is vampirism, pure and simple and it’s keeping humankind down to lesser evolved than animals because we aren’t using the pure genius of the loving compassionate qualities that we were given and are supposed to be using. Both male and female are at fault. The male because he’s in control and pushing it, the female because she’s not standing strong in her truth and feelings of rightness.
9/7/24 - Why we have changed the website to GoddessSphere
All bodies are feminine, men included since they are composed of earth substance. Human bodies are 50% masculine and 50% feminine. This website contains teachings about love from the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, a Tantric Master from Tibet, who has been my spiritual guide bringing forth this understanding over the last 48 years.
8/24/24 - Defining the male and female
"A person who studies spiritual things will focus attention on higher vibrations which come from the sun. Those who do not, which are mostly male bodies, focus on out and away from themselves, on physical objects and people, so it’s a downward focus. Women are flowing upward. They are of the earth, feminine, flowing up towards the sun. Men are masculine coming from the sun and flowing downward toward the earth. That is how the gender bodies become opposites. They are designed that way, flowing in opposite directions. Those focusing upward towards heaven are opening themselves to receiving glimpses of the bright rays from source, or heaven.
"Feminine bodies are magnetic, anchored in the earth. ALL bodies are feminine, men included, since they are composed of the earth substance, but feminine bodies are more so since they are feminine in the biological design. They are magnetism reaching up towards heaven. If they can connect with heaven, meaning as they click into heaven which is electric with their solid magnetic earth bodies, then they are conscious of integrating. Then they can connect their two powers - magnetic and electric.
"Both powers are conscious. Both powers are non-physical powers. If the person becomes conscious of these two opposing powers, each going in opposite directions, he can link them together. The person contains both powers within himself but most people are not aware of these two opposing powers. The spiritual path is a realignment of the earth and the sun or heaven. When he connects CONSCIOUSLY the two seemingly opposing powers, he influences them. He is the directing link. These two opposing flows - one upward, one downward - are random until he, the residing master of the body, makes the connection. They then can become a complete circuit which will cycle through the body without stopping. The one within must learn to remain open. He must learn control of his own forces.
"The heaven and earth forces are all one flow. When connecting to it one receives a spark and a thrill. He can feel it in his cells as a quickening. This is a most wondrous discovery! Those of the male variety are focusing ALL of their attention outward. They are still flowing out. It is the creator’s outbreath. The man is the creator. The man is breathing outward to his exterior of the body. He is focusing further and reaching further out, not up as the feminine is doing, but outward, out further and further to he knows not where. To the edges of consciousness perhaps. He is leaving his connection to the father light behind him the further away from source he goes. His role as a masculine being in the great divine plan is to push the conscious light out into the furthest darkness and out into the void to see how far he can stretch the light of conscious intelligence. He is the creator. He has this as a mission imprinted in him.
"Such souls which I am calling masculine are searching beyond where no others have ever been before. They are on a mission. Source has sent them on the outbreath. That is the defining of the male, seeking outward, out beyond the connecting link of inner. The feminine souls are those who are staying connected to the cosmic link. Feminine is staying embedded in the earth body – in her body – she is looking up to the sun, heaven, spirit and space above her, not outward like the masculine is doing. She stands on earth with inner eyes open to source, to heaven, to spirit. She remains open to receive further instruction from spirit through her heart.
"A man can do this too. It is not restricted to the feminine body. Feminine souls are rooted into the physical body through feeling of connection, through feeling of emotional strength. She is looking in the opposite direction from where the male bodies are looking. These are female bodies or female souls in male bodies. Those who have received the outpouring as you have (speaking to me Nancy) as a female with open heart, open mind, with eyes upward as an empty chalice to catch the rays from Home - you are on the inbreath. You have completed the outward-bound journey and are now returning Home. Your wandering away from your Father is over and you have only eyes for the eternal source. You have reconnected with source. You are in a female body for that reason.
"As you made this astonishing connection with Me you are connecting the outbreath and the inbreath together to form a mighty rod of power. There is no great mystery here. It is simple logic. What goes down must go up, and what goes up must go down. The question is not “where” up is located or “where” down is located, but rather it is the simple joining of the two separated ends which have not been consciously reconnected. The frayed ends were wandering and seeking for connection. They have been seeking to reconnect and fulfill the circle. Then there is no “out” and no “in”. No “up” and no “down”. It is all connected in a circle and there is a flowing perfection.
"The infinity sign is symbolic of this never-ending circle. When the two opposite ends are reunited there is no more flailing out of control which creates confusion. Confusion is when one does not know which way to go, which way is the right way and which way is wrong. Decisions are difficult to make when one is so confused. When the two flows become one flow, cycling in a never-ending flow, heaven to earth and earth to heaven, heaven to earth, earth to heaven, suddenly there is clarity. No more confusion. No more searching. No more yearning, no more loneliness. No more heartache. The upward flowing and the downward flowing are connecting in the heart within the body. The flow does not stop. It continues to flow but you hold the flow steady through conscious breathing and conscious awareness.
"The heart no longer aches, for its other half has been found. YOUR other half has been found. They call it your twin flame, just as you saw in your vision. There were two flames and each went round and round but were disconnected. You have now connected them and made them one again. When you asked Master DK about your confusion over your friend’s approach to Tantra vs. your own approach, you were confused. He pointed you toward your own heart and you have been at peace ever since. You were guided from that point on to re-search the ancient archives and you were led further and further into peaceful connection within your own heart. Your two flows have been brought together as one flow. When you were working with your friend you began following once again a masculine soul and it did not suit you. You did not want to go in that direction - outward to another person - and so you asked. Always when you ask you receive an answer from one who knows."
Q: Should I focus on my heart? Or my spine when I do this? A: "Your heart. The upward flow is drawing up to the heart and the downward flow is drawing down to the heart. They are connecting in the middle of your heart which is a portal for expansion. You expand into the fifth dimension through your heart. This is the elevator that you have seen in vision form. You enter the elevator within your heart and you ascend to higher floors of your building, your bodies."
(From a channeled message from spirit on 3/7/19, posted in Master DK's online book on this website)
[This morning once again I woke hearing messages far away, speaking to me for awhile before I finally gathered enough wakefulness and coordination to reach for the pen and write it down. The words were echoes, repeating themselves: “Once we have intervened in mankind’s evolution, we will no longer have to intervene. It is the species we are here to save, not the soul that inhabits the form. The soul is here for its own purposes. The species has to be saved from extinction. It has been held back from evolving.” I began writing as the flow of words continued in my mind... ]
"The feminine qualities must be brought into the species because the feminine is the turn-around – the returning back to the Light. The soul has nothing to do with it. What the soul does is for the soul. The soul comes to inhabit the species in order to help the species raise up by imprinting its accumulated wisdom into the species. But the soul must be allowed to have a say in the life and the male animal has prevented the soul from expressing. The soul is whole, holy. The animal body has been holding back the soul from expressing because it is operating on physical survival as an animal. The human species is still operating on the survival tendencies of the animal which is strong sexual reproduction tendencies to keep the species propagating. The human species has taken this survival instinct to a more pleasurable state but it is stuck in that state, warped and distorted without allowing the turn-around to happen, to raise it UPWARD, upward toward less animal and more enlightened and refined, which requires more unifying sensitivity. The feminine qualities are needed which bring love, togetherness, compassion, caring, nurturing qualities. It is needed to turn the direction from downward to upward. Turn it around. The male’s focus is out and away from the light into darkness, further out beyond to the farthest reaches, the farthest it can go. The female strives to hold it back from going too far, it wants to bring it back UP to the Light. In the end sex will disappear and all that will be left is Love. Sex is a discrimination between genders. The species then can actually THINK for itself consciously and make choices for itself."
[Me: It is what I've been writing about. The nature of sex is misplaced and misunderstood. This intimate act is sacred, deep and eternal. It is all about sacred, divine love. Wholeness and fulfillment. The galactic intervention that is taking place is to save the species of human. There must be a unified blend between the male and female to put an end to the animal act of sex and thus begin the turnaround to raise the human up to a higher level of harmony. It is the INNER male and female within the self that must merge and come to a unified blend within the ONE body in which it runs havoc because it is separated, self to self. We are a whole consciousness on inner planes that has been divided by the lesser, petty mind. We are one whole being on the consciousness level. We are oneness. We are whole. We are complete. We are Light circulating through the body but we have created a second webbing of dark thoughts and lesser beliefs as an artificial robot-like energy that weaves also through the body. We have come to act on the lesser artificial energy and we hurt each other. Why? It has been my mission to find out.
[Me: I grew up in what I’ve perceived is a man’s world because men have all the power. What men say, goes. It is their definition of rules that I must abide by. These are strict rules. My father was an honorable, good-humored, easy-going man and I was fine with my life until I had sex at age 15 with the boy next door which I hated. It was coercion of my innocence. That began my awareness of men being the heavy-handed ones, the controllers. From that point on I hated sex. I couldn’t make sense of it but I was coerced into sex by attraction to a powerful man and became pregnant and subsequently married to him until I was overcome with dark and foreboding thoughts and I broke and ran away from my marriage. I escaped and was welcomed into the safety of a family which was ruled by a woman. Then I met a man who was sensitive to me and discussed things with me intellectually. He listened. He also served as the male protector for me. He supported me and guided me to rebuild my confidence. He taught me kindly about sex and introduced love into my life. Eight years later I had a powerful and dramatic kundalini awakening. I was in-lighted by being taken up into the light dimensions. I had the “going into the Light” experience. My journey through life has been through the sexual field, recognizing that men have a different focus or agenda than women. The feminine is an inner softness and unifying quality while those who are masculine have an outer-focused quality that skips over the inner softness. The focus on physical sex takes us further and further away from our innate comfort and peace. Thus the need to bring the feminine way forward to save the human race from further downward spiraling.
“There is a presence in you that is more you than you. It is in the background of your mind. Everyone, bar none, who is born on Earth is born outside of that presence. It is the only way to be injected into the system, this world, which is so far removed and in the dark, that once here we have to struggle to find ourself again. You DO have an eternal immortal Presence of self that is accessible to you, but in order to find it and tap into it and realign with it you have to follow your native instincts. Meaning your intuition and gut feeling, not what your parents or teachers taught you. They are part of the system. Don’t rebel or resist what they taught, but place priority on your instinct as to how much to allow the outer world to govern you. Find that light in you and cultivate it privately, secretly. Bring it into your awareness at all times. You are that greatness that is in the background. Bring it forward.” (Received 8/10/20 by DK)
11/30/24 - Defining the role of the feminine vs. male
The following message came from Ascended Master Lady Portia back in 2019. She is Saint Germain's twin flame/consort. She is the strongest voice of the whole list of goddesses I was appealing to. At the time I was trying to pull together a gathering of women to discuss feminine attributes. This revelation is worth sharing. See what YOU think about it. From my journal 10/22/19.... (quote)
This morning I was told that I am a cosmic undercover investigator. (Who me?) Yes, like a journalist goes undercover. But I have been deep undercover without my knowledge. This information has been slow in coming. I’ve been a sleeper cell. I, meaning my brain and conscious mind called “Nancy”, always pulled my head down. I didn’t want to be seen. Apparently that was programmed into me. Now I’m changing. I was told that this morning. I wonder how many others are also undercover? I know at least one woman who is not. She remembers her ET connections from childhood. They were playmates. So we’re all different.
I was brought along blindly. I had to experience a total breakdown first before I could experience the kundalini awakening, and even then it has been an inching forward. I have been following little golden sparkles of truth through the weeds and forests. Meaning sparkles that attract my attention. They call to me and I go to them. Each golden sparkle has led me to the next step and I ended up in the sexual arena where my mission began to unfold. My undisclosed purpose was to find out what went wrong with the human race by experiencing what went wrong with ME! Humankind has gotten itself into a mess of trouble (it’s very corrupt) and heaven didn’t know how to fix it. Earth was going to be lost unless there was an intervention. Increasing the feminine side of life is that intervention.
We all came from paradise but once born on Earth everyone is in danger of becoming lost. So my mission was to find out why, though I didn’t know it until now. It was in the sexual arena that I was directed. From inside the sexual network I participated. At first I was excited. It was a loving, beautiful lifestyle of freedom and I blossomed. But gradually I began losing interest. I couldn’t understand it. This went on for years. Only recently did I discover that the love and fun I experienced in swinging was coming from ME, and after years of giving love to others I began to dry up. Resentment came in. I learned then that the universe requires reciprocation of equal value (or better) to keep a thing healthy and thriving. Resonant frequency?
One day I was told to call on the goddesses so I began calling to the ladies of heaven by name. I have their names on a list, so I ran down the list one day and asked them if they would help me with the gathering of the women and with further insight into the divine feminine. What exactly does it mean to be feminine? They have not only been answering my questions they are clearing the path and sort of taking over. It is their influence coming through my writings. The problem that has held mankind back is sexual, in a returning loop, over and over, life after life, there’s a jam-up in the second chakra. The DIVINE frequency is designed to come up from earth and go up through the first chakra, through the second, to the third, etc., to the crown, out the crown and fountain out and return back to earth. [The torus breath.]
This flowing of earth energy meets the sky energy and together returns to earth. Mother-Father God is freely flowing in this design. But we are not getting past the second chakra. It is blocked. The first chakra is masculine and rooted in survival, and the second chakra is feminine and rooted in love. It is at the love chakra that the male-dominant focus has virtually “stolen” the love energy and using it over and over and over and over for orgasms. The love energy is not allowed to participate, to feel, to emote, to be free, to be fluid, alive, passionate and move on up to enlighten the other five chakras. We have been having sex over and over and over and over and over and over, ad infinitum, the male way, without love. It is vampirism, pure and simple and it’s keeping humankind down to lesser evolved than animals because we aren’t using the pure genius of the loving compassionate qualities that we were given and are supposed to be using. Both male and female are at fault. The male because he’s in control and pushing it, the female because she’s not standing strong in her truth and feelings of rightness.
9/7/24 - Why we have changed the website to GoddessSphere
All bodies are feminine, men included since they are composed of earth substance. Human bodies are 50% masculine and 50% feminine. This website contains teachings about love from the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, a Tantric Master from Tibet, who has been my spiritual guide bringing forth this understanding over the last 48 years.
8/24/24 - Defining the male and female
"A person who studies spiritual things will focus attention on higher vibrations which come from the sun. Those who do not, which are mostly male bodies, focus on out and away from themselves, on physical objects and people, so it’s a downward focus. Women are flowing upward. They are of the earth, feminine, flowing up towards the sun. Men are masculine coming from the sun and flowing downward toward the earth. That is how the gender bodies become opposites. They are designed that way, flowing in opposite directions. Those focusing upward towards heaven are opening themselves to receiving glimpses of the bright rays from source, or heaven.
"Feminine bodies are magnetic, anchored in the earth. ALL bodies are feminine, men included, since they are composed of the earth substance, but feminine bodies are more so since they are feminine in the biological design. They are magnetism reaching up towards heaven. If they can connect with heaven, meaning as they click into heaven which is electric with their solid magnetic earth bodies, then they are conscious of integrating. Then they can connect their two powers - magnetic and electric.
"Both powers are conscious. Both powers are non-physical powers. If the person becomes conscious of these two opposing powers, each going in opposite directions, he can link them together. The person contains both powers within himself but most people are not aware of these two opposing powers. The spiritual path is a realignment of the earth and the sun or heaven. When he connects CONSCIOUSLY the two seemingly opposing powers, he influences them. He is the directing link. These two opposing flows - one upward, one downward - are random until he, the residing master of the body, makes the connection. They then can become a complete circuit which will cycle through the body without stopping. The one within must learn to remain open. He must learn control of his own forces.
"The heaven and earth forces are all one flow. When connecting to it one receives a spark and a thrill. He can feel it in his cells as a quickening. This is a most wondrous discovery! Those of the male variety are focusing ALL of their attention outward. They are still flowing out. It is the creator’s outbreath. The man is the creator. The man is breathing outward to his exterior of the body. He is focusing further and reaching further out, not up as the feminine is doing, but outward, out further and further to he knows not where. To the edges of consciousness perhaps. He is leaving his connection to the father light behind him the further away from source he goes. His role as a masculine being in the great divine plan is to push the conscious light out into the furthest darkness and out into the void to see how far he can stretch the light of conscious intelligence. He is the creator. He has this as a mission imprinted in him.
"Such souls which I am calling masculine are searching beyond where no others have ever been before. They are on a mission. Source has sent them on the outbreath. That is the defining of the male, seeking outward, out beyond the connecting link of inner. The feminine souls are those who are staying connected to the cosmic link. Feminine is staying embedded in the earth body – in her body – she is looking up to the sun, heaven, spirit and space above her, not outward like the masculine is doing. She stands on earth with inner eyes open to source, to heaven, to spirit. She remains open to receive further instruction from spirit through her heart.
"A man can do this too. It is not restricted to the feminine body. Feminine souls are rooted into the physical body through feeling of connection, through feeling of emotional strength. She is looking in the opposite direction from where the male bodies are looking. These are female bodies or female souls in male bodies. Those who have received the outpouring as you have (speaking to me Nancy) as a female with open heart, open mind, with eyes upward as an empty chalice to catch the rays from Home - you are on the inbreath. You have completed the outward-bound journey and are now returning Home. Your wandering away from your Father is over and you have only eyes for the eternal source. You have reconnected with source. You are in a female body for that reason.
"As you made this astonishing connection with Me you are connecting the outbreath and the inbreath together to form a mighty rod of power. There is no great mystery here. It is simple logic. What goes down must go up, and what goes up must go down. The question is not “where” up is located or “where” down is located, but rather it is the simple joining of the two separated ends which have not been consciously reconnected. The frayed ends were wandering and seeking for connection. They have been seeking to reconnect and fulfill the circle. Then there is no “out” and no “in”. No “up” and no “down”. It is all connected in a circle and there is a flowing perfection.
"The infinity sign is symbolic of this never-ending circle. When the two opposite ends are reunited there is no more flailing out of control which creates confusion. Confusion is when one does not know which way to go, which way is the right way and which way is wrong. Decisions are difficult to make when one is so confused. When the two flows become one flow, cycling in a never-ending flow, heaven to earth and earth to heaven, heaven to earth, earth to heaven, suddenly there is clarity. No more confusion. No more searching. No more yearning, no more loneliness. No more heartache. The upward flowing and the downward flowing are connecting in the heart within the body. The flow does not stop. It continues to flow but you hold the flow steady through conscious breathing and conscious awareness.
"The heart no longer aches, for its other half has been found. YOUR other half has been found. They call it your twin flame, just as you saw in your vision. There were two flames and each went round and round but were disconnected. You have now connected them and made them one again. When you asked Master DK about your confusion over your friend’s approach to Tantra vs. your own approach, you were confused. He pointed you toward your own heart and you have been at peace ever since. You were guided from that point on to re-search the ancient archives and you were led further and further into peaceful connection within your own heart. Your two flows have been brought together as one flow. When you were working with your friend you began following once again a masculine soul and it did not suit you. You did not want to go in that direction - outward to another person - and so you asked. Always when you ask you receive an answer from one who knows."
Q: Should I focus on my heart? Or my spine when I do this? A: "Your heart. The upward flow is drawing up to the heart and the downward flow is drawing down to the heart. They are connecting in the middle of your heart which is a portal for expansion. You expand into the fifth dimension through your heart. This is the elevator that you have seen in vision form. You enter the elevator within your heart and you ascend to higher floors of your building, your bodies."
(From a channeled message from spirit on 3/7/19, posted in Master DK's online book on this website)