The Goddess resides in the Physical
November 16, 2018
The body is designed to become immortal. For more on this subject see Ascension. As I continue to observe the workings of the Light within me and experience the inner wind that comes upward from Earth, I see that it is a pure and holy wind. It is not coming from me, for my body is contaminated by human error. This pure and holy wind has never been contaminated. It is a divine essence. It is felt as a wind because I have opened to it. I've opened my inner door and invited it to come through me on its way back to the sun. This is the goddess that resides in earth and, when the meridians start to become clear in me, it also resides in my body. But I have a way to go yet. I'm not there yet. I write to report the process, to share the process with others. This pure, unadulterated spirit comes from below me. I can stop it if I wish to, but I have learned to trust it and so I surrender to it and allow it to blow through me like in a wind tunnel. It is conscious and intelligent and knows just haw far my body can go. It always amazes me. When I give myself over to this force, this wind, it is like I am a child and it is a mother or an angel who is carrying me and lifting me up in its arms.
It's powerful, and yet it is lighter than the substance of my physical body. It feels like a wind made of lighter-than-air purity. As I said, I've learned to trust it. I have worked with this power for 42 years, thinking of it as kundalini. Now I am being shown that this is the goddess that lives within all women.
There's more I want to report. What I wrote yesterday about the dream - coming to consciousness while still undulating in the lovemaking position - it occurred to me later what the signficance was of that particular odd dream. My husband was encouraging me mentally, as if trying to guide or encourage me as I was in the throes of this pure and holy wind sucking and churning my muscles upward. He was trying to reach my heart! I suddenly recalled several days earlier during lovemaking, I experienced him deeper within me than I had ever felt him before. I told him after that he had touched my heart. Etherically. Not physically, of course. I felt the tip of his lingam actually touching my physical/etheric heart. This followup dream was a validation. So know I understand why men during sex try to plunge as deep as they can into the woman, and why they want the woman to cry out in ecstasy. They are seeking something. They are trying to reach the heart of the feminine. Why? Because their feminine is blocked. This is a deep, deep story that most will not believe, but I put it out here as a little clue. I am throwing seeds out into the open air for anyone to pick up on. It requires receptive soil.
The goddess energy requires receptive soil. If a woman is willing to receive a man and opens herself internally to him, to allow him to reach her heart (some tantric training helps) then the man will receive her feminine energy better than if she resists him. Many women are not aware how to open themselves internally to receive a man during coitus. It takes some enlightened training. But many women, most I would think, have been abused, often violently, during sex and so their bodies tighten automatically during penetration. It is a sad, because both genders are wounded. That is why women need to gather together without the men, to share their personal knowledge with each other. It will help to open the flood gates of the heart, which is the portal for divine love.
The female has a power circulating in her that men don't have access to. Men COULD have access to it within themselves - they are designed to have a healthy and pure energy flowing through them - but they don't because many eons ago an alien sinister race came to Earth and took over. They blocked the love. Love was their number one enemy because they were selfish, greedy and wanted to own and control the human race. Genetic alteration of the human genes created imbalance. This is a story too detailed to tell here but will come soon.
By blocking the feminine flow, love was held back and the masculine flow became more powerful. It causes deep, deep hunger in both genders for love. They seek it in opposite sex, but that is not the solution. The solution is being taught by the Taoists and the Tantric masters, to exercise solitary disciplines and build up internal stamina rather than give power away.
Men need feminine energy for balance but they have become addicted to getting it from women, rather than doing self-enlightenment exercises to correct the imbalance within themselves. The same with women. Women need masculine energy for balance but they have become addicted to getting it from men, rahter than doing self-enlightenment exercises to correct the imbalance within themselves. Men are one-sided with too much masculine (active) energy flowing through them, and women are one-sided with too much feminine (passive) energy flowing through them. Both are wounded. Some day in the not-too-distant future, men and women of Earth will be restored wholesomeness again. Then women and men will be in harmony. Men will not be so needy that they act like sex-crazed testosterone bullies, and women will not be so disempowered that they become victims of abuse.
Women are in the beginning stages of taking back their power, as we see signs in the news. It is the beginning of the shift from male dominance to equality. But there is more to do. There is more to this picture that cannot be told right now, because we have all adapted to a negative world and we believe in the negative side. When we start believing in positive values more than the negative, we will get there faster. We will not believe how far down the rabbit hole into hell we have gone. But the goddess IS awakening in women. In men, too. But it is the women who are responsible for telling their truth instead of pretending. It is the women who are going to shift the balance of power. It is up to women to band together and validate and support each other as we are seeing on the news and the metoo movement. It is not "against" men, but "for" themselves. And we all know that women need to grow their trust in themselves. They have lost their confidence. It was never the divine plan to that humankind would go so far out of balance, such that excruciating pain, loss, suffering and impoverishment should be accepted as normal. The Goddess is a mystery, just as God is a mystery. But the goddess lives INSIDE the bodies of women and men, so we are approaching the end of the trail of tears.
It's powerful, and yet it is lighter than the substance of my physical body. It feels like a wind made of lighter-than-air purity. As I said, I've learned to trust it. I have worked with this power for 42 years, thinking of it as kundalini. Now I am being shown that this is the goddess that lives within all women.
There's more I want to report. What I wrote yesterday about the dream - coming to consciousness while still undulating in the lovemaking position - it occurred to me later what the signficance was of that particular odd dream. My husband was encouraging me mentally, as if trying to guide or encourage me as I was in the throes of this pure and holy wind sucking and churning my muscles upward. He was trying to reach my heart! I suddenly recalled several days earlier during lovemaking, I experienced him deeper within me than I had ever felt him before. I told him after that he had touched my heart. Etherically. Not physically, of course. I felt the tip of his lingam actually touching my physical/etheric heart. This followup dream was a validation. So know I understand why men during sex try to plunge as deep as they can into the woman, and why they want the woman to cry out in ecstasy. They are seeking something. They are trying to reach the heart of the feminine. Why? Because their feminine is blocked. This is a deep, deep story that most will not believe, but I put it out here as a little clue. I am throwing seeds out into the open air for anyone to pick up on. It requires receptive soil.
The goddess energy requires receptive soil. If a woman is willing to receive a man and opens herself internally to him, to allow him to reach her heart (some tantric training helps) then the man will receive her feminine energy better than if she resists him. Many women are not aware how to open themselves internally to receive a man during coitus. It takes some enlightened training. But many women, most I would think, have been abused, often violently, during sex and so their bodies tighten automatically during penetration. It is a sad, because both genders are wounded. That is why women need to gather together without the men, to share their personal knowledge with each other. It will help to open the flood gates of the heart, which is the portal for divine love.
The female has a power circulating in her that men don't have access to. Men COULD have access to it within themselves - they are designed to have a healthy and pure energy flowing through them - but they don't because many eons ago an alien sinister race came to Earth and took over. They blocked the love. Love was their number one enemy because they were selfish, greedy and wanted to own and control the human race. Genetic alteration of the human genes created imbalance. This is a story too detailed to tell here but will come soon.
By blocking the feminine flow, love was held back and the masculine flow became more powerful. It causes deep, deep hunger in both genders for love. They seek it in opposite sex, but that is not the solution. The solution is being taught by the Taoists and the Tantric masters, to exercise solitary disciplines and build up internal stamina rather than give power away.
Men need feminine energy for balance but they have become addicted to getting it from women, rather than doing self-enlightenment exercises to correct the imbalance within themselves. The same with women. Women need masculine energy for balance but they have become addicted to getting it from men, rahter than doing self-enlightenment exercises to correct the imbalance within themselves. Men are one-sided with too much masculine (active) energy flowing through them, and women are one-sided with too much feminine (passive) energy flowing through them. Both are wounded. Some day in the not-too-distant future, men and women of Earth will be restored wholesomeness again. Then women and men will be in harmony. Men will not be so needy that they act like sex-crazed testosterone bullies, and women will not be so disempowered that they become victims of abuse.
Women are in the beginning stages of taking back their power, as we see signs in the news. It is the beginning of the shift from male dominance to equality. But there is more to do. There is more to this picture that cannot be told right now, because we have all adapted to a negative world and we believe in the negative side. When we start believing in positive values more than the negative, we will get there faster. We will not believe how far down the rabbit hole into hell we have gone. But the goddess IS awakening in women. In men, too. But it is the women who are responsible for telling their truth instead of pretending. It is the women who are going to shift the balance of power. It is up to women to band together and validate and support each other as we are seeing on the news and the metoo movement. It is not "against" men, but "for" themselves. And we all know that women need to grow their trust in themselves. They have lost their confidence. It was never the divine plan to that humankind would go so far out of balance, such that excruciating pain, loss, suffering and impoverishment should be accepted as normal. The Goddess is a mystery, just as God is a mystery. But the goddess lives INSIDE the bodies of women and men, so we are approaching the end of the trail of tears.