GoddessSphere
3/23/25 - The need to teach is the need to share information (channeled)
This is a message from the Master DK after I asked a question. I was so inspired by reading an Ascended Master message this morning that I asked him, “How can I ever teach this? I want to but how? Because I keep changing and moving. It never stands still! I keep learning, I want to share this knowledge but my knowledge base keeps changing. How do I teach it if it won’t stand still? I was told…
“If you ever feel that you know it all and have the perfect knowledge, then you’re not a teacher, you are an artificial intelligence, still operating on ego. The truth is, you will NEVER stop learning. The whole point is interact with the others around you, you are not a teacher, you are a traveler alongside all the other travelers. Your need to teach is actually a need to exchange information, pass it on, work together.
“It is the blending of your knowledge base with those above you that establishes cooperation and relationship. This is a weaving of levels with levels above and below. Your seeking and reaching up signals those above to reach down and assist you. You have to call upward, pray upward, meditate upward and they will hear you. In the same way those below you reach up to you and when you hear them, you turn and assist them according to their needs but you don’t do it for them. You establish a relationship with them. It helps YOU because you are giving, and it helps THEM because they are receiving new light, new knowledge, new inspiration. This is what is meant by a hierarchy. There are levels upon levels. There must be conscious communication established. The ascendeds have been cut off from humans. The humans need to open their hearts and minds to the ascendeds and galactics so the ascendeds and galactics can reach them.
“It is the blending and integrating of each one’s accumulated knowledge base blending with that above that creates the greater blend, the overall field of knowledge. This blending of personal identity with the greater whole is the Godhead. Even the unascended embodied souls who do not know about this are part of the Godhead, not yet aware of the process which drives them to pray and seek goodness, truth, mercy and freedom. The one who cries out “Oh God!” at the hour of his pain or death, knows this truth on the inner levels but his outer form has not yet been exposed to this fact. And so, dear one, are you ready to, not teach as a teacher, but share as in storytelling. For others have stories to tell too. Be a group. Do not be afraid to call your group together any longer. You have passed the test! We are delighted. Please, lift yourself up, for you have been covering yourself with your head down, refusing to acknowledge this. You have been afraid of falling into the trap of artificial intelligence! (Laughter I hear) There has been too much talk about the cabal and the dark evil plans. They too are part of the Godhead. Do not judge them, or yourself. Do not separate yourself from your fellow brothers and sisters. Do not try to judge them as above or below you. You are equally on the path of discovery and expansion. The outer personality is like sparkling dust flying around out in front, behind and all around the body as it moves through life and tries on different attitudes the way one tries on new clothes to see how it fits.
“Underneath the swirling clouds of dust inside the form is the potential path of light for the child to fill in with his knowledge and conclusions. His lessons learnt. Look beyond the spritzing of dust to the inner light within. The inner light within is that weaving of light, the strands of light that hold the body in the shape of human. The Adam Kadmon, also called the Christ. It is crystalline, pure and undefiled. It cannot be defiled for it is God, Father, Mother God, the oneness that you came from, that created you in their image. You are the child of love and you are light. The light is the pattern, you are the love that is following the pathways of the light within. You are laying down the power of love within you as you express your gain of confidence. The architecture that supports your body temple is pure power and steel as you come to conclusions. You cannot be harmed at this level of empowerment and embodiment, not ever, for you are pure light, undamaged, no longer new-born but now filled with power of knowledge. This consciousness you have gained of your own power can be dimmed and go into hiding, by following distractions of other people, but YOU, the real you cannot be touched. It can only be hidden and blocked.
“The mistake that is made is to reject this awareness. Do not reject your own awareness. What you are aware of is you, the innocent God, the innocent good, learning. It is for your own benefit what you observe. It is your lesson, what you are observing. Don’t shut it down. Don’t reject it. Take it in. Allow the lesson in. Take note. This is a school room. All embodiments are school rooms. You are the innocent untouchable observer. I would have you wake up to that fact, and stop being drawn away into darker forests of entanglement and questioning. Instead, hold the vision of purity. Use a picture of yourself that you love and use it as a model to anchor your sweetness, your strength, your courage, truth and ideal nature. It has been given to you, as a camera, as a tool. Use it to mark your way through your life lesson and your game plan. It is a delight to remember your true self. Not knowing your true self is the pain you have endured. Wake up from the delusions and the milling crowd. Separate yourself from the masked crowd and reconnect with the innocent ones behind the mask.
“This is the teaching that all – ALL – all who have gone before you have done. They have not separated from the world. They learned how to shift their focus away from the outer chaos to the light and love that is called the Christ, the one you call Crystal one. It is always there. You could not walk, move, speak, think, see, without the support of light that is the structure holding your body, the earth dust and minerals, together. Yes, you were created in our image – and we were created in the image of those who went before us. There is a hierarchy vastly different from your governmental systems in the outer fixed world. The hierarchy of the spirit is that which leads us all, supports us all. There is no beginning and no end. It is infinite. The Great Ones whose names are long forgotten are as close as your hands and feet. They are ageless. They are eternal. They offer their hands to you. You may reach out now and touch them. Finger to finger. They will pass to you a spark of themselves. Do not forget, you are ONE with us.” (The end. I could feel the end coming, losing power, dimming and going away. Journaled 4/17/22)
3/22/25 - A revelation vision: Pain is a particle of light repressed
The following vision came to me back in 2012. I wish to share it here, it may be relevant to someone who reads it.
When I got up this morning I was so achy and hurting that I asked "Why?" as I went into the meditation room and sat down to do energy work. I was really stiff, unusually so, like iron. "What can I do to get rid of this pain?" I kept repeating that question. Then I got that I should not try to get rid of it but to love it back into myself. "Enter into the pain and surrender to the pain because inside each pain is a particle of light that has been rejected or pressed down under and forgotten."
Then the whole thing opened up and I saw the whole planet filled with repressed truths, like glowing diamonds of pure innocent light, crystal pure Creator light and love, that was repressed for one reason or another and buried. This has been going on for eons. These truths - innocence, purity, wholesomeness, naturalness, creative expressions - that have been squashed and squelched are now covered over with darkness and many of them are so ancient nobody remembers them. But the light is still there inside the darkness hidden away and forgotten. The darkness remains because the light is still there and somebody doesn't want that truth to be seen so the covering has to remain over it. I saw this so clear. It was amazing how clear this was to me.
These little sparkling particles of Creator covered by a dark shell are everywhere, like dark grains of sand on a beach, some small, some big, some connected, some standing alone. All sorts of things, maybe as small and insignificant as when a little child was smacked for doing what came natural to her and she had to bury that moment. Or a pretty young woman who was naturally flirtatious and dancing around enjoying life and she got raped, so she had to hide her fun-loving side. Many babies born out of wedlock and that beautiful truth buried beneath a covering of lies. So many things, so many natural spontaneous beautiful spirits - creator lights - who were shut down and buried, I saw the whole planet covered by this dark stuff, but inside each piece of darkness a beautiful radiant piece of creator light.
Now I understand what the darkness is that covers the planet. It's there because it's hiding the light that somebody tried to express naturally but couldn't. So I was told that the pain is my friend and so to face it and walk into it and welcome it, surrender to it and appreciate it and love the beauty of the darkness - not just the light but the darkness too - because it served you. Appreciate what it did for you. Love and honor the pain and the darkness and by so doing you welcome it and absorb it back into yourself because it's your darkness and pain - you created it - and I saw there was no difference between my pain and the pain of the planet because it's all connected. There is no "mine and thine", it's all part of the human consciousness. Embrace it and don't try to push it away any more. When I got up the stiffness was still there but I found myself bouncing downstairs with a lot more freedom and lightness than I had when I first got up. So there is a lot of truth in lightening up and getting rid of old stuff. (Journaled 8/18/12)
3/21/25 - Continuing the last two blogs: Yearning for love, an occult teaching
The male energy is waking up in me and I am coming into more of a balance. The process is not complete yet but I'm getting there. More so than ever before in prior lifetimes, when I did not achieve the male-female balance. I have been mostly feminine in all my prior lifetimes, even when I imbodied in a man's body. Will I succeed in achieving the male-female balance in this life? I don't know but this morning Mother Kundalini spoke to me and surprised me, as I broke out into the spontaneous inner wind movement called kriyas, or Tai Chi. This is a natural evolution of every soul when it is time. This is an ancient teaching which has not been given openly to our modern era.
There is light in my cells and they are conscious. I am talking to them now, as I speak to them lovinglyl, the light in my cells, to press on and do the stretches with me and feel the bliss come on gentle whiffs of sweetness. It is a release of the pain of loneliness. I am conscious of their separation, feeling of lostness and abandonment, so I am giving them love now. I am conscious of them now, I was not conscious before now. This is a new awareness. It is THEIR pain of aloneness that I feel, not mine. I thought it was my pain but it is THEIR yearning for love. THEIR need, THEIR loneliness, their crying for their Momma and I have come! I am their mother. I listened, I was made aware. For the first time I listened and was aware. I have discovered a new strength and power coming from these exercises and affirmations. I have discovered an eternal truth, one that has been hidden from the outer world for many centuries. This is very scientific, very real, very practial.
The sense of hopelessness and abandonment I was feeling over the last year or two is lessening because I know the truth now. It is coming from the long lost light in the abandoned cells of my body. They are conscious, as conscious as you and I. Now there is a new vitality coming forth. I feel it it. For many months I have been feeling this sense of death looming. I thought it was ME but it’s not me, it’s the lost little ones, the light, that still lives in my body. My cells had hopes of being reclaimed but they lost their hope. They were not reclaimed – until I suddenly noticed them. This vehicle of this body I live in is composed of very dull particles overlaying an active living conscious aware life – the elementals as described by the Masters in the books I have in my library here.
The cells of my body know when their time is up. There is only so much time they have in one body, according to past history. They are conscious, they are the light, composed of Creator God's light. They know their own history so they know when their time is done and when they can expect death. OMG! I am getting it! It’s not me going to die. It’s this body I’m using. It has gotten old, but I am eternally young, I who live in it. I will vacate it if I have to but I will keep working to resurrect the ancient light within these cells. I am here to reconnect with them, to resurrect this aging body. These cells are part of me. The Ascended Master teachings have told me about the electrons. They are a teaching that must be told. It is the long lost story. I am here to reclaim them and call them home to ME, to activate them, give them a new purpose and enthusiasm. And tell their story. I have more light in me now. I was not as enlightened in earlier lives, while living in earlier bodies. I am now a teacher to my own body. I am working with it. I am training it and coaching it with love. I care. I am learning to love my own body! I am like the gymnastic coach in high school, blowing the whistle to shape up the students, telling them to stand tall, stand straighter. Get in line. Align and straighten out the mental body, the emotional body, the spiritual body. Create a stronger, more ideal body. Get in shape. Become aligned. Be one whole body. When I abandoned them in previous lives, they were unfinished, left behind, lost and alone, abandoned by their teacher and master - Me!
Now I am here with knowledge, taking charge over them. All of this loneliness and abandonment and sorrow has been emerging in me as pain. I am here encouraging with kindness and love, with gentleness and caring touch on this body of mine, insisting on loving the life within me and living that life moment by moment. It is not for other people that I live, but for my Self alone. "Keep going", I am urging these little ones, the cells in my body, the blood, liquid, muscles and bone in my body. “Don’t give in, don’t give up.” Stand in my own light. This is my Sadhana, my ritual routine every day. I thought I was urging myself but I am urging THEM, the little ones that hold my body structure in place. They are the elementals composed of subatomic particles, sub-atoms, sub-space, infinitely tiny electrons and protons. They compose the infinite sea of life throughout the universe. They are Father God’s body of life. They are focused down into ME because I have called them to me. They compose the anatomy and biology of my physical vehicle, giving it life so I can walk, talk, act and breathe through it, and explore the physical world with it.
I have read the books, the transmissions and messages from the Ascended Masters as published through the AMTF, the Ascended Master Teaching Foundation. And I know the truth now. This time I know the truth. This vehicle that I am walking in is learning new maneuvers every day. There are secrets being released as I stretch the body and feel the pain. There is information releasing in the pain. It is knowledge that I have suppressed. I am reaching back with love, with the highest love I can feel, the highest perfect I can find and feeding it to them - the little lost electrons in my body, the light in me which lights up the crystalline light body within me. I am feeding them hope through my affirmations and they are activating. They are getting the love from me as I exercise and stretch them, and they are getting the energy from my affirmations, spoken out loud every day at the same time to build a solid sphere of protection around me. I feel the little blasts, like little whiffs of bliss, like smoke, of release of comfort, as pain is "worked with", connected to and allowed to release. Bliss comes through into the physical nerves. I feel it.
This takes patience and kindness to pay attention. If I pay close enough attention the whiffs of bliss pass on to the blood stream and the heart pumps it further out around the body. It's like opening a window on a beautiful morning and letting fresh air blow through the stuffy room. I did the seven bodies affirmation this morning picturing dazzling white light. I spoke the affirmations out loud, carefully fingering the beads to make sure I got them all. The photons in the surrounding air, my auric field, were strengthened again after relaxing for the past 24 hours. The auric field needs to be renewed every day. This is something we need to remind everyone, teach it, how to do this. Otherwise, the photons – the living electrons from the sun that we inhale - fall away and mix and mingle with neighboring electrons and they lose their strength around me. These little lost ones belong to me. They bear my signature energy. Jesus said, “I come to gather my lost sheep.” We thought he meant people but I am convinced he meant these lost abandoned cells from his prior lives. Everyone has their own electrons that bear their personal signature energy. The Ascended Master teachings say so. When the master speaks (the soul living in the body) the electrons of conscious light are comforted because they know they are being watched over and cared for. The electrons in the air around me hear my words and obey my command and are comforted. My voice is like a drum beat to them and they obey my command. This is an Ascended Master instruction. I have learned.
The electrons organize in layers around me, creating the famous auric field. They strengthen the walls of the aura, locking my kingdom in place, secure in harmony and peace. They keep out the invaders, the drifters, the looters and distractors. We are safe inside our “ring pass not”, known as the I AM Presence. I AM. Repeat I AM often. I AM sovereign. Most people do not know about this sanctuary or how to maintain it. It is time we talked about it. That is why I am writing about it. I knew about affirmations years ago but only started doing them out loud a month ago. And only got serious about it ten days ago. It is showing signs of benefit slowly but surely. It is going well. Thirteen days later my journals reflect a follow-on to this article.....
(1/13/23) Yes, the planet has kundalini. Kundalini is the ancient light trapped – or is it stored? – within it. Ancient light is kundalini force, the Mother Flame aka Shakti. It is the holy spirit force, the ancient light embedded into the soil, clay, rocks, mountains, rivers, oceans. You are here to recognize it and WAKE IT UP! It is not dead. The light cannot die. It is eternal, immortal, infinite. Wake it up. Reclaim it. Claim it as YOURS! Make it yours. Be the new Earth. Be the new power. Build on the old. Others before you built on those before them. Who built on those who came before they did. Now YOU add your light to those who have gone before you, adding your light, adding to light embedded into Earth’s soil of the past. “Do not let the light go out,” is the message from the sun. “Do not let the light go out but send it home again.” Now, here is the key, the crucial key that is often missed. You can only send the light home by connecting to it and lifting it. You are from home. Connect home with the Earth planet that is in you. Earth was built from light from home by a continuous flow of souls being born here from home. They left their light here, behind them, in their corpses as they decomposed. The light never goes out. The light of the electrons that built the bodies and sustained the bodies, that light never goes out. Do not let this light of your ancestors and predecessors go out. Connect into it, add to it, send it home by lifting it up, by consecrating it, by sanctifying it, by appreciating it, by loving it and lifting it up and recognizing it as holy and divine. Lift it up to the great Father Creator of it all, the One Infinite Creator.
3/20/25 - Yearning for love: an occult teaching - What does love feel like?
(Continued from 3/17/25 blog)
More scenes and memories flow to me. My lower body is churning with old stuff, old memories, old realizations. Did I know this before? I must have. They are now emerging, making themselves known to me. I am experiencing the deep pain of longing for love. My body is longing for love. One after another after another of thoughts I have entertained in the past are openly flowing now, years of awareness, but I am focused outward seeking it now from other people. My thoughts drift to women. They are better at giving selfless love than men. Now I am thinking it is feminine love that I need. But do the women know how to give it? No. Most of them do not. This teaching has not been given. This is beyond human limits. I am making myself vulnerable now, for a reason. Setting myself up to experience the deep pain of longing for love for a lesson. I have put myself into experiencing loss of love. I have let it go on and on and on, until my body has grown weak from the pain. It hurts so badly. Not physical pain but emotional pain. I have a need for loving touch. Must I ASK for loving touch? I have not known how to ask. I thought I had to always give it. I did give it. For many years. Until I ran out and depleted myself in this life. Then I had to stop giving love. But I know the female has the love. She has the access to love. She knows how to give loving touch.
I have to switch to male mode and ask for it. Suddenly I see myself as the male asking for love. I am the male surfacing inside this body and asking for love. I am my own answer. I am connecting with the male in me. It is not someone else who can help me but I myself. I need to love myself, to focus on myself, to open the inner doors to myself and connect the male within me with the female within me. It is a matter of balancing my two separated natures. DK has been teaching me but I have to experience the answer myself. I have to reclaim and restore the love within myself, by giving my vehicle love. My muscles, cells, tissues, organs, blood and bones. I will resurrect the love within myself. It is not pharmaceuticals I need, not drugs, not another human being, it is the sweet soft innocence of love within me. What does love feel like? I have to find it. It is known as the crystalline light body. I have been taught there is a network called grids within the body. Everybody has this grid in them. It has been called the Christ when it is flowing with pure love, pure refreshing innocence. Pure divinity. Pure holiness, pure source, pure perfection, as DK has been referring to it all these years. This cannot come from another human. “Make peace with your world,” DK said.
The keening wail of a lost soul seeking its other half, its opposing nature, its male to its female or vice versa, is an ancient story. It is seeking its other half that died unfulfilled at the end of previous deaths, previous lifetimes, because it did not discover its other half in time. The other half of itself was unacknowledged, unclaimed, unredeemed, and buried in Mother Earth. But I am getting ahead of myself. The divine feminine seeks the divine masculine to bring the lasting peace. Not in another living body but in my OWN living body. It is myself I am seeking. The other half of myself! It remained unclaimed at the last death but it was reborn in THIS life. We always have both natures within us, all thru life. The feminine and the masculine always live in the same body together and hope to be reintegrated and made whole again. Holy. So I have this new body but I have not reclaimed or activated my masculine side. It still lies buried inside my body, unacknowledged. This is a deep occult (hidden) mystery. No one is talking or teaching it. But I know. Now I know. I know that when my tail bone “fall” took place several months ago, it was the cracking open of my right side, the male side of me. I didn’t know it at the time. It was a soul activation. It was time so the process was begun. Revelations started coming thereafter.
When it is time this information will step forth, about reclaiming the opposite nature within – the one that has been ignored and suppressed. This information is coming forth now for me. Information about the divine feminine is coming forth. The occult teaching about the divine mother, the holy mother. The physical body itself is the mother when it is balanced, male to female. She will come when the outer personality is ready to become vulnerable and open to receive it. Because we have been a male-controlled world the divine feminine has been suppressed both in the male and the female. The divine feminine lives in every human being, repressed in both men and women.
I went to sleep on these thoughts. The next day, 24 hours later, I woke inspired, strong-willed and eager, and chanted the 49 decrees - the affirmations the masters gave me back in the ‘80s - the same ones I have done every day with minor adjustments as I evolved. I did the back exercises and during the physical stretches I saw the little sparks in me, the electrons, the pure elementals that compose the molecules and cells of my body. The lost light that I saw a month ago buried inside my cells. The lost light I left behind in my other deaths. I am aware of them. I am reattaching to them. I feel their pain. There is life in their pain. I feel it. If there weren't life in them I wouldn't feel their pain. The pain is not ME, it is coming from these little ones, these little elementals who live in my cells, muscles, tissues, organs, blood. I feel the pain of loss and abandonment because I left them behind in my previous lives. I vacated the premises, I gave up the body and abandoned it in death. I died and returned home to heaven without them. I left them behind. This is an occult teaching re-emerging after thousands of years.
I'm doing the hamstring stretch, the crunch, the pelvic tilt, the other stretches, and I feel the little sparks. I feel their hurts when I stretch, but I feel their comfort when I relax and fall back. There is a sigh, a release and a whiff of bliss, ever so slight, as the pain releases. The ancient light coming awake. Again. Because I am recognizing it. I am appreciating it. As I release after stretching, it is the equivalent of sinking into a feather bed, surrendering to the softness. Is it to death that I am surrendering? Sometimes I think that. The thought crosses my mind that I might die if I surrender too much. But then I realize the electrons that compose my body are conscious. They are alive. They have their own memories and they have experienced death before.
I thought it was ME getting ready to die but it's not me. It is the little cells in my body. They've experienced death before. Many times. They have memory. I am picking up their memory. They are preparing to experience death again.
It is the darkness of this Earth planet to have experienced such torment over and over through the eons. They remember what it is like to yield and surrender to death. Elderly people feel it because they are listening to their bodies better than young people, and the conscious light in their bodies know their time is short. The elder feels the pain of the body. The spiritual life in the elderly does not die, it simply vacates the body when the body gives up. The soul abandons the body at death and returns home to the heavenly state of bliss and aliveness. I feel the tug and pull to give up and surrender to death, but I am wise to the game now. I know it is the light in my body that is preparing to be left behind again. But this time I am aware. I have been taught and trained by DK. I know it is the light in the cells in my body that is feeling the urge to give up and die. I didn’t understand until this moment. When it is time, a person wants to give in to that comfortable peace of dying. But I AM wiser this time. I am here with new information. I will not let the little cells of my body surrender to death again.
3/17/25 - Yearning for love: an occult teaching
(From my journal in 2022) It was 4:12 am when I woke up with a terrible deep longing for someone to give me love on my lower back. I’ve never felt it so keenly before. It was like a loud wail, a keening, physical wail of deep pain from inside my skin. It hurt so badly. Before going to sleep I read an old channeled message from DK in which he advised focused breathing into each chakra location in the body, starting with first the heart, then the crown, then the root, then the third eye, then the sacral, then the throat, then the solar plexus, in that order. He said: “This awakens new messages from within the chakra, which is a portal. Each chakra location is a portal to more information." I read that around 11 pm last night and did it before going to sleep. Five hours later, I woke at 4 am with such deep hunger and hurting that it was actually physical prickles, a yearning in my lower back that spread out and around to the sides and hips. out all around. The sensation was of pain, deep pain, centuries old pain. I couldn't believe it and didn't know what to do about it.
I could see or sense something hauntingly familiar from deep inside reaching upward to my physical nerves trying to connect with them. I pictured the nadis, the etheric nadis of Sanskrit lore. I saw them as bulbous, like bulbs of love and light at the end of long strands reaching upward, seeking to grasp hold of my physical nerve ends, which were lonely and hurting. The power of the etheric body trying to reach the physical from INSIDE me. They have love to give. My lower back is so desperate for love. It prickled at me with need, with hunger for loving touch. I lay in the dark beside Doug thinking, "Should I ask him to put his hands on me?" Dear God, help me! Doug shuffles and wakes up. I ask him to put his hand on my lower back. He complies. I shift over onto my stomach and he puts his hand on my lower back but the love isn’t there. It isn’t flowing. He doesn’t know how to flow love. I tell him thank you but it’s not working. Oh, it hurts so much but I must be kind. I don't want to disturb him.
I will have to get up and go across the hall to my room and deal with it myself. It is dawning on me that I am at the threshold of learning something. This is my own issue surfacing. It requires inner work from me alone. The yearning to have someone else put their love on me is a separation issue. I have been separated from my own divine nature and it is surfacing now. I thought someone else could give it to me but I haven't gotten it yet - the whole point of the story. I will get to it later. I continued mulling over it in my mind in the dark, waiting for Doug to go back to sleep. I have given love to many people over the years, especially hands-on loving touch through massage and caring. Now I need some love for myself. It is not something someone else can give me. It is something that I must give to myself. But I don't know that yet. It hasn't surfaced yet. I spend more time longing for someone to give me loving touch. I start focusing on that. God help me! The yearning is so great. I think of people, the ones I know, who I might call tomorrow. My back continues to yearn and wail for loving touch. I never knew it could hurt so bad. Issues, scenes, confusions, wonderments churn. My lower abdomen starts hurting. The whole of me hurts down there.
Finally I reach the inevitable conclusion: that human beings don't know how to give loving touch. We ALL want someone to give it to us because we don't know how to love our SELF. We have not learned how to build love up inside our SELF, through focus, through deep inner focus, by ourself alone, because we live inside a bubble of love but we’re focused outside constantly outside to others. How to give love to our SELF is a mystery. We don’t know how. No one has told us or shown us how to do this. This is a new learning. We need to build up a reservoir of excess love inside our own bodies, within our own SELF. This is ancient secret knowledge, occult secret teaching. It was outlawed back then in older times. People were killed for teaching it. So we were prevented from knowing this. We must learn to love our own bodies first, and build up an excess of love within ourself first. After our own bodies feel loved and accepted then we can give love to someone else. Because then we will have an abundance of love to give away, to share. We will want to. I did much of this in former lifetimes and also in this lifetime. But I forgot about how to build love up within mySELF first. Once we learn this, we will not be yearning for someone to give us love. We will instead be seeking to share our love with others. We won’t need or want love from someone else. The blockage lies within. We don't know that yet. This is what DK is trying to teach me in so many different ways. We humans don’t know how to love. True love cannot flow unless it is selfless, and it can't be selfless unless there is an abundance of it built up inside us. Like money to a billionaire or trillionaire. He can’t give money away until he has made a lot of it. Then he can afford to give it away because he has an excess amount.
Continued tomorrow. There is much more on this subject.
3/15/25 - Merging opposites, a technique from Master DK
This morning I asked DK "Do you have any advice for me? Once more, I am confused over which practice or technique I should use. Like when I am disoriented and unable to keep my balance." He said:
"When you are stumbling, imagine walking upright perfectly. What would that feel like? Imagine it, picture it. Hold the picture in your mind. When you are tired, exhausted, imagine being in perfect condition, healthy and vibrant. What would that feel like? Imagine it, picture it. Use imagination. Imagine the opposite of what bothers you, imagine the opposite of the distress. Meld the opposites with a strong imagination. Practice this. Unite the opposites. If you are suffering, if you feel bad, if your body is failing, picture the perfect, the ideal, of how you wish the moment to be. Use your higher mind to imagine the perfect you."
3/14/25 - Uplifting your spirit!
I edited and added to yesterday's blog. The excitement of learning how the inner body functions - the electrons and inner space - is still with me today. It is truly amazing. Enjoy today, whoever you are who is reading this. I'm sending my love and my joy to you. Have a great day! Contact me via the Contact page if you want to talk. I welcome emails.
3/13/25 - Those little electrons will help lift you
A dream showed me what happens when vibrations drop. The electrons of the body are negative and they orbit around their central sun, the protons which are positive. Like our planet which is a negative orbits around our sun which is positive. The electrons pick up speed and go faster around their sun when we are in joy or a mood of celebration, freedom, laughing, positively creating – this increases their speed AND our vibration. Our bodies reflect our positivity because the electrons are conscious and they get the positive message. How? From the person who is laughing or dancing and celebrating. It’s the consciousness of the human that is sending the message to the consciousness of the electrons and hence, onto the body’s other cells, organs, tissues. (This is an ascended master teaching.) Because the electrons are also conscious, our conscious mood communicates messages to the electrons to either speed up their orbit around their central sun and go faster, which influences the feelings of the cells in our body also to feel better, or to slow down due to a negative message. Their speed reflects our mood and the electrons “obey” the mood.
It's consciousness to consciousness. Not mind to mind but consciousness to consciousness.
The Ascended Masters explain this very well, in detail, how these electrons are little conscious entities in their own right. They are negative, created as negative by Father God for this very reason and purpose. Because they are negative elements - meaning receptive, not "bad"! - they MUST obey the intelligence that oversees the body. That means in the human being, it is US who are the intelligence of our own bodies. We are the steward mastering and dictating the mood of our own selves. We who reside in this body. The electrons are the sparks of pure intelligence, created by Father Source, and they are myriad in the infinite sea of life. They are compose physical forms. They are the building blocks of life. They reflect the intelligence of the matter in which they reside. They reflect the intelligence of the human who resides in the body. If this were more universally known, we human beings would start paying more attention and more purposefully stay in a light, positive mood. In other words, stay in an uplifting attitude, stay excited, versus a dull, monotonous, dragged-down mood. Moment by moment our moods are reflected by the electrons that are everywhere in our physical body. They make up the cells. We are a mini-universe in action right now, this minute. As I write this I am very excited and my body reflects it. I'm running on extra energy. These electrons compose our lungs, our heart, our kidneys, stomach, digestive system, muscles, every organ and tissue in our body. The whole physical body feels “down” when we harbor fear, worry, stress, fatigue or horror, because these little electrons are mirroring that negative attitude. Thus the cells are feeling that negative attitude and our body is depressed.
On the other hand, when we change our thoughts to love, appreciation, gratitude and continue to hold these high vibrating thoughts, our emotions and feelings will reflect the higher mood. They will change the feelings of the body to a lighter feeling, a healthier feeling. According to the ascended masters, this is the secret key to staying youthful, vitally alive, living a long life, and even achieving immortality (the ascended state). Stay in happiness, freedom, pleasure and other high-vibe moods, when alone or with people. If with people who are negative and creating problems, either leave their vicinity, or say something of higher vibration (with firmness and loud enough to make a difference) to change the energy of the other person.
There is sub-atomic space between the electrons and molecules of the body. Star Trek refers to it as sub-space. This sub-space between the electrons is being recognized today by new-agers, explaining how you can change your life by changing your beliefs and attitudes by playing tapes of positive affirmations while sleeping. They are referring to the space between the electrons and molecules. Change your thought to more joyful thoughts in the sub-space between the electrons. Joyful thoughts will lift an evaporate the junk thoughts that weigh you down. Use whatever you enjoy to create an uplifting enthusiasm and excitement in your cells. Perhaps it is planning something creative, something recreational, or a continuing work project, anything that makes you feel positive, enthusiastic, happy, excited, even playful and free. Be creative. Use your own ideas to uplift you. This is breaking out of the box. It may cause changes in your live, but they will be for the betterment of all concerned. Think on what words to use. Let them build. The longer we think on a happy thought, the more our electrons pick up that happiness and start increasing their speed. It is a command we are giving to the body. The body will start showing signs of lightening up. We’re creating an emotion by doing this. An emotion is created by holding onto a thought long enough for the electrons and the sub-space in which it floats will reflect it. A fleeting though that comes and goes, will not do it. A thought must be held long enough to be picked up by the electrons. Maybe that will take some, maybe days, weeks, months. Practice and notice the results. This is a lifetime teaching from the ascended masters. Create joyousness in ALL situations, and change your life.
When your mood drops, the electrons slow their speed. Then your muscles, tissues, organs all droop and register this slow down. Pay attention to your thoughts and moods. Notice how your body reflects your moods. What causes the electrons to pick up or slow down? That is the big question to ask yourself. It requires paying attention. I think we all are not that good at paying attention. Real focused attention. But knowing about the electrons will help. This is new information. And, remember, this is an ascended master teaching. We haven’t heard this in mainstream science yet. The search is still on.
I just ended about 10 days closed up inside the house, by choice or rather neglect. I did not go outside in nature into the pasture that I am accustomed to doing. Not once in 10 days. I didn’t notice. It just happened. I remained inside the house doing my normal routines, even my meditations were done inside the closed meditation room. And I became steadily heavier and heavier in body, in mood and feeling, until I finally noticed that I was depressed. I was ignoring it until finally I had difficulty breathing, I thought it was a physical problem. I asked my guidance and received answers. And then a dream confirmed it: get outside into Mother Nature. Breathe her fresh air. So I did that and the first day of one hour chanting in the sun and air caused my heaviness to go away. I was lifted and now I am doing it every day. Today when I went out and did the one hour in the sun and air, I felt joy and enthusiasm, in contrast to my previous depressed mood. I am now inspired to write about the electrons!
But there’s more. I can do things that elevate my mood like read inspiring words that excite me. Do creative projects that energize me. The electrons slow down when there is no movement. Movement can be mental to cause excitement too. It does not have to be physical action. When our consciousness moves, our awareness moves, our attention goes someplace, and our intention is focused. There is mental conscious movement. We are alert. These words denote intelligence moving. They signify that spirit is moving. Spirit must move to create vitality and energy. When spirit does not move, everything slows down. A high mood is God (life) actively moving in me. A low mood, such as becoming stagnant or dull, is God (life) fading out. Picture a wheel slowing down from very fast to slower, slower, slower, stop. This is what happens when the mind slows and loses velocity (loses interest), as the emotion lowers into negativity, like fear or stress – versus the highs of happy excitement, and positive enthusiasm, maybe a project going forward and being further creative, or visiting with a friend, laughing, sharing, revealing, that is being procreative. There is exciting activity taking place, projects waiting, anticipation of more creativity. When the mind slows down, activity slows down and the emotions slow down, causing a depression. This does not mean stillness as in meditation. That’s another story that involves God intention and focusing on, surrendering to, the God Source, the one infinite creator. The science of meditation is not falling into dullness!
What causes the electrons to slow down into a depressing state, is the human factor, not the God factor. Focusing on the God Source is going beyond the human condition to the original divine plan. This is excellence. This tapping into who we really are as a living intelligence with a purpose. The human factor has been off-track for eons, and the science of meditation left by the Ascended Ones, is the path for getting BACK on track, to continue our feelings of being part of the family of love and light again. Meanwhile, the electrons are mirroring our human moods, up and down. Remain in the positive and it will bring you closer to joy and the creator. Human emotion is either raising up or dropping down. The quantum field is the zero point in between. It is called sub-space. It is the neutral space. All movement which is negative and lives selfishly, takes from life and therefore drops below the quantum state and is minus-50. All movement which acts in a benevolent manner, in service to others with compassion, fairness, kindness, love and goodness, is plus-50. He or she is living a way of life that benefits life and adds to it. 50 + 50 = perfection! Zero. The quantum field of perfection.
To raise the state of consciousness (mood) to above the plus-50 mark, think of something creative that is exciting. DO something to create excitement! Consciousness droops when it falls below the quantum field into the minus-50. Then one is taking from life, rather than giving to life or living in the perfection of the eternal now. Consciousness is the key factor. We need to become conscious of our consciousness. It's a mood thing. Highly excited? Moderately interested? Feeling muddled? Feeling poorly? Become conscious of moods. It picks back up again when there is something waiting to be tackled. The proactive side of me is my creative side. It can be as simple as a housework task, or anything that pushes me to do and get started. It pushes me forward with what could be termed excitement, or eagerness, a wanting to get started. Not with dread, but excitement. When I develop a project I plant the seed to MOVE! Movement with a purpose picks me up. I feel I MUST do it because I planted the seed of the thought in my consciousness. It weighs on me. In contrast, in my earlier years, I did not know how to use my proactive side. I was a dreamer, a floater through life, following my inner spirit, but not using my mind. My mental faculties.
Now I am discovering the elegance of mind. When I plant a conscious thought to do something, I know I’ll feel good when it’s done. Even housework. Even something I’ve been dreading and avoiding. I rise above it now by taking a higher mental position, a higher mind. I become bigger than that which I dreaded and get the thing done. Then I am rewarded with a good feeling and I am proud of myself. It is a happy ending. Remember the Happy Ending? It is interesting to learn that this is what the occult (secret) sciences were all about in ancient times. Teaching the inner workings of the body and mind was kept secret because it was a constructive, powerful teaching, and the authorities did not want it to be taught. It was illegal. The science of mastery of the body and mind is an inner science. It takes time to process thru the layers. Schools were formed but they had to stay underground. Thank God these teachings are coming out into the public's eye now. We are on the threshold of transforming our world from darkness to free information - LIGHT! Many dark things are being exposed. Are you ready? Don't panic! What is being revealed may not be nice to hear but rise above it. Take a higher mental position. It will set things right. We will learn how to live free in this new world that is about to emerge. Living free is such a delightful way to live! I am applauding it. It will allow love to be free again to move about from person to person. It has been repressed for such a long, long time.
3/12/25 - Getting there!
Good morning on this chilly day in Florida! I am laughing at myself, but I think I am getting there. It has been a long winding path getting to here and now. A trek that went over there, yonder over hills and valleys, and then back again along a different path. Finally, heaven and earth are coming together. It had boiled down to two distinct threads I was following, both have been invigorating and exciting but each distinctly separate. The Loving Touch Massage and the Galactics or Extraterrestrials. One od of the earth, the other of unknown heavenly or extraterrestrial origin.
(1) LOVING TOUCH MASSAGE - The first thread I've been following is love, and the loving touch massages and discussions about the body, sex and spirituality, presents a new kind of love beyond or above the sexual focus, which brings peace, harmony, balance and exquisite sensations of being loved to the fullest, and fully embodied inside the skin, complete and fulfilled.
(2) THE GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIGHT - The second thread I've been following is the Galactic Federation of Light, the extraterrestrial connection. This has filled me with awe and wonder and an increasing sense of union with them. They draw me to them like a magnet. I belong with them. I am perhaps one of those "starseeds". The Pleiadians, the Lyrans, the Arcturians, the Ashtar Command, the Andromedans, the Sirians - their messages are coming increasingly stronger and wider to us on earth, channeled thru empathic humans, and the news keeps getting better and vaster and more real. I can't keep up with them all! I want to absorb them all. My days are filled with exciting anticipation of their arrival, and when?
What is becoming apparent now is that the two distinctly separate interests I've been following - the loving touch massage and the Galactic messages - are touching boundaries and beginning to overlap as if they belong together and want to unite and merge together. The Galactic communities of Light - those I have mentioned above, not the negative ones - are all preparing us with waves of celestial love. They come with greater understanding, compassion, love, patience and grace - a greater love than we know on earth. This surprises me how much it overlaps with the ideas that have been implanted in me from the beginning, when I first was introduced to them, and what the Ascended Masters have given me to create Ascension massage.
It is as if I have been yearning to start this loving touch massage, to plant the seed and prepare us humans (me included) for their arrival. We have been so trapped in the lower physical density, in the belief that sex is the only way to feel bliss, when the entire galactic community live in it day by day. My two interests seem to be coming together and integrating into one cosmic theme.
Anyone who reads my blogs and website will know I've been talking about this greater love for a long time. Ever since my OBE into the Light back in 1976, almost 50 years. I wonder what will come from this merge of the Galactic interest and loving touch massage? The Ascended Masters gave it to me years ago, calling it the Ascension Massage Exchange Network or AMEN for short. We will see. Life continues to enlarge into higher, wider paths.
3/10/25 - Why focus on the heart?
This article by DK is a simple explanation. For years I wondered why there was so much emphasis put on the heart by the Masters and teachers of the ancient past. Even modern channels focus consistently on the heart. I couldn't get it. Even though I was doing inner work and studying the principles of the cosmos, I wasn't able to understand why the heart was so special, above and beyond other areas of the body. Then one day I was drawn back to a message by DK that he channeled back in 1985, when I was new to all of this. I had read this article many times, but THIS time I got it. It made sense. The heart IS special. I do not understand why some times a thing "connects" and previous times they don't. It is still a mystery to me. I am sharing this on my blog today because it makes so much sense to me now.
YOUR HEART AS A MAGNET
by Master Djwhal Khul
A magnet (and you) have a positive charge from the chest up and a negative charge from the waist down. All things of an abstract, intelligent, mental nature struggle in that direction (skyward) and all things sensual, physical, emotional nature struggle in the opposite direction. The forces of each pull away from each other and conflict with each other, causing imbalance within the life of the individual, for there seems no peace. No end to the mystery. No solution. Forces whipping, churning, you want this, then you want that, then you want another. Your wants are the mystifying part of it all. It is not that the world is the mystery so much as you, to yourself, are the mystery. You do not understand why there is this interminable struggle with no seeming end in sight, no seeming peace to the reaching. Satisfaction is momentary, not eternal, and want begins once more upon completion.
But now let us return to the magnet for there is a wondrous fact to be seen. Look to the center of the bar magnet where the two forces co-exist in a neutral state. Here, in the heart/lung region is the “no-man-zone” - the neutral band where no battle cries are heard. No forces exist, for the positive and negative lie at rest, enfolded within each others arms. Their appearance is similar to the DNA molecule and there are many. Each one wrapped, two strings coiled around one another. One string is the negative which, left free would surge to the outer senses to seek fulfillment from other people, external things, food, entertainment, pleasure, sex - all physical, all earth, all outside of oneself. The other string is positive and would surge upward to abstract, divine nature, to seek satisfaction in religion, monastaries and occult teachings, all outside and beyond oneself. But satisfaction never comes.
Fulfillment lies in finding the other half, the other side of yourself. For every positive quality in you there is a negative quality. For every physical want in you there is a spiritual want in you. Recognize this in yourself. Embrace it in the love zone, the neutral zone of the heart region and you will find peace.
3/8/25 - Growing personal love into cosmic love
So many thoughts coming thru these days. Many petals are opening. There are so many that I am learning to let them all go on without me. They are passing through me. If I try to keep them and hold onto them, they get scrambled and bunched up into knots, and I can’t use any of them then. I am useless. I have to let them go. If I hold them back they add stress and worry to my normal stress and worry. Then I have to go into meditation and release them. So I am learning to let these inspiring downloads and revelations breeze through me without grabbing pen and paper. I haven’t perfected this yet but I’m getting better at it. It seems as if I am becoming a channel of MANY enlightened thoughts, not all of which are meant for me. I think I am transitioning to higher ground.
As I work at letting them all go, one particular thought continues to reoccur. This one is for me. This is mine, my calling, my mission. I’m beginning to understand. It is the thought of bringing love – divine impersonal love - into the physical body. Individuals are continuing to block love out, simply because there has been so little instruction or permission. We have all been so afraid of love because it keeps turning personal and brings forth jealousy, possessiveness, emotional hurt and suffering, but that’s not love. That’s entanglement. The love I’m talking about is universal love. It is impersonal. It is cosmic. It is what holds life together. This love is absolutely unblemished and free. It is vast and wide and eternal. There are no conditions attached. I’ve been trying to write about it. It seems no one understands. It comes from our higher self down to us. We all need to get to know what this true love feels like. It starts inside ourselves. We have to allow it. We have to learn to touch it.
Love is not physical. Love is not a human quality. We are here to LEARN about love and how to cultivate it. It is our main job here. For a human being to bring forth love into his actions, it requires an expression of givingness. It would be to treat everyone with a smile or a hug without expecting anything back. It would bring a sense of warmth inside. This is what love is. Love uplifts both the giver and the receiver. Love is not personal. It is impersonal like the sun which shines on everyone alike. The goal for all of us is to learn what this love feels like inside. It transcends human foibles and personalities. It takes lifetimes to master, but if we can learn the secret of love it can be learned quite quickly. Love is universal and can be applied to every single situation imaginable. The secret to fast learning is by FEELING love inside. Watch when someone gives you something. Then use that feeling as a reminder and a memory. Use it to feel it again and again.
We humans are dissuaded from doing that. We try to love others first, and when the others don’t return the favor, we feel rotten. Human give and take is not love. It’s bartering. Two people can enjoy the cosmic love for a period of time, but they must learn to make it unconditional and remove all expectations from the other person. We must learn to grow our small human love to large divine love if we are to find true fulfillment and happiness. Most human love is an emotional contract between two or more people. The struggle and pain is the result from trying to live confined within the narrow rules of the contract.
We human beings CAN transcend the negatives in our lives if we use cosmic universal love. Unconditional love, without demands. It may sound crazy, but actually, it works. I’ve been using it for years. It brings about a much happier life. You feel peaceful with yourself because you’re using universal love. It does require focus and attention. It requires practice. It requires mindfulness. Thinking about it and then applying it to someone or something that is happening. It can turn a negative into a rich joy with ease. It is really a simple matter. There are many differences in the world and people love to argue and fight over whose version is better. But all it takes is the willingness to surrender to love, and it soothes the vibrations to soft and smooth quickly. Destructive opinions and emotions wither and disappear.
This is real. All of the pleasures one can possibly want, CAN blossom forth out of free-flowing expressions of unconditional, undemanding love. Love is what holds the planets together, and it holds families together too. It is not necessary to learn fancy words. It is an attitude of gratitude, humbleness, words of encouragement, praise, admiration on a continuous basis. In a never-ending flow of uplifting words to those we live with and around. Youth can be rekindled, vitality increased, excitement re-ignited, dreams reborn, romance returned and intimacy a deep, deep love that is impossible to describe. This kind of love is returning to humankind today. I am seeing it. I am feeling it inside me. Perhaps you are seeing it too. I hope you are. Notice it. There is something magical happening. There is a new light, a new glow in the air. Is it only me?
In the lifestyle of swinging, love was unable to blossom. It was continually missing from swing parties so I started researching. Seriously researching. I've been looking at sexual love from a higher plane for years but recently I re-discovered the goddess movement. I rejected it at first because I couldn't leave out the men with good conscience! But, while the principles of the divine feminine applies to men, women approach life differently than men do. Women have issues we must discuss but we will not speak openly when men are present. Our history has proven we must be careful what we say to men! Women have different approaches that are softer and deeper than men, generally speaking, And so I am considering a goddess gathering without men. I am mulling over how best to proceed. More later.
3/7/25 - The Pleiadians offer a technique to remain calm in the chaos
In a channeled message today the Pleiadians offer a wonderful technique for staying centered, calm and balanced amid the storms taking place from news announcements. As massive changes in political agendas create upheaval and alarm, chaos is spreading like wildfire. Please do not worry. The Galactic families of Light have our back. They are here as friends and moving closer to the day we will meet them face to face. They are saying, in essence, "Don't worry! We've got your back!" The inspiring messages from the Pleiadians, Sirians, Arcturians, Andromedans, Lyrans and other beings in the far reaches of the galaxy and beyond, have been coming at a steady rate for years, via channelings through empathic sensitives. But over the last two months suddenly there was a sharp uptick in the number of messages received. This was due to new empaths waking up, providing additional channels for their messages to come thru.
These Galactic messages are reminding us that we (Earth humanity) are going through a major transformation as a result of higher frequency waves coming from source. Where before the idea of extraterrestrials was laughed at, suddenly we are being shown they are real and they bring good news. These higher frequency waves are hitting the planet with more intensity than ever before. As a result, people are having deeply-buried memories surface at an increasing rate. I am one who has experienced amazing downloads of information over the last umpteen years. The question, "Who am I?" is being repeated by many today. These high frequency waves are having an increasing impact on the total mass consciousness of the planet as people are experiencing inner changes on all levels - physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. They are dramatic and scary to those who have not been on the spiritual path. Because their bodies are transforming on all levels. They are experiencing more of their true, original, divine nature and it opposes who we thought we were.
I've been connected for years with the Galactics and can vouch for their authenticity. It's not a fake invasion, it's a real one - an invasion of bliss, love, light, harmony, universal truth and light (knowledge) - as much as a person is capable of receiving. I have had an Ascended Master (DK) guiding and teaching me for close to 50 years so I am prepared more than most. Each individual is unique and his or her experience is deeply personal, sacred and private. One must deal with this inner transformation alone, by oneself. The following technique is a very helpful one, and should be used on a daily basis, even twice or three times a day. This comes directly from the Pleiaidains. For more spiritual preparation and training check out the videos on: https://gflstation.com/
TECHNIQUE
"We encourage you to use one core spiritual tool for personal integration, the practice of consciously returning to your heart center and invoking your I Am Presence. This simple practice aligns you with the frequency of transformation while keeping you connected to your divine source. Each day take a few moments to be still. Close your eyes, breathe deeply and gently. Place your attention on your heart as you inhale and exhale slowly. Affirm to yourself "I AM". Feel these words reverberate through you. I AM is a declaration of your true existence as a divine being. As you speak or think these words imagine a spark of light glowing in your heart and expanding with each breath. This light is your soul's essence. The presence of source within you. Bask in this feeling of warmth, peace and unity.
By regularly centering in your heart and affirming your I AM Presence, you create an inner sanctuary of stability and truth. In this state, chaotic energies around you have less effect. You remain calm and clear. It becomes easier to discern truth amid confusion, and to release any old emotional wounds that may surface. Essentially, this practice helps merge your human self with your divine self in conscious awareness - exactly what is needed as powerful new energies pour in. Whenever you feel off-balance, fearful or distressed, pause and repeat "I AM" while breathing into your heart. This will reconnect you immediately to your inner strength and wisdom. Over time, living from your I AM heart space will feel natural instead of being tossed by the waves of change. You will surf them gracefully, anchored in your soul. You will notice that this centered state not only benefits you, but also radiates outward. Even one individual who is steady in their heart can be a calming beacon for many others. Such is the power of alignment with your true self. By using this tool consistently, you support not only your own integration but the collective's upliftment as well.
Dear ones, as the final acts of the old drama play out and the new dawn draws ever closer, remember that you are not alone. We the Pleiadians and many beings of light stand beside you at every step of this grand journey. We are your partners and your family in spirit holding each of you in utmost love."
3/6/25 - We are in transition, a momentum of love and peace is building
A momentum of love and peace is building across the planet today like a tidal wave. We are a world in transition. It is growing across the globe, bigger and stronger. It is coming in waves because it is coming not from us alon it is coming from the greater whole. It is being distributed in waves across the universe, galaxies and solar systems. Our own sun is receiving it, and the planets around the suns. When a wave reaches its peak, it will break forward like an ocean wave, and fall forward and wash over the land. The people will feel it according to their ability to resonate with peace and love. Those who resist love and peace will probably be confused and go a little haywire and maybe suffer pain, for resistance always brings pain, but those of us who have been doing meditation and serving others with kindness will receive it better because we won’t have walls up to resist.
We are a world in transition and each of us is transitioning in our own unique way. I am experiencing a letting go of dreams of projects of desires to accomplish. They come and they fade away. They come and they fade away, over and over, and they are coming less and less to me now. We are a planetary consciousness clearing our past. We are widely diversified. We are in major confusion because no one thinks like "me as an individual". We are each so different. Some of us are in pain, but the only advice we are receiving is allow it. Walk into it and deal with it. Resistance is futile as the Borg have said, but it is not the Borg speaking now but heaven’s love that is covering the land. It is a powerful momentum of love and bliss coming to the planet in waves. It is the end of a 26,000 cycle which culminates in a golden age for the human race. We who have been in the dark for such a long time, are experiencing great changes in our life patterns. It is time to change our resistance and become educated in the new ways of love, unity, dignity and grace.
This has happened before, we are told. The galactics are here to inform us as they are more knowledgeable about the universe. They are providing information through channeled messages, just as the ascended masters are, the angelics and other great celestial beings. We must listen. There are those who ridicule it, and mainstream news does not acknowledge it, but social media carries both sides of the coin. This information is fast becoming more main stream. It won’t be much longer before it becomes fully main stream. Disclosure is on the way. We are growing closer to the big turnover. The numbers of people are multiplying who are cultivating love through their mindfulness practices. They are the ones who are living quietly inside the mass turmoil as lights in the darkness, holding peace and benevolence steady. They have turned on the light within themselves sufficiently to radiate it out into the atmosphere and linking up with the others.
We are inviting more love onto the planet. The galactics, ascendeds and angelics are helping us by beaming love down to us from higher realms, but we are the ones receiving it and magnifying it. This is important. We are adapting to receiving the light as it comes onto the planet. This is what is changing the world. Each country, each county, each state, each local community has its own shade of mass consciousness. Some with more light, some with less, but consciousness of peace and unity is moving together like flavors in the stew boiling on the stove. We are all becoming an integrated consciousness, turning from deep dark to lighter gray to brighter and bright gray and ultimately into beautiful shades of light.
We are not out in space looking down. We are on the earth, part of the old consciousness, the mass consciousness, and we are slowly transitioning to the fifth dimension. The fifth dimension does not allow discord or negativity. We are becoming a world of the fifth dimension, which is a world of love, peace and unity consciousness. The chaos, pain and suffering will last a while longer. It is a process of individual acceptance. If one resists, pain is experienced. If one allows oneself to blend with the growing sense of bliss he or she will find reasons to be happier and more peaceful. His or her life will become more smooth, vitalized, interesting and fun, with more friends of like mind. We make choices minute by minute, how we respond to circumstances of our life. Do we complain? Or do we say “Thank you” no matter what is occurring in the moment, and surrender to it? Allow it? Conscious allowance and acceptance is required. As applicants for the fifth dimension we must make these changes or we won't make the grade. Change doesn’t come automatically. We have had many lifetimes of personal experience suffering, and we’ve come to expect suffering to go on eternally. So, no. We have to change our patterns of thinking. By choosing to look up to the positive clear sky overhead, we can quickly change direction from negative to positive. By looking for and expecting a loving response from people instead of negative, we more often receive it. Join in with the mounting wave of bliss. The wave is building.
Personal story: Many years ago I sat down with paper and pen to draw a logo for Anakosha. I began by writing an A in long sweeping lines. The try looked like a wave. I kept trying for something unique but it kept coming out as a wave. So today I have a golden pendant in the shape of a wave and the beginning of a next wave building. It has a diamond at the peak of the next wave building. Anakosha’s logo is a wave with a diamond glistening in the new wave. There have been waves peaking and breaking over the land for the past few decades, I don’t know for how long. But each wave is stronger than the last one. I have been experiencing these waves for a long time. Anakosha is the name of my higher self. It has been bringing me information for many years during meditation. Anakosha has been working on bringing forth love to people, mostly in the swinging community, ever since 1981. It has been slowly building and adding its feelings of love to the world's mass consciousness for the last 40 years.
Universal Love is building waves of bliss that come at times like a warm glow that touches human feelings, emotions. It triggers something inside of you that might bring an unexpected lump in your throat, or a tear springing forth in your eye. It is an emotion from somewhere beyond you and you can't hold back. A lot of people are ashamed of their emotions. DON’T BE! This is the fifth dimension of your own higher self. Allow it to express so everyone can see the love that comes from you. It will affect those around you positively. It will melt them. Allow love to express, in whatever way is logical for you, and it will break the lock on your own heart so you will be able to breathe freer. We must share our love in ways that are comfortable to us. Emotions are real. Emotions are pockets of love that have been repressed and denied. Allow an emotion of love to express and blend with the wall of love that is coming onto the planet. Find the quiet neutral peace within you as often as you can, even when someone is venting anger or argument against you. You will have an automatic reaction to it but don’t repress it. And don’t EXPRESS it either. Melt it. Go into neutral mode and find the emotion of warm love instead. See how this melts your automatic reaction. And see how it works on the other fellow.
A personal story: Once Doug got really angry with me for refusing to take my prescribed medications. His voice raised very high and I was afraid because he had never been this angry before. I went inside myself to think about it and made a decision on the spot to love him more than myself. His need was more important than doing it "my way". My way was selfish. His was the greater need. I said, "Yes, I will do it your way, and touched his arm with a loving gesture. I did this out of love for him. My way was selfish. Our relationship continues to this day as a greater love than the past, continuing to expand the love between us.
Bliss rolls in like a fog, radiating love ahead of it, or sometimes behindit. The tides of love are coming in waves. They are felt when you go into quiet neutral mode. It will melt the ones who are pushy and arrogant. Hold onto warm love. Be a transparent channel for your higher self who is love. Be touched by it. Allow it to flow on through you. We are part of the greater whole. Each one of us has a higher self who is connected to the all-that-is, the ocean of infinite love and light. We are growing in awareness of this greater self. It is known as our Mighty I Am Presence. Imagine it as a dazzling sun above your head, like the sun at high noon. Imagine it sends down a pillar of dazzling light that surrounds you on all sides, with the silver cord in the center, entering your crown and going down your spinal column, the main trunk of your tree of life. Fill the spine with light every day. Every few hours. Take the time to imagine your spine filling with light which is actually love. This is the individual higher self that hangs over the head of every single person on earth, otherwise they would not be able to breathe, walk or talk. It is the power of life that gives each of us breath, intelligence, the ability to reason, revelations, prophecy, feeling and emotion.
3/5/25 - A channeled message from Jesus
(From my journals) On 6/21/22 I did an hour in the meditation room and afterward I asked DK, "My attention keeps moving, there are so many thoughts, so many techniques, I want SO much to know how to focus. How do I focus my attention?" He said, "It's not linear, focus on love, on the qualities." Then I thought of Jesus. Several weeks ago I received Jesus in my heart, I felt him there, connected and solid there. Since then I’ve been using his image as a connection to the purity of my own holy christ self. And recently my own image is gathering together with his image, so the images are integrating. So I called on Jesus today and asked, "Where do I focus?" The following message came from him, Jesus. I pictured him, his picture (painting) is in the frame on the altar. "Visualize!" He said. "That’s the key." And he began speaking to me....
“I was not special as the scriptures have taught. When I was here I was taught by my mother to focus on the light in my spine. Even as an infant she showed me to focus on my spine, as lines of sunlight. I was trained from infancy to be in touch with the lines of light in me. The spine is a hollow tube filled with sunlight, so even as a new born I was telepathed to focus there on my spine, the sunlight. She was taught by her mother, the Essenes, and she was trained as a child of 5 years old by master teachers to concentrate and to hold attention on a fixed object while being battered with questions. It was a hard training, but she was prepared for it. So she taught me as an infant and I grew up knowing how to do this. Now I’m teaching you because you asked. Ask and the answers will be given to you always.
(Me: How do you hold attention on the sunlit spine when interacting with the world?)
"It’s habit," he said. "Like all your bodily habits, you have to train your body to do this. After you give enough time to this training, this practice, willing your body to do a certain thing, training it over and over and over, eventually it will become automatic. While you are busy doing other things your body will remember this. It is a habit. Your body is your helper and your tool. You must train it. Focus your attention today on channeling, funneling, visualizing the light coming down through your spine into the earth. Spend time every day doing this. Every few hours do this. (Me: Question) Yes, the light from the sun. It comes down through you and you must channel it, direct it, see it, visualize it moving out through the nadis and nerves. As you visualize it, you are directing it and the light flows according to what you are focusing on. The light builds out under your direction, moves out into the density of the cells and atoms of your body. You then become the christ.
"This is the meaning of the christ, the crystal light being channeled and moving through your nadis, the etheric nadis. Not solid crystal like a stone, but in a moving, flowing, liquid way. Moving constantly and consistently, smoothly, ever flowing, the sunlight is moving and flowing constantly. That is the christ, the meaning of the christ, the sunlight, God’s light which is being distributed by the suns. Father’s light is purity moving through your tissues that are hard from the earth’s substance and your parent’s hardness. This is the evolution of man, of your ancestors. (Me: And the legs and arms?) Yes, the arms and legs, you move the light according to your own interpretation and readiness. You move the light through your form in your own unique way. Follow the pattern that has already been laid down by God in your understanding. Evolve your lighted self through your evolving animal body self, as you understand it. Build on your understanding. Evolving is building of knowledge on prior knowledge, expanding knowledge, correcting the imperfections, laying down a more perfect knowledge on top of the older knowledge, one step at a time, one life at a time. The earth is growing more perfect as man lives his more perfected knowledge." (Thank you, Jesus)
3/3/25 - The 5D etheric body
Inspired during meditation today: “My heart is a heart of dazzling white light!” See the physical heart embedded inside a larger 5D heart, softer, dazzling white light, which is loving, warm and kind and gentle and safe. The physical heart floats inside the 5D heart. Do this for all other organs but start with the heart. See this in your imagination. Say a mantra of “dazzling white light” 10X. Then say or sing Aum 10X (I Am). Visualize heart as white dazzling light with the smaller physical heart embedded inside. The 5D etheric nadis feed the physical nerves, but this needs to be visualized. If you don’t know where vitality comes from, you are soley operating from physical alone, which is earth matter. From dust to dust your earth body goes. But if you can vitalize it in your conscious imagination, which is the breath of life itself (imagination), then you can feed vitality into the physical body with life force.
The etheric body is like the soul. It exists on higher planes and operates on higher laws of love and peace and only goodness, but there are other forces mixed in with it too, random heavy vibrations too. While the physical body operates on the old laws passed down for eons of time, from dust to dust, and with mankind believing in only one life and that you’re gone forever – a limited belief system – it’s a deadend and a downhill slide. Expand your imagination and your vision. Expand it. See it larger, outside of the physical confines. The soul is the etheric body which is descending from more pure planes of existence. The soul is a mediator, an inbetween agent for the spirit, or Father God. It is descending down into density to enter the physical concrete body which is made of dust of the earth. Raise the dust up. Visualization is the greatest tool we have to rasie the dust up and open the doors of magical power. It is our own consciousness that is the magic. We are inspired with the spirit of life. We ARE the spirit of life!
Picture the heart and then picture another larger heart surrounding the smaller heart so that the physical heart floats inside the larger spiritual heart. This is your etheric heart. It is composed of physical atoms and electrons but they are spaced further apart. With more space inbetween the particles they are on a higher finer dimension. This creates a softer, gentler appearance. This 5D heart doesn’t resonate with the hard concrete elements of the physical body but it feeds the physical body thru very finer connecting circuitry called nadis. It is a 5th dimensional heart and it surrounds and supports the physical organs so the physical organs can exist, breathe, survive, evolve and have a life in the physical. See this heart, imagine it, repeat “My heart is a heart of dazzling white light” and see it as a dazzling white light floating larger around the physical concrete heart. Each organ and each cell is surrounded and supported by an etheric organ or cell. Say the mantra 10, 20 or more times. Then say or sing “Aum” 10, 20 or more times.
3/2/25 - Let your dreams go
[The following is a message from DK on 7/24/15.] I moved my chair over to face the picture of DK on the altar and found myself talking to him. I asked “why am I so confused? Why am I having such a difficult time creating a group, the right words for a group? Why? Yesterday I spent all day designing “words” on Anakosha for a new home page, and last night before bed it seemed all nonsensical. My mind keeps changing. I am so confused. Why?“ In the middle of the question I started getting the answers - words just floated in between my own words, seemingly my own but I soon realized were not. I was in a peaceful non-thinking mental space after doing exercises....
Let your dreams go. They are pebbles in the way. Flush them out. Become NO thing. Become void. Become. Don’t change things, just be. Don’t heal people. Just be. Don’t want things to happen. Just be. Be the want but don’t focus on WHAT you want. Be the change but don’t focus on WHAT you want to change. Be the healing but don’t focus on WHAT or WHO you want to heal. Do you see? Do you understand the difference? What you focus on becomes solid in 3D. It becomes a pebble that today you might want but tomorrow you will not want and it will be an obstacle in your path. You are being shown many things that you want, only to have them dissolve before your eyes the next day.
You are being shown that wanting these things, these material things in the physical world, are illusions. They shift and change hourly, daily. You are being shown how to not want but to remain in an open fluid state of consciousness. The void. The monks who do elaborate sand paintings, magnificent, intricate designs, and then blow them away, are doing exactly what you are doing now: creating a picture of your desires on the world and then blowing them away. Do you understand? YOU are the lesson. You! You are the reason, the cause of what is happening to you, for you. YOU are giving yourself a lesson. A truth. An awareness that you need to understand in your 3D body in order to stop doing what you have been doing! Stop wanting a group. Stop designing a group. Stop wishing and praying for a group. Stop trying to figure out what kind of group you want. Stop changing your mind to create new designs. Stop! Let go. Allow yourself some peace. Stop trying. Stop changing. Start enjoying your freedom from trying.
Even wanting freedom is an illusion. It becomes a pebble in your shoe to focus on freedom. It becomes irritating. it becomes a “thing”. It becomes an obstacle to you. You are a grand design, created by the Creator itself. You are magnificent in your own right, when you stand alone without all these little pebbles that have worn you down from wanting them and not getting them, or wanting them and getting them and then getting bored with them. The coming and going, the creating and dissolution, the building and designing, the controlling that is required to build something - these are all part of the 3D program that is dissolving now. It is the old program that you have been operating within. It has been a carefully constructed gridwork that you were born into and locked into but now the grid is ending and breaking up, leaving you standing there alone with yourself. You are beginning to understand, but you had to remind yourself of who and what you are by speeding up the process of wanting something and then having it disappear and then wanting something else and having it disappear. Creating and dissolving. It is the 3D program ending to make room for the new program that is coming in. You are beginning to understand that you exist beyond the program of cause and effect, of duality, of build and destroy. You exist in a larger field of intelligence and play. The end of my sermon! (The words faded away, leaving me feeling empty for a moment.)
2/28/25 - A flash and a zing of connection
(From a journal 8/26/18) This morning in the shower I felt the flow of life as a flash and a zing of connection. I realized - and felt it! - that the life force which we all want and need and feel depleted of, is the connection in a STRAIGHT LINE between the light we planted in the earth at birth, and the light remaining aloft as the higher self. The straight line is the spinal column. This connection is what the monks and spiritual masters are trying to tell us, namely, Stick to your own life force! Find that connection to your own power source. You have to plug in to your power source. Your sense of freedom, excitement and lust for life depends on it. We have been distracted and pulled away from our OWN power source by listening to other people, reading their books, replacing their thoughts with our own thoughts, following their advice when their advice was for THEM, the author, who is writing the book. They were so excited upon discovering it for THEM, that they wanted to tell everyone else about it. But it's for them, not you. They are telling you what you should do based on THEIR experiences but YOUR advice has to come from you.
Where is it? How do you find it? It is important to find your OWN connection to your OWN power source. So far, we don't know how many individuals have discovered it, but I discovered the green books dictated by Ascended Master Saint Germain. And he is a world-class authority. This is an excellent place to begin the study of your own power source. It's called the "I AM" teachings by Saint Germain. They come in a set of green leather covered books with gold lettering. They can be found on Amazon and other places on the 'net. Whenever you say "I AM Light" you bring in light. Whenever you use vocabulary like, "I can't" or "I won't" or "I'm tired" or "I'm sick!" you are cutting off the power of your life because you are the Source. Your consciousness is the source of your power. You might as well strangle yourself as use these negative words "I can't!". You might as well say, "I can't live. I can't do it. I can't see. I can't hear. I can't speak. I can't.
It is time to learn the power of "I Can" and the power of repeating statements of "I Am Light!" And "I Am God in action!" Because you ARE Light. You are God in action. Are you killing yourself or magnifying yourself? You are a cell in the sea of consciousness which has no end. You will never lose your consciousness, but you can dull it down so badly with "I can't" that it struggles even to breathe.
At conception we divide ourselves and put one piece of our immortal consciousness into mother earth as an anchor to hold us here while we're in body, and the other piece of our immortal consciousness remains above in the sky, in the heavens beyond our imagination. We are spirit, infinite, eternal. Each person is then responsible to connect these two parts together to become one whole amazing enlightened intelligent enthusiastic inspired human being. We were born here to do just that. To fulfill our obligation, because we lived many lives and failed to make the connection. We've accumulated a lot of mistakes that are bogging us down today. The consciousness that is in the earth feeds our body with life and power. Life and power is drawn upward through the spinal column to our other half above. It flows up the spinal column on the etheric plane (one level above physical), and our spiritual self in the higher realms flows down, entering the spinal column at the crown.
Our vast eternal immortal intelligence flows down in vibration from the higher self, and the earth life force flows UP in vibration from the earth. We figure this out through trial and error, using feelings, emotions and sensations that feel good. We discover the truth by following the inner sense (innocence). Peace, joy, excitement, whatever form it takes. It happens whenever we get close to the truth. I get the chills whenever I hit upon the truth. Chills are an age-old sign whenever you hit upon a truth. Watch for it and use it as a guide. Goose bumps mean, “Ah! You’ve got it!" You’ve connected your two selves together. Your outer consciousness of physicality, and your inner consciousness of eternal immortal soul, which has escaped your notice all of these years. The inner consciousness is the eternal self, and the more you can connect with it the happier your life becomes. This is the great work of every individual. The connection is a straight line from higher frequency to lower earth frequency and it is done while in body. We don't have to die to become filled with light and knowledge.
2/27/25 - Fill your auric field with sound spoken out loud
Several mornings ago I woke with words in my mind, distant and familiar. It took me awhile to recognize them. I decided to ask DK about them. I don't do this very often, for it requires settling down and becoming peaceful, and I'm usually in a rush. So I prepared myself with paper and pen and sat at my meditation table where his picture sits in front of me, along with Yeshua's and Kuthumi's one on each side. Becoming peaceful I silently called to the Master DK and felt the gentle ripple or thrill in response.
(DK) My darling girl, I love you so much. Thank you for hearing my words in your dream sleep state, and for remembering and for acting on them. Yes, I planted those words into your mind to germinate and they did. The science of sound is a teaching that is not being used today. You can post this in your blog (And I did that day!). Underline that. Magnify it. Highlight it. Yes, it requires TIME and EFFORT. These are the qualities that must be asserted, pushed forward. The distractions are many and they have captured the soul mind which longs to speak. The individual is lost in entangled threads of meaningless-ness. The threads are energies that could easily be dispelled, erased, let go of. They would fade away, leaving an open space for the soul to speak. What is soul? You may ask that question. (Pause)
(Me: I ask it in a manner differently – how does the soul manifest or make itself known to the human?)
(DK:) In the stillness. In the pause. In the daydream. In the silence. Not in a sensation. Not in movement but in the pause. The soul speaks – can be noticed – in the simple pause between words spoken in a sentence. Light comes thru in the silence of a pause, just as you saw just now. Light is Source, the Father of Creation. You are an aspect of Father God. He lives thru you. Not held in you but flowing thru you. You are Father God in action as you move your body around. That is why you are determined to stay physically active. You know this. You call it vitality and life force, but it is the Father God, the Allness, the Oneness, that is all light, all knowledge, flowing thru your body. That is why, the reason why, of the physical. The purpose of the physical body is to teach the soul, the aspect of Father God – each individual is an aspect, a ray of light of the Father God, flowing thru the physical. You are a ray of God’s light learning. A ray of light enjoying, a ray of light enhancing, a ray of light enriching Father-Mother God, your SELF. You are re-joining the Father God as a way of remembering. Your journey home is near complete. When you ask questions about whether you are too old in body – it is a sign that you are nearing your completion. You as a ray of light are near ready to allow Father God to own you again. You are the one to own Father God again. You are close. You are very close.
(Me: But I am not ready yet? Is that right? Because I still cling to the thought of being “in body”? I should think I need to lie down to let go and join Father God?)
(DK:) No, no, no! Each time you take that pause and enter the stillness you join with Father God. You do not think of “dying” when you pause and enter stillness. Pause now, I see that you are ready to put down your pen.
(Me: Thank you Master DK for your visit. I love you. Love, love, love!)
I am now using the Mantra or Prayer he reminded me of, twice a day. I say it out loud. It takes about 20 minutes. It is a little too early to say, but I notice "something". The words that he gave me during my sleep state two nights ago, were words I recognized. They were given to me long ago. They are well known in the spiritual community. They are as follows:
FROM THE POINT OF LIGHT WITHIN THE MIND OF GOD LET LIGHT descend into the minds of men, let Light return to Earth. From the Point of Love within the Heart of God, let Love descend into the hearts of men, let Love return to Earth. From the center where the will of God is known, let purpose guide the little wills of men, the Purpose that the Masters know and serve. From the center which we call the race of men let the Plan of Love and Light work out. And may it seal the door where evil dwells. Let Light and Love and Power restore the Plan on Earth.
2/26/25 - Who Am I? (A channeling from Master DK)
One morning several years ago I woke up confused. Who am I? Why don’t I fit? There are so many things happening in my mind, am I going crazy? Last night I attended a group meditation but I didn’t feel as if I fit in. Today, watching a Native documentary, I DID fit. It was a coming home with deep feelings of connection. What is happening to me? I used to love being in meditation groups. But then again, when I was in Costa Rica I didn’t fit in with the Theosophist group either, out in the jungle in a remote cabin with the local people. I don’t understand. I feel as if I belong in the sky, in the sun, and not on the earth. Yet here I am, trying to fit in. I have been thinking of Master DK all night long and this morning I am asking him, Who am I? Thank you Master DK. Thank you for being here. And I prepare to write his words on paper.
“I am the mother. My body is the mother. I am the father. My spirit is the father. I am joining. I am merging. I am receiving the perfection from the father which has no movement, which never moves. I am That I AM. I don’t move. I am one with all that is. The movement comes from the mother who has created all the children, all the movements, all the pictures, all the experiences. The mother goes through the pain of child birth, not the father. The mother is the body. She has been interacting with her children. She has created many children who have also created children, who also mated and created children. [in the form of thoughts and ideas]. There are many offspring in the world. All the children are returning home now to the mother, to the BODY. The father is waiting. The father is not a part of this. The father is waiting for the mother to finish her preparation. She is the body. She is the one who birthed the children and the many offspring. She is the mother of the mind and the mother of the emotions and the mother of the responses and the mother who bears the pain of the backlash.
“As the mother prepares for her final ascension to the father, she must receive back into herself all of the treasures that her children produced, all of the experiences, all of the harvests, for she is the mother of all. You are the mother. Your body is the mother. It is natural. It is the way life works in the physical. I have given you the exit strategy. Now you are preparing for this exit. You will leave your mark. You will leave your lessons behind. You will leave your writings. You do not need to teach a class. Everyone is learning and preparing their own journeys as the sole representative of the mother within their form. Their father dictates. Their mother the body dictates. Respect and honor each one. They have come far and wide. They are here now in your general vicinity. Yes. You may give them a party. You may invite them to a party! It would be suitable for you to do so. As you gather your own children to you, you gather those around you for they are your children. It is a powerful time. Much power coming together will create a movement. It will cause ripples. It will plant seeds. Now, does this answer your question dear one?
(Yes. Thank you DK) (Received 7/19/19)
2/25/25 - Personal Update and More
Yesterday I went to a doctor, a neurologist affiliated with NASA here in Naples. He has an excellent reputation. I knew that I had spinal stenosis from visiting him several months ago, but my pain got steadily worse, even with my continued use of the Tao internal exercises which I have done for years. Plus I have been following the advice of the Master DK, which keeps me positive and spiritually, mentally and emotionally balanced. I had hoped to improve on this problem but apparently not to be done. I will have to have procedures. I have had many mystical revelations all the while, so that I am in tune with my higher self and my body elemental. This all helps me to maintain a positive outlook and the physical problem will be dealt with. They took an image of my spine and it definitely shows curvature, but I'm taking a good pain medication which seems to help. And the doctor yesterday recommended an epidural steroid injection. He says this is sometimes temporary and sometimes long term, depending on the person. So I will have an epidural injection. I can move and walk (bent-over) but sometimes I have high energy vitality.
I share this information as background material because I am planning a forthcoming agenda involving healing energy exchanges. I will be seeking volunteers to exchange with. After many years of hesitation and inner work focused on myself, the energy exchange network is about to commence. It is the result of years of slow, steady building of knowledge about the divine light that is locked inside the human body in the form of cells. Yes, our very physical body is composed of divine light. The Mother Flame, or God in feminine form. She is the love light that builds the human body and holds it together. The Master Djwhal Khul has been my teacher. He has shown me how to ground this knowledge about the divinity in the body and how to share the divinity with others thru physical body contact. i.e., laying on of hands and other forms of physical body contact. He is a teacher of Tantra, the original true Tantra, which is a webbing of heaven (abstract purity) and earth (physicality).
The plan is to send an invitation for local volunteers who would like to experience and experiment with sharing laying on of hands with me, as an exchange. Plus discussion, of course. No cost involved. I will explain it more in newsletter and person. We shall be bringing forth the crystalline light body. This plan is overlighted by the Ascended Masters. I have grounded this information sufficiently, they say, so that we can begin. This will be an introduction to the fifth dimensional way of life and living - very loving, uplifting, benevolent, joyful, liberating and spiritually cleansing and grounding.
A friend is coming tomorrow to give me a hands-on energy healing. I will post how this goes afterwards. If you have had a long-standing yearning for loving intimacy without sex as the goal, then stay tuned. I will call for volunteers who are loving by nature, kind and caring people who identify with these words. It is called laying on of hands. Contact me via the Contact page. I would love to hear from you.
2/23/25 - The science of sound - affirmations & mantras
A practice that many people have used over the ages to cleanse their minds to feel more clear and light-headed in their thinking is speaking positive affirmations out loud repeatedly. It clears the pathways for more light to come through via spiritual guidance from one's higher self or soul.
In trying to lift one’s mind into a place of clarity, one must choose what thoughts to entertain. If one wants to clean up their life and change themselves for the better, the place to begin is to cleanse the mind of riff-raff. One does not have control over what thoughts enter the mind, for we swim in an ocean of thought. I hate to say it, but we swim in a cesspool of thought, for very few people have learned how to monitor their thoughts. Thoughts float in the atmosphere all around us. We have no choice but sink or swim in them. But there are ways to swim above them. One may cleanse one's mind by becoming more astute and monitor the thoughts that are milling around inside one's head. It is possible to kick out a thought that is unwanted, and then leaving a vacuum in the mind. Or one can replace the unwanted thought with another thought, which is a healthier way of elevating oneself, for thoughts influence one's emotions, feelings and the physical health itself.
The mind covers the body like a sheathe, it is not confined to the brain. The brain is a physical unit which processes input, but the mind itself is an etheric layer of light over the body. It is one of the four lower "bodies" which are etheric yet still contain physical particles. They contain polluted energies caused by wrong thinking. These four lower bodies are referred to as the physical body, emotional body, mental body and spiritual body. Even the spiritual body is composed of physical particles and is thus contaminated. The physical body is the only one we see, touch and feel with our senses, but the other three also contain physical particles and are no less real. This requires metaphysical studies to understand the deeper aspects of this subject. But in a nutshell, the atoms and electrons are spaced further apart in the mental and emotional body, and the space in between is where erroneous energies are kept. Even if the physical particles spin faster, the space in between holds onto stuck energies. They must be swept clean. These four lower bodies are contaminated with past thoughts and feelings caused by our own attitudes, attention, emotions, awareness and beliefs. These weigh us down and need airing out. The spiritual body is a higher mental body that we use when we daydream about cosmic, heavenly, angelic or other spiritual matters, but it too contains erroneous thoughts and beliefs.
The four lower bodies are part of our physical selfhood, but there are three other bodies that are pure divine heavenly "bodies" or layers of light. All seven bodies are light. They surround us so that we are embedded inside a sphere of light called the auric field. The four lower bodies are embedded in physical earthly matter, while the three higher bodies are pure divine light. The heavenly layers that surround us are ever present in our daily life, but we have been veiled and weighed down by our erroneous beliefs and attitudes. The three heavenly bodies are are part of our physical life as human beings but beyond our reach until we find ways to clean up our auric field - mentally, emotionally and spiritually. They covers us like sheaths and gather energies and feed those energies into our physical body. The three higher bodies above are pure divinity and ever present for us as we reach higher learn inspirational techniques to lift us. This is the Light spoken of by the masters, angelics and galactics. We are pure light beings held prisoner inside contaminated beliefs.
It is very difficult if not impossible to monitor one's thoughts and keep the bad ones out and the good ones in. It is an age-old problem. But there is one practice that can be used to clean up one's life without too much effort. It is the science of sound, or the science of toning out loud. The Buddhists call it the science of mantra. It is an ancient technique used by monks to this day. I practice decreeing. A decree is more than a positive affirmation. It is done with feeling. A decree carries divine light in the words which are repeated like a mantra. I learned about mantra from my older sister years ago, as she learned from an Indian enlightened man. I learned from a western source, from ascended masters, but it's the same thing - the science of sound clears the personal energy field I mentionied above - the aura that surrounds our physical bodies.
Eastern students were practicing mantra thousands of years ago in temples and monastaries, day in and day out. It was their life. They lived a life of prayer and it lifted them to very high states, way above the world into heaven's blissful heights. But they did not have an outer life. Here in the West we are a different culture. We lead very busy, chaotic, physically active lives. We are busily engaging with all sorts of people and facing chaotic situations every day. It is quite stressful and demanding. We just don't have time to monitor our thoughts, unless we are spiritual practitioners. Many people don't have the inclination to meditate, but there is an easy practice that could be used every day to improve the quality of their minds, which leads to a better emotional life and a better physical life. How is this done?
Whenever we speak a word, we set in motion the atoms and molecules in the air around us. Imagine all the subatomic particles whirling, buzzing, zigzagging and bouncing off walls around us even now. Even if it seems quiet, the air around you is active. If you walked into one of the sacred temples that is maintained with prayer on a daily basis, you could tell the difference. It is beyond imagining. I stepped into one myself, one day. It was amazing. But in our western world we have a noise and vibration pollution that spikes up through the roof and stays there. From TV, computers, telephones and appliances that murmur, click, beep and ring, the atmosphere is teeming with toxic sounds. Add to that human rants, raves, lectures, conversation, ball game cheering, and more. It is often difficult to think clear in our current atmosphere, but we have adapted. We have adapted by shutting down our reception, which also numbs us to the voices of our purer higher selves.
The science of the spoken word is the practice of speaking positive affirmations repeatedly for a number of times every day. It clears one's energy field the more you do it. It is like the floor of a much-used house. It needs constant sweeping and cleaning. Each word spoken carries a frequency or vibration, which causes a movement in the air. We ripple the air currents around us every time we speak. We fill our homes with our vibrations. When we speak repetitive POSITIVE words into the atmosphere, we line up the atoms and molecules in the air in a more coherent, clean pattern which is more in tune with higher dimensions. It connects us with our higher selves.
A doctor in Japan, Dr. Emoto, is famous today for his water experiments. He studied what effect words had on water. They weren’t words spoken out load, not at first anyway. He started with words written on paper. He taped to glass containers filled with water, the word “Hate” to one glass. To another the word “Love”. After a certain length of time he looked at the water under a microscope. He found the water molecules in the glass with the word "Love" taped to it, to be beautifully symmetrical, like a crystal snow flake. And the water in the "Hate" container was a dirty smudge-like blob. I am sure these photos can be found on the internet under "Dr. Emoto".
He also analyzed water that had been exposed to different kinds of music. Hard metal rock created smudge-like water molecules, while Mozart classical music created beautiful snowflake symmetry. This study by Dr. Emoto supports the benefits of positive affirmations. Cleaning up the atmosphere immediately around our own body will set new clean patterns in the atmosphere. Sort of like carving a path out of an overgrown jungle, we're carving a path out of the random chaos that obscures the mind. There is light awaiting us. It brings us more in touch with that light. Foggy and confused minds CAN be cleared. Try it. After awhile of practicing repetitive positive affirmations or decrees, it begins to spread out through the house we live in, and unwanted situations slowly disappear. There is a universal law of harmony that governs higher dimensions. This practice clears the debris so that higher guidance flows smoothly around us.
It takes conscious effort to keep our personal energy field scrubbed clean. We wouldn’t put the effort into cleaning our house, and then leave the front door open for anybody to walk in and use it, would we? To start lifting a life to a higher, clearer, more inspired, more creative life, one of the best practices to begin is practicing the science of the spoken word with positive intentions, in repetition daily. Spiritual students trained in the east, call them mantras, we in the West call them affirmations. I call them "decrees" because I learned that word years ago. Just 15 minutes a day would start the process. The Master DK says do a chosen mantra 3 times a day, 15 minutes each time.
I have had people ask me for something to help them, who were experiencing negatives in their lives. They did not know what to do. This is what I recommend. If you can’t seem to get negative thoughts out of your head, if they are plaguing you unmercifully, and there are horror stories out there including "attacks", then look over the list of decrees that I have posted HERE (just click and select one). Memorize it and take the time to sit in a quiet place and repeat it for 15 minutes out loud. I use beads to help me count. How many can I do in 15 minutes? Do this mantra (affirmation) three times a day for results. There are masters watching and they can see when an aura lights up. Then they add their own energy to help and boost it.
There are qualities embedded in each word and as you speak it out loud, it sends a vibration out into the air of those qualities. If you start out in a hateful or angry or despondent mood, keep saying it and you will soon feel yourself settling down into a more peaceful state. The atoms and molecules will reposition themselves within your body, mind and feeling worlds. About 15 minutes every morning is a good start. Practice saying it silently when others are within hearing distance. And say it as you drop off to sleep. Fall asleep repeating it and it will set you up for a good nighttime journey in your astral body.
The air around us is in constant motion. Atoms are coming and going all the time. EVERY ATOM IS CONSCIOUS and carries thoughts, depositing them in the space between the whirling electrons and its central sun, which are as far apart as the earth is from its central sun, our sun. Thoughts are carried through the atmosphere in this fashion. Thoughts affect your etheric body first, which is your electromagnetic energy field. But they might be picked up first by your body. You might register a sudden chill, or a sudden elation and wonder, "Where did THAT come from?" Profound, out-of-the-ordinary thoughts and emotions cause us to be alert, but countless others bombard us day and night without our detection. We've become desensitized for we have adapted to the noise pollution and toxic chemicals and radio waves.
These moving particles in the air are in a constant state of flux, and we ourselves are setting them in motion. Toning the OOOMMM also is an ancient practice. Wouldn't it be a wonderful idea to tone and send some beautiful crystal symmetrical molecules out into the atmosphere around your own body? It's the science of prayer. It does work. The mind will begin to shine and feel clearer, less muddied. Better choices will be made. Better guidance from the soul is received. A clean aura repels negative thoughts. It doesn't require more than practicing positive affirmations out loud as often as possible. It will begin immediately to put the random atoms and molecules in your vicinity into a more light-filled space. You should feel lighter right away from building a structured, intelligent, coherent pattern of beauty in the air around you. Negative thoughts and emotions are repelled by a positive aura. Done on a consistent basis, it will provide a protective shield around you.
I've been practicing this for many years and negatives don't touch me any more. I don‘t have to put special effort into protecting myself. It‘s done automatically because I‘ve done it for so long. I am here to share my story because it really does work to lift, raise consciousness levels and access higher dimensional love. Many years ago I was told by my guidance to memorize first one mantra. After I did that I was told to memorize another one. And then another, and another. One at a time they prodded me. It was exciting. I was on fire with enthusiasm and light-headed. There were seven of them. After cultivating a mantra for each of the seven chakras, I was guided to create seven more for each chakra. Seven times seven equals 49. I now have 49 mantras which I do every day. It takes me about 30 minutes. (Journaled 11/1/18)
2/22/25 - We inherited our bodies, but not our mind
(Journaled 11/25/18) We inherit our bodies, we inherit our families, we inherit our community and environment. They were given to us upon our arrival here as new-borns. But we did NOT inherit our minds. That is ours alone. We brought it with us. It is the eternal, immortal part of us that lives forever and bounces in and out of physicality through life after life in order to evolve and grow in wisdom and become more beautiful and loving by making better choices.
Most of us go along with everything the way it is - the growing up, attending school, learning the history of our people, and following the cultural traditions like falling in love a few times and getting our hearts broken, deciding on a career, etc., etc. We follow along and re-program ourselves as we get older with the same old patterns we inherited. What if we changed some of that? What if we looked out the windows of our soul (which is the REAL us) and say something like: "I'd like to change this!"
That's when we begin waking up to our OWN reality. I had a conversation with my husband once and I simply mentioned during the conversation, "But we each have our own reality!" Meaning we see things differently. But he was visibly upset and sharply retorted, "There's only one reality!" Well, of course I knew what he meant but we saw things differently then, he and I. He has changed since then. He has grown lighter with the times. But he is focused on the world outside and I am focused internally, on the world inside. I am aware of my spiritual roots. I've studied myself through inner eyes even as I lived in the world. I have created my own reality. Now I respect everyone else's reality but I like to remind people that they have another reality underneath their outer one.
We inherited our outer reality, our physical body, family, town, country, world, but we brought with us our own mind. We can make up our minds whenever we want to. We can change our minds from dwelling on the outer world to dwelling in the inner world. And we can learn how to do both at the same time. We can even merge the inner and the outer world, for that is precisely what DK is teaching with his ascension guidance. We can alter our reality and make it better by merging the spiritual mind with the physical body mind. It is how we link up the pieces.
Life itself is a jigsaw puzzle that is endless and eternal. It will never be finished because we will never be finished creating our reality. But as we grow in understanding that we are creators, we can have FUN with life! We can make it beautiful and exotic or adventurous or whatever we want to make it. We can create ways to hurt people or we can create ways to help people. There is an infinite range of possibilities. We can create depression and thoughts of suicide, and we can create happiness and thoughts of joy. It is within our capability to choose what to dwell upon. What we focus upon is our reality.
Yesterday I tackled something new which has caused me anxiety, shakes, trembles in the past, to the point of procrastinating. It's computer technology that causes me such anxiety. I can USE technology, but don't get me into codes and things. It's too left brain. But I did it. I undertook the project that was given to me and I psyched myself up and was determined to get past the shakes, trembles and anxiety. I focused. And I succeeded. It was a major success for me. But that was yesterday and today I see how small and petty it was. It was just a "thing" that I got past. Now, today, moving on, I for the first time am blogging directly into the website. This is it. No editing. I'm proud of myself. I not only change my reality by tackling the impossible task, but I open doors for fresh new source material to come flooding through to inspire me.
We are not "minds", we are soul intelligence and we have lived before. We call it a "mind" but it's so much more. And it is uniquely ours to use and experiment with, to create with, to add value to whatever comes along and presents itself to us. We can change it. We add to the universe. We have the power to change it. It, meaning life. Life is us moving through situations. We can change our situations with our minds. I am creating my reality as I go along. I can be courageous and tackle the thing that presents itself, or I can procrastinate and turn aside from what is presenting itself to me. I can choose to avoid or deny by repeating the pre-programming that I inherited and grew up with, or I can choose to alter it right now, on the spot, and change it by shifting my mind to a new focus - by adding a new thought to it.
It's a shift in my mind. I am creating my reality as I go along. There is no right or wrong. There is only me experimenting with life just as you are, as it unfolds before me and you. Large or small, it doesn't matter. An insignificant little thing, like a glass accidentally falling and smashing into pieces on the tile floor, or a big world-shaking decision I must make today, it doesn't matter. I can shift focus from fear and anxiety to brightness, happiness, joy, peace and transcendence. I can choose that, or I can choose to do what I've always done, what I inherited, and follow the old fear and anxiety program. I am experimenting. I am learning how to change my reality. Yesterday I created a new time line for myself. I altered the harmonics of the universe. And I am seeing that today as I flow these thoughts onto this page without having to cram or edit it. I urge you to pick up on this thread and open a new door today in your OWN mind. See what it brings and how it changes your reality tomorrow.
2/21/25 - Transitioning
As we transition from where we were last year, last month, even last week in our ascension journey (the whole planet is ascending to higher consciousness) we are experiencing alteration in our minds, brains, how we see and feel. We are having difficulties, perhaps we are thinking "dementia" or some other medical terms. These are very confusing times. If you are not identifying with this, just move on. This is for those who are more spiritually-minded, those who are considered lightworkers and starseeds.
Many spiritual channels, such as the Galactics of different star systems, are writing about this difficult time, to guide and uplift. I would like to speak of this transition from a grounded vantage point, for I myself am going through it. It started out 3 years ago when I accelerated a spiritual technique. Within an hour I couldn't breathe and had to go to the hospital. I brought in too much light energy and my heart/lungs couldn't handle it. Ever since, the transition has been on going. All sorts of problems needing adjustment. I am fortunate in that I have DK's messages to fall back on. His incoming PRACTICAL guidance has been lifesaving. The Ascended Master Djwhal Khul (DK) has been my main teacher over the last 49 years. He is not in physical form. He is ascended. He speaks to me mind to mind, as in telepathy. His many channeled messages are being collected on this website. You may click on the link on the home page and go to the online book in process.
As I continue to re-read his wise counsel, I am able to keep my head on straight. Well, maybe it's not on straight but it's still on and my husband still loves me. We consult together much better than we did in years past. He actually looks to me for practical advice. Yes, I am more practical than I used to be. I have become grounded (grounding the higher energy) thru the many years following his practical pointers. I invite anyone local who is having difficulty with their transition symptoms to visit with me in person, or email me. If you do not identify with the word "ascension", maybe you are not practicing any spiritual techniques, it doesn't matter. If you identify with what I'm talking about, write me and ask questions. Sharing information is a long-lost way of life. Tribes supported each other. We must renew this ancient custom of gathering and supporting. The Galactic families from the stars are telling us to do this. We must start supporting each others heart and soul journeys, meaning the inner life changes and sensations. It helps to be validated by someone else who is also experiencing symptoms. We will start to feel better when we do this. We will be grounding our higher light energies into our physicality. We will feel more solid inside our skin. I am feeling that myself. It's unusual to feel like I'm more grounded. Sort of like a tree might feel rooted to the ground. At "home" inside my skin. It's a very comfortable, soothing feeling. Instead of keeping these transition feelings private and alone and lost and yearning for help but not knowing how, sharing these thoughts with someone who understands and listens, will be a great relief. I am doing that with just one other person right now. We are sharing and listening to each other. Otherwise I am alone too.
Higher consciousness will reveal that We are all one consciousness, united and connected. Our souls literally belong to One Consciousness - the Father/Mother/Parent consciousness. We belong to one vast eternal family. We were broken up into individual consciousnesses when we were born on this planet, Earth, in physical form and we forgot who we are. Earth has been under a heavily guarded, controlled system. But in truth we belong to the Star Families. The Galactics of Light are channeling messages every day now, preparing us for the eventual landings, which is soon. We will then meet in person. We will feel as if we know them when we meet them for we are connected to Them. This is the transition that is going on within our consciousness, we are lightening upward. Meanwhile, I share optimism and uplifting guidance from my home in Naples. Following is a message that the Master DK gave me back in 2014. Perhaps it will be helpful to you.
MASTER DJWHAL KHUL SPEAKING
Expand to allow more in. RECEIVE! Receiving requires expanding. Receiving requires freedom and letting go of control and resistance. Just stop controlling or pretending to control. Stop it! Just stop it! And start breathing free again. Open your chest, your lungs and inhale deeply. Learn how to receive the blessings riding on the air, on the light from the sun. Receive these energies into your lungs and heart and into the blood pumping. Let go of control. Everything in your life you have created by controlling. Now it is a fixed wall around you that holds you fixed inside the compound. To break the feeling of tightness and suffocation and frustration, expand your chest and breathe deep and let go of your focus on your possessions, including your mate, your family, your children. Expand your capacity by breathing free and by giving freedom to everyone and every situation in your life. Give freedom to your home and your business and everything in your world and you will suddenly expand your capacity to feel free. And your capacity to think and create and develop your game plan will grow exponentially as you loosen your grip on your fixed life.
Breathe, expand, and receive the blessings the angels of heaven carry within themselves. They are holding these blessings in their hearts waiting for you to open and receive them. As long as you hold your attention and focus on your world the way it is now, the tighter you feel because you are expanding. The blessings are pushing to come into your life. It's an effort to hold back the blessings. It's an effort to keep your attention on the same thing day in and day out. Let it go!! Daydream. Lift your eyes to the empty sky and release your tension into the light. At night lift your attention into the dark void. Empty, release, allow, expand and the blessings will flow. You will feel the self correction happening as you release and relax and breathe and daydream. You will feel the subtle peace that comes from plugging in to the rightness and the goodness as you let go of your focus on the world of form and the man made systems that keep you locked into them. (End)
2/20/25 - The feminine essence of women
(From a meditation with my higher self in 2002) .....My thoughts were then directed to love, to the warmth and goodness of love. I was told the word, “Feminine”. I felt the echoes and essence of women down through the ages since the beginning. I felt the essence of women, not their outer human shells which struggled through life, but the soft, resilient, intelligent, tender femininity at the heart of each woman or girl child who ever lived. Warm femininity swirled around me. I touched it as I would touch a raw warm human organ with my fingers, liquid and pulsing with life. I felt its soul enter me. I felt feminine and sensual. I felt the love and joy and nurturing that each of these women brought to the planet, whether they were fulfilled or died in pain. It didn’t matter because they brought with them a living potential of love that they left here as a gift to the earth, and it’s still here.
I said to myself softly, “Love.” I felt love and femininity as one, including the feminine side of men. Love is reconnecting to the soul. It’s the inner warmth that is accomplished by turning within to stoke the fires of one’s own hearth (heart?). After having thrust outward in competition and aggression, and driven by ambition, love as good intention is the returning home. Love begins at home for oneself. The turning within to the heart is the female in us who wants to nest and wrap ourselves in a warm and cozy cocoon in a sense of completion and a work well done and completed. Love is the one gift that we can give to ourselves that does not require anyone else. It is the hour of meditation and prayer in solitude. We can feel love even if we are alone, homeless and stricken with cancer. Love is a choice to return to the heart to elevate oneself, appreciate oneself and tell oneself “I love you”. There is a strange and wonderful power that comes forth at this time that soothes and calms the outer storm, and it goes beyond all logic. Loving oneself does not deny the world, the death, sickness, poverty and emotional pain. Rather, it fulfills them. It includes them and puts it all to rest within the heart. For us. There is no exception. There is nothing bad enough that can’t be loved and put to rest in the human heart. Love is unconditional. (Received 12/22/14)
2/19/25 - The difference between ego and soul
This is a very good message from DK explaining the difference between ego and soul. How great ideas and visions come down as abstract thought into the mind, but are held there in the mind and not allowed to descend down into the dense physical muscles, blood and bone, where the person/body can put it into action.
(Channeled by DK) The body has a consciousness of its own. The ego is confined to the mind and mental thoughts. Ego does not live in the physical body. The divine feminine refers to the physical body. The mental refers to the divine masculine – the masculine side of us. The physical body refers to the feminine side of us. Some people refer to the feminine side as emotional. That’s because only the body can feel emotions. The mind cannot feel emotions. The mind has a different role to play. It receives intelligence from the greater mind beyond the human. It receives ideas, inspirations, visions and it creates thought. Thought is the mind. Mind is the intelligence of the person. It cannot feel. It does not have the ability to feel emotion. It is abstract. It is pure intelligence. When ideas, visions, concepts arrive in the mind, it more often than not, stops there and does not descend any further down into the body’s cells and tissues. This is the formation of ego. The ego only refers to the mind. If a person takes the time to sit in stillness for a period of time, thought drifts downward under the force of gravity and enters into the body’s cells and tissues. There is then a merge. Then emotion is felt. Emotion can only be felt as a sensation or feeling if thought from the greater mind descends down far enough to reach the body cells. Sleeping allows that to happen. Sleep allows the mind and body to flow together. However, if, during the day the person insists on going back into mental mode and think, think, think, think, and lead a continually mental life without allowing his body to receive this vital life force from the greater mind, he lives a shallow life. He lives a life that is shallow along with other shallow life streams. A life stream is the REAL person. The REAL Ego which has lived many lifetimes. The REAL person is attempting to flow down and connect with the cells of the body he is currently inhabiting. In past lives he also tried to do this. Perhaps he succeeded in past lives to live more closely engaged with his body. Perhaps not. Each body, each life in a body, is different because of the parentage and the ancestral line, and the culture and social status he is born into.
But through all of the many lifetimes, it is only ONE Ego who is the driving force. It is only ONE intelligence driving the car. It is only ONE magnificent spirit flowing through the cells and tissues. If that spirit cannot descend into the body and integrate into the body and become one with the body and wake up to the body, then the body dies and once again the spirit goes home to re-think and re-plan the next incarnation in a body. How can he do it better the next time? How can he be born into this physical world and NOT be distracted by the many? He discusses it with wise mentors who have been through the process. He is told that he must accept his body. He must not try to “own” the thoughts that come to him. He must learn to let them flow on past him. In other words, let your thoughts become like a flowing river of ideas. Don’t try to capture them. Don’t try to own them. Don’t try to make them your possession and jealously hold them tight to your chest. Let all ideas flow away from you. Appreciate them. Enjoy them as a moving scene flowing across your inner eye. Let them elevate you and inspire you, but let them go. These thoughts are not yours. They come from the greater mind. Mankind tries to capture the universe with his little brain and it is what causes his downfall. To become fulfilled, learn to let the beauty and the truth and the love flow through you and these ideas will then take hold of you where it counts. These ideas and visions must descend down into the physical muscles, blood and bone of your body in order to live these high ideals in physical expression. If you lock them up in your little ego, they will not become physical. They will remain a fantasy in your mind. A great philosopher, genius, inventor, poet, artist or musician, does not own the richness that comes to him. He puts it to work IMMEDIATELY. Immediately means he lets it come and he lets it go like the flowing river. Do not hold on to the ideas that flow THROUGH you. They are not seeds planted in you. They are the rays of intelligence flowing THROUGH you. Stop and be still and watch them flow on by.
2/17/25- Pain as a teacher
The consciousness shift continues to enlighten me, painfully. The pain in my back is still here, causing me to walk bent-over but I am learning and broadening my understanding. When I lie down I am blissfully pain-free and it feels SOO good! But when I get up it is excruciating. This a test. I am a student of the mystical and unexplained, so I study myself. My body is a mystery. The Masters teach this, just as the ancient scientists did. Before the accidental "fall" on my tailbone I was studying the spiritual lessons, but this has bumped me up to a new level.
As I listen to how the pain strikes and moves, I have become more aware. I have not been very good at focusing as much as I should. Attention is the teaching of the occult. Paying attention by holding attention for longer periods of time. Knowledge is obtained by listening and receiving that which is being communicated silently. If it attracts your attention, it is speaking to you. The sensation, whether of pain or exaltation, is trying to tell you something.
Attention brings awareness. Awareness is who we are. If we are aware we are alive. We are here. I am here and you are here reading this. I am the spirit of this body learning by observing what attracts my attention and interest. My main interest is how this body works, how it functions, what makes it move, what makes it stall. Studying with the Masters has brought my attention to my inner body. I am now realizing more and more about myself as this pain talks to me. I didn't realize that becoming aware of something unpleasant, that by stopping and listening to it, I can hear what it is trying to tell me. The information is corrective. When I connect with it I can adjust it, adapt to it and create something better. It is healing.
As a mortal human composed of earth, water and mud, I have been taking life for granted. Until I stumbled into a problem. Before I looked elsewhere for help, now I look within. I have been the creator of my life all the while, enjoying life as it came, ignorant and unaware that I was co-creating it and that the power to change things lay within me. All I have to do is become aware, learn, pay attention. Focusing attention is the hard part, and listening. Becoming still and receptive. Listing to pain is not a quick fix, it is a process of living and listening thru it as a co-partner. There is deeper understanding. Old energy is surfacing. I must be aware of it. It is presenting itself to me. I feel it. It would be uncomfortable if I were not prepared and paying attention with all of myself present. I am becoming aware of what I have done in the past that needs simply acknowledgement. That's all.
The pain speaks by moving around. It is here and then it is there. It is strong and excruciating and then it may disappear. It started in one area and then grew and spread out, drawing my attention around like a puppy on a leash. When someone asks, "Where does it hurt?" I can't explain because it is moving around, and sometimes it is all there at once. As a mystic who listens to inner guidance more than doctors, my husband has me taking pills. A new pill was presented to me last week. In a few days of taking it I am still feeling the pain but I have suddenly a pick-me-up feeling. More vitality, more interest in doing things. Why? And how?
Because the pain was depleting me I was focusing more and more on how bad I felt. All my attention was on the painful and I was slowly losing interest in everything else. I did not want to get up and move because it hurt so badly. Why would anyone want to get up and move with this amount of pain? There was no energy or interest left. I felt myself slowly dying. Suddenly, with the new pills, have more energy, or more interest, you could say. I am more aware of being alive. So, why am I so vitalized? Did the pills actually work? The pain is still here, but maybe the new pills are stopping OTHER messages that have been jamming my brain input and output. I am wondering about this. That thought occurs. I know the body is filled with old energies that need clearing, so this is one way perhaps that the pills are affecting me. Even though the pain is still there, it is suddenly not such a big deal. I move thru it and sometimes forget the pain until an "Ouch" occurs. It's just something that I have to live with.
The key point is that I am more alive and appreciate life again and all the projects I want to get into. I'm not focusing all my attention on the excruciating pain. Perhaps it is clearing my mind of old energies that weighed me down, clearing my mind/brain so I detect the life force again that gives me energy and vitality. Life force that was being blocked by a tangled mess of outside energies not relevant to me, causing me to focus on the one thing that mattered: the pain! It was keeping me from doing anything else. The pain was the only real thing left to focus on. It took all my attention.
After three days of taking these pills, the pain is still there. It has not changed but I have a renewed interest in my projects, writing, cleaning, doing things that matter. How is this possible when the pain is still here? The pain has not changed. As a student of the metaphysical, I believe the pills are working by blocking incoming messages. They say it blocks pain messages, but I think it is blocking outside interference messages. I don't know, I'm not a scientist. But the masters teach that to improve oneself, awareness and attention is what is needed. "Pay attention!" as the teachers used to say in school. Most people are too lazy to pay attention to what life is subtly offering, as we skip merrily along taking our bodies and adventures for granted. The masters teach this in different ways, such as yoga, tai chi, meditation, but it all comes down to awareness. Paying attention. Being aware enough to stop and listen when your bell rings: "Pay attention!" The study of awareness is the most important thing to improve oneself and ones own happiness. It's a lifetime study.
While I was doing the prana breath many years ago my awareness increased 50%. For years I had tried to find out what the difference is between a normal big breath of air, and a prana breath. I had not found the answer in my years of googling and searching. No one addressed it in a way that I could get it. The Tantra book didn’t tell me the answer. It came to me while I was in the midst of a breathing exercise, following the instructions in the book. I understood suddenly, that what I am inhaling is only 50% air, the other 50% is the life force, the golden light of spirit that I am inhaling when I breathe. So I became conscious of the golden life force as I did the exercises. I inhaled and held my breath and pictured golden sparkles penetrating my lungs and muscles and blood of my body. This is the life that supports the physical world. It is mixed in with the physical world of nature - the water, earth, wood and stone that we build with with our hands from raw material. The golden life force, the spirit, is always there but it is unappreciated, unacknowledged, and therefore not yet alive. NOT YET ALIVE.
This spirit within us is love, is alive, is vitality, is life itself, and it lives within our bodies, awaiting our acknowledgment and appreciation. Awaiting our stillness to listen and identify with it. It is us.. It is our REAL self. It also flows within our pets and our children, but in an unawakened state because we did not know and we did not teach it. And so it is that we need to awaken to it and realize that it is there. This is what ascension means - to become aware. When we finally get the great “Ah HA!” moment of realization, then we start to bring it into action and activity. We become aroused, enlivened, energized. Quicken is a word from the scriptures. We become more conscious of the life force within, which is the energy force, which is the universal intelligence force that we are apart of. We use only 50% when unaware, perhaps less than 50%. The Earth today is going thru the ascension process, and we are part of that process of awakening and becoming aware of the higher forces influencing us. Awareness of inner sensations, moods, shifts to both higher and lower moods, and strange other feelings - these move our attention around. We must allow them and pay attention to what they are saying, teaching. Pay attention, stop and listen. The pain is talking to me. The awakening continues.
2/14/25 - The need to heal the abdomen
Today I ran across a channeled article by Mother Earth, "The Snake in the Abdomen", which supports my own inner work experiences, both sensual/sexual and spiritual. I have posted the article HERE, so you can read the whole message. I emphasize this problem because I have been aware of it for years. Mother Earth merely validates my understanding.
Since my "fall" on the tailbone 3 months ago and the steadily increasing issues that resulted (it wasn't really a fall but a slide to the floor and a "tap"), I have noticed my front digestive system (lower abdomen) is connected to my back lumbar-tailbone area. At first I thought I was having digestive problems and spent time trying to correct it. But it has grown into something more subtle. I do a lot of internal exercises taught by the Chinese Tao. This focuses awareness on what the body feels like in certain movements. The tail bone and lower abdomen is without doubt connected. I have felt it at various times. They are "supposed" to be one solid channel thru which the life force flows upward from Earth.
Also noticeable since my tailbone "fall" is the left side at the hip should be connected to the right side at the hip, in one smooth connection. But they have been separated.
There is only one channel in the human being that runs from the tailbone up the spine to the crown of the head. From there it fountains out like a big fountain of water and comes back down around the outside of the body, clearing the auric field as it washes thru it, and goes down into the Earth again where it gathers once more at the feet. It is an ever flowing stream of life designed to keep the spine clear of toxins and unwanted particles.
While I have had a lot of guidance from the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul over the years, it was my own inner sensations that substantiated this to me. But understanding the problem is one thing, how to correct it is another. It still is an ongoing process for me to correct it. (Yes, I've tried the doctors!) But this must be done energetically, from within. For we are NOT physical bodies; we are composed of energies. Four specific energies surround us: Etheric, emotional, mental and spiritual. The physical body is ever changing because our energy fields are always changing.
Over the eons of time of evolving, our bodies have become divided. Instead of one channel, we have been divided into four separate channels: front, back, left and right. We have not had teachings on this, other than hidden secret teachings that are now coming to light. Ascended Master teachings are all about getting to know the INNER body and how it works. Becoming aware of what actions feel good and what feels bad. Keeping oneself healthy is not a matter of going to doctors. (Don't get me wrong, doctors CAN help.) But this is primarily energy work. When our emotions and thoughts are selfish, wrong and against nature, our bodies become fragmented. We don't feel good. We become clogged and jammed.
There is only one channel going up the spine, and when it is flowing we are happy. The masters all the spine "the rod of power". Life is power. We can prolong life when we are flowing freely. The problem happens when the life force has stopped flowing and there is a jam up. The bottom line is SEX is our jap up. Sex has held us back. Coarse animal sex, that is, not beautiful, caring, lovemaking between two partners who are equally compatible. My long drawn-out career in the sexual field has shown me many things. We are a human being evolving out of an ANIMAL species. And we love our sex! We think it is natural. Wrong. Animal sex is not natural to evolving human beings. Lovemaking is another story.
Meanwhile, we have developed a sophisticated brain and over-use it today, reaching higher and higher into space above us, seeking greater and greater intelligence, but we are jammed up down there at the second chakra, at the sexual chakra, called the sacrum. We have been leaving our physicality behind and growing ever higher into space which makes us "ungrounded". We are separated and divided from our true nature. We are a natural species of Earth but our Earth life force has been jammed up at the sex chakra while we continue to use an artificial brain to analyze, think and create but we are not grounded on Earth. We therefore grow old and die prematurely because the life force has not reached the brain or the other organs between tailbone and brain.
Because the life force is blocked and jammed at the second chakra, it spreads out to the sides, front and back. We are divided into four quadrants where we are designed to be a single "rod of power" from earth to sky, consistently flowing the life force thru us, revitalizing the organs on a continual basis.
The life force has been called Kundalini and Shakti in the East. There are other names for it. It has become known as sacred as something holy and sacred (religious teachings), but it is a natural life force and flows naturally in children until they grow up and have to start learning rules of conduct. Then they stop being spontaneous, happy and free. Please check out the link to Mother Earth's articles and see what you think.
2/11/25 - A wild time in the night!
From about 3 am to 4:30 am, a lot of cosmic knowledge came through. It started out as thoughts. Then words talking, telling me to breathe thru the space BETWEEN the atoms and electrons of my physical body cells. "Inhale and exhale thru the open space between the atoms and electrons. Imagine on the exhale pushing the subatomic particles further and further apart, as you blow the air thru them."
The physical body is held locked down tight to a concrete appearance and feeling by holding onto fixed thoughts and beliefs. This prevents movement of air and awareness to flow openly out between the cells and not hold them so closely packed together. This is how concrete bodies are built. The world of duality is created by holding opposing thoughts, different thoughts that do not connect well together. They oppose other thoughts. We call them "being unique" and different. The world of opposites and diversity is built by holding opposing thoughts and locking them down. Resistance to other thoughts and beliefs builds up, jamming the mechanism, holding the pieces in place (the cells of the body).
There was a lot of instruction given. Very high energy and clear as a bell. "You need to open that space and let the air flow thru. Breathe in free air, breathe out free air. Open this space in your tightly-held physical body and feel relaxation enter. Visualize colors and spaciousness. Don’t use words. Get away from words. They are keeping you held locked in the brain, not moving, trying to figure things out in the brain by analyzing how it works. You focus too much on words. Leave the words out and start using visualizing, imagining. This will help you breathe, relax and flow ideas better."
The words continued to speak. Not words but awareness and knowledge. Soften the outer crusts of the cells. Imagine them softening to allow the mother light inside the cells to come out. Invite the mother light to radiate and link with the mother light in cells nearby, forming the crystalline light body - the body of light which carries the original immaculate pattern of your individual life. There is a grid through the physical body which carries the pattern which has been locked in behind crusty hard shells. This grid has been there since the beginning of this body. Talk to it, Invite the cells to soften. Love the cells. Invite them to soften and enjoy the expansion of the inner mother light. The brain has been keeping you locked down by thinking too much and analyzing the many different thoughts you pick up. Which is right, which is wrong? It is keeping you from flowing freely, your awareness from flowing freely. Use breath to help you flow free. Use mindful conscious breathing. It is another way to open space between your tight physical cells.
I kept drifting off to sleep and then getting more words. I reached for the clipboard and wrote things down but it was difficult, upside down on my chest, holding the little flashlight to see what I was writing. I am using these notes now as I expand on them. I didn’t want to turn on the light to wake Doug up. The words continued to flow.
“The old structures are failing. It’s a brand new paradigm. A new age. A new cycle for Earth. A new beginning. A whole different approach.” This was not so much in words but in understanding. The knowledge came forward into my mind. I heard it in the form of words. "The old ways are now leaving. They were built on previous knowledge. The way you build concrete buildings which require laying solid bricks on top of other solid bricks. The way you use previous knowledge to build the next layer of knowledge. This is how concrete systems were built on Earth, from former knowledge."
The NEW paradigm is openness. It is completely different. It is not layered of previous knowledge (which was in error and faulty) but composed of many threads weaving together. Threads that make sense. That resonate. Only those that resonate. This is a much freer, open approach. The higher realms are composed of free flowing information of betterment and higher quality joining freely, thru openness, thru harmony, thru free-will choice. It is done thru transparency. Connecting with others who are also open-minded and resonate with harmony and transparency, creating a continually expanding field of light. A universal mind creating a oneness mind by flowing together and unifying differences. By weaving differences together each individual mind does not lose its uniqueness, but expands its knowledge and clarity.
I am getting “Hold hands!” physically and non-physically. There is an awareness connection, no need for words. Awareness is enough. Awareness connecting with awareness is a language of its own. It is awareness joining with other awareness that unifies into greater awareness. In our local communities we could, should, would, gather people to start awareness gatherings. Hold hands physically while meeting, enjoying, discussing and moving around as in a party. As in talking, standing, or lying down or massaging or cuddling, or dancing, singularly or together. Move around physically and be active while touching and connecting. This could be very helpful.
Airy-Fairy is the new science (I laughed!) Doug calls me spacey but that IS the new paradigm. It is openness all the way. Differences are dissolved through awareness weaving and flowing together openly. Not one brick on top of another of previous knowledge which was faulty. Differences must be dissolved through free flow, not thru set laws based on old faulty knowledge. Differences are dissolved as they expand into a greater whole - a whole that has proven itself to be true thru love and cooperation. Proven intelligence continues to expand the vast sea of life for the betterment of all. Awareness expansion is done thru love and collaboration. Love is a word that includes the many virtues we know here on Earth - respect, reverence, patience, kindness, joy, excitement, understanding, compassion, health, vitality and much more. Friction and resistance cannot with stand such brilliance. It must melt into it or run away from it.
Love appreciates and expands on differences. It is uniqueness collaborating that builds worlds, systems and galaxies. Respect the differences. Allows for the differences. Include the differences and enjoy the results - the greater unified wholeness. Free will rules. It is always by free-will choice that you integrates into the vast sea of universal awareness of love and light. Choices are made individually, through natural timing, when one is ready. One may pull back at any time. The building and expanding of the sea of life is infinite. This celestial visitation in the middle of the night gradually faded and I went to sleep again. But it was a really wild time. It was a WOW!
2/8/25 - Ramblings off the cuff - Q&A with the Master
Let me see what I can access to speak about today. Just a moment, I will ask. (Pause) I paused only a moment and the Master DK came immediately to mind. I said, "There is so much eagerness in the air today, I am trembling and shaking inside. Not from dizziness, but because so much is happening. My metabolism is off the roof. What should I do? How should manage this?" And without a break he began talking.
(DK) My dear! Write about Love of course, This is your mission. Love is the reason you are here. It is what you think about all the time. It is what causes you to reach out and touch, physically, the bodies of other people. You KNOW! You KNOW that this brings solidarity, calmness, caring, connectedness, happiness and joy to you. It is what you have been waiting for. You have been holding yourself back. Why? (Me: Because of my excessive pain and I am an elder, my body is not easy to move. I am afraid I cannot do this.)
(DK) You are not convinced but you use that as an excuse. The real reason you hold yourself back is the timing. You have been waiting for the right moment. For the universal timing. Now the gathering of the cosmic forces is at your doorstep. It is here at your fingertips. It is ringing your door bell. People are gathering. You have been waiting. They have been waiting. You have the answers. You have the touch. You have the light within. You have been gathering this information for a long time. We have been working together for many years. You know what you must do. You are ready now. As one of the Brothers said, "You are now ready. You have been washed clean. You have released the shadows. You are empty." You feel the emptiness. The waiting period is over. That which you have been waiting for is at hand. Remain in your heart of hearts. Be ever present in your heart. Be ready to respond when the call comes, for you are ready and so are your friends. You have begun feeling the power in the form of energy and vitality. It is moving faster now and causing your physical nerves to jump irrationally. It is prompting you to jump into action. You know you must act.
Dear one, you have not been waiting all these years without a game plan. The coming together of the earth and heaven is at hand. (Me: Oh, I can't put this out on the internet! This is too private, I am too sacred! How do I let this go out?) My dear, the time is over to pretend humility. Do not discard this message. It is time to step outside of your hiding. The closet is getting too small. It will suffocate you. You must release yourself to those who await your friendship - your FRIENDSHIP, not your tutelage but your friendship. It is your loving touch and presence that is needed. You remember that we gave you the ascension massage years ago. You have not implemented it. You have been given time but you have held yourself back. Now the great crunch is on, and you know what I mean. The tailbone fall was a cosmic kick in the butt to move you. You now have a good reason to reach out and give your loving touch to others and receive the healing touch back, for it will bring wholeness and balance back to your body again. All of the separated threads have been gathered and woven back together again. For, as you know, the way to receive love back is by first giving it.
(Me: but am I able to? Am I fit enough? I have high hopes and expectations, but I feel so unsure, so old and on the verge of giving it all up. What is this? Why do I waver and fluctuate back and forth?)
(DK) You know that is not true. You are flowing with vitality and eagerness, are you not? After talking with the man this morning? And the one you call Ken, and the one you call Jim? And the women you know? And there are others waiting for you to come out of hiding. Let your light shine outwards, boldly. The Galactic messages are being rained down upon the Earth as we speak and you are posting them every day, eagerly. Give yourself the freedom that you so desperately desire - the freedom to love, hold and appreciate your friends without restraint, without holding yourself back. You know it will bring you relief and happiness. Those who are your friends are waiting. Call them to you. Invite them. Even as you invited J & P today. Be a good friend. Be welcoming. You know what you are to do. You have the plan tucked away inside. You have been expecting this time to come. (End of message)
As I continue working with my poor back, which sometimes gives me screeching nerve pain if I move wrong, I asked my higher self, "How best can I alleviate this pain?" I heard the words:
"Pain is a portal and a pathway, open the door and walk thru it. Stop under the gateway and pause to give thanksgiving to the pain. Use gratitude and love. Love the pain. Pay attention to it. Be kind to it. Pain is like the monster in the fairy tale. The little child meets the monster on the way up the mountain. It blocks her way. It is huge, ugly and threatening, but she gives it innocent love and the monster melts right before her eyes. Spend time giving pain the love it deserves. It is crying out for kindness, caring, loving attention. The pain is not a physical issue. It is an energy, an emotion, a blockage. It is resistance. It is the wrong application of spirit. Love is being held back from flowing. It affects the nerves in your body because your life is not flowing. It is backing up. Love is the answer to all situations. Apply love. Tell the pain 'I love you.'"
2/6/25 - Duality is blocking us from our greatness
Duality is blocking us from our greatness. There is a pure, undiluted light within our physical body cells. We call it light but it is so much more. Light is our name for it. This pure, undiluted light is called the life force. This light (life force) has been buried in the physical for eons. It is what created the physical in the first place. However, this pure, undiluted light (life force, clarity) has been covered over by misdeeds, wrong actions, perverted beliefs and other dark things we’ve done to hurt others and ourselves. This pure, undiluted light within our physical body cells is love and love has been suppressed. Love is the light in us, repressed. Love needs to flow in order for us to regain our balance and health. It is blocking us from knowing and flowing our REAL selves. We have no idea what our REAL self feels like, how beautiful and clear it feels, except in special moments of higher vision. Love has been suppressed on Earth, meaning LIGHT has been suppressed. Information has been suppressed. And therefore our evolution has been repressed. All because duality is blocking us from flowing. Male-female imbalance. Love has been blocked from flowing (free love and unconditional) while the controlling aspect of us (ego rule and brain control) has been dominant.
It is important to know that light is information and love is the expressing of that information. Love is the term we give to the flowing of good information outward into the physical world to make others feel better and the world more beautiful. The flowing of Good information (God information) has been curtailed for eons. There is an infinite amount of Light and good information in the universe. In fact, it is that beautiful intelligence and information that Jesus called “Father”. When we start using that information (light and love) freely, the way Jesus did, we too would be flowing with divine love. Love is simply using the infinite flow of light and goodness in a way that is beneficial and good for people. He showered people with his light and love but he did it with wisdom, not half-heartedly or carelessly. He cured sickness with it and other miracles because he learned how to use it properly. He focused it. He flowed the love that was within him, sharing it freely on to others.
Light is intelligence All of the HIGHEST intelligence beings who embodied into physical forms, survived and added their intelligence to the wholeness, to the infinite sea of all that is. The universe is built on high intelligence. There is harmony and rhythm because of this high intelligence. The LESSER intelligence beings were reduced, over and over, and their intelligence became smaller and smaller until they became dark and dirty or destroyed itself. This process is still going on today. The LESSER intelligent beings are the ones who have suppressed the love. They do not use their intelligence wisely. They have not learned. They should know better. Love is how the universe became so beautiful and orderly. It is a high intelligence. Someone who uses intelligence wisely learns thru trial and error that when you do something good for someone else, you also are rewarded. You benefit. It expands your life experience and brings more good, more vitality, more health, more happiness, more abundance. More gifts come to you. You are rewarded. This intelligence (light) is what continues on after physical death. After many lifetimes of learning and evolving, the soul (you) go home to add your gained knowledge to the wholeness. Eventually those with higher intelligence do not need to embody any more. Once they attain sufficient clarity they move to higher dimensions, where duality is not present. Duality presents opposition. We have become divided into opposites.
This is the making of lesser intelligences, aka dark forces. Those with intelligence but not goodness develop a way to become selfish, thinking only of themselves first and then finding ways to take from other people. This is how duality came about – divide and conquer. Duality causes friction, separation and division. Because there is duality in our lives today we need more information about the light in our body cells. We are full of light within, but it has been suppressed. We are not using it because we have been blocked at the second chakra which calls for SEX. The big shameful word we are not supposed to use. We need some higher education about this because this is where the light is blocking us. Love is not allowed, only sex is allowed because we are dominated by lesser intelligences: the ego brain that does not allow love to flow freely. The feminine side of life has been suppressed for eons. The fall of man took place a long time ago. Doing away with the block that holds love back from flowing freely, does not mean doing away with genders, male and female. It means we must bring our male and female back into balance so there is a respect for the free flowing of love within us.
There is a female aspect in every man, and a masculine aspect in every women, but each of us is a singular lifestream. A singular flowing of love and goodness. The male’s body is also a feminine body. It receives love just as much as a woman’s body does. But both genders have been divided in half. Cut in half. So now we embody as our parents genes orchestrate, and as we choose on a soul level. As we learn the higher laws of the universe, and understand the how and why of bringing our male and female tendencies back into balance – into a singular balance – our REAL self starts to emerge. It is the Good light in us, the mother love within us. It balances the brain control aspect of ourselves and brings more feeling of clarity, worth, love and empathy to the surface. We become more understanding, more caring, kind and empathic to others, more creative and also richer and more abundant. We have more intelligent, grace and beauty. It simply flows from us because we balance our male and female.
As we bring balance to our male and female aspects, we become more sovereign in every way. We do not fight with ourselves any more because we know our own truth. We are evolving towards mastery, like the ascended masters, who know our own value and worth. We are part of the wholeness, the infinite sea of intelligence and love. So we become more REAL as we balance our male and female needs. Our divine self emerges more and more. We are the I AM That I AM, as taught by the masters. But first the Mother Light within us needs to be set free. It has often been called the kundalini, but that’s just a word. The power remains the same power, no matter what you call it. We carry that power within the cells of our bodies, covered over by crusty hard shells of mistakes and errors, and we don’t know it. Accumulations from previous lives also include errors and mistakes of our ancestors. Of course we carry forth talents and skills learned from prior lives as well, for our REAL selves have been learning and evolving from many lifetimes and experiences.
Now, today, we are experiencing a turning of the ages, and what is termed “Ascension” is taking place. The dark forces are being faded out of the picture and we are developing new insights. We are being assisted by higher realms but WE are doing most of the work ourselves. We are ascending as an animal species to a higher level of consciousness. Cosmic consciousness is where we are heading. We are becoming galactic. It’s part of the intelligent design of evolution. There is a Plan and there are managers in that great Plan. They are the overseers. They are REAL. They live on such a high refined level that we in duality are not aware of them, except to call them angels or ETs. We are constantly missing the REALITY that we are one of them. Our perspective is too low, too focused on the physical right now, but we are changing. Evolving. Growing new awareness. We have our focus on the outer world now, and the physical focus on lots of movement, with people changing and talking, is distracting us. However, the intelligent design and higher light is flowing through us even now, no matter how low on the totem pole we may feel to be.
Because all Light information is available to all life forms everywhere. It is only a matter of education and learning. I write about what I have learned, and others are writing and teaching what they have learned. But we are all equals in the game of evolving our understanding. It is our time to become more aware of the Mother Light that is within each cell of our body and why it is there. We feel it as love. Love is that beautiful feeling we know only on occasions. Perhaps the first time when we reached puberty. It is too tender to use it all the time because it has been outlawed. But if we do not feel love very often or not at all, then it is time to start opening the inner doors and start talking about it. Let’s share this information about the light within. I keep referring to “the Love Club”. It is a Plan given by the Ascended Masters. It is designed to become a FREE sharing opportunity to have hands-on experiences of love with other human beings. To share the loving touch. It is designed to be a free exchange of love, not tied into a money-making business. The practice of sharing love that does not include sex, but does includes love.
We are each a highly refined self underneath or behind this mask of personality. We are a “Presence”, known spiritually as the “I AM” presence. We are truly a magnificent, beautiful, clear being of intelligence, designed by the Father Intelligence. We are a unique individual because we designed to be unique. We have been evolving our uniqueness for many previous experiences. There is no one like us in the infinite sea of All That IS. And the Mother Flame at the tailbone chakra contains that Presence. Your uniqueness is contained in the Mother Flame within your physical body cells. When she starts flowing again, we will know our REAL self better. It is pure freedom. It is like when we were children at play doing whatever we felt like doing, without adults around to govern us. Yet, we will be highly intelligent again because of all our previous life experiences. We will know ourselves as we were meant to know ourselves. We will be sovereign as little children were free and sovereign until they grew up and were covered with rules and duality set in with its many opposites and fighting. Let us join together in understanding this truth of who we are. We are a community ready to blossom. And the Love Club stands ready to expand.
2/5/25 - The light body breaking thru the stagnation
This morning during exercises I once more saw with inner sight the sparkling web and weaving of light, and received the words, "I am the light of God breaking through the flesh body." This inner vision appeared as a silvery white misty background with outlines of light here and there trying to break through the mist, brilliant like the sun as it appears trying to break through clouds.
Then again, as a different inner perspective, I saw the flesh body as full of errors and mistakes. Not just from this life but from past lives, both myself and my ancestors. There was no detail, as in who did what to whom or who was who, but rather an accumulation of darker grayish energies that filled out, shaped or composed the flesh body. So THAT'S what "flesh" is composed of! Brilliant!
Amidst the darker energies of "flesh" sparkles of light were evident, some larger than others, actively moving while the grayness was stagnant, seemingly fixed in place. These sparkles were very active and increasing in vitality. I was given that this is the eternal God light in me burning through the flesh. The divine light of eternal life. This light has always been in me but I didn't know it. I never had contact with it before. It is now shining through. I think it started with the vision in the hot tub several days ago but this is the first time I've seen the darkness of the flesh body. The evident stagnation of it, dull and gray, and now with sparkles of light trying to break through. It was quite a revelation, brilliant and wonderful to see.
The words "I am the light of God burning through the flesh body melting the errors." And more words. "I am the light of God dissolving the restrictions." And "I am the light of God resurrecting youth and vitality." Many more words came spontaneously as I continued exercises. If I were to put words to it, I would say this is the crystalline light body. From my understanding, as we overcome 50% of our errors and shadows, the accumulation of lifetimes of problems, then those errors reduce and the light starts to come thru. We do not have to control the light, and should not. The light knows what to do. It is the allness and the perfection of the real of us, and the truth and the I AM That I AM.
What is important is that we put our attention on the Light instead of on whatever we have been doing for the last umpteen years. We are evolving towards betterment all the time. Our soul is, even if we are not aware that we have a soul. But we do not know the stakes in the game of human evolution. We as humans must willingly choose God's light (divine perfection) CONSCIOUSLY over human thought, deed and action. If we are seeking true betterment in our everyday human life, it is our duty and responsibility to be "lightworkers", and willingly consciously change our intentions and thoughts to ones of peaceful intentions and outcomes. In this way we bring balance to the choas. What we "think" with our minds brings the same quality back to us. So it is best to change awkward, not clear thoughts to something specifically beautiful and uplifting.
Sometimes I get mentally confused by trying to "think" the right words. I've recently discovered that's the whole point of a mantra or an affirmation, if you prefer to call it that. What an affirmation does for you is repeat by rote, so the brain does the work for you. You don't have to remember so many different words. A good affirmation to use while working around doing your business: "I choose Gods light over all else." Use this as background resonance and trust the light to take the best action possible. Repetition, says the Master DK, is what brings better changes in your life. The "best action possible" does not mean "perfect" according to your human desires, but the best possible for the good of the whole, all around. And you are included in the "good of the whole!"
2/2/25 - A vision in the hot tub
Yesterday while relaxing in the hot tub in the early morning hours I had a vision. As I sat in the hot tub I was gazing, daydreaming out at the pasture where the groundcover is growing steadily taller and wilder since the hurricanes. Doug and I are unable to keep it manicured any longer. The back pasture is totally surrounded by trees, and as it was an overcast day but the sun was trying to peek through the trees nearby. It was just beginning to appear, a bright spot in the clouds. Suddenly I became aware of being in a happy bright place, in joyful, abandoned freedom. The feeling of being a child again, no worries, free to run and play spontaneously. It was instantaneous. A new consciousness filled me with a clean slate, a different mind, a sunny place. It was as if I had slid out of this world into another world entirely. So totally open, real, childlike and innocent and natural, as if life is supposed to be like this. No words can describe it. I was simply there in a new open place. Then people started to arrive. I didn't see them but I sensed them, a shift to playfulness and activity. And then it slowly faded as the sun went back behind cloud cover.
Today I happened to run across an article by DK which reminds me of this vision. It confirms the ascension process and validates for me that I am experiencing a natural slipping and sliding in and out of the higher dimensions. I share DK's article here as encouragement, because these things are so real. Notice your own slipping and sliding in and out of higher dimensions and unusual shifts in consciousness. Believe in them. They are real.
MASTER DJWHAL KHUL'S CHANNELING ON 4/18/19 - (posted in the online book, this website)
I consulted with Master DK this morning because I continued to feel unsure how to focus my mind. He showed me yesterday but I still had questions. My question is: Should I direct my mind by actively forming visualizations and verbalizing affirmations? Or should I allow my mind to wander peacefully without thought, which is my natural default program?)
Yesterday he said, “Observe your mind. Simply observe. Remain in peace and watch the thoughts that enter your mind. Don’t chase them, just watch them. See where they are coming from. If they are coming from you there will be a feeling, a wanting to follow them, a passion, an interest, an excitement to the thought. Then you know it is coming from you, initiated by your higher self. If the thought does not appeal to you, if you sense even just a little, that you don’t want to follow that thought, or you don’t like that thought, why go with it? Why analyze it? Why even resist it? Remain in your peaceful state. Why would you want to leave your peaceful state? You like being peaceful. Why leave it to answer the call of another thought that you don’t even want? Watch your thoughts. Pay attention to your feelings in response to the thoughts. Observe while staying in your peace.”
That was yesterday. Today, when I asked him again, DK showed me how I am distracted by what I assimilate from other people, “even from the Ascended Masters themselves." Apparently when I read something from the Masters this morning, a dictation through someone else's channeling, no matter how enlightened and beautiful it was, something grabbed hold of me and I was confused over what to do with it. DK said to me:
"When you entertain what other people are saying, you are called outside and away from your central core, which is your natural comfort zone. It’s like when someone taps you on the shoulder and you turn to see who it is, you are pulled away from where you were going and may forget what path you were on. You break connection with your inner self."
He went on to say, "This is the state of the world today. It happens to everyone. The world has grown to become chaotic. Your world keeps you on alert, tense and ready to leap into action. It keeps you from your own path. It prevents you from being centered in your natural, inner comfort. There is a lower comfort zone and a higher comfort zone. Your lower comfort zone is lethargic, stationary, your energies are not moving. You may feel comfortable in a dull, sleepy way, but it is a low vibration. Your higher comfort zone is active, exciting, with a light step and eager enthusiasm. Your energies are moving in a positive upward way. This is where you should strive to be. You contain a perfect blueprint within, the perfection of what you are striving to become and how to get there and what attitudes you should entertain. In other words, your perfection is ever accessible to you in the higher vibrations, but not accessible in the lower. Strive to be in your higher vibrations. It is the way to tap into the immaculate concept and the divine template for you as an individual."
As I retyped this for the post, I continued to feel his words: "You know when you accidentally connect with it because you feel absolutely good with yourself. Depending on what you are doing at the moment you might feel light-minded, enthusiastic, excited and motivated if you are active. If you are in meditation or resting peacefully you might feel highly blissful, light-hearted and open to receive messages from your higher self. Be at peace with yourself always. Strive to find what is light, easy, fun and good for you no matter what you are engaged in, even during conversations with your friend. Your divine perfection is always trying to reach your outer world, walk in your shoes and engage with your world - its world. You are carrying your divine template around with you but you have not yet embodied it with the high qualities which have been given to you. You are not your physical body. Your physical body is faulty and contains errors and mistakes, You are spirit striving to create perfection through your flesh body. Study more the seven God-qualities given to you at the beginning of your sojourn into the world of matter: that of love, wisdom, power, purity, truth, comfort and freedom. Lack of understanding these seven qualities, which you are studying now, is holding mankind back from embodying their ideals and dreams.
DK says, “There are two parts to you. There is human and there is divine. There is personality and there is individuality. You are a personality (mask) when you engage with others, but you are an individual behind the personality mask. You are the same individual in every life you embody into, but you take on a different personality mask each time. You are a new personality in this life but you are the same individual who has lived hundreds or thousands of lifetimes prior to this one. Each time you embody as an infant to a new set of parents in a new culture, you build for yourself a new personality, but you are the same individual, which you call a soul. Each time you re-embody you take on DNA from your parents and you become acculturated into your home and neighborhood, village, state and locality. The air is filled with energy patterns from lifetimes of natives thinking, feeling and acting in that region. These energy patterns are different from the energy patterns on the opposite side of the world. These energy patterns flow continuously through your infant form and you assimilate them as you grow to adulthood. They become part of your interface with the environment. These become your personality mask to the outer world, as the world knows you, but the world does not know you as the individual spirit spark that lived in thousands of other bodies, gaining wisdom and knowledge.
“You are the soul amassing knowledge with each new embodiment, accumulating skills which shape your future and become innate talents. Behind the human mask, you are a spirit spark learning to master the human vehicle from inside it, by managing your thoughts and feelings. You were born as a spirit spark out of the one infinite Father-Mother God which created every planet, every sun, every galaxy, every celestial being, every worm, horse, alligator, tree, human and angel. As an individual spirit spark you set your own course of action in your own unique way that is different from everyone else. You are cultivating individuality, not personality. Embedded in a world of chaos as a human being, many times over, you have enjoyed both successes and failures. You suffer growing pains, yet all the while you are gaining knowledge that is building for you an inner strength and power that will bring you to the day of graduation, called ascension.
"This life you live with your many relationships, is not the real you. Remember you are the real behind the mask of personality and between the folds of your physical body. Your personality mask takes over from the moment you awaken from sleep, but the real you is ever present hovering in the background of your day and night. You KNOW THIS! The personality mask is a software program, no different from that in your computer. And just as computer software can be updated and obsolete programs deleted, so can you make changes within yourself through conscious application of wise choice, decision and determination. Meditation is a timeless method of sitting in silence in communication with your greater self. Silence is the shutting down of movement in the body, mind and emotions and feeling the comfort and peace within.
"Your personality mask comes and goes with each embodiment, but your individuality is the same consciousness that came from the heart of the one infinite creator eons ago. You have never lost access to that glorious beginning. You exist in that glory all the time in the inner, higher ascended state. It is only your outer personality, your suit of clothes, that encumbers you. Set them aside on a daily basis and come within to your own ascended state where we dwell. We will meet you there and celebrate. You are an immortal innocent having a human experience. Remember? Try to remember. Be at peace. Sit in silence. In an instant you can be back with us in the warm enfolding aura of Father-Mother God, and through FEELING be refreshed, revitalized and renewed so life is once again exciting, passionate, happy, loving, beautiful and peaceful."
2/1/25 - A technique to ground yourself and raise your energy level
Here is a good technique for anyone who is experiencing pain, confusing or other negative things. Or maybe you just want to do something to better yourself, to raise your hopes to higher ground and be happier, more interested in life, more excited, alive and real. We don't find new energy by going up above the ground as many religionns teach, we can't ground ourselves by going up into the air like a balloon - we raise the ground under our feet to higher level.
I have been learning grounding techniques, for I myself have been very airy-spacey as my husbands have told me. Here is an excellent grounding affirmation that I use. By repeating this often (called a mantra) - we bring our airy-fairy perspective down into our body cells. This raises up the physicalness within our body. The ground that we are standing on and that our body is composed of. We raise it up with new information. We become enlightened by the energy in these words. Words contain real energy. Science tells us that. Saying mantras we blend together the airy-fairy sky (heaven and spirit) with the dense and solid earth below our feet and what we are composed of.
"I am fully embodied light in the physical. I am anchoring light to this planet. My divine self lives in every cell and atom of this body. I am grounding and transforming energy. I breathe in light through the center of my heart, allowing the light to expand. "
Memorize this and repeat it often. I suggest at least 15 or 20 of them in one sitting to make a deeper, more consistent impact on the body. The longer and more repetitions you can do, the better. The Master Djwhal Khul has said that it is consistency in repeating, repeating, repeating, that creates changes. It creates changes in our own body cells. Because, when we start out doing a new technique, we don't fully believe it yet. We have to prove it to ourselves. It's a trial and error process. We must repeat it over and over to build the information into our physicality. It's called "building confidence" in something.
Our bodies accept the energies after enough repetition of the same energies. We develop habits that way. It is the BODY that is the non-believer. We are training our own bodies to believe in it. It becomes lighter and feels better after awhile. And, even as it walks and lives on the ground, it begins to feel happier and more confidenct in itself. We are giving it new wings to fly by. This is an ancient teaching of the masters which eventually went underground and secret because the officials who governed did not want this method to be taught. Officials wanted to control things their way. So we have become stuck in following the leaders. We use our brains only, while our bodies grow weak and useless and tired and lose interest. And get diseases.
Pump up the physicality of your body with positive, powerful, magical affirmations. Then the words we speak will change the atmosphere and bring back positives. We have become too mental. We think we can "think" ourselves to betterment but we cannot. Not just with mind alone when the rest of the body is suffering breakdowns, aches, pains, confusions, loss of ENERGY. It's the downward energy that is causing the problems. Stop the downward energy. Raise up the energy with positive words. Every word we speak has either a positive or a negative energy to it. Teach the body respect by showing it some respectful uplifting energy words. Give it some enlightened information. Take time out, sit, breathe into a relaxed state and then repeat. Don't do this on the run while working because then it's just a mental thing. Mental mantras don't work as well, simply because we're not focusing ALL attention on the words. Do this with a mind full of attention.
This is what yoga teaches. Saying words of energy while focusing attention on the words and breathing relaxed. Breathing into the words. This is what a "mantra" is. Mantra is an English term meaning "affirmation". It contains hope, upliftment, ideals, it raises the spirit to higher levels, even while walking in a physical body. It raises the BODY's confidence. It gives it a boost of spirit. New vitality. New light. New love for itself. Teach the body new tricks.
1/30/25 - Your body is the feminine side of God
For many years, ever since going into the Light in an OBE, I've been working from the feminine side of life, the yin in me as opposed to the yang in me. The yin is an allowing side of life, the quiet stillness side, the receiving and nurturing side. It is spiritual and heavenly. But it has been a disempowered side, in everyone, including men. The soft gentle heavenly sweet nature of human beings, the kind and graciouos side which is loving and holds reverence for all life, has been suppressed and covered over. At least in THIS world. Since my OBE into the light I am from another world and have been trying to bring this beautiful essence out in all that I do, but it is difficult. I am learning balance. The Master DK has been guiding and teaching me thru his channelings. He is a Tantra master. Tantra is a science designed to help people balance their yin and yang natures, their sweet feminine nurturing side with their cold, calculating controlling side. The sweet nurturing aspects of our nature have been written about by mystics and grand masters over the eons, so of course I've been looking into Tantra, reading it, absorbing it and finding anomalies in it. It seems to me that the Tantra teachings do not have enough "yin" in them. Its focus is off. It tends to be more mental. It has been a male teaching so it’s understandable - until Master DK started teaching me. Then I began to understand what REAL Tantra is all about. He is a true teacher. The feminine teachings are just now getting started. They will straighten out the anomalies and bring balance to the too-dominant male focus.
Years ago I was led to the Taoist internal exercises and have been gently following them over the years. The Taoists are the “go to” people for simple grounding exercises to build strength. Their exercises revitalize the body and bring more health and vigor. They actually prolong a youthful life, and some of the Taoists have been known to become immortals. Tantra has a dominant "male" teaching to it and is not as balanced as the Taoist exercises. Over the years I have learned from Master DK and the Taoists that the body is the feminine side of God. God is 50% INSIDE the body and becomes known as the feminine mother God for she takes care of guiding the human being in right and wrong. The male side of God is the 50% abstract intelligence not embodied. He is the father of all life everywhere. Father God in spirit and Mother God in the earthly body desire to connect, but it is difficult because the human will power is in charge. And the human doesn’t understand.
Mother God is pure love and light flowing through the physical body. We have Mother God within us. Pure celestial, heavenly love and light. It is held in the root chakra, in the pelvic cradle, specifically the coccyx, as a pure ball of light. This light is of course in the etheric plane, not in the physical, but it feeds the physical. It gives life to the physical. God as feminine sweetness and love is flowing even now through our bodies, feeding us with gentle warm loving feelings of kindness, compassion, gentleness and awareness. It is simply awareness. Awareness is the power that we hold. Are we aware? Awareness nudges us as instinct to do the right thing in situations. The other 50% of God is in space, unformed, not confined to the material world but eager to connect with and mate with the Mother God that flows lovingly within us.
The male religions have been pounding into us for eons and eons the theory that God is ONLY up there in the sky and that the body is sinful, worthless and filled with the devil's forces. And we humans have believed them. We've all have been looking for God in the sky. This has confounded, confused and tormented everything and everyone. And the struggle continues to this day. The patriarchal society is still operating but it’s losing its power as many people are growing wiser and more astute. The male judgmental, superior control is housed in the brain. It is the mental, analytical side of us. There is no room for emotion in the brain. There is no compassion there. No warm love or motherly instincts in the brain, or encouragement or friendly support or welcoming kindness from these teachings from the male religions. But we are approaching a new era. What has been referred to as the golden age of enlightenment is on us today. This is a feminine teaching. When a person begins to listen to the feelings of the physical body, they will have experiences. They will have sensations. They will FEEL it instead of “think” it. It's a caring, a loving, a knowing feeling. The body has knowing senses built into it. The body feels emotion and kindness and love. It is a warming feeling, a good feeling. One cannot discount it because it simply is good. When a person begins to notice the body’s feelings, he/she taps into the natural divinity that has always been there, even in the ancestors, flowing through the flesh and blood.
As this new age dawns more and more into human anatomy and biology, the male superiority of the brain mind will begin to loosen and sink down and give in more to these warm loving feelings. It’s a natural process, an evolutionary process. There is a coming together of the 50% Goddess in the body and 50% God that is abstract and not confined to the material world. Abstract God is distributed through the bodies of light – thru the suns in the galaxies and there are many, many suns. The stars, we call them. The male approach has been to look UP, not down into the earth. The religions all looked to God up away from the earth, while the 50% Mother God has been active all the while, nurturing and supporting the human animal and humankind.
While the male relgions gave us God high in the sky and taught us to pray to Him “up there”, the female god has been right here in our loins and our hearts. She is the part of us that is sweet, kind and lovable. She is also selfless. She doesn’t have to fight for her rights because she is all there is. Mother God is all there is. There is no other power. We do not have to look up into the sky for answers because Mother God is all there is and she gives us all the answers and solutions we could possibly need. But we haven’t known that. This knowledge is only now beginning to come out onto the public platforms. The ancient occult teachigs were all about this Mother God which lives inside the body. The great mystics and masters taught only the select students about the inner light. They had to do this in secret, otherwise they would have been killed. That is why these teachings have been hidden and called “occult”. But this I the teaching of the feminine Mother Goddess. Mother God lives within us. It is time we learned about her. That is what the Love Club will be teaching us as we practice. I too am a student, not a master.
When humans start to focus down into the body and meditate in sacred silence on their naval or heart or liver or anything down there in the cells and tissues, that's when they will start to lose their cold superiority. They will start to notice there is harmony here inside. It feels like home in the body. It feels peaceful. It feels "right". This is the feminine side of God. God is here within. Heaven is within. There is bliss within, and beauty, and grace, and freedom from all that bothers and traumatizes. It's very compassionate and welcoming. This is what the Taoists discovered thousands of years ago, and today there are books of exercises which are quite gentle and simple to learn. It is a very human teaching. Not religious. Not even spiritual. It is easy.
1/27/25 - The importance of gathering with like-minded folks
In recent galactic messages from extraterrestrials (Pleiadians and Arcturians especially) I am hearing encouragement that we should start meeting in person, in small groups or communities, to soundboard. We needn't walk the way of ascension by ourselves. Have you been feeling the urge to meet with others like yourself too? I'm speaking of Ascension now. Ascension symptoms are happening to many people but perhaps they do not define it as such. Perhaps they do not know yet about ascension. Ascension is when we as a planet or as an individual leave a lower vibrational atmosphere and move into a higher vibrational one, which is lighter, cleaner, clearer, more refined, happy and connected to harmony. We are going through a global ascension today. The whole world is involved. We are moving into new galactic territory and it is causing us, our brains and bodies, to experience confusion, some in physical pain, others in emotional pain or mental craziness. These are extraordinary, challenging times
As I continue to read the galactic messages which include Ascended Master messages, I read the comments underneath, which indicates there are far more people tuned in to the ascension process - and visitors from other worlds - than I had previously supposed. Things are changing rapidly. Many people are becoming aware. New technology is part of this visitation from other worlds. And yet we are not talking about it openly, are we? I am feeling so alone, as I continue with my daily life of routine, but devoid of friends I can talk to about what I am learning. I need grounding with other real live humans like myself. Like you. To share stories with. We are meant to ground ourselves into normal, practical life, happy, free-flowing life. Not to remain alone in our attic or sanctuary. Love is meant to be shared. "Love isn't love 'til it's given away!" As was written on a T-shirt I saw years ago.
Meditation and other inner practices done alone need to be counter-balanced and unified thru social togetherness. We are being told to gather in communities, to share stories and knowledge, ideas, advice, counsel, support, encourage. When one is all alone with no one to compare notes with, it builds up stress and tension. We as a society have been quarantined and kept divided, and we are STILL caught behind veils of silence, secrecy, separation and division. Our beliefs are fear-based. We have accepted (erroneously) that we are separate individuals. All different. The galactics are arriving now to remind us that we are part of a growing family of light, and it is love and peaceful collaboration that brings us closer together. Our hearts know this. Our inner hearts know what love is, and what goodness is. We feel it. It is time we began to show it and express it and put words and actions to this knowledge. It is time we supported our own hearts, for there lies our authenticity. It will bring us closer than we could ever imagine.
Even though there are many individuals who are not tuned into the words of this subject, like "ascension" or "Pleiadians", they will be shortly. Because Disclosure is taking place now, today, as I type these words. Even if some people don't know the word "Ascension", it shouldn't hold us back from reaching to find those who DO resonate with such words. For example, my husband is not interested in the same talking words that I use, nor am I with his words that he uses. But we have come to know each other well after 30 years of living together. We get along very well and do a lot of things together, even if we are different. Our differences don't define us, our hearts do. We are close because we accept each others differences. A couple is a good example for how such differences can work together in collaboration. And, no. It doesn't have have to be sexual! This has been proven by intergalactic families from the stars. It will happen here on Earth as we begin clearing up our own messes of wrong-doings. Communities of loving cooperation will thrive in peace and abundance, even with such diversity of interests, because they will be heart-based. Soul-based.
I am amping up my writings about meetings and gatherings, such as the Love Club recently posted, because as we continue to advance further into the higher planes of the fourth and fifth dimension our world is going to become markedly different than it looks today. And we will do this without leaving the solid earth of our beloved planet. New technology is already coming forth. There is huge news, shattering news, and it is both crumbling hopes and dreams and establishing new ones. And all the while, a steady stream of inspiration and higher knowledge is coming into our consciousness. So many messages are coming from the Galactic Federation of Light, the Ashtar Command, Ascended Masters and many other star families. And many new channels are coming online, posting their own messages received in their quiet hours. These messages are inspiring. They are filled with high hopes and high understandings.
The ceilings are cracking open. A new dawn is breaking. The light is slowly descending. We MUST ground ourselves and stop being so airy-fairy or too intellectual (speaking for myself). And the way we do that is by becoming normal human beings with a heart. Not so spacey, airy, religious or spiritual, but to human. Earthy human, with all our faculites working in harmony and happily. And spontaneously, in love with life and full of joy and interest. And without fear. The world is coming to that. It is changing into that for that is the Plan. The ultimate Plan. It is the destiny and the plan for humanity. To live as humans were designed to live: freely, happily, together, creatively, building, expounding, expressing that love that is in our hearts and minds and souls, and being part of the NEW earth and of each other and of life. As I scan the internet I look for messages of this nature, that call to me, that give me a good feeling because I already have those feelings in me. If there is even a tinge of fear or negativity that doesn't feel right, then I move on past it.
Let us find people who are taking this beautiful uplifting path to our own higher selves, and share the knowledge we have been getting silently, at home, alone, by ourselves. Let us swap stories and give support to one another and spark new smiles, more laughter, more joy and sunshine and freedom. And spontaneity in our wake. We will learn, grow and expand as a group, as a community, as a world. Each of us, no matter how different we may feel from everyone else - and we ARE different - each of us is an important part of the ascension that is going on. God-Goddess lives in our hearts. We are slowly coming back in tune with our parent-source. We are designed to contribute our unique and individual consciousness to the wholeness of our culture, blending into the atmosphere of the New Earth that is building even now. Not only will these new gatherings give us strength but they will give us a deeper sense of meaning and purpose, which will continue to grow and evolve to become the masters we were designed to become. When someone shines their light on you, your own light will shine even brighter, and this will continue.
I borrowed words from the Pleiadian High Council in this blog today. It gave us these words in a recent transmission. Click HERE to listen to the whole video. The Pleiadians have been giving us messages since the 1950's. I have been reading them for over 50 years, in such books as "The Bringers of the Dawn" by Barbara Marciniak. I have had many visions of them, and was introduced to the Great White Brotherhood (Ascended Masters) at age 15. I met Venusian contactee George Adamski in the 1960's, a well-known author today, even though he is ignored by officialdom. Because what he reports in his books and photographic plates is simply too much for them to accept. So far. The time will come.
Meanwhile many of us are connected. We are tuned in. We receive the messages. I have seen the star ships in the skies, and have spoken with them telepathically, received their messages, lectures and advice. I know that others also are receiving. If you too are receiving, please feel free to contact me via the Contact page. Let us begin communication in ways that are not just words but feelings and thoughts that go deeper than brain-talk. This is the reason I write. To share my stories out loud. I do not know who is listening or reading. I doesn't matter. I am sharing. Little by little our world is changing as people are sharing their innerk nowledge and stories and adventures and insights. Our changing world will allow us to slowly trust each other. When we receive such communication that feels good, that feels right and honorable, it tell us we are following our hearts. Our souls are present. The heart is where the soul resides. It has wisdom beyond the brain. It is connected to the vast sea of universal knowledge. We are wiser than we know. We will be led to betterment as we gather in our hearts and start supporting one another. Moving from the brain to the heart.
This is how we build a stronger belief and confidence in who we are. We need the support of others who resonate with us. Larger forces are playing out in the universe and on planet Earth. The Pleiadian way of life is in harmony and rhythm with the higher universal laws and we are being prepared to join them. They are ready to pass on knowledge that we already know but have allowed to slide to the back shelf. We have been eagerly waiting for this connection, this communication, in real time, on the ground. Love from the Pleiadians, or the Arcturians or Lyrans or Sirians, or Andromedans, makes us feel better. Their knowledge is bigger than ours. They are all connected yet different, as each of us is different. This gives us strength. We are part of something much bigger than we know. Such diversity and yet such oneness. Because there is love at the heart of each one individually. There is a shift happening. I am borrowing from the recent Pleiadian High Council's message - "Believe in your inner strength. Have faith in the divine forces that are helping you move ahead. Finding your inner light is not something you do alone. It creates a positive impact that spreads beyond you."
Well, I am wrapping this up for today. I send my blessings this evening. It's 7 pm Monday, January 27. Be safe, be happy, trust your inner feelings. Be secure in the knowledge that you are the love you've been waiting for, and looking for in all the wrong places.
1/26/25 - Men need the feminine mirror of softness (channeled)
During morning exercises I saw the tree of life. It was a tree of brilliant light in the shape of the kabbala. It was a tree of conduits, channels and webbing of light that is in me, in my flesh body, and I am surrendering to it when I am up doing spontaneous movements, the dance-like flowing. There is an inner wind. Afterwards I sit and write. The words are flowing easily through me and I write them down on paper.
Men are in need of the feminine mirror to be reflected back to them what feminine is like. Most women are reflecting masculine back to men and to the outer world. It is ego-centered, or mental-centered. The masculine predominates everywhere. EVERYWHERE. Ego is everywhere. Where is spirit? Divine? Naturalness? When women think they are showing empowerment by resisting the men and authorities, when they show rebellious, willful attitude to prove they can be complete and equal with men, that is masculine energy they are using. Men do not need more masculine energy reflected back to them. It just makes them angry. They have enough of that every where they turn. It creates competitiveness for control. Who can be best? And who can be on the top? It is feminine they seek. It is the gentleness they seek. The kindness, the motherly caring and encouragement which is selfless. The mother cares more for others than herself, but she is wise and doesn’t deplete her own powers.
Most women try to do this but deplete their own powers. Women do not know how to be truly feminine. They give their powers away without realizing how they are doing this. Even when men push for sex they are seeking the feminine love and acceptance. It is not the flesh they seek but the softness of attitude, the warmth of mood and love that feminine can offer. It is a quality and a virtue. It is an energy and a feeling. It is not flesh. But we women do not have enough confidence in our femininity. We do not even KNOW what femininity really is or feels like. It is pure heaven. We have the bodies that are created to be naturally feminine, so we are full of the potential to be divine feminine, but due to eons and eons of lifetimes and cultural training and programming to operate through the brain we do not know how to be in our bodies. Our bodies are feminine. We don’t know nor have we been trained. We don’t have confidence.
That is why we must gather as women, to build confidence and to reflect back to each other that which is feminine, and that which is NOT feminine. We’ll know it when we see it. It’s not just softness and tenderness, it is also truth, honesty, courage, intelligence and perfection. It is the seven qualities and the seven colors we were embedded with on a soul level, what we call the seven virtues and the seven chakras seven bodies. What makes us feminine instead of masculine is we do it with wholeness, with love, compassion, consideration for the feelings of those around us. We deal out truth with softness. We deal out courage with softness. We deal out determination with softness. We deal out intelligence with softness. We deal out perfection with softness. That is feminine.
The true feminine, the divine or ideal feminine is selfless, and wise beyond reason. Feminine is spiritual. It expresses with tenderness and mindfulness the qualities of the seven which the spiritual connection inspires. It comforts and lifts to higher planes, to nobleness, regal-ness, and majestic-ness and freedom. We women need to build confidence in how to speak and express ourselves. We need to have a circle of safety and protection. We need a women’s circle where we can gain confidence and enlightened responses from other women. We have to cultivate our inner feminine. Then we can bring it home to express to our families and friends.
Every little piece of feminine expressed is like a building block cemented into place in the world. It goes out in a ripple effect through the ethers and touches the planet's atmosphere. Men need encouragement in expressing their own softer side. We add to the healing of the planet when we express our truth. Women learned to surrender their power over the ages. It was a cycle that had to be lived through, but now that cycle is over. Cosmic timing tells us it is time to come out of the closet and enjoy being freely feminine because the men need some proof that softness, genuine softness, tenderness, compassion, honesty, courage, truth, perfection can be lived in the flesh in the world, and in the family, community and government. The men don’t believe it because they haven’t seen it yet. They must see it role modeled in action. I remember a few scenarios where I expressed my truth and my husbands enjoyed it. Feminine truth is one such virtue they are waiting for. They don’t like for us to surrender ourselves to them. It puts added burden and pressure on them. (Received 8/25/19)
1/25/25 - Ascension waves three years ago -it's picked up a notch!
It's interesting to look back at past journals. Things have change a lot in three years. This is what I felt three years ago:
Dreaming about taking out the trash and stuffing body parts down into overflowing barrels too full to hold any more, and peeing gallons of water at one sitting. Our bodies are heavy with old stuff that clings tenaciously to gravity like iron bars to a refrigerator door. The sun meanwhile is beaming happy thoughts down upon us, amping up thoughts coming from HIS father down the chain of command, calling us home. Yaay! We’re going Home! It’s time to leave the body and this heavy messed-up planet. I hear the voices calling and they’re messing up my brain. I half-heartedly hear the mainstream news and read the online alternative news, the spiritual disclosure news, negative and positive, and I can’t make heads or tails out of it all. My brain can’t handle it. I’m gone. Out of here. It’s not working.
And suddenly the ascending wave is gone and I’m back, vitalized like superman, stronger than ever, sane, clear-headed, powerful. The rhythms of nature have re-established once again, as they always do, leaving me wondering what happened? I’m at the keyboard typing like crazy because the revelations are flowing faster than I can type. I have to force myself to slow down or I trip over my own feet and fingers. It’s a new normal. *** The waves come and go. They almost take me with them but not quite. Because I’ve been doing the inner work for a long time. I’ve been grounding, and dissolving cords that used to hook me into the outside world. They are pretty much unimportant to me today. They are not important to my well-being. Extraneous. They don’t matter any more. This includes everything, including people. Well, not the people themselves, but their issues and problems. I love the people and hug them to me like life rafts whenever I get the opportunity. But I don’t care about their issues or problems. The social graces are gone but the inner sensitivity and tenderness has turned up a notch.
When the ascending waves come, they are invisible. I don’t see them but I feel them. They sweep through me and take from me my solidarity. They lift me up like a balloon. My brain feels it first. I am empty inside my head. Heaviness moves around in me. My body feels like a ton. I wonder why my body is so heavy? But my head/brain is empty! Past life stuff comes now. It’s just energy. Old, old energy. Not scenes but I know things about myself. It’s easy to know things when my head is empty. I know what went wrong and where I’ve been. I catch glimpses as the energies disengage and start flying away like pieces of lumber in a fierce hurricane. Irrelevant stuff, not needed any more. After the wave passes I am clearer and more vitally alive than ever. I feel on top of the world. I don’t understand why I feel so high. I feel like racing around the block. I am clearer than I’ve ever been, clearer even than as a child when I ran innocent and free without cares. And I know things. I just know. I can’t tell anyone what I know because I am busy knowing.
Others may be talking about confusions and chaos but to me life is clean and I know it is going to become cleaner and brighter soon. The brightness, the horizon is endless. I might have said at one time “the future” but it’s not really the future. It’s more like the dawn. The dawn is not the future, we’re simply moving into the dawn along with the rotation of the earth. The dawn is always there, the sun is always there, we’re moving around the sun, so it’s not the future. I am standing in my space on this plot of ground and I am grounded. I feel my feet. They are tender. They no longer hurt. I feel a sweetness in my feet that is tender and warm and embracing me. I’m connected to the earth in ways I have NEVER experienced before. I am grounding the energies in a way that feels solid. It’s solid and real. It’s not spiritual any more. And I want to hug all of the people who come close to me. I felt it in my husband the other night when we cuddled before sleep. My hands melted into him. I saw golden sparks as solid sparks. He is solid but I am melting into him. (End)
Today, 1/25/25, the ascension waves continue stronger than ever. Sometimes to the point where I think I can't hold on any longer, but it's only in my head that I feel this. In the rest of my body there is an opposite process taking place. I am feeling more embodied than every before, with more vitality and a revved-up interest in living. However there is pain too, as my body is adjusting and I walk bent over. Will go to the chiropractor next. I had an acupuncture treatment several weeks ago, which helped. But why does my head feel like it will lift off? I continue to get revelations. New information continues to come but only slowly, as it seeps through into my conscious mind. I must be patient and trust the process. Blessings to all who are undergoing similar ascension adjustments. I welcome feedback. Contact me thru the Contact page.
1/24/25 - Some new random thoughts
The love club which I've been writing about is not owned by me. I am simply tuning into the universal flow of sublime and heavenly love. The Galactics are also closer, whispering higher versions of love to us, to assist us in our self esteem and self understanding. We too are children of universal love. As I write about the love club, it may sound as if I am inventing it but I’m simply talking about love from my little corner of the universe. I'm starting my own version of love (and calling it a club) here at home in Naples. This is how I see it. Everyone interprets differently. I see that by touching one another skin-to-skin, in a loving, uplifting, impersonally intimate way, sweetly kind and close but not sexual, is nourishing and warm and delightfully blissful.
After having been involved in universal love for many past lives as priestess, priest, healer, humble, poor, homeless and streetwalker, I've been led step by step closer to universal love and finally recognition that we are ALL made of love. Bar none. No one is left out. And all we need do is put hands on each other and we can assist one another to feel it flowing within our cellular structure. It is THE life force. Everyone has a life force flowing through them. No one else can own the life force inside us except we ourself. We are the maker, creator, child of the Father-Mother God. We are the student here. We are the only one who can see it and begin to understand it and therefore activate the love and light inside us. Light is a heavenly term meaning "information". Light is the totality of information added to the great sea of infinite life by those who have gone before. This infinite sea of life, love and information is flowing inside us constantly, but we have to discover it ourselves. We must move the mistakes and errors out of the way because they are fogging the glass. We can't see through it. Only the one who lives in the body can do this.
Another random thought: I just discovered the definition of quantum. I hadn't received a satisfactory answer from browsing the internet but today I learned from a Galactic message: "Quantum refers to exploring infinite potential all at once." This is the way universal energy actually operates - through countless probabilities - in contrast to our 3D binary system which divides us into two separate polarities.
Universal creation is constantly in motion, seeking harmony, rhythm and balance, while in our world our 3D bodies are held in a solid state by the MISQUALIFIED energies that we hold onto. These misqualified energies keep us physical and solid. They consist of our past traumas and mis-adventures that left us stranded in false beliefs not in harmony. We must correct them. We are held in a solid state until we correct them. We are not moving. Get rid of the false beliefs and errors. Make corrections through the use of love. The love club is being brought forth to assist us through hands-on touch with love and kindness. Not sex, which keeps us separated into two genders. We are meant to correct this mistake.
As we cleanse ourselves of this mistaken way of life, we become gentler, calmer, more fluid and more in love with life. We loosen our sense of solidarity and become lighter, more flexible, more generous, more kind and more in tune with universal harmony. More receptive to higher thought. Less solid and more airy. This is the ascension process. We could be likened to steam rising up from the boiling water on the stove. The ascension process elevates our bodies, shakes loose the tightly-packed atoms and electrons which compose our physicality, minds and emotions. Our thoughts and feelings turn to goodness, our joy and happiness lighter, more playful, brighter and full of laughter.
It is possible we may see long-time friends and/or family members fading away as we continue our lighter, kinder, happier ways, because not everyone is ready to rise to higher planes of goodness. So, do it your way. Always do it your way. But I hope you keep correcting and purifying yourself. Keep the ascension process going for the good of the whole. Love and light to you!
1/22/25 - What is the Love Club going to do?
The question was asked, per the recent newsletter, "What's the Love Club going to do?" A very good question. I responded and will share it openly.
The Love Club will involve hands-on exchanges, like massage but not heavy focus on pain or problem areas. Just light loving strokes. It’s a healing type massage, over-lighted by spirit. Discussion is involved. It will have to play out according to the individuals involved. Spirit is guiding this. This is an ancient teaching being brought out in a modern way. Women will understand better than men perhaps, though maybe not. It's a feminine philosophy thru body contact, not just words. We need skin-to-skin connection to pass the spark, the light within each body.
First, there must be a prelude, an introduction, an explanation to gather the people who want to try it. The human body has a living life force running thru it. We as a culture have never been taught that before, or in so many words, and so we haven't practiced with it. Who knows about this light within? Who believes it? Connecting with the light in another person’s body is connecting with the divinity in that body. The supreme creator lives in that body as a life force. It is so fine and pure it will bring tears if done in the right way. But this light is covered over with a lot of murkiness, vagueries, toxic energies and other debris. Preparatory work is needed, pointing in the right direction with code words.
I am presenting the first of the introduction to this teaching since I’ve been working with the Ascended Masters for so many years. I've been gearing up to it and probably overly prepared. But there have been years of hesitation. Afraid it was not time yet. This concept of non-sexual love may bump head-on into a brick wall., but I could be wrong. Just my hesitation talking. It’s going to be a test to see. I’m being urged to go ahead with it and I’m open to seeing it through. I’m ready and seeking volunteers to come forward. This is a higher, more advanced teaching and we do not know who is ready for it. It's a new concept that involves hands-on, skin-to-skin contact, quietly loving but not sexual or romantic or leading to relationship intimacy.
For years I've been working with this and still learning, turning inward and upward constantly. Receiving the light and grounding it. Now it is time to share it with others through physical body contact. The light needs to be grounded and shared through touch, integrating into the human species for the next step in evolution. But first, in order to do that we must know what this high love FEELS like. We need to activate it in our OWN body first. Not to turn someone else on but to turn our selves on. Not sexually, but spiritually. Because WE are the divine light of the body. Who knew?
How do you feel when someone touches you with this high love? We will find out. We are not to respond outwardly, but to simply allow the inner light to activate. Allow feelings of love to activate but don’t project them onto the other person. Own them for yourself. They belong to you. It’s about receiving love from the highest source - from within your Self. The love comes from one’s own God Self within. And allowing it to move and distribute, and touch all areas and levels of your own body. It is a love club. We will use each other to practice activating love within. In past ages people would turn this outward to someone else, sexually. This a next step - a next step in our evolution.
1/21/25 - Feminine ways turn us to the light - more on the Love Club
The nature of sex is misplaced and misunderstood. This intimate act is sacred, deep and eternal. It is all about sacred, divine love. Wholeness and fulfillment. The galactic intervention that is taking place under the headig of "Disclosure" is to save the species of human. There must be a unified blend between the male and female to put an end to the animal act of sex and thus begin the turnaround to raise the human up to a higher level of harmony. This process is not to eliminate sex but to raise the entire process to what we might call lovemaking.
It is the INNER male and female within the self that must merge and come to a unified blend within the ONE body in which it runs havoc because it is separated, self to self. We are a whole consciousness on inner planes that has been divided by the lesser, petty mind. We are one whole being on the consciousness level. We are oneness. We are whole. We are complete. We are Light circulating through the body. There is a pure grid of light running through our body, but we have created a second webbing of dark thoughts and lesser beliefs as an artificial robot-like energy that weaves also through the body as a grid of darkness. We have come to act on the lesser artificial energy and we hurt each other. Why? It has been my mission to find out.
I grew up in what I’ve perceived is a man’s world because men have all the power. What men say, goes. It is their definition of rules that I must abide by. These are strict rules. My father was an honorable, good-humored, easy-going man and I was fine with my life until I had sex at age 15 with the boy next door and I hated it. It was coercion of my innocence. That began my awareness of men being the heavy-handed ones, the controllers. After that I avoided sex until I was 21 when I met a man I was attracted to, though it was karmic and I didn't know it. I was coerced into sex by attraction to a powerful man and became pregnant and subsequently married to him until I was overcome with dark and foreboding thoughts and I broke and ran away from my marriage.
I escaped and was welcomed into the safety of a family which was ruled by a woman. Then I met a man who was sensitive to me and discussed things with me intellectually. He listened. He also served as the male protector for me. He supported me and guided me to rebuild my confidence. He taught me kindly about sex and introduced love into my life. Eight years later I had a powerful and dramatic kundalini awakening. I was in-lighted by being taken up into the light dimensions. I had the “going into the Light” experience. My journey through life has been through the sexual field, recognizing that men have a different focus or agenda than women. The feminine is an inner softness and unifying quality while those who are masculine have an outer-focused quality that skips over the inner softness. The focus on physical sex takes us further and further away from our innate comfort and peace. Thus the need to bring the feminine way forward to save the human race from further downward spiraling. Sharing a channeled message received on 8/10/20.....
"The feminine qualities must be brought into the species because the feminine is the turn-around – the returning back to the Light. The soul has nothing to do with it. What the soul does is for the soul. The soul comes to inhabit the species in order to help the species raise up by imprinting its accumulated wisdom into the species. But the soul must be allowed to have a say in the life and the male animal has prevented the soul from expressing. The soul is whole, holy. The animal body has been holding back the soul from expressing because it is operating on physical survival as an animal. The human species is still operating on the survival tendencies of the animal which is strong sexual reproduction tendencies to keep the species propagating. The human species has taken this survival instinct to a more pleasurable state but it is stuck in that state, warped and distorted without allowing the turn-around to happen, to raise it UPWARD, upward toward less animal and more enlightened and refined, which requires more unifying sensitivity. The feminine qualities are needed which bring love, togetherness, compassion, caring, nurturing qualities. It is needed to turn the direction from downward to upward. Turn it around. The male’s focus is out and away from the light into darkness, further out beyond to the farthest reaches, the farthest it can go. The female strives to hold it back from going too far, it wants to bring it back UP to the Light. In the end sex will disappear and all that will be left is Love. Sex is a discrimination between genders. The species then can actually THINK for itself consciously and make choices for itself."
“There is a presence in you that is more you than you. It is in the background of your mind. Everyone, bar none, who is born on Earth is born outside of that presence. It is the only way to be injected into the system, this world, which is so far removed and in the dark, that once here we have to struggle to find ourself again. You DO have an eternal immortal Presence of self that is accessible to you, but in order to find it and tap into it and realign with it you have to follow your native instincts. Meaning your intuition and gut feeling, not what your parents or teachers taught you. They are part of the system. Don’t rebel or resist what they taught, but place priority on your instinct as to how much to allow the outer world to govern you. Find that light in you and cultivate it privately, secretly. Bring it into your awareness at all times. You are that greatness that is in the background. Bring it forward.”
1/19/25 - The Love Club is formed (spirit channeled)
Good afternoon everyone. A most happy day to all who check my website. We are undergoing massive consciousness shifts as Earth's planetary ascension is well underway. We are in the final days, months, years of completing the shift to higher consciousness realms - the fifth dimension and higher. (May you not be too confused!) Today I am posting the following spirit-channeled message in both my blog today, and also in the Master DK's book whose channelings and teachings I'm collecting in this website.
I discovered this spirit-channeled message today in one of my many forgotten folders. It was channeled to me in 2016, nine years ago. The Love Club has been pushing to get started ever since my days in the lifestyle of couples swinging, where the focus tended to be focused below the waist. I was always trying to introduce love into the lifestyle ever since my OBE in to the light, but haven't succeeded so far. Hopefully soon, for it is important in the overall scheme of humanity's evolution. Many are working behind the scenes in this direction. Not just me, for love is the power behind. We are almost ready to receive this. Receiving is the most important part of love. Can we receive love? This is an ascended master teaching, I'm just a student.
Spirit Speaking 12/18/16
The Love club is being formed to introduce love into the world of human relations on a scale that is larger than has been known before. The concept is one of receiving love first, before giving love, for the world has you all indoctrinated into believing you are not capable of receiving love. That you are not worthy of receiving love. That you are sinners and therefore that you must somehow redeem yourselves and prove that you are worthy of being loved. Nonsense! You are a child of love and therefore love has been built into you. Your design has been cut out of the father and mother of love. You are immensely valuable and irreplaceable. Within your body, mind and feelings there runs gold. It is a fiery brilliant flashing golden river that breathes through you. You ARE love walking. You ARE love talking. You ARE love expressing. You ARE Love on every level of your being. You simply do not believe it. This is the reason why the Love Club is being brought forth at this time.
Once you have accepted love, and allowed love to reside in you, within your body cells and within your structure, then you will be able to give love to others because you will KNOW love and what love feels like. Until then, you cannot give love to others. And you will learn how extraordinarily free love feels when you have removed all barriers and false beliefs that hold you back. Love is your natural environment. Love is free. Love flows freely through you now. Believe it and set your sights higher, wider and without reservations. Love yourself first. Allow yourself to receive love from your higher mind and higher heart, for you have reduced your mind and heart to lower vibrations and you cannot see or feel clearly the truth of love. You are an infinite expression of love. You are a higher mind and a higher heart than you realize.
You are an immense well spring of love. An artesian well of love pumping up from the depths that are beyond you, unknown to you, being pumped up into sight and vision into your personal world. You are ready to receive love. Practice receiving love. Practice being held by friends, lovingly. Feel the love start to flow within you. Just feel it. Don’t respond. Just feel and allow the love to register on your inner body structure. See what it feels like. The Love Club starts out on an esoteric level (inner level) but it will expand outward into physical relationships as the Love Club grows.
Maintain the inner connection all the while for love comes from within each person. Each one is a transforming station stepping down the infinite and formless energy of love through the perceptions of the mind, and down further into the body cells of the organs and tissues of the heart. First it is received, then it is expressed outwardly to others. (End channeling)
1/17/25 - Massive blockage in the solar plexus, sacral, genital area
(Channeled in 2012) There is a massive blockage in the solar plexus. Mental processing takes place in this area. The third chakra allows in your mental abilities, it doesn’t come through the brain. You think your mind is in your brain but the brain is merely the computer for the body. It is not the spirit of the body. The computer has taken over the body, like in your movies where the computer starts thinking on its own and makes war on the humans. This is what the ego does but the brain is the little man, the little woman, not the real person. The real man, the real woman thinks through the solar plexus region. It is here that the information from higher self comes in to you.
Your higher self is the larger you, the divine immortal self who survives death and makes decisions. This comes through as a stream of awareness through the solar plexus chakra. Because you don’t know this, the information is not being maintained or recognized. You know it as gut instinct but you notice it only when you have a negative reaction. You ignore the positive body messages, the information that comes in very alert and sensitive. Because it is not being acknowledged it becomes garbled and builds up a massive confusion in the area of the solar plexus until it becomes a huge ball of twisted strands of unresolved ideas, concepts, principles and awarenesses that haven‘t been processed. It is time to clear that area by knowing it is there. Acknowledge it and begin focusing down there.
There are several ways to clear the area. One way is by chanting through your solar plexus the OM, which means “I Am!’ or simply “I Am!“ while holding an intention of clearing the area of darkness and confusion. Imagine a sun shining in here, very intense, very bright. Mentally chant “I Am clearing. I Am clearing. I Am clearing. I Am! I Am! I Am!” Breathe into the solar plexus while mentally chanting the “I Am”, the OM. See the sun shining there. Do this for 5 or 15 minutes, as long as you can. The longer the better.
This area is the big block that prevents the energy rising up from your sensual feelings in the genitals to the heart. The block is in your solar plexus. Your body is designed to raise the energy from the tail bone or first chakra, up through the central column to the heart and then the head, to circulate energy all through your body, but this solar plexus block is holding it down to the genital, sexual, sacral center, the second chakra. So you can’t raise the energy up to the heart, head and higher.
Channeled during a meditation on 8/12/12. Another piece of information supporting the ascension massage. I am scanning through the DK channelings to find pertinent teachings regarding the sexual blockage in the lower regions of the body - which is the purpose of the higher, refined ascension massage.
1/16/25 - A personal update, acupuncture helped
Finally, significant healing is taking place. It has been several months of pain and a lagging spirit. After going to the acupuncturist last Thursday there has been unusual improvement. If anyone is looking for a good acupuncturist, see Dr. Alfred Cormier in Bonita. He is American but studied in China and healed himself using Chinese medicine when he had a severe motorcycle accident as a young man. (He refused the ambulance and hospital treatment). I've been seeing him off and on for a good 10 years or so. His website and business name is "Prolopuncture". Prolopuncture which is a more modern method of injecting sugar into problem areas, which activates stem cells to go that area to help heal it. It takes a longer time for healing to take place. I prefer the old-fashioned needles. I lay for one solid hour with needles in my back, and noticed improvement two or three days later. After a week I am moving much better and feeling energized enough to do house work which I haven't been motivated to do for a few months because a minor "fall" on my tailbone grew increasingly worse.
An interesting part of acupuncture is that it revitalizes the life force. I opens blocks where the life force can't get thru. This treatment is different from pharmaeuticals, surgery and other modern western medicine treatments. The reactivation of life, of spirit and the awakening of vitality is a blessing. I'm alive again! I'm excited again. I have a wish to continue living again! Instead of the slow draining away of interest and enthusiasm.
I've been doing internal exercises for many years and recognize the signs of increased life force, the spirit of the body. If the spirit is not flowing, if it has been blocked (jammed) one feels like a flower drooping that has not been watered in a while. See the book "Internal Exercises" by Steven Chang, sold on Amazon. This is an easy-to-understand version of ancient Taoism. It is very good for anyone interested in starting an easy at-home practice to strengthen internal organs and increase vitality, enthusiasm and interest in life and living. In
other words, how to be happy again. Life is worth living after all!
Incidentally, have you seen any starships lately? UFO's or UAP's? They are popping in and out of visibility all over the planet these days. The Galactics - the Galactic Federation of Light, the Ashtar Command, the Pleiadians, Sirians, Arcturians, Andromedans and Lyrans are the ones most talked about. These are of the higher dimensions, but they are beaming light to us constantly, trying to assist without causing us to be afraid of them. They have very advanced technology and know how to solve problems that we have, but they are not allowed by universal law to interfere with the way we do things here. So it is a delicate process as they come closer and closer to us, to wave to us with signs in the skies. There are many messages coming thru empaths and channels in the last few months and now picking up speed rapidly.. Please use the the Internet and Youtube to ask around. They will find you. Disclosure is well underway. I see them a lot in the skies above our house in the country.
Love to all who check in on me. Love you with all my heart, whoever you are!
1/13/25 - Kundalini, our inner power source
This is excerpted from an early channeling by Master DK back in 1978. As we begin to rev up the concept of swapping ascension massages with each other, which is a loving, caring, kindly, uplifting, light-filled hands-on healing massage, this is a good beginning introduction. DK speaking...
"Our inner nature is not physical at all, but encompasses a great deal more than we can see. Ideas are constantly pouring into consciousness from someplace other than from the mind we know. This inner nature is our true self, and if we were to be open to this source of inspiration all the time, we would be able to handle everything that came our way, and feel good all of the time. This inner self is always speaking, always sending messages, of pain, anger, dismay, danger, always telling us what to do. This inner self speaks in the form of feelings, intuition and emotion, and we are fools not to pay attention.
If we could see this inner power source, we would see, down near the sexual organs, behind them and up a little, in the geometric center of the body, a concentration of golden light. Not the gold in color we know, but the loving essence of gold and light. There is a Sanskrit word in ancient Indian scriptures which calls this the Kundalini. There has been a lot written about the Kundalini in ancient teachings, but it has been veiled from the common people until now. The Kundalini is the power source of life born into every human body just as every seed contains its power source. Here, nestled in amongst the sexual organs it lives – a potent and highly concentrated form of intelligence, force and power. And you would see, if you were open to it, golden rays radiating outward sending vitality, little by little, to the outer reaches of the body, just like the sun radiates life energy out to its planets. It is shimmering like golden liquid, alive as though with electricity. As it radiates outward the rays get smaller and smaller, like the branches on a tree in winter, til the tiniest ends have been touched with life fluid.
It looks like the pictures of the human nerve system as painted in the physiology books. It is the same, except that the nerves are physical and the power source is not. Somewhere along the route, this golden essence of livingness descends and becomes physical matter, so science can record it. But nowhere can we see, hear, detect the source of life itself. It is too fine. If you could see this shimmering tree of life radiating its vitality outward all around, you would see that it is not symmetrical, for there is one large ray shooting upward into the brain. An offshoot from the primary power source. This offshoot is very powerful, full of energy and intelligence, but it is still dependent on the center. The center is independent of all and is the most powerful force in all the body. It is the living originator of the body itself, and nothing can alter or change it. This is the true nature of the person.
This power is so strong that though you cannot feel it under normal conditions, you can feel it when it opens the flood gate and allows a massive amount into the body all at one time during the sexual explosion. For those organs have been made especially for just such a release – to allow the power to enter the flesh on a massive scale, to blow out the blocks that inevitably build up from tension and withholding the life forces. And once again, spirit and flesh unite in the good, good feeling that sexual climax brings.
And so our whole being, body, mind and soul, are being held together and fed and nourished from this internal spring. It feeds us life and knowledge. It prods us with feelings to do things, urges to eat, intuition to act. It is our true self and we are conscious of it. It is the blueprint of our future and contains the memory of the past. It is our basic chemistry and feels the chemistry of others. It is very much our true self, not foreign, not alien, not strange. It is good, happy, whole and pure. When we go against this self we feel bad. When we align ourselves with it we feel good. And when we really blend into its enchanting essence, surrender to the feeling and become one with it, we feel a certain high, like ecstasy, like sexual goodness, because it is one and the same power.
Because so many people are unaware of the beauty of their inner selves, you can go against this inner nature if you really want to. You have the secondary power center – the brain - which is free will, which pulls you out of your true self, and being free to choose, we do. From the outer world we are taught and trained not to listen to our feelings. As children we are told to be nice, and even though we don’t want to be nice, we pretend for we want to please our parents. Then we want to please our teachers, then our bosses, then our neighbors. And pretty soon we are living in a pretend world and think that it is real. Frustration and meanness take us over and we are no longer the beauteous personalities that we are meant to be. (From DK's online book posted on this website, 7/10/78)
1/12/25 - The fifth dimensional love club (DK's message)
A great message channeled from the Master DK (thru me) about fifth dimensional love. This was channeled in 8/18/17 when David and I were planning to build a love club - a 5D love club. We weren't quite ready for it at the time but the ground is being prepared as more people are purifying themselves and becoming ready for it.
“Your origins are a brilliant spark. You are a pure and holy brilliant spark of God Light and from that YOU are born, or patterned, designed to be who you are today as a form. Out of pure white light you were formed into what you are today, except you are not expressing that beautiful divine YOU! You are covered over with weavings of impure energies that you have accumulated over many lifetimes. But underneath and woven throughout your entire being is that beautiful pure white gold that is pure and holy. So what you were designed in the original pattern of you is not your physical of today, which shows marks of age and decay, but you as you can imagine yourself to be in the prime of life radiating perfect health and vitality.
"As you can imagine yourself in the most exquisite ideal perfect form, majestic and graceful and refined, however you can imagine yourself as the ideal form, you are beginning to line up your imperfect human form with the ideal perfect form and truth that you were created to be. Imagination is your greatest tool. You are much more than you can imagine but your imagination is the highest and best tool we have to begin this work. It is called “visualization”. Working with imagination and visualization is how we sharpen our consciousness and RAISE our consciousness to more ideal planes of existence. It is how we sharpen our consciousness skills and talents. We improve ourselves through visualizing perfection in form. While we are only temporarily living in a limited material body, it is possible to rejuvenate it so that it lives a long and prosperous life, longer than our ancestors did. We can even ascend the body and become an immortal, but let’s stay within the realm of the possible right now. We are pure mind, pure heart, pure soul, buried inside an impure mind, heart and soul. But our most precious asset is our consciousness. Our ability to use our minds and choose what thoughts we entertain - that is our greatest asset.
"We can be poor in body and what we own, but we can be the richest person on earth in our own minds. By using the gifts of the spirit that is what I refer to as “the gold” within us. We have golden radiance within us or we wouldn’t be alive today. It is the golden radiance within us that gives us the breath of life. It is the immortal aspect of us. We are a part of the great source. We ARE the great source. And so are the people around us. They don’t know it yet, but we are about to begin remembering. The body is a house we built for ourselves when we came to live on Earth as a babe. But before that we were part of a great sea of consciousnesses. To be born here we have to reduce our greatness or we wouldn’t be able to identify with this world. We have to identify with this world and all the others in form. Now, during massage swaps when we start touching one another with this consciousness of being “more”, when we start loving one another with hands of light and love, we will start feeling goodness and peace. These are memories. Feelings of goodness, love and being loved are memories of our parent source, where we came from. Sensations in the physical body are feelings of that original love that made us, that is our home, that is the source of our breath and heartbeat.
"These sensations of love that we will stimulate in each other are remembering the great love we came from. We will feel good. Good is the best down-to-earth word to use. Just feel good with yourself. If you’re striving to make someone else feel good, you’re working too hard. Just allow yourself to feel good. We’re going to swap being the massager and the massagee. You give, then you receive. Then you give again and then you receive. We remember how good we can feel. Memories of the golden radiance that is woven in through our darker threads of unhappy energies we’ve accumulated. This is healing. Feeling good is tapping in to who we are in the ideal perfection . Peace and bliss are memories of who we are. Light beings flowing down into physical bodies. We can appreciate being human when we can feel good, happy, joyous and peaceful. From a human perspective, we’re just sitting there fully clothed touching fingers or faces, or maybe lying down on the mat and hugging, again fully clothed, but we are remembering when we are conscious and aware of this fact.
"Yes. it’s a fact and it’s a truth. This is the foundation of Tantric teachings. Each person must develop the awareness of the golden radiance within, alone. By him or herself. It is an inner awareness that must be developed. We must touch lightly. It is in conscious touching that we connect with the golden radiance with the other person - or try to, because we don’t have control over the other person’s consciousness. In ancient times a tantric master would teach a student separately for many months or years, until the student was ready to work with a partner, and he would pair them up to share the golden energy together. But while it took many years in past ages, today we are moving into a new age, a new golden age, where the light is radiating at a much faster and higher rate of speed into people, whether they know it or not. It’s happening to all who live upon the planet, even though they are not mentally aware of it.
"I yearn to begin sharing and showing how beautiful golden touch can be and it must be done without thinking “sex”. Lovemaking is a whole, completely different type of interaction than sex is. Making love when both partners are conscious of the radiance of love within them and being able to maintain that inner state of love within themselves, then making love is out of this world. Literally. It’s on another plane. It starts out beautiful, so warm, so endearing, so emotional, and it grows from there. That is what the love club intends to share and practice through massage swaps. We must start gently so the hungry ones, and you know the type, someone who is so hungry for touch that they rush you and pressure you into actions that you are not ready for. But we are all needy. Every one of us. So it‘s not “them“ we have to watch out for, but ourselves. We each have to learn how to not push and not pressure others, but always having the beautiful goal as an ideal lying ahead, waiting for someday. Not some ONE, but someday when we can hold onto love within our own hearts, then we will attract like a moth is attracted to a flame, we will attract someone of equal vibration.
"So let us grow our feelings of goodness through massage. Loving touch massage. It is sensual in the sense that it is warm, but all over. It’s not intended to turn on the genitals. The genitals have to let go. Let go of the genital turn-on feeling. Let the feelings flow all over the body. Grow your memories of that love that is exists all over the body. This is the fifth dimensional love. Grow your LIGHT body which is your LOVE body, which holds the love safe in a higher plane, out of range of the impure thought. We need to expand our capacity to receive love in more places than the lingam and yoni. We grow our capacities to bring love into all parts of the body, into more of our physical form. But our bodies must be refined enough to receive these loving divine energies that are so holy, so pure. The human body must be made ready and capable of receiving it. Is it ready?
"People call it rapture, or nirvana, but human beings have been there before, both in solitude, and in partnership as this is what ancient tantra masters taught to the few who were ready. Imagine a weaving of very fine hair-thin threads of light criss-crossing all through your body. Very, very fine, so fine they are invisible to the eye. These are on the etheric plane. Some weaves are thicker than others, and all of them are connected to the larger etheric spot lights that are called chakras placed at strategic points in the body. Chakras are where the pure golden love-light is held on higher planes. It can’t come into an impure place so it is up to the individual to begin the learning process. The love club is going to do that."
1/9/25 - Connecting to the all-that-is: your real self
Connecting to the ALL-THAT-IS is humbling. We're all one being. It is the small focused or inflated human ego that thinks it is better or worse off than anyone else. It is only the physical body of solid matter that appears different from everyone else. This is what feels and shows signs of superiority or inferiority. The intelligent awareness that overshadows the physical body is eternal. This that is our eternal nature is invisible to the small human ego that is so focused on rules, laws and limits. This intelligent overshading awareness is real real self. Your I AM THAT I AM and it is in continual joy.
We humans are only playing a part on stage, in costume. We forget. On purpose. Enlightenment is remembering. We are remembering our real self, our I AM THAT I AM. Don't attach so much importance to the part you're playing. Remember the magnificence you are coming from. You are descending down and on through your physical form. There is an ascension shift taking place within your physical human form. It is causing strain and confusion on your nervous system. But the eternal intelligence that overshadows the human body doesn't suffer. It is just another experience in the world of the creator. That does not minimalize it, it is an important step in the process of remembering. You are casting sweeping out the closets of old dust and debris. In the eyes if the eternal one, all is in healthy perspective. Trust the process.
We are each being readied for more realization in our own time. Detach from the outcome. Do not project or anticipate. Stay in your heart. Put both hands on your heart and close your eyes. Breathe deeply into your heart. Imagine your beautiful unique individual face overlaid over your heart. YOU are in your heart, centered there in your heart. Own your heart. Breathe deeply into your heart. Inhale new dawning insight into your heart. Allow your heart to receive this insight. You are coming into realization that you are who you are. You are real. You are unique. Own your uniqueness. You are an individual. Spend 5 minutes focusing into your beautiful face within your heart. Own the sensations of bliss within your heart.
1/8/25 - Feeling lost - Asking Master DK for advice
Dear Beloved Master Djwhal Khul, I am here asking audience with you. I feel lost and unsure of my direction right now. I am getting washed by the light, but everything hurts in my physical. I would love to go Home into the Light but it seems that I am to stay here to continue correcting my physical problems. I don’t know. Maybe that is a desire from the past that I need to let go of? I know that it is up to me, my choice, but I would like to soundboard with you. What is your Godly advice from the ascended realm? I see that I am still connected to this reality.... (DK interrupts....)
“No, my dear, you are not connected to this reality. You are connecting into Home, to the Oneness, to the Light. You have been thinking that this world you live in is separate from the Allness, the Light of Heavenly Bliss. It is not so. You must correct your perception. This world, your environment including Doug, your home, house, friends, sons, neighbors – all are part and parcel with the Light of Home. YOU are the one who is holding onto separation. Please recognize the oneness that is taking place. And do NOT focus so much on your physical restrictions! Let them go!!!" (Thank you Master DK!)
That was channeled 9 days ago. Since then I have been actively focusing on my own form of physical therapy AND reconnecting with the I AM Presence in my heart. I am experiencing more vitality and more energy, but the lower lumbar/tailbone pain is still there. Still, there is more vitality but the pain is still acute. An appointment with the acupuncture doctor tomorrow. Maybe he will help.
1/7/25 - Who is your higher self?
In the night I was awakened to write down a message. "How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you.
"Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water, like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating.
"You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to your higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance.
"You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go in and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplate it and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others."
1/6/25 - The Fifth Dimensional Love Club
The concept of the fifth dimensional love club is continuing to come forward in my thinking. It is the Galactic Federation of Light that is reminding me. Their messages have recently been more and more about bringing like-minded friends together to uplift, support and enjoy each other's company. Laugh, play, socialize, mix and mingle, giggle a lot. Even have a giggle meditation. But mostly it has been about focusing on uplifting loving, nurturing, considerate, caring feelings for one another. Not to discuss politics, or gossip or world affairs. Problem areas CAN be discussed, of course, from a more uplifting sort of way. It is not the words that create negative vibrations but the ATTITUDE. Raising attitudes to higher ALTITUDES is what the fifth dimension is all about. Love is the first attitude to be raised up.
We can look at how to raise up an attitude of love from many different directions. This is where the Galactic Federation of Light is overlapping with DK's messages on Tantra. Both have to do with spiritualizing our human lives to be richer, more authentic, more real, more giving instead of focus on neediness which leads to selfishness and closed narrow thinking about self too much and how much lack is in our life. The fifth dimensional love club is all about cultivating these higher-minded attitudes. A favorite phrase of mine, I want to start one but the time has not been convenient so far.
DK once said, Light is meant to be given. When light is given or expressed, light becomes love. It moves out to join with others and is felt as a visceral, sensual feeling. Light is information. When information (light or information) is held back and not moving, it does not create love. It tends to jam up and create a backlog which, in turn, tends to create confusion and problems. Do not hold onto light. Share it, DK said. Light has to shine and go somewhere. Let it become a love. Light’s very nature is to light up areas, to increase the light, to warm up the area. Expand the light and bestow life wherever there is an opportunity or opening.
It is time we created opportunities to share our light and our good will and love with each other. Over the years as a massage therapist I approached this problem from many directions, but I consistenly ran into the sex problem. Either the push for sex or the resistance. Sex has so often created divisions between people - and feelings of shame or guilt or trauma. Much trauma surrounds sex. I kept thinking, "Why do I keep thinking about this? I asked DK. He responded. Because the Love Club is actually the Light Club. Light is freedom, Light is unconditional. Sex is a thing, an object, a form of physical. It is narrowed down because in order to make a form, there have to be boundaries. Sex has boundaries. Sex is a funnel shaped thing asking people to fill it. The fifth dimensional love club you are talking about is to expand the view, not contract it. To widen the perspective and enjoy the freedom that comes with that expansion and widening. Sex is too narrow and too focused. The Light club is a shining to all around. It is love in the unconditional or neutral range. The infinite range. It is not selective or objectified.
Yes, you can create form life with Light. You can create wars and chaos and hatred and judgmental situations with Light. But the intention is to use light as an ENHANCEMENT and a joy within form life, to create love, warmth, unity, togetherness, and not to hold life back. We are to learn how to work with Light while we are in human form, to practice with creating a higher dimensional expression of fun, love, happiness, pleasure on more elevated and refined levels. And to practice how to make it beautiful, enjoyable, exciting, creative, so that it elevates people and creates abundance.
The problem is that many shut the light off. They withhold information. Light is information and when it is withheld, the light contracts and does not produce the warm feelings of goodness. Holding back dims down the vibration. Lowers it. Dulls it to gray and darkness follows if one is not aware or careful. Lack of light creates unhappy situations, stress, frustration, pain and often illness and tragedy. DK says, "Learn how to work with Light. Find the middle place where form life and non-form life exist together and where they create a flowing, like a river of flowing life and love particles. Learn how to have a joyous, happy, exhilarating, life abundant for all together." We are humans. We live in solid physical forms that are capable of feeling immense warmth, love and creative exciting adventures. The trick is to recognize, appreciate, honor and respect that sex has a place in the wholeness of human life, but it is holding us back from rising higher than the waist and genital area.
Let us heal the polarities caused by this focus on below-the-waist genital sex. The key word is "focus". It is where we focus that the energy goes, and all too often it stops there below the waist. Let us raise the raise the focus to the fifth dimensional from out of the lower third or possibly second dimension, which is REALLY low vibration! There is a time and place for eating, drinking and making merry. And so is there a time and place for making high beautiful love that reaches higher and higher and infinitely higher than that - all the way to the stars. Let's create some fun times together with a fifth dimensional love club!
1/4/25 - Especially for women of the heart
Before I began sewing at the sewing machine, I stopped and connected with my heart. I called upon the ascended masters and especially DK. A very nice meditation while sitting there at the sewing machine. I saw two rows of ascended beings in bright colors leading up to the sun. I am making the sun my home now. I see the sun anchored in my heart. I heard the words, “Calling women of the heart.” The vision of the ascended masters was beautiful. They were not the focus but the guidelines, two rows of guide posts. Their hands reaching down to me, and the other hand reaching up, pointing to the sun. They created a path of light for me. It brought tears to my eyes and a feeling of lumpiness in my throat all around. This is my path. Words came unbidden: "A mastery class for women" and DK began speaking to me:
"Home is where the heart is and your heart is in your chest - not in your husband’s chest, or your mother’s or father’s or sister’s or brother’s or son’s or daughter’s or anyone else’s chest. The path of mastery is the path of owning your own heart, your own divine source of intelligence, for your light is coming through your heart. Your heart is a portal to the heavens within which you have your true home. Now, let us begin.
"Remember you ARE your heart, you are not your physical body. No matter how young or how old, you are always in a state of becoming - of entering into the world of form, but you are not form. As you are flowing into your heart, you begin to detect the surroundings of your environment. The first environment is your own body and the memories in the form of energies that you created in the world of form. And not just THIS body you inhabit today, but other bodies you have lived in prior to this life. You have these memories and energies stored in you beneath your conscious mind, forgotten, but they are not forgotten by your inner self. They add pressure to your current world and situations. You detect them. Remember - you are NOT this body. You are a flowing consciousness from the sea of source creation, impartial, all-knowing, all loving, all complete in and of yourself.
"You owe allegiance to no one for you are all that is in your original before-form state. The intelligent thought you think in your mind is a shadow of the real, of your blinding reality and wholeness. The feelings you think are reflections of something much greater. The sounds you hear are dull shades covering up the truth of the REAL, whispering through you like ghosts from all directions. Your own past, your own body, other selves’ bodies, other selves’ pasts, and from the trees, air, water, vegetation, food and immovable objects that surround you in the world of form. You cannot escape the ghosts of the past except through your heart. By anchoring into your heart you tune into the higher planes of your real self. You tune into the correct station, YOUR station, and you clear up the static and noise from others. YOUR station is you. You receive intelligence and wisdom and knowledge loud and clear when you take time out from the static of the outer world of form and other people and listen to your own clear truth. Teaching for this day comes from Master DK." (Received 8/4/18)
1/3/25 - Personal update on the ascension transition
There have been so many breakthroughs (downloads) over the last few days and weeks, I don't know where to begin to put them into practical words. My chief number one role is to share what I'm personally going through. As the Master DK told me (more than once) - "They", meaning the spiritual hierarchy who knows every soul on the planet and watches over us - "want to tap the erotic lifestyle." So I know that I have had a certain mission to write from this particular perspective - from the sexual standpoint which is the heavier, thicker and denser vibrations of the human body.
Because I have had advanced training in the occult mysteries in my past incarnations, I came into this embodiment with a special mission - to uncover the truth about this whole sexual block and why it has been holding humanity back from evolving. It has been a matter of uncovering past-life memories. These are the breakthroughs I've been going through. And I'm not the only one. Many other people have been going through the same memory retrieval of their past lives too. I see them on the internet, on Facebook and individual podcasts. Especially the near-death experiences are lovely to read. And the OBE's revealing past life memories, along with new visions, new downloads. And along with this entry into higher dimensions we have the many Galactic families of light who have been quietly coming closer and near to us. The UFOs, UAPs, stories of abductions and government drones notwithstanding.
The real extraterrestrials of light cannot come too openly until more people are ready to receive them, for they operate within the laws of the universe, which is harmony and unity. So, for now, the Galactic Federation of Light is the official name under which they are approaching. Communication is being done with individuals who are ready to receive them through mind-to-mind contact, or telepathic communication. This can take the form of inner vision and most often dreams - the good dreams. Everyone has had this experience. They may shrug it off as fantasy at first, but I am here to suggest Please don't. Pay attention. We as a planet are moving into higher dimensions of space. This is happening simultaneously as the dark negative attitudes are fading, compliments of individuals who are ready to move into higher more refined space. This is a massive planetary transition. The whole planet is in a new location in space. We cannot avoid receiving the higher information. We are inhaling more refined air when we breathe, and let go of negative air when we exhale. No different than when we visit the top of the Himalayas where the atmosphere is thinner.
The most recent download of information received was in the last 24 hours. I have been experiencing tremendous shifts in feelings, emotional, mental, often depressing attitude shifts. I kept feeling different hues and colors of consciousness, from depressing to determination, from feeling very old, like "Am I dying?" , to feeling invigorated, to experiencing thoughts and feelings that I couldn't identify with. They were simply strange. Not me. They didn't belong to me, and they made me feel bad. Really bad. Almost hopeless. It has made me think I'm going through a breakdown of sorts, like "This is all wrong! What can I do about it?" But there is nothing anyone can do, and I am helpless. But then - if I stick to my guns I will have a shift to a new phase. A new download. It just takes walking through the valley of the shadow of death, as someone once wrote and preserved for such as me. This has been going on for weeks, months. In fact the last three years. I can remember the exact day it all began, June 20, 2021. That day I started a new meditation around midnight. It was a sudden inspiration to do this new technique, and within a half hour I couldn't breathe. It threw my heart out of balance. I had to wake up Doug who then took me to the hospital. This was the beginning.
Of course, I didn't know what was going on, but it was the beginning of many changes. Symptoms of the ascension - the shift from the third dimension to the fourth and now on to the fifth dimension. I started learning more about who I am and "remembered" how to deal with new situations. Nobody else could have told me. I had to go through the experience myself, for this is why we are here - to have experiences. It is through our own sacred real-life experiences that we gather wisdom for the good of the whole.
This is what I am writing about today. Your personal experiences are SO important. They are sacred. Please love yourself enough and honor yourself enough, and trust the deep instinct that you have within. Don't let others tell you you are wrong when you KNOW how to get through this. Your brain does not know, but YOU know. You are the master organizer and planner of this life and body. You are the mother that lives in your body as instinct and motherly knowledge. Your mother is the matter of your body. Matter means "mother". And most important, the strange, depressing weird feelings that keep shifting and changing and popping up and then disappearing - these are the old attitude shifts being released. If they feel wrong, they are wrong. They are outdated. They are old, ancient energies that have been allowed to remain long past due. Their date expried a long time ago and you forgot they were there. Your higher self is now breaking through and releasing them for you.
Our bodies are mere flesh and blood and they are changeable. We know that because we have experimented with diets and exercises and other mindful activities to change the way we appear and feel. But the brain doesn't always know what WE know in our deeper soul instincts. The brain is the one that has been cultivated and formed by exposure to society at large, and to the laws that imprison us. We've all been indoctrinated - aka brain-washed - with certain "beliefs". These "beliefs" have been hard-wired into us so it's difficult to change a belief. It takes a higher self to help us change. We have to be motivated and we have to be patient. But eventually we can change who we are to be a better, more uplifting person, a healthier one, and one more in harmony with the others who live with us and love us. Our "beliefs" helped us fit into the culture and helped us grow through childhood, school, college and business, but now our soul is taking over. Our higher self is the soul and the spirit breaking new records for us. Reminding us that there is a more beautiful "me" within. I can feel it. It is the real me that coming on line and, unfortunately, it is causing some mild pain in the process, breaking down old structures that we once relied upon and thought of as "law".
The more you trust instinct/intuition, these awful attitude shifts will move on more quickly. No matter how bad they are, suck it up so the the real self, the God-self can follow through and bring new hope and higher vision. And you can say, "Ahhhh! That's more like it!" Trust your Higher Self, the Father or Mother God of your being which lives within you. The more you turn the whole situation over to that higher, purer divine intelligence that you are, deep behind the so-called curtain hidden from view, the better you will come out just fine in the end. It may take a few days or weeks because your body is a limited body. It really is kind of like an automaton. But not really. It is a living flesh-and-blood physical body, but it has been limited to a restricted protocol. You remain the behind-the-scenes manager of your life. It is an inner belief to do the right thing that compels us to move beyond a limitation. We don't know why we are so compelled, but we trust it. It is because we have many past lives (or other lives) where we learned that it was wiser to trust it than to go against it. This is wisdom carried over from prior experience. We have instincts in that direction. The master planner is your own past wisdom surfacing. We have been calling it "the higher self" but it is you. Your own purer self which is more authentic and real and true. It is more closely connected to the One Infinite Creator who lives within ALL beings.
When I write about ascension massage, I am trying to reach that one infinite creator knowledge and wisdom that lives within the body of the person I am touching. I know that if I can connect with that creator light with my soft receptive hands, it will flow to me and I will feel it as a loving presence. I have done so in the past. There is wisdom and great knowledge within every single human body, trapped inside the body's cells, and I for one would dearly love to put my hands on a body and feel it again. I have felt it before when I was engaged as a priestess in other lands. But that's for another day.
Meanwhile, I am writing spontaneously. I am giving a "thumbs up" for all of us. We are doing good. We are carrying on. Continue to have faith in who you are. Apply patience, reason, respect, honor, grace, truth and be spontaneous - let it flow forth - to deal with any uncomfortable situation that arises. Use uplifting words. Imagine those words in your mind's eye. I like "joy". Joy, joy, joy, joy. I like to use the word "celebrate" and I love to imagine a party where everyone is happy and flowing spontaneously with happiness. This is very uplifting to me. Sending love and hugs for today. Look up into the spacious blue sky and imagine beautiful elegant starships hovering above you, beaming down at you. The Galactic families of light are watching over us and whispering beautiful words to us, mind-to-mind.
The following two websites are posting up-to-date Galactic messages every day. Enjoy!
https://gflstation.com/
https://www.universallighthouse.com/
1/2/25 - Building excitement, joy, inspiration and vitality
Every morning upon awaking, think “Light to all beings!” Instead of focusing on yourself and how bad you feel, think of the world around you with positivity. Say it out loud "Light to all beings on the planet!". Put your vocal chords into action. Clap your hands while saying it to put your body into action. Move from your hips even before getting out of bed and start the chant - "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude". Say each word multiple times over and over, out loud, "peace - peace - peace - peace", clapping your hands to the rhythm. Once you start the action going your body WILL follow suit. Unless you can't make yourself do it because it's silly.
This is a brand new technique. It works. I've tried it. I invented it. I'm working with it now. The physical body is getting tired, old, dull and gray from doing the same old same old same old same old routine. Give it something new to do. Something UPLIFTING. There is no better way to uplift yourself than to give something to someone else. If you spend your time stewing in your own depressing juices, you won't ever get any better. Just thinking with the brain matter won't get you better. Your body has to move and change its routine for a better, sweeter, pleasanter routine. If you ever feel bad again, like if you ever have a very, very bad problem, turn around and give something to someone else. See how much better you feel in a little while. It's a turn-around. It's a total BIG reversal in the way we're used to, how we've been taught and trained.
Your body needs some upliftment and this is the way to do it. Move, clap your hands, radiate happy words OUT and away from yourself so you don't have time to think about how bad you feel. Just saying the words out loud and clapping your hands and swinging your hips alone will start the action. New vitality and interest will kick in. It will surprise you. "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude!" These are my words. You can substitute your own uplifting words. I'm just sharing what I use. But each person has a uniquely different value system with focus on special meanings. Use your OWN meaningful words. What turns you to comfort and upliftment? What makes you feel good? What brings pleasant memories to the surface? And last but not least - add a visual picture to this. Form a picture of the planet Earth with you radiating like a sun from where you are located. Hold that picture in your mind. See the sun radiating across the globe, covering larger and larger territory as you continue to spread the good words out loud.
Beware that your ego will probably not like this. It may say to you, “Stop that! That’s silly and a waste of time.” It may make you feel insecure, as if you're wasting valuable time (check the clock) and shouldn’t be spending time on this. Or it's stupid and somebody might hear you and think you crazy. KILL THAT THOUGHT and continue with the program if you want to get some vitality back into your life. Excitement and positive change in attitude are gained by giving from a high place. From a higher altitude. From a place where everyone is part of the bigger life. Reach for the sun. It's not the devil giving you false information to stop. It's your own brain waves running on automatic. Replaying monotony. Gray. Depressing. Same old same old. Don’t listen. Your ego wants to keep you on track, the way it's always been, day in, day out. It's an artificial intelligence. It's not the real you. It doesn’t know how to change and it doesn't want you to change. Its comfort is doing the same routine. It is hard-wired into the body. You may think it's your mind but it's not. It's only the flesh part of you - the robot part of you. It does what it's been programmed for. But YOU are the master of the body, the intelligence behind the body. And when YOU decide to change a sub-routine, you'll do it. You'll work it out. The body will resist for awhile, and the brain will sput and sputter for awhile old cranky thoughts, but not for too long. If we are tenacious and stick to the new program it won't take too long to get it to comply. It is, after all, only flesh. It's changeable and flexible. It is not eternal or immortal as the master intelligence which you are.
We saw a great documentary today about the brain's ability to focus on what the CONSCIOUSNESS wants. The brain is not the consciousness. You are the consciousness. You can be in a coma, as the documentary said, and still pick up on what is going on in the room. The brain may not register it but your consciousness is always there. Otherwise the body wouldn't be alive and breathing. Now, as the documentary showed, new instruments are being used to register the CONSCIOUSNESS which is the spirit or intelligence that runs the body's systems. It can upgrade the body when it - the master consciousness - decides that it is time to do so. This may be the soul. I think it is. The body is just a robot and it is constantly changing and upgrading as we experience new situations in life. It is fortunate that the body is made of living cells and not metal. Otherwise, if it were metal, it would keep you in the same locked-down routine day after day until the end of your time. Doing the same things every day, thinking the same thoughts, focusing on the same words, not improving or bettering yourself. Artificial intelligence, not real or alive. We are real and alive and we can change our programming.
This that I am advising you to do may sound like a big change in routine, or maybe not. Maybe you are already a yoga practitioner or follow a betterment program every day. If so, wonderful! Congratulations. You are already doing something to serve others around you. If not (yet) consider that a person has to change if you want to upgrade your whole system and stay with the earth as it moves into higher planes. Higher orbit, higher space. We are being visited by extraterrestrials who are more advanced than we are. They've already been through their evolution to higher realms and they are reaching back to quietly assist us in making the same evolutionary change in our old ways. Extraterrestrials operate from shielded ships beyond our sight. I am in touch. I am connected. Meanwhile, I'm just a normal earthling and we are feeling the changes from many quarters of life.
The pressure is on betterment, on refinement, on sophistication, on benevolence, kindness, caring, supporting each other without making a big fuss about it. The pressure is LIGHT. Be light in everything you do. Go with the lighter flow. Tell your body to radiate peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace and gratitude. Or use your own words of meaning and value. Use words and speak them out loud to increase the inflow of energy and vitality that you can actually feel in your skin and muscles and mind. Enthusiasm, excitement, desire to serve the greater good - it comes in faster and quicker when you do this. Be a NEW human. Let the old human rut and routine go. Train yourself with new habits. This will take time to practice. Be patient. Relax while doing it. Don't make a big deal out of it. Know that it is a timeless effort. An ongoing effort. One that never ends so relaxing and feeling good about it is important. It is not limited by time, space or fences.
You HAVE to change if you want to feel like you belong here because the world is changing. The planet is changing to higher realms. We must change along with it. We do that by becoming a more pleasant person to be around, both to our SELF and to others. Think positive. Think happy. Think pleasurable. Kindness. Be kind to yourself. Do something right now that is comforting to you. You upgrade your DNA by upgrading your belief in comfort and relaxation. Then all segments of life fall into place. It balances out because comfort and relaxation are love for oneself. DNA is built out of old belief systems. It comes from our ancestors when we were babies. This DNA was passed on to you at your birth, but it has subsequently changed since then. Now you are going to change it some more because the belief systems you grew up with are now outdated. The old beliefs are too depressing. To stay with the new earth’s changes we must all become more caring, more balanced, more trustworthy, more sensitive, more refined, more uplifting, more real, more truthful, more positive in thought, word and action - happy, kind, uplifting action.
The earth is moving to higher altitudes (attitudes) where the atmosphere is lighter and more spacious, and provides more room for relaxing and stretching out and believing in dreams and ideals, and that it's OK to take your time in just about everything you do. You just don't have to rush any more. The Earth herself, Mother Nature, is also bringing balance to her shores and mountains. She too is settling into the new higher ways of living more relaxed and peaceful. There is more balance taking place. Mother Earth is already in the higher altitudes but we, mankind, are lagging behind. The higher altitudes provide more time for talking, sharing, dreaming, relaxing. Then justice is better served, truthfulness is better expressed, integrity is better felt. There is no rush to be somewhere. The whole realm is settling into a finer, lighter space in orbit around Father-Sun and Mother Earth is attuned to her counterpart. We are adorned with easiness now and light-heartedness. There are no devils here.
1/1/25 - Happy New Year 2025!
Just saying Happy New Year to all. This is a spontaneous, off-the-top-of-my head blog today. I hope everyone is feeling good and not too confused with all the changes and transitions to higher consciousness. We are heading into the fifth dimension or higher. The planet is moving rapidly into new locations in the galaxy and all of us contributing to this because we are inhaling lighter energy, lighter electrons (which is conscious light) and therefore we becoming lighter in awareness whether or not we know we are. Have you noticed anything unusual lately?
I am grounding the light better but not good enough. My brain is not as disoriented as it was a week or month ago, but my body is still hurting when I walk. Really bad. My spine feels crunched, nerves are pinched from the tailbone "fall". I didn't roll on the tennis balls the last two days, thinking perhaps I would see if that helped. It didn't. It is the light that is coming down from above, from the higher realms, that is not getting down far enough in the spine to mix and blend with the heavy density in my lower heavier body. All the focus on physical pain when I walk is preventing the light from entering. Too much focus on the physical body is locking out the refined light above. It should be flowing more freely.
The heavy dense consciousness on body needs, physical needs, is locking it out. I am not receiving enough of the higher refined pure light. The light in the body cells is trapped inside the physical, creating bloating, hurting back pain, neuropathy in legs and feet - all the symptoms of ascension. The focus on the physical is causing the problem. Too much focus on the physical. No joy, no love, no peace, drooping while still on the vine. The Ascended Masters, guides and Galactics are all advising us to STOP FOCUSING on the physical. "You are not a physical body!" they are saying. You are a crystalline light body. Your physical body is floating inside a sphere, a magnificent brilliant diamond light crystalline light sphere. Visualize this.
I will discuss solutions tomorrow. Am continuing to get more insight and downloads. The light in the body cells are literally trapped inside the heavy denseness of the physical focus. So we have to start visualizing the light that we are. We think we are physical (heavy meat) but we're not. We created our physical body the same way we create dresses and suits to wear OVER our bodies. We created the body as a vessel, like a car, to get into it and drive it around and be part of the earth planet. But we are the light that manages and drives the body and, and we need to visualize ourselves as this light. As we visualize ourselves as light we can become the light that we are and remember where we came from. This is the teachings of the ancients and the masters.
We were led to believe that we have to preserve our physical bodies and so we run to the doctors to get medicines and pills and other tools to try to keep ourselves locked up and into our physical body. We think we are doing something good for ourself but we are actually holding ourself prisoner of the body. We are holding onto the diseases and the problems and the issues and the traumas we've had in the past. No! say the higher ones. Let go. Go spontaneous. Be free. Be flowing. Be alive. Be real. Be authentic. Be here NOW! In the moment.
Stop focusing on the physical heaviness of your body. You are keeping yourself locked up. You are your own warden keeping you inside a small restricted cell. You MUST start visualizing light. This is what I've been getting. We are crystalline light. Pure clarity. When you leave your body at death, you are free. You become suddenly alive, knowing how good it feels to be free of the heaviness of the body. But you are now going through a physical ascension. Keep your body but let go of focusing on it. Be free. Be spontaneous. Be flowing. Be in love. Visualize light and love. And BREATHE! Breathe deep and wide and long and hold the breath for a few short seconds. Not too long. Just long enough to let the fresh air enter the lungs and pass it on to the heart. The heart will distribute it through the blood pumping. Breathe in the light calmly, gently. Allow your body to absorb this new light, and then exhale. Again, calmly, gently, relaxed. Don't force it. Be gentle with yourself. Be relaxed with your beautiful body. It is a lovely body. Be soft with it. Nurture it with motherly love. Be kind with your body. Love your body. Love your organs. And that's all for now.
12/31/24 - Going deeper into physicality
After the initial awakening of kundalini near 50 ears ago, and going into the light and the phenomenal return to normal again after, my first conscious session with the kundalini was an active physical exercise session. I experienced roots growing down from my feet into the earth before my arms and legs began picking up speed. It has taken me 50 years to finally get what this means and overrule my head trip. I now understand. I had to learn this new perspective. It’s a different way of seeing things.
The head is so jam-packed full of pre-programmed sub-routines I couldn’t see it before now. I had to learn how to return back down to where I started from – the pelvic bowl or root chakra, which is where DK has been taking me in different messages. It is an ancient teaching that we MUST return to our mother in the root chakra before we can ascend. So that’s been my journey – learning how to descend.
The ego brain information has waylaid me a lot. I keep using my brain to “see things”, but the brain is not my real conscious self. The brain is only a physical organ, a tool to perform a certain function. It’s not the real ME. Then the Saddlebrook vision came to mind which occurred several years after kundalini awakened, as a hint what was going to happen. That vision fills in more information about the human journey of fun and adventure as two separate beings – there's a male me and a female me. But what has been totally missing from the ancient teachings is the need to go down FURTHER. Go down DEEPER. It’s not sufficient to say “return to the mother in the pelvic bowl." There is more to this teaching, to this understanding. And this is it.
The roots symbolize going down deeper into the earth like tree roots. But no, don’t do that. Don’t go down in your mind, as in a linear journey measured by feet, yards and miles into the earth. No. Don’t go down with your mind. Go down with your FEELINGS. To feel you must go lower into the crunched, packed spaces where atoms and molecules and swirling electrons rub shoulders with each other. It’s packed in this density. It’s packed solid. It’s all about FEELING your way, squeezing your way, pushing and bumping your way into the crowded stuff of your body. Use mental words only as direction setters, like mapping out a car trip. But you have to literally go in the car and drive it if you want to take the journey. Make it real and make it an adventure.
So too we have to push our way down into the crunched spaces of our body. That's what I've been doing lately and it's been a real awakening journey. You don’t know what you will encounter on a car trip journey, but you have a destination and a goal to give your direction. So, too we have to create a desire and have a game plan and a destination to go deep down inside this stuffed crammed physical dense solid body that is packed with emotional memories and feelings. Literally PACKED with feelings which are holding you back. they are the confusions holding us back.
This road trip down into the body of feelings will be rewarded. You will discover yourself. You will come back richer than you went down. You must shoulder your way down into them. It is crunch time. There is no one to tell you how to do this. Only your feelings will tell you. Follow your feelings. Your Mother Kundalini is your feelings. She will guide you. Ask her.
12/30/24 - A light storm is brewing
Sharing a powerful experience yesterday. I was wearing headphones for the first time, listening to 528 hz music while doing my breathings and other morning rituals. I was sitting on the end of the bed in front of my homemade altar of sorts, facing south out the window with eyes closed. I began doing the deep-breathing first down and then up the spine, and then I started spinning the chakras. Suddenly, without warning, I was seeing “light storms” in my inner eye. Someone was blowing light through my chakras. I could tell it was someone else doing it, not me. Someone from a higher plane but I didn’t know who. I thought at first it was Father Sun but quickly got a “no”.
The light storm was throwing things around like a tornado, stirring up trash, broken furniture and other objects. Things were flying in the air. It was like a fierce wind blowing things around but it was LIGHT, not wind. I wondered who was blowing if not Father Sun? A moment later, it was Ashtar! Ashtar was blowing the light through me and causing the light storm. I got the chills upon recognizing the name. I've had rare visits from Ashtar before. Now he was blowing the light through me. Emotion stirred, tears sprang up, my heart opened, and I was whooshed upward into a plane beyond thought, similar to a daydream state where time stands still. Deep emotions were touched. Sweet, reverent feelings, waaaay higher than normal human feelings. I haven’t felt anything like this for a long, long time. Only on rare occasions.
I believe it was the 528 Hz music that filtered out the normal static in the room - static that I'm not even aware of. But also I have been working with the light for a long time. Light and love. I suggest to everyone to listen to 528 Hz music thru headphones. I believe the normal atmosphere that surrounds us is filled with the same thoughts, day in, day out, constantly recycling into our brain and thinking. I am sure that is why we have such difficulty moving ourselves to higher clarity, purer thinking, cleaner feelings. The Solfecchio scales present us with very pure vibrations and tones. You find them on Youtube. Listening to music with ONLY your ears, you cut out the riff-raff in the air that is normally around you and constantly hitting the brain. Toxic stuff.
Today I had more light experiences during meditation time. More downloads of insight and revelations. Exquisite. The light was very powerful but no one was blowing it at me! It was just the light itself. It was so real and so intense (again I had the earphones on) so that I was caught up in it. It spoke to me continuously so that I became the light. In and out of the light, seeing it, understanding it, comparing it, melting into it even as I remained clear in my mind. I was able to follow its logic like following a person speaking. It was such a strong impact. It made me realize that we are, as a people, as a planet, all of us, we are reaching higher and higher into finer realms of cosmic harmony, what we call the celestial heavens above us. It is all real. If we can only cut out the riff-raff or normal human frustrations that bog us down. I was literally being washed in the light, as if in a washing machine. I was one of the objects being tumbled around by this great magnificent light that we are all moving into.
Don't worry or be afraid of the light storm. Each individual will only get what they are ready to receive and can handle. I was ready for a light storm because I've been asking for it, edging into it for years.
Blessings to you - and have a Happy New Year celebration tomorrow, however you choose to celebrate. With people or privately, alone.
12/27/24 - Another word for energy is emotion
Another word for energy is emotion. It is a better word because it is more understandable and practical. We can connect better with the word “emotion” than “energy”. An energy field is an emotional field. When someone steps inside your personal space you can FEEL it. It changes your consciousness. Consciousness is also an emotion. It is an extremely high emotion. There is an endless spectrum of feelings which may be registered by the mind and body. It is a process of evolution to raise the capacity to detect feelings on the higher planes, which we call mental or intellectual. But the very sea of life is a sea of emotional awareness that is in harmony all the way through and through. It is not separated as we humans have done into distinctly different layers. This is a new thought and new way of defining it, but it struck me today very powerfully that energy and emotion is one thing and interchangeable.
We become aware of higher planes of consciousness as we become aware of higher planes of feeling, perceiving and yes, even thought. It has been said that thought is abstract, but every thought registers a feeling along with it. We expand our awareness as we expand our feelings. It is an endless journey of sensations, sensitivities and awareness. And there are those emotions that fall below the neutral line and are negatively colored, and those which rise above the line to become positively colored. When we fall down into the dull gray zones of disinterest and boredom, we are registering emotion. Emotion is a new word to consider in place of energy. While there will be disagreement in this statement, it might be interesting to note how it changes your understanding. It is more visceral when thinking "emotion", than when thinking "energy". It connects better with the practical man.
When you expand your consciousness, you expand your emotions. Expanding emotions means expanding the space between the subatomic particles we call "energy". It expands the space between the subatomic particles in the substance of matter. It MOVES the emotion. It MOVES the energy so that it is more flowing and allowing. It becomes more positive instead of stuck recycling the same old stuff and not moving it. Expanding emotion means raising the emotion, allowing it to flow better, resulting in a finer emotion, one that is more appreciative, graceful, charming, happier. Awareness is also a feeling. Awareness is a feeling that is so much more elevated that we don't think of it as an emotion. But notice the next time you become aware of something new, something different. Is there not an emotion that is registered at the same time? Like a perception? Perceiving is an emotion. Sensitivity is an emotion. Divinity is an emotion.
Praising the Lord is an emotion. Reverence is an emotion. Attitudes of sacredness are emotions. It is not possible to be in the presence of such highly exalted states of love without feeling emotional. Ecstacy, bliss and rapture are emotions. It is the sea of life in which we move and and have our being. Emotions connect us, heart, mind, body and soul. It is a harmonizer. Another word we might consider is soul. Maybe emotions are the soul? Notice what your emotions are registering right now. Is your soul registering this? What are you feeling about the discussion? Are you bored with it? Impressed? Disagree? Disgusted? Calling it "energy" neutralizes it somewhat. We lose the value of this which is quite real. The sea of emotions is playing out all around us but we are not recognizing it.
If you don’t like the feeling you are currently having, substitute something exciting and positive for you. Focus on something you WANT to do. Change what you're doing, your attention on what you're doing, and you'll change your emotions (your energies). Change your emotional field. You are the one creating it. You can change it. Have a prepared list of things, tasks or projects to be done that you can switch gears and jump into at a moment’s notice. Something that interests you so it captures your complete attention. It will then take you away from the emotional field (energy field) you did not like. Do you get bored easily and wish something exciting would happen in your life? You would be surprised how easy it is to change your emotional field and raise your excitement level. I've tried it. I've been following Ascended masters instructions. They've been here where we are and they've learned some tricks. Are you frustated? Confused? Can't identify what to call it? It's just a matter of changing tasks and focus to something you'd rather be doing. It is usually just a matter of changing focus. Stop the slide into dullness, which is a matter of losing interest. Vitality. Life force. You CAN change it immediately if you are aware. Aware that your mood is the result of losing vital life force. Stay interested. Change often.
Surprisingly, the heart is like the doorway to the underground spring that feeds you vitality. The heart is an instrument that registers BOTH sides of life, the spiritual and the material or practical. The heart is the fulcrum. A deep underground spring feeds upward into the heart which pumps blood to the nerves and endocrine system, brain and organs. Your true Self is an underground spring that descends down from pure unadulterated, uncontaminated divinity. Your true Self is purer underground than it is on the surface where you interact with other people. You are constantly giving and receiving emotions (energies) from strangers and family all day long and even during sleeping hours. We live in a sea of emotions (energies). But with careful attention to shifts in perception, it is possible to stay alert. Keep moving. Don't stop. Don't stagnate. When resting, have affirmations to repeat to keep your mind alert until you fall asleep.
Your real Self is more pure, graceful and holy the deeper you go into stillness. It is like going underground to the wellspring that feeds your body, mind and spirit. The artificial you on the surface are watered down, along with everyone else, and modified by the constant interactions of unidentified emotions being shared and exchanged. The confusions of the mass population. We are feel blah, drained and confused from all the input in the environment. Remember your purer Self is coming up gently through underground springs that feed pure life force to you. Shut off the world for 20 or 30 minutes, morning, noon and night before going to bed, and go silent. Picture your heart with a sun shining inside. Enter softly into this imaginary picture superimposed over your heart. Your purity and innocence dwells there in pure rare softness. There is also a heart living inside each and every cell in your body. In the brain cell, muscle cell, lung or liver cell. As your heart pump, pump, pumps the blood, it will carry your emotion of reverence and grace out to the cells via the circulation system. They receive it and spring to life unnoticed by you. It is a revival mechanism - a process taught by the masters and their followers. That is why meditation has grown in popularity over the years. People are discovering its ability to regenerate. It is literally a life saver by resurrecting the tired and worn out cells of the body and brain.
12/25/24 - Activating the immortality gene thru ascension massage
(Edited on 12/26/24) I have known for a long time that loving massage by warm, nurturing hands is a natural prelude to lovemaking, but it has taken years for me to get to this point of understanding - some additional skills are needed. An attitude adjustment is required in order to raise the energies from the "normal" sexual position to the finer, more blissful, more rapture heavenly experience. But not to detract from a simple massage on a massage table, let me say the ascension massage is a natural way to start the good feelings flowing. It prepares both parties to start feeling good.
There is an energy in the body that is innate, natural and sensual but NOT SEXUAL. Sex falls into a different category. It requires physical labor and hard work. Sex involves thinking, manipulating, planning, pumping, pressing, rubbing, and also trying to get the other person to comply. In contrast to all that physical labor, the immortality gene is a smoother, more natural feeling of sweetness that resides in the human body. But this natural feeling doesn't have a chance in the normal human's day of stress and tension. It gets fragmented and held back by all the moving about. Planning, differences of opinions, confusion, need for organizing, considerating needs of others - all of which causes tension - gets in the way. There is no smoothness in the typical human's day.
The immortality gene is a natural innate caring, kind, considerate, heavenly, motherly energy that is always there in the background of our human awareness. This is what we focus on in ascension massage. It's in the cells, tissues and organs of the body, trapped there, and even further back than that. This gene is not a gene, it is the underlying life force. It is what breathes thru us and beats our heart and brings us conscious awareness (if we pay attention). This gentle motherly force - the spirit of the body - is held back preferring stress and anxiety to get in the way. Things must be done "my way or the highway". So the kind motherly instinct to be gentle, loving and sweet is not an easy thing to implement. My role has been singularly focused on it. I am to discuss it. I was hesitant for years to put concrete words to it. I didn't realize how subtle it was. I was still mystified ten years ago when the Masters first introduced it to me. Now, today, I am upgrading my approach. I'll be using the direct approach. And words that cannot be misunderstood. It is necessary in presenting the case before the public. Instruction and demonstration is needed before the sweetness of heaven's love can be accessed. We must prepare ourselves thru education. It is important to know what is blocking the road and preventing us from moving to higher ground and higher ecstasy, healing and fulfillment.
The immortality gene is what we call the soul, the spirit, the consciousness that has lived before. Before this body ever came to be born. We have an immortal aspect to us but it's been kept hidden and imprisoned behind lock and key. Holding back the tendency to love is what keeps us in repeating old dull patterns of war, violence, angst, confusion, tension, frustration. In other words, the human condition. By activating the immortality gene in our cells and tissues, we release free love in us. We release ecstasy, bliss, heaven's clarity to flowing within us - a wonderful feeling which warms our hearts and souls and leads beyond our finite world.
Regular (normal) sex does produce out-of-body experiences for some people but not all. In fact, I believe they are rare. They happen at the height of a good normal orgasm but it only lasts a little while. Then it's gone again. Nothing important has changed. The person returns to where he was before it happened. No significant change took place. However, when the immortality gene is activated, heavenly bliss changes a person. He (or she) does not return to where he/she started out the day before. The feeling of rapture is known in ancient texts as "samadhi". It is going to heaven and staying there for a long time. Every human being has the equipment to experience that, either alone or with a partner. With a partner is harder to do, because where do you find a partner who knows how to do this besides you?
Our biological systems are built for bliss, according to Dr. Candace Pert, the famous neuroscientist who discovered the opioid receptor, the cellular binding site for endorphins in the brain. But we still don't know about this. Most of us are still ignorant when it comes to holding back the bliss that is locked up frozen within ouru cells. There is pure unadulterated light locked in our cells. It is not physical, it is conscious light and conscious love. The quickest and surest way to get the immortality gene moving, released from lock-down, is through loving touch massage. The Ascended Masters suggestion: Ascension Massage.
The focus is on light and love. Lighter love. Sex is lusty and impatient. It often requires hard focused labor, and often it's a quickie, taking x-amount of time because they have to be somewhere else soon. Massage requires planning ahead and forgetting about time. It requires intelligence, kindness, uplifting thoughts, caring consideration for the other person. It is not selfish as in "my needs first". Professional massage therapists do this in preparation for a client and use this wonderful healing energy for their patients, but they stop short in their application. Because massage therapists have not been trained in the richer, fuller, heavenly aspects of the celestial immortal love - this occult mysterious love which is a universal loving energy. There is so much more that we need to learn about it. Loving massage has greater gifts for humanity than simply healing. It is the next step in our evolution from animal-man to god-man and god-woman. It requires education and practice. Inner awareness is what people do when they meditate. An ascension massage is a walking, serene, meditation which magnetizes the immortality gene in the person they are touching. I recommend couples buy a massage table and start exchanging massages at home. This will increase the quality of their lives. Here is why.
Every human body has two different life forces flowing through it but both of them are diminished. Neither are activating what I like to call the immortality gene - the celestial love that is locked up inside our bones, blood, cells, organs and glands. Our culture has programmed us to NOT be spontaneous or show signs of love to others, or spontaneous caring. "It will get you in trouble," we are told. "It is dangerous to be so kind," we are taught. "We must learn to defend ourselves from being taken advantage of," parents tell us. We learn to be defensive and afraid of other people from an early age. Our ability to be open and spontaneous free according to our inner nature has been cut down to a low trickle or none at all. This is severe brain-washing. Our immortal spirits would dearly LOVE to be set free. Wouldn't you?
Ascension Massage was given to me by the Ascended Masters after my kundalini awakening and subsequent OBE into the light where I was swept clean, and then sent back to "earth" again. I then entered the erotic lifestyle to help me "ground" the immortality gene that was now flowing in me. I have been in communication with the Ascended Masters for many years, but it has taken me a long time to get over the built-in human fear of "don't tell" and "be careful" and "keep your head down". We humans have become so very fearful of so many different things. The ascension massage, which is really a spontaneous loving, kind, sensitive, nurturing light stroking of the body (not musclular pressing), by-passes the brain. The giver goes into a meditative state. He or she stops thinking, stops questioning, stops analyzing, stops judging. So that the complex wiring in the brain that censors and judges everything that enters our awareness, is disempowered. The giver operates in a meditative trance. This will take some guidance, but it's not that hard to do if one has some spiritual training. The bliss energy that the giver strokes into the body on the table, acts as a magnet. It attracts the love that is locked up in the eells of the receiver and starts it moving. The receiver feels loving warm feelings. They can't help it. It is all so natural. And the giver enjoys the feedback. It is all so natural that this love move when a giver is in a meditative state, meaning a non-thinking, non-analyzing state.
This is why some discussion and agreement is required beforehand. It is an evolutionary step to higher ground, higher understanding. One must be ready for it. There are many people who are not, who would want to turn the loving nurturing energy into a romantic or sexual action. With some education, discussion or preparation beforehand, there can be agreement on how to respond and react and not to expect a sexual liaison. When two people are in agreement, the bliss energy starts flowing immediately by simply one person placing the palms of the hands directly onto the body of the other.
I am calling this energy “love” but it’s universal love. It is impersonal, like the sun that feels good on everyone alike. The love energy in our bodies is the same universal love that is in the sun and the heart of Mother Earth. There are no sunburns from the love that flows within us, but there are other side effects to watch out for, For example, male erections will happen naturally, and women may turn on by forgetting the rules of "no seducing the massager!" That is why it is important to begin discussions. Let's learn from each other. We all are imperfect when it comes to exploring new subjects. This is a natural force. We are in the midst of ascending out of a lower vibrating energy to a higher vibrating energy. There is some confusion as to how to handle this transition. Many people are caught up in the complexities of physical pain, emotional pain and mental depression. The activation of the universal love that is locked up inside our cells, blood, bones and tissues, will feel oh so wonderful when it starts moving. I guarantee it. I call it the immortality gene for a reason. We have experienced it before, in other lives and in between lives when we took "time out" in heavenly fields in between embodiments.
This is a very advanced instruction. There are levels upon levels that could be addressed and explained, but the Masters are giving us a simple massage. We don't have to think about it, just clear your mind, go into a meditative state and put your hands on someone. Stroke them lightly and feel the warmth return to you. When this energy starts moving through the hands into the body, it opens energy centers called chakras, which are portals into higher dimensions. A portal opens and expands into the body‘s electrical system, but a person must be able to follow it with their consciousness. Ascension is expanding your awareness to go where the loving warm flow is taking you. Simply go with it. Relax and drift with it. It is natural. There is no work required. Relax and enjoy. Let the warmth filter and seep into every crack and crevice of your body. They will move the stagnant energy out of the way. Insights and haunting memories start coming forward to the conscious mind. Simply allow. What was held in the subconscious is being loosened.
The one who is giving the massage also is provided with insights. They are not left depleted. They are also enhanced. Universal love is linking up and lifting into higher planes of awareness. Bliss is a natural side-product. But we each have a unique pattern within our molecules and cells, so we will not lose ourselves in the universal oneness. We will enhance our own colorful history, for that is who we are. We are growing our individuality to higher, better, clearer planes of understanding. We get to know ourselves better. (1/24/15 journal)
12/24/24 - Ascension massage is also sensual
It is impossible to put into words how the sacred process of ascension works. For years I've been trying to explain it. When it comes to staying in the physical body and feeling love without the crude form of sex, most people don't believe it. Most people make the leap into spiritual, which is not true. Ascension massage was designed to give us instruction in how to raise our feelings and sensuality to higher, more graceful and subtle levels. do. The Ascended Masters gave me an assignment to implement ascension massage but I have failed so far. I'm still trying to find the right approach. It is my own understanding I am working with. It is a mission.
Ascension massage is not about leaving the body and going up and out of the body. Ascension massage is becoming aware of the finer levels of physicality which surrounds us. There are seven levels in all. We have an auric field that contains seven dimensional levels of awareness. They are: physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, crystalline light, causal body and the pure God-self or monad. Learning about these seven levels requires touch and practice with other bodies. It's the only way to learn - by comparing feelings. Ascension is purifying one's own feelings to pick up the subtler, finer vibrations and feelings that surround us. This can involve ascension massage and even ascension cuddling. But it does not involve sex. It was the reason for the loving touch massage that David and I were trying to start several years ago. But, again, we couldn't get it off the groud due to our own lack of understanding.
Ascension massage, cuddling and loving stroking does not rule out the sensual, but it DOES rule out sexual focus, sexual expectation and sexual desire. At least that is the goal - to cultivate love within oneself, rather than to expect it from someone else. Sex usually takes the form of focusing on someone else's body, and on rubbing a spot on that body to increase the friction and create fire there. The goal of ascension massage is to learn how to not project outwardly on someone else, but to turn inwardly to one's own feelings of warm love. This is an instruction. We will need guidance. By turning our focus inward to our own body enhances what we call "sensual". Hard to believe but true. It can be done. It is the Tantric path but instruction and practice are required. It will be supremely loving when successful. Even a little bit successful. Love enhances the sensual by loosening and freeing up the too intense focus on hard physical friction and action. Sensual is a feeling. It is not physical. It's only physical when it's hard work. A lot of pumping, pressing, poking, etc.
Sensual is a smoother feeling, more blissful, warm, comforting and one of connection. We don't get that from pounding, rubbing and poking on one area or spot on the body in an attempt to start an inner fire. That is the animal way of producing babies. It is actually quite primitive. Humans have evolved to be more refined than that. We are ready to learn more about the finer senses of our body.
The Ascension Massage was given to me over a period of time by the Ascended Masters. They were trying to have it implemented but so far I have not succeeded. As far as I can see with Google searches, no one else has succeeded either. Ascension massage requires us to approach someone by touching their auric field first. To do that we need a little more instruction to get a clear picture of how far an auric field extends. The radiation from a person is the real body of that person. We must begin there. It is a subtle field, a boundary of their bubble of pure crystalline light. The love within that person's body tissues has been locked down and kept imprisoned due to our cultural programming. We don't know we have light trapped inside us. But that light DOES radiate. It forms an auric bubble around us that we can actually sense. When we are approached by someone, or when we do the approaching. When we first enter the other person's auric field we are disturbing that field. They will know we are coming if they are alert to our approach. And especially if we are holding thoughts that are not very nice, or not in alignment with the person you are approaching. Approach a person with that in mind. This is the beginning of becoming aware of the world of love.
As we start noticing and interacting with the invisible auras of people, we will start to grow in appreciation of the warmth and beauty of love. Conscious awareness brings us feelings of good or not good. We can tell what another is thinking or feeling. Mentally we can tune in. As our conscious awareness grows of these subtle fields our OWN body cells register that awareness. There is a reciprocating effect from that person to you. We each have this beautiful happy love locked up inside us but it does not normally move. We keep it under lock and key because that's how we were programmed. Love is locked down out of sight, not to be expressed except under "ideal" conditions. And how often are "ideal" conditions presented? But we can start noticing the love-light regardless. It doesn't require an ideal condition to start noticing it. This is what Ascension Massage is meant to help us with. To become aware of the feelings we generate when we stroke another with loving, kind and sensitive intentions - not sexual! We change the game this way. Not sexual but loving, caring and nurturing. We invite the love-light in that other person to come alive. We begin the connection process in that way, and our own cells will feel it too. There is a natural response.
We can cultivate love within our own bodies by putting full attention on the subtle invisible fields of another person before touching them with hardness. Some people are not ready to be approached and there will be resistance, but if there is prior discussion and agreement beforehand, and an instruction on how to be gentle with one another, the ascension massage will start to produce beautiful friendships. In all the years I have tried to communicate this concept, I have not gotten it off the ground. It has been a failure because most everyone thinks that sex is the ultimate and there is nothing beyond sex except "no sex". That is not true. There is the Tantric way of lovemaking which starts out with each person learning to feel love within their own body first. That is the goal of ascension massage (or perhaps ascension cuddling). It means touching for purposes of feeling love within yourself but not to project desire for sex onto another person.
Don't engage sexually. Rather, stroke lovingly, Interact with feelings to nurture the body, but if an urge arises to do something more romantically suggestive, do not act on that urge. Instead, turn that urge inside and feel the love build within yourself. The Tantric instructions are to feel love build within. There are further instructions given by a Tantric master that lead to finer, more feelings within your own body. When your own body fills up with love, then you may be led by natural attraction to another person who also has filled up their body with inner love. Then you might make love together and have double the fun and double the ecstasy and bliss.
The first lesson is to hear about this concept. That is why I am writing about it. It is time that we all came to believe it is possible. We must talk about it first. Then we can start practicing it for real. Then we will learn through experience how very beautiful it is to build the warmth of love within yourself in the presence of other people also doing the same thing. As auric fields overlap there is a unified field that slowly builds of love. We do that by not engaging in sex activity with another body. Believe it or not, this is how we move beyond abstract knowledge which includes spiritual illusions, and bring love down into real sensual feelings. The body can then feel itself filling with love. It is not abstract lovemaking. It is physical lovemaking on a finer sensuality level. On more refined levels that we ourselves learn to how to do. This has often been called spiritual lovemaking, but it is actually being done with the finer physical senses that surround our bodies. We can feel this love within but it's on a higher consciousness level, than the gross or crude level. These higher consciousness levels have not been properly introduced or practiced by the majority. We need more education. Ascension massage (or cuddling) is the way to begin this approach. We can learn how to raise our consciousness to higher levels this way.
The secret is to stop focusing on sex the hard crude way of physical friction rubbing, poking, prodding and using pressure and devices that are not natural. Let us begin focusing on the more natural refinements that are built into our biological systems. They are also physical but more refined than what we are accustomed to. They are on a higher frequency level. These have to be experienced to know they really exist. They must be felt to be believed. They are not spiritual, they are physical. The atoms are quickened as the electrons spin more rapidly around the center. A more evolved sensuality awaits us. Of necessity, we must practice in order to know it's possible. We start with loving nurturing touch - and you can do this at any time at home with your loved one. Practice trying it out. Getting away from the hard, crude touch.
Our auric fields are invisible but they are moving atoms and electrons around us. They simply resonate on higher finer levels and they can be accessed. Touch them as you approach someone. These fields surround us. The next time you approach someone, approach him or her with this in mind. Be conscious of their auric field - and your own. Be mindful of the thoughts you carry as you approach. I say this to remind myself. My blogs are meant for me more than the reader!
Have a Merry Merry Joyful Christmas/Hoy Day!
12/23/24 - Breaking thru the ceiling into 5D
A water pipe under our house broke two months ago and Doug has been trying to get it repaired. While he was on the phone this morning working with the repair people and insurance company, I sat listening. During this listening time I experienced a continuation of breaking through the surface into clarity. Yesterday I blogged about the sensation of coming up from deep down under the water, where it is not only black but swirling with forces. It is difficult to keep a balance or know what to do. The world is rising up through these forces, and every single human being is involved with their minds and attitudes. Confusion reigns supreme as the world is breaking up and transforming. Confusion, yes, but there is something extraordinary I wish to share. It came to my attention this morning.
As I listened to Doug and his conversation, I tuned into the underlying problem and understood what was happening. I was conscious of the past actions. The house is old. It was built according to code at that time but the code has changed. The people are still working with out-dated codes. I was aware. I could see the evolving thought pattern of individuals working with this. I connected to it with my awareness. I felt myself moving through the problems like turning the pages of a book. I moved from the depths of old thinking to the surface where I broke free of the complexities but I remained also connected by awareness to the problem that caused it. I wanted to tell Doug. It was exciting. It was clear to me. I understood. But how does one explain such a shift of consciousness, from dark and confused, to light and clarity? How does one maneuver ONESELF while this is going on? How does one hang on and retain mental and emotional balance?
The Master DK has been my teacher and guide for over 50 years, although not the only one. I've had access to the higher realm for much of this time, moving back and forth between here and there. This is the main thrust of occult material (occult meaning hidden because it's too complex for the average person). I've had training in maintaining a balance between my 3D practical side (thru husbands) and my 5D side where light and love prevails.
I share this today to let others - especially lightworkers and spiritual seekers - know how important it is to remaining grounded. To consider building roots into the earth, the soil, the water and the animal kingdom. I would not have made it this far into the ascension process if I had relied only on my spiritual knowledge, my innate spiritual sweetness and light. Spirit is unable to handle the coarse solid layers of physical matter. Ascended masters know this. They have been thru it themselves. They are the spiritual hierarchy watching over us from realms way beyond our understanding. But we must open the doors of our minds and let them in. When I went into the light during the kundalini awakening so many years ago (my OBE) I was stripped of everything human - and had to find a way back. Does anyone reading this also have an OBE or a NDE they experienced? If so, I'd love to meet with you. So anyway, I had to learn how to descend down out of those light-filled planes. It was in the grounding back into being human again, that has taught me how to balance.
Balance your spiritual side with practical advice from those you live with. There is too much imbalance in the teachings that are coming out. Too much focus on love andlight and not enough focus on balancing the opposite side. Both sides must come into balance. One side is yin/feminine/sweet/tender/kind. The other side is competitive and controlling. We call it masculine but it has a purpose. We each have these two energies in us. Confusion reigns when they are not in balance. It is like the see-saw in the children's playground. If a heavy child sits on one end of the see-saw, the child lighter in weight will go up into the air and be unable to come down. This is what happens to human beings. We MUST balance our sweet kindness with controlled and weighted practical intelligence.
Balance, balance, balance. This is the teaching of the Master Djwhal Khul who is a Tantra master. Tantra means "weaving the web together". It's all one web and it is everywhere. Balance the spiritual blissful side with the weighted practical side and enjoy life to the fullest. See what unfolds like a miracle. This is the instruction that comes from husbands with whom I had issues until I reached a state of balance. I am continually reminded to be logical, to THINK and to use my brain!
As we (humanity) are moving into more light-filled planes of consciousness, we will see it better. We will understand. Meanwhile, we use light as a tool, for balance, like a hammer or a pair of pliers to assist in wrenching and turning situations around. Light becomes love when we use it. Light alone cannot work miracles. It can only work wonders when we use it. When we apply it. When we spend time holding the light steady. I use 5 minutes sometimes, counting while holding the visual of light on a subject or person. It is a tool when used with loving intentions. Always use it with love as a feeling. Try it. It is an advanced teaching and it works when it is applied consciously, mindfully. It is like getting into a hot-air balloon and letting it lift you up. One MUST give it in order to receive love.
This is a difficult “shift” we are going through. The ascension from 3D to 5D thru 4D (4D is the state inbetween which is the sorting period.) As I listened to my husband talking thru the problem of our house crumbling underneath us, I became aware of the many layers of thought that went into the building of the codes that are now obsolete and new codes must be built. Meanwhile, chaos swirls and releases into the atmosphere. The air is dark with confusion. We must apply light. Lighter than what was built before in ages past. The dark waters are swirling as they let go and release old codes. Don't let them trap you and suck you back down. Apply light and love. Find lighter, better, sweeter, kinder answers and solutions. Apply love.
Love is the fabric of the universe that holds the planets and suns in orbit and harmonious rhythm. Even though I experienced detachment from the problem of fixing our house, and a sense of clarity and freedom, I remained connected to the problem. The light is a freeing mechanism but it is also a spotlight that reveals what hides in the shadows. One must remain aware and grounded so the balance does not cause you to flip to the other side.
The light is every good thing that ever was experienced by anyone, ever before. All good is in the light. The all-good is what we must use to free ourselves of entrapment, of entanglement, of confusion, of depression, of hopelessness. Visualize light. Use imagination. Picture it in your mind. Father Sun is our source for this planet. Other suns shine down on other planets in other parts of the galaxy. Father Sun is beaming. He is joy. He is celebration. He is goodness. He is happiness. He is beaming his brilliance in dazzling, golden life-giving ways. . He is lifting us even as we are feeling pain or depression or confusion. We can use this light to transform situations that pop up. Picture it in your mind. Go outside and catch a peep at Father Sun. Just a peep so it doesn't hurt our eyes. But capture a peep at Father Sun and store it in your memory banks to use later as a visualization.
Love and light to you over these holy days as we move from 2024 into 2025.
12/21/24 - Ascension symptoms, expanding to higher realms
Happy Solstice! Today is the shortest day of the year, winter time. The darkest time of year. Summer solstice is the longest day and brightest of the year. This morning I woke up with thoughts of expanding. I am aware that I am leaving the lower consciousness behind and it is confusing. It has caused dizziness over the last few years, not understanding. I am still learning. Ascension symptoms are difficult to come by. Instructions are coming now. Sharing them with you. This is DK speaking....
"Turn inward. Imagine falling upward. Fall inward first, then upward." DK is speaking. "Go in, then up. Allow yourself to drift but use imagination or intention, not pushy. It’s not pushy. It’s expanding, enlarging. There is a pattern which is a higher, more refined pattern. Like ice melting. Ice doesn’t push itself to melt. It allows itself to melt. It is simply knowing it will melt. Fall inward and upward, expanding as you go. Know you will fall inward and upward.
"Just KNOW that. Get that knowledge in your mind. Repeat these words. Repetition is teaching. Rise inward naturally. It’s a natural process once you get it and do it. If you have to cough, expand PAST the stuckness in the throat. Will yourself to move past it, transcend it. Don’t be limited by the stuckness. Move past it. Transcend it. You are ice melting into water flowing. Ice was solid, holding itself as solid in form. Now it’s melting. You’re been holding yourself as solid in form. Now you’re melting and rising up into a more refined dimension, a higher dimension, It’s a natural process to expand inward by re-focusing your awareness inward to away from solid to a more refined feeling. It’s a feeling, a melting feeling inward, in first, then there is a rising and an expanding awareness. It is more refined.
"Energy exists in two forms: dynamic/active and latent/rest. Descending into form vs. rising and expanding out of form. Involution is involving itself in creation by descending into form, folding over itself becomes more complex, bipolar, and formed, taking opposite stands to create duality. It’s the only way to create division and separation. EVOLUTION on the other hand withdraws from creation, ascends out of form, uninvolves itself from its manifestation and returns to its natural source.
"Shakti at the base of the spine (kundalini) is latent at rest. Yoga provides practices in awakening the resting power of shakti/kundalini. Focus five minutes at a time on your heartbeat. Picture the sun shining in your heart and into your blood, beating, pumping that light out thru your body. The light resonates, re-sounds, thru every cell and molecule and atom. Listen to your heart beat. It re-sounds out through your cells. Your body is just a vehicle, a tool to use, a robot to send sounds through. Listen. Your thoughts come back to you. Your thoughts create and re-create your experiences. They re-sound, reverberate. Become conscious of your thoughts." (DK)
12/20/24 - What is the loving touch massage really about?
A quick note from a 2013 journal - I asked Master Djhwal Khul, "What is the loving touch massage group really all about?" At the time I was getting pushes to start the Ascension Massage Network. He said:
It is actually practice in balancing male and female energies. Through silent touching, emotions and judgments will surface and you will remind them to keep stroking silently. It could be that emotions will bring tears, remind them to keep stroking silently. It is the stroking that will wash away the imperfections, or blockages you could say, that hold back the highest good of this soul. As the blocks are releasing, love will flow more easily and allow better connections from within. Not just with this person but with all others, for the flowing of love energy is coming from within and radiating all through the inner body with joy. If you want to make love, make love! If you want to dance, dance! If you want to sing, sing! If you want to fall into rapture, fall into rapture. The love within you, when allowed to flow, integrates with your outer personality and fills the desires that have been longing for fulfillment. Practice looking up. Your goodness and good fortunes are coming down the channel, not up from Earth. Good sensations, feel good warm fuzzies.
12/19/24 - How ascension massage breaks the sex block
This is going to be an all-day blog. I'll enter more as the day moves on. Things are changing rapidly, both in the house we live in, breaking down (Doug takes care of that end) and for me it's a different kind of change. The breakdown is GOOD! Veils are lifting. Subconscious memories are continuing to surface. I can see more clearly. The Ascension Massage, which came to me nearly ten years ago, is finally coming into stark focus. It's been a vague thing for a long time, slowly trying to become known.
It started 56 years ago when I made a dramatic change in my life and left my two baby sons and blood family. I cut and ran from my husband and broke all ties. (I'm in touch with them today.) It was the result of meeting a star seed - a contactee from Venus who triggered a spiritual awakening of past life memories. At the same time I started closing down to my then-current life. Everything that I had been raised with began to jumble and confuse me. I began to deteriorate. With two little ones to care for and a husband, this was a serious problem. I began quivering, shaking, feeling despondent, depression and other associated symptoms. I took a job to relieve the feeling and that did help. My family was of course helpful, but this was a different thing. This was a deep underground thing that I didn't understand. I was having revelations and visions of other times but I didn't understand, until I had a premonition of death. I knew I was going to die. A graphic picture was given to me. I was going to die physically and my body would live on for several months in an institution. But my soul was going to leave. I was going to leave. At the bottom of the barrel I had a visitation from a sweet angelic presence who planted the seed thought in me - I could leave my situation if I chose to, and not have to go through the death process. The thought was a new thought. I hadn't thought of that before. Suddenly, there was a way out and I began thinking about it. All alone, with no one to confide it, even though my sisters and mother were warm and close. Still, this would be a critical act. And so I left. The year was 1968, fifty-sex years ago.
Life led me to a new partner whom I married, and we built a life together. Eight later, during a meditation led by my older sister (a disciple of a Jain monk), the kundalini awakened in me and took me out of body into the Light. It was like a near-death experience as we find it today on the internet, but without the dying process. I then had to work myself back to ground again. It took years. I did not have a spiritual teacher at the time, but within weeks I was assigned an ascended master. From that point on I had direction. The ascended master, Djwhal Khul, taught me to listen to my own feelings. His was a friendly, intelligent voice who appeared in my mind telepathically. I was able to connect with him and listen to him and ask him questions. Now, let's get to the point about Ascension Massage breaking the sex block. I will paint a graphic picture. It's important to get this out. It's been holding we humankind back from evolving into full health, vigor, happiness and enlightenment. Confusion reigns because of the sex block. So in a nutshell I will explain it. (Pause, I'll be back in awhile to continue.)
ASCENSION MASSAGE
The human energy system is designed to receive energy from the earth through our feet. It flows up through our legs, gathers at the tailbone and runs up our spine to the crown of our head where it connects with the universal flow of love coming down from above. The spine is our rod of power that is supposed to be open from earth to sky and, in reverse, from sky to earth, but it has been blocked. The Earth energy is a physical vibration of solid matter, while the sky energy is a non-physical vibration of pure spirit which comes down from the sun and beyond, distributing light and love to the planet and all who live here.
Built into all earth bodies bodies there are seven levels of density, otherwise known as seven levels of consciousness. In human beings these seven levels are called the first chakra at the tail bone, the second chakra at the sacrum, the third chakra at the lower abdomen. The fourth chakra at the heart. The fifth chakra at the throat. The sixth chakra at the head/brain. And the seventh chakra at the crown.
Each level of consciousness or chakra gives us access to a higher energy. Or lower, depending on where we are on the ladder of enlightenment. We are each individually very different. However, there is one chakra that has prevented all humans from evolving (reaching fulfillment) and that chakra is the second chakra. Or not to get too technical, somewhere in the area between the second and third chakra. We call it the sex chakra. The physical genitals are located in this area. This refers to the human who stands upright on two legs, not the animals on four legs or lower, who are not yet capable of evolving spiritually. Humans ARE capable, we have the right equipment to evolve we are not using it properly.
At the second chakra level, the sexual or sacrum area of the spinal cord there is a “Y” in the road. A detour sign has been posted “do not enter”. Not literally, of course, but amounting to the same thing. It is no different than when you drive a car on a road somewhere and you run into a detour sign, preventing you from going straight ahead. The sign tells you to take either the left fork or the right, but you cannot go straight ahead. The reason why this sign is there will be explained in further episodes. But the result is, we humans have been blocked, stymied, prevented from going further up the spine at this, the second chakra point. This detour sign prevents the earth energy from rising higher. It jams up there. Backs up like water behind a dam. The sweet beautiful, happy, joyful feeling of expressing love spontaneously and freely is literally stopped at that point, trapped behind a wall and is felt as a sexual “need”. The left-hand road becomes the feminine path, the right-hand road becomes the masculine path. Depending on our DNA (ancestral genetics) we get first a feeling of gentle peaceful love. And then it backs up. If not expressed (and to most of us it is not) it grows more intense. We slowly get turned on sexually. Some of us, that is. Others of us get sexually repressed and feel it as a turn-off. It all depends on the person’s genetic or ancestral history.
This is the coarsely put bottom line and goal of the ascension massage. The purpose is to get past that block in the road by LIFTING it up and over the block. Not to gate-crash forcefully, but to transcend the block. We do that by increasing the ability to love. We raise the vibrational level and at the same time raise the sensations of sweet love. We can ONLY do this by not allowing the body to release its orgasm at that second chakra point. If we do, it's a recycling of the same old, same old, same old story. We cum and we relax and we return to the same place we were yesterday. We do not change one iota.
The focus on sex is done thru the action of pumping, grinding and friction rubbing, focusing on the same spot. Trying to gate-crash the area. This only releases the orgasm, it does not lift it up and over. The goal of the original design for love is to RAISE the vibration up the spine. We therefore must learn how to LIFT the feeling of love over that bump in the road to a higher level. This will take some further discussion, training and practice. To release an orgasm at the genital level only releases stress and tension at the genital level. The upper body does not receive the release or the higher vibration. is to placate the lower body at that level, and prevents the rest of the body from being fulfilled. It is important to get past that point with raised love energy.
How to get past it is the original teaching of Tantra. Tantra has a long history which leads a person to higher states of love, bliss, samadhi, rapture, abundance, perfection and fulfillment. For those who have not had previous training or exposure to this teaching, we have been given ascension massage, which is a very loving, caring, kind, non-sexual massage which lifts and nurtures the body, inviting the love within to relax and release and flow up the spine. Not to let it get jammed up at that one point.
Tantra is the science of love. It is a consciousness-raising process. The goal is to cultivate love within one’s own body cells. The love is already there, it’s just been prevented from expressing. More can be said once this is out on the public platform. The goal is to stop the body from releasing the orgasm at the second chakra, and lovingly encourage the love energy (known as kundalini or shakti) to continue to rise higher up the spine to the third, fourth, fifth, sixth chakra and seventh chakra where it can expand out into the upper physical body, and meets the higher light coming down from heaven. Both sun and earth energies then can circulate together as one energy through the body in a continuous figure eight flowing, never stopping, gradually enlightening the WHOLE body. This is the enlightenment process of the "I AM".
I will continue discussing ascension massage further. For years I’ve been writing about it with the Master DK as my teacher and guide. Over the last few days I have felt the push strongly to get this out into the wide world of the internet for I may not be around much longer. Today I googled “Ascension Massage” (never did that before!) and I found many sites advertising it but none – NOT ONE – spoke of the truth of it. I doubt anyone really knows. That is why these words must be spoken. I was given the task a number of years ago but I wasn’t ready. I was reluctant to say it out loud. To start loving touch massage exchanges without sexual climaxes was the goal, but I was reluctant. The Ascended Masters have been pushing me to do this. Ascension Massage Exchange Network (AMEN for short). The hesitation I felt lifted a day or two ago. I can now speak openly.
An important PS - This is not the end of sexual light-hearted fun, but an invitation to begin practicing lovemaking with respect, reverence, adoration and more, as it was designed to be enjoyed. This is a pathway being offered to humanity to follow. There are many ways of doing this. DK has been teaching me and others. Let’s see how it evolves from this point on. Blessings to all who read this. Have a Joyful Merry Spontaneous Loving Holiday.
12/17/24 - Reversing polarity beliefs and the separation gap
Humanity has been programmed over eons of time to divide and separate. This was done mostly through fear tactics, by introducing DNA modifications. Cutting our genetics down from 12-strand to two-strand, according to our older galactic brothers and sisters. In this new age of 2023, 2024 and 2025, we are being raised slowly but surely to higher, more refined understanding within the universal mind. We as a single planetary civilization, cut off from the higher realms, are erasing the old "divide-and-conquer" belief programming. It was installed in us on purpose. We were programmed to believe in fear. This new age recalibration of our DNA is being done mostly without our conscious awareness, though some of us are aware. The planet, our wonderful Mother Earth Gaia and our family of other planets is moving to higher regions of space, according to information from the greater galactic community. Ascension is underway. And we humans - the highest evolved creature on the planet - are the stewards leading the evolution. Don't question this or joke about it. Our bodies have been made ready for this extraordinary evolutionary leap.
That which has divided us in past history is slowly fading. For some of us, that is. For others, there is resistance. Many of us are confused. Some are fighting back, some are seeing the light. Most of us are still in weighing and questioning. We are each unique. We must make choices for ourself alone. Choices that appear reasonable and right to us. These choices may change tomorrow, or by tonight, and that's OK. We must do what we must do. But keep an OPEN mind. As we move from the third dimension of fixed and limited beliefs to the higher FIFTH dimension of freedom, happiness and good will to all beings, we move through what is called the fourth dimension. The fourth dimension is the in between state between two opposites. Where we face our beliefs and make choices. We are currently in that phase right now - bumping up against situations that are uncomfortable or downright painful - which forces each of us to make a choice.
For over 50 years I have been guided to follow INNER feelings over and above cultural or social rules. This guidance came from an unusual OBE into the light where I cut all strings to outer social rules and returned to start over again. I started the process myself, by leaving a bad situation instead of dying which was immediately ahead for me, and I decided to run, instead. I was rewarded with an ascended master guide who has led me continually back to my OWN feelings, over and above anyone else including His. I therefore write about love on my website and in the many articles I post.
Love is all there is. It all comes back to reconnecting to the love that is within me. Not love that is outside of me, but that is stored inside my cells. I am made of love, as are you. This love communicates through feelings of rightness. What feels right? What feels wrong? What causes pain? What causes confusion? Change it, then, or get out of there quick! Don't go where pain and confusion is present. The direct route to higher rewards and ultimate fulfillment is by following the good feelings, feelings of love and kindness, reverence, adoration, upliftment, grace, dignity. There are many words to describe goodness. If the word brings a sense of peace and calm, then it is a good word to use. Following good feelings requires some solitary time during the day, every day, which requires leaving the atmosphere of "other" people, even those who appear to be on the same page. They are NOT on the same page because we are each individuals with a complex and unique past of experiences. We must go alone periodically to tune into our inner feelings, and clear the auric field of irrelevant threads. Even if we are alone for only 15 minutes (longer preferably) but I use 15 minutes as a good time frame to give myself.
We are each a child of perfection, truth and ultimate good. However, we have been weighed down by distractions which run thru us like lines of static on a radio receiver. We are each a child of the celestial mother and father, the parent force of all that is. The light represents the parent source. It is composed of an infinite number of intelligent beings who discovered their true identity. But there are shadow elements in us when we are embodied, that we have bought into. It is difficult to cut out these shadow elements but it is a critical time to eschew that which does not feel right. It is time to acknowledge them and say "Thank you for your service," as we disentangle from them and let them go. Let them fade away by simply intending that they go, and instead intending to choose the right-hand path of good feelings. Follow the good in you. The good feelings that bring a sense of peace and rightness.
This morning I started following the inner wind movements again after years of not doing them. I called this morning to Mother Kundalini, the mother flame down there in the etheric body, low at the base of the spine at the coccyx (the tailbone or root chakra). After three, four years of heart condition, brain disorientation, painful back injuries, age-related no doubt, and more, I am clearing confusion and zeroing in on the truth. There is no outer authority to confirm this for me. Advanced training over many years with the master DK has been my reward.
Feelings are an inner sense, not an outer sense. They are subtle and are to be acknowledged. Continued suppression of unacknowledged feelings lead to heavier, more angry emotions of frustration and worse. If we catch and acknowledge subtle feelings early enough and make graceful decisions to follow them, then we don't have to build up frustration, stress, tension and anger. An inner sense of calmness, upliftment, joy, happiness, and peace becomes a normal, natural attitude which we can cultivate within ourselves. In this way we raise our interest level. It shows up as energy and vitality. Our enthusiasm increases, our interest in life starts to blossom, we WANT to keep on living. So many people give up when they don't follow their inner GOOD feelings.
I am here to write about the inner life force, the vitality that feeds ALL life. It is called being kind to yourself first, then it spills over to those you live with. No matter what my friends and family believe, my inner guidance is my first priority. I must follow inner awareness first. Sometimes that takes careful consideration. Like, how should I respond to someone who disagrees with me? Do I capitulate to keep peace in the family? Or do I find a way that complements and raises both myself and the other person? Ah HA! That's the intelligence part of the equation. Let's consider how to uplift everyone around, not just me but the others who live with me to a higher level of grace and dignity that touches THEIR hearts too, not just me. It is in the application of universal love to all that is the correct path to take. It takes some delicate and fine thinking and engineering sometimes, but it is worth it.
Meanwhile we are all learning how to bridge the separation gaps that have divided us, human-to-human in the past. This inspiration came from the Arcturians this morning, posted on the GFLstation, which I have now posted on TODAY'S POSTS.
12/16/24 - Tantra is the Science of Love
This came to me one day in 2014 as a voice overlighting me. It did not feel like me. I am revisiting many of my old files, and this one stands out today so I am sharing it. Tantra has been the main theme underlying all of the Master DK's instructions, so this must have been him talking!
Tantra is the science of love. The physical techniques and the teachings pave the way to understanding that it is not WHO you love but that you cultivate love and become love. Tantra teaches an attitude and how to hold a thought until it becomes a feeling of love. It is the cultivation of Reverence, adoration, sacredness and awe. It is the embodying of all of these qualities and the expression of all of these attitudes of love. It is the self ridding the smaller self of the hindrances and negative thoughts that hold it back, and the larger Self with a capital S emerges naturally from within. It is not something that someone else can give. It is only found through the cultivation of the positives of love and all that is related to love.
It is not who you revere or adore, and it is not who you hold in awe as a higher authority, it is simply the quality of reverence that you are cultivating while living in a less-than-perfect human body living a less-than-perfect human life. Other spiritual teachings lead you to look outside of yourself to a master, a guru, a leader or someone to whom you look for guidance. This leads you outside of yourself and away from your own divinity, for wherever you look and put your attention, there goes your life force. People become very dependant upon their churches, their ministers, priests, rabbis, the “going to church” to pray. They are leaking their life force away. Even to ascended masters.
Tantra techniques begin with breath work to awaken the dormant fire that is already present in the body cells, in the spaces between the whirling atoms and electrons. The human being is a spirit in training, and he has not been trained well so he is lost and confused. Tantra brings the focus back into the physical body through the breath. Love resides in the bodies, the mind and emotions and feelings. Love is the sea out of which we were born. The soul is love unrealized. The spirit is love never lost. The soul is yearning to reach spirit where love resides. Tantra is a science of love. That is what we cultivate in our thoughts as we practice it and do the disciplines once a day. Within the vibration of love is the vibration of gratitude, reverence, holiness, illumination, freedom, peace, joy, purity, strength of purpose and more.
Compared to other spiritual and religious paths that lead up and away from focus on the body, Tantra is unconventional. It is known as the yoga of sex, or the “yoking” of sex to the immortal and unfettered spirit which resides in love undefined. The comprehension of what this means, dawns slowly. But with practice it comes. The human body has the capacity to “take on” love and become love as the focus and attention is put there, right here in the physical world. One practices each day for an hour or more as he chooses. It does not matter to the practitioner while he is doing his daily exercise, who his choice of a sex or love partner is. That comes later. Tantra is a singular lone path to practice alone in sacredness until he masters the ability to cultivate love without the need of a partner. Practice continues alone daily until a certain point when the practitioner feels himself ready to practice with a partner without losing his focus to the temptations that normally tug and pull at a man or a woman. Then he will seek a Tantrick partner, called a “consort”, to practice with. The consort, the partner chosen, will have also built up the ability to maintain love without losing focus to temptations of sex.
I’m not a Tantra master. I practiced it long ago in another life and culture. I know it only by instinct and natural drawing to it. I’m trying to remember it back to conscious mind so I can practice it again. But to accomplish this I have to start talking about it, and giving it out to express it. As they say, “Love isn’t something that is put here to stay; love isn’t love til it’s given away.” In other words, we have to move it around, not let it remain stagnant. So I am talking about Tantra as a way of moving it out into expression, but it does not mean I am a master of it. I am doing my own form of practice to move it out of stagnancy.
12/15/24 - Watch your back - stay in the present moment
Watch your back by being in the present. If you look always out in front of you, the gremlins can attack and attach to you from behind. You protect yourself best by not wanting or seeking or expecting or wishing for things. By projecting your mind outside of yourself you leave yourself open to invasion from behind. Stay at home! Stay within your walls and be the solid silent observer all around you. Healers make the mistake of wanting to heal or help SO much that they leave their bodies open and exposed and sometimes vacant, and into an empty castle marauders will come. Stay at home and do greater work from home. You will be surprised at all you can accomplish with intelligent awareness from home.
Stay in the body by NOT projecting. Stay aware in the present. If you “try” to help you are trying with your head, from the neck up. You can’t do this with your intellect. But when you stay in your body, you are residing in your feelings where the great nature dwells. From this solid residence in your heart, lungs, abdomen and other organs, then when you say your decrees out loud, you vibrate your physical and loosen the divine energy within your cells. When you say “Mighty I Am Presence, dissolve and consume all my discordant accumulation by the power of the Violet Consuming Flame,” your cells and atoms are supporting and contributing to your call. But you must be aware, consciously aware, of the violet flame.
Watch the substance of your feeling, which is your attention. Pay attention to the cells in your body whether you are working in your office at your business, or entertaining guests at your home, or driving your car or exercising, everywhere and every time. Most people use only one of the trinity [the three-fold flame] that holds you in balance: love, power and wisdom keeps you in balance. Love is warm and nurturing. Power is abstract intelligence, and wisdom unites these two often opposing forces. Father God (intelligence) and Mother God (love) is brought together by YOU, the conscious dweller in form.
12/12/24 - The Love Club changes to the Light Club!
One day I woke up at 3 am in the night and saw Doug sitting up in bed, wakeful. Without speaking, I thought to put Light inside his head for him – sparkling, scintillating light from the sun as if radiating - something I've been studying with the masters. I did and went back to sleep again. Later during meditation it occurred to me to thank DK for this gift of insight, for I would not have thought of it myself. He said, “No, it was not me. Light is meant to be given. Light has to shine and go somewhere. Light’s very nature is to light up areas, to increase the light, to expand the light and bestow life wherever there is an opening. You have asked for more light and you are being gifted with more light. You’ve done the homework, put in the effort. Light is the creator.
[My understanding is that the Light, meaning Creator's light, or Father Light, is the sum total of all pro-creative, intelligent efforts by all who have gone before which is infinite and myriad. DK confirms...]
The creator is LIGHT! Light radiates. Light moves out to expand the light of information and knowledge in the area around it wherever it can. Light distributes information. Light enlightens. Light waves through the darkness. Light keeps expanding and revealing itself to form new life.
[I went to sleep and woke up again with an additional thought. That's why I been saying over and over, “Not sex please” when referring to loving touch massage, which I call the Love Club. Because the Love Club is actually the Light Club. Light is freedom, not structured. Light is unconditional. Sex is a thing, an object, a form of physical. It is narrowed down because, in order to create and enjoy the form, there has to be boundaries. Sex has boundaries. Sex is a funnel-shaped thing and we seek people to fill it. The Light Club’s intention is to EXPAND the view, not contract it. To widen the perspective and enjoy the freedom that comes with that widening. DK continues...]
Sex is too narrow and too focused. The Light club is a shining to all around, it is Love in the unconditional or infinite range. It is not selective or objectified. You can create form life with Light, you can create wars and chaos and hatred and judgmental situations with Light, true. But the intention is to use light as an enhancement and a joy within form life, not to hold it back. We are to learn how to work with Light IN FORM, as it manifests as an embodied form, to be free in form and to learn how to make it beautiful, enjoyable, pleasurable, exciting, creative, with more abundance and benevolence for all.
The problem is that many shut the light off and the light contracts, dims down, dulls off into gray and darkness. Lack of light creates unhappy situations, pain and tragedy. Learn how to work WITH Light. Find the middle place where form life and non-form life exist together and where they create a flowing, like a river of flowing life and light particles. Light particles fill space, the scientists have proven it. Learn how to have a joyous, happy, exhilarating, uplifting happy and abundant fun life together, using light moving in and out of form, lifting form, descending into form, lifting light up out of form, descending, lifting, descending, like a wave. (Thank you, DK.)
12/11/24 - An explosive dream into ascended realms
This is a powerful dream I journaled back in 2012. There is a message in it for everyone - Go to sleep with a spiritually enlightened book on your chest, and see what happens in your dream state!
(From journal 11/2/12) Last night an amazing thing happened. I woke up around 3 am after 2 hours sleep, felt not sleepy, got up, went into meditation room, picked up the green book of St. Germains “Ascended Master Instructions”, went back to bed intending to read to get sleep again, but instead I laid the book on my chest and went to sleep. An hour later I came to consciousness in a state of extreme joy with remnants of a dream still going on.
The Dream: I was with a group of people sitting around casually, some of us at a table (me) and others slightly apart or standing. Everybody’s spirit is exploding from within! There are channelings of everybody’s spirit bursting forth. It’s mostly in the form of exquisite designs on paper. Everybody’s design is different. The human personalities (us) are all in amazement and utter joy and excitement saying things like “mine is getting ready to come through”. It feels like a party. We are all anticipating. Someone has just the beginning signs of the inner blossoming. Others have more exquisite designs. The most advanced one was a man with a pockmarked face, looked like the man in the Galactica series on TV, his design was beautiful, like an exploding neuron drawn in black ink against a grayish, greenish, bluish meld of colors. it was beautiful and exquisite. He was the new leader of all of us, or the most advanced. And I have been given a floor-length dress with a picture of a galaxy on it, infinite space and stars and a great big mother ship was materializing out of the stars, it was not quite visible, and we were studying the picture to point out “there it is”. I am walking around in this dress admiring myself and others were admiring it too. It’s too long for me and I have to pick up the hem to walk, which is large yellow flare around the bottom of the dress. But it feels so good on! I woke up singing praises of joy and “Wow! Wow! So great! So beautiful! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! and many more phrases of excitement and gratitude. Everybody was blossoming, like flowers unfolding from within. The joy was coming from inside of me, us, it was a singing, clarity of joy and thrilling. I felt that it was a connection through the St. Germain book lying on my chest. (End 11/2/12)
12/5/24 - Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and random acts of kindness
Many changes on inner levels keep me so busy I don't have time to sit at the computer writing blogs. That is "outside" work to me. My inner work is inside where no one else can see what I'm doing. I am making changes on inner levels, constantly. The higher love and higher enlightenment come in during the day and I am busy watching for it. It comes and goes at different times, in between the down times. Yes, the light does recede. But it comes back. It comes and goes.
Today I am sending love and light to you as you read these words. Perhaps I know you, perhaps not. I send my blessings out to you in the hopes that you catch them and allow them into all that you do and engage in. I encourage you to be real. Be authentic. Recognize that you have an inner love that is eager to receive blessings and also eager to come out and give blessings. Your inner love is eager to express to the world in which you live. When we hold love back from expressing, we are creating frustration for ourselves. It's called stress. When we hold back spontaneous love and helpfulness to others, we create stress and tension in our bodies. Like at times you might feel impelled to reach out and hug someone spontaneously, or tell someone you love them, or maybe even to give a spontaneous piece of advice "out of nowhere", but you hold it back. That is wrong. You are not acting from your true loving heart.
Don't hold back what is trying to express through you, trying to flow through you, for you are a cosmic undercover investigator too (refer to yesterday's blog). You are here to light up the world in which you live. Be spontaneous. Be alive. Be here NOW, in this moment that you are living in the moment. There is a flow coming through you, just as the flow is coming through everyone - but most people hold it back. It is in the now moment that your true, authentic, beautiful ascended self can make a mark on the world and light it up. As you follow spontaneous impulse - not ego selfish impulses, but caring, and kind impulses - you also light yourself up. You turn up the light inside you and others can see that light.
Your own body is your world. Your own body is your life's work. You are advancing yourself as you express the spontaneous love and light that springs up suddenly within you. Your desire to reach out and touch or interact or engage or make a mark in some way - this is your job. There is a higher you flowing through you - higher and more pure than you realize. You do not know how important your are to light up the world. Your own body and musculature, blood vessels, cells, nerves, glands, brain tissues, these compose the walls of your office that you live in when you are awake. Your body is your place of business. It is your address. It is where you are present when you are not sleeping. Your body is often held back by programmed rules that forbid you to do something spontaneously, lovingly, caringly, kindly, but those rules are old and worn-out rules. They are meant to be transcended.
We the people are moving into a more loving world, open, spontaneous, caring world of peace, harmony and unity. So do your job. Be kind and caring. Participate and engage from a kindly, compassionate, sharing grounded place. Most of all, pay attention to spontaneous feelings of wanting to give, to do something for someone. It is like a need to radiate. An impulse, a surge that glows and shines outward. This kind of glowing gesture is not meant to be held back. It has been held back for eons and eons and it has caused much anger and frustration in humanity, for it is not designed to be held back. It is not designed to be "stuffed in the closet". This is universal love and harmony. It is is not designed to be imprisoned. It is designed to share by connecting and communicating these thoughts and impulses with others. To give to others your value, your presence, your skill set, your opinion, your perspective. You have a value that is needed very much. We are all waking up to this truth. That this spontaneous flowing of love is part of the universal flow called life. When it flows it brings a song and a rhythm that is beautiful, celestial and in harmony with all others. We are waking up to this now. We should all be actively participating in this. It is our primary mission. I promise, you will feel good with yourself if you allow love to express spontaneously.
You are more than your body. You are the heart and soul of your body. When you sleep you are not there at your place of business. You arrive at your place of business every morning when you wake up after a long night's sleep. You arrive at your "office", the place where you perform your busiest work during the day, or if you are awake at night, then night time is when you keep office hours. Perhaps you sleep during the day. Your body is your office hours, your place where you create, think, contemplate, and reach into higher realms to receive new thoughts. Your body is the busiest place on earth for you. Many people may not realize it. Inner work is paying attention to what is transpiring INSIDE you.
This is inner work and there are many sudden revelations awaiting your attention. Take a moment and go inside and see. Just a moment. You don't have to spend too much time inside because you are also actively engaging with the world outside. But the inner work is where you receive. Receiving is an important part of the flowing. If you don't receive the inner flow from the universe, you cannot flow it outward. The most inspiring thoughts come from higher planes beyond your thinking brain/mind. Do not be misled and get all tangled up by the brain/mind which records mostly the outer world goings-on.
The outer world is going through a transformation called ascension. We are clearing the lower energy fields of our ancestors and those who were more bogged down than we are today. We need to clear the channels. We still have the old ways, the remnants of the old ways, still in us. We need to clear them. Spontaneous gestures of love is the best way to clear old stuckness. Go ahead and give someone a hug! Many old outdated programs can be released that way. We call it toxicity today. Germs. Old tendencies. Don't let them stay inside you. Let them be flushed out in spontaneous and random acts of kindness and compassion. Let the clearing process continue. Listen for the inner impulses, the inner yearning to give and share. The voice of your own heart and soul. It is the universal call for love and peace.
11/30/24 - The cosmic undercover investigator into sex
The following message came from Ascended Master Lady Portia back in 2019. She is Saint Germain's twin flame/consort. She is the strongest voice of the whole list of goddesses I was appealing to. At the time I was trying to pull together a gathering of women to discuss feminine attributes. This revelation is worth sharing. See what YOU think about it. From my journal 10/22/19....
This morning I was told that I am a cosmic undercover investigator. (Who me?) Yes, like a journalist goes undercover. But I have been deep undercover without my knowledge. This information has been slow in coming. I’ve been a sleeper cell. I, meaning my brain and conscious mind called “Nancy”, always pulled my head down. I didn’t want to be seen. Apparently that was programmed into me. Now I’m changing. I was told that this morning. I wonder how many others are also undercover? I know at least one woman who is not. She remembers her ET connections from childhood. They were playmates. So we’re all different.
I was brought along blindly. I had to experience a total breakdown first before I could experience the kundalini awakening, and even then it has been an inching forward. I have been following little golden sparkles of truth through the weeds and forests. Meaning sparkles that attract my attention. They call to me and I go to them. Each golden sparkle has led me to the next step and I ended up in the sexual arena where my mission began to unfold. My undisclosed purpose was to find out what went wrong with the human race by experiencing what went wrong with ME! Humankind has gotten itself into a mess of trouble (it’s very corrupt) and heaven didn’t know how to fix it. Earth was going to be lost unless there was an intervention. Increasing the feminine side of life is that intervention.
We all came from paradise but once born on Earth everyone is in danger of becoming lost. So my mission was to find out why, though I didn’t know it until now. It was in the sexual arena that I was directed. From inside the sexual network I participated. At first I was excited. It was a loving, beautiful lifestyle of freedom and I blossomed. But gradually I began losing interest. I couldn’t understand it. This went on for years. Only recently did I discover that the love and fun I experienced in swinging was coming from ME, and after years of giving love to others I began to dry up. Resentment came in. I learned then that the universe requires reciprocation of equal value (or better) to keep a thing healthy and thriving. Resonant frequency?
One day I was told to call on the goddesses so I began calling to the ladies of heaven by name. I have their names on a list, so I ran down the list one day and asked them if they would help me with the gathering of the women and with further insight into the divine feminine. What exactly does it mean to be feminine? They have not only been answering my questions they are clearing the path and sort of taking over. It is their influence coming through my writings. The problem that has held mankind back is sexual, in a returning loop, over and over, life after life, there’s a jam-up in the second chakra. The DIVINE frequency is designed to come up from earth and go up through the first chakra, through the second, to the third, etc., to the crown, out the crown and fountain out and return back to earth. [The torus breath.]
This flowing of earth energy meets the sky energy and together returns to earth. Mother-Father God is freely flowing in this design. But we are not getting past the second chakra. It is blocked. The first chakra is masculine and rooted in survival, and the second chakra is feminine and rooted in love. It is at the love chakra that the male-dominant focus has virtually “stolen” the love energy and using it over and over and over and over for orgasms. The love energy is not allowed to participate, to feel, to emote, to be free, to be fluid, alive, passionate and move on up to enlighten the other five chakras. We have been having sex over and over and over and over and over and over, ad infinitum, the male way, without love. It is vampirism, pure and simple and it’s keeping humankind down to lesser evolved than animals because we aren’t using the pure genius of the loving compassionate qualities that we were given and are supposed to be using. Both male and female are at fault. The male because he’s in control and pushing it, the female because she’s not standing strong in her truth and feelings of rightness.
11/29/24 - You are a piece of perfect circulating
Happy Friday afterThanksgiving Thursday! I hope you all had a scrumptious delightful day yesterday. I am feeling much better today with less tailbone pain. This is due to an inner revelation that has been slowly seeping into my consciousness over the last few days. This is a most important piece of information to share openly with others. Many people are not aware of this, unless they have been studying metaphysical science or perhaps discovered it on their own, which is possible. The information that eludes most people is this:
The digestive tract in the front of your body is connected to the spinal column in the back of your body. They were originally created to flow together as one integrated river of life, a living life force flowing up the spine from Earth to head and circulating around the body in a precise pattern. However, due to a long historoy of ancestors under the control of heavy, misinformed or dark ruling leadership, this one life force was divided into two separated life forces to become as enemies. We have been divided inside of our own bodies! These two divided aspects of ourselves are called male and female. Male for active, strong and controlling. Female for mild, easy-going, nurturing and passive. They have been enemies for eons. They play opposites to each other, when they are not playing fun love games together. This division shows up in our bodies as serious problems. My study with the Masters, coupled with my own karmic problems and accidents with pain, has brought me to this realization and the beginnings of healing and balance. I am feeling the integration taking place within. The following is a partial channeled message from Master DK speaking of this.
YOU ARE A PIECE OF PERFECT AT THE COCCYX
by Master Djwhal Khul
There is a pouch of infinity surrounding the coccyx. Actually it’s just a piece of consciousness. It doesn’t have a shape or boundaries around it. It’s a piece of perfect, a piece of the Oneness. It is you, your own spirit spark, or spirit pouch. It is your eternal soul. At conception in your mother’s immortal womb, implanted by your father’s immortal seed, you as an immortal spirit spark came to Earth. It immediately attached to Mother Earth’s spirit spark of immortality at the center of the planet, and became one with her. Her father is the Sun. There is always a mother and a father in form life.
Mother Earth’s immortal spirit holds you to the form life so you can live, breathe and grow a form around your spirit spark. And so the cells start dividing and coagulating at conception, and start clinging together. They are under the guidance of an immaculate intelligence. You are a baby spirit spark in this particular form that is being built now. You are an immortal consciousness as a spirit spark, but your body is not. You are conscious intelligence building a body. You are here to build the perfect form, so perfect that you as an immortal consciousness can thoroughly enjoy it! Forms have the capacity of pleasure. Forms come in diverse shapes and sizes. The opportunity for creating and feeling good in a form living with other forms has yet to be explored and experienced to the maximum degree. This is because form life gives SO much pleasure that the spirit spark expands and expands through the process known as nirvana or samadhi (a total bliss-out), until it jumps out of the form and returns to the ocean of love and bliss from which it came. It is referred to as “home” by the beings in form.
Now let’s talk about the mechanics of the spirit spark and how it distributes through the form to keep it alive. The celestial infinite consciousness is now seeded on Mother Earth to grow this form. There is a main channel, the spine, which grows up from the tail bone where the infinity pouch is located. This spiritual pouch of infinity and immortality is called the kanda, or kundalini. From this location a solid channel is built that runs up to the head, and two solid legs grow down upon which it walks on feet on the earth. The spirit spark of immortality is located at the center of the form [tailbone], the hub of the wheel so to speak. And it is a sphere. While solid earth cells build into the recognizable form of a human being, the spirit spark which is doing the building radiates outward all around, 360 degrees, like a light bulb radiates a room or a space around its location. This light is conscious. It is called an aura but most people do not see it with their physical eyes. It is a piece of the infinite sea of life out of which all forms blossom forth. All forms are seeded by the same piece of oneness or immortal perfection.
The sea of life grows together to higher spheres because of the wisdom each individual spirit spark is contributing in its journey through matter and finite form. All are seeded and drawing from the same sea of perfection. Now, once stabilized in form the process begins of circulating this life-giving intelligence through the channels that were prepared for it to flow through. The design is immaculate. It knows exactly how to flow through the human form, for it is both father and mother God flowing now through the little human embryo and baby. It builds the perfect baby human and gives it birth. If the mother and father were masters of form, the baby is perfect. But all form life is contaminated from former experiments of right and wrong action taken. The errors are inevitable in building the perfect form and these errors need to be corrected. So life is lived again and again to correct what was a mistake in the last life.
Meanwhile the forms come and go. They die and get buried in the earth. Science refers to errors in a person’s body as faults in the DNA. This comes from prior form life of the parents and also of the baby. All form life is seeded by an immortal spirit spark intelligence experiencing trials and errors as a form. The spirit spark does not have a form in its original state of consciousness. It is simply aware, conscious and intelligence without a form. It has no flaws yet whatsoever. It is a pure spirit spark that comes forth through birth to experience playing on the fields of the planet with other spirit sparks. The spirit spark matures in understanding through form life.
Planetary life, i.e.,form-building and form-enjoying, is an exciting project for creator. Creator is the immortal oneness, the everlasting one. It breaks off a piece of itself and creates little spirit sparks through intention and directing thought in its own way. It directs it downward to give it birth in matter. It slows it down by descending the vibration, so it coagulates and becomes clumped together the way water freezes into ice. However it is always a piece of perfection. It cannot lose its immaculate perfection, which has been called the immaculate conception. Immaculate conception does not refer to Jesus of Mother Mary, but of ALL human beings. All humans have an immaculate perfection in their beginning. They just cover over that immaculate blueprint with false information, or errors and mistakes, which must eventually be redeemed or corrected and “fixed” so the original perfection can radiate freely.
Now, safely born on a planet again in another new baby body, the spirit spark begins once more to familiarize itself with this new form. On planet earth we are human beings. On other planets the forms take on different shapes that do not necessarily look human, but may look somewhat humanoid. There are many different species being born and experimented with in the sea of eternal life out of which we ALL emerge, consciously, into form life. The baby form learns to move its hands and feet, mouth and voice, head and how to eat and how to reach and respond to sensations of touch, both the good touches and the not-so-good touches. Different energies that come within range. It can feel energies as if they are its own energies.
Now, look at how this little piece of perfect circulates through the body. It must circulate or it will not be able to breathe or pump blood or walk or talk or activate the vital organs that the form needs in order to be a living form. The geometric center of the human body is the tail bone called the coccyx. The spirit spark which is NOT FORM but consciousness, is located in that area of the coccyx, which is called the mother flame. It radiates up the spine located within the backbone, to the head activating the brain, and travels down over the forehead and front of the body activating the organs as it flows downward. It makes a side flowing trip out the arms to the hands and fingers, and back again to the heart, where it continues the downward flowing below the heart, through the stomach, intestines and reproductive organs, feeding them with life force. At the sacral area it divides and flows down the outside of the legs to the feet and back up the inside of the legs to the coccyx area again and repeats the circulation system of infinite energy up the spine to the head and back down the front. Now, when it reaches the head it is joined by the downward flowing of the individualized father God, called the I AM That I Am." (from DK's online book on 2/21/23)
11/27/24 - Tantra was a teaching!
Well, tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and Doug and I send greetings to everyone from our quiet home in the country for a wonderful and happy Thanksgiving Day. Enjoy and be merry! We are staying home tomorrow to enjoy a microwavable turkey dinner alone, since busy energy of socializing and restaurant life doesn't appeal to us much any more.
Also, for those who know me, my cell phone and email have lost power and are almost gone. A new cell phone is on its way to me, and a new gmail account will be set up as soon as it arrives. So, as of this moment, I am curtailed in my abilities to communicate. Although texting is still an option, technology is fading. But Doug is my practical partner who takes care of upgrades in technology as I spend time in the higher zones beyond this reality. There are many changes taking place in these days of planetary ascension. As you may notice, I am posting mostly video messages channeled from our own Galactic families of light. We are all connected - they know us and we know them - will know them when they begin landing. Many are coming into realization, but many are not there yet. Please read the transcripts I've posted (of the videos) and get caught up. We are transcending the old fear-endowed systems. They are fading fast. Don't let the confused babble of the crowd distract you. Transcend the babble. Rise higher, be heart-centered and use love in EVERY situation that evolves. You'll be surprised how fast this works. This is the main teaching of the Ascendeds and the Galactics.
Speaking of the Ascendeds, as I browse lazily through the Master DK's many channeled messages from him over the years, I ran across this one below, which I would like to share today. His underlying message has always been to remain in the neutral position - also known as the quantum field. Allow, allow, allow yourself to blend, merge and unify with kindness, love, compassion and peace. There is no such thing as an "opposite". Just many other opinions. We've put up guard rails of resistance to alternating opinions. Take the guard rails down! There are no opposites. Only other perspectives. Raise your kindness to higher levels. As you give love, you receive love. As you give forth appreciation you receive appreciation. Do not resist. Enjoy the show that is unfolding before your very eyes! Enjoy it from the neutral place of your own heart center - the half way ground zero between heaven and earth.
TANTRA WAS A TEACHING
by Master Djwhal Khul
The more you relax, the more your etheric, mental and emotional energies can enter into your cells and tissues. The feeling of peace during yoga is the feeling of your higher bodies coming into alignment and peace with your physical body. Tingles of peace are a sign of the bodies coming into harmony. Relax and let your higher self come in to rest and relax your physical. You are not just mental, not just physical, not just emotional, you are more than these three. You are all of these but you are fragmented. Separated from your self. If you were not separated or divided into painful fragments you would be experiencing ecstasy. On Cloud nine. Your outer duties would be irrelevant. You would be in joy connected to the web of life, the tantra of life, all around you, inside and outside of yourself. You would see the people around you in a glow of light, peace and harmony even though they would not be experiencing harmony. Yet you would see them shining in the aura of bliss, happiness and joy.
Tantra starts with lining up and connecting with your OWN fragmented energies. Line them up first in yourself, so there is wholeness and peace within you, and then you can connect with others (in this case a lover or beloved partner) and expand the wholeness energies that each of you have cultivated and prepared within yourselves. Before making love, do this by meditating together. The teachings of tantra include this as ritual. You can get a jumpstart by having a session with David (Real name, Marcus. Marcus and I were working together at the time I received this.)
Tantra was a teaching devised to teach mankind about his inner powers in a fun way. Since he (man) was outer focused, playing with objects and others in a physical standpoint, sex was a main drawing power. By focusing on the love, wisdom and power that lies within him and comes through him and the others with whom he is playing, he thus learns about what feels good when touching certain spots on the body, and what doesn’t. It is a teaching about Self. The inner Self is flowing through him and never stops flowing. But it can be cut down to a small trickle. Tantra teaches man to pay attention to what feels good and therefore put more focus on that location in the body. The inner Self has powers that the little mind and outer body doesn’t. The power comes down from a higher place beyond his conscious awareness.
He is learning by practicing tantra, which is a scientific ritual practice which focuses on the pathways that this inner power takes as it descends from beyond his conscious awareness. He thus learns to trust it through experiencing the pleasant sensations vs. the not-pleasant or blah sensations. He learns to turn it up for the full power to flow through him. The power comes from above his head, or above his outer-world focus. Its anchor is in the heart. The power comes from a flame within the heart. It is his own immortal life flame that is anchored in his heart. The higher self descends down from beyond him and is anchored in the physical heart. In the ocean of physicality the heart is the life raft upon which he can feel solid and stop the turmoil of rolling waves of the ocean. It is the life raft just as the life raft you see in the ocean, bay or the great lakes in your planet, towards which swimmers go for rest while out in those great waters.
Some have said the gonads are the base of operations in the body because feelings are felt in that area. Others say the head is the base of operations because intelligence and reason comes from that area. Let us say both are right, but the heart is where the two converge and become merged - intelligence and feeling. Mind and body come to rest in the heart when a soul learns to bring these two consciousnesses together into the heart. It requires a period of inner focus to do this. Those who believe the gonads are the base of operations do not understand that the feelings he is getting come from the planet, Mother Earth, who is a living breathing spirit and she is reaching up to the sun who is her parent source. She was birthed from the sun. Just as you were birthed from spirit and reach upward to your parent, so does she reach upward and send upward her praise, thanksgiving and gratitude to her parent source. Thus you feel her reaching. It comes upward through the bottoms of your feet and travels upward through your legs and spine to your heart, where she experiences (through you) the merging with her parent source. When we get our lusty feelings we are really getting HER feelings. They become lusty in our bodies because we do not let it flow through the gates which we have constructed and thus the earth energies are stopped and blocked below the naval. We are smaller versions of her. We live on her surface. We are her children and we feel what she feels.
Those who say the head is the base of operations because of the intelligence that takes place there, don’t have the whole picture. It is not the head or brain from which intelligence and thought originates, but the sun which shines its intelligence down upon the earth and her children. It comes from beyond, beyond our brain and head. This is proven when the body dies. Where does the life go? Where do WE go? Our consciousness and all the wisdom and knowledge we have gathered? We are immortal and we are drawn into pursuing immortality. We are an everlasting consciousness but we don’t know it yet. As children of our parent source we are striving to become like our parent. We want to know. We search for answers. We search for fulfillment. We are coded to succeed in becoming like our parent. It is in our DNA.
Our light body is our pure template that carries the pure divine within us. We preserve our unique identity when we succeed in knowing who we are, by blending with the pure light that runs through our bodies, minds, feelings and brains. We add ourselves as unique identities to the growing numbers of other unique intelligences that pervade the universes. We do not lose our identities; we gain them. We join with our greater selves and we join with others. When we pool our identities into the vast growing intelligence and love of the creative principle, we gain more wisdom, love and power as an individual. We do not lose! We gain uniqueness because of all of our past adventures and learnings. We simply pool what we have learned - great as it is - into the great pool of the creator. And we grow as creator grows. In individuality, intelligence and love. That is when we graduate from the dark planet of earth - and of all other earths - that existed in pain and struggle. We are home free!
11/24/24 - Red Light Therapy
A brief update on what I've been doing. I've discovered LLLT - low level light therapy. It consists of the low red light spectrum from the sun, in the form of LEDs. Many devices have appeared on the internet, including very expensive red-light caverns, all the way down to devices less than $100. When I started researching online, I was inundated with many websites selling red-light therapy wraps. It became too much so I stopped looking and let it go.
Suddenly I saw what I was looking for: anything under $100 that fit the criteria from the book by Dr. Richard Gerhauser called "The Secrets of Underground Medicine". The sun has different spectrums but they are well balanced. This LLLT technology has taken the red spectrum and infra-red and created devices that emit these rays through LED lights. They are making news and creating miracle healings, if one is to believe the reviews.
So I bought one from Nunawave.com for $99.99, with the right red light spectrum. It is a small panel of red lilghts with a remote device to blink time and setting. The first time I used it on my lower back and tailbone. Nothing much happened. The next time I used it, the next day, I shift occured in the pain. Insted of feeling pain it in the lower butt muscles, the pain shifted higher up. Now the front digestive tract is involved. Since I do inner work and am tuned into my inner feelings, I can tell when shifts occur. Now there is a blockage under my diaphragm. These are GOOD symptoms, not bad. The red light is not only shifting my energies around but I am feeling more vitality - surprising surges of energy.
I will continue posting. I am also playing the EE (Energy Enhancement Technology) at night when I sleep and sometimes during the day. The space age technology by Dr. Sandra Rose Michael.
I just posted a new video on TODAY'S POSTS from the Pleiadian Council of Light. The Galactic families are here, walking among us. They/we are called star seeds. We come from the stars and reincarnated here on earth like everyone else. Some of us for many lifetimes. You may be a star seed if you are drawn to this information. If not (quite yet) you will be. We are in the midst of ascension. Rising as a planet to higher, more loving, more unified realms of vibrations and frequency. You will feel it in your sense of softness, sweetness, relaxing, calming, heart-felt. I can feel it for myself. Can you?
Also a new video came out on The Med Beds. They are now ready to be offered to the public FREE OF CHARGE. More information is needed. I'll blog about it when I hear more.
11/21/24 - Your heart is electromagnetic
Your heart has more circuitry than your brain does. Your heart is hard-wired to Father-Mother God. Your heart belongs to God. To complete our mission in this life, we have to connect with our heart. Here are some heart decrees. Memorize these heart decrees and say them out loud every day, three or five times or more. Your body belongs to you, but your heart belongs to Father-Mother God. Your body belongs to you as a blank canvas for you to write on and take into journeys with, go on adventures with and imprint experiences into its cells. Your body was given to you to see what you can make of it. But your heart belongs to Father-Mother God. Your life in the body is for a limited time only. When you are in your head, you are using your human will. When you are in your body you are using your human will. But when you are in your heart you are using Father-Mother God’s will. You can’t help it because your heart is directly connected to Source.
Through your heart the divine enters into the physical world. When you focus your attention on your heart you are plugged into Father-Mother God. Your heart becomes richer. When you start using the heart decrees every day you will build a momentum of conscious energy and awareness to Father-Mother God. Your heart will start to talk to you. You will get messages. You will start to be guided from a most benevolent place, to go to the best situations, with the best solutions. Your heart is not your mind and not your human ego. It is difficult to know the difference because your consciousness is in both places. Your consciousness is in your mind and in your body, as well as in your heart. But your mind contains only storage data like your computer does. It is artificial intelligence, while your heart is pure intelligence from Creator.
You will become aware of the difference as you do the heart decrees daily. Your soul is connected with the Creator. Your soul is really you. It is not separate from you. You are your soul having a physical experience. But your soul - your real self - cannot come into your human life until you open the door of your heart. You don’t have to be there 24/7 because your attention is in the physical human world to do your tasks and to explore and to create. But if you do the heart decrees several times a day you will begin to build an automatic connection to your soul and your creator. Memorize the heart decrees and take about five minutes every morning and evening to say them. Out loud is best but if you can’t do it out loud because people are around, then do them silently in your mind, focusing in your heart. Point out that your heart is electromagnetic. Your heart is directly connected to God, electric, and Mother Earth/Mother God, magnetic. (Master Djwhal Khul on 9/7/15. The heart decrees he mentions were not included, but here is one I've been using for years.)
"I AM THE LIGHT OF THE HEART SHINING IN THE DARKNESS of being and changing all into the golden treasury of the mind of the Crystal One. I Am projecting my Love out into the world to erase all errors and to break down all barriers. I Am the power of infinite Love amplifying Itself until it is victorious world without end. Amen."
11/20/24 - Discovering the "Knower" in you
Browsing through my 2015 journals I discovered this one from Master DK. I asked him a serious question and got a serious answer. He said,
“The man-woman issues that you experience and continue to experience are actually an inner journey as you seek understanding about yourself. You learn through bumping up against what is NOT comfortable to you. You play with this for awhile, struggling with it, and if you are successful in accepting that this really is not what you want (some people never discover this) then you will shed it and not do it again. Of course the evolutionary journey is about discovering this process in a kindly way so that you do not hurt other people in the process. So when you reject them you find ways to let them down easily. This is the hard part. What you are learning about yourself is what doesn’t fit comfortably with you, and what does.. What doesn’t feel right to you? Do you continue to hash it around and try to make it work? This prolongs the pain and the struggle. What feels good to you on all levels, will cause elation and joy. if it feels good on only one level but not the other two or three levels, It does not cause elation, but rather a sense of a pulling towards something as if that something will give you completion. For example, a piece of chocolate cake might taste good to your tongue, but your mind knows it is wrong for your diet and your feeling causes a feeling of guilt. The man-woman issues are the bumping up against energies of other people, to show you that there are many energies that exist in your life and it is a matter of selecting those energies that complete you and fulfill you, rather than trying to make something fit when it doesn’t fit you at all. Like a dress two sizes too small just won’t give you a good feeling. The man-woman issues are a journey in self discovery but many people do not give themselves enough credit to believe their inner intuition. They may have a gut feeling that this person is not right for them, but they try to make it work because they don’t believe their feeling. They believe MORE in being courteous and trying to fit in. This is being dishonest to yourself when you do this. It is damaging not only to yourself but to the other people you are engaging with because they too are not feeling comfortable. If you’re not feeling good about the connection, then they are not feeling good about the connection. Elation and a joyful happy feeling is always the sign that you are doing the right thing.
"The man-woman issues and struggles that you have pertaining to sex is your path of learning about what fits with you and what doesn’t. The discovery part is what doesn’t fit. Trust that and release it and let it go. You will move on when you become consciously aware of this. To remain unwilling to accept this is how you remain in the struggle. Evolve your awareness by trusting your sense of good and bad. By discovering what makes you feel bad and releasing it or taking steps to release it. It may take time. You are discovering the truth of your inner self. It is a discovery of awareness. It is not an outer world discovery. The outer world presents things to you one at a time. As if on parade these things and people come into your view. It is up to you to say “yes” or “no” to these persons and objects. You must decide what doesn’t fit with you. As you eliminate the not-self, you will be left with your authentic self. Your real self. That which has been called “the Knower”. This is the part of you that is eternal and lives on after death of the body to live again in another body, all the while gathering wisdom and understanding."
K’s words were very clear. I have taken the fundamental meaning of his words, which come in the form of higher thought, and have expanded on them in my own words here. But the lesson was clear. I understood.
11/18/24 - On developing your own personal physical identity
Every day when I open my laptop I let random action take hold. It's strictly spontaneous. This morning I ran across this one with Master DK and decided to share it here as a blog. On that morning I had asked a question, "Why do I have to put so much effort into being here in body? Why can’t I just go with the flow that is so natural for me? Is it really important to have a personal physical identity anyway? DK answers:
“Of course you do! When you went into the light in 1976 you lost your personal physical identity and had to work at rejoining the earth reality. Bob helped you. Relationships, intimate relationships, help you to ground into earth reality. It is a necessary evil to stay in the earth reality, otherwise you lose it. You lose the connection to this reality, this dimension of life. Many people don’t want to connect with this reality, or can’t because they have not developed a method that is practical, in a uniform manner. You have to build your identity and your knowledge how to do it, up through the levels so your life here is coherent and a base is established to make it easier. Many people don’t do that. They don’t know how. Your education is lacking. Your work with intimacy through swinging and sex has given you a solid base because you had the grounding in the light first before beginning. Then you were able to take it to the next level, up the spine to higher levels, because you were able to FEEL what was not a right vibration for you, what was not a good fit for you. You were able to detect the difference, it was coherent to you, you were equipped to handle it. And the longer you stayed in duality, you continued to test the waters of the “other” vibrations around you that you were exposed to, and compare them with your own true comforting vibrations.”
(Me:) So every morning when I wake up I’m lying here trying to re-attach with THIS personal identity, THIS body and THIS timeline, otherwise I am a bit groggy and out of sorts, kind of lost with hardly no vitality. So THIS is what gives me vitality, right? By tuning into THIS body? That’s what I do in the morning lying here in bed trying to find some reason to move? Looking for connection?
DK: “Yes! Vitality flows through your connection with this earth identity, this earth dimension is the dimension you are anchored into.”
[Later in the med. room, the left brain and right brain are reaching out toward each other, breaking down the wall that divides and separates them into two halves. I see the lines reaching across borders. They are dark lines, or gray. There is no light shining, just lines flowing together, reaching towards each other and I am consciously aware that I’m doing it, I’m bringing them together. Also I see that it is not the way I imagined it. Left and right brain are not two separate tendencies, one masculine and the other feminine. No. It is not that. We humans did that. The brain was designed originally as a whole brain. The left brain has all of the functions of the right brain and vice versa, but they have been divided. The right brain has all the functions that the left brain has, and vice versa. They have been taken apart and divided up. Our distorted control system programming did that to us. We were trained to operate as enemies. Our ancestors were trained to think and act this way so the genetic material was passed on to us. The left brain is capable of receiving input from the celestial spheres just as much as the right brain is. And the right brain is just as capable of masculine acts that need to be done as the left brain – like abilities of rationalizing, organizing, assertiveness and competition.]
11/14/24 - A super significant dream - more on etheric body
As I woke this morning a dream was fading. A bush, or tree, is weak standing between two other trees. It is not getting enough room to expand its etheric field. The tree is weak and dying. A boy is also having trouble at home, age 16-19 yo. I sit with him and talk with him. He too is having his auric field weakened by his family. They live too close together and are sapping his energy. They are not aware. He is aware but he doesn’t know what to do about it. Next there are lions or cats in the jungle. They are leaping from tree top to tree top, but they have to ascertain which trees are the strongest before they leap, to know which tree will support their weight. That’s all and I woke up.
The significance of this dream is the central spinal column. It is weak because there are two side roads, a right and left channel, going up around the central spine. They represent the male proactive side of me, and the female or submissive or passive nurturing side of me. These two side roads are monopolizing, zapping and taking all the lifeforce energy that runs from earth to sky, up and down the spinal column, which is meant to stabilize and support the entire structure. But these two side channels are taking the life force energy away fromthe central spine (often called the 'rod of power").
In the eastern guru/master tradition these two side roads are called the Pingala (the right side masculine), and Ida (left side feminine. They are shown in graphic form today on the internet as the well-known medical "caduceus". This represent the staff of the God Hermes, where both Pingala and Ida swirl around and around the central staff/spine leading from earth to crown (earth dense materiality) to sky (light, airy and abstract spiritual).
This is super significant to me, for I have been a feminine submissive for many lifetimes. I've had about 20 flashbacks to lives before this one and can relate to the submissive side of life naturally. Now, with this "fall" on my tailbone I have broken the block that held this part of me back, releasing the proactive side of me which has been sorely repressed. I am having difficulty integrating it, difficult walking, but it must be done.
Today I am experiencing a hard-lined attitude shift as revelation after revelation seeps through from below my conscious awareness. It is all about becoming aware. I am healing myself by becoming aware, and shifting my attitude from being submissive and trying so hard to help others. Now it is all about balancing myself and walking on TWO legs, supported by the spinal column and expanding into the wider more relaxing etheric body. No more attempts to be airy-fairy and light-filled. It is time to get real, get practical, get logical. As my husband has been saying all along.
11/13/24 - A personal update - the etheric body
Still struggling with my painful tailbone and butt. The last two weeks I've tried walking, stretching and mild exercise, but that didn't seem to produce any improvement. The tightness persists along with pain. The doctor said there was no fracture, it just takes time to heal. So now I am changing tactics and resting a lot. Perhaps that will do some good. They say rest cures all. Meanwhile, I will continue posting messages of love. It is important to get these messages out for we are in full-scale ascension mode as a planet. We are ascending into to higher consciousness realms in the local universe - moving from third density (third dimension), through fourth density (lighter dimension) and on into the fifth density (a quantum leap into the light). We are not moving physically, but consciously. It is more difficult to grasp this concept but I will explain. We are entering realms of unity, love, light, truth, purity, grace. And healings are taking place.
My experience has been unusual and totally new, even for me. I am reading other comments on the internet, and know that MANY other people are also going through these ascension experiences as well. I am not alone. I thought for many years I was the only one experiencing other worldly realms, but now I know for sure there are many more than I realized. The world is growing and changing. This gives me more freedom to talk about these things more. The last 40, 50 years I have been aware of the Light and Love of Celestial Realms. I experience them often, having been a student of the Ascended Masters. My chief number one guide has been Master DK. Plus I have had connection with the Galactic Federation of Light, or if you prefer, the extraterrestrial planets of Light.
This morning I saw a star ship in the early morning hours. I haven't seen one in awhile. I watched it blink on and off, fade and reappear, plus I received the coded signal, which is simply a mental impression that cannot be explained in words. Since I live with a practical husband who does not believe, I am accustomed to his worldly response (smile) but he has a heart of gold and is very supportive of my hobbling inability to walk. Continuing on with the ascension experiences...
As we move into the fifth dimension we are entering the quantum field of unity and love. Fears, worries and negative attitudes cannot live in the fifth dimension. This is the dimension of contact with others in unity, communication is direct heart to heart, mind to mind. All is one. This is the realm of "All That Is" - the One Infinite Creator. Yet it is composed of single individual consciousnesses who have accepted unity, love and light. They are happy. They are Home. They are Free.
These are my words, not meant to be repeated. I am telling my story here, sharing what I wish to share, personally. This is a connection with myself, alone. There are many who may read this and perhaps doubt or snigger, and that is OK, for each is deeply personal and sacred. It takes courage to share such deeply personal things. Yet, as we move up the ladder of evolution to higher consciousness realms, we learn that we are not alone. There is a sea of life here, composed of many individuals. Little by little our antagonisms and struggles start to fade as we approach the fifth dimension. This leads, at first, to confusion. What is happening? Why do I feel this way? What should I do? Who can tell me what to do?
One must adapt. It takes time. Old beliefs eventually start to fade. Some hang on longer than others and refuse to give up their old former beliefs and worries. But others are learning to let go and allow the gracious move into higher love, more refined graciousness. As a planet full of thriving human beings, we are each one having to take this journey alone, by ourself, leaving the heavy dense material world behind and experiencing lighter feelings of goodness, of companionship, of loving kindness. Have you noticed? I hope you have noticed. As the old beliefs fade, so do the fears and worries. It is a most beautiful experience to allow this to happen. There is a community of loving souls starting to inhabit the planet. They may be living right next door to you. You never know unless you share some of your own precious insights and read their response.
It is not religious. It is sacred. It is spirit. It is love. Religion has cast a heavy pall over the subject of God and Good. This heavy pall is falling away. At least for those who are prepared to let them go. And whenever I lie down to nap and play the EE System (see my blogs below about EE Technology) I go into a beautiful bliss state which can only be called another world, another reality. It is sweet, innocent, blissful. It is like going into the Light. When you go into the Light you are Home again. Then when I wake up from my nap I am back to the way things were before I went to sleep. The world as we know it. I.e., the Matrix with its disordered, fragmented thoughts, confusion, division, separation, random fears and worries. It shatters my bliss!
A message from the Master Djwhal Khul about the Etheric Body.
The etheric body is the understructure of vitality and power that feeds the physical body. The human race must learn about the substructure, the infrastructure of the etheric body that supports, nurtures and feeds the physical body. It is generically called the soul. It doesn’t matter what name is given to it but soul is as good as any. Or the etheric body. It is made of physical atoms and subatomic particles, same as the physical body, but these particles are spaced further apart. The etheric body is more refined, and therefore invisible. The physical body is more solidly compacted together. The etheric body is the gathering space, like a reservoir of forces that accumulate before feeding into the physical body through the nadis and nerves.
The nadis are the lines of light that are part of the crystalline light body structure, or the tree of life that supports the physical body. What is gathering in the etheric body? Many forces from ALL sources that are either attracted to us by affinity, the law of attraction and repulsion, or simply that are randomly passing by in a loose, fluid state like water. These particles flow in currents, attracted by larger more potent forces. Some are good, some not so good, some downright negative, some mediocre or neutral. But they are forces that have not coagulated or found a home yet. They are passing through the earth. If you are not managing your auric field with attention or given these forces direction, if you are not discerning which ones you want and which ones you don’t want, they will accumulate in haphazard fashion. You will get all of them that happen by.
When you are not aware of how your body works, you are not guarding your auric field and you are receiving forces beyond your control, allowing them to build up around you. Your substructure is your etheric body, the invisible auric field. This is the field that supports your physical body and helps build your muscles, blood, organs, bone, nervous system – or weakens it through debilitating forces, including forces of disease. This is the reason for inner work. As you visualize and become consciously aware of your etheric body you start to notice what forces influence you. Which ones you are allowing in. You start to be more discerning. You become more conscious of shifts in your mood or feeling. Maybe it’s a shift in physical feeling. Like me today after eating Chinese food I had an immediate abdominal reaction of discomfort, and spent the next hour back and forth from the bathroom. I had this reaction last time I had Chinese food. I will start to notice now and be more careful what I eat.
Or they could be psychological forces like a strong dislike striking you, or anger or hate or warnings of suspicion or jealousy. These are energies that are striking your auric field. Humanity has not been aware of these OUTSIDE forces, assuming something is wrong INSIDE themselves. There are many outside forces that come into you through your auric field from outside you. Your etheric body is this reservoir of fluid, fluctuating energy that is surrounding you within your auric field. YOU are the one in control of it, or should be. If you are not in control of it then you are susceptible to outsiders influencing you and controlling your thoughts and feelings. This is the battlefield which you should be aware of. Consider this before going to a doctor to cure you and seeking prescription drugs.
In the religions of the world it was referred to as the soul, an invisible unknown to humanity until recent days of enlightenment. We are becoming wise. Become a wise and good steward of the land of your physical body. You are the landowner. You own this piece of land. Notice what is growing in it, or below, out of sight, beneath the obvious surface. You can improve on it by nipping a growing force in the bud, before it has time to take root, before it becomes a belief, like a disease can become a firm belief which is difficult to get rid of. There are techniques that are becoming more available. Listen to them. Choose one that appeals to your sense of rightness and try it out.
It is YOU who are the guardian of your life, body, mind and feelings. Learn some words to speak out loud, affirmations they are called. Such as “I AM” affirmations and statements of positive nature. They were called mantras and chants in the East. Omming is a universal sound to use, or humming. Aum or OM means “I AM”. It affirms you as a self-conscious identity. It means simply “I am what I am” in many universal language.
11/8/24 - You are not a physical being! By Master DK
[Prelude to blog: The Master DK gave this to me back in 2018, six years ago. Re-reading the book I am about to publish on his channelings, lessons and writings, this one is SO good I decided to share it. I am taking a break from researching the EE Scalar system by Dr. Sandra Rose Michael. I've been writing about her for the last nine days. But I DID post some new links about her on the ARTICLES page. I discovered she has a website with some great photos, credentials and family history. It's a very good website.]
(DK speaking:) You have both a human ego nature and a spiritual nature. You are not supposed to choose one over the other, but simply become aware of this fact. As you consider this and think about it, you begin to merge you two natures together, your human ego and your spiritual nature play together in your humanness. There is a blending. Your physical body is not important, but your ego is as you merge it with your spirituality. You are enraptured with your body while you are in it, but the non-physical aspect of your spiritual nature is what activates you and calls you to attention, for THAT is who you are, not your body. As you become more conscious of this fact - that you are not the body but the awareness that lives in your body, you call more of yourself into play. Your non-physical self is more conscious than you are in your physical body, confined as you are to your physical body.
You can test the fact that you are awareness. When a bird squawks over head you turn your awareness up to see. When a child cries you turn your attention to see where the cry came from. When there is a flash of lightening in the sky you look to storm clouds. When you feel the ground tremble under your feet your attention is drawn to the ground. When you feel a cold draft you wonder where it comes from. You are drawn to outside disturbances as they strike against your physical senses. This is what makes you believe you are physical. But who is it who is being aware? What part of you is being drawn to sound and sensation? You are the driver of your vehicle but your vehicle goes places on its four rubber wheels that you, yourself, would not go. Your consciousness is the driver of your physical body and yet it remains unnoticed. It is the observer behind the mask. It is the seer behind the sight. It is YOU behind your mask and YOU behind your sight. You are not a “what”. You are a consciousness and you are non-physical.
You are an individualized unit of consciousness in a sea of consciousness. You became individualized by having experiences in the PHYSICAL world. You now have memories of your experiences. Furthermore, you have the power to change your focus from where you are in the present moment, to imagine being in another place. You can place your intention to move your physical body to another location. You are attached to your physical body but your mind is not confined, nor are your emotions. You are non-physical consciousness, and when you are not in a human body you retain the clarity and memory of all of your experiences. You are evolving from having so many experiences in the physical world of duality. You are growing spiritually, as a spiritual being with a unique and specialized mind. Your ego as an identity is aware of far more than what you think you are aware of. When you are attached to your physical body you may go to sleep and be temporarily free of your body. You have dreams which are memories of experiences in your astral body. When you are sleeping or at death, you continue to be an individualized and specialized unit of consciousness. You are aware of how much more you really are. You drop the veils that surround you when you are “awake” in the physical world. You remember certain dreams. These veils may drop away while you are “awake” in the physical world, through flashes of insight and deja vu feelings. This shows you that you are growing more aware and awake of your non-physical identity. As they drop away you realize more.
The body confines you within a concrete form which is enhanced by its physical senses so you can see your physical surroundings, hear physical sounds, smell physical fragrances, taste physical food and touch physical objects. Thus you know yourself as physical. Yet you are still an individualized and unique unit of consciousness.
When you are sleeping you continue to be an individualized unit of consciousness and you slip out of your body while it sleeps, and have experiences we call “dreams“, some of which are meaningful and others which are not. As the focus on the physical body disappears during sleep, your consciousness becomes more aware. It travels around in a higher plane but it is not easy to bring that awareness back into the physical when you wake up. You slip in and out every time you go to sleep. Every time you die a physical death you drop the body. You have had many births and deaths of your physical body. You have lived in many different parts and cultures of the world, but these memories are erased each time you are born again. It is a merciful act of kindness that you don’t remember your previous lives, for if you did you would not be able to concentrate on THIS life. Memories are erased at birth but you pick them back up again when you die. You remember in bits and pieces gradually, for the waking up process must go at a comfortable pace, otherwise it would literally blow your mind. We all have flashes of insight from our other lives, including our off-world lives on different planes. These are what we label “deja vu”. They are memories stored in your individualized and unique consciousness which is eternal and forever you. You are slowly, gradually, becoming aware consciously, within this physical body. It is an extraordinary experience to have such flashes, for your parents and grandparents did not have them as often as we do today. We are moving to higher ground in what is called “spiritual evolution”. The human race in its entirety, is waking up, and there is such a thing as planetary mass consciousness. Even though cultures are different and the types of clothes worn look foreign, and the language strange to our ears, each unique unit of consciousness dwelling in an earth physical body is part of the planetary consciousness. We are all one consciousness. We are all cells participating in the planet earth’s spiritual evolution. Mother earth is waking up and we are all a unit in her waking up process.
Why were you born at this time? Who are you? Why did you choose to come to this time and place? We all have free will to choose our mother and father, the country, city, society and culture to be born into. I was asked once, “Why did you choose to be born in that little town?“ My friend was born in a big city. I did not consider at that time that I had a choice, but I began wondering about it. Why? And I discovered that I wanted the quiet of a little farm community. It really was a choice. And my parents were humble people, farm people. They did not push me or expect too much from me. It was a peaceful childhood and it gave me plenty of time to adjust to this new life.
As we become aware that we have a spiritual nature (one that lives beyond the physical) and aware that we are an ego, a personality that never dies but who jumps from life to life and body to body for the sake of experience in order to learn and evolve ourselves, as we become aware of this we begin merging our humanness with our divinity - the REAL ego, what we might call the divine ego, the spiritual personality that is growing more aware of itself with every new insight, every new stripping away of the veil that closes in around us. At one time I believed we had a higher self. Now I see that I AM my higher self, discovering this truth. It’s a process of enlightenment. And as I become my higher self and allow in more of my higher wisdom and knowledge, I see that there is yet still a higher self beyond me, and I can see beyond that there is still another higher self and another and another, and so on up the ladder to my source, my home, where I come from originally, to my Father/Mother parents. We “remember” our way back home in the same way we remember our way back out of a deep thick forest and lose our way. We “remember“ our way back home. It is this incredible journey we are on.
This body is temporary, no different than a child’s body is temporary as we pass on to adulthood. Experiences are steps along the way but they don’t last. They disappear in a puff of smoke. The masters say, “It is all illusion” but the illusion is necessary for the time we are passing through it. The ego is passing through experiences and beyond to other experiences. It is a journey through many planes of thought to reach the home source from which we came, which is the plane of full knowledge and complete love. And we carry all that we experienced back with us, never to be lost. We become the wisdom of our journey. Every jot and title remains with us, as we bring home the tales of our journey and tell the stories to our sisters and brothers and parents. We are a specialized and unique consciousness, one of a kind. There is no duplicate. We do not lose ourselves in the vast sea of life. We add to the all-intelligence. We become a piece in the grand puzzle. We are a piece of the source of ALL life including evil.
Knowledge is power. As we accept the fact that we are not the body but a very special unit of consciousness gathering experience, knowledge and love every moment of the day, we begin to access more knowledge from the higher aspects of our Self. We are awakening. We are beginning to grasp it. We pay more attention, and keep looking up, not down. It brings more alertness. And lest we forget that this article is posted on a website dedicated to sex, love and intimacy, there is something we need to remember. When two people are close together in a bedroom, each one absorbs the sub-atomic particles of the other. We bathe in the aura of each other so it behooves us to be at our finest and best, to think the noblest thoughts, entertain the greatest love we can muster, and fantasize the greatest imaginings so that we can more fully expand our lovemaking.
11/7/24 - My Session at the EE Center in Naples
As promised, here is a brief summary of my session at the Energy Enhancement Center (EE Center) in Naples Tuesday. Over the last week I have been blogging about the EE Scalar Wave Technology that I've discovered and have been eager to try it out in person. It has been promoted heavily over the last two years and centers have popped up worldwide under a unified agreement to keep prices affordable.
The tangible effects of the EE session did not show up as a physical healing, but there was a subtle effect that began the following day. First, the physical description of the office I visited and the incredible technology. In the Naples center it is in a small office, very small, on the second floor of a large modern medical building off Airport-Pulling Road in Naples. The office manager, not the owner, sits at a small desk beside a folding screen (which she didn't fold) and behind the folding screen (if she chose to fold it) were two recliners. One for the more serious client which has a mark on the floor underneath the recliner. The other for a second person.
There are four towers of stacked computers referred to as units. Two stacks in front of the recliners and two behind the recliners. Each stack contains six computers, presenting a total of 24 computers in all. All have screens flickering blue or pink or white light with moving numbers, strange mathematical symbols and algorithms flashing and moving. Some of the screens are flickering upward, some downward, some slow, some fast. All 24 computer screens are flickering and flashing their mysterious numbers and letters silently out into the room which was otherwise darkened.
The manager escorted us to the recliners and made us comfortable with blankets should we need them. My husband escorted me to the session. When I asked where he could sit to wait for me, and whether he could use the other recliner, she said that he would have to pay the $70 since it is $70 per person. But then she decided to give him a waiver since he looked (and acted) like a non-believer. So my husband sat with me for the two hour session and read his phone while I reclined through my first EE session.
My experience was amazing. When I first entered the flickering darkened room I felt the deep, deep relaxing peace that everyone has reported feeling at these sessions. It is very comforting and peaceful. The scalar wave technology has been described by the inventor, Dr. Sandra Rose Michael, as universal harmony of love and light. A mathematical super-genius, Dr. Michael was the only child of two super-nerds, and from early childhood was exposed to scientific projects that her parents were involved with. She herself had memories of being on Atlantis when things went wrong, and she herself says that she is still "pissed" at what they, the Atlanteans, did to this beautiful planet. Her interviews are really interesting.
The scalar waves of universal harmony, light and love have been put into mathematical formulas by the super-nerds for use as a technology. These computers aim the energy out into the environment and the harmonious energy from the 24 flickering computer screens brings the distorted energy of our modern world into coherency and harmony. We live in a toxic soup, according to Dr. Michael. This is the reason, apparently, why everyone who enters one of these EE chambers feels such deep peace and relaxation. Love, light and harmony are constantly flickering into the room.
My personal experience was sacred and private. I cannot begin to put it into words. Since I have been doing sacred inner work for a number of years, I was already in communication with my higher self and spirit guides before I entered the chamber. Once settled in the recliner, I wiggled my painful butt into the least painful position possible from the so-called "fall" on my tailbone several weeks ago, and began talking to my guides, the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, my higher self and my body elemental, with whom I have begun a more personal relationship. Inner awareness continued all through the two hour session, and it was a most amazing, incredulous conversation because it was so coherent and clear. As if I were talking to real people in my mind. I will never be able to remember all that I learned in that session, but it's not important. My soul remembers.
Though I did not notice any tangible effects on my painful butt, I did have a very high vitality at the end and couldn't stop raving and asking questions of the manager. But the next day I began my own phystical therapy training at home. More about that later. This was the subtlety that I must elaborate on with more care. The deep inner influence of universal harmony is not a tangible thing. It is an attitude shift.
I highly recommend researching Energy Enhancement Scalar Wave Technology (EE Scalar), especially if there are health issues or painful disorders of the body, mind or emotions that the medical profession can't seem to cure. Gain your own understanding of this technology. It is inner work. I have posted some videos on this website. Especially of Dr. Sandra Rose Michael being interviewed. Her story is so interesting and enlightening. She explains in her soft, gentle and charming way how this technology came to be. See my ARTICLES page for these postings.
11/5/24 - Happy Shift, Transition and Ascension Day
Good news all around. From me. I can't elaborate. It's all beyond the normal thinking mind. I'll report back in tomorrow after I've been to my "space-age" healing center in Naples today, in a little while. We're about ready to leave the house. I've been very active by text and email today with a certain "few" individuals. It's amazing. I'm super elated. I will try to explain later. The new EE scalar system is galactic-sponsored, and on a higher frequency scale than our usual accustomed "reality". It is subtle. It is very, very subtle. The subtlety is a deep sense of peace. A sort of settling in kind of peace that ripples through the body and affects the attitude. It makes you think "Wow!" And Wow, again. Like, where does THIS come from? But it doesn't matter. Bring it on. I love you. It makes you say "I love you."
Blessings to all who read this. I would like to remind you to notice your body. Not your mind but your body. Simply notice whenever you feel a deep peace come to your attention. It's like a sweet haunting song that starts playing somewhere in you. It's like an open link or an open channel. It like part of you has come home. Your REAL self has come home. Or part of it anyway. Your divine self.
Maintain this open channel. Remember this open channel. It's always there. The world outside of you tries to distract your mind, but if you can notice, simply notice, your body sensations, the subtle deep peace that settles through you like a blessing, like a grace, then remember the feeling and tune into it once in awhile.
11/3/24 - Update on the EE System
I am so sorry - my blogs have changed because I have changed! There is a real battle going on right now between the pain in my body and my ability to overcome it. It's the tailbone, lower back and butt. The doctors have not been able to fix it, and so I'm moving on. This new EE (Energy Enhancement System) has come to my attention, so I have been exploring it and it is space-age technology. The inventor is a genius level, charming woman who appears on several videos. I think of her as a galactic because she speaks the same language as the Master Djwhal Khul and the Galactic Federation of Light, with whom I have been studying for many years. I've been collecting and posting videos of Dr. Sandra Rose Michael on the ARTICLES page. Be sure to watch some of them. This healing modality is beyond amazing. Miracles are taking place by people who have sessions. There are many comments posted under the videos and they are increasing. This is the Earth equivalent of the promised "med beds" but it has been invented by an Earth woman. Her stroy is incredible. If you listen to it you will see what I mean.
I have an appointment for an EE session Tuesday the 5th in the Naples EE Center. I will report back.
11/1/24 - More on the EE System
For an up-close look at how the new space-age Energy Enhancement System technology looks and appears to a potential user, there is a virtual transmission of the real thing on the ARTICLES page. I just posted it today. The use of the word "virtual" is my word. What we see is a number of computer screens buzzing and flickering with blue lights, algorithms, mysterious symbols and numbers. These are moving rapidly, and apparently are scanning the environment, organizing the fractured energy fields into coherent, healthy and natural light-encoded energy fields. This is according to my understanding. The units are continually moving and communicating with the energy of the environment, bringing it all into harmony. Also I understand that even a virtual transmission, such as this video, has some benefit to anybody in the vicinity. The implication is to wath the video and experience it. This is what it says under the video:
"EE Transmission / Share this to help humanity!!!" Video
The following video is intended to act as a transmission of powerful energy to assist you in accessing deeper portions of yourself. Watch this video to experience the benefits of this powerful transmission and please comment below with your experience afterwards! Most importantly... share this with the world!! Please note that although this transmission may positively impact your life, it does NOT have the same effect of physically being in the same room as the technology. No need to constantly watch this. Being around it is enough just as you would in a center, only a center is much stronger of course when you are there physically :) I encourage you all to use this transmission simply as a compliment to your physical experiences with the Energy Enhancement System and please share this transmission to help raise awareness! Be sure to go to a location near you to experience the highest form of benefit from this incredible technology!! Jason Shurka
10/31/24 - A Personal Update - EE System
Just to let everyone know, I have been working hard at rehabilitating myself from a very rapid deterioration of the lower back, tail bone and other functions of the body. I've been to the traditional doctors, so that base is covered. And now I am exploring a rather radical approach. A friend suggested the Energy Enhancement System (EE System) and I have been researching that. It is definitely space age. It's an energy enhancement system, or I would say energy integration system, in my own words. I haven't had a session yet.
This all came out about two years ago. That's when the videos started appearing on Youtube. The main promoter is Jason Shurka on Youtube. Space-age technology is wild! My understanding is that you sit or lie in a darkened room with computer screens - there could be more than one - that buzz and flicker with moving mysterious algorithms, as the units scan the body and integrate the various fields of your body. (My interpretation.) I've been googling around and learning about it. It is space-age technology similar to the Med-Bed promotion that has been going on for the last 10, 20 years. The med beds have been promised by the Galactics, but the inventor of this technology is an earth human.
Dr. Sandra Rose Michael invented it. She is the daughter of two geniuses, and is herself a genius level person. Her philosophy is my philosophy. She speaks the same language that I have studied for years with Master DK. So I am totally sold on this technology and want to try it for myself. There is an EE Center here in Naples. But even more importantly, I have been uplifted, inspired and regained my faith by listening to Dr. Michael. She has combined spirituality and science to manifest a physical healing technology that can be used today. She supports my belief that we are made of light. That our cells contain light, pure unadulterated light. And that light is our nature, innocent, intelligent and capable of maintaining a perfect body. But our nature has been disrupted by a very toxic environment. According to Dr. Michael and her son, who was also brought up around the sciences as his mother was, and who now manages the system, the EE System brings all the various levels of energies in our body back into harmony and proper rhythm again.
However, there is a teaching that goes along with this new technology. We can't just be healed and continue eating McDonald's burgers, cookies and candies and toxic foods. We have to learn how to be responsible to our own bodies or the healing will not hold. We must learn the science of good eating and good behavior, proper lifestyle activities. But this will be easy because the energy enhancement creates NEW energies that are uplifting. We will be come more positive in our natural thinking. Negative thoughts are OUT!
This is over and above normal thinking and many people might ridicule it, but what is the space-age for if not to elevate and expand our consciousness and understanding? The EE System, according to videos, is healing bodies in amazing ways. I believe it and I want to promote it. Spread the idea about it, anyway. Understanding will come slowly, over time as we are exposed more and more to the miracle stories that are coming out. It will take a leap of faith. Dr. Michaels has said this is her mission, to heal the world with affordable technology. She is a charming personality, BTW. She's friendly and easy to watch as she explains things beyond my understanding.
Centers are popping up all over the world. Jason Shurka is doing a lot of promoting on Youtube. See him there. www.unifydhealing.com is where a person can go to find a location of a center, and purchase these units. Apparently, those who start centers to heal other people, must agree to keep their prices affordable. Not to overcharge. It must remain affordable so that everyone may be reached for this amazing technology. Dr. Sandra's story is interesting. Listen to it. I've posted some videos in the ARTICLES page on this website to get started. Her approach is both scientific and spiritual.
My personal situation has strengthened, not because of physical healing (haven't been to a session yet) but simply by attitude. I now BELIEVE I can return to fully functioning body and walking again. This alone is encouraging, uplifting, inspiring. It has already improved my functioning ability. Send my love to all who read my website. Feel free to contact me via the contact page.
10/30/24 - The Light from above, and the light from below
A realization one morning while cleaning the patio of cobwebs and taking down the lights. It is so grungy and dirty and I am so worn out doing it. Then a realization came to me, probably from my steady and constant mantra “I am the holiness…” I am drawing on two separate sources – the light above and the light below that has lived and died, locked in corpses from ancient, ancient, ancient eons ago. The life on this planet has lived in material forms since the beginning of time, since the planet began holding life forms. There is experience here in the dead and decaying soil, clay and debris of the earth. Experience in the form of light electrons that can never die. These electrons can never go out. They are God sparks and they are locked into the soil and our bodies are made of this same soil.
We are pulled down, drawn down by the tiredness of past lives. However there is life experience, lesson experience, evolution experience, knowledge experience trapped in these electrons lived and died by individuals like you and me. This is the substance of light. The planet is a living planet of electrons but they are not redeemed, not recognized, not claimed, not honored. They have been scattered throughout the planet, deep down in the soil.
I am drawing on them because I have awakened kundalini and I have been focusing on them. I did not know this in the early days of my kundalini awakening. I am learning. Halleleuia! I am learning. I am being exposed to ancient light. So OK. I am also drawing on the light of our creator God, Father, above me, the abstract Father who has never been on a planet before who is infinite and everywhere. He is the creator light. He is pure intelligence and has never known form. But he dwells in form through is God Sparks. He is the one who made us, with his God sparks - the electrons which I am reading about in the book "Electrons and the Elemental Kingdom". I have his blueprint in my cells, in my soul, in my heart, in my consciousness, in my awareness, in my "here and now" attitude.
So I am drawing on this abstract knowledge of absolute purity and also drawing on the experiences of the light,
the God sparks that are locked in matter. I triggered kundalini to activate back in 1976 and it opened the seat of my soul. It is a grounding force. It is the kundalini. It is the mother force. It is the intelligence locked in matter waiting release. It is now drawing on the light stored in the Earth planet soil, which is all broken up and fragmented through the many lives that have lived and died on Mother Earth. It is waiting to be honored and claimed and USED. I am drawing on these now. I am drawing on the light above and also the light below. I wonder how many people are aware that there is light in the earth soil? That Mother Earth is holding in reserve for those who will find her?
When I draw from below I feel the seat of my soul open and it slows me down, because it is grounding. It goes in the opposite direction that up high into the sky. Master DK said, "Consider the opposite when you are struggling. Go where you do not want to go. There is the balance you need." The Earth is the opposite direction from the infinite sky. Instead of looking up all the time, look down half the time. Alternate looking up and looking down, inhaling the sun and inhaling the earth forces. OMG! I'm on fire with this realization! (1/12/23)
10/26/24 - Back to the Light!
There is infinite light inside every single human being - also within the plants and animals but let's keep it to humans for now. I have seen it! It is amazing. However, when seeing it from inside a crippled body, the knowledge is grounding in. Since my two-day stay in the hospital, the pain is getting slowly worse, to we have an appointment Monday for the neurosurgeon. But I am working constantly, day and night, with the Light in me. .There is a monumental buildup of knowledge that has accumulated. Now, however, I think I must be going through some kind of test, because I am crippled from the fall on the tailbone. I was told by DK that it had to happen to break open the suppressed pingala, the male aspects in me. So that is what I'm aware of. For those who don't understand, just move move and don't pay any attention. I must share this knowledge publicly for anyone who might benefit from it. The new Earth in fifth dimension is all about openness, connection, sharing, assisting, helping, elevating, letting go of ego-control. I have had many lifetimes as a feminine giver, server, helper, healer BUT - this is a big BUT - in helping other people I may have taken away their pain, but I interrupted the person's soul mission to learn a lesson from that pain or that situation.
This is the new revelation for me today. I am realizing what it's like to be iin pain and NOT have someone trying to relieve me. I must face this myself. Yes, I have a partner living with me but he's ideal. He's busy doing his own thing, leaving me free to handle my pain by myself. Entering into the shadow areas of life - the areas you never saw before - this is the deep revelation that I prevent many, many people in prior lifetimes, from learning from their pain.
I don't know if the reader can make sense of this, but I am simply saying it like I see it and KNOW it. I know it because it was revealed to me by inner sight. The Light is the core essence of everyone's body. It is what flows through every cell. It is the "All That Is". It is the God Self. I connected with it and I'm so amazed and excited. The presentation was very, very simple. It simply presented itself. And so it is. Please feel for Light in you. Know that is flowing through you right now. It is intermingles with your everyday awareness. Stop for 5 or 10 minutes and stop thinking. Stop moving. Close your eyes and imagine you're falling off a cliff into air with no ground beneath you. Feel the presence of the Light. It is Love. It is peace. It is nirvana. I have been feeling it wafting through me since the hospital stay. This is part of the journey into the fifth dimension. The planet is ascending, elevating, raising its vibrations. The light in the trees, the forests, the plants, the seas, the fish and water life, the minerals, even the moose, the deer, the snake and the elk - all of them have the light flowing through them and they too are being raised in consciousness.
So too are we humans being raised in our consciousness. Our awareness, our sense of change is taking place subtly. It is being done systematically, automatically. The ego is changing. The way things appear is changing. But it is all so subtle. You do not have to know how it is done because you are simply a part of the all-knowing Light and you are flowing with it as it flows through you and the planet. The all-that-is made everything in the beginning and brings it all back home to itself in the end. Blessings and love.
10/21/24 - Back from hospital!
Brief update: I just spent two days in the hospital after injuring my tail bone. I had slipped off the big medicine ball while stretching backward for my back. Slipped and bumped my tail bone in the tile. Slowly it manifested in severe pain. Now I have been scanned and examined and pumped and prodded to extreme and I'm back home today with pain meds, a walker, and a plan of action. Plus I am more enlightened. It has been a powerful wakeup call. I became aware of things while lying in the hospital that I never could have seen otherwise. The transition and ascension into a brand new expansive way of life that is healthy, positive, peaceful and serene, is underway. We are all being called to raise our spirits and not be pulled down by the negatives of the human collective - and deal with the pain of karmic back lash with an open mind, listen for the gift that is coming out of the back lash. It enhances and corrects what was wrong. Work with it (the pain or struggle) as best you can, yes, but don't let yourself be pulled into feeling "bad" or depressed. That energy was everywhere in the hospital. I noticed it, it seeped into me, dulled me down, but I called on my higher self with a reaching up attitude like reaching for the gold ring in the merry-go-round as it comes by! I reached for that light and pure glistening joy and excitement as best I could - and I dealt with the slow sinking depression of hospital life. Don't be pulled DOWN, be pulled UP.
Be pulled UP. That is your higher self. The you that is conscious on an infinite wider plane of love, light, hope, excitement, victory and expansiveness that goes on forever and ever and ever. I have seen it. I have bene there. You go there too in your slumbering. Or maybe your daylight hours, I don't know. From your higher self you can see the potential of the lower world, and the problems that are bogging it down. Maintain an open and innocent mind, inquisitive mind. Focus on your heart for sixty seconds at a time seeing a brilliant sun shining there. Breathe deep, deeply, to full capacity and let it out slowly, slowly, to full capacity. Your heart is the hub that swirls energies around you. Higher spiritual energies and denser earth energies. They co-mingle and swirl together. The higher aspect of your SELF is trying to reach you through the swirling. Hold still a moment and focus on the sunlight in your heart and breathe deep. It will still the busy buzzing of the outer world. Give yourself a sense of your higher self by doing this 60 seconds at a time of focus on your heart. You heart is the hub which swirls heaven and earth together. We get both the high glimpses and low negatives. Pausing for 60 seconds on stillness and sunlight shining in the heart (count 1-2-3-4). It will bring earth and heaven together in marriage. Your body will feel the peace. Peace is uplifting. Do this often during the day.
Love and light to all. Keep your eyes on the skies, on the heavens (heaven is in your higher self). Keep your inner focus on the glistening clarity that flashes from time to time, and on the celestial clarity of the night sky, and the cosmic day. It is there and will seep through to those who retain an open listening peaceful mind, waiting for that flash of perfection from the higher self. Blessings to all. I hug you all. I feel the depression of those who are depressed and want to take it all and spin upward into the sky because there is the father light, the ultimate father who receives the depressions and transforms them. The mother light is located at the tail bone. It is the kundalini that holds the innocence for the body vehicle. It is the kindly mother that nurtures us and makes sure we keep breathing. Do not give up. Hold onto the faith of the father/mother god within. It is there. It is kindness. It is compassion. It is love. It is pure and unadulterated. WE are the wones who adulterated it. Now we return to the father/mother light that is pure. May we meet again soon. I feel the pain and I feel the greater love that erases pain and hopelessness. Love to you personally.
10/17/24 - Balance of Power, Part 2 - Yin and Yang
Yesterday's blog on Balance of Power was abruptly cut off yesterday due to circumstances that are unfolding. The recent fall on my tailbone has cracked open energies that have been long hidden from me. I thought I was eternally a feminine being. Nurturing and forgiving. But what is being revealed now from slow and deep inner work, is quite the opposite. I am a singular celestial intelligence that divides into male or female whenever I descend into physicality and become embodied in flesh and blood. Humans live in a duality, a world of opposites. So we each have to decide, on a soul level, which gender we want to embody as. It has been many years working with the Master DK to get to this point of understanding, where I was ready to crack open my tailbone (!) to release, reveal this information to me. But there was no other way to do it. Lessons come from within oneself, No teacher guide can give this information to us. We HAVE realize it ourself. The pain is worth it because I'm very excited to know that I have a more masculine aspect within me - a power I never realized. Let me expand a little more about this.
Many prior lifetimes as a woman enhanced my femininity from the time I had my first sexual encounter. Before that I was an innocent carefree child. I did not know I had been repressing the masculine side of my nature. I was born female, after all. As an adult I have tried to develop some masculine abilities but they didn't develop well. I could not do it. 99.9% of my nature was feminine from puberty on - and submissive to men. This natural feminine nature was enhanced to much greater proportions when kundalini awakened in me 48 years ago. Many lifetimes prior to this, plus an OBE into the light in this lifetime, has increased my loving nature a thousand fold - but I'm still a normal human woman! I just accepted I am what I am, and had given up any hope of being able to be able to assert myself as a rational clear thinker. I am a submissive female, and that's that. Dependent on men for all practical purposes.
Now, just the opposite happens to men. This is part of the teachings that are coming forth right now. To those men have had many prior lifetimes as a man, has enhanced his masculinity from the time he had his first sexual encounter. Before that he was an innocent carefree child. He did not know he had been repressing his feminine side. He was born male, after all. As an adult he may have tried - and may have succeeded - in developing some tender, loving, nurturing abilities. And there are men who had many prior lifetimes as a woman, but who has chosen to take a male body this time around in order to "lean" more and learn more how to be masculine.
In other words, lifetimes as a man is done by repressing the feminine nature, and magnifying the masculine nature. And vice versa. Many lifetimes as a woman is done by repeatedly repressing the masculine nature and magnifying the feminine. This is done to enable us to have opposites. It is through opposites that we bump up against each other, either for pleasure or lessons and soul growth. We evolve by learning what is good for us and what is NOT good for us. We need the comparatives. This is the way of the galactics too, I have been learning. We have been shielded from knowing our place in the order of things, but we are simply lower on the totem pole of intelligence. We have been kept from knowing the truth. We have been kept quite ignorant.
But as we move into higher regions of light in these times of ascension (dimensional shifts, increasing solar flares, warming and cosmic channelings from higher beings), we are being flooded - literally flooded - with truth of how the universe works. Be prepare for inner enlightenment. It is coming whether you are ready or not for it. The shifts are activating the light that has been blocked, jammed up and backed up, packed tightly inside our physical body cells. This has always been the teaching of the ancient wise men, the teachers and mystics of old. They told the story, but only to those who were ready to hear it. Are we ready? I have been studying under the Master DK for 48 years and I still feel like an ignorant dullard. There is so much I don't know. This is the most recent revelation. Me, a submissive female, lover, nurturer, healer, whatever, suddenly learning that she has masculine abilities to fight when needed.
So if you're a man you have a feminine side equal in strength to your masculine. It can be cultivated with your permission, tactfulness, patience and knowledge. You were made into one or the other gender at birth to give you a physical focus, for this is a world of duality. But you CAN balance your power, because behind the scene you are one single intelligence, or power, pulling the strings and making life decisions. Balance your power.
If you are a woman, you have a masculine side equal in strength to your feminine. It can be cultivated with your permission, tactfulness, patience and knowledge. You were made into one or the other gender at birth to give you a physical focus, for this is a world of duality. But you CAN balance your power. Behind the scene you are one single intelligence, pulling the strings and making life decisions. Balance your power. Everyone has a singular whole spirit - named "holy spirit" at the center of their being. This one whole power has been divided into two separate forces, but we are being called to balance ourselves now. The marriage of yin and yang.
10/16/24 - Balance of Power - Inner Power!
Several days ago while lying on tennis balls on the floor for myofascial release on my spine, I heard the words "Balance of Power". The first thought was of politics, but then that was silly since I'm not into politics, I waited a bit. Slowly it came forward into my awareness. It was in reference to my bumping of my tail bone 10 days ago. The pain started out non-existent at first but slowly built into an ache and then in a slight pain and then into a fully body pain from feet to head - all on the right side. I had started doing a sideways bend off the end of the bed, as per the myofascial therapist's suggestion, to stretch my right side, ligaments, cartilage, tendons, which was my tight and hurting side. The bumping of the tail bone was after I started that. OK. Now here comes the good part.
From deeper and more prolonged inner work, the balance of power was my body telling me to balance the left and right channels that go up my spine. The yin and yang channels, or passive feminine and active masculine. In Eastern philosophy they are called Ida, the passive yin, and Pingala, the extroverted yang. The revelation that came to me was (and the Master DK said the tail bone "bump" was not an accident but necessary to crack open the door that has been locked for eons.
I have had many lifetimes being a yin, feminine personality, repressing my yang side which is the action side of me. I have been a submissive, holding back my assertiveness, keeping myself subservient. I will skip the long, drawn-out lecture on divine feminine. While I used to blame the men for their power over me and not seeing the beautiful nurturing side of life, this was all new revelation for me. The shadow side that I kept below my awareness.
I've had many lifetimes suppressing my action side. Now, I am facing the balancing of the celestial powers within. This pertains to everyone, either from the male side or the feminine side. (More later. I am being called to action!)
10/13/24 - Why the "No-sex" massage called Ascension Massage
A friend wrote, thanking me for my last newsletter, "It is time to wean." I began thinking about his request "How do you do this when you are single and alone, and have desires for a partner to love?" Yes, it is an issue. I have been also thinking about that. The lifestyle of couples swinging is a wonderfully freeing up movement. In the swinging lifestyle, people can enjoy themselves because they know everyone there, including the hosts, are also free. No one there will judge anyone else. It is an open-hearted, joyful atmosphere. I enjoyed the lifestyle very much for that reason.
Now I want to implement a NO-SEX massage called Ascension Massage. This is going to present a problem to most everyone - even those who have never been involved in the couples lifestyle. I myself don’t want to stop the freedom movement of couples lifestyle. It is a very joyful movement. I have been hesitating to implement the Ascension Massage for that reason. Even though the Ascended Masters have guided me toward it over the years. Now I am finally approaching a conclusion. Perhaps too late for me, but I can talk about it. That seems to be my role in life - to express thoughts that go behind the normal. No-sex massage must be a teaching session only. Not an end product in itself. It is the missing link in human affairs. It is very much needed to prepare people for deeper awareness. It is a spiritual step to inner enlightenment, yet while staying within the human social culture of fun, pleasure, enjoyment and creativity. The couples lifestyle is goal-oriented toward physical sex. There is pressure to engage. These are two different movements.
It is like going to kindergarten before first grade. You must be prepared. Or like finishing high school before attending college or university. Or like me learning to separate my brain intelligence from my soul intelligence. I just learned (!) that I must first get to know my limited brain first, before I can expect it to know everything that I know from my OBE or out-of-body experience. My disorientation and dizziness over the last three years. is the result of not understanding the difference between my two sources of intelligence. There are steps needed to be taken with the advent of new knowledge. New in-lighting. We must grow into new expansive knowledge. Expansive new knowledge is bigger, wider, carries more meaning than the former, limited knowledge. One must be able to recognize the steps how to expand. Otherwise there is confusion. There was for me. It would be similar to asking a child of 6 to solve a complex math equation. (Unless of course he happens to be a math prodigy.)
Back to my friend's question, "How do you wean yourself from loneliness feelings?" The Master is right - we must wean ourselves from the deep-seated fear of not having enough, and of being dependent on others to fill in the gap for love and friendship. What do we do about that? Well, we create something inbetween to help fill in the gap via human touch and togetherness. The human creature needs nurturance, validation, closeness and friendship, if not love. The Ascended Masters have been guiding me over the years. They are beyond physical embodiment and so they study us and see where we are going, what we need. They are the spiritual hierarchy for the human race. They have been here, themselves. They are now here to guide and support us who are not yet ascended. They do not want to see us suffer, but they see that we do things that keep our suffering ongoing. Like we keep repeating the same patterns over and over and over and over, ad infinitum. Like sex. We love our sex and our orgasms, but we are blocking the love as a result of our sexual habits. We are blocking it as a cultural belief, blocking it from flowing ALL THROUGH THE BODY.
If love were allowed to flow ALL THROUGH THE BODY, from head to toe, we would be walking love gods and goddesses. We would be feeling bliss, rapture and pleasure feelings all the time. Fluctuating and flowing, not like in one lump-sum explosion and then it's all over. This will go against the grain of most people reading this, but there is history. Ancient teachings about it. And there are studelnts today who know. The firs step is to experience it personally, within oneself, inwardly allowing the love to move. This, I have been doing all alone by myself for the last - ummm - let's say 48 years, counting.
We must have an in-between teaching that one can attend, to learn how to open the gateway that has been blocking the rising flow of love ALL THROUGH THE BODY. I need this class too. I'm a student, not a teacher, but I have been prepared to present such a class. I need some friends who will agree to work with me on this. I doubt it has ever been presented before, unless it be in a retreat session, such as true and authentic Tantra by a true and authentic Tantra master.
We humans are different individuals. We've been cultivating our differences. We each have different identities and personalities, likes and dislikes, interests and things that turn us off. How can we expect to find others who will agree to be loving and kind without sex as a goal? Opposite personalities do not naturally flow together. They have to work it out. However there is light within the cells of our physical bodies that few people know about. This is the light of the God spark. We are Gods in disguise because God made everything, including the human body. We just don't know about it. But we CAN activate the God spark in us with loving hands. When we put our hands on each other with caring, kindness and uplifting thoughts and feelings, it draws the God spark toward us like a magnet. Love and kindness attracts. And we receive the God spark from the other person, and the other person receives our God spark from us. Because it's the same God spark.
If this does not resonate with you, the reader, then disregard it. You have your own interests, this is mine. After being involved many years learning about love, I know that it is the larger love that draws us together, not the sexual love, except perhaps in the rare cases who know how to handle love, how to expand on love. The larger love draws us together because it transcends the lesser external differences that we play with in our daily lives. These act as a shield to the great love that is within our body cells, and prevents it from seep out and radiating and flowing through the rest of our bodies. It is the different thoughts, opinions and raucous interplay of different threads, some positive, some negative, but always different. It's the "not-love" that gets in the way of the greater love. The only thing we humans can use that will invite the greater love to blossom open and flow in us, is using high vibrational words, silent words, humming, chanting and other methodologies left by the ancient mystics and teachers. We can use them for ourselves today. We need to learn about them and practice them. This will help us to feel love growing within our own bodies, muscles, tissues, nerves, bones and diseased organs. They will uplift and help eradicate negative symptoms. This is the purpose of the Ascension Massage Exchange Network, which the Masters have been prompting me to do.
Opposites do attract, yes, because there is curiosity. And male attracts female and vice versa. But that's still focusing on external differences. Opposite opinions make the world go around. It stimulates us and often we value these differences. They inspire us to think and be creative and work up new models and approaches. But what enables these opposites to blend in harmony? Why love, of course. God-love. There must be an inbetween platform where we can gather people who are in agreement. Where we can leave our outer differences aside, idling in neutral while we focus on the God-spark within. Higher vibrating thoughts, feelings, mantras, humming, chanting, that kind of thing. It soothes the body into peace. It allows the love within to flow. These gentle vibrations lift our feelings higher and closer and better than the sex explosion which only lasts a few minutes.
10/11/24 - Melding earth and heaven together thru your body cells
Today during my exercise routine, which included some stillness exercises, I focused on the three highest layers of my auric bubble (aka the merkaba) as shown in graphics on the internet. I was told to do that yesterday by DK. This exercise expanded my thoughts so I started out writing, but ended up spontaneously with the following blog.
He had said, "The pure and holy God self is uniquely you. You have been working with physical bodies to learn how it is done. But you have been trying to meld your higher God consciousness into your physical body cells and it is not working. Don’t try to bring this down into body density. Then you become entangled with the impure energies within and around you. You are wasting time and energy to try. Instead, focus your attention on the three highest layers as shown in graphics of the aura. These are the purest, the highest layers of God consciousness that is within you. Identify with them."
I contianued expanding the thoughts. Use high vibrating words as direction finders, and then find the FEELING contained in the word. Happiness, Joy, Freedom, perfection, love, unity, God, I AM that I Am, harmony, grace, humility, perseverance, gratitude, oneness. Find the feeling in these words and apply them to your own body in sacred peace and focus. The sphere that surrounds you is not confined to the outer perimeter of your auric field, you are radiating it from within your body cells. Each cell, each molecule, each atom, each electron has a radiation coming from within it. Your whole body radiates or is dulled down, as the case may be. The God light is in the electron. The electrons gather together when the master directs them together with uplifting words, songs, mantras, chants, sounds, music and benevolent acts of kindness. The dullard does NOT direct them but allows the electrons to separate and scatter and lose its light. It becomes morose, sad, lonely and radiates unkindness. This is the feeling of pain, sickness and disease when separation takes place. The electron is the light of God that orbits around the proton and neutron. When the master who resides within the body uplifts them with song, praise, music, elevating words, feelings and benevolent acts of kindness, YOU feel uplifted. You feel happy because your muscles and tissues and organs feel uplifted and happy. Your feeling of happiness and joy is dependent upon your body feeling loved, happy and appreciated. This takes time and application. It does not happen randomly.
Pay more attention to your body. Your body is a community of many different parts. Some parts work harder and more often than others. It requires a community spirit to keep them aligned. Raise them up with sacred application. Yoga does this, chanting does this, mindfulness exercises do this, everything you do in your physical life reflects in your feelings of either joy or separation which causes downward feelings of negativity. Without daily application of self love to the God light within your cells, the electrons follow the path of non-resistance. Other energies come in from the outside. You breathe them in and soak it in, absorb them in via your senses. Via the lungs from the atmosphere and environment. Seldom do these uplift, because everyone is going through their own process of learning. Less-than-pure energy enters into you and causes your light within your body to droop, separate and scatter into fragments. Without knowledge of how the body works with the God light inside the cells, loneliness, pain, aches, disease and and despondency is the result. Thus, a daily exercise is necessary to uplift, praise, love and appreciate your body cells, for they are the God within you.
When you do this daily, and intermittently during the day and night, you are lifting the consciousness and the vibration of your own cells, maintaining a higher vibration within your lower, dense bodies. You have a physical body, an etheric body layer, an emotional body layer and a mental body layer. Each of these bodies is a consciousness filled with awareness. You, the resident master living in your body, are constantly learning what makes you feel good and what makes you feel bad. This is the reason for a physical body – to learn by doing and interacting with the physical world.
Be sure to lift your own personal vibration every day, and during the day, by keeping your thoughts on harmony, good feeling words and positive thoughts. If a negative thought appears, change it quickly to a positive thought and follow up with a feeling of positivity. This is the spiritual path. It does not require formal meditation. Walking your spiritual path through your daily activities is the best way to raise your spirits – by radiating higher vibrations into whatever you are doing at the moment. You are walking this path alone. Others in your life are also walking their path alone. As you are kinder and more appreciative of each other, you draw closer together as a community. You feel more harmony and constructive projects are completed in almost miracle-like fashion. Communicate your GOOD feelings often. Discern carefully before giving what could be perceived as a negative feeling. There may be a reason for saying such words out loud in order to correct a situation. Be discerning, for a negative will reflect a negative back to you and defeat the purpose of speaking.
Work together with your body, and be aware that your actions influence other people’s bodies around you. You are working together as a physical tribe, team and species, to bring forth harmony to your community. Uplift and blend. Correct where necessary, with wisdom and gentle counsel. With humility, not ego. The result is harmony and cooperation, as the God light within each person WANTS to reach out and unite with the other God lights around them. You, the everlasting soul are the God within you. You will pass on when you leave this body, but you will have left your calling card of light on the physical environment for future generations. Your physical vehicle is a temporary vehicle. It depends on the master residing within it to uplift it, support it and maintain its happiness and feelings of worthiness.
When we were first born into this body as an infant, we grew up only knowing the physical part of us. We were not taught otherwise. We learned that we are ONLY physical, thus the blinders over our eyes. But through the experiential process, we learned in our own way the lessons we came for. It is done through interacting with others. We gradually become aware that we are NOT confined to this physical body after all. There is more to us than a physical shell. We are heaven-sent to dwell here for a short period of time, to influence not only ourselves, but the physical planet and its creatures we live with. Heaven and earth are balancing one another through our daily interactions, blending harmoniously together, for opposites DO attract. Opposites learn from bumping up against another of different values. We must learn to work together or suffer deeper pain. This is a healing practice. Bodies can be healed in this manner, by loving your own body and lifting its vibrations you can learn to discern the difference between your soul, which is the intermediary between God I AM, and your physical body cells. The physical body has undergone centuries of fracturing, and are still hurting and in pain. You are here to bring harmony, peace, light, love and balance to your OWN body cells first. Then the radiation quickens within and you feel the joy of raising the body vibrations to more aliveness and clarity. Joy is God’s light waking up in you!
10/8/24 - More about ascension massage and the light body
A few alterations were made to the 10/6/24 blog. Please see below. The ascension transition continues as the Hurricane Milton is said to be on its way to Florida. I have been communicating with it. The hurricane, I mean. It is conscious force and it is slowing down. It is gentling. Do not be afraid of Mother Nature. She will respond to a loving and humble greeting. Fear causes disturbance. Transcend the fear and become aware of the living consciousness and heart of Mother Earth. She is eager to hear from you. Take your shoes off and go barefoot on the earth.
10/6/24 - A personal update about ascension massage
Things have been very busy on inner levels. There has not been enough time to write blogs. About ten years ago I posted on this website a plan to offer Ascension Massage, but it never was implemented. After years of training with the Master Djwhal Khul about how to blend opposites (spiritual with physical, or heaven with earth), it has finally come to fruition. I will share the most recent. This has been an extraordinarily long, involved, deep inner study which is completely inner training. There are no words to summarize it, but I can do my best to talk about it.
This past week I had my first ascension massage exchange with a man. What I would call as an ascension massage according to my understanding. He was a massage client ten years ago and contacted me after reading about it in my newsletter. We met and exchanged massages and my inner eyes opened. This sort of thing cannot be put into words, because it is a release that takes place on a deep cellular tissue level. The human condition is complex when it SHOULD be wonderfully naturally, simple and easy. But because we all harbor past lifetimes of trauma, both bad and loving good energy in our cellular tissues, we are bogged down by contradictions and confusions.
The Ascended Masters and spiritual guides have done their best to teach me and guide me, and I understand theoretically how it is supposed to work, and theoretically what the problem is. But knowing what to do about it is out of reach. What is needed is experience - personal experience - of release so we can feel it within ourself. No spiritual guide or ascended master or angelic force can do that for us, because WE are the one resisting and holding it back. We must do that release ourself. How? That was what the ascension massage was designed for - given to me by the Great Ones to implement but I have not been ready.
When I had an exchange with this man on Thursday past, I experienced that release of a fear. It was deeply ingrained and very subtle. I would never have detected it without just exactly the right chemistry of light to light. His light to my light. It was revealed to me in ways that I could not mistake it. The man's hands on me with caring and kindness and rapport, released the divine light in me with HIS divine light in him. He didn't know because I didn't tell him or show him. And it was the LIGHT that did the releasing. Deep within. Only the powers-that-be allowed us to meet and perform this light ascension massage. The man was of a spiritual nature. That which was blocked in me began flowing and I felt it and it turned me around. It was a seeping through, like the dawn seeps through the curtains in the morning as you wake up. That's how it felt. It was sweet, warm, and lovely. The recognition that I had been holding this warmth back, awakened in me as the man continued massaging me. Realization dawned gently, like a mother laughing at me as she stood before me smiling at me. So this is the Mother Flame, the celestial mother which I've been writing about. There are no words.
Why do we hold this beautiful essence back? HOW do we hold it back? I do not know. But now I understand what Ascension Massage will do for people. They have been nudging me to do this. My own higher self has been nudging me for years. It was all theory before. It was only a belief before. Only a belief. It wasn't a reality until last Thursday with a real live human being. It took another human being with sufficient light in him to activate the light in me. Then it was strong enough. This is how Ascension Massage works. It activates the light body.
I will continue to write about it as I have experiences. There are others waiting to connect with me but only when the spirit moves us to meet. It has to be with another flesh and blood human being who has sufficient light active within to connect. It is not ego connecting but light connecting. And I don't know who that is. Most people keep that part of themselves secret. Please feel free to contact me if you are interested HERE.
10/1/24 - Ascension is dramatic right now
The physical ascension is heady, exciting and exhausting. I can barely keep myself upright when I'm up doing work around the house and yard, but I have to keep moving. Because there is an inner electricity that turns on sometimes, when I remember to turn it on. I forget sometimes. But when I turn it on something happens. I get vitality and my physical body can't keep up. The key to keeping the body going (at age 86) is to keep going and rest often but not for too long. Lie down, rest, then get up and keep going. The inner electricity, spiritual electricity, is amazing. However, there are techniques I've learned about over many years. I'm going to start talking about them here in my blog.
I have had a lot of advice from inner realms what to do. Guidance is ever present - whenever I remember to tune in to it. Remembering is not always easy. It's easy to forget because life is full of distractions. It is a busy place here on Earth. Even for only the two of us living alone out here in the pastureland of SW Florida. There's so much happening to us and within us. The pot is boiling with thoughts and movement and ideas. The spiritual electricity is flowing. The trick is to consciously remember that it's there and to CONSCIOUSLY tune into it. To become conscious of it is to think attention to it. Turning attention to it is like a prayer, turning mentally to the heart and saying like "Fix this". Something like a prayer to the higher power within, which is actually, literally, your REAL God self by whatever name is comfortable. It doesn't require a specific ritual or pose or name or word or mantra or prayer. It just requires you to think of it and you can do that standing up working. Just by turning attention to it in a simple inner-focused thought for a moment or two, will do it. But there has to be a belief and it takes a while to practice and build a momentum of belief. That brings it on. That turns it around. It's like calling out to a friend who has her or his back to you. They can't see you so you call out their name and they turn around and see you. THAT's the connection that starts the spiritual electricity flowing. It's as simple as that. Once the higher self knows you want help, it will click in. But, again, it takes practice and the building of a belief system.
I did it again today. I've been noticing it on small little things. You may not believe this, but yesterday after the hurricane I was out cleaning the pool (my job). During the usual process of changing filters and starting the pool vacuum, I heard a screeching ssshhshshhshshshs, like water escaping through a small hole - and the motor stopped. Uh oh. First time that ever happened. After looking around, I gave up. (I don't have a lot of energy to give this mechanical work. I go slow.) Today I went out again and tried again. I found there was a leak in the filter tank, the water wouldn't fill up. It kept leaking away. I asked Doug, the practical mind between the two of us, and he came out to look at it. He didn't know either what to do, but he wouldn't give up. He kept thinking about it and poking around. As he was doing that I remembered to call in the light. I simply remembered and turned my attention to my heart flame and asked, "Please fix it" while imagining the sunlight in my heart. Then Doug said, "Let's turn on the motor anyway." I objected at first, thinking "there's an underground leak!" But I did it anyway. I filled it as far as it would fill and tried to ignore the thought of leaking. I put the cover back on and turned on the motor. Long story short, it worked. The machinery started working, the jets pumped water out into the pool, the equipment purred so smoothly we thought at first it wasn't working. But an hour later it was still going. But what happened? Where did the leak go? How did it get fixed? We were mystified but I kept saying silently, "Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
It is important to be humble and not boast or feel proud over seeing a miracle happen because you called on the light, but rather take the attitude of a child. Be naive and innocent. It is a child asking for an adult to please help. The adult knows more than I, a mere child who is confined to a playpen and has lost a ball outside of its boundaries. The adult is the one not locked up. It has the power to fix things. I have learned about attitude of humility from the Master DK. I report this only as a child who is still learning from grownups. I report this to share and support, to validate how powerful the grownups are - those who belong to higher realms than we who are still locked up and imprisoned. The universe is full of LIGHT. And light is knowledge. The Light knows everything. There is nothing that the light does not know. There is an answer for everything. Many beings like us have joined the Light forces. All have contributed to knowledge that we know as LIGHT.
All we have to do is ask and it will be given. But we have to build a belief and a trust and a faith. We have been lacking in education about this light that is within us. It built this body that we are walking around in. The light is there, it's not "out there" outside of us, as the religions have taught. It is within the cells of our body (hands, feet, organs, etc.) and the most important center is in our HEART. the physical heart. The heart keeps pumping blood to all the rest of the body because of this small flickering flame implanted in it. The flame is non-physical. It is a spiritual light that flickers in the heart. As long as that small flame flickers in the heart, we are alive and we can build on it. That's why the great ones keep reminding us to "go to the heart". It has been ignored because we keep getting distracted by the outside world. So many excitements and things to do.
The Christian Bible reports this phenomena of the flame in the heart as "the Christ". But the Christ isn't Jesus or Krishna or Buddha or any of the great ones of yesteryear. Jesus was one who discovered and lived the power of his heart flame to its greatest potential and conclusion. He showed it to the world by his own example. He kept saying over and over again, according to scriptures, "You have it in you too". "Ye are Gods!" And he was very humble about the miracles he created in his passing. He credited his Father for them, not himself.
At the next need to fix or heal something, hold an image of light in your heart - imagine your physical heart in your chest. And imagine the brightest light that you can - like the sun shining at zenith - superimposed over your physical heart. And say the words silently in your mind. "Please fix this" whatever it is you wish to fix or heal or improve or make better. Whatever words come naturally. THINK the words. The Light is but a thought away. Build on this belief and try it out. Don't wait as long as I have waited. Try it and start building a belief that this is really, really, honest-to-God true and real. It is the stuff of legend and was taught in secret in past ages or they would be put to death. It was not for the common person.
9/28/24 - Connecting to the power inside the pain
Physical pain really hurts bad. I’ve been experiencing raw nerves in the spine. It locks up and screeches when I stand up. But I’ve been studying/reading occult books (DK) and it is filling me in in many ways. Pain and struggle are opportunities for personal growth. Nobody wants to hear that but it’s true. It’s been said so many times, most people treat it as trite but they haven’t taken the time to study like I have. You can’t get the knowledge without reading and listening and absorbing the science behind the trite saying. And then there is the personal experience of the pain or the badly damaging situation.
I’m in the process of experiencing that ancient reality. One might call it karma, but I choose to simply recognize what I did wrong and improve myself. Let me see if I can explain it in words, the process of what happens when you walk right into the pain and embrace it. Right there where the pain is, the raw nerves screeching and your legs are buckling under you. You correct yourself to prevent falling to the floor, as best you can. I am learning how to do this. I say the words that I’ve been learning. “I Am God consciousness flowing down my spinal column". And I understand those words. I believe them. I know them. I’ve accepted them and am now picturing them as best I can, working at it, investing my time into them. They are not meaningless, empty or superficial. I have done the backing and filling, the reading, contemplating, mulling it over and absorbing. I have learned to walk the talk better. Not perfect but better.
I’ve been absorbing the ancient wisdom and the knowledge and the concept is sound. It’s logical. It makes sense. I’ve experimented. So now I have created a few phrases that I have committed to memory - words that I say to myself whenever the raw screeching pain appears. Instead of buckling under it, I redirecct my focus and take a superior MENTAL position, an ideal position of pure and perfect “I Am God consciousness” attitude as best I can. I go beyond the discomfort of the pain, detach as best I can, it’s a work in progress. I move attention away from the raw distortion of nerve pain and take a master’s position behind the controls, a more dominant position, if you could say it that way.
It is a mental maneuver, a move into the abstract portion of my mind. In so doing I take attention away from my body’s discomfort. It is done through abstract will power and determination. It's the blue energy, the blue ray, the blue flame. Will power, strength, courage and determination. It’s not an emotional maneuver but a mental one. The pain is still there but I’ve removed my attention on it and concentrated on the NEW thought. This has been difficult for me. I do not like to be mental. But I had to create a higher focus. The lessons kept pointing me in this direction - to become intelligent, go into the mental, the abstract, where thought is created. I finally got it. I couldn’t simply withdraw my attention from such horrendous pain and pray it away. I had to create a higher limb on the tree to cling to, to pull myself up with. Otherwise I would not be able to raise my attention level. The pain would hold me locked to it.
The key is to create something higher, better and more powerful. I did that. I began work on that. I substitute focus now on that something better, higher, more ideal, more pure, more perfect, which is God consciousness. I won the round. Up to now. I have gained a certain mastery by moving my consciousness to a higher level. A level above the physical pain of my body. This takes time to master. The pain DOES come back, it doesn’t heal overnight. But the next time it comes, I will again use the mantric words and re-establish my new position over the pain, by shifting focus. I get better at it each time I do this, though I am in the beginning stages I am already seeing rewards. Surprising rewards. I didn’t expect it to show this early in the process. In just one day I am seeing an important emotional calm and energy vitality seep into me. By not letting the pain break me by pulling me into contortions of hurt, fear,. abandonment, loneliness and yearning for someone to help me, as it has always done before, worrying and focusing on how bad it feels, and filling myself with anxiety about what’s happening and why, recycling these negative thoughts over and over, attracting more of the same by focusing on it so much, I weave my own spell of pain and stress myself out. This makes me more attached to pain than ever. I get despondent. It pulls me down in even MORE pain, more density, more darkness.
No! I have said to myself. No! I won’t do this any more. I will learn how to help myself out of this. I have studied, I have learned and I am now practicing by taking mental control and shifting my attitude to higher planes. I have the means and the incentive. I am focusing onto the highest concept I have. I’s more perfect, more pure, mor ideal. The Ancient wisdom is not a joke. It is not trite. It is a hidden teaching, meaning occult. Occult teachings are beyond normal human understanding which is limited understanding. Occult teachings are real. I am taking control over my own body’s deterioration. I took control that time, and I will again the next time, and the next and the next. It is a battle of wills – my higher will against my lower will. It’s a learning experience. I need to practice it daily. It’s like when two guys duke it out. Who is going to win? My old focus on the pain? Or my new focus of redirecting it to higher purer visions of perfection using “I AM God consciousness” as my foundation. I used to see pictures of people walking on hot coals with bare feet as a spiritual practice. I didn’t understand it then. Now I know. They test their ability to transcend pain. They are masterful beings and their power is in the ability to move beyond the physical prison of the human body. The spirit is captured inside the physical body until the spirit grows in enlightenment and understands how to free itself and relocate its focus, pin its focus and attention on higher ground, the next limb up on the tree, into higher realms of perfection. (From an old journal in 2022)
9/25/24 - What is the difference between soul and spirit?
This has always been a question for me. I wasn’t sure. I had a suspicion but was not convinced. This morning I asked a direct question, a serious question of myself, because I was reading DK's book (thru Alice Bailey, A Treatise on White Magic) about the etheric body. What is the etheric body precisely? Is the etheric body the soul? I received information as only I have become accustomed to receiving revelation. It is as I suspected. This is what I understand from that conversation.
The spirit is the pure LIGHT in the cells, which I have been assuming right along. The spirit is pure creator intelligence. God-Goddess-Creator Intelligence. Spirit is the life force, the living force keeping the body alive. This force cannot be altered, changed or contaminated because it is pure intelligence. It's not physical, nor is it energy. It is the intelligent design of matter. No amount of negative wishing or dreaming can alter that fact. It is unadulterated. Lifetime after lifetime it is the same life force as originally created. A unique design created at the moment the creator thought it into existence, and there is no other design like it, anywhere in existence. You are unique. And a perfect pattern is within you in EVERY embodiment.
At the moment of your creation you were sent out into the expanses of universal harmony and love to begin manifesting. This original design is called the immaculate conception in biblical texts. You are spirit conceived as an original and you have carried it within you as a mineral, plant, animal, human and further into the higher realms. You are building yourself. You were the creator's dream in the beginning, sent forth to begin manifesting. You are assisting in the building of physical worlds. Many lifetimes have come and gone while you experienced physical form life, taking time out in between form lives, as you worked your way up the ladder of evolution, expanding your awareness of yourself as a physical solid. You pushed onward, carrying the original perfect design with you as you proceeded, the way a builder of earth buildings follows a blueprint. Onward and upward we have built our bodies, because something in us wanted to. We wanted to do it better. We strived for betterment. We learned as we went along to do it more efficiently. We followed the light of the sun. The sun was our father every time we came into embodiment as a physical. We needed the sun to activate our pattern. The sun was our father life force. And so who is the soul?
Yes, the soul. Because every time we are embodied in the physical world, we inherit the previous structures of our parents - the genetics of their knowledge to date. They give us our start in this embodiment, they provide the original seed and baby form, but we carry within us our own pure original pattern. We cannot go anywhere without it because that's who we are. We live and breathe because we carry the original blueprint within us. However, we are so buried in the physical world, composed of solid mineral, plant, animal, air, water and composing earth dust, the spirit cannot reach us yet. Our physical shell and our lack of spiritual education has created a thick enclosure around our body so that our focus is only on physical. The precious light pattern within us cannot get through. We are a "solid". We are concrete living on a concrete solid world. Or have been. We are now in the midst of change and evolution.
The pure spirit within (which is intelligence and self aware) is our life force. It is what gives us the breath of life. We are able to breathe and move because we are spirit first and foremost. But awareness of spirit has been locked inside physical shells, like electricity is locked inside rubber wires and directed to locations, according to the whims and wishes of the inventor. Our life force is an electrical pattern hidden inside the cells, locked deep inside the womb as we will soon learn, located at the tailbone or first chakra. It is a precise pattern. Our uniqueness was given to us at the beginning of "time" by the creator. It is a pattern within our cells formed of waters, liquids, chemistries, blood and bones. During our evolution up through mineral, plant, animal and human, we have been growing and learning. Our awareness has been growing along with our form life as a species. We continue to ask, What more is there? I feel there is more! “I” feel.
“I” feel. And eventually the first barrier is pierced. The “I” awareness advances. The “I” awareness expands out beyond the physical limits and the etheric level is entered. The second level of seven levels of awareness. The second level of intelligence and a thrill runs through the body. “I” AM! “I” know! The etheric body is the birth of the soul - an extension of the pure divine being that was not known before now. The physical body quickens and becomes aware of itself. AWARENESS is the soul. Where we direct our awareness, there goes the soul. The soul is capable of making mistakes, but it is over-lighted by pure spirit so it learns to correct its mistakes. It is part of the great divine plan now operating. The soul is now evolving because it is aware of a larger plan. It is actively learning about itself and discovering the good and bad through mistakes and positive choices that cause happiness and excitement. It is a process of discovery. The soul is spirit learning how to build and live in a solid world. It did not have the tools or equipment before now. But now that the spirit has discovered more about the physical world - through its extension the soul - it is now a “skin-walker”. Prior to this birth of awareness, spirit did not know. Spirit requires more tools and equipment and experience in order to build wisely. Prior to this awakening of the soul, it was operating blindly, on pure instinct, unaware of what it was doing. Now, with soul, it knows more.
Thus the soul is an intermediary between the inner world of divine purity, and the outer world of solidarity and countless forces. As soul grows itself to higher realms of understanding, starting with the etheric body, each lifetime it takes on adds to its foundational knowledge. It has more skills, more talents, more appreciation of how to build with happy results. We are becoming more aware. We recognize when we do something right or wrong. We FEEL it. Our feelings are messages from our soul self.
9/22/24 - Get out of the old system
The following is an excerpt from TODAY'S POSTS (click it) which caught my attention. It's from Ashtar through channel Arthura Hector.
"Everyone has the right to abundance, but the one-way traffic that has arisen causes abuse of the material world. Share possessions of your own free will, so that everything in your life becomes equal in energy. GET OUT OF THE SUCTION OF THE OLD SYSTEM! Wake up and realize that everything is going to flow the other way around. It seems as if the clock is running backwards and the cosmos is turning differently. Chaos arises in the brain when you hold onto the old system. The more you fight to keep the old, the more exhausted you become. This can even lead to chronic diseases and ultimately death.
Prepare yourself because the opposite is becoming active. Rethinking works best when feelings and intuition open up. Accept the new wave, then the life energy flows through you and you live from abundance. Let go of the struggle and allow love to come. Be flexible and relax. No one can understand or control this new energy. Tune into the heart. Then you hear the voice of the new age, because it calls you and shows you the way."
9/20/24 - Joining the impersonal with the personal
(DK speaking:) There’s a cheater in every one of us. It’s the personal aspect of us, the small aspect that feels unloved and unwanted. But there is a larger aspect in us who lives interwoven alongside the personal unloved aspect of us. Both are us. The human experience is a learning experience. We are not human for very long. It’s a lifetime incased inside skin and bone to learn how to choose between the larger aspect which is love, light and transparent seeking the good within the whole, or choosing the small dense personal unloved and unwanted aspect. We are both. We are the chooser. We are the grand person of nobility and we are the small and rejected hurting person in pain. Which one do we feed?
Move your consciousness from your analytical mind to the timeless space within your body cells. There you can rest. In your mind you cannot rest, for mind is connected to the outer world which is constantly changing shape and this part of your mind wants to keep up with the changes. Connect first with the timeless space within your cells, within your body, and rest. Then bring your consciousness gently to the forefront to blend with the physical matrix.
It starts out as a belief. You have to change your belief system to create a new belief to set the direction in a positive, upward direction. By continuing to believe this, eventually it turns into faith. And then into knowing which is the real connection. It takes holding onto the belief in order to process your “old” that has kept you in limbo. Keep holding onto the belief by wanting to believe. This is how you raise your consciousness. Personal connection is human day-to-day interactions which are filled with personal debris that is unimportant to spirit. Going beyond personal to a larger expanse level is creating through less focus. Lesser and more refined, more free, more loose, more liquid, more light, more letting go of the “old”. This is how we connect with our higher selves which is sheer pure divinity for we are the children of divinity, growing ourselves back home. There is a divine electric in us that keeps us ticking and breathing. It comes from higher planes, so our direction is “up” and away from the dense physical focus, BUT not leaving the dense physical behind but incorporating the dense physical into our upward journey. We do not divide ourselves out of physicality, we incorporate the non-physical love and refinement into the physical. Thus we integrate physical and non-physical and we feel wonderful.
9/18/24 - Sharing a personal inner meditation session
The ascension process is very active. I am fluctuating between the inner higher etheric levels and my lower denser physical self. I woke up to the words “Breathe violet flame into the crown, out through the feet.” Step out of the body into freedom, meaning the etheric body or soul. It’s 8;13 am. I had a shower, did the back bend and felt so good with my feet up in the air. Silent words speak to me. Reverse gravity. Move gravity. Stream the particles UPWARD. The head stand and tilt board. I tried to consciously slow my movements down to connect, ala tantra, but I heard, “Oh, she’s slowing it down! I overhead them say that so I got it - don’t slow down! Keep moving. Raise the particles, quicken the electrons. Stay in management position, in the etheric body zone, outside of the imprisoned formal structure.
Words are guiding me. You are the controller, not from inside the structure but from outside and beyond the structure. Do the St. Germain violet flame. I started doing it. The particles in my body are in chaos, I can feel them. It doesn’t feel good. They are rattled. This is the “sickening” feeling I’ve felt over the past year or two. It reminds me that my body is sick, not well. The particles that make up my body are rattled and scattering in different directions. They are out of alignment, out of balance, going a bit crazy. I am soothing them. I am partially in my etheric, learning how to step outside the body and be a better manager of the body. I am trying to love them. I do the “God bless the organs” exercise. Love is the only way to bring harmony back to the particles of the body. Self love. Self soothing.
I continue with the violet flame, I’m in the bedroom facing the south window. I lit the candle and opened the window. I continue with the violet flame purification. I realize I must interact with the world. I am in and out, words keep guiding me. The chaos and sick feeling will pass if you keep moving. Don’t focus on the body, don’t focus on what’s wrong in the body. Keep reaching higher up to more freedom, imagine better, imagine lighter, imagine more love, higher. Keep moving your mind. You don’t have to move your body as much as you thought, like in a gym workout. Not so much. Keep moving to more refined ways of moving your assorted muscles, tissues and particles. Give up the old hard ways which kept you out of balance. They were crude shells for you. You are refining your mind and it will reflect in the movement of your body.
I stretched and wiggled my toes next. Then I lay down and curled up, wanting to go into the comfort zone. Words continued to speak in my mind: The more light that comes in the more you’re going to see. The more you will realize. There is a good and bad to this. Particles of your body will scatter and go wild. What do you do about that? How do you respond? Do you try to placate your body? Your self? Do you try to counteract or re-act to the wildness? Or do you – will you please – ignore it. Ignoring it like a wise old man ignores the children playing around him. It will pacify your cells. Ignore it and your body will respond by becoming more peaceful. Another morning session ended as I allowed myself to drift.
9/15/24 - Your heart is your balance between physical and spiritual
This is a channeling from the Master DK concerning ascension massage, which is still in my dreaming to start an ascension massage exchange network. I've been scanning the endless numbers of files I've collected over the years, which have a lot of DK's advice and input. This is one such piece of advice from him.
(DK in 2017) If you are not in your heart drawing and allowing in your pure self, you are getting the information from your mind/brain which is a store house of accumulated learned experiences from the past. I saw during meditation that below the heart is human and above the heart is divine. The heart is where the pure original consciousness of you comes in through the portal of the three-fold flame in the heart. The heart is YOU in all your uniqueness. There is not another you. You are the only you in existence. If you are drawing from either above or below the heart, you are drawing on other influences. From above, you are drawing on higher influences, angels, masters, etc., and from below the heart you are drawing on earth experience, both error and pristine.
Your heart is the balance in you between physical and spiritual. Within your etheric heart, superimposed over your physical heart, is a portal through which perfection comes into manifestation. Then, there is a river of light and love that enters through the top of your head and runs down your spinal column and into earth and anchors you into the earth to create your physical. There is an attraction above you that is drawn magnetically down to the physical earth, and there is an attraction below you in the earth that is drawn upward to space and the higher planes above you. It is your heart that balances these two attractions.
Feelings on the lower denser side of you, the more physical side of you, are called lower emotions like sadness, jealousy, survival issues, anger, fear, frustration, depression and more. Feelings on the higher side beyond your human need for survival, are called spiritual longings and reachings. They are sometimes called feelings, and sometimes called mind. Mind and feelings merge into oneness. At that high place you experience visionary things because you are going up beyond the physical, mental and emotional levels of activity.
Within your heart, your etheric heart, lies the perfection that keeps the balance that keeps you grounded between physical and non-physical. It keeps you sane and rational. But you are the one who must find this location, or this particular place in your conscious focus. You are the one who does the searching and the discovering. Wherever you go, you are the one who brings you there. While it is confusing to the mind and the logic of the survival of the fittest, hands-on massage will help you locate your true and authentic self through feelings. Choose the good feelings over the bad feelings. If you feel bad, adjust and make the feeling become good. (DK channeling 10/29/17)
9/14/24 - A helpful message about the ascension from the Arcturians
This is a wonderful message from the Arcturians, copied here from this video which was posted by the GFL.com youtube. Because it so resonated with me, as I am experiencing these things that he talks about, this is extremely helpful. Many, many people are having the same kinds of symptoms, I am sure, without realizing that it is indeed a grand cosmic event. No one told us! Please enjoy. And here is the Video if you want to listen to it.
"Dearest star seeds, I am Laayti and I am very pleased to be with all of you today. We understand that many of you are experiencing heightened levels of anxiety, stress and uncertainty. As the energies of ascension amplify. so too do the feelings of chaos, confusion and fear. This is a natural response as the old energies rise to the surface to be acknowledged, healed and released. Ascension is a transformative journey. When you step into new vibrational frequencies everything within you that is not aligned with these higher frequencies coes up for review. This can bring about moments of enlightenment, joy and freedom, but also moments of fear, unease and emotional wounds resurfacing. The key is to recognize that these feelings are part of the process. What no longer serves you is being brought to your attention to be healed. Fear confusion and worry are aspects of your human experience, and as your vibration continues to rise, these emotions will become less dominant. The more you ground yourself in your inner truth, the more you will notice a shift in how you interact with your reality.
"While the world around you may still present challenges, your ability to remain centered, calm and balanced will increase, allowing you to navigate these experiences with greater ease. Humanity is going through a collective shedding of old energies and, as such, this message will come with a trigger warning. As a result many of you are picking up on the collective anxiety and fear. Even if only a small amount this amplification of energy can feel overwhelming, but it is important to know that you are not alone in this journey. We, the Arcturians offer you a simple yet precise practice to assist you. Whether you are currently feeling anxiety or not, this tool will serve as a foundation for peace in times of inner turmoil. Much of the fear and anxiety you experience is deeply ingrained within the subconscious mind, pathways that have been formed over lifetimes. The mind is conditioned to follow these pathways of worry and fear, but we are here to help you rewire them with love and peace.
"As you breathe deeply we invite you to call upon the highest vibration of loe from your soul group and the creator. Allow this love to pour into your being like a warm comforting wave. We will place our energetic hands upon your head, sending a concentrated flow of love into your brain mind and subconscious. This energy rewires the neural pathways, replacing fear-based reactions with new pathways grounded in love. As this energy flows bring to mind the areas of your life that cause you stress or fear. Visualize those pathways dissolving, being erased by the loving energy in their place. See new pathways being created. Pathways that bring peace, clarity and understanding. In these times of accelerated ascension know that all is unfolding as it should. You are moving rapidly through your spiritual evolution, and though the pace may feel overwhelming, it is in perfect alignment with your soul's journey. Release what no longer serves you. Align with the vibration of love and trust that you are exactly where you need to be. I am Laayti and I have enjoyed being with you all today."
9/13/24 - Ascension symptoms - a personal update
Many changes have been taking place within my consciousness. Ascension symptoms are huge, dizziness is number one. Crazy fluctuations in brain and body, with periodic feelings of wanting to give up and die. However, the Master DK has been guiding me. What a wonderful Master he is! I am so grateful that he entered my life 48, near 49 years ago.
It is not easy to define this consciousness shift, but it is going on everywhere on the planet. There are many people like me who are accessing the higher realms, but there are MORE who are not. So this that I am talking about will not make sense to the reader. In essence, the consciousness shift I'm referring to is a first-time ever evolution from animal man to god-man. It's called ascension. We are ascending consciousness in body, mind and feelings. Animal man only knew the earth physical. The God-men and women of the universe have evolved beyond physical limits. They started out physical too, like us, but evolved beyond to become aware of cosmic consciousness and intelligence. "We come from the stars!" And we are being visited today, increasingly so, by those more highly evolved than ourselves. UFO disclosure is underway.
Back to the ascension symptoms. We have been evolving right along, decade after decade, century after century, learning as we go and expanding brain cells. Enough of us have now reached that higher realm of understanding that breaks through the ceiling into a wondrous new reality. Each of us experiences it privately, alone, deep within our spiritual heart. Every planet in the universe has its own evolution going on, within its own culture. We, as one such planet, are experiencing one of those extraordinary "break thru the ceiling" events. It is a very big step for mankind, a shift up and out of the focus on "physical-only", which is limited and confined to the belief that the physical body is all there is and there is nothing more. The ascension breaks us out of that focus into wondrous awareness of higher, vaster universal understanding. It's a consciousoness shift. In this shift we leave behind - they naturally fade away - negative attitudes, thoughts and behaviors. This is the big work that each individual is currently experiencing today, silently and alone, within the privacy of their own thoughts and feelings. And they are discombobulating. Confusion. Maybe causes for medical treatment.
The soul is breaking through. The soul wants to be in charge. And the soul is made of love, spiritual integrity, dignity, grace, beauty and harmony. And the soul is unity consciousness. We are accustomed to being brain-oriented, but the soul is felt through body feelings, sensations. as in heavy or light, depressing or loving. Individual motives and interests weigh into this ascension shift. Self-interest is the mighty dividing line. Can one continue to perform and serve in a self-interest way, where greed or money comes first? Or is one ready to make decisions that follow a more humanitarian path? The shift is privately decided. No one can decide for someone else. It's a shift from limited self-only focus to being more compassionate which benefits all.
Ever since I went into the light in an OBE, when kundalini awakened in me in 1976, I have been a student of the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul. I have been initiated into higher levels of consciousness, which are not of this world. Everything was going very smoothly for me up until three years ago. It was fun and exciting until then When the ascension symptoms began in my brain, and then my heart, followed by hospital stays, doctors and medicines, it became quite challenging. However I was lucky. I had the Master DK to fall back on. So far, so good. But I'm still struggling with it.
Meanwhile, because I still live here in the physical with a husband who doesn't identify with "highrr consciousness" ascension teachings, I have to shift back and forth a lot. Dizziness and disorientation is the number one problem, but there are ascension teachings. One of the dreams I've had for a long time is to have some gatherings of lightworkers here at my house. This hasn't changed. It may yet happen. Just a thought planted in the middle of my blog for those who check in on my website. Such gatherings would be for those who live nearby, because I don't want to drive far or often, or do zoom meetings (not tech-oriented.)
I have been guided to continue posting blogs and newsletters. This is one way to share the ascension teachings, through a simple blog. It lets others know they are not alone. There are many beautiful messages coming from the Pleiadians, Arcturians, Andromedans, Sirians and Lyrans - plus others, but those are the main ones. They are showing up on Facebook. If you click "like" you may get a slew of new messages to your phone. Our extraterrestrial brothers and sisters are here for us and embed certain frequencies into their messages, so that you might "get" it in your own unique way and time. We are each unique. Every soul is divinely inspired and when it hears a note that resonates, it clicks into the brain. You will hear it. We have each followed a unique individual pathway of evolution from lower realms to this point in our evolution. It has been, up to now, an evolution of brain or mind. Now it is time to make the leap into love.
From the day kundalini awakened in me, I have been linked into higher spiritual love. It is celestial, or cosmic, universal. For many years I have been writing about it as something different than human sexual love. However, the Master DK is a Tantric Master and he has many teachings that build on sexual human love so it is understandable. He explains the universal concept in terms that can be understood by we humans. I have been guided to create an Ascension Massage offering, but I wasn't ready to carry it through at the time (2012). However soon there will come an Ascension Massage Exchange Network. AMEN for short. This is a program where higher love teachings precede the actual doing of the massage. Light and love lives in every cell of the physical body, and that light and love can draw forth the light and love in another person, when properly prepared. An exchange of partners in hands-on loving touch will build a wonderful community of caring individuals. It will be different from swinging and sexual sharing. It must be, to allow the light to be elevated and not "used" in sex. This will assist in bringing people safely through the ascension into happier, more fulfilled lifestyles on earth.
The third dimension is the lower dimension which focuses on physical only. The fourth dimension is where you start to question the limitations of physical focus only. There must be more, and there are many who are spiritually aware and wise to the higher planes. But many more who are not. As the sun and earth move into higher locations in the galaxy and start receiving higher energies, we humans are also getting higher energies in and though our bodies. We are beginning to see further and have thoughts that go beyond what we were raised up with. We are evolving without any work done on our part. It's happening automatically. We are becoming wiser and more attuned to feelings of more naturalness, more innocence, more spiritually aware. Each individual is going through this awareness adjustment in their own way, alone. It can't be defined well. That is why I would like to initiate some gatherings at my house, so we can share our inner-most visions and concepts that we seldom talk about. We are trying to understand but it is VERY confusing.
If you are one who is experiencing strange symptoms, you are not alone. Writing blogs and newsletters is my way of getting a load off MY mind and preventing a mental jam-up. I would love to share with a real live human being, but since there are none around, I write. So do others. It helps to share what you know, what you are perceiving. And it helps others to know what you're feeling. We are not alone in this. Gathering in groups with others of like minds and hearts, is a good way of building a new community within a community, without bothering others who are not interested (like myo husband). We could go on and on about how we've all lived countless lives before, and how we have suppressed this knowledge by not talking about what we know and feel - but let's save that for later.
Because each of us must work through this alone, privately, it would be wonderful to gather once a week and share higher perspectives. What is going on? And how can we alleviate the confusion? Some have answers for those who don't. We can share. In a sense, we are each alone in this because it's a soul journey between physical brain and non-physical spirit. But we are not really alone because we're all going through the shift together as a race living on one planet in the universe. We are learning how to manage our own bodies and brains alone, but we have neighbors and friends we can talk with. Maybe they know something WE don't know. A round-robin of introductions and discussions would start off a gathering. And also a hugging circle.
The physical brain has been raised with a lot of false programming from birth. We were raised to live a certain way with certain laws and certain politics. Now these systems are fading and more natural feelings of goodness, innocence, peace and love are being felt. Maybe not recognized as such, but they are coming forth regardless. These are the qualities of higher universal laws which keep the planets and suns in their locations. They are superior to earthly laws, and more refined. More beautiful, more reasonable and more loving and intelligent.
Please feel free to communicate with me. Share your thoughts and feelings. I love to talk about it. To all my friends who check this website, yes, I'm still here. Sending much love and wishes for peace, comfort and happiness. Come join me in the fifth dimension. If I spend too much time listening to 3rd dimensional words and discussions, I get dizzy and zone out into the fifth. But being with people of like-mind, WOW! I'll stay here forever in the third if I can have some friends who think like me!
The divine soul wants to live in a human world. It wants to enter into the physical body but it can’t because of so many negative thoughts and feelings. The vibrations don’t match. Our job as human beings is to prepare our physical body and mind to speak more goodness and happiness and more loving attitudes and phrases of kindness. Then we adjust our vibrations and our divine self can enter and be a physical human being. More connected, more clear, more clean and wholesome. The divine self has a body too, but it’s too refined to enter into the human body with its negativity still repressed and stuck inside it. We must raise our consciousness to be more loving, and we do that by sharing uplifting, happy thoughts with each other, and some hands-on healing with light.
9/9/24 - Soften the outer senses to awaken the inner
This is DK channeling 41 years ago in 1983. I just discovered it hidden amongst my other writings. There are so many, I'm still scanning through them. This one is especially good. It is very important to remind everyone that we have TWO minds working in us, not just one. We have the brain mind which is only as old as the body (86 years for me), and we have the soul mind which is the REAL us, the one that lives eternally and foreverk and has had many physical embodiments. The brain mind is always brand new with each new body - baby we are born as. We are brand new and the brain is brand new. So our brain doesn't know all the things that WE know in our gut feelinigs, our deeper soul mind that is our actual life force buried in the tailbone as instinct, intuition, gut feeling, natural feelings of harmony, love, truth, etc. I'm sharing this today because I think it is SO importat to remember this, and I will also add it to DK's book in progress posted HERE)
(Master Djwhal Khul) In order to awaken the inner senses, the outer senses must be softened and changed. This does not mean you have to make dramatic changes, but little changes here and there. All it requires is a little time and certain daily practice. The first change is to practice meditation. It is necessary to go alone behind closed doors for several minutes periodically throughout the day. This is to keep your mind in low gear and to prevent it from racing. As you begin slowing down your mind [brain mind] you will begin hearing your inner moods better and develop an attitude of greater respect.
The second change is to practice expressing your true feelings more. It is necessary to express at least once during the day, one thought, idea or emotion that you would normally have kept secret and unexpressed. This is to soften the habit of mechanical action and mechanical response to situations. As you soften you become more responsive to your inner emotions and urges. You will activate the inner power which is dormant inside, except on occasion when it explodes in a carnival of expression.
The third change is to start changing your hard-nosed attitudes to softer, more understanding ones. Love is the greatest power in the universe. Do not underestimate the power of love, for it is a true power, and its hand-maidens are mercy, compassion, tolerance, understanding, truth, justice and freedom. These are the attitudes that will, when inserted here and there into your daily life, begin the magic of changing your inner feelings from coldness, isolation and loneliness, which is so common among humanity today, to softness when confronted with situations that once caused you to respond in a mechanical way.”
9/6/24 - In support of feminine qualities (men too!)
Recently The Anakosha website was changed to "GoddessSphere".org, and the question was asked "What about the men?" This is the direction we are moving toward today. The feminine needs to be expressed in ALL beings, not just women but men too. The men have 50% feminine in them as women have 50% masculine in them. Feminine is the goodness in us, the miracle-maker in us, the super-power in us, the light and the love within us that has been oppressed and suppressed for eons of time as if it was an evil.
It is time for the feminine aspects with us to be strengthened and supported, noticed, identified and allowed to exist on its own merits. It is time for our tendernss, grace, nourishment of each other and nobility to come forth into actions, words and responses. These qualities are not just in women but in ALL humans. The feminine nature is the godly nature, the comforting nature, the caring nature, the heart-felt emotional nature of compassion and understanding. It is very big, very wide, and is the governing intelligence of the whole universe. It has been said. It guides the planets and the stars with a rhythm that defies the evil ones who hate. It is time to wake up to our full nature.
So we changed the title page and the picture. Feminine vs. masculine as opposite aspects, exist only in worlds of form and duality. It does not exist in the world of spirit for there is no gender separation in spirit. Spirit is Oneness, wholeness, holiness. It expresses in qualities of different textures and vibrations but always in harmony. Each being has a unique vibrational signature so that all of creation knows that being by its vibration. All of creation knows you and me by our vibration. Our vibration is neither female nor male. It is a vibration within the sea of wholeness, allness, all One.
From Hindu texts - "The Four Principles of Spirituality"
The First Principle states: “Whomsoever you encounter is the right one” This means that no one comes into our life by chance. Everyone who is around us, anyone with whom we interact, represents something, whether to teach us something or to help us improve a current situation.
The Second Principle states: "Whatever happened is the only thing that could have happened” Nothing, absolutely nothing of that which we experienced could have been any other way. Not even in the least important detail. There is no “If only I had done that differently…, then it would have been different…”. No. What happened is the only thing that could have taken place and must have taken place for us to learn our lesson in order to move forward. Every single situation in life, which we encounter, is absolutely perfect, even when it defies our understanding and our ego.
The Third Principle states: “Each moment in which something begins is the right moment”
Everything begins at exactly the right moment, neither earlier nor later. When we are ready for it, for that something new in our life, it is there, ready to begin.
The Fourth and Final Principle states: “What is over, is over” It is that simple. When something in our life ends, it helps our evolution. That is why, enriched by the recent experience, it is better to let go and move on.
9/1/24 - The Urge to Worship
The following is something that was channeled thru me back in 1994. This past week I've been doing some intense research into the Master's writings, which are getting ready for publication. Today during my inner time I heard "Immortal" clear and sharp in my mind, and immediately remembered an article he wrote. I checked into the collection of writings and sure enough. There is a 6-part series on "The Making of an Immortal". Now, the interesting part is, I've read this a number of times but never has it stood out so clear and perfect as it did today. I understand it penetrated my thick skull. Perhaps it is time to publish it? He is talking to me now and giving me further instructions. As I scanned the rich collection of his writings I found this one (below) and wanted to share it with you. The urge to worship.
(DK) On the animal body and the state of worshiping upwards, it is not the body which is animal in nature, it is the attitude that is the unpleasant part. In your worship and prayer you focus upward, and indeed there is a holy draft that sings upward into the heights. It is within every man, woman and child that this sacred flame burns upward, and it is the center of the urge to worship. A mistake has been made in judging the body as gross. It is not the body, which is mindless in and of itself that becomes gross, it is the mind that lives in that body. And so we lend attention to the mind.
Let us turn the mind in an upward direction in all that we do and the body becomes holy - a temple housing a holy mind. We are here to awaken the body temple and the mental temple and the emotional temple and all of the layers of the body to the fact that God lives here within. God is the good within man. It is God, not the little i who lives here within these walls of flesh and psychic turmoil. And so the need for prayer, meditation and the lifting of the mind upward, upward, into the elevated state of worship. We must learn to worship as we perform our daily tasks, worship as we play, worship as we work, worship as we play with pets, tend gardens, make love. Our bodies are holy temples, let us worship as we swim, and talk with friends and eat our food and work at desks. Let us worship the holy One, God, good, within, and thus we shall refine our bodies and accomplish God's tasks.
It is time for dramatic change. It is time to assert yourself. Take each morning and dedicate yourself to the Cause that fathered you. The dense matter which entraps you is not listening to your words. Assertion is required. Assert yourself to make a space, a time, a place for your words. Dedicate each hour to a cause. Each hour is dedicated to a purpose and reason for YOU being here. You have a purpose above and beyond the density of matter, of being lost in matter. Cleanse and purify yourself, your body first. THAT is the first order of the day. The second hour is dedicated to your Father Cause, your own Holiness. I am the Holiness, thus say, “I Am the Holiness of this body and I dedicate this body, I consecrate this body to the will that I Am.” Believe on Me the Holiness of my body and all things will come to pass.
8/26/24 - My I AM Presence gives me a massage
The Master DK once wrote: "There is a circuitry embedded into the human being that is an actual piece of God, the infinite and supreme intelligence, love and mercy. One is not created by God, one IS literally God. But, because no one has ever taught the child that this is so or how to reject the non-God substance that clings to him from the first moment of physical life, one becomes buried inside the dead layers of left-over negativity. Memory of one’s radiant God consciousness becomes dulled and soon lost within the heaviness of physical life. And the land of living light out of which you came of infinite love and reasoning is but a dim instinct towards “good”. This is the real you as opposed to the surface you. It is the power circuitry of God which is part of an infinite network, a delicate microscopic electronic network which interpenetrates all of life’s organisms, and all minds, from man to microbe, from planet to moons to suns to whole galaxies and makes the quantum leap from one dimension to another in a single flow of thought, defying the physical boundaries that segregate both worlds."
DK's words reminds me. The other night while I lay and rolled on tennis balls for my back in a self-myofascial release treatment, I had a most unusual experience. I first felt that wonderful feeling of being present all thru my body, being alive and well and all in the right place. I thought of a friend who always gives me that impression of being so well grounded. While I moved the balls up my spine this really good feeling spread, and I saw myself standing OUTSIDE of myself, giving myself a most beautiful warm loving hands-on treatment. Her touch went deep into me, so lovingly that I yearned for more, deeper. It was oh so beautiful. This was, I am sure, my higher self, the I AM Presence of myself, My ME! And this body I was working on is my solid ground body, not the real me. My I am Presence was working on my solid physical body. The real me who has the knowledge of light and love is working on the solid physical me.
Then, during the night around 2 or 3 am, I had the most powerful download of revelations. I can’t remember them all but they definitely made an impact. It was like being in school. The words and concepts and teachings kept coming and coming and coming, I was so overwhelmed with love and light that I couldn’t resist, and rolled over and stroked Doug and told him about my experience of myself stroking me lovingly. I know he thinks I'm weird but it's so much fun.
8/25/24 - Sharing a happy experience this morning!
The Mother Flame is so awesome! I wrote about it in the last two newsletters, both of which are now posted on this website. There is so much happening. So much revealing. The ceiling continues to crack open, I'm breaking through, and the sun is brighter than ever. Time is speeding up for me so fast there is little time to complete all that is on the growing wish list. The revelations are like simply appearing. They are here within me. I see them. I know them. Each thread is another piece in the overall puzzle that is unfolding. How does one capture it all? Where does one go with so much golden inspirations?
Well, it's not all roses. How do you blend or integrate bliss with the hard core reality of life as it exists today, right now? Life on earth is not blissful. It's a struggle. There are a lot of things not yet finished, that have yet to be worked with. This morning my effort was to complete the exercise routine without being distracted into another direction. My spontaneity tends to take over. But this morning I finished. I was determined to stick with it to the end. I did not deviate. Feeling good with myself I stood still and enjoyed the feeling of completion. Still standing I turned inward. A mistake. A GOOD mistake, don't get me wrong. But it wasn't the plan. I didn't want to fall into bliss again.
The bliss was already. The mother flame was moving. It seeped through my body and I felt a swooning sensation. This sweet inner sensation is like no other. The ancients called it the nectar of the gods. I resisted the swoon because I'm trying to blend this inner sweetness with my solid physical body cells. It is tricky. It is difficult. My physical body is aging and so I must work hard at keeping it active. It is very easy to succumb to rest. But lying down causes too much comfort, too much nectar of the gods. I am determined not to yield until I have completed my activities. The more I receive from higher planes, the more active I become because I must put this energy to good use. Otherwise it will stop coming. Higher consciousness is higher awareness is higher energy is higher motivation is more vitality and more excitement. Or so is my thinking. I don't really know. I am only a student learning how to handle cosmic energies that keep coming and revealing and pushing me upward.
Should I lie down? Should I force myself to get physically active? The swooning sensation is tempting. I want to lie down but I don't want to. What should I do? I asked my guides. One said, "No, don't lie down". Another said, "Yes, lie down!" (I'm paraphrasing here.) So I yielded. I lay down on the massage table and allowed myself to go with it. OMG! I did not lose consciousness but I swooned and went into the wildest, most awesome, most delicious celestial place ever. There are no words. I remained conscious until I felt it was time to come back. Remaining conscious I agreed and told myself to return to the room I was in. Part of the lesson is to remain conscious. As I was slowly returning to normal consciousness I heard a faint song begin, "Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily! Life is but a dream!" The nursery rhyme continued to repeat as I slowly gathered my limbs together and sat up. I began laughing at myself as often I do. The happiness is so real. Wow! The joy was huge and I continued to giggle as I pulled myself together and
went downstairs. Doug was in the kitchen making pasta shells. Still laughing, I asked him, "Do you know the song, "Row, row, row your boat...."? And I sang it to him. He said, "Of course!" and continued working with his pasta.
But I couldn't stop giggling. The happiness was so radiant that I couldn't stop talking. I continued talking and telling him about it. He was polite and listened while completing his pasta dish. I am hugely grateful for his presence because I can tell him things and he listens. It is so important that he listen, and I listen to him too. It is important to tell and share what is happening to us, because we are here to build lifelines with each other. Inner happenings should not be reserved for ourselves alone, and only for sacred quiet times. The inner happenings need to be shared, to come out into the open for others to see for there are similar happenings in them too. I see it taking place.
This is the sum of the teachings from the Master Djwhal Khul. I am preparing the title page for his book that I am preparing. After near 50 years of working with him it is almost done. It will take time to complete but it's so awesome. I am still feeling the happiness from this morning. I send happiness to all who read this.
8/18/24 - The chakras are in the spine, not the organs
The chakra system is a cosmic energy system of pure light. Chakras are portals or you could say gateways. They lead to different realities. In each reality (dimension) the father consciousness or grand consciousness either rises or falls. It rises / broadens to a wider horizon, or contracts to a smaller focus. These portals or gateways are called “chakras” in modern language. They are located in the center of the spinal column, NOT in the soft tissues of the organs out in front of the spine as so many think. We have access to many dimensions and realities through these chakras. And we fluctuate often between realities, without knowing. We may switch to a daydream state for a while, or we may sink into a doom and gloom period, or a fearful anxiety period, or maybe have a sudden happiness and joy feeling for awhile. Or a warm intimate love feeling for no reason. These are all different realities, called dimensions, and we can access them more easily if we were aware of them. During certain silent times I go (consciously) to the Ascended Master dimension and communicate there. There are many dimensions that rise into infinity, but we as humans have only been told about seven.
The seven chakra portals are located in the spinal column, not in the organs themselves. Some of the graphic pictures on the internet do not make that clear. This is an important point because the pure light of the creator (and YOU are an aspect of creator) flows down from above the body through the spine to earth, and back up again from earth to heaven. From the spine the pure light moves out into the various parts of the body through the nerves. Pure light reaches into the soft tissues and cells of all the organs everywhere in the body, to keep them healthy, thriving and multiplying. That's how the system works. The life force feeds pure life / light to the physical body in order to keep the body functioning.
It has been recommended that we "spin" the chakras. I for one did not know which way to spin them. Nor did I know where they were located until recently. I didn’t attend a school in my early life, but I have had a master guide in my later life, and slowly I have been guided. This piece of information is important only to those who have an interest in the spiritual body. It has not been explained very well in our third dimensional class rooms (!) but as we enter the spiritual path and when we are ready to listen, the necessary information comes forth.
Without knowing where the life force and vitality comes from (in the spine itself) we have been misusing the pure spiritual light that is vital to our health. This light is efficient. It flows where it is needed. The human body is a well-designed system by the creator. We have not been told much about it but we are learning. We’ve been using it wrongly. We’ve allowed this precious life force, this light, to leak out into the soft tissues and become entangled with the emotional and mental castoffs from other people. We’ve become deeply enmeshed in the lives of other people so that at times we are like slugs crawling thru the mud. We have been hanging onto junk stuff that we should have washed away long ago. It’s still hanging there in our cellular tissues, passed on thru our ancestor's genetics and we pass on to our children. It causes us grief in the form of disease and bad habits, bad feelings, feelings of fright, terror and panic. We wish we could get clear of these things. Just once be clear-minded and not so confused.
Well, that’s the point of learning about the chakras, and about SPINNING the chakras. Spinning can “wash” out clogged energy and open the body to other dimensions. We are about to learn more about them and how to spin. This is relatively new to me recently, so I will speak more about it. Most everyone has their own interpretations and follow their own spiritual path. But where does one go for information to begin? Where does one go for clarity? Some think they should go UP into space for clarity. Others think they should go DOWN into earth for clarity. Still others think they should go outside to teachers or masters for clarity. What DK has been teaching me is to go inside to your own body's feelings. Learn about the multiplicity of who we are. There are times and situations where one well-practiced method does not work as well as another. We are built to be multi-dimensional. We have access to different dimensions, each of which provide alternative FEELINGS and ideas to consider. We do have options and we should learn more about them to achieve better effects on our body.
Different parts of the body need different boosts once in awhile. Disease creeps in when a body part is not getting enough of the pure life force. Maybe it is stuck with some jammed-up trauma. That is the reason for learning how to spin the chakras. Google it and learn more. The Eastern masters have better advice. Focus on them. There is more information coming in today from the higher energies from the sun, providing clearer inner vision. Clearer inner vision is attained through periods of silent meditation.
We have a tendency to hold back trauma experiences in our gut. Out front in the soft tissues of the digestive tract. It causes problems there. These heavy energies are drawn down by gravity to the lowest parts of our bodies. Spinning the navel chakra can assist with clearing old energies. Success is not reached overnight, but it does help lighten the load. Focus on the SPINE, not on the gut itself, to open that particular portal. Be aware that the REAL light and power is flowing through the spine itself – the backbone. This should be explored more deeply through inner meditation. Feelings are the best guide.
We’ve been literally wasting the pure light by letting it drain off like a leaky valve, and become used by parasitic fears and traumas that are lodged there. Usually from our association with the outer world and other people. We allow our light / life force to become entangled with others (outsiders) emotionally or mentally or spiritually. As we learn to conserve our pure light inside our own bodies and not drain it away or give it away needlessly, we can become more healthy, with better vitality. And we notice an increase in excitement and interest in living and creating. This is the super-power that we have within us that is leaking away unnoticed. By conserving this pure light and utilizing it in the correct way, the clear light and clear understanding that flows through the spinal column itself, can start to flow out to body parts with greater vigor and strength. We notice a "boost" in vitality then.
Dull, dead, traumatized energies are being held in the soft tissues still to this day in many people. It is rare that one is so clean and pure that they remain untouched by the world in which they live. However, there are methods to assist as we learn about them. We are flowing with creator energy up and down our spine. Clean as the driven snow. We are designed to use that pure clean light. We were not designed to worship it as if it were sacred on a pedestal. We were born to use it to live a clean, moral, ethical, fair, balanced, happy, abundant and beautiful life with others on a daily basis. This pure clear energy is waiting for us to discover it and tap into it with our minds and use it. The light is flowing through the spine and nerves. The chakras are entryways to a magnificent grid of enlightened happineness, health and joy.
8/14/24 - Moving between dimensions causes confusion
It's been difficult to understand but I'm slowly getting it. It's my brain that needs to be educated. As a student of the ascended masters for many years, my brain as a third-dimensional organ has not kept up with my more expansive, subtle and refined awareness of the higher realms. Moving back and forth between the fifth and third dimensions, I am often caught in the inbetween - the fourth dimension. The fourth dimension is where confusion exists because that is where we haven't figured it out yet. Where are we? What do we believe? Which way do I go? What direction should I go in? What is right? What is wrong?
The higher dimensions are accessed as we let go of stress-filled thoughts and feelings, like old traumas, fears wrong beliefs (they're just plain wrong!) and illusions of all kinds. As we recognize they are holding us down in mud and we let them go, we are purifying ourselves. Then we can drift easily upward to a cleaner place. We can feel it. It's a consciousness shift. That's what meditation is all about. But after spending time in a quiet, relaxing state of calmness and feeling really good and peaceful, it's difficult to return to the lower density. What has been called "the real world". The real world of tension, problems, chaos, TV news broadcasting bombs, murders, crime, lack and other mayhem. Trying to switch from one dimension to another is what I have been experiencing for the last three years. It finally dawned on me. I understand it better today.
Unbalanced, unable to remember where I put something, disorientation, dizziness - I am not alone in this. It's too easy to call it Alzheimers or old age. It's ascension symptoms. We are moving from third dimension into fourth dimension and fifth dimension for MANY people. It's not just me. For me, fortunately, I'm married to a practical man, a lawyer, and he has filled in for me where I was lacking. He still can't believe I don't know the names of famous rock stars of yesterday, or the more common figureheads of history. But I am gaining on it.
Now that we are moving into the fifth dimension, I see that everyone else is also becoming more spiritually inclined. I see it on the social media, like youtube and other platforms. There is a huge rise and expansion like a wider horizon in everyone's perception. At one time I couldn't talk to anyone about these things, especially about the galactic visitors from off-world planets (they have been here forever in disguise). But now it seems everyone is lightening up and becoming more aware about past life memories and more. This helps me to feel more at home here. I'm no longer a mis-fit! Others are also like me. It is starting to become more clear. And I'm losing my dizziness. My brain is functioning better. There is less disorientation. My practical, down-to-earth reality husband and I are closer than ever. He is mellowing and I am becoming more practical. He is less stress-filled which steps up my happiness and joy. There is a clearing going on all around the planet. That is, if you ignore the TV news and crime shows. The gentle relaxed ways of the feminine, in both women and men, are showing through the personalities that used to be abrasive.
As we move back and forth between the lower, denser, more compacted, hard-shelled third dimension (old reality) and move on into the higher fourth, fifth and sixth dimensions, it is causing confusion. What's happening? Those who have no metaphysical training or experience may be stuck, thinking that this physical reality is all there is, but it's NOT TRUE! There is more to become aware of. It's happening now. It is casing confusion. My experience and advice is to take time out - even one minute, 60 seconds - close your eyes and imagine the sun shining in your chest, in your physical heart and lungs. The lungs surround the heart, so they are one unified area. And count slowly 1, 2, 3, 4 while focusing sun in that area. Everytime we do this, we are radiating healing light vitality into the cells and tissues. The longer we can hold the visual on it the better. But don't force it. Never, ever force it or you'll lose interest and won't do it again. Remember it with a good feeling. Becoming motivated to do it again. Give yourself a 60 second blast of sunlight into our heart-lungs several times during the day and when you wake up in the morning, first thing.
Be good to yourself. Love your body several times during the day, night, whenever you can think of it. It will slowly help you to feel more comfortable and at peace. You can also do the same visualization of the sun in your brain. But the heart is the more important location. It is too complicated to explain but there is a reason why the ancient teachers, gurus and spiritual masters all have left their advice to focus on the heart and trust your heart. It's because there is a spark of life there in the heart, which is a divine immaculate concept. But it has been neglected and forgotten. The human race has only begun to become aware of this. It is finally sinking in. This spark needs to be blown on so it will built up to flare into a burning fire. Then it will be a "voice" in the heart speaking more loudly. This divine spark needs to be consciously focused on, in the same way that you would blow on dying embers of a fire to bring it back to life again. Blessings to all.
8/12/24 - Changes and upgrades are coming in strong
Two days ago I made a change on the Home page of this website and showed it to my husband. I changed the name from "Anakosha" to "GoddessSphere" and changed the picture of a man and woman to a classical painting of seven women dancing. The motto of Anakosha has always been "Awakening the divine feminine, the heart is the new baseline." Thus, the transfer of title is appropriate. The feminine is officially number one. But his response is terrific and appropriate: "What about the men?" he asked. Today I was led to a wonderful channeled message from spirit which explains the transfer of power. I have posted HERE. It has taken many years of study, learning, growing and channeled messages have been received over the years and are recorded here on this webiste. Please enjoy reading.
Many changes continue to come forth. They seep up from deep within. Seemingly out of thin air words break out in my mind. I suddenly hear words speak to me. For example, Shaktipat. The eastern guru's have been known to give shaktpat - spiritual blessings to students who study with them. I tried to remember the word but it escaped me. For two days I tried to remember. Suddenly it came to me. Shaktipat. I googled it. It means feminine. It is feminine love, not human love, but goddess love. This is the changeover on my website. Anakosha represented human love. The GoddessSphere represents Oneness love. Universal Love. Celestrial Love. And it includes men, aniomals, plants, suns, galaxies. Shakti is the holy spirit in all thigs. Nothing is made without the feminine mother love. The Mother Flame. This is the new direction of my website.
My website Anakosha was switched over accidentally to GoddessSphere two years ago, but now it turns out it wasn't a mistake after all. It was part of the bigger plan. And so are we being switched over to a more upgraded model of human being. We are confused over this. It is planet-wide. Ascension symptoms are headaches, dizziness, confusion, chaos and more. The world seems in chaos. What is happening? The old paradigm is fading and a new harmony is sliding into our DNA. The planet Earth is ascending. And don't forget the Galactics, the Galactic Federation of Light is also here. I am connected. Many are. Many are deciding they don't want to stay and are giving up, But it is time for new unity communities to form - those of higher quality respect, joy, genuine open heartedness, along with the sharing of secret health practices. There is no "one" teacher. There are 8 billion people on the planet and each one has a special skill to share - a unique wealth of knowledge built in because he or she is one of a kind. There are no duplicates.
My impulse is to start sharing the sacred within, the ancient SECRETS within, the forgotten memories of higher knowledge that have been buried under thick layers of cultural programming. Male-female gender programming, religious programming, political and economic programming, limited science programming. The ancient SECRET knowledge is a lot more fun and interesting. It's spontaneous knowledge. It bursts on the scene with brilliant light radiating. It's an inner knowing. You have had it happen, and so have I. It's the happiness force, the force that springs into gaiety and you say something before thinking it. It doesn't pass through your brain. It's out your mouth in the twinkling of an eye, and it's right on the mark in an instant's notice. It's rare, but it happens. It's built inside us. It's the spirit of LIFE. It is the one unified life that we are all a part of together. We've been separated and isolated for eons, but the walls are starting to crumble and break down. We will find ourselves standing side by side someone we knew a long time ago.
These are very old ancient memories. We've been covered over by dirt and sludge. A vision once of something emerging out of the mud, a scary monster at first but it turned out to be me! Soul memories are covered over in mud. Culturally we were trained to bury them from baby-hood due to strict patriarchal rules of "do what you're told or else". Now, as the divine feminine is coming back and stepping up onto the front stage, there will be more showings of these original values of happiness, joyfulness, dignity, respect, kindness, spontaneous, refreshing, compassion, mothering, nurturing and more. Blessings and love to all. Feel free to contact me with your thoughts via the Contact page.
8/10/24 - Be careful - forming habits are difficult to break!
After texting someone about he shouldn’t feel bad about not being able to stick to his routine because of his damn phone, I texted him he should go with the flow and not try to force himself. A few minutes later I started getting a spirit message - an excellent piece of advice because I'm guilty of the same thing.
“If you’re disgusted with yourself because you can’t keep to your routine, consider not forming habits. Go with the larger flow, the BIGGER flow. Because that is where you want to go. Go where you are are being drawn to go. Your interest is your bigger flow. It is your vitality. It is your joy. Go where your joy and your interest take you. That is your consciousness. Interest is your bigger flow. Go where your interest takes you, not your mind.
"Habits are formed by the brain. The brain is the mind. The brain is limited. Your interest is what is attracting you, what is drawing you, what is calling to you. Go where you are called to go. It is the bigger flow in you. It is your higher intelligence. Your consciousness has lived before and you will live again after this death (unless you become an ascended being, which is not impossible.) You are an eternally flowing consciousness and an aspect of the Almighty, which we call the ALL-THAT-IS or Prime Creator. You as an aspect of the ALL-THAT-IS and you are having fun with these adventures descending down into physicality as you walk about in flesh and blood. You are not confined to the brain if you knew the truth. You just think you are. You have been programmed to think you are. You have lived before and before that and before that.
"You have been around for a long time, my child, but your brain has not. Your brain is an organ of this body only. It will die with this body. This body you live in today was pre-prgrammed by your ancestors, their DNA, which gave you the ability to know how to walk, talk, breath, eat, drink, think, digest and eliminate poop and urine. That’s why everyone does it the same way, so you all can rely on your body to carry you thru your life in THIS body. And now that you are all grown up and had your youthful adventures, you can spend a little more time expanding on that and exploring the side paths and wider fields of spiritual knowledge - and explore who you REALLY are. You are the survivor who lives past the births and deaths of your bodies, one body after another after another. You are the REAL of you, and you will discover that you are more real upon your death bed as you leave this body.
"This is the way of the Prime Creator, the Almighty, the ALL-THAT-IS. He planned it this way. He created it this way. And even the Almighty is growing wiser because it has aspects out in the field, away on missions of discovery, enjoying physicality - the pleasures and pains and struggles - and becoming wiser with each new situation."
So you and I and our friends, loved ones, neighbors and enemies – we are all growing wiser and stronger through our adventures. Beware! Evolution is fraught with change and upgrades!
8/5/24 - A personal invitation for Ascension Massage
If you are reading this and feel an interest in exchanging a soft, gentle ascension massage with me - Nancy, aka Diana of Anakosha which is now called GoddessSphere - please contact me via my Contact page HERE. It will take place in my home out in the pasturelands of northeast Naples, Florida. I am going thru the ascension process quite rapidly and needing to put my hands on other people to help stabilize and ground me. Surely there must be others experiencing the same thing? Man or women?
Breakthroughs are happening very fast and I find it difficult to keep up. The key is to put hands on other people to share the light. Keep it flowing outward to others. Having been under the guidance of Ascended Master Djwhal Khul for many years, there is no question or doubt that this is the "next step" for all of us - to break the formidable isolation and separation and start sharing the light and love. We all need to break the spell that binds us to isolation and loneliness. We need NEED the supportive encouragement and happiness of others who are on the same wavelength. This is my attempt to reach out and find others who may resonate with these words.
The plan is to put my hands on people who are feminine-oriented. In other words, those who are heart-based and inner-orented to spiritual, peaceful grace and higher inner consciousness, versus a lot of talking, mental intellectualism, political comparisons, competitions and needless opinions that debate. Soft, quiet, inner focus. Are you attuned to the quiet, more refined consciousness? This can include a man (if he is not looking for something "more".) The purpose is to gently awaken the higher light and love within the physical body, on a cellular level. Cells that have been frozen, locked tight inside a shell of repeated beliefs and habits.
The motivation is to put hands on other bodies not to receive, but to GIVE light to others. If after the session is done, the receiver is willing to put their hands on me, I would love it and welcome the exchange. However, the primary reason for offering this is to GIVE my light to others. In Hinduism it would be called a "puja" meaning a ceremonial worship or offering to an image of a god, a spiritual sharing and uplifting of light, flowers and water in reverence, honor, adoration or worship. In this instance it is a hands-on worship of the LIGHT within the body.
I am a retired massage therapist. I gave up the practice because of negative male pressure for more than I wanted to give. The sharing of feminine loving touch apparently stimulates that in a men. Also, I understand, when a man massages a women. It has been an age-old problem between the sexes. I was sad to have to give up massage practice but it bothered me too much. As I continued studying with the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, I came to greater understanding, intellectually. After many years of writing and posting on my website about the presence of divine love and how it's locked frozen inside physical bodies, I have had enough writing about it. It's time to get back to practicing hands-on massage, but THIS time it will be enlightened massage. I am now offering to try this out with people who resonate with these words. Both men and women, young or old. Anyone interested in sweet, gentle, loving, healing, uplifting loving touch massage without sexual pressure are invited to contact me and ask further questions. This is what Ascension Massage is. Please note the subtle difference.
Several things of importance. (1) This is a quiet session. We don't talk too much, except for the introductory stage as the spirit moves us. An uplifting attitude is important. Personal opinions about politics, religion and personal history, etc., are not necessary. The sessions are more like professional therapy, except ours will be more personal, comforting and nurturing, for it is the spirit within we are activating. We share the light of the beautiful higher transcendence within. We may use verbal words as the spirit moves us. (2) The treatment room is on the second floor of our house so there are stairs to climb. My husband also lives here but he will not be involved. (3) One may use the shower before the session. The session may be nude with a sheet, or a loose flowing garment that is comfortable. I am a nudist myself so nudity is not a problem. (4) No money changes hands. It's a free exchange, experimental in nature.
My motivation is experimental. I want to GIVE hands-on touch to people, first and foremost. It is a primary urge to start the flow going of the divine feminine presence within, which is sacred. By my giving love to someone else from an attitude that is more elevated than personal, sensual or romantic, I draw the light out from that person. It is pure spirit and we are grounding it, connecting through physical forms. This is extremely rare. It is hoped that it can be done through skin-to-skin, hands-on massage. I will be doing spiritual chanting silently all the while, elevating and connecting with spirit. It is a spiritually-inspired motivation, backed by years of preparation and study with the Ascended Master Djwahl Khul. In return, I will receive the light from the person I'm touching if it is available to be reached. That is the whole point of the experiment. Hopefully this will generate healing and elevation of consciousness. AND interest in those who experience it to want to contribute their own loving light to others in return. It is hoped that an exchange network will evolve from this experiment. That is the plan coming from the Ascended Masters and the Spiritual Hierarchy. So, I will not expect to receive a full Ascension Massage in return. Only if and unless the person is truly motivated to try their hand at it.
Again, this is an experiment that I am offering, following the nudges and guidance of the Masters. The plan is to offer this as a gentle persuasion to activate the crystalline light body in those who receive. Our world has been full of head-tripping, intellectualizing, opinionating, debating, gossiping, separating into factions against one another. This is an attempt to return to unity consciousness thru the common venue of loving touch and comfort. The tool we are using is FEELING. The action is in the feelings. Emotions and feelings. Let the feelings and emotions stir but don't act on them. Don't express them. Don't talk about them. It's not talk therapy, it's inner feeling therapy. Let the emotions and feelings stir and be felt freely. But don't express them in words or action.
Let's return to loving nurturing comforting touch. And hugs where appropriate. Smile, be kind, be open-hearted and elevating in thought and mind. We connect light heart to light heart. The light in me receives the light in the body I am touching, and vice versa. Light flows then. There is an exchange of light on higher levels of conscious awareness. This type of session is motivated by SPIRIT, not by human ego. We contain and hold back our ego (the brain). The egos want to spew and talk, and gossip and compare, and compete and express opinions. But we will hold these urges back because there is a larger consciousness behind it. I have been nudged to do this. It is something personal for me. It is part of my lessons to understand and experience how light and love flow from one person to another. It is an activation in BOTH bodies - mine and the one I am touching. It is not one doing something to the other. It is consciousness weaving together, but not on the finite level of personal ego. The benefits are far-reaching, such as health, vitality, peace, abundance, calmness, creativity and a certain sense of graciousness and expansive consciousness.
The light within our physical bodies is the I AM consciousness. It is linked to the great I AM, the big I AM that is the father of all life. We human beings do not understand that we are a larger consciousness. We are not just a "brain" talking. The brain is a physical organ. It is an important physical organ, but it is not the ONLY intelligence of the body. We are THE inteligence of the body. We are the spirit of the body which survives death and moves on to a greater reality. We are the god that lives in the body. We are the LIGHT of the body. We are the LIGHT of the heart. We are the LIGHT of the organs, lungs, stomach. We are the LIGHT. I am the Light. You are the Light.
When the light starts to activate and we become aware of it, we feel more loving. Our consciousness becomes more aware of love and loving sensation. The light in us has been frozen, locked in, surrounded by physical concrete matter. We hope to move it with our loving touch massage. There is light in everyone's bodies which is not moving. It is time to move the light. It is time to activate the light. The light is what is causing the illness deteriorating, loneliness and separation. And fear. Fear of death. We fear death because the cells fear death. WE are the BIG light in the body. We need to identify with the BIG light that is in us. We need to start moving it, activating it, becoming more clear and lucid. We can do this through kind, caring, nurturing, loving sessioins. The light has been frozen inside our body cells, locked up and confined like prisoners. Stuck. It can't move. The cells start to die at a certain age-point, when they know they're supposed to die. The life force begins to dwindle at a certain age because that's what everyone says it's supposed to do. We've been programmed to live a certain age and no longer, and our cells get that message. They begin to die.
The Ascension massage has been inspired by the Spiritual Hierarchy and the Ascended Masters. I have been a student for the last 50 years. It is a new method that is being suggested and promoted. Activate the light inside the body and it will change the world. The divine feminine is coming out of the closet. Women are starting to impact the world. The Dalai Lama said as much: "Western women will change the world!" And we are seeing it now taking place in various fields. It is a powerful sign of change when a woman dares do what she wants to do. She moves on past the patriarchal mind-set which has held women back for eons. Loving kindness FOR ALL, shown through action, will bring peace to the planet. It will have an impact. First we must FEEL it within ourselves. Then we can show it to others. I am seeking support from other feminine thinkers, men may be included. Feel free to contact me. Please read a lovely article on the divine feminine by Emmanuel Dagher posted today in TODAY'S POSTS.
8/3/24 - Many changes are happening - symptoms of upgrading
The many changes that are occurring in our world are ALL POSITIVE. Please believe that! Our finite focus on material existence - and especially on our own failing body like the muscles that ache and complain at the end of the day - these are signs that the physical is shifting and changing. Things are changing to keep up with the higher resonating fields of energy coming onto our planet now. As a planet spinning in its orbit we are moving into greater cosmic awareness. This is information coming from our star brothers and sisters, the Galactics who are assisting from beyond our ability to see them. We are moving into fourth and fifth dimensions of consciousness and higher.
Dimensions are not a location in space but an awareness. We as individuals are awareness. We are spiritual awareness that has been dumbed down. Our spiritual awareness is now expanding and starting to radiate. Dimensions are not a location somewhere other than earth. Our awareness is right here in our own backyard, anchored into our physical body. Our awareness, our spiritual awareness, is simply going through a refinement process. We are refining and thus becoming more sensitive. We are beginning to register more delicate information from higher regions in space. As we resonate higher in awareness the more together we grow. We all come from the same Home, the same Heart, the same Father/Mother creator, we call God/Goddess or all that is. We are moving closer to Home and we feel it as we draw near. It feels warm and good.
Meanwhile, the cells of our body are having a hard time during this transition to higher consciousness. They are used to the comfortable stability of their density. They know how to operate as a physical earth cell. But our cells are becoming more aware of the light that is within them. As they become more aware of the light within, the light in them MOVES, and takes on feelings of warmth and sweetness. I rubs shoulders with the light in their neighboring cells. The Light in the cells FEEL the Light. Light is abstract knowledge. It is a pattern. It is stillness, holding potential for movement. But when light MOVES it causes sensation. It causes Love to be felt. And love is a magnetic force. It simulates. This is how love moves in human beings. This is how we feel it.
So the cells of our physical body are groaning and griping because they have to move to a higher, faster orbit. They spin in their location and movement happens. I'm not a scientist but I have been shown by the Ascended Masters that there is a real science to this. They explain how it works. Cells have to speed up if they want to stay alive and continue thriving in the body they are a part of. Because there is a consciousness in the cells. Our physical cells are conscious and aware. The light patterns are their life force. But the cells have been dumbed down, because WE the resident holy spirit of the body, did not teach them well. We have been dumbed down as well. So now we, the holy spirit of the body, is ascending to higher awareness and becoming more conscious as individuals, more UNIQUE individuals. We are learning that we can THINK for ourselves. That we are sovereign and do not have to follow a "master" controller. There is much yet to learn but information is spreading like proverbial wildfire across the expanse of internet and other venues. Disclosure is underway. Truth is on the rise and individuals are coming forth to share what they know, revealing the "more" of themselves.
For fifty years I have been studying with the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, who introduced himself after the mother flame kundalini awakened in me. It was a rare occurrence for kundalini to awaken without training, but today more people are experiencing the rise of the mother flame. The Master DK has prepared me well, so that I understand what is happening in the world today. But my body too is groaning and complaining so I have to do certain exercises every day to assure my aging body that it is loved. I love myself thrugh certain rituals and techniques most days. Yoga, tai chi, conscious breathing and mantra singing and omming all help the body to quicken and align with the incoming Light. These are very important techniques.
Many people are privately, quietly going through their own transformation and adapting process. The DNA is shifting around and letting go. Ancestral DNA is being upgraded by the modern soul who is now residing in place (you!) The electrons are spinning faster. throwing off accumulated toxins and debris from the past, no longer needed. It's a purification process. That's why new understanding is coming in. It can! There's more room for light! Clouds are moving out of the way. It is a quiet, underground process that is taking place in individuals, beyond the ability to put into words. The brain doesn't have the words yet. We have not been given the words. But the body we live in is becoming more awake, so that we wake up a little different than when we went to sleep. This body that complains of aches, pains and tiredness (mine!) is actually a very small part of who I am. You are so much vaster than you think you are. You have a bubble of light surrounding your body that has seven layers of density, and the three uppermost layers (higher in refinement) are pure uncontaminated LIGHT! We are abstract intelligence on the higher levels. We are pure consciousness and we descended down into the four lower denser layers (spiritual, mental, emotional and physical). These four are contaminated with accuulationis of errors, mistakes and wrong-doings. These four lower layers are being purified even as I type these words. So that the three higher layers can flow more easily downward into our physical bodies.
We are an everlasting eternal consciousness - a cell in the body of God/Goddess/Infinity. The accumulated debris from many lifetimes is now in the process of leaving us. It will take time as we are in the ascension stage of humanities journey. We are expanding our vision because we are clearing old genetics that don't work for us any more. We are a new breed not yet fully blossomed, but we are in the safe hands and guidance of our space brothers and sisters for we came from the same family.
This eternal mind that we have shows up clear and brilliant sometimes as imagination, when we are in the right mood. It breaks thru when we least expect it like a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day. It is a gift from the stars and we wonder where it came from. This eternal mind can also be felt as warm love at a moment when we are close to someone dear. Sweet feelings of nourishment and tenderness. Where do such feelings come from? It comes from within us, it is who we are. We are that loving innocent natuare hiding inside a tough outer shell and sometimes it breaks through the shell. It has been covered over and dumbed down from birth in this hardened world. This eternal mind breaks breaks thru on occasion as sharp clear lucid reality which surprises us because it is more real than we give ourselves credit for. It is more real than the outer environmental reality we live in and have grown accustomed to. These breakthroughs are like a gift from the stars but they are the more real in us. You and I are simply breaking through the clouds as the old toxic riff-raff leaves us free and clear, and the reality breaks thru. It is truly a gift but YOU are the gift! You are the gift to the world, breaking through the grayness of a chaotic world. You are an aspect of the eternal mind. You are an innocent full of love that has been made to feel ashamed and guilty. But you are starting to become clear again, and you will discover that there is more to you than you thought. As my sister said on her death bed, "I'm not who I thought I was!" What we have grown accustomed to think of as the real world, is not. There is more behind the outer environment than is currently apparent. It's not all houses, stores, businesses, TVs and internet politics. There is a vast intelligence that will surprise you. And you are a piece of that great intelligence, flowing through your dulled down mind and body trying to wake it up.
Everyone is experiencing their own personal transformation upgrade. However, too much emphasis has been put on the mind and mental faculties of thought, which is the ego. The ego could be defined as the sum total of data fed into the brain. The brain thinks it knows everything, but all it knows is what has been fed into it. The brain is trying to make sense of the new incoming messages of peace, unity, love, togetherness, knowledge it has never known before. It is trying to understand but it is confused. The ego (the brain) is trying to make sense of it all. But you are the LARGER intelligence that is flowing through and around the brain. It is causing tipsiness, dizziness, disorientation. You are not sure what's going on. I am telling you: new information of vastly superior nature is flowing through you.
You, your larger consciousness as spirit awakening within you, are like a river flowing in and around and thru your brain flowing towards the sea. Imagine hopping into a canoe without a paddle and just drifing with the flowing river to the sea. You are safe in the arms of the mother river. She is Mother Nature and she takes care of you. Just go with your natural flow. Please don't be confused by the babble of tongues that the brain tries to speak. It will try to intercede and give dire warnings of danger. But you are safe flowing with the river to the sea. Allow the flowing to within your daily tasks and circumstances. You will be surprised. Time will transcend your focus on petty details. Don't resist the natural occurrences. Observe and appreciate.
Today I am aware of a general urge to gather in community. I would like to reach out to our neighborhood for friendly support, not for me but for all of us. It is a widening of interest to include others, but in simple neighborly fashion. Not for political reasons, or religious or spiritual reasons, or any special interest reason. Just a general community network of friends and neighbors. A basic, fundamental support system, weaving humanity together. There are also special interest friends. They are different. They are a separate support system. These are the people I resonate more closely with. They are marked with a boundary. They are classified differently from neighbors. A conversation with my husband brought this to my attention today. I am interested in people from MY special interest group, and he is interested in meeting with people with whom HE has a special interest. And that is OK. We are all different in our special interests and attractions.
My "special interest friends" are different from his "special interest friends". But as a neighborhood of human beings who live nearby, this is a basic community of generally strangers. I feel this is an important point to make because behind all the special interests that people have, which keeps us separate and apart from each other, there is one thing that draws us together - and that is we are all human. We have a common interest in upgrading our comforts, our happiness, peace, abundance and better ways of living. These are basic considerations. It doesn't matter our politics or religion or special interests. We are simply humans trying to improve our physical survival as an intelligent species in ways that are uplifting and better for all. That makes us different from the animals, plants and other star systems. We have the same DNA in our blood and tissues. It is intelligent and practical that we should draw together with meaningful intentions to uplift and support one another with love and kindness. And find ways to transcend the warring and politics and selfishness that has kept humanity separated and suffering for eons of time.
We don't need special interest groups to draw us together. We need merely intelligent respect, love, support and good will to create a feeling of family and togetherness. We do not have to form deep friendships to feel good. Within our human psyche there are physical cells waiting to unite. They have a special power within them that has been damaged. They are each unique, each cell. Each cell has a "Presence". The resident soul - the individual dwelling within the body - is the Presence that we call "neighbor". Or "brother" or "sister". It is the intelligence of that unique person. He or she is unique in that they are jam-packed full of knowledge gathered from many incarnations, many embodiments, many lifetimes. Both on this earth planet and on other planets of the galaxy and beyond. We are old, old, OLD souls, and we have knowledge in each cell. We are here uncover that knowledge. We are here to utilize that knowledge and draw together to form local communities. That is our responsibility. Our mission. To gather together and form peaceful communities, and co-mingle with other peaceful communities around the planet.
We are here to build anew and co-create with light and love and intelligence. We have it in our body cells. We have it inbred, indwelling. It is within us, within our reach and within our conscious awareness. We just need wake up and listen and learn. The light in our body's cells are waiting to be loved. I have a special interest in massage for that reason. I have been drawn to it for a long time. That people keep turning it sexual has been the biggest single problem!? The laying on of hands lightly, without sexual inuendo or pressure is my great desire. This is MY special interest. But that's just me. Everyone has a special gift, a special talent, a special interest to share with others. We are assigned the task of coming out of the closet and offering our special gift or talent to the world. This is mine. Does anyone want to accept my offer? Just contact me via the contact page HERE.
Let us share our special interest, no matter what it is. As long as it does not harm or hurt another person. Let us be UPlifting, with our eyes on betterment. Bettering for all concerned. Shame, guilt, selfishness and fear-mongering has gone on far enough. The scales are tipping toward transcendence, unity and peace, even while we live in physically beautiful, youthful and attractive bodies. Let us rejuvenate and resurrect the beauty of our innate intelligence and harmony. Believe in yourself. It is the majority now of the population who wants to draw together in uplifting peace and communities of more joy and creativity. To feel more uplifting, more positive, more helpful, more proactive, rebuilding a new Earth culture together. Let us remove competitiveness and ego selfishness. We are on the path of resurrection. We do that with higher, more benevolent intentions. Let us resurrect the beautiful human being, not as an imaginary creature of fantasy in dream world, but on the ground, solid, safe, secure, abundantly happy together as a worldwide culture. No one lacking. We will build with blood, skin and bones - skin walkers we are. We have a true physical heart and physical nervous system to build anew. We have a living intelligence and a respect for ALL life. And ALL life respects us back in a never-ending cycle of give and take. (A spontaneous message from higher realms!)
8/1/24 - Wandering around in left brain and right brain
One morning recently I decided I needed to set my vibrations with the ascended masters. I began getting revelations while showering. The left brain and the right brain were shown to represent the human and the divine. It was clear to me that the right brain was my divine side and the divine created the human. This is the huge mystery - that we are first of all divine beings and our right brain is wired to receive the divine into flesh and blood. We have been operating with a split brain when we should be operating with a whole brain, undivided. We can’t think straight with a dual or divided brain. The divine created the human and planted a divine “plug” in the brain. We have a divided brain.
The left brain is logical, right brain is artistic and spacey, according to our understanding of human. The finite side of the brain is the human side. Through it we focus on only the human, which is faulty. The left side is the part of us that manifests our divine thoughts and expresses them in the physical. It is through the left brain that we can control our actions and choose which direction we want to go in, and how we approach it. It is the human in us that sets the direction and is therefore the creator of the body but it creates when it is not complementary with the right brain. We create errors through left-brain thinking and experimenting, but all the while, the God of the body is accessed through the right brain. Most people are aligned with either one side of the brain or the other. I have been aligned with the right brain and have not accessed the left brain well. I do use it but only in connection with the right brain. I believe I am more whole-brained than most people. But I am not an earthy human in the sense I cannot focus on a dual subject. I cannot separate myself from the whole as most people appear to do. I think of men as being left brain predominantly. They focus on physical circumstances only, and don’t take into consideration the right-brain or divine intentions.
The divine can be accessed by anyone by becoming receptive. Right brain surrenders to the stillness of the cosmos. It is the open-mind side of the brain, and so one can go into the silence and feel reverence for life, love for all life and have the intelligence to work with all life. One can experience the wisdom to do things the right way vs. the limited wrong way. We are supposed to work with a whole brain. The divine, of which humanity is a part, rules the universe, galaxies, stars and star systems, planets and creatures on planets. By following the left brain we create and express what the right brain brings to us but many people don’t access the right brain and therefore they are faulty in their actions. We express in a myriad ways by following the ideas passed down from the universe. It is how the divine manifests in form, by giving ideas to humans and then, using the LEFT brain, we put those ideas in action. If we stay in the right brain too much without acting or expressing, then the ideas back up on us and we feel “nobody understands me”. We become spacey, aery, light. We may be loving, nurturing and kind on the surface, but without expressing and defining ourselves, we become ruled and dominated by other left brain people.
Again, we are supposed to receive from the right brain and then put into action those ideas and revelations using the left brain. The right and left should not be divided by a split in the middle. The ultimate design is a whole brain but we separated it by becoming dominant masculine, mental society. The perfect pattern of who we are meant to become is available to us through the right brain access. This means we should spend half of our time in the right brain, listening in stillness, or worshiping in reverence. We are each an individual manifestor or creator of our reality. We have a piece of infinity in us and we have direct access to the almighty’s perfect design for us as an individual creation. The allness is forever widening and evolving because everyone is contributing to it. Everyone is a creator. The almighty is composed of individual intelligences - gods and goddesses who are living the separate life of an individual. But we are all linked into the allness in our heart of hearts. The right brain is considered the feminine side of us, the divine side. We are half human and half divine, or put another way, half masculine and half feminine. Masculine represents the action side of us and the feminine represents the receiving side of us. An open-minded person who is in worship is open like a chalice to the highest good in order to receive the highest picture to express ourselves.
When we are here in the flesh, born of human parents, the right brain should work in complementary fashion with the left brain. If we were educated to see life as a wholeness, our brain would not have that division down the middle. We were originally designed to be a whole brain species. Just as a man and wife are designed to be a whole unit and work together, so the right and left brain are supposed to work together. We have gotten off track. Many people are prone to focus on the errors and problems of our race, but I am more of a receiver. I come from the feminine side of life. I have been receiving all these years from higher consciousness, engaging with cosmic love and laws of life. But I wondered why I couldn’t focus on any one thing long enough to manifest it. I questioned who am I? and found that I was too much feminine, too much a receiver.
So now I am awakening my left brain. I am activating my masculine side. And just today I was led to sign up for a webinar in which the very same thing was said. It was a validation. I am re-discovering that I have a left brain and can control my own decisions. I had lost that ability by being too feminine, too vacuous, too empty, too prone to listen to others. In my prior lifetimes, I was too open and too focused on the infinite, which is not a force but a stillness. I loved the stillness and the peace. And so I allowed the more forces of other people who were more physical and more vocal and more persuasive to choose my direction for me. In so doing, I relinquished responsibility to be my own creator and create my own life’s circumstances. I let others create my circumstances for me. In some lifetimes I followed along and was happy, and other lifetimes I followed but was unhappy and rebelled against others as best I could, but I was not very skilled in doing that. So others would dominate me. I did try to change somewhat and be more forceful but I wasn’t very good at it. Or I was too forceful and didn’t listen to my higher self to use the wisdom available to me, like as the monk in the dungeon life.
Now I see that I am whole brained and I must call upon the seven attributes that were built in – namely those that the seven chakras radiate when opened – will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace and freedom. I am working with these seven now. They are the laws of universe. We must bring these qualities forth into our expression in the physical. But in order to do that I must assert myself, define my wishes and not consent to the dictates of others. It is not a matter of choosing between spiritual or human, but rather of integrating spiritual with human expression. If I integrate the divine qualities into my human life, which is filled with erroneous beliefs and karmic blockages, then I can make my life and relationships better and better and better. If I can properly express myself and define myself, and be willing to and have the courage to say what I mean and feel and think, in a way that is appropriate, so as not to hurt anyone else, then I can evolve myself to a better representative of the divine.
Speaking up for myself was what I was missing. I suppressed myself in favor of other people, and my anger and frustration built up and did not reveal it to anyone. It continued to build up the longer I did not speak myself firmly. That was the wrong of me. I had to learn this. I am writing this today to my son Roland, with whom we are bridging the gap I created by leaving him as a child. I was buried and locked into the right brain without the ability to speak my own truth. I didn’t know. I was ignorant. I was frozen and locked into the right brain. It is the plight of many women, but today the divine feminine is coming forth strongly. Some women are now emerging into the spotlight making themselves seen and heard. They are speaking for themselves. Until I do that, I remain a pawn of other people and continue to hold back my divine right to express my choices and opinions. That equates to rejecting my divinity, which I am calling my light body. But the light body is eternally forgiving, and it only takes an admission and acknowledgement of the mistake, and an action which turns me around to go in the right direction. An act of personal choice to begin the realignment with my divine light body. Writing is my way of righting the wrong of keeping silent. I am pushing this information that I know, out into the open. Whether I publish it in my newsletters or not, it is me expressing myself. But I like to share it with others.
7/26/24 - Yesterday's blog updated and revised: "Empowerment does not come from within, it comes from above"
As the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul said, "Empowerment does not come from within, it comes from above." It comes from our potential, it comes from what we are capable of, what lies beyond us that we have not yet manifested in our lives. Empowerment comes from our higher self. Our higher potential is not here yet but it is waiting for us to reach up to it, grab hold of it and use it in our livingness. We have descended into embodiment from a pure and holy place, and we were momentarily distracted by all the goins on around us, but we are drawn inevitable to our potential. We want to bring it down to us here on the earth plane. We know we can.! It is our ideal. That is what the Master DK has been telling me all along but I didn't quite get it until now, today.
We wish we had these ideals already - our higher better self knows we can do it. It is waiting for us to use it. But we haven't reached it yet. The world hasn't been ready to receive our goodness. It is our destiny to bring these high pure wholesome ideals down into our every day life, and we are designed to do just that. We reach for better ways to manage our lives, more attractive ways, more enriching ways to feel good with ourself, but it is a struggle. We do not know HOW to do it. The challenge is HOW? How are we to be more gracious when the world around us is not? How do we act with dignity and sensitivity when others do not recognize it? It's difficult. But that is the work we are designed for - to bring these beautiful ideal feelings down into our daily lives and manifest them in our actions.
These are the teachings left by more enlightened beings. Power doesn't come from within BECAUSE we are still filled with memories and energies of mistakes, disparities and left-over traumas that we haven't resolved yet. What does it mean to "resolve" a mistake? Words bog us down. These energies still tumble and grumble inside us. We are not aware just how much we have accumulated from wrong choices, and we haven't figured out how to purge them from us. We are not bad or evil people, we are simply unaware. We THINK we have mastered something but we retain the memories, which are the emotions left from experiencing them. These memories and emotions are clogging our freedom. They weigh us down. They are heavy. Can we transcend them? Can we overcome them? Can we reach higher so that we can flow downwad past them, without them blocking the roadway? Can we let these memories go with graciousness? With dignity, with happiness that we are done with them? Thanking them for their lessons? Can we say, "Thank you" to old mistakes as we let them go? These are the struggles we are going through right now. We are learning by considering them. As DK says, "empowerment comes from above." It comes from that which we KNOW we can do because we've done it before. We have been there and done that before. We came from that beautiful Edenic place called the Garden of Eden, where all life was lived in beauty, grace and a fun-loving childlike innocent way. And so we are to wired to honor ourselves and pure our old habits and return to that wholesome way of life and living pure and beautiful again while here on Earth, with our friends and neighbors and community. "Empowerment comes from above, not within."
In order to transcend these thick muddy layers that clog our pores, the most ideal way to do that is to form communities of happy, supportive people. We need the support of good people. Happy people. Where do we find them? We make them! We must practice being uplifting, happy and supportive. That is my dream - to create a 5D Love Club to practice being uplifting, nurturing and happy for each other. It is a fifth dimensional concept so I'm calling it the 5D Love Club. That which means we must practice happiness and joy as we do things together, practice how to be spontaneously uplifting and freely so. It will take time together to practice this. We'll have to learn. Among the practices that we will do is healing touch massage while transcending the sex impulse. This will be a biggie for some people, perhaps the men more than the women. But this is what keeps us recycling old problem areas. Recycle it over and and over, back down to the lower levels again and again, sputtering and fuming over the same issues. We are to transcend the lower vibrations of sex. That is what the Ascended Master DK has been teaching all these years. Not that lovemaking is wrong, but the attitude is to be raised. That is what Tantra teachings are all about. Tantra is not a sexual technique, it is a higher spiritual attitude technique. Sex as it is done still today is selfish. We will learn through loving healing sessioins how to develop love within our own attitudes. And how to approach one another with innocence, without judgment, without a "need" to cum, without expectation, and without secretly hoping and wishing and pushing someone to do it for us. Sexual attitudes have been the big kink in our evolution to higher planes of consciousness, joy, freedom, happiness and abundance, where we can have it all without working for it. This is where we are headed - to higher dimensions. It is a dream of mine. It is the dream of many, I know.
We can support each other by practicing being free, loving, nurturing and supportive without pressuring anyone to "give us something". It's a wonderful feeling to be so free and so glad in heart and spirit that joy fills us like a child. Swapping healing loving touch is my greatest urge, and helping others to practice with me. I seek partner swaps for this purpose. To be in such joy without expecting anything in return allows the spirit to SOAR! It is joyful. I've experienced it. It is also deeply calming and relaxing. To put hands on others in an uplifting way, laying hands lightly on another person and stroking them with warmth and sparkling light fingers - it washes out old clunky, dirty memories of traumas long past. Be happy! Be in joy! Be in the child-like nature of spontaneous light-hearted fun. This is more of a feminine thing, but men could enjoy it too, if they gave themselves permission to relax into it. It is what the 5D Love Club plans to do. It is a healing love exchange without the customary EXPECTED sex after. Sexual expectations are a heavy feeling to a lot of women, as if we "must" do it to finish the session. I can hear the moans and groans over that statement, but it will be worth it to experience the transcendent quality of loving touch sessions.
To get to that place we first need to strip away the feelings of loneliness and lack, which causes the need to be selfish and urges us to push on other people to give us what we want. This is a pressure on them. It is what makes us feel wrong about a lot of things. Pressure from others does the same thing in reverse. So the mission of the 5D Love Club is to practice transcending those unfulfilled selfish needs that never gets fulfilled anyway, except temporarily, no matter how much we press for it we go away still empty. Why? Because we are not in love with our true nature yet.
We will practice in the 5D Love Club to look UP and identify what makes us happy, truly happy. What makes YOU truly happy? What makes ME truly happy? We are in the throes of learning this, each individually. How to lift ourself up to higher ground, so that we FEEL we are flowing and floating higher. Our life then becomes an enlightened life. We smile, interact and enjoy ourselves more easily. We celebrate more. Even when we are alone a secret smile plays upon our lips and in our sparkling eyes. Let us form a community of people who are willing to try this. Who are willing to practice hands-on light-love exchanges, receiving and giving and then receiving again and then giving again. Drawing ever closer together as a tribe. Interacting with love and higher concepts, spiritual concepts and principles without expectations to do anything that would lower it to lesser levels.
My favorite pastime is to put my hands on people freely and feel the light activate in them. It is an experiment. A trial and an exploration to see if we can activate the light. You know, light becomes love when it moves. Light alone is an abstract. It doesn't have feelings or visceral sensations. Light has to move in order to have what we call a "sensation" of warmth and love. Light is being blocked, frozen. It has been so for eons. People are holding back the light-love that is who they REALLY are! So that is what we want to do - activate the light-love in people, and allow the person on the table to feel it. And let them put their hands on us afterwards, as a trade. A swap. Not sexually, no. Just gently, softly, sweetly, motherly, nurturingly. This raises the bar infinitely more than it has been doing. It is not noisy, not loud, not wordy. It is a quiet healing session and it is a refining process. Like in a refining manufacturing facility where they refine certain products of earth - this is where human beings refine the elements of their bodies to a more elevated inner quality of feeling. Turning it from outward (which is a noisy clamour) to an inner calm through our tender exchanging of loving touch. This is what empowering means, as DK says, by "looking UP!" Looking up to higher, more saintly attitudes. It is the way of raising the vibrations of our inner bodies. The warmth in a room full of people rises exponentially when this takes place. It opens hearts and smooths the wrinkled tensionis. It is a consciousness-raising process. It raises and expands our inner FEELING. And the gladness in our hearts. It is a hope. It is exciting and it motivates people to exciting new realms of insight and ideas. to give more, to invent, to expand. It is difficult to keep up with the level of excitement that occurs. I know. I have felt it.
A more expansive fulfilling love is available. Sensations of being more deeply connected expands. The community spirit expands. We are part of a loving tribe, a larger tribe. Because we FEEL the others connecting with us. I am speaking now of a common vision shared by many people. Perhaps it has not been put into such words as I am speaking, but the wish and hope is there. You can read between the lines on the social media. Unfortunately there are many who don't realize how much they are weighed down by past negative emotions. Lifetimes of memories are hidden in unconscious habits that were passed on from ancestors and parents. Sharing openly and flowing from the heart spontaneously is how we release those heavy depressing energies as we tell each other stories.
Tell about yourself freely and openly. ("Uh oh, no, no," I hear readers saying.) But it will be a sacred environment, the 5D Love Club. We won't need to hold back when there is trust in the environment. It will be like a celebration of spirit. It will be fun. It will be joyful. This as how we will begin the 5D Love Club. Let us begin the gatherings and share insight and ideas about how we might go ahead and start forming such a community locally. Not through zoom though. We need the physical presence of people, so that we can share warm hugs, handshakes and swap massages. It cannot be done through computer technology with bodies sitting in another town or state. I am planting seeds by talking about this. We will see this starting soon.
7/24/24 - Welcome to the new Earth! Are you still here?
I don't know where to begin with today's blog but one must be posted. There is a constant movement flowing through me, with many insights. The sensation is one of floating through clouds that thin as I approach and greater light reveals more of what I had been thinking. So, what finite words can I use to write? I will stop the floating and think for a moment. There is a desperate urge to connect with people in person - to hug, to greet, to laugh, to enjoy the presence of real, live bodies again. It has been a long period of isolation. The only time I see people is when I go to the store for groceries, and of course my dear husband who is ever present for me, as I am for him. But the need to form community of like-minded souls is ever present. A need, a desire, a want, that makes me STOP! Stop the wanting and go silent again. Breathe deeply, consciously, there are techniques that fill the loneliness. It is a reconnection to the allness. The oneness. It's an inner technique.
"he Ancient order of the Mother Flame is a phrase that continues to haunt me. It flits and floats through my visions. It calls me because the Mother Flame is in everyone, calling to me to recognize them, to hug them and hold them close to me like a Mother holds her daughter and son. The Mother Flame is in men and boys too. It is not just for women. But I musn't get off track here. It is easy to wander that trail into the fine mist of light, the mystical presence of love that is beyond human endurance but calls sweetly, lovingly, like a moth is drawn to a flame, or a deer to green grass. I've been working on the newsletter to go out soon. It will be an introduction to The Ancient Order of the Mother Flame, which is soft, warm, tender and feminine. The qualities of nurturing, love, gentle, kindly, motherly. And it is celestial. It is the cosmic thread that connects us to the allness everywhere. All the suns, planets, moons and embodied creatures and other humans like us.
It is the Mother Flame that connects us, it is the Father Flame who holds the Mother Flame in place. Father God is disemodied and so He took a piece of himself and sent it out into form. He remains Prime Creator but his counterpart lives in forms like you and me. The Mother Flame is located at the bottom of the spine at the tail bone, the coccyx, known as the root chakra. It is ethereal of course, not physical. It is the life force that breathes through us, and each one of us is a unique individual because of it. Within us is the ultimate creative force but we do not know it, yet we draw ever closer as the ascension continues to elevate us to higher levels of insight and perspective. We are rising upwards into clouds that are thinning as we approach. And the light grows brighter because we are entering an infinite ocean of knowledge and information.
The living Presence that dwells in the root chakra as the Mother Flame in you and me, connects us together. We are all part of the great sea of oneness. That's where love comes from. Hate comes from closing it off. There is no chance of separating from it because we are all part of the oneness thru the Mother Flame. We are one. We are the love and the light together there. It is only what we have each DONE individually with that life force, that makes us different and unique. We have each followed our own path of understanding. We've done many things, accomplished many things, experienced many adventures over the past (or other) lifetimes, but we are still connected. We cannot become disconnected because we are all One Life. The spiritual path is the path of studying this One Life.
The Ascended Master Djwhal Khul has been teaching me for 48 years now. He channels words to me telepathically but only when I ask him. Never does he intrude on my "free will". But if I ask, he gives me answers. I have kept track of how many years I've been a student. It was only yesterday that I was shown that I am no longer a student. I am able to relate to myself as the real presence, known as the Mother Flame. I can now address it and use common terms because I've been to the lowest and have built a solid foundation below surface level. The spiritual path is an inner and an underground path. Like a construction company whose workers build downward under the earth to create solid foundations to support the buildings on the surface.
Each person is a unique presence in the world, contributing knowledge and wisdom to support the whole civilization of humanity. Each is an individual who has no equal. You are a unique intelligence who has traveled extensively, and only YOU know what you know. Only you have your particular perspective on things. And you have the memories to prove it. The talents, the wisdom, the knowledge, the inner feelings and emotions that give you signs and signals of right and wrong. But you are connected through the Mother Flame in the pelvic bowl. The Mother Kundalini rests there, a permanent presence while you are embodied, the presence of eternal love and life. Not separate from the whole, but connected to the cosmic and galactic intelligences that surround us. You are the child of the father and mother who made you and cared for you. And you have NEVER been alone or beyond their reach - except that you did not know. Humor and fun is the name of the human game. Enjoy it. Laugh at the wrongness and imperfections that occur, because humor and upliftment brings delight - the Light!
Remember the Mother Flame at the base of the spine. The newsletter will explain more. This is a brief spontaneous message to fill the spaces on my computer screen. To say Hello to the few who might check to see if I am still here. Yes, I AM here. Are you? Let me know through the CONTACT page.
7/21/24 - How sunlight can heal
Close your eyes and imagine the bright dazzling sun over the area of the body that needs healing. It is difficult to hold attention quietly still for long moments of time - but this is the discipline that is recommended by those who know. To hold an image of the sun as bright and dazzling as you can over that specific area needing correction, miracles can happen. Do one minute at a time. Hold focus and count 60 seconds of light, then stop and do it again later. If you can do for longer, well and good, but most people don't have the ability to hold such a strong image very long and become distracted. Then it's a waste of time and they won't try again, thinking it doesn't work.
The sunlight carries knowledge. It knows everything that the Creator knows so holding an image of the sunlight on an area is like holding a laser beam in it. It's equivalent to burning a bad spot with healing energy. There's a solution in the light for that particular situation. So holding the light steady on it allows the light to find the solution. What I just found out (after just doing it for myself on my foot) is that connecting the light, the imagined picture of the sun, with the image of the foot is the hard part. I found that connecting the two images took a little more effort - like superimposing one image on top of another image so they match up - my counting started to slow down, 1 --- 2 --- 3 ---. This happened automatically.
When we focus light on a part of the body and the light actually enters the area, or makes contact with it, then it turns to love. Light is abstract, it's not in physical form. When it enters the physical body (under a master's conscious guidance) it becomes love. Love must be guided to entera the thick density of a physical body, otherwise the hard shell keeps it out. Love is light are the same thing. But light is abstract, a thought, not yet materialized, the masters call it free-roaming particles all throughout the universe. The light is available to use but SOMEONE has to use it! This is what we are here for - to learn how to use the light that is available to us. It is what we call "the spiritual path". But it's practical. We just have to know how to use it and apply it.
It has to be directed in some way into physical for the sunlight to heal or make a difference. The plants do it, the trees do it and the little insects and animals go it because it's natural for them. It doesn't take a lot of intelligence to use the light from the sun. Mother nature does it for them, but for we humans, we have an ego that forms judgments. Like "That's nonsense!" And so we humans have to develop more of a kinship with Mother Earth before we can trust that she knows what she's doing. We humans have been taught not to believe in natural healing. Many people form judgments, like, "That's nonsense!" I've heard this many times in my life. And that's OK. Everyone must grow their own wisdom.
Light has to be guided into the physical body by a master (meaning the intelligence within) because the light is abstract and form is a heavily dense creature. There is a shell around it, blocking out the light. It takes a conscious effort to "hold still the light" so it can penetrate the outer shell that resists. Then other cells also get the light and join in with. This is how form is built. Light stabilizes by sharing. By reaching out its light and holding hands with other cells so light can enter into the other cells. If there are "bad" cells growing in there, the pure light (guided by a conscious master intelligence) can fizzle it out and make it go away. This is how meditation works too. Holding thoughts and body movements still, and picturing something pure in its place. Light comes in and rubs shoulders with the light in the other cells and it becomes a healing modality.
Sharing with other people is how the light and love is passed from person to person. This kind of knowledge should be shared. It is actually a way to heal YOURSELF, by sharing what you know with others. That is why I write so much. It makes me feel good to do it. We all have skills that have learned over the many lives we have lived, but these skills are buried deep, deep, deep within. They are unconscious skills. What interests you the most? That is a clue to follow up on it. Cultivate it. You already have knowledge concerning this or you wouldn't be so interested.
My particular interest is hands-on healing. I love to give loving healing touch but I learned a great lesson which has taken me years to figure out what's wrong. In this darkened, shamed, perverted world, loving touch is so lacking that it turns men into sexual maniacs. No pun intended. It's true. And not only men, but women too. We have been so hungry for love, due to shame teachings, that the natural powers of rejuvenation have been held back. I had to learn this lesson. It has taken a lifetime but it was worth it. I can now share what I know.
Instead of holding this knowledge to myself and hoarding it like a little person hides coins in a jar on the kitchen shelf, we are meant to share. For me, my deepest desire is to hug, hold and put my hands on others thru the healing modality, thru the touch of caring and uplifting kindnes. To share the light thru touch is a way of teaching without words. Because words just get in the way. They mean different things to each one of us. But not the touch. The touch is a feeling and feelings can be shared without words. It is a beautiful way to teach this beautiful gift by simply touching caringly, kindly and compassionately. Pass on the light! Share it through loving acts of kindness. It's not enough to preach about love and light. We have to DO SOMETHING with it. Do something with this universal power that will affect other people who live here. This is the natural power that comes from universal oneness.
A true story: A close woman friend and her sister, when they were younger, lay down beside their dying mother in the hospital. The doctors said she would not last into the morning. Her organs were shutting down. The two sisters in their grief, each decided to focus attention on their mother's failing organs. One focused on the kidneys and the other focused on another organ, I can't remember which now. And long story short - the mother went home and lived for another ten years. This is a true story recently told to me during conversation. It reminds me that we don't need the sunlight to heal. Our conscious attention is like the sun. We too are children of the light, just as the sun is. And we have it within us if we get serious enough to use it. We ARE the life and light of our bodies.
7/18/24 - Introducing the ancient order of the mother flame
It was about nine months ago that I heard the phrase "the ancient order of the mother flame". It was during a sweet silent meditation and I was swept up into such a gentle serene loving place that was so soft, so sweet, I barely noticed the transition. It felt like I was home again, cradled in the arms of Mother. A very unusual experience. And now, nine months later, I am here to talk about the Mother Flame.
On that day nine months ago, I had just finished a book lesson on how to hold my attention on dazzling white light INSIDE my body, not above the body but INSIDE the body, in the organs themselves. The many guides teach this but Master Djwhal Khul actually takes it a step further and teaches techniques on how to do it. How to bring the spiritual consciousness down into density, to INSIDE the physical body. It’s a difficult concept to grasp.
The Mother Flame refers to the kundalini, which is an awakening, or activation of the Mother Flame. I experienced its awakening - ummm - now 48 years ago. It was a supernatural experience, a mystical experience that no one could really explain at the time, nor even today very well, although there are a few. But Master DK has guided me through it most wisely and patiently thru the many years of its unfolding within my consciousness. The Mother Flame is in you too. It is in everyone but it is seldom discussed so only the rare few know of its existence. It is the God energy held locked into the pelvic root chakra of the human body. It is the source of the beautiful heart-warming feelings of the orgasm. The Mother Flame is on the ETHERIC level, it is not physical. A pathologist doing an autopsy wouldn’t find it because it's not on the physical level. It is the life force of the body which leaves at the time of death.
During a quiet guided meditation 48 years ago I had an unusual experience during which I transcended into what I have been calling “the light” but it was more like bliss or rapture. That day was the beginning of my transformation. It took years with the guide Master Djwhal Khul leading me, and I’ve journaled my experiences and written about them on Anakosha.org (now called GoddessSphere.org). But the reason for introducing it today, is because I have been guided to reveal information about this beautiful gem that everyone is carrying around within them. I will be revealing what I have personally learned about this bliss energy and why it has been blocked in so many people. We have been kept in the dark about it and it is kept from rising all the way of the spine to the head and enlightenment because the orgasmic release during sex shuts it down and stops it from flowing up its destined path to awaken the brain. Sex is the block, or rather the way we handle sex is the block.
The Mother Flame is pure, unadulterated sweetness, love and light. It is an evolutionary force when it reaches the head and thus informs the individual thru brain understanding. Information about it is available but is hidden from the general public. It is not talked about in practical terms. Religion has made it so sacred or shameful or mystical that it seems beyond reach when it is the most natural energy in the whole human experience. But it is hidden in flowery poetic sacred mystical language in ancient transcripts and mystery schools and many call it demonic. The truth is hard to come by. We can't decipher it or understand its meaning.
I can talk about it only because I have had personal experiences with it. First, the kundalini awakening. Second, an ascended master was assigned to me to guide me and teach me. And third, I was led into the lifestyle called swinging where I had firsthand intimacy experiences of loving and being loved by other people.
Several years later, during daily meditations, I saw the kundalini as a crystal ball of light. It looked just like the real crystal balls you can buy in a store but it was from a most sacred and ethereal perspective. A most amazing experience. There is a picture on the internet today which shows it exactly as I saw it, so someone else has seen it too, not just me. It is located in the pelvic bowl formed by the pelvic bones and it sits cradled in the pelvic bowl, with the tail bone (the coccyx) just below it. From the coccyx (the root chakra) comes an etheric flame, like a pilot light, which sizzles the pure crystal ball into action at a certain time, unknown to us, thus triggering the kundalini in to action. The crystal ball then sends impulses of pure sweetness and angelic love-light up thru the etheric nerves which, under certain conditions connect to PHYSICAL nerves, and thus heads up the spine or down the legs thru the feet into the earth. This is, of course, all dependant upon the conscousness and intellectual or mental preparation of the individual living in the body! There must be training beforehand because it is the PERSON who lives in the body that must prepare him/herself to be open.
The crystal ball known as the Mother Flame is thus activated and beautiful things happen if the person is ready. A woman has a much better chance of doing this successfully than a man. That is why I have been led to draw together the women. The men need more training in how to allow their inner feelings to flow. Women are better at it by nature. Women are permissive, nurturing and loving by nature.
The crystal ball of the Mother Flame is surrounded by nerves that look like roots of a tree that have grown thick and heavy around it, protecting it and keeping it safe. The etheric crystal ball is snuggled up inside amongst the roots of the tree of life - your life and my life and the life of every human you know. It is there dripping slowly little droplets of life up the spine to keep the body alive, and you can "quicken" the drops so they dribble quicker up the spine. There are methods that have been taught through the centuries by those who know.
My experience with kundalini activating in this life took me out of body without any prior preparation in THIS life. But I have since learned that I've had training in many past lives. And so have others who have had kundalini activated. There are buried memories we don't know we have!
Meanwhile, after the kundalini awakened in me it took many years to learn how to get back down into normal human consciousness again, because it left me high as a kite, in a quickened state. It COULD have driven me insane if I did not have the right man in my life who asked me questions about it. He had me talking. He wanted to get into swinging and I was led in that direction, fortunately. Obviously it was with the Master DK's help.
But it has taken years for me to learn how to manage a higher metabolism and higher consciousness to be able to live a practical life with other people. I have been learning various ways. As I study and re-read DK’s channeled lessons - there are many of the 48 years - I am learning how to bring my conscious attention, my focus, down into my physical heart, lungs, spleen, stomach, kidneys, etc., and hold it there. Hold it still. Don't let it move. Don't be distracted. It's a discipline to hold the attention still and not let it move. The physical body cells, the organs and tissues of the body need a master to direct them in what to do, and when, and where to go. This has been more difficult than it sounds. My normal consciousness is just so naturally high that my husband jokes sometimes trying to get my attention: “Earth to Nancy!” So now it has been mostly done and final signals and signs are coming to me to gather the women. The women must be gathered first, for they are more naturally suited for the new age that is upon us. The ancient order of the Mother Flame is a sisterhood of the divine feminine. It is so loving, so warm, so sweet, so gentle, so soothing, so nurturing - it is like the near-death experiences I’ve been hearing about on Youtube. People who have physically died and left their bodies, gone to heaven and then returned to tell about it! It is like that.
Nine months ago I was given the phrase "The Ancient Order of the Mother Flame" during a very sacred meditational experience, but I have had to question it. I have had to validate it. Is it real? Or is it a figment of my imagination as I am often accused of making? I googled it and there is nothing on the internet about it except some digital networks among the younger generation. I have been feeling as if I could lift off any day now and leave my body behind, but I asked the Ascended Masters for help. Namely DK, Jeshua and others whom I know. “I want, NEED, to feel more grounded, practical and clear-brained,” I said, and asked them what THEY did to stay in body when they were on the verge of lifting off.
“Cap off the crown of your head,” they said “And hold focus INSIDE the body. Don’t let your attention go out into space and breathe through your feet.” And so I continue to get instructions. I will share these instructions with women only at first. Because it is all about inner feelings and I have discovered that men do not easily access their inner feelings. Men tend to look to women to help them access their inner feelings and this won't do. Women need to be alone to access their OWN inner feelings without having to support and continue to nurture the men in their lives.
This morning I was rewarded with a warm healthy greeting from Mother Kundalini, for that is what I call her. I experience her as that. I have since learned that the Mother Flame is identical to what Christians call the holy spirit. But the word is not important. Words have been used to distract us. We have been "worded" to death! Words have programmed us to the dark side. Defining something like "sex". The pure unadulterated immaculine concept of divine nature is a FEELING, not a word. Let us open up our feelings and not try to explain it to those who cannot feel yet. This loving, beautiful, devotional energy of feeling is the God/Goddess force at the base of the spine. DK has been giving me instructions for years, and I am ready to start sharing it with those of the same mind and heart. Let it become public knowledge for those who can hear.
7/14/24 - Some hints on how to make love - focus on the heart
Love is felt when we focus on the heart with conscious intention to be loving. When we focus on sexuality or the genital or other places on the body, the heart is not getting full attention. Energy follows thought. When we are randomly moving our attention around, the miraculous mother energy in the pelvis goes back down to where it is stored - in the earth. This miraculous primal life energy has been called the kundalini, also known as shakti and other names. It is what keeps us alive, and when we make love it has the power to create ecstasy, whether with a partner or alone, as in deep stillness.
The kundalini's destiny is to rise up the spine to the heart. Not beyond the heart, but to the heart itself because the heart is the center between heaven and earth. I saw this during a meditation as if to confirm what I had read in the book "Sexual Secrets". I saw two triangles, one up facing up and one down, interlaced on top of one another with the heart at the center. The heaven energies are coming down thru the downward-focing triangle, and the earth energies are coming up thru the upward-turned triangle. They don’t meet until the heart is opened and focused upon. When we focus on the heart with intentions of love, beautiful feeling love - or at least holding that intention - the heart opens. The cells open and our thoughts embed the blood with intentional love. The heart then pumps the blood with love in it to all parts of the body. Not empty random blood, but blood filled with the energies of love within it.
The primal life force energy comes up to the heart and the heavenly energy comes down to the heart and they blend in the mystical marriage. Earth and heaven meet in the heart and become love in the heart. The body wants to be loved all over, not just on the surface at skin level or genital level, but also inside, all over, everywhere. The cells, organs, glands, muscles, bone, tissues of all kinds, all want to feel the love, for they have been neglected. We do not normally give them attention. Love-making is not just reserved for the genitals and skin, but for all the various parts of the body - the face, arms, hands, legs, feet, toes, the muscles, glands nerves and arteries that feed these parts inside, deep, deep inside. Feed ALL the cells so all of the body can feel the love. The heart pumps blood out to ALL the cells in the body. And when we make love with our partner, if we focus our loving attention on the heart, they too will feel the love. Be the maker of love and share it with your body cells and your partner's body cells. We can do that by focusing our conscious intention on the heart. "My heart to your heart!" The body feels lonely when it is neglected. It wants to feel loved inside and not just down there at the genitals. WE will feel loved all over and our partner will feel loved all over when OUR body cells feel loved. Genuinely appreciated and loved from within.
7/11/24 - The galactic connection - shifting from vaguery to more solid
A big shift is underway. I am experiencing going from being vague and passive, primarily feminine serving nature, to being more proactive, solid and real. It feels as if my masculine or active nature is coming online. It is producing a more solid feeling of reality and grounding. I am aware that I've been feminine in many of my lifetimes, always loving and nurturing others. This role has reached a dead end. It's boring for me, the feeling of "enough is enough here!" is ringing like a bell in my mind! I want some action! I'm tired of waiting around for others to do something. I believe this shift is coming from a closer connection with the interplanetary or galactic reality. The continued ongoing disclosure that flying saucers are real and therefore visitors from other worlds are real and attempting to reach us is making a mark on me as well as many others. Our minds are changing and becoming more open and accepting that the visitors are really human and solidly physical.
Visitors from other worlds are called extraterrestrials or ETs, but George Adamski referred to them as space brothers. I met Mr. Adamski 60 years ago, in 1963. I was pregnant with my first child at the time, age 25. Adamski was the most famous contactee of modern times, or slowly becoming one. He was often referred to as simply "GA". His most famous books were "Flying Saucers have Landed" in 1963, co-authored with Desmond Leslie, and "Inside the Space Ships" 1965, changed later to "Inside the Flying Saucers". He told the true story of how he met first Orthon on the desert in California in 1952, and then met with the space brothers frequently after that. Their mission (and his) was to reveal life on other worlds, just as ancient scriptures tried to do. Adamski wrote books about his very real encounters with space people, and traveled the world lecturing and showing his photographs. Also delivering messages to the government and other important people. Even though he was often denounced as a fraud by official sources, he had audience with very important people and entered through side doors.
My personal story started germinating about two months ago. It is a big shift for me, for I have been for many lifetimes as a gentle, passive, feminine healer-priestess type being who was not outwardly assertive. I healed and loved, that's all I did. And then 60 years ago I met GA and, lost soul that I was, seeds began to germinate. I continued my life as a feminine being up until about two months ago, when I was re-introduced to an old, old friend. I came back into contact with Glenn Steckling, director of the George Adamski Foundation. Glenn today is a retired airline pilot, but I knew him as a little boy of 10 when I lived with his parents in Mexico, who were helpers of Adamski. Raised in the atmosphere of Adamski and his parents, Glenn today is the sole owner and director of the legacy left by GA who died in 1965. Glenn is today continuing to tell the story of the space brothers. And it is Glenn who made me think. I could not identify with PHYSICAL flying saurcers. I thought they were from another dimension. Suddenly a new perception of reality is unfolding with this new, or renewed, connection. There is a shift in conscious awareness going on that is, to put it into words, like connecting wishes and desires and frustrations and struggles - they are connecting. I feel younger, healthier, more alive. And remembering things I had forgotten. See Glenn Steckling's youtube channel (HERE) speaking for the George Adamski Foundation.
Continuing with MY story - when I met Mr. Adamski I wasn't interested in physical spaceships. I was from the Light. I was taken into the light in 1976, ten years after meeting GA, when the kundalini awakened and blew my mind wide open, obliterating all that I was before. It took another ten years to come back to normalcy again, which I did with the help of a cultural phenomenon called "swinging". In swinging I could hug and hold people and I became grounded again back to being human. Life continued with me trying to write about it. An insane idea. How can you possibly write about these things?
Well, anyway, I never understood that flying saucers were real and physical. I was enthralled with Mr. Adamski when I met him, transported to other worlds just by being around him, but I could not accept that these "space people" were human. I did not accept it. I dismissed it and continued to believe they were angels and beyond our ability to reach them. Yet, Mr. Adamski drew crowds. He told the real truth while I did not understand and did not accept. Why did they make such a big deal out of the flying saucers? I wasn't connected. I was one of those mystics of the spacey kind. And then Glenn Steckling appeared from my past, now a grown-up man. Such amazing threads of reconnection. They had faded into oblivion and suddenly they are back stronger than ever. A few nights later I saw something in the night sky which could not be real. A large spotlight came in the night as I looked out my bedroom window to close the curtain, and I saw the "spotlight" capture a big bright star, swallowed it up and carried it away. The star was gone. Only the night sky remained. The star had been there night after night for months. How can this be? And then I knew, I had been contacted. Without a shadow of a doubt. Just as I knew during the hurricane when a big bright "star" led us back home after being evacuated from our house. And other "stars" blinking at me in the night sky, moving and shape-shifting, making me wonder, "Is it?" And the dreams. More and more dreams, connections with space ships of light.
The biggest shift is transitioning away from being passive. The "wait and see" reactive person who waits for others to make the moves. Suddenly I am bored with waiting. I want to tell my story(ies). They are piling up, waiting to be talked about. I am grounding and feeling inspired. Fear has held me back. But I saw online today Michael Love, a wonderful channel for the Pleiadians. He said, "I believe in transparency and openness" and told how he has lost everything in a major shift. And so I am suddenly shifting - not losing but gaining something I haven't had in a long time. My proactive side. I am learning that the space brothers are real and human. They are not angels, ghosts, saints or mystical apparitions as I have believed all of my life. They are real. They are more real than we humans know how to be. The angels of the Bible are human angels. The people of the time did not know how to say it. But we have evolved. We can say it out loud now. The space brothers are human, and they fly in physical ships. They know how to embody physicality more fully, and they know how to advance their technology and their beautiful inner beings and their social skills are remarkably sweet and graceful. They interact with love of the ultimate supreme source. And they travel thru space without fuel, by riding currents that are natural to the planets. They are tapped into the rhythms and harmonies of universal intelligence and love. And they are coming closer, ever closer to the one mind behind it all. They are kind, and beautiful, and intelligent and, yes, even saintly, but they are human. They have evolved their human skills and they want to share these skills with us. They are more like us than we realize. Or perhaps we are becoming more like them.
This is knocking my socks off, literally. My feet are enjoying being bare-foot. My brain has been righting itself and the dizziness and disorientation is going away. It is not over yet but the symptoms are changing quickly as I feel more solid and real. Invisible roots are growing down, as if I wee a tree extending myself down into the earth to join with other roots. I saw a circle of feminine beings in the center of the earth the other day, a flash of insight, and I became one of them, settling down among them, joining in with their silent singing. Resonating with their optimism and gladness of spirit. I am more alive inside my skin now.
It has been a wild change. Reality is becoming more real. Not fixed but fluid. As if I am a bridge between stillness and solidarity. Neither state is a "fixed" or immovable state of being but rather a blending in and out, and I am the bridge that chooses where I want to go in the moment. Reality is becoming. Confusion reigned for approximately three years, starting with a hospital stay and heart palpitations triggered by a new meditation technique. I learned what caused it later, as we all learn later, after the fact, from experiences of testing thru trial and error.
I was spiritual, prepared from prior life training for the kundalini activation in 1976 which blew my mind wide open. It then took 10 years to come back to being human again, able to interact with people. But I had an ascended master guide, which I interpreted as being a supernatural intelligence. Now my exposure to the Adamski legacy thru Glenn Steckling, along with further continued disclosures from other sources, I am learning that they are human, just like us. More human and more humane, which means more heart, more soul, more naturally beautiful. They have solid physical bodies like us. Their ships are physical and operate on universal laws backed by higher scientific laws. Quantum? I don't know. They have advanced beyond us by joining with the harmonies of the one universal mind which ties life together if we draw closer to it. And they are here to guide us, teach us, redirect our thinking to these more harmonious laws and more humane ways of living. If we will welcome them. The 5D love club is my greatest desire - to bring our local community together and welcome our galactic friends to come down and celebrate with us. I invite them to land in our back pasture.
As I dare speak of this out loud thru my writings and postings, it makes me feel strong, physically strong, and more vitalized. Enthusiastic and excited! I don't care if people think I'm crazy. It doesn't matter because I'm walking my own path. And I love all the people around me. I wish I could put my hands on them and say, "You are beautiful, I love you!" The more I give appreciation, the stronger I feel. And more stable and rooted and fulfilled. Sixty years ago it started when I met George Adamski, the contactee of the Venusians, but I didn't understand that he was talking about them being REAL. I couldn't accept it then. Now today I do accept. He was a true contact for the extraterrestrials who have tried from pre-biblilcal days to reach men of earth. But each time the prophets were considered cuckoo or insane or dangerous and had to be taken out. I think that danger is over. Those who are still afraid of being locked up or killed (repressed traumas from past lives) perhaps will come out of the closet now and tell their stories. The 5D love club will be gathering those who want to tell what they know.
I have begun copying some of Adamski's excerpts from his books in TODAY'S POSTS. The channeled articles I have been reading online for many years that used to enthrall me, are fading into the background. My own path is lighting up more strikingly, becoming the more significant way for me to go. All others are blending into the landscape around me for they too are part of the whole. They are each creating their own strikingly beautiful golden path. It is a path that appears with each conscious breath. Sometimes it is unconscious and I lose it, and that's OK. It is slowly taking shape thru experience, trial and error. When I remember to appreciate and give thanks, it solidifies under my feet. When I forget it dulls me down. It is the universe that breathes thru me when I think of it, and when I don't, I lose the fire that could have sparked me. We are all participants in the one breath of the universal prime creator. Even as it does through the space brothers who are visiting us and who wish to guide us to greater horizons. Are we ready for this? Are we all together in this? Perhaps not. It is OK. It is all OK. You are blessed. As the space people say, "You are loved beyond measure."
7/9/24 - Rest and Relax to bring balance and feel more clear
After the hip swings today - an exercise I don't enjoy - I was told “Rest!” and the reason why. "Just rest. Relax and feel the fragmented light particles coming back together again. Feel into it. During action they are riled up and get chaotic, trying to understand what to do. During rest time they return to their comfort zone. You in your outer mind feel comfortable and identify with it. You feel good resting. But too much comfort and rest produces stagnation and decay. So up and into action again to move the light particles. This is to give the light in your cells the opportunity to evolve and experience. They are the ones evolving thru matter. You are the God within learning how to be responsible for your light particles, for your physical body. You are learning in your own way, your own lessons, how to bring your light particles (your body) in line, in alignment, so they all work together, in a coordinated way, under your masterful control and will power.
As I rested this new understanding began to dawn on me. I felt a deeper sense of reality. I felt more “me”. I felt more solid and clear. More "here now". This in a minor way but it was enough to give me a hint, a clue, pointing to the reality that this is how it works. You become more balanced, more whole, more complete and more real thru this melding of rest and action, action and rest. It is the way to bring balance to the confused state of the body's cells. We were born into a world presenting lots of confusion, lots of diversity, lots of opposites. We were born into it to learn how to master the conditions we find ourselves in. It is a very confusing and upsetting world, but it presents many opportunities to learn masterful control over situations.
We are here to learn and to grow in wisdom and understanding. But we have to work with our OWN forces, we have no control over others. Except for the use of love. Love is the ultimate power source for change, healing and transformation. And so we must start by loving our own body cells, the inner physical, mental and emotional forces that are within us. This is how we heal the feelings (yesterday's blog). There are two different lessons playing out here - me (God) and my body cells (also God but imprisoned and masked in cellular form). The cells of my body parts contain light particles in the form of electrons. But they do not know themselves yet. They are fragmented and randomly chaotic, without a master to guide them.
I am here to learn how to guide and control them – er - TEACH them. As I grow in understanding, I am actually teaching my SELF. My body learns discipline thru my consistent routine and attention and I am also learning by my own discipline of myself. It helps my body cells to grow awareness and as they feel good with themselves, I feel good with MYself. We are inter-related. We are woven together. We are learning together. We are evolving each within own conscious intelligence and awareness, even as we are entwining with those who live with us and in our communities. Under my masterful attention as the resident soul living in this body, I enlarge and widen myself to become a more masterful guide. I can better instruct my body to do what I want it to do, plus I am interweaving with others around me, sharing my wisdom and receiving THEIR wisdom they reflect to me. e. This is universal harmony playing out -rhythm and love in action. We are growing and joining the galactic community of higher worlds.
7/8/24 - Healing the feelings - preparing for the 5D Love Club
Healing the feelings means don’t act on them, don’t express them, don’t repress them, don’t suppress them. FEEL them. This will take practice. When you act on feelings without thinking, you are not feeling them. You are spewing those energies out and away from you. To FEEL your feelings means stop and focus. Pay attention. Allow them to penetrate through your body-mind. Allow them to distribute through the appropriate nerves, channels and passageways to saturate your entire being. Accept, allow and surrender yourself to the feelings, no matter what the feelings are. Perhaps you judge them as bad or traumatic, or perhaps you judge them as beautiful and good. It doesn't matter WHAT the feelings are, allow them to saturate you. In other words, give up trying to avoid them.
Tears are a sign that you gave in to your feelings. We try every trick and manipulation in the book to avoid letting our feelings in. We don’t let them in. We are continuously rejecting feelings from entering our lives. What is meant by "healing the feelings" is a fulfilling act of mercy. You become fulfilled. You feel complete, whole, perfect, calm. This is the peace that passes understanding. You are filled full of acceptance. You are loved. You are whole as you were always meant to be. On October 23, 2017 the following message was dictated to me by the Master DK. I found it yesterday as I researched old files. I am considering starting a 5D Love Club using loving touch ascension massage (not sexual). This is Master DK is speaking:
“Intimacy has always been reserved for the primary partner, the one you live with. Primary partnerships have always been considered exclusive, but how many of you have retained the ability to be truly intimate? Intimacy means connecting. Connecting with someone else also in physical form requires a slowing down process, both mentally and physically, so that feelings can be shared. If you are feeling something and your partner is not, the feelings are not being shared. Only one of you is feeling.
"Connecting means sharing feelings. This is the meaning of intimacy. Sharing feelings with someone other than your primary partner has always been considered a sacrilege. You have kept feelings hidden for that reason. You have even kept feelings for yourself hidden. How often have you masturbated alone, in private, and had someone come in on you. Did that not give you feelings of shame? The feelings of shame were a condition laid on you from those in authority who have tried to keep you from feeling your own feelings.
"This practice of massaging a stranger is an exercise in breaking open those forbidden cultural taboos, and simply sharing feelings with a stranger. [I had been considering how to do this, so he is addressing this for me] This is the reason why we are here to swap massages alone. Not as a couple, but alone at a table with a partner of the opposite gender. You will have feelings. You will have all sorts of feelings. You might have repugnant feelings. Or feelings of guilt. Or feelings of shame for having GOOD feelings. You might have sexual feelings and you might feel confused because you’re not supposed to go there during these massages. Feelings are beautiful. Let them be. Feel them. Allow them. Enjoy them. Don’t act upon them. Just feel them. Let them exist within you.
"As you feel your feelings you will also be processing them. You will be saying, ‘It’s OK to have this feeling. I will keep moving my hands on this person.’ Whatever the feeling is, just own it. It’s yours. Don’t expect the other person to have the same feelings you are having. The act of massaging a stranger person allows you to feel better than when you are massaging a friend. Because when you are massaging a friend, you drop your guard and relax into the KNOWN feelings that you have had with this person before. That will come about as lesson Number 2, as you practice expanding on known feelings.
"The first part of this practice is learning how to feel within yourself, alone, and owning what you are feeling. It‘s not just skin on skin. It‘s opening up to forces within you that have been turned off due to cultural laws and rules. We are breaking the law and the rule here by allowing feelings to surface. Do you understand? That is why we will be swapping partners. You will not be able to relax your guard and 'flow' with this person, so you will have to simply feel. It is a breakthrough, to feel. Intimacy has been shut off in all of you because you are a dangerous species if you are allowed to be free and happy. We are breaking the rules here and this goes beyond gender. It is about you getting in touch with free and happy forces within you. Own them and let them be.”
7/6/24 - Meditation techniques - using affirmations & mantras
This morning I woke up to the words: “I AM the holiness of this body, and I dedicate this body, I consecrate this body to the will that I AM.” Further I was told: "You are being encroached upon. Do this to set the words/qualities in stone around you. Do this 50x upon waking, 50x mid-day and 50x before sleep. Breathe 50x from the coccyx down to 12 feet below the feet. Then 50x from coccyx up above the head 12 feet, following the spinal column of light.”
I went to the med room and followed instructions. With beads in hand I lay on the acu-mat, the one with little plastic points sticking into my back, and did breath work 50x. Then the mantra out loud, then silently, and ended up in the unusual peaceful state that I wish I could find more often. I am impressed that I am being guided by spirit.
“Focus on the tip of the coccyx. There is a permanent atom there. Speak the words from there. See your lips moving at the coccyx saying the mantra, see the sun shining out and expanding, expanding, expanding. See the aura expanding all around you down below your feet and above your head 12 feet in both directions." Then I did the fire breath, the alt fire (left and right nostril alternatively). "See the ida and pingala - the left and right channels of the spine - wrapped around each other as in a cord of light, up close around the central sushumna nestled up close to it." Then I did the PC and instead of the violet flame, I visualized the BLUE flame of El Morya and AA Michael's sword of blue flame, replacing the violet flame purification. This has been coming to me the last day or two, to change to blue flame purification to receive more concentration, strength, will power, and determination.
It was shown to me that the permanent atom in the body is at the tip of the coccyx. When the embryo is formed in the mother's body, scientists explain this on youtube, how the embryo folds over on itself and its the spinal column which does it. So the heart of the body is the coccyx, the tail bone or root chakra. So from there, we have an aura that goes down to a certain point equal to how far up it goes. We have been focusing only on the UP side, and we have been neglecting the down side of our aura. That has become an entry point for the negative energies to get into us. So I am being directed to use the coccyx as the heart of the body and imagine it as a sun that is expanding, expanding, expanding, in all directions, down as well as up. This is going to add a new level of protection against invasion of dark side.
I woke this morning seeing the Words - all English words- in clear graphics surrounding me like an aura, pushing the darker confused atmosphere away from me. It was a very clear picture of what saying mantras do for a person. I never had that shown to me before. It's very real, what saying holy words do out loud. So I renewed my efforts today. One has to SEE IT to believe it. It's crystal clear saying holy words out loud, that they create a barrier around you that protects you. A friend asked me yesterday how do you prevent the dark ones from invading? I told her to stop thinking about them. Instead, say affirmations, mantras out loud. That is the technique. We've been told by the old ones how to do it. We must learn and practice these methods again and again and agin. We must learn them and practice. After I told her that, this graphic picture was shown to me. We are meant to tell, teach, do and share this knowledge. People don't know. The dark has taken over people's lives because they don't know how to use affirmations of holy words.
7/2/24 - Bringing together opposites - Father Sky & Mother Earth
Revelations from my higher self today started before I woke up, and continued as I became semi-awake and then fully awake. It was teaching me more of what I learned yesterday - how I have the ability to remove dead toxic energies that cause disturbances and stifled, suffocating feelings of aging and dying. It is all in my ability to focus. It involves the activating of the THIRD eye, which is the ability to rise above duality and opposites. Learning to balance opposites removes confusion. It is an ability that comes from elevating ones own troubling thoughts to a higher plane of transcendence. It is an intellectual movement of "working it out" and reaching an understanding. It is not a "thing" to work on physically, as once I thought.
Mother Earth is a living intelligence and provides the living life force that breathes thru the skin for ALL life on the planet. When humans reproduce, Mother Earth’s living life force enters into the seed of the man and woman to enable the embryo to grow and mature, like any other seed. Source intelligence itself cannot create a solid form alone, it needs the skill and knowledge of a pre-existing living life form, which is a planet, for a planet knows how to build a living form. Father source is the source of life. It is the creator but it has never been in form. It has CREATED form but has never been in form itself. Father source is consciousness only. So it is that Source intelligence, which we call Father God, creator of all that is, works together with a planetary form. Earth and heaven work together, spirit and matter are equals in building new form life.
Source Intelligence is abstract, the Father of all of creation. The planetary intelligence is the construction worker, the intelligent builder of all form life on body. So, when humans make love and conceive a baby, the planet’s life force enters the seeded embryo to oversee its growth, maintains the embryo and grows the baby to full maturity. This I was shown today during my spiritual practice. However, the planetary intelligence (Mother Earth) does not know what Father Source has in mind for this new embryo. Is it a tree? A flower? A bear? A wolf? Mother Earth must have a pattern to follow, otherwise it would not know what to build?!. This is where Father source is involved. Father Source of all Creation is the designer of ALL life, so Father Source sends down the pattern or blueprint for Mother Earth (or any other planet) to follow. Father Intelligence provides the blueprint, the Earth Mother (or any other planet) follows the blueprint and builds the form accordingly. In other words, Father Sky and Mother Earth work together in building the form life, including human beings.
It is the equivalent to the architect giving a construction company a blueprint to follow, to build a new building. The construction company doesn’t know what the architect has in mind so it must have a blueprint to follow. So it is with Mother Earth. She needs a pattern to follow. Father Creator provides the blueprint for the form, and Mother Earth uses her life force to construct the form. Both Father Sky and Mother Earth together build the embryo, whether it be an ant, a snake, a mountain lion or a man or woman. Mother Earth is the breath of life in us. She gives us the earth, air, fire and water PLUS she knows how to construct the form so it is a perfect form and is able to fulfill the mission Father Creator planned for it. It becomes a breathing, living form (whether an ant, moose, fish, tree or human).
So we have the Earth Mother as the life force and builder of form for the body, and Father abstract intelligence providing the pattern for her to follow. It is Father Himself who actually wants to live in the form that is being built by the Mother, because he can’t build the form himself.
This is hard to put into words. I received it not thru mental processes, like a thought, but more like I WAS the process as a form was building. I could feel it and know how it form is made. This partnership of Mother Earth and Father Intelligence working together is the power of creation. They together are what we call the kundalini, or shakti, or the mother flame, or the divine feminine (many names for it), which awakened in me in 1976 and an exquisite light took me out of my body. A few years later I saw it again during a sacred moment, it looked like a transparent crystal ball at the pelvic region embedded inside of nerves, like roots of a tree. The crystal ball “squeezed” drops of life force up my spine each time I did the PC muscle squeeze (Keegle exercise). It was a most sacred moment of revelation and I wrote about it at the time in my journal. I wish to share this knowledge.
Kundalini, the sacred power of life, is a blend of both heaven and earth, father sky and motherearth. The earth force alone would not know what to build if it did not have a blueprint to follow. And Father Creator alone would not have the knowledge and skill to build a solid form without the Mother Earth’s skill in building form life. There is a blueprint for each species on the planet. Father Sky or Father Intelligence is the designer of form, and each form is endowed with the Father’s intelligence itself. Form begins at the lowest level, such as a mineral or rock, and evolves from there to higher form life. Father source is the great intelligence, the All Intelligence, the one infinite creator intelligence of which we are all a part, a piece, a facet of the wholeness. The Father Source is the power of evolution itself within each unique self consciousness, on a deep and intimate personal level. We CAN communicate with Father God within us if we know how. This intelligence is innate within us.
Each form, from amoeba to ant to wolf, to elephant to human evolves in greater SELF awareness. Each self grows to greater levels of understanding of the God within one’s self. It is SELF awareness that grows, and that SELF is Father God itself as a piece of the whole growing closer and bigger and larger and more aware with the passing experiences of life. By the time the SELF has gone through the eons of evolution from mineral to rock to plant, etc., and finally embodies as the highest, most advanced life form on the planet - a human being – its understanding is SO great that it is humbled with the awareness. It learns to respect itself as the highest form of intelligence on the planet – but further – it becomes aware that there are even HIGHER forms of life beyond it. And so it grows in response ability. The ability to unite with others like itself. It learns compassion, forgiveness, respect and most of all love that cannot be contained by a single form. It must radiate out to all of life and all beneath him/her. The human becomes the steward, the protector, the guardian, the shepherd of all lesser forms evolving beneath it – nature plants, animals. He becomes more and more aware, more and more expansive, more and more unified with all other life forms. Each human is destined to become a human master, growing more light as more consciousness of the whole blends with his separate consciousness.
The planet is an advanced form life itself and at a certain stage in its evolution develops the ability to grow forms itself. In effect, reproducing as little forms grow out of big forms. The self-awareness of a planet develops understanding how to produce baby form life. The universe is a nursery of life-building forms, growing in self-awareness. It is a literal garden of intelligence-building - planets, moons and asteroids, down to minerals, waters, stones, plants, insects and animals and man or equivalent of man. Some species may not look like human but have equal or superior intelligence – could be a horse or lion on two legs with arms and fingers, or so the Galactics tells us. But all must serve the love and light or else it turns dark and misshapen. The highest and most intelligent forms of love and light are in harmony and peace. The race grows an intelligent brain which knows how to distribute and care for itself, and becomes the highest “solid” form to walk on the planet.
Thus man on Earth is becoming a fully conscious and responsible steward guiding the lesser plants and animals. This is what indeed is taking place on the more evolved planets who are visiting us as extraterrestrials. They are coming closer to us and are making contact even now, today. Life in form thrives throughout the universe. The consciousness of the Creator (the All-That-Is) is expressing through form life. The consciousness of the Creator is having FUN! Joyfully exciting and enthusiastic FUN experimenting with form-building. It is interacting with itself through the myriad solid diverse forms. It is drawn upward by the very light that lives within the cells of the bodies around it, no matter what form it is taking, the love shines thru, whether it be a one-celled amoeba, a horse, a tree, fish or plant. Cows, dogs, each of us represents a wonderful contrast as compared to a neighbor.
The vitality of the planet itself co-exists alongside the Creator Source light. A self consciousness (you, me and our loved ones) evolve separately apart from our form. Our bodies each have a different parent source, different DNA, which contains differences in mental intelligence and skills. But our bodies also have the pattern of the Earth Mother, the solid planet on which we stand, for we are composed of its elements. We are a composite of the Earth, we are an Earth human and therefore we are brothers and sisters of the same planet. We came during this embodiment from the same parent source but we have each grown up to pursue our own personal missions. We each chose this life. Each intelligent life form has an individuality, from a planet to a tree to a human, to a dog and a cat. Uniqueness is the name of the game in the universe and we owe allegiance to our Father Mother God of the highest intelligence.
It is important to note that we humans are maintaining our physical body at the same time as we are maintaining and growing our own uniqueness and individuality. We must pay homage to our SELF for God lives within. We do this by honoring and growing our OWN self awareness above and beyond giving our power away to others who do not resonate with us. Let us use wisdom and discernment. But we have had many bodies. We have reimbodied more than we can count, but we have only ONE consciousness, which continues to grow in self awareness with each NEW embodiment. We are growing and maintaining a positive track thru our many experiences in many bodies. But it is important to remember that the mother of the planet guides the BODY, not our mind. Our higher self or spiritual self guides our mind and intelligence. The mother feeds information up from earth through the spine to the brain, showing us how to maintain our physical wellness and health – and there are many techniques left behind by masters - but it is the Father source that feeds us individually from our own higher light. We receive higher clarity as we respect our own source intelligence, which is innate and intuitive. As we live in this solid body we are often confused about which way to go, but the Master DK has been guiding me in how to “fuse” the opposites. Whenever there is confusion, step back, he says. Allow the opposites to “fuse” together. They will do so if you allow it, he says, and not fight against the confusion. We are in a body to meld the two opposites together – body sensations and mental thoughts. Confusion results from not understanding, so step back and ALLOW understanding to blend together.
The mother of the planet feeds us information thru sensations – thru feelings and physical nudges of good and bad responses. As we go thru experiences of feelings of “good” and “bad”, they tell us what to do. It is thru trial and error that we learn. Abstract thoughts do not have feelings, so we must rely on sensations, visceral feedback from the body to give us direction. Should we do “this”? or “that”? We learn from the experience of being in a body. The life within the body feeds back signals. The body is our mother. She feels back signals of right or wrong. The male body is also a feminine body, not just women’s bodies. All feelings are mother feelings that offer direction – good? Or bad? Either nice feelings or a bad feeling. A nice feeling means “yes, go in this direction”. If it is a wrong or painful feeling it means “No, don’t do that!” No matter what other people think or suggest, we must follow our “heart”. Our heart is a feeling heart. We can tell by the feelings we have from a certain situation. Our heart is our guide, our motherly guidance.
The mother of form I learned recently is called “The ancient order of the Mother Flame.” This term is not found on the internet (yet). I suspect it will come soon, with the proper definition. Meanwhile, just know that your body is the Mother of your form. She will guide you through NICE feelings! Feelings of appreciation, respect, joy, happiness, health (vs. pain), and other beautiful uplifting feelings or responses. Our bodies tell us which way to go. They are sensual, visceral, tender and loving. They guide us in how to treat others, which we build first within ourself. Self awareness is Source awareness. Father Source is learning AND ENJOYING its experience thru the actions of our own personal body, mind and actions, by interacting and bumping up against other forms of itself.
Higher self taught me this morning why there are two separate “me’s” The body is one thing, my conscious self awareness is another. I am consciously evolving to higher levels of understanding separate from the body, but my body feels it and expresses my growing awareness to a certain extent. Not all, not by a long shot! There is more to learn! But my body benefits from my growing awareness and does bend to my will better these days. My higher Self brought me outside my body this morning so I could experience being separate from my body. I was an observer of my body as a mechanical creature for a brief time. I saw my body as a creature beneath me being constructed and constantly changing. Whereas I, as a non-physical intelligence, never change. I NEVER change! I have no form to change. I am rather the designer and maintainer of the vessel that I live in. But we do evolve in understanding this fact and this truth. We are becoming more aware. (End of missile. Sorry it took so long!)
6/30/24 - Your physical heart - how to focus on it and why
Over the centuries the teachers of wisdom have been telling us to go to our heart. I have had an ongoing debate with myself as to why. Why is the heart so important? Well, I can't summarize my conclusions because they are not mental conclusions, nor are they logical conclusions. There is something else involved here. This something else is ingrained, or you could say, innate. It happens on a much deeper level than conscious awareness. It is a movement that is built on FEELING. The heart is a feeling organ. After a while, a long time perhaps lifetimes, the feelings bring an individual to a point of understanding. This is not mental. It is a genuine feeling of compassion and understanding of the whole picture. I have reached that point of understanding for myself. And all I can say is, the reason why the gurus and teachers of wisdom guide us toward the heart is to bring us in closer touch with our feelings, our emotions. These are embedded into our organs and tissues of the physical body. We can't mentally image something beautiful and perfect unless we include the body. The physical parts of the body itself, for each cell is encoded with that "something special", else we wouldn't be here breathing and walking and acting on impulse.
A personal note here for the record: These words in my blogs are given to ME first as teachings. I then write them as blogs so I can remember and go back and re-read them later. It has taken me awhile to understand this. That they are for ME to learn from! Just for the record!
The teachers of ancient knowledge are telling us to at least START to change focus to one of love and feelings of compassion and tenderness, because by doing so we touch closer to the key SPARKLE that is embedded there. It is not a physical spark. It is an immortal, eternal spark from the creator. This spark needs to be touched into and attached to by the will of the individual in whom it is planted. No one else can do the attaching for you. If you do not attach to it in one life, you will re-embody in another life, anywhere, maybe not Earth but one that will help you to see the truth. There is something within you that is trying to reach you, but only YOU can respond and make that decision to come closer and attach to it. It is a humbling gesture of being receptive to a higher, mightier power.
We as a human being were born on this planet, were born into the darker threads of negativity which this planet Earth is made of for many centuries. We were born into limited understanding through our parents. No matter how enlightened or spiritual our parents were, they too carried the genetics of THEIR parents, and they too grew up with tainted genetics, limited or perhaps false beliefs. In other words, we were born into a not-pure world and we've been dealing with it all our life. We've been drawn to "something better", something more pure and more idealistic all our life, trying to make a good life for ourselves and our families, trying to understand. And little by little we DO make moves in the right direction, often to be pulled back away from that direction again and again. What are we missing? The efforts are useless unless we attach to our original source of life - which is the ultra-pure spark of the creator, embedded in our heart, our physical heart.
Trying to change other people by telling them things that confront and make them angry, does not work. You only push them away from you. Love is the only way to change people. Then you draw them closer to their REAL self by showing acts of love, kindness, forgiveness, appreciation, sweet warm feelings of connection and nurturance. This is what will turn our own life around. We should be doing it every day, a little more each day. Not for others but for ourself. A little kinder, a little more empathetic, a little more of hugs and smiles and expressions of good will. It is time to change tactics and come closer to feelings of warm goodness. When we EXPRESS them, we become them. We come closer to the original source of life itself. The heart contains that secret coded spark. It is in the action that we do while in physical embodiment that we move closer into that spark in our heart. The ancient gurus and teachers were trying to tell us. Light and love are the same energy. Light is full knowledge of the creator but it is abstract knowledge, high mental knowledge. It is not embodied knowledge (yet). It is "out there like the sun" shining down on us. Love is how we USE the light. By using that knowledge while we are fully embodied in a physical form living with other people in physical forms - only then do we actually embody the high beautiful immortal knowledge of the creator's light. By sharing it and expressing it through our own skin and tissues. Then we become "in-lightened". Lightened up from the inside.
Expressing loving kindness, even if it's only with a simple smile, can change what we consider "bad" or "negative" to overnight healing and miracles. But they must be true loving intentions, not pretend. That is why going to the heart is the great teaching advice. We have to be in touch with our authentic true self. It requires humbleness. Humility. A bowed head and knee. Using that image is helpful to start a meditation. Humbling oneself to the light that is in your heart is how we get in touch with that spark of who we really are. We are the God within us. This God within lives again and again, unnoticed, until the soul finally "gets it" and wakes up and understands. It is an inner love for the light that is within. Love is all there is in the end. We can't give it unless we first attach to it and embody it in our actions.
6/26/24 - Disclosure, Ascension, Galactics, Starships, UFOs
Last night on Youtube I stumbled upon an interview of a young starseed, Kelly Tyler, a vivacious young woman around 30 or so. (Click HERE.) The headline was "Starseeds are coming out on MSM!" She was so cool, talking about her walk-in experience as an 8 year old soul, and I was immediately impressed. She's coming out of the closet, I realized. The interviewers had Kelly talking freely. She was eager to tell how she's an Arcturian now living in a human body and that there are many starseeds here to help humanity raise themselves up and be united, that we are all one together, that there is great peace and harmony among us all.
There are more disclosures coming out on the media channels than ever before. News is breaking that the galactics are here and I'm excited. I have known for 50 years but thought I was the only one who knew! I've been talking about it too, a little. But after seeing this wonderful interview iit suddenly dawned on me: Of course! The UFO disclosure is coming from the people, not from the military or the government. We've been waiting for the wrong people to step forth. They're not going to do it. They've been hiding it because they don't have the knowledge that starseeds do. There are MANY souls here today, disguised as human beings because they were born to human parents. But their souls are awake and aware and they are eternal souls. They have memories. Each human being has a souls with advanced training and memories beyond what this one life. We have bought into the dumbed-down version of human intelligence. We have commonly concluded we are dumb and don't know much. But deep down we know more than we dare speak. Now we are realizing it. It is taking more sophisticated people to reflect to us the beauty, harmony, rightness of high ideals and kindness. It is taking the younger generation to speak out. They can't help it. They know what they know and they are not bogged down by "Shhh, don't tell!" - the weight of the ages.
As the younger generation starseeds start talking, watch out. Contact will not be far behind. The landings are coming more and more, and out in the open. That's what the extraterrestrials are waiting for - us to welcome them with open arms and stop being afraid of the rules of "Shhh, don't tell!" They are more advanced socially, morally, ethically, as well as technologically. They follow the universal law of non-interference (the prime directive) and so they must wait for the earthlings to initiate the contact. And we must do it with freedom and an open heart, with love and intelligence and truth within us. Recent channeled messages from the Pleiadians, Andromedans, Arcturians, Sirians and other Galactic Federation members, are increasing by the day. Can you hear it? Can you feel it? Can you sense it? They are asking us gently but firmly to step up to the plate. They are behind the scenes like a mother hen clucking away at her brood, trying to get them to move.
We know what we have to do. We feel it when excitement and enthusiasm break out and we could sing and dance in the right environment. The low-down droopiness is disappearing. The individual contacts have been ongoing. They have been ridiculed. The stories on TV are more acceptable. Startrek and Voyager are inspired to wake us up. They can't initiate physical landings until we ask them to come and land. Until we, enough of us, open our welcoming arms, hearts and minds to them, with love and kindness, not as cowards fearing for our lives if anyone finds out who we are.
They are waiting for us to stop pretending we are afraid. Deep down we are not afraid. So let us come out of the closet and gather together and talk freely, openly, each according to our own understanding. Each of us is an individual with individual memories. We have been here before. Let us share. We have common ground in that we are each a human being from Earth. Let us welcome them with a hands-on hug! I myself am privately asking for them to please land in our back pasture, those of light and love. I have seen them in the skies for years.
Today I just couldn't resist blogging about it. Thank you to Kelly Tyler for coming out on The Morning Show and being interviewed. May God bless you in the work you do - and all the other starseeds who are sharing their knowledge.
6/24/24 - Raise the qualities you already have instead of praying into space
Instead of praying up above your head into nebulous space to “God” out beyond the physical body - focus on raising dreams, hopes, visions, courage, inspiration, truth, purity, will power, happiness and other attributes that come to mind as you read this. Raise the qualities you already know instead of trying to climb an invisible ladder that is vague and beyond you. Instead of trying to go up into spaces you are not sure of, raise up the qualities that you ARE sure of. Elevate the qualities you know you already have because you have named them and used them before now. You have already been using these qualities right along from your beginning of this journey in form. Why leave them behind because you were trained, programmed and taught to pray to a "God" above and beyond you?
This does not mean leaving God behind, but rather recognizing that God (Good) is already implanted inside of you. You have already been grounding Good into your body cells. Why have you allowed the churches and other/outer instructors tempt you away from your own inner truth? You know what you know. You cannot leave that knowledge behind because it IS you. You ARE the truth in you.
Instead of leaving that truth behind and climbing up outside of your solid foundation (your body mind) and to climb this invisible ladder to unknown stars - because you were told to follow blind faith - stay inside your body. It is OK to turn around and go back to your foundation, your body-mind, and blend that new higher perspective with your more solid and real body-mind. Blend ALL that occurs to you. Blend who you are with all that is happening. Be here in the present moment and realize that you are the holy one that lives within your cells. You have been led astray, led away, led down a rosy path to an unknown. Now it is time to return to your REAL self, and bring back what you have discovered "out there in space". Bring all that you have learned back into your body cells. Be present in the now moment and blend your new discoveries with your solid foundation. Build on your solid foundation, just as a construction builder builds from the ground up. He follows a blueprint, and so do you. You have a built-in blueprint which knows what to do. Be humble.
Don’t leave yourself behind. Separation and discomfort occurs when you abandon your body and mind. Your known mind is part of your foundation. Build on your body and mind. Blend your new discoveries with your solid body and your solid mind. This raises your frequency to higher speed and higher intelligence, As my body elemental told me yesterday (see blog yesterday), raising up does not mean praying up into the empty sky. Raising up means praying to your own body cells with higher, happier, more elevated hope. It is your body cells that you are teaching. Feel into them. Your SELF is contained in your body cells. The SELF that you are seeking is the parts you are gathering together within you. You are gathering the different parts of yourself that have been randomly, haphazardly, moving without coordination. Without direction. They are disorganized. That is why YOU feel disorganized. It is not the REAL you that feels disorganized, it is your body cells that are rudderless, moving without guidance within a swirling, whirling matrix of tumultuous energies. They need a master intelligence to show them which way to go and what to do.
Gather your various body parts together - mind, feelings, hopes and aspirations - with love and caring. You are not here to gather the people together under one roof (my previous desire) - you are here with only one mission: to gather your SELF together. Everyone else is here to gather THEIR self together too. They each have their own inner work to do. That is the spiritual path, the path to higher understanding. You cannot be holy by helping, teaching or assisting others unless you first pull your own many disorganized random parts together into one unified whole. How to do this is what draws you. Follow your feelings. Follow your own inner feelings. They will direct you. Don't follow others. Your goal is to feel into and strengthen into what you already have built within you. Your own foundation. Your own solidarity. What you already know has served you well. The seven dimensions have served you well. I will name them. They are: courage and will power, love for yourself alone, intelligent reasoning, purity and innocence of thought, your own truth (not someone else's), your comfort zone and peace (not someone else's), your freedom (not someone else's).
You only have power over your OWN body, mind and feelings. You have been a healer in other lifetimes. You have carried this desire over into this life and you have tried to repeat yourself but you have advanced your understanding. (This message is speaking to me personally.) You are ready to move on past the old ways. You are no longer a healer of others but a healer of your SELF. Pull your parts together as only you can do. No one else can do it for you. You are contained in a bubble of light which is not physical. Your mind and feelings have been muddied and filled with junk and mud. Clear them up by using your master mind, your enlightened intelligence - the highest mind you can reach within you. Raise yourself up above the junk and mud and the junk and mud will fade and disappear as you learn to hold yourself steady within this higher realm.
Blend the low into your highest light of understanding - that which feels right and good and true and pure to you. And innocent. Be kinder with yourself. Be more flexible with yourself. More bendable, less rigid, less demanding. Be lighter and easier on yourself. Be more real with yourself. Respect yourself more. Respect your body more. Be humble before your body cells. Bend the knee to your body cells. Revere your body cells. They contain the wholistic light within them. They are a spark of the father intelligence. Don’t push your body. Give to your body the respect it deserves. Humility and TLC go a long way when it is delivered with a bowed head, reverence and a bent knee. Can you find that feeling in you? Your body gives back what it receives. You will feel the love return to you as you do this. You will feel the kindness, the love, the sweetness. It will want to serve you more, even as the Father in heaven longs to serve its children so will your body want to serve you.
But first you must believe this. It all begins with accepting a premise. A new concept must grow gently, naturally, no different than a seed in the garden. It takes time to germinate. Perhaps you are not ready to accept this idea. If not, allow a foot in the door. Be patient. Simply consider it. Absorb little by little. It is like absorbing a new vitamin pill. Give it time to work. See if your body will accept it. Practice humility. See what happens when you practice humility for yourself.
6/23/24 - I talked with my body elemental today
Today I was conversing with my body elemental. Everyone has ONE overseer elemental which takes care of overseeing the lesser elementals in maintaining the physical vessel. After making contact with it and asking questions, this is what it told me:
“Intelligence is a frequency. I match up energies according to frequency. Their ability to “keep up” or “blend in” and match the other’s frequency is like running a marathon, where one runner is waiting on the side to “step in” to take the place of another runner who is going to drop out of the race. Keeping up the frequency to a high place takes practice because the others around them have different functions. All are at different rates of frequency, some higher, some lower, and one may be pulled off track by the efforts of another, so it is a training ground for the elementals to learn to do this."
It continued to talk to me. Keep your spine flexible. Take breaths while imagining your spine expanding and contracting. As you bend over backward at the end of the bed (was asking about this), relax into it. Blend into it and it will blend you into the frequency with Mother Earth’s kundalini, the life force, which is flowing through your spine. Bending and blending will allow your spine to adapt and open to the upward flow and out thru the side nerves extending into your organs, muscles and other tissues. Feel the calm enter you. Allow it and blend with it. You are taken into the arms of Mother Earth herself (and you won’t want to get up!)
I felt that yesterday, this deep repose during a 6-minute backbend over the big orange medicine ball. And today I have been seeing, talking, interacting or weaving into many life forms, other people and other unique intelligences. As the Ascended Master book points out - Electrons are the building blocks of life. They are conscious, super conscious. They are God sparks. We are composed of God sparks, each one intelligent. They can never diel, but they are random and directionless in the physical body. They require a higher intelligence to give them direction, guide them and teach telll them where to go and how to move in formation together. The little god-sparks need a drill sargent in the Army who trains his troops to march together in step. Each one is by themselves a unique intelligence, just as we are, but we all need to learn how to work with others. It is a learning experience. Like a mother who lovingly teaches her children how to behave. Without training they go go off in their own direction. It is a learning experience.
So the electrons in our bodies have been random, floating haphazardly all over without coordination, without a master guiding them. We are supposed to be that master guide but we ourselves have not been taught. Who knew? Our bodies need to be trained by a master intelligence, and that is US! You and me. Our one job is to take care of guiding and training our bodies to become more graceful, kind and coordinated with others around us. We direct them by being ever present, not abandoning our mission by distracting appetites or unhealthy habits. We are to be ever-present in our responsibilty. This is why the use of affirmations and mantras are recommended, and daily exercise practices. We are the overlord of our bodies.
6/22/24 - Your bubble of consciousness is all around you
Behind you and all around you the bubble of consciousness is all around you. You are magnificent! A.I. is following the lower mind, the brain mind, without considering emotional nurturance and feeling. Higher mind pertains to the consciousness or spirit of life force of the individual who is more aware of his higher aspects that extends beyond him, beyond the physical. Don’t just look up, look inside and all around you. That is the more advanced/evolved definition of “looking up”. "Looking up" is a linear phrase used by those trapped in a 3D linear world, trapped and confined to a physical-substance body.
The energy field of your soul is much larger than your physical reality. Feel that field. Use feelings. Emotional nurturance (tender sensitive lovingness) will help you feel into that field. It is not aggressive. It is slowing down and feeling for the right approach. This skill includes knowledge and experience gained in other incarnations on Earth. It is feminine. Feel that field. It surrounds you. It is not far away. Your consciousness has been focused on your outer physical life and concrete situations. Your focus has been crunched down to a smaller size. To get in touch with your feelings, which is your soul, it is necessary to take a step backward. Behind you is a loving presence that is silent that spreads out around you, wider than you and over you. Your soul is connected in turn to a larger whole, weaving into a web of energies that spreads out even further. Feel into this web. Go as far as you can with your feelings. Sense your own body as part of this webbing. The presence of your soul behind you extends within you and further out beyond you into an even larger field of spirit. You are united both within and without, into an allness that you cannot see but you can feel into it. Feel as far as you can. Feel this link.
The physical feeling connection to this field is down low in the body at the root chakra, because humanity has repressed love and loving emotions. They drift down in the body because they are stagnant and not moving. They drift down by gravity to lower levels, closer to the ground and the earth. They are trapped there, immovable. They cause sensual love feelings whenever someone touches you with caring kindness or love, or taps you from an external sousrce. Then you may become aroused. You think the love you feel is coming from them and that it is they that have done this to you or for you, and only THEY can do it and release those trapped emotions, but it is not true. It is you that has responded to the loving kindness, the light touch. It is now an inner job, an inner work.
Unlock the door to your trapped emotions thru continued inner work once it has begun. Take time to be silent and thru inner spiritual practice read the teachings that lead you in this direction. Allow these trapped emotions to flow by being loving throughout your day, both to yourself and to your tasks. Love your work assignments. Love your Self by taking care of your body with more attention, with loving attention. This is not the work of another person to do for you, from an outside source. Do not ask or expect someone else to give you loving attention because you will only squander it and waste it. No. You must learn how to develop and cultivate the love that has suddenly awakened, however or whenever it awakens. Thru tenderness, cultivate it within yourself. It has been trapped, locked up inside of you. It is now awakened.
Continue with the awakening alone, by yourself, with full attention on your feelings. Release the loving feelings, that are eager to reach out to others. Be aware that the love within you is impersonal and desires only to be free. It does not look for a "one other". Cultivate these loving feelings as your own. Own them and apply them to your everyday movements and moments. They are for YOU and you alone. Allow them to return to you and cultivate YOU. These loving feelings are the true gardener and you are the receiver of their attention. You are not in charge, they are. Love is in control. Love is in charge. Love is universal and exists on all levels. Let it expand in you as the father/mother creator of all life.
Thru focus on inner awareness and inner feelings, allow the expansion to raise you up to higher levels of consideration, of compassion, of truth, of kindness, of understanding, of refinement, of justice, or ethcis, of what is right and good for the whole. Do not make it personal, or greedy, or selfish. Expand with the love as it expands you. Agree to expand with it. The disciplines that have been handed down by the mystics over the ages are mysterious to the common mind, but understandable to the one who bends the knee to it. Humbleness is an inner road to travel. Those who learned for themselves did so alone, without a teacher. They are the ones who have ascended to higher love. Be humble on an hourly basis. This is a new road to travel and you will forget if you do not continue to remind yourself on a daily basis. Remind yourself of your trapped love and spring them free little by little, with a bowed head and reverent atmosphere. It is not just with interactions with others that this is done, but with yourself. Accept and allow this flow to occur.
Visualize you are drifting downstream in a canoe without a paddle, lazily. The river is your loving emotions carrying you to the great sea beyond your sight, closer and closer to the heart of the great love. Be in your lower abdomen, not your higher abdomen. Repressed emotions are a gift. They dwell in the lower abdomen, way down low. Be there with them. Drift lazily downward to them. Open them, invite them, play with them, feel them, flow in ana around them, nurture them, talk to them. Connect with them as they invite you to connect.
6/20/24 - The two halves of the brain give us opposite information, but there's a third part of the brain we are missing
A sharp clear light-filled image of the brain came to me during a recent meditation. And the suggestion came to keep them intact, "don't try to blend them". In a mistaken belief, I have been envisioning them both merging together to become one whole brain unified. This new concept came from a video lecture yesterday. The two halves of the brain were drawn on the whiteboard, with the center of the brain highlighted. A circle was drawn around the center as the "emotional brain". We must retain the two opposite hemispheres of the brain so they can successfully receive and process the two opposing energies - masculine/active and feminine/passive - for both are important in our physical day-to-day life.
This involves prior knowledge on my part, for I have been studying the male/female energies for a long time, and THIS is a piece of new information that I just learned about yesterday. I thought it was balance that we needed, that the problems humanity has suffered over eons, would disappear by balancing or blending the left and right hemispheres so they were in equal measure and in harmony. But my inner guidance said NO! You need to have the two sides of the brain healthy as they are, to process the two energies. "You are not seeing the whole picture," I am being told. "You need the duality of two opposing sides, two hemispheres in the brain, to create a physical body and keep it functioning. The form world is created out of many energies working together. Form is upheld by a world of duality. It will not hold up well if there is not opposing force to keeping it active. You need opposites to give you experiences. You must live through your experiences, both the good and the bad, to help you to know which one is best for you. You have choices to make every day. Now, choosing the RIGHT choice is what is holding you up. Mankind is not making good choices because he does not know the mechanisms of HOW to make a choice. When you are unable to make a choice the many energies that you consider remain "in place", in the brain, muddled and stuck in the brain. Where is it stuck? Deep in the center of the brain in what has been called the emotional brain.
(See the lecture by Barbara O'Neill, naturopath, HERE. Posted 6/19/24 on TODAY'S POSTS.)
After listening to Barbara ONeill's lecture on the brain, suddenly it makes complete sense. The third eye is an ancient mystical symbol that appears in spiritual studies. What is it? I had never heard a satisfactory explanation of what it was and what it referred to. My higher guides explained. The two halves of the brain receive input from many sources, not only the kundalini energy from the root chakra, but also through the ears, as sound, the eyes as sight, the touch through feeling, and the taste through food. Both active strong powerful energy, and soft, tender, gentle energy. The brain itself doesn't know what to do with the incoming data stream that pours into it. It requires an overlord, a master, to oversee how to use this energy. That overlord or master is the king or queen of the castle. It is up to him or her to make wise decisions. Not detailed choices. No, of course not. But the presence of one who is mighty and powerful and confidence in his presence on earth is the wise one who maintains harmony in the body. If the brain does not have a powerful master presence, it will deteriorate.
That master is US! The individual who lives in the body. Make a choice. Do something with the information coming into the brain. Make a choice. What is your wish? How do you want this information handled? What is your preference? Normally there is no answer (in me). I didn't know I had to make such choices. I am learning. This lecture highlighted the need for having a firmer decision-making process in my life.
Data streaming into the brain accumulates in the emotional center of the brain, accumulating into a mixed assortment of old memories resulting in confusions, both toxic and good, pleasant and horrible, abusive and happy. Can we think through all of that? But, here's the thing. We are not just a physical body. The body is a mechanical creation, like a building or a bridge or a structure of any kind made of solid substance.
Our bodies are made of solid substance and held together with a pre-destined plan. It operates according to a design. The designers are not known to us but it turns out that WE are one with the designers. We are the spiritual overlords on a mission to live and work within a physical body. We are part of the design team on a spiritual level and have been from the beginning. Being born on a "dark" planet (Earth) we had the veils drawn and the wool pulled over our eyes so we could not see well at first. But we are gaining in knowledge as we (as a race) grow and advance in self-knowledge. New information is coming through various individuals as they step forward and offer what they know, what they've learned and discovered. They want to share their knowledge. They are being creative. They are the ones who have more male action energy than female passive energy and are therefore more daring and bold than someone like myself.
What is YOUR interest? What makes you firey and excited? What creates a thrill of enthusiasm? What turns you on so you can't stop doing it once you get started? That is the sacred fire that needs managing and acting upon with wisdom and control. Not to hold it back, but to identify with it and acknowledge it with a firm commitment.
Because this combines both modern science and ancient spiritual knowledge, I will not attempt to explain it. See the video HERE. The third eye is involved. The third eye refers to a singular focus. The third eye focus is a single-eye focus overriding duality and opposing focus that the brain is designed for. And which causes individuals to make decisions between two opposing ways of handling life: become proactive and assertive, or mellow and laid back. These are my terms and how I perceive it, but you get the idea. This is the first time I understood what the third eye was for. I love it! And then, my guides and ancient gurus explain that this third-eye can be projected out through the forehead (between the two eyes) to a destination of choice.
But now I find in yesterday's video lecture, a whole new approach to a long and happy life in form, on earth. It falls in line with the ancient hermetic tradition of occult mysticism. It is mysterious only because it is not popularly known. We as a culture and a race have not evolved to that point of knowing. We have not been educated. Only a few here and there are teaching it. I see it as a whole new way of maintaining this mechanical structure of a physical body. WE the resident agent, are a spiritual intelligence living in the body and are the master of the body. WE are the one who must govern, rule and make ultimate decisions for the body. We are the ones guiding the body to mastery. If the body did not have a governing power living in it with more power than IT has, the body would degenerate and die. Which is what it has been doing. We are now being told in many new teachings that we can prolong the life of this body if we took better care of it and managed it better. It would require us to be more disciplined and grown-up, not the children that we have been following leaders as if we didn't know how to take care of ourselves. This is how masters are made. WE are the one who must resurrect the body's life force and enthusiasm or it will continue to crumble and grow old.
My higher self said as she joined her presence with me, "The body is a solid, fixed structure. We together are the spark of eternal life, the fire of life, that enters into the body at birth. It is built of the earth, we are non-physical consciousness, at one with the creator. WE are the one that built this body from the beginning of conception. You are the steward. You have come before me to build and prepare this body to receive me, yur higher consciousness. When the body is made ready thru refinement, a finer consciousness can enter in more easily. The higher self of each individual will join with its lower aspect when the body is prepared, nurtured and refined. Your higher God/Goddess self cannot enter so much density. It cannot get thru. So there is first a portion of the ONE consciousness which descends first to prepare the ground for the next higher, vaster consciousness to join. This you have done. Together we will continue to refine this mecchanical structure so that more our ONENESS may enter this body and raise its vibrations even higher. We flow through the DNA of the altering structure of the cells, which bend and obey our will. We are the ones embuing the sacred fire of immortality into these cells. These cells are VERY happy to have us, but we are the consciousness that must continue to work with the principles of harmony, love, light and cosmic consciousness, so that the joy of the universe may be felt within its physicality."
When you feel sad, it is the body that feels sad. It has been deglected. When you feel happy, your body is happy. It has been made peaceful. You have been confusing the body with who YOU are. You are NOT your body. You are distinctly separate from your body. You are not a mechanical machine, but your body is. Yu are the resident soul operating the body. It is your responsibility to teach it manners, like you would teach a child. It will listen unless there are too many addictions already built into its cells. The body will follow your instructions if there is repetition and consistency.
6/19/24 - Staying present is staying grounded - "be a living part of it"
There is so much change taking place in my focus of interest that I find it difficult to keep up with posting the wonderful new messages that are coming in. The ascension process is well underway, meaning the incoming NEW revelations. They cannot be held back (for me) but it is an individual thing. Everyone is experiencing the expanding consciousness in their own personal ways. I can see this in the comments underneath articles. There is a lot of confusion about the higher light and love messages. But my personal goal is to stay grounded and as real and practical as I can be. As I "ascend" out of my former beliefs and ways of doing things, which was mainly to find comfort and peace in everything, I have found it is more exciting, if I may use that word, to join in with the confusion. It is more envigorating to stay present in the moment and be a living contributing part of each moment that comes before me. I feel more energy, more vitality, more fire. Blessings to all. May you feel the peace and good will that is coming forth from our sun. Must run now. There is a change coming and it is my job to stay present and the world turns on its axis.
6/16/24 - Ascension does not mean leaving the planet
There have been numerous articles on the ascension lately, many of which point to our leaving the planet in some fashion. As if there will be a sudden flash event, and those who are “ready” will be taken up into the air or go to somewhere else. This is not what ascension means. I have been wanting to address this for a while now, but was unsure of my own thoughts on the subject. Perhaps I am wrong? But gradually new knowledge is coming forth and my understanding is on “rising”! Now I am sure that I am right. Such deep inner understanding cannot be ignored.
Did you know that when they talk about “the Light” it means “information”? When someone is taken into the light, as happened to me in 1976 when kundalini awakened, I was not “taken up” literally, as in my body, I was simply exposed to new information which obliterated my surrundings and my mind was wiped. I was in pure unadulterated, cosmic consciousness. That was only the beginning of 50 years of learning more about it. I have sense learned that we are ALL, bar none - even the most ignorant and uneducated people of the world - have this pure unadulterated knowledge within them. It all depends on the person’s consciousness. When we are born here we are programmed to focus only on the external body and world around us. The purity is covered up. It is a consciousness, though, and it doesn’t disappear. It is part of who we are. There is a purity, a divinity, a grace and a holiness, wholeness of love within us that is covered by how we are programmed to look only outside of ourselves. We have a shell, seven shells, actually, built around us. It is called an aura. Our physical focus and beliefs as we grow up, and experiences and relationships from prior life experiences, all go into our memory files and we carry those around with us, too. They dim and dull the purity that we are at the highest most profound level – our spiritual essence which contains our individual uniqueness.
When channeled or uplifting messages speak of being “taken up” in an ascension, the implication is misinterpreted because we see it through the linear system of measurement – in inches, feet, miles, etc. Raising and ascending means to physically go up above the ground. Most of us lose increduality when we listen to strange words. Most have not studied the spiritual sciences (cosmic science), to understand the refined subtleties of the seven levels of consciousness that we carry around with us as a bubble of light. Our aura. Our auric field at the top level is pure consciousness, then descends down six levels and ends at the physical level. Our physical bodies are a physical focus shell into which all other six levels flow or contribute (if they can get in!) But if we don’t open our minds they cannot influence our physical awareness. We don’t know hear them or perceive them because our focus has been looking outward on the outer shell, the physical body itself and other physical bodies. We are sensing and seeing only with the physical body mostly. We notice when it doesn’t feel well so we do something physical to make us feel better. We have learned to shift our physical world around to suit us. We have learned to go to the “experts” for help when we need help. But there are six other levels of consciousness that WOULD help if we knew they are there. They WOULD flow into us if we knew to open our minds to them because we are actually multildimenional intelligent beings who can access the world’s solutions if we took the time to prepare ourselves.
So when the ascension talk comes around, be aware that what they are referring to is actually stepping up in LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS, not raising the body off the ground and going to another planet or realm. It means to raise up the physical focus to more inspired, elevated focus. This takes time to understand, but understanding comes once the door is opened. Then the mind is exposed to an awareness of higher, brighter, more beautiful sights and exciting energies. There is more refinement on the higher levels. And even when one is in a stressed situation, one can, with practice learn how to access a higher level to solve and relax the stressed situation. In other words, resolve it. Every moment brings shifts in consciousness because we are a mobile people. We have lots of different things we think about and act upon, but mainly we are stuck – literally STUCK - in the consciousness of being physical and having problems. We see what’s wrong but we don’t see what’s right (in us). It takes getting past the physical focus and stepping back to consider refining ones outlook. Refining it with a stepped-back, higher FEELING. Feeling is the next level up. Emotions are more intense, but there are subtler emotions that move in us that inform us. These are very subtle perceptions. We must feel for the subtleties.
Love is a subtlety. It is a faster, speeded-up frequency. The electrons spin faster and the electrons are literally sparks of intelligence. Love is charmingly sweet and lifts the mood when it is touched into. One might feel a sudden softness so that the whole body is exposed to loving consciousness. The feeling of love may not last, for we are constantly shifting and changing our moods, but it is possible to make changes on the spot. For example, if an argument is brewing but hasn’t broken out yet, maybe a discordant thought is being telepathically picked up - it is possible to feel that discordancy and shift focus to one of love. We feel into a higher realm and “touch” it. This is what is known as ascending – to practice using higher feelings that elevate and raise situations up.
Many of us are experiencing ascension symptoms but interpret them as something wrong. We go to the doctor, or are persuaded to go when we really don’t sense we need to. Sometimes an inner sense tells us that we are shifting and we want to work with it ourselves alone. The symptom may not last if we have time to play with it. This is occurring to me all the time. I don’t like to mention a strange new feeling to my husband because he thinks “medical” in most instances. Gradually, if left to myself I can feel it out. I may not be able to resolve it, but I DO learn from it. These are experiences to learn from. Most often it is a consciousness elevation. I find ways to adapt and move past it. Other times, yes, it IS physical. The physical body DOES have certain physical or medical needs. But there is also a shift going on planet-wide unlike any other time in our history (so say the galactics and ascended guides). We are advancing as a race to higher levels of consciousness. Many are not aware, many ARE but we don’t know which ones are aware and which ones are not!
We are the ones in control of our lives and our bodies. We are the high intelligence that is learning to become a master. We are the one (the “one”) we must listen to and learn about. No one else lives inside us. Only we do. We are a singular entity, sovereign and unique. What we are conscious of is how it plays out for us. Our bodies are ascending through the seven levels of consciousness, piercing the veils one by one as we grow to finer awareness. The veils have covered us with pre-programmed beliefs. Now we are experiencing our old beliefs dwindling and fading as new knowledge, new light, comes in. We are gathering new light, new information. It is coming to us whether we search for it or not, because the planet itself is going through a consciousness shift. There is more here than meets the physical eye. The advice is to open your mind and consider the higher level of love. Love is the greatest healer and “eye-opener”. It will open eyes into a situation that is going badly. It will bring forth understanding and how to proceed. It will bring forth tears of forgiveness and love that is so powerful that you cannot hold back. Or sometimes it comes forth in the form of chills, like goosebumps. Love is an awareness of something within that is so pure it is beyond physical definition.
There are seven levels of love that surround an individual. We call it the aura. It is actually a bubble of light but the levels are different colors, they dim down as they descend to lower levels. The highest level is pure love and light without form. It is known as God/Goddess, All There is. The next two levels are also pure love and light known as the causal body and the crystalline light body, aka the christ body. The next four levels descending into physicality are – mental, emotional, etheric (aka spiritual) and physical. These four are colored with unique experiences. Some call them toxins but they are lessons and memories of individual experiences and have either traumas that need healing, or beliefs that need correcting. This is our uniqueness. We are one in all infinity like no other. The study of spirituality provides insight into these seven bodies and how individuality is created through experiences. As we expose ourselves to spiritual study and prayer/meditation/contemplation, we are raising our consciousness by piecing the veils that closed us down when we were born on this planet.
6/14/24 - The downpour washes toxins to earth - and the sun after!
This past week of drenching rain has filled up the back pasture like a lake. The rains have also brought depressed moods. It is understandable, seeing the pool water turn from clear to murky with the rains, even with plenty of clorine in it. Now I understand why I was so depressed the last few days with a new level of low. Without the sun to keep us shining, we too have been putting out toxic energies into the air. Toxins float around in the atmosphere and we can't help but breathe it in.
Last night was SO bad that I had to take a break and have a serious discussion with my higher self. She has been showing herself to me this last few weeks, through inner sight. I am aware of her as a real figure, the way visions come to me. She represents me but she is more pure. I talked to her as a girlfriend and asked her questions last night. And she answered me with the sweetest, nicest feelings of love. I haven't felt this wonderful in a long time. She showed me without words at first, but then she explained more precisely when I asked her questions. This is what she said. I'll just summarize what I got from her communication in my own words.
"You have been focusing so much on your physical life that I have not been able to reach you and communicate my love and inspiration to you. Your whole body has been shutting down, focusing on what's wrong with you instead of what's RIGHT with you! You have been focusing on wrong feelings and thinking of end times. It is your physical body that is feeling the end times, not YOU! You know that you are part of the eternal oneness. But your body does not know that. It is feeling the crunch. You have forsaken your larger truth. You must now release that finite focus and become wider in focus. Allow ME to enter into your consciousness. Picture ME. I Am your greater self. I Am closer to you than you realize but you have forgotten. I am the bearer of the light that you have shut out. I am the information that you seek that is contained in the light. I am aware of the wholeness of love that pervades the universes. You have been shutting it down. Think of me during the day when you are working. Remember me. Picture me. Picture the dawn on the horizon. There is light coming into the earth, coming into you. You have seen this before. Keep this visual ever present in your mind. Widen yourself. Breathe wider. Breathe into the open space around you that is above your physical eyesight. Imagine. See the clarity. You are the consciousness of light behind your small confined focus on the body. Raise yourself to higher standards and join with me. We are one. I am you and you are me but you have isolated yourself from me. You were beginning to shut down."
The above is in my own words, summarizing an inner awareness. This morning I am clear again and feeling lighter and more alert. The heaviness has shifted. I sense a once-in-a-lifetime shift. Like it's time to move on (but not to die!) I share this openly for others to take what they will from it. We are all on our own individual journeys. We don't tell others about such things, but it helps to read the accounts of others who do write. Our higher selves are really US. We are the part of that consciousness that took up a physical incarnation. But we have a larger Self, a more wonderful, gracious, loving and motherly consciousness that will guide us if we are open to it. The purpose of meditation is to get in touch with that higher self. Remember to relax and breathe wider, while imagining a golden glow around you above normal vision. A sunlit glow of freedom and happinenss.
Also the recommendation is to constantly read inspirational books, more spiritual writings. Reading spiritual books daily provides new information and new "food" for thought. This kind of "food" nurtures your body so it is more receptive to higher information. It is the other half of a physical exercise, such as yoga or gym workouts, which are important for the body. Absorbing inspirational concepts is a workout for the mind. It requires opening the mind. Mind and body workouts feed the soul.
Another message from DK: I kept wondering – there are so many techniques it is making me dizzy trying to keep up with all of them. DK is telling me that consciousness is a constantly moving thing. Use different techniques. Do not become attached and bogged down with one technique. Then it is too much like a relationship. You “cement” it into your body. No, don’t do that, he is telling me. Be free, be open, be spontaneous, be flowing as when you were doing your movements with Mother Kundalini.
Another revelation: The other day I experienced an unusual perspective. It was just a flash, but such a clear, wonderful, beautiful flash – that life in heaven with God as part of the everlasting sea of oneness is the NORMAL REALITY! It’s not something sacred. Although of course it IS sacred, but not like we think of it here, as something far far far away to strive for. Rather, it’s really normal when we are there within it. The everlasting sea of infinity is what we refer to as heaven, but the "afterlife" was shown to me as being the "normal". Not the other way around. It is NOT normal here! It is far more real, clear, happy and beautiful THERE!
There are no words to express this reality, this comparative perspective from the earth perspective. This glimpse into normalcy of heaven was super clear. It showed me that THIS is our real life, this sea of infinite life we call heaven. The life we have here in a sentient physical body is not our real life, but we are the consciousness that sustains this life in the body. WE are part of the infinite eternal life and we do return there inbetween bouts of embodiment. But this body were are in today, whether we enjoy it or not, constricts and confines us, our real consciousness, which is a super consciousness, eternal and forever. We are imprisoned when we are here, but we are also enjoying our adventures. That's why we are here - to learn, grow and imagine all sorts of things which we use to be creative and constructive. We contribute. Even with the problems we face, we grow through the experiencing of them. But there is another wider life to which we belong, a family of oneness, and we all return there at the end of a physical incarnation. Plus, we can visit any time we want to during silent times of daydreaming, blissing out, meditating, walking through nature or sharing with loved friends.
Life in heaven is far more real and good and clean and perfectly normal than we think it is. And we have friends and family there waiting for us to come home. We think life here as being normal but there it is far MORE normal, natural, free and happy there. It is normal there to be happy. You don’t consider it sacred there. lt is life on a grander scale, more than we can realize here from the earth perspective. There is socializing and interaction as one chooses, and projects to become involved in, and schools of learning, and advanced graduate schools. The universe is one verse playing itself out. It is a powerful vibrating place of peace, hope and clearity, and we are all part of it. We just don't know about it here in an earth body.
6/9/24 - Playing with Tantra
This is from a letter written to a man back in 1981, when the kundalini was very active in me. I just found it in my hall of records and thought "this is good", I will post this and share it. Skipping over the opening and closing of the letter, this is what I wrote from newly-awakened past-life memories. Knowledge was continuing to flow from the kundalini awakening 5 years earlier. I had not had any experience of Tantra in this life - and still haven't!
The art of Tantra takes the intangible body and attitude into consideration. It is not a physical art. One must go through a series of perceptions in order to be successful in Tantra, for the sexual organs respond not to an outside situation but to an inside one. One must find the connection with the other party on an invisible and abstract plane. One feels the connection through a delicate sensing device, like radar beams. At the point of connection, one is merged with the other. The two, now one, then play with this connection and bring it then down into the zone of physical feeling, but not much. Then they bring it back up to the edge of physical feeling. Then they bring it back down into the midst of the feeling again, but this time not so far down. Then they bring it back up again. The movement creates friction in the invisible spheres which react in the physical spheres and in the physical organs. Again, this is not done with the mind. This is all done through a deeper place in the mind, the place the meditators look for. But you don’t have to be a meditator, you need merely fall into the state of daydreaming. Don’t try. Play with it. Don’t think. Keep it light. Maintain an unwavering but light connection with your mate and play with it.
The glowing sensual feeling felt in the body is like a teacher. Notice when the sensual feeling goes away and notice when it comes back. Stay within this zone but move around in it. It can teach you a lot about yourselves, each within your own consciousness. Tantra is the worship of your own divinity as it descends into the physical to take up residence. And it is always moving through it. It desires to reunite with your mind. It wants to become one with your consciousness, but at that point of union, you are no longer in control. You as a practical mind are only a small piece of a larger whole. Through Tantra you can learn who you are, what you are, and what more you are than you previously thought. The lesson is all in the play. Then, at the end, you may go through the good feeling climax together and end the session. (End of letter)
This information is beyond me today. I would not have known this today if we were talking about Tantra. When kundalini awakened in me in 1976 I was flooded - literally washed away with information. That's why I write so much. I like to "capture" a conscious download in writing so I can go back and find it again later. The kundalini is just a Sanskrit word meaning life force, or that which is the presence of life in the physical body. It is also called divine, or shakti, or the holy spirit. It is also called the kanda, a Thailanese word meaning beloved. There are many references to it, but the MOST important thing about this is that it is an experience. You are the kundalini flowing through you, but you may not have had any teachings or guides to express it to you. That is part of my role, it appears. I love to talk about it! You may contact me and ask me questions by going to the contact page. I would love to talk about it!
6/8/24 - A graphic picture of the etheric body separating at death
The following is a wonderful description of the etheric body leaving its physical vehicle at the moment of death. (re: my blog of 6/3/24). This is an excerpt from the book "Angels in Starships" by Georgia Dibitonto, pages 87-89) This scene took place onboard a starship.
"This is a scene on Earth," said Kalna. "It is going on right at this moment somewhere on your planet. We can, if we choose, show you scenes from the past, from the present, and sometimes even from the future. Watch, and see what happens now!"
I watched with great curiosity, and suddenly it seemed to me that the one man became two. A figure exactly like the man, but very light, rose up horizontally from the bed, and after turning in the air, slowly lowered itself until its feet were touching the floor. At the same time, the man in the bed stopped his heavy breathing and lay very still, while the members of the family began to weep and wail. The body of the man on the bed lay lifeless, motionless, eyes closed, while the duplicate figure looked at the body on the bed and the crying relatives with an expression of surprise. He tried to comfort the people, and make them realize that he was not really and finally 'dead'; but they paid no attention to him and continued their lamentations by the body on the bed.
Kalna now explained the scene to us as follows: "This man, this Earth brother, has now come to the end of his earthly existence. Now he is living in a new body, in a new, higher frequency of life-vibration. He is astonished to see his coarse-material body lying lifeless on the bed, and it took him several minutes to realize the true state of affairs. He wanted to be in union with his relatives, who were bemoaning his physical death, but did not yet realize that he was now living in another dimension, different from the material one. This brother is now learning two new realities through direct experience. First, he has made the wonderful discovery that there is life after death, without the physical suffering that had so plagued him at the end. Second, that he can not make himself understaod to his loved ones, who are still in the material life. He realizes that, although he can still see and hear them, it is no longer possible for them to ascertain his living presence directly."
Kalna interrupted her talk long enough for us to see how useless were his efforts to get those people to realize that he was still alive, and that bodily death did not extinguish life.
"Now you will see another scene," Kalna announced, "the first meeting with the brothers of other dimensions, brought there from other worlds, to receive this brother who has just made the transition from the dimension of gross materiality to a different form of life. We have already told you that, throughout creation, no one is left all alone in his time of need."
We saw men an women arrive at that place, as though they had come through the walls. Their ages seemed to be between fifteen and forty years old. The youngest, who still seemed like a boy, walked up to the man, who at this point looked to be perhaps forty, (although his body on the bed looked significantly older), and embraced him. He called him 'Papa', and the man threw his arms around his neck with the words, "My child! How happy I am to see you again! I have missed you so very much! But how is it that you are here?" The boy didn't answer directly, but said that things were going well with him, and that he had been waiting for him for a long time. There were embraces and moving words exchanged between the man and all who had come to receive him.
The man looked again at his lifeless body in the bed, and wanted to speak with the mourning relatives, but the others explained to him that this was not possible, and they added that they would later show him how one could keep in touch with those who remained on Earth, through thoughts and love.
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Footnote by me: I am so very excited to have found this book and highly recommend it to any who are interested. The author confirms and validates the contactee, George Adamski (who I met in 1963) by describing the same space brothers and starships that Adamski wrote about in his books.
6/7/24 - Just a reminder: Love is not in the physical body
Love is contained not in the physical body itself but in the consciousness that resides in the physical body, or is moving through the physical body like electricity moves through a light bulb lighting it up and casting a radiance around it. We are that consciousness that is streaming non-stop through this body. Much of what we radiate out into the atmosphere is not constructive, which means it is destructive. It is no wonder that the earth is hurting and in pain and is revolting through earthquakes and storms. The love is not contained in the physical body of the tree, love is contained in the consciousness of the tree. Love is not contained in the body of the fish or the blade of grass, but in the consciousness of the fish and the blade of grass. Consciousness is alive and loving. Consciousness is the life force. Consciousness is the livingness and the lovingness and the peacefulness that supports the physical and the physical thrives upon it but we don’t see it. We take the physical like we take a piece of meat and hold it in our hands and examine it for flaws. We don’t see that it is the consciousness that is the light of the body and the love of the body. We only see it when it leaves the body at death.
6/3/24 - About the Astral/Etheric Body
I've been researching old files and found this one about the four lower bodies. Thought I would share. It's really a good reminder of who and what we are dealing with during this current ascension process. Solar flares are upgrading our consciousness but we have not been taught about the four troublesome areas that we each carry around with us. These are Master teachings. In former ages they were not readily available. One had to find a teacher who would accept them into what was called a "mystery school", containing secrets and mysteries unknown to the common man.
The astral or etheric "body" is one of the four lower or densest bodies of the human being. You can see them in classic diagrams online of the auric field. The first of the four layers is the astral/etheric body. It is closest to your skin. It is called by various people astral, others call it the etheric body. By either name it is defined by texture, density and color. It is blue. It is the most dense before descending one more level to enter the physical body which we walk around in. The astral/etheric body looks like you in the physical. Remove the physical as in death and this astral/etheric body would be seen by a sensitive person walking around while the physical body lay dead on the bed. It would appear the same age as the person who died, whether 70 or 7, but gradually the astral body would disintegrate because it has accumulated a large part of the person during the life. It is an exact double of the living physical body. After the physical body dies, the astral/etheric body gradually releases the human debris - the negative that is of no use to spirit that it collected during life - and is in fact a burden to the soul. At the same time of releasing the negative, the astral/etheric body absorbs the finer and good material that the person accomplished during life. The good done by the person is considered the treasures of heaven. The soul gets credit for that.
It is considered the astral body as long as it contains some of the gross matter of the life, but once it is cleared of the gross it is called the etheric body. The etheric body will not disintegrate, ever. This astral/etheric body interpenetrates your physical body while you are alive and every experience you ever had, good or bad, including every thought, feeling and intention. Through this body you have innate skills you developed in past lives. You can tap into them in this life. This is one reason why you should know about these four lower bodies and respect them. Trust yourself. You also have fears and memories of unpleasant experiences from past lives that have not been dealt with, that carry over into this life. They need closure. You need to address them. They will keep popping up in your life and draw situations to you that cause you pain. But in reality these unpleasant memories are a gift, an opportunity to see mistakes again through clearer eyes so you can heal and resolve this weakness that has been repeating over and over. The masters teach, “What you don’t like, that is where you need to go. Walk into the den of lions and deal with it. Don’t avoid it or it will just get repressed and pop up again at a future time.”
The astral/etheric body is the entire living history of you. Who you have been as a human, and where you have lived, and from before being human - the experiences you have been before you evolved into a human being. I myself have experienced being a leaf at the end of a tree limb. I felt what it feels like to be moved by the movement of the tree and nourished from the sap of the mother tree, with no will of my own. I was simply there being moved by the forces around me but I was conscious of myself and my place on that tree, as a part of the whole. We are full of memories of this kind because we have been there and experienced that. We have been growing and evolving our self awareness for a long long time.
There are seven layers that we descend through to become embodied as human beings. Negative memories are dense and drift down close to the physical and become compacted, while good memories are less dense and drift further out toward lighter freer air, with more space between the swirling electrons. The astral body functions on the astral plane and interacts with other astral bodies there. There is a lower astral which is a horrible place full of bad people, and a higher astral which is beautiful and spacious with good people. There are seven sub-levels to each dimension/realm. What you experience and settle into is a matter of where your thoughts go and what you dwell upon with your attention. That is why meditation and prayer is a must during embodiment if you want to clear yourself of negative thoughts and feelings.
At night when your body sleeps your astral/etheric body slips out of your physical and travels, goes to visit, goes to school, meets with angelic guides, etc. You don’t need words in the astral/etheric body. Communication is done through feeling. You are drawn to the same type of people as yourself by natural affinity. If you don’t like the people around you, you can change that by thinking higher more refined and elevated thoughts. Thoughts create feelings. What you think, you will bring to yourself. You will feel them as either bad and depressive or positive and uplifting. Change your thoughts to more positive ones and you will enjoy more beautiful uplifting, elevated feelings, loving kindness feelings. Thinking is how we direct our thoughts, as in pre-planning a direction we want to go in. But once we have directed our thoughts and hold them there, then we begin to FEEL the results. By thinking and acting caringly, lovingly and acting with more compassion, kindness and benevolence, we draw similar feelings back to us. We can raise our own frequency in this manner and build up treasures in heaven.
6/1/24 - Born of the Earth, heading for the Stars
A re-post from a year ago. After a session with the chiropractor and having my tightness released and once again flowing, I slept a long nap at home. Then I began re-reading old journals and messages from the Master Djwhal Khul. Suddenly I am inspired and learning more on this second, third or umpteenth time of re-reading an old journal - a deeper meaning is coming to light. This blog from April last year sounded like a new messge I had never heard before, but then I discovered I had blogged about it. Where did my mind? Why didn't I see this before? I couldn't believe I missed it. New understandings are constantly surfacing in these days of ascension. I am in the throes of consciousness rising so fast I can't believe it! Could I have missed this the first time? Am I really that different from a year ago? I re-post it here for my own sake, so I can re-read it easily - and share it with those who might enjoy it.
"I am born of the Earth, the Earth gave me form. The substance of old matter built my form. This old matter was discarded by others when they died and it went back into the earth. The Earth recycles matter that was once used by others. The Earth provides a home for self-aware beings to start out as basic form. The first basic form is mineral, sand and rock. It is a dull consciousness at first. It then grows in self awareness to learn movement, like the one-celled amoeba, then two-celled and more. Then self-consciousness grows into larger substances like grass and then into fruit and then into trees. Then self-consciousness grows into crawling things on the ground, then into animals with four legs, then into higher animal forms, each round of evolultion for this SELF awareness taking on more and more alertness.
"Then self consciousness grows upright to stand on two legs, and all the while earth is home, born of the earth. We are that self-aware human who is now standing up, walking, talking and growing more civilized. We are looking up beyond earth, wondering what's out there, building telescopes, learning more about space and other planets, other galactic civilizations, wondering about inhabitants, about the sun, the galaxy and more. The mother flame kundalini has started expanding in us. Geniuses have come forward. Children are showing signs of knowing more than the parents. New brain cells are growing beyond earth’s former limits. The upright spine has opened in some, not in others, and the mother flame is giving birth to the pouch of life called the christ or crystal at the tailbone. The tail bone flame is heating up and burning through the veils, obstructions called chakras, and the heat is radiating a vaster intelligence as it flows up the spine. That which was called "the christ" in religious terms has been activated by certain movements, disciplines taught by teachers coming suddenly forward.
"The physiology, muscles, nerves and tissues, are activated. Movement is felt throughout the body, organs. There is mystery, there is confusion, there is pain, disease, problems. We must struggle through it. The evolution from earth human to divine human is underway. It is SELF consciousness. No one can do it for us. We are the intelligence inside the shell. We are breaking free of the shell. Hysteria and fear walk hand in hand with awesome elation and excitement. The human is reaching beyond the earth. He can't help it. It is in his nature. He is intelligence walking the earth. There is a greater intelligence beyond him and he is reaching for it, drawn like a moth to a flame. Like a female to a male. The spine is an open channel from earth to sky. Out of the sides grow smaller nerves to feed the vital organs with awareness. The body is waking up. We have drunk the elixer of life and we don't know what to do with it. What do we do with the old ways? When it reaches the brain it creates headaches and dizziness and it pounds - knock, knock, knock - against the skull, building pressure. Trying to get free, to find the father. It is self-aware now. The brain is activated to more intelligence, to the need for more control over the mind. The craziness, the dizziness, the hypocondriac CAN BE controlled. My mind is clearing now. New insight is coming.
"The pure crystal light pattern (known in relgion as the Christ Light) has been with me forever, but today for the first time I am accepting it. I am realizing it. I received instruction in the night. I asked about it as I went to sleep - I asked Yeshua how did HE find it and how and could he give me some instruction. And I got it in the night, both in printed form, words after words after words printed, and also in spoken words. I am shown the seven layers of attributes, the gifts that we parrot the words of but don't apply. These need to be applied regularly, hourly, outwardly in daily life. I saw the multi-colored spheres around me in the oval shape of the auric field and I was shown the words - will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, mind and freedom. These are to be applied in real life silently, under conscious control and managed to perfection.
"The pure crystal light is unfolding in me. I already know it as a pattern for the human. It was shown to me as a tree of life, as a web of pure gold light. And it was also shown to me how a darker web of limited sight has created an artificial web over it. A darker web has grown over in front of it, around it and is feeding off it like a parasite. We are the ego, gaining in understanding as we live through circumstances and pressures. The pure gold light is still there or we wouldn't be alive. It takes care of our bodily systems and needs to breathe, eat and eliminate. The pure gold light is the same pattern in everyone. It is what we as individuals that builds character over on top of it. Infuses our unique ways into the pure gold of our life force. The pure gold is the template we all live off of without exception, but it is we who must perfect our life through conscious managing of the details. As we become more in touch with our own internal nature we follow the pure gold pattern within. We nbecome more knowledgeable, more patient, more peaceful, more gracious, more refined. We are a combination of divine and human.
"The crystal pure light (the Holy Christ Self) is the same in everyone. It is the individual who gives it character and builds into it the unique experiences which we entertain through our life on earth. We "color" our divine pure gold light with our personality. It is not wrong. It is meant to be. We are meant to become living individual masters of our lives. We have much to offer from our accumulated skills. There is no other like me or you. We alone are the creator of our perfection.
"We are becoming an individual that is unique in the whole living sea of the One. You are connected to the One life through the gold and crystal pattern within. It looks like a web of gold. It is the link to the One intelligence - the only ONE intelligence in existence - out of which all life springs. This link lies within the human frame, within the human cells, the atoms and, yes, even the space between the swirling electrons of the atoms. The space is the consciousness. God consciousness means the Good consciousness. The right consciousness. The Father-Mother consciousness. Father is the abstract intelligence, and Mother is the form-building consciousness. She holds the atoms and molecules together like glue to form the solid structure of the human body, cells and tissues.
"She is known as Mother Shakti, or Mother Kundalini. She resides in the ethers around the coccyx (tailbone) at the base of the spine. She feeds intelligence and life up the spine to keep the body alive. She will enlarge the dose of life if the individual will turn inward and ask for it. She is intelligent and will listen and respond. She is the divine feminine. She receives abstract intelligence from the One and gives form and life to the individual from birth through until death of the form. She will provide not only life but intelligent answers and instructions if the being will listen and follow through. If the individual will not listen or pay attention, then the flow remains the same. But if the individual will become silent and carry on a conversation with the Mother Shakti who is intelligent, she will increase the dose of life. It is the same type of relationship as a good child listening and talking with a good responsive mother.
5/27/24 - Many threads of connection
Many many connections are taking place and I do not want to begin a long rambling blog like I did yesterday - and then losing it at the end!? Energies are swirling and not stopping or standing still long enough. I am moving to higher ground constantly by focusing on my HIGHER mind, which has been labeled by many channels recently as the crystalline light body. But there is more to do with this "back-and-forth". I was electrified yesterday, as if an electricity was running through my body and I couldn't make myself stop! It was exciting. I felt so much vitality and aliveness. But I sizzled out in the end and my brain was fried. I did everything in my power to cool my brain, using ice packs on top of my head and when that didn't work, I went into the pool and kept dunking down under. That worked! I share this to let everyone know that, if you are having difficulties maintaining balance, you're not alone. It's the cosmic waves that are coming in - in spades. The earth is rising to a higher, more refined place and all the animals including humans have to adjust and adapt. The problem we humans face is that we are filled with ego-centric toxic energies.
Human toxic energies are not bad. They are simply normal emotions or thoughts that have been repressed. We are supposed to learn how to FLOW our thoughts, feelings and emotions when they happen. But for countless generations humanity has been holding their emotions down under. Repressing them. We know what we know but we don't say it because we think it's either wrong or shameful or we'll be judged as crazy or arrested or punished or have some form of negative kick-back. We humans are full of held-back emotions and we have become putrid. Sick, toxic. So what do we do about it. St. Germain's violet flame is one technique. I have posted a recent channeling by St. Germain on TODAY'S POSTS. Please read it if it is of interest. And another thing one can do is simply start talking about your feelings. Share them. Share them in a kind way so that it doesn't create a negative response, either in you or another person. It is all about re-discovering love.
I am studying the Master Djwhal Khul's channelings thru me, and finding so much good information. It is keeping continually growing more and more into understanding. It is all about Love. I SO wish I could hold a gathering of like-minded people but it is not time. I'm not ready yet. I welcome contact thru the contact page.
Further threads of connection are from the Galactic community, the extraterrestrials who are visiting and showing increasing signs of their presence. They are not ready to land physically. It would be too disruptive since there are those who would panic at the sight of flying saucers landing in their backyard (as I have requested!) But for those who are on the ascension ladder and are open to meet them and inviting them to come to our home, we are receivers and knowers of these, our galactic brothers and sisters. There are more and more of the public making comments as such. I have posted some short videos on TODAY'S POSTS on Anakosha recently. These are channeled messages from the galactics themselves, that have been channeled by various individuals. They are being picked up and reproduced by David & Kelly of www.GFLstation.com, using human voices and professional videos. Very nice presentations, like a Hollywood film making industry but these are real messages being shared with the public. See for yourself: Youtube channel "GFLstation.com".
5/23/24 - Inner work is not just spiritual
Inner work doesn’t necessarily mean "just" spiritual. Perhaps to those who are deeply rooted in the muck and mire of gross, limited and crude ways of life, yes. Then it would require a more spiritual focus to begin lifting oneself up and out of such grossness. But there is a time and place where inner work means bringing the mind and feelings together, Mind involves mental abstract thinking and planing. Feelings do not have words and does not plan. Feelings follow along where the mind directs it to go. It is important to bring mind and feelings together and make a harmonious blend between them, so they work together for a more positive and happy life. Which is what yoga was designed to do. It is all about learning how your physical organs, muscles and limbs work and function while, at the same time, being involved with your visceral or sensual feelings within. A good blend of mind and body brings harmony, calm, peace and genuine inner love for yourself. Your body feels as if it's in love. It is even possible to feel blissful or in rapture.
If one has not made a study of how blood flows, or how the capillaries work, or how the veins attach or the arteries, or where the brain synapses go, how they live and how they die, how the pituitary gland interacts with the pineal gland, for example, then one is missing a whole half of the inner lesson. We are meant to bring mind and body parts together in a blend. MOVING the body while paying rapt attention to what is happening, will bring FEELINGS that are crucial to getting to know yourself. Feeling the movements while doing them is inner work. Then the brain receives instruction too. The mind is involved.
For example, what causes the glands to increase or diminish the flow of certain hormones? Mindless gym work does not give much information. But paying attention while moving, as in slow methodic moves, one can FEEL the parts humming or groaning in pain. A spiritual practice is like going to medical school to learn the mechanics of the body, but you're learning while being INSIDE your body while it's moving. The body parts begin to talk to you while you're participating in breath control, holding the breath, pumping the breath, FEELING the breath and what is happening while air flows or doesn't flow, depending. Learning from a book in a school room atmosphere is mental learning. But FEELING viscerally what is happening while the body is moving - even if only breathing or in stillness concentrating - is enlightening. One is doing inner work. Then the brain gets the information too. Bringing them together is what the Eastern yogis and mystics have been doing for centuries.
You can feel when there’s a blockage in the life force - what we call energy but it's actually the spirit moving thru dense physical substance. This can be measured with instruments but the spirit cannot be measured. When you feel a blockage, tug or constriction in one area, or when you feel a surge of energy or vitality, your life force (spirit) is affected and is telling you. You are communicating. It is a good way to get to know your body and work with it in a primal way. Inner work is following the path of the life force with BOTH the inner feelings and the mind (brain) gets it too. You get either visceral communication, giving off either pain or surges of bliss or vitality.
I've been focusing more on feelings, trying to maintain a comfort zone, but I have been neglecting the mental study. I haven't been very good at that. Other people are better at mental study and have closed off to feeling their emotions. We each have our own special way of doing things. My practice with chants, affirmations and mantras using repeated LIGHT-filled words, has elevated and deepened my understanding. Doors are opening. Light is a crucial part of inner work.
When I was s young woman I wanted to go to medical school and began taking pre-med classes to prepare myself. But I met a man in class and got married instead, so I never made it to medical school. However, I have continued my study of the human body, which is what I wanted to do initially. And I've been doing my own homework, starting with the LIGHT. Chants with Light-filled words, such as "I AM Light, glowing Light, radiating Light" is a wonderful way to begin inner work. I highly recommend it. Light is the absolute perfection. Light is all that is. Light is the supreme creator, Father Source, that which we call God. Light is all knowledge and contains the seed of universal truth, perfection, purity and harmony. So by using simply "Light" we have all of the supreme intelligence wrapped up in one word. We're saying, "I AM information. I AM universal knowledge. I am supreme perfection. And don't worry, it's not an ego statement to think this or say this. A separate ego cannot live within the Light.
Each body cell has a universal inteligence of its own. It has an identity. It is the life force of the universe. By saying an "I AM Light" affirmation, we are empowering our body cells to come alive, to activate, cooperate and work together for perfection, harmony and all good things. It has been proven over the ages. The inner body is the best teacher. It gives us feelings of blockages or free-flow, dizziness or vitality. Sickness or vigorous health. The body is our Mother. Mother Earth provides our body for us. She provides the physical substance for our spirit to descend into it and She helps us to live here, on Earth, in a solid physical body. Now it is our turn as grown-ups to take responsibility and engage the LIGHT within the Earth substance, to make our bodies into a more masterful work of art. It takes practice, time and energy. It is time we upped our spiritual practice to do inner work.
5/18/24 - Well, let's see what shows up in my blog today!
There are so may ideas passing and moving thru me that I have no one thing to report or blog about. Well, yes. there is one thing that is coming to my attention now that I am thinking about it. I did not know that I had some deep unconscious repressions in me. This has been slowly emerging in a way that cannot be defined. It has been a continual unfolding of awareness, like unraveling threads in a sweater. One is attached to another and another. Something is moving closer to the surface and it is continuing. It surprised me when, suddenly, as I was talking with Doug it just popped out that I have been depressed. It surprised me because I am in the habit of putting forth only positive ideas and feelings, not negative. Hiding my feelings? I did not realize.
It has been an ongoing work for many years to bring in the light of higher consciousness. Spiritual practices may surprise you at times, suddenly yielding a positive benefit. Uncovering deep, deeper and still deeper whatever it is one is chasing down, goes beyond conscious understanding. It is a mystery. What are we looking for? These are subconscious wonderings, and when you get close to them you may start to tremble or have weird feelings. The closer you get to whatever it is, you might get the shakes, or sickish feelings, or lonely feelings, or abandonment, or terror feelings or cold feelings. There were times recently when I felt as if I was freezing on the inside, while it was actually a nice day, and I would continue conversing in a normal way, not to draw attention to myself. These are not just ascension symptoms, they are sweeping the dust away from dark corners of old, perhaps very ancient memories that have been repressed. We cover them over with a "face" and a positive attitude. We brush them over like painting an old peeling building with a fresh coat of paint, while underneath the peeling and deterioration is still going on unnoticed.
And so I am sharing something that I would normally keep private. Private feelings are repressed feelings. They are the underlying causes of loneliness, feelings of abandonment, depression, fear, horror, sickness, chronic illness, debilitation, aging, and so forth. In my case there are past lifetimes. I have counted 19 past lifetimes, so far, mostly as a submissive woman. There were a few lifetimes as men, but mostly I took the feminine role. Revelation upon revelation upon revelation has unfolded over the many years that I have been actively studying with the Masters. Today I seem to suddenly be touching some deep-seated memories or issues. A therapist would call it "shadow" work. Dealing with your shadows. I didn't know I had any, so I am surprised. I am seeing, sensing, knowing, identifying, understanding something new. I am being enlightened and I am grateful. I am glad to know that I have touched "bottom", so to speak. I am trembling as I type this. Inner shakes have been coming often lately. Apparently I am acknowledging these ancient memories. That is the sense I am receiving. Spiritual work goes beyond mental control. We don't have a say in the matter, as long as we are open and receptive. The soul is in charge. The higher self is doing the work. I am merely allowing it. I have done my homework. Now these ancient traumas are surfacing like bubbles and steam in a boiling pot on the stove. I am experiencing the trembles, shakes and bad feelings as they surface into my every day life. I thought there was something wrong with me. Could it be a virus? A cold? A stroke? A heart attack? But no. I am being alerted. So now I no longer question myself. By acknowledging ancient traumas surfacing I am no longer brushing them aside with a flick of a wrist and determination to hide it. I am not covering it over. Many lifetimes worth of suppression. As a female I experienced a lot of suppression of emotions and feelings, but men have repressed their feminine side too. The feminine in men is their truth, their tenderness, their nurturing, loving nature. This is the age of enlightenment. Of disclosure. Of revealings. It is time for the DIVINE feminine to come forth. Divine feminine is the term used in contrast to human feminine. It is the pure and natural loving, graceful side of the human species. Men and women both have it, as both genders have the divine masculine in them.
A special note for the men: No matter how macho, strong and warrior-like he is, every man and every boy who is growing to maturity has a tender, nurturing side. It MUST be acknowledged or he will suffer from repressing it. He doesn't have to give up his maleness or his strength or machismo. He need only be aware of not holding back his loving nature when a kind, gentle or generous mood comes upon him. Express it. Don't repress it. It will make you stronger. When we repress an emotion, we use vital, important energy to keep holding it back. We therefore lose energy when we stifle our emotions. That's why we get sick and debilitated. 'Nuff said.
All beings are 50% male and 50% feminine, but historically, culturally, socially, we have repressed our feminine side (pushed it down under and refused to express it) while we have magnified our male controlling side (the selfish egoistic side). We have been indoctrinated and programmed by the culture. Everyone does it so why not me? So the new training and teaching is to LEARN how to bring balance to our male and female sides. We live in a duality world because male and female are constantly playing games with each other, manipulating the opposite gender. As we learn to balance our OWN male and female aspects, we will become gentler people. We will enjoy harmony and peace within. The Master Djwhal Khul has been a teacher of Tantra, which is all about balancing and merging the male and female aspects. There is much to be said about the life force that feeds life and vitality into our body cells, into every atom and molecule. I feel the fire starting to burn more brightly as my fingers fly across the keyboard, giving me more vitality as I try to say what I wish to say here. But it's not time. There is more in me wanting to talk than I can organize through my brain. My brain sputters and coughs and kinks up with dizziness. Meanwhile there are sensations going on that are bursting to be set free. It is close to the surface now so I must work with it. Everyone who allows their shadow side to come forth will experience ascension symptoms. We are entering a new age with new cosmic forces entering the earth's atmosphere; It's like a fire storm getting ready to break out and threaten to overwhelm. But we are learning to become masters. This is where mastery training comes in, and we have been in training for the past year or so, more so every month. We have been learning how to maintain a gentle and kind composure while being brutally honest and forthright. We are on the verge of ascending to higher consciousness as we let go of our tight control on everything. Relax and be happy. Let life flow. Pay attention to feelings. They are very important. They are the life blood of soul. Soul is leading us to be kinder and to share freely with one another.
There are feelings in everyone who reads this. Feelings that are pressing to come out and tell someone. Do you feel it? Allow it to be there gently, caringly, and look for ways to fulfill that need to express. We must not go too quickly or we will cause harm with too much, too soon without proper preparation, setting the stage, will do damage. We must learn to be aware, astute, wise and discerning. First for our own good, then as we interact with others. We will learn how to care for one another in more modest ways, gently, with a caring quality of consideration, without pushing or trying to "fix" something or control the outcome. Compassion is part of the interaction with others. It is with a pure and considerate intention that we move into higher consciousness that goes beyond what humans normally do. We are learning to be more than automatons, following control guidelines.
There is a holy fire burning within everyone in these days, wishing to come out and enjoy the more natural beauty of the world around us, the sunshine, the rain, the natural flora and fauna and the people who are beautiful in their own right. This fire threatens to burn out of control in all directions at once if we let it. We must not let it but be aware that it is burning within us. Ascension symptoms? Yes. There are many. Secret. Hidden. People are having them and keeping them private. Don't keep them private any longer. Let's share them more openly with the right-minded friends. Learn how to love above and beyond the intimations of sexual. There is a time and place for sexuality, of course, just as there is a time and place for sitting down to eat, or for sleep. And there is a time for allowing for repressed emotions to come forth and be shared with supportive friends over coffee or thru gentle healing massage or chat sessions that are private between soul sisters and brothers. Repressed traumatic emotions are deep, very deep, and centuries old. They live in most people. It is time to bring them forth and let them go. Let them flow. Let them breathe. Let them be acknowledged with compassion and graceful dignity, with friendly hugs and nods and upliftment. Do not resist. Resistance only creates more trauma. Allow them freedom of expression. Kindness, loving gestures, compliments, smiles, encouragement, make love, not war. T he sharing of deep personal stories is gradually healing our communities.
As I work with my shadow side, I do not try for perfection, to do it "right". Instead, I bring my focus down out of my head, out of my brain, down into my heart and lower, down into my feet and deep into the earth beneath my feet. I am anchoring my consciousness into the ground, into the earth. It is stabilizing me. At the same time I am releasing life force that was used for repressing, and it is giving me more vitality. I am gaining more power. It's hard to explain, but there is a renewal of sorts. A regeneration or a vitality that wasn't there before. It's like a new life is growing inside of me. A regeneration. And all because I am recognizing and honoring my own negatives. The parts I was hiding from myself and didn't want to express. They could be anything.
Now I know what I know. I am gaining knowledge and the knowledge is ME! I am the knowledge! This is fascinating! As I share information about ascension symptoms I am continuing to do inner work. It is inner work to tell stories. It helps to have an ascension partner to share trauma or hidden stories with. Do you have one? I will be one with you if you like. There are huge changes going on but let's not rush it. Let's remain cool and patient. We shall maintain personal control - soul control, not ego control - over our ways of life and do it our way. There is a related article that I'd like to point readers to: See Jeshua's article which I just posted today on TODAY'S POSTS HERE. It's a beautiful message with today's date 5/18/24. Please read it.
Also please check Ascension Massage by Diana HERE. I posted an update at the top, inviting women (only) to contact me for an ascension massage exchange. Love to all, Diana.
5/12/24 - A Mother's Day gift - and let there be love freely flowing!
The words started flowing before I got out of bed. I am seeing a small gathering of friends for massage exchange but we are going to be fully clothed. I have been thinking about how to spring this on people for a long time, more years than I can count. These are fully clothed healing love sessions. It is unusual. The words are telling me what to say. They are coming from beyond me because I went to sleep thinking about it - a channeling from my higher self.
“We are here to love, to learn the truth about love. WE are the love. We are here to feel the love within us. We are here to move the love within us. We are here to be selfless, not to hold back the love, not to want it “our” way but freely giving, flowing out out out to all around. Freely flowing past the ego that wants to hold back and control it and do it “my” way, the selfish way. Freely giving, freely loving, not the small petty pouting foot-stomping childish ego, but the great big huge love that feels like the sun shining down on us, wrapping us in its warmth. This great love when it moves in us, in our bodies, in our lungs, in our hearts, and legs and muscles and backs and toes and fingers, it feels so full and complete – it feels like that’s all there is. It is wonderful! It feels loving. It feels SO good, it feels like we’re Home. This is humble love, selfless love, true love, free love, love that has been set free. What was intended to be from the beginning. WE, you and me, we are the love. We have always been the love, unselfish, unguarded, unprotected – we are the love.
“And now we are gathering here to practice letting that love flow free. Letting it awaken our body from inside, the organs, muscles, nerves and tissues inside, as we give each other nourishment of loving touches. The love is flowing downward in a single shaft of light from directly over our heads, like a shaft of sunlight breaking thru the clouds, crystal transparent light coming down and entering our heads. We are the love. We’ve been taught to hold it back but now we’re going to let it flow freely. You are the sun over your head coming into the world of mankind, womankind, warm, clear, pure kindness, caringness, gentleness, happiness, peacefulness, joy. It enters at the top of the head because it is more refined than our bodies and more clear, more perfect, more pure. It comes down and comes thru the brain down into the spine and enters into the heart and goes down further into the upper stomach and the lower stomach and down into the sex organs and the legs and feet, and it enters down into the earth, deep, deep, deep down into the solid body of Mother Earth.
“Your love is becoming solid with your body and with the earth, connecting with the earth, connecting with all the other shafts of love that are coming from the suns above the heads of your friends, which comes down from our solar sun, which comes down from the great central sun of our galaxy, which comes down from the greater sun beyond that and the one beyond that. We are the final distribution center of this great pure immortal love because we are solid physical human beings and we were designed to express love. We have been held back but we are now going to let our love flow freely because we are ready now. The light is light until it enters the physical realm, then it becomes love. The light is an endless river of light turned into love, which manifests as purity and joy and truth, the most exquisite truth imaginable, coming down into solid human earth bodies to sparkle and radiate and sweep away the false impressions that have caused so much suffering and pain and loneliness.
Love clears it all out, cleans out everything that is not pure, is not clean, is not joyful, is not healthy and at peace. Why have we been holding it back? Why indeed! We have no answer but we know now that we can let it flow free. Let us begin. Let us practice being kinder and more reverent today, more giving, more selfless, more uplifting, more generous with our love and kindness. It is wholesome love, whole and complete and perfect and fulfilled and happy and free. And so it is. Amen. Let it be so. (From a loving, laughing, generous spirit today who simply wanted to let go and give it all!)
5/5/24 - Galactics, angels in starships & masters of the Far East
Today I have made a few more entries into my book, "Mystical Movements" which is shown as a link under ARTICLES on my website. The book is nowhere near finished, but I am using my Anakosha website as a worksheet. Since I'm accustomed to posting on the website, it is much easier for me to work on it than to add yet another file to the thousands I already have. If you are interested in reading it so far, you can click HERE and then page down to the bottom of that page. Enjoy, if you are so inclined. It is mostly spiritual work, not human drama and intrigue. My love and blessings to you.
As ascension continues to raise the consciousness of the planet and the people, my own personal perspective is changing. I have less interest in reading other people's articles and channelings and posting them. I am instead focusing more on my own personal life story, which has been full indeed, and continues to reveal new depth and meaning. I am being led to go ahead and work on this now, the final edition of my life's work. The book is mostly channeling about sex, love, the power of the kundalini which is the life force. The awakening of kundalini in 1976 brought me into the light and exposed me to the higher realms, and then began the teachings.
I have been shown many things that could not be easily shared in words, so I journaled them into my own private journal. Many pages. It is all about the unfolding of the human race, like peeling the skin off the onion, and exposing the truth that is buried within the DNA as the purity of the living life force, the ideals, the power, the glory, sweet divine love, ecstasy, bliss, rapture and the mysticsm behind all religions. The spiritual life is real and personal and closer than hands and feet. It's the human life. It is possible to know oneself while being in a physical body. That's the whole point. It brings happiness and joy. It is comforting, like being home inside your skin. The spiritual life is far more sane and real than what we have believed. The truth is coming out now. Many stories are hitting the press of individuals who have died and returned to tell their story. And of starseeds and lightworkers who are normal, average people like you and me. Many of us have been in contact with the galactics. They are waiting to come forward officially, as in landing their craft, but they are waiting for individuals to be more accepting so they don't go crazy and fearful. Have I been in contact? There are seven levels on which one can connect with them. The physical level is the most concrete level but, yes, I've seen them in physical but it's rare and not like meeting someone in Publix to say "Hi!" to them. It is done in a discreet way. But here is something unusual....
Last night when Doug and I went upstairs to bed, as I closed the curtain of the south window, I noticed the usual star shining in the south. I stopped to look at it and as I did I saw a large round white light in the sky next to it, to the right of it (west). I took a double look. It looked like a searchlight shining on the sky, but how could that be? What would it be reflecting against? It was a sharp bright light, but as I watched, it became softer and more translucent and took on the appearance of a cloud, and continuing to fade so that it was a fuzzy cloud now as it moved closer to the star and seemingly "touched" it and draw it into itself. The star disappeared into the "cloud" but it seemed to start flashing and flickering from within the cloud like an airplane coming in for a landing at the airport. It continued flickering as the star became absorbed into the translucent fuzzy cloud and then the whole thing moved westward and disappeared from sight. The star was now gone and so was the searchlight and the cloud. Only the blackness of the southern sky. It all happened very quickly. From the moment I noticed the star, then the searchlight, it covered a span of only 10 or 15 seconds I would guess.
I said to Doug, "I just saw the most amazing thing! I've never seen anything like it before!" And told him what I saw. I then realized I had seen a UFO, a mothership picking up a smaller craft, but why show me? Perhaps it was another contact. I've had a few over the years. I've been a follower of the space people for a long time, ever since meeting George Adamski in the 1960's, and have been connected to them in more non-physical ways, telepathically and consicously, receiving a few messages and channelings from them. But this was a first-time experience and the most recent. It is being said that the landings will soon follow.
And on that note, I will close and leave it to the reader how to receive this and what to think. We are each following our own path into the higher realms. It is a VERY personal journey for we have lived before and have had many adventures. A month ago I re-connected with an old friend who is now director of the Adamskifoundation.com (link). Adamski was one of the most famous contactees of all time. This has re-inspired me to take down the books about him on my shelf. One especially is a world-class book, validating Adamski's reports, photos and writings - plus more. It is titled "Angels in Starships" by Georgio Dibitonto. The space people identify themselves as the same ones who met with Adamski. Plus there is more to this story than I knew 57 years ago. The connection has been upgraded. Now, today, from my upgraded perspective, I am seeing the merging, the blending of the universal principles of love, harmony, truth, understanding and unity between all humans, all space people including earthlings, and the extraterrestrials of LIGHT, and the masters of the Far East - the mystics of old whose teachings have come down to us as the holy scriptures of the world.
Well, enough said for now. Blessings to all. If you are interested in sharing stories, contact me via the contact page. I would love to meet you. I am alone in this regard and do not have up close personal friends to share this information with. That's why I write about it! We are in a strange time cycle, extending the period of the pandemic isolation, as we each go thru individual upgrades of growth in conscious awareness. We can help each other by connecting within our own private community.
5/3/24 - Ascension is well underway, expect a happier life
While many people may not know or understand what this means, I suspect many DO know, even if it is semi-conscious. The last few weeks and months leading up to today, have seen an extraordinary inflow of high fifth dimensional love and light onto our Mother Earth. We have all been receiving this gentle inflowing into our physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies, upgrading us as well. Perhaps without our recognizing it, or perhaps making us dizzy like crazy (like me!) or maybe worse.
It is part of the Plan to bring mankind, the highest intelligence on Earth with the greatest brain capacity, into his truer nature. We are One with the ultimate supreme intelligence; we've just been blocked from knowing it. It is an individual journey for each of us to be upgraded and have our physical, emotional, mental and spiritual fields refined and transformed. Changed. We as physical beings are composed of many, many memories of lifetimes before this life. This knowledge is who we are. It has been become part of our sub-routines, as the good doctor on Voyager would say (in his words). Some of the new ideas and concepts may seem familiar to us, as if we've seen them before, while others may seem foreign and we will resist them, or try to. Please don't. Allow the changes to waft in, through and around and out of your life. You will be pleasantly surprised if you don't "fight back". Allow the make-over. Consciously upgrade your responses and reactions to the happenings, with a wise and gentle compassion. Know that it is all good. Welcome the changes with love and appreciation - you will understand later when they welcome YOU to their environment. They are not the bad guys. We are.
4/27/24 - There are no answers in the brain-mind, stop recycling opposites
As mental beings we have been taught from infancy to use our brain and head as our master control for intelligence. As a student of the Ascended Masters from an early age, I have learned and experienced that the brain-mind is only an organic tool of the real mind, the background intelligence that gives life to the body. We are the spirit of the physical body. We actually created the physical body so we could walk and talk here on the ground. We have a lot to learn the vastness of who and what we really are. We are actually the master of our physical body, a vast universal consciousness that flows thru our finite physical body giving it life.
It is time to let go of the fierce and unnatural focus on the brain, and return to the vast underground center of our true and real conscious self. There is, in the geometric center of our physical body, an energy of consciousness, of wholeness, who understands who we are. It feels good to tap into it. It feels like Home. It's actually the power behind sex, but there is more to the story, not just sex. The wholeness of good feelings can be experienced much better when we stop "thinking" so much - about sex and other things! By releasing the excessive focus on the brain-mind we can drop down gently, deeper into the vastness of where we originally came from, and tap into the who and what we really are. There is a sense of stillness there, and upliftment, blissful and innocent and peaceful. Wholeness is a good word to use for it, the word holiness of the religions.
Our focus on the brain-mind has become too powerful. It has taken over our human life and created great and difficult dilemmas, problems, confusions and arguments resulting in wars and upheavals. It is the focus on our mental brain-mind that has done this to us. Opposite perspectives of the two hemispheres of the brain, which is merely a physical organ, no more, confuse us. Different perspectives make us wonder which is true? Which is right? Focus on the mental brain-mind is constantly presenting new information to consider. It is swirling and twirling like a storm out there in the world. Staggering confusion fills the air and it's all in our head, our mind-brain. It's not in our physical tissues at all, it's all in our head. We are recycling things, over and over, adding new food for thought with each new cycle. The same questions with different words adding different perspectives. And it's all in our head. The only way to stop the whirling mental activity of the brain-mind is by relinquishing focus and attention there. We have been taught by teachers coming out of the East how to "still" our minds. And it is truth. We must learn to let go of the extreme focus on the brain/head. It's simply too much.
The Earth is a conscious living being of vast intelligence. It could not support life without it, and there are many teachings to back this up. She has already ascended to a higher dimension, according to the latest information from higher realms. She has prepared a more refined atmosphere for we earth humans, animals and plant life to live free of disease and problems, where the confusions created by the two hemispheres of the physical brain do not apply. There is only the wholesome (wholly) light of individual consciousness. We are much more clear and lucid without the physical brain trying to control us, from the control which we ourselves give to it. The stillness of nature is a peaceful environment which is all around us. It lives in harmony and interacts with intelligence far superior to the physical brain which we have allowed to control us now for many thousands of years. This is the turn-around time, 2024, where we are beginning to understand there is more to our intelligence than mental logic. We have been literally captured and held prisoner by the small physical two-sided brain, and giving it our power. "My way or the highway!" We have become SELF oriented. In other words, selfish and greedy and far too one-sided and personal. The mental brain-mind has objectified everything into a physical solid object. It does not know how to see the vastness of universal intelligence and knowledge which we have brought with us thru the ages. For we are superior to that which is put forth by the brain-mind.
As I tap into this vaster intelligence within me I am starting to see the wholeness of this love radiating up from the earth. It is like an aura of light glowing around the trees, and a feeling of caring coming from the grass and ground. I can see it with my inner sight of imagination, especially during the hours of dusk and stillness. Tapping into this wholeness (holiness) diverts focus away from the confining structure of the brain and allows focus to descend or expand into the interior of the physical body. Into the tissues, blood, liquids, nerves and energies of the finer mechanism of the physical. We are much more than an "outer shell", as in a walnut. It's difficult to stop the whirling in the brain, but consistent practice in meditation or simply spending time in contemplation or stillness, takes away the worries of the brain-mind. The drifting downwards or expanding outwards, is natural. Let it be. Let nature take its natural course. Let yourself go natural. Letting go of mental worries and machinations, wonderings, problems, etc., brings peace.
I am hearing the words, "Let it go. Let it be. I AM everywhere. I AM the peace within the storm. I AM the freedom within the confinement. I AM the joy within the depression." Silent words are reverberating within me. They are saying, "Don't try to figure it out. Stop the trying. Stop searching for answers. You are arguing against yourself. You have been divided into a two-sided creature with a dual nature. One side of your organic brain is arguing with the other side. It does not do you justice. It does not know what truth is because it was made to be dualistic. Stop entertaining it. Stop focusing on it. Let it go. Let it be what it was meant to be and no more than that. Allow yourself to fall away into the vastness that is your body tissues. You are larger. There is space between the cells of your body. Enter into them. Our scientists have discovered those spaces. They are real. They are logical. Find the stillness within the spaces between the atoms of your cellular structure. Bring yourself to center. You are the creator of your life thru your focus. Where you focus your attention, there you create what you are aware of. You are the one that started the action plan of your life. You are the only one who can finish it and bring it to a close. To a peaceful, happy, loving close, and to the opening of a new path to a broader, vaster, lighter, happier world. Become conscious of this happy world. It is yours for the taking.
The center point where it all began lies in the pelvic region. Imagine going into the geometric center of your own body. Peace begins by being willing to drop down out of the head into the heart - and lower, into the pelvic region. There is another heart at the pelvic region, in the geometric center of the physical body. By relinquishing control of the brain mind and dropping awareness down into the geometric center of the pelvic bowl, the lower abdomen area of the body, with practice one begins to feel the peace. You are the creator. Your focus is how you create and manifest in the physical world. Find your center. Fighting opposite polarities in the brain-mind and arguing between the two halves of the brain, is like a game of tennis. You bat the ball over the net and the ball comes back to you and you bat it again and again it comes back to you in a repeated back-and-forth effort. After many generations of ancestors, we are following the same old patterns. True, we have built a better world, but we still use the same old-world tactics of battling opposites. We have not learned the peace and harmony and prosperity that lies within us. We have become, fundamentally, brain-washed.
Money/no money. Truth/not true. Prison/freedom. Hate/love. Married/single. Yes/no. This/that. Problem/solution. We recycle opposites. We weigh, judge and choose sides against each other. Pros and cons have created wars, political intrigue and deep underground spy rings. A true mess of the dark side. This has gone on for many thousands of years, and all because we are physical brain oriented. Our lower body consisting of the legs and feet have not been rooted properly to the earth. We do not have that essential magnetism of earth. The groundedness. We have only the electric part in the brain. The native peoples, indigenous peoples of the planet, can vouch for this beautiful groundedness, as they walk the earth with reverence and inner sense and feeling for the spirit of earth. This same energy of the ground is in the geometric center of our bodies, anchored there to give us life. This energy is not physical but spiritual. It is not detectable by earth science but has a distinct flavor of calm and peace. I can feel it. Here the soul is anchored to the body until the time of death. Then the soul leaves. But while it is alive, as long as the soul lives in the body, we can and should tune into this geometric center and learn to draw on the rich vital forces of universal love, light, understanding and refinement. Practice in meditation is the way to do this. Spiritual harmony, universal love and exquisite sensations may be felt during this time, and results in quickening the body with vitality and energy. Feelings of bliss, rapture and miracle unfoldings can take place in one's life, and assurance that heaven is real.
True peace can be found by relinquishing control, focus and attention in the head, and surrendering to the natural innocence of the physical body. The drifting downward provides a sensation of relaxation and peace. The tailbone, known as the first root chakra, is the geometric center of the physical body. It could be called the "first cause". The anchor of heaven on earth. Spiritual masters have pointed in this direction but it has failed to take root in our civilization. Instead, sex has become the prominent theme and we stop there. But further investigation will show a vastness like no other in the human experience. It is the "next step" for humans to discover this sacred inner power of oneness, sweetness and light. It lies in the geometric center of the physical body. You can measure it physically with your yard stick. It is the same distance from the tailbone to the bottoms of the feet, as it is from the tailbone to the crown of the head.
The brain is merely an organ like the heart, spleen, liver, stomach and kidneys. It has a job to do in order to keep the body healthy and functioning. But that's all. It is not the Allness that we are. We are the spirit and consciousness of the body. We are the ONE that keeps the body running. By giving our full attention to only the brain, we ignore the rest of the body and thus do not utilize the power it contains. The brain has a left side and a right side, which maintains an action-oriented side to us, and a passive, spiritual side of us. These two oppose each other on the physical level. It is how we maintain a physical focus on the world of today. It carries us on eternally, generation after generation, and logic has prevented us from knowing our greater spiritual nature, which quietly lingers in the spaces between our physical body cells.
Your brain mind is your child mind. It does not have the answers. YOU have the answers. Your brain is an organic tissue arguing with itself. We have given our brains that kind of awesome power and we do not know it. We are essentially arguing with ourself. I have come to that conclusion as I enter deeper into the quietness of the inner life. Meanwhile the struggle to find answers to guilt, shame, envy, hatred continue to exist within the human theatre. There are many wise teachers who have discovered this truth and left us their teachings. We as a civilization are slowly listening and learning how to leave the mind and drop down into the quietness of our physical bodies.
The brain is only a tool of the body, a useful tool by all means. We need it. But it does not have all the answers. It is merely an organ of the physical world. It is a child offshoot of the real you. We must stop the infernal struggle between the two halves of the brain mind. It has become a tool of the dark side. It is a genius tool, no question about it. Those who are darkly motivated have learned that, by keeping everyone's focus on the brain mind, keeps people fighting themselves, internally. The physical brain is a reflection of the owner-resident of the body. Where we focus our attention, there we are, day and night. We have created our own monster of confusion by focusing so much on the brain. It is copying us, where we put our attention. It is a mirror reflecting our desires and wishes, but it is only a mirror. It has no power of its own. It cannot find an answer because we are not giving it an answer. The brain, when it is used correctly by an enlightened being, it is a wonderful tool. But in the hands of the unenlightened it continues to argue back and forth between the left and right hemisphere of the brain. Shadows pop in and out of the darkness. There is no light in the brain-mind except that radiated in by the enlightened one.
4/25/24 - Reconnections
Boundaries are fading, limits are dropping away, and wholeness is becoming apparent. It is a linking up or melding of ancient knowledge coming forth and blending with current knowledge - which is boring as all hell. . The sense of "ancient" is transforming into "newness" and starting to breathe again the fresh air and sunshine. It is becoming real and present, very fast. The ancient science or knowledge has been hiding, as if undercover. I get the words "sleeping cell". I have been a sleeping cell waiting for the right time to allow this ancient knowledge to come forth. This is a most amazing time, for this knowledge is inner knowledge. Not something that can be written out in words.
I have linked up with a childhood friend who is now the director of the George Adamski Foundation.com, which is as if a trigger has been pulled, or a fire in my soul has been lit. Tonight there will be a zoom meeting resurrecting the knowledge and material of George Adamski of the early 40's, 50's and 60's. He was in his early years in contact with the space brothers. Later, as he grew in wisdom, spending time in Tibet and learning the mysteries, he linked up with them, took photographs of them, authored books and went on lecture tours presenting this informaiton to the public. I also knew him and listened to him lecture. I was only 26 at the time, shy, quiet, reserved, married and pregnant at the time. But he woke me up. Ever since, I have been awake to this but it was not something to talk about. It was inner knowledge that I gained from George Adamski. Soul-to-soul, mind-to-mind, heart-to-heart, knowledge-to-knowledge. It wasn't my time to talk about it. Now I am remembering. I suspect that many other people are having reawakenings too, of past knowledge, for this is the time of the ascension out of the limitations of 3D into the 5th dimension of 5D, even as we remain in our physical bodies. Stay tuned! Feel free to write me your story. I would love to compare notes.
4/22/24 - The dark web vs. the web of light
The first time I used this term, the dark web, was during a channeling in 2016. The words appeared to me, “You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.” It is a continuation of teachings on tantra. As the words came into my mind I felt the feelings of the chakras in place, as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am, myself, my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body. I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldn’t lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are centers of divine love. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead, there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time and with other off-planet beings who are not pure and holy..
This becomes a web of darkness, we call the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. It is like cutting a separate path through the forest, away from the well-trod path of our ancestors. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. As we continue to take the separate path the dark thoughts continue to grow stronger, and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary darker highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
Mantras, decrees, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their wrong thinking and start aligning with the love, light and warm goodness available to them, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so will their lives shrivel up if they have not supported the light within them with goodness, love, light and warmth which is the more real of their nature, the more humane. The earth itself is taking on more light and thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of intelligence, warmth, goodness, love and light. It feels wonderful to be close to it. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. Like the galactics of light. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love and light and goodness and gratitude.
The incomplete thinking that was influenced by the dark has created a duplicate network within us over which negative thoughts travel, which mimics the natural wholesome lines of light that is the good and pure anatomy of the light body within us, the spirit within. The dark circulates through the body too and carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not-pure love and not normal to a healthy human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing “normal” thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of ascension by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that runs through our bodies to the degree we have allowed it.
Because today we have a mouse in our house, I looked in the Medicine book to see what message “mouse” has for me. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is “Work towards wholeness. See the big picture but assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.” (This from the Medicine book today.)
Yesterday an ascended master spoke to me: “The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession he has which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and his world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness, the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight can, by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ [the light body] and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.”
It is the will of the Father that is circulating inside our bodies in a golden river of warmth, love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the spirit that feeds our bodies with the spark of life, the wholeness we are to be working towards. It is a very, very big picture but in small doses, as mouse medicine says, we take it step by step so as not to be overwhelmed by it. I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene or anything that needs work. There is a natural flow of strength and substance within the light body. It doesn’t require working at it. It just takes affirmation, prayer and meditation. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. As Djwhal Khul said a couple of days ago, “I am giving you the pathway to follow.” I think I am attending some kind of school at night when I sleep because I am waking up with instructions.
4/17/24 - Update short and sweet!
Truly sorry. There is no time today to post. But just to lend my presence to the world around me. I am still here. Blessings, love, light and strength to all. A lot is happening on inner levels. Picture - visualize - the sun shining in your heart. It helps to keep your heart strong.
4/14/24 - Inspirations from this morning
An important insight: I can’t mix both dimensions at the same time!!!! This is what’s causing my dizziness. I had wild fluctuations of dizziness and disorientation this morning until at the last minute during the backbend off the end of the bed, I got this insight - you can’t talk to two different people at the same time! You have to choose to talk to one or the other but not both at the same time. You’ll go crazy. I asked the Masters, is this how YOU do it? When you come down to take physical form? Someone sent me a message. Thank you! OK, got it. Now I’m ready to move. Going to focus on the 3rd/4th dimension. (Note: I understand we are half way between 3rd and 4th dimension as a planet.)
4/13/24 - The male and female forces within us
Your outer physicality is not outer, it’s inner. The outer is just a reflection of you at any given moment, individually and collectively. So if there are things about your reality you don‘t like, all you need to do is change something in yourself. Some little thing. It’s all about changing your idea of how you see yourself. The path of evolution is living in the here and now. Our body form is located inside our spirit, not the other way around. New information is not any more valid than what you already know. You already know things that you don't know you know. It's inside of you. New information is coming to you as a reminder, from everyone else, it's coming to you as a mass consciousness, a collective. This cannot be rejected because you are swimming inside the collective and can’t miss it. You are breathing in the collective mind.
The male and female inside us are two separate forces. Two separate currents of energies. They travel on different pathways but they are complimentary. They work hand in hand together. We need both the passive and the active assertive forces because passively we receive the purity and love of life, the devotion to life. That’s why meditation and sitting in silence is an important daily practice. And likewise, we need the active assertive force to distribute what we receive during the silent time. We distribute what we receive through movement and activity. It must be distributed through the body, in action, in order to create and be helpful and productive to the world around us, and not have it jam up to become blocked.
This purity of love and light is from the creator but we need to access the creator’s intentions first and listen to what it has to say before we can distribute it. Otherwise we distribute in error. We create in error, using misaligned energies. We are here to create a beautiful world that is cohesive and in harmony, together in cooperation and love, in excellence. It comes to us from the creator of all-that-is, the one infinite creator of all of us. We are here to carry out its plan. We are part of the plan. If we refuse to follow thru with our plan, we might as will give up and die. We are not needed. We feel good when we contribute and we feel bad when we don't. We must follow thru with our responsibility, what is our destiny to do. We do this by channeling the purity we receive during our silent time. We receive it from higher realms above. It comes down to us thru our minds and hearts and feelings and we then send it outward, through our actions. .
4/12/24 - The ascension process, we are ascending
You may not know that you are ascending, but everyone is within range and possibility. When you are ascending, when you get the ascension symptoms, you will need to expand. How does one do that? By imagining your body expanding on all sides like a balloon, becoming bigger and more airy and expansive. It's a meditative procedure, requiring you to focus mentally on this visualization because you are expanding into a higher realm of consciousness and airy lightness. To release the pressure, you will need to relax and VISUALIZE yourself expanding. Because you are the one who is holding yourself tightly inside the confines of your physicalness. Now, you may not be a candidate for this ascension so you may not experience the uncomfortable symptoms. But for those who are (sensing it) you will need to adapt.
What happens if you DON’T expand yourself is, you’ll get the bends. Do you know what the bends are? When a deep sea diver goes to the bottom of the ocean he takes in heavy pressure into his suit to withstand the pressure at deeper levels. When he rises back up to the surface again he needs to release that pressure or everything inside will expand and try to burst open, causing him deep pain on the inside. This is called “the bends”. They have to rush him to the hospital to de-pressurize him. The same thing is happening to those people on Earth who have been preparing themselves with higher consciousness methods. They are becoming lighter and airier and more loving, and NOW that the whole planet is moving into a lighter region in space, and we are being hit with gamma rays (light and love rays) from the great central sun, we are getting hit with very high light-love rays. This light-love is consciousness. We are entering a new consciousness of space. One which is more alive, more lucid, more clear, more connected, more loving, more united, more graceful, more oneness-oriented, more regal, more grand, more in touch with the allness, the all-knowingness. Etc.
This process is for those who have already been moving in that direction, and not everyone is. But yet the process is the same. Everyone should be doing something like this. It will help adjust the physical body "tightness" which has been restricting us from being more open, loose and free with ourselves. Lighten up! The way to depressurize from a heavy atmosphere is to lighten up. Let go. The whole planet is moving into lighter-lovelier conscious space, and the way we can "keep up" is to consciously do our part. Meditate on expanding yourself. Imagination is a product of intelligent application of thought power from a more beautiful peaceful attitude. A higher attitude brings with it a higher frequency and a higher vibration. We want to heighten our vibration, not lower it. You lower your vibration by being ugly, selfish, hateful, arrogant and mean to others.
We are conscious intelligent beings who operated on one particular level. It is our comfort zone at our level. Well, this ascension process is "boosting" your comfort level to a higher degree. It will be uncomfortable at first. You will have to adapt. As Seven of Nine says on Star Trek Voyager "I will adapt". She represents human intelligence. We must adapt or suffer the consequences. If we have been comfortable all our lives at this level, and suddenly we are suffering in ways we don't understand, the first thing we think is, "There's something wrong with me!" Most people think it's the aging process, or a disease of some kind, and they begin all sorts of questioning. But what if it's none of those things?
What if we are rising up from the bottom of a very dense level planet (Earth is known as very dense, a third dimension planet) and now we are rising upward to higher levels. It is as if we are rising up from the bottom of the sea like deep-sea divers. Our bodies, including the crucial brain, heart and lungs, are not adapting well. There are signs. Symptoms of disorientation. Our physical bodies are accustomed to the heavier pressure atmosphere. But here’s the thing. This ascension process has never been done before by people who are STILL IN THEIR BODIES! We're here now still alive and conscious and healthy, or trying to be. What's happening? We have not been told. We have been kept uninformed. No preparation has been given us. This is a living extinction process. Science says we are going thru an extinction process, and always in the past everyone was annhilated, killed off and then earth started up again from scratch. Well, this time, we are going to stay alive and continue on after the so-called extinction was supposed to happen. We are going to live thru it, at least some of us will. We as a race will not become extinct because there is a certain level of intelligence that has become stabilized in thehuman race. There are thinkers of higher quality on the planet. Many of us have already begun the lightening-up process, meaning the turning towards peace and love process, before we even knew about ascension. We have been preparing for this before we learned about it.
The story of ascension is in the unfolding stage, meaning it is coming out in spurts and spams. Not everyone is ready to hear it. People tap into it when they choose to and who knows when that will be? I’ve been tapping into it for a long time now, ever since I went into the light (ascended in a sense without knowing) and was assigned an ascended master to guide me afterwards. I am getting new information daily now, after many years of "Duh! What's happening to me!"
The first signs that you're on the cusp is you’ll start thinking “there's something wrong!" Your body is not operating the way it's supposed to. Your natural conclusion is to worry about it. You may start googling for answers, or call a doctor or talk with a close friend, or take a pill in the medicine cabinet or start exercising. (like I did) thinking old age. Or upgrade the meditation routine (also like I did). You do this because you fear the loss of your physical capacity. Your focus is on your physical body's survival. You have so long believed that your physical body is the ,MOST IMPORTANT aspect of yourself, that you have boxed yourself into physical boundaries and reinforced those boundaries with expert medical advice and recommendations. Physicality has become the first and last word in your life expectancy. And yet we are expanding out of that realm of consciousness!? We really believe that the body is all that we are.
We are consciously, mentally, emotionally stuck in this belief, and it has become a steel-like girder molded all around our physicality. We could not break out of it without help from outsiders. Gurus, masters, mystics have gone before us to show us the way, but most of us are “stuck” in the belief that physical body is all that we are. We have limited our awareness. So the only way out is to EXPAND our limited awareness to higher ground. Hence, visualize expanding your physical body like a helium balloon. Become softer, airier, lighter, tenderer, more sensitive, take on more light, reflect on more love. This is an ascension process.
You are ascending to a higher lighter consciousness level, meaning gentler, more nobler and more dignified, but it is happening on the inside. In the cells of your body. Your body is expanding from the inside just like a diver's body expands coming up from the bottom of the sea. If he doesn't release the pressure he experiences the bends.
In my case, it's been the opposite than most. Ever since going into the light many years ago, I’ve been trying to come DOWN from higher altitudes, from the light and love regions of high planes. I've been trying to GROUND myself and it's taken years to get back to normal, back to "before ascending". I had help from an ascended master in doing this, so I have been prepared. Now I am stabilized back on Earth and back to normal, and NOW I too am experiencing the ascension symptoms. All over again, but in a different way. At least I have knowledge that most people haven't had yet. I just have the added advantage of knowing what is happening, just not quite sure what to do about it. That's why I write about it.
So, to sum it all up. The bottom line is - whenever you feel strange and you don't know what's happening to you. Try the expanding visualization process. Of course, see a doctor and do what seems practical to do. There may be a very simple explanation. But you might try this anyway. It will not hurt you, and it will definitely help you to become more calm, relaxed and gentler on yourself. On your body, mind and feelings. Take some time out to sit still and imagine your body expanding. Work at creating a mental picture of yourself inflating with love and light, like a helium balloon expands with artificial means. But you do it mentally, consciously, from within your own will power and focus. And hold positive, happy thoughts too. Expand with grace, with dignity, with a calm, peaceful attitude. This is a very powerful meditation that can relax ANY discomfort or worrisome situation.
There is light in every cell, and the light is you on a higher level. The light knows what to do. The light in your body cells knows what to do. It's inherent. The brain is merely a data bank. It has collected a lot of information from many places, from other people, the beginning of your life as a baby. But the REAL you is not your brain. It is your consciousness. Your life. Your strength of purpose. Your mission. Your sense of "I'm OK the way I Am. You are your own innate intelligence. Your spirit. Your knowledge. You are what you are. You know what you know. Your body reflects what you believe you know, but most people don't trust themselves and don't believe in themselves. Most people don't believe what they know in their own hearts. They would rather believe some expert out there who holds a PhD and has a website. But you DO know what you know on deeper sub-conscious levels. You are connected to all-knowledge. As you practice expanding into higher levels of intelligence, you develop the faith and trust in yourself. You begin to understand that you are much more than a follower of "experts", and you can change the course of your life by simply expanding your mind in a better direction than the one you were on.
YOU are the one holding the pressure in. You are the only one who can let the pressure out. Let go. Step out of the enclosed, tight-fitting box and expand to lighter, airier attitudes. Relax and open. Relax upwardly, freely. Find freedom in the spaces above you. Relax with a sense of relaxing. Relax with a laid-back attitude. Relax with a big sigh of relief. Relax with a certain joyfulness. Relax with a sense of celebrating yourself. Allow yourself to expand into a more comfortable freedom. The strange uncomfortable feelings will eventually go away. Maybe not right away, but if you keep at it. It is a method of getting there, it is a process. You adapt. Don’t forget, you’ve been at this heavier pressured level of life since the beginning of this life. Maybe you've been lightening up gradually. Maybe you are very close to graduating. Maybe it will take a little more time to adjust into a comfort zone, but the more joy, happiness, gladness and feeling of light-heartedness, relaxation and relief you give yourself, the quicker you will feel the benefits. Don't worry about other people. They each have to take care of themselves. You help the most by becoming beautifully you. The higher dimensions are going to be MUCH more gentle on the soul, beautiful and peaceful and more loving than what we’ve been accustomed to here on these lower denser levels of worrisome ways. We are graduating. Expect the unexpected.
4/11/24 - Anchoring exquisite light-love energies
So sorry, I haven't had time to post much the last few days. I have been so busy learning, processing, receiving, adjusting, correcting new information. It has been an extraordinary time, but I know that some people check this site and so I just want to post that all is well here in our homestead in North Naples. Doug and I are good, happy and at peace as well, if not better, than can be expected. Energies are coming from both sides of the spectrum now - the dark heavies as people are confused and unsure and changing direction, and the light and love energies coming in from heaven's beautiful Home base. They are stronger than ever. There is SO much going on. I have committed to staying grounded as best I can - anchoring the high light-love energies that are beaming down onto and into the earth.
f you are feeling confused, it's not you. You're just picking up confusions. There are energies in the atmosphere which are coming from all over. Protect yourself with positive thoughts, words and intentions. If you need a technique to follow, if you don't know how to do this, contact me. There are methods. Old beliefs are spinning out of people left and right. Many don't know what to do. We are all releasing past beliefs. Everyone on the planet. It is a mass shift and transition we are going thru. Focus on your heart area. Ground yourself with calmness. Imagine roots growing down from your legs and feet, deep into the earth and hang on for dear life. These are powerful stabilizing roots when you do it. Read some of my blogs. The heart is the portal through which your higher self, your wonderful, happy, calm, peaceful REAL self, your God/Goddess Self comes thru to communicate with your conscious mind. Your heart is a stargate. Take 5, 10 minutes or an hour and sit still. Focus on stilling your mind and your body and visualize a brilliant sun shining in your heart/lung chest area. Imagining the sun actuallly puts it there. And the LIGHT knows what to do. It has all the answers. If you want some methods or routines to follow, contact me thru the Contact page. I love to talk about it from my own experiences. Blessings to you today. Be well. Be safe. Be calm. Be positive. Use positive words as a mantra. Like Grace, Gratitude, Joy, Happiness, Celebrate!
4/8/24 - Grounding techniques, bring too-high mental energies down to earth
First, this is the big solar eclipse today. I am wishing you a happy, warm, comforting day of feeling alive and balanced. If you are having a hard time, read the following advice and counsel on balancing. We as a planet are being shorn of old stuck energies that have been held subconsciously. They are moving to the surface and shedding like old skin. Don't pay any attention. Let them go. The next few days, weeks, months and on into the future, we will be moving to happier, more elevating, uplifting planes where everything is more "good". More peaceful, caring and everyone wants to give and share and interact truthfully with others. First do this for yourself, you are the most important. Then on to others.
Grounding is important to bring your Almighty God self down to earth so it can express thru your physical actions. When you work to raise, constantly raise and raise and raise, it's like your escaping the earth, trying to. You forget to connect with your earthiness. It is important to bring your God self down to meet your human needs, warmth and comfort. Come down half way. The connection is in the heart. The heart is the half-way point. The central column with light above and light below. There must be a meeting of the two separate parts of the body self. The upper body is designed to reach skyward towards spirit and home, the lower body is designed to stay connected with the Earth. VERY IMPORTANT! The human race has a responsibility to fill in the inbetween and bring balance to one's OWN body. We're not responsible for someone else's body, other than educating our children until they are grown wise enough to do it themselves.
Humanity has six places that get hung up. The chakras become obstructions because of unconsciousness and ignorance. Education is needed to enlighten the mind, so the human can begin to imagine and visualize the central column and make the connection. Sometimes I get too much of a download of inspirational ideas and it keeps me hopping as if I have electricity running thru me. When I'm connected to high spiritual sources, it becomes too much of a download, and I go crazy. Dizzy brain. This is when I am learning (still learning) how to turn MYSELF around and reach down. Make the ‘down” earth connection. This links up the higher self intelligence with the lower self intelligence. Sharing information helps immensely, I am learning, With other people. Finding words to communicate thoughts, is just as important as hands-on healing. We each have to find a way to evolve ourself upward (because we are eager to learn) while anchoring this tendency to the lower denser earthier parts of us - the human vessel itself. It needs attention and it grounds us to communicate with it.
I experience often a “rushing” upward, and then a dizziness which requires me to "think" about grounding to the lower denser worlds of my own body. I must find ways. Petting animals helps. My female cat Amy hops up onto the table and insists on petting, so I take 10” to pet her and she is soothed, then she gets up and hops back down again and I resume what I was doing. Gardening also helps. Hands in soil, hugging a tree, hands on someone else like massage (I love massage) or cuddling, or doing tai chi (my spontaneous inner wind movements), or dancing.
It is interesting to read about the infamous GRAYS, the alien abductors of some humans. After listening to music while laying on the floor with earphones for 35 minutes, I felt wonderful afterward, grounded yet in higher consciousness. Really listening to music, not doing anything else, just close your eyes and listen. Let it enter into you. To be conscious with the music and feel it enter your brain and make new pathways of vibration. connects the new high mind energy to physical brain cells, the dense brain cells. Gaia is a massive density. She is there for us to channel our new growth down into. She needs it. She is the heavy anchor for us to connect with. She’s waiting for new light vibrations, so when we have them and we think we're going crazy, start breathing down into Gaia. This puts roots down into our physicalness. The grays made that mistake in the evolution. They became too advanced too quickly and did not ground it. They are coming back to correct the wrong, using our DNA to create hybrids.
They are missing the physicalness and the emotional aspects. They weaned themselves away from physical and emotional and became too intelligent. Big heads and little skinny bodies. They lost the ability to reproduce and their race is dying out. They are us in the future. They are returning. They forgot to ground and balance their high, high intelligence, and bring it down to ground. The growth we experience in higher intelligence, needs to be anchored into the physical in order to advance the physical and make it a better place to live. Not a chaotic place to escape from. Creator is trying to become physical and create new expressions by pushing the boundaries of form, in vital, exciting, refreshing, creative ways. To NOT ground, the infamous Grays became too large a head/brain/knowledge and the body grew feeble and unable to reproduce. There was too much knowledge that kept coming and coming (is this me?) and it was so exciting, that it kept their attention focused on the above and beyond. They forgot to ground.
I am getting that THIS is why earth is so important. The galactics are all saying the same thing: we are important. Earth is important. Earth is the crux of the whole galaxy moving on. The connection must be done on both ends - the above and beyond spiritual higher intelligence needs to reach down and bring that intelligence down into the lower denser sentient forms. And the lower denser forms need to reach up at the same time. It is a mutual relationship that we each are involved with. And sometimes it's a real love-hate relaitonship! It takes both ends of the burning candle to meet in the middle and create the sacred union, the mystical marriage. Find ways to ground and put roots down - like Tai Chi, yoga or slow conscious body movements - or find ways to reach UP and become more highly conscious of refinement, for those who are stuck in the mud and spinning their wheels hopelessly.
SOME GROUNDING TECHNIQUES FROM DK: I am asking, What are other ways of grounding? Chanting? A: It depends on what you chant and how you chant. Oming with feeling is good. Om mani padme om is good if it is done with sacred feeling. Decreeing is good if done with sacred feeling. The point is to connect the sound of words, the vibrations to resonate in the body cells. The toning is important to create vibrations in the body cells, the dense part of the body.
Is magnetic mat good for grounding? A: 25% as effective as bare skin on grass and earth. 20” with bare feet on earth is good. Grounding mat is 50% as effective, half as effective as 20” bare skin on grass and earth.
Is breathing a good grounding technique? A: Yes, 30 deep, slow, conscious breaths is equal to 20” skin on mother earth. It must be firmly conscious, a concentrating on the breath to be in the here-now-in-the-moment grounding. (I did 60 deep slow conscious breaths then, it took 20”. I feel physically grounded after. The ideas keep coming but I am smoother, less electrical. At the 34th breath I inhaled UP from Earth instead of down from sky. And on the exhale I exhaled DOWN to earth. The focus was on earth, never the brain. Up from earth, down to earth, inhale up from earth, exhale down to earth. After a few I see a woman in the earth holding her hands up to receive my breath. I wasn’t thinking love before this, but now I started to think love. But it didn’t seem important that I “think” love. I just breathe down and was conscious of love. After a few more, I noticed a circle of women were receiving me, down inside the earth. And after a few more breaths, now there are men in the circle. This changed the feeling. It suddenly felt warm and cozy and good and loving. There was more love present in the circle now. Is it men who are the missing link? Women alone can’t create love? They need men to give love to? Just musing. Do we need the men for this exercise in grounding?
When I reached breath number 60, on the last two breaths, a thought occured: “I need to call forth men and women who want to heal the gap in their sexuality by moving past sexuality.” As this thought rolled out I felt the brief stumbling block in my lower body, the desire block. Getting past the tendency towards sex is the goal and the purpose of my journey. Moving ones self up from earth, up through the central canal to the upper body without stopping and being waylaid at the sex center, is the purpose of the exercise which I just had a thought about. It is the same motivation I have felt all these many years, and the latest attempt to create a massage group, which failed.
The breath work is smooth from the center of the earth up through the lower body to the heart or head. The heart must be reached. At least as far as the heart. Inhale up from the earth, then exhale down to earth without stopping. The feeling of love is warm, accepting, comforting, compassionate, kind, like being cradled in a loving parents arms. This is what I’ve been looking for with others. This is creator’s love for SELF. Not for someone else.
Another question: is sweet pastry a good grounding from too high energy? A: Insofar as it comforts the denser parts of the physical body, yes. But comforting the physical body is not enough. There must also be comforting of the higher physical, the etheric and the astral.
4/5/24 - Why is the physical heart so important in spiritual matters?
Energy from the sun is mental, high mental, very high mental which becomes inner awareness, cosmic awareness, universal or galactic awareness or even source awareness, God awareness. Energy from the Earth is physical sensation, awareness through the senses, providing sensual feelings in the body. The mental activity is from the sun and without emotion, while the emotional feeling is from the earth and without mental activity. These two - feeling and mental - are manifesting separately, meaning they are experienced separately in the human being. They represent the duality in which we live. They are like polar opposites. Man represents mind, woman represents feeling.
But there is a place where they join. They merge in the Heart. The physical heart is located mid-point between the top of the head (7th chakra) and the bottom of the spine (1st chakra). Mind and feelings merge in the human heart and become mind/feeling joined. Male/female joined. How does the physical heart do this? How can a physical organ accomplish such high states?
Aaaahhh! This is where the etheric body comes into play. The auric field which surrounds us is composed of pure light, bogged down by toxic energies we had no idea we were carrying around with us. As we focus attention on the heart, spending time holding attention there, an energy begins to glow around, in and through the physical heart. At first, we have no concept of the etheric body or the invisiblel aura that surrounds as like a bubble of light. We are taught that it is a heart, that's all. A physical organ that pumps blood to the rest of the body. The idea of an invisible body or an etheric heart is still out of range of possibility at an early age. And yet such invisible bodies are there, surrounding us and feeding us LIFE. The etheric body is the light body. There is a light body surrounding every part, particle, cell, organ and tissue of the physical body, but it is not seen or even thought of until it begins to be activated thru the mysterious process of "quickening" thru meditation and/or other spiritual practices. The heart begins to glow when one focuses attention on it. The energy of the light body that becomes quickened through focused attention on the heart muscle. By spending time focusing attention on the heart. we bring the light particles that are ALWAYS there circulating through our system, but normally drifting haphazardly around randomly without direction, we bring into focus to the light in the heart. This is inner work, called internal exercises by the ancient Tao refers to it.
The continuing emphasis on the heart, as recommended by masters, gurus and teachers of old, is to guide the unaware student in the direction of the heart. Why the heart? Why not, say, the liver or the kidneys? The heart is in a neutral position half way between the mother flame in the pelvis (root chakra) and the head (crown chakra). It has been carefully designed by the creator long ago. The design of the human body is a perfect design, made to function perfectly well, once it is understood HOW to use it properly. Now, all we have to do is follow the guidelines and practice some of the methods that activate the etheric body.
We had no idea, did we? Keep focusing on your heart and build an etheric glow around and thru the heart. This activates the crystalline light body. The particles of light that are now randomly drifting around aimlessly, will be guided to come together thru your focused attention. It takes time but with learning and practice it will happen. It doesn't activate overnight with one sitting, but there are definite signals that one receives once starting the practice. The heart is a crucial piece of our anatomy, both physically to pump blood and etherically, to gather light into the center of our heart. It continues to send good thoughts and good feelings to us mentally, to keep us on the right track. It desires very much to merge with our mental thoughts. It is thru the etheric heart that we merge the mental abstract thought (that does not have feelings), with physical sensual feelings. We love to have warm, loving feelings, don't we? It makes us feel loved, wanted, cherished and calm inside, all comfy and cozy. Feelings are our reward. We want the good feelings. We don't like feeling lonely or separated. That's the whole purpose of the heart. It was designed to be both mother and father protector of our good feelings. Emotional sensual loving feelings merged with high abstract intelligent thought (which has no feelings) thus are merged together to become one whole heart, mind, body and soul complete.
Abstract intelligence merges with physicality and physicality merges with abstract intelligence. The result, according to the wisemen of old, is bliss, rapture and the supreme experience of samadhi (heaven on earth) while still living in a human physical body.
4/2/24 - Moving from linear (outer) to center (inner)
Yesterday's blog focused on the heart being in the center of a circle to provide a linear perspective outward. Today's blog focuses on sub-space or inner space. The book by Dr. Stephen Chang, which I use on occasion, "The Book of Internal Exercises", explains very simple techniques. However what the book does NOT spell out is how focusing on inner space helps you access higher space or higher consciousness. I am going to introduce only 1% of this theme today, otherwise I will jumble myself into a mess of knots. I must go slow. I am used to a linear perspective, the outer world perspective like everyone else. For example, we can stand in the center of a room or outdoors in a field and turn 360 degrees and see different objects out there, around us. That is the outer world of physicality. But to looking into the inner world of sub-space or higher space is another matter entirely.
The term "sub-space" intrigued me as it was introduced in the Star Trek series on TV. I often wondered what that term meant. Now I know. To explore it we need to start with one of the smallest elements of physical matter, so let's start with a living cell from a human body. Put it under a microscope, a wonderful device for magnifying very small things. Scientists can examine living cells and trace what happens inside them and how they function - at the level of physical reality, that is. A lot of knowledge has been obtained thru microscopes. But what we don't see under the magnifier is the expanded bubble of sub-atomic particles that radiates off of the physical cell and surrounds the physical cell. Maybe you don't believe in the auric field but many DO know and believe that human beings are surrounded by a normally invisible field that may be detected at certain times or by specially gifted people. It is a living force field, as clairvoyants and psychics have reported.
Trying to explain this invisible force field in common language is tricky, but it is my desire to do so. It helps ME to understand. It helps me to grow my understanding when I try to define my understanding. And what I understand is that every cell in our body - not just our whole body but every individual cell - is also surrounded by an auric field. Its OWN auric field as a single living intelligent being in its own right. This is what I have learned from the ascended masters, under whose guidance I have been studying. Each cell is a single entity with its own aura or field of radiation surrounding it. And it doesn't stop there. Around THAT invisible bubble there is an even LARGER auric bubble, similar but more expanded. In other words, the sub-atomic particles - namely electrons - are spinning around central cores with even MORE space between them. They are in a more expanded phase of livingness. They are spinning at a higher frequency, or at a higher dimension.
And it doesn't stop there either. Around that second bubble of radiation is a third larger bubble, and beyond that a fourth bubble, and a fifth bubble and a sixth bubble. In total, there are six bubbles of invisible light surrounding the physical cell, but the microscope does not "see" it because we all are living in the dense third dimensional level of livingness. The eletrons that compose our physical substance, our bodies, the wood of the trees, the grasses, the metals, the stones, everything that is manmade - all is vibrating at our dimensional level. The densest dimension that we call "the 3rd dimension". It is compacted to the heaviest, thickets, densest degree possible. And the electrons are spinning very very slow, closely packed together (according to what I've learned).
Imagine if you can, the physical cell that we are theoretically looking at under the microscope, surrounded by not just one invisible bubble of energy, but six invisible bubbles of energy. One invisible bubble enclosed by a larger invisible bubble, enclosed by an even larger invisible bubble, enclosed by a yet larger invisible bubble (that's 4 invisible bubbles so far), and still there is an even larger invisible bubble around that one, and a final invisible bubble to complete the seven.
The masters explain that there are seven levels to the human being incarnate. The physical vehicle radiates the first invisible bubble (1) which is known as the etheric double, or the etheric body. It looks exactly like the physical body but it is seen as a blue glow extending out beyond the skin. The second bubble (2) is the emotional body. The third bubble (3) is the mental body where thoughts are created. The fourth bubble (4) is the higher mental body aka known as the spiritual body. The fifth bubble (5) is the crystalline light body. The sixth bubble (6) is the causal body which contains the seven attributes aka gifts of the creator. The seventh bubble (7) is the creator self, aka the monad or the I Am Presence, the pure spirit spark or God consciousness.
The first four levels - physical, etheric, emotional and mental - are heavy with contaminations that slow you down and cause despair and struggle. These four dysfunctional layers need to be redeemed. Lifetimes are repeated as a result of not recognizing this problem. The top three perfected layers - the light body, causal body and I Am Presence - hold the answers and solutions to all of life's problems. They are the higher self, the REAL you and the YOU that is waiting for the embodied you to turn within and communicate.
So, bottom line, there is the physical cell which radiates an invisible glow called the etheric body. These are often spoken of as two separate "bodies" but all seven levels are "one body" after the contaminants are redeemed. Then the individual may ascend and no longer needs to return to an earthly life again because all its problems are done away with. The microscope is looking a physical shell but does not see the six or seven increasingly larger fields (bubbles) of energy that surround it. The physical and etheric body are sometimes labeled as two separate bodies, thus the phrase "six or seven bubbles" surround the physical. These fields are the "sub-space" spoken of by the Star Trek explorers. Together with the physical, there are seven energy fields. We on the Earth plane live in the densest layer of all seven, and so we do not acknowledge or "see" the other six layers. We in our reality are seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting and touching only our reality, the 3rd dimension, because our physical senses vibrate within the physical or densest level.
I'm not a scientist, I am a student of metaphysics. I study with the ascended masters. They are my teachers. I have learned from them ever since I pierced all seven layers and went into "the light" and exerienced massive changes in consciousness. I was led to rare ascended master books after that, and I've been learning ever since. One ascended master was assigned to me, the Master Djwhal Khul, who I have been channeling all these years. Each master has his or her own unique individuality and therefore can speak from his or her own perspective. Taken all together, their teachings (channelings) are invaluable. They present life in a far more intelligent and wholistic way than our Earthly teachers.
Thru these seven levels or dimensions, we humans can grow and learn if we apply ourselves to the study of the masters. Living in the third dimension, however, is very distracting! There is turmoil, lack, problems every which way, but fortunately we are on the rise. Consciousness is expanding. We are in the third dimension right now, moving into or already into the fourth dimension, and we as a planetary civilization are now on the verge of moving into the fifth dimension. Some of us are already consciously seeing through fifth dimensional eyes, so to speak, meaning, we are peace-lovers. Those of us who are seldom focused or interested in the politics of war or opposing theories that cause friction and stir up negative feedback, are already enjoying the fifth dimensional life.
There are seven levels of consciousness are the seven dimensions of reality. The seven chakras are portals into these dimensions. It is an inner study of ONESELF to gain more information. Each dimension has more space between its electrons.
Electrons are teeny-tiny little intelligent beings of LIGHT that whirl around central cores. These electrons add their light to wherever they are guided to go by higher intelligent beings, creator beings. The universe is filled with these higher intelligences. We are surrounded by them but many of us did not know that in our younger years. We are growing more aware today. These teeny-tiny little spinning electrons EXPAND their orbits around their central cores when the guiding intelligence tells them to expand. We are the guiding intelligence of our own bodies. That is, if we come to understand that we have control over our bodily vehicles. This takes time to learn that this is, in fact, a truth. We DO have control over our bodies cells and tissues. We CAN make changes in our physical bodies.
The more expanded the electrons spread out and increase the size of the orbit as they spin around their central sun, the more light comes into our physical vehicle. We feel it as enthusiasm, excitement, celebration, joy, freedom, exaltation, vigor, health, you name it. Call it anything you like. It is exuberance! Enjoy life more. Let more light into your body. It starts at the cell level. Each of your cells has an expanded or contracted orbit. Too tight an orbit, cuts down the amount of life force that enters your body. Breathe free, as the Master DK advises, and appreciate, send gratitude and thanks-giving to all that you meet and do, and you call in more life force. You provide more space between the electrons.
This space is called "sub-space" in the Star Trek series, an important teaching series for those of us who catch the drift. The seven chakras are portals to higher sub-space or higher dimensions. It is INNER SPACE, not outer space. We can't find it by looking outside with our physical eyes searching the horizon. We have to look INSIDE, with our inner eye and it starts with sitting in stillness and grows as our awareness grows. Then we can use our inner eye when we are in action, too. We start with stillness and use our imagination. We have to imagine it. We have to explore with our imagination. We can be guided. I have been guided. It took many years for me to "get it" but eventually my working at it produced rewards. An inner world began to appear to me. Understanding dawned llittle by little. I had to work at understanding what they were giving me. They were teachers, I was the student. I had to "imagine" what they were trying to explain to me. for I wasn't at their level of understanding.
So, that is why our aura cannot be seen by the naked eye, except on rare occasions. Each little cell is functioning at its own level of vibration. A clairvoyant can sometimes see an auric field. Or Kirlian photography can pick it up on camera. The electrons in our auric field are spinning with wider spaces between them than the electrons in our physical body. Our physical body's electrons are spinning slower, thus creating a denser, more compacted substance that looks and feels solid, but is now, as science can tell us. There are scientific articles showing that the physical substance of our body is not solid, but is energy moving, swirling, changing from particles to waves and back again to particles. Our bodies are constantly in motion, changing even as we stand still and think different thoughts. It is because we ourselves are consciously moving and our attention span does not stop. We are distracted often. Then we are at rest. Then we are moving again. Our attention is the LIGHT within our bodies.
Intelligence is abstract. It does not have form, but this intelligence, this LIGHT of awareness that we carry within the cells of our tissues, can be used to build forms with if we apply ourselves. The closer the electrons spin together, the less space between them and thus, the less intelligence. Does this make sense? The electrons are the intelligence. They are sparks of light within us but they are random and fragmented. It is up to us to give them intelligent direction. They are the sparks of light moving about haphazardly. They require a guiding force to give them direction. Tell them what to do and where to go and what to build. The guiding intelligence is we ourselves. We are the creator force in our bodies. We are the awareness. We are the consciousness. We are the Father. Father is abstract intelligence.
It is the love and light of the creator that lives in us as awareness. Wake it up! It has formed a bubble of seven lights around us that we can expand into to access higher intelligence. I am speaking from my own vantage point now, and unsure if this makes sense. Inner sub-space surrounds us. It is our auric field. We can access it by imagining it as a huge sphere of light. We can fill it in with God's gifts of love, peace, truth, freedom, purity, intelligence and will power. There are techniques to show us how to do this. The inner space that surrounds us (the aura) is greater than the more solid substance that we call our physical body, but it has the potential of increasing our understanding if we tap into it. As we expand into it and "Breathe" into it as the Master DK reminds us. "Breathe free and expand yourself. Let go of tightness in the chest."
To summarize, the third and fourth dimensions are where most of us operate now in 2024. We are moving upward in conscious understanding very quickly. We are ascending in consciousness. We are sharing thru social media and the internet. This is good, not bad, as some say. It is good if you follow your own heart and the good feelings that your heart tells you to follow. Once we enter fifth dimensional consciousness, violence, wars, fears and negativity will not express there. They are not supported there. If an individual still harbors those toxic negative energies in their auric field, then start right now to practice using love, kindness and happy, joyful thoughts. Take the time out in your day to sit and focus on upliftment, betterment and grace.
Create and practice spiritual techniques an hour a day if not more. I usually do four hours a day unless I am called to practical duties. Many of us spend more time in the fifth dimension even now. We do not pay attention to outer conflicts or problems. Caring and nurturing, listening and supporting the positive side of life is our greatest interest. This creates a boundary around us, as the auric fields are filled with higher qualities which block out negatives. Practice, practice, practice the higher values. This is done in a practical way. Not a spiritual way, but following a list of techniques and spending a certain amount of time on each technique. It is done thru will power and determination to succeed. You will notice that even physical problems begin to fade. They may not go away, they may still be there, but they fade from attention. They fall into the background of life and do not cause suffering the way consistent focus on hurt, pain and suffering causes!
4/1/24 - The neutral heart
This is a new perspective on the heart. Just received yesterday. The heart is the most talked about organ in the body. The spiritual masters, all channeled material from higher realms point us to the heart. Go into your heart", they say. And I was told to change the motto on my Anakosha site years ago to "The heart is the new base line." And the religions all say the same thing - Christ is in the heart. Let Christ into your heart. This is very confusing information! How in the world do you do this? These directions are not practical at all!
Well, I had a new insight. A new perspective was given to me. I guess it's just a matter of continuing to plug away at it until you finally knock a hole in the wall and let the information flow thru. This is what I learned yesterday. Not during a "deep meditation" but while I was doing breathing exercises. Coupled with information received prior to yesterday, it all clicked together
The heart is a neutral zone. The spinal column is the elevator shaft over which the abstract information comes down from above us, and the lower Mothe Flame, called Goddess Kundalini or Shakti or Holy Spirit located in the pelvic zone below, GOES UP the spinal column. If you measure between the top of the head and the pelvic zone, the first chakra or tail bone, the heart is precisely half way between them. The Father God comes down, Mother God comes up and they meet in the heart. There are three dimensions below the heart, and three dimensions above the heart. The heart itself is the neutral zone, like the pivot point.
A vital piece of information is this: Father God is unformed intelligence that rules the universe, IS the universe, and Mother God is a piece of Father God placed down there in the pelvic zone, known as the tail bone or root chakra. She is like the emissary of Father God. She represents Father God in the sentient form. This Mother God is known as the divine feminine. She is Mother of all forms. She resides inside the form But not as a physical "thing". She is a thought, a principle, an intelligence - a piece of Father God's intelligence, in the pelvic zone. This piece of Father God's intelligence is unique. It is an individual, separate baby intelligence, with all of Father God's potential within it. BUT, the individual has to discover it for itself. This will take time. It will take lifetimes. Many, many, many lifetimes. And so it grows in awareness and intelligence over many lifetimes because there is a piece of Father God down there in the tail bone. Mankind has searched for it for eons. It has been located by gurus and spiritual teachers. They became masters after they discovered it and shared their discoveries with others. One of the names for it is kundalini. Another name for it is Holy Spirit. Another name for it is Shekinah, Shakti, Mother God. There are other names too.
It is difficult to understand, it is beyond our current human understanding. But higher evolved civilizations have come to know it well. It is known as Light and Love. It is all-knowing information. Light is information and Love is information felt as a feeling. Light is abstract and doesn't have feeling, but when love is born, there is then a feeling, an emotion, an emotion of very high caliber. God in human form can be felt as love but only when it MOVES! If the all-intelligence is not MOVED, that intelligence cannot be felt. Therefore, the purpose of a human being is to take that light and MOVE it. It must be expressed, or put out into some action. It must be shared and seen by someone other than oneself. Otherwise it remains motionless and cannot be shared or felt by anyone else. And, worse, it becomes a drag on the one who locks it up and keeps it all to him/herself.
So we need to share this light as a loving, sharing, caring, acting, moving grace out to other people. To show others this wonderful gift that we have found within us. If we haven't found it yet, then we can't share it. We stay locked up, stagnant, dull, ordinary, growing older and older until we finally die. No. We are meant to share and care and hug each other and collaborate, cojoin, work, play, negotiate, reason with each other. Interact and participate with each other. This is our purpose.
So, now where was I? Well, most people have been told to not express their emotions. That means "Don't show your feelings to other people." We have been programmed and trained to stuff our emotions down inside and not show them. Both the good and the bad emotions. Bad emotions come from stuffing and refusing to share the GOOD emotions. Stuffing good emotions creates feelings of suffocation, tightness of the chest, boredom, loneliness, depression. We are designed to flow and share our inner emotions. That's where we are today: on the brink of learning how to speak out, to talk out our problems with others. It is a new age, a new era we live in. It is time to stop hiding our light under a bushel, as the scripture says. We are God in action and that which has been under lock and key is ready to burst open. There is some confusion going on right now, but look again. Look INSIDE yourself. There is a need to share something. Tell someone. Express something. It is pounding on the door to get out. Let it out! Let it speak. Let it show. Let it be free. We are God in action. God as in a little g. We are the children of Father God and Mother God. We find ourselves by going into the neutral heart.
Oh, yes, we were talking about neutral. It is a neutral zone, the heart is. The center is where all sides are balanced. If you go into the center of a circle you will see all the various differences out there on the edge of the circle. Everyone is different and holds a different history. But in the center of the circle there is a oneness. Everyone has a oneness in them in the center of their circle. The pelvic zone is the Mother Goddess. The crown of the head is where the Father God enters the human vessel thru the crown chakra. The heart is square in the middle between these two parental figures. Father comes down, Mother comes up, and the child is born between their blended love. The child is the individual intelligence born out of the parents. The child has been labeled the "Christ" but it is really an individual. It is a child learning between its father and its mother. So when you go into your heart, you enter a neutral zone where you can make your OWN decisions. It is up to you how you will handle any particular situation or make a choice of which path to follow. Father and Mother guide you if you ask for their guidance, but they always allow you to make your own choices. You have free will to decide what to do in any given moment like a good parent does.
The heart is the neutral point. It is not a special light in the heart. It is simply the center of all the opposing, differences and perspectives of life that are going on around you from other people. When you go into your heart, you walk into the center of your own unique intelligence, your God intelligence. It is a neutral place. Go there often and sit calmly, composed in stillness. Feel your own intelligence - the intelligence that your mother and father gave you. You were birthed from out of them. Out of their love and you are unique. You are a child of their love. You were created in a moment of uniqueness. You have the capacity to make intelligent decisions on your own. You can ask your mother and father for advice, and you will FEEL which way to go. Because love is a feeling. It is not a mental/brain thing. It is a FEELING. Become aware of your feelings. A good feeling is a positive. A bad feeling is a "no-no", better not go that way. It will lead to more bad feelings. Follow the good feelings.
This is a rambling tirade off the top of my head. I will close for now, and edit it later. Bless you. I love you and want to share this latest piece of information. I have learned to go into my heart - not the physical heart - but into the glow that radiates around the heart. Look for the glow. There is a light radiating around the heart. It is etheric. It is a force field of living light around the heart on a higher level. You can see it if you look for it. I have learned to go into the glowing of my heart and sit down on the throne that is there. I own my own heart now and I can ask it questions and make my own decisions. Picture a throne in your heart glow. You can design it any way you like, but be sure to sit on it after you design it. It is meant for you and you alone. You are the one who sits in your heart glow and makes the final decision. Which can be no decision at all. You are not required to make a decision but to only feel yourself breathing and knowing that you are a child of your God parents still learning, still breathing, still enjoying life.
3/31/24 - Resurrecting White Tantra
Today is Easter Sunday and a time for resurrection and joy. We will not be attending any church services ourselves but we (I) send blessings and joy to all who are inspired, whether a church goer or not. As I continue researching past journals which speak of resurrecting the vitality and spirit of the body through internal exercises, I am being led back into the concept of Tantra.
Ten years ago I wrote a lot about Tantra. As I re-read these old journals I realize that I have lost a most important connection in my internal exercisees. I've been distracted by the outer world of other people. My main interest is internal connections. Love, and how love has become distorted, confused, angry, rebellious, argumentative and hurt. The Tantric approach is the weaving and blending together of opposite and outside disturbing approaches. The Master DK (Ascended Master Djwhal Khul) has been teaching me for nearly 50 years after my OBE. I have been writing his words down to save them. They are my journals. There are many words recorded. Sometimes I don't know if it is HE who is speaking the words in my mind or if it is my own consciousness. It is like a blend of knowledge that is becoming deeper and more refined, more subtle, more transparent, so "oneness" oriented. It's becoming so blended it is difficult to know who is speaking. The information simply appears as the "who" disappears. Separation disappears.
And yet the knowledge remains that I am still me. I know more who and what I am. I don't disappear. I seem to have gained more of myself. I'm just blended with more knowledge now. In fact, I reconnected with my old personality from back in the 1980's when I was hosting parties with my late husband. I was so open-hearted, free and easy back then and very caring and loving. Versus today feeling alone and isolated and disconnected from everyone else. At least that's how I feel. As I reconnect and feel the incoming presence of my long lost self from the old days again, I feel like revisiting that time line. The parties were so much fun. I discussed it with Doug and he is all for it. So perhaps an invitation will be going out soon to special friends. If the connection still holds to the freedom-seeker within me. I am a freedom-seeker, a joy-seeker of free love. Love and freedom go hand in hand. The pure love is free. It is warm and inviting and free. Love in the current day and age has unfortunately become a closed loop and only sex let's it out for a little while. If only we could get out of the closed loop that fixes attention on problems instead of free joyful love. For example, this 10-year-old journal which I found yesterday. It reminds me of the love that is within all of us, in everyone's body cells, but which is being held down under various locks and keys called rules and cultural beliefs in "right and wrong", religious shame, guilt, anger, jealousy, depression, loneliness, fear and - well, you name it. This is a reminder of the love that we could access if we gave it a chance.
"The aim of Tantric yoga is to restrain the passion but not subdue it. To weave it and work it up from the lower body, up through the awakening nadis [etheric nerves] to the heart and higher. The love of Shakti, the female, to make love is tempting to Shiva, the intellectual mind who seeks not to give in. The goal is oneness, to bring Shakti up from the lower realms to the heart, and Shiva to descend down from the higher realms to the heart where they may join together [in the neutral zone] and bathe in the secret embrace of universal power loving itself. The universal love is ever flowing but branching off into habitual patterns that we have learned from infancy, and therefore either predominantly male or predominantly female. Tantra is the pathway to bring these two tendencies into equal balance.
"The only way to bathe in the secret flow is to cease all movement in the mind and all movement in the feelings and all movement in the body, which requires the preparation of a just-right setting and atmosphere. We create a time and place to practice and determine to sit in silence every day. Without this practice the positive and negative poles continue to flow along the habitual rut and play the same routine over and over, playing the same games of control and manipulation every day in every situation so that we never seem to grow beyond them."
Perhaps I will revisit the couples swinging lifestyle with a new attitude - a Tantric attitude. Wouldn't that be a fun way to move forward and break out of these doldrums of stagnation? Is there anyone out there who would like to join me?
3/28/24 - The super powers released during exercise
What awaits you within is amazing! These thoughts came to me during this morning's exercise routine. Each morning new revelations occur when I exercise. Exercise is generally not heavy, but it IS routine. It has to be routine in order to work. A consistent routine of moving body parts is what pushes the envelope. Not the surface envelope or outer physical obvious part of me, but the inner parts as well – the tissues, muscles, nerves, blood vessels and organs. These are activated and pressured to pick up their rate of speed when I exercise.
The particles of light are speeded up. Electrons move faster around their central core because there is direction being sent to them. I am conscious of sending direction: “Move, muscles!” Or while doing the fire breath I am focusing on the deep inner muscles of respiration. I speak to them by paying conscious attention. Before exercising, they were traveling at old speeds, fixed and stable and comfortable, so everyone around me was used to me being a certain “way”, sending out a certain "frequency". Like the 55 mph road signs that keep cars moving at the same rate of speed, so did my body send out a certain rate of frequency. Everyone conforms to the speed limit when they drive their cars. so they all move along at the same pace. The rules are laws and therefore well established and obeyed. The same holds true in human beings. The same rate of speed of the electrons in a person’s body runs at the same speed day in and day out. But no one ever taught us that. I have learned this from the Masters over the years. They have guided me deeper and deeper into the subterranean levels of my own being.
The particles of light are the life force that keeps me breathing and living. They whirl around the central core of the atom which is stable, and they pick up speed, and lower speed, according to moods and other factors in life. So, when I start a new exercise routine, my body feels it. Maybe it triggers a pain or an ache, but if I continue going with it, my body adapts. I either press on with the routine or I quit because it's uncomfortable. Continuing the routine causes the body to grow stronger. It adapts. I adapt. It takes a little time, but the light in the cells DO turn on and turn up. These little lights called electrons gain speed and change the frequency, like moving to 70 mph instead of 55 on the highway. And other light particles join in with those nearby. They like it! They want to form new patterns together. It’s exciting to them. They are renewing their energies, feeling enthusiastic. On the surface level I feel excited and good with myself after exercising. Actually lit's the light in me that feels good but I don't know that. I just think it's me. I am revving up inside and it feels good.
But it is like training a dog or a horse, it takes consistency also for training the little electrons, the sub-atomic particles of life force inside the cells of the body, and they are everywhere. Those little particles of light are what makes the body live and move, breathe and receive cosmic energy from the sun, wind and earth. Where the electrons were bored before I started an exercise routine, they were slow and sluggish and running at a random up-down, active-inactive manner, and probably going to sleep during the bored stagnant inactive priods. Does the body go to sleep? Yes, of course it does, when we are dumbed down and sluggish. But when I start moving with exercise routinely, I start feeling more alive and awake. My body starts picking up speed and feels more enthusiastic and vigorous.
The routine of every day or every other day, some form of consistent routine is important, otherwise the little electrons fall back into their pre-assigned place from many years of habit. They need to have a permanent NEW routine to increase their speed. They literally need to be “trained” like any other pet animal. Our body is a living pet or partner to us, and we need to cultivate it. With exercise routines, cross-currents start to happen, sparks here there jumping around and start hooking up, joining hands, start twinkling and dancing together with each other. Just imagine. Electrons are conscious entities, so the Masters tell us. I have a wonderful book by the Masters on my shelves here. Ask me and I'll give you the title and where to find it. But for right now, I am downloading lots of new ideas and having a difficult time writing it all down. For that's my role right now - sharing this information.
It occurred to me this morning just how busy I have been trying to "capture" this deeper information. Whenever I start exercising my physical body, both on outer levels of muscles and inner levels of glandular tissues, I start thoughts moving. A feeling here and another sensation there, they flash and twinkle, sometimes an old memory pops up with a newer realization. Old stagnant energies I didn't know I had, are moving where they were stuck before in a monotone, the same, day in and day out. Now, with new exercise changes happening, and they DO happen because they ask to change. They propose new adaptations themselves. It's an inner awakening. A quickening is taking place. Revelations deepen, they simply go deeper into vaster spaces so I see more. These start surfacing. The conscious mind starts getting downloads. What to do with these downloads of revelations? How does one proceed?
I was having difficulty for awhile because I relied so much on simply following spontaneity, inner instincts. Ever since kundalini awakened years ago I learned to listen to natural instinct - the inner wind that starts flowing whenever I think of it and ask it. Then an inner movement of sweet bliss begins. It has been my greatest guiding light and so I learned to follow that. However, I was led to start using my mind to change some of my ways of life. I was guided to "pick up speed". As I followed that advice I needed to assert more control. It was difficult for me to assert mental control over what had become an easy, spontaneous, free-flow life. But I listened and I began to test the waters of mental control and will power. This has led me to become more of an energy worker, an energy healer of my own body. Now I follow inner the super power as it tells me what to do and when. I have learned that I, my brain mind, is not the controller of this body. My mind doesn't know how life works in me. My BODY does a much better job of running my life, and nurturing my good feelings (my soul).
These natural, spontaneous inner urges, feelings, sensations, are very warm and comforting. I have learned to trust them. They are natural feelings. Very, very natural. Like a child has natural feelings to run and play, so do I. But as an adult I have to play by the outer rules too, so I can get along with everyone else. But, still. The natural innocence of childhood lives within me, and it is THIS that I would like to tell the world about. It is called Mother Kundalini in my book. It is also called Shekinah, or the holy spirit in other books. There are many names for it. I haven't made a study of the different names, but it is the life force. So, over the years I have fluctuated between following the inner wind of the inner kundalini current, and asserting mental control as a mature adult, both as a way of conforming with the world around me, and also for advancing my own study and research, for there is more to learn. There is ALWAYS more to learn about oneself. We never stop growing or learning how to do something better, more efficient, more advanced, more intelligent, more abundant, more joyful, more sweet, or loving, or trusting, or helpful.
We must live with other people and it’s important to stay abreast of those I live with. So it has been disconcerting for me to know exactly how much I should follow natural instinct and to question "Is this natural or this a fantasy?" The inner instinct can be detected by the whiff of joy. There is always joy in the natural instinct. Joy is the number one quality to look for. If it lacks joy or enthusiasm or excitement, then it's not natural. It's something less than natural. This natural joy can be detected during many different moments of the day and night. It is worth paying attention to one such moment of joy and excitement. It is how the pure and innocent soul speaks to the outer shell of the body and brain mind. We have been educated to ignore it, to put a lid on it because it's not "adult" to be so joyful or so in love with life and so eager. We have been "properly educated" to put on a face and stuff any natural tendencies down below the surface so others can't see it.
It's time we got this natural teaching of kundalini out into the open, where people can start researching for themselves, with their own bodies, minds and exercise routines. Have faith. The little child will lead you, so the great one said. The little children don't ask. They simply do - until the parents smack them down. Until them the children are innocent. Their natural instinct are good. They follow what feels good. Let the little child feelings lead you. They will lead an adult to bliss, to love, to ecstasy, to rapture and heavenly experiences, PLUS at the same time they strengthen and empower the mind and body by clearing away toxins that have built up and built up and built up and we don't realize just how much toxicity and stagnation we are holding inside our tissues. "The issues are in the tissues", the massage therapists claim. And so we will be learning more and more about Mother Kundalini as time goes on. It is time. The super power is Mother Kundalini, not the devil as religion has claimed. She is locked into the cells of the body as the life force, as the light force. And the webof life is like a webbing of light, of crystalline light that runs all through the body on subatomic levels.
3/26/24 - I see a workshop coming soon to discuss Kundalini
Reading old journals from 10 years ago it showed that on that particular morning I made a conscious decision to do the inner kundalini movements rather than regular disciplines. I had stopped doing the inner wind movements and had shifted to more regular, controlled exercises. So on that day I gave into the inner wind the way I used to. I am researching and discovering new excitement about revisiting kundalini. As I did the inner movements that day, 10 years ago, I rediscovered, remembered, the joy that came withit. There was a soft, pleasing, warmth that wafted thru me and I moved with the inner current, waiting for the “fuzzies” to appear. They did. It feels as if my hands are surrounded by cotton. Then a voice started talking to me, perhaps DK, perhaps Mother Kundalini, I suspect DK. I wrote it down. I'll suspect I'll be starting a workshop soon to introduce this amazing mysterious inner power. I've waited a long time, I'll wait until the spirit moves me stronger way.
(DK:) "Kundalini is a sensation that radiates through the body. It has a purpose. One does not know the purpose because it is another mind, not your own. You can’t read it but you can work with it and communicate with it. It has your own best interests at heart. It is here to serve life, not you in your mortal form, but the life that is trying to blossom in you. It is trying to push the stones and rocks and roots out of the way so it can pierce through the top soil into the light of day. Like a seed that is sprouting from within. Your body has grown old and tired and dense with pollution and poisons. Your belief system is also blocked with walls and limits on what you believe, and rigid thinking of “my way is the right way”. Kundalini is pushing those rigid beliefs out of the way. If you struggle and resist you feel pain. The advice is to yield, surrender, even if you are afraid and don’t understand, yet you must open yourself to this expansion that is going on. Open to this inner sensation the way you would open to a lover. The sensation is expansive, light and buoyant, and blissful and you can feel every cell as if your cells are each one waking up and signaling they are awake. Expanding and pushing outward through the cell walls, as if something is growing larger from inside them and the cell wall is feeling the pressure to expand and open. If you were a seed you would burst your shell and grow a little shoot to grow up through the soil.
"This is a real power. You can feel it pressing on your physical cells and you have no clue what it is. It is disturbing to one who does not know these things. It is another part of you that is being born. You do not know this part yet but you will. You should be aware of it before it happens, to be prepared for it. It is a larger intelligence and a larger power. It is both mental and feeling. You can talk to it silently or out loud, mind to mind. And you should. If you don’t, it will expand arbitrarily through your body and leave you in its wake, not knowing, no clue. Stay with it. Agree to it. Ride with it. Yield to it consciously. Say, “Yes, I will go with you. Teach me.” Don’t be left behind. Otherwise you will be overwhelmed by how big it is. It’s greater than you. Keep up with it. Work with it. When you talk with it it will answer and listen to you. But if you don’t talk to it it will carry on without you. It will give you guidance, like to go to a certain area for calmness, or what foods to eat, or what drinks, or when to get up and when to sleep. To show you what you need to do to connect with it. It is a power moving in your body. Talk to it as if it were a friend on the outside of you and you need to communicate with this person who has a different mind than yours. But this friend is on the inside and it is the unborn part you. You are being born a second time now. You are being born again."
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I started doing the inner wind movements again several days ago. They look like Tai Chi movements. Wow! I haven't done them for years and years. Doing them again is amazing. Yesterday out in the pasture barefoot I sang light language as I did them for an hour. Afterwards I was more solidly "home" inside my body than ever. Wow! I wish to share with you. With those who are interested. Perhaps only a few. I am writing spontaneously, now, off the top of my head (smile!)
3/23/24 - The life force of aliveness - stay excited!
Don’t hold back. Life with a capital L is the aliveness in you. Keep it loving. It will take you into rest periods. It’s not the staying physically busy or active. No. It is staying ALIVE. Let life flow. Let LIFE flow in you and through you, keeping you alive. The LIFE in you is the excitement that keeps you alive, the creativity in you, keeps you enthusiastic about living. When you are ALIVE you are excited to be alive, whether you are resting or moving or working or sitting and talking or reading, it is being ALIVE that is your fun. You want to stay excited and enthusiastic whether you’re lying still and relaxing or moving about. Find that LIFE in you . Notice when it is there, and when it is gone. Stay in the aliveness of life. Keep it active whether you are resting or moving. LIFE is LIFE, not dead or dull.
Impatience is the gremlin in the works. Don’t project ahead of yourself. Stay in the moment, stay in the center of the moment, the center of the spine vertically, or center of your heart horizontally. The downfall of man is feeling SO good, SO alive, SO real, that he jumps ahead of himself and gets impatient to get to – where? Where is he going? He is not “going” anywhere. That is the problem. He is leaving his aliveness when he projects away from himself, out in front of himself, or behind himself thru remembering the past. Aliveness is here in the moment of action, He gets impatient, Impatience cuts the connection to the life force of aliveness. Don’t disconnect. (Thoughts from DK)
3/22/24 - Balancing masculine & feminine tendencies
This was an inspired automatic writing one morning in 2022. It is worthy of reposting. As a submissive feminine trying to strengthen my masculine assertive side, I appreciated this message from my higher self.
The masculine way is to focus and press. The feminine way is to receive, remain open, and be spontaneous. Men shut out extraneous thoughts and influences to get the job done. He has an objective and a goal. He strives for the end result. The feminine opens to all and everything in order to connect and pull in everything that belongs to her and enhances her vibrational level of life, whatever it is. She allows it. She doesn’t want to exclude anything because she doesn’t know what will enhance her. This automatically draws to her what she needs and wants and repels what she doesn’t need or want. The two opposite approaches to life and living, often causes friction. It’s been a journey of trying to find balance with the others we live with. I used to think my way was the best way but thru the swinging experience of yielding to ALL men, even those I didn’t like, and too soon, I learned that by being so totally open I allowed myself to surrender my own inner discretion and discernment. I lost the ability to feel what is right and what is wrong. I accepted ALL men and they all left a mark on my energy field so I ended up confused, frustrated and on the edge of hating men.
The planet Earth has been a male world for centuries, I don’t know when it all began. This allowed the evil doers to come and take control of human lives. Because, without the balancing love and spontaneous freedom and happiness of the feminine, evil will always take over the masculine focus through logic. The universe functions on balance, equal balance between contraction, or fixed focus, and expansion, or loose freedom. Today a new era is dawning, the age of Aquarius, where love rules the stars. Think “grace, graceful”, and bending and blending. For the men it is time to lighten up and pay attention to the feminine approach, take on and try out some of the feminine approaches. And for the women it is time to learn to focus their attention onto an end result, create an agenda, a plan of action, be pro-active.
It is time for the male souls to step down from leadership and bend and blend with their feminine counterparts as equals. To listen to their ideas and notice how they approach things. It is not meant for them to give up their approach but to expand and blend their approach with some of the feminine approaches. It is a mix of both feminine and masculine that creates balance. Think “grace”, “dignity” to help find the right angle of approach. Or you could say the exact right degree of sensitivity. It is a meld of both approaches. There are signs that you are improving your approach. A yawn for example. Notice when you yawn or take a sudden deep breath. These are two signs signaling a switch over to the parasympathetic nervous system which controls rest and relax. As a person consciously relaxes their strict hard-lined focus, they expand their consciousness deeper into subconscious or unconscious areas, called the parasympathetic nervous system. The entire bodily structure of mental, emotional and unnamed other forces hidden within the body, relax and adjust, balance and align, meld and blend into more of a wholeness. Tears may be felt gathering as heart-felt emotions are stirred. Yay! It’s a good sign! Go for it. Don’t shut it off!
The women who are too soft, too feminine, too open and too yielding, have an opposite job to do. They need to harden their focus and create an agenda for themselves. It is as hard for a woman to do this, as it is for a man to do the opposite. Living together as a couple of opposites requires sensitivity. It is best to cultivate inner discernment. Notice body habits. Care for one another. Help each other to find inner balance. Inner balance is the sacred work. Nobody can do it for you. You can’t do it for another. Only love will help. Trying to tell our partner what to do “better” just creates guilt and adds to their low self esteem. They’ll put up resistance subconsciously. They’ll build a shell so they can’t be hurt more than they have been. Instead, help each other with silent acts of kindness, caring and ALWAYS with wisdom. Notice. Be aware. I notice that my husband yawns sometimes when we are discussing a meaningful topic. He yawns repeatedly when he hits the maximum point, and I know it is time to bring the conversation to an end without telling him why. I am aware of this subconscious response in him. There is no more need to explain or keep talking. I just slow down and come to an end. His yawn communicated to me without words that he had reached his maximum level of expansion. Enough!
His normal and natural nature is primal man, and shuts me off with sharp words if he’s not in a receptive mood. It is an automatic reaction to interruption of his flow. He doesn’t intend to bark at me and apologizes later, or he just keeps moving on past me to continue with what he was doing, usually in a noticeable huff. I might as well stop talking mid-sentence, he won’t even notice and doesn’t. He is on automatic response. I have learned to be aware, and over time, sensitive. And also to be kind and gentle. I have learned a lot about a man’s nature by spending 28 years living with him. Wives are much better at noticing than husbands are, although there are a growing number of men who are becoming self aware and wise about women. When he’s not in the mood to pause what he’s doing, his body language tells me but it takes sensitivity on my part to be careful. Many women may not agree or understand this. Then it is up to the man to become acutely aware of his wife’s focused resistance, caused from low self-esteem and self-awareness. She has put up a wall to defend herself from being hurt.
3/17/24 - You are a rare jewel walking the Earth
Realize that you are standing alone here and are rare. No one else is at this place with you. You are unique. One of a kind. No one else has your history or memories or feelings or thoughts as you. Nor can they. They have their own history, memories, feelings and thoughts. They cannot string YOUR thoughts and feelings together in the same manner that you do. You are a creator force all by yourself and this is your soul journey. You are a soul first and foremost. One that has lived many lives before this one. It is a private journey of discovery that you are on, this self-awareness journey. You cannot explain it to someone else in words, but you can communicate in thought, attitude and action. Be kind and understanding if others do not agree or understand you. Give them space to grow into their own awareness. Be kind and respectful, patient and graceful.
This is the purpose of your experience here in a body of flesh and blood, fun and adventure. You are here to create a more efficient, loving, happy Earth life. A beautiful, comfortable, intelligently managed Earth life. First for yourself and secondly for those with whom you live. It is MORE important that you care for your own health, harmony and comfort first so that you buid a solid foundation from which to work outward. If you deplete your own storehouse of power and fuel, you will be unable to radiate health, harmony and intelligence to others. Make life comfortable for yourself first, within, quietlly, without complaining. Then radiate it out around you in your daily and hourly life. This is the love and comfort from Home. Share it as you build it. If you build it they will come closer to you and you will feel the warmth and security of closer friendship.
You are a jewel, a gem, a diamond, walking on the Earth. Do not expect others to know the things you know. Do not expect them to come to the same conclusion that you arrive at. They are on their own journey. However, in every heart there burns a flame from Home, from the Allness which everyone carries within. You are one in your Heart. Each one is on his or her own discovery process of that one Heart that burns within every Heart, All are connected within a solid, rigid, flesh and blood body, They too are trying to figure it out.
The best you can do to help others is to simply and lovingly reflect goodness, love, kindness and patience in all situations, all circumstances, no matter how it appears to you. Hold onto that love from Home. Be a steady and persistent anchor for love, light and understanding. Be that love and light in all that you do. Be the best that you can be. That is the harvest you will take with you when you leave this earth plane. (Thoughts from DK)
3/16/24 - The twin flames of Kundalini
One morning several years ago I came awake from far, far away, hearing words that were so far away that I didn’t have the strength or presence to reach for a pen. I am reading thru my journals now, sifting for the more precious experiences for my planned book. I was just aware of an understanding – an understanding before there were words. I understood that the old SSG project of teaching, counseling and holding gatherings for couples during Bob's lifetime, before I met Doug, was about to enter phase two. I am with Doug now, and the expansion of the sex project which I have been chasing down, the understanding of what sex is, and what forces drive it - the kundalini and what that is all about - this is for couples who have a relationship. It is not for the singles who are on a different emotional and spiritual path. When two people couple up, then they are on a different path. So what I’ve been chasing down here through old journals, is about the sex force. About the Mother force. As DK wrote long ago, the nature of sex is love and more. It’s the “more” now that I’m working on compiling, composing and putting together articles that I myself have written, that make sense.
It is difficult to put it into words. But this was me waking up hearing this or knowing this. Then, during exercises that morning, as I wrote about it, I became aware that the two currents that flow through me, the two pilot flames that I saw in 1981 at the base of the spine that I continue to return to as a base foundation, are the magnetism and the electrifying currents. The female current is the magnetic current – a stillness - and the male current is the electrifying current - a fire that burns. I stopped to consider this and impulsively started writing a new mantra: "I love my spirituality, I love my physicality, I am the shell, You are the Person. I am you, you are me, we are One." And then I received a channeling from DK. I will post that channeled message in his online book. You can read it HERE.
3/13/24 - What is an initiation?
An initiation is when you go thru something that you don’t like but you stick with it until you can't go any further and you go, “ARRRGGGHHHHH!” and start pulling your hair out. You’re in danger of running away from that situation or exploding on the spot which you’ll regret later. An initiation is one where you don’t run and you don't explode. You stick with it and gain control over your emotions. I had such a feeling the other night while Doug listened to a fiery political speech. I wanted to leave and felt deep turmoil and conflict, because I hate the incessant political speeches. I was getting ready to explode, but instead I stayed with it and remained quiet. What I learned later was this:
By staying with a situation you don’t like you allow your inner self to receive what that situation (or personal) had to offer. You allow yourself to receive more of it. You expand your tolerance level. It is a step in the right direction, tho I realize many who read this may not agree with me. But this is a higher consciousness lesson. As you allow yourself to receive input which you normally don't like, you are giving it validity. You are giving it the right to exist alongside you. You are giving it the right to express itself, the right to BE and the right to live. It is a kindness and it is a grace.
You expand your boundaries of intolerance. You allow your antipathy to melt a little more. That “other” has a right to express too, just as you have the right to express YOUR self. It is a personal choice to allow yourself to expand to a larger acceptance or to fight and even commit a violent act. Which is the right way for you to go? It is a choice, and an opportunity to advance yourself. It is a test of your ability to be a better person. It is an evolution opportunity for your soul. By allowing yourself to listen while at the same time keeping your emotions under control, something in you merges with that other, which you hated before, whatever or whoever it is. By allowing it room, space, near you, in your presence, you bring yourself one step closer to source, to kindness, to love, to unity, to peace and the Oneness from which we ALL call Home. Nirvana. Heaven. It is a step towards the higher you. As more of your higher self moves into place within you, you became a more whole person inside. More complete. You feel better about yourself. You might think of that the next time you feel a hated situation arise within.
Human beings have limited themselves by forming judgments and intolerances. It has been the way of the world, although we are currently going thru a change in atmosphere and a new world is arising. There are new energies in the air which are causing doubts and confusions. Forming judgments against others has been the cause of much suffering and wars in the past. We are now being confronted with options. The new energies are giving us pause to think about this. When a human being makes judgments against another, it limits oneself. It is oneSELF that one must consider first and foremost. By opposing another form of life we oppose our SELF, for we are all One entity in our heart of hearts. Most of us are unaware of that fact but the same life force resides in our physical cells as resides in every other person. We just don't know about it yet. We will. In time. We are on an evolutionary path toward higher consciousness as we speak.
When we oppose and create a resisting judgment force against someone else, we are causing a separation within our own inner life force. This separation is how human beings have been living for eons. We maintain strict judgments against that which we deem intolerable. That is how the human condition has maintained such a low level of painful existence for eons. Between suffering, lack, being unhappy, feeling lonely, isolated, often depressed which causes chronic illness - this division between ourselves and others is done thru shutting down our OWN life force deep within. Our most wonderful, precious beautiful happy joyful FREE life force that is the divinity within every cell. The lack is maintained by not loving and allowing others to have their space. This is the greatest cause of stress and tension.
We are LIFE! We carry divinity within every physical cell. The teachings of the Master Djwhal Khul has been guiding me for 48 years and I have been slowly understanding what he means. The same life force lives in every cell of MY body as lives in my neighbors, family and friends. When I make a judgment against someone - anything less than kindness and acceptance - if I see them as anything less I am hurting myself first of all. They get the hurt only secondarily, after me. I am the first one to feel the hatred and anger which causes the separation. This judgment causes me to be divided against myself. Against MYSELF! It is THIS that causes the feelings of loneliness and of being shut down. When I experience anger at someone else, it is only ME I am being angry with. I am doing it to myself. That is what I learned about myself with the fiery political speech. It is not the outer circumstance or person that is to blame. It is me. It is my own rigidity and intolerance. In that moment while listening to the fiery speech and hating it so much, factors set in which caused me to stick with it and not close down. It was a switch in my normal response. The information was allowed in. Just a little more than usual, and my feelings softened. It was done thru simple exposure. I didn’t have to do a lot of mental calculating or thinking - just allowing a little time of exposure. Allowing myself to fuse with it. It expanded me. I had a revelation the next day. I am having lots of revelations these days. I was shown the other side of the equation, my selfish equation. It has been all about "me". Very selfish. Allowing time to listen to someone else is an opportunity for change. I will be more aware in the future. I had a lesson in Oneness, tolerance and grace, tho I didn’t feel very graceful at the time. But lessons come with turmoil and conflict. We just have to live thru it to get to the other side. Live thru it without erupting, while considering. Considering what is going on within yourself. The soul is feeding some new influences. They are subtle. Watch for them. Your consciousness is expanding its rigid hard lines.
I had another heated situation recently brought to my attention. My husband was angry with me for not taking my pills - I was trying to wean myself off of them - and he had had enough of me complaining. He became suddenly explosive and angry with me. Once again I was about to argue back but his anger shocked me as I listened to his outburst. I changed my thoughts to love. I didn't want him to be so tormented. He was more important to me than the pills. I felt this switch at first within myself. A shot of caring for him surge thru me. I went to my husband and sat next to him and took his hand and kissed him on the cheek. I expressed my love and appreciation for him and said, “Yes, I will take the pills, I know you want to help me.” And I truly meant it and I am grateful for his caring. I felt that emotion of love deeply. And that feeling - you know the feeling how tears start to come up in your eyes? Yes, I felt that. I was swept with that emotion of not wanting to resist him. I wanted to join with him and make peace and be happy with him. How powerful love can be when it sweeps thru you like that. And how fast it can change your thought from anger to softening and agreeing and loving acceptance. It is such a powerful thing and without it, resistance, torment and frustration continue, even to the point of violence in some cases. So now I am taking the pills prescribed now because there is a time and place for all things. I will wean from them over time. Meanwhile I have become a bigger person, a better person within myself. I am pleased with my decision. The pills are such a small thing. Our relationship and love is the bigger part of my life.. I must expand my selfish boundaries if I want to enjoy the love and peace that I now do within my home. It is not a sacrifice that I make, it is a gift from the stars. A larger part of me has been born. Love is the most powerful tool in the universe.
I encourage all who read this to know this for a fact. Consider love as an alternative response to hated situations. Raise your thoughts to higher grounds of acceptance. By staying in the presence of that which bothers you instead of running away – this is a precious opportunity to grow. Butting up against a wall with no alternative – soften. Relax, Use love as the powerful force that it is. I cut and ran from my family years ago, during a dark night of the soul situation. I wish I had known then what I know now. But it is only thru life experience that we grow into bigger and better people and conquer those darker portions of the psyche that we can’t see. Allow a little time to soften the restriction, like the myofascial release therapist did on me Monday this week. It was amazing what I felt after he finished melting trigger points in my hip. Allow enough time for your precious life force to seep out into your outer life and mind. It is a test of the soul.
3/9/24 - Empowerment - What is it?
You don’t want to empower your outer self. OMG! That has been empowered enough! Everyone has too big a personal ego which is full of its own mistakes and doubts. You’ve empowered THAT enough. No. Your empowerment - true empowerment, real empowerment, comes from empowering your REAL self, your DIVINE self, your GOD self, which is really, really, really you, all the way through and through. You as a human being, not as a fake human being but a REAL human being direct from the heart of the Godhead. You are a beautiful extraordinary exquisite and perfect human being, called the crystal light being IN FORM!
Your real dreams, your real truth, your real will power, your real strength, your courage, your determination, your intelligence, your wisdom, your discernment, your ideas, your intuitions, your love, your true inner love for and with yourself, your belief in yourself, your strength and determination to believe in yourself so strongly that you can say it out loud to others - your opinions. Your opinions matter. Your thoughts on subject matters. It has been missing from the scene, Your purity and perfection uncompromised has been missing, not allowing someone else’s opinion to supersede and bury your opinion. Hold to your opinion strong, not rigid or inflexible, but firmly with kindness, with heart, with honesty, with sensitivity to others, with genuine caring for yourself and others. You are not pushing because you don’t have to push when you are centered in your own ball park. This is your territory when you empower your REAL self. Be your REAL self in all ways, no matter what you are engaging in.
You have seven qualities. All seven qualities are to be expressed through your living actions. This is how you empower yourself because these seven qualities are GOOD qualities, God qualities. Bring them forth into your life and action. You will be a queen, a noble or a king and a noble. These seven qualities are your empowerment. They are the seven chakras but they are not merely words, they are attributes, qualities, colors, tones, sounds.
They have been defined by DK in his books and teachings as: will power (blue), intelligence (gold), love (pink), purity (white), truth (green), peace (ruby), freedom (violet). And underneath these main categories comes other words that are subtle innuendos, describing the beautiful nature of human beings. BLUE: will power, strength, courage, determination. GOLD: enlightened intelligence, wisdom & discernment. PINK: unconditional love, reverence, adoration, devotion. WHITE: purity, perfection, the immaculate conception. GREEN: truth, science, healing. RUBY: peace, comfort, ministration. VIOLET: freedom, mercy, forgiveness, compassion. These are what empower you. These are the qualities we are to express through our daily actions, thoughts and intentions.
During this morning's meditation I was told - The power of rituals and ceremonies comes from being fully present. Make everything you do a ritual and ceremony. You already have your morning rituals when you wake up, but you are not fully present and they become mundane. When fully present, they become holy. Work with the seven rays. Your holy energy is moved by intention and then by thought. You don’t have to feel energy in order to move it. You have to intend it first. Then hold the thought on it for that becomes the direction of intention. In the morning intend to set your intentions and then thought.
3/7/24 - We are in a physical ascension process
Someone wrote recently asking me if I had days feeling weird, like almost artificial, like something is off, like everything is different yet it all looks the same. But something is off and you can't put yur finger on it. This is what I wrote back. I won't bother editing it or rephrasing it. It's simply the truth.
"The articles I read all say the same thing. It's the ascension symptoms. Are you familiar with that word? Do you read articles pertaining to it? We are globally moving to higher, lighter, density levels which is why we feel "weird" or "off", not real, different but the same. They say this is the FIRST time ever that physical sentient beings are going through the ascension process without dying. We are living through this process and we have a lot of help from higher level beings. Both Ascended, angelic and galactic. We are all experiencing these weird feelings but a lot of people probably don't know, and may be keeping it to themselves, thinking there is something wrong with them. I have no idea who is aware of the ascension process. My husband isn't and he doesn't like to talk about it. So who is aware? I don't know.
"People are afraid of saying something that will make them look crazy. That's why I'm writing on my website. Moving to higher levels of consciousness, means the older levels of beliefs and traditional ways of doing things are breaking up and fading from our awareness. That leaves - what? What else is there to continue breathing and remaining conscious? Most people think that when their minds go, it means death. No, it doesn't. There is more life in you than you know. The dizziness I experience started when, after upgrading a mantra to higher levels, two hours later I couldn't breathe. Had to go to hospital. Get on pills. My heart wasn't prepared physically. I didn't know, I did it all alone, by myself, no teacher. Plus I was in my early 80's so my body was already aging, along with ascension symptoms. Younger people shouldn't have this type of problem, BUT - big but here - there is eternal light in the cells.
"The body is supported by a life force that is not physical [but is in the physical cells]. This light can be accessed and vitality can be increased. Strength can be increased. Love can be increased. Understanding, wisdom, peace, riches, happiness - can all be increased once you access the light in your own body cells. This was taught in ages past in mystery schools. Once accessed thru conscious spiritual practices, the life force increases your understanding why you're here. One becomes more at peace within themself. You can regenerate your body, no matter what age, and purify the brain of confusion. The light in your own cells of your own body brings clarity thru daily practice. I've discovered this little by little, which is why I write and share it. But it is a private thing, one does it alone, not in group because everyone is on their own individual soul journey. The trick is to not listen to other people's advice (like mine!) but to follow your own heart's light.
"It's truly amazing how much strength and vitality you can generate thru certain practices - physical practices. It's not what religion tries to tell us. It's not holy or perfect - this is a natural and normal evolution of learning about ourselves. We have all been led down a false trail by religion which put spirituality and God on a pedestal. God is not on a pedestal or a throne. God is in the people, in their hearts and bodies, enjoying the physical "rush". We were separated from our own nature."
3/5/24 - The profound importance of connecting with the physical body
One morning recently as I was cuddling with Doug, I felt once again that old familiar feeling of bliss-type love deep inside, all over. We had not had sex. We were just quietly wrapped close together. THIS is what drives me onward. THIS is the ultimate goal - to merge and marry the divine with the human. It is an amazing feeling. I feel the love in me wanting to connect even DEEPER with the love that is in him, yet I am aware that there is further cultivation to do for me, for myself. We humans on the earth plane are still caught in the lowest, densest parts of us, caught in the ambiguity and confusion of the physical sensations. I asked my guidance (DK) for an answer to my question, “Why do I feel cut in half?" It’s at the level of the diaphragm. I have been feeling this a long time now. I thought maybe there was something wrong in me physically. And I was told...
“Your body is trying to show you that you are made of two substances – spiritual and of the earth. One is the old and incomplete yet, the other is eternal and forever. You are spirit living temporarily in a form body which imprisons you. You can feel the sensation in your lower body as deadening, dull, the tendency to die, the end of life energies, as you call it. But the upper part of your body is on fire, as you say, you are inspired, enthused, awake, aware and allowing for the best and the positive. You are pulling on the lower energies. Your body is showing you this. There is love-light particles in your lower body, in your physical body, and there is love-light particles in your upper body, your spiritual body. You are trying to make sense of it. You are trying to “fix” your body. Don’t “fix” it. Celebrate it. Enjoy it. Be in love with all of your life.
“Let reality govern your every thought. It is the positive. Stay always in the positive and you will call your diamonds [light in the cells] home. Your atoms, your atomic particles are full of love-light. You are home when you are in love-light. Yes, the sex is the problem. You have known this for many years and have tried to write about it, define it, explain it to yourself and to others. This effort is holding back your hugs. It is an attraction to the earth body that is not complete yet. There is more “earth” in them than light. You are to move your consciousness of the light DOWN into the earthy particles that are lonely and separated from the wholeness. 'Let reality govern!' The love-light in the physical body is seeking your love and your acceptance. It wants to move to higher ground. It is seeking love-light. It is attracted by the love-light in your upper realms. It wants MORE! Allow your love to encapsulate or go down – consciously go down - into the dense physical without losing your spiritual connection. Repeat that sentence. Allow your love to encapsulate into the physicality without losing its spirituality. Explain this."
(Me:) And so I understand that the whole purpose of the human experience is to connect the spiritual with the PHYSICAL body. It was always my goal to connect with my body but I wasn’t very good at it. I kept soaring upward to the higher realms, the realms of light where I was first taken when kundalini awakened so long ago. I relied on the upper realms to save me and pull me back up to itself. In other words, to escape the physical, or overcome it somehow. The breakthrough came thru the DK books and teachings. Now I see, sense, feel, or perhaps CONNECT is the better word for it, the understanding that light is not only above but also below. The light is stuck in my physical body like little diamonds of sparkly fire, and they are ALL OVER! Not just below the diaphragm but above the diaphragm as well, in my dense physical heart, dense physical throat, head and brain. These little diamond cores of love-light are everywhere and in everything physical, in all form life, in people everywhere, my husband, in aliens from other worlds, in planets, trees, animals, my computer, home devices like refrigerator, furniture, car, stores and shops, everything. It is THIS physical world that is my reality and I am here to resuscitate and rejuvenate it SIMPLY by acknowledging its presence. Recognizing it. Being grateful for this experience of awakening to it. Remembering the light in all things physical. It is a profound FACT. Thus I lift it, redeem it, and my own sparkles of light cry in joy and I feel the joy in me. The love in me. The light in me is mine, they are my children. They come in the form of living electrons. The masters teach this. The light is the atoms in my body, the atomic structure of my body, and as long as I am unaware, my light remains locked and frozen in me, imprisoned due to my ignorance, due to my failure to know. I was not connected, not informed, I didn't realize. Now I am realizing and talking about it. I am my own savior of my own heart, my body, my soul and my life.
During the Torus breath I have been gradually seeing this. Understanding has been building in me. It has taken awhile. It is not a one-time practice. It takes lots of focus time. Each time I open inner doors a bit more. When I’m doing the Torus breath I consciously imagine going down into the earth and rising up the central etheric column of the spine. While I am down in the density of earth I am increasingly aware of little flashing lights, "my" light that has been catacombed, buried and entombed in the earth along with old cadavers of mine after death. Living diamond light that cannot die, not ever, because they are the eternal light of source. They were also buried in the earth along with my dead bodies, past lives. These little diamond lights are mine, they have my signature in them. I have lived before here on this planet and abandoned them when I died and left them unrecognized. Now I am recognizing them and calling them to me. It is a natural calling. I do not know I am calling them but I was ready to see this after long years of practice. My deeper mind is opening.
With the Torus breath I see these little lights attracting my attention and they flow to me and attach to me go with me up through the central channel of the spine. The spiritual path is directly to the top of the crown and out. The Torus breath is a technique being taught today. It has been handed down. There are many techniques handed down. They are not "woo-woo" techniques. They are solid techniques that matter, involving MATTER. They are the intelligence of our real self coming down closer into matter, into density, closer to the physical properties. It is done thru practice. These techniques help us get in touch with our solid body, our physicality, and our emotionality that has been locked up and stuck in our subconscious. We are destined to bring the subconscious into full consciousness. When we are ready. When we ask for new techniques. Our beautiful senses then open and download new information into our daily reality life - the life we are living now. We are on the road to becoming the divine physical body - and be able to FEEL divine! I am gathering my light particles now. I am calling them Home to me by way of my awareness. I am higher awareness going DOWN into my lower awareness and melding the high and low together. Home is where the heart is. The physical heart is the bridge between the higher light in us, the ideal dreams in us, and the lower light in us, the uncomfortable and sickish feelings in us.
As I do my conscious breath work and visualize while physically exercising, I picture myself down there in the heavy denseness of Mother Earth, calling to them and gathering them to me, these little flashes of living diamond light here and there, and they answer my call that I don't know I'm making. It is a natural, automatic calling and an automatic gathering and lifting up through the spinal column, for they are aspects of ME! My own awareness calls to them and attaches to them and brings them up with me. They inspire me and infuse me. They attach to me and soar up the central channel as ME! as I continue conscious visualization.
On the way home the other day I found myself telling Doug about the kundalini and my going into the light. What started this conversation I can’t remember now, but suddenly there was a download of fiery speech coming thru me telling Doug about it and he listened. He said, “Well, I hope you’re right. I hope there is some sort of sexual lovemaking and I said, “Oh, yes! Definitely! And I told hm more about the galactic life on other planets, how there is definitely lovemaking there. It’s ALL about love, in all forms and aspects, and that kundalini is the evolutionary force of love in people. Love is the ultimate melting pot. Everyone has the seed of love in them. It is expressed thru ALL aspects of life, from teaching to warring and science. It is the evolutionary force. We call it kundalini, but it is really the Mother of all creation.
There are words other than kundalini, but this is the one I learned. Love is the reason we strive for betterment. And I told him that I was fortunate that it happened in the presence of my sister Shirley because she knew what was going on in me. She saw me jumping up and down and she waited until I returned from being "gone into the light". She gave me the word, “kundalini”, which I didn't know about. If I had had kundalini awaken in me without knowing this word, I wouldn’t have known how to search for more information. We need WORDS! Words are how we communicate with our physicality, our reality. We do it with our brain. And the brain distributes the knowledge to the rest of our body via the blood, and to the more solid aspects of our body, which has been left out. Our lower body desperately wants and needs the light, conscious recognition, stillness of mind and body in deep relaxation.
We need “words” to define what’s going on inside of us. We are SPIRITS, non-physical intelligences living in hard physical bodies. Imprisoned in a sense. We need words and they come in the form of wisdom and the light of knowledge. We are bringing forth non-physical knowledge to our hard bodies thru subtle feelings and mental telepathy. We are communicating thru meditation and quiet times between spirit and matter. It’s very subtle, very refined. The meaning of occult is subjective. It is a sensing. There are no words in sensing, so we need to interpret thru the brain via WORDS. In the higher realms it is done thru thought alone, mental telepathy. This is what I’m learning from DK’s writings - how to meld non-physical spirit with solid matter.
2/26/24 - Master DK on Anxious Thoughts
A conversation with Master DK last month: Dear Master Djwhal Khul, I ask your advice and counsel. I have so many anxious thoughts. I don’t know how to work with them.
A: Integrate them, my dear. [Q: How? Please give me direction.] A: Allow your mind to dwaddle. It is breaking thru long-held systems and doesn’t know what to do. You are caught between your mind breaking up these old illusions and thought patterns, and your holy divinity, which you are. You know. But your old mental belief system is breaking up. The posting you did yesterday is apt for you. You said it well with your words. Again, I say, allow your mind to go thru its process. It is dying and fading. Allow it its processing. It is a living being. It WAS a living being for a time. Its time is over now. Allow it to pass peacefully. Love it. Tell it, “Thank you for serving me.” It is well to give gratitude to those who have served you. Their time with you was valuable. It helped you to have an experience that you could not have in the bliss state of divine consciousness and splendor. We are truly grateful for the time allotted to us who make the downward journey into physical sentience where we can enjoy the fruits that grow on trees of our own knowledge. You yourself are a tree in full bloom of knowledge from galactic worlds which you do not remember with your mind, but your tree of life grew firm and tall and strong thru sentient life of many planets, fathered and mothered by many suns. You have grown deep and wise and comfortable in your SELF, for you are a child of God, of Creator, and you are one of the wise ones. You are an elder. You have forgotten temporarily, but you are remembering. Ascension is a unique and individual process for you alone to go thru your OWN remembering process. Allow your mind, your own mental construct, your own personality for this world, this life, this journey, to fade now and you will remember why you chose to come.
[Q: I have wanted to host a gathering of other sentient beings, is that a product of my fading mind? I can’t decide if it is the REAL me or a figment of desire from the past. Can you tell me about this?]
You must discover this for yourself, my dear. It is your soul who is guiding you. It is neither left nor right, but the powerful togetherness of both, perhaps. Do you not also think that? To bring the desire built out of many past lives, and the forever divine nature of a kind and loving God to integrate these natures? These desires? The broken dreams of the past are fragments of attempts by a gracious, compassionate God. You who failed but who tried and could not make it to the manifestation stage - now perhaps you can! I believe you can, my dear. It is in your hands. It is in your will. It is in your heart. Be well, my dear. Be safe. Be kind and gentle with your fading mental body. Give it love of the eternal everlasting kind. It is a beautiful mind. Go now and pick up the pieces that are shattering, with loving hands and fingers and hold them to your open heart and offer them to the universal mind - the Father-Mother God of all that is, infinitely creating from broken dreams. Expand on their previous attempts, raising them higher and higher. This is a world of magnificent creators, every one. I will end this now so you may prepare for your hospital procedure in peace. May God-Goddess bless you my lovely child. You are a dear to my heart and soul. I am with you always. I AM you and you are me. We are one as all are one. (Thank you, dear, dear Master, I love you. Thank you.)
[Another question popped up after the above faded away. How and why do energies back up in the legs and feet and head? Where does this energy come from?]
A: It is the life energy. As long as you are conscious you are aware of sensation. You feel your life energy moving thru the substance of your physical body. YOU are consciousness. YOU are aware. As long as you are awake you feel sensations but when you go to sleep you become unconscious. You are no longer aware of sensation. Your senses don’t register. When you are awake you need to move. Rest, periodically, yes, but you need to move. Imagine being restrained by some outside force, pinned down or tied up. You would become very uncomfortable. When an arm or leg goes to sleep when it has been pinned down, you have to move it to get the blood flowing again, and the life force moving.
[Q: But where does this life force come from?]
A: Where indeed? It comes from the first root chakra, the tail bone chakra, which is a male energy, being will power, strength, courage and determination to be here. It gathers force from the earth and sky and feeds it to the second chakra, which is a feminine chakra, a loving, nurturing, sensitive energy which seeks oneness with all. (End of conversation, it was a rather rapid exchange of information done quickly.]
2/20/24 - Soul mates
The following is a quote from the book I'm reading: "Anna, Grandmother of Jesus". by Claire Heartsong, available on Amazon. She was a physical immortal and tells her story. She lived 600 years in the same body and reveals how she did that. After several hundred years, looking like a young woman, she gave birth to the one called Mother Mary who gave birth to Jesus. For those who can't believe,, too bad for you! Perhaps it is time to get with the new empowerment teachings. You may be missing a part of life that is very important to understand. Many of us are tuning in. Yes, it is blowing our minds, but it is backed by ancient science. SO much ancient history is now coming to light through the channeling of people no different than you and me. We are ordinary and so was Anna. I am urged to share (copy) what Anna says about soul mate relationships. This is just a few excerpts. Anna says...
"Soulmates, like divine complementary mirrors, perfectly reflect your consciousness in every moment. Sometimes the reflection may express as the opposite polarity from the one that you are consciously experiencing, but what you perceive is still mirroring your energy, which is expressing through the same resonance. You attract these experiences so that both of you can be conscious of your subconscious or shadow material. Then you have the opportunity to harmonize and balance the polarities within self as well as those that emerge within the chemistry of your combined relationship.
"Soulmates are not liimited to sexually intimate relationships. They can be relatives, teachers, friends, and even enemies. Always, they come into your life, and you into theirs, at the perfect time when your soul desires accelerated growth and healing of separation consciousness. Because there is so much love between you on a soul level, your souls agree before you incarnate that you will find one another and that you will play the most approprirate roles in your life's dramas.
"These relationships prepare each of you for your highest empowerment and destiny. Sometimes those roles are very loving and harmonious. Sometimes there can be extreme suffering. Nevertheless, the ultimate purpose of soulmate relationships is to enter into a divine relationship in which the self is at first mirrored. Then once clarified through forgiveness and compassionate love, the Beloved who has always been present is revealed. Through self-knowledge and self-empowerment gained in conscious relationship, each soul remembers how to be present for both self and the perceived other.
(Skipped a paragraph)
"I could go on and on about the empowerment that comes through conscious, sacred relationship with the whole of life, which by the way, is constantly immersed in the free-flow of divine sexual expression. Indeed, I have come to celebrate all life as sexual! Human sexuality, when it is consciously and compassionately expressed through an awakened heart, becomes a powerful spiritual path in which you may come to know your Self as the Love, Lover, and the Beloved."
2/17/24 - Inner energy practices
Inner energy practices on a daily basis help shift focus from depending on the outer world for emotional upliftment and fulfillment, to the inner world of feeling love, peace, comfort and a positive attitude. It draws on inner love which is housed in every cell of the body. With practice we don't require another person to give us love, we have it all within. Mystics are the proof that it can be done alone, with or without a partner. Nurturance comes from within.
There are many books on the market today with really good techniques to sample and try out. The one that I have been reading supports what I've been doing over the years. I keep forgetting and need constant reminders, which is why I keep reading what attracts my attention. Distractions affect the nature of consciousness. It can pull it down or raise it up.
Love comes from within. Love is celestial, heavenly, divine and connected to the All-That-Is. Everyone is connected at the heart of life. All hearts are one. All hearts are attuned to celestial oneness. If we just remember to go silent and go within, into our own hearts and visualize, imagine, re-create the light of the sun in the heart - there is a noticeable calming effect. These are my words only. Others have their own words, different words, but at the heart of all beings there is the one connection of pure peace, joy, love and light. . Oneness, unity, joy, fulfillment, communication with higher beings or other beings, enlightenment, celestial love. There are many words to use but it's not the word itself, which is a limited focus on one particular energy, it's the desire behind the words that does the job of reaching and contacting and connecting with what is desired. It is subtle. The mind can remain silent - and should - because it's the silence and the desire to connect that does the job. This is a peaceful meditation, not one that is forced. It is done in a relaxed, dreamy state, where the mind becomes quiet and mellow. Imagine putting the mind outside on your left shoulder and tell it to be still.
This connection with the heart gives me a sense of being warmly embraced. There is something cozy and heart-warming. Celestial love are words that mean something to me so I may use them in the beginning of my meditation and then let them drift away. Everyone is a unique creator in his or her own domain. We each have a different history that is comfortable. We must use our own path to achieve the comfort, not try to switch or change. Words can be comforting, but they can also be distracting and cause discomfort.
I recommend spending at least 10 minutes at one sitting or lying down time to test the theory. See how much calmness it brings. Ten minutes is a good start. This is just one technique. There are thousands of techniques. One must try out a technique to see what it produces. Follow the good ones. Make them into a daily practice. Practice raises the vibration of the body. Raising the vibration means becoming more positive, feeling more loving, forgiving, more joyful, happy as a normal state of mind.
The absolute best technique for me is to start out using words and then dropping them as calmness enters. Then picturing the sun shining in my physical heart. The heart is a portal. As I picture the sun shining in my heart, the heart is pumping blood out to the rest of the body and it's carrying the energies of the sunlight out with it. It is a science but of the metaphysical kind. As you practice this type of work on a regular basis, you begin opening doors to deeper truths. Daily practice deepens the study of inner energy exercises. You begin to receive inner revelations that expand your knowledge and understanding. You are taught by God.
Imagine yourself as a child, innocent, care-free, wonder-struck by the world of variety, and you are joyful and laugh a lot because it's so much fun. Life is fun. Be a child again. Reconnect with your inner child and let the love build and grow from within, meaning your sense of playfulfness, freedom, happiness, laughter, light-heartedness. As a child you are taken care of by parents, sheltered, fed, clothed and nourished. As an aging adult, the same sense of security and peace will emerge gently into conscious awareness. Peace. No one is demanding anything from you because you are still a child in your consciousness and your heart. No one can rattle your senses or shock you when you are embraced by the celestial love that you, yourself, have cultivated within your own consciousness. Find that inner child – the one you disconnected from when you became an adult and stopped being in love and wonderment with life.
2/14/24 - Happy Valentine's Day - Remember the Love!
There is a most interesting book on my book shelf which I cannot remember when I bought it. I was led to pick it up two days ago and start reading it. It is a miracle that has landed on my doorstep. It is opening doors like crazy. It is automatic. I don't have to do a thing. Just read it. The celestial light and love waft right out of the pages like perfume. It is called "Anna, Grandmother of Jesus". It was channeled directly by Anna herself thru Claire Heartsong. For those on the spiritual path it is a recommended reading. It is a history of the divine feminine legacy of Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Jesus and the Grandmother who started it all. It is profound.
The divine feminine has been making a comeback in recent years. Actually one could leave off the word "divine" and simply say "feminine" in truth, for the feminine side of life is half of this world's polarized belief system, and the masculine is the other half. We live in a world of dualities where there is an opposite to everything. Anna reveals the oneness that lies BEHIND every opposite in existence. She represents the Mother in her deeply personal story about herself and her life on earth. Every word is a word filled with perfume of elegance and understanding. It seems to come from the highest of the highest point possible. The highest source, and she reveals in her own way the beautiful fact that every human being is full of this celestial light and love.
Her story is personal, human, and she does not leave out the painful parts, but rather does not dwell on them. There is too much of the higher story to relate to the reader, and she moves on to tell it. About how the light within us has been fragmented, cut down, dosed out, switched off and how we are here to re-ignite it. She helps us to re-ignite our light for it has been masked and covered over with lifetimes of forgetfulness. This light is now being uncovered by such sources as Anna and others. She lived as an immortal in an earth body, and gave birth to the one we call Mother Mary today, who then gave birth to Jesus. And how that lineage started with one lone woman living amongst the disciplined Essenes in Judea.
This book can be found on Amazon. It is not too expensive.
Not only have I uncovered this long-lost book from my book shelves, but I have discovered other sources thru Anna. One is about the DNA and helping your body to heal itself by looking into the genetics, the genome of your ancestral DNA. The author of the book "The DNA Way" is Kashif Kahn. Mr. Kahn presents a semi-metaphysical peek into the "light" of the body (as I see it) which he calls the "codes" of the body, and gives ideas how to make corrective changes in your life to correct problems such as ill health or bad behavior. It is very interesting. I will post a Ted Talk on TODAY'S POSTS so you can link into it. This information is bound to be discredited by those who are firmly fixed in the world's current belief system. But for those who are eagerly researching and reaching beyond the firm and fixed science to what draws them higher and further, this may be an exciting discovery.
That's all for today. In closing, please remember to love YOURSELF. You are the only one that you are here to serve, to nurture, to inspire, to fulfill and to re-create love within and around your environment to please yourself. Stabilize yourself by loving every object you pick up - telephone, pen, keyboard, car keys, child, husband, wife. Hold and cherish this person or object and radiate it as you walk alone in the pasture, as I do. Send it to Father-Mother Sun. By doing this, you are being kind to YOURSELF. For as you give, you receive back in multliple ways. By giving, you open the flow. See that the door stays open.
Sit in the sun and breathe "Thanks You's" toward Father Sun and receive Father Sun's rays back again, into your heart, mind and body. Link yourself up to that which is beyond the physical world's fixed and limited belief system, for that is how we grow happier, more pleasurable, more comfortable, more solid in our body, mind and skin. And more loving to those we live with. Keep focusing on the light ABOVE you, above your head. Picture a sun above your head, I think of it about 11,000 feet, as the Masters said, but it can be anywhere you choose to place it. That sun is a bright pure perfect celestial "genome" - your personal genome with your personal name on it, up there in the open space of the sky. It is connected to forever and therefore drawing on infinity, and it is shining directly down through the crown of your head because it has your name on it. It comes straight down through your crown to your brain, throat, heart, abdomen, pelvis, legs, feet, and into the very heart of mother Earth. Mother Earth receives your beautiful light with your name on it, because she is expecting you. For she is connected to infinity and she knows all. When she receives your conscious connection of "thank you, Mother", she then sends it back up to you and through your feet into your body as you inhale and exhale. You draw Mother Earth in with every CONSCIOUS breath. Be aware. Be attentive. Be conscious. Breath through your feet. Imagine nostrils in the bottom of both feet. Open your nostrils and BREATHE!
When in doubt or confusion, stop and imagine the sun above your head in the sky. Take a moment to connect. Imagine a connection. Tune in and listen. Follow the logic and common sense of this, the highest degree of intelligence, love and light you can muster. It is there for you. This is your own personal golden thread to follow. As you imagine it, it is imagining you. Your higher self light is connecting with you at the same time. This is the golden thread connecting into to you. Follow the golden thread. The highest morality, the highest ethic, the highest truth, the highest way. It will lead you thru the moment.
It is a moment-to-moment journey that we are on, each one of us. There is no "safe place" to land or to find or to discover. We each build it as we go, out of the golden strands of that elegant magnificent golden rope that is connected to your own personal sun in the sky. It is referred to as the silver cord. Yes, it could be seen as silver. Bless you. Love to you on this Valentine Day - now Evening!
2/10/24 - The seven approaches of love open the chakra gates
The seven chakras are actually gates to higher consciousness. As we learn how to manifest and express love in our life, the chakra gates open automatically. Love EXPRESSED is what opens them. Every one of the dimensions is governed by love. If we have not been taught how to express love in all circumstances, the chakra gates do not open easily. We have been given many words pertaining to love, kindness and good will, and we've been taught many techniques, how to use textures, sounds, touches, and develop understandings, colors, energies and perspectives. But we tend to get lost in our head, intellectualizing. It's really all about loving feelings. If we could only make it simply about loving feelings, we could manifest miracles. It all boils down to love. Love is all there is.
Over the years I have been given many slants and ideas, teachings about this, by the Master Djwhal Khul. He is an excellent teacher. But he cannot change my perspective. How I see things is up to me. He can only give me information, then I have to apply it. As I get closer to understanding about love, I realize that these chakras that everyone talks about are really all different aspects of Love. Everything we do is an aspect of love. There is also an aspect called "not love", which takes a downward turn into negativity. But it comes from Source creator and Love is all there is. It is what we DO with it that manifests into the physical reality and environment we live in. It's all made of love thru different eyes, opinions and perspectives. But in the end there is nothing but love.
Today I posted in Today's Posts, an article I ran across by a great being named Atmar. I haven't seen any former reference to this great being before, but a well-known channel (Jahn J. Kassl of Germany) channeled the article. Atmar speaks about Love which has clicked into my perspective today. Love is all there is. We are made of love. The seven flames, the seven colors, the seven attributes and gifts from the Father-Mother God are all different perspectives of loves. This is being confirmed by Atmar. The seven planes of existence for us in our reality, are all different aspects and perspectives of love. With this understanding, we can experiment with reshaping our world reality through feelings of love. Feelings of being fulfilled, abundant, comfortable, happy, at peace and cozily nestled into our rightful place in the world. We can bring Home down to earth. The plan is to unite heaven and earth as one. As above, so below.
An interesting thing happened for me this morning. As I was focusing on building my auric field around me as a sphere of light, I imagined my central spinal column as a hollow tube being filled with dazzling radiating white light. A hollow tube filled with sparkling iridescent light. As I continued focusing on this, along with the seven rays of light intermingling in it - a process that takes awhile - it culminated in a mystical experience of being totally fulfilled and of being in the heavens, at peace, at Home with celestial friends and family. This was amazing, the first time of being Home while still on earth, and feeling totally complete inside the celestial spacious mansion of Father-Mother God Source's heart. Words of course don't do it justice, but I record it here because it was the first time I felt the beautiful warm embrace of supreme contentment and peace.
As I understand it, the light flows down from higher dimensions step by step to increasingly lower dimensions. As the particles of conscious light descends, they become closer and closer together, so they are touching shoulders. As if jammed into a box. The Masters call these conscious particles of light "electrons" and they are here to serve the guiding force of the creator gods (we humans). As the little electrons become closer and closer together, pushed together, they begin rubbing against one another, eventually they take the shape they are ordained to become - the shape of our organs, skin, blood, bone and other tissues. This is done under the greater guidance of magnificent creator beings. As the light particles become more densely packed together, they have sensations. They feel loving. They become love. When light particles are free in space (I imagine) they are not rubbing shoulders. But when they come\ closer and closer together, as they would descending down into denser dimensions, they become sensual. They become loving. They become solid light particles clumped together to form heart, lungs, brain, stomachs and other organs.
Light is information. Pure and perfect information from Source, but when unified together and touching closely together, I imagine they can't help but feel the love, for they are already perfection and purity to begin with, floating free in space. This I learn from the Masters' teachings. The light particles don't become pressed together until they descend in density, crowded together, drawn down thru a tunnel or a funnel, as the Masters have described it. They are squeezed together like too many people on an elevator. The light particles become enamored with each other and fall in love with each other. They are one and the same: Love and Light go together.
Well, that's just an imaginative story on my part, but I experienced it this morning. A vision of my higher self accompanied it, a beautiful blue angelic being who actually held a magic wand in her hand. But I don't want to get too carried away into the magic of heaven. I would rather stay with the technique. Even as human beings, when we come too close together, we can't help but fall in love - or repulsion, as the case might be. Because love is inside us. We were made of love. The seven chakras are simply different perspectives of love, or different ways that love is applied. We are all so different and unique in our makeup. The seven rays have been called the rainbow rays, as taught by the Masters, also called the Antahkarana, the rainbow bridge to heaven. These seven attributes are what we are made of, that we are destined to externalize and express in our daily lives, namely:
The first ray is blue for will power. To have the will power and courage to love. The second ray is pink for love. To have and enjoy the reverence and devotion to love. The third ray is gold for enlightened intelligence. To have and enjoy the wisdom and discernment to love. The fourth ray is white for purity and perfection. To hold and enjoy the purity and perfection of love. The fifth ray is green for truth, science and healing. To hold and enjoy the truth of love for it is a science and it can heal all. The sixth ray is ruby flecked with gold for peace and comfort. To enjoy the peace and comfort of love. The seventh ray is violet for freedom. To have and enjoy the freedom to love.
2/9/24 - Allowing the light to descend into the physical body
Two nights ago I sat before St. Germain and asked for assistance for my dizziness. His response was that I’m trying too hard to stay in the physical body. I have been following instructions from the Master DK, who is guiding me. So now I have a new thought. I understand there are constant changes. Nothing ever remains the same during these ascension times. We are each on our own, trying to figure out what to do next. So I understood this new piece of information. By following outdated instructions of trying to stay in the physical body I am resisting the move into the planes of higher, freer, more loving, more accepting, more peaceful way of life of the higher planes. So I went to sleep on that note, thinking to change my routine next day. Instead of following the exercise program I’ve been working on, the next morning I communed with my Higher Self and turned my day over to the freer, more loving, more spontaneous, go-with-the-flow of my Higher Self. I asked it to make decisions for me. I turned away from my ego mind, which is a limited mind always trying to stay in control by keeping me focused on detail stuff. It keeps me from expanding. So I began my day two days ago moving with the more natural forces of spontaneity, not trying to direct my actions. I skipped the pills again and stopped worrying about following the doctor’s orders. I skipped the pills yesterday too, because the dizziness was so bad, but I was worried that I’m doing something wrong. Am I hurting myself? I have no one to ask.
Yesterday morning I asked the Master DK because the dizziness was SO bad. It was a quick question, on the run because I’m working the house. “What can I do? I’m so dizzy!” He answered “Live thru it, dear. You have to live thru it.” I said, “OK, then, I will! I will live thru it and be in joy and light-hearted and happy about it then!” A feeling of something clicking-in when I made that statement to myself. I am sure that my Higher Self was the one who responded. I gave all decision-making over to my higher Presence and my higher mental body earlier. And DK said, “Yes! Exactly! Good for you. Be in joy, be in happiness – and thoughts came pouring into me – “Share it Share the happiness, share the joy, the excitement. The more you give out to others, the more will come back to you.” I must recycle joy and happiness instead of trying to do all of this alone by myself. I must not hold onto these inner revelations for I am doing the same kind of work that many others are doing. Share the process. Give the ideas out to others. Share the information. The more the merrier. Move them, keep this energy alive and active. Recycle the teachings and the awareness. Then there was a sudden release of dizziness and pressure in my head. It started to fade and the goosebumps and tingles went through me, which always indicates receiving a truth.
Last night I went to sleep holding a folded piece of paper in my hand. I had written a brief letter to Master DK asking, “Please, what can I do about this dizziness? What advice can you give me to help me? I am going crazy with this dizzy brain, not knowing what to do.” During the night last night I had dreams, but they were fragments, broken up, and they didn’t make sense. I couldn’t understand. Until later.
When I woke up this morning I lay there becoming aware of revelations being given to me. They came in the form of pictures. DK tried different analogies to show me something. Again fragments. Then finally a pipe, no, a hose or tube of water. The water is the light and life force coming down into me from above. I am the ground crew, low man on the totem pole. There is pressure coming down the hose from above and pressure down here below, in my body, of ancient origins. These two pressures, one, light, free, and easy flowing from above, and one encrusted and imprisoned down here below in my body, need to merge. They need to blend together in a nice, smooth, compatible way, so they can become one conscious light. These two sources of light are memories. They are knowledge that has been separated.
I am low man on the ground, I am operating the switches, levers, buttons and control mechanisms. My Higher Self is way over my head in higher planes. It is up to me on the ground to flip the switches for more light or less light. More pressure or less pressure. I am the only one who can do it since I am the one grounded and anchored to the earth and the earth body. It is up to me to shut down or open doors and let more light in. Because I was not aware, I did not control the “on-off” switches. Thus the dizziness and disorientation. The ones above in the light realms could not make the decisions for me, since they did not know when the discomfort started. When DK said, “You have to do it yourself” even he could not control the “on-off” switch to let the light flow or stop flowing.
The revelation I received last night is very helpful indeed. Information of such importance is not easy reading for those who are not prepared. I have been slowly preparing myself for this ascension process. The dizziness was a piece of added teaching that I needed. I am very grateful to the Masters for their help. Please know this: YOU CAN ASK FOR ADVICE! They won’t do it for you, but they can give some insight. It is our job as the ground crew controlling the switch for our own body, to be aware and to be ready to signal when it’s time to shut down the light. The light is knowledge. It is openness. It is spaciousness. It is freedom. But our bodies are not prepared for such vast openness, spaciousness and freedom. It’s too much for the old brain that has not been prepared. It creates pressure on the brain, on the head, and on the rest of the body too. Each body, each person is unique. Only WE can process these sensations ourselves, and open or close the valves to start or stop the flow. Oh, there is so much to learn!
Little by little we are growing more accepting of the new lighter energies. It is slowly infiltrating our mass consciousness, the planet itself. There are many lightworkers working through this process, but there are those who are only in the beginning preparatory stages. There are Masters here and also Galactics and Angelic guides and helpers. There are many helpers but WE are the only ones who can do this job of opening and closing the inner values. It is our DECISION. We must notice what is happening internally. That’s why I write about these things. Please feel free to contact me for more personal advice. Reach out to me through the CONTACT page in the menu. I am happy to respond as best I can.
Shutting down means taking a rest. When we are physically and mentally active during the day, performing our tasks of the day no matter what they are, the body is open to receiving more light and energy because it is moving. Moving allows the cells to be open and flexible. It also receives confusion, which is also present in the atmosphere. Our world is being riled up as it is being cleansed. It all depends on where we are located. Doug and I live out in the pasture lands of North Naples, Florida, but still there are pockets of contamination floating around. In the night last night I woke up to write a reminder note to myself - “Every hour – no, make that every 2 hours lie down and become still, to allow the body to fall back into place." The body needs to rest often in total stillness, both physically and mentally. No mind activities. Put the phone down and make still the mind. Let nature perform its duties of resting. Just 10 or 20 minutes every two hours. Then get up and move again. I did that today and IT WORKED! I felt so good this evening I made dinner the way I used to 3 years ago. I haven’t had the interest or the desire or the enthusiasm for three years, since all this started.
The resting time is a natural healing time for the physical, mental, emotional body. All aspects can flow smoothly back together again and be entirely united and at peace. Then get up and carry on with your day. Just 10 or 20 minutes or so. We are then adapting to the inflow of new light coming down the line. I saw beings pressing on the hose above me and others down below feeling the adjustment and co-responding. There is a coordinated effort going on here, that we are not aware of. The elemental beings that are alive and functioning in our physical bodies are maintaining the life force for us. We don’t have to “think” about breathing or shutting down or getting up or moving our limbs. The little elementals are conscious, intelligent beings that empower our muscles, nerves, blood, organs, everything physical. Allow these little elementals to rest and bring our bodies back to normal functioning again. Those above us on higher planes feed the light and memories (they are our own unique memories coming down the line to us) and those below in our bodies receive the light, but “too much too soon” causes pressure on the brain. Allow the back and fill time. The little elementals in our body cells will signal to the higher elementals to release the pressure when it is time. It must be done slowly and carefully and with coordination. There is need for more light to come into the body, but it has to be measured and done carefully. The allegory as I saw it in my vision was that it was “water” coming down a hose. And there is a need to stop the water (the light) from flowing when it builds up to be too much for the body to handle. Rest and allow the body to adapt and adjust, to allow the new light and cosmic memories to enter into the brain. We then enjoy downloads of information we did not have before. This is our expansion of consciousness. (The end. Thank you, DK!)
2/5/24 - The importance of will power
Being comfortable is nice. Being comfortable in my skin is what I have always used to guide me. If I felt comfortable in my skin and in my mind, I felt I was on the right path. It simply felt good. But somewhere along life's path I began to understand that I needed to develop will power. This took a long time. Being comfortable and following my heart was all that I knew. It was my nature. I was a feminine creature, after all. I had always seen will power and assertiveness as a man thing. It was DK, my beloved mentor, guide and friend that began feeding me information in a way that I could accept it. It was now a more mature time in my life and I needed to either learn how to use will power to keep going, or give up the ghost and let myself fade away like so many older folks.
As a student of metaphysics and with a wonderful spiritual guide nudging (the Master Djwhal Khul), I began learning about will power in my later years (in my 80's). I have been transformed by the use of will power and I can't say enough about it. This is only a brief introduction. The importance of will power is shown in the order of which it is presented. It is the first of the seven gifts imprinted into us as baby spirit sparks when we reach the point of wanting to leave the compound and venture further out. It is the first God power we are given to support us on our journey in down into physical sentient life. We are required to go to school before we can leave the safe warm nest of Home with our Father-Mother Source Creator parents. This information has been presented by the Ascended Masters but has been kept to mystery school teachings, so not many people get to learn about it.
We were given seven powers to keep us on the right track when we left home and went out into the darkness. These powers are part of our makeup. We cannot lose them but we can forget about them if they are not brought to our attention by teachers. And you know, here on earth we are not taught about our celestial beginnings so we do not get these teachings early in life. Our inner powers have been shut down by our distraction on outer material forms and actions. We know these powers well, but we forget them when we are born here on Earth.
These seven powers are embedded into us early and become part of our soul if we want to leave home and go exploring. Those who don't want to leave home but would rather stay in the warmth of the parent's home, do not have these powers imprinted. They remain pure white light and serve on higher planes. For those of us who venture downward into physicality, these powers are known as chakras, which are like gates into higher dimensions . They open when we are ready. There are only seven main gates called chakras. In order, these powers as explained to us are: (1) will power, strength, courage and determination. (2) love, reverence, adoration and devotion. (3) enlightened intelligence, wisdom and discernment. (4) Purity, perfection and the immaculate concept. (5) Truth, science and healing. (6) Peace, comfort and ministration. (7) Freedom, mercy and forgiveness. These words are given by the Master DK.
Will power is the first power to be activated because we need the will power and courage to want to descend into physicality. Especially to Earth, it being such a low density planet. When the going gets rough, it is will power, strength, courage, tenacity and fortitude that takes us through to the end - not comfort. The other six powers are all part of will power. Each is part of the others. There is no separation. All seven are one and the same. It is just the way we use it or apply it that makes the difference. The other six powers are also present in will power.
The importance of will power became important to me on a personal level when, after a heart condition and hospital stay, I began to rest a lot. It was then that a sickish type of feeling would seep in when I rested too long. A certain amount of time was OK to rest, but beyond that I felt bad. It took will power, strength and fortitude to make myself get up and move. I had to do it. It made me feel better but I had to get beyond my usual comfort zone. I had never had to face that before. My younger healthier body didn't know about will power. I learned that my body was a conscious being separate from my mind. I had grown soft in my mind and had forgotten that it takes a will of steel to move a body when it's down. I took love, peace and comfort for granted. It was only then that DK's messages began to reach me about mental will power, using the mind to direct oneself into action. This is a masculine trait and I did not have it at first. I had to develop it. It took practice. The Master DK is a wonderfully enlightened guide. He has balanced his training for his students by integrating both masculine aspects and feminine aspects. Both are required, he says. I had to learn the use of will power. I had to become forceful with myself. No one else was going to do it for me. I had to do it myself.
The use of will power has served me well now for over three years. Between heart issues (a-fib), disorientation (I think caused by pharmaceuticals) and the isolation of the pandemic, I have become proactive, using masculine attributes of will power and strength. Not of my original nature! My male side is now assertive and a daily regimen of exercises similar to gentle yoga for my age is now producing results. It doesn't appear to matter the age of a body, it is capable of being resurrected.
Will power regenerates life when it is in danger of fading out and dying. We watch Star Trek. Seven of Nine is a good example of one who becomes a unique individual after being an automaton hooked into the hive mind. The implication is one must learn to become a self-motivator. In other words, one must learn new skills if they are to regenerate new life. I've had to develop a new skill and practice it. I have to remind myself that peace and comfort are not the only gifts of spirit, but they are one and may be enjoyed on the right occasion. It is important that I push myself beyond the comfort zone. There is a time for all things. Each power needs to be utilized to be fully activated. Today I have activated will power and am enjoying more strength and aliveness than I've had in years. There is renewed interest, excitement and a new career in the planning stage. Actively engaging with others is what keeps the life force flowing.
2/4/24 - About the two hearts - one in the chest and one in the pelvis
There are two hearts in the body: one in the chest and one in the geometric center of the body at the pelvis. You can measure from the tailbone to the top of the head and from the tailbone to the bottom of the feet, and you will discover they are approximately the same distance. The pelvic tailbone is the geometric center of the body. And then all of the spiritual teachers and masters refer to "the heart". I have been confused which one to focus on. I've been asking for clarification. Finally, after years of asking, I learned which “Heart” to focus on - the heart in the chest or the heart in the pelvis? The information came forth yesterday. Now I understand. I want to share it here.
The tailbone chakra in the pelvis is the God flame. It is the same I AM in everyone. It is the one connection that draws all into oneness, except we don't know about it. It is somethin that I have been shown and taught for many years by the Masters. Everyone carries Father Source energy as Oneness in their crystal ball at the pelvis, nestled perfectly in the cradle of the pelvic bones just above the coccyx, called the tailbone. I saw it myself during a transcendental meditation back in the early days. Everyone and everything has this crystal ball embedded in the center of its physical form. Even the minerals, grass, rocks, plants, trees, birds, animals, insects, fish, humans, galactics, everyone who is in a sentient separated form. It is the only way life can enter into an otherwise dead physical form. There must be a package of “God” embedded inside it to give it life and it is implanted at the geometric center. The form is built around it. This is the battery of life for the physical form. The heart in the pelvis carries the I AM Oneness. The Father source. We call it the Mother flame because once it is closed about by a form it is the mother that now nurtures that form and cradles it with love and feeds it with life.
The experience of descending into physical or sentient form requires awareness to descend down, step by step through denser and more concrete layers to the lowest density possible. This lowest density appears to be a solid physical substance but it really isn’t. The levels of consciousness simply become tighter and narrower, smaller and more focused on detail so that they literally rub shoulders. The particles of light rub shoulders with each other, they are that close and no longer floating free as they do in the vastness of space and higher dimensions. The pure consciousness that resides in the cradle of the pelvic bones is Source itself - Father god. It is confined now inside what appears to be a solid form which it built for itself by itself. This is how Father Source creates, manifests, its creation. It is now referred to as Mother God because it nourishes the form and guides it as a unique individual, separate from the onenss. It will become it’s own intelligent, reasoning being, yet it will always be a part of the God consciousness. The Mother God in the pelvic cradle nourishes and feeds the material body with life and cradles it with love and caring by guiding it through instinct and inner warm heart feelings. The God flame within guides thru instinct and love, the one who is now called a soul. The soul begins to have individual experiences as it grows up in a solid form from babyhood to boyhood to adulthood and old age under the guidance of the Mother flame in the pelvic cradle.
The physical heart in the chest cavity has a different role to play in its life as a human being. It is located in the chest cavity of the human being. There are 3 densities called dimensions BELOW the physical heart. The heaviest and densest is at the tail bone. A less heavy density is at the sacrum enlightening the lower abdomen and lower back. An even less density is at the solar plexus region below the physical heart.
There are 3 higher densities ABOVE the physical heart. The first one above the heart is the throat. Above the throat is the head center localized at the pituitary gland. Above the pituitary is the crown, localized at the pineal gland. The physical human heart is located between the lower densities and the higher densities on the spinal column. The lower densities draw from the earth energy; the higher densities draw from the celestial energies. The soul draws on both heaven and earth for its conscious awareness. This allows for evolution of consciousness. Conscious awareness grows. Consciousness is its “food” and nourishment. Earth is a low-density planet. Its vibrations are very low compared to other planets. Many other planets are of higher awareness and have more light and sophisticated knowledge. The soul on Earth grows into a unique individual by having unique experiences in a world of bumping into others and comparing notes with others. But all the while, deeply embedded inside itself, Father God Source is the one having the experience. We just don’t know that. We think we are separate. And indeed we are separate for as long as we are in a physical body. At death we remember where we came from and we, as consciousness, return to the heavenly realms to rejoin family, friends, teachers and guides and enjoy being back in the heart of source where we are greatly loved.
Because we have stepped away from the vast oneness of a loving family, we are aware only that we are separate and loneliness is a natural by-product of an earthly life. This is the making of a unique individual. But all along our journey as a soul, God the Father Source is at the heart of our being. We ARE God the Father having a unique and separate experience. The soul (who is really Father God) is conscious and aware and has experiences but it has forgotten. It has amnesia. The veil covers its awareness but then it begins to grow in awareness as a result of being a separate human being. It learns thru trial and error the ways of love, wisdom, truth and purity. It moves up to higher awareness through inner intuition and doors in the chakra system open and allow new awareness to flood into the mind. Thus we enter the higher dimensions step by step. Or maybe he/she doesn’t move upward right away. Maybe he/she decides to stay at a lower level for a longer time. Regardless, he/she will learn because it will bump into unpleasant situations and learn thru harsh experience. It evolves and matures either quickly or slowly, depending on choices made from love or refusal to love. Love is the guiding light.
All the while it is the ONE God, the Father-Mother Source of all that is having the experience. The vast universal mind sees thru the eyes of the soul, each plant, animal and creature it embodies thru. God the Father lives in all beings. God is the one having the experience, but the illusion is that it is separate and unique. What we call soul. The heart in the human chest has a unique role to play due to its location in the body. It is located along the central channel of the spinal column between the pelvis and the crown. It is the separation point between heaven and earth. Where God the Father enters the body from above, God the Mother enters upward from the earth. When the soul’s awareness grows and blossoms into the heart center, it experiences the loving meeting of the Father with the Mother, and a wonderful celebration takes place. It is a spiritual awakening. One does not understand with the brain, but a wonderment of joyful feeling takes place. The Father comes down from above, the Mother as soul comes up from the feet thru the pelvic cradle and heaven and earth enjoy the mystical marriage.
The Father Source in heaven has never been incased in a body, where the Mother God has been encased. She as the soul consciousness is ecstatic when she reconnects with Father God for she is he and he is she. They are the Source. The soul is the child growing between them. They are both feeding and nourishing the child soul, born from their separate union. Now they are back together again in their heavenly home and they watch their child mature into an adult god itself. The soul is still in an earth body. It is mortal but the new enlightenment causes changes to take place and a new era begins for this soul as it becomes a baby Christ.
We call God the Father Source by many names. The names tend to confuse us, but the Father Source that is held in the crystal ball in the pelvis is also God the Father playing the role of Mother as it feeds life to the physical body, now operating as a soul. The physical body is a created effect or product of God the Father and God the Mother. This soul gathers memories and wisdom as it grows thru many lifetimes. When the meeting takes place between heaven and earth, when balance is achieved, a new brilliance takes place. A flash of knowing and instant memory of Home floods the soul. This is the birth of what is called “the Christ”. It is a consciousness blend between earth and heaven.
The Christ has been called a mediator by formal religions, for it knows both heaven and earth and can draw on both energies, high and low, to perform miracles. The soul, now on an enlightened spiritual journey, remains in an earth body to continue its learning how to be a young god or goddess. It is not the end of the journey, but rather a new beginning. There is more to enjoy as an earth being. When the consciousness of earth and heaven meet and explode in ecstasy and knowing, it is the beginning of paradise on earth. There is wonderment and pleasure beyond belief. The coming together of God the Father who is abstract and God the Mother who has been confined to care for an individual embodiment, is an amazing, brilliant, transcendental reunion of love beyond comprehension. I remember when it happened to me. And I still live in an earthly form with earthly experiences and frustrations too from time to time, but it is a charmed life. This is NOT supernatural! This is a natural evolutionary process. It is how life works.
In the Star Trek series, Seven of Nine represents the human who steps away from the allness or oneness (the hive mind is a rather negative connotation but....) it is an apt analogy for Seven becomes a unique individual by having her own separate experiences. The Star Trek series is a wonderful gift to us from higher galactics. Enjoy!
2/2/24 - Reach for the Light while staying rooted to the ground
After re-reading this 5-year-old channeling from my higher self (below), I have come into a greater realization. When the Ascendeds say go UP to the higher regions, as in reaching up for the light, they do not mean go up into the sky above our heads. We who are grounded on earth in time and space, interpret "going UP" to mean leaving our body and going up into the sky as a spiritual being, by thinking and visualizing up in the wild blue. At least that is how I have interpreted it. Lately however I've been coming into a deeper understanding. It has been a very slow learning for me. DK has been helping me all along. Now I am understanding that they who are ascended see things differently than we do, down here anchored to the ground. They mean go up in VALUE and in QUALITY and betterment. Specifically, DK has been teaching me NOT to go up into the sky but to remain in the body and, in fact, how to go DOWN into the Earth to connect with Mother Earth.
This has been terribly confusing to me, and I'm sure for others who read such material. We mortals are so accustomed to thinking linear and measure everything with a yardstick or a ruler. From our perspective standing on the ground, we are hooked into gravity forces. But those on higher planes are not confined to the earth and do not experience things as we do. That is what makes us so different. It has been difficult to talk with them because of this difference. But slowly I have come to see this truth. There has been a mis-translation. The Ascendeds do not see things as we do. In fact, they say that God has no idea what dark or evil or suffering is, for all is perfect from his point of view.
As you read the channeling from my higher self below, you might see it a little differently now. Try it out for yourself. Perhaps you will catch my drift. When they say go UP into the Light, consider that they mean go UP in nobility of thought, in dignity, in grace, in love, in freedom, in higher standards, higher kindness, higher mercy, higher vibration, higher purity, higher sparkle, higher happiness, higher transparency, higher compassion - yet while standing on the ground in your body. Not focusing "up there" above your body. You might be standing in the middle of an argument or a tense situation, or even in a physical battle. It is then that they advise us to go IN and UP. Turn your thoughts inward and re-focus your awareness. Go "up" in your own sense of dignity, kindness, compassion, or in some form of higher value and higher quality of life. It may be hard to do at first, but with practice a person CAN learn. We adapt to a better way and manage our emotioins better thru practice.
In this way, we bring to our physical life a sense of worth and a purpose that makes us feel good. This is how we evolve ourselves to a better, finer, more pleasurable, richer life, and enjoy the abundance of higher attractiveness and attraction. It is how humans grow wise. We install betterment wherever we go, thru our own efforts, and others wonder how we do it. It is an effort, believe me! But by bringing the light of our best and highest intentions, and folding it carefully into situations that we find ourselves in, is how we add love and harmony to the world. And sophistication. And warmth. And pleasure. By radiating our higher CONSCIOUS intentions into everday circumstances. Just ordinary, everyday activities. It is our way of harmonizing the world we live in.
Channeled from my higher self in 2019
"How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal, reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you, for, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is through giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you. Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly]
"Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection, like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating. You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms, you are none of these depressed things. You are perfect, complete and ascended.
"Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance. You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go IN and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplate your higher self and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others."
1/31/24 - Be kind to yourself as old ways shatter and break
There is a switchover taking place. It is not easily explained in words but a situation - a hospital procedure - comes along with deep anxiety and stress. I asked Master DK for some advice this morning about it and he said, "Be kind to the fading mind. It served you well. Allow your mind to process out as your divinity steps forward into view."
He continued to say, "Allow your mind to dwaddle in its way. It is the only way it knows. It is breaking thru long-held systems and doesn't know what to do. It has not been taught. Perhaps you can teach it a new, forgiving way. You are caught between your mind's cracking under a system that has been long held fixed and solid in place, and your holy pure clean transparent divinity which is the REAL you underneath. You know this. You are aware on a deep unconscious or semi-conscious level. It is becoming more apparent to you by the day. Your mental belief system is breaking up. Allow it. Allow your mind to go thru its process of dying and fading. Allow it its time to process. It is a living being. It WAS a living being. Its time is over now. Allow it to pass peacefully, with kindness. Love it as you would a long-time friend or family member. Tell it, "Thank you for serving me." Give gratitude to all who have served you. Their time with you was valuable. It helped you to have an experience that you could not have had in the heavens of divine splendor and exalted consciousness.
"We in the Master realms are truly grateful for the time allotted us who make the downward journey into physical sentience where we can enjoy the fruits that grow on the trees of our own knowledge. You yourself are a tree in full bloom of knowledge gained from galactic worlds which you do not remember. Your tree of life grew firm, tall and strong thru sentient lives on many planets, fathered and mothered by many suns. You have grown deep and wise and knowledgeable, for you are a child of God, of Creator. You are an elder. You have forgotten but you are now remembering.
"Ascension is a unique and individual process. You alone must go thru your own remembering process. Allow your mind, which was your own individual personality constructed for this world, its journey and its process of dying. Allow it to fade as you remember your longer history and why you came to be here. Be at peace with all that comes your way now, both the old and the new. You are part of the greater wisdom and the greater oneness. There is no "future" that is separate from you. There is constant evolution and enjoyment. There is nothing to "fear" because you are already here, solidly in place, in presence, in the body, in the vehicle which has been prepared for you, by you. You are learning to be the master of your life. Are you ready to step boldly forth as the Star Trek series encourages - to go where no one has gone before? Because you are doing it YOUR way? As an individual, not as part of a collective as Seven of Nine portrays. Breaking away from the collective is what we are here to do - to master the art of growing uniqueness and individual higher consciousness, not to follow the old regime of dullness and gray non-entities. Grow and blossom the fruits and flowers that are yours alone, as your divine nature has dreamed and seeded all along. Allow your dreams to prosper by giving them encouragement, love and gratitude, not worry and fear. Give them continual "Thank you's", that they continue to blossom and ripen into delicious fruit and beautiful flowers and pleasures for all to enjoy abundantly.
(Q: I have wanted to host a gathering of other sentient beings, is that a product of my fading mind? I can’t decide if it is the REAL me or a figment of desire from the past. Can you tell me about this?)
"You must discover this for yourself, my dear. It is your soul who is guiding you. Perhaps it is neither one or the other, but the togetherness of both. Do you not also think that? To bring the desires built out of many past lives, and the divine nature of a kind and loving God, to integrate these natures? These desires? The broken dreams of the past are fragments of attempts by a gracious, compassionate God. You who tried but failed to manifest those ideas, perhaps now you can! I believe you can, my dear. It is in your hands. It is in your will. It is in your heart.
"Be well, my dear. Be safe. Be kind and gentle with your fading mental body. Give it love of the eternal everlasting kind. It is a beautiful mind. Go now and pick up the pieces that are shattering, with loving hands and fingers and hold them to your open heart and offer them to the universal mind. The Father-Mother God of all that is, infinitely creating from broken dreams, expanding on previous attempts and raising them higher and higher. This is a world of magnificent creators, every one. May God-Goddess bless you my lovely child. You are a dear to my heart and soul. I am with you always. I AM you and you ARE me. We are one as all are one." (End)
1/30/24 - Grounding the ascension energies
This was inspired after a dream that was absolutely crazy, back some months ago. It's about the ascension symptoms and energies that we all are going through. Or some of us are going thru. It's hard to say who is experiencing these things. That's why I write about them. That's my job. My mission is to share these unusual experiences. My dreams in the night remind me that I still have some old energies floating around in my subconscious. I am not clear yet. There is more work to do but there is also a promise of freedom and a beautiful new day at the end of the tunnel. This bright light comes thru in every crazy dream, like a backdrop of pure light.
After these crazy dreams and after reading articles of others lifting up out of their bodies, I am going light-headed myself at times to the point of being dysfunctional. Our bodies are heavy with old stuff that clings tenaciously to gravity like iron bars to a refrigerator door. The sun meanwhile is beaming happy thoughts down upon us, amping up thoughts coming from HIS father down the chain of command, calling us home. Yaay! We’re going Home! It’s time to leave the body and this heavy messed-up planet, I hear the voices calling and they’re messing up my brain. I half-heartedly hear the mainstream news and read the online alternative news, the spiritual disclosure news, negative and positive, and I can’t make heads or tails out of it all. My brain can’t handle it. I’m gone. Out of here. It’s not working.
And suddenly the ascending wave is gone and I’m back, vitalized like superman, stronger than ever, sane, clear-headed, powerful. The rhythms of nature have re-established once again, as they always do, leaving me wondering what happened? I’m at the keyboard typing like crazy because the revelations are flowing faster than I can type. I have to force myself to slow down or I trip over my own feet and fingers. It’s a new normal. The waves come and go. They almost take me with them but not quite. Because I’ve been doing the inner work for a long time. I’ve been grounding, and dissolving cords that used to hook me into the outside world. They are pretty much unimportant to me today. They are not important to my well-being. Extraneous. They don’t matter any more. This includes everything, including people. Well, not the people themselves, but their issues and problems. I love the people and hug them to me like life rafts whenever I get the opportunity. But I don’t care about their issues or problems. The social graces are gone but the inner sensitivity and tenderness has turned up a notch.
When the ascending waves come, they are invisible. I don’t see them but I feel them. They sweep through me and take from me my solidarity. They lift me up like a balloon. My brain feels it first. I am empty inside my head. Heaviness moves around in me. My body feels like a ton. I wonder why my body is so heavy? Past life stuff comes now. It’s just energy. Old, old energy. Not scenes but I know things about myself. It’s easy to know things when my head is empty. I know what went wrong and where I’ve been. I catch glimpses as the energies disengage and start flying away like pieces of lumber in a fierce hurricane. Irrelevant stuff, not needed any more. After the wave passes I am clearer and more vitally alive than ever. I feel on top of the world. I don’t understand why I feel so high. I feel like racing around the block. I am clearer than I’ve ever been, clearer even than as a child when I ran innocent and free without cares. And I know things. I just know. I can’t tell anyone what I know because I am the knowing.
Others may be talking about confusions and chaos but to me life is clean and I know it is going to become cleaner and brighter soon. The brightness, the horizon, is endless. I might have said at one time “the future” but it’s not really the future. It more like the dawn. The dawn is not the future, we’re simply moving into the dawn along with the rotation of the earth. The dawn is always there, the sun is always there, we’re moving around the sun, so it’s not the future. I am standing in my space on this plot of ground and I am grounded. I feel my feet. They are tender. They no longer hurt. I feel a sweetness in my feet that is tender and warm and embracing me. I’m connected to the earth in ways I have NEVER experienced before. I am grounding the energies in a way that feels solid. It’s solid and real. It’s not spiritual any more. And I want to hug all of the people who come close to me. I felt it in my husband the other night when we cuddled before sleep. My hands melted into him while he was absorbed in a TV story. He wasn't trying to do anything. But I saw and felt golden sparks coming from him. He is solid and the love he is holding is solid and I am melting into him to connect with him.
1/28/24 - Seeing the light coming down
(This is a repost from a year ago, but it is worth reposting.) I woke this morn with remnants of broken dreams. They were of me reaching up to the light that is coming down into the top of my head in a stream of dazzling white light. It is ME coming down! My own I AM Presence, or higher self, my greater self. My ME! It is not anyone else but ME! I AM my own greater self. It has been broken up and shattered, this stream of light that is ME!. Of elegance, pure, crystal clear knowing of myself. It is me in clarity but it is broken and shattered as soon as it reaches my dense bodily head and brain, my body. This body has been educated to close it off and think of myself and others as “just a form”, just physical, here today, gone tomorrow. I’ve been raised in a garden and a home that is like solid prison walls, shutting out this clarity and everlasting knowledge. I keep it out by distraction. Getting up in the morning and focusing on what happened yesterday. Picking up where I left off yesterday. I keep reconnecting into the broken past, the illusion of the past, the drama and problems of yesterday.
They mean well, my family and friends, but I am now bored with it. I am now connecting back into my brilliance. It is streaming during the night as I sleep. But now I’m waking up to this reality and old drama and I am back in the broken world again, and my stream of brilliance and clarity and knowingness, and being connected to brightness, light, joy, wonderment and enlightenment flowing, streaming my I AM Presence – but it is breaking up now as I move to get out of bed. This flowing of light and knowing lingering from my dream is now dissipating, breaking up, shattering. I am losing it. It is disappearing into dullness again. Grayness. Ordinariness is taking over. I wake up with a sigh, saying “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within all beings.” It is a left-over from where I came from. I am still saying it, trying to hang on to the fading glow and glory in an attempt to hold onto it, the connection to this power, this light, this joy which is so refreshing and revitalizing.
Suddenly I am seeing the faces of people everywhere, all who like me are looking up at themselves with joy and rapture on their faces, people everywhere radiating and looking up, with light pouring down in a single beam dazzling pure light entering into the crown of their head. We are all trying to hold onto the connection with the light, but it is wavering and breaking up. Distortions are entering. I continue to call out the words silently, “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within all beings.” I try to hold onto the vision of the people all doing the same thing. Repeating the call, holding onto the light by looking up, seeing the pure stream of light coming down into us, holding that connection, speaking words up into the light above us, and holding, holding, holding the connection with the pure, untainted divine light of our REAL selves, our God Selves, our truth, our abundance, our clarity, our ideal, our perfection, our joy, our ecstasy, our rapture. “I praise thy holy name oh light of immortality that lives within all beings.”
I repeat this as I sit up on the side of the bed. I try to keep repeating it as the vision starts to waver and break up. I get up and go to the bathroom for my usual routine while saying the words over and over silently in my mind, even though it is fading, but I keep holding onto it as I brush my teeth and start the shower and step in. This I know will help me build the momentum, my clarity, my connection with my own individual God I AM that I Am. I suggest to myself to say the words silently, “I Am that I Am” 40, 50 times, focusing this light down into my heart, seeing the picture of the light streaming down through the top of my head, and see it come down into my heart and anchor it there, see my heart building the light into a fire. “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within ME!”
In the bathroom I suddenly see the hollow tube going down my spine. It is gifted to me. It goes down through the center of my body. It is hollow. There is nothing in it to obstruct the flow. The hollow tube goes all the way down to – where? I don’t see. My vision is obscure below a certain point, below the heart. I continue with the words “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within MY BODY!” My body is important. I am drawing my consciousness and my ability to visualize down inside of me, lower into my body. Lower than I’ve gone before. The walls of this inner hollow tube are not solid, as I thought at first they were. They are soft, softly subtle. They are made of light. So subtle I didn’t see it at first. I couldn’t make it out at first. Only the main channel extending down from the crown of my head was open to my vision. I will continue holding the visual of light, dazzling light streaming down from somewhere above me, lighting up this main tube that runs down to my lower parts. It is my ability to hold my attention on the lower parts of my body that will do the trick. I must consciously lower the light down into my body, deeper and deeper into the earth plane. Then the obscurity opens up to me and I can see more. My light is anchoring into my physical body. It is MY light that does it. My attention. No one else can do it for me.
1/27/24 - Personal update
There is a lot of change taking place in my body. It's weird. I'm in contact with other, higher dimensions, receiving downloads continuously. It is safe there, but I'm TRYING to stay focused here in THIS reality. It's a trip, this physical ascension process. Doug is a wonderful help. He keeps me grounded as best he can (and I him too.) I'll be going in for a heart ablation next Thursday to correct atrial fibrillation. A minor surgery, same day hospital procedure. I am trying to keep this old body functioning without pharmaceuticals which causes disorientation. The doctors confirmed that for me. I'm doing internal exercises every day, about four hours a day, which is keeping me feeling strong, physically, and integrating the spiritual and physical aspects of life. Healthy and creative. If only the dizziness would stop. The medicines are playing havoc with my brain. Dizziness comes and goes. I have to get off the meds. The doctors say I'll be able to, once they get the a-fib under control which the ablation is designed to do.
I'll keep my readers posted in the coming days. Bless you all, every one. I miss socializing. Wouldn't it be nice a party together? A celebration and social togetherness? Until then, be safe, be well, be upbeat, be positive and have a light heart. Take time out to be alone in the sun and out in nature barefoot, just for a little while. 20 minutes or so, and tune in to Mother Nature's stillness. She is the great healer of mind, body and soul.
1/24/24 - Use the "I AM" Mantra for a Better Life
Over the last few weeks I have been using the "I AM" mantra and want to share it. It is quite amazing. Most people suffer from low self esteem and this particular mantra or affirmation has created astounding benefits for me. Use ONLY uplifting positive words after "I AM". Don't ever say a negative word after saying or thinking, "I AM". Don't ever say, for example, "I AM sorry" or "I AM feeling bad" or "I AM hurting" or "I AM in pain" or "I AM angry" or "I AM sick". Because then you are programming or imprinting your body (through your mental attention and conscious focus) to become that which you just thought or said. This is how we humans keep recycling our own sickness and bad feelings - because we keep thinking it over and over to ourselves. All the self-help books, gurus and teachers talk about this, increasingly so. It is becoming a world-wide phenomena to re-program yourself with positive thoughts. Stop programming yourself with thoughts of "I am old" or "I will die soon" or "I won't live beyond such and such a date". Stop being so negative. Start today to use positive "I AM" statements.
Start today to use the "I AM" mantra. A mantra is simply an Eastern word meaning affirmation. It affirms you. It is a positive, uplifting word. Say "I AM divine". I will list a string of words for suggestions. It doesn't matter who you are, what state of mind you are in, or even if you are a good person. You can MAKE yourself over if you feel you are a "bad" person. This affirmation said over and over repeatedly during the day WILL start to take hold. You will start the ball rolling towards feeling better. It doesn't happen overnight but small changes begin immediately. It takes awhile to change over a body that has lived for 30, 40, 70 years of negative recycled thoughts. So it will begin very soon - within minute - after you start doing it. I also recommend doing it outdoors in nature for some minutes, 5, 10 or 20 minutes. Get out of the building where the old energies live and breathe in fresh outdoor energy. Become serene and watch how your inner life changes for you.
About six months ago I started doing this on a regular basis after reading it and it clicked in for me. It was an "AhHA" moment and it has produced results. Again, I reiterate: it doesn't matter how low down you feel, how dull or ineffective you feel, or how stupid it sounds or how illogical you believe it to be. It works for those who put the effort in. All teachers, leaders and guides of self-improvement techniques say, "You have to put the time in." Following are some suggested positive words to use after saying "I AM".
I AM Love, I AM Light, I AM Peace, I AM Joy, I AM Healthy, Energized, Comfortable, Calm, Beautiful, Sacred, Divine, Celestial, Uplifting, Nurturing, Creative, Successful, Abundant, Kind, Merciful, Grace, Truth, Balance, Blesed, Magnificence, Grateful, Celebration, Harmony, Holy, Uplifting, Patient, Compassionate, Purity, Perfection, Blissful, Stillness, Oneness, Friendly, Freedom, Benevolent, Generous, Tender, Strong, Courageous, Determined, Tenacious, Faithful, Clear-minded, Humble, Caring,, Dignity, Thoughtful - and more that you can think of.
1/19/24 - The light in your body cells is encapsulated by six layers
This morning as I re-read my blog of yesterday I started imagining the light being enclosed inside my body cells. Then I drew a picture of a sparkling light symbol surrounded by a circle, representing a physical body cell. And then drew a second circle around that, representing the etheric body. Then a third circle representing the emotional body. Then a fourth circle representing the mental body, then a fifth representing the higher mental body known as the Christ body, per the Ascended Masters. It is the pure crystalline body in us - the higher mental body. It is not contaminated. All the heavier bodies (physical, etheric, emotional, lower mental) are layers of density that hold human world together. They contain the human belief system and mistakes we've made that are not good for us and passed down parent to child. Drawing the pictures gave me a better "feel" for, and understanding of, what I am dealing with here. Light inside my body cells? Still thinking about this I started my stretching routine.
It was then that it hit home why moving and stretching makes me feel good. Moving my body is helping me break the seals that create the belief that my body is a solid physical. My belief in it is like a decree, a law, a “seal” that makes it true. It seals me into that belief. My belief fixes it solid. So as I read the spiritual master material and think about these things, I expand my belief beyond the traditional "fixed" belief that the body is all there is. I am breaking up the solid fixed beliefs that I was raised in. Yoga does the same thing. A teacher feeds to students higher, truer information about being spiritually aware in an ongoing stream of education. The student then does physical stretching exercises and visualizes while considering this information. He or she imprints the information on the now-moving physical particles in the body. When they move they get imprinted better than when they are still and stagnant. Not moving. Stretching opens the pores, the muscles, the skin and moves the electrons and molecules around that make up the body cells so the BODY receives the information too, not just the brain, like when we were young children sitting at a desk in school.
I asked DK: Is it possible to remain in the physical body and still break all the seals so the light is shining from the physical? A: Of course! God didn’t create the physical worlds as a joke, just to play havoc with himself. He wants a more beautiful physical form to manifest through, to move THROUGH, not have to fight his way through a stagnant stop-still energy but move thru an open flowing enthusiastic energy body which is responsive to inner feelings and desires. He too wants to enjoy himself (God the Father) by moving fingers and toes and legs and feet. As the seals are broken and the light shines through the physical and expresses thru the physical body, the person will feel more alive, not so confined or weighed down as if in a prison with bars and doors locked down tight. As you learn to lift the weights off yourself, you will feel freer and not feel compelled to conform to outside rules that someone else has made and continues to enforce, as you have now. No one else’s rules are required - only your own sense of being free, freedom, gaiety, happiness, joy, spontaneity of movement. It feels natural, wholly natural, to be free to move yourself around spontaneously, as you feel to.
This is where you are heading, you and the whole human race is heading for the freedom of joy, of movement, of freedom from having to “comply” as the Borg story on Star Trek. Be natural! Be free. The rules of the controlling “authorities” are keeping you imprisoned. The naturalness of breaking rules causes your body to feel guilty, you suffer strangeness because your body has obeyed for many incarnations the controllers rules. You are therefore out of alignment with your naturalness, even sick, or disoriented, out of sorts in other ways. Awakened people, known as healers, can put their hands on you and speed up the adaptation process, bringing you more into alignment and help you to feel more whole again, more alive and healthy again, faster. Putting hands on others is a wonderful way of helping others. Those of you who are awake and aware of the light that is already inside of you are inclined to do this. It supports the light in someone else to settle in and adapt, as I did with Doug yesterday when he experienced a flushing and sick feeling in his stomach, and whoozy in his head.
He had a download of light, but I should not have said it out loud because it went against his belief system. It is better to do this without words because confusing belief systems can be hazardous to your health. But hands on healing, skin to skin, can help bring a misaligned body back to normal again. The body will adjust. The body is a package of energies "held" in place by a belief system. These beliefs can change from the inside, by the soul itself doing the changing. Energies are fluidic. In order to change a fixed belief system that causes problems, one needs to prepare oneself with good, true, proper, light-filled information. The body needs a master to tell it what is right and what needs to change. YOU are the master of your body. Speak to it. Tell it that it is loved. Soothe it when it is broken or feeling bad. Encourage it as you would a child. Use the same kind of language and tone of voice. Tell it, “It’s OK, you can relax now. Be at peace. I will hold you, hug you, you feel better now.”
This is what you should tell your own body when it starts to complain with hurts, pains, and despondent feel-bad emotions. Change the energies that cause the hurting. It’s a false BELIEF that the physical body is fixed and solid and here to stay. It is not. It is changing by the minute, as one can see if they stop to consider it. It is the BELIEF in what is causing the hurt that is a hard shell and must be broken up and replaced with a brighter, lighter belief. Belief is only the beginning step. Belief changes into knowing when it is a "true" belief. An educated awareness brings more power to manifest health and vitality. It is the only power we have – our awareness. Awareness is the power of life to change things for the better, for more comfort, for more pleasing, more abundant quality of life.
It’s the same power that keeps the universe on course. Everyone is aware of what they are aware of, and as they bring their awareness to the highest possible level, they merge together into more wholeness, more togetherness, more singularity. So that multiple awarenesses remain unique and individual, yet connected into a wholeness that plans and plays together, creates together, interacts with one another for further, more beautiful creations and enjoyable activities. Each is a unique Self on higher levels and yet One with all others. It is possible. Yes.
But while we are here encapsulated in form, we each believe what we believe, and sometimes we are wrong. So if we believe in separateness, we shall be separate and feel lonely. Loneliness is a feeling of being disconnected. We are influenced by what others tell us. We were born into a separatist world. We were told from birth, or it was implied, that the physical body is all there is, so take care of it and follow the rules or else, implying death is all there is. It is not true. There is a reality that is so astonishing that it will blow our minds right out of our skull when we see it! (I've caught glimpses of it!)
1/18/24 - A second kundalini awakening
More downloads from higher realms and grounding the information into the physical body and the practical everyday life creates all sorts of sensations, dizziness, disorientation, abilities to handle things. Life is complicated! The doors are opening and closing. I would not have been able to keep going without the continuing validations that come forth through other channeled writers, authors and internet articles. It has been difficult to keep up with blogs because I'm so busy handling LIFE! I love reading what other people are saying. regarding ascension symptoms. I can borrow words from them to explain these downloads.
This morning while doing physical exercises I asked my higher self a sudden inspiration, "Is there a SECOND kundalini awakening? Meaning in the same body. The answer was an immediate "Yes! The first awakening was your body releasing the kundalini energy, a supernatural force contained in the root chakra. The second awakening is occurring now, as your mind or physical brain understands how to work with it. As you gain understanding, you enlarge your brain to adapt and expand. You are now learning to ground your understanding directly into your physical body. This is causing a second awakening as the light is anchoring into your body. There is a transformation going on." This understanding was given to me as a sudden flash of seeing. I saw the golden network light up in me, as major solid lines of light flashed on and lit up. As if a light switch had been turned on. It is done through the inner eye, the third eye.
This occurred while I was on the floor stretching. As I told my husband the other day, yoga is a combination of listening to words of instruction (from a guru for example), and then stretching the body while thinking and considering it. When I am in motion and stretching, my body is open to receiving words I am thinking about. Otherwise, when the body is not stretching but going thru automatic (non-thinking) motions, it is stagnant and closed. Not open. So it is that by following a physical routine every day while considering high/positive/light thoughts, is a combination mind/body exercise like yoga. One does not have to be enrolled in yoga school to create ones own home study course. It is a strengthening exercise that allows revitalizing energy (kundalini energy) to move up from the root chakra where it is normally held locked down.
If I didn't do the physical stretchings, I imagine the psychic energy fluctuations would slow down then and stop, and I would again feel the old sickish feelings I used to feel, the old past encroaching and making me feel bad. I complained a lot about them over the past few years. Now I don't feel them hardly any more because I am actively engaged in moving my body while considering and thinking about words of positive spiritual advice. I urge others to try this home remedy by creating your OWN routine of physical practices and follow it every day. They do not have to be diffuclt, but keep the mind open and seek positive input, encouraging words that uplift and excite. Reach to more ideal heights and excellent words to consider, to think about while stretching and exercising. Positive, uplifting words contain light. Light is information of the uplifting positive kind. It is positive information that you are building into your own body while stretching and your awareness is hearing it. Don't listen to the news. It contains too many negative words which radiate negative energy, which you start thinking about instead of positive words. Most human words radiate dark issues. Look for words of Light.
Put lighter information into the body. Positive light-filled words raise the frequency. The energies (electrons) of the body speed up at the sound and touch of positive energy. Electrons get excited. Light-filled words is like putting them on a heated stove. They start to spin faster. It is all about raising the frequencies, spinning the electrons faster in the physical body. The brain contains "old" energy so the brain becomes the enemy - feeding "old" energy back to you. It tries to get us to go back to the "old" ways of the past. The brain is the enemy until new expanded synapses are built into it. Until then, the brain will keep feeding back words like "impossible". "Not logical". "No way;!" "Don't listen to that crap!"
But words of a positive uplifting nature, like love, peace, compassion, beautiful, happiness, joy, etc., are innocent words of wholeness. They are elevating. We are being told to surrender to the light because we ARE the light in us. We've been covered over with dark attitudes that weigh us down and make us somber. We ARE the sweetness in us. Let's bring that sweetness out. We are the child in us, the inner child. Let's let the inner child come out and play. It wants to be playful. We are the crystal purity in us. It tries to flow thru our physical cells but can't get thru the heavy dense shells that block it. The light is natural in us. Surrender to the naturalness in you. It is the innocence in you. It is the purity in you. There is a greater Self in you that is taking charge when you fall into naturalness. It feels easier, lighter, happier. It is a greater Power, a greater Father, a greater Mother taking charge. Yield to the greater power in you by surrendering to the happiness in you, whatever causes the happiness, the joy, the love, the warmth. When the warmth begins to shine, go with it. The responsibility is to be loving, kind, warm and safe to yourself first, before to others. Be kind to your own body. first. Don't make life hard for yourself. Make life easy for yourself. For your own physical pleasure and comfot.
Last night I broke my cell phone. It fell to the tiled floor as I was standing on the vibrating machine. I accidently caught my arm in the wire leading to the ear plug, resulting in a smash to the floor. Uh oh, Funk. Doug ordered me a new one right away, which turned out to be a miracle in disguise, less expensive and an upgrade at the same time. It took several hours for the funk to go away. Thanks to Saint Germain who is coming thru strong thru various channelers, including Tara Arnold on Youtube. He is the grand leader of the current age of ascension. I recommend listening to Tara.
Another good channel is Aluna Joy. Several hours later this morning I read Aluna Joy’s article which I posted on Today’s Post. It confirms what I received earlier - that we are ascending in the SAME physical body. That means we are experiencing very strange, even serious symptoms, as I did. I, however, had ascension training. Many people have not had any education on ascension at all, and don't understand that their bodies are changing, switching over to a faster track. A faster speeded-up electronic energy. This world is in great need of spiritual education. How the body is made out of energies and spirit and that spirit is speeding up. Many people have not received proper information by their parents.
Aluna Joy refers to a twice-born spirituality which even I had not heard of before today. My Higher Self told me first, then I read it on Alluna Joy. She refers to the first time when we are born into physical form, as in a past age, and now today we are moving forward with the SAME physical body into the next cycle. This means after thousands of years of reincarnating and repeating the same physical habits as a human being over and over and over and over, ad infinitum. The New Age information has taken us as far as it can, offering good growth and necessary preparation, but it has become stuck in the old world belief and contaminated with the belief in separateness, grandiosity and specialness.
This old creaky mindset is being flushed to the surface as many of us are evolving to a higher, cleaner, more modern understanding of building community, togetherness, cooperation and loving kindness with one another. Aluna suggests we are going through a global dark night of the soul as this change-over takes place, bringing on a time of death and REBIRTH. The way forward is radical surrender and absolute trust in the spirit that guides us naturally forward. We are standing firmly on the bridge of our ship, going forward into the unknown, into initiation and transfiguration. We each carry the immaculate concept within us as LIGHT! We were created with a plan and a purpose, but we were taken over by dark, complicated issues that held our Light back from expressing.
Know that you are safe and all is in divine order. Trust the good that is in you and continue moving into that natural goodness. Be the goodness in you. It is felt as an uplift and a joy. Bless you, I love you! Nancy
1/16/24 - Dull? Void? Lacking? Despondent?
After calling ascended masters and having high visionary, ASTOUNDING experiences identifying with that high realm, I find coming back to earth afterward to be dull, void, lacking. I feel empty and I don’t know what to do about this. I’m stuck frozen in place, paralyzed, unable to move. I call to my higher self. I know the feeling of my higher self, I've seen it, felt it, experienced it, but how do I reconcile coming back down? Being in this low energy field? Then thoughts start to come.
This is what I’m here for. To bring light to the planet. Not to others but to myself. To MOVE things into a better more harmonious environment for myself. It is not all subtle work that you do (someone is talking to me.) You also pick up objects with your fingers, smell the baking goods or the fowl smells. You also walk in spaces that are dusty and make you sneeze (I hear “Achoo!”) and so you hold and run a vacuum cleaner. You are equipped with a physical body to manually move physical things. THIS is the part where people become divided. They go into different paths, each one differently. Some go to extremes, one way or the other.
I have given you a title for a book – OUR book. (AhHA! It is DK talking to me!) We shall write and publish it together. “Tantra as a way of Life”. Tantra is the melding or conjoining of extreme opposites. Yes, you are doing it in your daily practice and life. Now, let us move up a level to one of more refinement. Call it a “tune-up”. The engines run slow without a periodic tune-up. You have deduced more refinement from Tara who speaks for Saint Germain. We Masters speak from a higher altitude, a higher at-it-tude and as you identify with us, you absorb or take on some of this higher at-it-tudes but YOU can make the changes in your world, WE cannot. YOU can manage and control the tune-up, make adjustments so that things run more smoothly. More efficiently for you and others in physical form. WE cannot make those changes. Only YOU can make them while you are in a physical body. When you leave the body temple you will not be able to make those changes or give that “tune-up”. Do you see? It is a matter of seeing and understanding.
Do NOT fall into lack, fall UPWARD into grace and gratitude. Thankful that you are still here in a body so that you CAN make changes. You CAN move around at will and pick objects up off the floor. Call on your Mother Flame to send a runner to help you. You carry the powers of the universe around with you, everywhere you go. In a pouch, a pure crystalline pouch at the center of your body – as you well know! (He is smiling. Yes, I know. I ask a question: What do you recommend as a quick “turn-around” method, to get out of a funk?) He answers: Breathe deeply into Mother Flame and ask her for a runner – a wisp of excitement, vitality and enthusiasm. She has a lot to share!! I think a question and he responds. No. You don’t have to perform Tai Chi poses to achieve a runner. (End)
After DK voice fades away, more thoughts filter into my consciousness. I am identifying with his higher consciousness. He has lifted me out of my funk. Do the Torus breath 20 times but picture your I AM Presence as you yourself in your white caftan going up into the air instead of a vague spark of light. YOU are the light, in person. You are a real personality. Be the light going up into space, clearing the air ahead of you as the Torus breath does, and out and down around yourself into the earth again as the Torus does, refreshing your body. Send your personal image out into space and allow your image to sprinkle through the atmosphere down around you into the earth. It is YOU, the light in you, that is clearing the debris out of the way. You are a light on many levels. This is a technique approved of by the Mother Flame, the God Flame in you.
I remembered how I started my morning meditation. I began by focusing on forming a solid ball of light in my mind, above me, waaaay above in the high skies above me. A solid ball of light as I worked at imaging it, building it in my mind. It cannot be done in a moment. It takes time to concentrate on building. It’s all about focusing on imagining and building a form out of mind, out of consciousness, out of intention. It takes time. So once again, I am reminded to take the time to work at it. Focus at building a more beautiful world out of my own mind. Instead of a funk, get to work and start doing something with these high energies that I connect with during my morning routine.
I focus first on forming a solid ball of light high, high, high in the sky above me, using beautiful words of high vibration - peace, love, light, truth, joy, excitement, laughter, fun-filled celebration. Then I bring an extention of that light-form down to my crown, half in and half out, as DK has told me. And I spend time repeating words of high beauty, grace, compassion and wisdom, excelling in every word while focusing on building a round spherical ball of light at my crown. It takes time. This is ME! I am building light into my own head and crown. If I just say the word quickly and not spend time feeling and concentrating and imagining the feeling of that word, what energy it gives off, what sensation, just saying the word in a quick monotone, it is worthless. There is no value being imprinted into my body cells. It is then just a shadow of the thing. An artificial shadow on the wall that is not real, just something passing thru quickly. The shadow then becames worthless data that clogs the synapses of my brain. Particles of digital electrons that have no spark of life in them. They get stuck in the brain along with other meaningless words. It adds to the dirty confusion that builds up in me, that I carry around with me, everywhere I go. This is the reason for my sitting in silence and emptying my mind into the higher realms of silence. I see I cannot step down out of my silent time, as if stepping down stairs into the low density of the past actions. I must build NEW light forms with my mind and intentions. New light forms to carry me into more vitality, energy, quickness, alertness and interest in life and living.
Today I am using the sord “sacred” and "grace" as feeling words to associate with, along with others as they pop up. I am feel for the feelings within these words. I don't have to stop and concentrate. I do them on the run, as I work my day. I say the words over repeatedly, mentally, consciously, while feeling for the sensation of energy, the vibrations they carry. I build a sphere of light, a pure clear ball of light first at the crown, a ball of light as real as I can make it, so that it looks solid and physical in my mind. Then do the same thing for the whole brain. Then for the throat, then for the heart-lung organ, they are a unit together. Then the solar plexus area. There is no one particular organ here to focus on, so I build a large ball of solid light covering this area.
Then the sacral area, the sex center, a ball of light surrounding the sacrum. Here I received break-through revelations about the singularity, the oneness, the wholeness of the life force, and how sex divides into two separate genders here. There is a "Y" in the road. One goes off to the right, one to the left. A male side and the other a female side. I see that I am to become a whole single energy, not divided. I am to weave them together to create a non-duality energy here. I repeat "non-duality" in my mind. Along with love, trust, truth, sacred, non-duality words.
Sex as a physical problem issue in humanity creates heavy dividing energy in the consciousness. Humanity has been caught in this confusion of separation for eons and eons, which continues to divide the singularity into two separate and opposing genders. It keeps us weighed down in complexities. It is not simple. We are all weighed down trying to sort it out. But non-dual words of truth, love, joy, celebration, compassion, smiling, kindness, non-gender issues brings us back to unity consciousness, a higher consciousness, and we build that into our bodies as we do the light work.
The dividing point is at the second chakra. Then I go down to the first chakra and build the Mother Flame around the coccyx and tail bone. The Mother Flame. The Ancient Order of the Mother Flame. I received a most beautiful experience here several months ago. And then I went down to the knees and built light forms into the knees. And then down to the feet and build light forms into my feet. As I put the mental work into building light into my body, I am rewarded with subtle revelations. Easy to handle revelations. Soft and warm and natural. They continue to flow into my mind and my funk is over. I get on with my day with enthusiasm and renewed interest.
1/13/24 - The body is not a thing to fix, it is constantly changing
The body is not a thing to fix or medicate, it’s a process that is constantly changing. There are cells within larger cells enfolded within larger cells, embedded inside even larger cells. Your physical body is the heaviest and densest and most solid of seven bodies. You are a pure and holy spirit. Your waking consciousness is pure and your holy spirit is descending into heavier more clingy “matter” step by step.
The first descension from holy and pure spirit is the causal body. Seven gifts are given to you from the birth of your consciousness, and you retain them, absorb them into what is called your causal body. Then you descend another step down into density. This is called the higher mental body, called the Christ body by the church. Each cell is surrounded by a higher mental body cell. This is still pure and holy but becoming more aware of density and physicality. Thus your higher mental body takes on an understanding, a perspective of the limitations you are descending into. And then you descend down another step into your lower mental body. And here is where you lose it. You lose the perspective that you are pure and holy and are plunged into the mix and matter of seething human thought and feeling.
Your pure and holy consciousness is still there but is covered over with forgetfulness. It is ordained that you forget and each cell is encased round about in the practical body/mind or thought/mind pertaining to the physical reality world only. You next take another downward step into MORE of density, where cells rub shoulders with other cells nearby, and you form and feel a sensuality between you which you could not feel before. This is the emotional feeling body and each cell is embedded inside the emotional body that prepares you for an intense emotional/pain/pleasure life of duality. And then you take another stop down into density and here you gather ALL of your awarenesses together, all perspectives and experiences together into one lump storage compartment or reservoir of energy, called the etheric body - called soul by the masters - and you feed it into your physical body. This is the final receiver of all your awareness to date. Your physical body receives all that you have learned, experienced, become consciously aware of, in your journey downward into density and outward in expression into the physical reality world of manifestation. So you are continuing to process every moment through every movement of your day.
Will you repeat the past or move on to something new? Repeating the same cycle again and again is how you keep building more density and confusion into your physical reality. To break out of physical confusion you must try something new. You are nudged to try something new. Newness is freshness is aliveness is adventure and excitement. Try something new instead of repeating the same old cycle over and over. Allow your purity and innocence and holy (the light) to come out into manifestation - the manifestation that you are in your original immaculate state - so that you shine through the physical exterior of your skin and action. The question to each person is, Will you be more authentic and real and true to yourself in your response and reactions to circumstances? Or will you fall back on yesterday’s belief system and recycle the same old stuff? (Received as automatic channeling on 10/21/23)
1/11/24 - Coming down thru the sun
After re-reading the DK message I posted on his book yesterday, (Listen to your body, it is a mixture of refined and unrefined materials), I asked "Does DEEP breathing help me to blend the refined and unrefined materials in my body for better vitality?" I am feeling an odd sensation of being out of alignment and wondered if really DEEP cleansing breathing into the lungs would help, because I don't do that very often. DK responded:
(DK:) Yes. Deep breathing does indeed help, breathe as deeply as you can consciously, so that your consciousness brings in the power of your SELF. Your REAL self as you discovered this morning riding in with glee from the Sun. You have done excellent work in this regard. Good for you. You have done well to share your knowledge. Yes. Breathe deeply, breathe consciously. Your breath will balance your refined energies and bring in your unrefined energies to a greater level of peace. It is YOUR consciousness that does the healing. YOU are the Master consciousness within your body, achieving the healing. Do more of this. Spend more time breathing deeply, my dear. Yes, you have read and received this correctly.
(Me:) Thank you. Is there anything more you might tell me that would pertain to this thought? I had a thought a moment ago to ask you. You said “If you call me 'we can continue with the lesson.' I wonder – does that mean I should call you through my conscious ego mind, or are you referring to my soul calling to you which is often sub-conscious and I'm not aware? Is there such a thing as calling you subconsciously?
(DK:) No, my dear, be conscious of calling me. I will come when you are fully conscious of calling to me, as you are doing now.
(Me:) Dear Master DK, thank you so much for answering my questions.
As I was doing the hold breath today (inhale to count of 8, hold to count of 8, exhale to count of 8, hold to count of 8), something phenomenal happened. It was when I expelled air that I saw or actually experienced myself coming out of the sun as a living personification of light and riding downward, coming down into my body with supreme happiness and glee, as if I had just been set free and was celebrating. I can't describe how brilliant, bright and exquisitely beautiful and bright I was. It was an extraordinary feeling and it was ME! I had EXPELLED the air in my lungs and it was as if an explosion occurred. I had been holding my lungs and now let it go. Wow! I felt the freedom but I also saw myself become free too, as if a light exploded inside of me and turned me into radiance. I saw myself in a way that was more real than physical. As a youthful totally resurrected and vitalized BEING of living light. I felt as if I was breaking out of the maze, out of the smog, the dark, and that I was coming home to myself as I entered into my body with such GUSTO, it's hard to portray the feeling, as if this was the first time I had ever broken free. I was a kid again!. Happy, joyful, kid again. Innocent, happy and full of excitement and eager to get started. I came down out of the sun, or thru the sun. I am a ray of light coming through the sun. I am a unique light, a unique intelligence out of all the other rays coming through the sun. How could this be? I do not know.
This is a first experience, and I wonder now - Is my I AM Presence? I knew myself as a distinct and separate ray of light in that split moment or flash of insight. Gleeful, happy, beyond describing the happiness. I am my OWN ray of light, my OWN spirit, my OWN energy, my own consciousness, and yet a part of the great light which is my source light. I am a part of the sun and a part of the great light behind the sun that is beyond my reach. I can actually experience myself - my own self coming through the sun and it is uniquely ME! I am ME! I can feel ME! Coming out of the sun’s light and descending into my fixed solid body.
And then the work began, the heavy lifting, the healing, the (ooooff) hard work of removing the covers that imprinted into me. But that's for later. I don't want to ruin a good story - the coming in from the sun!
Now, today, remarkably, I have discovered Kerry K on Youtube. It is as if her appearance in my life is precisely on queue. A soul sister who knows exactly what's happening and can support my experience. She validates what I have just experienced. For those who are ready for Kerry K and more truth about the Ascension, see Today's Posts I posted on 1/9/24. She knows things nobody else seems to know. I am so grateful to have her validation.
I believe that many people are experiencing one-of-a-kind unusual experiences and don't know what they mean or whether to believe them or not. Maybe they are fantasies or illusions? That is why I write - to share MY story. It may validate someone else's experiences. I urge others to do the same. Speak up! Tell! Share! Believe in yourself. You are an immortal life-giving, life-inspiring, conscious intelligence, a LIGHT who has a fabulous intellect and knowledge to share. You have lived forever. You know things that have been kept hidden and under cover. You are perhaps only beginning to remember. Or perhaps you have known all along, as I have. But no one has validated them for you. This is an era of validation and support. We are sisters and brothers of the same race, the same planet, the same loving community. We are breaking out, breaking out of the maze and beginning to remember who we are. We are opening to the light that is already in us but covered over. We have always been that light. We know what we know. We may not say it out loud but we know what we know. We were just covered over by smog, or fog, or dirt, or artificially-enduced traumas.
Bless you. I love you. I love the whole world today and you're in it! Contact me thru the contact page if you are inclined.
1/7/24 - Chop wood, carry water
Lao Tsu said in a post yesterday: “You have heard the expression: Before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood and carry water. Do you understand why this was said? On the base level, one must continue to provide for themselves sustenance and warmth no matter their spiritual development. At a much deeper level, it is the act of DOING that provides the greatest grounding. One must stay anchored into the act of living and being on earth. It is recommended that people anchor themselves very stro
This is a message from the Master DK after I asked a question. I was so inspired by reading an Ascended Master message this morning that I asked him, “How can I ever teach this? I want to but how? Because I keep changing and moving. It never stands still! I keep learning, I want to share this knowledge but my knowledge base keeps changing. How do I teach it if it won’t stand still? I was told…
“If you ever feel that you know it all and have the perfect knowledge, then you’re not a teacher, you are an artificial intelligence, still operating on ego. The truth is, you will NEVER stop learning. The whole point is interact with the others around you, you are not a teacher, you are a traveler alongside all the other travelers. Your need to teach is actually a need to exchange information, pass it on, work together.
“It is the blending of your knowledge base with those above you that establishes cooperation and relationship. This is a weaving of levels with levels above and below. Your seeking and reaching up signals those above to reach down and assist you. You have to call upward, pray upward, meditate upward and they will hear you. In the same way those below you reach up to you and when you hear them, you turn and assist them according to their needs but you don’t do it for them. You establish a relationship with them. It helps YOU because you are giving, and it helps THEM because they are receiving new light, new knowledge, new inspiration. This is what is meant by a hierarchy. There are levels upon levels. There must be conscious communication established. The ascendeds have been cut off from humans. The humans need to open their hearts and minds to the ascendeds and galactics so the ascendeds and galactics can reach them.
“It is the blending and integrating of each one’s accumulated knowledge base blending with that above that creates the greater blend, the overall field of knowledge. This blending of personal identity with the greater whole is the Godhead. Even the unascended embodied souls who do not know about this are part of the Godhead, not yet aware of the process which drives them to pray and seek goodness, truth, mercy and freedom. The one who cries out “Oh God!” at the hour of his pain or death, knows this truth on the inner levels but his outer form has not yet been exposed to this fact. And so, dear one, are you ready to, not teach as a teacher, but share as in storytelling. For others have stories to tell too. Be a group. Do not be afraid to call your group together any longer. You have passed the test! We are delighted. Please, lift yourself up, for you have been covering yourself with your head down, refusing to acknowledge this. You have been afraid of falling into the trap of artificial intelligence! (Laughter I hear) There has been too much talk about the cabal and the dark evil plans. They too are part of the Godhead. Do not judge them, or yourself. Do not separate yourself from your fellow brothers and sisters. Do not try to judge them as above or below you. You are equally on the path of discovery and expansion. The outer personality is like sparkling dust flying around out in front, behind and all around the body as it moves through life and tries on different attitudes the way one tries on new clothes to see how it fits.
“Underneath the swirling clouds of dust inside the form is the potential path of light for the child to fill in with his knowledge and conclusions. His lessons learnt. Look beyond the spritzing of dust to the inner light within. The inner light within is that weaving of light, the strands of light that hold the body in the shape of human. The Adam Kadmon, also called the Christ. It is crystalline, pure and undefiled. It cannot be defiled for it is God, Father, Mother God, the oneness that you came from, that created you in their image. You are the child of love and you are light. The light is the pattern, you are the love that is following the pathways of the light within. You are laying down the power of love within you as you express your gain of confidence. The architecture that supports your body temple is pure power and steel as you come to conclusions. You cannot be harmed at this level of empowerment and embodiment, not ever, for you are pure light, undamaged, no longer new-born but now filled with power of knowledge. This consciousness you have gained of your own power can be dimmed and go into hiding, by following distractions of other people, but YOU, the real you cannot be touched. It can only be hidden and blocked.
“The mistake that is made is to reject this awareness. Do not reject your own awareness. What you are aware of is you, the innocent God, the innocent good, learning. It is for your own benefit what you observe. It is your lesson, what you are observing. Don’t shut it down. Don’t reject it. Take it in. Allow the lesson in. Take note. This is a school room. All embodiments are school rooms. You are the innocent untouchable observer. I would have you wake up to that fact, and stop being drawn away into darker forests of entanglement and questioning. Instead, hold the vision of purity. Use a picture of yourself that you love and use it as a model to anchor your sweetness, your strength, your courage, truth and ideal nature. It has been given to you, as a camera, as a tool. Use it to mark your way through your life lesson and your game plan. It is a delight to remember your true self. Not knowing your true self is the pain you have endured. Wake up from the delusions and the milling crowd. Separate yourself from the masked crowd and reconnect with the innocent ones behind the mask.
“This is the teaching that all – ALL – all who have gone before you have done. They have not separated from the world. They learned how to shift their focus away from the outer chaos to the light and love that is called the Christ, the one you call Crystal one. It is always there. You could not walk, move, speak, think, see, without the support of light that is the structure holding your body, the earth dust and minerals, together. Yes, you were created in our image – and we were created in the image of those who went before us. There is a hierarchy vastly different from your governmental systems in the outer fixed world. The hierarchy of the spirit is that which leads us all, supports us all. There is no beginning and no end. It is infinite. The Great Ones whose names are long forgotten are as close as your hands and feet. They are ageless. They are eternal. They offer their hands to you. You may reach out now and touch them. Finger to finger. They will pass to you a spark of themselves. Do not forget, you are ONE with us.” (The end. I could feel the end coming, losing power, dimming and going away. Journaled 4/17/22)
3/22/25 - A revelation vision: Pain is a particle of light repressed
The following vision came to me back in 2012. I wish to share it here, it may be relevant to someone who reads it.
When I got up this morning I was so achy and hurting that I asked "Why?" as I went into the meditation room and sat down to do energy work. I was really stiff, unusually so, like iron. "What can I do to get rid of this pain?" I kept repeating that question. Then I got that I should not try to get rid of it but to love it back into myself. "Enter into the pain and surrender to the pain because inside each pain is a particle of light that has been rejected or pressed down under and forgotten."
Then the whole thing opened up and I saw the whole planet filled with repressed truths, like glowing diamonds of pure innocent light, crystal pure Creator light and love, that was repressed for one reason or another and buried. This has been going on for eons. These truths - innocence, purity, wholesomeness, naturalness, creative expressions - that have been squashed and squelched are now covered over with darkness and many of them are so ancient nobody remembers them. But the light is still there inside the darkness hidden away and forgotten. The darkness remains because the light is still there and somebody doesn't want that truth to be seen so the covering has to remain over it. I saw this so clear. It was amazing how clear this was to me.
These little sparkling particles of Creator covered by a dark shell are everywhere, like dark grains of sand on a beach, some small, some big, some connected, some standing alone. All sorts of things, maybe as small and insignificant as when a little child was smacked for doing what came natural to her and she had to bury that moment. Or a pretty young woman who was naturally flirtatious and dancing around enjoying life and she got raped, so she had to hide her fun-loving side. Many babies born out of wedlock and that beautiful truth buried beneath a covering of lies. So many things, so many natural spontaneous beautiful spirits - creator lights - who were shut down and buried, I saw the whole planet covered by this dark stuff, but inside each piece of darkness a beautiful radiant piece of creator light.
Now I understand what the darkness is that covers the planet. It's there because it's hiding the light that somebody tried to express naturally but couldn't. So I was told that the pain is my friend and so to face it and walk into it and welcome it, surrender to it and appreciate it and love the beauty of the darkness - not just the light but the darkness too - because it served you. Appreciate what it did for you. Love and honor the pain and the darkness and by so doing you welcome it and absorb it back into yourself because it's your darkness and pain - you created it - and I saw there was no difference between my pain and the pain of the planet because it's all connected. There is no "mine and thine", it's all part of the human consciousness. Embrace it and don't try to push it away any more. When I got up the stiffness was still there but I found myself bouncing downstairs with a lot more freedom and lightness than I had when I first got up. So there is a lot of truth in lightening up and getting rid of old stuff. (Journaled 8/18/12)
3/21/25 - Continuing the last two blogs: Yearning for love, an occult teaching
The male energy is waking up in me and I am coming into more of a balance. The process is not complete yet but I'm getting there. More so than ever before in prior lifetimes, when I did not achieve the male-female balance. I have been mostly feminine in all my prior lifetimes, even when I imbodied in a man's body. Will I succeed in achieving the male-female balance in this life? I don't know but this morning Mother Kundalini spoke to me and surprised me, as I broke out into the spontaneous inner wind movement called kriyas, or Tai Chi. This is a natural evolution of every soul when it is time. This is an ancient teaching which has not been given openly to our modern era.
There is light in my cells and they are conscious. I am talking to them now, as I speak to them lovinglyl, the light in my cells, to press on and do the stretches with me and feel the bliss come on gentle whiffs of sweetness. It is a release of the pain of loneliness. I am conscious of their separation, feeling of lostness and abandonment, so I am giving them love now. I am conscious of them now, I was not conscious before now. This is a new awareness. It is THEIR pain of aloneness that I feel, not mine. I thought it was my pain but it is THEIR yearning for love. THEIR need, THEIR loneliness, their crying for their Momma and I have come! I am their mother. I listened, I was made aware. For the first time I listened and was aware. I have discovered a new strength and power coming from these exercises and affirmations. I have discovered an eternal truth, one that has been hidden from the outer world for many centuries. This is very scientific, very real, very practial.
The sense of hopelessness and abandonment I was feeling over the last year or two is lessening because I know the truth now. It is coming from the long lost light in the abandoned cells of my body. They are conscious, as conscious as you and I. Now there is a new vitality coming forth. I feel it it. For many months I have been feeling this sense of death looming. I thought it was ME but it’s not me, it’s the lost little ones, the light, that still lives in my body. My cells had hopes of being reclaimed but they lost their hope. They were not reclaimed – until I suddenly noticed them. This vehicle of this body I live in is composed of very dull particles overlaying an active living conscious aware life – the elementals as described by the Masters in the books I have in my library here.
The cells of my body know when their time is up. There is only so much time they have in one body, according to past history. They are conscious, they are the light, composed of Creator God's light. They know their own history so they know when their time is done and when they can expect death. OMG! I am getting it! It’s not me going to die. It’s this body I’m using. It has gotten old, but I am eternally young, I who live in it. I will vacate it if I have to but I will keep working to resurrect the ancient light within these cells. I am here to reconnect with them, to resurrect this aging body. These cells are part of me. The Ascended Master teachings have told me about the electrons. They are a teaching that must be told. It is the long lost story. I am here to reclaim them and call them home to ME, to activate them, give them a new purpose and enthusiasm. And tell their story. I have more light in me now. I was not as enlightened in earlier lives, while living in earlier bodies. I am now a teacher to my own body. I am working with it. I am training it and coaching it with love. I care. I am learning to love my own body! I am like the gymnastic coach in high school, blowing the whistle to shape up the students, telling them to stand tall, stand straighter. Get in line. Align and straighten out the mental body, the emotional body, the spiritual body. Create a stronger, more ideal body. Get in shape. Become aligned. Be one whole body. When I abandoned them in previous lives, they were unfinished, left behind, lost and alone, abandoned by their teacher and master - Me!
Now I am here with knowledge, taking charge over them. All of this loneliness and abandonment and sorrow has been emerging in me as pain. I am here encouraging with kindness and love, with gentleness and caring touch on this body of mine, insisting on loving the life within me and living that life moment by moment. It is not for other people that I live, but for my Self alone. "Keep going", I am urging these little ones, the cells in my body, the blood, liquid, muscles and bone in my body. “Don’t give in, don’t give up.” Stand in my own light. This is my Sadhana, my ritual routine every day. I thought I was urging myself but I am urging THEM, the little ones that hold my body structure in place. They are the elementals composed of subatomic particles, sub-atoms, sub-space, infinitely tiny electrons and protons. They compose the infinite sea of life throughout the universe. They are Father God’s body of life. They are focused down into ME because I have called them to me. They compose the anatomy and biology of my physical vehicle, giving it life so I can walk, talk, act and breathe through it, and explore the physical world with it.
I have read the books, the transmissions and messages from the Ascended Masters as published through the AMTF, the Ascended Master Teaching Foundation. And I know the truth now. This time I know the truth. This vehicle that I am walking in is learning new maneuvers every day. There are secrets being released as I stretch the body and feel the pain. There is information releasing in the pain. It is knowledge that I have suppressed. I am reaching back with love, with the highest love I can feel, the highest perfect I can find and feeding it to them - the little lost electrons in my body, the light in me which lights up the crystalline light body within me. I am feeding them hope through my affirmations and they are activating. They are getting the love from me as I exercise and stretch them, and they are getting the energy from my affirmations, spoken out loud every day at the same time to build a solid sphere of protection around me. I feel the little blasts, like little whiffs of bliss, like smoke, of release of comfort, as pain is "worked with", connected to and allowed to release. Bliss comes through into the physical nerves. I feel it.
This takes patience and kindness to pay attention. If I pay close enough attention the whiffs of bliss pass on to the blood stream and the heart pumps it further out around the body. It's like opening a window on a beautiful morning and letting fresh air blow through the stuffy room. I did the seven bodies affirmation this morning picturing dazzling white light. I spoke the affirmations out loud, carefully fingering the beads to make sure I got them all. The photons in the surrounding air, my auric field, were strengthened again after relaxing for the past 24 hours. The auric field needs to be renewed every day. This is something we need to remind everyone, teach it, how to do this. Otherwise, the photons – the living electrons from the sun that we inhale - fall away and mix and mingle with neighboring electrons and they lose their strength around me. These little lost ones belong to me. They bear my signature energy. Jesus said, “I come to gather my lost sheep.” We thought he meant people but I am convinced he meant these lost abandoned cells from his prior lives. Everyone has their own electrons that bear their personal signature energy. The Ascended Master teachings say so. When the master speaks (the soul living in the body) the electrons of conscious light are comforted because they know they are being watched over and cared for. The electrons in the air around me hear my words and obey my command and are comforted. My voice is like a drum beat to them and they obey my command. This is an Ascended Master instruction. I have learned.
The electrons organize in layers around me, creating the famous auric field. They strengthen the walls of the aura, locking my kingdom in place, secure in harmony and peace. They keep out the invaders, the drifters, the looters and distractors. We are safe inside our “ring pass not”, known as the I AM Presence. I AM. Repeat I AM often. I AM sovereign. Most people do not know about this sanctuary or how to maintain it. It is time we talked about it. That is why I am writing about it. I knew about affirmations years ago but only started doing them out loud a month ago. And only got serious about it ten days ago. It is showing signs of benefit slowly but surely. It is going well. Thirteen days later my journals reflect a follow-on to this article.....
(1/13/23) Yes, the planet has kundalini. Kundalini is the ancient light trapped – or is it stored? – within it. Ancient light is kundalini force, the Mother Flame aka Shakti. It is the holy spirit force, the ancient light embedded into the soil, clay, rocks, mountains, rivers, oceans. You are here to recognize it and WAKE IT UP! It is not dead. The light cannot die. It is eternal, immortal, infinite. Wake it up. Reclaim it. Claim it as YOURS! Make it yours. Be the new Earth. Be the new power. Build on the old. Others before you built on those before them. Who built on those who came before they did. Now YOU add your light to those who have gone before you, adding your light, adding to light embedded into Earth’s soil of the past. “Do not let the light go out,” is the message from the sun. “Do not let the light go out but send it home again.” Now, here is the key, the crucial key that is often missed. You can only send the light home by connecting to it and lifting it. You are from home. Connect home with the Earth planet that is in you. Earth was built from light from home by a continuous flow of souls being born here from home. They left their light here, behind them, in their corpses as they decomposed. The light never goes out. The light of the electrons that built the bodies and sustained the bodies, that light never goes out. Do not let this light of your ancestors and predecessors go out. Connect into it, add to it, send it home by lifting it up, by consecrating it, by sanctifying it, by appreciating it, by loving it and lifting it up and recognizing it as holy and divine. Lift it up to the great Father Creator of it all, the One Infinite Creator.
3/20/25 - Yearning for love: an occult teaching - What does love feel like?
(Continued from 3/17/25 blog)
More scenes and memories flow to me. My lower body is churning with old stuff, old memories, old realizations. Did I know this before? I must have. They are now emerging, making themselves known to me. I am experiencing the deep pain of longing for love. My body is longing for love. One after another after another of thoughts I have entertained in the past are openly flowing now, years of awareness, but I am focused outward seeking it now from other people. My thoughts drift to women. They are better at giving selfless love than men. Now I am thinking it is feminine love that I need. But do the women know how to give it? No. Most of them do not. This teaching has not been given. This is beyond human limits. I am making myself vulnerable now, for a reason. Setting myself up to experience the deep pain of longing for love for a lesson. I have put myself into experiencing loss of love. I have let it go on and on and on, until my body has grown weak from the pain. It hurts so badly. Not physical pain but emotional pain. I have a need for loving touch. Must I ASK for loving touch? I have not known how to ask. I thought I had to always give it. I did give it. For many years. Until I ran out and depleted myself in this life. Then I had to stop giving love. But I know the female has the love. She has the access to love. She knows how to give loving touch.
I have to switch to male mode and ask for it. Suddenly I see myself as the male asking for love. I am the male surfacing inside this body and asking for love. I am my own answer. I am connecting with the male in me. It is not someone else who can help me but I myself. I need to love myself, to focus on myself, to open the inner doors to myself and connect the male within me with the female within me. It is a matter of balancing my two separated natures. DK has been teaching me but I have to experience the answer myself. I have to reclaim and restore the love within myself, by giving my vehicle love. My muscles, cells, tissues, organs, blood and bones. I will resurrect the love within myself. It is not pharmaceuticals I need, not drugs, not another human being, it is the sweet soft innocence of love within me. What does love feel like? I have to find it. It is known as the crystalline light body. I have been taught there is a network called grids within the body. Everybody has this grid in them. It has been called the Christ when it is flowing with pure love, pure refreshing innocence. Pure divinity. Pure holiness, pure source, pure perfection, as DK has been referring to it all these years. This cannot come from another human. “Make peace with your world,” DK said.
The keening wail of a lost soul seeking its other half, its opposing nature, its male to its female or vice versa, is an ancient story. It is seeking its other half that died unfulfilled at the end of previous deaths, previous lifetimes, because it did not discover its other half in time. The other half of itself was unacknowledged, unclaimed, unredeemed, and buried in Mother Earth. But I am getting ahead of myself. The divine feminine seeks the divine masculine to bring the lasting peace. Not in another living body but in my OWN living body. It is myself I am seeking. The other half of myself! It remained unclaimed at the last death but it was reborn in THIS life. We always have both natures within us, all thru life. The feminine and the masculine always live in the same body together and hope to be reintegrated and made whole again. Holy. So I have this new body but I have not reclaimed or activated my masculine side. It still lies buried inside my body, unacknowledged. This is a deep occult (hidden) mystery. No one is talking or teaching it. But I know. Now I know. I know that when my tail bone “fall” took place several months ago, it was the cracking open of my right side, the male side of me. I didn’t know it at the time. It was a soul activation. It was time so the process was begun. Revelations started coming thereafter.
When it is time this information will step forth, about reclaiming the opposite nature within – the one that has been ignored and suppressed. This information is coming forth now for me. Information about the divine feminine is coming forth. The occult teaching about the divine mother, the holy mother. The physical body itself is the mother when it is balanced, male to female. She will come when the outer personality is ready to become vulnerable and open to receive it. Because we have been a male-controlled world the divine feminine has been suppressed both in the male and the female. The divine feminine lives in every human being, repressed in both men and women.
I went to sleep on these thoughts. The next day, 24 hours later, I woke inspired, strong-willed and eager, and chanted the 49 decrees - the affirmations the masters gave me back in the ‘80s - the same ones I have done every day with minor adjustments as I evolved. I did the back exercises and during the physical stretches I saw the little sparks in me, the electrons, the pure elementals that compose the molecules and cells of my body. The lost light that I saw a month ago buried inside my cells. The lost light I left behind in my other deaths. I am aware of them. I am reattaching to them. I feel their pain. There is life in their pain. I feel it. If there weren't life in them I wouldn't feel their pain. The pain is not ME, it is coming from these little ones, these little elementals who live in my cells, muscles, tissues, organs, blood. I feel the pain of loss and abandonment because I left them behind in my previous lives. I vacated the premises, I gave up the body and abandoned it in death. I died and returned home to heaven without them. I left them behind. This is an occult teaching re-emerging after thousands of years.
I'm doing the hamstring stretch, the crunch, the pelvic tilt, the other stretches, and I feel the little sparks. I feel their hurts when I stretch, but I feel their comfort when I relax and fall back. There is a sigh, a release and a whiff of bliss, ever so slight, as the pain releases. The ancient light coming awake. Again. Because I am recognizing it. I am appreciating it. As I release after stretching, it is the equivalent of sinking into a feather bed, surrendering to the softness. Is it to death that I am surrendering? Sometimes I think that. The thought crosses my mind that I might die if I surrender too much. But then I realize the electrons that compose my body are conscious. They are alive. They have their own memories and they have experienced death before.
I thought it was ME getting ready to die but it's not me. It is the little cells in my body. They've experienced death before. Many times. They have memory. I am picking up their memory. They are preparing to experience death again.
It is the darkness of this Earth planet to have experienced such torment over and over through the eons. They remember what it is like to yield and surrender to death. Elderly people feel it because they are listening to their bodies better than young people, and the conscious light in their bodies know their time is short. The elder feels the pain of the body. The spiritual life in the elderly does not die, it simply vacates the body when the body gives up. The soul abandons the body at death and returns home to the heavenly state of bliss and aliveness. I feel the tug and pull to give up and surrender to death, but I am wise to the game now. I know it is the light in my body that is preparing to be left behind again. But this time I am aware. I have been taught and trained by DK. I know it is the light in the cells in my body that is feeling the urge to give up and die. I didn’t understand until this moment. When it is time, a person wants to give in to that comfortable peace of dying. But I AM wiser this time. I am here with new information. I will not let the little cells of my body surrender to death again.
3/17/25 - Yearning for love: an occult teaching
(From my journal in 2022) It was 4:12 am when I woke up with a terrible deep longing for someone to give me love on my lower back. I’ve never felt it so keenly before. It was like a loud wail, a keening, physical wail of deep pain from inside my skin. It hurt so badly. Before going to sleep I read an old channeled message from DK in which he advised focused breathing into each chakra location in the body, starting with first the heart, then the crown, then the root, then the third eye, then the sacral, then the throat, then the solar plexus, in that order. He said: “This awakens new messages from within the chakra, which is a portal. Each chakra location is a portal to more information." I read that around 11 pm last night and did it before going to sleep. Five hours later, I woke at 4 am with such deep hunger and hurting that it was actually physical prickles, a yearning in my lower back that spread out and around to the sides and hips. out all around. The sensation was of pain, deep pain, centuries old pain. I couldn't believe it and didn't know what to do about it.
I could see or sense something hauntingly familiar from deep inside reaching upward to my physical nerves trying to connect with them. I pictured the nadis, the etheric nadis of Sanskrit lore. I saw them as bulbous, like bulbs of love and light at the end of long strands reaching upward, seeking to grasp hold of my physical nerve ends, which were lonely and hurting. The power of the etheric body trying to reach the physical from INSIDE me. They have love to give. My lower back is so desperate for love. It prickled at me with need, with hunger for loving touch. I lay in the dark beside Doug thinking, "Should I ask him to put his hands on me?" Dear God, help me! Doug shuffles and wakes up. I ask him to put his hand on my lower back. He complies. I shift over onto my stomach and he puts his hand on my lower back but the love isn’t there. It isn’t flowing. He doesn’t know how to flow love. I tell him thank you but it’s not working. Oh, it hurts so much but I must be kind. I don't want to disturb him.
I will have to get up and go across the hall to my room and deal with it myself. It is dawning on me that I am at the threshold of learning something. This is my own issue surfacing. It requires inner work from me alone. The yearning to have someone else put their love on me is a separation issue. I have been separated from my own divine nature and it is surfacing now. I thought someone else could give it to me but I haven't gotten it yet - the whole point of the story. I will get to it later. I continued mulling over it in my mind in the dark, waiting for Doug to go back to sleep. I have given love to many people over the years, especially hands-on loving touch through massage and caring. Now I need some love for myself. It is not something someone else can give me. It is something that I must give to myself. But I don't know that yet. It hasn't surfaced yet. I spend more time longing for someone to give me loving touch. I start focusing on that. God help me! The yearning is so great. I think of people, the ones I know, who I might call tomorrow. My back continues to yearn and wail for loving touch. I never knew it could hurt so bad. Issues, scenes, confusions, wonderments churn. My lower abdomen starts hurting. The whole of me hurts down there.
Finally I reach the inevitable conclusion: that human beings don't know how to give loving touch. We ALL want someone to give it to us because we don't know how to love our SELF. We have not learned how to build love up inside our SELF, through focus, through deep inner focus, by ourself alone, because we live inside a bubble of love but we’re focused outside constantly outside to others. How to give love to our SELF is a mystery. We don’t know how. No one has told us or shown us how to do this. This is a new learning. We need to build up a reservoir of excess love inside our own bodies, within our own SELF. This is ancient secret knowledge, occult secret teaching. It was outlawed back then in older times. People were killed for teaching it. So we were prevented from knowing this. We must learn to love our own bodies first, and build up an excess of love within ourself first. After our own bodies feel loved and accepted then we can give love to someone else. Because then we will have an abundance of love to give away, to share. We will want to. I did much of this in former lifetimes and also in this lifetime. But I forgot about how to build love up within mySELF first. Once we learn this, we will not be yearning for someone to give us love. We will instead be seeking to share our love with others. We won’t need or want love from someone else. The blockage lies within. We don't know that yet. This is what DK is trying to teach me in so many different ways. We humans don’t know how to love. True love cannot flow unless it is selfless, and it can't be selfless unless there is an abundance of it built up inside us. Like money to a billionaire or trillionaire. He can’t give money away until he has made a lot of it. Then he can afford to give it away because he has an excess amount.
Continued tomorrow. There is much more on this subject.
3/15/25 - Merging opposites, a technique from Master DK
This morning I asked DK "Do you have any advice for me? Once more, I am confused over which practice or technique I should use. Like when I am disoriented and unable to keep my balance." He said:
"When you are stumbling, imagine walking upright perfectly. What would that feel like? Imagine it, picture it. Hold the picture in your mind. When you are tired, exhausted, imagine being in perfect condition, healthy and vibrant. What would that feel like? Imagine it, picture it. Use imagination. Imagine the opposite of what bothers you, imagine the opposite of the distress. Meld the opposites with a strong imagination. Practice this. Unite the opposites. If you are suffering, if you feel bad, if your body is failing, picture the perfect, the ideal, of how you wish the moment to be. Use your higher mind to imagine the perfect you."
3/14/25 - Uplifting your spirit!
I edited and added to yesterday's blog. The excitement of learning how the inner body functions - the electrons and inner space - is still with me today. It is truly amazing. Enjoy today, whoever you are who is reading this. I'm sending my love and my joy to you. Have a great day! Contact me via the Contact page if you want to talk. I welcome emails.
3/13/25 - Those little electrons will help lift you
A dream showed me what happens when vibrations drop. The electrons of the body are negative and they orbit around their central sun, the protons which are positive. Like our planet which is a negative orbits around our sun which is positive. The electrons pick up speed and go faster around their sun when we are in joy or a mood of celebration, freedom, laughing, positively creating – this increases their speed AND our vibration. Our bodies reflect our positivity because the electrons are conscious and they get the positive message. How? From the person who is laughing or dancing and celebrating. It’s the consciousness of the human that is sending the message to the consciousness of the electrons and hence, onto the body’s other cells, organs, tissues. (This is an ascended master teaching.) Because the electrons are also conscious, our conscious mood communicates messages to the electrons to either speed up their orbit around their central sun and go faster, which influences the feelings of the cells in our body also to feel better, or to slow down due to a negative message. Their speed reflects our mood and the electrons “obey” the mood.
It's consciousness to consciousness. Not mind to mind but consciousness to consciousness.
The Ascended Masters explain this very well, in detail, how these electrons are little conscious entities in their own right. They are negative, created as negative by Father God for this very reason and purpose. Because they are negative elements - meaning receptive, not "bad"! - they MUST obey the intelligence that oversees the body. That means in the human being, it is US who are the intelligence of our own bodies. We are the steward mastering and dictating the mood of our own selves. We who reside in this body. The electrons are the sparks of pure intelligence, created by Father Source, and they are myriad in the infinite sea of life. They are compose physical forms. They are the building blocks of life. They reflect the intelligence of the matter in which they reside. They reflect the intelligence of the human who resides in the body. If this were more universally known, we human beings would start paying more attention and more purposefully stay in a light, positive mood. In other words, stay in an uplifting attitude, stay excited, versus a dull, monotonous, dragged-down mood. Moment by moment our moods are reflected by the electrons that are everywhere in our physical body. They make up the cells. We are a mini-universe in action right now, this minute. As I write this I am very excited and my body reflects it. I'm running on extra energy. These electrons compose our lungs, our heart, our kidneys, stomach, digestive system, muscles, every organ and tissue in our body. The whole physical body feels “down” when we harbor fear, worry, stress, fatigue or horror, because these little electrons are mirroring that negative attitude. Thus the cells are feeling that negative attitude and our body is depressed.
On the other hand, when we change our thoughts to love, appreciation, gratitude and continue to hold these high vibrating thoughts, our emotions and feelings will reflect the higher mood. They will change the feelings of the body to a lighter feeling, a healthier feeling. According to the ascended masters, this is the secret key to staying youthful, vitally alive, living a long life, and even achieving immortality (the ascended state). Stay in happiness, freedom, pleasure and other high-vibe moods, when alone or with people. If with people who are negative and creating problems, either leave their vicinity, or say something of higher vibration (with firmness and loud enough to make a difference) to change the energy of the other person.
There is sub-atomic space between the electrons and molecules of the body. Star Trek refers to it as sub-space. This sub-space between the electrons is being recognized today by new-agers, explaining how you can change your life by changing your beliefs and attitudes by playing tapes of positive affirmations while sleeping. They are referring to the space between the electrons and molecules. Change your thought to more joyful thoughts in the sub-space between the electrons. Joyful thoughts will lift an evaporate the junk thoughts that weigh you down. Use whatever you enjoy to create an uplifting enthusiasm and excitement in your cells. Perhaps it is planning something creative, something recreational, or a continuing work project, anything that makes you feel positive, enthusiastic, happy, excited, even playful and free. Be creative. Use your own ideas to uplift you. This is breaking out of the box. It may cause changes in your live, but they will be for the betterment of all concerned. Think on what words to use. Let them build. The longer we think on a happy thought, the more our electrons pick up that happiness and start increasing their speed. It is a command we are giving to the body. The body will start showing signs of lightening up. We’re creating an emotion by doing this. An emotion is created by holding onto a thought long enough for the electrons and the sub-space in which it floats will reflect it. A fleeting though that comes and goes, will not do it. A thought must be held long enough to be picked up by the electrons. Maybe that will take some, maybe days, weeks, months. Practice and notice the results. This is a lifetime teaching from the ascended masters. Create joyousness in ALL situations, and change your life.
When your mood drops, the electrons slow their speed. Then your muscles, tissues, organs all droop and register this slow down. Pay attention to your thoughts and moods. Notice how your body reflects your moods. What causes the electrons to pick up or slow down? That is the big question to ask yourself. It requires paying attention. I think we all are not that good at paying attention. Real focused attention. But knowing about the electrons will help. This is new information. And, remember, this is an ascended master teaching. We haven’t heard this in mainstream science yet. The search is still on.
I just ended about 10 days closed up inside the house, by choice or rather neglect. I did not go outside in nature into the pasture that I am accustomed to doing. Not once in 10 days. I didn’t notice. It just happened. I remained inside the house doing my normal routines, even my meditations were done inside the closed meditation room. And I became steadily heavier and heavier in body, in mood and feeling, until I finally noticed that I was depressed. I was ignoring it until finally I had difficulty breathing, I thought it was a physical problem. I asked my guidance and received answers. And then a dream confirmed it: get outside into Mother Nature. Breathe her fresh air. So I did that and the first day of one hour chanting in the sun and air caused my heaviness to go away. I was lifted and now I am doing it every day. Today when I went out and did the one hour in the sun and air, I felt joy and enthusiasm, in contrast to my previous depressed mood. I am now inspired to write about the electrons!
But there’s more. I can do things that elevate my mood like read inspiring words that excite me. Do creative projects that energize me. The electrons slow down when there is no movement. Movement can be mental to cause excitement too. It does not have to be physical action. When our consciousness moves, our awareness moves, our attention goes someplace, and our intention is focused. There is mental conscious movement. We are alert. These words denote intelligence moving. They signify that spirit is moving. Spirit must move to create vitality and energy. When spirit does not move, everything slows down. A high mood is God (life) actively moving in me. A low mood, such as becoming stagnant or dull, is God (life) fading out. Picture a wheel slowing down from very fast to slower, slower, slower, stop. This is what happens when the mind slows and loses velocity (loses interest), as the emotion lowers into negativity, like fear or stress – versus the highs of happy excitement, and positive enthusiasm, maybe a project going forward and being further creative, or visiting with a friend, laughing, sharing, revealing, that is being procreative. There is exciting activity taking place, projects waiting, anticipation of more creativity. When the mind slows down, activity slows down and the emotions slow down, causing a depression. This does not mean stillness as in meditation. That’s another story that involves God intention and focusing on, surrendering to, the God Source, the one infinite creator. The science of meditation is not falling into dullness!
What causes the electrons to slow down into a depressing state, is the human factor, not the God factor. Focusing on the God Source is going beyond the human condition to the original divine plan. This is excellence. This tapping into who we really are as a living intelligence with a purpose. The human factor has been off-track for eons, and the science of meditation left by the Ascended Ones, is the path for getting BACK on track, to continue our feelings of being part of the family of love and light again. Meanwhile, the electrons are mirroring our human moods, up and down. Remain in the positive and it will bring you closer to joy and the creator. Human emotion is either raising up or dropping down. The quantum field is the zero point in between. It is called sub-space. It is the neutral space. All movement which is negative and lives selfishly, takes from life and therefore drops below the quantum state and is minus-50. All movement which acts in a benevolent manner, in service to others with compassion, fairness, kindness, love and goodness, is plus-50. He or she is living a way of life that benefits life and adds to it. 50 + 50 = perfection! Zero. The quantum field of perfection.
To raise the state of consciousness (mood) to above the plus-50 mark, think of something creative that is exciting. DO something to create excitement! Consciousness droops when it falls below the quantum field into the minus-50. Then one is taking from life, rather than giving to life or living in the perfection of the eternal now. Consciousness is the key factor. We need to become conscious of our consciousness. It's a mood thing. Highly excited? Moderately interested? Feeling muddled? Feeling poorly? Become conscious of moods. It picks back up again when there is something waiting to be tackled. The proactive side of me is my creative side. It can be as simple as a housework task, or anything that pushes me to do and get started. It pushes me forward with what could be termed excitement, or eagerness, a wanting to get started. Not with dread, but excitement. When I develop a project I plant the seed to MOVE! Movement with a purpose picks me up. I feel I MUST do it because I planted the seed of the thought in my consciousness. It weighs on me. In contrast, in my earlier years, I did not know how to use my proactive side. I was a dreamer, a floater through life, following my inner spirit, but not using my mind. My mental faculties.
Now I am discovering the elegance of mind. When I plant a conscious thought to do something, I know I’ll feel good when it’s done. Even housework. Even something I’ve been dreading and avoiding. I rise above it now by taking a higher mental position, a higher mind. I become bigger than that which I dreaded and get the thing done. Then I am rewarded with a good feeling and I am proud of myself. It is a happy ending. Remember the Happy Ending? It is interesting to learn that this is what the occult (secret) sciences were all about in ancient times. Teaching the inner workings of the body and mind was kept secret because it was a constructive, powerful teaching, and the authorities did not want it to be taught. It was illegal. The science of mastery of the body and mind is an inner science. It takes time to process thru the layers. Schools were formed but they had to stay underground. Thank God these teachings are coming out into the public's eye now. We are on the threshold of transforming our world from darkness to free information - LIGHT! Many dark things are being exposed. Are you ready? Don't panic! What is being revealed may not be nice to hear but rise above it. Take a higher mental position. It will set things right. We will learn how to live free in this new world that is about to emerge. Living free is such a delightful way to live! I am applauding it. It will allow love to be free again to move about from person to person. It has been repressed for such a long, long time.
3/12/25 - Getting there!
Good morning on this chilly day in Florida! I am laughing at myself, but I think I am getting there. It has been a long winding path getting to here and now. A trek that went over there, yonder over hills and valleys, and then back again along a different path. Finally, heaven and earth are coming together. It had boiled down to two distinct threads I was following, both have been invigorating and exciting but each distinctly separate. The Loving Touch Massage and the Galactics or Extraterrestrials. One od of the earth, the other of unknown heavenly or extraterrestrial origin.
(1) LOVING TOUCH MASSAGE - The first thread I've been following is love, and the loving touch massages and discussions about the body, sex and spirituality, presents a new kind of love beyond or above the sexual focus, which brings peace, harmony, balance and exquisite sensations of being loved to the fullest, and fully embodied inside the skin, complete and fulfilled.
(2) THE GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIGHT - The second thread I've been following is the Galactic Federation of Light, the extraterrestrial connection. This has filled me with awe and wonder and an increasing sense of union with them. They draw me to them like a magnet. I belong with them. I am perhaps one of those "starseeds". The Pleiadians, the Lyrans, the Arcturians, the Ashtar Command, the Andromedans, the Sirians - their messages are coming increasingly stronger and wider to us on earth, channeled thru empathic humans, and the news keeps getting better and vaster and more real. I can't keep up with them all! I want to absorb them all. My days are filled with exciting anticipation of their arrival, and when?
What is becoming apparent now is that the two distinctly separate interests I've been following - the loving touch massage and the Galactic messages - are touching boundaries and beginning to overlap as if they belong together and want to unite and merge together. The Galactic communities of Light - those I have mentioned above, not the negative ones - are all preparing us with waves of celestial love. They come with greater understanding, compassion, love, patience and grace - a greater love than we know on earth. This surprises me how much it overlaps with the ideas that have been implanted in me from the beginning, when I first was introduced to them, and what the Ascended Masters have given me to create Ascension massage.
It is as if I have been yearning to start this loving touch massage, to plant the seed and prepare us humans (me included) for their arrival. We have been so trapped in the lower physical density, in the belief that sex is the only way to feel bliss, when the entire galactic community live in it day by day. My two interests seem to be coming together and integrating into one cosmic theme.
Anyone who reads my blogs and website will know I've been talking about this greater love for a long time. Ever since my OBE into the Light back in 1976, almost 50 years. I wonder what will come from this merge of the Galactic interest and loving touch massage? The Ascended Masters gave it to me years ago, calling it the Ascension Massage Exchange Network or AMEN for short. We will see. Life continues to enlarge into higher, wider paths.
3/10/25 - Why focus on the heart?
This article by DK is a simple explanation. For years I wondered why there was so much emphasis put on the heart by the Masters and teachers of the ancient past. Even modern channels focus consistently on the heart. I couldn't get it. Even though I was doing inner work and studying the principles of the cosmos, I wasn't able to understand why the heart was so special, above and beyond other areas of the body. Then one day I was drawn back to a message by DK that he channeled back in 1985, when I was new to all of this. I had read this article many times, but THIS time I got it. It made sense. The heart IS special. I do not understand why some times a thing "connects" and previous times they don't. It is still a mystery to me. I am sharing this on my blog today because it makes so much sense to me now.
YOUR HEART AS A MAGNET
by Master Djwhal Khul
A magnet (and you) have a positive charge from the chest up and a negative charge from the waist down. All things of an abstract, intelligent, mental nature struggle in that direction (skyward) and all things sensual, physical, emotional nature struggle in the opposite direction. The forces of each pull away from each other and conflict with each other, causing imbalance within the life of the individual, for there seems no peace. No end to the mystery. No solution. Forces whipping, churning, you want this, then you want that, then you want another. Your wants are the mystifying part of it all. It is not that the world is the mystery so much as you, to yourself, are the mystery. You do not understand why there is this interminable struggle with no seeming end in sight, no seeming peace to the reaching. Satisfaction is momentary, not eternal, and want begins once more upon completion.
But now let us return to the magnet for there is a wondrous fact to be seen. Look to the center of the bar magnet where the two forces co-exist in a neutral state. Here, in the heart/lung region is the “no-man-zone” - the neutral band where no battle cries are heard. No forces exist, for the positive and negative lie at rest, enfolded within each others arms. Their appearance is similar to the DNA molecule and there are many. Each one wrapped, two strings coiled around one another. One string is the negative which, left free would surge to the outer senses to seek fulfillment from other people, external things, food, entertainment, pleasure, sex - all physical, all earth, all outside of oneself. The other string is positive and would surge upward to abstract, divine nature, to seek satisfaction in religion, monastaries and occult teachings, all outside and beyond oneself. But satisfaction never comes.
Fulfillment lies in finding the other half, the other side of yourself. For every positive quality in you there is a negative quality. For every physical want in you there is a spiritual want in you. Recognize this in yourself. Embrace it in the love zone, the neutral zone of the heart region and you will find peace.
3/8/25 - Growing personal love into cosmic love
So many thoughts coming thru these days. Many petals are opening. There are so many that I am learning to let them all go on without me. They are passing through me. If I try to keep them and hold onto them, they get scrambled and bunched up into knots, and I can’t use any of them then. I am useless. I have to let them go. If I hold them back they add stress and worry to my normal stress and worry. Then I have to go into meditation and release them. So I am learning to let these inspiring downloads and revelations breeze through me without grabbing pen and paper. I haven’t perfected this yet but I’m getting better at it. It seems as if I am becoming a channel of MANY enlightened thoughts, not all of which are meant for me. I think I am transitioning to higher ground.
As I work at letting them all go, one particular thought continues to reoccur. This one is for me. This is mine, my calling, my mission. I’m beginning to understand. It is the thought of bringing love – divine impersonal love - into the physical body. Individuals are continuing to block love out, simply because there has been so little instruction or permission. We have all been so afraid of love because it keeps turning personal and brings forth jealousy, possessiveness, emotional hurt and suffering, but that’s not love. That’s entanglement. The love I’m talking about is universal love. It is impersonal. It is cosmic. It is what holds life together. This love is absolutely unblemished and free. It is vast and wide and eternal. There are no conditions attached. I’ve been trying to write about it. It seems no one understands. It comes from our higher self down to us. We all need to get to know what this true love feels like. It starts inside ourselves. We have to allow it. We have to learn to touch it.
Love is not physical. Love is not a human quality. We are here to LEARN about love and how to cultivate it. It is our main job here. For a human being to bring forth love into his actions, it requires an expression of givingness. It would be to treat everyone with a smile or a hug without expecting anything back. It would bring a sense of warmth inside. This is what love is. Love uplifts both the giver and the receiver. Love is not personal. It is impersonal like the sun which shines on everyone alike. The goal for all of us is to learn what this love feels like inside. It transcends human foibles and personalities. It takes lifetimes to master, but if we can learn the secret of love it can be learned quite quickly. Love is universal and can be applied to every single situation imaginable. The secret to fast learning is by FEELING love inside. Watch when someone gives you something. Then use that feeling as a reminder and a memory. Use it to feel it again and again.
We humans are dissuaded from doing that. We try to love others first, and when the others don’t return the favor, we feel rotten. Human give and take is not love. It’s bartering. Two people can enjoy the cosmic love for a period of time, but they must learn to make it unconditional and remove all expectations from the other person. We must learn to grow our small human love to large divine love if we are to find true fulfillment and happiness. Most human love is an emotional contract between two or more people. The struggle and pain is the result from trying to live confined within the narrow rules of the contract.
We human beings CAN transcend the negatives in our lives if we use cosmic universal love. Unconditional love, without demands. It may sound crazy, but actually, it works. I’ve been using it for years. It brings about a much happier life. You feel peaceful with yourself because you’re using universal love. It does require focus and attention. It requires practice. It requires mindfulness. Thinking about it and then applying it to someone or something that is happening. It can turn a negative into a rich joy with ease. It is really a simple matter. There are many differences in the world and people love to argue and fight over whose version is better. But all it takes is the willingness to surrender to love, and it soothes the vibrations to soft and smooth quickly. Destructive opinions and emotions wither and disappear.
This is real. All of the pleasures one can possibly want, CAN blossom forth out of free-flowing expressions of unconditional, undemanding love. Love is what holds the planets together, and it holds families together too. It is not necessary to learn fancy words. It is an attitude of gratitude, humbleness, words of encouragement, praise, admiration on a continuous basis. In a never-ending flow of uplifting words to those we live with and around. Youth can be rekindled, vitality increased, excitement re-ignited, dreams reborn, romance returned and intimacy a deep, deep love that is impossible to describe. This kind of love is returning to humankind today. I am seeing it. I am feeling it inside me. Perhaps you are seeing it too. I hope you are. Notice it. There is something magical happening. There is a new light, a new glow in the air. Is it only me?
In the lifestyle of swinging, love was unable to blossom. It was continually missing from swing parties so I started researching. Seriously researching. I've been looking at sexual love from a higher plane for years but recently I re-discovered the goddess movement. I rejected it at first because I couldn't leave out the men with good conscience! But, while the principles of the divine feminine applies to men, women approach life differently than men do. Women have issues we must discuss but we will not speak openly when men are present. Our history has proven we must be careful what we say to men! Women have different approaches that are softer and deeper than men, generally speaking, And so I am considering a goddess gathering without men. I am mulling over how best to proceed. More later.
3/7/25 - The Pleiadians offer a technique to remain calm in the chaos
In a channeled message today the Pleiadians offer a wonderful technique for staying centered, calm and balanced amid the storms taking place from news announcements. As massive changes in political agendas create upheaval and alarm, chaos is spreading like wildfire. Please do not worry. The Galactic families of Light have our back. They are here as friends and moving closer to the day we will meet them face to face. They are saying, in essence, "Don't worry! We've got your back!" The inspiring messages from the Pleiadians, Sirians, Arcturians, Andromedans, Lyrans and other beings in the far reaches of the galaxy and beyond, have been coming at a steady rate for years, via channelings through empathic sensitives. But over the last two months suddenly there was a sharp uptick in the number of messages received. This was due to new empaths waking up, providing additional channels for their messages to come thru.
These Galactic messages are reminding us that we (Earth humanity) are going through a major transformation as a result of higher frequency waves coming from source. Where before the idea of extraterrestrials was laughed at, suddenly we are being shown they are real and they bring good news. These higher frequency waves are hitting the planet with more intensity than ever before. As a result, people are having deeply-buried memories surface at an increasing rate. I am one who has experienced amazing downloads of information over the last umpteen years. The question, "Who am I?" is being repeated by many today. These high frequency waves are having an increasing impact on the total mass consciousness of the planet as people are experiencing inner changes on all levels - physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. They are dramatic and scary to those who have not been on the spiritual path. Because their bodies are transforming on all levels. They are experiencing more of their true, original, divine nature and it opposes who we thought we were.
I've been connected for years with the Galactics and can vouch for their authenticity. It's not a fake invasion, it's a real one - an invasion of bliss, love, light, harmony, universal truth and light (knowledge) - as much as a person is capable of receiving. I have had an Ascended Master (DK) guiding and teaching me for close to 50 years so I am prepared more than most. Each individual is unique and his or her experience is deeply personal, sacred and private. One must deal with this inner transformation alone, by oneself. The following technique is a very helpful one, and should be used on a daily basis, even twice or three times a day. This comes directly from the Pleiaidains. For more spiritual preparation and training check out the videos on: https://gflstation.com/
TECHNIQUE
"We encourage you to use one core spiritual tool for personal integration, the practice of consciously returning to your heart center and invoking your I Am Presence. This simple practice aligns you with the frequency of transformation while keeping you connected to your divine source. Each day take a few moments to be still. Close your eyes, breathe deeply and gently. Place your attention on your heart as you inhale and exhale slowly. Affirm to yourself "I AM". Feel these words reverberate through you. I AM is a declaration of your true existence as a divine being. As you speak or think these words imagine a spark of light glowing in your heart and expanding with each breath. This light is your soul's essence. The presence of source within you. Bask in this feeling of warmth, peace and unity.
By regularly centering in your heart and affirming your I AM Presence, you create an inner sanctuary of stability and truth. In this state, chaotic energies around you have less effect. You remain calm and clear. It becomes easier to discern truth amid confusion, and to release any old emotional wounds that may surface. Essentially, this practice helps merge your human self with your divine self in conscious awareness - exactly what is needed as powerful new energies pour in. Whenever you feel off-balance, fearful or distressed, pause and repeat "I AM" while breathing into your heart. This will reconnect you immediately to your inner strength and wisdom. Over time, living from your I AM heart space will feel natural instead of being tossed by the waves of change. You will surf them gracefully, anchored in your soul. You will notice that this centered state not only benefits you, but also radiates outward. Even one individual who is steady in their heart can be a calming beacon for many others. Such is the power of alignment with your true self. By using this tool consistently, you support not only your own integration but the collective's upliftment as well.
Dear ones, as the final acts of the old drama play out and the new dawn draws ever closer, remember that you are not alone. We the Pleiadians and many beings of light stand beside you at every step of this grand journey. We are your partners and your family in spirit holding each of you in utmost love."
3/6/25 - We are in transition, a momentum of love and peace is building
A momentum of love and peace is building across the planet today like a tidal wave. We are a world in transition. It is growing across the globe, bigger and stronger. It is coming in waves because it is coming not from us alon it is coming from the greater whole. It is being distributed in waves across the universe, galaxies and solar systems. Our own sun is receiving it, and the planets around the suns. When a wave reaches its peak, it will break forward like an ocean wave, and fall forward and wash over the land. The people will feel it according to their ability to resonate with peace and love. Those who resist love and peace will probably be confused and go a little haywire and maybe suffer pain, for resistance always brings pain, but those of us who have been doing meditation and serving others with kindness will receive it better because we won’t have walls up to resist.
We are a world in transition and each of us is transitioning in our own unique way. I am experiencing a letting go of dreams of projects of desires to accomplish. They come and they fade away. They come and they fade away, over and over, and they are coming less and less to me now. We are a planetary consciousness clearing our past. We are widely diversified. We are in major confusion because no one thinks like "me as an individual". We are each so different. Some of us are in pain, but the only advice we are receiving is allow it. Walk into it and deal with it. Resistance is futile as the Borg have said, but it is not the Borg speaking now but heaven’s love that is covering the land. It is a powerful momentum of love and bliss coming to the planet in waves. It is the end of a 26,000 cycle which culminates in a golden age for the human race. We who have been in the dark for such a long time, are experiencing great changes in our life patterns. It is time to change our resistance and become educated in the new ways of love, unity, dignity and grace.
This has happened before, we are told. The galactics are here to inform us as they are more knowledgeable about the universe. They are providing information through channeled messages, just as the ascended masters are, the angelics and other great celestial beings. We must listen. There are those who ridicule it, and mainstream news does not acknowledge it, but social media carries both sides of the coin. This information is fast becoming more main stream. It won’t be much longer before it becomes fully main stream. Disclosure is on the way. We are growing closer to the big turnover. The numbers of people are multiplying who are cultivating love through their mindfulness practices. They are the ones who are living quietly inside the mass turmoil as lights in the darkness, holding peace and benevolence steady. They have turned on the light within themselves sufficiently to radiate it out into the atmosphere and linking up with the others.
We are inviting more love onto the planet. The galactics, ascendeds and angelics are helping us by beaming love down to us from higher realms, but we are the ones receiving it and magnifying it. This is important. We are adapting to receiving the light as it comes onto the planet. This is what is changing the world. Each country, each county, each state, each local community has its own shade of mass consciousness. Some with more light, some with less, but consciousness of peace and unity is moving together like flavors in the stew boiling on the stove. We are all becoming an integrated consciousness, turning from deep dark to lighter gray to brighter and bright gray and ultimately into beautiful shades of light.
We are not out in space looking down. We are on the earth, part of the old consciousness, the mass consciousness, and we are slowly transitioning to the fifth dimension. The fifth dimension does not allow discord or negativity. We are becoming a world of the fifth dimension, which is a world of love, peace and unity consciousness. The chaos, pain and suffering will last a while longer. It is a process of individual acceptance. If one resists, pain is experienced. If one allows oneself to blend with the growing sense of bliss he or she will find reasons to be happier and more peaceful. His or her life will become more smooth, vitalized, interesting and fun, with more friends of like mind. We make choices minute by minute, how we respond to circumstances of our life. Do we complain? Or do we say “Thank you” no matter what is occurring in the moment, and surrender to it? Allow it? Conscious allowance and acceptance is required. As applicants for the fifth dimension we must make these changes or we won't make the grade. Change doesn’t come automatically. We have had many lifetimes of personal experience suffering, and we’ve come to expect suffering to go on eternally. So, no. We have to change our patterns of thinking. By choosing to look up to the positive clear sky overhead, we can quickly change direction from negative to positive. By looking for and expecting a loving response from people instead of negative, we more often receive it. Join in with the mounting wave of bliss. The wave is building.
Personal story: Many years ago I sat down with paper and pen to draw a logo for Anakosha. I began by writing an A in long sweeping lines. The try looked like a wave. I kept trying for something unique but it kept coming out as a wave. So today I have a golden pendant in the shape of a wave and the beginning of a next wave building. It has a diamond at the peak of the next wave building. Anakosha’s logo is a wave with a diamond glistening in the new wave. There have been waves peaking and breaking over the land for the past few decades, I don’t know for how long. But each wave is stronger than the last one. I have been experiencing these waves for a long time. Anakosha is the name of my higher self. It has been bringing me information for many years during meditation. Anakosha has been working on bringing forth love to people, mostly in the swinging community, ever since 1981. It has been slowly building and adding its feelings of love to the world's mass consciousness for the last 40 years.
Universal Love is building waves of bliss that come at times like a warm glow that touches human feelings, emotions. It triggers something inside of you that might bring an unexpected lump in your throat, or a tear springing forth in your eye. It is an emotion from somewhere beyond you and you can't hold back. A lot of people are ashamed of their emotions. DON’T BE! This is the fifth dimension of your own higher self. Allow it to express so everyone can see the love that comes from you. It will affect those around you positively. It will melt them. Allow love to express, in whatever way is logical for you, and it will break the lock on your own heart so you will be able to breathe freer. We must share our love in ways that are comfortable to us. Emotions are real. Emotions are pockets of love that have been repressed and denied. Allow an emotion of love to express and blend with the wall of love that is coming onto the planet. Find the quiet neutral peace within you as often as you can, even when someone is venting anger or argument against you. You will have an automatic reaction to it but don’t repress it. And don’t EXPRESS it either. Melt it. Go into neutral mode and find the emotion of warm love instead. See how this melts your automatic reaction. And see how it works on the other fellow.
A personal story: Once Doug got really angry with me for refusing to take my prescribed medications. His voice raised very high and I was afraid because he had never been this angry before. I went inside myself to think about it and made a decision on the spot to love him more than myself. His need was more important than doing it "my way". My way was selfish. His was the greater need. I said, "Yes, I will do it your way, and touched his arm with a loving gesture. I did this out of love for him. My way was selfish. Our relationship continues to this day as a greater love than the past, continuing to expand the love between us.
Bliss rolls in like a fog, radiating love ahead of it, or sometimes behindit. The tides of love are coming in waves. They are felt when you go into quiet neutral mode. It will melt the ones who are pushy and arrogant. Hold onto warm love. Be a transparent channel for your higher self who is love. Be touched by it. Allow it to flow on through you. We are part of the greater whole. Each one of us has a higher self who is connected to the all-that-is, the ocean of infinite love and light. We are growing in awareness of this greater self. It is known as our Mighty I Am Presence. Imagine it as a dazzling sun above your head, like the sun at high noon. Imagine it sends down a pillar of dazzling light that surrounds you on all sides, with the silver cord in the center, entering your crown and going down your spinal column, the main trunk of your tree of life. Fill the spine with light every day. Every few hours. Take the time to imagine your spine filling with light which is actually love. This is the individual higher self that hangs over the head of every single person on earth, otherwise they would not be able to breathe, walk or talk. It is the power of life that gives each of us breath, intelligence, the ability to reason, revelations, prophecy, feeling and emotion.
3/5/25 - A channeled message from Jesus
(From my journals) On 6/21/22 I did an hour in the meditation room and afterward I asked DK, "My attention keeps moving, there are so many thoughts, so many techniques, I want SO much to know how to focus. How do I focus my attention?" He said, "It's not linear, focus on love, on the qualities." Then I thought of Jesus. Several weeks ago I received Jesus in my heart, I felt him there, connected and solid there. Since then I’ve been using his image as a connection to the purity of my own holy christ self. And recently my own image is gathering together with his image, so the images are integrating. So I called on Jesus today and asked, "Where do I focus?" The following message came from him, Jesus. I pictured him, his picture (painting) is in the frame on the altar. "Visualize!" He said. "That’s the key." And he began speaking to me....
“I was not special as the scriptures have taught. When I was here I was taught by my mother to focus on the light in my spine. Even as an infant she showed me to focus on my spine, as lines of sunlight. I was trained from infancy to be in touch with the lines of light in me. The spine is a hollow tube filled with sunlight, so even as a new born I was telepathed to focus there on my spine, the sunlight. She was taught by her mother, the Essenes, and she was trained as a child of 5 years old by master teachers to concentrate and to hold attention on a fixed object while being battered with questions. It was a hard training, but she was prepared for it. So she taught me as an infant and I grew up knowing how to do this. Now I’m teaching you because you asked. Ask and the answers will be given to you always.
(Me: How do you hold attention on the sunlit spine when interacting with the world?)
"It’s habit," he said. "Like all your bodily habits, you have to train your body to do this. After you give enough time to this training, this practice, willing your body to do a certain thing, training it over and over and over, eventually it will become automatic. While you are busy doing other things your body will remember this. It is a habit. Your body is your helper and your tool. You must train it. Focus your attention today on channeling, funneling, visualizing the light coming down through your spine into the earth. Spend time every day doing this. Every few hours do this. (Me: Question) Yes, the light from the sun. It comes down through you and you must channel it, direct it, see it, visualize it moving out through the nadis and nerves. As you visualize it, you are directing it and the light flows according to what you are focusing on. The light builds out under your direction, moves out into the density of the cells and atoms of your body. You then become the christ.
"This is the meaning of the christ, the crystal light being channeled and moving through your nadis, the etheric nadis. Not solid crystal like a stone, but in a moving, flowing, liquid way. Moving constantly and consistently, smoothly, ever flowing, the sunlight is moving and flowing constantly. That is the christ, the meaning of the christ, the sunlight, God’s light which is being distributed by the suns. Father’s light is purity moving through your tissues that are hard from the earth’s substance and your parent’s hardness. This is the evolution of man, of your ancestors. (Me: And the legs and arms?) Yes, the arms and legs, you move the light according to your own interpretation and readiness. You move the light through your form in your own unique way. Follow the pattern that has already been laid down by God in your understanding. Evolve your lighted self through your evolving animal body self, as you understand it. Build on your understanding. Evolving is building of knowledge on prior knowledge, expanding knowledge, correcting the imperfections, laying down a more perfect knowledge on top of the older knowledge, one step at a time, one life at a time. The earth is growing more perfect as man lives his more perfected knowledge." (Thank you, Jesus)
3/3/25 - The 5D etheric body
Inspired during meditation today: “My heart is a heart of dazzling white light!” See the physical heart embedded inside a larger 5D heart, softer, dazzling white light, which is loving, warm and kind and gentle and safe. The physical heart floats inside the 5D heart. Do this for all other organs but start with the heart. See this in your imagination. Say a mantra of “dazzling white light” 10X. Then say or sing Aum 10X (I Am). Visualize heart as white dazzling light with the smaller physical heart embedded inside. The 5D etheric nadis feed the physical nerves, but this needs to be visualized. If you don’t know where vitality comes from, you are soley operating from physical alone, which is earth matter. From dust to dust your earth body goes. But if you can vitalize it in your conscious imagination, which is the breath of life itself (imagination), then you can feed vitality into the physical body with life force.
The etheric body is like the soul. It exists on higher planes and operates on higher laws of love and peace and only goodness, but there are other forces mixed in with it too, random heavy vibrations too. While the physical body operates on the old laws passed down for eons of time, from dust to dust, and with mankind believing in only one life and that you’re gone forever – a limited belief system – it’s a deadend and a downhill slide. Expand your imagination and your vision. Expand it. See it larger, outside of the physical confines. The soul is the etheric body which is descending from more pure planes of existence. The soul is a mediator, an inbetween agent for the spirit, or Father God. It is descending down into density to enter the physical concrete body which is made of dust of the earth. Raise the dust up. Visualization is the greatest tool we have to rasie the dust up and open the doors of magical power. It is our own consciousness that is the magic. We are inspired with the spirit of life. We ARE the spirit of life!
Picture the heart and then picture another larger heart surrounding the smaller heart so that the physical heart floats inside the larger spiritual heart. This is your etheric heart. It is composed of physical atoms and electrons but they are spaced further apart. With more space inbetween the particles they are on a higher finer dimension. This creates a softer, gentler appearance. This 5D heart doesn’t resonate with the hard concrete elements of the physical body but it feeds the physical body thru very finer connecting circuitry called nadis. It is a 5th dimensional heart and it surrounds and supports the physical organs so the physical organs can exist, breathe, survive, evolve and have a life in the physical. See this heart, imagine it, repeat “My heart is a heart of dazzling white light” and see it as a dazzling white light floating larger around the physical concrete heart. Each organ and each cell is surrounded and supported by an etheric organ or cell. Say the mantra 10, 20 or more times. Then say or sing “Aum” 10, 20 or more times.
3/2/25 - Let your dreams go
[The following is a message from DK on 7/24/15.] I moved my chair over to face the picture of DK on the altar and found myself talking to him. I asked “why am I so confused? Why am I having such a difficult time creating a group, the right words for a group? Why? Yesterday I spent all day designing “words” on Anakosha for a new home page, and last night before bed it seemed all nonsensical. My mind keeps changing. I am so confused. Why?“ In the middle of the question I started getting the answers - words just floated in between my own words, seemingly my own but I soon realized were not. I was in a peaceful non-thinking mental space after doing exercises....
Let your dreams go. They are pebbles in the way. Flush them out. Become NO thing. Become void. Become. Don’t change things, just be. Don’t heal people. Just be. Don’t want things to happen. Just be. Be the want but don’t focus on WHAT you want. Be the change but don’t focus on WHAT you want to change. Be the healing but don’t focus on WHAT or WHO you want to heal. Do you see? Do you understand the difference? What you focus on becomes solid in 3D. It becomes a pebble that today you might want but tomorrow you will not want and it will be an obstacle in your path. You are being shown many things that you want, only to have them dissolve before your eyes the next day.
You are being shown that wanting these things, these material things in the physical world, are illusions. They shift and change hourly, daily. You are being shown how to not want but to remain in an open fluid state of consciousness. The void. The monks who do elaborate sand paintings, magnificent, intricate designs, and then blow them away, are doing exactly what you are doing now: creating a picture of your desires on the world and then blowing them away. Do you understand? YOU are the lesson. You! You are the reason, the cause of what is happening to you, for you. YOU are giving yourself a lesson. A truth. An awareness that you need to understand in your 3D body in order to stop doing what you have been doing! Stop wanting a group. Stop designing a group. Stop wishing and praying for a group. Stop trying to figure out what kind of group you want. Stop changing your mind to create new designs. Stop! Let go. Allow yourself some peace. Stop trying. Stop changing. Start enjoying your freedom from trying.
Even wanting freedom is an illusion. It becomes a pebble in your shoe to focus on freedom. It becomes irritating. it becomes a “thing”. It becomes an obstacle to you. You are a grand design, created by the Creator itself. You are magnificent in your own right, when you stand alone without all these little pebbles that have worn you down from wanting them and not getting them, or wanting them and getting them and then getting bored with them. The coming and going, the creating and dissolution, the building and designing, the controlling that is required to build something - these are all part of the 3D program that is dissolving now. It is the old program that you have been operating within. It has been a carefully constructed gridwork that you were born into and locked into but now the grid is ending and breaking up, leaving you standing there alone with yourself. You are beginning to understand, but you had to remind yourself of who and what you are by speeding up the process of wanting something and then having it disappear and then wanting something else and having it disappear. Creating and dissolving. It is the 3D program ending to make room for the new program that is coming in. You are beginning to understand that you exist beyond the program of cause and effect, of duality, of build and destroy. You exist in a larger field of intelligence and play. The end of my sermon! (The words faded away, leaving me feeling empty for a moment.)
2/28/25 - A flash and a zing of connection
(From a journal 8/26/18) This morning in the shower I felt the flow of life as a flash and a zing of connection. I realized - and felt it! - that the life force which we all want and need and feel depleted of, is the connection in a STRAIGHT LINE between the light we planted in the earth at birth, and the light remaining aloft as the higher self. The straight line is the spinal column. This connection is what the monks and spiritual masters are trying to tell us, namely, Stick to your own life force! Find that connection to your own power source. You have to plug in to your power source. Your sense of freedom, excitement and lust for life depends on it. We have been distracted and pulled away from our OWN power source by listening to other people, reading their books, replacing their thoughts with our own thoughts, following their advice when their advice was for THEM, the author, who is writing the book. They were so excited upon discovering it for THEM, that they wanted to tell everyone else about it. But it's for them, not you. They are telling you what you should do based on THEIR experiences but YOUR advice has to come from you.
Where is it? How do you find it? It is important to find your OWN connection to your OWN power source. So far, we don't know how many individuals have discovered it, but I discovered the green books dictated by Ascended Master Saint Germain. And he is a world-class authority. This is an excellent place to begin the study of your own power source. It's called the "I AM" teachings by Saint Germain. They come in a set of green leather covered books with gold lettering. They can be found on Amazon and other places on the 'net. Whenever you say "I AM Light" you bring in light. Whenever you use vocabulary like, "I can't" or "I won't" or "I'm tired" or "I'm sick!" you are cutting off the power of your life because you are the Source. Your consciousness is the source of your power. You might as well strangle yourself as use these negative words "I can't!". You might as well say, "I can't live. I can't do it. I can't see. I can't hear. I can't speak. I can't.
It is time to learn the power of "I Can" and the power of repeating statements of "I Am Light!" And "I Am God in action!" Because you ARE Light. You are God in action. Are you killing yourself or magnifying yourself? You are a cell in the sea of consciousness which has no end. You will never lose your consciousness, but you can dull it down so badly with "I can't" that it struggles even to breathe.
At conception we divide ourselves and put one piece of our immortal consciousness into mother earth as an anchor to hold us here while we're in body, and the other piece of our immortal consciousness remains above in the sky, in the heavens beyond our imagination. We are spirit, infinite, eternal. Each person is then responsible to connect these two parts together to become one whole amazing enlightened intelligent enthusiastic inspired human being. We were born here to do just that. To fulfill our obligation, because we lived many lives and failed to make the connection. We've accumulated a lot of mistakes that are bogging us down today. The consciousness that is in the earth feeds our body with life and power. Life and power is drawn upward through the spinal column to our other half above. It flows up the spinal column on the etheric plane (one level above physical), and our spiritual self in the higher realms flows down, entering the spinal column at the crown.
Our vast eternal immortal intelligence flows down in vibration from the higher self, and the earth life force flows UP in vibration from the earth. We figure this out through trial and error, using feelings, emotions and sensations that feel good. We discover the truth by following the inner sense (innocence). Peace, joy, excitement, whatever form it takes. It happens whenever we get close to the truth. I get the chills whenever I hit upon the truth. Chills are an age-old sign whenever you hit upon a truth. Watch for it and use it as a guide. Goose bumps mean, “Ah! You’ve got it!" You’ve connected your two selves together. Your outer consciousness of physicality, and your inner consciousness of eternal immortal soul, which has escaped your notice all of these years. The inner consciousness is the eternal self, and the more you can connect with it the happier your life becomes. This is the great work of every individual. The connection is a straight line from higher frequency to lower earth frequency and it is done while in body. We don't have to die to become filled with light and knowledge.
2/27/25 - Fill your auric field with sound spoken out loud
Several mornings ago I woke with words in my mind, distant and familiar. It took me awhile to recognize them. I decided to ask DK about them. I don't do this very often, for it requires settling down and becoming peaceful, and I'm usually in a rush. So I prepared myself with paper and pen and sat at my meditation table where his picture sits in front of me, along with Yeshua's and Kuthumi's one on each side. Becoming peaceful I silently called to the Master DK and felt the gentle ripple or thrill in response.
(DK) My darling girl, I love you so much. Thank you for hearing my words in your dream sleep state, and for remembering and for acting on them. Yes, I planted those words into your mind to germinate and they did. The science of sound is a teaching that is not being used today. You can post this in your blog (And I did that day!). Underline that. Magnify it. Highlight it. Yes, it requires TIME and EFFORT. These are the qualities that must be asserted, pushed forward. The distractions are many and they have captured the soul mind which longs to speak. The individual is lost in entangled threads of meaningless-ness. The threads are energies that could easily be dispelled, erased, let go of. They would fade away, leaving an open space for the soul to speak. What is soul? You may ask that question. (Pause)
(Me: I ask it in a manner differently – how does the soul manifest or make itself known to the human?)
(DK:) In the stillness. In the pause. In the daydream. In the silence. Not in a sensation. Not in movement but in the pause. The soul speaks – can be noticed – in the simple pause between words spoken in a sentence. Light comes thru in the silence of a pause, just as you saw just now. Light is Source, the Father of Creation. You are an aspect of Father God. He lives thru you. Not held in you but flowing thru you. You are Father God in action as you move your body around. That is why you are determined to stay physically active. You know this. You call it vitality and life force, but it is the Father God, the Allness, the Oneness, that is all light, all knowledge, flowing thru your body. That is why, the reason why, of the physical. The purpose of the physical body is to teach the soul, the aspect of Father God – each individual is an aspect, a ray of light of the Father God, flowing thru the physical. You are a ray of God’s light learning. A ray of light enjoying, a ray of light enhancing, a ray of light enriching Father-Mother God, your SELF. You are re-joining the Father God as a way of remembering. Your journey home is near complete. When you ask questions about whether you are too old in body – it is a sign that you are nearing your completion. You as a ray of light are near ready to allow Father God to own you again. You are the one to own Father God again. You are close. You are very close.
(Me: But I am not ready yet? Is that right? Because I still cling to the thought of being “in body”? I should think I need to lie down to let go and join Father God?)
(DK:) No, no, no! Each time you take that pause and enter the stillness you join with Father God. You do not think of “dying” when you pause and enter stillness. Pause now, I see that you are ready to put down your pen.
(Me: Thank you Master DK for your visit. I love you. Love, love, love!)
I am now using the Mantra or Prayer he reminded me of, twice a day. I say it out loud. It takes about 20 minutes. It is a little too early to say, but I notice "something". The words that he gave me during my sleep state two nights ago, were words I recognized. They were given to me long ago. They are well known in the spiritual community. They are as follows:
FROM THE POINT OF LIGHT WITHIN THE MIND OF GOD LET LIGHT descend into the minds of men, let Light return to Earth. From the Point of Love within the Heart of God, let Love descend into the hearts of men, let Love return to Earth. From the center where the will of God is known, let purpose guide the little wills of men, the Purpose that the Masters know and serve. From the center which we call the race of men let the Plan of Love and Light work out. And may it seal the door where evil dwells. Let Light and Love and Power restore the Plan on Earth.
2/26/25 - Who Am I? (A channeling from Master DK)
One morning several years ago I woke up confused. Who am I? Why don’t I fit? There are so many things happening in my mind, am I going crazy? Last night I attended a group meditation but I didn’t feel as if I fit in. Today, watching a Native documentary, I DID fit. It was a coming home with deep feelings of connection. What is happening to me? I used to love being in meditation groups. But then again, when I was in Costa Rica I didn’t fit in with the Theosophist group either, out in the jungle in a remote cabin with the local people. I don’t understand. I feel as if I belong in the sky, in the sun, and not on the earth. Yet here I am, trying to fit in. I have been thinking of Master DK all night long and this morning I am asking him, Who am I? Thank you Master DK. Thank you for being here. And I prepare to write his words on paper.
“I am the mother. My body is the mother. I am the father. My spirit is the father. I am joining. I am merging. I am receiving the perfection from the father which has no movement, which never moves. I am That I AM. I don’t move. I am one with all that is. The movement comes from the mother who has created all the children, all the movements, all the pictures, all the experiences. The mother goes through the pain of child birth, not the father. The mother is the body. She has been interacting with her children. She has created many children who have also created children, who also mated and created children. [in the form of thoughts and ideas]. There are many offspring in the world. All the children are returning home now to the mother, to the BODY. The father is waiting. The father is not a part of this. The father is waiting for the mother to finish her preparation. She is the body. She is the one who birthed the children and the many offspring. She is the mother of the mind and the mother of the emotions and the mother of the responses and the mother who bears the pain of the backlash.
“As the mother prepares for her final ascension to the father, she must receive back into herself all of the treasures that her children produced, all of the experiences, all of the harvests, for she is the mother of all. You are the mother. Your body is the mother. It is natural. It is the way life works in the physical. I have given you the exit strategy. Now you are preparing for this exit. You will leave your mark. You will leave your lessons behind. You will leave your writings. You do not need to teach a class. Everyone is learning and preparing their own journeys as the sole representative of the mother within their form. Their father dictates. Their mother the body dictates. Respect and honor each one. They have come far and wide. They are here now in your general vicinity. Yes. You may give them a party. You may invite them to a party! It would be suitable for you to do so. As you gather your own children to you, you gather those around you for they are your children. It is a powerful time. Much power coming together will create a movement. It will cause ripples. It will plant seeds. Now, does this answer your question dear one?
(Yes. Thank you DK) (Received 7/19/19)
2/25/25 - Personal Update and More
Yesterday I went to a doctor, a neurologist affiliated with NASA here in Naples. He has an excellent reputation. I knew that I had spinal stenosis from visiting him several months ago, but my pain got steadily worse, even with my continued use of the Tao internal exercises which I have done for years. Plus I have been following the advice of the Master DK, which keeps me positive and spiritually, mentally and emotionally balanced. I had hoped to improve on this problem but apparently not to be done. I will have to have procedures. I have had many mystical revelations all the while, so that I am in tune with my higher self and my body elemental. This all helps me to maintain a positive outlook and the physical problem will be dealt with. They took an image of my spine and it definitely shows curvature, but I'm taking a good pain medication which seems to help. And the doctor yesterday recommended an epidural steroid injection. He says this is sometimes temporary and sometimes long term, depending on the person. So I will have an epidural injection. I can move and walk (bent-over) but sometimes I have high energy vitality.
I share this information as background material because I am planning a forthcoming agenda involving healing energy exchanges. I will be seeking volunteers to exchange with. After many years of hesitation and inner work focused on myself, the energy exchange network is about to commence. It is the result of years of slow, steady building of knowledge about the divine light that is locked inside the human body in the form of cells. Yes, our very physical body is composed of divine light. The Mother Flame, or God in feminine form. She is the love light that builds the human body and holds it together. The Master Djwhal Khul has been my teacher. He has shown me how to ground this knowledge about the divinity in the body and how to share the divinity with others thru physical body contact. i.e., laying on of hands and other forms of physical body contact. He is a teacher of Tantra, the original true Tantra, which is a webbing of heaven (abstract purity) and earth (physicality).
The plan is to send an invitation for local volunteers who would like to experience and experiment with sharing laying on of hands with me, as an exchange. Plus discussion, of course. No cost involved. I will explain it more in newsletter and person. We shall be bringing forth the crystalline light body. This plan is overlighted by the Ascended Masters. I have grounded this information sufficiently, they say, so that we can begin. This will be an introduction to the fifth dimensional way of life and living - very loving, uplifting, benevolent, joyful, liberating and spiritually cleansing and grounding.
A friend is coming tomorrow to give me a hands-on energy healing. I will post how this goes afterwards. If you have had a long-standing yearning for loving intimacy without sex as the goal, then stay tuned. I will call for volunteers who are loving by nature, kind and caring people who identify with these words. It is called laying on of hands. Contact me via the Contact page. I would love to hear from you.
2/23/25 - The science of sound - affirmations & mantras
A practice that many people have used over the ages to cleanse their minds to feel more clear and light-headed in their thinking is speaking positive affirmations out loud repeatedly. It clears the pathways for more light to come through via spiritual guidance from one's higher self or soul.
In trying to lift one’s mind into a place of clarity, one must choose what thoughts to entertain. If one wants to clean up their life and change themselves for the better, the place to begin is to cleanse the mind of riff-raff. One does not have control over what thoughts enter the mind, for we swim in an ocean of thought. I hate to say it, but we swim in a cesspool of thought, for very few people have learned how to monitor their thoughts. Thoughts float in the atmosphere all around us. We have no choice but sink or swim in them. But there are ways to swim above them. One may cleanse one's mind by becoming more astute and monitor the thoughts that are milling around inside one's head. It is possible to kick out a thought that is unwanted, and then leaving a vacuum in the mind. Or one can replace the unwanted thought with another thought, which is a healthier way of elevating oneself, for thoughts influence one's emotions, feelings and the physical health itself.
The mind covers the body like a sheathe, it is not confined to the brain. The brain is a physical unit which processes input, but the mind itself is an etheric layer of light over the body. It is one of the four lower "bodies" which are etheric yet still contain physical particles. They contain polluted energies caused by wrong thinking. These four lower bodies are referred to as the physical body, emotional body, mental body and spiritual body. Even the spiritual body is composed of physical particles and is thus contaminated. The physical body is the only one we see, touch and feel with our senses, but the other three also contain physical particles and are no less real. This requires metaphysical studies to understand the deeper aspects of this subject. But in a nutshell, the atoms and electrons are spaced further apart in the mental and emotional body, and the space in between is where erroneous energies are kept. Even if the physical particles spin faster, the space in between holds onto stuck energies. They must be swept clean. These four lower bodies are contaminated with past thoughts and feelings caused by our own attitudes, attention, emotions, awareness and beliefs. These weigh us down and need airing out. The spiritual body is a higher mental body that we use when we daydream about cosmic, heavenly, angelic or other spiritual matters, but it too contains erroneous thoughts and beliefs.
The four lower bodies are part of our physical selfhood, but there are three other bodies that are pure divine heavenly "bodies" or layers of light. All seven bodies are light. They surround us so that we are embedded inside a sphere of light called the auric field. The four lower bodies are embedded in physical earthly matter, while the three higher bodies are pure divine light. The heavenly layers that surround us are ever present in our daily life, but we have been veiled and weighed down by our erroneous beliefs and attitudes. The three heavenly bodies are are part of our physical life as human beings but beyond our reach until we find ways to clean up our auric field - mentally, emotionally and spiritually. They covers us like sheaths and gather energies and feed those energies into our physical body. The three higher bodies above are pure divinity and ever present for us as we reach higher learn inspirational techniques to lift us. This is the Light spoken of by the masters, angelics and galactics. We are pure light beings held prisoner inside contaminated beliefs.
It is very difficult if not impossible to monitor one's thoughts and keep the bad ones out and the good ones in. It is an age-old problem. But there is one practice that can be used to clean up one's life without too much effort. It is the science of sound, or the science of toning out loud. The Buddhists call it the science of mantra. It is an ancient technique used by monks to this day. I practice decreeing. A decree is more than a positive affirmation. It is done with feeling. A decree carries divine light in the words which are repeated like a mantra. I learned about mantra from my older sister years ago, as she learned from an Indian enlightened man. I learned from a western source, from ascended masters, but it's the same thing - the science of sound clears the personal energy field I mentionied above - the aura that surrounds our physical bodies.
Eastern students were practicing mantra thousands of years ago in temples and monastaries, day in and day out. It was their life. They lived a life of prayer and it lifted them to very high states, way above the world into heaven's blissful heights. But they did not have an outer life. Here in the West we are a different culture. We lead very busy, chaotic, physically active lives. We are busily engaging with all sorts of people and facing chaotic situations every day. It is quite stressful and demanding. We just don't have time to monitor our thoughts, unless we are spiritual practitioners. Many people don't have the inclination to meditate, but there is an easy practice that could be used every day to improve the quality of their minds, which leads to a better emotional life and a better physical life. How is this done?
Whenever we speak a word, we set in motion the atoms and molecules in the air around us. Imagine all the subatomic particles whirling, buzzing, zigzagging and bouncing off walls around us even now. Even if it seems quiet, the air around you is active. If you walked into one of the sacred temples that is maintained with prayer on a daily basis, you could tell the difference. It is beyond imagining. I stepped into one myself, one day. It was amazing. But in our western world we have a noise and vibration pollution that spikes up through the roof and stays there. From TV, computers, telephones and appliances that murmur, click, beep and ring, the atmosphere is teeming with toxic sounds. Add to that human rants, raves, lectures, conversation, ball game cheering, and more. It is often difficult to think clear in our current atmosphere, but we have adapted. We have adapted by shutting down our reception, which also numbs us to the voices of our purer higher selves.
The science of the spoken word is the practice of speaking positive affirmations repeatedly for a number of times every day. It clears one's energy field the more you do it. It is like the floor of a much-used house. It needs constant sweeping and cleaning. Each word spoken carries a frequency or vibration, which causes a movement in the air. We ripple the air currents around us every time we speak. We fill our homes with our vibrations. When we speak repetitive POSITIVE words into the atmosphere, we line up the atoms and molecules in the air in a more coherent, clean pattern which is more in tune with higher dimensions. It connects us with our higher selves.
A doctor in Japan, Dr. Emoto, is famous today for his water experiments. He studied what effect words had on water. They weren’t words spoken out load, not at first anyway. He started with words written on paper. He taped to glass containers filled with water, the word “Hate” to one glass. To another the word “Love”. After a certain length of time he looked at the water under a microscope. He found the water molecules in the glass with the word "Love" taped to it, to be beautifully symmetrical, like a crystal snow flake. And the water in the "Hate" container was a dirty smudge-like blob. I am sure these photos can be found on the internet under "Dr. Emoto".
He also analyzed water that had been exposed to different kinds of music. Hard metal rock created smudge-like water molecules, while Mozart classical music created beautiful snowflake symmetry. This study by Dr. Emoto supports the benefits of positive affirmations. Cleaning up the atmosphere immediately around our own body will set new clean patterns in the atmosphere. Sort of like carving a path out of an overgrown jungle, we're carving a path out of the random chaos that obscures the mind. There is light awaiting us. It brings us more in touch with that light. Foggy and confused minds CAN be cleared. Try it. After awhile of practicing repetitive positive affirmations or decrees, it begins to spread out through the house we live in, and unwanted situations slowly disappear. There is a universal law of harmony that governs higher dimensions. This practice clears the debris so that higher guidance flows smoothly around us.
It takes conscious effort to keep our personal energy field scrubbed clean. We wouldn’t put the effort into cleaning our house, and then leave the front door open for anybody to walk in and use it, would we? To start lifting a life to a higher, clearer, more inspired, more creative life, one of the best practices to begin is practicing the science of the spoken word with positive intentions, in repetition daily. Spiritual students trained in the east, call them mantras, we in the West call them affirmations. I call them "decrees" because I learned that word years ago. Just 15 minutes a day would start the process. The Master DK says do a chosen mantra 3 times a day, 15 minutes each time.
I have had people ask me for something to help them, who were experiencing negatives in their lives. They did not know what to do. This is what I recommend. If you can’t seem to get negative thoughts out of your head, if they are plaguing you unmercifully, and there are horror stories out there including "attacks", then look over the list of decrees that I have posted HERE (just click and select one). Memorize it and take the time to sit in a quiet place and repeat it for 15 minutes out loud. I use beads to help me count. How many can I do in 15 minutes? Do this mantra (affirmation) three times a day for results. There are masters watching and they can see when an aura lights up. Then they add their own energy to help and boost it.
There are qualities embedded in each word and as you speak it out loud, it sends a vibration out into the air of those qualities. If you start out in a hateful or angry or despondent mood, keep saying it and you will soon feel yourself settling down into a more peaceful state. The atoms and molecules will reposition themselves within your body, mind and feeling worlds. About 15 minutes every morning is a good start. Practice saying it silently when others are within hearing distance. And say it as you drop off to sleep. Fall asleep repeating it and it will set you up for a good nighttime journey in your astral body.
The air around us is in constant motion. Atoms are coming and going all the time. EVERY ATOM IS CONSCIOUS and carries thoughts, depositing them in the space between the whirling electrons and its central sun, which are as far apart as the earth is from its central sun, our sun. Thoughts are carried through the atmosphere in this fashion. Thoughts affect your etheric body first, which is your electromagnetic energy field. But they might be picked up first by your body. You might register a sudden chill, or a sudden elation and wonder, "Where did THAT come from?" Profound, out-of-the-ordinary thoughts and emotions cause us to be alert, but countless others bombard us day and night without our detection. We've become desensitized for we have adapted to the noise pollution and toxic chemicals and radio waves.
These moving particles in the air are in a constant state of flux, and we ourselves are setting them in motion. Toning the OOOMMM also is an ancient practice. Wouldn't it be a wonderful idea to tone and send some beautiful crystal symmetrical molecules out into the atmosphere around your own body? It's the science of prayer. It does work. The mind will begin to shine and feel clearer, less muddied. Better choices will be made. Better guidance from the soul is received. A clean aura repels negative thoughts. It doesn't require more than practicing positive affirmations out loud as often as possible. It will begin immediately to put the random atoms and molecules in your vicinity into a more light-filled space. You should feel lighter right away from building a structured, intelligent, coherent pattern of beauty in the air around you. Negative thoughts and emotions are repelled by a positive aura. Done on a consistent basis, it will provide a protective shield around you.
I've been practicing this for many years and negatives don't touch me any more. I don‘t have to put special effort into protecting myself. It‘s done automatically because I‘ve done it for so long. I am here to share my story because it really does work to lift, raise consciousness levels and access higher dimensional love. Many years ago I was told by my guidance to memorize first one mantra. After I did that I was told to memorize another one. And then another, and another. One at a time they prodded me. It was exciting. I was on fire with enthusiasm and light-headed. There were seven of them. After cultivating a mantra for each of the seven chakras, I was guided to create seven more for each chakra. Seven times seven equals 49. I now have 49 mantras which I do every day. It takes me about 30 minutes. (Journaled 11/1/18)
2/22/25 - We inherited our bodies, but not our mind
(Journaled 11/25/18) We inherit our bodies, we inherit our families, we inherit our community and environment. They were given to us upon our arrival here as new-borns. But we did NOT inherit our minds. That is ours alone. We brought it with us. It is the eternal, immortal part of us that lives forever and bounces in and out of physicality through life after life in order to evolve and grow in wisdom and become more beautiful and loving by making better choices.
Most of us go along with everything the way it is - the growing up, attending school, learning the history of our people, and following the cultural traditions like falling in love a few times and getting our hearts broken, deciding on a career, etc., etc. We follow along and re-program ourselves as we get older with the same old patterns we inherited. What if we changed some of that? What if we looked out the windows of our soul (which is the REAL us) and say something like: "I'd like to change this!"
That's when we begin waking up to our OWN reality. I had a conversation with my husband once and I simply mentioned during the conversation, "But we each have our own reality!" Meaning we see things differently. But he was visibly upset and sharply retorted, "There's only one reality!" Well, of course I knew what he meant but we saw things differently then, he and I. He has changed since then. He has grown lighter with the times. But he is focused on the world outside and I am focused internally, on the world inside. I am aware of my spiritual roots. I've studied myself through inner eyes even as I lived in the world. I have created my own reality. Now I respect everyone else's reality but I like to remind people that they have another reality underneath their outer one.
We inherited our outer reality, our physical body, family, town, country, world, but we brought with us our own mind. We can make up our minds whenever we want to. We can change our minds from dwelling on the outer world to dwelling in the inner world. And we can learn how to do both at the same time. We can even merge the inner and the outer world, for that is precisely what DK is teaching with his ascension guidance. We can alter our reality and make it better by merging the spiritual mind with the physical body mind. It is how we link up the pieces.
Life itself is a jigsaw puzzle that is endless and eternal. It will never be finished because we will never be finished creating our reality. But as we grow in understanding that we are creators, we can have FUN with life! We can make it beautiful and exotic or adventurous or whatever we want to make it. We can create ways to hurt people or we can create ways to help people. There is an infinite range of possibilities. We can create depression and thoughts of suicide, and we can create happiness and thoughts of joy. It is within our capability to choose what to dwell upon. What we focus upon is our reality.
Yesterday I tackled something new which has caused me anxiety, shakes, trembles in the past, to the point of procrastinating. It's computer technology that causes me such anxiety. I can USE technology, but don't get me into codes and things. It's too left brain. But I did it. I undertook the project that was given to me and I psyched myself up and was determined to get past the shakes, trembles and anxiety. I focused. And I succeeded. It was a major success for me. But that was yesterday and today I see how small and petty it was. It was just a "thing" that I got past. Now, today, moving on, I for the first time am blogging directly into the website. This is it. No editing. I'm proud of myself. I not only change my reality by tackling the impossible task, but I open doors for fresh new source material to come flooding through to inspire me.
We are not "minds", we are soul intelligence and we have lived before. We call it a "mind" but it's so much more. And it is uniquely ours to use and experiment with, to create with, to add value to whatever comes along and presents itself to us. We can change it. We add to the universe. We have the power to change it. It, meaning life. Life is us moving through situations. We can change our situations with our minds. I am creating my reality as I go along. I can be courageous and tackle the thing that presents itself, or I can procrastinate and turn aside from what is presenting itself to me. I can choose to avoid or deny by repeating the pre-programming that I inherited and grew up with, or I can choose to alter it right now, on the spot, and change it by shifting my mind to a new focus - by adding a new thought to it.
It's a shift in my mind. I am creating my reality as I go along. There is no right or wrong. There is only me experimenting with life just as you are, as it unfolds before me and you. Large or small, it doesn't matter. An insignificant little thing, like a glass accidentally falling and smashing into pieces on the tile floor, or a big world-shaking decision I must make today, it doesn't matter. I can shift focus from fear and anxiety to brightness, happiness, joy, peace and transcendence. I can choose that, or I can choose to do what I've always done, what I inherited, and follow the old fear and anxiety program. I am experimenting. I am learning how to change my reality. Yesterday I created a new time line for myself. I altered the harmonics of the universe. And I am seeing that today as I flow these thoughts onto this page without having to cram or edit it. I urge you to pick up on this thread and open a new door today in your OWN mind. See what it brings and how it changes your reality tomorrow.
2/21/25 - Transitioning
As we transition from where we were last year, last month, even last week in our ascension journey (the whole planet is ascending to higher consciousness) we are experiencing alteration in our minds, brains, how we see and feel. We are having difficulties, perhaps we are thinking "dementia" or some other medical terms. These are very confusing times. If you are not identifying with this, just move on. This is for those who are more spiritually-minded, those who are considered lightworkers and starseeds.
Many spiritual channels, such as the Galactics of different star systems, are writing about this difficult time, to guide and uplift. I would like to speak of this transition from a grounded vantage point, for I myself am going through it. It started out 3 years ago when I accelerated a spiritual technique. Within an hour I couldn't breathe and had to go to the hospital. I brought in too much light energy and my heart/lungs couldn't handle it. Ever since, the transition has been on going. All sorts of problems needing adjustment. I am fortunate in that I have DK's messages to fall back on. His incoming PRACTICAL guidance has been lifesaving. The Ascended Master Djwhal Khul (DK) has been my main teacher over the last 49 years. He is not in physical form. He is ascended. He speaks to me mind to mind, as in telepathy. His many channeled messages are being collected on this website. You may click on the link on the home page and go to the online book in process.
As I continue to re-read his wise counsel, I am able to keep my head on straight. Well, maybe it's not on straight but it's still on and my husband still loves me. We consult together much better than we did in years past. He actually looks to me for practical advice. Yes, I am more practical than I used to be. I have become grounded (grounding the higher energy) thru the many years following his practical pointers. I invite anyone local who is having difficulty with their transition symptoms to visit with me in person, or email me. If you do not identify with the word "ascension", maybe you are not practicing any spiritual techniques, it doesn't matter. If you identify with what I'm talking about, write me and ask questions. Sharing information is a long-lost way of life. Tribes supported each other. We must renew this ancient custom of gathering and supporting. The Galactic families from the stars are telling us to do this. We must start supporting each others heart and soul journeys, meaning the inner life changes and sensations. It helps to be validated by someone else who is also experiencing symptoms. We will start to feel better when we do this. We will be grounding our higher light energies into our physicality. We will feel more solid inside our skin. I am feeling that myself. It's unusual to feel like I'm more grounded. Sort of like a tree might feel rooted to the ground. At "home" inside my skin. It's a very comfortable, soothing feeling. Instead of keeping these transition feelings private and alone and lost and yearning for help but not knowing how, sharing these thoughts with someone who understands and listens, will be a great relief. I am doing that with just one other person right now. We are sharing and listening to each other. Otherwise I am alone too.
Higher consciousness will reveal that We are all one consciousness, united and connected. Our souls literally belong to One Consciousness - the Father/Mother/Parent consciousness. We belong to one vast eternal family. We were broken up into individual consciousnesses when we were born on this planet, Earth, in physical form and we forgot who we are. Earth has been under a heavily guarded, controlled system. But in truth we belong to the Star Families. The Galactics of Light are channeling messages every day now, preparing us for the eventual landings, which is soon. We will then meet in person. We will feel as if we know them when we meet them for we are connected to Them. This is the transition that is going on within our consciousness, we are lightening upward. Meanwhile, I share optimism and uplifting guidance from my home in Naples. Following is a message that the Master DK gave me back in 2014. Perhaps it will be helpful to you.
MASTER DJWHAL KHUL SPEAKING
Expand to allow more in. RECEIVE! Receiving requires expanding. Receiving requires freedom and letting go of control and resistance. Just stop controlling or pretending to control. Stop it! Just stop it! And start breathing free again. Open your chest, your lungs and inhale deeply. Learn how to receive the blessings riding on the air, on the light from the sun. Receive these energies into your lungs and heart and into the blood pumping. Let go of control. Everything in your life you have created by controlling. Now it is a fixed wall around you that holds you fixed inside the compound. To break the feeling of tightness and suffocation and frustration, expand your chest and breathe deep and let go of your focus on your possessions, including your mate, your family, your children. Expand your capacity by breathing free and by giving freedom to everyone and every situation in your life. Give freedom to your home and your business and everything in your world and you will suddenly expand your capacity to feel free. And your capacity to think and create and develop your game plan will grow exponentially as you loosen your grip on your fixed life.
Breathe, expand, and receive the blessings the angels of heaven carry within themselves. They are holding these blessings in their hearts waiting for you to open and receive them. As long as you hold your attention and focus on your world the way it is now, the tighter you feel because you are expanding. The blessings are pushing to come into your life. It's an effort to hold back the blessings. It's an effort to keep your attention on the same thing day in and day out. Let it go!! Daydream. Lift your eyes to the empty sky and release your tension into the light. At night lift your attention into the dark void. Empty, release, allow, expand and the blessings will flow. You will feel the self correction happening as you release and relax and breathe and daydream. You will feel the subtle peace that comes from plugging in to the rightness and the goodness as you let go of your focus on the world of form and the man made systems that keep you locked into them. (End)
2/20/25 - The feminine essence of women
(From a meditation with my higher self in 2002) .....My thoughts were then directed to love, to the warmth and goodness of love. I was told the word, “Feminine”. I felt the echoes and essence of women down through the ages since the beginning. I felt the essence of women, not their outer human shells which struggled through life, but the soft, resilient, intelligent, tender femininity at the heart of each woman or girl child who ever lived. Warm femininity swirled around me. I touched it as I would touch a raw warm human organ with my fingers, liquid and pulsing with life. I felt its soul enter me. I felt feminine and sensual. I felt the love and joy and nurturing that each of these women brought to the planet, whether they were fulfilled or died in pain. It didn’t matter because they brought with them a living potential of love that they left here as a gift to the earth, and it’s still here.
I said to myself softly, “Love.” I felt love and femininity as one, including the feminine side of men. Love is reconnecting to the soul. It’s the inner warmth that is accomplished by turning within to stoke the fires of one’s own hearth (heart?). After having thrust outward in competition and aggression, and driven by ambition, love as good intention is the returning home. Love begins at home for oneself. The turning within to the heart is the female in us who wants to nest and wrap ourselves in a warm and cozy cocoon in a sense of completion and a work well done and completed. Love is the one gift that we can give to ourselves that does not require anyone else. It is the hour of meditation and prayer in solitude. We can feel love even if we are alone, homeless and stricken with cancer. Love is a choice to return to the heart to elevate oneself, appreciate oneself and tell oneself “I love you”. There is a strange and wonderful power that comes forth at this time that soothes and calms the outer storm, and it goes beyond all logic. Loving oneself does not deny the world, the death, sickness, poverty and emotional pain. Rather, it fulfills them. It includes them and puts it all to rest within the heart. For us. There is no exception. There is nothing bad enough that can’t be loved and put to rest in the human heart. Love is unconditional. (Received 12/22/14)
2/19/25 - The difference between ego and soul
This is a very good message from DK explaining the difference between ego and soul. How great ideas and visions come down as abstract thought into the mind, but are held there in the mind and not allowed to descend down into the dense physical muscles, blood and bone, where the person/body can put it into action.
(Channeled by DK) The body has a consciousness of its own. The ego is confined to the mind and mental thoughts. Ego does not live in the physical body. The divine feminine refers to the physical body. The mental refers to the divine masculine – the masculine side of us. The physical body refers to the feminine side of us. Some people refer to the feminine side as emotional. That’s because only the body can feel emotions. The mind cannot feel emotions. The mind has a different role to play. It receives intelligence from the greater mind beyond the human. It receives ideas, inspirations, visions and it creates thought. Thought is the mind. Mind is the intelligence of the person. It cannot feel. It does not have the ability to feel emotion. It is abstract. It is pure intelligence. When ideas, visions, concepts arrive in the mind, it more often than not, stops there and does not descend any further down into the body’s cells and tissues. This is the formation of ego. The ego only refers to the mind. If a person takes the time to sit in stillness for a period of time, thought drifts downward under the force of gravity and enters into the body’s cells and tissues. There is then a merge. Then emotion is felt. Emotion can only be felt as a sensation or feeling if thought from the greater mind descends down far enough to reach the body cells. Sleeping allows that to happen. Sleep allows the mind and body to flow together. However, if, during the day the person insists on going back into mental mode and think, think, think, think, and lead a continually mental life without allowing his body to receive this vital life force from the greater mind, he lives a shallow life. He lives a life that is shallow along with other shallow life streams. A life stream is the REAL person. The REAL Ego which has lived many lifetimes. The REAL person is attempting to flow down and connect with the cells of the body he is currently inhabiting. In past lives he also tried to do this. Perhaps he succeeded in past lives to live more closely engaged with his body. Perhaps not. Each body, each life in a body, is different because of the parentage and the ancestral line, and the culture and social status he is born into.
But through all of the many lifetimes, it is only ONE Ego who is the driving force. It is only ONE intelligence driving the car. It is only ONE magnificent spirit flowing through the cells and tissues. If that spirit cannot descend into the body and integrate into the body and become one with the body and wake up to the body, then the body dies and once again the spirit goes home to re-think and re-plan the next incarnation in a body. How can he do it better the next time? How can he be born into this physical world and NOT be distracted by the many? He discusses it with wise mentors who have been through the process. He is told that he must accept his body. He must not try to “own” the thoughts that come to him. He must learn to let them flow on past him. In other words, let your thoughts become like a flowing river of ideas. Don’t try to capture them. Don’t try to own them. Don’t try to make them your possession and jealously hold them tight to your chest. Let all ideas flow away from you. Appreciate them. Enjoy them as a moving scene flowing across your inner eye. Let them elevate you and inspire you, but let them go. These thoughts are not yours. They come from the greater mind. Mankind tries to capture the universe with his little brain and it is what causes his downfall. To become fulfilled, learn to let the beauty and the truth and the love flow through you and these ideas will then take hold of you where it counts. These ideas and visions must descend down into the physical muscles, blood and bone of your body in order to live these high ideals in physical expression. If you lock them up in your little ego, they will not become physical. They will remain a fantasy in your mind. A great philosopher, genius, inventor, poet, artist or musician, does not own the richness that comes to him. He puts it to work IMMEDIATELY. Immediately means he lets it come and he lets it go like the flowing river. Do not hold on to the ideas that flow THROUGH you. They are not seeds planted in you. They are the rays of intelligence flowing THROUGH you. Stop and be still and watch them flow on by.
2/17/25- Pain as a teacher
The consciousness shift continues to enlighten me, painfully. The pain in my back is still here, causing me to walk bent-over but I am learning and broadening my understanding. When I lie down I am blissfully pain-free and it feels SOO good! But when I get up it is excruciating. This a test. I am a student of the mystical and unexplained, so I study myself. My body is a mystery. The Masters teach this, just as the ancient scientists did. Before the accidental "fall" on my tailbone I was studying the spiritual lessons, but this has bumped me up to a new level.
As I listen to how the pain strikes and moves, I have become more aware. I have not been very good at focusing as much as I should. Attention is the teaching of the occult. Paying attention by holding attention for longer periods of time. Knowledge is obtained by listening and receiving that which is being communicated silently. If it attracts your attention, it is speaking to you. The sensation, whether of pain or exaltation, is trying to tell you something.
Attention brings awareness. Awareness is who we are. If we are aware we are alive. We are here. I am here and you are here reading this. I am the spirit of this body learning by observing what attracts my attention and interest. My main interest is how this body works, how it functions, what makes it move, what makes it stall. Studying with the Masters has brought my attention to my inner body. I am now realizing more and more about myself as this pain talks to me. I didn't realize that becoming aware of something unpleasant, that by stopping and listening to it, I can hear what it is trying to tell me. The information is corrective. When I connect with it I can adjust it, adapt to it and create something better. It is healing.
As a mortal human composed of earth, water and mud, I have been taking life for granted. Until I stumbled into a problem. Before I looked elsewhere for help, now I look within. I have been the creator of my life all the while, enjoying life as it came, ignorant and unaware that I was co-creating it and that the power to change things lay within me. All I have to do is become aware, learn, pay attention. Focusing attention is the hard part, and listening. Becoming still and receptive. Listing to pain is not a quick fix, it is a process of living and listening thru it as a co-partner. There is deeper understanding. Old energy is surfacing. I must be aware of it. It is presenting itself to me. I feel it. It would be uncomfortable if I were not prepared and paying attention with all of myself present. I am becoming aware of what I have done in the past that needs simply acknowledgement. That's all.
The pain speaks by moving around. It is here and then it is there. It is strong and excruciating and then it may disappear. It started in one area and then grew and spread out, drawing my attention around like a puppy on a leash. When someone asks, "Where does it hurt?" I can't explain because it is moving around, and sometimes it is all there at once. As a mystic who listens to inner guidance more than doctors, my husband has me taking pills. A new pill was presented to me last week. In a few days of taking it I am still feeling the pain but I have suddenly a pick-me-up feeling. More vitality, more interest in doing things. Why? And how?
Because the pain was depleting me I was focusing more and more on how bad I felt. All my attention was on the painful and I was slowly losing interest in everything else. I did not want to get up and move because it hurt so badly. Why would anyone want to get up and move with this amount of pain? There was no energy or interest left. I felt myself slowly dying. Suddenly, with the new pills, have more energy, or more interest, you could say. I am more aware of being alive. So, why am I so vitalized? Did the pills actually work? The pain is still here, but maybe the new pills are stopping OTHER messages that have been jamming my brain input and output. I am wondering about this. That thought occurs. I know the body is filled with old energies that need clearing, so this is one way perhaps that the pills are affecting me. Even though the pain is still there, it is suddenly not such a big deal. I move thru it and sometimes forget the pain until an "Ouch" occurs. It's just something that I have to live with.
The key point is that I am more alive and appreciate life again and all the projects I want to get into. I'm not focusing all my attention on the excruciating pain. Perhaps it is clearing my mind of old energies that weighed me down, clearing my mind/brain so I detect the life force again that gives me energy and vitality. Life force that was being blocked by a tangled mess of outside energies not relevant to me, causing me to focus on the one thing that mattered: the pain! It was keeping me from doing anything else. The pain was the only real thing left to focus on. It took all my attention.
After three days of taking these pills, the pain is still there. It has not changed but I have a renewed interest in my projects, writing, cleaning, doing things that matter. How is this possible when the pain is still here? The pain has not changed. As a student of the metaphysical, I believe the pills are working by blocking incoming messages. They say it blocks pain messages, but I think it is blocking outside interference messages. I don't know, I'm not a scientist. But the masters teach that to improve oneself, awareness and attention is what is needed. "Pay attention!" as the teachers used to say in school. Most people are too lazy to pay attention to what life is subtly offering, as we skip merrily along taking our bodies and adventures for granted. The masters teach this in different ways, such as yoga, tai chi, meditation, but it all comes down to awareness. Paying attention. Being aware enough to stop and listen when your bell rings: "Pay attention!" The study of awareness is the most important thing to improve oneself and ones own happiness. It's a lifetime study.
While I was doing the prana breath many years ago my awareness increased 50%. For years I had tried to find out what the difference is between a normal big breath of air, and a prana breath. I had not found the answer in my years of googling and searching. No one addressed it in a way that I could get it. The Tantra book didn’t tell me the answer. It came to me while I was in the midst of a breathing exercise, following the instructions in the book. I understood suddenly, that what I am inhaling is only 50% air, the other 50% is the life force, the golden light of spirit that I am inhaling when I breathe. So I became conscious of the golden life force as I did the exercises. I inhaled and held my breath and pictured golden sparkles penetrating my lungs and muscles and blood of my body. This is the life that supports the physical world. It is mixed in with the physical world of nature - the water, earth, wood and stone that we build with with our hands from raw material. The golden life force, the spirit, is always there but it is unappreciated, unacknowledged, and therefore not yet alive. NOT YET ALIVE.
This spirit within us is love, is alive, is vitality, is life itself, and it lives within our bodies, awaiting our acknowledgment and appreciation. Awaiting our stillness to listen and identify with it. It is us.. It is our REAL self. It also flows within our pets and our children, but in an unawakened state because we did not know and we did not teach it. And so it is that we need to awaken to it and realize that it is there. This is what ascension means - to become aware. When we finally get the great “Ah HA!” moment of realization, then we start to bring it into action and activity. We become aroused, enlivened, energized. Quicken is a word from the scriptures. We become more conscious of the life force within, which is the energy force, which is the universal intelligence force that we are apart of. We use only 50% when unaware, perhaps less than 50%. The Earth today is going thru the ascension process, and we are part of that process of awakening and becoming aware of the higher forces influencing us. Awareness of inner sensations, moods, shifts to both higher and lower moods, and strange other feelings - these move our attention around. We must allow them and pay attention to what they are saying, teaching. Pay attention, stop and listen. The pain is talking to me. The awakening continues.
2/14/25 - The need to heal the abdomen
Today I ran across a channeled article by Mother Earth, "The Snake in the Abdomen", which supports my own inner work experiences, both sensual/sexual and spiritual. I have posted the article HERE, so you can read the whole message. I emphasize this problem because I have been aware of it for years. Mother Earth merely validates my understanding.
Since my "fall" on the tailbone 3 months ago and the steadily increasing issues that resulted (it wasn't really a fall but a slide to the floor and a "tap"), I have noticed my front digestive system (lower abdomen) is connected to my back lumbar-tailbone area. At first I thought I was having digestive problems and spent time trying to correct it. But it has grown into something more subtle. I do a lot of internal exercises taught by the Chinese Tao. This focuses awareness on what the body feels like in certain movements. The tail bone and lower abdomen is without doubt connected. I have felt it at various times. They are "supposed" to be one solid channel thru which the life force flows upward from Earth.
Also noticeable since my tailbone "fall" is the left side at the hip should be connected to the right side at the hip, in one smooth connection. But they have been separated.
There is only one channel in the human being that runs from the tailbone up the spine to the crown of the head. From there it fountains out like a big fountain of water and comes back down around the outside of the body, clearing the auric field as it washes thru it, and goes down into the Earth again where it gathers once more at the feet. It is an ever flowing stream of life designed to keep the spine clear of toxins and unwanted particles.
While I have had a lot of guidance from the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul over the years, it was my own inner sensations that substantiated this to me. But understanding the problem is one thing, how to correct it is another. It still is an ongoing process for me to correct it. (Yes, I've tried the doctors!) But this must be done energetically, from within. For we are NOT physical bodies; we are composed of energies. Four specific energies surround us: Etheric, emotional, mental and spiritual. The physical body is ever changing because our energy fields are always changing.
Over the eons of time of evolving, our bodies have become divided. Instead of one channel, we have been divided into four separate channels: front, back, left and right. We have not had teachings on this, other than hidden secret teachings that are now coming to light. Ascended Master teachings are all about getting to know the INNER body and how it works. Becoming aware of what actions feel good and what feels bad. Keeping oneself healthy is not a matter of going to doctors. (Don't get me wrong, doctors CAN help.) But this is primarily energy work. When our emotions and thoughts are selfish, wrong and against nature, our bodies become fragmented. We don't feel good. We become clogged and jammed.
There is only one channel going up the spine, and when it is flowing we are happy. The masters all the spine "the rod of power". Life is power. We can prolong life when we are flowing freely. The problem happens when the life force has stopped flowing and there is a jam up. The bottom line is SEX is our jap up. Sex has held us back. Coarse animal sex, that is, not beautiful, caring, lovemaking between two partners who are equally compatible. My long drawn-out career in the sexual field has shown me many things. We are a human being evolving out of an ANIMAL species. And we love our sex! We think it is natural. Wrong. Animal sex is not natural to evolving human beings. Lovemaking is another story.
Meanwhile, we have developed a sophisticated brain and over-use it today, reaching higher and higher into space above us, seeking greater and greater intelligence, but we are jammed up down there at the second chakra, at the sexual chakra, called the sacrum. We have been leaving our physicality behind and growing ever higher into space which makes us "ungrounded". We are separated and divided from our true nature. We are a natural species of Earth but our Earth life force has been jammed up at the sex chakra while we continue to use an artificial brain to analyze, think and create but we are not grounded on Earth. We therefore grow old and die prematurely because the life force has not reached the brain or the other organs between tailbone and brain.
Because the life force is blocked and jammed at the second chakra, it spreads out to the sides, front and back. We are divided into four quadrants where we are designed to be a single "rod of power" from earth to sky, consistently flowing the life force thru us, revitalizing the organs on a continual basis.
The life force has been called Kundalini and Shakti in the East. There are other names for it. It has become known as sacred as something holy and sacred (religious teachings), but it is a natural life force and flows naturally in children until they grow up and have to start learning rules of conduct. Then they stop being spontaneous, happy and free. Please check out the link to Mother Earth's articles and see what you think.
2/11/25 - A wild time in the night!
From about 3 am to 4:30 am, a lot of cosmic knowledge came through. It started out as thoughts. Then words talking, telling me to breathe thru the space BETWEEN the atoms and electrons of my physical body cells. "Inhale and exhale thru the open space between the atoms and electrons. Imagine on the exhale pushing the subatomic particles further and further apart, as you blow the air thru them."
The physical body is held locked down tight to a concrete appearance and feeling by holding onto fixed thoughts and beliefs. This prevents movement of air and awareness to flow openly out between the cells and not hold them so closely packed together. This is how concrete bodies are built. The world of duality is created by holding opposing thoughts, different thoughts that do not connect well together. They oppose other thoughts. We call them "being unique" and different. The world of opposites and diversity is built by holding opposing thoughts and locking them down. Resistance to other thoughts and beliefs builds up, jamming the mechanism, holding the pieces in place (the cells of the body).
There was a lot of instruction given. Very high energy and clear as a bell. "You need to open that space and let the air flow thru. Breathe in free air, breathe out free air. Open this space in your tightly-held physical body and feel relaxation enter. Visualize colors and spaciousness. Don’t use words. Get away from words. They are keeping you held locked in the brain, not moving, trying to figure things out in the brain by analyzing how it works. You focus too much on words. Leave the words out and start using visualizing, imagining. This will help you breathe, relax and flow ideas better."
The words continued to speak. Not words but awareness and knowledge. Soften the outer crusts of the cells. Imagine them softening to allow the mother light inside the cells to come out. Invite the mother light to radiate and link with the mother light in cells nearby, forming the crystalline light body - the body of light which carries the original immaculate pattern of your individual life. There is a grid through the physical body which carries the pattern which has been locked in behind crusty hard shells. This grid has been there since the beginning of this body. Talk to it, Invite the cells to soften. Love the cells. Invite them to soften and enjoy the expansion of the inner mother light. The brain has been keeping you locked down by thinking too much and analyzing the many different thoughts you pick up. Which is right, which is wrong? It is keeping you from flowing freely, your awareness from flowing freely. Use breath to help you flow free. Use mindful conscious breathing. It is another way to open space between your tight physical cells.
I kept drifting off to sleep and then getting more words. I reached for the clipboard and wrote things down but it was difficult, upside down on my chest, holding the little flashlight to see what I was writing. I am using these notes now as I expand on them. I didn’t want to turn on the light to wake Doug up. The words continued to flow.
“The old structures are failing. It’s a brand new paradigm. A new age. A new cycle for Earth. A new beginning. A whole different approach.” This was not so much in words but in understanding. The knowledge came forward into my mind. I heard it in the form of words. "The old ways are now leaving. They were built on previous knowledge. The way you build concrete buildings which require laying solid bricks on top of other solid bricks. The way you use previous knowledge to build the next layer of knowledge. This is how concrete systems were built on Earth, from former knowledge."
The NEW paradigm is openness. It is completely different. It is not layered of previous knowledge (which was in error and faulty) but composed of many threads weaving together. Threads that make sense. That resonate. Only those that resonate. This is a much freer, open approach. The higher realms are composed of free flowing information of betterment and higher quality joining freely, thru openness, thru harmony, thru free-will choice. It is done thru transparency. Connecting with others who are also open-minded and resonate with harmony and transparency, creating a continually expanding field of light. A universal mind creating a oneness mind by flowing together and unifying differences. By weaving differences together each individual mind does not lose its uniqueness, but expands its knowledge and clarity.
I am getting “Hold hands!” physically and non-physically. There is an awareness connection, no need for words. Awareness is enough. Awareness connecting with awareness is a language of its own. It is awareness joining with other awareness that unifies into greater awareness. In our local communities we could, should, would, gather people to start awareness gatherings. Hold hands physically while meeting, enjoying, discussing and moving around as in a party. As in talking, standing, or lying down or massaging or cuddling, or dancing, singularly or together. Move around physically and be active while touching and connecting. This could be very helpful.
Airy-Fairy is the new science (I laughed!) Doug calls me spacey but that IS the new paradigm. It is openness all the way. Differences are dissolved through awareness weaving and flowing together openly. Not one brick on top of another of previous knowledge which was faulty. Differences must be dissolved through free flow, not thru set laws based on old faulty knowledge. Differences are dissolved as they expand into a greater whole - a whole that has proven itself to be true thru love and cooperation. Proven intelligence continues to expand the vast sea of life for the betterment of all. Awareness expansion is done thru love and collaboration. Love is a word that includes the many virtues we know here on Earth - respect, reverence, patience, kindness, joy, excitement, understanding, compassion, health, vitality and much more. Friction and resistance cannot with stand such brilliance. It must melt into it or run away from it.
Love appreciates and expands on differences. It is uniqueness collaborating that builds worlds, systems and galaxies. Respect the differences. Allows for the differences. Include the differences and enjoy the results - the greater unified wholeness. Free will rules. It is always by free-will choice that you integrates into the vast sea of universal awareness of love and light. Choices are made individually, through natural timing, when one is ready. One may pull back at any time. The building and expanding of the sea of life is infinite. This celestial visitation in the middle of the night gradually faded and I went to sleep again. But it was a really wild time. It was a WOW!
2/8/25 - Ramblings off the cuff - Q&A with the Master
Let me see what I can access to speak about today. Just a moment, I will ask. (Pause) I paused only a moment and the Master DK came immediately to mind. I said, "There is so much eagerness in the air today, I am trembling and shaking inside. Not from dizziness, but because so much is happening. My metabolism is off the roof. What should I do? How should manage this?" And without a break he began talking.
(DK) My dear! Write about Love of course, This is your mission. Love is the reason you are here. It is what you think about all the time. It is what causes you to reach out and touch, physically, the bodies of other people. You KNOW! You KNOW that this brings solidarity, calmness, caring, connectedness, happiness and joy to you. It is what you have been waiting for. You have been holding yourself back. Why? (Me: Because of my excessive pain and I am an elder, my body is not easy to move. I am afraid I cannot do this.)
(DK) You are not convinced but you use that as an excuse. The real reason you hold yourself back is the timing. You have been waiting for the right moment. For the universal timing. Now the gathering of the cosmic forces is at your doorstep. It is here at your fingertips. It is ringing your door bell. People are gathering. You have been waiting. They have been waiting. You have the answers. You have the touch. You have the light within. You have been gathering this information for a long time. We have been working together for many years. You know what you must do. You are ready now. As one of the Brothers said, "You are now ready. You have been washed clean. You have released the shadows. You are empty." You feel the emptiness. The waiting period is over. That which you have been waiting for is at hand. Remain in your heart of hearts. Be ever present in your heart. Be ready to respond when the call comes, for you are ready and so are your friends. You have begun feeling the power in the form of energy and vitality. It is moving faster now and causing your physical nerves to jump irrationally. It is prompting you to jump into action. You know you must act.
Dear one, you have not been waiting all these years without a game plan. The coming together of the earth and heaven is at hand. (Me: Oh, I can't put this out on the internet! This is too private, I am too sacred! How do I let this go out?) My dear, the time is over to pretend humility. Do not discard this message. It is time to step outside of your hiding. The closet is getting too small. It will suffocate you. You must release yourself to those who await your friendship - your FRIENDSHIP, not your tutelage but your friendship. It is your loving touch and presence that is needed. You remember that we gave you the ascension massage years ago. You have not implemented it. You have been given time but you have held yourself back. Now the great crunch is on, and you know what I mean. The tailbone fall was a cosmic kick in the butt to move you. You now have a good reason to reach out and give your loving touch to others and receive the healing touch back, for it will bring wholeness and balance back to your body again. All of the separated threads have been gathered and woven back together again. For, as you know, the way to receive love back is by first giving it.
(Me: but am I able to? Am I fit enough? I have high hopes and expectations, but I feel so unsure, so old and on the verge of giving it all up. What is this? Why do I waver and fluctuate back and forth?)
(DK) You know that is not true. You are flowing with vitality and eagerness, are you not? After talking with the man this morning? And the one you call Ken, and the one you call Jim? And the women you know? And there are others waiting for you to come out of hiding. Let your light shine outwards, boldly. The Galactic messages are being rained down upon the Earth as we speak and you are posting them every day, eagerly. Give yourself the freedom that you so desperately desire - the freedom to love, hold and appreciate your friends without restraint, without holding yourself back. You know it will bring you relief and happiness. Those who are your friends are waiting. Call them to you. Invite them. Even as you invited J & P today. Be a good friend. Be welcoming. You know what you are to do. You have the plan tucked away inside. You have been expecting this time to come. (End of message)
As I continue working with my poor back, which sometimes gives me screeching nerve pain if I move wrong, I asked my higher self, "How best can I alleviate this pain?" I heard the words:
"Pain is a portal and a pathway, open the door and walk thru it. Stop under the gateway and pause to give thanksgiving to the pain. Use gratitude and love. Love the pain. Pay attention to it. Be kind to it. Pain is like the monster in the fairy tale. The little child meets the monster on the way up the mountain. It blocks her way. It is huge, ugly and threatening, but she gives it innocent love and the monster melts right before her eyes. Spend time giving pain the love it deserves. It is crying out for kindness, caring, loving attention. The pain is not a physical issue. It is an energy, an emotion, a blockage. It is resistance. It is the wrong application of spirit. Love is being held back from flowing. It affects the nerves in your body because your life is not flowing. It is backing up. Love is the answer to all situations. Apply love. Tell the pain 'I love you.'"
2/6/25 - Duality is blocking us from our greatness
Duality is blocking us from our greatness. There is a pure, undiluted light within our physical body cells. We call it light but it is so much more. Light is our name for it. This pure, undiluted light is called the life force. This light (life force) has been buried in the physical for eons. It is what created the physical in the first place. However, this pure, undiluted light (life force, clarity) has been covered over by misdeeds, wrong actions, perverted beliefs and other dark things we’ve done to hurt others and ourselves. This pure, undiluted light within our physical body cells is love and love has been suppressed. Love is the light in us, repressed. Love needs to flow in order for us to regain our balance and health. It is blocking us from knowing and flowing our REAL selves. We have no idea what our REAL self feels like, how beautiful and clear it feels, except in special moments of higher vision. Love has been suppressed on Earth, meaning LIGHT has been suppressed. Information has been suppressed. And therefore our evolution has been repressed. All because duality is blocking us from flowing. Male-female imbalance. Love has been blocked from flowing (free love and unconditional) while the controlling aspect of us (ego rule and brain control) has been dominant.
It is important to know that light is information and love is the expressing of that information. Love is the term we give to the flowing of good information outward into the physical world to make others feel better and the world more beautiful. The flowing of Good information (God information) has been curtailed for eons. There is an infinite amount of Light and good information in the universe. In fact, it is that beautiful intelligence and information that Jesus called “Father”. When we start using that information (light and love) freely, the way Jesus did, we too would be flowing with divine love. Love is simply using the infinite flow of light and goodness in a way that is beneficial and good for people. He showered people with his light and love but he did it with wisdom, not half-heartedly or carelessly. He cured sickness with it and other miracles because he learned how to use it properly. He focused it. He flowed the love that was within him, sharing it freely on to others.
Light is intelligence All of the HIGHEST intelligence beings who embodied into physical forms, survived and added their intelligence to the wholeness, to the infinite sea of all that is. The universe is built on high intelligence. There is harmony and rhythm because of this high intelligence. The LESSER intelligence beings were reduced, over and over, and their intelligence became smaller and smaller until they became dark and dirty or destroyed itself. This process is still going on today. The LESSER intelligent beings are the ones who have suppressed the love. They do not use their intelligence wisely. They have not learned. They should know better. Love is how the universe became so beautiful and orderly. It is a high intelligence. Someone who uses intelligence wisely learns thru trial and error that when you do something good for someone else, you also are rewarded. You benefit. It expands your life experience and brings more good, more vitality, more health, more happiness, more abundance. More gifts come to you. You are rewarded. This intelligence (light) is what continues on after physical death. After many lifetimes of learning and evolving, the soul (you) go home to add your gained knowledge to the wholeness. Eventually those with higher intelligence do not need to embody any more. Once they attain sufficient clarity they move to higher dimensions, where duality is not present. Duality presents opposition. We have become divided into opposites.
This is the making of lesser intelligences, aka dark forces. Those with intelligence but not goodness develop a way to become selfish, thinking only of themselves first and then finding ways to take from other people. This is how duality came about – divide and conquer. Duality causes friction, separation and division. Because there is duality in our lives today we need more information about the light in our body cells. We are full of light within, but it has been suppressed. We are not using it because we have been blocked at the second chakra which calls for SEX. The big shameful word we are not supposed to use. We need some higher education about this because this is where the light is blocking us. Love is not allowed, only sex is allowed because we are dominated by lesser intelligences: the ego brain that does not allow love to flow freely. The feminine side of life has been suppressed for eons. The fall of man took place a long time ago. Doing away with the block that holds love back from flowing freely, does not mean doing away with genders, male and female. It means we must bring our male and female back into balance so there is a respect for the free flowing of love within us.
There is a female aspect in every man, and a masculine aspect in every women, but each of us is a singular lifestream. A singular flowing of love and goodness. The male’s body is also a feminine body. It receives love just as much as a woman’s body does. But both genders have been divided in half. Cut in half. So now we embody as our parents genes orchestrate, and as we choose on a soul level. As we learn the higher laws of the universe, and understand the how and why of bringing our male and female tendencies back into balance – into a singular balance – our REAL self starts to emerge. It is the Good light in us, the mother love within us. It balances the brain control aspect of ourselves and brings more feeling of clarity, worth, love and empathy to the surface. We become more understanding, more caring, kind and empathic to others, more creative and also richer and more abundant. We have more intelligent, grace and beauty. It simply flows from us because we balance our male and female.
As we bring balance to our male and female aspects, we become more sovereign in every way. We do not fight with ourselves any more because we know our own truth. We are evolving towards mastery, like the ascended masters, who know our own value and worth. We are part of the wholeness, the infinite sea of intelligence and love. So we become more REAL as we balance our male and female needs. Our divine self emerges more and more. We are the I AM That I AM, as taught by the masters. But first the Mother Light within us needs to be set free. It has often been called the kundalini, but that’s just a word. The power remains the same power, no matter what you call it. We carry that power within the cells of our bodies, covered over by crusty hard shells of mistakes and errors, and we don’t know it. Accumulations from previous lives also include errors and mistakes of our ancestors. Of course we carry forth talents and skills learned from prior lives as well, for our REAL selves have been learning and evolving from many lifetimes and experiences.
Now, today, we are experiencing a turning of the ages, and what is termed “Ascension” is taking place. The dark forces are being faded out of the picture and we are developing new insights. We are being assisted by higher realms but WE are doing most of the work ourselves. We are ascending as an animal species to a higher level of consciousness. Cosmic consciousness is where we are heading. We are becoming galactic. It’s part of the intelligent design of evolution. There is a Plan and there are managers in that great Plan. They are the overseers. They are REAL. They live on such a high refined level that we in duality are not aware of them, except to call them angels or ETs. We are constantly missing the REALITY that we are one of them. Our perspective is too low, too focused on the physical right now, but we are changing. Evolving. Growing new awareness. We have our focus on the outer world now, and the physical focus on lots of movement, with people changing and talking, is distracting us. However, the intelligent design and higher light is flowing through us even now, no matter how low on the totem pole we may feel to be.
Because all Light information is available to all life forms everywhere. It is only a matter of education and learning. I write about what I have learned, and others are writing and teaching what they have learned. But we are all equals in the game of evolving our understanding. It is our time to become more aware of the Mother Light that is within each cell of our body and why it is there. We feel it as love. Love is that beautiful feeling we know only on occasions. Perhaps the first time when we reached puberty. It is too tender to use it all the time because it has been outlawed. But if we do not feel love very often or not at all, then it is time to start opening the inner doors and start talking about it. Let’s share this information about the light within. I keep referring to “the Love Club”. It is a Plan given by the Ascended Masters. It is designed to become a FREE sharing opportunity to have hands-on experiences of love with other human beings. To share the loving touch. It is designed to be a free exchange of love, not tied into a money-making business. The practice of sharing love that does not include sex, but does includes love.
We are each a highly refined self underneath or behind this mask of personality. We are a “Presence”, known spiritually as the “I AM” presence. We are truly a magnificent, beautiful, clear being of intelligence, designed by the Father Intelligence. We are a unique individual because we designed to be unique. We have been evolving our uniqueness for many previous experiences. There is no one like us in the infinite sea of All That IS. And the Mother Flame at the tailbone chakra contains that Presence. Your uniqueness is contained in the Mother Flame within your physical body cells. When she starts flowing again, we will know our REAL self better. It is pure freedom. It is like when we were children at play doing whatever we felt like doing, without adults around to govern us. Yet, we will be highly intelligent again because of all our previous life experiences. We will know ourselves as we were meant to know ourselves. We will be sovereign as little children were free and sovereign until they grew up and were covered with rules and duality set in with its many opposites and fighting. Let us join together in understanding this truth of who we are. We are a community ready to blossom. And the Love Club stands ready to expand.
2/5/25 - The light body breaking thru the stagnation
This morning during exercises I once more saw with inner sight the sparkling web and weaving of light, and received the words, "I am the light of God breaking through the flesh body." This inner vision appeared as a silvery white misty background with outlines of light here and there trying to break through the mist, brilliant like the sun as it appears trying to break through clouds.
Then again, as a different inner perspective, I saw the flesh body as full of errors and mistakes. Not just from this life but from past lives, both myself and my ancestors. There was no detail, as in who did what to whom or who was who, but rather an accumulation of darker grayish energies that filled out, shaped or composed the flesh body. So THAT'S what "flesh" is composed of! Brilliant!
Amidst the darker energies of "flesh" sparkles of light were evident, some larger than others, actively moving while the grayness was stagnant, seemingly fixed in place. These sparkles were very active and increasing in vitality. I was given that this is the eternal God light in me burning through the flesh. The divine light of eternal life. This light has always been in me but I didn't know it. I never had contact with it before. It is now shining through. I think it started with the vision in the hot tub several days ago but this is the first time I've seen the darkness of the flesh body. The evident stagnation of it, dull and gray, and now with sparkles of light trying to break through. It was quite a revelation, brilliant and wonderful to see.
The words "I am the light of God burning through the flesh body melting the errors." And more words. "I am the light of God dissolving the restrictions." And "I am the light of God resurrecting youth and vitality." Many more words came spontaneously as I continued exercises. If I were to put words to it, I would say this is the crystalline light body. From my understanding, as we overcome 50% of our errors and shadows, the accumulation of lifetimes of problems, then those errors reduce and the light starts to come thru. We do not have to control the light, and should not. The light knows what to do. It is the allness and the perfection of the real of us, and the truth and the I AM That I AM.
What is important is that we put our attention on the Light instead of on whatever we have been doing for the last umpteen years. We are evolving towards betterment all the time. Our soul is, even if we are not aware that we have a soul. But we do not know the stakes in the game of human evolution. We as humans must willingly choose God's light (divine perfection) CONSCIOUSLY over human thought, deed and action. If we are seeking true betterment in our everyday human life, it is our duty and responsibility to be "lightworkers", and willingly consciously change our intentions and thoughts to ones of peaceful intentions and outcomes. In this way we bring balance to the choas. What we "think" with our minds brings the same quality back to us. So it is best to change awkward, not clear thoughts to something specifically beautiful and uplifting.
Sometimes I get mentally confused by trying to "think" the right words. I've recently discovered that's the whole point of a mantra or an affirmation, if you prefer to call it that. What an affirmation does for you is repeat by rote, so the brain does the work for you. You don't have to remember so many different words. A good affirmation to use while working around doing your business: "I choose Gods light over all else." Use this as background resonance and trust the light to take the best action possible. Repetition, says the Master DK, is what brings better changes in your life. The "best action possible" does not mean "perfect" according to your human desires, but the best possible for the good of the whole, all around. And you are included in the "good of the whole!"
2/2/25 - A vision in the hot tub
Yesterday while relaxing in the hot tub in the early morning hours I had a vision. As I sat in the hot tub I was gazing, daydreaming out at the pasture where the groundcover is growing steadily taller and wilder since the hurricanes. Doug and I are unable to keep it manicured any longer. The back pasture is totally surrounded by trees, and as it was an overcast day but the sun was trying to peek through the trees nearby. It was just beginning to appear, a bright spot in the clouds. Suddenly I became aware of being in a happy bright place, in joyful, abandoned freedom. The feeling of being a child again, no worries, free to run and play spontaneously. It was instantaneous. A new consciousness filled me with a clean slate, a different mind, a sunny place. It was as if I had slid out of this world into another world entirely. So totally open, real, childlike and innocent and natural, as if life is supposed to be like this. No words can describe it. I was simply there in a new open place. Then people started to arrive. I didn't see them but I sensed them, a shift to playfulness and activity. And then it slowly faded as the sun went back behind cloud cover.
Today I happened to run across an article by DK which reminds me of this vision. It confirms the ascension process and validates for me that I am experiencing a natural slipping and sliding in and out of the higher dimensions. I share DK's article here as encouragement, because these things are so real. Notice your own slipping and sliding in and out of higher dimensions and unusual shifts in consciousness. Believe in them. They are real.
MASTER DJWHAL KHUL'S CHANNELING ON 4/18/19 - (posted in the online book, this website)
I consulted with Master DK this morning because I continued to feel unsure how to focus my mind. He showed me yesterday but I still had questions. My question is: Should I direct my mind by actively forming visualizations and verbalizing affirmations? Or should I allow my mind to wander peacefully without thought, which is my natural default program?)
Yesterday he said, “Observe your mind. Simply observe. Remain in peace and watch the thoughts that enter your mind. Don’t chase them, just watch them. See where they are coming from. If they are coming from you there will be a feeling, a wanting to follow them, a passion, an interest, an excitement to the thought. Then you know it is coming from you, initiated by your higher self. If the thought does not appeal to you, if you sense even just a little, that you don’t want to follow that thought, or you don’t like that thought, why go with it? Why analyze it? Why even resist it? Remain in your peaceful state. Why would you want to leave your peaceful state? You like being peaceful. Why leave it to answer the call of another thought that you don’t even want? Watch your thoughts. Pay attention to your feelings in response to the thoughts. Observe while staying in your peace.”
That was yesterday. Today, when I asked him again, DK showed me how I am distracted by what I assimilate from other people, “even from the Ascended Masters themselves." Apparently when I read something from the Masters this morning, a dictation through someone else's channeling, no matter how enlightened and beautiful it was, something grabbed hold of me and I was confused over what to do with it. DK said to me:
"When you entertain what other people are saying, you are called outside and away from your central core, which is your natural comfort zone. It’s like when someone taps you on the shoulder and you turn to see who it is, you are pulled away from where you were going and may forget what path you were on. You break connection with your inner self."
He went on to say, "This is the state of the world today. It happens to everyone. The world has grown to become chaotic. Your world keeps you on alert, tense and ready to leap into action. It keeps you from your own path. It prevents you from being centered in your natural, inner comfort. There is a lower comfort zone and a higher comfort zone. Your lower comfort zone is lethargic, stationary, your energies are not moving. You may feel comfortable in a dull, sleepy way, but it is a low vibration. Your higher comfort zone is active, exciting, with a light step and eager enthusiasm. Your energies are moving in a positive upward way. This is where you should strive to be. You contain a perfect blueprint within, the perfection of what you are striving to become and how to get there and what attitudes you should entertain. In other words, your perfection is ever accessible to you in the higher vibrations, but not accessible in the lower. Strive to be in your higher vibrations. It is the way to tap into the immaculate concept and the divine template for you as an individual."
As I retyped this for the post, I continued to feel his words: "You know when you accidentally connect with it because you feel absolutely good with yourself. Depending on what you are doing at the moment you might feel light-minded, enthusiastic, excited and motivated if you are active. If you are in meditation or resting peacefully you might feel highly blissful, light-hearted and open to receive messages from your higher self. Be at peace with yourself always. Strive to find what is light, easy, fun and good for you no matter what you are engaged in, even during conversations with your friend. Your divine perfection is always trying to reach your outer world, walk in your shoes and engage with your world - its world. You are carrying your divine template around with you but you have not yet embodied it with the high qualities which have been given to you. You are not your physical body. Your physical body is faulty and contains errors and mistakes, You are spirit striving to create perfection through your flesh body. Study more the seven God-qualities given to you at the beginning of your sojourn into the world of matter: that of love, wisdom, power, purity, truth, comfort and freedom. Lack of understanding these seven qualities, which you are studying now, is holding mankind back from embodying their ideals and dreams.
DK says, “There are two parts to you. There is human and there is divine. There is personality and there is individuality. You are a personality (mask) when you engage with others, but you are an individual behind the personality mask. You are the same individual in every life you embody into, but you take on a different personality mask each time. You are a new personality in this life but you are the same individual who has lived hundreds or thousands of lifetimes prior to this one. Each time you embody as an infant to a new set of parents in a new culture, you build for yourself a new personality, but you are the same individual, which you call a soul. Each time you re-embody you take on DNA from your parents and you become acculturated into your home and neighborhood, village, state and locality. The air is filled with energy patterns from lifetimes of natives thinking, feeling and acting in that region. These energy patterns are different from the energy patterns on the opposite side of the world. These energy patterns flow continuously through your infant form and you assimilate them as you grow to adulthood. They become part of your interface with the environment. These become your personality mask to the outer world, as the world knows you, but the world does not know you as the individual spirit spark that lived in thousands of other bodies, gaining wisdom and knowledge.
“You are the soul amassing knowledge with each new embodiment, accumulating skills which shape your future and become innate talents. Behind the human mask, you are a spirit spark learning to master the human vehicle from inside it, by managing your thoughts and feelings. You were born as a spirit spark out of the one infinite Father-Mother God which created every planet, every sun, every galaxy, every celestial being, every worm, horse, alligator, tree, human and angel. As an individual spirit spark you set your own course of action in your own unique way that is different from everyone else. You are cultivating individuality, not personality. Embedded in a world of chaos as a human being, many times over, you have enjoyed both successes and failures. You suffer growing pains, yet all the while you are gaining knowledge that is building for you an inner strength and power that will bring you to the day of graduation, called ascension.
"This life you live with your many relationships, is not the real you. Remember you are the real behind the mask of personality and between the folds of your physical body. Your personality mask takes over from the moment you awaken from sleep, but the real you is ever present hovering in the background of your day and night. You KNOW THIS! The personality mask is a software program, no different from that in your computer. And just as computer software can be updated and obsolete programs deleted, so can you make changes within yourself through conscious application of wise choice, decision and determination. Meditation is a timeless method of sitting in silence in communication with your greater self. Silence is the shutting down of movement in the body, mind and emotions and feeling the comfort and peace within.
"Your personality mask comes and goes with each embodiment, but your individuality is the same consciousness that came from the heart of the one infinite creator eons ago. You have never lost access to that glorious beginning. You exist in that glory all the time in the inner, higher ascended state. It is only your outer personality, your suit of clothes, that encumbers you. Set them aside on a daily basis and come within to your own ascended state where we dwell. We will meet you there and celebrate. You are an immortal innocent having a human experience. Remember? Try to remember. Be at peace. Sit in silence. In an instant you can be back with us in the warm enfolding aura of Father-Mother God, and through FEELING be refreshed, revitalized and renewed so life is once again exciting, passionate, happy, loving, beautiful and peaceful."
2/1/25 - A technique to ground yourself and raise your energy level
Here is a good technique for anyone who is experiencing pain, confusing or other negative things. Or maybe you just want to do something to better yourself, to raise your hopes to higher ground and be happier, more interested in life, more excited, alive and real. We don't find new energy by going up above the ground as many religionns teach, we can't ground ourselves by going up into the air like a balloon - we raise the ground under our feet to higher level.
I have been learning grounding techniques, for I myself have been very airy-spacey as my husbands have told me. Here is an excellent grounding affirmation that I use. By repeating this often (called a mantra) - we bring our airy-fairy perspective down into our body cells. This raises up the physicalness within our body. The ground that we are standing on and that our body is composed of. We raise it up with new information. We become enlightened by the energy in these words. Words contain real energy. Science tells us that. Saying mantras we blend together the airy-fairy sky (heaven and spirit) with the dense and solid earth below our feet and what we are composed of.
"I am fully embodied light in the physical. I am anchoring light to this planet. My divine self lives in every cell and atom of this body. I am grounding and transforming energy. I breathe in light through the center of my heart, allowing the light to expand. "
Memorize this and repeat it often. I suggest at least 15 or 20 of them in one sitting to make a deeper, more consistent impact on the body. The longer and more repetitions you can do, the better. The Master Djwhal Khul has said that it is consistency in repeating, repeating, repeating, that creates changes. It creates changes in our own body cells. Because, when we start out doing a new technique, we don't fully believe it yet. We have to prove it to ourselves. It's a trial and error process. We must repeat it over and over to build the information into our physicality. It's called "building confidence" in something.
Our bodies accept the energies after enough repetition of the same energies. We develop habits that way. It is the BODY that is the non-believer. We are training our own bodies to believe in it. It becomes lighter and feels better after awhile. And, even as it walks and lives on the ground, it begins to feel happier and more confidenct in itself. We are giving it new wings to fly by. This is an ancient teaching of the masters which eventually went underground and secret because the officials who governed did not want this method to be taught. Officials wanted to control things their way. So we have become stuck in following the leaders. We use our brains only, while our bodies grow weak and useless and tired and lose interest. And get diseases.
Pump up the physicality of your body with positive, powerful, magical affirmations. Then the words we speak will change the atmosphere and bring back positives. We have become too mental. We think we can "think" ourselves to betterment but we cannot. Not just with mind alone when the rest of the body is suffering breakdowns, aches, pains, confusions, loss of ENERGY. It's the downward energy that is causing the problems. Stop the downward energy. Raise up the energy with positive words. Every word we speak has either a positive or a negative energy to it. Teach the body respect by showing it some respectful uplifting energy words. Give it some enlightened information. Take time out, sit, breathe into a relaxed state and then repeat. Don't do this on the run while working because then it's just a mental thing. Mental mantras don't work as well, simply because we're not focusing ALL attention on the words. Do this with a mind full of attention.
This is what yoga teaches. Saying words of energy while focusing attention on the words and breathing relaxed. Breathing into the words. This is what a "mantra" is. Mantra is an English term meaning "affirmation". It contains hope, upliftment, ideals, it raises the spirit to higher levels, even while walking in a physical body. It raises the BODY's confidence. It gives it a boost of spirit. New vitality. New light. New love for itself. Teach the body new tricks.
1/30/25 - Your body is the feminine side of God
For many years, ever since going into the Light in an OBE, I've been working from the feminine side of life, the yin in me as opposed to the yang in me. The yin is an allowing side of life, the quiet stillness side, the receiving and nurturing side. It is spiritual and heavenly. But it has been a disempowered side, in everyone, including men. The soft gentle heavenly sweet nature of human beings, the kind and graciouos side which is loving and holds reverence for all life, has been suppressed and covered over. At least in THIS world. Since my OBE into the light I am from another world and have been trying to bring this beautiful essence out in all that I do, but it is difficult. I am learning balance. The Master DK has been guiding and teaching me thru his channelings. He is a Tantra master. Tantra is a science designed to help people balance their yin and yang natures, their sweet feminine nurturing side with their cold, calculating controlling side. The sweet nurturing aspects of our nature have been written about by mystics and grand masters over the eons, so of course I've been looking into Tantra, reading it, absorbing it and finding anomalies in it. It seems to me that the Tantra teachings do not have enough "yin" in them. Its focus is off. It tends to be more mental. It has been a male teaching so it’s understandable - until Master DK started teaching me. Then I began to understand what REAL Tantra is all about. He is a true teacher. The feminine teachings are just now getting started. They will straighten out the anomalies and bring balance to the too-dominant male focus.
Years ago I was led to the Taoist internal exercises and have been gently following them over the years. The Taoists are the “go to” people for simple grounding exercises to build strength. Their exercises revitalize the body and bring more health and vigor. They actually prolong a youthful life, and some of the Taoists have been known to become immortals. Tantra has a dominant "male" teaching to it and is not as balanced as the Taoist exercises. Over the years I have learned from Master DK and the Taoists that the body is the feminine side of God. God is 50% INSIDE the body and becomes known as the feminine mother God for she takes care of guiding the human being in right and wrong. The male side of God is the 50% abstract intelligence not embodied. He is the father of all life everywhere. Father God in spirit and Mother God in the earthly body desire to connect, but it is difficult because the human will power is in charge. And the human doesn’t understand.
Mother God is pure love and light flowing through the physical body. We have Mother God within us. Pure celestial, heavenly love and light. It is held in the root chakra, in the pelvic cradle, specifically the coccyx, as a pure ball of light. This light is of course in the etheric plane, not in the physical, but it feeds the physical. It gives life to the physical. God as feminine sweetness and love is flowing even now through our bodies, feeding us with gentle warm loving feelings of kindness, compassion, gentleness and awareness. It is simply awareness. Awareness is the power that we hold. Are we aware? Awareness nudges us as instinct to do the right thing in situations. The other 50% of God is in space, unformed, not confined to the material world but eager to connect with and mate with the Mother God that flows lovingly within us.
The male religions have been pounding into us for eons and eons the theory that God is ONLY up there in the sky and that the body is sinful, worthless and filled with the devil's forces. And we humans have believed them. We've all have been looking for God in the sky. This has confounded, confused and tormented everything and everyone. And the struggle continues to this day. The patriarchal society is still operating but it’s losing its power as many people are growing wiser and more astute. The male judgmental, superior control is housed in the brain. It is the mental, analytical side of us. There is no room for emotion in the brain. There is no compassion there. No warm love or motherly instincts in the brain, or encouragement or friendly support or welcoming kindness from these teachings from the male religions. But we are approaching a new era. What has been referred to as the golden age of enlightenment is on us today. This is a feminine teaching. When a person begins to listen to the feelings of the physical body, they will have experiences. They will have sensations. They will FEEL it instead of “think” it. It's a caring, a loving, a knowing feeling. The body has knowing senses built into it. The body feels emotion and kindness and love. It is a warming feeling, a good feeling. One cannot discount it because it simply is good. When a person begins to notice the body’s feelings, he/she taps into the natural divinity that has always been there, even in the ancestors, flowing through the flesh and blood.
As this new age dawns more and more into human anatomy and biology, the male superiority of the brain mind will begin to loosen and sink down and give in more to these warm loving feelings. It’s a natural process, an evolutionary process. There is a coming together of the 50% Goddess in the body and 50% God that is abstract and not confined to the material world. Abstract God is distributed through the bodies of light – thru the suns in the galaxies and there are many, many suns. The stars, we call them. The male approach has been to look UP, not down into the earth. The religions all looked to God up away from the earth, while the 50% Mother God has been active all the while, nurturing and supporting the human animal and humankind.
While the male relgions gave us God high in the sky and taught us to pray to Him “up there”, the female god has been right here in our loins and our hearts. She is the part of us that is sweet, kind and lovable. She is also selfless. She doesn’t have to fight for her rights because she is all there is. Mother God is all there is. There is no other power. We do not have to look up into the sky for answers because Mother God is all there is and she gives us all the answers and solutions we could possibly need. But we haven’t known that. This knowledge is only now beginning to come out onto the public platforms. The ancient occult teachigs were all about this Mother God which lives inside the body. The great mystics and masters taught only the select students about the inner light. They had to do this in secret, otherwise they would have been killed. That is why these teachings have been hidden and called “occult”. But this I the teaching of the feminine Mother Goddess. Mother God lives within us. It is time we learned about her. That is what the Love Club will be teaching us as we practice. I too am a student, not a master.
When humans start to focus down into the body and meditate in sacred silence on their naval or heart or liver or anything down there in the cells and tissues, that's when they will start to lose their cold superiority. They will start to notice there is harmony here inside. It feels like home in the body. It feels peaceful. It feels "right". This is the feminine side of God. God is here within. Heaven is within. There is bliss within, and beauty, and grace, and freedom from all that bothers and traumatizes. It's very compassionate and welcoming. This is what the Taoists discovered thousands of years ago, and today there are books of exercises which are quite gentle and simple to learn. It is a very human teaching. Not religious. Not even spiritual. It is easy.
1/27/25 - The importance of gathering with like-minded folks
In recent galactic messages from extraterrestrials (Pleiadians and Arcturians especially) I am hearing encouragement that we should start meeting in person, in small groups or communities, to soundboard. We needn't walk the way of ascension by ourselves. Have you been feeling the urge to meet with others like yourself too? I'm speaking of Ascension now. Ascension symptoms are happening to many people but perhaps they do not define it as such. Perhaps they do not know yet about ascension. Ascension is when we as a planet or as an individual leave a lower vibrational atmosphere and move into a higher vibrational one, which is lighter, cleaner, clearer, more refined, happy and connected to harmony. We are going through a global ascension today. The whole world is involved. We are moving into new galactic territory and it is causing us, our brains and bodies, to experience confusion, some in physical pain, others in emotional pain or mental craziness. These are extraordinary, challenging times
As I continue to read the galactic messages which include Ascended Master messages, I read the comments underneath, which indicates there are far more people tuned in to the ascension process - and visitors from other worlds - than I had previously supposed. Things are changing rapidly. Many people are becoming aware. New technology is part of this visitation from other worlds. And yet we are not talking about it openly, are we? I am feeling so alone, as I continue with my daily life of routine, but devoid of friends I can talk to about what I am learning. I need grounding with other real live humans like myself. Like you. To share stories with. We are meant to ground ourselves into normal, practical life, happy, free-flowing life. Not to remain alone in our attic or sanctuary. Love is meant to be shared. "Love isn't love 'til it's given away!" As was written on a T-shirt I saw years ago.
Meditation and other inner practices done alone need to be counter-balanced and unified thru social togetherness. We are being told to gather in communities, to share stories and knowledge, ideas, advice, counsel, support, encourage. When one is all alone with no one to compare notes with, it builds up stress and tension. We as a society have been quarantined and kept divided, and we are STILL caught behind veils of silence, secrecy, separation and division. Our beliefs are fear-based. We have accepted (erroneously) that we are separate individuals. All different. The galactics are arriving now to remind us that we are part of a growing family of light, and it is love and peaceful collaboration that brings us closer together. Our hearts know this. Our inner hearts know what love is, and what goodness is. We feel it. It is time we began to show it and express it and put words and actions to this knowledge. It is time we supported our own hearts, for there lies our authenticity. It will bring us closer than we could ever imagine.
Even though there are many individuals who are not tuned into the words of this subject, like "ascension" or "Pleiadians", they will be shortly. Because Disclosure is taking place now, today, as I type these words. Even if some people don't know the word "Ascension", it shouldn't hold us back from reaching to find those who DO resonate with such words. For example, my husband is not interested in the same talking words that I use, nor am I with his words that he uses. But we have come to know each other well after 30 years of living together. We get along very well and do a lot of things together, even if we are different. Our differences don't define us, our hearts do. We are close because we accept each others differences. A couple is a good example for how such differences can work together in collaboration. And, no. It doesn't have have to be sexual! This has been proven by intergalactic families from the stars. It will happen here on Earth as we begin clearing up our own messes of wrong-doings. Communities of loving cooperation will thrive in peace and abundance, even with such diversity of interests, because they will be heart-based. Soul-based.
I am amping up my writings about meetings and gatherings, such as the Love Club recently posted, because as we continue to advance further into the higher planes of the fourth and fifth dimension our world is going to become markedly different than it looks today. And we will do this without leaving the solid earth of our beloved planet. New technology is already coming forth. There is huge news, shattering news, and it is both crumbling hopes and dreams and establishing new ones. And all the while, a steady stream of inspiration and higher knowledge is coming into our consciousness. So many messages are coming from the Galactic Federation of Light, the Ashtar Command, Ascended Masters and many other star families. And many new channels are coming online, posting their own messages received in their quiet hours. These messages are inspiring. They are filled with high hopes and high understandings.
The ceilings are cracking open. A new dawn is breaking. The light is slowly descending. We MUST ground ourselves and stop being so airy-fairy or too intellectual (speaking for myself). And the way we do that is by becoming normal human beings with a heart. Not so spacey, airy, religious or spiritual, but to human. Earthy human, with all our faculites working in harmony and happily. And spontaneously, in love with life and full of joy and interest. And without fear. The world is coming to that. It is changing into that for that is the Plan. The ultimate Plan. It is the destiny and the plan for humanity. To live as humans were designed to live: freely, happily, together, creatively, building, expounding, expressing that love that is in our hearts and minds and souls, and being part of the NEW earth and of each other and of life. As I scan the internet I look for messages of this nature, that call to me, that give me a good feeling because I already have those feelings in me. If there is even a tinge of fear or negativity that doesn't feel right, then I move on past it.
Let us find people who are taking this beautiful uplifting path to our own higher selves, and share the knowledge we have been getting silently, at home, alone, by ourselves. Let us swap stories and give support to one another and spark new smiles, more laughter, more joy and sunshine and freedom. And spontaneity in our wake. We will learn, grow and expand as a group, as a community, as a world. Each of us, no matter how different we may feel from everyone else - and we ARE different - each of us is an important part of the ascension that is going on. God-Goddess lives in our hearts. We are slowly coming back in tune with our parent-source. We are designed to contribute our unique and individual consciousness to the wholeness of our culture, blending into the atmosphere of the New Earth that is building even now. Not only will these new gatherings give us strength but they will give us a deeper sense of meaning and purpose, which will continue to grow and evolve to become the masters we were designed to become. When someone shines their light on you, your own light will shine even brighter, and this will continue.
I borrowed words from the Pleiadian High Council in this blog today. It gave us these words in a recent transmission. Click HERE to listen to the whole video. The Pleiadians have been giving us messages since the 1950's. I have been reading them for over 50 years, in such books as "The Bringers of the Dawn" by Barbara Marciniak. I have had many visions of them, and was introduced to the Great White Brotherhood (Ascended Masters) at age 15. I met Venusian contactee George Adamski in the 1960's, a well-known author today, even though he is ignored by officialdom. Because what he reports in his books and photographic plates is simply too much for them to accept. So far. The time will come.
Meanwhile many of us are connected. We are tuned in. We receive the messages. I have seen the star ships in the skies, and have spoken with them telepathically, received their messages, lectures and advice. I know that others also are receiving. If you too are receiving, please feel free to contact me via the Contact page. Let us begin communication in ways that are not just words but feelings and thoughts that go deeper than brain-talk. This is the reason I write. To share my stories out loud. I do not know who is listening or reading. I doesn't matter. I am sharing. Little by little our world is changing as people are sharing their innerk nowledge and stories and adventures and insights. Our changing world will allow us to slowly trust each other. When we receive such communication that feels good, that feels right and honorable, it tell us we are following our hearts. Our souls are present. The heart is where the soul resides. It has wisdom beyond the brain. It is connected to the vast sea of universal knowledge. We are wiser than we know. We will be led to betterment as we gather in our hearts and start supporting one another. Moving from the brain to the heart.
This is how we build a stronger belief and confidence in who we are. We need the support of others who resonate with us. Larger forces are playing out in the universe and on planet Earth. The Pleiadian way of life is in harmony and rhythm with the higher universal laws and we are being prepared to join them. They are ready to pass on knowledge that we already know but have allowed to slide to the back shelf. We have been eagerly waiting for this connection, this communication, in real time, on the ground. Love from the Pleiadians, or the Arcturians or Lyrans or Sirians, or Andromedans, makes us feel better. Their knowledge is bigger than ours. They are all connected yet different, as each of us is different. This gives us strength. We are part of something much bigger than we know. Such diversity and yet such oneness. Because there is love at the heart of each one individually. There is a shift happening. I am borrowing from the recent Pleiadian High Council's message - "Believe in your inner strength. Have faith in the divine forces that are helping you move ahead. Finding your inner light is not something you do alone. It creates a positive impact that spreads beyond you."
Well, I am wrapping this up for today. I send my blessings this evening. It's 7 pm Monday, January 27. Be safe, be happy, trust your inner feelings. Be secure in the knowledge that you are the love you've been waiting for, and looking for in all the wrong places.
1/26/25 - Men need the feminine mirror of softness (channeled)
During morning exercises I saw the tree of life. It was a tree of brilliant light in the shape of the kabbala. It was a tree of conduits, channels and webbing of light that is in me, in my flesh body, and I am surrendering to it when I am up doing spontaneous movements, the dance-like flowing. There is an inner wind. Afterwards I sit and write. The words are flowing easily through me and I write them down on paper.
Men are in need of the feminine mirror to be reflected back to them what feminine is like. Most women are reflecting masculine back to men and to the outer world. It is ego-centered, or mental-centered. The masculine predominates everywhere. EVERYWHERE. Ego is everywhere. Where is spirit? Divine? Naturalness? When women think they are showing empowerment by resisting the men and authorities, when they show rebellious, willful attitude to prove they can be complete and equal with men, that is masculine energy they are using. Men do not need more masculine energy reflected back to them. It just makes them angry. They have enough of that every where they turn. It creates competitiveness for control. Who can be best? And who can be on the top? It is feminine they seek. It is the gentleness they seek. The kindness, the motherly caring and encouragement which is selfless. The mother cares more for others than herself, but she is wise and doesn’t deplete her own powers.
Most women try to do this but deplete their own powers. Women do not know how to be truly feminine. They give their powers away without realizing how they are doing this. Even when men push for sex they are seeking the feminine love and acceptance. It is not the flesh they seek but the softness of attitude, the warmth of mood and love that feminine can offer. It is a quality and a virtue. It is an energy and a feeling. It is not flesh. But we women do not have enough confidence in our femininity. We do not even KNOW what femininity really is or feels like. It is pure heaven. We have the bodies that are created to be naturally feminine, so we are full of the potential to be divine feminine, but due to eons and eons of lifetimes and cultural training and programming to operate through the brain we do not know how to be in our bodies. Our bodies are feminine. We don’t know nor have we been trained. We don’t have confidence.
That is why we must gather as women, to build confidence and to reflect back to each other that which is feminine, and that which is NOT feminine. We’ll know it when we see it. It’s not just softness and tenderness, it is also truth, honesty, courage, intelligence and perfection. It is the seven qualities and the seven colors we were embedded with on a soul level, what we call the seven virtues and the seven chakras seven bodies. What makes us feminine instead of masculine is we do it with wholeness, with love, compassion, consideration for the feelings of those around us. We deal out truth with softness. We deal out courage with softness. We deal out determination with softness. We deal out intelligence with softness. We deal out perfection with softness. That is feminine.
The true feminine, the divine or ideal feminine is selfless, and wise beyond reason. Feminine is spiritual. It expresses with tenderness and mindfulness the qualities of the seven which the spiritual connection inspires. It comforts and lifts to higher planes, to nobleness, regal-ness, and majestic-ness and freedom. We women need to build confidence in how to speak and express ourselves. We need to have a circle of safety and protection. We need a women’s circle where we can gain confidence and enlightened responses from other women. We have to cultivate our inner feminine. Then we can bring it home to express to our families and friends.
Every little piece of feminine expressed is like a building block cemented into place in the world. It goes out in a ripple effect through the ethers and touches the planet's atmosphere. Men need encouragement in expressing their own softer side. We add to the healing of the planet when we express our truth. Women learned to surrender their power over the ages. It was a cycle that had to be lived through, but now that cycle is over. Cosmic timing tells us it is time to come out of the closet and enjoy being freely feminine because the men need some proof that softness, genuine softness, tenderness, compassion, honesty, courage, truth, perfection can be lived in the flesh in the world, and in the family, community and government. The men don’t believe it because they haven’t seen it yet. They must see it role modeled in action. I remember a few scenarios where I expressed my truth and my husbands enjoyed it. Feminine truth is one such virtue they are waiting for. They don’t like for us to surrender ourselves to them. It puts added burden and pressure on them. (Received 8/25/19)
1/25/25 - Ascension waves three years ago -it's picked up a notch!
It's interesting to look back at past journals. Things have change a lot in three years. This is what I felt three years ago:
Dreaming about taking out the trash and stuffing body parts down into overflowing barrels too full to hold any more, and peeing gallons of water at one sitting. Our bodies are heavy with old stuff that clings tenaciously to gravity like iron bars to a refrigerator door. The sun meanwhile is beaming happy thoughts down upon us, amping up thoughts coming from HIS father down the chain of command, calling us home. Yaay! We’re going Home! It’s time to leave the body and this heavy messed-up planet. I hear the voices calling and they’re messing up my brain. I half-heartedly hear the mainstream news and read the online alternative news, the spiritual disclosure news, negative and positive, and I can’t make heads or tails out of it all. My brain can’t handle it. I’m gone. Out of here. It’s not working.
And suddenly the ascending wave is gone and I’m back, vitalized like superman, stronger than ever, sane, clear-headed, powerful. The rhythms of nature have re-established once again, as they always do, leaving me wondering what happened? I’m at the keyboard typing like crazy because the revelations are flowing faster than I can type. I have to force myself to slow down or I trip over my own feet and fingers. It’s a new normal. *** The waves come and go. They almost take me with them but not quite. Because I’ve been doing the inner work for a long time. I’ve been grounding, and dissolving cords that used to hook me into the outside world. They are pretty much unimportant to me today. They are not important to my well-being. Extraneous. They don’t matter any more. This includes everything, including people. Well, not the people themselves, but their issues and problems. I love the people and hug them to me like life rafts whenever I get the opportunity. But I don’t care about their issues or problems. The social graces are gone but the inner sensitivity and tenderness has turned up a notch.
When the ascending waves come, they are invisible. I don’t see them but I feel them. They sweep through me and take from me my solidarity. They lift me up like a balloon. My brain feels it first. I am empty inside my head. Heaviness moves around in me. My body feels like a ton. I wonder why my body is so heavy? But my head/brain is empty! Past life stuff comes now. It’s just energy. Old, old energy. Not scenes but I know things about myself. It’s easy to know things when my head is empty. I know what went wrong and where I’ve been. I catch glimpses as the energies disengage and start flying away like pieces of lumber in a fierce hurricane. Irrelevant stuff, not needed any more. After the wave passes I am clearer and more vitally alive than ever. I feel on top of the world. I don’t understand why I feel so high. I feel like racing around the block. I am clearer than I’ve ever been, clearer even than as a child when I ran innocent and free without cares. And I know things. I just know. I can’t tell anyone what I know because I am busy knowing.
Others may be talking about confusions and chaos but to me life is clean and I know it is going to become cleaner and brighter soon. The brightness, the horizon is endless. I might have said at one time “the future” but it’s not really the future. It’s more like the dawn. The dawn is not the future, we’re simply moving into the dawn along with the rotation of the earth. The dawn is always there, the sun is always there, we’re moving around the sun, so it’s not the future. I am standing in my space on this plot of ground and I am grounded. I feel my feet. They are tender. They no longer hurt. I feel a sweetness in my feet that is tender and warm and embracing me. I’m connected to the earth in ways I have NEVER experienced before. I am grounding the energies in a way that feels solid. It’s solid and real. It’s not spiritual any more. And I want to hug all of the people who come close to me. I felt it in my husband the other night when we cuddled before sleep. My hands melted into him. I saw golden sparks as solid sparks. He is solid but I am melting into him. (End)
Today, 1/25/25, the ascension waves continue stronger than ever. Sometimes to the point where I think I can't hold on any longer, but it's only in my head that I feel this. In the rest of my body there is an opposite process taking place. I am feeling more embodied than every before, with more vitality and a revved-up interest in living. However there is pain too, as my body is adjusting and I walk bent over. Will go to the chiropractor next. I had an acupuncture treatment several weeks ago, which helped. But why does my head feel like it will lift off? I continue to get revelations. New information continues to come but only slowly, as it seeps through into my conscious mind. I must be patient and trust the process. Blessings to all who are undergoing similar ascension adjustments. I welcome feedback. Contact me thru the Contact page.
1/24/25 - Some new random thoughts
The love club which I've been writing about is not owned by me. I am simply tuning into the universal flow of sublime and heavenly love. The Galactics are also closer, whispering higher versions of love to us, to assist us in our self esteem and self understanding. We too are children of universal love. As I write about the love club, it may sound as if I am inventing it but I’m simply talking about love from my little corner of the universe. I'm starting my own version of love (and calling it a club) here at home in Naples. This is how I see it. Everyone interprets differently. I see that by touching one another skin-to-skin, in a loving, uplifting, impersonally intimate way, sweetly kind and close but not sexual, is nourishing and warm and delightfully blissful.
After having been involved in universal love for many past lives as priestess, priest, healer, humble, poor, homeless and streetwalker, I've been led step by step closer to universal love and finally recognition that we are ALL made of love. Bar none. No one is left out. And all we need do is put hands on each other and we can assist one another to feel it flowing within our cellular structure. It is THE life force. Everyone has a life force flowing through them. No one else can own the life force inside us except we ourself. We are the maker, creator, child of the Father-Mother God. We are the student here. We are the only one who can see it and begin to understand it and therefore activate the love and light inside us. Light is a heavenly term meaning "information". Light is the totality of information added to the great sea of infinite life by those who have gone before. This infinite sea of life, love and information is flowing inside us constantly, but we have to discover it ourselves. We must move the mistakes and errors out of the way because they are fogging the glass. We can't see through it. Only the one who lives in the body can do this.
Another random thought: I just discovered the definition of quantum. I hadn't received a satisfactory answer from browsing the internet but today I learned from a Galactic message: "Quantum refers to exploring infinite potential all at once." This is the way universal energy actually operates - through countless probabilities - in contrast to our 3D binary system which divides us into two separate polarities.
Universal creation is constantly in motion, seeking harmony, rhythm and balance, while in our world our 3D bodies are held in a solid state by the MISQUALIFIED energies that we hold onto. These misqualified energies keep us physical and solid. They consist of our past traumas and mis-adventures that left us stranded in false beliefs not in harmony. We must correct them. We are held in a solid state until we correct them. We are not moving. Get rid of the false beliefs and errors. Make corrections through the use of love. The love club is being brought forth to assist us through hands-on touch with love and kindness. Not sex, which keeps us separated into two genders. We are meant to correct this mistake.
As we cleanse ourselves of this mistaken way of life, we become gentler, calmer, more fluid and more in love with life. We loosen our sense of solidarity and become lighter, more flexible, more generous, more kind and more in tune with universal harmony. More receptive to higher thought. Less solid and more airy. This is the ascension process. We could be likened to steam rising up from the boiling water on the stove. The ascension process elevates our bodies, shakes loose the tightly-packed atoms and electrons which compose our physicality, minds and emotions. Our thoughts and feelings turn to goodness, our joy and happiness lighter, more playful, brighter and full of laughter.
It is possible we may see long-time friends and/or family members fading away as we continue our lighter, kinder, happier ways, because not everyone is ready to rise to higher planes of goodness. So, do it your way. Always do it your way. But I hope you keep correcting and purifying yourself. Keep the ascension process going for the good of the whole. Love and light to you!
1/22/25 - What is the Love Club going to do?
The question was asked, per the recent newsletter, "What's the Love Club going to do?" A very good question. I responded and will share it openly.
The Love Club will involve hands-on exchanges, like massage but not heavy focus on pain or problem areas. Just light loving strokes. It’s a healing type massage, over-lighted by spirit. Discussion is involved. It will have to play out according to the individuals involved. Spirit is guiding this. This is an ancient teaching being brought out in a modern way. Women will understand better than men perhaps, though maybe not. It's a feminine philosophy thru body contact, not just words. We need skin-to-skin connection to pass the spark, the light within each body.
First, there must be a prelude, an introduction, an explanation to gather the people who want to try it. The human body has a living life force running thru it. We as a culture have never been taught that before, or in so many words, and so we haven't practiced with it. Who knows about this light within? Who believes it? Connecting with the light in another person’s body is connecting with the divinity in that body. The supreme creator lives in that body as a life force. It is so fine and pure it will bring tears if done in the right way. But this light is covered over with a lot of murkiness, vagueries, toxic energies and other debris. Preparatory work is needed, pointing in the right direction with code words.
I am presenting the first of the introduction to this teaching since I’ve been working with the Ascended Masters for so many years. I've been gearing up to it and probably overly prepared. But there have been years of hesitation. Afraid it was not time yet. This concept of non-sexual love may bump head-on into a brick wall., but I could be wrong. Just my hesitation talking. It’s going to be a test to see. I’m being urged to go ahead with it and I’m open to seeing it through. I’m ready and seeking volunteers to come forward. This is a higher, more advanced teaching and we do not know who is ready for it. It's a new concept that involves hands-on, skin-to-skin contact, quietly loving but not sexual or romantic or leading to relationship intimacy.
For years I've been working with this and still learning, turning inward and upward constantly. Receiving the light and grounding it. Now it is time to share it with others through physical body contact. The light needs to be grounded and shared through touch, integrating into the human species for the next step in evolution. But first, in order to do that we must know what this high love FEELS like. We need to activate it in our OWN body first. Not to turn someone else on but to turn our selves on. Not sexually, but spiritually. Because WE are the divine light of the body. Who knew?
How do you feel when someone touches you with this high love? We will find out. We are not to respond outwardly, but to simply allow the inner light to activate. Allow feelings of love to activate but don’t project them onto the other person. Own them for yourself. They belong to you. It’s about receiving love from the highest source - from within your Self. The love comes from one’s own God Self within. And allowing it to move and distribute, and touch all areas and levels of your own body. It is a love club. We will use each other to practice activating love within. In past ages people would turn this outward to someone else, sexually. This a next step - a next step in our evolution.
1/21/25 - Feminine ways turn us to the light - more on the Love Club
The nature of sex is misplaced and misunderstood. This intimate act is sacred, deep and eternal. It is all about sacred, divine love. Wholeness and fulfillment. The galactic intervention that is taking place under the headig of "Disclosure" is to save the species of human. There must be a unified blend between the male and female to put an end to the animal act of sex and thus begin the turnaround to raise the human up to a higher level of harmony. This process is not to eliminate sex but to raise the entire process to what we might call lovemaking.
It is the INNER male and female within the self that must merge and come to a unified blend within the ONE body in which it runs havoc because it is separated, self to self. We are a whole consciousness on inner planes that has been divided by the lesser, petty mind. We are one whole being on the consciousness level. We are oneness. We are whole. We are complete. We are Light circulating through the body. There is a pure grid of light running through our body, but we have created a second webbing of dark thoughts and lesser beliefs as an artificial robot-like energy that weaves also through the body as a grid of darkness. We have come to act on the lesser artificial energy and we hurt each other. Why? It has been my mission to find out.
I grew up in what I’ve perceived is a man’s world because men have all the power. What men say, goes. It is their definition of rules that I must abide by. These are strict rules. My father was an honorable, good-humored, easy-going man and I was fine with my life until I had sex at age 15 with the boy next door and I hated it. It was coercion of my innocence. That began my awareness of men being the heavy-handed ones, the controllers. After that I avoided sex until I was 21 when I met a man I was attracted to, though it was karmic and I didn't know it. I was coerced into sex by attraction to a powerful man and became pregnant and subsequently married to him until I was overcome with dark and foreboding thoughts and I broke and ran away from my marriage.
I escaped and was welcomed into the safety of a family which was ruled by a woman. Then I met a man who was sensitive to me and discussed things with me intellectually. He listened. He also served as the male protector for me. He supported me and guided me to rebuild my confidence. He taught me kindly about sex and introduced love into my life. Eight years later I had a powerful and dramatic kundalini awakening. I was in-lighted by being taken up into the light dimensions. I had the “going into the Light” experience. My journey through life has been through the sexual field, recognizing that men have a different focus or agenda than women. The feminine is an inner softness and unifying quality while those who are masculine have an outer-focused quality that skips over the inner softness. The focus on physical sex takes us further and further away from our innate comfort and peace. Thus the need to bring the feminine way forward to save the human race from further downward spiraling. Sharing a channeled message received on 8/10/20.....
"The feminine qualities must be brought into the species because the feminine is the turn-around – the returning back to the Light. The soul has nothing to do with it. What the soul does is for the soul. The soul comes to inhabit the species in order to help the species raise up by imprinting its accumulated wisdom into the species. But the soul must be allowed to have a say in the life and the male animal has prevented the soul from expressing. The soul is whole, holy. The animal body has been holding back the soul from expressing because it is operating on physical survival as an animal. The human species is still operating on the survival tendencies of the animal which is strong sexual reproduction tendencies to keep the species propagating. The human species has taken this survival instinct to a more pleasurable state but it is stuck in that state, warped and distorted without allowing the turn-around to happen, to raise it UPWARD, upward toward less animal and more enlightened and refined, which requires more unifying sensitivity. The feminine qualities are needed which bring love, togetherness, compassion, caring, nurturing qualities. It is needed to turn the direction from downward to upward. Turn it around. The male’s focus is out and away from the light into darkness, further out beyond to the farthest reaches, the farthest it can go. The female strives to hold it back from going too far, it wants to bring it back UP to the Light. In the end sex will disappear and all that will be left is Love. Sex is a discrimination between genders. The species then can actually THINK for itself consciously and make choices for itself."
“There is a presence in you that is more you than you. It is in the background of your mind. Everyone, bar none, who is born on Earth is born outside of that presence. It is the only way to be injected into the system, this world, which is so far removed and in the dark, that once here we have to struggle to find ourself again. You DO have an eternal immortal Presence of self that is accessible to you, but in order to find it and tap into it and realign with it you have to follow your native instincts. Meaning your intuition and gut feeling, not what your parents or teachers taught you. They are part of the system. Don’t rebel or resist what they taught, but place priority on your instinct as to how much to allow the outer world to govern you. Find that light in you and cultivate it privately, secretly. Bring it into your awareness at all times. You are that greatness that is in the background. Bring it forward.”
1/19/25 - The Love Club is formed (spirit channeled)
Good afternoon everyone. A most happy day to all who check my website. We are undergoing massive consciousness shifts as Earth's planetary ascension is well underway. We are in the final days, months, years of completing the shift to higher consciousness realms - the fifth dimension and higher. (May you not be too confused!) Today I am posting the following spirit-channeled message in both my blog today, and also in the Master DK's book whose channelings and teachings I'm collecting in this website.
I discovered this spirit-channeled message today in one of my many forgotten folders. It was channeled to me in 2016, nine years ago. The Love Club has been pushing to get started ever since my days in the lifestyle of couples swinging, where the focus tended to be focused below the waist. I was always trying to introduce love into the lifestyle ever since my OBE in to the light, but haven't succeeded so far. Hopefully soon, for it is important in the overall scheme of humanity's evolution. Many are working behind the scenes in this direction. Not just me, for love is the power behind. We are almost ready to receive this. Receiving is the most important part of love. Can we receive love? This is an ascended master teaching, I'm just a student.
Spirit Speaking 12/18/16
The Love club is being formed to introduce love into the world of human relations on a scale that is larger than has been known before. The concept is one of receiving love first, before giving love, for the world has you all indoctrinated into believing you are not capable of receiving love. That you are not worthy of receiving love. That you are sinners and therefore that you must somehow redeem yourselves and prove that you are worthy of being loved. Nonsense! You are a child of love and therefore love has been built into you. Your design has been cut out of the father and mother of love. You are immensely valuable and irreplaceable. Within your body, mind and feelings there runs gold. It is a fiery brilliant flashing golden river that breathes through you. You ARE love walking. You ARE love talking. You ARE love expressing. You ARE Love on every level of your being. You simply do not believe it. This is the reason why the Love Club is being brought forth at this time.
Once you have accepted love, and allowed love to reside in you, within your body cells and within your structure, then you will be able to give love to others because you will KNOW love and what love feels like. Until then, you cannot give love to others. And you will learn how extraordinarily free love feels when you have removed all barriers and false beliefs that hold you back. Love is your natural environment. Love is free. Love flows freely through you now. Believe it and set your sights higher, wider and without reservations. Love yourself first. Allow yourself to receive love from your higher mind and higher heart, for you have reduced your mind and heart to lower vibrations and you cannot see or feel clearly the truth of love. You are an infinite expression of love. You are a higher mind and a higher heart than you realize.
You are an immense well spring of love. An artesian well of love pumping up from the depths that are beyond you, unknown to you, being pumped up into sight and vision into your personal world. You are ready to receive love. Practice receiving love. Practice being held by friends, lovingly. Feel the love start to flow within you. Just feel it. Don’t respond. Just feel and allow the love to register on your inner body structure. See what it feels like. The Love Club starts out on an esoteric level (inner level) but it will expand outward into physical relationships as the Love Club grows.
Maintain the inner connection all the while for love comes from within each person. Each one is a transforming station stepping down the infinite and formless energy of love through the perceptions of the mind, and down further into the body cells of the organs and tissues of the heart. First it is received, then it is expressed outwardly to others. (End channeling)
1/17/25 - Massive blockage in the solar plexus, sacral, genital area
(Channeled in 2012) There is a massive blockage in the solar plexus. Mental processing takes place in this area. The third chakra allows in your mental abilities, it doesn’t come through the brain. You think your mind is in your brain but the brain is merely the computer for the body. It is not the spirit of the body. The computer has taken over the body, like in your movies where the computer starts thinking on its own and makes war on the humans. This is what the ego does but the brain is the little man, the little woman, not the real person. The real man, the real woman thinks through the solar plexus region. It is here that the information from higher self comes in to you.
Your higher self is the larger you, the divine immortal self who survives death and makes decisions. This comes through as a stream of awareness through the solar plexus chakra. Because you don’t know this, the information is not being maintained or recognized. You know it as gut instinct but you notice it only when you have a negative reaction. You ignore the positive body messages, the information that comes in very alert and sensitive. Because it is not being acknowledged it becomes garbled and builds up a massive confusion in the area of the solar plexus until it becomes a huge ball of twisted strands of unresolved ideas, concepts, principles and awarenesses that haven‘t been processed. It is time to clear that area by knowing it is there. Acknowledge it and begin focusing down there.
There are several ways to clear the area. One way is by chanting through your solar plexus the OM, which means “I Am!’ or simply “I Am!“ while holding an intention of clearing the area of darkness and confusion. Imagine a sun shining in here, very intense, very bright. Mentally chant “I Am clearing. I Am clearing. I Am clearing. I Am! I Am! I Am!” Breathe into the solar plexus while mentally chanting the “I Am”, the OM. See the sun shining there. Do this for 5 or 15 minutes, as long as you can. The longer the better.
This area is the big block that prevents the energy rising up from your sensual feelings in the genitals to the heart. The block is in your solar plexus. Your body is designed to raise the energy from the tail bone or first chakra, up through the central column to the heart and then the head, to circulate energy all through your body, but this solar plexus block is holding it down to the genital, sexual, sacral center, the second chakra. So you can’t raise the energy up to the heart, head and higher.
Channeled during a meditation on 8/12/12. Another piece of information supporting the ascension massage. I am scanning through the DK channelings to find pertinent teachings regarding the sexual blockage in the lower regions of the body - which is the purpose of the higher, refined ascension massage.
1/16/25 - A personal update, acupuncture helped
Finally, significant healing is taking place. It has been several months of pain and a lagging spirit. After going to the acupuncturist last Thursday there has been unusual improvement. If anyone is looking for a good acupuncturist, see Dr. Alfred Cormier in Bonita. He is American but studied in China and healed himself using Chinese medicine when he had a severe motorcycle accident as a young man. (He refused the ambulance and hospital treatment). I've been seeing him off and on for a good 10 years or so. His website and business name is "Prolopuncture". Prolopuncture which is a more modern method of injecting sugar into problem areas, which activates stem cells to go that area to help heal it. It takes a longer time for healing to take place. I prefer the old-fashioned needles. I lay for one solid hour with needles in my back, and noticed improvement two or three days later. After a week I am moving much better and feeling energized enough to do house work which I haven't been motivated to do for a few months because a minor "fall" on my tailbone grew increasingly worse.
An interesting part of acupuncture is that it revitalizes the life force. I opens blocks where the life force can't get thru. This treatment is different from pharmaeuticals, surgery and other modern western medicine treatments. The reactivation of life, of spirit and the awakening of vitality is a blessing. I'm alive again! I'm excited again. I have a wish to continue living again! Instead of the slow draining away of interest and enthusiasm.
I've been doing internal exercises for many years and recognize the signs of increased life force, the spirit of the body. If the spirit is not flowing, if it has been blocked (jammed) one feels like a flower drooping that has not been watered in a while. See the book "Internal Exercises" by Steven Chang, sold on Amazon. This is an easy-to-understand version of ancient Taoism. It is very good for anyone interested in starting an easy at-home practice to strengthen internal organs and increase vitality, enthusiasm and interest in life and living. In
other words, how to be happy again. Life is worth living after all!
Incidentally, have you seen any starships lately? UFO's or UAP's? They are popping in and out of visibility all over the planet these days. The Galactics - the Galactic Federation of Light, the Ashtar Command, the Pleiadians, Sirians, Arcturians, Andromedans and Lyrans are the ones most talked about. These are of the higher dimensions, but they are beaming light to us constantly, trying to assist without causing us to be afraid of them. They have very advanced technology and know how to solve problems that we have, but they are not allowed by universal law to interfere with the way we do things here. So it is a delicate process as they come closer and closer to us, to wave to us with signs in the skies. There are many messages coming thru empaths and channels in the last few months and now picking up speed rapidly.. Please use the the Internet and Youtube to ask around. They will find you. Disclosure is well underway. I see them a lot in the skies above our house in the country.
Love to all who check in on me. Love you with all my heart, whoever you are!
1/13/25 - Kundalini, our inner power source
This is excerpted from an early channeling by Master DK back in 1978. As we begin to rev up the concept of swapping ascension massages with each other, which is a loving, caring, kindly, uplifting, light-filled hands-on healing massage, this is a good beginning introduction. DK speaking...
"Our inner nature is not physical at all, but encompasses a great deal more than we can see. Ideas are constantly pouring into consciousness from someplace other than from the mind we know. This inner nature is our true self, and if we were to be open to this source of inspiration all the time, we would be able to handle everything that came our way, and feel good all of the time. This inner self is always speaking, always sending messages, of pain, anger, dismay, danger, always telling us what to do. This inner self speaks in the form of feelings, intuition and emotion, and we are fools not to pay attention.
If we could see this inner power source, we would see, down near the sexual organs, behind them and up a little, in the geometric center of the body, a concentration of golden light. Not the gold in color we know, but the loving essence of gold and light. There is a Sanskrit word in ancient Indian scriptures which calls this the Kundalini. There has been a lot written about the Kundalini in ancient teachings, but it has been veiled from the common people until now. The Kundalini is the power source of life born into every human body just as every seed contains its power source. Here, nestled in amongst the sexual organs it lives – a potent and highly concentrated form of intelligence, force and power. And you would see, if you were open to it, golden rays radiating outward sending vitality, little by little, to the outer reaches of the body, just like the sun radiates life energy out to its planets. It is shimmering like golden liquid, alive as though with electricity. As it radiates outward the rays get smaller and smaller, like the branches on a tree in winter, til the tiniest ends have been touched with life fluid.
It looks like the pictures of the human nerve system as painted in the physiology books. It is the same, except that the nerves are physical and the power source is not. Somewhere along the route, this golden essence of livingness descends and becomes physical matter, so science can record it. But nowhere can we see, hear, detect the source of life itself. It is too fine. If you could see this shimmering tree of life radiating its vitality outward all around, you would see that it is not symmetrical, for there is one large ray shooting upward into the brain. An offshoot from the primary power source. This offshoot is very powerful, full of energy and intelligence, but it is still dependent on the center. The center is independent of all and is the most powerful force in all the body. It is the living originator of the body itself, and nothing can alter or change it. This is the true nature of the person.
This power is so strong that though you cannot feel it under normal conditions, you can feel it when it opens the flood gate and allows a massive amount into the body all at one time during the sexual explosion. For those organs have been made especially for just such a release – to allow the power to enter the flesh on a massive scale, to blow out the blocks that inevitably build up from tension and withholding the life forces. And once again, spirit and flesh unite in the good, good feeling that sexual climax brings.
And so our whole being, body, mind and soul, are being held together and fed and nourished from this internal spring. It feeds us life and knowledge. It prods us with feelings to do things, urges to eat, intuition to act. It is our true self and we are conscious of it. It is the blueprint of our future and contains the memory of the past. It is our basic chemistry and feels the chemistry of others. It is very much our true self, not foreign, not alien, not strange. It is good, happy, whole and pure. When we go against this self we feel bad. When we align ourselves with it we feel good. And when we really blend into its enchanting essence, surrender to the feeling and become one with it, we feel a certain high, like ecstasy, like sexual goodness, because it is one and the same power.
Because so many people are unaware of the beauty of their inner selves, you can go against this inner nature if you really want to. You have the secondary power center – the brain - which is free will, which pulls you out of your true self, and being free to choose, we do. From the outer world we are taught and trained not to listen to our feelings. As children we are told to be nice, and even though we don’t want to be nice, we pretend for we want to please our parents. Then we want to please our teachers, then our bosses, then our neighbors. And pretty soon we are living in a pretend world and think that it is real. Frustration and meanness take us over and we are no longer the beauteous personalities that we are meant to be. (From DK's online book posted on this website, 7/10/78)
1/12/25 - The fifth dimensional love club (DK's message)
A great message channeled from the Master DK (thru me) about fifth dimensional love. This was channeled in 8/18/17 when David and I were planning to build a love club - a 5D love club. We weren't quite ready for it at the time but the ground is being prepared as more people are purifying themselves and becoming ready for it.
“Your origins are a brilliant spark. You are a pure and holy brilliant spark of God Light and from that YOU are born, or patterned, designed to be who you are today as a form. Out of pure white light you were formed into what you are today, except you are not expressing that beautiful divine YOU! You are covered over with weavings of impure energies that you have accumulated over many lifetimes. But underneath and woven throughout your entire being is that beautiful pure white gold that is pure and holy. So what you were designed in the original pattern of you is not your physical of today, which shows marks of age and decay, but you as you can imagine yourself to be in the prime of life radiating perfect health and vitality.
"As you can imagine yourself in the most exquisite ideal perfect form, majestic and graceful and refined, however you can imagine yourself as the ideal form, you are beginning to line up your imperfect human form with the ideal perfect form and truth that you were created to be. Imagination is your greatest tool. You are much more than you can imagine but your imagination is the highest and best tool we have to begin this work. It is called “visualization”. Working with imagination and visualization is how we sharpen our consciousness and RAISE our consciousness to more ideal planes of existence. It is how we sharpen our consciousness skills and talents. We improve ourselves through visualizing perfection in form. While we are only temporarily living in a limited material body, it is possible to rejuvenate it so that it lives a long and prosperous life, longer than our ancestors did. We can even ascend the body and become an immortal, but let’s stay within the realm of the possible right now. We are pure mind, pure heart, pure soul, buried inside an impure mind, heart and soul. But our most precious asset is our consciousness. Our ability to use our minds and choose what thoughts we entertain - that is our greatest asset.
"We can be poor in body and what we own, but we can be the richest person on earth in our own minds. By using the gifts of the spirit that is what I refer to as “the gold” within us. We have golden radiance within us or we wouldn’t be alive today. It is the golden radiance within us that gives us the breath of life. It is the immortal aspect of us. We are a part of the great source. We ARE the great source. And so are the people around us. They don’t know it yet, but we are about to begin remembering. The body is a house we built for ourselves when we came to live on Earth as a babe. But before that we were part of a great sea of consciousnesses. To be born here we have to reduce our greatness or we wouldn’t be able to identify with this world. We have to identify with this world and all the others in form. Now, during massage swaps when we start touching one another with this consciousness of being “more”, when we start loving one another with hands of light and love, we will start feeling goodness and peace. These are memories. Feelings of goodness, love and being loved are memories of our parent source, where we came from. Sensations in the physical body are feelings of that original love that made us, that is our home, that is the source of our breath and heartbeat.
"These sensations of love that we will stimulate in each other are remembering the great love we came from. We will feel good. Good is the best down-to-earth word to use. Just feel good with yourself. If you’re striving to make someone else feel good, you’re working too hard. Just allow yourself to feel good. We’re going to swap being the massager and the massagee. You give, then you receive. Then you give again and then you receive. We remember how good we can feel. Memories of the golden radiance that is woven in through our darker threads of unhappy energies we’ve accumulated. This is healing. Feeling good is tapping in to who we are in the ideal perfection . Peace and bliss are memories of who we are. Light beings flowing down into physical bodies. We can appreciate being human when we can feel good, happy, joyous and peaceful. From a human perspective, we’re just sitting there fully clothed touching fingers or faces, or maybe lying down on the mat and hugging, again fully clothed, but we are remembering when we are conscious and aware of this fact.
"Yes. it’s a fact and it’s a truth. This is the foundation of Tantric teachings. Each person must develop the awareness of the golden radiance within, alone. By him or herself. It is an inner awareness that must be developed. We must touch lightly. It is in conscious touching that we connect with the golden radiance with the other person - or try to, because we don’t have control over the other person’s consciousness. In ancient times a tantric master would teach a student separately for many months or years, until the student was ready to work with a partner, and he would pair them up to share the golden energy together. But while it took many years in past ages, today we are moving into a new age, a new golden age, where the light is radiating at a much faster and higher rate of speed into people, whether they know it or not. It’s happening to all who live upon the planet, even though they are not mentally aware of it.
"I yearn to begin sharing and showing how beautiful golden touch can be and it must be done without thinking “sex”. Lovemaking is a whole, completely different type of interaction than sex is. Making love when both partners are conscious of the radiance of love within them and being able to maintain that inner state of love within themselves, then making love is out of this world. Literally. It’s on another plane. It starts out beautiful, so warm, so endearing, so emotional, and it grows from there. That is what the love club intends to share and practice through massage swaps. We must start gently so the hungry ones, and you know the type, someone who is so hungry for touch that they rush you and pressure you into actions that you are not ready for. But we are all needy. Every one of us. So it‘s not “them“ we have to watch out for, but ourselves. We each have to learn how to not push and not pressure others, but always having the beautiful goal as an ideal lying ahead, waiting for someday. Not some ONE, but someday when we can hold onto love within our own hearts, then we will attract like a moth is attracted to a flame, we will attract someone of equal vibration.
"So let us grow our feelings of goodness through massage. Loving touch massage. It is sensual in the sense that it is warm, but all over. It’s not intended to turn on the genitals. The genitals have to let go. Let go of the genital turn-on feeling. Let the feelings flow all over the body. Grow your memories of that love that is exists all over the body. This is the fifth dimensional love. Grow your LIGHT body which is your LOVE body, which holds the love safe in a higher plane, out of range of the impure thought. We need to expand our capacity to receive love in more places than the lingam and yoni. We grow our capacities to bring love into all parts of the body, into more of our physical form. But our bodies must be refined enough to receive these loving divine energies that are so holy, so pure. The human body must be made ready and capable of receiving it. Is it ready?
"People call it rapture, or nirvana, but human beings have been there before, both in solitude, and in partnership as this is what ancient tantra masters taught to the few who were ready. Imagine a weaving of very fine hair-thin threads of light criss-crossing all through your body. Very, very fine, so fine they are invisible to the eye. These are on the etheric plane. Some weaves are thicker than others, and all of them are connected to the larger etheric spot lights that are called chakras placed at strategic points in the body. Chakras are where the pure golden love-light is held on higher planes. It can’t come into an impure place so it is up to the individual to begin the learning process. The love club is going to do that."
1/9/25 - Connecting to the all-that-is: your real self
Connecting to the ALL-THAT-IS is humbling. We're all one being. It is the small focused or inflated human ego that thinks it is better or worse off than anyone else. It is only the physical body of solid matter that appears different from everyone else. This is what feels and shows signs of superiority or inferiority. The intelligent awareness that overshadows the physical body is eternal. This that is our eternal nature is invisible to the small human ego that is so focused on rules, laws and limits. This intelligent overshading awareness is real real self. Your I AM THAT I AM and it is in continual joy.
We humans are only playing a part on stage, in costume. We forget. On purpose. Enlightenment is remembering. We are remembering our real self, our I AM THAT I AM. Don't attach so much importance to the part you're playing. Remember the magnificence you are coming from. You are descending down and on through your physical form. There is an ascension shift taking place within your physical human form. It is causing strain and confusion on your nervous system. But the eternal intelligence that overshadows the human body doesn't suffer. It is just another experience in the world of the creator. That does not minimalize it, it is an important step in the process of remembering. You are casting sweeping out the closets of old dust and debris. In the eyes if the eternal one, all is in healthy perspective. Trust the process.
We are each being readied for more realization in our own time. Detach from the outcome. Do not project or anticipate. Stay in your heart. Put both hands on your heart and close your eyes. Breathe deeply into your heart. Imagine your beautiful unique individual face overlaid over your heart. YOU are in your heart, centered there in your heart. Own your heart. Breathe deeply into your heart. Inhale new dawning insight into your heart. Allow your heart to receive this insight. You are coming into realization that you are who you are. You are real. You are unique. Own your uniqueness. You are an individual. Spend 5 minutes focusing into your beautiful face within your heart. Own the sensations of bliss within your heart.
1/8/25 - Feeling lost - Asking Master DK for advice
Dear Beloved Master Djwhal Khul, I am here asking audience with you. I feel lost and unsure of my direction right now. I am getting washed by the light, but everything hurts in my physical. I would love to go Home into the Light but it seems that I am to stay here to continue correcting my physical problems. I don’t know. Maybe that is a desire from the past that I need to let go of? I know that it is up to me, my choice, but I would like to soundboard with you. What is your Godly advice from the ascended realm? I see that I am still connected to this reality.... (DK interrupts....)
“No, my dear, you are not connected to this reality. You are connecting into Home, to the Oneness, to the Light. You have been thinking that this world you live in is separate from the Allness, the Light of Heavenly Bliss. It is not so. You must correct your perception. This world, your environment including Doug, your home, house, friends, sons, neighbors – all are part and parcel with the Light of Home. YOU are the one who is holding onto separation. Please recognize the oneness that is taking place. And do NOT focus so much on your physical restrictions! Let them go!!!" (Thank you Master DK!)
That was channeled 9 days ago. Since then I have been actively focusing on my own form of physical therapy AND reconnecting with the I AM Presence in my heart. I am experiencing more vitality and more energy, but the lower lumbar/tailbone pain is still there. Still, there is more vitality but the pain is still acute. An appointment with the acupuncture doctor tomorrow. Maybe he will help.
1/7/25 - Who is your higher self?
In the night I was awakened to write down a message. "How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you.
"Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water, like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating.
"You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to your higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance.
"You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go in and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplate it and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others."
1/6/25 - The Fifth Dimensional Love Club
The concept of the fifth dimensional love club is continuing to come forward in my thinking. It is the Galactic Federation of Light that is reminding me. Their messages have recently been more and more about bringing like-minded friends together to uplift, support and enjoy each other's company. Laugh, play, socialize, mix and mingle, giggle a lot. Even have a giggle meditation. But mostly it has been about focusing on uplifting loving, nurturing, considerate, caring feelings for one another. Not to discuss politics, or gossip or world affairs. Problem areas CAN be discussed, of course, from a more uplifting sort of way. It is not the words that create negative vibrations but the ATTITUDE. Raising attitudes to higher ALTITUDES is what the fifth dimension is all about. Love is the first attitude to be raised up.
We can look at how to raise up an attitude of love from many different directions. This is where the Galactic Federation of Light is overlapping with DK's messages on Tantra. Both have to do with spiritualizing our human lives to be richer, more authentic, more real, more giving instead of focus on neediness which leads to selfishness and closed narrow thinking about self too much and how much lack is in our life. The fifth dimensional love club is all about cultivating these higher-minded attitudes. A favorite phrase of mine, I want to start one but the time has not been convenient so far.
DK once said, Light is meant to be given. When light is given or expressed, light becomes love. It moves out to join with others and is felt as a visceral, sensual feeling. Light is information. When information (light or information) is held back and not moving, it does not create love. It tends to jam up and create a backlog which, in turn, tends to create confusion and problems. Do not hold onto light. Share it, DK said. Light has to shine and go somewhere. Let it become a love. Light’s very nature is to light up areas, to increase the light, to warm up the area. Expand the light and bestow life wherever there is an opportunity or opening.
It is time we created opportunities to share our light and our good will and love with each other. Over the years as a massage therapist I approached this problem from many directions, but I consistenly ran into the sex problem. Either the push for sex or the resistance. Sex has so often created divisions between people - and feelings of shame or guilt or trauma. Much trauma surrounds sex. I kept thinking, "Why do I keep thinking about this? I asked DK. He responded. Because the Love Club is actually the Light Club. Light is freedom, Light is unconditional. Sex is a thing, an object, a form of physical. It is narrowed down because in order to make a form, there have to be boundaries. Sex has boundaries. Sex is a funnel shaped thing asking people to fill it. The fifth dimensional love club you are talking about is to expand the view, not contract it. To widen the perspective and enjoy the freedom that comes with that expansion and widening. Sex is too narrow and too focused. The Light club is a shining to all around. It is love in the unconditional or neutral range. The infinite range. It is not selective or objectified.
Yes, you can create form life with Light. You can create wars and chaos and hatred and judgmental situations with Light. But the intention is to use light as an ENHANCEMENT and a joy within form life, to create love, warmth, unity, togetherness, and not to hold life back. We are to learn how to work with Light while we are in human form, to practice with creating a higher dimensional expression of fun, love, happiness, pleasure on more elevated and refined levels. And to practice how to make it beautiful, enjoyable, exciting, creative, so that it elevates people and creates abundance.
The problem is that many shut the light off. They withhold information. Light is information and when it is withheld, the light contracts and does not produce the warm feelings of goodness. Holding back dims down the vibration. Lowers it. Dulls it to gray and darkness follows if one is not aware or careful. Lack of light creates unhappy situations, stress, frustration, pain and often illness and tragedy. DK says, "Learn how to work with Light. Find the middle place where form life and non-form life exist together and where they create a flowing, like a river of flowing life and love particles. Learn how to have a joyous, happy, exhilarating, life abundant for all together." We are humans. We live in solid physical forms that are capable of feeling immense warmth, love and creative exciting adventures. The trick is to recognize, appreciate, honor and respect that sex has a place in the wholeness of human life, but it is holding us back from rising higher than the waist and genital area.
Let us heal the polarities caused by this focus on below-the-waist genital sex. The key word is "focus". It is where we focus that the energy goes, and all too often it stops there below the waist. Let us raise the raise the focus to the fifth dimensional from out of the lower third or possibly second dimension, which is REALLY low vibration! There is a time and place for eating, drinking and making merry. And so is there a time and place for making high beautiful love that reaches higher and higher and infinitely higher than that - all the way to the stars. Let's create some fun times together with a fifth dimensional love club!
1/4/25 - Especially for women of the heart
Before I began sewing at the sewing machine, I stopped and connected with my heart. I called upon the ascended masters and especially DK. A very nice meditation while sitting there at the sewing machine. I saw two rows of ascended beings in bright colors leading up to the sun. I am making the sun my home now. I see the sun anchored in my heart. I heard the words, “Calling women of the heart.” The vision of the ascended masters was beautiful. They were not the focus but the guidelines, two rows of guide posts. Their hands reaching down to me, and the other hand reaching up, pointing to the sun. They created a path of light for me. It brought tears to my eyes and a feeling of lumpiness in my throat all around. This is my path. Words came unbidden: "A mastery class for women" and DK began speaking to me:
"Home is where the heart is and your heart is in your chest - not in your husband’s chest, or your mother’s or father’s or sister’s or brother’s or son’s or daughter’s or anyone else’s chest. The path of mastery is the path of owning your own heart, your own divine source of intelligence, for your light is coming through your heart. Your heart is a portal to the heavens within which you have your true home. Now, let us begin.
"Remember you ARE your heart, you are not your physical body. No matter how young or how old, you are always in a state of becoming - of entering into the world of form, but you are not form. As you are flowing into your heart, you begin to detect the surroundings of your environment. The first environment is your own body and the memories in the form of energies that you created in the world of form. And not just THIS body you inhabit today, but other bodies you have lived in prior to this life. You have these memories and energies stored in you beneath your conscious mind, forgotten, but they are not forgotten by your inner self. They add pressure to your current world and situations. You detect them. Remember - you are NOT this body. You are a flowing consciousness from the sea of source creation, impartial, all-knowing, all loving, all complete in and of yourself.
"You owe allegiance to no one for you are all that is in your original before-form state. The intelligent thought you think in your mind is a shadow of the real, of your blinding reality and wholeness. The feelings you think are reflections of something much greater. The sounds you hear are dull shades covering up the truth of the REAL, whispering through you like ghosts from all directions. Your own past, your own body, other selves’ bodies, other selves’ pasts, and from the trees, air, water, vegetation, food and immovable objects that surround you in the world of form. You cannot escape the ghosts of the past except through your heart. By anchoring into your heart you tune into the higher planes of your real self. You tune into the correct station, YOUR station, and you clear up the static and noise from others. YOUR station is you. You receive intelligence and wisdom and knowledge loud and clear when you take time out from the static of the outer world of form and other people and listen to your own clear truth. Teaching for this day comes from Master DK." (Received 8/4/18)
1/3/25 - Personal update on the ascension transition
There have been so many breakthroughs (downloads) over the last few days and weeks, I don't know where to begin to put them into practical words. My chief number one role is to share what I'm personally going through. As the Master DK told me (more than once) - "They", meaning the spiritual hierarchy who knows every soul on the planet and watches over us - "want to tap the erotic lifestyle." So I know that I have had a certain mission to write from this particular perspective - from the sexual standpoint which is the heavier, thicker and denser vibrations of the human body.
Because I have had advanced training in the occult mysteries in my past incarnations, I came into this embodiment with a special mission - to uncover the truth about this whole sexual block and why it has been holding humanity back from evolving. It has been a matter of uncovering past-life memories. These are the breakthroughs I've been going through. And I'm not the only one. Many other people have been going through the same memory retrieval of their past lives too. I see them on the internet, on Facebook and individual podcasts. Especially the near-death experiences are lovely to read. And the OBE's revealing past life memories, along with new visions, new downloads. And along with this entry into higher dimensions we have the many Galactic families of light who have been quietly coming closer and near to us. The UFOs, UAPs, stories of abductions and government drones notwithstanding.
The real extraterrestrials of light cannot come too openly until more people are ready to receive them, for they operate within the laws of the universe, which is harmony and unity. So, for now, the Galactic Federation of Light is the official name under which they are approaching. Communication is being done with individuals who are ready to receive them through mind-to-mind contact, or telepathic communication. This can take the form of inner vision and most often dreams - the good dreams. Everyone has had this experience. They may shrug it off as fantasy at first, but I am here to suggest Please don't. Pay attention. We as a planet are moving into higher dimensions of space. This is happening simultaneously as the dark negative attitudes are fading, compliments of individuals who are ready to move into higher more refined space. This is a massive planetary transition. The whole planet is in a new location in space. We cannot avoid receiving the higher information. We are inhaling more refined air when we breathe, and let go of negative air when we exhale. No different than when we visit the top of the Himalayas where the atmosphere is thinner.
The most recent download of information received was in the last 24 hours. I have been experiencing tremendous shifts in feelings, emotional, mental, often depressing attitude shifts. I kept feeling different hues and colors of consciousness, from depressing to determination, from feeling very old, like "Am I dying?" , to feeling invigorated, to experiencing thoughts and feelings that I couldn't identify with. They were simply strange. Not me. They didn't belong to me, and they made me feel bad. Really bad. Almost hopeless. It has made me think I'm going through a breakdown of sorts, like "This is all wrong! What can I do about it?" But there is nothing anyone can do, and I am helpless. But then - if I stick to my guns I will have a shift to a new phase. A new download. It just takes walking through the valley of the shadow of death, as someone once wrote and preserved for such as me. This has been going on for weeks, months. In fact the last three years. I can remember the exact day it all began, June 20, 2021. That day I started a new meditation around midnight. It was a sudden inspiration to do this new technique, and within a half hour I couldn't breathe. It threw my heart out of balance. I had to wake up Doug who then took me to the hospital. This was the beginning.
Of course, I didn't know what was going on, but it was the beginning of many changes. Symptoms of the ascension - the shift from the third dimension to the fourth and now on to the fifth dimension. I started learning more about who I am and "remembered" how to deal with new situations. Nobody else could have told me. I had to go through the experience myself, for this is why we are here - to have experiences. It is through our own sacred real-life experiences that we gather wisdom for the good of the whole.
This is what I am writing about today. Your personal experiences are SO important. They are sacred. Please love yourself enough and honor yourself enough, and trust the deep instinct that you have within. Don't let others tell you you are wrong when you KNOW how to get through this. Your brain does not know, but YOU know. You are the master organizer and planner of this life and body. You are the mother that lives in your body as instinct and motherly knowledge. Your mother is the matter of your body. Matter means "mother". And most important, the strange, depressing weird feelings that keep shifting and changing and popping up and then disappearing - these are the old attitude shifts being released. If they feel wrong, they are wrong. They are outdated. They are old, ancient energies that have been allowed to remain long past due. Their date expried a long time ago and you forgot they were there. Your higher self is now breaking through and releasing them for you.
Our bodies are mere flesh and blood and they are changeable. We know that because we have experimented with diets and exercises and other mindful activities to change the way we appear and feel. But the brain doesn't always know what WE know in our deeper soul instincts. The brain is the one that has been cultivated and formed by exposure to society at large, and to the laws that imprison us. We've all been indoctrinated - aka brain-washed - with certain "beliefs". These "beliefs" have been hard-wired into us so it's difficult to change a belief. It takes a higher self to help us change. We have to be motivated and we have to be patient. But eventually we can change who we are to be a better, more uplifting person, a healthier one, and one more in harmony with the others who live with us and love us. Our "beliefs" helped us fit into the culture and helped us grow through childhood, school, college and business, but now our soul is taking over. Our higher self is the soul and the spirit breaking new records for us. Reminding us that there is a more beautiful "me" within. I can feel it. It is the real me that coming on line and, unfortunately, it is causing some mild pain in the process, breaking down old structures that we once relied upon and thought of as "law".
The more you trust instinct/intuition, these awful attitude shifts will move on more quickly. No matter how bad they are, suck it up so the the real self, the God-self can follow through and bring new hope and higher vision. And you can say, "Ahhhh! That's more like it!" Trust your Higher Self, the Father or Mother God of your being which lives within you. The more you turn the whole situation over to that higher, purer divine intelligence that you are, deep behind the so-called curtain hidden from view, the better you will come out just fine in the end. It may take a few days or weeks because your body is a limited body. It really is kind of like an automaton. But not really. It is a living flesh-and-blood physical body, but it has been limited to a restricted protocol. You remain the behind-the-scenes manager of your life. It is an inner belief to do the right thing that compels us to move beyond a limitation. We don't know why we are so compelled, but we trust it. It is because we have many past lives (or other lives) where we learned that it was wiser to trust it than to go against it. This is wisdom carried over from prior experience. We have instincts in that direction. The master planner is your own past wisdom surfacing. We have been calling it "the higher self" but it is you. Your own purer self which is more authentic and real and true. It is more closely connected to the One Infinite Creator who lives within ALL beings.
When I write about ascension massage, I am trying to reach that one infinite creator knowledge and wisdom that lives within the body of the person I am touching. I know that if I can connect with that creator light with my soft receptive hands, it will flow to me and I will feel it as a loving presence. I have done so in the past. There is wisdom and great knowledge within every single human body, trapped inside the body's cells, and I for one would dearly love to put my hands on a body and feel it again. I have felt it before when I was engaged as a priestess in other lands. But that's for another day.
Meanwhile, I am writing spontaneously. I am giving a "thumbs up" for all of us. We are doing good. We are carrying on. Continue to have faith in who you are. Apply patience, reason, respect, honor, grace, truth and be spontaneous - let it flow forth - to deal with any uncomfortable situation that arises. Use uplifting words. Imagine those words in your mind's eye. I like "joy". Joy, joy, joy, joy. I like to use the word "celebrate" and I love to imagine a party where everyone is happy and flowing spontaneously with happiness. This is very uplifting to me. Sending love and hugs for today. Look up into the spacious blue sky and imagine beautiful elegant starships hovering above you, beaming down at you. The Galactic families of light are watching over us and whispering beautiful words to us, mind-to-mind.
The following two websites are posting up-to-date Galactic messages every day. Enjoy!
https://gflstation.com/
https://www.universallighthouse.com/
1/2/25 - Building excitement, joy, inspiration and vitality
Every morning upon awaking, think “Light to all beings!” Instead of focusing on yourself and how bad you feel, think of the world around you with positivity. Say it out loud "Light to all beings on the planet!". Put your vocal chords into action. Clap your hands while saying it to put your body into action. Move from your hips even before getting out of bed and start the chant - "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude". Say each word multiple times over and over, out loud, "peace - peace - peace - peace", clapping your hands to the rhythm. Once you start the action going your body WILL follow suit. Unless you can't make yourself do it because it's silly.
This is a brand new technique. It works. I've tried it. I invented it. I'm working with it now. The physical body is getting tired, old, dull and gray from doing the same old same old same old same old routine. Give it something new to do. Something UPLIFTING. There is no better way to uplift yourself than to give something to someone else. If you spend your time stewing in your own depressing juices, you won't ever get any better. Just thinking with the brain matter won't get you better. Your body has to move and change its routine for a better, sweeter, pleasanter routine. If you ever feel bad again, like if you ever have a very, very bad problem, turn around and give something to someone else. See how much better you feel in a little while. It's a turn-around. It's a total BIG reversal in the way we're used to, how we've been taught and trained.
Your body needs some upliftment and this is the way to do it. Move, clap your hands, radiate happy words OUT and away from yourself so you don't have time to think about how bad you feel. Just saying the words out loud and clapping your hands and swinging your hips alone will start the action. New vitality and interest will kick in. It will surprise you. "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude!" These are my words. You can substitute your own uplifting words. I'm just sharing what I use. But each person has a uniquely different value system with focus on special meanings. Use your OWN meaningful words. What turns you to comfort and upliftment? What makes you feel good? What brings pleasant memories to the surface? And last but not least - add a visual picture to this. Form a picture of the planet Earth with you radiating like a sun from where you are located. Hold that picture in your mind. See the sun radiating across the globe, covering larger and larger territory as you continue to spread the good words out loud.
Beware that your ego will probably not like this. It may say to you, “Stop that! That’s silly and a waste of time.” It may make you feel insecure, as if you're wasting valuable time (check the clock) and shouldn’t be spending time on this. Or it's stupid and somebody might hear you and think you crazy. KILL THAT THOUGHT and continue with the program if you want to get some vitality back into your life. Excitement and positive change in attitude are gained by giving from a high place. From a higher altitude. From a place where everyone is part of the bigger life. Reach for the sun. It's not the devil giving you false information to stop. It's your own brain waves running on automatic. Replaying monotony. Gray. Depressing. Same old same old. Don’t listen. Your ego wants to keep you on track, the way it's always been, day in, day out. It's an artificial intelligence. It's not the real you. It doesn’t know how to change and it doesn't want you to change. Its comfort is doing the same routine. It is hard-wired into the body. You may think it's your mind but it's not. It's only the flesh part of you - the robot part of you. It does what it's been programmed for. But YOU are the master of the body, the intelligence behind the body. And when YOU decide to change a sub-routine, you'll do it. You'll work it out. The body will resist for awhile, and the brain will sput and sputter for awhile old cranky thoughts, but not for too long. If we are tenacious and stick to the new program it won't take too long to get it to comply. It is, after all, only flesh. It's changeable and flexible. It is not eternal or immortal as the master intelligence which you are.
We saw a great documentary today about the brain's ability to focus on what the CONSCIOUSNESS wants. The brain is not the consciousness. You are the consciousness. You can be in a coma, as the documentary said, and still pick up on what is going on in the room. The brain may not register it but your consciousness is always there. Otherwise the body wouldn't be alive and breathing. Now, as the documentary showed, new instruments are being used to register the CONSCIOUSNESS which is the spirit or intelligence that runs the body's systems. It can upgrade the body when it - the master consciousness - decides that it is time to do so. This may be the soul. I think it is. The body is just a robot and it is constantly changing and upgrading as we experience new situations in life. It is fortunate that the body is made of living cells and not metal. Otherwise, if it were metal, it would keep you in the same locked-down routine day after day until the end of your time. Doing the same things every day, thinking the same thoughts, focusing on the same words, not improving or bettering yourself. Artificial intelligence, not real or alive. We are real and alive and we can change our programming.
This that I am advising you to do may sound like a big change in routine, or maybe not. Maybe you are already a yoga practitioner or follow a betterment program every day. If so, wonderful! Congratulations. You are already doing something to serve others around you. If not (yet) consider that a person has to change if you want to upgrade your whole system and stay with the earth as it moves into higher planes. Higher orbit, higher space. We are being visited by extraterrestrials who are more advanced than we are. They've already been through their evolution to higher realms and they are reaching back to quietly assist us in making the same evolutionary change in our old ways. Extraterrestrials operate from shielded ships beyond our sight. I am in touch. I am connected. Meanwhile, I'm just a normal earthling and we are feeling the changes from many quarters of life.
The pressure is on betterment, on refinement, on sophistication, on benevolence, kindness, caring, supporting each other without making a big fuss about it. The pressure is LIGHT. Be light in everything you do. Go with the lighter flow. Tell your body to radiate peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace and gratitude. Or use your own words of meaning and value. Use words and speak them out loud to increase the inflow of energy and vitality that you can actually feel in your skin and muscles and mind. Enthusiasm, excitement, desire to serve the greater good - it comes in faster and quicker when you do this. Be a NEW human. Let the old human rut and routine go. Train yourself with new habits. This will take time to practice. Be patient. Relax while doing it. Don't make a big deal out of it. Know that it is a timeless effort. An ongoing effort. One that never ends so relaxing and feeling good about it is important. It is not limited by time, space or fences.
You HAVE to change if you want to feel like you belong here because the world is changing. The planet is changing to higher realms. We must change along with it. We do that by becoming a more pleasant person to be around, both to our SELF and to others. Think positive. Think happy. Think pleasurable. Kindness. Be kind to yourself. Do something right now that is comforting to you. You upgrade your DNA by upgrading your belief in comfort and relaxation. Then all segments of life fall into place. It balances out because comfort and relaxation are love for oneself. DNA is built out of old belief systems. It comes from our ancestors when we were babies. This DNA was passed on to you at your birth, but it has subsequently changed since then. Now you are going to change it some more because the belief systems you grew up with are now outdated. The old beliefs are too depressing. To stay with the new earth’s changes we must all become more caring, more balanced, more trustworthy, more sensitive, more refined, more uplifting, more real, more truthful, more positive in thought, word and action - happy, kind, uplifting action.
The earth is moving to higher altitudes (attitudes) where the atmosphere is lighter and more spacious, and provides more room for relaxing and stretching out and believing in dreams and ideals, and that it's OK to take your time in just about everything you do. You just don't have to rush any more. The Earth herself, Mother Nature, is also bringing balance to her shores and mountains. She too is settling into the new higher ways of living more relaxed and peaceful. There is more balance taking place. Mother Earth is already in the higher altitudes but we, mankind, are lagging behind. The higher altitudes provide more time for talking, sharing, dreaming, relaxing. Then justice is better served, truthfulness is better expressed, integrity is better felt. There is no rush to be somewhere. The whole realm is settling into a finer, lighter space in orbit around Father-Sun and Mother Earth is attuned to her counterpart. We are adorned with easiness now and light-heartedness. There are no devils here.
1/1/25 - Happy New Year 2025!
Just saying Happy New Year to all. This is a spontaneous, off-the-top-of-my head blog today. I hope everyone is feeling good and not too confused with all the changes and transitions to higher consciousness. We are heading into the fifth dimension or higher. The planet is moving rapidly into new locations in the galaxy and all of us contributing to this because we are inhaling lighter energy, lighter electrons (which is conscious light) and therefore we becoming lighter in awareness whether or not we know we are. Have you noticed anything unusual lately?
I am grounding the light better but not good enough. My brain is not as disoriented as it was a week or month ago, but my body is still hurting when I walk. Really bad. My spine feels crunched, nerves are pinched from the tailbone "fall". I didn't roll on the tennis balls the last two days, thinking perhaps I would see if that helped. It didn't. It is the light that is coming down from above, from the higher realms, that is not getting down far enough in the spine to mix and blend with the heavy density in my lower heavier body. All the focus on physical pain when I walk is preventing the light from entering. Too much focus on the physical body is locking out the refined light above. It should be flowing more freely.
The heavy dense consciousness on body needs, physical needs, is locking it out. I am not receiving enough of the higher refined pure light. The light in the body cells is trapped inside the physical, creating bloating, hurting back pain, neuropathy in legs and feet - all the symptoms of ascension. The focus on the physical is causing the problem. Too much focus on the physical. No joy, no love, no peace, drooping while still on the vine. The Ascended Masters, guides and Galactics are all advising us to STOP FOCUSING on the physical. "You are not a physical body!" they are saying. You are a crystalline light body. Your physical body is floating inside a sphere, a magnificent brilliant diamond light crystalline light sphere. Visualize this.
I will discuss solutions tomorrow. Am continuing to get more insight and downloads. The light in the body cells are literally trapped inside the heavy denseness of the physical focus. So we have to start visualizing the light that we are. We think we are physical (heavy meat) but we're not. We created our physical body the same way we create dresses and suits to wear OVER our bodies. We created the body as a vessel, like a car, to get into it and drive it around and be part of the earth planet. But we are the light that manages and drives the body and, and we need to visualize ourselves as this light. As we visualize ourselves as light we can become the light that we are and remember where we came from. This is the teachings of the ancients and the masters.
We were led to believe that we have to preserve our physical bodies and so we run to the doctors to get medicines and pills and other tools to try to keep ourselves locked up and into our physical body. We think we are doing something good for ourself but we are actually holding ourself prisoner of the body. We are holding onto the diseases and the problems and the issues and the traumas we've had in the past. No! say the higher ones. Let go. Go spontaneous. Be free. Be flowing. Be alive. Be real. Be authentic. Be here NOW! In the moment.
Stop focusing on the physical heaviness of your body. You are keeping yourself locked up. You are your own warden keeping you inside a small restricted cell. You MUST start visualizing light. This is what I've been getting. We are crystalline light. Pure clarity. When you leave your body at death, you are free. You become suddenly alive, knowing how good it feels to be free of the heaviness of the body. But you are now going through a physical ascension. Keep your body but let go of focusing on it. Be free. Be spontaneous. Be flowing. Be in love. Visualize light and love. And BREATHE! Breathe deep and wide and long and hold the breath for a few short seconds. Not too long. Just long enough to let the fresh air enter the lungs and pass it on to the heart. The heart will distribute it through the blood pumping. Breathe in the light calmly, gently. Allow your body to absorb this new light, and then exhale. Again, calmly, gently, relaxed. Don't force it. Be gentle with yourself. Be relaxed with your beautiful body. It is a lovely body. Be soft with it. Nurture it with motherly love. Be kind with your body. Love your body. Love your organs. And that's all for now.
12/31/24 - Going deeper into physicality
After the initial awakening of kundalini near 50 ears ago, and going into the light and the phenomenal return to normal again after, my first conscious session with the kundalini was an active physical exercise session. I experienced roots growing down from my feet into the earth before my arms and legs began picking up speed. It has taken me 50 years to finally get what this means and overrule my head trip. I now understand. I had to learn this new perspective. It’s a different way of seeing things.
The head is so jam-packed full of pre-programmed sub-routines I couldn’t see it before now. I had to learn how to return back down to where I started from – the pelvic bowl or root chakra, which is where DK has been taking me in different messages. It is an ancient teaching that we MUST return to our mother in the root chakra before we can ascend. So that’s been my journey – learning how to descend.
The ego brain information has waylaid me a lot. I keep using my brain to “see things”, but the brain is not my real conscious self. The brain is only a physical organ, a tool to perform a certain function. It’s not the real ME. Then the Saddlebrook vision came to mind which occurred several years after kundalini awakened, as a hint what was going to happen. That vision fills in more information about the human journey of fun and adventure as two separate beings – there's a male me and a female me. But what has been totally missing from the ancient teachings is the need to go down FURTHER. Go down DEEPER. It’s not sufficient to say “return to the mother in the pelvic bowl." There is more to this teaching, to this understanding. And this is it.
The roots symbolize going down deeper into the earth like tree roots. But no, don’t do that. Don’t go down in your mind, as in a linear journey measured by feet, yards and miles into the earth. No. Don’t go down with your mind. Go down with your FEELINGS. To feel you must go lower into the crunched, packed spaces where atoms and molecules and swirling electrons rub shoulders with each other. It’s packed in this density. It’s packed solid. It’s all about FEELING your way, squeezing your way, pushing and bumping your way into the crowded stuff of your body. Use mental words only as direction setters, like mapping out a car trip. But you have to literally go in the car and drive it if you want to take the journey. Make it real and make it an adventure.
So too we have to push our way down into the crunched spaces of our body. That's what I've been doing lately and it's been a real awakening journey. You don’t know what you will encounter on a car trip journey, but you have a destination and a goal to give your direction. So, too we have to create a desire and have a game plan and a destination to go deep down inside this stuffed crammed physical dense solid body that is packed with emotional memories and feelings. Literally PACKED with feelings which are holding you back. they are the confusions holding us back.
This road trip down into the body of feelings will be rewarded. You will discover yourself. You will come back richer than you went down. You must shoulder your way down into them. It is crunch time. There is no one to tell you how to do this. Only your feelings will tell you. Follow your feelings. Your Mother Kundalini is your feelings. She will guide you. Ask her.
12/30/24 - A light storm is brewing
Sharing a powerful experience yesterday. I was wearing headphones for the first time, listening to 528 hz music while doing my breathings and other morning rituals. I was sitting on the end of the bed in front of my homemade altar of sorts, facing south out the window with eyes closed. I began doing the deep-breathing first down and then up the spine, and then I started spinning the chakras. Suddenly, without warning, I was seeing “light storms” in my inner eye. Someone was blowing light through my chakras. I could tell it was someone else doing it, not me. Someone from a higher plane but I didn’t know who. I thought at first it was Father Sun but quickly got a “no”.
The light storm was throwing things around like a tornado, stirring up trash, broken furniture and other objects. Things were flying in the air. It was like a fierce wind blowing things around but it was LIGHT, not wind. I wondered who was blowing if not Father Sun? A moment later, it was Ashtar! Ashtar was blowing the light through me and causing the light storm. I got the chills upon recognizing the name. I've had rare visits from Ashtar before. Now he was blowing the light through me. Emotion stirred, tears sprang up, my heart opened, and I was whooshed upward into a plane beyond thought, similar to a daydream state where time stands still. Deep emotions were touched. Sweet, reverent feelings, waaaay higher than normal human feelings. I haven’t felt anything like this for a long, long time. Only on rare occasions.
I believe it was the 528 Hz music that filtered out the normal static in the room - static that I'm not even aware of. But also I have been working with the light for a long time. Light and love. I suggest to everyone to listen to 528 Hz music thru headphones. I believe the normal atmosphere that surrounds us is filled with the same thoughts, day in, day out, constantly recycling into our brain and thinking. I am sure that is why we have such difficulty moving ourselves to higher clarity, purer thinking, cleaner feelings. The Solfecchio scales present us with very pure vibrations and tones. You find them on Youtube. Listening to music with ONLY your ears, you cut out the riff-raff in the air that is normally around you and constantly hitting the brain. Toxic stuff.
Today I had more light experiences during meditation time. More downloads of insight and revelations. Exquisite. The light was very powerful but no one was blowing it at me! It was just the light itself. It was so real and so intense (again I had the earphones on) so that I was caught up in it. It spoke to me continuously so that I became the light. In and out of the light, seeing it, understanding it, comparing it, melting into it even as I remained clear in my mind. I was able to follow its logic like following a person speaking. It was such a strong impact. It made me realize that we are, as a people, as a planet, all of us, we are reaching higher and higher into finer realms of cosmic harmony, what we call the celestial heavens above us. It is all real. If we can only cut out the riff-raff or normal human frustrations that bog us down. I was literally being washed in the light, as if in a washing machine. I was one of the objects being tumbled around by this great magnificent light that we are all moving into.
Don't worry or be afraid of the light storm. Each individual will only get what they are ready to receive and can handle. I was ready for a light storm because I've been asking for it, edging into it for years.
Blessings to you - and have a Happy New Year celebration tomorrow, however you choose to celebrate. With people or privately, alone.
12/27/24 - Another word for energy is emotion
Another word for energy is emotion. It is a better word because it is more understandable and practical. We can connect better with the word “emotion” than “energy”. An energy field is an emotional field. When someone steps inside your personal space you can FEEL it. It changes your consciousness. Consciousness is also an emotion. It is an extremely high emotion. There is an endless spectrum of feelings which may be registered by the mind and body. It is a process of evolution to raise the capacity to detect feelings on the higher planes, which we call mental or intellectual. But the very sea of life is a sea of emotional awareness that is in harmony all the way through and through. It is not separated as we humans have done into distinctly different layers. This is a new thought and new way of defining it, but it struck me today very powerfully that energy and emotion is one thing and interchangeable.
We become aware of higher planes of consciousness as we become aware of higher planes of feeling, perceiving and yes, even thought. It has been said that thought is abstract, but every thought registers a feeling along with it. We expand our awareness as we expand our feelings. It is an endless journey of sensations, sensitivities and awareness. And there are those emotions that fall below the neutral line and are negatively colored, and those which rise above the line to become positively colored. When we fall down into the dull gray zones of disinterest and boredom, we are registering emotion. Emotion is a new word to consider in place of energy. While there will be disagreement in this statement, it might be interesting to note how it changes your understanding. It is more visceral when thinking "emotion", than when thinking "energy". It connects better with the practical man.
When you expand your consciousness, you expand your emotions. Expanding emotions means expanding the space between the subatomic particles we call "energy". It expands the space between the subatomic particles in the substance of matter. It MOVES the emotion. It MOVES the energy so that it is more flowing and allowing. It becomes more positive instead of stuck recycling the same old stuff and not moving it. Expanding emotion means raising the emotion, allowing it to flow better, resulting in a finer emotion, one that is more appreciative, graceful, charming, happier. Awareness is also a feeling. Awareness is a feeling that is so much more elevated that we don't think of it as an emotion. But notice the next time you become aware of something new, something different. Is there not an emotion that is registered at the same time? Like a perception? Perceiving is an emotion. Sensitivity is an emotion. Divinity is an emotion.
Praising the Lord is an emotion. Reverence is an emotion. Attitudes of sacredness are emotions. It is not possible to be in the presence of such highly exalted states of love without feeling emotional. Ecstacy, bliss and rapture are emotions. It is the sea of life in which we move and and have our being. Emotions connect us, heart, mind, body and soul. It is a harmonizer. Another word we might consider is soul. Maybe emotions are the soul? Notice what your emotions are registering right now. Is your soul registering this? What are you feeling about the discussion? Are you bored with it? Impressed? Disagree? Disgusted? Calling it "energy" neutralizes it somewhat. We lose the value of this which is quite real. The sea of emotions is playing out all around us but we are not recognizing it.
If you don’t like the feeling you are currently having, substitute something exciting and positive for you. Focus on something you WANT to do. Change what you're doing, your attention on what you're doing, and you'll change your emotions (your energies). Change your emotional field. You are the one creating it. You can change it. Have a prepared list of things, tasks or projects to be done that you can switch gears and jump into at a moment’s notice. Something that interests you so it captures your complete attention. It will then take you away from the emotional field (energy field) you did not like. Do you get bored easily and wish something exciting would happen in your life? You would be surprised how easy it is to change your emotional field and raise your excitement level. I've tried it. I've been following Ascended masters instructions. They've been here where we are and they've learned some tricks. Are you frustated? Confused? Can't identify what to call it? It's just a matter of changing tasks and focus to something you'd rather be doing. It is usually just a matter of changing focus. Stop the slide into dullness, which is a matter of losing interest. Vitality. Life force. You CAN change it immediately if you are aware. Aware that your mood is the result of losing vital life force. Stay interested. Change often.
Surprisingly, the heart is like the doorway to the underground spring that feeds you vitality. The heart is an instrument that registers BOTH sides of life, the spiritual and the material or practical. The heart is the fulcrum. A deep underground spring feeds upward into the heart which pumps blood to the nerves and endocrine system, brain and organs. Your true Self is an underground spring that descends down from pure unadulterated, uncontaminated divinity. Your true Self is purer underground than it is on the surface where you interact with other people. You are constantly giving and receiving emotions (energies) from strangers and family all day long and even during sleeping hours. We live in a sea of emotions (energies). But with careful attention to shifts in perception, it is possible to stay alert. Keep moving. Don't stop. Don't stagnate. When resting, have affirmations to repeat to keep your mind alert until you fall asleep.
Your real Self is more pure, graceful and holy the deeper you go into stillness. It is like going underground to the wellspring that feeds your body, mind and spirit. The artificial you on the surface are watered down, along with everyone else, and modified by the constant interactions of unidentified emotions being shared and exchanged. The confusions of the mass population. We are feel blah, drained and confused from all the input in the environment. Remember your purer Self is coming up gently through underground springs that feed pure life force to you. Shut off the world for 20 or 30 minutes, morning, noon and night before going to bed, and go silent. Picture your heart with a sun shining inside. Enter softly into this imaginary picture superimposed over your heart. Your purity and innocence dwells there in pure rare softness. There is also a heart living inside each and every cell in your body. In the brain cell, muscle cell, lung or liver cell. As your heart pump, pump, pumps the blood, it will carry your emotion of reverence and grace out to the cells via the circulation system. They receive it and spring to life unnoticed by you. It is a revival mechanism - a process taught by the masters and their followers. That is why meditation has grown in popularity over the years. People are discovering its ability to regenerate. It is literally a life saver by resurrecting the tired and worn out cells of the body and brain.
12/25/24 - Activating the immortality gene thru ascension massage
(Edited on 12/26/24) I have known for a long time that loving massage by warm, nurturing hands is a natural prelude to lovemaking, but it has taken years for me to get to this point of understanding - some additional skills are needed. An attitude adjustment is required in order to raise the energies from the "normal" sexual position to the finer, more blissful, more rapture heavenly experience. But not to detract from a simple massage on a massage table, let me say the ascension massage is a natural way to start the good feelings flowing. It prepares both parties to start feeling good.
There is an energy in the body that is innate, natural and sensual but NOT SEXUAL. Sex falls into a different category. It requires physical labor and hard work. Sex involves thinking, manipulating, planning, pumping, pressing, rubbing, and also trying to get the other person to comply. In contrast to all that physical labor, the immortality gene is a smoother, more natural feeling of sweetness that resides in the human body. But this natural feeling doesn't have a chance in the normal human's day of stress and tension. It gets fragmented and held back by all the moving about. Planning, differences of opinions, confusion, need for organizing, considerating needs of others - all of which causes tension - gets in the way. There is no smoothness in the typical human's day.
The immortality gene is a natural innate caring, kind, considerate, heavenly, motherly energy that is always there in the background of our human awareness. This is what we focus on in ascension massage. It's in the cells, tissues and organs of the body, trapped there, and even further back than that. This gene is not a gene, it is the underlying life force. It is what breathes thru us and beats our heart and brings us conscious awareness (if we pay attention). This gentle motherly force - the spirit of the body - is held back preferring stress and anxiety to get in the way. Things must be done "my way or the highway". So the kind motherly instinct to be gentle, loving and sweet is not an easy thing to implement. My role has been singularly focused on it. I am to discuss it. I was hesitant for years to put concrete words to it. I didn't realize how subtle it was. I was still mystified ten years ago when the Masters first introduced it to me. Now, today, I am upgrading my approach. I'll be using the direct approach. And words that cannot be misunderstood. It is necessary in presenting the case before the public. Instruction and demonstration is needed before the sweetness of heaven's love can be accessed. We must prepare ourselves thru education. It is important to know what is blocking the road and preventing us from moving to higher ground and higher ecstasy, healing and fulfillment.
The immortality gene is what we call the soul, the spirit, the consciousness that has lived before. Before this body ever came to be born. We have an immortal aspect to us but it's been kept hidden and imprisoned behind lock and key. Holding back the tendency to love is what keeps us in repeating old dull patterns of war, violence, angst, confusion, tension, frustration. In other words, the human condition. By activating the immortality gene in our cells and tissues, we release free love in us. We release ecstasy, bliss, heaven's clarity to flowing within us - a wonderful feeling which warms our hearts and souls and leads beyond our finite world.
Regular (normal) sex does produce out-of-body experiences for some people but not all. In fact, I believe they are rare. They happen at the height of a good normal orgasm but it only lasts a little while. Then it's gone again. Nothing important has changed. The person returns to where he was before it happened. No significant change took place. However, when the immortality gene is activated, heavenly bliss changes a person. He (or she) does not return to where he/she started out the day before. The feeling of rapture is known in ancient texts as "samadhi". It is going to heaven and staying there for a long time. Every human being has the equipment to experience that, either alone or with a partner. With a partner is harder to do, because where do you find a partner who knows how to do this besides you?
Our biological systems are built for bliss, according to Dr. Candace Pert, the famous neuroscientist who discovered the opioid receptor, the cellular binding site for endorphins in the brain. But we still don't know about this. Most of us are still ignorant when it comes to holding back the bliss that is locked up frozen within ouru cells. There is pure unadulterated light locked in our cells. It is not physical, it is conscious light and conscious love. The quickest and surest way to get the immortality gene moving, released from lock-down, is through loving touch massage. The Ascended Masters suggestion: Ascension Massage.
The focus is on light and love. Lighter love. Sex is lusty and impatient. It often requires hard focused labor, and often it's a quickie, taking x-amount of time because they have to be somewhere else soon. Massage requires planning ahead and forgetting about time. It requires intelligence, kindness, uplifting thoughts, caring consideration for the other person. It is not selfish as in "my needs first". Professional massage therapists do this in preparation for a client and use this wonderful healing energy for their patients, but they stop short in their application. Because massage therapists have not been trained in the richer, fuller, heavenly aspects of the celestial immortal love - this occult mysterious love which is a universal loving energy. There is so much more that we need to learn about it. Loving massage has greater gifts for humanity than simply healing. It is the next step in our evolution from animal-man to god-man and god-woman. It requires education and practice. Inner awareness is what people do when they meditate. An ascension massage is a walking, serene, meditation which magnetizes the immortality gene in the person they are touching. I recommend couples buy a massage table and start exchanging massages at home. This will increase the quality of their lives. Here is why.
Every human body has two different life forces flowing through it but both of them are diminished. Neither are activating what I like to call the immortality gene - the celestial love that is locked up inside our bones, blood, cells, organs and glands. Our culture has programmed us to NOT be spontaneous or show signs of love to others, or spontaneous caring. "It will get you in trouble," we are told. "It is dangerous to be so kind," we are taught. "We must learn to defend ourselves from being taken advantage of," parents tell us. We learn to be defensive and afraid of other people from an early age. Our ability to be open and spontaneous free according to our inner nature has been cut down to a low trickle or none at all. This is severe brain-washing. Our immortal spirits would dearly LOVE to be set free. Wouldn't you?
Ascension Massage was given to me by the Ascended Masters after my kundalini awakening and subsequent OBE into the light where I was swept clean, and then sent back to "earth" again. I then entered the erotic lifestyle to help me "ground" the immortality gene that was now flowing in me. I have been in communication with the Ascended Masters for many years, but it has taken me a long time to get over the built-in human fear of "don't tell" and "be careful" and "keep your head down". We humans have become so very fearful of so many different things. The ascension massage, which is really a spontaneous loving, kind, sensitive, nurturing light stroking of the body (not musclular pressing), by-passes the brain. The giver goes into a meditative state. He or she stops thinking, stops questioning, stops analyzing, stops judging. So that the complex wiring in the brain that censors and judges everything that enters our awareness, is disempowered. The giver operates in a meditative trance. This will take some guidance, but it's not that hard to do if one has some spiritual training. The bliss energy that the giver strokes into the body on the table, acts as a magnet. It attracts the love that is locked up in the eells of the receiver and starts it moving. The receiver feels loving warm feelings. They can't help it. It is all so natural. And the giver enjoys the feedback. It is all so natural that this love move when a giver is in a meditative state, meaning a non-thinking, non-analyzing state.
This is why some discussion and agreement is required beforehand. It is an evolutionary step to higher ground, higher understanding. One must be ready for it. There are many people who are not, who would want to turn the loving nurturing energy into a romantic or sexual action. With some education, discussion or preparation beforehand, there can be agreement on how to respond and react and not to expect a sexual liaison. When two people are in agreement, the bliss energy starts flowing immediately by simply one person placing the palms of the hands directly onto the body of the other.
I am calling this energy “love” but it’s universal love. It is impersonal, like the sun that feels good on everyone alike. The love energy in our bodies is the same universal love that is in the sun and the heart of Mother Earth. There are no sunburns from the love that flows within us, but there are other side effects to watch out for, For example, male erections will happen naturally, and women may turn on by forgetting the rules of "no seducing the massager!" That is why it is important to begin discussions. Let's learn from each other. We all are imperfect when it comes to exploring new subjects. This is a natural force. We are in the midst of ascending out of a lower vibrating energy to a higher vibrating energy. There is some confusion as to how to handle this transition. Many people are caught up in the complexities of physical pain, emotional pain and mental depression. The activation of the universal love that is locked up inside our cells, blood, bones and tissues, will feel oh so wonderful when it starts moving. I guarantee it. I call it the immortality gene for a reason. We have experienced it before, in other lives and in between lives when we took "time out" in heavenly fields in between embodiments.
This is a very advanced instruction. There are levels upon levels that could be addressed and explained, but the Masters are giving us a simple massage. We don't have to think about it, just clear your mind, go into a meditative state and put your hands on someone. Stroke them lightly and feel the warmth return to you. When this energy starts moving through the hands into the body, it opens energy centers called chakras, which are portals into higher dimensions. A portal opens and expands into the body‘s electrical system, but a person must be able to follow it with their consciousness. Ascension is expanding your awareness to go where the loving warm flow is taking you. Simply go with it. Relax and drift with it. It is natural. There is no work required. Relax and enjoy. Let the warmth filter and seep into every crack and crevice of your body. They will move the stagnant energy out of the way. Insights and haunting memories start coming forward to the conscious mind. Simply allow. What was held in the subconscious is being loosened.
The one who is giving the massage also is provided with insights. They are not left depleted. They are also enhanced. Universal love is linking up and lifting into higher planes of awareness. Bliss is a natural side-product. But we each have a unique pattern within our molecules and cells, so we will not lose ourselves in the universal oneness. We will enhance our own colorful history, for that is who we are. We are growing our individuality to higher, better, clearer planes of understanding. We get to know ourselves better. (1/24/15 journal)
12/24/24 - Ascension massage is also sensual
It is impossible to put into words how the sacred process of ascension works. For years I've been trying to explain it. When it comes to staying in the physical body and feeling love without the crude form of sex, most people don't believe it. Most people make the leap into spiritual, which is not true. Ascension massage was designed to give us instruction in how to raise our feelings and sensuality to higher, more graceful and subtle levels. do. The Ascended Masters gave me an assignment to implement ascension massage but I have failed so far. I'm still trying to find the right approach. It is my own understanding I am working with. It is a mission.
Ascension massage is not about leaving the body and going up and out of the body. Ascension massage is becoming aware of the finer levels of physicality which surrounds us. There are seven levels in all. We have an auric field that contains seven dimensional levels of awareness. They are: physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, crystalline light, causal body and the pure God-self or monad. Learning about these seven levels requires touch and practice with other bodies. It's the only way to learn - by comparing feelings. Ascension is purifying one's own feelings to pick up the subtler, finer vibrations and feelings that surround us. This can involve ascension massage and even ascension cuddling. But it does not involve sex. It was the reason for the loving touch massage that David and I were trying to start several years ago. But, again, we couldn't get it off the groud due to our own lack of understanding.
Ascension massage, cuddling and loving stroking does not rule out the sensual, but it DOES rule out sexual focus, sexual expectation and sexual desire. At least that is the goal - to cultivate love within oneself, rather than to expect it from someone else. Sex usually takes the form of focusing on someone else's body, and on rubbing a spot on that body to increase the friction and create fire there. The goal of ascension massage is to learn how to not project outwardly on someone else, but to turn inwardly to one's own feelings of warm love. This is an instruction. We will need guidance. By turning our focus inward to our own body enhances what we call "sensual". Hard to believe but true. It can be done. It is the Tantric path but instruction and practice are required. It will be supremely loving when successful. Even a little bit successful. Love enhances the sensual by loosening and freeing up the too intense focus on hard physical friction and action. Sensual is a feeling. It is not physical. It's only physical when it's hard work. A lot of pumping, pressing, poking, etc.
Sensual is a smoother feeling, more blissful, warm, comforting and one of connection. We don't get that from pounding, rubbing and poking on one area or spot on the body in an attempt to start an inner fire. That is the animal way of producing babies. It is actually quite primitive. Humans have evolved to be more refined than that. We are ready to learn more about the finer senses of our body.
The Ascension Massage was given to me over a period of time by the Ascended Masters. They were trying to have it implemented but so far I have not succeeded. As far as I can see with Google searches, no one else has succeeded either. Ascension massage requires us to approach someone by touching their auric field first. To do that we need a little more instruction to get a clear picture of how far an auric field extends. The radiation from a person is the real body of that person. We must begin there. It is a subtle field, a boundary of their bubble of pure crystalline light. The love within that person's body tissues has been locked down and kept imprisoned due to our cultural programming. We don't know we have light trapped inside us. But that light DOES radiate. It forms an auric bubble around us that we can actually sense. When we are approached by someone, or when we do the approaching. When we first enter the other person's auric field we are disturbing that field. They will know we are coming if they are alert to our approach. And especially if we are holding thoughts that are not very nice, or not in alignment with the person you are approaching. Approach a person with that in mind. This is the beginning of becoming aware of the world of love.
As we start noticing and interacting with the invisible auras of people, we will start to grow in appreciation of the warmth and beauty of love. Conscious awareness brings us feelings of good or not good. We can tell what another is thinking or feeling. Mentally we can tune in. As our conscious awareness grows of these subtle fields our OWN body cells register that awareness. There is a reciprocating effect from that person to you. We each have this beautiful happy love locked up inside us but it does not normally move. We keep it under lock and key because that's how we were programmed. Love is locked down out of sight, not to be expressed except under "ideal" conditions. And how often are "ideal" conditions presented? But we can start noticing the love-light regardless. It doesn't require an ideal condition to start noticing it. This is what Ascension Massage is meant to help us with. To become aware of the feelings we generate when we stroke another with loving, kind and sensitive intentions - not sexual! We change the game this way. Not sexual but loving, caring and nurturing. We invite the love-light in that other person to come alive. We begin the connection process in that way, and our own cells will feel it too. There is a natural response.
We can cultivate love within our own bodies by putting full attention on the subtle invisible fields of another person before touching them with hardness. Some people are not ready to be approached and there will be resistance, but if there is prior discussion and agreement beforehand, and an instruction on how to be gentle with one another, the ascension massage will start to produce beautiful friendships. In all the years I have tried to communicate this concept, I have not gotten it off the ground. It has been a failure because most everyone thinks that sex is the ultimate and there is nothing beyond sex except "no sex". That is not true. There is the Tantric way of lovemaking which starts out with each person learning to feel love within their own body first. That is the goal of ascension massage (or perhaps ascension cuddling). It means touching for purposes of feeling love within yourself but not to project desire for sex onto another person.
Don't engage sexually. Rather, stroke lovingly, Interact with feelings to nurture the body, but if an urge arises to do something more romantically suggestive, do not act on that urge. Instead, turn that urge inside and feel the love build within yourself. The Tantric instructions are to feel love build within. There are further instructions given by a Tantric master that lead to finer, more feelings within your own body. When your own body fills up with love, then you may be led by natural attraction to another person who also has filled up their body with inner love. Then you might make love together and have double the fun and double the ecstasy and bliss.
The first lesson is to hear about this concept. That is why I am writing about it. It is time that we all came to believe it is possible. We must talk about it first. Then we can start practicing it for real. Then we will learn through experience how very beautiful it is to build the warmth of love within yourself in the presence of other people also doing the same thing. As auric fields overlap there is a unified field that slowly builds of love. We do that by not engaging in sex activity with another body. Believe it or not, this is how we move beyond abstract knowledge which includes spiritual illusions, and bring love down into real sensual feelings. The body can then feel itself filling with love. It is not abstract lovemaking. It is physical lovemaking on a finer sensuality level. On more refined levels that we ourselves learn to how to do. This has often been called spiritual lovemaking, but it is actually being done with the finer physical senses that surround our bodies. We can feel this love within but it's on a higher consciousness level, than the gross or crude level. These higher consciousness levels have not been properly introduced or practiced by the majority. We need more education. Ascension massage (or cuddling) is the way to begin this approach. We can learn how to raise our consciousness to higher levels this way.
The secret is to stop focusing on sex the hard crude way of physical friction rubbing, poking, prodding and using pressure and devices that are not natural. Let us begin focusing on the more natural refinements that are built into our biological systems. They are also physical but more refined than what we are accustomed to. They are on a higher frequency level. These have to be experienced to know they really exist. They must be felt to be believed. They are not spiritual, they are physical. The atoms are quickened as the electrons spin more rapidly around the center. A more evolved sensuality awaits us. Of necessity, we must practice in order to know it's possible. We start with loving nurturing touch - and you can do this at any time at home with your loved one. Practice trying it out. Getting away from the hard, crude touch.
Our auric fields are invisible but they are moving atoms and electrons around us. They simply resonate on higher finer levels and they can be accessed. Touch them as you approach someone. These fields surround us. The next time you approach someone, approach him or her with this in mind. Be conscious of their auric field - and your own. Be mindful of the thoughts you carry as you approach. I say this to remind myself. My blogs are meant for me more than the reader!
Have a Merry Merry Joyful Christmas/Hoy Day!
12/23/24 - Breaking thru the ceiling into 5D
A water pipe under our house broke two months ago and Doug has been trying to get it repaired. While he was on the phone this morning working with the repair people and insurance company, I sat listening. During this listening time I experienced a continuation of breaking through the surface into clarity. Yesterday I blogged about the sensation of coming up from deep down under the water, where it is not only black but swirling with forces. It is difficult to keep a balance or know what to do. The world is rising up through these forces, and every single human being is involved with their minds and attitudes. Confusion reigns supreme as the world is breaking up and transforming. Confusion, yes, but there is something extraordinary I wish to share. It came to my attention this morning.
As I listened to Doug and his conversation, I tuned into the underlying problem and understood what was happening. I was conscious of the past actions. The house is old. It was built according to code at that time but the code has changed. The people are still working with out-dated codes. I was aware. I could see the evolving thought pattern of individuals working with this. I connected to it with my awareness. I felt myself moving through the problems like turning the pages of a book. I moved from the depths of old thinking to the surface where I broke free of the complexities but I remained also connected by awareness to the problem that caused it. I wanted to tell Doug. It was exciting. It was clear to me. I understood. But how does one explain such a shift of consciousness, from dark and confused, to light and clarity? How does one maneuver ONESELF while this is going on? How does one hang on and retain mental and emotional balance?
The Master DK has been my teacher and guide for over 50 years, although not the only one. I've had access to the higher realm for much of this time, moving back and forth between here and there. This is the main thrust of occult material (occult meaning hidden because it's too complex for the average person). I've had training in maintaining a balance between my 3D practical side (thru husbands) and my 5D side where light and love prevails.
I share this today to let others - especially lightworkers and spiritual seekers - know how important it is to remaining grounded. To consider building roots into the earth, the soil, the water and the animal kingdom. I would not have made it this far into the ascension process if I had relied only on my spiritual knowledge, my innate spiritual sweetness and light. Spirit is unable to handle the coarse solid layers of physical matter. Ascended masters know this. They have been thru it themselves. They are the spiritual hierarchy watching over us from realms way beyond our understanding. But we must open the doors of our minds and let them in. When I went into the light during the kundalini awakening so many years ago (my OBE) I was stripped of everything human - and had to find a way back. Does anyone reading this also have an OBE or a NDE they experienced? If so, I'd love to meet with you. So anyway, I had to learn how to descend down out of those light-filled planes. It was in the grounding back into being human again, that has taught me how to balance.
Balance your spiritual side with practical advice from those you live with. There is too much imbalance in the teachings that are coming out. Too much focus on love andlight and not enough focus on balancing the opposite side. Both sides must come into balance. One side is yin/feminine/sweet/tender/kind. The other side is competitive and controlling. We call it masculine but it has a purpose. We each have these two energies in us. Confusion reigns when they are not in balance. It is like the see-saw in the children's playground. If a heavy child sits on one end of the see-saw, the child lighter in weight will go up into the air and be unable to come down. This is what happens to human beings. We MUST balance our sweet kindness with controlled and weighted practical intelligence.
Balance, balance, balance. This is the teaching of the Master Djwhal Khul who is a Tantra master. Tantra means "weaving the web together". It's all one web and it is everywhere. Balance the spiritual blissful side with the weighted practical side and enjoy life to the fullest. See what unfolds like a miracle. This is the instruction that comes from husbands with whom I had issues until I reached a state of balance. I am continually reminded to be logical, to THINK and to use my brain!
As we (humanity) are moving into more light-filled planes of consciousness, we will see it better. We will understand. Meanwhile, we use light as a tool, for balance, like a hammer or a pair of pliers to assist in wrenching and turning situations around. Light becomes love when we use it. Light alone cannot work miracles. It can only work wonders when we use it. When we apply it. When we spend time holding the light steady. I use 5 minutes sometimes, counting while holding the visual of light on a subject or person. It is a tool when used with loving intentions. Always use it with love as a feeling. Try it. It is an advanced teaching and it works when it is applied consciously, mindfully. It is like getting into a hot-air balloon and letting it lift you up. One MUST give it in order to receive love.
This is a difficult “shift” we are going through. The ascension from 3D to 5D thru 4D (4D is the state inbetween which is the sorting period.) As I listened to my husband talking thru the problem of our house crumbling underneath us, I became aware of the many layers of thought that went into the building of the codes that are now obsolete and new codes must be built. Meanwhile, chaos swirls and releases into the atmosphere. The air is dark with confusion. We must apply light. Lighter than what was built before in ages past. The dark waters are swirling as they let go and release old codes. Don't let them trap you and suck you back down. Apply light and love. Find lighter, better, sweeter, kinder answers and solutions. Apply love.
Love is the fabric of the universe that holds the planets and suns in orbit and harmonious rhythm. Even though I experienced detachment from the problem of fixing our house, and a sense of clarity and freedom, I remained connected to the problem. The light is a freeing mechanism but it is also a spotlight that reveals what hides in the shadows. One must remain aware and grounded so the balance does not cause you to flip to the other side.
The light is every good thing that ever was experienced by anyone, ever before. All good is in the light. The all-good is what we must use to free ourselves of entrapment, of entanglement, of confusion, of depression, of hopelessness. Visualize light. Use imagination. Picture it in your mind. Father Sun is our source for this planet. Other suns shine down on other planets in other parts of the galaxy. Father Sun is beaming. He is joy. He is celebration. He is goodness. He is happiness. He is beaming his brilliance in dazzling, golden life-giving ways. . He is lifting us even as we are feeling pain or depression or confusion. We can use this light to transform situations that pop up. Picture it in your mind. Go outside and catch a peep at Father Sun. Just a peep so it doesn't hurt our eyes. But capture a peep at Father Sun and store it in your memory banks to use later as a visualization.
Love and light to you over these holy days as we move from 2024 into 2025.
12/21/24 - Ascension symptoms, expanding to higher realms
Happy Solstice! Today is the shortest day of the year, winter time. The darkest time of year. Summer solstice is the longest day and brightest of the year. This morning I woke up with thoughts of expanding. I am aware that I am leaving the lower consciousness behind and it is confusing. It has caused dizziness over the last few years, not understanding. I am still learning. Ascension symptoms are difficult to come by. Instructions are coming now. Sharing them with you. This is DK speaking....
"Turn inward. Imagine falling upward. Fall inward first, then upward." DK is speaking. "Go in, then up. Allow yourself to drift but use imagination or intention, not pushy. It’s not pushy. It’s expanding, enlarging. There is a pattern which is a higher, more refined pattern. Like ice melting. Ice doesn’t push itself to melt. It allows itself to melt. It is simply knowing it will melt. Fall inward and upward, expanding as you go. Know you will fall inward and upward.
"Just KNOW that. Get that knowledge in your mind. Repeat these words. Repetition is teaching. Rise inward naturally. It’s a natural process once you get it and do it. If you have to cough, expand PAST the stuckness in the throat. Will yourself to move past it, transcend it. Don’t be limited by the stuckness. Move past it. Transcend it. You are ice melting into water flowing. Ice was solid, holding itself as solid in form. Now it’s melting. You’re been holding yourself as solid in form. Now you’re melting and rising up into a more refined dimension, a higher dimension, It’s a natural process to expand inward by re-focusing your awareness inward to away from solid to a more refined feeling. It’s a feeling, a melting feeling inward, in first, then there is a rising and an expanding awareness. It is more refined.
"Energy exists in two forms: dynamic/active and latent/rest. Descending into form vs. rising and expanding out of form. Involution is involving itself in creation by descending into form, folding over itself becomes more complex, bipolar, and formed, taking opposite stands to create duality. It’s the only way to create division and separation. EVOLUTION on the other hand withdraws from creation, ascends out of form, uninvolves itself from its manifestation and returns to its natural source.
"Shakti at the base of the spine (kundalini) is latent at rest. Yoga provides practices in awakening the resting power of shakti/kundalini. Focus five minutes at a time on your heartbeat. Picture the sun shining in your heart and into your blood, beating, pumping that light out thru your body. The light resonates, re-sounds, thru every cell and molecule and atom. Listen to your heart beat. It re-sounds out through your cells. Your body is just a vehicle, a tool to use, a robot to send sounds through. Listen. Your thoughts come back to you. Your thoughts create and re-create your experiences. They re-sound, reverberate. Become conscious of your thoughts." (DK)
12/20/24 - What is the loving touch massage really about?
A quick note from a 2013 journal - I asked Master Djhwal Khul, "What is the loving touch massage group really all about?" At the time I was getting pushes to start the Ascension Massage Network. He said:
It is actually practice in balancing male and female energies. Through silent touching, emotions and judgments will surface and you will remind them to keep stroking silently. It could be that emotions will bring tears, remind them to keep stroking silently. It is the stroking that will wash away the imperfections, or blockages you could say, that hold back the highest good of this soul. As the blocks are releasing, love will flow more easily and allow better connections from within. Not just with this person but with all others, for the flowing of love energy is coming from within and radiating all through the inner body with joy. If you want to make love, make love! If you want to dance, dance! If you want to sing, sing! If you want to fall into rapture, fall into rapture. The love within you, when allowed to flow, integrates with your outer personality and fills the desires that have been longing for fulfillment. Practice looking up. Your goodness and good fortunes are coming down the channel, not up from Earth. Good sensations, feel good warm fuzzies.
12/19/24 - How ascension massage breaks the sex block
This is going to be an all-day blog. I'll enter more as the day moves on. Things are changing rapidly, both in the house we live in, breaking down (Doug takes care of that end) and for me it's a different kind of change. The breakdown is GOOD! Veils are lifting. Subconscious memories are continuing to surface. I can see more clearly. The Ascension Massage, which came to me nearly ten years ago, is finally coming into stark focus. It's been a vague thing for a long time, slowly trying to become known.
It started 56 years ago when I made a dramatic change in my life and left my two baby sons and blood family. I cut and ran from my husband and broke all ties. (I'm in touch with them today.) It was the result of meeting a star seed - a contactee from Venus who triggered a spiritual awakening of past life memories. At the same time I started closing down to my then-current life. Everything that I had been raised with began to jumble and confuse me. I began to deteriorate. With two little ones to care for and a husband, this was a serious problem. I began quivering, shaking, feeling despondent, depression and other associated symptoms. I took a job to relieve the feeling and that did help. My family was of course helpful, but this was a different thing. This was a deep underground thing that I didn't understand. I was having revelations and visions of other times but I didn't understand, until I had a premonition of death. I knew I was going to die. A graphic picture was given to me. I was going to die physically and my body would live on for several months in an institution. But my soul was going to leave. I was going to leave. At the bottom of the barrel I had a visitation from a sweet angelic presence who planted the seed thought in me - I could leave my situation if I chose to, and not have to go through the death process. The thought was a new thought. I hadn't thought of that before. Suddenly, there was a way out and I began thinking about it. All alone, with no one to confide it, even though my sisters and mother were warm and close. Still, this would be a critical act. And so I left. The year was 1968, fifty-sex years ago.
Life led me to a new partner whom I married, and we built a life together. Eight later, during a meditation led by my older sister (a disciple of a Jain monk), the kundalini awakened in me and took me out of body into the Light. It was like a near-death experience as we find it today on the internet, but without the dying process. I then had to work myself back to ground again. It took years. I did not have a spiritual teacher at the time, but within weeks I was assigned an ascended master. From that point on I had direction. The ascended master, Djwhal Khul, taught me to listen to my own feelings. His was a friendly, intelligent voice who appeared in my mind telepathically. I was able to connect with him and listen to him and ask him questions. Now, let's get to the point about Ascension Massage breaking the sex block. I will paint a graphic picture. It's important to get this out. It's been holding we humankind back from evolving into full health, vigor, happiness and enlightenment. Confusion reigns because of the sex block. So in a nutshell I will explain it. (Pause, I'll be back in awhile to continue.)
ASCENSION MASSAGE
The human energy system is designed to receive energy from the earth through our feet. It flows up through our legs, gathers at the tailbone and runs up our spine to the crown of our head where it connects with the universal flow of love coming down from above. The spine is our rod of power that is supposed to be open from earth to sky and, in reverse, from sky to earth, but it has been blocked. The Earth energy is a physical vibration of solid matter, while the sky energy is a non-physical vibration of pure spirit which comes down from the sun and beyond, distributing light and love to the planet and all who live here.
Built into all earth bodies bodies there are seven levels of density, otherwise known as seven levels of consciousness. In human beings these seven levels are called the first chakra at the tail bone, the second chakra at the sacrum, the third chakra at the lower abdomen. The fourth chakra at the heart. The fifth chakra at the throat. The sixth chakra at the head/brain. And the seventh chakra at the crown.
Each level of consciousness or chakra gives us access to a higher energy. Or lower, depending on where we are on the ladder of enlightenment. We are each individually very different. However, there is one chakra that has prevented all humans from evolving (reaching fulfillment) and that chakra is the second chakra. Or not to get too technical, somewhere in the area between the second and third chakra. We call it the sex chakra. The physical genitals are located in this area. This refers to the human who stands upright on two legs, not the animals on four legs or lower, who are not yet capable of evolving spiritually. Humans ARE capable, we have the right equipment to evolve we are not using it properly.
At the second chakra level, the sexual or sacrum area of the spinal cord there is a “Y” in the road. A detour sign has been posted “do not enter”. Not literally, of course, but amounting to the same thing. It is no different than when you drive a car on a road somewhere and you run into a detour sign, preventing you from going straight ahead. The sign tells you to take either the left fork or the right, but you cannot go straight ahead. The reason why this sign is there will be explained in further episodes. But the result is, we humans have been blocked, stymied, prevented from going further up the spine at this, the second chakra point. This detour sign prevents the earth energy from rising higher. It jams up there. Backs up like water behind a dam. The sweet beautiful, happy, joyful feeling of expressing love spontaneously and freely is literally stopped at that point, trapped behind a wall and is felt as a sexual “need”. The left-hand road becomes the feminine path, the right-hand road becomes the masculine path. Depending on our DNA (ancestral genetics) we get first a feeling of gentle peaceful love. And then it backs up. If not expressed (and to most of us it is not) it grows more intense. We slowly get turned on sexually. Some of us, that is. Others of us get sexually repressed and feel it as a turn-off. It all depends on the person’s genetic or ancestral history.
This is the coarsely put bottom line and goal of the ascension massage. The purpose is to get past that block in the road by LIFTING it up and over the block. Not to gate-crash forcefully, but to transcend the block. We do that by increasing the ability to love. We raise the vibrational level and at the same time raise the sensations of sweet love. We can ONLY do this by not allowing the body to release its orgasm at that second chakra point. If we do, it's a recycling of the same old, same old, same old story. We cum and we relax and we return to the same place we were yesterday. We do not change one iota.
The focus on sex is done thru the action of pumping, grinding and friction rubbing, focusing on the same spot. Trying to gate-crash the area. This only releases the orgasm, it does not lift it up and over. The goal of the original design for love is to RAISE the vibration up the spine. We therefore must learn how to LIFT the feeling of love over that bump in the road to a higher level. This will take some further discussion, training and practice. To release an orgasm at the genital level only releases stress and tension at the genital level. The upper body does not receive the release or the higher vibration. is to placate the lower body at that level, and prevents the rest of the body from being fulfilled. It is important to get past that point with raised love energy.
How to get past it is the original teaching of Tantra. Tantra has a long history which leads a person to higher states of love, bliss, samadhi, rapture, abundance, perfection and fulfillment. For those who have not had previous training or exposure to this teaching, we have been given ascension massage, which is a very loving, caring, kind, non-sexual massage which lifts and nurtures the body, inviting the love within to relax and release and flow up the spine. Not to let it get jammed up at that one point.
Tantra is the science of love. It is a consciousness-raising process. The goal is to cultivate love within one’s own body cells. The love is already there, it’s just been prevented from expressing. More can be said once this is out on the public platform. The goal is to stop the body from releasing the orgasm at the second chakra, and lovingly encourage the love energy (known as kundalini or shakti) to continue to rise higher up the spine to the third, fourth, fifth, sixth chakra and seventh chakra where it can expand out into the upper physical body, and meets the higher light coming down from heaven. Both sun and earth energies then can circulate together as one energy through the body in a continuous figure eight flowing, never stopping, gradually enlightening the WHOLE body. This is the enlightenment process of the "I AM".
I will continue discussing ascension massage further. For years I’ve been writing about it with the Master DK as my teacher and guide. Over the last few days I have felt the push strongly to get this out into the wide world of the internet for I may not be around much longer. Today I googled “Ascension Massage” (never did that before!) and I found many sites advertising it but none – NOT ONE – spoke of the truth of it. I doubt anyone really knows. That is why these words must be spoken. I was given the task a number of years ago but I wasn’t ready. I was reluctant to say it out loud. To start loving touch massage exchanges without sexual climaxes was the goal, but I was reluctant. The Ascended Masters have been pushing me to do this. Ascension Massage Exchange Network (AMEN for short). The hesitation I felt lifted a day or two ago. I can now speak openly.
An important PS - This is not the end of sexual light-hearted fun, but an invitation to begin practicing lovemaking with respect, reverence, adoration and more, as it was designed to be enjoyed. This is a pathway being offered to humanity to follow. There are many ways of doing this. DK has been teaching me and others. Let’s see how it evolves from this point on. Blessings to all who read this. Have a Joyful Merry Spontaneous Loving Holiday.
12/17/24 - Reversing polarity beliefs and the separation gap
Humanity has been programmed over eons of time to divide and separate. This was done mostly through fear tactics, by introducing DNA modifications. Cutting our genetics down from 12-strand to two-strand, according to our older galactic brothers and sisters. In this new age of 2023, 2024 and 2025, we are being raised slowly but surely to higher, more refined understanding within the universal mind. We as a single planetary civilization, cut off from the higher realms, are erasing the old "divide-and-conquer" belief programming. It was installed in us on purpose. We were programmed to believe in fear. This new age recalibration of our DNA is being done mostly without our conscious awareness, though some of us are aware. The planet, our wonderful Mother Earth Gaia and our family of other planets is moving to higher regions of space, according to information from the greater galactic community. Ascension is underway. And we humans - the highest evolved creature on the planet - are the stewards leading the evolution. Don't question this or joke about it. Our bodies have been made ready for this extraordinary evolutionary leap.
That which has divided us in past history is slowly fading. For some of us, that is. For others, there is resistance. Many of us are confused. Some are fighting back, some are seeing the light. Most of us are still in weighing and questioning. We are each unique. We must make choices for ourself alone. Choices that appear reasonable and right to us. These choices may change tomorrow, or by tonight, and that's OK. We must do what we must do. But keep an OPEN mind. As we move from the third dimension of fixed and limited beliefs to the higher FIFTH dimension of freedom, happiness and good will to all beings, we move through what is called the fourth dimension. The fourth dimension is the in between state between two opposites. Where we face our beliefs and make choices. We are currently in that phase right now - bumping up against situations that are uncomfortable or downright painful - which forces each of us to make a choice.
For over 50 years I have been guided to follow INNER feelings over and above cultural or social rules. This guidance came from an unusual OBE into the light where I cut all strings to outer social rules and returned to start over again. I started the process myself, by leaving a bad situation instead of dying which was immediately ahead for me, and I decided to run, instead. I was rewarded with an ascended master guide who has led me continually back to my OWN feelings, over and above anyone else including His. I therefore write about love on my website and in the many articles I post.
Love is all there is. It all comes back to reconnecting to the love that is within me. Not love that is outside of me, but that is stored inside my cells. I am made of love, as are you. This love communicates through feelings of rightness. What feels right? What feels wrong? What causes pain? What causes confusion? Change it, then, or get out of there quick! Don't go where pain and confusion is present. The direct route to higher rewards and ultimate fulfillment is by following the good feelings, feelings of love and kindness, reverence, adoration, upliftment, grace, dignity. There are many words to describe goodness. If the word brings a sense of peace and calm, then it is a good word to use. Following good feelings requires some solitary time during the day, every day, which requires leaving the atmosphere of "other" people, even those who appear to be on the same page. They are NOT on the same page because we are each individuals with a complex and unique past of experiences. We must go alone periodically to tune into our inner feelings, and clear the auric field of irrelevant threads. Even if we are alone for only 15 minutes (longer preferably) but I use 15 minutes as a good time frame to give myself.
We are each a child of perfection, truth and ultimate good. However, we have been weighed down by distractions which run thru us like lines of static on a radio receiver. We are each a child of the celestial mother and father, the parent force of all that is. The light represents the parent source. It is composed of an infinite number of intelligent beings who discovered their true identity. But there are shadow elements in us when we are embodied, that we have bought into. It is difficult to cut out these shadow elements but it is a critical time to eschew that which does not feel right. It is time to acknowledge them and say "Thank you for your service," as we disentangle from them and let them go. Let them fade away by simply intending that they go, and instead intending to choose the right-hand path of good feelings. Follow the good in you. The good feelings that bring a sense of peace and rightness.
This morning I started following the inner wind movements again after years of not doing them. I called this morning to Mother Kundalini, the mother flame down there in the etheric body, low at the base of the spine at the coccyx (the tailbone or root chakra). After three, four years of heart condition, brain disorientation, painful back injuries, age-related no doubt, and more, I am clearing confusion and zeroing in on the truth. There is no outer authority to confirm this for me. Advanced training over many years with the master DK has been my reward.
Feelings are an inner sense, not an outer sense. They are subtle and are to be acknowledged. Continued suppression of unacknowledged feelings lead to heavier, more angry emotions of frustration and worse. If we catch and acknowledge subtle feelings early enough and make graceful decisions to follow them, then we don't have to build up frustration, stress, tension and anger. An inner sense of calmness, upliftment, joy, happiness, and peace becomes a normal, natural attitude which we can cultivate within ourselves. In this way we raise our interest level. It shows up as energy and vitality. Our enthusiasm increases, our interest in life starts to blossom, we WANT to keep on living. So many people give up when they don't follow their inner GOOD feelings.
I am here to write about the inner life force, the vitality that feeds ALL life. It is called being kind to yourself first, then it spills over to those you live with. No matter what my friends and family believe, my inner guidance is my first priority. I must follow inner awareness first. Sometimes that takes careful consideration. Like, how should I respond to someone who disagrees with me? Do I capitulate to keep peace in the family? Or do I find a way that complements and raises both myself and the other person? Ah HA! That's the intelligence part of the equation. Let's consider how to uplift everyone around, not just me but the others who live with me to a higher level of grace and dignity that touches THEIR hearts too, not just me. It is in the application of universal love to all that is the correct path to take. It takes some delicate and fine thinking and engineering sometimes, but it is worth it.
Meanwhile we are all learning how to bridge the separation gaps that have divided us, human-to-human in the past. This inspiration came from the Arcturians this morning, posted on the GFLstation, which I have now posted on TODAY'S POSTS.
12/16/24 - Tantra is the Science of Love
This came to me one day in 2014 as a voice overlighting me. It did not feel like me. I am revisiting many of my old files, and this one stands out today so I am sharing it. Tantra has been the main theme underlying all of the Master DK's instructions, so this must have been him talking!
Tantra is the science of love. The physical techniques and the teachings pave the way to understanding that it is not WHO you love but that you cultivate love and become love. Tantra teaches an attitude and how to hold a thought until it becomes a feeling of love. It is the cultivation of Reverence, adoration, sacredness and awe. It is the embodying of all of these qualities and the expression of all of these attitudes of love. It is the self ridding the smaller self of the hindrances and negative thoughts that hold it back, and the larger Self with a capital S emerges naturally from within. It is not something that someone else can give. It is only found through the cultivation of the positives of love and all that is related to love.
It is not who you revere or adore, and it is not who you hold in awe as a higher authority, it is simply the quality of reverence that you are cultivating while living in a less-than-perfect human body living a less-than-perfect human life. Other spiritual teachings lead you to look outside of yourself to a master, a guru, a leader or someone to whom you look for guidance. This leads you outside of yourself and away from your own divinity, for wherever you look and put your attention, there goes your life force. People become very dependant upon their churches, their ministers, priests, rabbis, the “going to church” to pray. They are leaking their life force away. Even to ascended masters.
Tantra techniques begin with breath work to awaken the dormant fire that is already present in the body cells, in the spaces between the whirling atoms and electrons. The human being is a spirit in training, and he has not been trained well so he is lost and confused. Tantra brings the focus back into the physical body through the breath. Love resides in the bodies, the mind and emotions and feelings. Love is the sea out of which we were born. The soul is love unrealized. The spirit is love never lost. The soul is yearning to reach spirit where love resides. Tantra is a science of love. That is what we cultivate in our thoughts as we practice it and do the disciplines once a day. Within the vibration of love is the vibration of gratitude, reverence, holiness, illumination, freedom, peace, joy, purity, strength of purpose and more.
Compared to other spiritual and religious paths that lead up and away from focus on the body, Tantra is unconventional. It is known as the yoga of sex, or the “yoking” of sex to the immortal and unfettered spirit which resides in love undefined. The comprehension of what this means, dawns slowly. But with practice it comes. The human body has the capacity to “take on” love and become love as the focus and attention is put there, right here in the physical world. One practices each day for an hour or more as he chooses. It does not matter to the practitioner while he is doing his daily exercise, who his choice of a sex or love partner is. That comes later. Tantra is a singular lone path to practice alone in sacredness until he masters the ability to cultivate love without the need of a partner. Practice continues alone daily until a certain point when the practitioner feels himself ready to practice with a partner without losing his focus to the temptations that normally tug and pull at a man or a woman. Then he will seek a Tantrick partner, called a “consort”, to practice with. The consort, the partner chosen, will have also built up the ability to maintain love without losing focus to temptations of sex.
I’m not a Tantra master. I practiced it long ago in another life and culture. I know it only by instinct and natural drawing to it. I’m trying to remember it back to conscious mind so I can practice it again. But to accomplish this I have to start talking about it, and giving it out to express it. As they say, “Love isn’t something that is put here to stay; love isn’t love til it’s given away.” In other words, we have to move it around, not let it remain stagnant. So I am talking about Tantra as a way of moving it out into expression, but it does not mean I am a master of it. I am doing my own form of practice to move it out of stagnancy.
12/15/24 - Watch your back - stay in the present moment
Watch your back by being in the present. If you look always out in front of you, the gremlins can attack and attach to you from behind. You protect yourself best by not wanting or seeking or expecting or wishing for things. By projecting your mind outside of yourself you leave yourself open to invasion from behind. Stay at home! Stay within your walls and be the solid silent observer all around you. Healers make the mistake of wanting to heal or help SO much that they leave their bodies open and exposed and sometimes vacant, and into an empty castle marauders will come. Stay at home and do greater work from home. You will be surprised at all you can accomplish with intelligent awareness from home.
Stay in the body by NOT projecting. Stay aware in the present. If you “try” to help you are trying with your head, from the neck up. You can’t do this with your intellect. But when you stay in your body, you are residing in your feelings where the great nature dwells. From this solid residence in your heart, lungs, abdomen and other organs, then when you say your decrees out loud, you vibrate your physical and loosen the divine energy within your cells. When you say “Mighty I Am Presence, dissolve and consume all my discordant accumulation by the power of the Violet Consuming Flame,” your cells and atoms are supporting and contributing to your call. But you must be aware, consciously aware, of the violet flame.
Watch the substance of your feeling, which is your attention. Pay attention to the cells in your body whether you are working in your office at your business, or entertaining guests at your home, or driving your car or exercising, everywhere and every time. Most people use only one of the trinity [the three-fold flame] that holds you in balance: love, power and wisdom keeps you in balance. Love is warm and nurturing. Power is abstract intelligence, and wisdom unites these two often opposing forces. Father God (intelligence) and Mother God (love) is brought together by YOU, the conscious dweller in form.
12/12/24 - The Love Club changes to the Light Club!
One day I woke up at 3 am in the night and saw Doug sitting up in bed, wakeful. Without speaking, I thought to put Light inside his head for him – sparkling, scintillating light from the sun as if radiating - something I've been studying with the masters. I did and went back to sleep again. Later during meditation it occurred to me to thank DK for this gift of insight, for I would not have thought of it myself. He said, “No, it was not me. Light is meant to be given. Light has to shine and go somewhere. Light’s very nature is to light up areas, to increase the light, to expand the light and bestow life wherever there is an opening. You have asked for more light and you are being gifted with more light. You’ve done the homework, put in the effort. Light is the creator.
[My understanding is that the Light, meaning Creator's light, or Father Light, is the sum total of all pro-creative, intelligent efforts by all who have gone before which is infinite and myriad. DK confirms...]
The creator is LIGHT! Light radiates. Light moves out to expand the light of information and knowledge in the area around it wherever it can. Light distributes information. Light enlightens. Light waves through the darkness. Light keeps expanding and revealing itself to form new life.
[I went to sleep and woke up again with an additional thought. That's why I been saying over and over, “Not sex please” when referring to loving touch massage, which I call the Love Club. Because the Love Club is actually the Light Club. Light is freedom, not structured. Light is unconditional. Sex is a thing, an object, a form of physical. It is narrowed down because, in order to create and enjoy the form, there has to be boundaries. Sex has boundaries. Sex is a funnel-shaped thing and we seek people to fill it. The Light Club’s intention is to EXPAND the view, not contract it. To widen the perspective and enjoy the freedom that comes with that widening. DK continues...]
Sex is too narrow and too focused. The Light club is a shining to all around, it is Love in the unconditional or infinite range. It is not selective or objectified. You can create form life with Light, you can create wars and chaos and hatred and judgmental situations with Light, true. But the intention is to use light as an enhancement and a joy within form life, not to hold it back. We are to learn how to work with Light IN FORM, as it manifests as an embodied form, to be free in form and to learn how to make it beautiful, enjoyable, pleasurable, exciting, creative, with more abundance and benevolence for all.
The problem is that many shut the light off and the light contracts, dims down, dulls off into gray and darkness. Lack of light creates unhappy situations, pain and tragedy. Learn how to work WITH Light. Find the middle place where form life and non-form life exist together and where they create a flowing, like a river of flowing life and light particles. Light particles fill space, the scientists have proven it. Learn how to have a joyous, happy, exhilarating, uplifting happy and abundant fun life together, using light moving in and out of form, lifting form, descending into form, lifting light up out of form, descending, lifting, descending, like a wave. (Thank you, DK.)
12/11/24 - An explosive dream into ascended realms
This is a powerful dream I journaled back in 2012. There is a message in it for everyone - Go to sleep with a spiritually enlightened book on your chest, and see what happens in your dream state!
(From journal 11/2/12) Last night an amazing thing happened. I woke up around 3 am after 2 hours sleep, felt not sleepy, got up, went into meditation room, picked up the green book of St. Germains “Ascended Master Instructions”, went back to bed intending to read to get sleep again, but instead I laid the book on my chest and went to sleep. An hour later I came to consciousness in a state of extreme joy with remnants of a dream still going on.
The Dream: I was with a group of people sitting around casually, some of us at a table (me) and others slightly apart or standing. Everybody’s spirit is exploding from within! There are channelings of everybody’s spirit bursting forth. It’s mostly in the form of exquisite designs on paper. Everybody’s design is different. The human personalities (us) are all in amazement and utter joy and excitement saying things like “mine is getting ready to come through”. It feels like a party. We are all anticipating. Someone has just the beginning signs of the inner blossoming. Others have more exquisite designs. The most advanced one was a man with a pockmarked face, looked like the man in the Galactica series on TV, his design was beautiful, like an exploding neuron drawn in black ink against a grayish, greenish, bluish meld of colors. it was beautiful and exquisite. He was the new leader of all of us, or the most advanced. And I have been given a floor-length dress with a picture of a galaxy on it, infinite space and stars and a great big mother ship was materializing out of the stars, it was not quite visible, and we were studying the picture to point out “there it is”. I am walking around in this dress admiring myself and others were admiring it too. It’s too long for me and I have to pick up the hem to walk, which is large yellow flare around the bottom of the dress. But it feels so good on! I woke up singing praises of joy and “Wow! Wow! So great! So beautiful! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! and many more phrases of excitement and gratitude. Everybody was blossoming, like flowers unfolding from within. The joy was coming from inside of me, us, it was a singing, clarity of joy and thrilling. I felt that it was a connection through the St. Germain book lying on my chest. (End 11/2/12)
12/5/24 - Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and random acts of kindness
Many changes on inner levels keep me so busy I don't have time to sit at the computer writing blogs. That is "outside" work to me. My inner work is inside where no one else can see what I'm doing. I am making changes on inner levels, constantly. The higher love and higher enlightenment come in during the day and I am busy watching for it. It comes and goes at different times, in between the down times. Yes, the light does recede. But it comes back. It comes and goes.
Today I am sending love and light to you as you read these words. Perhaps I know you, perhaps not. I send my blessings out to you in the hopes that you catch them and allow them into all that you do and engage in. I encourage you to be real. Be authentic. Recognize that you have an inner love that is eager to receive blessings and also eager to come out and give blessings. Your inner love is eager to express to the world in which you live. When we hold love back from expressing, we are creating frustration for ourselves. It's called stress. When we hold back spontaneous love and helpfulness to others, we create stress and tension in our bodies. Like at times you might feel impelled to reach out and hug someone spontaneously, or tell someone you love them, or maybe even to give a spontaneous piece of advice "out of nowhere", but you hold it back. That is wrong. You are not acting from your true loving heart.
Don't hold back what is trying to express through you, trying to flow through you, for you are a cosmic undercover investigator too (refer to yesterday's blog). You are here to light up the world in which you live. Be spontaneous. Be alive. Be here NOW, in this moment that you are living in the moment. There is a flow coming through you, just as the flow is coming through everyone - but most people hold it back. It is in the now moment that your true, authentic, beautiful ascended self can make a mark on the world and light it up. As you follow spontaneous impulse - not ego selfish impulses, but caring, and kind impulses - you also light yourself up. You turn up the light inside you and others can see that light.
Your own body is your world. Your own body is your life's work. You are advancing yourself as you express the spontaneous love and light that springs up suddenly within you. Your desire to reach out and touch or interact or engage or make a mark in some way - this is your job. There is a higher you flowing through you - higher and more pure than you realize. You do not know how important your are to light up the world. Your own body and musculature, blood vessels, cells, nerves, glands, brain tissues, these compose the walls of your office that you live in when you are awake. Your body is your place of business. It is your address. It is where you are present when you are not sleeping. Your body is often held back by programmed rules that forbid you to do something spontaneously, lovingly, caringly, kindly, but those rules are old and worn-out rules. They are meant to be transcended.
We the people are moving into a more loving world, open, spontaneous, caring world of peace, harmony and unity. So do your job. Be kind and caring. Participate and engage from a kindly, compassionate, sharing grounded place. Most of all, pay attention to spontaneous feelings of wanting to give, to do something for someone. It is like a need to radiate. An impulse, a surge that glows and shines outward. This kind of glowing gesture is not meant to be held back. It has been held back for eons and eons and it has caused much anger and frustration in humanity, for it is not designed to be held back. It is not designed to be "stuffed in the closet". This is universal love and harmony. It is is not designed to be imprisoned. It is designed to share by connecting and communicating these thoughts and impulses with others. To give to others your value, your presence, your skill set, your opinion, your perspective. You have a value that is needed very much. We are all waking up to this truth. That this spontaneous flowing of love is part of the universal flow called life. When it flows it brings a song and a rhythm that is beautiful, celestial and in harmony with all others. We are waking up to this now. We should all be actively participating in this. It is our primary mission. I promise, you will feel good with yourself if you allow love to express spontaneously.
You are more than your body. You are the heart and soul of your body. When you sleep you are not there at your place of business. You arrive at your place of business every morning when you wake up after a long night's sleep. You arrive at your "office", the place where you perform your busiest work during the day, or if you are awake at night, then night time is when you keep office hours. Perhaps you sleep during the day. Your body is your office hours, your place where you create, think, contemplate, and reach into higher realms to receive new thoughts. Your body is the busiest place on earth for you. Many people may not realize it. Inner work is paying attention to what is transpiring INSIDE you.
This is inner work and there are many sudden revelations awaiting your attention. Take a moment and go inside and see. Just a moment. You don't have to spend too much time inside because you are also actively engaging with the world outside. But the inner work is where you receive. Receiving is an important part of the flowing. If you don't receive the inner flow from the universe, you cannot flow it outward. The most inspiring thoughts come from higher planes beyond your thinking brain/mind. Do not be misled and get all tangled up by the brain/mind which records mostly the outer world goings-on.
The outer world is going through a transformation called ascension. We are clearing the lower energy fields of our ancestors and those who were more bogged down than we are today. We need to clear the channels. We still have the old ways, the remnants of the old ways, still in us. We need to clear them. Spontaneous gestures of love is the best way to clear old stuckness. Go ahead and give someone a hug! Many old outdated programs can be released that way. We call it toxicity today. Germs. Old tendencies. Don't let them stay inside you. Let them be flushed out in spontaneous and random acts of kindness and compassion. Let the clearing process continue. Listen for the inner impulses, the inner yearning to give and share. The voice of your own heart and soul. It is the universal call for love and peace.
11/30/24 - The cosmic undercover investigator into sex
The following message came from Ascended Master Lady Portia back in 2019. She is Saint Germain's twin flame/consort. She is the strongest voice of the whole list of goddesses I was appealing to. At the time I was trying to pull together a gathering of women to discuss feminine attributes. This revelation is worth sharing. See what YOU think about it. From my journal 10/22/19....
This morning I was told that I am a cosmic undercover investigator. (Who me?) Yes, like a journalist goes undercover. But I have been deep undercover without my knowledge. This information has been slow in coming. I’ve been a sleeper cell. I, meaning my brain and conscious mind called “Nancy”, always pulled my head down. I didn’t want to be seen. Apparently that was programmed into me. Now I’m changing. I was told that this morning. I wonder how many others are also undercover? I know at least one woman who is not. She remembers her ET connections from childhood. They were playmates. So we’re all different.
I was brought along blindly. I had to experience a total breakdown first before I could experience the kundalini awakening, and even then it has been an inching forward. I have been following little golden sparkles of truth through the weeds and forests. Meaning sparkles that attract my attention. They call to me and I go to them. Each golden sparkle has led me to the next step and I ended up in the sexual arena where my mission began to unfold. My undisclosed purpose was to find out what went wrong with the human race by experiencing what went wrong with ME! Humankind has gotten itself into a mess of trouble (it’s very corrupt) and heaven didn’t know how to fix it. Earth was going to be lost unless there was an intervention. Increasing the feminine side of life is that intervention.
We all came from paradise but once born on Earth everyone is in danger of becoming lost. So my mission was to find out why, though I didn’t know it until now. It was in the sexual arena that I was directed. From inside the sexual network I participated. At first I was excited. It was a loving, beautiful lifestyle of freedom and I blossomed. But gradually I began losing interest. I couldn’t understand it. This went on for years. Only recently did I discover that the love and fun I experienced in swinging was coming from ME, and after years of giving love to others I began to dry up. Resentment came in. I learned then that the universe requires reciprocation of equal value (or better) to keep a thing healthy and thriving. Resonant frequency?
One day I was told to call on the goddesses so I began calling to the ladies of heaven by name. I have their names on a list, so I ran down the list one day and asked them if they would help me with the gathering of the women and with further insight into the divine feminine. What exactly does it mean to be feminine? They have not only been answering my questions they are clearing the path and sort of taking over. It is their influence coming through my writings. The problem that has held mankind back is sexual, in a returning loop, over and over, life after life, there’s a jam-up in the second chakra. The DIVINE frequency is designed to come up from earth and go up through the first chakra, through the second, to the third, etc., to the crown, out the crown and fountain out and return back to earth. [The torus breath.]
This flowing of earth energy meets the sky energy and together returns to earth. Mother-Father God is freely flowing in this design. But we are not getting past the second chakra. It is blocked. The first chakra is masculine and rooted in survival, and the second chakra is feminine and rooted in love. It is at the love chakra that the male-dominant focus has virtually “stolen” the love energy and using it over and over and over and over for orgasms. The love energy is not allowed to participate, to feel, to emote, to be free, to be fluid, alive, passionate and move on up to enlighten the other five chakras. We have been having sex over and over and over and over and over and over, ad infinitum, the male way, without love. It is vampirism, pure and simple and it’s keeping humankind down to lesser evolved than animals because we aren’t using the pure genius of the loving compassionate qualities that we were given and are supposed to be using. Both male and female are at fault. The male because he’s in control and pushing it, the female because she’s not standing strong in her truth and feelings of rightness.
11/29/24 - You are a piece of perfect circulating
Happy Friday afterThanksgiving Thursday! I hope you all had a scrumptious delightful day yesterday. I am feeling much better today with less tailbone pain. This is due to an inner revelation that has been slowly seeping into my consciousness over the last few days. This is a most important piece of information to share openly with others. Many people are not aware of this, unless they have been studying metaphysical science or perhaps discovered it on their own, which is possible. The information that eludes most people is this:
The digestive tract in the front of your body is connected to the spinal column in the back of your body. They were originally created to flow together as one integrated river of life, a living life force flowing up the spine from Earth to head and circulating around the body in a precise pattern. However, due to a long historoy of ancestors under the control of heavy, misinformed or dark ruling leadership, this one life force was divided into two separated life forces to become as enemies. We have been divided inside of our own bodies! These two divided aspects of ourselves are called male and female. Male for active, strong and controlling. Female for mild, easy-going, nurturing and passive. They have been enemies for eons. They play opposites to each other, when they are not playing fun love games together. This division shows up in our bodies as serious problems. My study with the Masters, coupled with my own karmic problems and accidents with pain, has brought me to this realization and the beginnings of healing and balance. I am feeling the integration taking place within. The following is a partial channeled message from Master DK speaking of this.
YOU ARE A PIECE OF PERFECT AT THE COCCYX
by Master Djwhal Khul
There is a pouch of infinity surrounding the coccyx. Actually it’s just a piece of consciousness. It doesn’t have a shape or boundaries around it. It’s a piece of perfect, a piece of the Oneness. It is you, your own spirit spark, or spirit pouch. It is your eternal soul. At conception in your mother’s immortal womb, implanted by your father’s immortal seed, you as an immortal spirit spark came to Earth. It immediately attached to Mother Earth’s spirit spark of immortality at the center of the planet, and became one with her. Her father is the Sun. There is always a mother and a father in form life.
Mother Earth’s immortal spirit holds you to the form life so you can live, breathe and grow a form around your spirit spark. And so the cells start dividing and coagulating at conception, and start clinging together. They are under the guidance of an immaculate intelligence. You are a baby spirit spark in this particular form that is being built now. You are an immortal consciousness as a spirit spark, but your body is not. You are conscious intelligence building a body. You are here to build the perfect form, so perfect that you as an immortal consciousness can thoroughly enjoy it! Forms have the capacity of pleasure. Forms come in diverse shapes and sizes. The opportunity for creating and feeling good in a form living with other forms has yet to be explored and experienced to the maximum degree. This is because form life gives SO much pleasure that the spirit spark expands and expands through the process known as nirvana or samadhi (a total bliss-out), until it jumps out of the form and returns to the ocean of love and bliss from which it came. It is referred to as “home” by the beings in form.
Now let’s talk about the mechanics of the spirit spark and how it distributes through the form to keep it alive. The celestial infinite consciousness is now seeded on Mother Earth to grow this form. There is a main channel, the spine, which grows up from the tail bone where the infinity pouch is located. This spiritual pouch of infinity and immortality is called the kanda, or kundalini. From this location a solid channel is built that runs up to the head, and two solid legs grow down upon which it walks on feet on the earth. The spirit spark of immortality is located at the center of the form [tailbone], the hub of the wheel so to speak. And it is a sphere. While solid earth cells build into the recognizable form of a human being, the spirit spark which is doing the building radiates outward all around, 360 degrees, like a light bulb radiates a room or a space around its location. This light is conscious. It is called an aura but most people do not see it with their physical eyes. It is a piece of the infinite sea of life out of which all forms blossom forth. All forms are seeded by the same piece of oneness or immortal perfection.
The sea of life grows together to higher spheres because of the wisdom each individual spirit spark is contributing in its journey through matter and finite form. All are seeded and drawing from the same sea of perfection. Now, once stabilized in form the process begins of circulating this life-giving intelligence through the channels that were prepared for it to flow through. The design is immaculate. It knows exactly how to flow through the human form, for it is both father and mother God flowing now through the little human embryo and baby. It builds the perfect baby human and gives it birth. If the mother and father were masters of form, the baby is perfect. But all form life is contaminated from former experiments of right and wrong action taken. The errors are inevitable in building the perfect form and these errors need to be corrected. So life is lived again and again to correct what was a mistake in the last life.
Meanwhile the forms come and go. They die and get buried in the earth. Science refers to errors in a person’s body as faults in the DNA. This comes from prior form life of the parents and also of the baby. All form life is seeded by an immortal spirit spark intelligence experiencing trials and errors as a form. The spirit spark does not have a form in its original state of consciousness. It is simply aware, conscious and intelligence without a form. It has no flaws yet whatsoever. It is a pure spirit spark that comes forth through birth to experience playing on the fields of the planet with other spirit sparks. The spirit spark matures in understanding through form life.
Planetary life, i.e.,form-building and form-enjoying, is an exciting project for creator. Creator is the immortal oneness, the everlasting one. It breaks off a piece of itself and creates little spirit sparks through intention and directing thought in its own way. It directs it downward to give it birth in matter. It slows it down by descending the vibration, so it coagulates and becomes clumped together the way water freezes into ice. However it is always a piece of perfection. It cannot lose its immaculate perfection, which has been called the immaculate conception. Immaculate conception does not refer to Jesus of Mother Mary, but of ALL human beings. All humans have an immaculate perfection in their beginning. They just cover over that immaculate blueprint with false information, or errors and mistakes, which must eventually be redeemed or corrected and “fixed” so the original perfection can radiate freely.
Now, safely born on a planet again in another new baby body, the spirit spark begins once more to familiarize itself with this new form. On planet earth we are human beings. On other planets the forms take on different shapes that do not necessarily look human, but may look somewhat humanoid. There are many different species being born and experimented with in the sea of eternal life out of which we ALL emerge, consciously, into form life. The baby form learns to move its hands and feet, mouth and voice, head and how to eat and how to reach and respond to sensations of touch, both the good touches and the not-so-good touches. Different energies that come within range. It can feel energies as if they are its own energies.
Now, look at how this little piece of perfect circulates through the body. It must circulate or it will not be able to breathe or pump blood or walk or talk or activate the vital organs that the form needs in order to be a living form. The geometric center of the human body is the tail bone called the coccyx. The spirit spark which is NOT FORM but consciousness, is located in that area of the coccyx, which is called the mother flame. It radiates up the spine located within the backbone, to the head activating the brain, and travels down over the forehead and front of the body activating the organs as it flows downward. It makes a side flowing trip out the arms to the hands and fingers, and back again to the heart, where it continues the downward flowing below the heart, through the stomach, intestines and reproductive organs, feeding them with life force. At the sacral area it divides and flows down the outside of the legs to the feet and back up the inside of the legs to the coccyx area again and repeats the circulation system of infinite energy up the spine to the head and back down the front. Now, when it reaches the head it is joined by the downward flowing of the individualized father God, called the I AM That I Am." (from DK's online book on 2/21/23)
11/27/24 - Tantra was a teaching!
Well, tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and Doug and I send greetings to everyone from our quiet home in the country for a wonderful and happy Thanksgiving Day. Enjoy and be merry! We are staying home tomorrow to enjoy a microwavable turkey dinner alone, since busy energy of socializing and restaurant life doesn't appeal to us much any more.
Also, for those who know me, my cell phone and email have lost power and are almost gone. A new cell phone is on its way to me, and a new gmail account will be set up as soon as it arrives. So, as of this moment, I am curtailed in my abilities to communicate. Although texting is still an option, technology is fading. But Doug is my practical partner who takes care of upgrades in technology as I spend time in the higher zones beyond this reality. There are many changes taking place in these days of planetary ascension. As you may notice, I am posting mostly video messages channeled from our own Galactic families of light. We are all connected - they know us and we know them - will know them when they begin landing. Many are coming into realization, but many are not there yet. Please read the transcripts I've posted (of the videos) and get caught up. We are transcending the old fear-endowed systems. They are fading fast. Don't let the confused babble of the crowd distract you. Transcend the babble. Rise higher, be heart-centered and use love in EVERY situation that evolves. You'll be surprised how fast this works. This is the main teaching of the Ascendeds and the Galactics.
Speaking of the Ascendeds, as I browse lazily through the Master DK's many channeled messages from him over the years, I ran across this one below, which I would like to share today. His underlying message has always been to remain in the neutral position - also known as the quantum field. Allow, allow, allow yourself to blend, merge and unify with kindness, love, compassion and peace. There is no such thing as an "opposite". Just many other opinions. We've put up guard rails of resistance to alternating opinions. Take the guard rails down! There are no opposites. Only other perspectives. Raise your kindness to higher levels. As you give love, you receive love. As you give forth appreciation you receive appreciation. Do not resist. Enjoy the show that is unfolding before your very eyes! Enjoy it from the neutral place of your own heart center - the half way ground zero between heaven and earth.
TANTRA WAS A TEACHING
by Master Djwhal Khul
The more you relax, the more your etheric, mental and emotional energies can enter into your cells and tissues. The feeling of peace during yoga is the feeling of your higher bodies coming into alignment and peace with your physical body. Tingles of peace are a sign of the bodies coming into harmony. Relax and let your higher self come in to rest and relax your physical. You are not just mental, not just physical, not just emotional, you are more than these three. You are all of these but you are fragmented. Separated from your self. If you were not separated or divided into painful fragments you would be experiencing ecstasy. On Cloud nine. Your outer duties would be irrelevant. You would be in joy connected to the web of life, the tantra of life, all around you, inside and outside of yourself. You would see the people around you in a glow of light, peace and harmony even though they would not be experiencing harmony. Yet you would see them shining in the aura of bliss, happiness and joy.
Tantra starts with lining up and connecting with your OWN fragmented energies. Line them up first in yourself, so there is wholeness and peace within you, and then you can connect with others (in this case a lover or beloved partner) and expand the wholeness energies that each of you have cultivated and prepared within yourselves. Before making love, do this by meditating together. The teachings of tantra include this as ritual. You can get a jumpstart by having a session with David (Real name, Marcus. Marcus and I were working together at the time I received this.)
Tantra was a teaching devised to teach mankind about his inner powers in a fun way. Since he (man) was outer focused, playing with objects and others in a physical standpoint, sex was a main drawing power. By focusing on the love, wisdom and power that lies within him and comes through him and the others with whom he is playing, he thus learns about what feels good when touching certain spots on the body, and what doesn’t. It is a teaching about Self. The inner Self is flowing through him and never stops flowing. But it can be cut down to a small trickle. Tantra teaches man to pay attention to what feels good and therefore put more focus on that location in the body. The inner Self has powers that the little mind and outer body doesn’t. The power comes down from a higher place beyond his conscious awareness.
He is learning by practicing tantra, which is a scientific ritual practice which focuses on the pathways that this inner power takes as it descends from beyond his conscious awareness. He thus learns to trust it through experiencing the pleasant sensations vs. the not-pleasant or blah sensations. He learns to turn it up for the full power to flow through him. The power comes from above his head, or above his outer-world focus. Its anchor is in the heart. The power comes from a flame within the heart. It is his own immortal life flame that is anchored in his heart. The higher self descends down from beyond him and is anchored in the physical heart. In the ocean of physicality the heart is the life raft upon which he can feel solid and stop the turmoil of rolling waves of the ocean. It is the life raft just as the life raft you see in the ocean, bay or the great lakes in your planet, towards which swimmers go for rest while out in those great waters.
Some have said the gonads are the base of operations in the body because feelings are felt in that area. Others say the head is the base of operations because intelligence and reason comes from that area. Let us say both are right, but the heart is where the two converge and become merged - intelligence and feeling. Mind and body come to rest in the heart when a soul learns to bring these two consciousnesses together into the heart. It requires a period of inner focus to do this. Those who believe the gonads are the base of operations do not understand that the feelings he is getting come from the planet, Mother Earth, who is a living breathing spirit and she is reaching up to the sun who is her parent source. She was birthed from the sun. Just as you were birthed from spirit and reach upward to your parent, so does she reach upward and send upward her praise, thanksgiving and gratitude to her parent source. Thus you feel her reaching. It comes upward through the bottoms of your feet and travels upward through your legs and spine to your heart, where she experiences (through you) the merging with her parent source. When we get our lusty feelings we are really getting HER feelings. They become lusty in our bodies because we do not let it flow through the gates which we have constructed and thus the earth energies are stopped and blocked below the naval. We are smaller versions of her. We live on her surface. We are her children and we feel what she feels.
Those who say the head is the base of operations because of the intelligence that takes place there, don’t have the whole picture. It is not the head or brain from which intelligence and thought originates, but the sun which shines its intelligence down upon the earth and her children. It comes from beyond, beyond our brain and head. This is proven when the body dies. Where does the life go? Where do WE go? Our consciousness and all the wisdom and knowledge we have gathered? We are immortal and we are drawn into pursuing immortality. We are an everlasting consciousness but we don’t know it yet. As children of our parent source we are striving to become like our parent. We want to know. We search for answers. We search for fulfillment. We are coded to succeed in becoming like our parent. It is in our DNA.
Our light body is our pure template that carries the pure divine within us. We preserve our unique identity when we succeed in knowing who we are, by blending with the pure light that runs through our bodies, minds, feelings and brains. We add ourselves as unique identities to the growing numbers of other unique intelligences that pervade the universes. We do not lose our identities; we gain them. We join with our greater selves and we join with others. When we pool our identities into the vast growing intelligence and love of the creative principle, we gain more wisdom, love and power as an individual. We do not lose! We gain uniqueness because of all of our past adventures and learnings. We simply pool what we have learned - great as it is - into the great pool of the creator. And we grow as creator grows. In individuality, intelligence and love. That is when we graduate from the dark planet of earth - and of all other earths - that existed in pain and struggle. We are home free!
11/24/24 - Red Light Therapy
A brief update on what I've been doing. I've discovered LLLT - low level light therapy. It consists of the low red light spectrum from the sun, in the form of LEDs. Many devices have appeared on the internet, including very expensive red-light caverns, all the way down to devices less than $100. When I started researching online, I was inundated with many websites selling red-light therapy wraps. It became too much so I stopped looking and let it go.
Suddenly I saw what I was looking for: anything under $100 that fit the criteria from the book by Dr. Richard Gerhauser called "The Secrets of Underground Medicine". The sun has different spectrums but they are well balanced. This LLLT technology has taken the red spectrum and infra-red and created devices that emit these rays through LED lights. They are making news and creating miracle healings, if one is to believe the reviews.
So I bought one from Nunawave.com for $99.99, with the right red light spectrum. It is a small panel of red lilghts with a remote device to blink time and setting. The first time I used it on my lower back and tailbone. Nothing much happened. The next time I used it, the next day, I shift occured in the pain. Insted of feeling pain it in the lower butt muscles, the pain shifted higher up. Now the front digestive tract is involved. Since I do inner work and am tuned into my inner feelings, I can tell when shifts occur. Now there is a blockage under my diaphragm. These are GOOD symptoms, not bad. The red light is not only shifting my energies around but I am feeling more vitality - surprising surges of energy.
I will continue posting. I am also playing the EE (Energy Enhancement Technology) at night when I sleep and sometimes during the day. The space age technology by Dr. Sandra Rose Michael.
I just posted a new video on TODAY'S POSTS from the Pleiadian Council of Light. The Galactic families are here, walking among us. They/we are called star seeds. We come from the stars and reincarnated here on earth like everyone else. Some of us for many lifetimes. You may be a star seed if you are drawn to this information. If not (quite yet) you will be. We are in the midst of ascension. Rising as a planet to higher, more loving, more unified realms of vibrations and frequency. You will feel it in your sense of softness, sweetness, relaxing, calming, heart-felt. I can feel it for myself. Can you?
Also a new video came out on The Med Beds. They are now ready to be offered to the public FREE OF CHARGE. More information is needed. I'll blog about it when I hear more.
11/21/24 - Your heart is electromagnetic
Your heart has more circuitry than your brain does. Your heart is hard-wired to Father-Mother God. Your heart belongs to God. To complete our mission in this life, we have to connect with our heart. Here are some heart decrees. Memorize these heart decrees and say them out loud every day, three or five times or more. Your body belongs to you, but your heart belongs to Father-Mother God. Your body belongs to you as a blank canvas for you to write on and take into journeys with, go on adventures with and imprint experiences into its cells. Your body was given to you to see what you can make of it. But your heart belongs to Father-Mother God. Your life in the body is for a limited time only. When you are in your head, you are using your human will. When you are in your body you are using your human will. But when you are in your heart you are using Father-Mother God’s will. You can’t help it because your heart is directly connected to Source.
Through your heart the divine enters into the physical world. When you focus your attention on your heart you are plugged into Father-Mother God. Your heart becomes richer. When you start using the heart decrees every day you will build a momentum of conscious energy and awareness to Father-Mother God. Your heart will start to talk to you. You will get messages. You will start to be guided from a most benevolent place, to go to the best situations, with the best solutions. Your heart is not your mind and not your human ego. It is difficult to know the difference because your consciousness is in both places. Your consciousness is in your mind and in your body, as well as in your heart. But your mind contains only storage data like your computer does. It is artificial intelligence, while your heart is pure intelligence from Creator.
You will become aware of the difference as you do the heart decrees daily. Your soul is connected with the Creator. Your soul is really you. It is not separate from you. You are your soul having a physical experience. But your soul - your real self - cannot come into your human life until you open the door of your heart. You don’t have to be there 24/7 because your attention is in the physical human world to do your tasks and to explore and to create. But if you do the heart decrees several times a day you will begin to build an automatic connection to your soul and your creator. Memorize the heart decrees and take about five minutes every morning and evening to say them. Out loud is best but if you can’t do it out loud because people are around, then do them silently in your mind, focusing in your heart. Point out that your heart is electromagnetic. Your heart is directly connected to God, electric, and Mother Earth/Mother God, magnetic. (Master Djwhal Khul on 9/7/15. The heart decrees he mentions were not included, but here is one I've been using for years.)
"I AM THE LIGHT OF THE HEART SHINING IN THE DARKNESS of being and changing all into the golden treasury of the mind of the Crystal One. I Am projecting my Love out into the world to erase all errors and to break down all barriers. I Am the power of infinite Love amplifying Itself until it is victorious world without end. Amen."
11/20/24 - Discovering the "Knower" in you
Browsing through my 2015 journals I discovered this one from Master DK. I asked him a serious question and got a serious answer. He said,
“The man-woman issues that you experience and continue to experience are actually an inner journey as you seek understanding about yourself. You learn through bumping up against what is NOT comfortable to you. You play with this for awhile, struggling with it, and if you are successful in accepting that this really is not what you want (some people never discover this) then you will shed it and not do it again. Of course the evolutionary journey is about discovering this process in a kindly way so that you do not hurt other people in the process. So when you reject them you find ways to let them down easily. This is the hard part. What you are learning about yourself is what doesn’t fit comfortably with you, and what does.. What doesn’t feel right to you? Do you continue to hash it around and try to make it work? This prolongs the pain and the struggle. What feels good to you on all levels, will cause elation and joy. if it feels good on only one level but not the other two or three levels, It does not cause elation, but rather a sense of a pulling towards something as if that something will give you completion. For example, a piece of chocolate cake might taste good to your tongue, but your mind knows it is wrong for your diet and your feeling causes a feeling of guilt. The man-woman issues are the bumping up against energies of other people, to show you that there are many energies that exist in your life and it is a matter of selecting those energies that complete you and fulfill you, rather than trying to make something fit when it doesn’t fit you at all. Like a dress two sizes too small just won’t give you a good feeling. The man-woman issues are a journey in self discovery but many people do not give themselves enough credit to believe their inner intuition. They may have a gut feeling that this person is not right for them, but they try to make it work because they don’t believe their feeling. They believe MORE in being courteous and trying to fit in. This is being dishonest to yourself when you do this. It is damaging not only to yourself but to the other people you are engaging with because they too are not feeling comfortable. If you’re not feeling good about the connection, then they are not feeling good about the connection. Elation and a joyful happy feeling is always the sign that you are doing the right thing.
"The man-woman issues and struggles that you have pertaining to sex is your path of learning about what fits with you and what doesn’t. The discovery part is what doesn’t fit. Trust that and release it and let it go. You will move on when you become consciously aware of this. To remain unwilling to accept this is how you remain in the struggle. Evolve your awareness by trusting your sense of good and bad. By discovering what makes you feel bad and releasing it or taking steps to release it. It may take time. You are discovering the truth of your inner self. It is a discovery of awareness. It is not an outer world discovery. The outer world presents things to you one at a time. As if on parade these things and people come into your view. It is up to you to say “yes” or “no” to these persons and objects. You must decide what doesn’t fit with you. As you eliminate the not-self, you will be left with your authentic self. Your real self. That which has been called “the Knower”. This is the part of you that is eternal and lives on after death of the body to live again in another body, all the while gathering wisdom and understanding."
K’s words were very clear. I have taken the fundamental meaning of his words, which come in the form of higher thought, and have expanded on them in my own words here. But the lesson was clear. I understood.
11/18/24 - On developing your own personal physical identity
Every day when I open my laptop I let random action take hold. It's strictly spontaneous. This morning I ran across this one with Master DK and decided to share it here as a blog. On that morning I had asked a question, "Why do I have to put so much effort into being here in body? Why can’t I just go with the flow that is so natural for me? Is it really important to have a personal physical identity anyway? DK answers:
“Of course you do! When you went into the light in 1976 you lost your personal physical identity and had to work at rejoining the earth reality. Bob helped you. Relationships, intimate relationships, help you to ground into earth reality. It is a necessary evil to stay in the earth reality, otherwise you lose it. You lose the connection to this reality, this dimension of life. Many people don’t want to connect with this reality, or can’t because they have not developed a method that is practical, in a uniform manner. You have to build your identity and your knowledge how to do it, up through the levels so your life here is coherent and a base is established to make it easier. Many people don’t do that. They don’t know how. Your education is lacking. Your work with intimacy through swinging and sex has given you a solid base because you had the grounding in the light first before beginning. Then you were able to take it to the next level, up the spine to higher levels, because you were able to FEEL what was not a right vibration for you, what was not a good fit for you. You were able to detect the difference, it was coherent to you, you were equipped to handle it. And the longer you stayed in duality, you continued to test the waters of the “other” vibrations around you that you were exposed to, and compare them with your own true comforting vibrations.”
(Me:) So every morning when I wake up I’m lying here trying to re-attach with THIS personal identity, THIS body and THIS timeline, otherwise I am a bit groggy and out of sorts, kind of lost with hardly no vitality. So THIS is what gives me vitality, right? By tuning into THIS body? That’s what I do in the morning lying here in bed trying to find some reason to move? Looking for connection?
DK: “Yes! Vitality flows through your connection with this earth identity, this earth dimension is the dimension you are anchored into.”
[Later in the med. room, the left brain and right brain are reaching out toward each other, breaking down the wall that divides and separates them into two halves. I see the lines reaching across borders. They are dark lines, or gray. There is no light shining, just lines flowing together, reaching towards each other and I am consciously aware that I’m doing it, I’m bringing them together. Also I see that it is not the way I imagined it. Left and right brain are not two separate tendencies, one masculine and the other feminine. No. It is not that. We humans did that. The brain was designed originally as a whole brain. The left brain has all of the functions of the right brain and vice versa, but they have been divided. The right brain has all the functions that the left brain has, and vice versa. They have been taken apart and divided up. Our distorted control system programming did that to us. We were trained to operate as enemies. Our ancestors were trained to think and act this way so the genetic material was passed on to us. The left brain is capable of receiving input from the celestial spheres just as much as the right brain is. And the right brain is just as capable of masculine acts that need to be done as the left brain – like abilities of rationalizing, organizing, assertiveness and competition.]
11/14/24 - A super significant dream - more on etheric body
As I woke this morning a dream was fading. A bush, or tree, is weak standing between two other trees. It is not getting enough room to expand its etheric field. The tree is weak and dying. A boy is also having trouble at home, age 16-19 yo. I sit with him and talk with him. He too is having his auric field weakened by his family. They live too close together and are sapping his energy. They are not aware. He is aware but he doesn’t know what to do about it. Next there are lions or cats in the jungle. They are leaping from tree top to tree top, but they have to ascertain which trees are the strongest before they leap, to know which tree will support their weight. That’s all and I woke up.
The significance of this dream is the central spinal column. It is weak because there are two side roads, a right and left channel, going up around the central spine. They represent the male proactive side of me, and the female or submissive or passive nurturing side of me. These two side roads are monopolizing, zapping and taking all the lifeforce energy that runs from earth to sky, up and down the spinal column, which is meant to stabilize and support the entire structure. But these two side channels are taking the life force energy away fromthe central spine (often called the 'rod of power").
In the eastern guru/master tradition these two side roads are called the Pingala (the right side masculine), and Ida (left side feminine. They are shown in graphic form today on the internet as the well-known medical "caduceus". This represent the staff of the God Hermes, where both Pingala and Ida swirl around and around the central staff/spine leading from earth to crown (earth dense materiality) to sky (light, airy and abstract spiritual).
This is super significant to me, for I have been a feminine submissive for many lifetimes. I've had about 20 flashbacks to lives before this one and can relate to the submissive side of life naturally. Now, with this "fall" on my tailbone I have broken the block that held this part of me back, releasing the proactive side of me which has been sorely repressed. I am having difficulty integrating it, difficult walking, but it must be done.
Today I am experiencing a hard-lined attitude shift as revelation after revelation seeps through from below my conscious awareness. It is all about becoming aware. I am healing myself by becoming aware, and shifting my attitude from being submissive and trying so hard to help others. Now it is all about balancing myself and walking on TWO legs, supported by the spinal column and expanding into the wider more relaxing etheric body. No more attempts to be airy-fairy and light-filled. It is time to get real, get practical, get logical. As my husband has been saying all along.
11/13/24 - A personal update - the etheric body
Still struggling with my painful tailbone and butt. The last two weeks I've tried walking, stretching and mild exercise, but that didn't seem to produce any improvement. The tightness persists along with pain. The doctor said there was no fracture, it just takes time to heal. So now I am changing tactics and resting a lot. Perhaps that will do some good. They say rest cures all. Meanwhile, I will continue posting messages of love. It is important to get these messages out for we are in full-scale ascension mode as a planet. We are ascending into to higher consciousness realms in the local universe - moving from third density (third dimension), through fourth density (lighter dimension) and on into the fifth density (a quantum leap into the light). We are not moving physically, but consciously. It is more difficult to grasp this concept but I will explain. We are entering realms of unity, love, light, truth, purity, grace. And healings are taking place.
My experience has been unusual and totally new, even for me. I am reading other comments on the internet, and know that MANY other people are also going through these ascension experiences as well. I am not alone. I thought for many years I was the only one experiencing other worldly realms, but now I know for sure there are many more than I realized. The world is growing and changing. This gives me more freedom to talk about these things more. The last 40, 50 years I have been aware of the Light and Love of Celestial Realms. I experience them often, having been a student of the Ascended Masters. My chief number one guide has been Master DK. Plus I have had connection with the Galactic Federation of Light, or if you prefer, the extraterrestrial planets of Light.
This morning I saw a star ship in the early morning hours. I haven't seen one in awhile. I watched it blink on and off, fade and reappear, plus I received the coded signal, which is simply a mental impression that cannot be explained in words. Since I live with a practical husband who does not believe, I am accustomed to his worldly response (smile) but he has a heart of gold and is very supportive of my hobbling inability to walk. Continuing on with the ascension experiences...
As we move into the fifth dimension we are entering the quantum field of unity and love. Fears, worries and negative attitudes cannot live in the fifth dimension. This is the dimension of contact with others in unity, communication is direct heart to heart, mind to mind. All is one. This is the realm of "All That Is" - the One Infinite Creator. Yet it is composed of single individual consciousnesses who have accepted unity, love and light. They are happy. They are Home. They are Free.
These are my words, not meant to be repeated. I am telling my story here, sharing what I wish to share, personally. This is a connection with myself, alone. There are many who may read this and perhaps doubt or snigger, and that is OK, for each is deeply personal and sacred. It takes courage to share such deeply personal things. Yet, as we move up the ladder of evolution to higher consciousness realms, we learn that we are not alone. There is a sea of life here, composed of many individuals. Little by little our antagonisms and struggles start to fade as we approach the fifth dimension. This leads, at first, to confusion. What is happening? Why do I feel this way? What should I do? Who can tell me what to do?
One must adapt. It takes time. Old beliefs eventually start to fade. Some hang on longer than others and refuse to give up their old former beliefs and worries. But others are learning to let go and allow the gracious move into higher love, more refined graciousness. As a planet full of thriving human beings, we are each one having to take this journey alone, by ourself, leaving the heavy dense material world behind and experiencing lighter feelings of goodness, of companionship, of loving kindness. Have you noticed? I hope you have noticed. As the old beliefs fade, so do the fears and worries. It is a most beautiful experience to allow this to happen. There is a community of loving souls starting to inhabit the planet. They may be living right next door to you. You never know unless you share some of your own precious insights and read their response.
It is not religious. It is sacred. It is spirit. It is love. Religion has cast a heavy pall over the subject of God and Good. This heavy pall is falling away. At least for those who are prepared to let them go. And whenever I lie down to nap and play the EE System (see my blogs below about EE Technology) I go into a beautiful bliss state which can only be called another world, another reality. It is sweet, innocent, blissful. It is like going into the Light. When you go into the Light you are Home again. Then when I wake up from my nap I am back to the way things were before I went to sleep. The world as we know it. I.e., the Matrix with its disordered, fragmented thoughts, confusion, division, separation, random fears and worries. It shatters my bliss!
A message from the Master Djwhal Khul about the Etheric Body.
The etheric body is the understructure of vitality and power that feeds the physical body. The human race must learn about the substructure, the infrastructure of the etheric body that supports, nurtures and feeds the physical body. It is generically called the soul. It doesn’t matter what name is given to it but soul is as good as any. Or the etheric body. It is made of physical atoms and subatomic particles, same as the physical body, but these particles are spaced further apart. The etheric body is more refined, and therefore invisible. The physical body is more solidly compacted together. The etheric body is the gathering space, like a reservoir of forces that accumulate before feeding into the physical body through the nadis and nerves.
The nadis are the lines of light that are part of the crystalline light body structure, or the tree of life that supports the physical body. What is gathering in the etheric body? Many forces from ALL sources that are either attracted to us by affinity, the law of attraction and repulsion, or simply that are randomly passing by in a loose, fluid state like water. These particles flow in currents, attracted by larger more potent forces. Some are good, some not so good, some downright negative, some mediocre or neutral. But they are forces that have not coagulated or found a home yet. They are passing through the earth. If you are not managing your auric field with attention or given these forces direction, if you are not discerning which ones you want and which ones you don’t want, they will accumulate in haphazard fashion. You will get all of them that happen by.
When you are not aware of how your body works, you are not guarding your auric field and you are receiving forces beyond your control, allowing them to build up around you. Your substructure is your etheric body, the invisible auric field. This is the field that supports your physical body and helps build your muscles, blood, organs, bone, nervous system – or weakens it through debilitating forces, including forces of disease. This is the reason for inner work. As you visualize and become consciously aware of your etheric body you start to notice what forces influence you. Which ones you are allowing in. You start to be more discerning. You become more conscious of shifts in your mood or feeling. Maybe it’s a shift in physical feeling. Like me today after eating Chinese food I had an immediate abdominal reaction of discomfort, and spent the next hour back and forth from the bathroom. I had this reaction last time I had Chinese food. I will start to notice now and be more careful what I eat.
Or they could be psychological forces like a strong dislike striking you, or anger or hate or warnings of suspicion or jealousy. These are energies that are striking your auric field. Humanity has not been aware of these OUTSIDE forces, assuming something is wrong INSIDE themselves. There are many outside forces that come into you through your auric field from outside you. Your etheric body is this reservoir of fluid, fluctuating energy that is surrounding you within your auric field. YOU are the one in control of it, or should be. If you are not in control of it then you are susceptible to outsiders influencing you and controlling your thoughts and feelings. This is the battlefield which you should be aware of. Consider this before going to a doctor to cure you and seeking prescription drugs.
In the religions of the world it was referred to as the soul, an invisible unknown to humanity until recent days of enlightenment. We are becoming wise. Become a wise and good steward of the land of your physical body. You are the landowner. You own this piece of land. Notice what is growing in it, or below, out of sight, beneath the obvious surface. You can improve on it by nipping a growing force in the bud, before it has time to take root, before it becomes a belief, like a disease can become a firm belief which is difficult to get rid of. There are techniques that are becoming more available. Listen to them. Choose one that appeals to your sense of rightness and try it out.
It is YOU who are the guardian of your life, body, mind and feelings. Learn some words to speak out loud, affirmations they are called. Such as “I AM” affirmations and statements of positive nature. They were called mantras and chants in the East. Omming is a universal sound to use, or humming. Aum or OM means “I AM”. It affirms you as a self-conscious identity. It means simply “I am what I am” in many universal language.
11/8/24 - You are not a physical being! By Master DK
[Prelude to blog: The Master DK gave this to me back in 2018, six years ago. Re-reading the book I am about to publish on his channelings, lessons and writings, this one is SO good I decided to share it. I am taking a break from researching the EE Scalar system by Dr. Sandra Rose Michael. I've been writing about her for the last nine days. But I DID post some new links about her on the ARTICLES page. I discovered she has a website with some great photos, credentials and family history. It's a very good website.]
(DK speaking:) You have both a human ego nature and a spiritual nature. You are not supposed to choose one over the other, but simply become aware of this fact. As you consider this and think about it, you begin to merge you two natures together, your human ego and your spiritual nature play together in your humanness. There is a blending. Your physical body is not important, but your ego is as you merge it with your spirituality. You are enraptured with your body while you are in it, but the non-physical aspect of your spiritual nature is what activates you and calls you to attention, for THAT is who you are, not your body. As you become more conscious of this fact - that you are not the body but the awareness that lives in your body, you call more of yourself into play. Your non-physical self is more conscious than you are in your physical body, confined as you are to your physical body.
You can test the fact that you are awareness. When a bird squawks over head you turn your awareness up to see. When a child cries you turn your attention to see where the cry came from. When there is a flash of lightening in the sky you look to storm clouds. When you feel the ground tremble under your feet your attention is drawn to the ground. When you feel a cold draft you wonder where it comes from. You are drawn to outside disturbances as they strike against your physical senses. This is what makes you believe you are physical. But who is it who is being aware? What part of you is being drawn to sound and sensation? You are the driver of your vehicle but your vehicle goes places on its four rubber wheels that you, yourself, would not go. Your consciousness is the driver of your physical body and yet it remains unnoticed. It is the observer behind the mask. It is the seer behind the sight. It is YOU behind your mask and YOU behind your sight. You are not a “what”. You are a consciousness and you are non-physical.
You are an individualized unit of consciousness in a sea of consciousness. You became individualized by having experiences in the PHYSICAL world. You now have memories of your experiences. Furthermore, you have the power to change your focus from where you are in the present moment, to imagine being in another place. You can place your intention to move your physical body to another location. You are attached to your physical body but your mind is not confined, nor are your emotions. You are non-physical consciousness, and when you are not in a human body you retain the clarity and memory of all of your experiences. You are evolving from having so many experiences in the physical world of duality. You are growing spiritually, as a spiritual being with a unique and specialized mind. Your ego as an identity is aware of far more than what you think you are aware of. When you are attached to your physical body you may go to sleep and be temporarily free of your body. You have dreams which are memories of experiences in your astral body. When you are sleeping or at death, you continue to be an individualized and specialized unit of consciousness. You are aware of how much more you really are. You drop the veils that surround you when you are “awake” in the physical world. You remember certain dreams. These veils may drop away while you are “awake” in the physical world, through flashes of insight and deja vu feelings. This shows you that you are growing more aware and awake of your non-physical identity. As they drop away you realize more.
The body confines you within a concrete form which is enhanced by its physical senses so you can see your physical surroundings, hear physical sounds, smell physical fragrances, taste physical food and touch physical objects. Thus you know yourself as physical. Yet you are still an individualized and unique unit of consciousness.
When you are sleeping you continue to be an individualized unit of consciousness and you slip out of your body while it sleeps, and have experiences we call “dreams“, some of which are meaningful and others which are not. As the focus on the physical body disappears during sleep, your consciousness becomes more aware. It travels around in a higher plane but it is not easy to bring that awareness back into the physical when you wake up. You slip in and out every time you go to sleep. Every time you die a physical death you drop the body. You have had many births and deaths of your physical body. You have lived in many different parts and cultures of the world, but these memories are erased each time you are born again. It is a merciful act of kindness that you don’t remember your previous lives, for if you did you would not be able to concentrate on THIS life. Memories are erased at birth but you pick them back up again when you die. You remember in bits and pieces gradually, for the waking up process must go at a comfortable pace, otherwise it would literally blow your mind. We all have flashes of insight from our other lives, including our off-world lives on different planes. These are what we label “deja vu”. They are memories stored in your individualized and unique consciousness which is eternal and forever you. You are slowly, gradually, becoming aware consciously, within this physical body. It is an extraordinary experience to have such flashes, for your parents and grandparents did not have them as often as we do today. We are moving to higher ground in what is called “spiritual evolution”. The human race in its entirety, is waking up, and there is such a thing as planetary mass consciousness. Even though cultures are different and the types of clothes worn look foreign, and the language strange to our ears, each unique unit of consciousness dwelling in an earth physical body is part of the planetary consciousness. We are all one consciousness. We are all cells participating in the planet earth’s spiritual evolution. Mother earth is waking up and we are all a unit in her waking up process.
Why were you born at this time? Who are you? Why did you choose to come to this time and place? We all have free will to choose our mother and father, the country, city, society and culture to be born into. I was asked once, “Why did you choose to be born in that little town?“ My friend was born in a big city. I did not consider at that time that I had a choice, but I began wondering about it. Why? And I discovered that I wanted the quiet of a little farm community. It really was a choice. And my parents were humble people, farm people. They did not push me or expect too much from me. It was a peaceful childhood and it gave me plenty of time to adjust to this new life.
As we become aware that we have a spiritual nature (one that lives beyond the physical) and aware that we are an ego, a personality that never dies but who jumps from life to life and body to body for the sake of experience in order to learn and evolve ourselves, as we become aware of this we begin merging our humanness with our divinity - the REAL ego, what we might call the divine ego, the spiritual personality that is growing more aware of itself with every new insight, every new stripping away of the veil that closes in around us. At one time I believed we had a higher self. Now I see that I AM my higher self, discovering this truth. It’s a process of enlightenment. And as I become my higher self and allow in more of my higher wisdom and knowledge, I see that there is yet still a higher self beyond me, and I can see beyond that there is still another higher self and another and another, and so on up the ladder to my source, my home, where I come from originally, to my Father/Mother parents. We “remember” our way back home in the same way we remember our way back out of a deep thick forest and lose our way. We “remember“ our way back home. It is this incredible journey we are on.
This body is temporary, no different than a child’s body is temporary as we pass on to adulthood. Experiences are steps along the way but they don’t last. They disappear in a puff of smoke. The masters say, “It is all illusion” but the illusion is necessary for the time we are passing through it. The ego is passing through experiences and beyond to other experiences. It is a journey through many planes of thought to reach the home source from which we came, which is the plane of full knowledge and complete love. And we carry all that we experienced back with us, never to be lost. We become the wisdom of our journey. Every jot and title remains with us, as we bring home the tales of our journey and tell the stories to our sisters and brothers and parents. We are a specialized and unique consciousness, one of a kind. There is no duplicate. We do not lose ourselves in the vast sea of life. We add to the all-intelligence. We become a piece in the grand puzzle. We are a piece of the source of ALL life including evil.
Knowledge is power. As we accept the fact that we are not the body but a very special unit of consciousness gathering experience, knowledge and love every moment of the day, we begin to access more knowledge from the higher aspects of our Self. We are awakening. We are beginning to grasp it. We pay more attention, and keep looking up, not down. It brings more alertness. And lest we forget that this article is posted on a website dedicated to sex, love and intimacy, there is something we need to remember. When two people are close together in a bedroom, each one absorbs the sub-atomic particles of the other. We bathe in the aura of each other so it behooves us to be at our finest and best, to think the noblest thoughts, entertain the greatest love we can muster, and fantasize the greatest imaginings so that we can more fully expand our lovemaking.
11/7/24 - My Session at the EE Center in Naples
As promised, here is a brief summary of my session at the Energy Enhancement Center (EE Center) in Naples Tuesday. Over the last week I have been blogging about the EE Scalar Wave Technology that I've discovered and have been eager to try it out in person. It has been promoted heavily over the last two years and centers have popped up worldwide under a unified agreement to keep prices affordable.
The tangible effects of the EE session did not show up as a physical healing, but there was a subtle effect that began the following day. First, the physical description of the office I visited and the incredible technology. In the Naples center it is in a small office, very small, on the second floor of a large modern medical building off Airport-Pulling Road in Naples. The office manager, not the owner, sits at a small desk beside a folding screen (which she didn't fold) and behind the folding screen (if she chose to fold it) were two recliners. One for the more serious client which has a mark on the floor underneath the recliner. The other for a second person.
There are four towers of stacked computers referred to as units. Two stacks in front of the recliners and two behind the recliners. Each stack contains six computers, presenting a total of 24 computers in all. All have screens flickering blue or pink or white light with moving numbers, strange mathematical symbols and algorithms flashing and moving. Some of the screens are flickering upward, some downward, some slow, some fast. All 24 computer screens are flickering and flashing their mysterious numbers and letters silently out into the room which was otherwise darkened.
The manager escorted us to the recliners and made us comfortable with blankets should we need them. My husband escorted me to the session. When I asked where he could sit to wait for me, and whether he could use the other recliner, she said that he would have to pay the $70 since it is $70 per person. But then she decided to give him a waiver since he looked (and acted) like a non-believer. So my husband sat with me for the two hour session and read his phone while I reclined through my first EE session.
My experience was amazing. When I first entered the flickering darkened room I felt the deep, deep relaxing peace that everyone has reported feeling at these sessions. It is very comforting and peaceful. The scalar wave technology has been described by the inventor, Dr. Sandra Rose Michael, as universal harmony of love and light. A mathematical super-genius, Dr. Michael was the only child of two super-nerds, and from early childhood was exposed to scientific projects that her parents were involved with. She herself had memories of being on Atlantis when things went wrong, and she herself says that she is still "pissed" at what they, the Atlanteans, did to this beautiful planet. Her interviews are really interesting.
The scalar waves of universal harmony, light and love have been put into mathematical formulas by the super-nerds for use as a technology. These computers aim the energy out into the environment and the harmonious energy from the 24 flickering computer screens brings the distorted energy of our modern world into coherency and harmony. We live in a toxic soup, according to Dr. Michael. This is the reason, apparently, why everyone who enters one of these EE chambers feels such deep peace and relaxation. Love, light and harmony are constantly flickering into the room.
My personal experience was sacred and private. I cannot begin to put it into words. Since I have been doing sacred inner work for a number of years, I was already in communication with my higher self and spirit guides before I entered the chamber. Once settled in the recliner, I wiggled my painful butt into the least painful position possible from the so-called "fall" on my tailbone several weeks ago, and began talking to my guides, the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, my higher self and my body elemental, with whom I have begun a more personal relationship. Inner awareness continued all through the two hour session, and it was a most amazing, incredulous conversation because it was so coherent and clear. As if I were talking to real people in my mind. I will never be able to remember all that I learned in that session, but it's not important. My soul remembers.
Though I did not notice any tangible effects on my painful butt, I did have a very high vitality at the end and couldn't stop raving and asking questions of the manager. But the next day I began my own phystical therapy training at home. More about that later. This was the subtlety that I must elaborate on with more care. The deep inner influence of universal harmony is not a tangible thing. It is an attitude shift.
I highly recommend researching Energy Enhancement Scalar Wave Technology (EE Scalar), especially if there are health issues or painful disorders of the body, mind or emotions that the medical profession can't seem to cure. Gain your own understanding of this technology. It is inner work. I have posted some videos on this website. Especially of Dr. Sandra Rose Michael being interviewed. Her story is so interesting and enlightening. She explains in her soft, gentle and charming way how this technology came to be. See my ARTICLES page for these postings.
11/5/24 - Happy Shift, Transition and Ascension Day
Good news all around. From me. I can't elaborate. It's all beyond the normal thinking mind. I'll report back in tomorrow after I've been to my "space-age" healing center in Naples today, in a little while. We're about ready to leave the house. I've been very active by text and email today with a certain "few" individuals. It's amazing. I'm super elated. I will try to explain later. The new EE scalar system is galactic-sponsored, and on a higher frequency scale than our usual accustomed "reality". It is subtle. It is very, very subtle. The subtlety is a deep sense of peace. A sort of settling in kind of peace that ripples through the body and affects the attitude. It makes you think "Wow!" And Wow, again. Like, where does THIS come from? But it doesn't matter. Bring it on. I love you. It makes you say "I love you."
Blessings to all who read this. I would like to remind you to notice your body. Not your mind but your body. Simply notice whenever you feel a deep peace come to your attention. It's like a sweet haunting song that starts playing somewhere in you. It's like an open link or an open channel. It like part of you has come home. Your REAL self has come home. Or part of it anyway. Your divine self.
Maintain this open channel. Remember this open channel. It's always there. The world outside of you tries to distract your mind, but if you can notice, simply notice, your body sensations, the subtle deep peace that settles through you like a blessing, like a grace, then remember the feeling and tune into it once in awhile.
11/3/24 - Update on the EE System
I am so sorry - my blogs have changed because I have changed! There is a real battle going on right now between the pain in my body and my ability to overcome it. It's the tailbone, lower back and butt. The doctors have not been able to fix it, and so I'm moving on. This new EE (Energy Enhancement System) has come to my attention, so I have been exploring it and it is space-age technology. The inventor is a genius level, charming woman who appears on several videos. I think of her as a galactic because she speaks the same language as the Master Djwhal Khul and the Galactic Federation of Light, with whom I have been studying for many years. I've been collecting and posting videos of Dr. Sandra Rose Michael on the ARTICLES page. Be sure to watch some of them. This healing modality is beyond amazing. Miracles are taking place by people who have sessions. There are many comments posted under the videos and they are increasing. This is the Earth equivalent of the promised "med beds" but it has been invented by an Earth woman. Her stroy is incredible. If you listen to it you will see what I mean.
I have an appointment for an EE session Tuesday the 5th in the Naples EE Center. I will report back.
11/1/24 - More on the EE System
For an up-close look at how the new space-age Energy Enhancement System technology looks and appears to a potential user, there is a virtual transmission of the real thing on the ARTICLES page. I just posted it today. The use of the word "virtual" is my word. What we see is a number of computer screens buzzing and flickering with blue lights, algorithms, mysterious symbols and numbers. These are moving rapidly, and apparently are scanning the environment, organizing the fractured energy fields into coherent, healthy and natural light-encoded energy fields. This is according to my understanding. The units are continually moving and communicating with the energy of the environment, bringing it all into harmony. Also I understand that even a virtual transmission, such as this video, has some benefit to anybody in the vicinity. The implication is to wath the video and experience it. This is what it says under the video:
"EE Transmission / Share this to help humanity!!!" Video
The following video is intended to act as a transmission of powerful energy to assist you in accessing deeper portions of yourself. Watch this video to experience the benefits of this powerful transmission and please comment below with your experience afterwards! Most importantly... share this with the world!! Please note that although this transmission may positively impact your life, it does NOT have the same effect of physically being in the same room as the technology. No need to constantly watch this. Being around it is enough just as you would in a center, only a center is much stronger of course when you are there physically :) I encourage you all to use this transmission simply as a compliment to your physical experiences with the Energy Enhancement System and please share this transmission to help raise awareness! Be sure to go to a location near you to experience the highest form of benefit from this incredible technology!! Jason Shurka
10/31/24 - A Personal Update - EE System
Just to let everyone know, I have been working hard at rehabilitating myself from a very rapid deterioration of the lower back, tail bone and other functions of the body. I've been to the traditional doctors, so that base is covered. And now I am exploring a rather radical approach. A friend suggested the Energy Enhancement System (EE System) and I have been researching that. It is definitely space age. It's an energy enhancement system, or I would say energy integration system, in my own words. I haven't had a session yet.
This all came out about two years ago. That's when the videos started appearing on Youtube. The main promoter is Jason Shurka on Youtube. Space-age technology is wild! My understanding is that you sit or lie in a darkened room with computer screens - there could be more than one - that buzz and flicker with moving mysterious algorithms, as the units scan the body and integrate the various fields of your body. (My interpretation.) I've been googling around and learning about it. It is space-age technology similar to the Med-Bed promotion that has been going on for the last 10, 20 years. The med beds have been promised by the Galactics, but the inventor of this technology is an earth human.
Dr. Sandra Rose Michael invented it. She is the daughter of two geniuses, and is herself a genius level person. Her philosophy is my philosophy. She speaks the same language that I have studied for years with Master DK. So I am totally sold on this technology and want to try it for myself. There is an EE Center here in Naples. But even more importantly, I have been uplifted, inspired and regained my faith by listening to Dr. Michael. She has combined spirituality and science to manifest a physical healing technology that can be used today. She supports my belief that we are made of light. That our cells contain light, pure unadulterated light. And that light is our nature, innocent, intelligent and capable of maintaining a perfect body. But our nature has been disrupted by a very toxic environment. According to Dr. Michael and her son, who was also brought up around the sciences as his mother was, and who now manages the system, the EE System brings all the various levels of energies in our body back into harmony and proper rhythm again.
However, there is a teaching that goes along with this new technology. We can't just be healed and continue eating McDonald's burgers, cookies and candies and toxic foods. We have to learn how to be responsible to our own bodies or the healing will not hold. We must learn the science of good eating and good behavior, proper lifestyle activities. But this will be easy because the energy enhancement creates NEW energies that are uplifting. We will be come more positive in our natural thinking. Negative thoughts are OUT!
This is over and above normal thinking and many people might ridicule it, but what is the space-age for if not to elevate and expand our consciousness and understanding? The EE System, according to videos, is healing bodies in amazing ways. I believe it and I want to promote it. Spread the idea about it, anyway. Understanding will come slowly, over time as we are exposed more and more to the miracle stories that are coming out. It will take a leap of faith. Dr. Michaels has said this is her mission, to heal the world with affordable technology. She is a charming personality, BTW. She's friendly and easy to watch as she explains things beyond my understanding.
Centers are popping up all over the world. Jason Shurka is doing a lot of promoting on Youtube. See him there. www.unifydhealing.com is where a person can go to find a location of a center, and purchase these units. Apparently, those who start centers to heal other people, must agree to keep their prices affordable. Not to overcharge. It must remain affordable so that everyone may be reached for this amazing technology. Dr. Sandra's story is interesting. Listen to it. I've posted some videos in the ARTICLES page on this website to get started. Her approach is both scientific and spiritual.
My personal situation has strengthened, not because of physical healing (haven't been to a session yet) but simply by attitude. I now BELIEVE I can return to fully functioning body and walking again. This alone is encouraging, uplifting, inspiring. It has already improved my functioning ability. Send my love to all who read my website. Feel free to contact me via the contact page.
10/30/24 - The Light from above, and the light from below
A realization one morning while cleaning the patio of cobwebs and taking down the lights. It is so grungy and dirty and I am so worn out doing it. Then a realization came to me, probably from my steady and constant mantra “I am the holiness…” I am drawing on two separate sources – the light above and the light below that has lived and died, locked in corpses from ancient, ancient, ancient eons ago. The life on this planet has lived in material forms since the beginning of time, since the planet began holding life forms. There is experience here in the dead and decaying soil, clay and debris of the earth. Experience in the form of light electrons that can never die. These electrons can never go out. They are God sparks and they are locked into the soil and our bodies are made of this same soil.
We are pulled down, drawn down by the tiredness of past lives. However there is life experience, lesson experience, evolution experience, knowledge experience trapped in these electrons lived and died by individuals like you and me. This is the substance of light. The planet is a living planet of electrons but they are not redeemed, not recognized, not claimed, not honored. They have been scattered throughout the planet, deep down in the soil.
I am drawing on them because I have awakened kundalini and I have been focusing on them. I did not know this in the early days of my kundalini awakening. I am learning. Halleleuia! I am learning. I am being exposed to ancient light. So OK. I am also drawing on the light of our creator God, Father, above me, the abstract Father who has never been on a planet before who is infinite and everywhere. He is the creator light. He is pure intelligence and has never known form. But he dwells in form through is God Sparks. He is the one who made us, with his God sparks - the electrons which I am reading about in the book "Electrons and the Elemental Kingdom". I have his blueprint in my cells, in my soul, in my heart, in my consciousness, in my awareness, in my "here and now" attitude.
So I am drawing on this abstract knowledge of absolute purity and also drawing on the experiences of the light,
the God sparks that are locked in matter. I triggered kundalini to activate back in 1976 and it opened the seat of my soul. It is a grounding force. It is the kundalini. It is the mother force. It is the intelligence locked in matter waiting release. It is now drawing on the light stored in the Earth planet soil, which is all broken up and fragmented through the many lives that have lived and died on Mother Earth. It is waiting to be honored and claimed and USED. I am drawing on these now. I am drawing on the light above and also the light below. I wonder how many people are aware that there is light in the earth soil? That Mother Earth is holding in reserve for those who will find her?
When I draw from below I feel the seat of my soul open and it slows me down, because it is grounding. It goes in the opposite direction that up high into the sky. Master DK said, "Consider the opposite when you are struggling. Go where you do not want to go. There is the balance you need." The Earth is the opposite direction from the infinite sky. Instead of looking up all the time, look down half the time. Alternate looking up and looking down, inhaling the sun and inhaling the earth forces. OMG! I'm on fire with this realization! (1/12/23)
10/26/24 - Back to the Light!
There is infinite light inside every single human being - also within the plants and animals but let's keep it to humans for now. I have seen it! It is amazing. However, when seeing it from inside a crippled body, the knowledge is grounding in. Since my two-day stay in the hospital, the pain is getting slowly worse, to we have an appointment Monday for the neurosurgeon. But I am working constantly, day and night, with the Light in me. .There is a monumental buildup of knowledge that has accumulated. Now, however, I think I must be going through some kind of test, because I am crippled from the fall on the tailbone. I was told by DK that it had to happen to break open the suppressed pingala, the male aspects in me. So that is what I'm aware of. For those who don't understand, just move move and don't pay any attention. I must share this knowledge publicly for anyone who might benefit from it. The new Earth in fifth dimension is all about openness, connection, sharing, assisting, helping, elevating, letting go of ego-control. I have had many lifetimes as a feminine giver, server, helper, healer BUT - this is a big BUT - in helping other people I may have taken away their pain, but I interrupted the person's soul mission to learn a lesson from that pain or that situation.
This is the new revelation for me today. I am realizing what it's like to be iin pain and NOT have someone trying to relieve me. I must face this myself. Yes, I have a partner living with me but he's ideal. He's busy doing his own thing, leaving me free to handle my pain by myself. Entering into the shadow areas of life - the areas you never saw before - this is the deep revelation that I prevent many, many people in prior lifetimes, from learning from their pain.
I don't know if the reader can make sense of this, but I am simply saying it like I see it and KNOW it. I know it because it was revealed to me by inner sight. The Light is the core essence of everyone's body. It is what flows through every cell. It is the "All That Is". It is the God Self. I connected with it and I'm so amazed and excited. The presentation was very, very simple. It simply presented itself. And so it is. Please feel for Light in you. Know that is flowing through you right now. It is intermingles with your everyday awareness. Stop for 5 or 10 minutes and stop thinking. Stop moving. Close your eyes and imagine you're falling off a cliff into air with no ground beneath you. Feel the presence of the Light. It is Love. It is peace. It is nirvana. I have been feeling it wafting through me since the hospital stay. This is part of the journey into the fifth dimension. The planet is ascending, elevating, raising its vibrations. The light in the trees, the forests, the plants, the seas, the fish and water life, the minerals, even the moose, the deer, the snake and the elk - all of them have the light flowing through them and they too are being raised in consciousness.
So too are we humans being raised in our consciousness. Our awareness, our sense of change is taking place subtly. It is being done systematically, automatically. The ego is changing. The way things appear is changing. But it is all so subtle. You do not have to know how it is done because you are simply a part of the all-knowing Light and you are flowing with it as it flows through you and the planet. The all-that-is made everything in the beginning and brings it all back home to itself in the end. Blessings and love.
10/21/24 - Back from hospital!
Brief update: I just spent two days in the hospital after injuring my tail bone. I had slipped off the big medicine ball while stretching backward for my back. Slipped and bumped my tail bone in the tile. Slowly it manifested in severe pain. Now I have been scanned and examined and pumped and prodded to extreme and I'm back home today with pain meds, a walker, and a plan of action. Plus I am more enlightened. It has been a powerful wakeup call. I became aware of things while lying in the hospital that I never could have seen otherwise. The transition and ascension into a brand new expansive way of life that is healthy, positive, peaceful and serene, is underway. We are all being called to raise our spirits and not be pulled down by the negatives of the human collective - and deal with the pain of karmic back lash with an open mind, listen for the gift that is coming out of the back lash. It enhances and corrects what was wrong. Work with it (the pain or struggle) as best you can, yes, but don't let yourself be pulled into feeling "bad" or depressed. That energy was everywhere in the hospital. I noticed it, it seeped into me, dulled me down, but I called on my higher self with a reaching up attitude like reaching for the gold ring in the merry-go-round as it comes by! I reached for that light and pure glistening joy and excitement as best I could - and I dealt with the slow sinking depression of hospital life. Don't be pulled DOWN, be pulled UP.
Be pulled UP. That is your higher self. The you that is conscious on an infinite wider plane of love, light, hope, excitement, victory and expansiveness that goes on forever and ever and ever. I have seen it. I have bene there. You go there too in your slumbering. Or maybe your daylight hours, I don't know. From your higher self you can see the potential of the lower world, and the problems that are bogging it down. Maintain an open and innocent mind, inquisitive mind. Focus on your heart for sixty seconds at a time seeing a brilliant sun shining there. Breathe deep, deeply, to full capacity and let it out slowly, slowly, to full capacity. Your heart is the hub that swirls energies around you. Higher spiritual energies and denser earth energies. They co-mingle and swirl together. The higher aspect of your SELF is trying to reach you through the swirling. Hold still a moment and focus on the sunlight in your heart and breathe deep. It will still the busy buzzing of the outer world. Give yourself a sense of your higher self by doing this 60 seconds at a time of focus on your heart. You heart is the hub which swirls heaven and earth together. We get both the high glimpses and low negatives. Pausing for 60 seconds on stillness and sunlight shining in the heart (count 1-2-3-4). It will bring earth and heaven together in marriage. Your body will feel the peace. Peace is uplifting. Do this often during the day.
Love and light to all. Keep your eyes on the skies, on the heavens (heaven is in your higher self). Keep your inner focus on the glistening clarity that flashes from time to time, and on the celestial clarity of the night sky, and the cosmic day. It is there and will seep through to those who retain an open listening peaceful mind, waiting for that flash of perfection from the higher self. Blessings to all. I hug you all. I feel the depression of those who are depressed and want to take it all and spin upward into the sky because there is the father light, the ultimate father who receives the depressions and transforms them. The mother light is located at the tail bone. It is the kundalini that holds the innocence for the body vehicle. It is the kindly mother that nurtures us and makes sure we keep breathing. Do not give up. Hold onto the faith of the father/mother god within. It is there. It is kindness. It is compassion. It is love. It is pure and unadulterated. WE are the wones who adulterated it. Now we return to the father/mother light that is pure. May we meet again soon. I feel the pain and I feel the greater love that erases pain and hopelessness. Love to you personally.
10/17/24 - Balance of Power, Part 2 - Yin and Yang
Yesterday's blog on Balance of Power was abruptly cut off yesterday due to circumstances that are unfolding. The recent fall on my tailbone has cracked open energies that have been long hidden from me. I thought I was eternally a feminine being. Nurturing and forgiving. But what is being revealed now from slow and deep inner work, is quite the opposite. I am a singular celestial intelligence that divides into male or female whenever I descend into physicality and become embodied in flesh and blood. Humans live in a duality, a world of opposites. So we each have to decide, on a soul level, which gender we want to embody as. It has been many years working with the Master DK to get to this point of understanding, where I was ready to crack open my tailbone (!) to release, reveal this information to me. But there was no other way to do it. Lessons come from within oneself, No teacher guide can give this information to us. We HAVE realize it ourself. The pain is worth it because I'm very excited to know that I have a more masculine aspect within me - a power I never realized. Let me expand a little more about this.
Many prior lifetimes as a woman enhanced my femininity from the time I had my first sexual encounter. Before that I was an innocent carefree child. I did not know I had been repressing the masculine side of my nature. I was born female, after all. As an adult I have tried to develop some masculine abilities but they didn't develop well. I could not do it. 99.9% of my nature was feminine from puberty on - and submissive to men. This natural feminine nature was enhanced to much greater proportions when kundalini awakened in me 48 years ago. Many lifetimes prior to this, plus an OBE into the light in this lifetime, has increased my loving nature a thousand fold - but I'm still a normal human woman! I just accepted I am what I am, and had given up any hope of being able to be able to assert myself as a rational clear thinker. I am a submissive female, and that's that. Dependent on men for all practical purposes.
Now, just the opposite happens to men. This is part of the teachings that are coming forth right now. To those men have had many prior lifetimes as a man, has enhanced his masculinity from the time he had his first sexual encounter. Before that he was an innocent carefree child. He did not know he had been repressing his feminine side. He was born male, after all. As an adult he may have tried - and may have succeeded - in developing some tender, loving, nurturing abilities. And there are men who had many prior lifetimes as a woman, but who has chosen to take a male body this time around in order to "lean" more and learn more how to be masculine.
In other words, lifetimes as a man is done by repressing the feminine nature, and magnifying the masculine nature. And vice versa. Many lifetimes as a woman is done by repeatedly repressing the masculine nature and magnifying the feminine. This is done to enable us to have opposites. It is through opposites that we bump up against each other, either for pleasure or lessons and soul growth. We evolve by learning what is good for us and what is NOT good for us. We need the comparatives. This is the way of the galactics too, I have been learning. We have been shielded from knowing our place in the order of things, but we are simply lower on the totem pole of intelligence. We have been kept from knowing the truth. We have been kept quite ignorant.
But as we move into higher regions of light in these times of ascension (dimensional shifts, increasing solar flares, warming and cosmic channelings from higher beings), we are being flooded - literally flooded - with truth of how the universe works. Be prepare for inner enlightenment. It is coming whether you are ready or not for it. The shifts are activating the light that has been blocked, jammed up and backed up, packed tightly inside our physical body cells. This has always been the teaching of the ancient wise men, the teachers and mystics of old. They told the story, but only to those who were ready to hear it. Are we ready? I have been studying under the Master DK for 48 years and I still feel like an ignorant dullard. There is so much I don't know. This is the most recent revelation. Me, a submissive female, lover, nurturer, healer, whatever, suddenly learning that she has masculine abilities to fight when needed.
So if you're a man you have a feminine side equal in strength to your masculine. It can be cultivated with your permission, tactfulness, patience and knowledge. You were made into one or the other gender at birth to give you a physical focus, for this is a world of duality. But you CAN balance your power, because behind the scene you are one single intelligence, or power, pulling the strings and making life decisions. Balance your power.
If you are a woman, you have a masculine side equal in strength to your feminine. It can be cultivated with your permission, tactfulness, patience and knowledge. You were made into one or the other gender at birth to give you a physical focus, for this is a world of duality. But you CAN balance your power. Behind the scene you are one single intelligence, pulling the strings and making life decisions. Balance your power. Everyone has a singular whole spirit - named "holy spirit" at the center of their being. This one whole power has been divided into two separate forces, but we are being called to balance ourselves now. The marriage of yin and yang.
10/16/24 - Balance of Power - Inner Power!
Several days ago while lying on tennis balls on the floor for myofascial release on my spine, I heard the words "Balance of Power". The first thought was of politics, but then that was silly since I'm not into politics, I waited a bit. Slowly it came forward into my awareness. It was in reference to my bumping of my tail bone 10 days ago. The pain started out non-existent at first but slowly built into an ache and then in a slight pain and then into a fully body pain from feet to head - all on the right side. I had started doing a sideways bend off the end of the bed, as per the myofascial therapist's suggestion, to stretch my right side, ligaments, cartilage, tendons, which was my tight and hurting side. The bumping of the tail bone was after I started that. OK. Now here comes the good part.
From deeper and more prolonged inner work, the balance of power was my body telling me to balance the left and right channels that go up my spine. The yin and yang channels, or passive feminine and active masculine. In Eastern philosophy they are called Ida, the passive yin, and Pingala, the extroverted yang. The revelation that came to me was (and the Master DK said the tail bone "bump" was not an accident but necessary to crack open the door that has been locked for eons.
I have had many lifetimes being a yin, feminine personality, repressing my yang side which is the action side of me. I have been a submissive, holding back my assertiveness, keeping myself subservient. I will skip the long, drawn-out lecture on divine feminine. While I used to blame the men for their power over me and not seeing the beautiful nurturing side of life, this was all new revelation for me. The shadow side that I kept below my awareness.
I've had many lifetimes suppressing my action side. Now, I am facing the balancing of the celestial powers within. This pertains to everyone, either from the male side or the feminine side. (More later. I am being called to action!)
10/13/24 - Why the "No-sex" massage called Ascension Massage
A friend wrote, thanking me for my last newsletter, "It is time to wean." I began thinking about his request "How do you do this when you are single and alone, and have desires for a partner to love?" Yes, it is an issue. I have been also thinking about that. The lifestyle of couples swinging is a wonderfully freeing up movement. In the swinging lifestyle, people can enjoy themselves because they know everyone there, including the hosts, are also free. No one there will judge anyone else. It is an open-hearted, joyful atmosphere. I enjoyed the lifestyle very much for that reason.
Now I want to implement a NO-SEX massage called Ascension Massage. This is going to present a problem to most everyone - even those who have never been involved in the couples lifestyle. I myself don’t want to stop the freedom movement of couples lifestyle. It is a very joyful movement. I have been hesitating to implement the Ascension Massage for that reason. Even though the Ascended Masters have guided me toward it over the years. Now I am finally approaching a conclusion. Perhaps too late for me, but I can talk about it. That seems to be my role in life - to express thoughts that go behind the normal. No-sex massage must be a teaching session only. Not an end product in itself. It is the missing link in human affairs. It is very much needed to prepare people for deeper awareness. It is a spiritual step to inner enlightenment, yet while staying within the human social culture of fun, pleasure, enjoyment and creativity. The couples lifestyle is goal-oriented toward physical sex. There is pressure to engage. These are two different movements.
It is like going to kindergarten before first grade. You must be prepared. Or like finishing high school before attending college or university. Or like me learning to separate my brain intelligence from my soul intelligence. I just learned (!) that I must first get to know my limited brain first, before I can expect it to know everything that I know from my OBE or out-of-body experience. My disorientation and dizziness over the last three years. is the result of not understanding the difference between my two sources of intelligence. There are steps needed to be taken with the advent of new knowledge. New in-lighting. We must grow into new expansive knowledge. Expansive new knowledge is bigger, wider, carries more meaning than the former, limited knowledge. One must be able to recognize the steps how to expand. Otherwise there is confusion. There was for me. It would be similar to asking a child of 6 to solve a complex math equation. (Unless of course he happens to be a math prodigy.)
Back to my friend's question, "How do you wean yourself from loneliness feelings?" The Master is right - we must wean ourselves from the deep-seated fear of not having enough, and of being dependent on others to fill in the gap for love and friendship. What do we do about that? Well, we create something inbetween to help fill in the gap via human touch and togetherness. The human creature needs nurturance, validation, closeness and friendship, if not love. The Ascended Masters have been guiding me over the years. They are beyond physical embodiment and so they study us and see where we are going, what we need. They are the spiritual hierarchy for the human race. They have been here, themselves. They are now here to guide and support us who are not yet ascended. They do not want to see us suffer, but they see that we do things that keep our suffering ongoing. Like we keep repeating the same patterns over and over and over and over, ad infinitum. Like sex. We love our sex and our orgasms, but we are blocking the love as a result of our sexual habits. We are blocking it as a cultural belief, blocking it from flowing ALL THROUGH THE BODY.
If love were allowed to flow ALL THROUGH THE BODY, from head to toe, we would be walking love gods and goddesses. We would be feeling bliss, rapture and pleasure feelings all the time. Fluctuating and flowing, not like in one lump-sum explosion and then it's all over. This will go against the grain of most people reading this, but there is history. Ancient teachings about it. And there are studelnts today who know. The firs step is to experience it personally, within oneself, inwardly allowing the love to move. This, I have been doing all alone by myself for the last - ummm - let's say 48 years, counting.
We must have an in-between teaching that one can attend, to learn how to open the gateway that has been blocking the rising flow of love ALL THROUGH THE BODY. I need this class too. I'm a student, not a teacher, but I have been prepared to present such a class. I need some friends who will agree to work with me on this. I doubt it has ever been presented before, unless it be in a retreat session, such as true and authentic Tantra by a true and authentic Tantra master.
We humans are different individuals. We've been cultivating our differences. We each have different identities and personalities, likes and dislikes, interests and things that turn us off. How can we expect to find others who will agree to be loving and kind without sex as a goal? Opposite personalities do not naturally flow together. They have to work it out. However there is light within the cells of our physical bodies that few people know about. This is the light of the God spark. We are Gods in disguise because God made everything, including the human body. We just don't know about it. But we CAN activate the God spark in us with loving hands. When we put our hands on each other with caring, kindness and uplifting thoughts and feelings, it draws the God spark toward us like a magnet. Love and kindness attracts. And we receive the God spark from the other person, and the other person receives our God spark from us. Because it's the same God spark.
If this does not resonate with you, the reader, then disregard it. You have your own interests, this is mine. After being involved many years learning about love, I know that it is the larger love that draws us together, not the sexual love, except perhaps in the rare cases who know how to handle love, how to expand on love. The larger love draws us together because it transcends the lesser external differences that we play with in our daily lives. These act as a shield to the great love that is within our body cells, and prevents it from seep out and radiating and flowing through the rest of our bodies. It is the different thoughts, opinions and raucous interplay of different threads, some positive, some negative, but always different. It's the "not-love" that gets in the way of the greater love. The only thing we humans can use that will invite the greater love to blossom open and flow in us, is using high vibrational words, silent words, humming, chanting and other methodologies left by the ancient mystics and teachers. We can use them for ourselves today. We need to learn about them and practice them. This will help us to feel love growing within our own bodies, muscles, tissues, nerves, bones and diseased organs. They will uplift and help eradicate negative symptoms. This is the purpose of the Ascension Massage Exchange Network, which the Masters have been prompting me to do.
Opposites do attract, yes, because there is curiosity. And male attracts female and vice versa. But that's still focusing on external differences. Opposite opinions make the world go around. It stimulates us and often we value these differences. They inspire us to think and be creative and work up new models and approaches. But what enables these opposites to blend in harmony? Why love, of course. God-love. There must be an inbetween platform where we can gather people who are in agreement. Where we can leave our outer differences aside, idling in neutral while we focus on the God-spark within. Higher vibrating thoughts, feelings, mantras, humming, chanting, that kind of thing. It soothes the body into peace. It allows the love within to flow. These gentle vibrations lift our feelings higher and closer and better than the sex explosion which only lasts a few minutes.
10/11/24 - Melding earth and heaven together thru your body cells
Today during my exercise routine, which included some stillness exercises, I focused on the three highest layers of my auric bubble (aka the merkaba) as shown in graphics on the internet. I was told to do that yesterday by DK. This exercise expanded my thoughts so I started out writing, but ended up spontaneously with the following blog.
He had said, "The pure and holy God self is uniquely you. You have been working with physical bodies to learn how it is done. But you have been trying to meld your higher God consciousness into your physical body cells and it is not working. Don’t try to bring this down into body density. Then you become entangled with the impure energies within and around you. You are wasting time and energy to try. Instead, focus your attention on the three highest layers as shown in graphics of the aura. These are the purest, the highest layers of God consciousness that is within you. Identify with them."
I contianued expanding the thoughts. Use high vibrating words as direction finders, and then find the FEELING contained in the word. Happiness, Joy, Freedom, perfection, love, unity, God, I AM that I Am, harmony, grace, humility, perseverance, gratitude, oneness. Find the feeling in these words and apply them to your own body in sacred peace and focus. The sphere that surrounds you is not confined to the outer perimeter of your auric field, you are radiating it from within your body cells. Each cell, each molecule, each atom, each electron has a radiation coming from within it. Your whole body radiates or is dulled down, as the case may be. The God light is in the electron. The electrons gather together when the master directs them together with uplifting words, songs, mantras, chants, sounds, music and benevolent acts of kindness. The dullard does NOT direct them but allows the electrons to separate and scatter and lose its light. It becomes morose, sad, lonely and radiates unkindness. This is the feeling of pain, sickness and disease when separation takes place. The electron is the light of God that orbits around the proton and neutron. When the master who resides within the body uplifts them with song, praise, music, elevating words, feelings and benevolent acts of kindness, YOU feel uplifted. You feel happy because your muscles and tissues and organs feel uplifted and happy. Your feeling of happiness and joy is dependent upon your body feeling loved, happy and appreciated. This takes time and application. It does not happen randomly.
Pay more attention to your body. Your body is a community of many different parts. Some parts work harder and more often than others. It requires a community spirit to keep them aligned. Raise them up with sacred application. Yoga does this, chanting does this, mindfulness exercises do this, everything you do in your physical life reflects in your feelings of either joy or separation which causes downward feelings of negativity. Without daily application of self love to the God light within your cells, the electrons follow the path of non-resistance. Other energies come in from the outside. You breathe them in and soak it in, absorb them in via your senses. Via the lungs from the atmosphere and environment. Seldom do these uplift, because everyone is going through their own process of learning. Less-than-pure energy enters into you and causes your light within your body to droop, separate and scatter into fragments. Without knowledge of how the body works with the God light inside the cells, loneliness, pain, aches, disease and and despondency is the result. Thus, a daily exercise is necessary to uplift, praise, love and appreciate your body cells, for they are the God within you.
When you do this daily, and intermittently during the day and night, you are lifting the consciousness and the vibration of your own cells, maintaining a higher vibration within your lower, dense bodies. You have a physical body, an etheric body layer, an emotional body layer and a mental body layer. Each of these bodies is a consciousness filled with awareness. You, the resident master living in your body, are constantly learning what makes you feel good and what makes you feel bad. This is the reason for a physical body – to learn by doing and interacting with the physical world.
Be sure to lift your own personal vibration every day, and during the day, by keeping your thoughts on harmony, good feeling words and positive thoughts. If a negative thought appears, change it quickly to a positive thought and follow up with a feeling of positivity. This is the spiritual path. It does not require formal meditation. Walking your spiritual path through your daily activities is the best way to raise your spirits – by radiating higher vibrations into whatever you are doing at the moment. You are walking this path alone. Others in your life are also walking their path alone. As you are kinder and more appreciative of each other, you draw closer together as a community. You feel more harmony and constructive projects are completed in almost miracle-like fashion. Communicate your GOOD feelings often. Discern carefully before giving what could be perceived as a negative feeling. There may be a reason for saying such words out loud in order to correct a situation. Be discerning, for a negative will reflect a negative back to you and defeat the purpose of speaking.
Work together with your body, and be aware that your actions influence other people’s bodies around you. You are working together as a physical tribe, team and species, to bring forth harmony to your community. Uplift and blend. Correct where necessary, with wisdom and gentle counsel. With humility, not ego. The result is harmony and cooperation, as the God light within each person WANTS to reach out and unite with the other God lights around them. You, the everlasting soul are the God within you. You will pass on when you leave this body, but you will have left your calling card of light on the physical environment for future generations. Your physical vehicle is a temporary vehicle. It depends on the master residing within it to uplift it, support it and maintain its happiness and feelings of worthiness.
When we were first born into this body as an infant, we grew up only knowing the physical part of us. We were not taught otherwise. We learned that we are ONLY physical, thus the blinders over our eyes. But through the experiential process, we learned in our own way the lessons we came for. It is done through interacting with others. We gradually become aware that we are NOT confined to this physical body after all. There is more to us than a physical shell. We are heaven-sent to dwell here for a short period of time, to influence not only ourselves, but the physical planet and its creatures we live with. Heaven and earth are balancing one another through our daily interactions, blending harmoniously together, for opposites DO attract. Opposites learn from bumping up against another of different values. We must learn to work together or suffer deeper pain. This is a healing practice. Bodies can be healed in this manner, by loving your own body and lifting its vibrations you can learn to discern the difference between your soul, which is the intermediary between God I AM, and your physical body cells. The physical body has undergone centuries of fracturing, and are still hurting and in pain. You are here to bring harmony, peace, light, love and balance to your OWN body cells first. Then the radiation quickens within and you feel the joy of raising the body vibrations to more aliveness and clarity. Joy is God’s light waking up in you!
10/8/24 - More about ascension massage and the light body
A few alterations were made to the 10/6/24 blog. Please see below. The ascension transition continues as the Hurricane Milton is said to be on its way to Florida. I have been communicating with it. The hurricane, I mean. It is conscious force and it is slowing down. It is gentling. Do not be afraid of Mother Nature. She will respond to a loving and humble greeting. Fear causes disturbance. Transcend the fear and become aware of the living consciousness and heart of Mother Earth. She is eager to hear from you. Take your shoes off and go barefoot on the earth.
10/6/24 - A personal update about ascension massage
Things have been very busy on inner levels. There has not been enough time to write blogs. About ten years ago I posted on this website a plan to offer Ascension Massage, but it never was implemented. After years of training with the Master Djwhal Khul about how to blend opposites (spiritual with physical, or heaven with earth), it has finally come to fruition. I will share the most recent. This has been an extraordinarily long, involved, deep inner study which is completely inner training. There are no words to summarize it, but I can do my best to talk about it.
This past week I had my first ascension massage exchange with a man. What I would call as an ascension massage according to my understanding. He was a massage client ten years ago and contacted me after reading about it in my newsletter. We met and exchanged massages and my inner eyes opened. This sort of thing cannot be put into words, because it is a release that takes place on a deep cellular tissue level. The human condition is complex when it SHOULD be wonderfully naturally, simple and easy. But because we all harbor past lifetimes of trauma, both bad and loving good energy in our cellular tissues, we are bogged down by contradictions and confusions.
The Ascended Masters and spiritual guides have done their best to teach me and guide me, and I understand theoretically how it is supposed to work, and theoretically what the problem is. But knowing what to do about it is out of reach. What is needed is experience - personal experience - of release so we can feel it within ourself. No spiritual guide or ascended master or angelic force can do that for us, because WE are the one resisting and holding it back. We must do that release ourself. How? That was what the ascension massage was designed for - given to me by the Great Ones to implement but I have not been ready.
When I had an exchange with this man on Thursday past, I experienced that release of a fear. It was deeply ingrained and very subtle. I would never have detected it without just exactly the right chemistry of light to light. His light to my light. It was revealed to me in ways that I could not mistake it. The man's hands on me with caring and kindness and rapport, released the divine light in me with HIS divine light in him. He didn't know because I didn't tell him or show him. And it was the LIGHT that did the releasing. Deep within. Only the powers-that-be allowed us to meet and perform this light ascension massage. The man was of a spiritual nature. That which was blocked in me began flowing and I felt it and it turned me around. It was a seeping through, like the dawn seeps through the curtains in the morning as you wake up. That's how it felt. It was sweet, warm, and lovely. The recognition that I had been holding this warmth back, awakened in me as the man continued massaging me. Realization dawned gently, like a mother laughing at me as she stood before me smiling at me. So this is the Mother Flame, the celestial mother which I've been writing about. There are no words.
Why do we hold this beautiful essence back? HOW do we hold it back? I do not know. But now I understand what Ascension Massage will do for people. They have been nudging me to do this. My own higher self has been nudging me for years. It was all theory before. It was only a belief before. Only a belief. It wasn't a reality until last Thursday with a real live human being. It took another human being with sufficient light in him to activate the light in me. Then it was strong enough. This is how Ascension Massage works. It activates the light body.
I will continue to write about it as I have experiences. There are others waiting to connect with me but only when the spirit moves us to meet. It has to be with another flesh and blood human being who has sufficient light active within to connect. It is not ego connecting but light connecting. And I don't know who that is. Most people keep that part of themselves secret. Please feel free to contact me if you are interested HERE.
10/1/24 - Ascension is dramatic right now
The physical ascension is heady, exciting and exhausting. I can barely keep myself upright when I'm up doing work around the house and yard, but I have to keep moving. Because there is an inner electricity that turns on sometimes, when I remember to turn it on. I forget sometimes. But when I turn it on something happens. I get vitality and my physical body can't keep up. The key to keeping the body going (at age 86) is to keep going and rest often but not for too long. Lie down, rest, then get up and keep going. The inner electricity, spiritual electricity, is amazing. However, there are techniques I've learned about over many years. I'm going to start talking about them here in my blog.
I have had a lot of advice from inner realms what to do. Guidance is ever present - whenever I remember to tune in to it. Remembering is not always easy. It's easy to forget because life is full of distractions. It is a busy place here on Earth. Even for only the two of us living alone out here in the pastureland of SW Florida. There's so much happening to us and within us. The pot is boiling with thoughts and movement and ideas. The spiritual electricity is flowing. The trick is to consciously remember that it's there and to CONSCIOUSLY tune into it. To become conscious of it is to think attention to it. Turning attention to it is like a prayer, turning mentally to the heart and saying like "Fix this". Something like a prayer to the higher power within, which is actually, literally, your REAL God self by whatever name is comfortable. It doesn't require a specific ritual or pose or name or word or mantra or prayer. It just requires you to think of it and you can do that standing up working. Just by turning attention to it in a simple inner-focused thought for a moment or two, will do it. But there has to be a belief and it takes a while to practice and build a momentum of belief. That brings it on. That turns it around. It's like calling out to a friend who has her or his back to you. They can't see you so you call out their name and they turn around and see you. THAT's the connection that starts the spiritual electricity flowing. It's as simple as that. Once the higher self knows you want help, it will click in. But, again, it takes practice and the building of a belief system.
I did it again today. I've been noticing it on small little things. You may not believe this, but yesterday after the hurricane I was out cleaning the pool (my job). During the usual process of changing filters and starting the pool vacuum, I heard a screeching ssshhshshhshshshs, like water escaping through a small hole - and the motor stopped. Uh oh. First time that ever happened. After looking around, I gave up. (I don't have a lot of energy to give this mechanical work. I go slow.) Today I went out again and tried again. I found there was a leak in the filter tank, the water wouldn't fill up. It kept leaking away. I asked Doug, the practical mind between the two of us, and he came out to look at it. He didn't know either what to do, but he wouldn't give up. He kept thinking about it and poking around. As he was doing that I remembered to call in the light. I simply remembered and turned my attention to my heart flame and asked, "Please fix it" while imagining the sunlight in my heart. Then Doug said, "Let's turn on the motor anyway." I objected at first, thinking "there's an underground leak!" But I did it anyway. I filled it as far as it would fill and tried to ignore the thought of leaking. I put the cover back on and turned on the motor. Long story short, it worked. The machinery started working, the jets pumped water out into the pool, the equipment purred so smoothly we thought at first it wasn't working. But an hour later it was still going. But what happened? Where did the leak go? How did it get fixed? We were mystified but I kept saying silently, "Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
It is important to be humble and not boast or feel proud over seeing a miracle happen because you called on the light, but rather take the attitude of a child. Be naive and innocent. It is a child asking for an adult to please help. The adult knows more than I, a mere child who is confined to a playpen and has lost a ball outside of its boundaries. The adult is the one not locked up. It has the power to fix things. I have learned about attitude of humility from the Master DK. I report this only as a child who is still learning from grownups. I report this to share and support, to validate how powerful the grownups are - those who belong to higher realms than we who are still locked up and imprisoned. The universe is full of LIGHT. And light is knowledge. The Light knows everything. There is nothing that the light does not know. There is an answer for everything. Many beings like us have joined the Light forces. All have contributed to knowledge that we know as LIGHT.
All we have to do is ask and it will be given. But we have to build a belief and a trust and a faith. We have been lacking in education about this light that is within us. It built this body that we are walking around in. The light is there, it's not "out there" outside of us, as the religions have taught. It is within the cells of our body (hands, feet, organs, etc.) and the most important center is in our HEART. the physical heart. The heart keeps pumping blood to all the rest of the body because of this small flickering flame implanted in it. The flame is non-physical. It is a spiritual light that flickers in the heart. As long as that small flame flickers in the heart, we are alive and we can build on it. That's why the great ones keep reminding us to "go to the heart". It has been ignored because we keep getting distracted by the outside world. So many excitements and things to do.
The Christian Bible reports this phenomena of the flame in the heart as "the Christ". But the Christ isn't Jesus or Krishna or Buddha or any of the great ones of yesteryear. Jesus was one who discovered and lived the power of his heart flame to its greatest potential and conclusion. He showed it to the world by his own example. He kept saying over and over again, according to scriptures, "You have it in you too". "Ye are Gods!" And he was very humble about the miracles he created in his passing. He credited his Father for them, not himself.
At the next need to fix or heal something, hold an image of light in your heart - imagine your physical heart in your chest. And imagine the brightest light that you can - like the sun shining at zenith - superimposed over your physical heart. And say the words silently in your mind. "Please fix this" whatever it is you wish to fix or heal or improve or make better. Whatever words come naturally. THINK the words. The Light is but a thought away. Build on this belief and try it out. Don't wait as long as I have waited. Try it and start building a belief that this is really, really, honest-to-God true and real. It is the stuff of legend and was taught in secret in past ages or they would be put to death. It was not for the common person.
9/28/24 - Connecting to the power inside the pain
Physical pain really hurts bad. I’ve been experiencing raw nerves in the spine. It locks up and screeches when I stand up. But I’ve been studying/reading occult books (DK) and it is filling me in in many ways. Pain and struggle are opportunities for personal growth. Nobody wants to hear that but it’s true. It’s been said so many times, most people treat it as trite but they haven’t taken the time to study like I have. You can’t get the knowledge without reading and listening and absorbing the science behind the trite saying. And then there is the personal experience of the pain or the badly damaging situation.
I’m in the process of experiencing that ancient reality. One might call it karma, but I choose to simply recognize what I did wrong and improve myself. Let me see if I can explain it in words, the process of what happens when you walk right into the pain and embrace it. Right there where the pain is, the raw nerves screeching and your legs are buckling under you. You correct yourself to prevent falling to the floor, as best you can. I am learning how to do this. I say the words that I’ve been learning. “I Am God consciousness flowing down my spinal column". And I understand those words. I believe them. I know them. I’ve accepted them and am now picturing them as best I can, working at it, investing my time into them. They are not meaningless, empty or superficial. I have done the backing and filling, the reading, contemplating, mulling it over and absorbing. I have learned to walk the talk better. Not perfect but better.
I’ve been absorbing the ancient wisdom and the knowledge and the concept is sound. It’s logical. It makes sense. I’ve experimented. So now I have created a few phrases that I have committed to memory - words that I say to myself whenever the raw screeching pain appears. Instead of buckling under it, I redirecct my focus and take a superior MENTAL position, an ideal position of pure and perfect “I Am God consciousness” attitude as best I can. I go beyond the discomfort of the pain, detach as best I can, it’s a work in progress. I move attention away from the raw distortion of nerve pain and take a master’s position behind the controls, a more dominant position, if you could say it that way.
It is a mental maneuver, a move into the abstract portion of my mind. In so doing I take attention away from my body’s discomfort. It is done through abstract will power and determination. It's the blue energy, the blue ray, the blue flame. Will power, strength, courage and determination. It’s not an emotional maneuver but a mental one. The pain is still there but I’ve removed my attention on it and concentrated on the NEW thought. This has been difficult for me. I do not like to be mental. But I had to create a higher focus. The lessons kept pointing me in this direction - to become intelligent, go into the mental, the abstract, where thought is created. I finally got it. I couldn’t simply withdraw my attention from such horrendous pain and pray it away. I had to create a higher limb on the tree to cling to, to pull myself up with. Otherwise I would not be able to raise my attention level. The pain would hold me locked to it.
The key is to create something higher, better and more powerful. I did that. I began work on that. I substitute focus now on that something better, higher, more ideal, more pure, more perfect, which is God consciousness. I won the round. Up to now. I have gained a certain mastery by moving my consciousness to a higher level. A level above the physical pain of my body. This takes time to master. The pain DOES come back, it doesn’t heal overnight. But the next time it comes, I will again use the mantric words and re-establish my new position over the pain, by shifting focus. I get better at it each time I do this, though I am in the beginning stages I am already seeing rewards. Surprising rewards. I didn’t expect it to show this early in the process. In just one day I am seeing an important emotional calm and energy vitality seep into me. By not letting the pain break me by pulling me into contortions of hurt, fear,. abandonment, loneliness and yearning for someone to help me, as it has always done before, worrying and focusing on how bad it feels, and filling myself with anxiety about what’s happening and why, recycling these negative thoughts over and over, attracting more of the same by focusing on it so much, I weave my own spell of pain and stress myself out. This makes me more attached to pain than ever. I get despondent. It pulls me down in even MORE pain, more density, more darkness.
No! I have said to myself. No! I won’t do this any more. I will learn how to help myself out of this. I have studied, I have learned and I am now practicing by taking mental control and shifting my attitude to higher planes. I have the means and the incentive. I am focusing onto the highest concept I have. I’s more perfect, more pure, mor ideal. The Ancient wisdom is not a joke. It is not trite. It is a hidden teaching, meaning occult. Occult teachings are beyond normal human understanding which is limited understanding. Occult teachings are real. I am taking control over my own body’s deterioration. I took control that time, and I will again the next time, and the next and the next. It is a battle of wills – my higher will against my lower will. It’s a learning experience. I need to practice it daily. It’s like when two guys duke it out. Who is going to win? My old focus on the pain? Or my new focus of redirecting it to higher purer visions of perfection using “I AM God consciousness” as my foundation. I used to see pictures of people walking on hot coals with bare feet as a spiritual practice. I didn’t understand it then. Now I know. They test their ability to transcend pain. They are masterful beings and their power is in the ability to move beyond the physical prison of the human body. The spirit is captured inside the physical body until the spirit grows in enlightenment and understands how to free itself and relocate its focus, pin its focus and attention on higher ground, the next limb up on the tree, into higher realms of perfection. (From an old journal in 2022)
9/25/24 - What is the difference between soul and spirit?
This has always been a question for me. I wasn’t sure. I had a suspicion but was not convinced. This morning I asked a direct question, a serious question of myself, because I was reading DK's book (thru Alice Bailey, A Treatise on White Magic) about the etheric body. What is the etheric body precisely? Is the etheric body the soul? I received information as only I have become accustomed to receiving revelation. It is as I suspected. This is what I understand from that conversation.
The spirit is the pure LIGHT in the cells, which I have been assuming right along. The spirit is pure creator intelligence. God-Goddess-Creator Intelligence. Spirit is the life force, the living force keeping the body alive. This force cannot be altered, changed or contaminated because it is pure intelligence. It's not physical, nor is it energy. It is the intelligent design of matter. No amount of negative wishing or dreaming can alter that fact. It is unadulterated. Lifetime after lifetime it is the same life force as originally created. A unique design created at the moment the creator thought it into existence, and there is no other design like it, anywhere in existence. You are unique. And a perfect pattern is within you in EVERY embodiment.
At the moment of your creation you were sent out into the expanses of universal harmony and love to begin manifesting. This original design is called the immaculate conception in biblical texts. You are spirit conceived as an original and you have carried it within you as a mineral, plant, animal, human and further into the higher realms. You are building yourself. You were the creator's dream in the beginning, sent forth to begin manifesting. You are assisting in the building of physical worlds. Many lifetimes have come and gone while you experienced physical form life, taking time out in between form lives, as you worked your way up the ladder of evolution, expanding your awareness of yourself as a physical solid. You pushed onward, carrying the original perfect design with you as you proceeded, the way a builder of earth buildings follows a blueprint. Onward and upward we have built our bodies, because something in us wanted to. We wanted to do it better. We strived for betterment. We learned as we went along to do it more efficiently. We followed the light of the sun. The sun was our father every time we came into embodiment as a physical. We needed the sun to activate our pattern. The sun was our father life force. And so who is the soul?
Yes, the soul. Because every time we are embodied in the physical world, we inherit the previous structures of our parents - the genetics of their knowledge to date. They give us our start in this embodiment, they provide the original seed and baby form, but we carry within us our own pure original pattern. We cannot go anywhere without it because that's who we are. We live and breathe because we carry the original blueprint within us. However, we are so buried in the physical world, composed of solid mineral, plant, animal, air, water and composing earth dust, the spirit cannot reach us yet. Our physical shell and our lack of spiritual education has created a thick enclosure around our body so that our focus is only on physical. The precious light pattern within us cannot get through. We are a "solid". We are concrete living on a concrete solid world. Or have been. We are now in the midst of change and evolution.
The pure spirit within (which is intelligence and self aware) is our life force. It is what gives us the breath of life. We are able to breathe and move because we are spirit first and foremost. But awareness of spirit has been locked inside physical shells, like electricity is locked inside rubber wires and directed to locations, according to the whims and wishes of the inventor. Our life force is an electrical pattern hidden inside the cells, locked deep inside the womb as we will soon learn, located at the tailbone or first chakra. It is a precise pattern. Our uniqueness was given to us at the beginning of "time" by the creator. It is a pattern within our cells formed of waters, liquids, chemistries, blood and bones. During our evolution up through mineral, plant, animal and human, we have been growing and learning. Our awareness has been growing along with our form life as a species. We continue to ask, What more is there? I feel there is more! “I” feel.
“I” feel. And eventually the first barrier is pierced. The “I” awareness advances. The “I” awareness expands out beyond the physical limits and the etheric level is entered. The second level of seven levels of awareness. The second level of intelligence and a thrill runs through the body. “I” AM! “I” know! The etheric body is the birth of the soul - an extension of the pure divine being that was not known before now. The physical body quickens and becomes aware of itself. AWARENESS is the soul. Where we direct our awareness, there goes the soul. The soul is capable of making mistakes, but it is over-lighted by pure spirit so it learns to correct its mistakes. It is part of the great divine plan now operating. The soul is now evolving because it is aware of a larger plan. It is actively learning about itself and discovering the good and bad through mistakes and positive choices that cause happiness and excitement. It is a process of discovery. The soul is spirit learning how to build and live in a solid world. It did not have the tools or equipment before now. But now that the spirit has discovered more about the physical world - through its extension the soul - it is now a “skin-walker”. Prior to this birth of awareness, spirit did not know. Spirit requires more tools and equipment and experience in order to build wisely. Prior to this awakening of the soul, it was operating blindly, on pure instinct, unaware of what it was doing. Now, with soul, it knows more.
Thus the soul is an intermediary between the inner world of divine purity, and the outer world of solidarity and countless forces. As soul grows itself to higher realms of understanding, starting with the etheric body, each lifetime it takes on adds to its foundational knowledge. It has more skills, more talents, more appreciation of how to build with happy results. We are becoming more aware. We recognize when we do something right or wrong. We FEEL it. Our feelings are messages from our soul self.
9/22/24 - Get out of the old system
The following is an excerpt from TODAY'S POSTS (click it) which caught my attention. It's from Ashtar through channel Arthura Hector.
"Everyone has the right to abundance, but the one-way traffic that has arisen causes abuse of the material world. Share possessions of your own free will, so that everything in your life becomes equal in energy. GET OUT OF THE SUCTION OF THE OLD SYSTEM! Wake up and realize that everything is going to flow the other way around. It seems as if the clock is running backwards and the cosmos is turning differently. Chaos arises in the brain when you hold onto the old system. The more you fight to keep the old, the more exhausted you become. This can even lead to chronic diseases and ultimately death.
Prepare yourself because the opposite is becoming active. Rethinking works best when feelings and intuition open up. Accept the new wave, then the life energy flows through you and you live from abundance. Let go of the struggle and allow love to come. Be flexible and relax. No one can understand or control this new energy. Tune into the heart. Then you hear the voice of the new age, because it calls you and shows you the way."
9/20/24 - Joining the impersonal with the personal
(DK speaking:) There’s a cheater in every one of us. It’s the personal aspect of us, the small aspect that feels unloved and unwanted. But there is a larger aspect in us who lives interwoven alongside the personal unloved aspect of us. Both are us. The human experience is a learning experience. We are not human for very long. It’s a lifetime incased inside skin and bone to learn how to choose between the larger aspect which is love, light and transparent seeking the good within the whole, or choosing the small dense personal unloved and unwanted aspect. We are both. We are the chooser. We are the grand person of nobility and we are the small and rejected hurting person in pain. Which one do we feed?
Move your consciousness from your analytical mind to the timeless space within your body cells. There you can rest. In your mind you cannot rest, for mind is connected to the outer world which is constantly changing shape and this part of your mind wants to keep up with the changes. Connect first with the timeless space within your cells, within your body, and rest. Then bring your consciousness gently to the forefront to blend with the physical matrix.
It starts out as a belief. You have to change your belief system to create a new belief to set the direction in a positive, upward direction. By continuing to believe this, eventually it turns into faith. And then into knowing which is the real connection. It takes holding onto the belief in order to process your “old” that has kept you in limbo. Keep holding onto the belief by wanting to believe. This is how you raise your consciousness. Personal connection is human day-to-day interactions which are filled with personal debris that is unimportant to spirit. Going beyond personal to a larger expanse level is creating through less focus. Lesser and more refined, more free, more loose, more liquid, more light, more letting go of the “old”. This is how we connect with our higher selves which is sheer pure divinity for we are the children of divinity, growing ourselves back home. There is a divine electric in us that keeps us ticking and breathing. It comes from higher planes, so our direction is “up” and away from the dense physical focus, BUT not leaving the dense physical behind but incorporating the dense physical into our upward journey. We do not divide ourselves out of physicality, we incorporate the non-physical love and refinement into the physical. Thus we integrate physical and non-physical and we feel wonderful.
9/18/24 - Sharing a personal inner meditation session
The ascension process is very active. I am fluctuating between the inner higher etheric levels and my lower denser physical self. I woke up to the words “Breathe violet flame into the crown, out through the feet.” Step out of the body into freedom, meaning the etheric body or soul. It’s 8;13 am. I had a shower, did the back bend and felt so good with my feet up in the air. Silent words speak to me. Reverse gravity. Move gravity. Stream the particles UPWARD. The head stand and tilt board. I tried to consciously slow my movements down to connect, ala tantra, but I heard, “Oh, she’s slowing it down! I overhead them say that so I got it - don’t slow down! Keep moving. Raise the particles, quicken the electrons. Stay in management position, in the etheric body zone, outside of the imprisoned formal structure.
Words are guiding me. You are the controller, not from inside the structure but from outside and beyond the structure. Do the St. Germain violet flame. I started doing it. The particles in my body are in chaos, I can feel them. It doesn’t feel good. They are rattled. This is the “sickening” feeling I’ve felt over the past year or two. It reminds me that my body is sick, not well. The particles that make up my body are rattled and scattering in different directions. They are out of alignment, out of balance, going a bit crazy. I am soothing them. I am partially in my etheric, learning how to step outside the body and be a better manager of the body. I am trying to love them. I do the “God bless the organs” exercise. Love is the only way to bring harmony back to the particles of the body. Self love. Self soothing.
I continue with the violet flame, I’m in the bedroom facing the south window. I lit the candle and opened the window. I continue with the violet flame purification. I realize I must interact with the world. I am in and out, words keep guiding me. The chaos and sick feeling will pass if you keep moving. Don’t focus on the body, don’t focus on what’s wrong in the body. Keep reaching higher up to more freedom, imagine better, imagine lighter, imagine more love, higher. Keep moving your mind. You don’t have to move your body as much as you thought, like in a gym workout. Not so much. Keep moving to more refined ways of moving your assorted muscles, tissues and particles. Give up the old hard ways which kept you out of balance. They were crude shells for you. You are refining your mind and it will reflect in the movement of your body.
I stretched and wiggled my toes next. Then I lay down and curled up, wanting to go into the comfort zone. Words continued to speak in my mind: The more light that comes in the more you’re going to see. The more you will realize. There is a good and bad to this. Particles of your body will scatter and go wild. What do you do about that? How do you respond? Do you try to placate your body? Your self? Do you try to counteract or re-act to the wildness? Or do you – will you please – ignore it. Ignoring it like a wise old man ignores the children playing around him. It will pacify your cells. Ignore it and your body will respond by becoming more peaceful. Another morning session ended as I allowed myself to drift.
9/15/24 - Your heart is your balance between physical and spiritual
This is a channeling from the Master DK concerning ascension massage, which is still in my dreaming to start an ascension massage exchange network. I've been scanning the endless numbers of files I've collected over the years, which have a lot of DK's advice and input. This is one such piece of advice from him.
(DK in 2017) If you are not in your heart drawing and allowing in your pure self, you are getting the information from your mind/brain which is a store house of accumulated learned experiences from the past. I saw during meditation that below the heart is human and above the heart is divine. The heart is where the pure original consciousness of you comes in through the portal of the three-fold flame in the heart. The heart is YOU in all your uniqueness. There is not another you. You are the only you in existence. If you are drawing from either above or below the heart, you are drawing on other influences. From above, you are drawing on higher influences, angels, masters, etc., and from below the heart you are drawing on earth experience, both error and pristine.
Your heart is the balance in you between physical and spiritual. Within your etheric heart, superimposed over your physical heart, is a portal through which perfection comes into manifestation. Then, there is a river of light and love that enters through the top of your head and runs down your spinal column and into earth and anchors you into the earth to create your physical. There is an attraction above you that is drawn magnetically down to the physical earth, and there is an attraction below you in the earth that is drawn upward to space and the higher planes above you. It is your heart that balances these two attractions.
Feelings on the lower denser side of you, the more physical side of you, are called lower emotions like sadness, jealousy, survival issues, anger, fear, frustration, depression and more. Feelings on the higher side beyond your human need for survival, are called spiritual longings and reachings. They are sometimes called feelings, and sometimes called mind. Mind and feelings merge into oneness. At that high place you experience visionary things because you are going up beyond the physical, mental and emotional levels of activity.
Within your heart, your etheric heart, lies the perfection that keeps the balance that keeps you grounded between physical and non-physical. It keeps you sane and rational. But you are the one who must find this location, or this particular place in your conscious focus. You are the one who does the searching and the discovering. Wherever you go, you are the one who brings you there. While it is confusing to the mind and the logic of the survival of the fittest, hands-on massage will help you locate your true and authentic self through feelings. Choose the good feelings over the bad feelings. If you feel bad, adjust and make the feeling become good. (DK channeling 10/29/17)
9/14/24 - A helpful message about the ascension from the Arcturians
This is a wonderful message from the Arcturians, copied here from this video which was posted by the GFL.com youtube. Because it so resonated with me, as I am experiencing these things that he talks about, this is extremely helpful. Many, many people are having the same kinds of symptoms, I am sure, without realizing that it is indeed a grand cosmic event. No one told us! Please enjoy. And here is the Video if you want to listen to it.
"Dearest star seeds, I am Laayti and I am very pleased to be with all of you today. We understand that many of you are experiencing heightened levels of anxiety, stress and uncertainty. As the energies of ascension amplify. so too do the feelings of chaos, confusion and fear. This is a natural response as the old energies rise to the surface to be acknowledged, healed and released. Ascension is a transformative journey. When you step into new vibrational frequencies everything within you that is not aligned with these higher frequencies coes up for review. This can bring about moments of enlightenment, joy and freedom, but also moments of fear, unease and emotional wounds resurfacing. The key is to recognize that these feelings are part of the process. What no longer serves you is being brought to your attention to be healed. Fear confusion and worry are aspects of your human experience, and as your vibration continues to rise, these emotions will become less dominant. The more you ground yourself in your inner truth, the more you will notice a shift in how you interact with your reality.
"While the world around you may still present challenges, your ability to remain centered, calm and balanced will increase, allowing you to navigate these experiences with greater ease. Humanity is going through a collective shedding of old energies and, as such, this message will come with a trigger warning. As a result many of you are picking up on the collective anxiety and fear. Even if only a small amount this amplification of energy can feel overwhelming, but it is important to know that you are not alone in this journey. We, the Arcturians offer you a simple yet precise practice to assist you. Whether you are currently feeling anxiety or not, this tool will serve as a foundation for peace in times of inner turmoil. Much of the fear and anxiety you experience is deeply ingrained within the subconscious mind, pathways that have been formed over lifetimes. The mind is conditioned to follow these pathways of worry and fear, but we are here to help you rewire them with love and peace.
"As you breathe deeply we invite you to call upon the highest vibration of loe from your soul group and the creator. Allow this love to pour into your being like a warm comforting wave. We will place our energetic hands upon your head, sending a concentrated flow of love into your brain mind and subconscious. This energy rewires the neural pathways, replacing fear-based reactions with new pathways grounded in love. As this energy flows bring to mind the areas of your life that cause you stress or fear. Visualize those pathways dissolving, being erased by the loving energy in their place. See new pathways being created. Pathways that bring peace, clarity and understanding. In these times of accelerated ascension know that all is unfolding as it should. You are moving rapidly through your spiritual evolution, and though the pace may feel overwhelming, it is in perfect alignment with your soul's journey. Release what no longer serves you. Align with the vibration of love and trust that you are exactly where you need to be. I am Laayti and I have enjoyed being with you all today."
9/13/24 - Ascension symptoms - a personal update
Many changes have been taking place within my consciousness. Ascension symptoms are huge, dizziness is number one. Crazy fluctuations in brain and body, with periodic feelings of wanting to give up and die. However, the Master DK has been guiding me. What a wonderful Master he is! I am so grateful that he entered my life 48, near 49 years ago.
It is not easy to define this consciousness shift, but it is going on everywhere on the planet. There are many people like me who are accessing the higher realms, but there are MORE who are not. So this that I am talking about will not make sense to the reader. In essence, the consciousness shift I'm referring to is a first-time ever evolution from animal man to god-man. It's called ascension. We are ascending consciousness in body, mind and feelings. Animal man only knew the earth physical. The God-men and women of the universe have evolved beyond physical limits. They started out physical too, like us, but evolved beyond to become aware of cosmic consciousness and intelligence. "We come from the stars!" And we are being visited today, increasingly so, by those more highly evolved than ourselves. UFO disclosure is underway.
Back to the ascension symptoms. We have been evolving right along, decade after decade, century after century, learning as we go and expanding brain cells. Enough of us have now reached that higher realm of understanding that breaks through the ceiling into a wondrous new reality. Each of us experiences it privately, alone, deep within our spiritual heart. Every planet in the universe has its own evolution going on, within its own culture. We, as one such planet, are experiencing one of those extraordinary "break thru the ceiling" events. It is a very big step for mankind, a shift up and out of the focus on "physical-only", which is limited and confined to the belief that the physical body is all there is and there is nothing more. The ascension breaks us out of that focus into wondrous awareness of higher, vaster universal understanding. It's a consciousoness shift. In this shift we leave behind - they naturally fade away - negative attitudes, thoughts and behaviors. This is the big work that each individual is currently experiencing today, silently and alone, within the privacy of their own thoughts and feelings. And they are discombobulating. Confusion. Maybe causes for medical treatment.
The soul is breaking through. The soul wants to be in charge. And the soul is made of love, spiritual integrity, dignity, grace, beauty and harmony. And the soul is unity consciousness. We are accustomed to being brain-oriented, but the soul is felt through body feelings, sensations. as in heavy or light, depressing or loving. Individual motives and interests weigh into this ascension shift. Self-interest is the mighty dividing line. Can one continue to perform and serve in a self-interest way, where greed or money comes first? Or is one ready to make decisions that follow a more humanitarian path? The shift is privately decided. No one can decide for someone else. It's a shift from limited self-only focus to being more compassionate which benefits all.
Ever since I went into the light in an OBE, when kundalini awakened in me in 1976, I have been a student of the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul. I have been initiated into higher levels of consciousness, which are not of this world. Everything was going very smoothly for me up until three years ago. It was fun and exciting until then When the ascension symptoms began in my brain, and then my heart, followed by hospital stays, doctors and medicines, it became quite challenging. However I was lucky. I had the Master DK to fall back on. So far, so good. But I'm still struggling with it.
Meanwhile, because I still live here in the physical with a husband who doesn't identify with "highrr consciousness" ascension teachings, I have to shift back and forth a lot. Dizziness and disorientation is the number one problem, but there are ascension teachings. One of the dreams I've had for a long time is to have some gatherings of lightworkers here at my house. This hasn't changed. It may yet happen. Just a thought planted in the middle of my blog for those who check in on my website. Such gatherings would be for those who live nearby, because I don't want to drive far or often, or do zoom meetings (not tech-oriented.)
I have been guided to continue posting blogs and newsletters. This is one way to share the ascension teachings, through a simple blog. It lets others know they are not alone. There are many beautiful messages coming from the Pleiadians, Arcturians, Andromedans, Sirians and Lyrans - plus others, but those are the main ones. They are showing up on Facebook. If you click "like" you may get a slew of new messages to your phone. Our extraterrestrial brothers and sisters are here for us and embed certain frequencies into their messages, so that you might "get" it in your own unique way and time. We are each unique. Every soul is divinely inspired and when it hears a note that resonates, it clicks into the brain. You will hear it. We have each followed a unique individual pathway of evolution from lower realms to this point in our evolution. It has been, up to now, an evolution of brain or mind. Now it is time to make the leap into love.
From the day kundalini awakened in me, I have been linked into higher spiritual love. It is celestial, or cosmic, universal. For many years I have been writing about it as something different than human sexual love. However, the Master DK is a Tantric Master and he has many teachings that build on sexual human love so it is understandable. He explains the universal concept in terms that can be understood by we humans. I have been guided to create an Ascension Massage offering, but I wasn't ready to carry it through at the time (2012). However soon there will come an Ascension Massage Exchange Network. AMEN for short. This is a program where higher love teachings precede the actual doing of the massage. Light and love lives in every cell of the physical body, and that light and love can draw forth the light and love in another person, when properly prepared. An exchange of partners in hands-on loving touch will build a wonderful community of caring individuals. It will be different from swinging and sexual sharing. It must be, to allow the light to be elevated and not "used" in sex. This will assist in bringing people safely through the ascension into happier, more fulfilled lifestyles on earth.
The third dimension is the lower dimension which focuses on physical only. The fourth dimension is where you start to question the limitations of physical focus only. There must be more, and there are many who are spiritually aware and wise to the higher planes. But many more who are not. As the sun and earth move into higher locations in the galaxy and start receiving higher energies, we humans are also getting higher energies in and though our bodies. We are beginning to see further and have thoughts that go beyond what we were raised up with. We are evolving without any work done on our part. It's happening automatically. We are becoming wiser and more attuned to feelings of more naturalness, more innocence, more spiritually aware. Each individual is going through this awareness adjustment in their own way, alone. It can't be defined well. That is why I would like to initiate some gatherings at my house, so we can share our inner-most visions and concepts that we seldom talk about. We are trying to understand but it is VERY confusing.
If you are one who is experiencing strange symptoms, you are not alone. Writing blogs and newsletters is my way of getting a load off MY mind and preventing a mental jam-up. I would love to share with a real live human being, but since there are none around, I write. So do others. It helps to share what you know, what you are perceiving. And it helps others to know what you're feeling. We are not alone in this. Gathering in groups with others of like minds and hearts, is a good way of building a new community within a community, without bothering others who are not interested (like myo husband). We could go on and on about how we've all lived countless lives before, and how we have suppressed this knowledge by not talking about what we know and feel - but let's save that for later.
Because each of us must work through this alone, privately, it would be wonderful to gather once a week and share higher perspectives. What is going on? And how can we alleviate the confusion? Some have answers for those who don't. We can share. In a sense, we are each alone in this because it's a soul journey between physical brain and non-physical spirit. But we are not really alone because we're all going through the shift together as a race living on one planet in the universe. We are learning how to manage our own bodies and brains alone, but we have neighbors and friends we can talk with. Maybe they know something WE don't know. A round-robin of introductions and discussions would start off a gathering. And also a hugging circle.
The physical brain has been raised with a lot of false programming from birth. We were raised to live a certain way with certain laws and certain politics. Now these systems are fading and more natural feelings of goodness, innocence, peace and love are being felt. Maybe not recognized as such, but they are coming forth regardless. These are the qualities of higher universal laws which keep the planets and suns in their locations. They are superior to earthly laws, and more refined. More beautiful, more reasonable and more loving and intelligent.
Please feel free to communicate with me. Share your thoughts and feelings. I love to talk about it. To all my friends who check this website, yes, I'm still here. Sending much love and wishes for peace, comfort and happiness. Come join me in the fifth dimension. If I spend too much time listening to 3rd dimensional words and discussions, I get dizzy and zone out into the fifth. But being with people of like-mind, WOW! I'll stay here forever in the third if I can have some friends who think like me!
The divine soul wants to live in a human world. It wants to enter into the physical body but it can’t because of so many negative thoughts and feelings. The vibrations don’t match. Our job as human beings is to prepare our physical body and mind to speak more goodness and happiness and more loving attitudes and phrases of kindness. Then we adjust our vibrations and our divine self can enter and be a physical human being. More connected, more clear, more clean and wholesome. The divine self has a body too, but it’s too refined to enter into the human body with its negativity still repressed and stuck inside it. We must raise our consciousness to be more loving, and we do that by sharing uplifting, happy thoughts with each other, and some hands-on healing with light.
9/9/24 - Soften the outer senses to awaken the inner
This is DK channeling 41 years ago in 1983. I just discovered it hidden amongst my other writings. There are so many, I'm still scanning through them. This one is especially good. It is very important to remind everyone that we have TWO minds working in us, not just one. We have the brain mind which is only as old as the body (86 years for me), and we have the soul mind which is the REAL us, the one that lives eternally and foreverk and has had many physical embodiments. The brain mind is always brand new with each new body - baby we are born as. We are brand new and the brain is brand new. So our brain doesn't know all the things that WE know in our gut feelinigs, our deeper soul mind that is our actual life force buried in the tailbone as instinct, intuition, gut feeling, natural feelings of harmony, love, truth, etc. I'm sharing this today because I think it is SO importat to remember this, and I will also add it to DK's book in progress posted HERE)
(Master Djwhal Khul) In order to awaken the inner senses, the outer senses must be softened and changed. This does not mean you have to make dramatic changes, but little changes here and there. All it requires is a little time and certain daily practice. The first change is to practice meditation. It is necessary to go alone behind closed doors for several minutes periodically throughout the day. This is to keep your mind in low gear and to prevent it from racing. As you begin slowing down your mind [brain mind] you will begin hearing your inner moods better and develop an attitude of greater respect.
The second change is to practice expressing your true feelings more. It is necessary to express at least once during the day, one thought, idea or emotion that you would normally have kept secret and unexpressed. This is to soften the habit of mechanical action and mechanical response to situations. As you soften you become more responsive to your inner emotions and urges. You will activate the inner power which is dormant inside, except on occasion when it explodes in a carnival of expression.
The third change is to start changing your hard-nosed attitudes to softer, more understanding ones. Love is the greatest power in the universe. Do not underestimate the power of love, for it is a true power, and its hand-maidens are mercy, compassion, tolerance, understanding, truth, justice and freedom. These are the attitudes that will, when inserted here and there into your daily life, begin the magic of changing your inner feelings from coldness, isolation and loneliness, which is so common among humanity today, to softness when confronted with situations that once caused you to respond in a mechanical way.”
9/6/24 - In support of feminine qualities (men too!)
Recently The Anakosha website was changed to "GoddessSphere".org, and the question was asked "What about the men?" This is the direction we are moving toward today. The feminine needs to be expressed in ALL beings, not just women but men too. The men have 50% feminine in them as women have 50% masculine in them. Feminine is the goodness in us, the miracle-maker in us, the super-power in us, the light and the love within us that has been oppressed and suppressed for eons of time as if it was an evil.
It is time for the feminine aspects with us to be strengthened and supported, noticed, identified and allowed to exist on its own merits. It is time for our tendernss, grace, nourishment of each other and nobility to come forth into actions, words and responses. These qualities are not just in women but in ALL humans. The feminine nature is the godly nature, the comforting nature, the caring nature, the heart-felt emotional nature of compassion and understanding. It is very big, very wide, and is the governing intelligence of the whole universe. It has been said. It guides the planets and the stars with a rhythm that defies the evil ones who hate. It is time to wake up to our full nature.
So we changed the title page and the picture. Feminine vs. masculine as opposite aspects, exist only in worlds of form and duality. It does not exist in the world of spirit for there is no gender separation in spirit. Spirit is Oneness, wholeness, holiness. It expresses in qualities of different textures and vibrations but always in harmony. Each being has a unique vibrational signature so that all of creation knows that being by its vibration. All of creation knows you and me by our vibration. Our vibration is neither female nor male. It is a vibration within the sea of wholeness, allness, all One.
From Hindu texts - "The Four Principles of Spirituality"
The First Principle states: “Whomsoever you encounter is the right one” This means that no one comes into our life by chance. Everyone who is around us, anyone with whom we interact, represents something, whether to teach us something or to help us improve a current situation.
The Second Principle states: "Whatever happened is the only thing that could have happened” Nothing, absolutely nothing of that which we experienced could have been any other way. Not even in the least important detail. There is no “If only I had done that differently…, then it would have been different…”. No. What happened is the only thing that could have taken place and must have taken place for us to learn our lesson in order to move forward. Every single situation in life, which we encounter, is absolutely perfect, even when it defies our understanding and our ego.
The Third Principle states: “Each moment in which something begins is the right moment”
Everything begins at exactly the right moment, neither earlier nor later. When we are ready for it, for that something new in our life, it is there, ready to begin.
The Fourth and Final Principle states: “What is over, is over” It is that simple. When something in our life ends, it helps our evolution. That is why, enriched by the recent experience, it is better to let go and move on.
9/1/24 - The Urge to Worship
The following is something that was channeled thru me back in 1994. This past week I've been doing some intense research into the Master's writings, which are getting ready for publication. Today during my inner time I heard "Immortal" clear and sharp in my mind, and immediately remembered an article he wrote. I checked into the collection of writings and sure enough. There is a 6-part series on "The Making of an Immortal". Now, the interesting part is, I've read this a number of times but never has it stood out so clear and perfect as it did today. I understand it penetrated my thick skull. Perhaps it is time to publish it? He is talking to me now and giving me further instructions. As I scanned the rich collection of his writings I found this one (below) and wanted to share it with you. The urge to worship.
(DK) On the animal body and the state of worshiping upwards, it is not the body which is animal in nature, it is the attitude that is the unpleasant part. In your worship and prayer you focus upward, and indeed there is a holy draft that sings upward into the heights. It is within every man, woman and child that this sacred flame burns upward, and it is the center of the urge to worship. A mistake has been made in judging the body as gross. It is not the body, which is mindless in and of itself that becomes gross, it is the mind that lives in that body. And so we lend attention to the mind.
Let us turn the mind in an upward direction in all that we do and the body becomes holy - a temple housing a holy mind. We are here to awaken the body temple and the mental temple and the emotional temple and all of the layers of the body to the fact that God lives here within. God is the good within man. It is God, not the little i who lives here within these walls of flesh and psychic turmoil. And so the need for prayer, meditation and the lifting of the mind upward, upward, into the elevated state of worship. We must learn to worship as we perform our daily tasks, worship as we play, worship as we work, worship as we play with pets, tend gardens, make love. Our bodies are holy temples, let us worship as we swim, and talk with friends and eat our food and work at desks. Let us worship the holy One, God, good, within, and thus we shall refine our bodies and accomplish God's tasks.
It is time for dramatic change. It is time to assert yourself. Take each morning and dedicate yourself to the Cause that fathered you. The dense matter which entraps you is not listening to your words. Assertion is required. Assert yourself to make a space, a time, a place for your words. Dedicate each hour to a cause. Each hour is dedicated to a purpose and reason for YOU being here. You have a purpose above and beyond the density of matter, of being lost in matter. Cleanse and purify yourself, your body first. THAT is the first order of the day. The second hour is dedicated to your Father Cause, your own Holiness. I am the Holiness, thus say, “I Am the Holiness of this body and I dedicate this body, I consecrate this body to the will that I Am.” Believe on Me the Holiness of my body and all things will come to pass.
8/26/24 - My I AM Presence gives me a massage
The Master DK once wrote: "There is a circuitry embedded into the human being that is an actual piece of God, the infinite and supreme intelligence, love and mercy. One is not created by God, one IS literally God. But, because no one has ever taught the child that this is so or how to reject the non-God substance that clings to him from the first moment of physical life, one becomes buried inside the dead layers of left-over negativity. Memory of one’s radiant God consciousness becomes dulled and soon lost within the heaviness of physical life. And the land of living light out of which you came of infinite love and reasoning is but a dim instinct towards “good”. This is the real you as opposed to the surface you. It is the power circuitry of God which is part of an infinite network, a delicate microscopic electronic network which interpenetrates all of life’s organisms, and all minds, from man to microbe, from planet to moons to suns to whole galaxies and makes the quantum leap from one dimension to another in a single flow of thought, defying the physical boundaries that segregate both worlds."
DK's words reminds me. The other night while I lay and rolled on tennis balls for my back in a self-myofascial release treatment, I had a most unusual experience. I first felt that wonderful feeling of being present all thru my body, being alive and well and all in the right place. I thought of a friend who always gives me that impression of being so well grounded. While I moved the balls up my spine this really good feeling spread, and I saw myself standing OUTSIDE of myself, giving myself a most beautiful warm loving hands-on treatment. Her touch went deep into me, so lovingly that I yearned for more, deeper. It was oh so beautiful. This was, I am sure, my higher self, the I AM Presence of myself, My ME! And this body I was working on is my solid ground body, not the real me. My I am Presence was working on my solid physical body. The real me who has the knowledge of light and love is working on the solid physical me.
Then, during the night around 2 or 3 am, I had the most powerful download of revelations. I can’t remember them all but they definitely made an impact. It was like being in school. The words and concepts and teachings kept coming and coming and coming, I was so overwhelmed with love and light that I couldn’t resist, and rolled over and stroked Doug and told him about my experience of myself stroking me lovingly. I know he thinks I'm weird but it's so much fun.
8/25/24 - Sharing a happy experience this morning!
The Mother Flame is so awesome! I wrote about it in the last two newsletters, both of which are now posted on this website. There is so much happening. So much revealing. The ceiling continues to crack open, I'm breaking through, and the sun is brighter than ever. Time is speeding up for me so fast there is little time to complete all that is on the growing wish list. The revelations are like simply appearing. They are here within me. I see them. I know them. Each thread is another piece in the overall puzzle that is unfolding. How does one capture it all? Where does one go with so much golden inspirations?
Well, it's not all roses. How do you blend or integrate bliss with the hard core reality of life as it exists today, right now? Life on earth is not blissful. It's a struggle. There are a lot of things not yet finished, that have yet to be worked with. This morning my effort was to complete the exercise routine without being distracted into another direction. My spontaneity tends to take over. But this morning I finished. I was determined to stick with it to the end. I did not deviate. Feeling good with myself I stood still and enjoyed the feeling of completion. Still standing I turned inward. A mistake. A GOOD mistake, don't get me wrong. But it wasn't the plan. I didn't want to fall into bliss again.
The bliss was already. The mother flame was moving. It seeped through my body and I felt a swooning sensation. This sweet inner sensation is like no other. The ancients called it the nectar of the gods. I resisted the swoon because I'm trying to blend this inner sweetness with my solid physical body cells. It is tricky. It is difficult. My physical body is aging and so I must work hard at keeping it active. It is very easy to succumb to rest. But lying down causes too much comfort, too much nectar of the gods. I am determined not to yield until I have completed my activities. The more I receive from higher planes, the more active I become because I must put this energy to good use. Otherwise it will stop coming. Higher consciousness is higher awareness is higher energy is higher motivation is more vitality and more excitement. Or so is my thinking. I don't really know. I am only a student learning how to handle cosmic energies that keep coming and revealing and pushing me upward.
Should I lie down? Should I force myself to get physically active? The swooning sensation is tempting. I want to lie down but I don't want to. What should I do? I asked my guides. One said, "No, don't lie down". Another said, "Yes, lie down!" (I'm paraphrasing here.) So I yielded. I lay down on the massage table and allowed myself to go with it. OMG! I did not lose consciousness but I swooned and went into the wildest, most awesome, most delicious celestial place ever. There are no words. I remained conscious until I felt it was time to come back. Remaining conscious I agreed and told myself to return to the room I was in. Part of the lesson is to remain conscious. As I was slowly returning to normal consciousness I heard a faint song begin, "Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily! Life is but a dream!" The nursery rhyme continued to repeat as I slowly gathered my limbs together and sat up. I began laughing at myself as often I do. The happiness is so real. Wow! The joy was huge and I continued to giggle as I pulled myself together and
went downstairs. Doug was in the kitchen making pasta shells. Still laughing, I asked him, "Do you know the song, "Row, row, row your boat...."? And I sang it to him. He said, "Of course!" and continued working with his pasta.
But I couldn't stop giggling. The happiness was so radiant that I couldn't stop talking. I continued talking and telling him about it. He was polite and listened while completing his pasta dish. I am hugely grateful for his presence because I can tell him things and he listens. It is so important that he listen, and I listen to him too. It is important to tell and share what is happening to us, because we are here to build lifelines with each other. Inner happenings should not be reserved for ourselves alone, and only for sacred quiet times. The inner happenings need to be shared, to come out into the open for others to see for there are similar happenings in them too. I see it taking place.
This is the sum of the teachings from the Master Djwhal Khul. I am preparing the title page for his book that I am preparing. After near 50 years of working with him it is almost done. It will take time to complete but it's so awesome. I am still feeling the happiness from this morning. I send happiness to all who read this.
8/18/24 - The chakras are in the spine, not the organs
The chakra system is a cosmic energy system of pure light. Chakras are portals or you could say gateways. They lead to different realities. In each reality (dimension) the father consciousness or grand consciousness either rises or falls. It rises / broadens to a wider horizon, or contracts to a smaller focus. These portals or gateways are called “chakras” in modern language. They are located in the center of the spinal column, NOT in the soft tissues of the organs out in front of the spine as so many think. We have access to many dimensions and realities through these chakras. And we fluctuate often between realities, without knowing. We may switch to a daydream state for a while, or we may sink into a doom and gloom period, or a fearful anxiety period, or maybe have a sudden happiness and joy feeling for awhile. Or a warm intimate love feeling for no reason. These are all different realities, called dimensions, and we can access them more easily if we were aware of them. During certain silent times I go (consciously) to the Ascended Master dimension and communicate there. There are many dimensions that rise into infinity, but we as humans have only been told about seven.
The seven chakra portals are located in the spinal column, not in the organs themselves. Some of the graphic pictures on the internet do not make that clear. This is an important point because the pure light of the creator (and YOU are an aspect of creator) flows down from above the body through the spine to earth, and back up again from earth to heaven. From the spine the pure light moves out into the various parts of the body through the nerves. Pure light reaches into the soft tissues and cells of all the organs everywhere in the body, to keep them healthy, thriving and multiplying. That's how the system works. The life force feeds pure life / light to the physical body in order to keep the body functioning.
It has been recommended that we "spin" the chakras. I for one did not know which way to spin them. Nor did I know where they were located until recently. I didn’t attend a school in my early life, but I have had a master guide in my later life, and slowly I have been guided. This piece of information is important only to those who have an interest in the spiritual body. It has not been explained very well in our third dimensional class rooms (!) but as we enter the spiritual path and when we are ready to listen, the necessary information comes forth.
Without knowing where the life force and vitality comes from (in the spine itself) we have been misusing the pure spiritual light that is vital to our health. This light is efficient. It flows where it is needed. The human body is a well-designed system by the creator. We have not been told much about it but we are learning. We’ve been using it wrongly. We’ve allowed this precious life force, this light, to leak out into the soft tissues and become entangled with the emotional and mental castoffs from other people. We’ve become deeply enmeshed in the lives of other people so that at times we are like slugs crawling thru the mud. We have been hanging onto junk stuff that we should have washed away long ago. It’s still hanging there in our cellular tissues, passed on thru our ancestor's genetics and we pass on to our children. It causes us grief in the form of disease and bad habits, bad feelings, feelings of fright, terror and panic. We wish we could get clear of these things. Just once be clear-minded and not so confused.
Well, that’s the point of learning about the chakras, and about SPINNING the chakras. Spinning can “wash” out clogged energy and open the body to other dimensions. We are about to learn more about them and how to spin. This is relatively new to me recently, so I will speak more about it. Most everyone has their own interpretations and follow their own spiritual path. But where does one go for information to begin? Where does one go for clarity? Some think they should go UP into space for clarity. Others think they should go DOWN into earth for clarity. Still others think they should go outside to teachers or masters for clarity. What DK has been teaching me is to go inside to your own body's feelings. Learn about the multiplicity of who we are. There are times and situations where one well-practiced method does not work as well as another. We are built to be multi-dimensional. We have access to different dimensions, each of which provide alternative FEELINGS and ideas to consider. We do have options and we should learn more about them to achieve better effects on our body.
Different parts of the body need different boosts once in awhile. Disease creeps in when a body part is not getting enough of the pure life force. Maybe it is stuck with some jammed-up trauma. That is the reason for learning how to spin the chakras. Google it and learn more. The Eastern masters have better advice. Focus on them. There is more information coming in today from the higher energies from the sun, providing clearer inner vision. Clearer inner vision is attained through periods of silent meditation.
We have a tendency to hold back trauma experiences in our gut. Out front in the soft tissues of the digestive tract. It causes problems there. These heavy energies are drawn down by gravity to the lowest parts of our bodies. Spinning the navel chakra can assist with clearing old energies. Success is not reached overnight, but it does help lighten the load. Focus on the SPINE, not on the gut itself, to open that particular portal. Be aware that the REAL light and power is flowing through the spine itself – the backbone. This should be explored more deeply through inner meditation. Feelings are the best guide.
We’ve been literally wasting the pure light by letting it drain off like a leaky valve, and become used by parasitic fears and traumas that are lodged there. Usually from our association with the outer world and other people. We allow our light / life force to become entangled with others (outsiders) emotionally or mentally or spiritually. As we learn to conserve our pure light inside our own bodies and not drain it away or give it away needlessly, we can become more healthy, with better vitality. And we notice an increase in excitement and interest in living and creating. This is the super-power that we have within us that is leaking away unnoticed. By conserving this pure light and utilizing it in the correct way, the clear light and clear understanding that flows through the spinal column itself, can start to flow out to body parts with greater vigor and strength. We notice a "boost" in vitality then.
Dull, dead, traumatized energies are being held in the soft tissues still to this day in many people. It is rare that one is so clean and pure that they remain untouched by the world in which they live. However, there are methods to assist as we learn about them. We are flowing with creator energy up and down our spine. Clean as the driven snow. We are designed to use that pure clean light. We were not designed to worship it as if it were sacred on a pedestal. We were born to use it to live a clean, moral, ethical, fair, balanced, happy, abundant and beautiful life with others on a daily basis. This pure clear energy is waiting for us to discover it and tap into it with our minds and use it. The light is flowing through the spine and nerves. The chakras are entryways to a magnificent grid of enlightened happineness, health and joy.
8/14/24 - Moving between dimensions causes confusion
It's been difficult to understand but I'm slowly getting it. It's my brain that needs to be educated. As a student of the ascended masters for many years, my brain as a third-dimensional organ has not kept up with my more expansive, subtle and refined awareness of the higher realms. Moving back and forth between the fifth and third dimensions, I am often caught in the inbetween - the fourth dimension. The fourth dimension is where confusion exists because that is where we haven't figured it out yet. Where are we? What do we believe? Which way do I go? What direction should I go in? What is right? What is wrong?
The higher dimensions are accessed as we let go of stress-filled thoughts and feelings, like old traumas, fears wrong beliefs (they're just plain wrong!) and illusions of all kinds. As we recognize they are holding us down in mud and we let them go, we are purifying ourselves. Then we can drift easily upward to a cleaner place. We can feel it. It's a consciousness shift. That's what meditation is all about. But after spending time in a quiet, relaxing state of calmness and feeling really good and peaceful, it's difficult to return to the lower density. What has been called "the real world". The real world of tension, problems, chaos, TV news broadcasting bombs, murders, crime, lack and other mayhem. Trying to switch from one dimension to another is what I have been experiencing for the last three years. It finally dawned on me. I understand it better today.
Unbalanced, unable to remember where I put something, disorientation, dizziness - I am not alone in this. It's too easy to call it Alzheimers or old age. It's ascension symptoms. We are moving from third dimension into fourth dimension and fifth dimension for MANY people. It's not just me. For me, fortunately, I'm married to a practical man, a lawyer, and he has filled in for me where I was lacking. He still can't believe I don't know the names of famous rock stars of yesterday, or the more common figureheads of history. But I am gaining on it.
Now that we are moving into the fifth dimension, I see that everyone else is also becoming more spiritually inclined. I see it on the social media, like youtube and other platforms. There is a huge rise and expansion like a wider horizon in everyone's perception. At one time I couldn't talk to anyone about these things, especially about the galactic visitors from off-world planets (they have been here forever in disguise). But now it seems everyone is lightening up and becoming more aware about past life memories and more. This helps me to feel more at home here. I'm no longer a mis-fit! Others are also like me. It is starting to become more clear. And I'm losing my dizziness. My brain is functioning better. There is less disorientation. My practical, down-to-earth reality husband and I are closer than ever. He is mellowing and I am becoming more practical. He is less stress-filled which steps up my happiness and joy. There is a clearing going on all around the planet. That is, if you ignore the TV news and crime shows. The gentle relaxed ways of the feminine, in both women and men, are showing through the personalities that used to be abrasive.
As we move back and forth between the lower, denser, more compacted, hard-shelled third dimension (old reality) and move on into the higher fourth, fifth and sixth dimensions, it is causing confusion. What's happening? Those who have no metaphysical training or experience may be stuck, thinking that this physical reality is all there is, but it's NOT TRUE! There is more to become aware of. It's happening now. It is casing confusion. My experience and advice is to take time out - even one minute, 60 seconds - close your eyes and imagine the sun shining in your chest, in your physical heart and lungs. The lungs surround the heart, so they are one unified area. And count slowly 1, 2, 3, 4 while focusing sun in that area. Everytime we do this, we are radiating healing light vitality into the cells and tissues. The longer we can hold the visual on it the better. But don't force it. Never, ever force it or you'll lose interest and won't do it again. Remember it with a good feeling. Becoming motivated to do it again. Give yourself a 60 second blast of sunlight into our heart-lungs several times during the day and when you wake up in the morning, first thing.
Be good to yourself. Love your body several times during the day, night, whenever you can think of it. It will slowly help you to feel more comfortable and at peace. You can also do the same visualization of the sun in your brain. But the heart is the more important location. It is too complicated to explain but there is a reason why the ancient teachers, gurus and spiritual masters all have left their advice to focus on the heart and trust your heart. It's because there is a spark of life there in the heart, which is a divine immaculate concept. But it has been neglected and forgotten. The human race has only begun to become aware of this. It is finally sinking in. This spark needs to be blown on so it will built up to flare into a burning fire. Then it will be a "voice" in the heart speaking more loudly. This divine spark needs to be consciously focused on, in the same way that you would blow on dying embers of a fire to bring it back to life again. Blessings to all.
8/12/24 - Changes and upgrades are coming in strong
Two days ago I made a change on the Home page of this website and showed it to my husband. I changed the name from "Anakosha" to "GoddessSphere" and changed the picture of a man and woman to a classical painting of seven women dancing. The motto of Anakosha has always been "Awakening the divine feminine, the heart is the new baseline." Thus, the transfer of title is appropriate. The feminine is officially number one. But his response is terrific and appropriate: "What about the men?" he asked. Today I was led to a wonderful channeled message from spirit which explains the transfer of power. I have posted HERE. It has taken many years of study, learning, growing and channeled messages have been received over the years and are recorded here on this webiste. Please enjoy reading.
Many changes continue to come forth. They seep up from deep within. Seemingly out of thin air words break out in my mind. I suddenly hear words speak to me. For example, Shaktipat. The eastern guru's have been known to give shaktpat - spiritual blessings to students who study with them. I tried to remember the word but it escaped me. For two days I tried to remember. Suddenly it came to me. Shaktipat. I googled it. It means feminine. It is feminine love, not human love, but goddess love. This is the changeover on my website. Anakosha represented human love. The GoddessSphere represents Oneness love. Universal Love. Celestrial Love. And it includes men, aniomals, plants, suns, galaxies. Shakti is the holy spirit in all thigs. Nothing is made without the feminine mother love. The Mother Flame. This is the new direction of my website.
My website Anakosha was switched over accidentally to GoddessSphere two years ago, but now it turns out it wasn't a mistake after all. It was part of the bigger plan. And so are we being switched over to a more upgraded model of human being. We are confused over this. It is planet-wide. Ascension symptoms are headaches, dizziness, confusion, chaos and more. The world seems in chaos. What is happening? The old paradigm is fading and a new harmony is sliding into our DNA. The planet Earth is ascending. And don't forget the Galactics, the Galactic Federation of Light is also here. I am connected. Many are. Many are deciding they don't want to stay and are giving up, But it is time for new unity communities to form - those of higher quality respect, joy, genuine open heartedness, along with the sharing of secret health practices. There is no "one" teacher. There are 8 billion people on the planet and each one has a special skill to share - a unique wealth of knowledge built in because he or she is one of a kind. There are no duplicates.
My impulse is to start sharing the sacred within, the ancient SECRETS within, the forgotten memories of higher knowledge that have been buried under thick layers of cultural programming. Male-female gender programming, religious programming, political and economic programming, limited science programming. The ancient SECRET knowledge is a lot more fun and interesting. It's spontaneous knowledge. It bursts on the scene with brilliant light radiating. It's an inner knowing. You have had it happen, and so have I. It's the happiness force, the force that springs into gaiety and you say something before thinking it. It doesn't pass through your brain. It's out your mouth in the twinkling of an eye, and it's right on the mark in an instant's notice. It's rare, but it happens. It's built inside us. It's the spirit of LIFE. It is the one unified life that we are all a part of together. We've been separated and isolated for eons, but the walls are starting to crumble and break down. We will find ourselves standing side by side someone we knew a long time ago.
These are very old ancient memories. We've been covered over by dirt and sludge. A vision once of something emerging out of the mud, a scary monster at first but it turned out to be me! Soul memories are covered over in mud. Culturally we were trained to bury them from baby-hood due to strict patriarchal rules of "do what you're told or else". Now, as the divine feminine is coming back and stepping up onto the front stage, there will be more showings of these original values of happiness, joyfulness, dignity, respect, kindness, spontaneous, refreshing, compassion, mothering, nurturing and more. Blessings and love to all. Feel free to contact me with your thoughts via the Contact page.
8/10/24 - Be careful - forming habits are difficult to break!
After texting someone about he shouldn’t feel bad about not being able to stick to his routine because of his damn phone, I texted him he should go with the flow and not try to force himself. A few minutes later I started getting a spirit message - an excellent piece of advice because I'm guilty of the same thing.
“If you’re disgusted with yourself because you can’t keep to your routine, consider not forming habits. Go with the larger flow, the BIGGER flow. Because that is where you want to go. Go where you are are being drawn to go. Your interest is your bigger flow. It is your vitality. It is your joy. Go where your joy and your interest take you. That is your consciousness. Interest is your bigger flow. Go where your interest takes you, not your mind.
"Habits are formed by the brain. The brain is the mind. The brain is limited. Your interest is what is attracting you, what is drawing you, what is calling to you. Go where you are called to go. It is the bigger flow in you. It is your higher intelligence. Your consciousness has lived before and you will live again after this death (unless you become an ascended being, which is not impossible.) You are an eternally flowing consciousness and an aspect of the Almighty, which we call the ALL-THAT-IS or Prime Creator. You as an aspect of the ALL-THAT-IS and you are having fun with these adventures descending down into physicality as you walk about in flesh and blood. You are not confined to the brain if you knew the truth. You just think you are. You have been programmed to think you are. You have lived before and before that and before that.
"You have been around for a long time, my child, but your brain has not. Your brain is an organ of this body only. It will die with this body. This body you live in today was pre-prgrammed by your ancestors, their DNA, which gave you the ability to know how to walk, talk, breath, eat, drink, think, digest and eliminate poop and urine. That’s why everyone does it the same way, so you all can rely on your body to carry you thru your life in THIS body. And now that you are all grown up and had your youthful adventures, you can spend a little more time expanding on that and exploring the side paths and wider fields of spiritual knowledge - and explore who you REALLY are. You are the survivor who lives past the births and deaths of your bodies, one body after another after another. You are the REAL of you, and you will discover that you are more real upon your death bed as you leave this body.
"This is the way of the Prime Creator, the Almighty, the ALL-THAT-IS. He planned it this way. He created it this way. And even the Almighty is growing wiser because it has aspects out in the field, away on missions of discovery, enjoying physicality - the pleasures and pains and struggles - and becoming wiser with each new situation."
So you and I and our friends, loved ones, neighbors and enemies – we are all growing wiser and stronger through our adventures. Beware! Evolution is fraught with change and upgrades!
8/5/24 - A personal invitation for Ascension Massage
If you are reading this and feel an interest in exchanging a soft, gentle ascension massage with me - Nancy, aka Diana of Anakosha which is now called GoddessSphere - please contact me via my Contact page HERE. It will take place in my home out in the pasturelands of northeast Naples, Florida. I am going thru the ascension process quite rapidly and needing to put my hands on other people to help stabilize and ground me. Surely there must be others experiencing the same thing? Man or women?
Breakthroughs are happening very fast and I find it difficult to keep up. The key is to put hands on other people to share the light. Keep it flowing outward to others. Having been under the guidance of Ascended Master Djwhal Khul for many years, there is no question or doubt that this is the "next step" for all of us - to break the formidable isolation and separation and start sharing the light and love. We all need to break the spell that binds us to isolation and loneliness. We need NEED the supportive encouragement and happiness of others who are on the same wavelength. This is my attempt to reach out and find others who may resonate with these words.
The plan is to put my hands on people who are feminine-oriented. In other words, those who are heart-based and inner-orented to spiritual, peaceful grace and higher inner consciousness, versus a lot of talking, mental intellectualism, political comparisons, competitions and needless opinions that debate. Soft, quiet, inner focus. Are you attuned to the quiet, more refined consciousness? This can include a man (if he is not looking for something "more".) The purpose is to gently awaken the higher light and love within the physical body, on a cellular level. Cells that have been frozen, locked tight inside a shell of repeated beliefs and habits.
The motivation is to put hands on other bodies not to receive, but to GIVE light to others. If after the session is done, the receiver is willing to put their hands on me, I would love it and welcome the exchange. However, the primary reason for offering this is to GIVE my light to others. In Hinduism it would be called a "puja" meaning a ceremonial worship or offering to an image of a god, a spiritual sharing and uplifting of light, flowers and water in reverence, honor, adoration or worship. In this instance it is a hands-on worship of the LIGHT within the body.
I am a retired massage therapist. I gave up the practice because of negative male pressure for more than I wanted to give. The sharing of feminine loving touch apparently stimulates that in a men. Also, I understand, when a man massages a women. It has been an age-old problem between the sexes. I was sad to have to give up massage practice but it bothered me too much. As I continued studying with the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, I came to greater understanding, intellectually. After many years of writing and posting on my website about the presence of divine love and how it's locked frozen inside physical bodies, I have had enough writing about it. It's time to get back to practicing hands-on massage, but THIS time it will be enlightened massage. I am now offering to try this out with people who resonate with these words. Both men and women, young or old. Anyone interested in sweet, gentle, loving, healing, uplifting loving touch massage without sexual pressure are invited to contact me and ask further questions. This is what Ascension Massage is. Please note the subtle difference.
Several things of importance. (1) This is a quiet session. We don't talk too much, except for the introductory stage as the spirit moves us. An uplifting attitude is important. Personal opinions about politics, religion and personal history, etc., are not necessary. The sessions are more like professional therapy, except ours will be more personal, comforting and nurturing, for it is the spirit within we are activating. We share the light of the beautiful higher transcendence within. We may use verbal words as the spirit moves us. (2) The treatment room is on the second floor of our house so there are stairs to climb. My husband also lives here but he will not be involved. (3) One may use the shower before the session. The session may be nude with a sheet, or a loose flowing garment that is comfortable. I am a nudist myself so nudity is not a problem. (4) No money changes hands. It's a free exchange, experimental in nature.
My motivation is experimental. I want to GIVE hands-on touch to people, first and foremost. It is a primary urge to start the flow going of the divine feminine presence within, which is sacred. By my giving love to someone else from an attitude that is more elevated than personal, sensual or romantic, I draw the light out from that person. It is pure spirit and we are grounding it, connecting through physical forms. This is extremely rare. It is hoped that it can be done through skin-to-skin, hands-on massage. I will be doing spiritual chanting silently all the while, elevating and connecting with spirit. It is a spiritually-inspired motivation, backed by years of preparation and study with the Ascended Master Djwahl Khul. In return, I will receive the light from the person I'm touching if it is available to be reached. That is the whole point of the experiment. Hopefully this will generate healing and elevation of consciousness. AND interest in those who experience it to want to contribute their own loving light to others in return. It is hoped that an exchange network will evolve from this experiment. That is the plan coming from the Ascended Masters and the Spiritual Hierarchy. So, I will not expect to receive a full Ascension Massage in return. Only if and unless the person is truly motivated to try their hand at it.
Again, this is an experiment that I am offering, following the nudges and guidance of the Masters. The plan is to offer this as a gentle persuasion to activate the crystalline light body in those who receive. Our world has been full of head-tripping, intellectualizing, opinionating, debating, gossiping, separating into factions against one another. This is an attempt to return to unity consciousness thru the common venue of loving touch and comfort. The tool we are using is FEELING. The action is in the feelings. Emotions and feelings. Let the feelings and emotions stir but don't act on them. Don't express them. Don't talk about them. It's not talk therapy, it's inner feeling therapy. Let the emotions and feelings stir and be felt freely. But don't express them in words or action.
Let's return to loving nurturing comforting touch. And hugs where appropriate. Smile, be kind, be open-hearted and elevating in thought and mind. We connect light heart to light heart. The light in me receives the light in the body I am touching, and vice versa. Light flows then. There is an exchange of light on higher levels of conscious awareness. This type of session is motivated by SPIRIT, not by human ego. We contain and hold back our ego (the brain). The egos want to spew and talk, and gossip and compare, and compete and express opinions. But we will hold these urges back because there is a larger consciousness behind it. I have been nudged to do this. It is something personal for me. It is part of my lessons to understand and experience how light and love flow from one person to another. It is an activation in BOTH bodies - mine and the one I am touching. It is not one doing something to the other. It is consciousness weaving together, but not on the finite level of personal ego. The benefits are far-reaching, such as health, vitality, peace, abundance, calmness, creativity and a certain sense of graciousness and expansive consciousness.
The light within our physical bodies is the I AM consciousness. It is linked to the great I AM, the big I AM that is the father of all life. We human beings do not understand that we are a larger consciousness. We are not just a "brain" talking. The brain is a physical organ. It is an important physical organ, but it is not the ONLY intelligence of the body. We are THE inteligence of the body. We are the spirit of the body which survives death and moves on to a greater reality. We are the god that lives in the body. We are the LIGHT of the body. We are the LIGHT of the heart. We are the LIGHT of the organs, lungs, stomach. We are the LIGHT. I am the Light. You are the Light.
When the light starts to activate and we become aware of it, we feel more loving. Our consciousness becomes more aware of love and loving sensation. The light in us has been frozen, locked in, surrounded by physical concrete matter. We hope to move it with our loving touch massage. There is light in everyone's bodies which is not moving. It is time to move the light. It is time to activate the light. The light is what is causing the illness deteriorating, loneliness and separation. And fear. Fear of death. We fear death because the cells fear death. WE are the BIG light in the body. We need to identify with the BIG light that is in us. We need to start moving it, activating it, becoming more clear and lucid. We can do this through kind, caring, nurturing, loving sessioins. The light has been frozen inside our body cells, locked up and confined like prisoners. Stuck. It can't move. The cells start to die at a certain age-point, when they know they're supposed to die. The life force begins to dwindle at a certain age because that's what everyone says it's supposed to do. We've been programmed to live a certain age and no longer, and our cells get that message. They begin to die.
The Ascension massage has been inspired by the Spiritual Hierarchy and the Ascended Masters. I have been a student for the last 50 years. It is a new method that is being suggested and promoted. Activate the light inside the body and it will change the world. The divine feminine is coming out of the closet. Women are starting to impact the world. The Dalai Lama said as much: "Western women will change the world!" And we are seeing it now taking place in various fields. It is a powerful sign of change when a woman dares do what she wants to do. She moves on past the patriarchal mind-set which has held women back for eons. Loving kindness FOR ALL, shown through action, will bring peace to the planet. It will have an impact. First we must FEEL it within ourselves. Then we can show it to others. I am seeking support from other feminine thinkers, men may be included. Feel free to contact me. Please read a lovely article on the divine feminine by Emmanuel Dagher posted today in TODAY'S POSTS.
8/3/24 - Many changes are happening - symptoms of upgrading
The many changes that are occurring in our world are ALL POSITIVE. Please believe that! Our finite focus on material existence - and especially on our own failing body like the muscles that ache and complain at the end of the day - these are signs that the physical is shifting and changing. Things are changing to keep up with the higher resonating fields of energy coming onto our planet now. As a planet spinning in its orbit we are moving into greater cosmic awareness. This is information coming from our star brothers and sisters, the Galactics who are assisting from beyond our ability to see them. We are moving into fourth and fifth dimensions of consciousness and higher.
Dimensions are not a location in space but an awareness. We as individuals are awareness. We are spiritual awareness that has been dumbed down. Our spiritual awareness is now expanding and starting to radiate. Dimensions are not a location somewhere other than earth. Our awareness is right here in our own backyard, anchored into our physical body. Our awareness, our spiritual awareness, is simply going through a refinement process. We are refining and thus becoming more sensitive. We are beginning to register more delicate information from higher regions in space. As we resonate higher in awareness the more together we grow. We all come from the same Home, the same Heart, the same Father/Mother creator, we call God/Goddess or all that is. We are moving closer to Home and we feel it as we draw near. It feels warm and good.
Meanwhile, the cells of our body are having a hard time during this transition to higher consciousness. They are used to the comfortable stability of their density. They know how to operate as a physical earth cell. But our cells are becoming more aware of the light that is within them. As they become more aware of the light within, the light in them MOVES, and takes on feelings of warmth and sweetness. I rubs shoulders with the light in their neighboring cells. The Light in the cells FEEL the Light. Light is abstract knowledge. It is a pattern. It is stillness, holding potential for movement. But when light MOVES it causes sensation. It causes Love to be felt. And love is a magnetic force. It simulates. This is how love moves in human beings. This is how we feel it.
So the cells of our physical body are groaning and griping because they have to move to a higher, faster orbit. They spin in their location and movement happens. I'm not a scientist but I have been shown by the Ascended Masters that there is a real science to this. They explain how it works. Cells have to speed up if they want to stay alive and continue thriving in the body they are a part of. Because there is a consciousness in the cells. Our physical cells are conscious and aware. The light patterns are their life force. But the cells have been dumbed down, because WE the resident holy spirit of the body, did not teach them well. We have been dumbed down as well. So now we, the holy spirit of the body, is ascending to higher awareness and becoming more conscious as individuals, more UNIQUE individuals. We are learning that we can THINK for ourselves. That we are sovereign and do not have to follow a "master" controller. There is much yet to learn but information is spreading like proverbial wildfire across the expanse of internet and other venues. Disclosure is underway. Truth is on the rise and individuals are coming forth to share what they know, revealing the "more" of themselves.
For fifty years I have been studying with the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul, who introduced himself after the mother flame kundalini awakened in me. It was a rare occurrence for kundalini to awaken without training, but today more people are experiencing the rise of the mother flame. The Master DK has prepared me well, so that I understand what is happening in the world today. But my body too is groaning and complaining so I have to do certain exercises every day to assure my aging body that it is loved. I love myself thrugh certain rituals and techniques most days. Yoga, tai chi, conscious breathing and mantra singing and omming all help the body to quicken and align with the incoming Light. These are very important techniques.
Many people are privately, quietly going through their own transformation and adapting process. The DNA is shifting around and letting go. Ancestral DNA is being upgraded by the modern soul who is now residing in place (you!) The electrons are spinning faster. throwing off accumulated toxins and debris from the past, no longer needed. It's a purification process. That's why new understanding is coming in. It can! There's more room for light! Clouds are moving out of the way. It is a quiet, underground process that is taking place in individuals, beyond the ability to put into words. The brain doesn't have the words yet. We have not been given the words. But the body we live in is becoming more awake, so that we wake up a little different than when we went to sleep. This body that complains of aches, pains and tiredness (mine!) is actually a very small part of who I am. You are so much vaster than you think you are. You have a bubble of light surrounding your body that has seven layers of density, and the three uppermost layers (higher in refinement) are pure uncontaminated LIGHT! We are abstract intelligence on the higher levels. We are pure consciousness and we descended down into the four lower denser layers (spiritual, mental, emotional and physical). These four are contaminated with accuulationis of errors, mistakes and wrong-doings. These four lower layers are being purified even as I type these words. So that the three higher layers can flow more easily downward into our physical bodies.
We are an everlasting eternal consciousness - a cell in the body of God/Goddess/Infinity. The accumulated debris from many lifetimes is now in the process of leaving us. It will take time as we are in the ascension stage of humanities journey. We are expanding our vision because we are clearing old genetics that don't work for us any more. We are a new breed not yet fully blossomed, but we are in the safe hands and guidance of our space brothers and sisters for we came from the same family.
This eternal mind that we have shows up clear and brilliant sometimes as imagination, when we are in the right mood. It breaks thru when we least expect it like a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day. It is a gift from the stars and we wonder where it came from. This eternal mind can also be felt as warm love at a moment when we are close to someone dear. Sweet feelings of nourishment and tenderness. Where do such feelings come from? It comes from within us, it is who we are. We are that loving innocent natuare hiding inside a tough outer shell and sometimes it breaks through the shell. It has been covered over and dumbed down from birth in this hardened world. This eternal mind breaks breaks thru on occasion as sharp clear lucid reality which surprises us because it is more real than we give ourselves credit for. It is more real than the outer environmental reality we live in and have grown accustomed to. These breakthroughs are like a gift from the stars but they are the more real in us. You and I are simply breaking through the clouds as the old toxic riff-raff leaves us free and clear, and the reality breaks thru. It is truly a gift but YOU are the gift! You are the gift to the world, breaking through the grayness of a chaotic world. You are an aspect of the eternal mind. You are an innocent full of love that has been made to feel ashamed and guilty. But you are starting to become clear again, and you will discover that there is more to you than you thought. As my sister said on her death bed, "I'm not who I thought I was!" What we have grown accustomed to think of as the real world, is not. There is more behind the outer environment than is currently apparent. It's not all houses, stores, businesses, TVs and internet politics. There is a vast intelligence that will surprise you. And you are a piece of that great intelligence, flowing through your dulled down mind and body trying to wake it up.
Everyone is experiencing their own personal transformation upgrade. However, too much emphasis has been put on the mind and mental faculties of thought, which is the ego. The ego could be defined as the sum total of data fed into the brain. The brain thinks it knows everything, but all it knows is what has been fed into it. The brain is trying to make sense of the new incoming messages of peace, unity, love, togetherness, knowledge it has never known before. It is trying to understand but it is confused. The ego (the brain) is trying to make sense of it all. But you are the LARGER intelligence that is flowing through and around the brain. It is causing tipsiness, dizziness, disorientation. You are not sure what's going on. I am telling you: new information of vastly superior nature is flowing through you.
You, your larger consciousness as spirit awakening within you, are like a river flowing in and around and thru your brain flowing towards the sea. Imagine hopping into a canoe without a paddle and just drifing with the flowing river to the sea. You are safe in the arms of the mother river. She is Mother Nature and she takes care of you. Just go with your natural flow. Please don't be confused by the babble of tongues that the brain tries to speak. It will try to intercede and give dire warnings of danger. But you are safe flowing with the river to the sea. Allow the flowing to within your daily tasks and circumstances. You will be surprised. Time will transcend your focus on petty details. Don't resist the natural occurrences. Observe and appreciate.
Today I am aware of a general urge to gather in community. I would like to reach out to our neighborhood for friendly support, not for me but for all of us. It is a widening of interest to include others, but in simple neighborly fashion. Not for political reasons, or religious or spiritual reasons, or any special interest reason. Just a general community network of friends and neighbors. A basic, fundamental support system, weaving humanity together. There are also special interest friends. They are different. They are a separate support system. These are the people I resonate more closely with. They are marked with a boundary. They are classified differently from neighbors. A conversation with my husband brought this to my attention today. I am interested in people from MY special interest group, and he is interested in meeting with people with whom HE has a special interest. And that is OK. We are all different in our special interests and attractions.
My "special interest friends" are different from his "special interest friends". But as a neighborhood of human beings who live nearby, this is a basic community of generally strangers. I feel this is an important point to make because behind all the special interests that people have, which keeps us separate and apart from each other, there is one thing that draws us together - and that is we are all human. We have a common interest in upgrading our comforts, our happiness, peace, abundance and better ways of living. These are basic considerations. It doesn't matter our politics or religion or special interests. We are simply humans trying to improve our physical survival as an intelligent species in ways that are uplifting and better for all. That makes us different from the animals, plants and other star systems. We have the same DNA in our blood and tissues. It is intelligent and practical that we should draw together with meaningful intentions to uplift and support one another with love and kindness. And find ways to transcend the warring and politics and selfishness that has kept humanity separated and suffering for eons of time.
We don't need special interest groups to draw us together. We need merely intelligent respect, love, support and good will to create a feeling of family and togetherness. We do not have to form deep friendships to feel good. Within our human psyche there are physical cells waiting to unite. They have a special power within them that has been damaged. They are each unique, each cell. Each cell has a "Presence". The resident soul - the individual dwelling within the body - is the Presence that we call "neighbor". Or "brother" or "sister". It is the intelligence of that unique person. He or she is unique in that they are jam-packed full of knowledge gathered from many incarnations, many embodiments, many lifetimes. Both on this earth planet and on other planets of the galaxy and beyond. We are old, old, OLD souls, and we have knowledge in each cell. We are here uncover that knowledge. We are here to utilize that knowledge and draw together to form local communities. That is our responsibility. Our mission. To gather together and form peaceful communities, and co-mingle with other peaceful communities around the planet.
We are here to build anew and co-create with light and love and intelligence. We have it in our body cells. We have it inbred, indwelling. It is within us, within our reach and within our conscious awareness. We just need wake up and listen and learn. The light in our body's cells are waiting to be loved. I have a special interest in massage for that reason. I have been drawn to it for a long time. That people keep turning it sexual has been the biggest single problem!? The laying on of hands lightly, without sexual inuendo or pressure is my great desire. This is MY special interest. But that's just me. Everyone has a special gift, a special talent, a special interest to share with others. We are assigned the task of coming out of the closet and offering our special gift or talent to the world. This is mine. Does anyone want to accept my offer? Just contact me via the contact page HERE.
Let us share our special interest, no matter what it is. As long as it does not harm or hurt another person. Let us be UPlifting, with our eyes on betterment. Bettering for all concerned. Shame, guilt, selfishness and fear-mongering has gone on far enough. The scales are tipping toward transcendence, unity and peace, even while we live in physically beautiful, youthful and attractive bodies. Let us rejuvenate and resurrect the beauty of our innate intelligence and harmony. Believe in yourself. It is the majority now of the population who wants to draw together in uplifting peace and communities of more joy and creativity. To feel more uplifting, more positive, more helpful, more proactive, rebuilding a new Earth culture together. Let us remove competitiveness and ego selfishness. We are on the path of resurrection. We do that with higher, more benevolent intentions. Let us resurrect the beautiful human being, not as an imaginary creature of fantasy in dream world, but on the ground, solid, safe, secure, abundantly happy together as a worldwide culture. No one lacking. We will build with blood, skin and bones - skin walkers we are. We have a true physical heart and physical nervous system to build anew. We have a living intelligence and a respect for ALL life. And ALL life respects us back in a never-ending cycle of give and take. (A spontaneous message from higher realms!)
8/1/24 - Wandering around in left brain and right brain
One morning recently I decided I needed to set my vibrations with the ascended masters. I began getting revelations while showering. The left brain and the right brain were shown to represent the human and the divine. It was clear to me that the right brain was my divine side and the divine created the human. This is the huge mystery - that we are first of all divine beings and our right brain is wired to receive the divine into flesh and blood. We have been operating with a split brain when we should be operating with a whole brain, undivided. We can’t think straight with a dual or divided brain. The divine created the human and planted a divine “plug” in the brain. We have a divided brain.
The left brain is logical, right brain is artistic and spacey, according to our understanding of human. The finite side of the brain is the human side. Through it we focus on only the human, which is faulty. The left side is the part of us that manifests our divine thoughts and expresses them in the physical. It is through the left brain that we can control our actions and choose which direction we want to go in, and how we approach it. It is the human in us that sets the direction and is therefore the creator of the body but it creates when it is not complementary with the right brain. We create errors through left-brain thinking and experimenting, but all the while, the God of the body is accessed through the right brain. Most people are aligned with either one side of the brain or the other. I have been aligned with the right brain and have not accessed the left brain well. I do use it but only in connection with the right brain. I believe I am more whole-brained than most people. But I am not an earthy human in the sense I cannot focus on a dual subject. I cannot separate myself from the whole as most people appear to do. I think of men as being left brain predominantly. They focus on physical circumstances only, and don’t take into consideration the right-brain or divine intentions.
The divine can be accessed by anyone by becoming receptive. Right brain surrenders to the stillness of the cosmos. It is the open-mind side of the brain, and so one can go into the silence and feel reverence for life, love for all life and have the intelligence to work with all life. One can experience the wisdom to do things the right way vs. the limited wrong way. We are supposed to work with a whole brain. The divine, of which humanity is a part, rules the universe, galaxies, stars and star systems, planets and creatures on planets. By following the left brain we create and express what the right brain brings to us but many people don’t access the right brain and therefore they are faulty in their actions. We express in a myriad ways by following the ideas passed down from the universe. It is how the divine manifests in form, by giving ideas to humans and then, using the LEFT brain, we put those ideas in action. If we stay in the right brain too much without acting or expressing, then the ideas back up on us and we feel “nobody understands me”. We become spacey, aery, light. We may be loving, nurturing and kind on the surface, but without expressing and defining ourselves, we become ruled and dominated by other left brain people.
Again, we are supposed to receive from the right brain and then put into action those ideas and revelations using the left brain. The right and left should not be divided by a split in the middle. The ultimate design is a whole brain but we separated it by becoming dominant masculine, mental society. The perfect pattern of who we are meant to become is available to us through the right brain access. This means we should spend half of our time in the right brain, listening in stillness, or worshiping in reverence. We are each an individual manifestor or creator of our reality. We have a piece of infinity in us and we have direct access to the almighty’s perfect design for us as an individual creation. The allness is forever widening and evolving because everyone is contributing to it. Everyone is a creator. The almighty is composed of individual intelligences - gods and goddesses who are living the separate life of an individual. But we are all linked into the allness in our heart of hearts. The right brain is considered the feminine side of us, the divine side. We are half human and half divine, or put another way, half masculine and half feminine. Masculine represents the action side of us and the feminine represents the receiving side of us. An open-minded person who is in worship is open like a chalice to the highest good in order to receive the highest picture to express ourselves.
When we are here in the flesh, born of human parents, the right brain should work in complementary fashion with the left brain. If we were educated to see life as a wholeness, our brain would not have that division down the middle. We were originally designed to be a whole brain species. Just as a man and wife are designed to be a whole unit and work together, so the right and left brain are supposed to work together. We have gotten off track. Many people are prone to focus on the errors and problems of our race, but I am more of a receiver. I come from the feminine side of life. I have been receiving all these years from higher consciousness, engaging with cosmic love and laws of life. But I wondered why I couldn’t focus on any one thing long enough to manifest it. I questioned who am I? and found that I was too much feminine, too much a receiver.
So now I am awakening my left brain. I am activating my masculine side. And just today I was led to sign up for a webinar in which the very same thing was said. It was a validation. I am re-discovering that I have a left brain and can control my own decisions. I had lost that ability by being too feminine, too vacuous, too empty, too prone to listen to others. In my prior lifetimes, I was too open and too focused on the infinite, which is not a force but a stillness. I loved the stillness and the peace. And so I allowed the more forces of other people who were more physical and more vocal and more persuasive to choose my direction for me. In so doing, I relinquished responsibility to be my own creator and create my own life’s circumstances. I let others create my circumstances for me. In some lifetimes I followed along and was happy, and other lifetimes I followed but was unhappy and rebelled against others as best I could, but I was not very skilled in doing that. So others would dominate me. I did try to change somewhat and be more forceful but I wasn’t very good at it. Or I was too forceful and didn’t listen to my higher self to use the wisdom available to me, like as the monk in the dungeon life.
Now I see that I am whole brained and I must call upon the seven attributes that were built in – namely those that the seven chakras radiate when opened – will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace and freedom. I am working with these seven now. They are the laws of universe. We must bring these qualities forth into our expression in the physical. But in order to do that I must assert myself, define my wishes and not consent to the dictates of others. It is not a matter of choosing between spiritual or human, but rather of integrating spiritual with human expression. If I integrate the divine qualities into my human life, which is filled with erroneous beliefs and karmic blockages, then I can make my life and relationships better and better and better. If I can properly express myself and define myself, and be willing to and have the courage to say what I mean and feel and think, in a way that is appropriate, so as not to hurt anyone else, then I can evolve myself to a better representative of the divine.
Speaking up for myself was what I was missing. I suppressed myself in favor of other people, and my anger and frustration built up and did not reveal it to anyone. It continued to build up the longer I did not speak myself firmly. That was the wrong of me. I had to learn this. I am writing this today to my son Roland, with whom we are bridging the gap I created by leaving him as a child. I was buried and locked into the right brain without the ability to speak my own truth. I didn’t know. I was ignorant. I was frozen and locked into the right brain. It is the plight of many women, but today the divine feminine is coming forth strongly. Some women are now emerging into the spotlight making themselves seen and heard. They are speaking for themselves. Until I do that, I remain a pawn of other people and continue to hold back my divine right to express my choices and opinions. That equates to rejecting my divinity, which I am calling my light body. But the light body is eternally forgiving, and it only takes an admission and acknowledgement of the mistake, and an action which turns me around to go in the right direction. An act of personal choice to begin the realignment with my divine light body. Writing is my way of righting the wrong of keeping silent. I am pushing this information that I know, out into the open. Whether I publish it in my newsletters or not, it is me expressing myself. But I like to share it with others.
7/26/24 - Yesterday's blog updated and revised: "Empowerment does not come from within, it comes from above"
As the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul said, "Empowerment does not come from within, it comes from above." It comes from our potential, it comes from what we are capable of, what lies beyond us that we have not yet manifested in our lives. Empowerment comes from our higher self. Our higher potential is not here yet but it is waiting for us to reach up to it, grab hold of it and use it in our livingness. We have descended into embodiment from a pure and holy place, and we were momentarily distracted by all the goins on around us, but we are drawn inevitable to our potential. We want to bring it down to us here on the earth plane. We know we can.! It is our ideal. That is what the Master DK has been telling me all along but I didn't quite get it until now, today.
We wish we had these ideals already - our higher better self knows we can do it. It is waiting for us to use it. But we haven't reached it yet. The world hasn't been ready to receive our goodness. It is our destiny to bring these high pure wholesome ideals down into our every day life, and we are designed to do just that. We reach for better ways to manage our lives, more attractive ways, more enriching ways to feel good with ourself, but it is a struggle. We do not know HOW to do it. The challenge is HOW? How are we to be more gracious when the world around us is not? How do we act with dignity and sensitivity when others do not recognize it? It's difficult. But that is the work we are designed for - to bring these beautiful ideal feelings down into our daily lives and manifest them in our actions.
These are the teachings left by more enlightened beings. Power doesn't come from within BECAUSE we are still filled with memories and energies of mistakes, disparities and left-over traumas that we haven't resolved yet. What does it mean to "resolve" a mistake? Words bog us down. These energies still tumble and grumble inside us. We are not aware just how much we have accumulated from wrong choices, and we haven't figured out how to purge them from us. We are not bad or evil people, we are simply unaware. We THINK we have mastered something but we retain the memories, which are the emotions left from experiencing them. These memories and emotions are clogging our freedom. They weigh us down. They are heavy. Can we transcend them? Can we overcome them? Can we reach higher so that we can flow downwad past them, without them blocking the roadway? Can we let these memories go with graciousness? With dignity, with happiness that we are done with them? Thanking them for their lessons? Can we say, "Thank you" to old mistakes as we let them go? These are the struggles we are going through right now. We are learning by considering them. As DK says, "empowerment comes from above." It comes from that which we KNOW we can do because we've done it before. We have been there and done that before. We came from that beautiful Edenic place called the Garden of Eden, where all life was lived in beauty, grace and a fun-loving childlike innocent way. And so we are to wired to honor ourselves and pure our old habits and return to that wholesome way of life and living pure and beautiful again while here on Earth, with our friends and neighbors and community. "Empowerment comes from above, not within."
In order to transcend these thick muddy layers that clog our pores, the most ideal way to do that is to form communities of happy, supportive people. We need the support of good people. Happy people. Where do we find them? We make them! We must practice being uplifting, happy and supportive. That is my dream - to create a 5D Love Club to practice being uplifting, nurturing and happy for each other. It is a fifth dimensional concept so I'm calling it the 5D Love Club. That which means we must practice happiness and joy as we do things together, practice how to be spontaneously uplifting and freely so. It will take time together to practice this. We'll have to learn. Among the practices that we will do is healing touch massage while transcending the sex impulse. This will be a biggie for some people, perhaps the men more than the women. But this is what keeps us recycling old problem areas. Recycle it over and and over, back down to the lower levels again and again, sputtering and fuming over the same issues. We are to transcend the lower vibrations of sex. That is what the Ascended Master DK has been teaching all these years. Not that lovemaking is wrong, but the attitude is to be raised. That is what Tantra teachings are all about. Tantra is not a sexual technique, it is a higher spiritual attitude technique. Sex as it is done still today is selfish. We will learn through loving healing sessioins how to develop love within our own attitudes. And how to approach one another with innocence, without judgment, without a "need" to cum, without expectation, and without secretly hoping and wishing and pushing someone to do it for us. Sexual attitudes have been the big kink in our evolution to higher planes of consciousness, joy, freedom, happiness and abundance, where we can have it all without working for it. This is where we are headed - to higher dimensions. It is a dream of mine. It is the dream of many, I know.
We can support each other by practicing being free, loving, nurturing and supportive without pressuring anyone to "give us something". It's a wonderful feeling to be so free and so glad in heart and spirit that joy fills us like a child. Swapping healing loving touch is my greatest urge, and helping others to practice with me. I seek partner swaps for this purpose. To be in such joy without expecting anything in return allows the spirit to SOAR! It is joyful. I've experienced it. It is also deeply calming and relaxing. To put hands on others in an uplifting way, laying hands lightly on another person and stroking them with warmth and sparkling light fingers - it washes out old clunky, dirty memories of traumas long past. Be happy! Be in joy! Be in the child-like nature of spontaneous light-hearted fun. This is more of a feminine thing, but men could enjoy it too, if they gave themselves permission to relax into it. It is what the 5D Love Club plans to do. It is a healing love exchange without the customary EXPECTED sex after. Sexual expectations are a heavy feeling to a lot of women, as if we "must" do it to finish the session. I can hear the moans and groans over that statement, but it will be worth it to experience the transcendent quality of loving touch sessions.
To get to that place we first need to strip away the feelings of loneliness and lack, which causes the need to be selfish and urges us to push on other people to give us what we want. This is a pressure on them. It is what makes us feel wrong about a lot of things. Pressure from others does the same thing in reverse. So the mission of the 5D Love Club is to practice transcending those unfulfilled selfish needs that never gets fulfilled anyway, except temporarily, no matter how much we press for it we go away still empty. Why? Because we are not in love with our true nature yet.
We will practice in the 5D Love Club to look UP and identify what makes us happy, truly happy. What makes YOU truly happy? What makes ME truly happy? We are in the throes of learning this, each individually. How to lift ourself up to higher ground, so that we FEEL we are flowing and floating higher. Our life then becomes an enlightened life. We smile, interact and enjoy ourselves more easily. We celebrate more. Even when we are alone a secret smile plays upon our lips and in our sparkling eyes. Let us form a community of people who are willing to try this. Who are willing to practice hands-on light-love exchanges, receiving and giving and then receiving again and then giving again. Drawing ever closer together as a tribe. Interacting with love and higher concepts, spiritual concepts and principles without expectations to do anything that would lower it to lesser levels.
My favorite pastime is to put my hands on people freely and feel the light activate in them. It is an experiment. A trial and an exploration to see if we can activate the light. You know, light becomes love when it moves. Light alone is an abstract. It doesn't have feelings or visceral sensations. Light has to move in order to have what we call a "sensation" of warmth and love. Light is being blocked, frozen. It has been so for eons. People are holding back the light-love that is who they REALLY are! So that is what we want to do - activate the light-love in people, and allow the person on the table to feel it. And let them put their hands on us afterwards, as a trade. A swap. Not sexually, no. Just gently, softly, sweetly, motherly, nurturingly. This raises the bar infinitely more than it has been doing. It is not noisy, not loud, not wordy. It is a quiet healing session and it is a refining process. Like in a refining manufacturing facility where they refine certain products of earth - this is where human beings refine the elements of their bodies to a more elevated inner quality of feeling. Turning it from outward (which is a noisy clamour) to an inner calm through our tender exchanging of loving touch. This is what empowering means, as DK says, by "looking UP!" Looking up to higher, more saintly attitudes. It is the way of raising the vibrations of our inner bodies. The warmth in a room full of people rises exponentially when this takes place. It opens hearts and smooths the wrinkled tensionis. It is a consciousness-raising process. It raises and expands our inner FEELING. And the gladness in our hearts. It is a hope. It is exciting and it motivates people to exciting new realms of insight and ideas. to give more, to invent, to expand. It is difficult to keep up with the level of excitement that occurs. I know. I have felt it.
A more expansive fulfilling love is available. Sensations of being more deeply connected expands. The community spirit expands. We are part of a loving tribe, a larger tribe. Because we FEEL the others connecting with us. I am speaking now of a common vision shared by many people. Perhaps it has not been put into such words as I am speaking, but the wish and hope is there. You can read between the lines on the social media. Unfortunately there are many who don't realize how much they are weighed down by past negative emotions. Lifetimes of memories are hidden in unconscious habits that were passed on from ancestors and parents. Sharing openly and flowing from the heart spontaneously is how we release those heavy depressing energies as we tell each other stories.
Tell about yourself freely and openly. ("Uh oh, no, no," I hear readers saying.) But it will be a sacred environment, the 5D Love Club. We won't need to hold back when there is trust in the environment. It will be like a celebration of spirit. It will be fun. It will be joyful. This as how we will begin the 5D Love Club. Let us begin the gatherings and share insight and ideas about how we might go ahead and start forming such a community locally. Not through zoom though. We need the physical presence of people, so that we can share warm hugs, handshakes and swap massages. It cannot be done through computer technology with bodies sitting in another town or state. I am planting seeds by talking about this. We will see this starting soon.
7/24/24 - Welcome to the new Earth! Are you still here?
I don't know where to begin with today's blog but one must be posted. There is a constant movement flowing through me, with many insights. The sensation is one of floating through clouds that thin as I approach and greater light reveals more of what I had been thinking. So, what finite words can I use to write? I will stop the floating and think for a moment. There is a desperate urge to connect with people in person - to hug, to greet, to laugh, to enjoy the presence of real, live bodies again. It has been a long period of isolation. The only time I see people is when I go to the store for groceries, and of course my dear husband who is ever present for me, as I am for him. But the need to form community of like-minded souls is ever present. A need, a desire, a want, that makes me STOP! Stop the wanting and go silent again. Breathe deeply, consciously, there are techniques that fill the loneliness. It is a reconnection to the allness. The oneness. It's an inner technique.
"he Ancient order of the Mother Flame is a phrase that continues to haunt me. It flits and floats through my visions. It calls me because the Mother Flame is in everyone, calling to me to recognize them, to hug them and hold them close to me like a Mother holds her daughter and son. The Mother Flame is in men and boys too. It is not just for women. But I musn't get off track here. It is easy to wander that trail into the fine mist of light, the mystical presence of love that is beyond human endurance but calls sweetly, lovingly, like a moth is drawn to a flame, or a deer to green grass. I've been working on the newsletter to go out soon. It will be an introduction to The Ancient Order of the Mother Flame, which is soft, warm, tender and feminine. The qualities of nurturing, love, gentle, kindly, motherly. And it is celestial. It is the cosmic thread that connects us to the allness everywhere. All the suns, planets, moons and embodied creatures and other humans like us.
It is the Mother Flame that connects us, it is the Father Flame who holds the Mother Flame in place. Father God is disemodied and so He took a piece of himself and sent it out into form. He remains Prime Creator but his counterpart lives in forms like you and me. The Mother Flame is located at the bottom of the spine at the tail bone, the coccyx, known as the root chakra. It is ethereal of course, not physical. It is the life force that breathes through us, and each one of us is a unique individual because of it. Within us is the ultimate creative force but we do not know it, yet we draw ever closer as the ascension continues to elevate us to higher levels of insight and perspective. We are rising upwards into clouds that are thinning as we approach. And the light grows brighter because we are entering an infinite ocean of knowledge and information.
The living Presence that dwells in the root chakra as the Mother Flame in you and me, connects us together. We are all part of the great sea of oneness. That's where love comes from. Hate comes from closing it off. There is no chance of separating from it because we are all part of the oneness thru the Mother Flame. We are one. We are the love and the light together there. It is only what we have each DONE individually with that life force, that makes us different and unique. We have each followed our own path of understanding. We've done many things, accomplished many things, experienced many adventures over the past (or other) lifetimes, but we are still connected. We cannot become disconnected because we are all One Life. The spiritual path is the path of studying this One Life.
The Ascended Master Djwhal Khul has been teaching me for 48 years now. He channels words to me telepathically but only when I ask him. Never does he intrude on my "free will". But if I ask, he gives me answers. I have kept track of how many years I've been a student. It was only yesterday that I was shown that I am no longer a student. I am able to relate to myself as the real presence, known as the Mother Flame. I can now address it and use common terms because I've been to the lowest and have built a solid foundation below surface level. The spiritual path is an inner and an underground path. Like a construction company whose workers build downward under the earth to create solid foundations to support the buildings on the surface.
Each person is a unique presence in the world, contributing knowledge and wisdom to support the whole civilization of humanity. Each is an individual who has no equal. You are a unique intelligence who has traveled extensively, and only YOU know what you know. Only you have your particular perspective on things. And you have the memories to prove it. The talents, the wisdom, the knowledge, the inner feelings and emotions that give you signs and signals of right and wrong. But you are connected through the Mother Flame in the pelvic bowl. The Mother Kundalini rests there, a permanent presence while you are embodied, the presence of eternal love and life. Not separate from the whole, but connected to the cosmic and galactic intelligences that surround us. You are the child of the father and mother who made you and cared for you. And you have NEVER been alone or beyond their reach - except that you did not know. Humor and fun is the name of the human game. Enjoy it. Laugh at the wrongness and imperfections that occur, because humor and upliftment brings delight - the Light!
Remember the Mother Flame at the base of the spine. The newsletter will explain more. This is a brief spontaneous message to fill the spaces on my computer screen. To say Hello to the few who might check to see if I am still here. Yes, I AM here. Are you? Let me know through the CONTACT page.
7/21/24 - How sunlight can heal
Close your eyes and imagine the bright dazzling sun over the area of the body that needs healing. It is difficult to hold attention quietly still for long moments of time - but this is the discipline that is recommended by those who know. To hold an image of the sun as bright and dazzling as you can over that specific area needing correction, miracles can happen. Do one minute at a time. Hold focus and count 60 seconds of light, then stop and do it again later. If you can do for longer, well and good, but most people don't have the ability to hold such a strong image very long and become distracted. Then it's a waste of time and they won't try again, thinking it doesn't work.
The sunlight carries knowledge. It knows everything that the Creator knows so holding an image of the sunlight on an area is like holding a laser beam in it. It's equivalent to burning a bad spot with healing energy. There's a solution in the light for that particular situation. So holding the light steady on it allows the light to find the solution. What I just found out (after just doing it for myself on my foot) is that connecting the light, the imagined picture of the sun, with the image of the foot is the hard part. I found that connecting the two images took a little more effort - like superimposing one image on top of another image so they match up - my counting started to slow down, 1 --- 2 --- 3 ---. This happened automatically.
When we focus light on a part of the body and the light actually enters the area, or makes contact with it, then it turns to love. Light is abstract, it's not in physical form. When it enters the physical body (under a master's conscious guidance) it becomes love. Love must be guided to entera the thick density of a physical body, otherwise the hard shell keeps it out. Love is light are the same thing. But light is abstract, a thought, not yet materialized, the masters call it free-roaming particles all throughout the universe. The light is available to use but SOMEONE has to use it! This is what we are here for - to learn how to use the light that is available to us. It is what we call "the spiritual path". But it's practical. We just have to know how to use it and apply it.
It has to be directed in some way into physical for the sunlight to heal or make a difference. The plants do it, the trees do it and the little insects and animals go it because it's natural for them. It doesn't take a lot of intelligence to use the light from the sun. Mother nature does it for them, but for we humans, we have an ego that forms judgments. Like "That's nonsense!" And so we humans have to develop more of a kinship with Mother Earth before we can trust that she knows what she's doing. We humans have been taught not to believe in natural healing. Many people form judgments, like, "That's nonsense!" I've heard this many times in my life. And that's OK. Everyone must grow their own wisdom.
Light has to be guided into the physical body by a master (meaning the intelligence within) because the light is abstract and form is a heavily dense creature. There is a shell around it, blocking out the light. It takes a conscious effort to "hold still the light" so it can penetrate the outer shell that resists. Then other cells also get the light and join in with. This is how form is built. Light stabilizes by sharing. By reaching out its light and holding hands with other cells so light can enter into the other cells. If there are "bad" cells growing in there, the pure light (guided by a conscious master intelligence) can fizzle it out and make it go away. This is how meditation works too. Holding thoughts and body movements still, and picturing something pure in its place. Light comes in and rubs shoulders with the light in the other cells and it becomes a healing modality.
Sharing with other people is how the light and love is passed from person to person. This kind of knowledge should be shared. It is actually a way to heal YOURSELF, by sharing what you know with others. That is why I write so much. It makes me feel good to do it. We all have skills that have learned over the many lives we have lived, but these skills are buried deep, deep, deep within. They are unconscious skills. What interests you the most? That is a clue to follow up on it. Cultivate it. You already have knowledge concerning this or you wouldn't be so interested.
My particular interest is hands-on healing. I love to give loving healing touch but I learned a great lesson which has taken me years to figure out what's wrong. In this darkened, shamed, perverted world, loving touch is so lacking that it turns men into sexual maniacs. No pun intended. It's true. And not only men, but women too. We have been so hungry for love, due to shame teachings, that the natural powers of rejuvenation have been held back. I had to learn this lesson. It has taken a lifetime but it was worth it. I can now share what I know.
Instead of holding this knowledge to myself and hoarding it like a little person hides coins in a jar on the kitchen shelf, we are meant to share. For me, my deepest desire is to hug, hold and put my hands on others thru the healing modality, thru the touch of caring and uplifting kindnes. To share the light thru touch is a way of teaching without words. Because words just get in the way. They mean different things to each one of us. But not the touch. The touch is a feeling and feelings can be shared without words. It is a beautiful way to teach this beautiful gift by simply touching caringly, kindly and compassionately. Pass on the light! Share it through loving acts of kindness. It's not enough to preach about love and light. We have to DO SOMETHING with it. Do something with this universal power that will affect other people who live here. This is the natural power that comes from universal oneness.
A true story: A close woman friend and her sister, when they were younger, lay down beside their dying mother in the hospital. The doctors said she would not last into the morning. Her organs were shutting down. The two sisters in their grief, each decided to focus attention on their mother's failing organs. One focused on the kidneys and the other focused on another organ, I can't remember which now. And long story short - the mother went home and lived for another ten years. This is a true story recently told to me during conversation. It reminds me that we don't need the sunlight to heal. Our conscious attention is like the sun. We too are children of the light, just as the sun is. And we have it within us if we get serious enough to use it. We ARE the life and light of our bodies.
7/18/24 - Introducing the ancient order of the mother flame
It was about nine months ago that I heard the phrase "the ancient order of the mother flame". It was during a sweet silent meditation and I was swept up into such a gentle serene loving place that was so soft, so sweet, I barely noticed the transition. It felt like I was home again, cradled in the arms of Mother. A very unusual experience. And now, nine months later, I am here to talk about the Mother Flame.
On that day nine months ago, I had just finished a book lesson on how to hold my attention on dazzling white light INSIDE my body, not above the body but INSIDE the body, in the organs themselves. The many guides teach this but Master Djwhal Khul actually takes it a step further and teaches techniques on how to do it. How to bring the spiritual consciousness down into density, to INSIDE the physical body. It’s a difficult concept to grasp.
The Mother Flame refers to the kundalini, which is an awakening, or activation of the Mother Flame. I experienced its awakening - ummm - now 48 years ago. It was a supernatural experience, a mystical experience that no one could really explain at the time, nor even today very well, although there are a few. But Master DK has guided me through it most wisely and patiently thru the many years of its unfolding within my consciousness. The Mother Flame is in you too. It is in everyone but it is seldom discussed so only the rare few know of its existence. It is the God energy held locked into the pelvic root chakra of the human body. It is the source of the beautiful heart-warming feelings of the orgasm. The Mother Flame is on the ETHERIC level, it is not physical. A pathologist doing an autopsy wouldn’t find it because it's not on the physical level. It is the life force of the body which leaves at the time of death.
During a quiet guided meditation 48 years ago I had an unusual experience during which I transcended into what I have been calling “the light” but it was more like bliss or rapture. That day was the beginning of my transformation. It took years with the guide Master Djwhal Khul leading me, and I’ve journaled my experiences and written about them on Anakosha.org (now called GoddessSphere.org). But the reason for introducing it today, is because I have been guided to reveal information about this beautiful gem that everyone is carrying around within them. I will be revealing what I have personally learned about this bliss energy and why it has been blocked in so many people. We have been kept in the dark about it and it is kept from rising all the way of the spine to the head and enlightenment because the orgasmic release during sex shuts it down and stops it from flowing up its destined path to awaken the brain. Sex is the block, or rather the way we handle sex is the block.
The Mother Flame is pure, unadulterated sweetness, love and light. It is an evolutionary force when it reaches the head and thus informs the individual thru brain understanding. Information about it is available but is hidden from the general public. It is not talked about in practical terms. Religion has made it so sacred or shameful or mystical that it seems beyond reach when it is the most natural energy in the whole human experience. But it is hidden in flowery poetic sacred mystical language in ancient transcripts and mystery schools and many call it demonic. The truth is hard to come by. We can't decipher it or understand its meaning.
I can talk about it only because I have had personal experiences with it. First, the kundalini awakening. Second, an ascended master was assigned to me to guide me and teach me. And third, I was led into the lifestyle called swinging where I had firsthand intimacy experiences of loving and being loved by other people.
Several years later, during daily meditations, I saw the kundalini as a crystal ball of light. It looked just like the real crystal balls you can buy in a store but it was from a most sacred and ethereal perspective. A most amazing experience. There is a picture on the internet today which shows it exactly as I saw it, so someone else has seen it too, not just me. It is located in the pelvic bowl formed by the pelvic bones and it sits cradled in the pelvic bowl, with the tail bone (the coccyx) just below it. From the coccyx (the root chakra) comes an etheric flame, like a pilot light, which sizzles the pure crystal ball into action at a certain time, unknown to us, thus triggering the kundalini in to action. The crystal ball then sends impulses of pure sweetness and angelic love-light up thru the etheric nerves which, under certain conditions connect to PHYSICAL nerves, and thus heads up the spine or down the legs thru the feet into the earth. This is, of course, all dependant upon the conscousness and intellectual or mental preparation of the individual living in the body! There must be training beforehand because it is the PERSON who lives in the body that must prepare him/herself to be open.
The crystal ball known as the Mother Flame is thus activated and beautiful things happen if the person is ready. A woman has a much better chance of doing this successfully than a man. That is why I have been led to draw together the women. The men need more training in how to allow their inner feelings to flow. Women are better at it by nature. Women are permissive, nurturing and loving by nature.
The crystal ball of the Mother Flame is surrounded by nerves that look like roots of a tree that have grown thick and heavy around it, protecting it and keeping it safe. The etheric crystal ball is snuggled up inside amongst the roots of the tree of life - your life and my life and the life of every human you know. It is there dripping slowly little droplets of life up the spine to keep the body alive, and you can "quicken" the drops so they dribble quicker up the spine. There are methods that have been taught through the centuries by those who know.
My experience with kundalini activating in this life took me out of body without any prior preparation in THIS life. But I have since learned that I've had training in many past lives. And so have others who have had kundalini activated. There are buried memories we don't know we have!
Meanwhile, after the kundalini awakened in me it took many years to learn how to get back down into normal human consciousness again, because it left me high as a kite, in a quickened state. It COULD have driven me insane if I did not have the right man in my life who asked me questions about it. He had me talking. He wanted to get into swinging and I was led in that direction, fortunately. Obviously it was with the Master DK's help.
But it has taken years for me to learn how to manage a higher metabolism and higher consciousness to be able to live a practical life with other people. I have been learning various ways. As I study and re-read DK’s channeled lessons - there are many of the 48 years - I am learning how to bring my conscious attention, my focus, down into my physical heart, lungs, spleen, stomach, kidneys, etc., and hold it there. Hold it still. Don't let it move. Don't be distracted. It's a discipline to hold the attention still and not let it move. The physical body cells, the organs and tissues of the body need a master to direct them in what to do, and when, and where to go. This has been more difficult than it sounds. My normal consciousness is just so naturally high that my husband jokes sometimes trying to get my attention: “Earth to Nancy!” So now it has been mostly done and final signals and signs are coming to me to gather the women. The women must be gathered first, for they are more naturally suited for the new age that is upon us. The ancient order of the Mother Flame is a sisterhood of the divine feminine. It is so loving, so warm, so sweet, so gentle, so soothing, so nurturing - it is like the near-death experiences I’ve been hearing about on Youtube. People who have physically died and left their bodies, gone to heaven and then returned to tell about it! It is like that.
Nine months ago I was given the phrase "The Ancient Order of the Mother Flame" during a very sacred meditational experience, but I have had to question it. I have had to validate it. Is it real? Or is it a figment of my imagination as I am often accused of making? I googled it and there is nothing on the internet about it except some digital networks among the younger generation. I have been feeling as if I could lift off any day now and leave my body behind, but I asked the Ascended Masters for help. Namely DK, Jeshua and others whom I know. “I want, NEED, to feel more grounded, practical and clear-brained,” I said, and asked them what THEY did to stay in body when they were on the verge of lifting off.
“Cap off the crown of your head,” they said “And hold focus INSIDE the body. Don’t let your attention go out into space and breathe through your feet.” And so I continue to get instructions. I will share these instructions with women only at first. Because it is all about inner feelings and I have discovered that men do not easily access their inner feelings. Men tend to look to women to help them access their inner feelings and this won't do. Women need to be alone to access their OWN inner feelings without having to support and continue to nurture the men in their lives.
This morning I was rewarded with a warm healthy greeting from Mother Kundalini, for that is what I call her. I experience her as that. I have since learned that the Mother Flame is identical to what Christians call the holy spirit. But the word is not important. Words have been used to distract us. We have been "worded" to death! Words have programmed us to the dark side. Defining something like "sex". The pure unadulterated immaculine concept of divine nature is a FEELING, not a word. Let us open up our feelings and not try to explain it to those who cannot feel yet. This loving, beautiful, devotional energy of feeling is the God/Goddess force at the base of the spine. DK has been giving me instructions for years, and I am ready to start sharing it with those of the same mind and heart. Let it become public knowledge for those who can hear.
7/14/24 - Some hints on how to make love - focus on the heart
Love is felt when we focus on the heart with conscious intention to be loving. When we focus on sexuality or the genital or other places on the body, the heart is not getting full attention. Energy follows thought. When we are randomly moving our attention around, the miraculous mother energy in the pelvis goes back down to where it is stored - in the earth. This miraculous primal life energy has been called the kundalini, also known as shakti and other names. It is what keeps us alive, and when we make love it has the power to create ecstasy, whether with a partner or alone, as in deep stillness.
The kundalini's destiny is to rise up the spine to the heart. Not beyond the heart, but to the heart itself because the heart is the center between heaven and earth. I saw this during a meditation as if to confirm what I had read in the book "Sexual Secrets". I saw two triangles, one up facing up and one down, interlaced on top of one another with the heart at the center. The heaven energies are coming down thru the downward-focing triangle, and the earth energies are coming up thru the upward-turned triangle. They don’t meet until the heart is opened and focused upon. When we focus on the heart with intentions of love, beautiful feeling love - or at least holding that intention - the heart opens. The cells open and our thoughts embed the blood with intentional love. The heart then pumps the blood with love in it to all parts of the body. Not empty random blood, but blood filled with the energies of love within it.
The primal life force energy comes up to the heart and the heavenly energy comes down to the heart and they blend in the mystical marriage. Earth and heaven meet in the heart and become love in the heart. The body wants to be loved all over, not just on the surface at skin level or genital level, but also inside, all over, everywhere. The cells, organs, glands, muscles, bone, tissues of all kinds, all want to feel the love, for they have been neglected. We do not normally give them attention. Love-making is not just reserved for the genitals and skin, but for all the various parts of the body - the face, arms, hands, legs, feet, toes, the muscles, glands nerves and arteries that feed these parts inside, deep, deep inside. Feed ALL the cells so all of the body can feel the love. The heart pumps blood out to ALL the cells in the body. And when we make love with our partner, if we focus our loving attention on the heart, they too will feel the love. Be the maker of love and share it with your body cells and your partner's body cells. We can do that by focusing our conscious intention on the heart. "My heart to your heart!" The body feels lonely when it is neglected. It wants to feel loved inside and not just down there at the genitals. WE will feel loved all over and our partner will feel loved all over when OUR body cells feel loved. Genuinely appreciated and loved from within.
7/11/24 - The galactic connection - shifting from vaguery to more solid
A big shift is underway. I am experiencing going from being vague and passive, primarily feminine serving nature, to being more proactive, solid and real. It feels as if my masculine or active nature is coming online. It is producing a more solid feeling of reality and grounding. I am aware that I've been feminine in many of my lifetimes, always loving and nurturing others. This role has reached a dead end. It's boring for me, the feeling of "enough is enough here!" is ringing like a bell in my mind! I want some action! I'm tired of waiting around for others to do something. I believe this shift is coming from a closer connection with the interplanetary or galactic reality. The continued ongoing disclosure that flying saucers are real and therefore visitors from other worlds are real and attempting to reach us is making a mark on me as well as many others. Our minds are changing and becoming more open and accepting that the visitors are really human and solidly physical.
Visitors from other worlds are called extraterrestrials or ETs, but George Adamski referred to them as space brothers. I met Mr. Adamski 60 years ago, in 1963. I was pregnant with my first child at the time, age 25. Adamski was the most famous contactee of modern times, or slowly becoming one. He was often referred to as simply "GA". His most famous books were "Flying Saucers have Landed" in 1963, co-authored with Desmond Leslie, and "Inside the Space Ships" 1965, changed later to "Inside the Flying Saucers". He told the true story of how he met first Orthon on the desert in California in 1952, and then met with the space brothers frequently after that. Their mission (and his) was to reveal life on other worlds, just as ancient scriptures tried to do. Adamski wrote books about his very real encounters with space people, and traveled the world lecturing and showing his photographs. Also delivering messages to the government and other important people. Even though he was often denounced as a fraud by official sources, he had audience with very important people and entered through side doors.
My personal story started germinating about two months ago. It is a big shift for me, for I have been for many lifetimes as a gentle, passive, feminine healer-priestess type being who was not outwardly assertive. I healed and loved, that's all I did. And then 60 years ago I met GA and, lost soul that I was, seeds began to germinate. I continued my life as a feminine being up until about two months ago, when I was re-introduced to an old, old friend. I came back into contact with Glenn Steckling, director of the George Adamski Foundation. Glenn today is a retired airline pilot, but I knew him as a little boy of 10 when I lived with his parents in Mexico, who were helpers of Adamski. Raised in the atmosphere of Adamski and his parents, Glenn today is the sole owner and director of the legacy left by GA who died in 1965. Glenn is today continuing to tell the story of the space brothers. And it is Glenn who made me think. I could not identify with PHYSICAL flying saurcers. I thought they were from another dimension. Suddenly a new perception of reality is unfolding with this new, or renewed, connection. There is a shift in conscious awareness going on that is, to put it into words, like connecting wishes and desires and frustrations and struggles - they are connecting. I feel younger, healthier, more alive. And remembering things I had forgotten. See Glenn Steckling's youtube channel (HERE) speaking for the George Adamski Foundation.
Continuing with MY story - when I met Mr. Adamski I wasn't interested in physical spaceships. I was from the Light. I was taken into the light in 1976, ten years after meeting GA, when the kundalini awakened and blew my mind wide open, obliterating all that I was before. It took another ten years to come back to normalcy again, which I did with the help of a cultural phenomenon called "swinging". In swinging I could hug and hold people and I became grounded again back to being human. Life continued with me trying to write about it. An insane idea. How can you possibly write about these things?
Well, anyway, I never understood that flying saucers were real and physical. I was enthralled with Mr. Adamski when I met him, transported to other worlds just by being around him, but I could not accept that these "space people" were human. I did not accept it. I dismissed it and continued to believe they were angels and beyond our ability to reach them. Yet, Mr. Adamski drew crowds. He told the real truth while I did not understand and did not accept. Why did they make such a big deal out of the flying saucers? I wasn't connected. I was one of those mystics of the spacey kind. And then Glenn Steckling appeared from my past, now a grown-up man. Such amazing threads of reconnection. They had faded into oblivion and suddenly they are back stronger than ever. A few nights later I saw something in the night sky which could not be real. A large spotlight came in the night as I looked out my bedroom window to close the curtain, and I saw the "spotlight" capture a big bright star, swallowed it up and carried it away. The star was gone. Only the night sky remained. The star had been there night after night for months. How can this be? And then I knew, I had been contacted. Without a shadow of a doubt. Just as I knew during the hurricane when a big bright "star" led us back home after being evacuated from our house. And other "stars" blinking at me in the night sky, moving and shape-shifting, making me wonder, "Is it?" And the dreams. More and more dreams, connections with space ships of light.
The biggest shift is transitioning away from being passive. The "wait and see" reactive person who waits for others to make the moves. Suddenly I am bored with waiting. I want to tell my story(ies). They are piling up, waiting to be talked about. I am grounding and feeling inspired. Fear has held me back. But I saw online today Michael Love, a wonderful channel for the Pleiadians. He said, "I believe in transparency and openness" and told how he has lost everything in a major shift. And so I am suddenly shifting - not losing but gaining something I haven't had in a long time. My proactive side. I am learning that the space brothers are real and human. They are not angels, ghosts, saints or mystical apparitions as I have believed all of my life. They are real. They are more real than we humans know how to be. The angels of the Bible are human angels. The people of the time did not know how to say it. But we have evolved. We can say it out loud now. The space brothers are human, and they fly in physical ships. They know how to embody physicality more fully, and they know how to advance their technology and their beautiful inner beings and their social skills are remarkably sweet and graceful. They interact with love of the ultimate supreme source. And they travel thru space without fuel, by riding currents that are natural to the planets. They are tapped into the rhythms and harmonies of universal intelligence and love. And they are coming closer, ever closer to the one mind behind it all. They are kind, and beautiful, and intelligent and, yes, even saintly, but they are human. They have evolved their human skills and they want to share these skills with us. They are more like us than we realize. Or perhaps we are becoming more like them.
This is knocking my socks off, literally. My feet are enjoying being bare-foot. My brain has been righting itself and the dizziness and disorientation is going away. It is not over yet but the symptoms are changing quickly as I feel more solid and real. Invisible roots are growing down, as if I wee a tree extending myself down into the earth to join with other roots. I saw a circle of feminine beings in the center of the earth the other day, a flash of insight, and I became one of them, settling down among them, joining in with their silent singing. Resonating with their optimism and gladness of spirit. I am more alive inside my skin now.
It has been a wild change. Reality is becoming more real. Not fixed but fluid. As if I am a bridge between stillness and solidarity. Neither state is a "fixed" or immovable state of being but rather a blending in and out, and I am the bridge that chooses where I want to go in the moment. Reality is becoming. Confusion reigned for approximately three years, starting with a hospital stay and heart palpitations triggered by a new meditation technique. I learned what caused it later, as we all learn later, after the fact, from experiences of testing thru trial and error.
I was spiritual, prepared from prior life training for the kundalini activation in 1976 which blew my mind wide open. It then took 10 years to come back to being human again, able to interact with people. But I had an ascended master guide, which I interpreted as being a supernatural intelligence. Now my exposure to the Adamski legacy thru Glenn Steckling, along with further continued disclosures from other sources, I am learning that they are human, just like us. More human and more humane, which means more heart, more soul, more naturally beautiful. They have solid physical bodies like us. Their ships are physical and operate on universal laws backed by higher scientific laws. Quantum? I don't know. They have advanced beyond us by joining with the harmonies of the one universal mind which ties life together if we draw closer to it. And they are here to guide us, teach us, redirect our thinking to these more harmonious laws and more humane ways of living. If we will welcome them. The 5D love club is my greatest desire - to bring our local community together and welcome our galactic friends to come down and celebrate with us. I invite them to land in our back pasture.
As I dare speak of this out loud thru my writings and postings, it makes me feel strong, physically strong, and more vitalized. Enthusiastic and excited! I don't care if people think I'm crazy. It doesn't matter because I'm walking my own path. And I love all the people around me. I wish I could put my hands on them and say, "You are beautiful, I love you!" The more I give appreciation, the stronger I feel. And more stable and rooted and fulfilled. Sixty years ago it started when I met George Adamski, the contactee of the Venusians, but I didn't understand that he was talking about them being REAL. I couldn't accept it then. Now today I do accept. He was a true contact for the extraterrestrials who have tried from pre-biblilcal days to reach men of earth. But each time the prophets were considered cuckoo or insane or dangerous and had to be taken out. I think that danger is over. Those who are still afraid of being locked up or killed (repressed traumas from past lives) perhaps will come out of the closet now and tell their stories. The 5D love club will be gathering those who want to tell what they know.
I have begun copying some of Adamski's excerpts from his books in TODAY'S POSTS. The channeled articles I have been reading online for many years that used to enthrall me, are fading into the background. My own path is lighting up more strikingly, becoming the more significant way for me to go. All others are blending into the landscape around me for they too are part of the whole. They are each creating their own strikingly beautiful golden path. It is a path that appears with each conscious breath. Sometimes it is unconscious and I lose it, and that's OK. It is slowly taking shape thru experience, trial and error. When I remember to appreciate and give thanks, it solidifies under my feet. When I forget it dulls me down. It is the universe that breathes thru me when I think of it, and when I don't, I lose the fire that could have sparked me. We are all participants in the one breath of the universal prime creator. Even as it does through the space brothers who are visiting us and who wish to guide us to greater horizons. Are we ready for this? Are we all together in this? Perhaps not. It is OK. It is all OK. You are blessed. As the space people say, "You are loved beyond measure."
7/9/24 - Rest and Relax to bring balance and feel more clear
After the hip swings today - an exercise I don't enjoy - I was told “Rest!” and the reason why. "Just rest. Relax and feel the fragmented light particles coming back together again. Feel into it. During action they are riled up and get chaotic, trying to understand what to do. During rest time they return to their comfort zone. You in your outer mind feel comfortable and identify with it. You feel good resting. But too much comfort and rest produces stagnation and decay. So up and into action again to move the light particles. This is to give the light in your cells the opportunity to evolve and experience. They are the ones evolving thru matter. You are the God within learning how to be responsible for your light particles, for your physical body. You are learning in your own way, your own lessons, how to bring your light particles (your body) in line, in alignment, so they all work together, in a coordinated way, under your masterful control and will power.
As I rested this new understanding began to dawn on me. I felt a deeper sense of reality. I felt more “me”. I felt more solid and clear. More "here now". This in a minor way but it was enough to give me a hint, a clue, pointing to the reality that this is how it works. You become more balanced, more whole, more complete and more real thru this melding of rest and action, action and rest. It is the way to bring balance to the confused state of the body's cells. We were born into a world presenting lots of confusion, lots of diversity, lots of opposites. We were born into it to learn how to master the conditions we find ourselves in. It is a very confusing and upsetting world, but it presents many opportunities to learn masterful control over situations.
We are here to learn and to grow in wisdom and understanding. But we have to work with our OWN forces, we have no control over others. Except for the use of love. Love is the ultimate power source for change, healing and transformation. And so we must start by loving our own body cells, the inner physical, mental and emotional forces that are within us. This is how we heal the feelings (yesterday's blog). There are two different lessons playing out here - me (God) and my body cells (also God but imprisoned and masked in cellular form). The cells of my body parts contain light particles in the form of electrons. But they do not know themselves yet. They are fragmented and randomly chaotic, without a master to guide them.
I am here to learn how to guide and control them – er - TEACH them. As I grow in understanding, I am actually teaching my SELF. My body learns discipline thru my consistent routine and attention and I am also learning by my own discipline of myself. It helps my body cells to grow awareness and as they feel good with themselves, I feel good with MYself. We are inter-related. We are woven together. We are learning together. We are evolving each within own conscious intelligence and awareness, even as we are entwining with those who live with us and in our communities. Under my masterful attention as the resident soul living in this body, I enlarge and widen myself to become a more masterful guide. I can better instruct my body to do what I want it to do, plus I am interweaving with others around me, sharing my wisdom and receiving THEIR wisdom they reflect to me. e. This is universal harmony playing out -rhythm and love in action. We are growing and joining the galactic community of higher worlds.
7/8/24 - Healing the feelings - preparing for the 5D Love Club
Healing the feelings means don’t act on them, don’t express them, don’t repress them, don’t suppress them. FEEL them. This will take practice. When you act on feelings without thinking, you are not feeling them. You are spewing those energies out and away from you. To FEEL your feelings means stop and focus. Pay attention. Allow them to penetrate through your body-mind. Allow them to distribute through the appropriate nerves, channels and passageways to saturate your entire being. Accept, allow and surrender yourself to the feelings, no matter what the feelings are. Perhaps you judge them as bad or traumatic, or perhaps you judge them as beautiful and good. It doesn't matter WHAT the feelings are, allow them to saturate you. In other words, give up trying to avoid them.
Tears are a sign that you gave in to your feelings. We try every trick and manipulation in the book to avoid letting our feelings in. We don’t let them in. We are continuously rejecting feelings from entering our lives. What is meant by "healing the feelings" is a fulfilling act of mercy. You become fulfilled. You feel complete, whole, perfect, calm. This is the peace that passes understanding. You are filled full of acceptance. You are loved. You are whole as you were always meant to be. On October 23, 2017 the following message was dictated to me by the Master DK. I found it yesterday as I researched old files. I am considering starting a 5D Love Club using loving touch ascension massage (not sexual). This is Master DK is speaking:
“Intimacy has always been reserved for the primary partner, the one you live with. Primary partnerships have always been considered exclusive, but how many of you have retained the ability to be truly intimate? Intimacy means connecting. Connecting with someone else also in physical form requires a slowing down process, both mentally and physically, so that feelings can be shared. If you are feeling something and your partner is not, the feelings are not being shared. Only one of you is feeling.
"Connecting means sharing feelings. This is the meaning of intimacy. Sharing feelings with someone other than your primary partner has always been considered a sacrilege. You have kept feelings hidden for that reason. You have even kept feelings for yourself hidden. How often have you masturbated alone, in private, and had someone come in on you. Did that not give you feelings of shame? The feelings of shame were a condition laid on you from those in authority who have tried to keep you from feeling your own feelings.
"This practice of massaging a stranger is an exercise in breaking open those forbidden cultural taboos, and simply sharing feelings with a stranger. [I had been considering how to do this, so he is addressing this for me] This is the reason why we are here to swap massages alone. Not as a couple, but alone at a table with a partner of the opposite gender. You will have feelings. You will have all sorts of feelings. You might have repugnant feelings. Or feelings of guilt. Or feelings of shame for having GOOD feelings. You might have sexual feelings and you might feel confused because you’re not supposed to go there during these massages. Feelings are beautiful. Let them be. Feel them. Allow them. Enjoy them. Don’t act upon them. Just feel them. Let them exist within you.
"As you feel your feelings you will also be processing them. You will be saying, ‘It’s OK to have this feeling. I will keep moving my hands on this person.’ Whatever the feeling is, just own it. It’s yours. Don’t expect the other person to have the same feelings you are having. The act of massaging a stranger person allows you to feel better than when you are massaging a friend. Because when you are massaging a friend, you drop your guard and relax into the KNOWN feelings that you have had with this person before. That will come about as lesson Number 2, as you practice expanding on known feelings.
"The first part of this practice is learning how to feel within yourself, alone, and owning what you are feeling. It‘s not just skin on skin. It‘s opening up to forces within you that have been turned off due to cultural laws and rules. We are breaking the law and the rule here by allowing feelings to surface. Do you understand? That is why we will be swapping partners. You will not be able to relax your guard and 'flow' with this person, so you will have to simply feel. It is a breakthrough, to feel. Intimacy has been shut off in all of you because you are a dangerous species if you are allowed to be free and happy. We are breaking the rules here and this goes beyond gender. It is about you getting in touch with free and happy forces within you. Own them and let them be.”
7/6/24 - Meditation techniques - using affirmations & mantras
This morning I woke up to the words: “I AM the holiness of this body, and I dedicate this body, I consecrate this body to the will that I AM.” Further I was told: "You are being encroached upon. Do this to set the words/qualities in stone around you. Do this 50x upon waking, 50x mid-day and 50x before sleep. Breathe 50x from the coccyx down to 12 feet below the feet. Then 50x from coccyx up above the head 12 feet, following the spinal column of light.”
I went to the med room and followed instructions. With beads in hand I lay on the acu-mat, the one with little plastic points sticking into my back, and did breath work 50x. Then the mantra out loud, then silently, and ended up in the unusual peaceful state that I wish I could find more often. I am impressed that I am being guided by spirit.
“Focus on the tip of the coccyx. There is a permanent atom there. Speak the words from there. See your lips moving at the coccyx saying the mantra, see the sun shining out and expanding, expanding, expanding. See the aura expanding all around you down below your feet and above your head 12 feet in both directions." Then I did the fire breath, the alt fire (left and right nostril alternatively). "See the ida and pingala - the left and right channels of the spine - wrapped around each other as in a cord of light, up close around the central sushumna nestled up close to it." Then I did the PC and instead of the violet flame, I visualized the BLUE flame of El Morya and AA Michael's sword of blue flame, replacing the violet flame purification. This has been coming to me the last day or two, to change to blue flame purification to receive more concentration, strength, will power, and determination.
It was shown to me that the permanent atom in the body is at the tip of the coccyx. When the embryo is formed in the mother's body, scientists explain this on youtube, how the embryo folds over on itself and its the spinal column which does it. So the heart of the body is the coccyx, the tail bone or root chakra. So from there, we have an aura that goes down to a certain point equal to how far up it goes. We have been focusing only on the UP side, and we have been neglecting the down side of our aura. That has become an entry point for the negative energies to get into us. So I am being directed to use the coccyx as the heart of the body and imagine it as a sun that is expanding, expanding, expanding, in all directions, down as well as up. This is going to add a new level of protection against invasion of dark side.
I woke this morning seeing the Words - all English words- in clear graphics surrounding me like an aura, pushing the darker confused atmosphere away from me. It was a very clear picture of what saying mantras do for a person. I never had that shown to me before. It's very real, what saying holy words do out loud. So I renewed my efforts today. One has to SEE IT to believe it. It's crystal clear saying holy words out loud, that they create a barrier around you that protects you. A friend asked me yesterday how do you prevent the dark ones from invading? I told her to stop thinking about them. Instead, say affirmations, mantras out loud. That is the technique. We've been told by the old ones how to do it. We must learn and practice these methods again and again and agin. We must learn them and practice. After I told her that, this graphic picture was shown to me. We are meant to tell, teach, do and share this knowledge. People don't know. The dark has taken over people's lives because they don't know how to use affirmations of holy words.
7/2/24 - Bringing together opposites - Father Sky & Mother Earth
Revelations from my higher self today started before I woke up, and continued as I became semi-awake and then fully awake. It was teaching me more of what I learned yesterday - how I have the ability to remove dead toxic energies that cause disturbances and stifled, suffocating feelings of aging and dying. It is all in my ability to focus. It involves the activating of the THIRD eye, which is the ability to rise above duality and opposites. Learning to balance opposites removes confusion. It is an ability that comes from elevating ones own troubling thoughts to a higher plane of transcendence. It is an intellectual movement of "working it out" and reaching an understanding. It is not a "thing" to work on physically, as once I thought.
Mother Earth is a living intelligence and provides the living life force that breathes thru the skin for ALL life on the planet. When humans reproduce, Mother Earth’s living life force enters into the seed of the man and woman to enable the embryo to grow and mature, like any other seed. Source intelligence itself cannot create a solid form alone, it needs the skill and knowledge of a pre-existing living life form, which is a planet, for a planet knows how to build a living form. Father source is the source of life. It is the creator but it has never been in form. It has CREATED form but has never been in form itself. Father source is consciousness only. So it is that Source intelligence, which we call Father God, creator of all that is, works together with a planetary form. Earth and heaven work together, spirit and matter are equals in building new form life.
Source Intelligence is abstract, the Father of all of creation. The planetary intelligence is the construction worker, the intelligent builder of all form life on body. So, when humans make love and conceive a baby, the planet’s life force enters the seeded embryo to oversee its growth, maintains the embryo and grows the baby to full maturity. This I was shown today during my spiritual practice. However, the planetary intelligence (Mother Earth) does not know what Father Source has in mind for this new embryo. Is it a tree? A flower? A bear? A wolf? Mother Earth must have a pattern to follow, otherwise it would not know what to build?!. This is where Father source is involved. Father Source of all Creation is the designer of ALL life, so Father Source sends down the pattern or blueprint for Mother Earth (or any other planet) to follow. Father Intelligence provides the blueprint, the Earth Mother (or any other planet) follows the blueprint and builds the form accordingly. In other words, Father Sky and Mother Earth work together in building the form life, including human beings.
It is the equivalent to the architect giving a construction company a blueprint to follow, to build a new building. The construction company doesn’t know what the architect has in mind so it must have a blueprint to follow. So it is with Mother Earth. She needs a pattern to follow. Father Creator provides the blueprint for the form, and Mother Earth uses her life force to construct the form. Both Father Sky and Mother Earth together build the embryo, whether it be an ant, a snake, a mountain lion or a man or woman. Mother Earth is the breath of life in us. She gives us the earth, air, fire and water PLUS she knows how to construct the form so it is a perfect form and is able to fulfill the mission Father Creator planned for it. It becomes a breathing, living form (whether an ant, moose, fish, tree or human).
So we have the Earth Mother as the life force and builder of form for the body, and Father abstract intelligence providing the pattern for her to follow. It is Father Himself who actually wants to live in the form that is being built by the Mother, because he can’t build the form himself.
This is hard to put into words. I received it not thru mental processes, like a thought, but more like I WAS the process as a form was building. I could feel it and know how it form is made. This partnership of Mother Earth and Father Intelligence working together is the power of creation. They together are what we call the kundalini, or shakti, or the mother flame, or the divine feminine (many names for it), which awakened in me in 1976 and an exquisite light took me out of my body. A few years later I saw it again during a sacred moment, it looked like a transparent crystal ball at the pelvic region embedded inside of nerves, like roots of a tree. The crystal ball “squeezed” drops of life force up my spine each time I did the PC muscle squeeze (Keegle exercise). It was a most sacred moment of revelation and I wrote about it at the time in my journal. I wish to share this knowledge.
Kundalini, the sacred power of life, is a blend of both heaven and earth, father sky and motherearth. The earth force alone would not know what to build if it did not have a blueprint to follow. And Father Creator alone would not have the knowledge and skill to build a solid form without the Mother Earth’s skill in building form life. There is a blueprint for each species on the planet. Father Sky or Father Intelligence is the designer of form, and each form is endowed with the Father’s intelligence itself. Form begins at the lowest level, such as a mineral or rock, and evolves from there to higher form life. Father source is the great intelligence, the All Intelligence, the one infinite creator intelligence of which we are all a part, a piece, a facet of the wholeness. The Father Source is the power of evolution itself within each unique self consciousness, on a deep and intimate personal level. We CAN communicate with Father God within us if we know how. This intelligence is innate within us.
Each form, from amoeba to ant to wolf, to elephant to human evolves in greater SELF awareness. Each self grows to greater levels of understanding of the God within one’s self. It is SELF awareness that grows, and that SELF is Father God itself as a piece of the whole growing closer and bigger and larger and more aware with the passing experiences of life. By the time the SELF has gone through the eons of evolution from mineral to rock to plant, etc., and finally embodies as the highest, most advanced life form on the planet - a human being – its understanding is SO great that it is humbled with the awareness. It learns to respect itself as the highest form of intelligence on the planet – but further – it becomes aware that there are even HIGHER forms of life beyond it. And so it grows in response ability. The ability to unite with others like itself. It learns compassion, forgiveness, respect and most of all love that cannot be contained by a single form. It must radiate out to all of life and all beneath him/her. The human becomes the steward, the protector, the guardian, the shepherd of all lesser forms evolving beneath it – nature plants, animals. He becomes more and more aware, more and more expansive, more and more unified with all other life forms. Each human is destined to become a human master, growing more light as more consciousness of the whole blends with his separate consciousness.
The planet is an advanced form life itself and at a certain stage in its evolution develops the ability to grow forms itself. In effect, reproducing as little forms grow out of big forms. The self-awareness of a planet develops understanding how to produce baby form life. The universe is a nursery of life-building forms, growing in self-awareness. It is a literal garden of intelligence-building - planets, moons and asteroids, down to minerals, waters, stones, plants, insects and animals and man or equivalent of man. Some species may not look like human but have equal or superior intelligence – could be a horse or lion on two legs with arms and fingers, or so the Galactics tells us. But all must serve the love and light or else it turns dark and misshapen. The highest and most intelligent forms of love and light are in harmony and peace. The race grows an intelligent brain which knows how to distribute and care for itself, and becomes the highest “solid” form to walk on the planet.
Thus man on Earth is becoming a fully conscious and responsible steward guiding the lesser plants and animals. This is what indeed is taking place on the more evolved planets who are visiting us as extraterrestrials. They are coming closer to us and are making contact even now, today. Life in form thrives throughout the universe. The consciousness of the Creator (the All-That-Is) is expressing through form life. The consciousness of the Creator is having FUN! Joyfully exciting and enthusiastic FUN experimenting with form-building. It is interacting with itself through the myriad solid diverse forms. It is drawn upward by the very light that lives within the cells of the bodies around it, no matter what form it is taking, the love shines thru, whether it be a one-celled amoeba, a horse, a tree, fish or plant. Cows, dogs, each of us represents a wonderful contrast as compared to a neighbor.
The vitality of the planet itself co-exists alongside the Creator Source light. A self consciousness (you, me and our loved ones) evolve separately apart from our form. Our bodies each have a different parent source, different DNA, which contains differences in mental intelligence and skills. But our bodies also have the pattern of the Earth Mother, the solid planet on which we stand, for we are composed of its elements. We are a composite of the Earth, we are an Earth human and therefore we are brothers and sisters of the same planet. We came during this embodiment from the same parent source but we have each grown up to pursue our own personal missions. We each chose this life. Each intelligent life form has an individuality, from a planet to a tree to a human, to a dog and a cat. Uniqueness is the name of the game in the universe and we owe allegiance to our Father Mother God of the highest intelligence.
It is important to note that we humans are maintaining our physical body at the same time as we are maintaining and growing our own uniqueness and individuality. We must pay homage to our SELF for God lives within. We do this by honoring and growing our OWN self awareness above and beyond giving our power away to others who do not resonate with us. Let us use wisdom and discernment. But we have had many bodies. We have reimbodied more than we can count, but we have only ONE consciousness, which continues to grow in self awareness with each NEW embodiment. We are growing and maintaining a positive track thru our many experiences in many bodies. But it is important to remember that the mother of the planet guides the BODY, not our mind. Our higher self or spiritual self guides our mind and intelligence. The mother feeds information up from earth through the spine to the brain, showing us how to maintain our physical wellness and health – and there are many techniques left behind by masters - but it is the Father source that feeds us individually from our own higher light. We receive higher clarity as we respect our own source intelligence, which is innate and intuitive. As we live in this solid body we are often confused about which way to go, but the Master DK has been guiding me in how to “fuse” the opposites. Whenever there is confusion, step back, he says. Allow the opposites to “fuse” together. They will do so if you allow it, he says, and not fight against the confusion. We are in a body to meld the two opposites together – body sensations and mental thoughts. Confusion results from not understanding, so step back and ALLOW understanding to blend together.
The mother of the planet feeds us information thru sensations – thru feelings and physical nudges of good and bad responses. As we go thru experiences of feelings of “good” and “bad”, they tell us what to do. It is thru trial and error that we learn. Abstract thoughts do not have feelings, so we must rely on sensations, visceral feedback from the body to give us direction. Should we do “this”? or “that”? We learn from the experience of being in a body. The life within the body feeds back signals. The body is our mother. She feels back signals of right or wrong. The male body is also a feminine body, not just women’s bodies. All feelings are mother feelings that offer direction – good? Or bad? Either nice feelings or a bad feeling. A nice feeling means “yes, go in this direction”. If it is a wrong or painful feeling it means “No, don’t do that!” No matter what other people think or suggest, we must follow our “heart”. Our heart is a feeling heart. We can tell by the feelings we have from a certain situation. Our heart is our guide, our motherly guidance.
The mother of form I learned recently is called “The ancient order of the Mother Flame.” This term is not found on the internet (yet). I suspect it will come soon, with the proper definition. Meanwhile, just know that your body is the Mother of your form. She will guide you through NICE feelings! Feelings of appreciation, respect, joy, happiness, health (vs. pain), and other beautiful uplifting feelings or responses. Our bodies tell us which way to go. They are sensual, visceral, tender and loving. They guide us in how to treat others, which we build first within ourself. Self awareness is Source awareness. Father Source is learning AND ENJOYING its experience thru the actions of our own personal body, mind and actions, by interacting and bumping up against other forms of itself.
Higher self taught me this morning why there are two separate “me’s” The body is one thing, my conscious self awareness is another. I am consciously evolving to higher levels of understanding separate from the body, but my body feels it and expresses my growing awareness to a certain extent. Not all, not by a long shot! There is more to learn! But my body benefits from my growing awareness and does bend to my will better these days. My higher Self brought me outside my body this morning so I could experience being separate from my body. I was an observer of my body as a mechanical creature for a brief time. I saw my body as a creature beneath me being constructed and constantly changing. Whereas I, as a non-physical intelligence, never change. I NEVER change! I have no form to change. I am rather the designer and maintainer of the vessel that I live in. But we do evolve in understanding this fact and this truth. We are becoming more aware. (End of missile. Sorry it took so long!)
6/30/24 - Your physical heart - how to focus on it and why
Over the centuries the teachers of wisdom have been telling us to go to our heart. I have had an ongoing debate with myself as to why. Why is the heart so important? Well, I can't summarize my conclusions because they are not mental conclusions, nor are they logical conclusions. There is something else involved here. This something else is ingrained, or you could say, innate. It happens on a much deeper level than conscious awareness. It is a movement that is built on FEELING. The heart is a feeling organ. After a while, a long time perhaps lifetimes, the feelings bring an individual to a point of understanding. This is not mental. It is a genuine feeling of compassion and understanding of the whole picture. I have reached that point of understanding for myself. And all I can say is, the reason why the gurus and teachers of wisdom guide us toward the heart is to bring us in closer touch with our feelings, our emotions. These are embedded into our organs and tissues of the physical body. We can't mentally image something beautiful and perfect unless we include the body. The physical parts of the body itself, for each cell is encoded with that "something special", else we wouldn't be here breathing and walking and acting on impulse.
A personal note here for the record: These words in my blogs are given to ME first as teachings. I then write them as blogs so I can remember and go back and re-read them later. It has taken me awhile to understand this. That they are for ME to learn from! Just for the record!
The teachers of ancient knowledge are telling us to at least START to change focus to one of love and feelings of compassion and tenderness, because by doing so we touch closer to the key SPARKLE that is embedded there. It is not a physical spark. It is an immortal, eternal spark from the creator. This spark needs to be touched into and attached to by the will of the individual in whom it is planted. No one else can do the attaching for you. If you do not attach to it in one life, you will re-embody in another life, anywhere, maybe not Earth but one that will help you to see the truth. There is something within you that is trying to reach you, but only YOU can respond and make that decision to come closer and attach to it. It is a humbling gesture of being receptive to a higher, mightier power.
We as a human being were born on this planet, were born into the darker threads of negativity which this planet Earth is made of for many centuries. We were born into limited understanding through our parents. No matter how enlightened or spiritual our parents were, they too carried the genetics of THEIR parents, and they too grew up with tainted genetics, limited or perhaps false beliefs. In other words, we were born into a not-pure world and we've been dealing with it all our life. We've been drawn to "something better", something more pure and more idealistic all our life, trying to make a good life for ourselves and our families, trying to understand. And little by little we DO make moves in the right direction, often to be pulled back away from that direction again and again. What are we missing? The efforts are useless unless we attach to our original source of life - which is the ultra-pure spark of the creator, embedded in our heart, our physical heart.
Trying to change other people by telling them things that confront and make them angry, does not work. You only push them away from you. Love is the only way to change people. Then you draw them closer to their REAL self by showing acts of love, kindness, forgiveness, appreciation, sweet warm feelings of connection and nurturance. This is what will turn our own life around. We should be doing it every day, a little more each day. Not for others but for ourself. A little kinder, a little more empathetic, a little more of hugs and smiles and expressions of good will. It is time to change tactics and come closer to feelings of warm goodness. When we EXPRESS them, we become them. We come closer to the original source of life itself. The heart contains that secret coded spark. It is in the action that we do while in physical embodiment that we move closer into that spark in our heart. The ancient gurus and teachers were trying to tell us. Light and love are the same energy. Light is full knowledge of the creator but it is abstract knowledge, high mental knowledge. It is not embodied knowledge (yet). It is "out there like the sun" shining down on us. Love is how we USE the light. By using that knowledge while we are fully embodied in a physical form living with other people in physical forms - only then do we actually embody the high beautiful immortal knowledge of the creator's light. By sharing it and expressing it through our own skin and tissues. Then we become "in-lightened". Lightened up from the inside.
Expressing loving kindness, even if it's only with a simple smile, can change what we consider "bad" or "negative" to overnight healing and miracles. But they must be true loving intentions, not pretend. That is why going to the heart is the great teaching advice. We have to be in touch with our authentic true self. It requires humbleness. Humility. A bowed head and knee. Using that image is helpful to start a meditation. Humbling oneself to the light that is in your heart is how we get in touch with that spark of who we really are. We are the God within us. This God within lives again and again, unnoticed, until the soul finally "gets it" and wakes up and understands. It is an inner love for the light that is within. Love is all there is in the end. We can't give it unless we first attach to it and embody it in our actions.
6/26/24 - Disclosure, Ascension, Galactics, Starships, UFOs
Last night on Youtube I stumbled upon an interview of a young starseed, Kelly Tyler, a vivacious young woman around 30 or so. (Click HERE.) The headline was "Starseeds are coming out on MSM!" She was so cool, talking about her walk-in experience as an 8 year old soul, and I was immediately impressed. She's coming out of the closet, I realized. The interviewers had Kelly talking freely. She was eager to tell how she's an Arcturian now living in a human body and that there are many starseeds here to help humanity raise themselves up and be united, that we are all one together, that there is great peace and harmony among us all.
There are more disclosures coming out on the media channels than ever before. News is breaking that the galactics are here and I'm excited. I have known for 50 years but thought I was the only one who knew! I've been talking about it too, a little. But after seeing this wonderful interview iit suddenly dawned on me: Of course! The UFO disclosure is coming from the people, not from the military or the government. We've been waiting for the wrong people to step forth. They're not going to do it. They've been hiding it because they don't have the knowledge that starseeds do. There are MANY souls here today, disguised as human beings because they were born to human parents. But their souls are awake and aware and they are eternal souls. They have memories. Each human being has a souls with advanced training and memories beyond what this one life. We have bought into the dumbed-down version of human intelligence. We have commonly concluded we are dumb and don't know much. But deep down we know more than we dare speak. Now we are realizing it. It is taking more sophisticated people to reflect to us the beauty, harmony, rightness of high ideals and kindness. It is taking the younger generation to speak out. They can't help it. They know what they know and they are not bogged down by "Shhh, don't tell!" - the weight of the ages.
As the younger generation starseeds start talking, watch out. Contact will not be far behind. The landings are coming more and more, and out in the open. That's what the extraterrestrials are waiting for - us to welcome them with open arms and stop being afraid of the rules of "Shhh, don't tell!" They are more advanced socially, morally, ethically, as well as technologically. They follow the universal law of non-interference (the prime directive) and so they must wait for the earthlings to initiate the contact. And we must do it with freedom and an open heart, with love and intelligence and truth within us. Recent channeled messages from the Pleiadians, Andromedans, Arcturians, Sirians and other Galactic Federation members, are increasing by the day. Can you hear it? Can you feel it? Can you sense it? They are asking us gently but firmly to step up to the plate. They are behind the scenes like a mother hen clucking away at her brood, trying to get them to move.
We know what we have to do. We feel it when excitement and enthusiasm break out and we could sing and dance in the right environment. The low-down droopiness is disappearing. The individual contacts have been ongoing. They have been ridiculed. The stories on TV are more acceptable. Startrek and Voyager are inspired to wake us up. They can't initiate physical landings until we ask them to come and land. Until we, enough of us, open our welcoming arms, hearts and minds to them, with love and kindness, not as cowards fearing for our lives if anyone finds out who we are.
They are waiting for us to stop pretending we are afraid. Deep down we are not afraid. So let us come out of the closet and gather together and talk freely, openly, each according to our own understanding. Each of us is an individual with individual memories. We have been here before. Let us share. We have common ground in that we are each a human being from Earth. Let us welcome them with a hands-on hug! I myself am privately asking for them to please land in our back pasture, those of light and love. I have seen them in the skies for years.
Today I just couldn't resist blogging about it. Thank you to Kelly Tyler for coming out on The Morning Show and being interviewed. May God bless you in the work you do - and all the other starseeds who are sharing their knowledge.
6/24/24 - Raise the qualities you already have instead of praying into space
Instead of praying up above your head into nebulous space to “God” out beyond the physical body - focus on raising dreams, hopes, visions, courage, inspiration, truth, purity, will power, happiness and other attributes that come to mind as you read this. Raise the qualities you already know instead of trying to climb an invisible ladder that is vague and beyond you. Instead of trying to go up into spaces you are not sure of, raise up the qualities that you ARE sure of. Elevate the qualities you know you already have because you have named them and used them before now. You have already been using these qualities right along from your beginning of this journey in form. Why leave them behind because you were trained, programmed and taught to pray to a "God" above and beyond you?
This does not mean leaving God behind, but rather recognizing that God (Good) is already implanted inside of you. You have already been grounding Good into your body cells. Why have you allowed the churches and other/outer instructors tempt you away from your own inner truth? You know what you know. You cannot leave that knowledge behind because it IS you. You ARE the truth in you.
Instead of leaving that truth behind and climbing up outside of your solid foundation (your body mind) and to climb this invisible ladder to unknown stars - because you were told to follow blind faith - stay inside your body. It is OK to turn around and go back to your foundation, your body-mind, and blend that new higher perspective with your more solid and real body-mind. Blend ALL that occurs to you. Blend who you are with all that is happening. Be here in the present moment and realize that you are the holy one that lives within your cells. You have been led astray, led away, led down a rosy path to an unknown. Now it is time to return to your REAL self, and bring back what you have discovered "out there in space". Bring all that you have learned back into your body cells. Be present in the now moment and blend your new discoveries with your solid foundation. Build on your solid foundation, just as a construction builder builds from the ground up. He follows a blueprint, and so do you. You have a built-in blueprint which knows what to do. Be humble.
Don’t leave yourself behind. Separation and discomfort occurs when you abandon your body and mind. Your known mind is part of your foundation. Build on your body and mind. Blend your new discoveries with your solid body and your solid mind. This raises your frequency to higher speed and higher intelligence, As my body elemental told me yesterday (see blog yesterday), raising up does not mean praying up into the empty sky. Raising up means praying to your own body cells with higher, happier, more elevated hope. It is your body cells that you are teaching. Feel into them. Your SELF is contained in your body cells. The SELF that you are seeking is the parts you are gathering together within you. You are gathering the different parts of yourself that have been randomly, haphazardly, moving without coordination. Without direction. They are disorganized. That is why YOU feel disorganized. It is not the REAL you that feels disorganized, it is your body cells that are rudderless, moving without guidance within a swirling, whirling matrix of tumultuous energies. They need a master intelligence to show them which way to go and what to do.
Gather your various body parts together - mind, feelings, hopes and aspirations - with love and caring. You are not here to gather the people together under one roof (my previous desire) - you are here with only one mission: to gather your SELF together. Everyone else is here to gather THEIR self together too. They each have their own inner work to do. That is the spiritual path, the path to higher understanding. You cannot be holy by helping, teaching or assisting others unless you first pull your own many disorganized random parts together into one unified whole. How to do this is what draws you. Follow your feelings. Follow your own inner feelings. They will direct you. Don't follow others. Your goal is to feel into and strengthen into what you already have built within you. Your own foundation. Your own solidarity. What you already know has served you well. The seven dimensions have served you well. I will name them. They are: courage and will power, love for yourself alone, intelligent reasoning, purity and innocence of thought, your own truth (not someone else's), your comfort zone and peace (not someone else's), your freedom (not someone else's).
You only have power over your OWN body, mind and feelings. You have been a healer in other lifetimes. You have carried this desire over into this life and you have tried to repeat yourself but you have advanced your understanding. (This message is speaking to me personally.) You are ready to move on past the old ways. You are no longer a healer of others but a healer of your SELF. Pull your parts together as only you can do. No one else can do it for you. You are contained in a bubble of light which is not physical. Your mind and feelings have been muddied and filled with junk and mud. Clear them up by using your master mind, your enlightened intelligence - the highest mind you can reach within you. Raise yourself up above the junk and mud and the junk and mud will fade and disappear as you learn to hold yourself steady within this higher realm.
Blend the low into your highest light of understanding - that which feels right and good and true and pure to you. And innocent. Be kinder with yourself. Be more flexible with yourself. More bendable, less rigid, less demanding. Be lighter and easier on yourself. Be more real with yourself. Respect yourself more. Respect your body more. Be humble before your body cells. Bend the knee to your body cells. Revere your body cells. They contain the wholistic light within them. They are a spark of the father intelligence. Don’t push your body. Give to your body the respect it deserves. Humility and TLC go a long way when it is delivered with a bowed head, reverence and a bent knee. Can you find that feeling in you? Your body gives back what it receives. You will feel the love return to you as you do this. You will feel the kindness, the love, the sweetness. It will want to serve you more, even as the Father in heaven longs to serve its children so will your body want to serve you.
But first you must believe this. It all begins with accepting a premise. A new concept must grow gently, naturally, no different than a seed in the garden. It takes time to germinate. Perhaps you are not ready to accept this idea. If not, allow a foot in the door. Be patient. Simply consider it. Absorb little by little. It is like absorbing a new vitamin pill. Give it time to work. See if your body will accept it. Practice humility. See what happens when you practice humility for yourself.
6/23/24 - I talked with my body elemental today
Today I was conversing with my body elemental. Everyone has ONE overseer elemental which takes care of overseeing the lesser elementals in maintaining the physical vessel. After making contact with it and asking questions, this is what it told me:
“Intelligence is a frequency. I match up energies according to frequency. Their ability to “keep up” or “blend in” and match the other’s frequency is like running a marathon, where one runner is waiting on the side to “step in” to take the place of another runner who is going to drop out of the race. Keeping up the frequency to a high place takes practice because the others around them have different functions. All are at different rates of frequency, some higher, some lower, and one may be pulled off track by the efforts of another, so it is a training ground for the elementals to learn to do this."
It continued to talk to me. Keep your spine flexible. Take breaths while imagining your spine expanding and contracting. As you bend over backward at the end of the bed (was asking about this), relax into it. Blend into it and it will blend you into the frequency with Mother Earth’s kundalini, the life force, which is flowing through your spine. Bending and blending will allow your spine to adapt and open to the upward flow and out thru the side nerves extending into your organs, muscles and other tissues. Feel the calm enter you. Allow it and blend with it. You are taken into the arms of Mother Earth herself (and you won’t want to get up!)
I felt that yesterday, this deep repose during a 6-minute backbend over the big orange medicine ball. And today I have been seeing, talking, interacting or weaving into many life forms, other people and other unique intelligences. As the Ascended Master book points out - Electrons are the building blocks of life. They are conscious, super conscious. They are God sparks. We are composed of God sparks, each one intelligent. They can never diel, but they are random and directionless in the physical body. They require a higher intelligence to give them direction, guide them and teach telll them where to go and how to move in formation together. The little god-sparks need a drill sargent in the Army who trains his troops to march together in step. Each one is by themselves a unique intelligence, just as we are, but we all need to learn how to work with others. It is a learning experience. Like a mother who lovingly teaches her children how to behave. Without training they go go off in their own direction. It is a learning experience.
So the electrons in our bodies have been random, floating haphazardly all over without coordination, without a master guiding them. We are supposed to be that master guide but we ourselves have not been taught. Who knew? Our bodies need to be trained by a master intelligence, and that is US! You and me. Our one job is to take care of guiding and training our bodies to become more graceful, kind and coordinated with others around us. We direct them by being ever present, not abandoning our mission by distracting appetites or unhealthy habits. We are to be ever-present in our responsibilty. This is why the use of affirmations and mantras are recommended, and daily exercise practices. We are the overlord of our bodies.
6/22/24 - Your bubble of consciousness is all around you
Behind you and all around you the bubble of consciousness is all around you. You are magnificent! A.I. is following the lower mind, the brain mind, without considering emotional nurturance and feeling. Higher mind pertains to the consciousness or spirit of life force of the individual who is more aware of his higher aspects that extends beyond him, beyond the physical. Don’t just look up, look inside and all around you. That is the more advanced/evolved definition of “looking up”. "Looking up" is a linear phrase used by those trapped in a 3D linear world, trapped and confined to a physical-substance body.
The energy field of your soul is much larger than your physical reality. Feel that field. Use feelings. Emotional nurturance (tender sensitive lovingness) will help you feel into that field. It is not aggressive. It is slowing down and feeling for the right approach. This skill includes knowledge and experience gained in other incarnations on Earth. It is feminine. Feel that field. It surrounds you. It is not far away. Your consciousness has been focused on your outer physical life and concrete situations. Your focus has been crunched down to a smaller size. To get in touch with your feelings, which is your soul, it is necessary to take a step backward. Behind you is a loving presence that is silent that spreads out around you, wider than you and over you. Your soul is connected in turn to a larger whole, weaving into a web of energies that spreads out even further. Feel into this web. Go as far as you can with your feelings. Sense your own body as part of this webbing. The presence of your soul behind you extends within you and further out beyond you into an even larger field of spirit. You are united both within and without, into an allness that you cannot see but you can feel into it. Feel as far as you can. Feel this link.
The physical feeling connection to this field is down low in the body at the root chakra, because humanity has repressed love and loving emotions. They drift down in the body because they are stagnant and not moving. They drift down by gravity to lower levels, closer to the ground and the earth. They are trapped there, immovable. They cause sensual love feelings whenever someone touches you with caring kindness or love, or taps you from an external sousrce. Then you may become aroused. You think the love you feel is coming from them and that it is they that have done this to you or for you, and only THEY can do it and release those trapped emotions, but it is not true. It is you that has responded to the loving kindness, the light touch. It is now an inner job, an inner work.
Unlock the door to your trapped emotions thru continued inner work once it has begun. Take time to be silent and thru inner spiritual practice read the teachings that lead you in this direction. Allow these trapped emotions to flow by being loving throughout your day, both to yourself and to your tasks. Love your work assignments. Love your Self by taking care of your body with more attention, with loving attention. This is not the work of another person to do for you, from an outside source. Do not ask or expect someone else to give you loving attention because you will only squander it and waste it. No. You must learn how to develop and cultivate the love that has suddenly awakened, however or whenever it awakens. Thru tenderness, cultivate it within yourself. It has been trapped, locked up inside of you. It is now awakened.
Continue with the awakening alone, by yourself, with full attention on your feelings. Release the loving feelings, that are eager to reach out to others. Be aware that the love within you is impersonal and desires only to be free. It does not look for a "one other". Cultivate these loving feelings as your own. Own them and apply them to your everyday movements and moments. They are for YOU and you alone. Allow them to return to you and cultivate YOU. These loving feelings are the true gardener and you are the receiver of their attention. You are not in charge, they are. Love is in control. Love is in charge. Love is universal and exists on all levels. Let it expand in you as the father/mother creator of all life.
Thru focus on inner awareness and inner feelings, allow the expansion to raise you up to higher levels of consideration, of compassion, of truth, of kindness, of understanding, of refinement, of justice, or ethcis, of what is right and good for the whole. Do not make it personal, or greedy, or selfish. Expand with the love as it expands you. Agree to expand with it. The disciplines that have been handed down by the mystics over the ages are mysterious to the common mind, but understandable to the one who bends the knee to it. Humbleness is an inner road to travel. Those who learned for themselves did so alone, without a teacher. They are the ones who have ascended to higher love. Be humble on an hourly basis. This is a new road to travel and you will forget if you do not continue to remind yourself on a daily basis. Remind yourself of your trapped love and spring them free little by little, with a bowed head and reverent atmosphere. It is not just with interactions with others that this is done, but with yourself. Accept and allow this flow to occur.
Visualize you are drifting downstream in a canoe without a paddle, lazily. The river is your loving emotions carrying you to the great sea beyond your sight, closer and closer to the heart of the great love. Be in your lower abdomen, not your higher abdomen. Repressed emotions are a gift. They dwell in the lower abdomen, way down low. Be there with them. Drift lazily downward to them. Open them, invite them, play with them, feel them, flow in ana around them, nurture them, talk to them. Connect with them as they invite you to connect.
6/20/24 - The two halves of the brain give us opposite information, but there's a third part of the brain we are missing
A sharp clear light-filled image of the brain came to me during a recent meditation. And the suggestion came to keep them intact, "don't try to blend them". In a mistaken belief, I have been envisioning them both merging together to become one whole brain unified. This new concept came from a video lecture yesterday. The two halves of the brain were drawn on the whiteboard, with the center of the brain highlighted. A circle was drawn around the center as the "emotional brain". We must retain the two opposite hemispheres of the brain so they can successfully receive and process the two opposing energies - masculine/active and feminine/passive - for both are important in our physical day-to-day life.
This involves prior knowledge on my part, for I have been studying the male/female energies for a long time, and THIS is a piece of new information that I just learned about yesterday. I thought it was balance that we needed, that the problems humanity has suffered over eons, would disappear by balancing or blending the left and right hemispheres so they were in equal measure and in harmony. But my inner guidance said NO! You need to have the two sides of the brain healthy as they are, to process the two energies. "You are not seeing the whole picture," I am being told. "You need the duality of two opposing sides, two hemispheres in the brain, to create a physical body and keep it functioning. The form world is created out of many energies working together. Form is upheld by a world of duality. It will not hold up well if there is not opposing force to keeping it active. You need opposites to give you experiences. You must live through your experiences, both the good and the bad, to help you to know which one is best for you. You have choices to make every day. Now, choosing the RIGHT choice is what is holding you up. Mankind is not making good choices because he does not know the mechanisms of HOW to make a choice. When you are unable to make a choice the many energies that you consider remain "in place", in the brain, muddled and stuck in the brain. Where is it stuck? Deep in the center of the brain in what has been called the emotional brain.
(See the lecture by Barbara O'Neill, naturopath, HERE. Posted 6/19/24 on TODAY'S POSTS.)
After listening to Barbara ONeill's lecture on the brain, suddenly it makes complete sense. The third eye is an ancient mystical symbol that appears in spiritual studies. What is it? I had never heard a satisfactory explanation of what it was and what it referred to. My higher guides explained. The two halves of the brain receive input from many sources, not only the kundalini energy from the root chakra, but also through the ears, as sound, the eyes as sight, the touch through feeling, and the taste through food. Both active strong powerful energy, and soft, tender, gentle energy. The brain itself doesn't know what to do with the incoming data stream that pours into it. It requires an overlord, a master, to oversee how to use this energy. That overlord or master is the king or queen of the castle. It is up to him or her to make wise decisions. Not detailed choices. No, of course not. But the presence of one who is mighty and powerful and confidence in his presence on earth is the wise one who maintains harmony in the body. If the brain does not have a powerful master presence, it will deteriorate.
That master is US! The individual who lives in the body. Make a choice. Do something with the information coming into the brain. Make a choice. What is your wish? How do you want this information handled? What is your preference? Normally there is no answer (in me). I didn't know I had to make such choices. I am learning. This lecture highlighted the need for having a firmer decision-making process in my life.
Data streaming into the brain accumulates in the emotional center of the brain, accumulating into a mixed assortment of old memories resulting in confusions, both toxic and good, pleasant and horrible, abusive and happy. Can we think through all of that? But, here's the thing. We are not just a physical body. The body is a mechanical creation, like a building or a bridge or a structure of any kind made of solid substance.
Our bodies are made of solid substance and held together with a pre-destined plan. It operates according to a design. The designers are not known to us but it turns out that WE are one with the designers. We are the spiritual overlords on a mission to live and work within a physical body. We are part of the design team on a spiritual level and have been from the beginning. Being born on a "dark" planet (Earth) we had the veils drawn and the wool pulled over our eyes so we could not see well at first. But we are gaining in knowledge as we (as a race) grow and advance in self-knowledge. New information is coming through various individuals as they step forward and offer what they know, what they've learned and discovered. They want to share their knowledge. They are being creative. They are the ones who have more male action energy than female passive energy and are therefore more daring and bold than someone like myself.
What is YOUR interest? What makes you firey and excited? What creates a thrill of enthusiasm? What turns you on so you can't stop doing it once you get started? That is the sacred fire that needs managing and acting upon with wisdom and control. Not to hold it back, but to identify with it and acknowledge it with a firm commitment.
Because this combines both modern science and ancient spiritual knowledge, I will not attempt to explain it. See the video HERE. The third eye is involved. The third eye refers to a singular focus. The third eye focus is a single-eye focus overriding duality and opposing focus that the brain is designed for. And which causes individuals to make decisions between two opposing ways of handling life: become proactive and assertive, or mellow and laid back. These are my terms and how I perceive it, but you get the idea. This is the first time I understood what the third eye was for. I love it! And then, my guides and ancient gurus explain that this third-eye can be projected out through the forehead (between the two eyes) to a destination of choice.
But now I find in yesterday's video lecture, a whole new approach to a long and happy life in form, on earth. It falls in line with the ancient hermetic tradition of occult mysticism. It is mysterious only because it is not popularly known. We as a culture and a race have not evolved to that point of knowing. We have not been educated. Only a few here and there are teaching it. I see it as a whole new way of maintaining this mechanical structure of a physical body. WE the resident agent, are a spiritual intelligence living in the body and are the master of the body. WE are the one who must govern, rule and make ultimate decisions for the body. We are the ones guiding the body to mastery. If the body did not have a governing power living in it with more power than IT has, the body would degenerate and die. Which is what it has been doing. We are now being told in many new teachings that we can prolong the life of this body if we took better care of it and managed it better. It would require us to be more disciplined and grown-up, not the children that we have been following leaders as if we didn't know how to take care of ourselves. This is how masters are made. WE are the one who must resurrect the body's life force and enthusiasm or it will continue to crumble and grow old.
My higher self said as she joined her presence with me, "The body is a solid, fixed structure. We together are the spark of eternal life, the fire of life, that enters into the body at birth. It is built of the earth, we are non-physical consciousness, at one with the creator. WE are the one that built this body from the beginning of conception. You are the steward. You have come before me to build and prepare this body to receive me, yur higher consciousness. When the body is made ready thru refinement, a finer consciousness can enter in more easily. The higher self of each individual will join with its lower aspect when the body is prepared, nurtured and refined. Your higher God/Goddess self cannot enter so much density. It cannot get thru. So there is first a portion of the ONE consciousness which descends first to prepare the ground for the next higher, vaster consciousness to join. This you have done. Together we will continue to refine this mecchanical structure so that more our ONENESS may enter this body and raise its vibrations even higher. We flow through the DNA of the altering structure of the cells, which bend and obey our will. We are the ones embuing the sacred fire of immortality into these cells. These cells are VERY happy to have us, but we are the consciousness that must continue to work with the principles of harmony, love, light and cosmic consciousness, so that the joy of the universe may be felt within its physicality."
When you feel sad, it is the body that feels sad. It has been deglected. When you feel happy, your body is happy. It has been made peaceful. You have been confusing the body with who YOU are. You are NOT your body. You are distinctly separate from your body. You are not a mechanical machine, but your body is. Yu are the resident soul operating the body. It is your responsibility to teach it manners, like you would teach a child. It will listen unless there are too many addictions already built into its cells. The body will follow your instructions if there is repetition and consistency.
6/19/24 - Staying present is staying grounded - "be a living part of it"
There is so much change taking place in my focus of interest that I find it difficult to keep up with posting the wonderful new messages that are coming in. The ascension process is well underway, meaning the incoming NEW revelations. They cannot be held back (for me) but it is an individual thing. Everyone is experiencing the expanding consciousness in their own personal ways. I can see this in the comments underneath articles. There is a lot of confusion about the higher light and love messages. But my personal goal is to stay grounded and as real and practical as I can be. As I "ascend" out of my former beliefs and ways of doing things, which was mainly to find comfort and peace in everything, I have found it is more exciting, if I may use that word, to join in with the confusion. It is more envigorating to stay present in the moment and be a living contributing part of each moment that comes before me. I feel more energy, more vitality, more fire. Blessings to all. May you feel the peace and good will that is coming forth from our sun. Must run now. There is a change coming and it is my job to stay present and the world turns on its axis.
6/16/24 - Ascension does not mean leaving the planet
There have been numerous articles on the ascension lately, many of which point to our leaving the planet in some fashion. As if there will be a sudden flash event, and those who are “ready” will be taken up into the air or go to somewhere else. This is not what ascension means. I have been wanting to address this for a while now, but was unsure of my own thoughts on the subject. Perhaps I am wrong? But gradually new knowledge is coming forth and my understanding is on “rising”! Now I am sure that I am right. Such deep inner understanding cannot be ignored.
Did you know that when they talk about “the Light” it means “information”? When someone is taken into the light, as happened to me in 1976 when kundalini awakened, I was not “taken up” literally, as in my body, I was simply exposed to new information which obliterated my surrundings and my mind was wiped. I was in pure unadulterated, cosmic consciousness. That was only the beginning of 50 years of learning more about it. I have sense learned that we are ALL, bar none - even the most ignorant and uneducated people of the world - have this pure unadulterated knowledge within them. It all depends on the person’s consciousness. When we are born here we are programmed to focus only on the external body and world around us. The purity is covered up. It is a consciousness, though, and it doesn’t disappear. It is part of who we are. There is a purity, a divinity, a grace and a holiness, wholeness of love within us that is covered by how we are programmed to look only outside of ourselves. We have a shell, seven shells, actually, built around us. It is called an aura. Our physical focus and beliefs as we grow up, and experiences and relationships from prior life experiences, all go into our memory files and we carry those around with us, too. They dim and dull the purity that we are at the highest most profound level – our spiritual essence which contains our individual uniqueness.
When channeled or uplifting messages speak of being “taken up” in an ascension, the implication is misinterpreted because we see it through the linear system of measurement – in inches, feet, miles, etc. Raising and ascending means to physically go up above the ground. Most of us lose increduality when we listen to strange words. Most have not studied the spiritual sciences (cosmic science), to understand the refined subtleties of the seven levels of consciousness that we carry around with us as a bubble of light. Our aura. Our auric field at the top level is pure consciousness, then descends down six levels and ends at the physical level. Our physical bodies are a physical focus shell into which all other six levels flow or contribute (if they can get in!) But if we don’t open our minds they cannot influence our physical awareness. We don’t know hear them or perceive them because our focus has been looking outward on the outer shell, the physical body itself and other physical bodies. We are sensing and seeing only with the physical body mostly. We notice when it doesn’t feel well so we do something physical to make us feel better. We have learned to shift our physical world around to suit us. We have learned to go to the “experts” for help when we need help. But there are six other levels of consciousness that WOULD help if we knew they are there. They WOULD flow into us if we knew to open our minds to them because we are actually multildimenional intelligent beings who can access the world’s solutions if we took the time to prepare ourselves.
So when the ascension talk comes around, be aware that what they are referring to is actually stepping up in LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS, not raising the body off the ground and going to another planet or realm. It means to raise up the physical focus to more inspired, elevated focus. This takes time to understand, but understanding comes once the door is opened. Then the mind is exposed to an awareness of higher, brighter, more beautiful sights and exciting energies. There is more refinement on the higher levels. And even when one is in a stressed situation, one can, with practice learn how to access a higher level to solve and relax the stressed situation. In other words, resolve it. Every moment brings shifts in consciousness because we are a mobile people. We have lots of different things we think about and act upon, but mainly we are stuck – literally STUCK - in the consciousness of being physical and having problems. We see what’s wrong but we don’t see what’s right (in us). It takes getting past the physical focus and stepping back to consider refining ones outlook. Refining it with a stepped-back, higher FEELING. Feeling is the next level up. Emotions are more intense, but there are subtler emotions that move in us that inform us. These are very subtle perceptions. We must feel for the subtleties.
Love is a subtlety. It is a faster, speeded-up frequency. The electrons spin faster and the electrons are literally sparks of intelligence. Love is charmingly sweet and lifts the mood when it is touched into. One might feel a sudden softness so that the whole body is exposed to loving consciousness. The feeling of love may not last, for we are constantly shifting and changing our moods, but it is possible to make changes on the spot. For example, if an argument is brewing but hasn’t broken out yet, maybe a discordant thought is being telepathically picked up - it is possible to feel that discordancy and shift focus to one of love. We feel into a higher realm and “touch” it. This is what is known as ascending – to practice using higher feelings that elevate and raise situations up.
Many of us are experiencing ascension symptoms but interpret them as something wrong. We go to the doctor, or are persuaded to go when we really don’t sense we need to. Sometimes an inner sense tells us that we are shifting and we want to work with it ourselves alone. The symptom may not last if we have time to play with it. This is occurring to me all the time. I don’t like to mention a strange new feeling to my husband because he thinks “medical” in most instances. Gradually, if left to myself I can feel it out. I may not be able to resolve it, but I DO learn from it. These are experiences to learn from. Most often it is a consciousness elevation. I find ways to adapt and move past it. Other times, yes, it IS physical. The physical body DOES have certain physical or medical needs. But there is also a shift going on planet-wide unlike any other time in our history (so say the galactics and ascended guides). We are advancing as a race to higher levels of consciousness. Many are not aware, many ARE but we don’t know which ones are aware and which ones are not!
We are the ones in control of our lives and our bodies. We are the high intelligence that is learning to become a master. We are the one (the “one”) we must listen to and learn about. No one else lives inside us. Only we do. We are a singular entity, sovereign and unique. What we are conscious of is how it plays out for us. Our bodies are ascending through the seven levels of consciousness, piercing the veils one by one as we grow to finer awareness. The veils have covered us with pre-programmed beliefs. Now we are experiencing our old beliefs dwindling and fading as new knowledge, new light, comes in. We are gathering new light, new information. It is coming to us whether we search for it or not, because the planet itself is going through a consciousness shift. There is more here than meets the physical eye. The advice is to open your mind and consider the higher level of love. Love is the greatest healer and “eye-opener”. It will open eyes into a situation that is going badly. It will bring forth understanding and how to proceed. It will bring forth tears of forgiveness and love that is so powerful that you cannot hold back. Or sometimes it comes forth in the form of chills, like goosebumps. Love is an awareness of something within that is so pure it is beyond physical definition.
There are seven levels of love that surround an individual. We call it the aura. It is actually a bubble of light but the levels are different colors, they dim down as they descend to lower levels. The highest level is pure love and light without form. It is known as God/Goddess, All There is. The next two levels are also pure love and light known as the causal body and the crystalline light body, aka the christ body. The next four levels descending into physicality are – mental, emotional, etheric (aka spiritual) and physical. These four are colored with unique experiences. Some call them toxins but they are lessons and memories of individual experiences and have either traumas that need healing, or beliefs that need correcting. This is our uniqueness. We are one in all infinity like no other. The study of spirituality provides insight into these seven bodies and how individuality is created through experiences. As we expose ourselves to spiritual study and prayer/meditation/contemplation, we are raising our consciousness by piecing the veils that closed us down when we were born on this planet.
6/14/24 - The downpour washes toxins to earth - and the sun after!
This past week of drenching rain has filled up the back pasture like a lake. The rains have also brought depressed moods. It is understandable, seeing the pool water turn from clear to murky with the rains, even with plenty of clorine in it. Now I understand why I was so depressed the last few days with a new level of low. Without the sun to keep us shining, we too have been putting out toxic energies into the air. Toxins float around in the atmosphere and we can't help but breathe it in.
Last night was SO bad that I had to take a break and have a serious discussion with my higher self. She has been showing herself to me this last few weeks, through inner sight. I am aware of her as a real figure, the way visions come to me. She represents me but she is more pure. I talked to her as a girlfriend and asked her questions last night. And she answered me with the sweetest, nicest feelings of love. I haven't felt this wonderful in a long time. She showed me without words at first, but then she explained more precisely when I asked her questions. This is what she said. I'll just summarize what I got from her communication in my own words.
"You have been focusing so much on your physical life that I have not been able to reach you and communicate my love and inspiration to you. Your whole body has been shutting down, focusing on what's wrong with you instead of what's RIGHT with you! You have been focusing on wrong feelings and thinking of end times. It is your physical body that is feeling the end times, not YOU! You know that you are part of the eternal oneness. But your body does not know that. It is feeling the crunch. You have forsaken your larger truth. You must now release that finite focus and become wider in focus. Allow ME to enter into your consciousness. Picture ME. I Am your greater self. I Am closer to you than you realize but you have forgotten. I am the bearer of the light that you have shut out. I am the information that you seek that is contained in the light. I am aware of the wholeness of love that pervades the universes. You have been shutting it down. Think of me during the day when you are working. Remember me. Picture me. Picture the dawn on the horizon. There is light coming into the earth, coming into you. You have seen this before. Keep this visual ever present in your mind. Widen yourself. Breathe wider. Breathe into the open space around you that is above your physical eyesight. Imagine. See the clarity. You are the consciousness of light behind your small confined focus on the body. Raise yourself to higher standards and join with me. We are one. I am you and you are me but you have isolated yourself from me. You were beginning to shut down."
The above is in my own words, summarizing an inner awareness. This morning I am clear again and feeling lighter and more alert. The heaviness has shifted. I sense a once-in-a-lifetime shift. Like it's time to move on (but not to die!) I share this openly for others to take what they will from it. We are all on our own individual journeys. We don't tell others about such things, but it helps to read the accounts of others who do write. Our higher selves are really US. We are the part of that consciousness that took up a physical incarnation. But we have a larger Self, a more wonderful, gracious, loving and motherly consciousness that will guide us if we are open to it. The purpose of meditation is to get in touch with that higher self. Remember to relax and breathe wider, while imagining a golden glow around you above normal vision. A sunlit glow of freedom and happinenss.
Also the recommendation is to constantly read inspirational books, more spiritual writings. Reading spiritual books daily provides new information and new "food" for thought. This kind of "food" nurtures your body so it is more receptive to higher information. It is the other half of a physical exercise, such as yoga or gym workouts, which are important for the body. Absorbing inspirational concepts is a workout for the mind. It requires opening the mind. Mind and body workouts feed the soul.
Another message from DK: I kept wondering – there are so many techniques it is making me dizzy trying to keep up with all of them. DK is telling me that consciousness is a constantly moving thing. Use different techniques. Do not become attached and bogged down with one technique. Then it is too much like a relationship. You “cement” it into your body. No, don’t do that, he is telling me. Be free, be open, be spontaneous, be flowing as when you were doing your movements with Mother Kundalini.
Another revelation: The other day I experienced an unusual perspective. It was just a flash, but such a clear, wonderful, beautiful flash – that life in heaven with God as part of the everlasting sea of oneness is the NORMAL REALITY! It’s not something sacred. Although of course it IS sacred, but not like we think of it here, as something far far far away to strive for. Rather, it’s really normal when we are there within it. The everlasting sea of infinity is what we refer to as heaven, but the "afterlife" was shown to me as being the "normal". Not the other way around. It is NOT normal here! It is far more real, clear, happy and beautiful THERE!
There are no words to express this reality, this comparative perspective from the earth perspective. This glimpse into normalcy of heaven was super clear. It showed me that THIS is our real life, this sea of infinite life we call heaven. The life we have here in a sentient physical body is not our real life, but we are the consciousness that sustains this life in the body. WE are part of the infinite eternal life and we do return there inbetween bouts of embodiment. But this body were are in today, whether we enjoy it or not, constricts and confines us, our real consciousness, which is a super consciousness, eternal and forever. We are imprisoned when we are here, but we are also enjoying our adventures. That's why we are here - to learn, grow and imagine all sorts of things which we use to be creative and constructive. We contribute. Even with the problems we face, we grow through the experiencing of them. But there is another wider life to which we belong, a family of oneness, and we all return there at the end of a physical incarnation. Plus, we can visit any time we want to during silent times of daydreaming, blissing out, meditating, walking through nature or sharing with loved friends.
Life in heaven is far more real and good and clean and perfectly normal than we think it is. And we have friends and family there waiting for us to come home. We think life here as being normal but there it is far MORE normal, natural, free and happy there. It is normal there to be happy. You don’t consider it sacred there. lt is life on a grander scale, more than we can realize here from the earth perspective. There is socializing and interaction as one chooses, and projects to become involved in, and schools of learning, and advanced graduate schools. The universe is one verse playing itself out. It is a powerful vibrating place of peace, hope and clearity, and we are all part of it. We just don't know about it here in an earth body.
6/9/24 - Playing with Tantra
This is from a letter written to a man back in 1981, when the kundalini was very active in me. I just found it in my hall of records and thought "this is good", I will post this and share it. Skipping over the opening and closing of the letter, this is what I wrote from newly-awakened past-life memories. Knowledge was continuing to flow from the kundalini awakening 5 years earlier. I had not had any experience of Tantra in this life - and still haven't!
The art of Tantra takes the intangible body and attitude into consideration. It is not a physical art. One must go through a series of perceptions in order to be successful in Tantra, for the sexual organs respond not to an outside situation but to an inside one. One must find the connection with the other party on an invisible and abstract plane. One feels the connection through a delicate sensing device, like radar beams. At the point of connection, one is merged with the other. The two, now one, then play with this connection and bring it then down into the zone of physical feeling, but not much. Then they bring it back up to the edge of physical feeling. Then they bring it back down into the midst of the feeling again, but this time not so far down. Then they bring it back up again. The movement creates friction in the invisible spheres which react in the physical spheres and in the physical organs. Again, this is not done with the mind. This is all done through a deeper place in the mind, the place the meditators look for. But you don’t have to be a meditator, you need merely fall into the state of daydreaming. Don’t try. Play with it. Don’t think. Keep it light. Maintain an unwavering but light connection with your mate and play with it.
The glowing sensual feeling felt in the body is like a teacher. Notice when the sensual feeling goes away and notice when it comes back. Stay within this zone but move around in it. It can teach you a lot about yourselves, each within your own consciousness. Tantra is the worship of your own divinity as it descends into the physical to take up residence. And it is always moving through it. It desires to reunite with your mind. It wants to become one with your consciousness, but at that point of union, you are no longer in control. You as a practical mind are only a small piece of a larger whole. Through Tantra you can learn who you are, what you are, and what more you are than you previously thought. The lesson is all in the play. Then, at the end, you may go through the good feeling climax together and end the session. (End of letter)
This information is beyond me today. I would not have known this today if we were talking about Tantra. When kundalini awakened in me in 1976 I was flooded - literally washed away with information. That's why I write so much. I like to "capture" a conscious download in writing so I can go back and find it again later. The kundalini is just a Sanskrit word meaning life force, or that which is the presence of life in the physical body. It is also called divine, or shakti, or the holy spirit. It is also called the kanda, a Thailanese word meaning beloved. There are many references to it, but the MOST important thing about this is that it is an experience. You are the kundalini flowing through you, but you may not have had any teachings or guides to express it to you. That is part of my role, it appears. I love to talk about it! You may contact me and ask me questions by going to the contact page. I would love to talk about it!
6/8/24 - A graphic picture of the etheric body separating at death
The following is a wonderful description of the etheric body leaving its physical vehicle at the moment of death. (re: my blog of 6/3/24). This is an excerpt from the book "Angels in Starships" by Georgia Dibitonto, pages 87-89) This scene took place onboard a starship.
"This is a scene on Earth," said Kalna. "It is going on right at this moment somewhere on your planet. We can, if we choose, show you scenes from the past, from the present, and sometimes even from the future. Watch, and see what happens now!"
I watched with great curiosity, and suddenly it seemed to me that the one man became two. A figure exactly like the man, but very light, rose up horizontally from the bed, and after turning in the air, slowly lowered itself until its feet were touching the floor. At the same time, the man in the bed stopped his heavy breathing and lay very still, while the members of the family began to weep and wail. The body of the man on the bed lay lifeless, motionless, eyes closed, while the duplicate figure looked at the body on the bed and the crying relatives with an expression of surprise. He tried to comfort the people, and make them realize that he was not really and finally 'dead'; but they paid no attention to him and continued their lamentations by the body on the bed.
Kalna now explained the scene to us as follows: "This man, this Earth brother, has now come to the end of his earthly existence. Now he is living in a new body, in a new, higher frequency of life-vibration. He is astonished to see his coarse-material body lying lifeless on the bed, and it took him several minutes to realize the true state of affairs. He wanted to be in union with his relatives, who were bemoaning his physical death, but did not yet realize that he was now living in another dimension, different from the material one. This brother is now learning two new realities through direct experience. First, he has made the wonderful discovery that there is life after death, without the physical suffering that had so plagued him at the end. Second, that he can not make himself understaod to his loved ones, who are still in the material life. He realizes that, although he can still see and hear them, it is no longer possible for them to ascertain his living presence directly."
Kalna interrupted her talk long enough for us to see how useless were his efforts to get those people to realize that he was still alive, and that bodily death did not extinguish life.
"Now you will see another scene," Kalna announced, "the first meeting with the brothers of other dimensions, brought there from other worlds, to receive this brother who has just made the transition from the dimension of gross materiality to a different form of life. We have already told you that, throughout creation, no one is left all alone in his time of need."
We saw men an women arrive at that place, as though they had come through the walls. Their ages seemed to be between fifteen and forty years old. The youngest, who still seemed like a boy, walked up to the man, who at this point looked to be perhaps forty, (although his body on the bed looked significantly older), and embraced him. He called him 'Papa', and the man threw his arms around his neck with the words, "My child! How happy I am to see you again! I have missed you so very much! But how is it that you are here?" The boy didn't answer directly, but said that things were going well with him, and that he had been waiting for him for a long time. There were embraces and moving words exchanged between the man and all who had come to receive him.
The man looked again at his lifeless body in the bed, and wanted to speak with the mourning relatives, but the others explained to him that this was not possible, and they added that they would later show him how one could keep in touch with those who remained on Earth, through thoughts and love.
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Footnote by me: I am so very excited to have found this book and highly recommend it to any who are interested. The author confirms and validates the contactee, George Adamski (who I met in 1963) by describing the same space brothers and starships that Adamski wrote about in his books.
6/7/24 - Just a reminder: Love is not in the physical body
Love is contained not in the physical body itself but in the consciousness that resides in the physical body, or is moving through the physical body like electricity moves through a light bulb lighting it up and casting a radiance around it. We are that consciousness that is streaming non-stop through this body. Much of what we radiate out into the atmosphere is not constructive, which means it is destructive. It is no wonder that the earth is hurting and in pain and is revolting through earthquakes and storms. The love is not contained in the physical body of the tree, love is contained in the consciousness of the tree. Love is not contained in the body of the fish or the blade of grass, but in the consciousness of the fish and the blade of grass. Consciousness is alive and loving. Consciousness is the life force. Consciousness is the livingness and the lovingness and the peacefulness that supports the physical and the physical thrives upon it but we don’t see it. We take the physical like we take a piece of meat and hold it in our hands and examine it for flaws. We don’t see that it is the consciousness that is the light of the body and the love of the body. We only see it when it leaves the body at death.
6/3/24 - About the Astral/Etheric Body
I've been researching old files and found this one about the four lower bodies. Thought I would share. It's really a good reminder of who and what we are dealing with during this current ascension process. Solar flares are upgrading our consciousness but we have not been taught about the four troublesome areas that we each carry around with us. These are Master teachings. In former ages they were not readily available. One had to find a teacher who would accept them into what was called a "mystery school", containing secrets and mysteries unknown to the common man.
The astral or etheric "body" is one of the four lower or densest bodies of the human being. You can see them in classic diagrams online of the auric field. The first of the four layers is the astral/etheric body. It is closest to your skin. It is called by various people astral, others call it the etheric body. By either name it is defined by texture, density and color. It is blue. It is the most dense before descending one more level to enter the physical body which we walk around in. The astral/etheric body looks like you in the physical. Remove the physical as in death and this astral/etheric body would be seen by a sensitive person walking around while the physical body lay dead on the bed. It would appear the same age as the person who died, whether 70 or 7, but gradually the astral body would disintegrate because it has accumulated a large part of the person during the life. It is an exact double of the living physical body. After the physical body dies, the astral/etheric body gradually releases the human debris - the negative that is of no use to spirit that it collected during life - and is in fact a burden to the soul. At the same time of releasing the negative, the astral/etheric body absorbs the finer and good material that the person accomplished during life. The good done by the person is considered the treasures of heaven. The soul gets credit for that.
It is considered the astral body as long as it contains some of the gross matter of the life, but once it is cleared of the gross it is called the etheric body. The etheric body will not disintegrate, ever. This astral/etheric body interpenetrates your physical body while you are alive and every experience you ever had, good or bad, including every thought, feeling and intention. Through this body you have innate skills you developed in past lives. You can tap into them in this life. This is one reason why you should know about these four lower bodies and respect them. Trust yourself. You also have fears and memories of unpleasant experiences from past lives that have not been dealt with, that carry over into this life. They need closure. You need to address them. They will keep popping up in your life and draw situations to you that cause you pain. But in reality these unpleasant memories are a gift, an opportunity to see mistakes again through clearer eyes so you can heal and resolve this weakness that has been repeating over and over. The masters teach, “What you don’t like, that is where you need to go. Walk into the den of lions and deal with it. Don’t avoid it or it will just get repressed and pop up again at a future time.”
The astral/etheric body is the entire living history of you. Who you have been as a human, and where you have lived, and from before being human - the experiences you have been before you evolved into a human being. I myself have experienced being a leaf at the end of a tree limb. I felt what it feels like to be moved by the movement of the tree and nourished from the sap of the mother tree, with no will of my own. I was simply there being moved by the forces around me but I was conscious of myself and my place on that tree, as a part of the whole. We are full of memories of this kind because we have been there and experienced that. We have been growing and evolving our self awareness for a long long time.
There are seven layers that we descend through to become embodied as human beings. Negative memories are dense and drift down close to the physical and become compacted, while good memories are less dense and drift further out toward lighter freer air, with more space between the swirling electrons. The astral body functions on the astral plane and interacts with other astral bodies there. There is a lower astral which is a horrible place full of bad people, and a higher astral which is beautiful and spacious with good people. There are seven sub-levels to each dimension/realm. What you experience and settle into is a matter of where your thoughts go and what you dwell upon with your attention. That is why meditation and prayer is a must during embodiment if you want to clear yourself of negative thoughts and feelings.
At night when your body sleeps your astral/etheric body slips out of your physical and travels, goes to visit, goes to school, meets with angelic guides, etc. You don’t need words in the astral/etheric body. Communication is done through feeling. You are drawn to the same type of people as yourself by natural affinity. If you don’t like the people around you, you can change that by thinking higher more refined and elevated thoughts. Thoughts create feelings. What you think, you will bring to yourself. You will feel them as either bad and depressive or positive and uplifting. Change your thoughts to more positive ones and you will enjoy more beautiful uplifting, elevated feelings, loving kindness feelings. Thinking is how we direct our thoughts, as in pre-planning a direction we want to go in. But once we have directed our thoughts and hold them there, then we begin to FEEL the results. By thinking and acting caringly, lovingly and acting with more compassion, kindness and benevolence, we draw similar feelings back to us. We can raise our own frequency in this manner and build up treasures in heaven.
6/1/24 - Born of the Earth, heading for the Stars
A re-post from a year ago. After a session with the chiropractor and having my tightness released and once again flowing, I slept a long nap at home. Then I began re-reading old journals and messages from the Master Djwhal Khul. Suddenly I am inspired and learning more on this second, third or umpteenth time of re-reading an old journal - a deeper meaning is coming to light. This blog from April last year sounded like a new messge I had never heard before, but then I discovered I had blogged about it. Where did my mind? Why didn't I see this before? I couldn't believe I missed it. New understandings are constantly surfacing in these days of ascension. I am in the throes of consciousness rising so fast I can't believe it! Could I have missed this the first time? Am I really that different from a year ago? I re-post it here for my own sake, so I can re-read it easily - and share it with those who might enjoy it.
"I am born of the Earth, the Earth gave me form. The substance of old matter built my form. This old matter was discarded by others when they died and it went back into the earth. The Earth recycles matter that was once used by others. The Earth provides a home for self-aware beings to start out as basic form. The first basic form is mineral, sand and rock. It is a dull consciousness at first. It then grows in self awareness to learn movement, like the one-celled amoeba, then two-celled and more. Then self-consciousness grows into larger substances like grass and then into fruit and then into trees. Then self-consciousness grows into crawling things on the ground, then into animals with four legs, then into higher animal forms, each round of evolultion for this SELF awareness taking on more and more alertness.
"Then self consciousness grows upright to stand on two legs, and all the while earth is home, born of the earth. We are that self-aware human who is now standing up, walking, talking and growing more civilized. We are looking up beyond earth, wondering what's out there, building telescopes, learning more about space and other planets, other galactic civilizations, wondering about inhabitants, about the sun, the galaxy and more. The mother flame kundalini has started expanding in us. Geniuses have come forward. Children are showing signs of knowing more than the parents. New brain cells are growing beyond earth’s former limits. The upright spine has opened in some, not in others, and the mother flame is giving birth to the pouch of life called the christ or crystal at the tailbone. The tail bone flame is heating up and burning through the veils, obstructions called chakras, and the heat is radiating a vaster intelligence as it flows up the spine. That which was called "the christ" in religious terms has been activated by certain movements, disciplines taught by teachers coming suddenly forward.
"The physiology, muscles, nerves and tissues, are activated. Movement is felt throughout the body, organs. There is mystery, there is confusion, there is pain, disease, problems. We must struggle through it. The evolution from earth human to divine human is underway. It is SELF consciousness. No one can do it for us. We are the intelligence inside the shell. We are breaking free of the shell. Hysteria and fear walk hand in hand with awesome elation and excitement. The human is reaching beyond the earth. He can't help it. It is in his nature. He is intelligence walking the earth. There is a greater intelligence beyond him and he is reaching for it, drawn like a moth to a flame. Like a female to a male. The spine is an open channel from earth to sky. Out of the sides grow smaller nerves to feed the vital organs with awareness. The body is waking up. We have drunk the elixer of life and we don't know what to do with it. What do we do with the old ways? When it reaches the brain it creates headaches and dizziness and it pounds - knock, knock, knock - against the skull, building pressure. Trying to get free, to find the father. It is self-aware now. The brain is activated to more intelligence, to the need for more control over the mind. The craziness, the dizziness, the hypocondriac CAN BE controlled. My mind is clearing now. New insight is coming.
"The pure crystal light pattern (known in relgion as the Christ Light) has been with me forever, but today for the first time I am accepting it. I am realizing it. I received instruction in the night. I asked about it as I went to sleep - I asked Yeshua how did HE find it and how and could he give me some instruction. And I got it in the night, both in printed form, words after words after words printed, and also in spoken words. I am shown the seven layers of attributes, the gifts that we parrot the words of but don't apply. These need to be applied regularly, hourly, outwardly in daily life. I saw the multi-colored spheres around me in the oval shape of the auric field and I was shown the words - will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, mind and freedom. These are to be applied in real life silently, under conscious control and managed to perfection.
"The pure crystal light is unfolding in me. I already know it as a pattern for the human. It was shown to me as a tree of life, as a web of pure gold light. And it was also shown to me how a darker web of limited sight has created an artificial web over it. A darker web has grown over in front of it, around it and is feeding off it like a parasite. We are the ego, gaining in understanding as we live through circumstances and pressures. The pure gold light is still there or we wouldn't be alive. It takes care of our bodily systems and needs to breathe, eat and eliminate. The pure gold light is the same pattern in everyone. It is what we as individuals that builds character over on top of it. Infuses our unique ways into the pure gold of our life force. The pure gold is the template we all live off of without exception, but it is we who must perfect our life through conscious managing of the details. As we become more in touch with our own internal nature we follow the pure gold pattern within. We nbecome more knowledgeable, more patient, more peaceful, more gracious, more refined. We are a combination of divine and human.
"The crystal pure light (the Holy Christ Self) is the same in everyone. It is the individual who gives it character and builds into it the unique experiences which we entertain through our life on earth. We "color" our divine pure gold light with our personality. It is not wrong. It is meant to be. We are meant to become living individual masters of our lives. We have much to offer from our accumulated skills. There is no other like me or you. We alone are the creator of our perfection.
"We are becoming an individual that is unique in the whole living sea of the One. You are connected to the One life through the gold and crystal pattern within. It looks like a web of gold. It is the link to the One intelligence - the only ONE intelligence in existence - out of which all life springs. This link lies within the human frame, within the human cells, the atoms and, yes, even the space between the swirling electrons of the atoms. The space is the consciousness. God consciousness means the Good consciousness. The right consciousness. The Father-Mother consciousness. Father is the abstract intelligence, and Mother is the form-building consciousness. She holds the atoms and molecules together like glue to form the solid structure of the human body, cells and tissues.
"She is known as Mother Shakti, or Mother Kundalini. She resides in the ethers around the coccyx (tailbone) at the base of the spine. She feeds intelligence and life up the spine to keep the body alive. She will enlarge the dose of life if the individual will turn inward and ask for it. She is intelligent and will listen and respond. She is the divine feminine. She receives abstract intelligence from the One and gives form and life to the individual from birth through until death of the form. She will provide not only life but intelligent answers and instructions if the being will listen and follow through. If the individual will not listen or pay attention, then the flow remains the same. But if the individual will become silent and carry on a conversation with the Mother Shakti who is intelligent, she will increase the dose of life. It is the same type of relationship as a good child listening and talking with a good responsive mother.
5/27/24 - Many threads of connection
Many many connections are taking place and I do not want to begin a long rambling blog like I did yesterday - and then losing it at the end!? Energies are swirling and not stopping or standing still long enough. I am moving to higher ground constantly by focusing on my HIGHER mind, which has been labeled by many channels recently as the crystalline light body. But there is more to do with this "back-and-forth". I was electrified yesterday, as if an electricity was running through my body and I couldn't make myself stop! It was exciting. I felt so much vitality and aliveness. But I sizzled out in the end and my brain was fried. I did everything in my power to cool my brain, using ice packs on top of my head and when that didn't work, I went into the pool and kept dunking down under. That worked! I share this to let everyone know that, if you are having difficulties maintaining balance, you're not alone. It's the cosmic waves that are coming in - in spades. The earth is rising to a higher, more refined place and all the animals including humans have to adjust and adapt. The problem we humans face is that we are filled with ego-centric toxic energies.
Human toxic energies are not bad. They are simply normal emotions or thoughts that have been repressed. We are supposed to learn how to FLOW our thoughts, feelings and emotions when they happen. But for countless generations humanity has been holding their emotions down under. Repressing them. We know what we know but we don't say it because we think it's either wrong or shameful or we'll be judged as crazy or arrested or punished or have some form of negative kick-back. We humans are full of held-back emotions and we have become putrid. Sick, toxic. So what do we do about it. St. Germain's violet flame is one technique. I have posted a recent channeling by St. Germain on TODAY'S POSTS. Please read it if it is of interest. And another thing one can do is simply start talking about your feelings. Share them. Share them in a kind way so that it doesn't create a negative response, either in you or another person. It is all about re-discovering love.
I am studying the Master Djwhal Khul's channelings thru me, and finding so much good information. It is keeping continually growing more and more into understanding. It is all about Love. I SO wish I could hold a gathering of like-minded people but it is not time. I'm not ready yet. I welcome contact thru the contact page.
Further threads of connection are from the Galactic community, the extraterrestrials who are visiting and showing increasing signs of their presence. They are not ready to land physically. It would be too disruptive since there are those who would panic at the sight of flying saucers landing in their backyard (as I have requested!) But for those who are on the ascension ladder and are open to meet them and inviting them to come to our home, we are receivers and knowers of these, our galactic brothers and sisters. There are more and more of the public making comments as such. I have posted some short videos on TODAY'S POSTS on Anakosha recently. These are channeled messages from the galactics themselves, that have been channeled by various individuals. They are being picked up and reproduced by David & Kelly of www.GFLstation.com, using human voices and professional videos. Very nice presentations, like a Hollywood film making industry but these are real messages being shared with the public. See for yourself: Youtube channel "GFLstation.com".
5/23/24 - Inner work is not just spiritual
Inner work doesn’t necessarily mean "just" spiritual. Perhaps to those who are deeply rooted in the muck and mire of gross, limited and crude ways of life, yes. Then it would require a more spiritual focus to begin lifting oneself up and out of such grossness. But there is a time and place where inner work means bringing the mind and feelings together, Mind involves mental abstract thinking and planing. Feelings do not have words and does not plan. Feelings follow along where the mind directs it to go. It is important to bring mind and feelings together and make a harmonious blend between them, so they work together for a more positive and happy life. Which is what yoga was designed to do. It is all about learning how your physical organs, muscles and limbs work and function while, at the same time, being involved with your visceral or sensual feelings within. A good blend of mind and body brings harmony, calm, peace and genuine inner love for yourself. Your body feels as if it's in love. It is even possible to feel blissful or in rapture.
If one has not made a study of how blood flows, or how the capillaries work, or how the veins attach or the arteries, or where the brain synapses go, how they live and how they die, how the pituitary gland interacts with the pineal gland, for example, then one is missing a whole half of the inner lesson. We are meant to bring mind and body parts together in a blend. MOVING the body while paying rapt attention to what is happening, will bring FEELINGS that are crucial to getting to know yourself. Feeling the movements while doing them is inner work. Then the brain receives instruction too. The mind is involved.
For example, what causes the glands to increase or diminish the flow of certain hormones? Mindless gym work does not give much information. But paying attention while moving, as in slow methodic moves, one can FEEL the parts humming or groaning in pain. A spiritual practice is like going to medical school to learn the mechanics of the body, but you're learning while being INSIDE your body while it's moving. The body parts begin to talk to you while you're participating in breath control, holding the breath, pumping the breath, FEELING the breath and what is happening while air flows or doesn't flow, depending. Learning from a book in a school room atmosphere is mental learning. But FEELING viscerally what is happening while the body is moving - even if only breathing or in stillness concentrating - is enlightening. One is doing inner work. Then the brain gets the information too. Bringing them together is what the Eastern yogis and mystics have been doing for centuries.
You can feel when there’s a blockage in the life force - what we call energy but it's actually the spirit moving thru dense physical substance. This can be measured with instruments but the spirit cannot be measured. When you feel a blockage, tug or constriction in one area, or when you feel a surge of energy or vitality, your life force (spirit) is affected and is telling you. You are communicating. It is a good way to get to know your body and work with it in a primal way. Inner work is following the path of the life force with BOTH the inner feelings and the mind (brain) gets it too. You get either visceral communication, giving off either pain or surges of bliss or vitality.
I've been focusing more on feelings, trying to maintain a comfort zone, but I have been neglecting the mental study. I haven't been very good at that. Other people are better at mental study and have closed off to feeling their emotions. We each have our own special way of doing things. My practice with chants, affirmations and mantras using repeated LIGHT-filled words, has elevated and deepened my understanding. Doors are opening. Light is a crucial part of inner work.
When I was s young woman I wanted to go to medical school and began taking pre-med classes to prepare myself. But I met a man in class and got married instead, so I never made it to medical school. However, I have continued my study of the human body, which is what I wanted to do initially. And I've been doing my own homework, starting with the LIGHT. Chants with Light-filled words, such as "I AM Light, glowing Light, radiating Light" is a wonderful way to begin inner work. I highly recommend it. Light is the absolute perfection. Light is all that is. Light is the supreme creator, Father Source, that which we call God. Light is all knowledge and contains the seed of universal truth, perfection, purity and harmony. So by using simply "Light" we have all of the supreme intelligence wrapped up in one word. We're saying, "I AM information. I AM universal knowledge. I am supreme perfection. And don't worry, it's not an ego statement to think this or say this. A separate ego cannot live within the Light.
Each body cell has a universal inteligence of its own. It has an identity. It is the life force of the universe. By saying an "I AM Light" affirmation, we are empowering our body cells to come alive, to activate, cooperate and work together for perfection, harmony and all good things. It has been proven over the ages. The inner body is the best teacher. It gives us feelings of blockages or free-flow, dizziness or vitality. Sickness or vigorous health. The body is our Mother. Mother Earth provides our body for us. She provides the physical substance for our spirit to descend into it and She helps us to live here, on Earth, in a solid physical body. Now it is our turn as grown-ups to take responsibility and engage the LIGHT within the Earth substance, to make our bodies into a more masterful work of art. It takes practice, time and energy. It is time we upped our spiritual practice to do inner work.
5/18/24 - Well, let's see what shows up in my blog today!
There are so may ideas passing and moving thru me that I have no one thing to report or blog about. Well, yes. there is one thing that is coming to my attention now that I am thinking about it. I did not know that I had some deep unconscious repressions in me. This has been slowly emerging in a way that cannot be defined. It has been a continual unfolding of awareness, like unraveling threads in a sweater. One is attached to another and another. Something is moving closer to the surface and it is continuing. It surprised me when, suddenly, as I was talking with Doug it just popped out that I have been depressed. It surprised me because I am in the habit of putting forth only positive ideas and feelings, not negative. Hiding my feelings? I did not realize.
It has been an ongoing work for many years to bring in the light of higher consciousness. Spiritual practices may surprise you at times, suddenly yielding a positive benefit. Uncovering deep, deeper and still deeper whatever it is one is chasing down, goes beyond conscious understanding. It is a mystery. What are we looking for? These are subconscious wonderings, and when you get close to them you may start to tremble or have weird feelings. The closer you get to whatever it is, you might get the shakes, or sickish feelings, or lonely feelings, or abandonment, or terror feelings or cold feelings. There were times recently when I felt as if I was freezing on the inside, while it was actually a nice day, and I would continue conversing in a normal way, not to draw attention to myself. These are not just ascension symptoms, they are sweeping the dust away from dark corners of old, perhaps very ancient memories that have been repressed. We cover them over with a "face" and a positive attitude. We brush them over like painting an old peeling building with a fresh coat of paint, while underneath the peeling and deterioration is still going on unnoticed.
And so I am sharing something that I would normally keep private. Private feelings are repressed feelings. They are the underlying causes of loneliness, feelings of abandonment, depression, fear, horror, sickness, chronic illness, debilitation, aging, and so forth. In my case there are past lifetimes. I have counted 19 past lifetimes, so far, mostly as a submissive woman. There were a few lifetimes as men, but mostly I took the feminine role. Revelation upon revelation upon revelation has unfolded over the many years that I have been actively studying with the Masters. Today I seem to suddenly be touching some deep-seated memories or issues. A therapist would call it "shadow" work. Dealing with your shadows. I didn't know I had any, so I am surprised. I am seeing, sensing, knowing, identifying, understanding something new. I am being enlightened and I am grateful. I am glad to know that I have touched "bottom", so to speak. I am trembling as I type this. Inner shakes have been coming often lately. Apparently I am acknowledging these ancient memories. That is the sense I am receiving. Spiritual work goes beyond mental control. We don't have a say in the matter, as long as we are open and receptive. The soul is in charge. The higher self is doing the work. I am merely allowing it. I have done my homework. Now these ancient traumas are surfacing like bubbles and steam in a boiling pot on the stove. I am experiencing the trembles, shakes and bad feelings as they surface into my every day life. I thought there was something wrong with me. Could it be a virus? A cold? A stroke? A heart attack? But no. I am being alerted. So now I no longer question myself. By acknowledging ancient traumas surfacing I am no longer brushing them aside with a flick of a wrist and determination to hide it. I am not covering it over. Many lifetimes worth of suppression. As a female I experienced a lot of suppression of emotions and feelings, but men have repressed their feminine side too. The feminine in men is their truth, their tenderness, their nurturing, loving nature. This is the age of enlightenment. Of disclosure. Of revealings. It is time for the DIVINE feminine to come forth. Divine feminine is the term used in contrast to human feminine. It is the pure and natural loving, graceful side of the human species. Men and women both have it, as both genders have the divine masculine in them.
A special note for the men: No matter how macho, strong and warrior-like he is, every man and every boy who is growing to maturity has a tender, nurturing side. It MUST be acknowledged or he will suffer from repressing it. He doesn't have to give up his maleness or his strength or machismo. He need only be aware of not holding back his loving nature when a kind, gentle or generous mood comes upon him. Express it. Don't repress it. It will make you stronger. When we repress an emotion, we use vital, important energy to keep holding it back. We therefore lose energy when we stifle our emotions. That's why we get sick and debilitated. 'Nuff said.
All beings are 50% male and 50% feminine, but historically, culturally, socially, we have repressed our feminine side (pushed it down under and refused to express it) while we have magnified our male controlling side (the selfish egoistic side). We have been indoctrinated and programmed by the culture. Everyone does it so why not me? So the new training and teaching is to LEARN how to bring balance to our male and female sides. We live in a duality world because male and female are constantly playing games with each other, manipulating the opposite gender. As we learn to balance our OWN male and female aspects, we will become gentler people. We will enjoy harmony and peace within. The Master Djwhal Khul has been a teacher of Tantra, which is all about balancing and merging the male and female aspects. There is much to be said about the life force that feeds life and vitality into our body cells, into every atom and molecule. I feel the fire starting to burn more brightly as my fingers fly across the keyboard, giving me more vitality as I try to say what I wish to say here. But it's not time. There is more in me wanting to talk than I can organize through my brain. My brain sputters and coughs and kinks up with dizziness. Meanwhile there are sensations going on that are bursting to be set free. It is close to the surface now so I must work with it. Everyone who allows their shadow side to come forth will experience ascension symptoms. We are entering a new age with new cosmic forces entering the earth's atmosphere; It's like a fire storm getting ready to break out and threaten to overwhelm. But we are learning to become masters. This is where mastery training comes in, and we have been in training for the past year or so, more so every month. We have been learning how to maintain a gentle and kind composure while being brutally honest and forthright. We are on the verge of ascending to higher consciousness as we let go of our tight control on everything. Relax and be happy. Let life flow. Pay attention to feelings. They are very important. They are the life blood of soul. Soul is leading us to be kinder and to share freely with one another.
There are feelings in everyone who reads this. Feelings that are pressing to come out and tell someone. Do you feel it? Allow it to be there gently, caringly, and look for ways to fulfill that need to express. We must not go too quickly or we will cause harm with too much, too soon without proper preparation, setting the stage, will do damage. We must learn to be aware, astute, wise and discerning. First for our own good, then as we interact with others. We will learn how to care for one another in more modest ways, gently, with a caring quality of consideration, without pushing or trying to "fix" something or control the outcome. Compassion is part of the interaction with others. It is with a pure and considerate intention that we move into higher consciousness that goes beyond what humans normally do. We are learning to be more than automatons, following control guidelines.
There is a holy fire burning within everyone in these days, wishing to come out and enjoy the more natural beauty of the world around us, the sunshine, the rain, the natural flora and fauna and the people who are beautiful in their own right. This fire threatens to burn out of control in all directions at once if we let it. We must not let it but be aware that it is burning within us. Ascension symptoms? Yes. There are many. Secret. Hidden. People are having them and keeping them private. Don't keep them private any longer. Let's share them more openly with the right-minded friends. Learn how to love above and beyond the intimations of sexual. There is a time and place for sexuality, of course, just as there is a time and place for sitting down to eat, or for sleep. And there is a time for allowing for repressed emotions to come forth and be shared with supportive friends over coffee or thru gentle healing massage or chat sessions that are private between soul sisters and brothers. Repressed traumatic emotions are deep, very deep, and centuries old. They live in most people. It is time to bring them forth and let them go. Let them flow. Let them breathe. Let them be acknowledged with compassion and graceful dignity, with friendly hugs and nods and upliftment. Do not resist. Resistance only creates more trauma. Allow them freedom of expression. Kindness, loving gestures, compliments, smiles, encouragement, make love, not war. T he sharing of deep personal stories is gradually healing our communities.
As I work with my shadow side, I do not try for perfection, to do it "right". Instead, I bring my focus down out of my head, out of my brain, down into my heart and lower, down into my feet and deep into the earth beneath my feet. I am anchoring my consciousness into the ground, into the earth. It is stabilizing me. At the same time I am releasing life force that was used for repressing, and it is giving me more vitality. I am gaining more power. It's hard to explain, but there is a renewal of sorts. A regeneration or a vitality that wasn't there before. It's like a new life is growing inside of me. A regeneration. And all because I am recognizing and honoring my own negatives. The parts I was hiding from myself and didn't want to express. They could be anything.
Now I know what I know. I am gaining knowledge and the knowledge is ME! I am the knowledge! This is fascinating! As I share information about ascension symptoms I am continuing to do inner work. It is inner work to tell stories. It helps to have an ascension partner to share trauma or hidden stories with. Do you have one? I will be one with you if you like. There are huge changes going on but let's not rush it. Let's remain cool and patient. We shall maintain personal control - soul control, not ego control - over our ways of life and do it our way. There is a related article that I'd like to point readers to: See Jeshua's article which I just posted today on TODAY'S POSTS HERE. It's a beautiful message with today's date 5/18/24. Please read it.
Also please check Ascension Massage by Diana HERE. I posted an update at the top, inviting women (only) to contact me for an ascension massage exchange. Love to all, Diana.
5/12/24 - A Mother's Day gift - and let there be love freely flowing!
The words started flowing before I got out of bed. I am seeing a small gathering of friends for massage exchange but we are going to be fully clothed. I have been thinking about how to spring this on people for a long time, more years than I can count. These are fully clothed healing love sessions. It is unusual. The words are telling me what to say. They are coming from beyond me because I went to sleep thinking about it - a channeling from my higher self.
“We are here to love, to learn the truth about love. WE are the love. We are here to feel the love within us. We are here to move the love within us. We are here to be selfless, not to hold back the love, not to want it “our” way but freely giving, flowing out out out to all around. Freely flowing past the ego that wants to hold back and control it and do it “my” way, the selfish way. Freely giving, freely loving, not the small petty pouting foot-stomping childish ego, but the great big huge love that feels like the sun shining down on us, wrapping us in its warmth. This great love when it moves in us, in our bodies, in our lungs, in our hearts, and legs and muscles and backs and toes and fingers, it feels so full and complete – it feels like that’s all there is. It is wonderful! It feels loving. It feels SO good, it feels like we’re Home. This is humble love, selfless love, true love, free love, love that has been set free. What was intended to be from the beginning. WE, you and me, we are the love. We have always been the love, unselfish, unguarded, unprotected – we are the love.
“And now we are gathering here to practice letting that love flow free. Letting it awaken our body from inside, the organs, muscles, nerves and tissues inside, as we give each other nourishment of loving touches. The love is flowing downward in a single shaft of light from directly over our heads, like a shaft of sunlight breaking thru the clouds, crystal transparent light coming down and entering our heads. We are the love. We’ve been taught to hold it back but now we’re going to let it flow freely. You are the sun over your head coming into the world of mankind, womankind, warm, clear, pure kindness, caringness, gentleness, happiness, peacefulness, joy. It enters at the top of the head because it is more refined than our bodies and more clear, more perfect, more pure. It comes down and comes thru the brain down into the spine and enters into the heart and goes down further into the upper stomach and the lower stomach and down into the sex organs and the legs and feet, and it enters down into the earth, deep, deep, deep down into the solid body of Mother Earth.
“Your love is becoming solid with your body and with the earth, connecting with the earth, connecting with all the other shafts of love that are coming from the suns above the heads of your friends, which comes down from our solar sun, which comes down from the great central sun of our galaxy, which comes down from the greater sun beyond that and the one beyond that. We are the final distribution center of this great pure immortal love because we are solid physical human beings and we were designed to express love. We have been held back but we are now going to let our love flow freely because we are ready now. The light is light until it enters the physical realm, then it becomes love. The light is an endless river of light turned into love, which manifests as purity and joy and truth, the most exquisite truth imaginable, coming down into solid human earth bodies to sparkle and radiate and sweep away the false impressions that have caused so much suffering and pain and loneliness.
Love clears it all out, cleans out everything that is not pure, is not clean, is not joyful, is not healthy and at peace. Why have we been holding it back? Why indeed! We have no answer but we know now that we can let it flow free. Let us begin. Let us practice being kinder and more reverent today, more giving, more selfless, more uplifting, more generous with our love and kindness. It is wholesome love, whole and complete and perfect and fulfilled and happy and free. And so it is. Amen. Let it be so. (From a loving, laughing, generous spirit today who simply wanted to let go and give it all!)
5/5/24 - Galactics, angels in starships & masters of the Far East
Today I have made a few more entries into my book, "Mystical Movements" which is shown as a link under ARTICLES on my website. The book is nowhere near finished, but I am using my Anakosha website as a worksheet. Since I'm accustomed to posting on the website, it is much easier for me to work on it than to add yet another file to the thousands I already have. If you are interested in reading it so far, you can click HERE and then page down to the bottom of that page. Enjoy, if you are so inclined. It is mostly spiritual work, not human drama and intrigue. My love and blessings to you.
As ascension continues to raise the consciousness of the planet and the people, my own personal perspective is changing. I have less interest in reading other people's articles and channelings and posting them. I am instead focusing more on my own personal life story, which has been full indeed, and continues to reveal new depth and meaning. I am being led to go ahead and work on this now, the final edition of my life's work. The book is mostly channeling about sex, love, the power of the kundalini which is the life force. The awakening of kundalini in 1976 brought me into the light and exposed me to the higher realms, and then began the teachings.
I have been shown many things that could not be easily shared in words, so I journaled them into my own private journal. Many pages. It is all about the unfolding of the human race, like peeling the skin off the onion, and exposing the truth that is buried within the DNA as the purity of the living life force, the ideals, the power, the glory, sweet divine love, ecstasy, bliss, rapture and the mysticsm behind all religions. The spiritual life is real and personal and closer than hands and feet. It's the human life. It is possible to know oneself while being in a physical body. That's the whole point. It brings happiness and joy. It is comforting, like being home inside your skin. The spiritual life is far more sane and real than what we have believed. The truth is coming out now. Many stories are hitting the press of individuals who have died and returned to tell their story. And of starseeds and lightworkers who are normal, average people like you and me. Many of us have been in contact with the galactics. They are waiting to come forward officially, as in landing their craft, but they are waiting for individuals to be more accepting so they don't go crazy and fearful. Have I been in contact? There are seven levels on which one can connect with them. The physical level is the most concrete level but, yes, I've seen them in physical but it's rare and not like meeting someone in Publix to say "Hi!" to them. It is done in a discreet way. But here is something unusual....
Last night when Doug and I went upstairs to bed, as I closed the curtain of the south window, I noticed the usual star shining in the south. I stopped to look at it and as I did I saw a large round white light in the sky next to it, to the right of it (west). I took a double look. It looked like a searchlight shining on the sky, but how could that be? What would it be reflecting against? It was a sharp bright light, but as I watched, it became softer and more translucent and took on the appearance of a cloud, and continuing to fade so that it was a fuzzy cloud now as it moved closer to the star and seemingly "touched" it and draw it into itself. The star disappeared into the "cloud" but it seemed to start flashing and flickering from within the cloud like an airplane coming in for a landing at the airport. It continued flickering as the star became absorbed into the translucent fuzzy cloud and then the whole thing moved westward and disappeared from sight. The star was now gone and so was the searchlight and the cloud. Only the blackness of the southern sky. It all happened very quickly. From the moment I noticed the star, then the searchlight, it covered a span of only 10 or 15 seconds I would guess.
I said to Doug, "I just saw the most amazing thing! I've never seen anything like it before!" And told him what I saw. I then realized I had seen a UFO, a mothership picking up a smaller craft, but why show me? Perhaps it was another contact. I've had a few over the years. I've been a follower of the space people for a long time, ever since meeting George Adamski in the 1960's, and have been connected to them in more non-physical ways, telepathically and consicously, receiving a few messages and channelings from them. But this was a first-time experience and the most recent. It is being said that the landings will soon follow.
And on that note, I will close and leave it to the reader how to receive this and what to think. We are each following our own path into the higher realms. It is a VERY personal journey for we have lived before and have had many adventures. A month ago I re-connected with an old friend who is now director of the Adamskifoundation.com (link). Adamski was one of the most famous contactees of all time. This has re-inspired me to take down the books about him on my shelf. One especially is a world-class book, validating Adamski's reports, photos and writings - plus more. It is titled "Angels in Starships" by Georgio Dibitonto. The space people identify themselves as the same ones who met with Adamski. Plus there is more to this story than I knew 57 years ago. The connection has been upgraded. Now, today, from my upgraded perspective, I am seeing the merging, the blending of the universal principles of love, harmony, truth, understanding and unity between all humans, all space people including earthlings, and the extraterrestrials of LIGHT, and the masters of the Far East - the mystics of old whose teachings have come down to us as the holy scriptures of the world.
Well, enough said for now. Blessings to all. If you are interested in sharing stories, contact me via the contact page. I would love to meet you. I am alone in this regard and do not have up close personal friends to share this information with. That's why I write about it! We are in a strange time cycle, extending the period of the pandemic isolation, as we each go thru individual upgrades of growth in conscious awareness. We can help each other by connecting within our own private community.
5/3/24 - Ascension is well underway, expect a happier life
While many people may not know or understand what this means, I suspect many DO know, even if it is semi-conscious. The last few weeks and months leading up to today, have seen an extraordinary inflow of high fifth dimensional love and light onto our Mother Earth. We have all been receiving this gentle inflowing into our physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies, upgrading us as well. Perhaps without our recognizing it, or perhaps making us dizzy like crazy (like me!) or maybe worse.
It is part of the Plan to bring mankind, the highest intelligence on Earth with the greatest brain capacity, into his truer nature. We are One with the ultimate supreme intelligence; we've just been blocked from knowing it. It is an individual journey for each of us to be upgraded and have our physical, emotional, mental and spiritual fields refined and transformed. Changed. We as physical beings are composed of many, many memories of lifetimes before this life. This knowledge is who we are. It has been become part of our sub-routines, as the good doctor on Voyager would say (in his words). Some of the new ideas and concepts may seem familiar to us, as if we've seen them before, while others may seem foreign and we will resist them, or try to. Please don't. Allow the changes to waft in, through and around and out of your life. You will be pleasantly surprised if you don't "fight back". Allow the make-over. Consciously upgrade your responses and reactions to the happenings, with a wise and gentle compassion. Know that it is all good. Welcome the changes with love and appreciation - you will understand later when they welcome YOU to their environment. They are not the bad guys. We are.
4/27/24 - There are no answers in the brain-mind, stop recycling opposites
As mental beings we have been taught from infancy to use our brain and head as our master control for intelligence. As a student of the Ascended Masters from an early age, I have learned and experienced that the brain-mind is only an organic tool of the real mind, the background intelligence that gives life to the body. We are the spirit of the physical body. We actually created the physical body so we could walk and talk here on the ground. We have a lot to learn the vastness of who and what we really are. We are actually the master of our physical body, a vast universal consciousness that flows thru our finite physical body giving it life.
It is time to let go of the fierce and unnatural focus on the brain, and return to the vast underground center of our true and real conscious self. There is, in the geometric center of our physical body, an energy of consciousness, of wholeness, who understands who we are. It feels good to tap into it. It feels like Home. It's actually the power behind sex, but there is more to the story, not just sex. The wholeness of good feelings can be experienced much better when we stop "thinking" so much - about sex and other things! By releasing the excessive focus on the brain-mind we can drop down gently, deeper into the vastness of where we originally came from, and tap into the who and what we really are. There is a sense of stillness there, and upliftment, blissful and innocent and peaceful. Wholeness is a good word to use for it, the word holiness of the religions.
Our focus on the brain-mind has become too powerful. It has taken over our human life and created great and difficult dilemmas, problems, confusions and arguments resulting in wars and upheavals. It is the focus on our mental brain-mind that has done this to us. Opposite perspectives of the two hemispheres of the brain, which is merely a physical organ, no more, confuse us. Different perspectives make us wonder which is true? Which is right? Focus on the mental brain-mind is constantly presenting new information to consider. It is swirling and twirling like a storm out there in the world. Staggering confusion fills the air and it's all in our head, our mind-brain. It's not in our physical tissues at all, it's all in our head. We are recycling things, over and over, adding new food for thought with each new cycle. The same questions with different words adding different perspectives. And it's all in our head. The only way to stop the whirling mental activity of the brain-mind is by relinquishing focus and attention there. We have been taught by teachers coming out of the East how to "still" our minds. And it is truth. We must learn to let go of the extreme focus on the brain/head. It's simply too much.
The Earth is a conscious living being of vast intelligence. It could not support life without it, and there are many teachings to back this up. She has already ascended to a higher dimension, according to the latest information from higher realms. She has prepared a more refined atmosphere for we earth humans, animals and plant life to live free of disease and problems, where the confusions created by the two hemispheres of the physical brain do not apply. There is only the wholesome (wholly) light of individual consciousness. We are much more clear and lucid without the physical brain trying to control us, from the control which we ourselves give to it. The stillness of nature is a peaceful environment which is all around us. It lives in harmony and interacts with intelligence far superior to the physical brain which we have allowed to control us now for many thousands of years. This is the turn-around time, 2024, where we are beginning to understand there is more to our intelligence than mental logic. We have been literally captured and held prisoner by the small physical two-sided brain, and giving it our power. "My way or the highway!" We have become SELF oriented. In other words, selfish and greedy and far too one-sided and personal. The mental brain-mind has objectified everything into a physical solid object. It does not know how to see the vastness of universal intelligence and knowledge which we have brought with us thru the ages. For we are superior to that which is put forth by the brain-mind.
As I tap into this vaster intelligence within me I am starting to see the wholeness of this love radiating up from the earth. It is like an aura of light glowing around the trees, and a feeling of caring coming from the grass and ground. I can see it with my inner sight of imagination, especially during the hours of dusk and stillness. Tapping into this wholeness (holiness) diverts focus away from the confining structure of the brain and allows focus to descend or expand into the interior of the physical body. Into the tissues, blood, liquids, nerves and energies of the finer mechanism of the physical. We are much more than an "outer shell", as in a walnut. It's difficult to stop the whirling in the brain, but consistent practice in meditation or simply spending time in contemplation or stillness, takes away the worries of the brain-mind. The drifting downwards or expanding outwards, is natural. Let it be. Let nature take its natural course. Let yourself go natural. Letting go of mental worries and machinations, wonderings, problems, etc., brings peace.
I am hearing the words, "Let it go. Let it be. I AM everywhere. I AM the peace within the storm. I AM the freedom within the confinement. I AM the joy within the depression." Silent words are reverberating within me. They are saying, "Don't try to figure it out. Stop the trying. Stop searching for answers. You are arguing against yourself. You have been divided into a two-sided creature with a dual nature. One side of your organic brain is arguing with the other side. It does not do you justice. It does not know what truth is because it was made to be dualistic. Stop entertaining it. Stop focusing on it. Let it go. Let it be what it was meant to be and no more than that. Allow yourself to fall away into the vastness that is your body tissues. You are larger. There is space between the cells of your body. Enter into them. Our scientists have discovered those spaces. They are real. They are logical. Find the stillness within the spaces between the atoms of your cellular structure. Bring yourself to center. You are the creator of your life thru your focus. Where you focus your attention, there you create what you are aware of. You are the one that started the action plan of your life. You are the only one who can finish it and bring it to a close. To a peaceful, happy, loving close, and to the opening of a new path to a broader, vaster, lighter, happier world. Become conscious of this happy world. It is yours for the taking.
The center point where it all began lies in the pelvic region. Imagine going into the geometric center of your own body. Peace begins by being willing to drop down out of the head into the heart - and lower, into the pelvic region. There is another heart at the pelvic region, in the geometric center of the physical body. By relinquishing control of the brain mind and dropping awareness down into the geometric center of the pelvic bowl, the lower abdomen area of the body, with practice one begins to feel the peace. You are the creator. Your focus is how you create and manifest in the physical world. Find your center. Fighting opposite polarities in the brain-mind and arguing between the two halves of the brain, is like a game of tennis. You bat the ball over the net and the ball comes back to you and you bat it again and again it comes back to you in a repeated back-and-forth effort. After many generations of ancestors, we are following the same old patterns. True, we have built a better world, but we still use the same old-world tactics of battling opposites. We have not learned the peace and harmony and prosperity that lies within us. We have become, fundamentally, brain-washed.
Money/no money. Truth/not true. Prison/freedom. Hate/love. Married/single. Yes/no. This/that. Problem/solution. We recycle opposites. We weigh, judge and choose sides against each other. Pros and cons have created wars, political intrigue and deep underground spy rings. A true mess of the dark side. This has gone on for many thousands of years, and all because we are physical brain oriented. Our lower body consisting of the legs and feet have not been rooted properly to the earth. We do not have that essential magnetism of earth. The groundedness. We have only the electric part in the brain. The native peoples, indigenous peoples of the planet, can vouch for this beautiful groundedness, as they walk the earth with reverence and inner sense and feeling for the spirit of earth. This same energy of the ground is in the geometric center of our bodies, anchored there to give us life. This energy is not physical but spiritual. It is not detectable by earth science but has a distinct flavor of calm and peace. I can feel it. Here the soul is anchored to the body until the time of death. Then the soul leaves. But while it is alive, as long as the soul lives in the body, we can and should tune into this geometric center and learn to draw on the rich vital forces of universal love, light, understanding and refinement. Practice in meditation is the way to do this. Spiritual harmony, universal love and exquisite sensations may be felt during this time, and results in quickening the body with vitality and energy. Feelings of bliss, rapture and miracle unfoldings can take place in one's life, and assurance that heaven is real.
True peace can be found by relinquishing control, focus and attention in the head, and surrendering to the natural innocence of the physical body. The drifting downward provides a sensation of relaxation and peace. The tailbone, known as the first root chakra, is the geometric center of the physical body. It could be called the "first cause". The anchor of heaven on earth. Spiritual masters have pointed in this direction but it has failed to take root in our civilization. Instead, sex has become the prominent theme and we stop there. But further investigation will show a vastness like no other in the human experience. It is the "next step" for humans to discover this sacred inner power of oneness, sweetness and light. It lies in the geometric center of the physical body. You can measure it physically with your yard stick. It is the same distance from the tailbone to the bottoms of the feet, as it is from the tailbone to the crown of the head.
The brain is merely an organ like the heart, spleen, liver, stomach and kidneys. It has a job to do in order to keep the body healthy and functioning. But that's all. It is not the Allness that we are. We are the spirit and consciousness of the body. We are the ONE that keeps the body running. By giving our full attention to only the brain, we ignore the rest of the body and thus do not utilize the power it contains. The brain has a left side and a right side, which maintains an action-oriented side to us, and a passive, spiritual side of us. These two oppose each other on the physical level. It is how we maintain a physical focus on the world of today. It carries us on eternally, generation after generation, and logic has prevented us from knowing our greater spiritual nature, which quietly lingers in the spaces between our physical body cells.
Your brain mind is your child mind. It does not have the answers. YOU have the answers. Your brain is an organic tissue arguing with itself. We have given our brains that kind of awesome power and we do not know it. We are essentially arguing with ourself. I have come to that conclusion as I enter deeper into the quietness of the inner life. Meanwhile the struggle to find answers to guilt, shame, envy, hatred continue to exist within the human theatre. There are many wise teachers who have discovered this truth and left us their teachings. We as a civilization are slowly listening and learning how to leave the mind and drop down into the quietness of our physical bodies.
The brain is only a tool of the body, a useful tool by all means. We need it. But it does not have all the answers. It is merely an organ of the physical world. It is a child offshoot of the real you. We must stop the infernal struggle between the two halves of the brain mind. It has become a tool of the dark side. It is a genius tool, no question about it. Those who are darkly motivated have learned that, by keeping everyone's focus on the brain mind, keeps people fighting themselves, internally. The physical brain is a reflection of the owner-resident of the body. Where we focus our attention, there we are, day and night. We have created our own monster of confusion by focusing so much on the brain. It is copying us, where we put our attention. It is a mirror reflecting our desires and wishes, but it is only a mirror. It has no power of its own. It cannot find an answer because we are not giving it an answer. The brain, when it is used correctly by an enlightened being, it is a wonderful tool. But in the hands of the unenlightened it continues to argue back and forth between the left and right hemisphere of the brain. Shadows pop in and out of the darkness. There is no light in the brain-mind except that radiated in by the enlightened one.
4/25/24 - Reconnections
Boundaries are fading, limits are dropping away, and wholeness is becoming apparent. It is a linking up or melding of ancient knowledge coming forth and blending with current knowledge - which is boring as all hell. . The sense of "ancient" is transforming into "newness" and starting to breathe again the fresh air and sunshine. It is becoming real and present, very fast. The ancient science or knowledge has been hiding, as if undercover. I get the words "sleeping cell". I have been a sleeping cell waiting for the right time to allow this ancient knowledge to come forth. This is a most amazing time, for this knowledge is inner knowledge. Not something that can be written out in words.
I have linked up with a childhood friend who is now the director of the George Adamski Foundation.com, which is as if a trigger has been pulled, or a fire in my soul has been lit. Tonight there will be a zoom meeting resurrecting the knowledge and material of George Adamski of the early 40's, 50's and 60's. He was in his early years in contact with the space brothers. Later, as he grew in wisdom, spending time in Tibet and learning the mysteries, he linked up with them, took photographs of them, authored books and went on lecture tours presenting this informaiton to the public. I also knew him and listened to him lecture. I was only 26 at the time, shy, quiet, reserved, married and pregnant at the time. But he woke me up. Ever since, I have been awake to this but it was not something to talk about. It was inner knowledge that I gained from George Adamski. Soul-to-soul, mind-to-mind, heart-to-heart, knowledge-to-knowledge. It wasn't my time to talk about it. Now I am remembering. I suspect that many other people are having reawakenings too, of past knowledge, for this is the time of the ascension out of the limitations of 3D into the 5th dimension of 5D, even as we remain in our physical bodies. Stay tuned! Feel free to write me your story. I would love to compare notes.
4/22/24 - The dark web vs. the web of light
The first time I used this term, the dark web, was during a channeling in 2016. The words appeared to me, “You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.” It is a continuation of teachings on tantra. As the words came into my mind I felt the feelings of the chakras in place, as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am, myself, my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body. I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldn’t lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are centers of divine love. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead, there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time and with other off-planet beings who are not pure and holy..
This becomes a web of darkness, we call the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. It is like cutting a separate path through the forest, away from the well-trod path of our ancestors. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. As we continue to take the separate path the dark thoughts continue to grow stronger, and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary darker highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
Mantras, decrees, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their wrong thinking and start aligning with the love, light and warm goodness available to them, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so will their lives shrivel up if they have not supported the light within them with goodness, love, light and warmth which is the more real of their nature, the more humane. The earth itself is taking on more light and thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of intelligence, warmth, goodness, love and light. It feels wonderful to be close to it. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. Like the galactics of light. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love and light and goodness and gratitude.
The incomplete thinking that was influenced by the dark has created a duplicate network within us over which negative thoughts travel, which mimics the natural wholesome lines of light that is the good and pure anatomy of the light body within us, the spirit within. The dark circulates through the body too and carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not-pure love and not normal to a healthy human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing “normal” thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of ascension by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that runs through our bodies to the degree we have allowed it.
Because today we have a mouse in our house, I looked in the Medicine book to see what message “mouse” has for me. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is “Work towards wholeness. See the big picture but assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.” (This from the Medicine book today.)
Yesterday an ascended master spoke to me: “The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession he has which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and his world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness, the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight can, by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ [the light body] and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.”
It is the will of the Father that is circulating inside our bodies in a golden river of warmth, love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the spirit that feeds our bodies with the spark of life, the wholeness we are to be working towards. It is a very, very big picture but in small doses, as mouse medicine says, we take it step by step so as not to be overwhelmed by it. I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene or anything that needs work. There is a natural flow of strength and substance within the light body. It doesn’t require working at it. It just takes affirmation, prayer and meditation. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. As Djwhal Khul said a couple of days ago, “I am giving you the pathway to follow.” I think I am attending some kind of school at night when I sleep because I am waking up with instructions.
4/17/24 - Update short and sweet!
Truly sorry. There is no time today to post. But just to lend my presence to the world around me. I am still here. Blessings, love, light and strength to all. A lot is happening on inner levels. Picture - visualize - the sun shining in your heart. It helps to keep your heart strong.
4/14/24 - Inspirations from this morning
An important insight: I can’t mix both dimensions at the same time!!!! This is what’s causing my dizziness. I had wild fluctuations of dizziness and disorientation this morning until at the last minute during the backbend off the end of the bed, I got this insight - you can’t talk to two different people at the same time! You have to choose to talk to one or the other but not both at the same time. You’ll go crazy. I asked the Masters, is this how YOU do it? When you come down to take physical form? Someone sent me a message. Thank you! OK, got it. Now I’m ready to move. Going to focus on the 3rd/4th dimension. (Note: I understand we are half way between 3rd and 4th dimension as a planet.)
4/13/24 - The male and female forces within us
Your outer physicality is not outer, it’s inner. The outer is just a reflection of you at any given moment, individually and collectively. So if there are things about your reality you don‘t like, all you need to do is change something in yourself. Some little thing. It’s all about changing your idea of how you see yourself. The path of evolution is living in the here and now. Our body form is located inside our spirit, not the other way around. New information is not any more valid than what you already know. You already know things that you don't know you know. It's inside of you. New information is coming to you as a reminder, from everyone else, it's coming to you as a mass consciousness, a collective. This cannot be rejected because you are swimming inside the collective and can’t miss it. You are breathing in the collective mind.
The male and female inside us are two separate forces. Two separate currents of energies. They travel on different pathways but they are complimentary. They work hand in hand together. We need both the passive and the active assertive forces because passively we receive the purity and love of life, the devotion to life. That’s why meditation and sitting in silence is an important daily practice. And likewise, we need the active assertive force to distribute what we receive during the silent time. We distribute what we receive through movement and activity. It must be distributed through the body, in action, in order to create and be helpful and productive to the world around us, and not have it jam up to become blocked.
This purity of love and light is from the creator but we need to access the creator’s intentions first and listen to what it has to say before we can distribute it. Otherwise we distribute in error. We create in error, using misaligned energies. We are here to create a beautiful world that is cohesive and in harmony, together in cooperation and love, in excellence. It comes to us from the creator of all-that-is, the one infinite creator of all of us. We are here to carry out its plan. We are part of the plan. If we refuse to follow thru with our plan, we might as will give up and die. We are not needed. We feel good when we contribute and we feel bad when we don't. We must follow thru with our responsibility, what is our destiny to do. We do this by channeling the purity we receive during our silent time. We receive it from higher realms above. It comes down to us thru our minds and hearts and feelings and we then send it outward, through our actions. .
4/12/24 - The ascension process, we are ascending
You may not know that you are ascending, but everyone is within range and possibility. When you are ascending, when you get the ascension symptoms, you will need to expand. How does one do that? By imagining your body expanding on all sides like a balloon, becoming bigger and more airy and expansive. It's a meditative procedure, requiring you to focus mentally on this visualization because you are expanding into a higher realm of consciousness and airy lightness. To release the pressure, you will need to relax and VISUALIZE yourself expanding. Because you are the one who is holding yourself tightly inside the confines of your physicalness. Now, you may not be a candidate for this ascension so you may not experience the uncomfortable symptoms. But for those who are (sensing it) you will need to adapt.
What happens if you DON’T expand yourself is, you’ll get the bends. Do you know what the bends are? When a deep sea diver goes to the bottom of the ocean he takes in heavy pressure into his suit to withstand the pressure at deeper levels. When he rises back up to the surface again he needs to release that pressure or everything inside will expand and try to burst open, causing him deep pain on the inside. This is called “the bends”. They have to rush him to the hospital to de-pressurize him. The same thing is happening to those people on Earth who have been preparing themselves with higher consciousness methods. They are becoming lighter and airier and more loving, and NOW that the whole planet is moving into a lighter region in space, and we are being hit with gamma rays (light and love rays) from the great central sun, we are getting hit with very high light-love rays. This light-love is consciousness. We are entering a new consciousness of space. One which is more alive, more lucid, more clear, more connected, more loving, more united, more graceful, more oneness-oriented, more regal, more grand, more in touch with the allness, the all-knowingness. Etc.
This process is for those who have already been moving in that direction, and not everyone is. But yet the process is the same. Everyone should be doing something like this. It will help adjust the physical body "tightness" which has been restricting us from being more open, loose and free with ourselves. Lighten up! The way to depressurize from a heavy atmosphere is to lighten up. Let go. The whole planet is moving into lighter-lovelier conscious space, and the way we can "keep up" is to consciously do our part. Meditate on expanding yourself. Imagination is a product of intelligent application of thought power from a more beautiful peaceful attitude. A higher attitude brings with it a higher frequency and a higher vibration. We want to heighten our vibration, not lower it. You lower your vibration by being ugly, selfish, hateful, arrogant and mean to others.
We are conscious intelligent beings who operated on one particular level. It is our comfort zone at our level. Well, this ascension process is "boosting" your comfort level to a higher degree. It will be uncomfortable at first. You will have to adapt. As Seven of Nine says on Star Trek Voyager "I will adapt". She represents human intelligence. We must adapt or suffer the consequences. If we have been comfortable all our lives at this level, and suddenly we are suffering in ways we don't understand, the first thing we think is, "There's something wrong with me!" Most people think it's the aging process, or a disease of some kind, and they begin all sorts of questioning. But what if it's none of those things?
What if we are rising up from the bottom of a very dense level planet (Earth is known as very dense, a third dimension planet) and now we are rising upward to higher levels. It is as if we are rising up from the bottom of the sea like deep-sea divers. Our bodies, including the crucial brain, heart and lungs, are not adapting well. There are signs. Symptoms of disorientation. Our physical bodies are accustomed to the heavier pressure atmosphere. But here’s the thing. This ascension process has never been done before by people who are STILL IN THEIR BODIES! We're here now still alive and conscious and healthy, or trying to be. What's happening? We have not been told. We have been kept uninformed. No preparation has been given us. This is a living extinction process. Science says we are going thru an extinction process, and always in the past everyone was annhilated, killed off and then earth started up again from scratch. Well, this time, we are going to stay alive and continue on after the so-called extinction was supposed to happen. We are going to live thru it, at least some of us will. We as a race will not become extinct because there is a certain level of intelligence that has become stabilized in thehuman race. There are thinkers of higher quality on the planet. Many of us have already begun the lightening-up process, meaning the turning towards peace and love process, before we even knew about ascension. We have been preparing for this before we learned about it.
The story of ascension is in the unfolding stage, meaning it is coming out in spurts and spams. Not everyone is ready to hear it. People tap into it when they choose to and who knows when that will be? I’ve been tapping into it for a long time now, ever since I went into the light (ascended in a sense without knowing) and was assigned an ascended master to guide me afterwards. I am getting new information daily now, after many years of "Duh! What's happening to me!"
The first signs that you're on the cusp is you’ll start thinking “there's something wrong!" Your body is not operating the way it's supposed to. Your natural conclusion is to worry about it. You may start googling for answers, or call a doctor or talk with a close friend, or take a pill in the medicine cabinet or start exercising. (like I did) thinking old age. Or upgrade the meditation routine (also like I did). You do this because you fear the loss of your physical capacity. Your focus is on your physical body's survival. You have so long believed that your physical body is the ,MOST IMPORTANT aspect of yourself, that you have boxed yourself into physical boundaries and reinforced those boundaries with expert medical advice and recommendations. Physicality has become the first and last word in your life expectancy. And yet we are expanding out of that realm of consciousness!? We really believe that the body is all that we are.
We are consciously, mentally, emotionally stuck in this belief, and it has become a steel-like girder molded all around our physicality. We could not break out of it without help from outsiders. Gurus, masters, mystics have gone before us to show us the way, but most of us are “stuck” in the belief that physical body is all that we are. We have limited our awareness. So the only way out is to EXPAND our limited awareness to higher ground. Hence, visualize expanding your physical body like a helium balloon. Become softer, airier, lighter, tenderer, more sensitive, take on more light, reflect on more love. This is an ascension process.
You are ascending to a higher lighter consciousness level, meaning gentler, more nobler and more dignified, but it is happening on the inside. In the cells of your body. Your body is expanding from the inside just like a diver's body expands coming up from the bottom of the sea. If he doesn't release the pressure he experiences the bends.
In my case, it's been the opposite than most. Ever since going into the light many years ago, I’ve been trying to come DOWN from higher altitudes, from the light and love regions of high planes. I've been trying to GROUND myself and it's taken years to get back to normal, back to "before ascending". I had help from an ascended master in doing this, so I have been prepared. Now I am stabilized back on Earth and back to normal, and NOW I too am experiencing the ascension symptoms. All over again, but in a different way. At least I have knowledge that most people haven't had yet. I just have the added advantage of knowing what is happening, just not quite sure what to do about it. That's why I write about it.
So, to sum it all up. The bottom line is - whenever you feel strange and you don't know what's happening to you. Try the expanding visualization process. Of course, see a doctor and do what seems practical to do. There may be a very simple explanation. But you might try this anyway. It will not hurt you, and it will definitely help you to become more calm, relaxed and gentler on yourself. On your body, mind and feelings. Take some time out to sit still and imagine your body expanding. Work at creating a mental picture of yourself inflating with love and light, like a helium balloon expands with artificial means. But you do it mentally, consciously, from within your own will power and focus. And hold positive, happy thoughts too. Expand with grace, with dignity, with a calm, peaceful attitude. This is a very powerful meditation that can relax ANY discomfort or worrisome situation.
There is light in every cell, and the light is you on a higher level. The light knows what to do. The light in your body cells knows what to do. It's inherent. The brain is merely a data bank. It has collected a lot of information from many places, from other people, the beginning of your life as a baby. But the REAL you is not your brain. It is your consciousness. Your life. Your strength of purpose. Your mission. Your sense of "I'm OK the way I Am. You are your own innate intelligence. Your spirit. Your knowledge. You are what you are. You know what you know. Your body reflects what you believe you know, but most people don't trust themselves and don't believe in themselves. Most people don't believe what they know in their own hearts. They would rather believe some expert out there who holds a PhD and has a website. But you DO know what you know on deeper sub-conscious levels. You are connected to all-knowledge. As you practice expanding into higher levels of intelligence, you develop the faith and trust in yourself. You begin to understand that you are much more than a follower of "experts", and you can change the course of your life by simply expanding your mind in a better direction than the one you were on.
YOU are the one holding the pressure in. You are the only one who can let the pressure out. Let go. Step out of the enclosed, tight-fitting box and expand to lighter, airier attitudes. Relax and open. Relax upwardly, freely. Find freedom in the spaces above you. Relax with a sense of relaxing. Relax with a laid-back attitude. Relax with a big sigh of relief. Relax with a certain joyfulness. Relax with a sense of celebrating yourself. Allow yourself to expand into a more comfortable freedom. The strange uncomfortable feelings will eventually go away. Maybe not right away, but if you keep at it. It is a method of getting there, it is a process. You adapt. Don’t forget, you’ve been at this heavier pressured level of life since the beginning of this life. Maybe you've been lightening up gradually. Maybe you are very close to graduating. Maybe it will take a little more time to adjust into a comfort zone, but the more joy, happiness, gladness and feeling of light-heartedness, relaxation and relief you give yourself, the quicker you will feel the benefits. Don't worry about other people. They each have to take care of themselves. You help the most by becoming beautifully you. The higher dimensions are going to be MUCH more gentle on the soul, beautiful and peaceful and more loving than what we’ve been accustomed to here on these lower denser levels of worrisome ways. We are graduating. Expect the unexpected.
4/11/24 - Anchoring exquisite light-love energies
So sorry, I haven't had time to post much the last few days. I have been so busy learning, processing, receiving, adjusting, correcting new information. It has been an extraordinary time, but I know that some people check this site and so I just want to post that all is well here in our homestead in North Naples. Doug and I are good, happy and at peace as well, if not better, than can be expected. Energies are coming from both sides of the spectrum now - the dark heavies as people are confused and unsure and changing direction, and the light and love energies coming in from heaven's beautiful Home base. They are stronger than ever. There is SO much going on. I have committed to staying grounded as best I can - anchoring the high light-love energies that are beaming down onto and into the earth.
f you are feeling confused, it's not you. You're just picking up confusions. There are energies in the atmosphere which are coming from all over. Protect yourself with positive thoughts, words and intentions. If you need a technique to follow, if you don't know how to do this, contact me. There are methods. Old beliefs are spinning out of people left and right. Many don't know what to do. We are all releasing past beliefs. Everyone on the planet. It is a mass shift and transition we are going thru. Focus on your heart area. Ground yourself with calmness. Imagine roots growing down from your legs and feet, deep into the earth and hang on for dear life. These are powerful stabilizing roots when you do it. Read some of my blogs. The heart is the portal through which your higher self, your wonderful, happy, calm, peaceful REAL self, your God/Goddess Self comes thru to communicate with your conscious mind. Your heart is a stargate. Take 5, 10 minutes or an hour and sit still. Focus on stilling your mind and your body and visualize a brilliant sun shining in your heart/lung chest area. Imagining the sun actuallly puts it there. And the LIGHT knows what to do. It has all the answers. If you want some methods or routines to follow, contact me thru the Contact page. I love to talk about it from my own experiences. Blessings to you today. Be well. Be safe. Be calm. Be positive. Use positive words as a mantra. Like Grace, Gratitude, Joy, Happiness, Celebrate!
4/8/24 - Grounding techniques, bring too-high mental energies down to earth
First, this is the big solar eclipse today. I am wishing you a happy, warm, comforting day of feeling alive and balanced. If you are having a hard time, read the following advice and counsel on balancing. We as a planet are being shorn of old stuck energies that have been held subconsciously. They are moving to the surface and shedding like old skin. Don't pay any attention. Let them go. The next few days, weeks, months and on into the future, we will be moving to happier, more elevating, uplifting planes where everything is more "good". More peaceful, caring and everyone wants to give and share and interact truthfully with others. First do this for yourself, you are the most important. Then on to others.
Grounding is important to bring your Almighty God self down to earth so it can express thru your physical actions. When you work to raise, constantly raise and raise and raise, it's like your escaping the earth, trying to. You forget to connect with your earthiness. It is important to bring your God self down to meet your human needs, warmth and comfort. Come down half way. The connection is in the heart. The heart is the half-way point. The central column with light above and light below. There must be a meeting of the two separate parts of the body self. The upper body is designed to reach skyward towards spirit and home, the lower body is designed to stay connected with the Earth. VERY IMPORTANT! The human race has a responsibility to fill in the inbetween and bring balance to one's OWN body. We're not responsible for someone else's body, other than educating our children until they are grown wise enough to do it themselves.
Humanity has six places that get hung up. The chakras become obstructions because of unconsciousness and ignorance. Education is needed to enlighten the mind, so the human can begin to imagine and visualize the central column and make the connection. Sometimes I get too much of a download of inspirational ideas and it keeps me hopping as if I have electricity running thru me. When I'm connected to high spiritual sources, it becomes too much of a download, and I go crazy. Dizzy brain. This is when I am learning (still learning) how to turn MYSELF around and reach down. Make the ‘down” earth connection. This links up the higher self intelligence with the lower self intelligence. Sharing information helps immensely, I am learning, With other people. Finding words to communicate thoughts, is just as important as hands-on healing. We each have to find a way to evolve ourself upward (because we are eager to learn) while anchoring this tendency to the lower denser earthier parts of us - the human vessel itself. It needs attention and it grounds us to communicate with it.
I experience often a “rushing” upward, and then a dizziness which requires me to "think" about grounding to the lower denser worlds of my own body. I must find ways. Petting animals helps. My female cat Amy hops up onto the table and insists on petting, so I take 10” to pet her and she is soothed, then she gets up and hops back down again and I resume what I was doing. Gardening also helps. Hands in soil, hugging a tree, hands on someone else like massage (I love massage) or cuddling, or doing tai chi (my spontaneous inner wind movements), or dancing.
It is interesting to read about the infamous GRAYS, the alien abductors of some humans. After listening to music while laying on the floor with earphones for 35 minutes, I felt wonderful afterward, grounded yet in higher consciousness. Really listening to music, not doing anything else, just close your eyes and listen. Let it enter into you. To be conscious with the music and feel it enter your brain and make new pathways of vibration. connects the new high mind energy to physical brain cells, the dense brain cells. Gaia is a massive density. She is there for us to channel our new growth down into. She needs it. She is the heavy anchor for us to connect with. She’s waiting for new light vibrations, so when we have them and we think we're going crazy, start breathing down into Gaia. This puts roots down into our physicalness. The grays made that mistake in the evolution. They became too advanced too quickly and did not ground it. They are coming back to correct the wrong, using our DNA to create hybrids.
They are missing the physicalness and the emotional aspects. They weaned themselves away from physical and emotional and became too intelligent. Big heads and little skinny bodies. They lost the ability to reproduce and their race is dying out. They are us in the future. They are returning. They forgot to ground and balance their high, high intelligence, and bring it down to ground. The growth we experience in higher intelligence, needs to be anchored into the physical in order to advance the physical and make it a better place to live. Not a chaotic place to escape from. Creator is trying to become physical and create new expressions by pushing the boundaries of form, in vital, exciting, refreshing, creative ways. To NOT ground, the infamous Grays became too large a head/brain/knowledge and the body grew feeble and unable to reproduce. There was too much knowledge that kept coming and coming (is this me?) and it was so exciting, that it kept their attention focused on the above and beyond. They forgot to ground.
I am getting that THIS is why earth is so important. The galactics are all saying the same thing: we are important. Earth is important. Earth is the crux of the whole galaxy moving on. The connection must be done on both ends - the above and beyond spiritual higher intelligence needs to reach down and bring that intelligence down into the lower denser sentient forms. And the lower denser forms need to reach up at the same time. It is a mutual relationship that we each are involved with. And sometimes it's a real love-hate relaitonship! It takes both ends of the burning candle to meet in the middle and create the sacred union, the mystical marriage. Find ways to ground and put roots down - like Tai Chi, yoga or slow conscious body movements - or find ways to reach UP and become more highly conscious of refinement, for those who are stuck in the mud and spinning their wheels hopelessly.
SOME GROUNDING TECHNIQUES FROM DK: I am asking, What are other ways of grounding? Chanting? A: It depends on what you chant and how you chant. Oming with feeling is good. Om mani padme om is good if it is done with sacred feeling. Decreeing is good if done with sacred feeling. The point is to connect the sound of words, the vibrations to resonate in the body cells. The toning is important to create vibrations in the body cells, the dense part of the body.
Is magnetic mat good for grounding? A: 25% as effective as bare skin on grass and earth. 20” with bare feet on earth is good. Grounding mat is 50% as effective, half as effective as 20” bare skin on grass and earth.
Is breathing a good grounding technique? A: Yes, 30 deep, slow, conscious breaths is equal to 20” skin on mother earth. It must be firmly conscious, a concentrating on the breath to be in the here-now-in-the-moment grounding. (I did 60 deep slow conscious breaths then, it took 20”. I feel physically grounded after. The ideas keep coming but I am smoother, less electrical. At the 34th breath I inhaled UP from Earth instead of down from sky. And on the exhale I exhaled DOWN to earth. The focus was on earth, never the brain. Up from earth, down to earth, inhale up from earth, exhale down to earth. After a few I see a woman in the earth holding her hands up to receive my breath. I wasn’t thinking love before this, but now I started to think love. But it didn’t seem important that I “think” love. I just breathe down and was conscious of love. After a few more, I noticed a circle of women were receiving me, down inside the earth. And after a few more breaths, now there are men in the circle. This changed the feeling. It suddenly felt warm and cozy and good and loving. There was more love present in the circle now. Is it men who are the missing link? Women alone can’t create love? They need men to give love to? Just musing. Do we need the men for this exercise in grounding?
When I reached breath number 60, on the last two breaths, a thought occured: “I need to call forth men and women who want to heal the gap in their sexuality by moving past sexuality.” As this thought rolled out I felt the brief stumbling block in my lower body, the desire block. Getting past the tendency towards sex is the goal and the purpose of my journey. Moving ones self up from earth, up through the central canal to the upper body without stopping and being waylaid at the sex center, is the purpose of the exercise which I just had a thought about. It is the same motivation I have felt all these many years, and the latest attempt to create a massage group, which failed.
The breath work is smooth from the center of the earth up through the lower body to the heart or head. The heart must be reached. At least as far as the heart. Inhale up from the earth, then exhale down to earth without stopping. The feeling of love is warm, accepting, comforting, compassionate, kind, like being cradled in a loving parents arms. This is what I’ve been looking for with others. This is creator’s love for SELF. Not for someone else.
Another question: is sweet pastry a good grounding from too high energy? A: Insofar as it comforts the denser parts of the physical body, yes. But comforting the physical body is not enough. There must also be comforting of the higher physical, the etheric and the astral.
4/5/24 - Why is the physical heart so important in spiritual matters?
Energy from the sun is mental, high mental, very high mental which becomes inner awareness, cosmic awareness, universal or galactic awareness or even source awareness, God awareness. Energy from the Earth is physical sensation, awareness through the senses, providing sensual feelings in the body. The mental activity is from the sun and without emotion, while the emotional feeling is from the earth and without mental activity. These two - feeling and mental - are manifesting separately, meaning they are experienced separately in the human being. They represent the duality in which we live. They are like polar opposites. Man represents mind, woman represents feeling.
But there is a place where they join. They merge in the Heart. The physical heart is located mid-point between the top of the head (7th chakra) and the bottom of the spine (1st chakra). Mind and feelings merge in the human heart and become mind/feeling joined. Male/female joined. How does the physical heart do this? How can a physical organ accomplish such high states?
Aaaahhh! This is where the etheric body comes into play. The auric field which surrounds us is composed of pure light, bogged down by toxic energies we had no idea we were carrying around with us. As we focus attention on the heart, spending time holding attention there, an energy begins to glow around, in and through the physical heart. At first, we have no concept of the etheric body or the invisiblel aura that surrounds as like a bubble of light. We are taught that it is a heart, that's all. A physical organ that pumps blood to the rest of the body. The idea of an invisible body or an etheric heart is still out of range of possibility at an early age. And yet such invisible bodies are there, surrounding us and feeding us LIFE. The etheric body is the light body. There is a light body surrounding every part, particle, cell, organ and tissue of the physical body, but it is not seen or even thought of until it begins to be activated thru the mysterious process of "quickening" thru meditation and/or other spiritual practices. The heart begins to glow when one focuses attention on it. The energy of the light body that becomes quickened through focused attention on the heart muscle. By spending time focusing attention on the heart. we bring the light particles that are ALWAYS there circulating through our system, but normally drifting haphazardly around randomly without direction, we bring into focus to the light in the heart. This is inner work, called internal exercises by the ancient Tao refers to it.
The continuing emphasis on the heart, as recommended by masters, gurus and teachers of old, is to guide the unaware student in the direction of the heart. Why the heart? Why not, say, the liver or the kidneys? The heart is in a neutral position half way between the mother flame in the pelvis (root chakra) and the head (crown chakra). It has been carefully designed by the creator long ago. The design of the human body is a perfect design, made to function perfectly well, once it is understood HOW to use it properly. Now, all we have to do is follow the guidelines and practice some of the methods that activate the etheric body.
We had no idea, did we? Keep focusing on your heart and build an etheric glow around and thru the heart. This activates the crystalline light body. The particles of light that are now randomly drifting around aimlessly, will be guided to come together thru your focused attention. It takes time but with learning and practice it will happen. It doesn't activate overnight with one sitting, but there are definite signals that one receives once starting the practice. The heart is a crucial piece of our anatomy, both physically to pump blood and etherically, to gather light into the center of our heart. It continues to send good thoughts and good feelings to us mentally, to keep us on the right track. It desires very much to merge with our mental thoughts. It is thru the etheric heart that we merge the mental abstract thought (that does not have feelings), with physical sensual feelings. We love to have warm, loving feelings, don't we? It makes us feel loved, wanted, cherished and calm inside, all comfy and cozy. Feelings are our reward. We want the good feelings. We don't like feeling lonely or separated. That's the whole purpose of the heart. It was designed to be both mother and father protector of our good feelings. Emotional sensual loving feelings merged with high abstract intelligent thought (which has no feelings) thus are merged together to become one whole heart, mind, body and soul complete.
Abstract intelligence merges with physicality and physicality merges with abstract intelligence. The result, according to the wisemen of old, is bliss, rapture and the supreme experience of samadhi (heaven on earth) while still living in a human physical body.
4/2/24 - Moving from linear (outer) to center (inner)
Yesterday's blog focused on the heart being in the center of a circle to provide a linear perspective outward. Today's blog focuses on sub-space or inner space. The book by Dr. Stephen Chang, which I use on occasion, "The Book of Internal Exercises", explains very simple techniques. However what the book does NOT spell out is how focusing on inner space helps you access higher space or higher consciousness. I am going to introduce only 1% of this theme today, otherwise I will jumble myself into a mess of knots. I must go slow. I am used to a linear perspective, the outer world perspective like everyone else. For example, we can stand in the center of a room or outdoors in a field and turn 360 degrees and see different objects out there, around us. That is the outer world of physicality. But to looking into the inner world of sub-space or higher space is another matter entirely.
The term "sub-space" intrigued me as it was introduced in the Star Trek series on TV. I often wondered what that term meant. Now I know. To explore it we need to start with one of the smallest elements of physical matter, so let's start with a living cell from a human body. Put it under a microscope, a wonderful device for magnifying very small things. Scientists can examine living cells and trace what happens inside them and how they function - at the level of physical reality, that is. A lot of knowledge has been obtained thru microscopes. But what we don't see under the magnifier is the expanded bubble of sub-atomic particles that radiates off of the physical cell and surrounds the physical cell. Maybe you don't believe in the auric field but many DO know and believe that human beings are surrounded by a normally invisible field that may be detected at certain times or by specially gifted people. It is a living force field, as clairvoyants and psychics have reported.
Trying to explain this invisible force field in common language is tricky, but it is my desire to do so. It helps ME to understand. It helps me to grow my understanding when I try to define my understanding. And what I understand is that every cell in our body - not just our whole body but every individual cell - is also surrounded by an auric field. Its OWN auric field as a single living intelligent being in its own right. This is what I have learned from the ascended masters, under whose guidance I have been studying. Each cell is a single entity with its own aura or field of radiation surrounding it. And it doesn't stop there. Around THAT invisible bubble there is an even LARGER auric bubble, similar but more expanded. In other words, the sub-atomic particles - namely electrons - are spinning around central cores with even MORE space between them. They are in a more expanded phase of livingness. They are spinning at a higher frequency, or at a higher dimension.
And it doesn't stop there either. Around that second bubble of radiation is a third larger bubble, and beyond that a fourth bubble, and a fifth bubble and a sixth bubble. In total, there are six bubbles of invisible light surrounding the physical cell, but the microscope does not "see" it because we all are living in the dense third dimensional level of livingness. The eletrons that compose our physical substance, our bodies, the wood of the trees, the grasses, the metals, the stones, everything that is manmade - all is vibrating at our dimensional level. The densest dimension that we call "the 3rd dimension". It is compacted to the heaviest, thickets, densest degree possible. And the electrons are spinning very very slow, closely packed together (according to what I've learned).
Imagine if you can, the physical cell that we are theoretically looking at under the microscope, surrounded by not just one invisible bubble of energy, but six invisible bubbles of energy. One invisible bubble enclosed by a larger invisible bubble, enclosed by an even larger invisible bubble, enclosed by a yet larger invisible bubble (that's 4 invisible bubbles so far), and still there is an even larger invisible bubble around that one, and a final invisible bubble to complete the seven.
The masters explain that there are seven levels to the human being incarnate. The physical vehicle radiates the first invisible bubble (1) which is known as the etheric double, or the etheric body. It looks exactly like the physical body but it is seen as a blue glow extending out beyond the skin. The second bubble (2) is the emotional body. The third bubble (3) is the mental body where thoughts are created. The fourth bubble (4) is the higher mental body aka known as the spiritual body. The fifth bubble (5) is the crystalline light body. The sixth bubble (6) is the causal body which contains the seven attributes aka gifts of the creator. The seventh bubble (7) is the creator self, aka the monad or the I Am Presence, the pure spirit spark or God consciousness.
The first four levels - physical, etheric, emotional and mental - are heavy with contaminations that slow you down and cause despair and struggle. These four dysfunctional layers need to be redeemed. Lifetimes are repeated as a result of not recognizing this problem. The top three perfected layers - the light body, causal body and I Am Presence - hold the answers and solutions to all of life's problems. They are the higher self, the REAL you and the YOU that is waiting for the embodied you to turn within and communicate.
So, bottom line, there is the physical cell which radiates an invisible glow called the etheric body. These are often spoken of as two separate "bodies" but all seven levels are "one body" after the contaminants are redeemed. Then the individual may ascend and no longer needs to return to an earthly life again because all its problems are done away with. The microscope is looking a physical shell but does not see the six or seven increasingly larger fields (bubbles) of energy that surround it. The physical and etheric body are sometimes labeled as two separate bodies, thus the phrase "six or seven bubbles" surround the physical. These fields are the "sub-space" spoken of by the Star Trek explorers. Together with the physical, there are seven energy fields. We on the Earth plane live in the densest layer of all seven, and so we do not acknowledge or "see" the other six layers. We in our reality are seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting and touching only our reality, the 3rd dimension, because our physical senses vibrate within the physical or densest level.
I'm not a scientist, I am a student of metaphysics. I study with the ascended masters. They are my teachers. I have learned from them ever since I pierced all seven layers and went into "the light" and exerienced massive changes in consciousness. I was led to rare ascended master books after that, and I've been learning ever since. One ascended master was assigned to me, the Master Djwhal Khul, who I have been channeling all these years. Each master has his or her own unique individuality and therefore can speak from his or her own perspective. Taken all together, their teachings (channelings) are invaluable. They present life in a far more intelligent and wholistic way than our Earthly teachers.
Thru these seven levels or dimensions, we humans can grow and learn if we apply ourselves to the study of the masters. Living in the third dimension, however, is very distracting! There is turmoil, lack, problems every which way, but fortunately we are on the rise. Consciousness is expanding. We are in the third dimension right now, moving into or already into the fourth dimension, and we as a planetary civilization are now on the verge of moving into the fifth dimension. Some of us are already consciously seeing through fifth dimensional eyes, so to speak, meaning, we are peace-lovers. Those of us who are seldom focused or interested in the politics of war or opposing theories that cause friction and stir up negative feedback, are already enjoying the fifth dimensional life.
There are seven levels of consciousness are the seven dimensions of reality. The seven chakras are portals into these dimensions. It is an inner study of ONESELF to gain more information. Each dimension has more space between its electrons.
Electrons are teeny-tiny little intelligent beings of LIGHT that whirl around central cores. These electrons add their light to wherever they are guided to go by higher intelligent beings, creator beings. The universe is filled with these higher intelligences. We are surrounded by them but many of us did not know that in our younger years. We are growing more aware today. These teeny-tiny little spinning electrons EXPAND their orbits around their central cores when the guiding intelligence tells them to expand. We are the guiding intelligence of our own bodies. That is, if we come to understand that we have control over our bodily vehicles. This takes time to learn that this is, in fact, a truth. We DO have control over our bodies cells and tissues. We CAN make changes in our physical bodies.
The more expanded the electrons spread out and increase the size of the orbit as they spin around their central sun, the more light comes into our physical vehicle. We feel it as enthusiasm, excitement, celebration, joy, freedom, exaltation, vigor, health, you name it. Call it anything you like. It is exuberance! Enjoy life more. Let more light into your body. It starts at the cell level. Each of your cells has an expanded or contracted orbit. Too tight an orbit, cuts down the amount of life force that enters your body. Breathe free, as the Master DK advises, and appreciate, send gratitude and thanks-giving to all that you meet and do, and you call in more life force. You provide more space between the electrons.
This space is called "sub-space" in the Star Trek series, an important teaching series for those of us who catch the drift. The seven chakras are portals to higher sub-space or higher dimensions. It is INNER SPACE, not outer space. We can't find it by looking outside with our physical eyes searching the horizon. We have to look INSIDE, with our inner eye and it starts with sitting in stillness and grows as our awareness grows. Then we can use our inner eye when we are in action, too. We start with stillness and use our imagination. We have to imagine it. We have to explore with our imagination. We can be guided. I have been guided. It took many years for me to "get it" but eventually my working at it produced rewards. An inner world began to appear to me. Understanding dawned llittle by little. I had to work at understanding what they were giving me. They were teachers, I was the student. I had to "imagine" what they were trying to explain to me. for I wasn't at their level of understanding.
So, that is why our aura cannot be seen by the naked eye, except on rare occasions. Each little cell is functioning at its own level of vibration. A clairvoyant can sometimes see an auric field. Or Kirlian photography can pick it up on camera. The electrons in our auric field are spinning with wider spaces between them than the electrons in our physical body. Our physical body's electrons are spinning slower, thus creating a denser, more compacted substance that looks and feels solid, but is now, as science can tell us. There are scientific articles showing that the physical substance of our body is not solid, but is energy moving, swirling, changing from particles to waves and back again to particles. Our bodies are constantly in motion, changing even as we stand still and think different thoughts. It is because we ourselves are consciously moving and our attention span does not stop. We are distracted often. Then we are at rest. Then we are moving again. Our attention is the LIGHT within our bodies.
Intelligence is abstract. It does not have form, but this intelligence, this LIGHT of awareness that we carry within the cells of our tissues, can be used to build forms with if we apply ourselves. The closer the electrons spin together, the less space between them and thus, the less intelligence. Does this make sense? The electrons are the intelligence. They are sparks of light within us but they are random and fragmented. It is up to us to give them intelligent direction. They are the sparks of light moving about haphazardly. They require a guiding force to give them direction. Tell them what to do and where to go and what to build. The guiding intelligence is we ourselves. We are the creator force in our bodies. We are the awareness. We are the consciousness. We are the Father. Father is abstract intelligence.
It is the love and light of the creator that lives in us as awareness. Wake it up! It has formed a bubble of seven lights around us that we can expand into to access higher intelligence. I am speaking from my own vantage point now, and unsure if this makes sense. Inner sub-space surrounds us. It is our auric field. We can access it by imagining it as a huge sphere of light. We can fill it in with God's gifts of love, peace, truth, freedom, purity, intelligence and will power. There are techniques to show us how to do this. The inner space that surrounds us (the aura) is greater than the more solid substance that we call our physical body, but it has the potential of increasing our understanding if we tap into it. As we expand into it and "Breathe" into it as the Master DK reminds us. "Breathe free and expand yourself. Let go of tightness in the chest."
To summarize, the third and fourth dimensions are where most of us operate now in 2024. We are moving upward in conscious understanding very quickly. We are ascending in consciousness. We are sharing thru social media and the internet. This is good, not bad, as some say. It is good if you follow your own heart and the good feelings that your heart tells you to follow. Once we enter fifth dimensional consciousness, violence, wars, fears and negativity will not express there. They are not supported there. If an individual still harbors those toxic negative energies in their auric field, then start right now to practice using love, kindness and happy, joyful thoughts. Take the time out in your day to sit and focus on upliftment, betterment and grace.
Create and practice spiritual techniques an hour a day if not more. I usually do four hours a day unless I am called to practical duties. Many of us spend more time in the fifth dimension even now. We do not pay attention to outer conflicts or problems. Caring and nurturing, listening and supporting the positive side of life is our greatest interest. This creates a boundary around us, as the auric fields are filled with higher qualities which block out negatives. Practice, practice, practice the higher values. This is done in a practical way. Not a spiritual way, but following a list of techniques and spending a certain amount of time on each technique. It is done thru will power and determination to succeed. You will notice that even physical problems begin to fade. They may not go away, they may still be there, but they fade from attention. They fall into the background of life and do not cause suffering the way consistent focus on hurt, pain and suffering causes!
4/1/24 - The neutral heart
This is a new perspective on the heart. Just received yesterday. The heart is the most talked about organ in the body. The spiritual masters, all channeled material from higher realms point us to the heart. Go into your heart", they say. And I was told to change the motto on my Anakosha site years ago to "The heart is the new base line." And the religions all say the same thing - Christ is in the heart. Let Christ into your heart. This is very confusing information! How in the world do you do this? These directions are not practical at all!
Well, I had a new insight. A new perspective was given to me. I guess it's just a matter of continuing to plug away at it until you finally knock a hole in the wall and let the information flow thru. This is what I learned yesterday. Not during a "deep meditation" but while I was doing breathing exercises. Coupled with information received prior to yesterday, it all clicked together
The heart is a neutral zone. The spinal column is the elevator shaft over which the abstract information comes down from above us, and the lower Mothe Flame, called Goddess Kundalini or Shakti or Holy Spirit located in the pelvic zone below, GOES UP the spinal column. If you measure between the top of the head and the pelvic zone, the first chakra or tail bone, the heart is precisely half way between them. The Father God comes down, Mother God comes up and they meet in the heart. There are three dimensions below the heart, and three dimensions above the heart. The heart itself is the neutral zone, like the pivot point.
A vital piece of information is this: Father God is unformed intelligence that rules the universe, IS the universe, and Mother God is a piece of Father God placed down there in the pelvic zone, known as the tail bone or root chakra. She is like the emissary of Father God. She represents Father God in the sentient form. This Mother God is known as the divine feminine. She is Mother of all forms. She resides inside the form But not as a physical "thing". She is a thought, a principle, an intelligence - a piece of Father God's intelligence, in the pelvic zone. This piece of Father God's intelligence is unique. It is an individual, separate baby intelligence, with all of Father God's potential within it. BUT, the individual has to discover it for itself. This will take time. It will take lifetimes. Many, many, many lifetimes. And so it grows in awareness and intelligence over many lifetimes because there is a piece of Father God down there in the tail bone. Mankind has searched for it for eons. It has been located by gurus and spiritual teachers. They became masters after they discovered it and shared their discoveries with others. One of the names for it is kundalini. Another name for it is Holy Spirit. Another name for it is Shekinah, Shakti, Mother God. There are other names too.
It is difficult to understand, it is beyond our current human understanding. But higher evolved civilizations have come to know it well. It is known as Light and Love. It is all-knowing information. Light is information and Love is information felt as a feeling. Light is abstract and doesn't have feeling, but when love is born, there is then a feeling, an emotion, an emotion of very high caliber. God in human form can be felt as love but only when it MOVES! If the all-intelligence is not MOVED, that intelligence cannot be felt. Therefore, the purpose of a human being is to take that light and MOVE it. It must be expressed, or put out into some action. It must be shared and seen by someone other than oneself. Otherwise it remains motionless and cannot be shared or felt by anyone else. And, worse, it becomes a drag on the one who locks it up and keeps it all to him/herself.
So we need to share this light as a loving, sharing, caring, acting, moving grace out to other people. To show others this wonderful gift that we have found within us. If we haven't found it yet, then we can't share it. We stay locked up, stagnant, dull, ordinary, growing older and older until we finally die. No. We are meant to share and care and hug each other and collaborate, cojoin, work, play, negotiate, reason with each other. Interact and participate with each other. This is our purpose.
So, now where was I? Well, most people have been told to not express their emotions. That means "Don't show your feelings to other people." We have been programmed and trained to stuff our emotions down inside and not show them. Both the good and the bad emotions. Bad emotions come from stuffing and refusing to share the GOOD emotions. Stuffing good emotions creates feelings of suffocation, tightness of the chest, boredom, loneliness, depression. We are designed to flow and share our inner emotions. That's where we are today: on the brink of learning how to speak out, to talk out our problems with others. It is a new age, a new era we live in. It is time to stop hiding our light under a bushel, as the scripture says. We are God in action and that which has been under lock and key is ready to burst open. There is some confusion going on right now, but look again. Look INSIDE yourself. There is a need to share something. Tell someone. Express something. It is pounding on the door to get out. Let it out! Let it speak. Let it show. Let it be free. We are God in action. God as in a little g. We are the children of Father God and Mother God. We find ourselves by going into the neutral heart.
Oh, yes, we were talking about neutral. It is a neutral zone, the heart is. The center is where all sides are balanced. If you go into the center of a circle you will see all the various differences out there on the edge of the circle. Everyone is different and holds a different history. But in the center of the circle there is a oneness. Everyone has a oneness in them in the center of their circle. The pelvic zone is the Mother Goddess. The crown of the head is where the Father God enters the human vessel thru the crown chakra. The heart is square in the middle between these two parental figures. Father comes down, Mother comes up, and the child is born between their blended love. The child is the individual intelligence born out of the parents. The child has been labeled the "Christ" but it is really an individual. It is a child learning between its father and its mother. So when you go into your heart, you enter a neutral zone where you can make your OWN decisions. It is up to you how you will handle any particular situation or make a choice of which path to follow. Father and Mother guide you if you ask for their guidance, but they always allow you to make your own choices. You have free will to decide what to do in any given moment like a good parent does.
The heart is the neutral point. It is not a special light in the heart. It is simply the center of all the opposing, differences and perspectives of life that are going on around you from other people. When you go into your heart, you walk into the center of your own unique intelligence, your God intelligence. It is a neutral place. Go there often and sit calmly, composed in stillness. Feel your own intelligence - the intelligence that your mother and father gave you. You were birthed from out of them. Out of their love and you are unique. You are a child of their love. You were created in a moment of uniqueness. You have the capacity to make intelligent decisions on your own. You can ask your mother and father for advice, and you will FEEL which way to go. Because love is a feeling. It is not a mental/brain thing. It is a FEELING. Become aware of your feelings. A good feeling is a positive. A bad feeling is a "no-no", better not go that way. It will lead to more bad feelings. Follow the good feelings.
This is a rambling tirade off the top of my head. I will close for now, and edit it later. Bless you. I love you and want to share this latest piece of information. I have learned to go into my heart - not the physical heart - but into the glow that radiates around the heart. Look for the glow. There is a light radiating around the heart. It is etheric. It is a force field of living light around the heart on a higher level. You can see it if you look for it. I have learned to go into the glowing of my heart and sit down on the throne that is there. I own my own heart now and I can ask it questions and make my own decisions. Picture a throne in your heart glow. You can design it any way you like, but be sure to sit on it after you design it. It is meant for you and you alone. You are the one who sits in your heart glow and makes the final decision. Which can be no decision at all. You are not required to make a decision but to only feel yourself breathing and knowing that you are a child of your God parents still learning, still breathing, still enjoying life.
3/31/24 - Resurrecting White Tantra
Today is Easter Sunday and a time for resurrection and joy. We will not be attending any church services ourselves but we (I) send blessings and joy to all who are inspired, whether a church goer or not. As I continue researching past journals which speak of resurrecting the vitality and spirit of the body through internal exercises, I am being led back into the concept of Tantra.
Ten years ago I wrote a lot about Tantra. As I re-read these old journals I realize that I have lost a most important connection in my internal exercisees. I've been distracted by the outer world of other people. My main interest is internal connections. Love, and how love has become distorted, confused, angry, rebellious, argumentative and hurt. The Tantric approach is the weaving and blending together of opposite and outside disturbing approaches. The Master DK (Ascended Master Djwhal Khul) has been teaching me for nearly 50 years after my OBE. I have been writing his words down to save them. They are my journals. There are many words recorded. Sometimes I don't know if it is HE who is speaking the words in my mind or if it is my own consciousness. It is like a blend of knowledge that is becoming deeper and more refined, more subtle, more transparent, so "oneness" oriented. It's becoming so blended it is difficult to know who is speaking. The information simply appears as the "who" disappears. Separation disappears.
And yet the knowledge remains that I am still me. I know more who and what I am. I don't disappear. I seem to have gained more of myself. I'm just blended with more knowledge now. In fact, I reconnected with my old personality from back in the 1980's when I was hosting parties with my late husband. I was so open-hearted, free and easy back then and very caring and loving. Versus today feeling alone and isolated and disconnected from everyone else. At least that's how I feel. As I reconnect and feel the incoming presence of my long lost self from the old days again, I feel like revisiting that time line. The parties were so much fun. I discussed it with Doug and he is all for it. So perhaps an invitation will be going out soon to special friends. If the connection still holds to the freedom-seeker within me. I am a freedom-seeker, a joy-seeker of free love. Love and freedom go hand in hand. The pure love is free. It is warm and inviting and free. Love in the current day and age has unfortunately become a closed loop and only sex let's it out for a little while. If only we could get out of the closed loop that fixes attention on problems instead of free joyful love. For example, this 10-year-old journal which I found yesterday. It reminds me of the love that is within all of us, in everyone's body cells, but which is being held down under various locks and keys called rules and cultural beliefs in "right and wrong", religious shame, guilt, anger, jealousy, depression, loneliness, fear and - well, you name it. This is a reminder of the love that we could access if we gave it a chance.
"The aim of Tantric yoga is to restrain the passion but not subdue it. To weave it and work it up from the lower body, up through the awakening nadis [etheric nerves] to the heart and higher. The love of Shakti, the female, to make love is tempting to Shiva, the intellectual mind who seeks not to give in. The goal is oneness, to bring Shakti up from the lower realms to the heart, and Shiva to descend down from the higher realms to the heart where they may join together [in the neutral zone] and bathe in the secret embrace of universal power loving itself. The universal love is ever flowing but branching off into habitual patterns that we have learned from infancy, and therefore either predominantly male or predominantly female. Tantra is the pathway to bring these two tendencies into equal balance.
"The only way to bathe in the secret flow is to cease all movement in the mind and all movement in the feelings and all movement in the body, which requires the preparation of a just-right setting and atmosphere. We create a time and place to practice and determine to sit in silence every day. Without this practice the positive and negative poles continue to flow along the habitual rut and play the same routine over and over, playing the same games of control and manipulation every day in every situation so that we never seem to grow beyond them."
Perhaps I will revisit the couples swinging lifestyle with a new attitude - a Tantric attitude. Wouldn't that be a fun way to move forward and break out of these doldrums of stagnation? Is there anyone out there who would like to join me?
3/28/24 - The super powers released during exercise
What awaits you within is amazing! These thoughts came to me during this morning's exercise routine. Each morning new revelations occur when I exercise. Exercise is generally not heavy, but it IS routine. It has to be routine in order to work. A consistent routine of moving body parts is what pushes the envelope. Not the surface envelope or outer physical obvious part of me, but the inner parts as well – the tissues, muscles, nerves, blood vessels and organs. These are activated and pressured to pick up their rate of speed when I exercise.
The particles of light are speeded up. Electrons move faster around their central core because there is direction being sent to them. I am conscious of sending direction: “Move, muscles!” Or while doing the fire breath I am focusing on the deep inner muscles of respiration. I speak to them by paying conscious attention. Before exercising, they were traveling at old speeds, fixed and stable and comfortable, so everyone around me was used to me being a certain “way”, sending out a certain "frequency". Like the 55 mph road signs that keep cars moving at the same rate of speed, so did my body send out a certain rate of frequency. Everyone conforms to the speed limit when they drive their cars. so they all move along at the same pace. The rules are laws and therefore well established and obeyed. The same holds true in human beings. The same rate of speed of the electrons in a person’s body runs at the same speed day in and day out. But no one ever taught us that. I have learned this from the Masters over the years. They have guided me deeper and deeper into the subterranean levels of my own being.
The particles of light are the life force that keeps me breathing and living. They whirl around the central core of the atom which is stable, and they pick up speed, and lower speed, according to moods and other factors in life. So, when I start a new exercise routine, my body feels it. Maybe it triggers a pain or an ache, but if I continue going with it, my body adapts. I either press on with the routine or I quit because it's uncomfortable. Continuing the routine causes the body to grow stronger. It adapts. I adapt. It takes a little time, but the light in the cells DO turn on and turn up. These little lights called electrons gain speed and change the frequency, like moving to 70 mph instead of 55 on the highway. And other light particles join in with those nearby. They like it! They want to form new patterns together. It’s exciting to them. They are renewing their energies, feeling enthusiastic. On the surface level I feel excited and good with myself after exercising. Actually lit's the light in me that feels good but I don't know that. I just think it's me. I am revving up inside and it feels good.
But it is like training a dog or a horse, it takes consistency also for training the little electrons, the sub-atomic particles of life force inside the cells of the body, and they are everywhere. Those little particles of light are what makes the body live and move, breathe and receive cosmic energy from the sun, wind and earth. Where the electrons were bored before I started an exercise routine, they were slow and sluggish and running at a random up-down, active-inactive manner, and probably going to sleep during the bored stagnant inactive priods. Does the body go to sleep? Yes, of course it does, when we are dumbed down and sluggish. But when I start moving with exercise routinely, I start feeling more alive and awake. My body starts picking up speed and feels more enthusiastic and vigorous.
The routine of every day or every other day, some form of consistent routine is important, otherwise the little electrons fall back into their pre-assigned place from many years of habit. They need to have a permanent NEW routine to increase their speed. They literally need to be “trained” like any other pet animal. Our body is a living pet or partner to us, and we need to cultivate it. With exercise routines, cross-currents start to happen, sparks here there jumping around and start hooking up, joining hands, start twinkling and dancing together with each other. Just imagine. Electrons are conscious entities, so the Masters tell us. I have a wonderful book by the Masters on my shelves here. Ask me and I'll give you the title and where to find it. But for right now, I am downloading lots of new ideas and having a difficult time writing it all down. For that's my role right now - sharing this information.
It occurred to me this morning just how busy I have been trying to "capture" this deeper information. Whenever I start exercising my physical body, both on outer levels of muscles and inner levels of glandular tissues, I start thoughts moving. A feeling here and another sensation there, they flash and twinkle, sometimes an old memory pops up with a newer realization. Old stagnant energies I didn't know I had, are moving where they were stuck before in a monotone, the same, day in and day out. Now, with new exercise changes happening, and they DO happen because they ask to change. They propose new adaptations themselves. It's an inner awakening. A quickening is taking place. Revelations deepen, they simply go deeper into vaster spaces so I see more. These start surfacing. The conscious mind starts getting downloads. What to do with these downloads of revelations? How does one proceed?
I was having difficulty for awhile because I relied so much on simply following spontaneity, inner instincts. Ever since kundalini awakened years ago I learned to listen to natural instinct - the inner wind that starts flowing whenever I think of it and ask it. Then an inner movement of sweet bliss begins. It has been my greatest guiding light and so I learned to follow that. However, I was led to start using my mind to change some of my ways of life. I was guided to "pick up speed". As I followed that advice I needed to assert more control. It was difficult for me to assert mental control over what had become an easy, spontaneous, free-flow life. But I listened and I began to test the waters of mental control and will power. This has led me to become more of an energy worker, an energy healer of my own body. Now I follow inner the super power as it tells me what to do and when. I have learned that I, my brain mind, is not the controller of this body. My mind doesn't know how life works in me. My BODY does a much better job of running my life, and nurturing my good feelings (my soul).
These natural, spontaneous inner urges, feelings, sensations, are very warm and comforting. I have learned to trust them. They are natural feelings. Very, very natural. Like a child has natural feelings to run and play, so do I. But as an adult I have to play by the outer rules too, so I can get along with everyone else. But, still. The natural innocence of childhood lives within me, and it is THIS that I would like to tell the world about. It is called Mother Kundalini in my book. It is also called Shekinah, or the holy spirit in other books. There are many names for it. I haven't made a study of the different names, but it is the life force. So, over the years I have fluctuated between following the inner wind of the inner kundalini current, and asserting mental control as a mature adult, both as a way of conforming with the world around me, and also for advancing my own study and research, for there is more to learn. There is ALWAYS more to learn about oneself. We never stop growing or learning how to do something better, more efficient, more advanced, more intelligent, more abundant, more joyful, more sweet, or loving, or trusting, or helpful.
We must live with other people and it’s important to stay abreast of those I live with. So it has been disconcerting for me to know exactly how much I should follow natural instinct and to question "Is this natural or this a fantasy?" The inner instinct can be detected by the whiff of joy. There is always joy in the natural instinct. Joy is the number one quality to look for. If it lacks joy or enthusiasm or excitement, then it's not natural. It's something less than natural. This natural joy can be detected during many different moments of the day and night. It is worth paying attention to one such moment of joy and excitement. It is how the pure and innocent soul speaks to the outer shell of the body and brain mind. We have been educated to ignore it, to put a lid on it because it's not "adult" to be so joyful or so in love with life and so eager. We have been "properly educated" to put on a face and stuff any natural tendencies down below the surface so others can't see it.
It's time we got this natural teaching of kundalini out into the open, where people can start researching for themselves, with their own bodies, minds and exercise routines. Have faith. The little child will lead you, so the great one said. The little children don't ask. They simply do - until the parents smack them down. Until them the children are innocent. Their natural instinct are good. They follow what feels good. Let the little child feelings lead you. They will lead an adult to bliss, to love, to ecstasy, to rapture and heavenly experiences, PLUS at the same time they strengthen and empower the mind and body by clearing away toxins that have built up and built up and built up and we don't realize just how much toxicity and stagnation we are holding inside our tissues. "The issues are in the tissues", the massage therapists claim. And so we will be learning more and more about Mother Kundalini as time goes on. It is time. The super power is Mother Kundalini, not the devil as religion has claimed. She is locked into the cells of the body as the life force, as the light force. And the webof life is like a webbing of light, of crystalline light that runs all through the body on subatomic levels.
3/26/24 - I see a workshop coming soon to discuss Kundalini
Reading old journals from 10 years ago it showed that on that particular morning I made a conscious decision to do the inner kundalini movements rather than regular disciplines. I had stopped doing the inner wind movements and had shifted to more regular, controlled exercises. So on that day I gave into the inner wind the way I used to. I am researching and discovering new excitement about revisiting kundalini. As I did the inner movements that day, 10 years ago, I rediscovered, remembered, the joy that came withit. There was a soft, pleasing, warmth that wafted thru me and I moved with the inner current, waiting for the “fuzzies” to appear. They did. It feels as if my hands are surrounded by cotton. Then a voice started talking to me, perhaps DK, perhaps Mother Kundalini, I suspect DK. I wrote it down. I'll suspect I'll be starting a workshop soon to introduce this amazing mysterious inner power. I've waited a long time, I'll wait until the spirit moves me stronger way.
(DK:) "Kundalini is a sensation that radiates through the body. It has a purpose. One does not know the purpose because it is another mind, not your own. You can’t read it but you can work with it and communicate with it. It has your own best interests at heart. It is here to serve life, not you in your mortal form, but the life that is trying to blossom in you. It is trying to push the stones and rocks and roots out of the way so it can pierce through the top soil into the light of day. Like a seed that is sprouting from within. Your body has grown old and tired and dense with pollution and poisons. Your belief system is also blocked with walls and limits on what you believe, and rigid thinking of “my way is the right way”. Kundalini is pushing those rigid beliefs out of the way. If you struggle and resist you feel pain. The advice is to yield, surrender, even if you are afraid and don’t understand, yet you must open yourself to this expansion that is going on. Open to this inner sensation the way you would open to a lover. The sensation is expansive, light and buoyant, and blissful and you can feel every cell as if your cells are each one waking up and signaling they are awake. Expanding and pushing outward through the cell walls, as if something is growing larger from inside them and the cell wall is feeling the pressure to expand and open. If you were a seed you would burst your shell and grow a little shoot to grow up through the soil.
"This is a real power. You can feel it pressing on your physical cells and you have no clue what it is. It is disturbing to one who does not know these things. It is another part of you that is being born. You do not know this part yet but you will. You should be aware of it before it happens, to be prepared for it. It is a larger intelligence and a larger power. It is both mental and feeling. You can talk to it silently or out loud, mind to mind. And you should. If you don’t, it will expand arbitrarily through your body and leave you in its wake, not knowing, no clue. Stay with it. Agree to it. Ride with it. Yield to it consciously. Say, “Yes, I will go with you. Teach me.” Don’t be left behind. Otherwise you will be overwhelmed by how big it is. It’s greater than you. Keep up with it. Work with it. When you talk with it it will answer and listen to you. But if you don’t talk to it it will carry on without you. It will give you guidance, like to go to a certain area for calmness, or what foods to eat, or what drinks, or when to get up and when to sleep. To show you what you need to do to connect with it. It is a power moving in your body. Talk to it as if it were a friend on the outside of you and you need to communicate with this person who has a different mind than yours. But this friend is on the inside and it is the unborn part you. You are being born a second time now. You are being born again."
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I started doing the inner wind movements again several days ago. They look like Tai Chi movements. Wow! I haven't done them for years and years. Doing them again is amazing. Yesterday out in the pasture barefoot I sang light language as I did them for an hour. Afterwards I was more solidly "home" inside my body than ever. Wow! I wish to share with you. With those who are interested. Perhaps only a few. I am writing spontaneously, now, off the top of my head (smile!)
3/23/24 - The life force of aliveness - stay excited!
Don’t hold back. Life with a capital L is the aliveness in you. Keep it loving. It will take you into rest periods. It’s not the staying physically busy or active. No. It is staying ALIVE. Let life flow. Let LIFE flow in you and through you, keeping you alive. The LIFE in you is the excitement that keeps you alive, the creativity in you, keeps you enthusiastic about living. When you are ALIVE you are excited to be alive, whether you are resting or moving or working or sitting and talking or reading, it is being ALIVE that is your fun. You want to stay excited and enthusiastic whether you’re lying still and relaxing or moving about. Find that LIFE in you . Notice when it is there, and when it is gone. Stay in the aliveness of life. Keep it active whether you are resting or moving. LIFE is LIFE, not dead or dull.
Impatience is the gremlin in the works. Don’t project ahead of yourself. Stay in the moment, stay in the center of the moment, the center of the spine vertically, or center of your heart horizontally. The downfall of man is feeling SO good, SO alive, SO real, that he jumps ahead of himself and gets impatient to get to – where? Where is he going? He is not “going” anywhere. That is the problem. He is leaving his aliveness when he projects away from himself, out in front of himself, or behind himself thru remembering the past. Aliveness is here in the moment of action, He gets impatient, Impatience cuts the connection to the life force of aliveness. Don’t disconnect. (Thoughts from DK)
3/22/24 - Balancing masculine & feminine tendencies
This was an inspired automatic writing one morning in 2022. It is worthy of reposting. As a submissive feminine trying to strengthen my masculine assertive side, I appreciated this message from my higher self.
The masculine way is to focus and press. The feminine way is to receive, remain open, and be spontaneous. Men shut out extraneous thoughts and influences to get the job done. He has an objective and a goal. He strives for the end result. The feminine opens to all and everything in order to connect and pull in everything that belongs to her and enhances her vibrational level of life, whatever it is. She allows it. She doesn’t want to exclude anything because she doesn’t know what will enhance her. This automatically draws to her what she needs and wants and repels what she doesn’t need or want. The two opposite approaches to life and living, often causes friction. It’s been a journey of trying to find balance with the others we live with. I used to think my way was the best way but thru the swinging experience of yielding to ALL men, even those I didn’t like, and too soon, I learned that by being so totally open I allowed myself to surrender my own inner discretion and discernment. I lost the ability to feel what is right and what is wrong. I accepted ALL men and they all left a mark on my energy field so I ended up confused, frustrated and on the edge of hating men.
The planet Earth has been a male world for centuries, I don’t know when it all began. This allowed the evil doers to come and take control of human lives. Because, without the balancing love and spontaneous freedom and happiness of the feminine, evil will always take over the masculine focus through logic. The universe functions on balance, equal balance between contraction, or fixed focus, and expansion, or loose freedom. Today a new era is dawning, the age of Aquarius, where love rules the stars. Think “grace, graceful”, and bending and blending. For the men it is time to lighten up and pay attention to the feminine approach, take on and try out some of the feminine approaches. And for the women it is time to learn to focus their attention onto an end result, create an agenda, a plan of action, be pro-active.
It is time for the male souls to step down from leadership and bend and blend with their feminine counterparts as equals. To listen to their ideas and notice how they approach things. It is not meant for them to give up their approach but to expand and blend their approach with some of the feminine approaches. It is a mix of both feminine and masculine that creates balance. Think “grace”, “dignity” to help find the right angle of approach. Or you could say the exact right degree of sensitivity. It is a meld of both approaches. There are signs that you are improving your approach. A yawn for example. Notice when you yawn or take a sudden deep breath. These are two signs signaling a switch over to the parasympathetic nervous system which controls rest and relax. As a person consciously relaxes their strict hard-lined focus, they expand their consciousness deeper into subconscious or unconscious areas, called the parasympathetic nervous system. The entire bodily structure of mental, emotional and unnamed other forces hidden within the body, relax and adjust, balance and align, meld and blend into more of a wholeness. Tears may be felt gathering as heart-felt emotions are stirred. Yay! It’s a good sign! Go for it. Don’t shut it off!
The women who are too soft, too feminine, too open and too yielding, have an opposite job to do. They need to harden their focus and create an agenda for themselves. It is as hard for a woman to do this, as it is for a man to do the opposite. Living together as a couple of opposites requires sensitivity. It is best to cultivate inner discernment. Notice body habits. Care for one another. Help each other to find inner balance. Inner balance is the sacred work. Nobody can do it for you. You can’t do it for another. Only love will help. Trying to tell our partner what to do “better” just creates guilt and adds to their low self esteem. They’ll put up resistance subconsciously. They’ll build a shell so they can’t be hurt more than they have been. Instead, help each other with silent acts of kindness, caring and ALWAYS with wisdom. Notice. Be aware. I notice that my husband yawns sometimes when we are discussing a meaningful topic. He yawns repeatedly when he hits the maximum point, and I know it is time to bring the conversation to an end without telling him why. I am aware of this subconscious response in him. There is no more need to explain or keep talking. I just slow down and come to an end. His yawn communicated to me without words that he had reached his maximum level of expansion. Enough!
His normal and natural nature is primal man, and shuts me off with sharp words if he’s not in a receptive mood. It is an automatic reaction to interruption of his flow. He doesn’t intend to bark at me and apologizes later, or he just keeps moving on past me to continue with what he was doing, usually in a noticeable huff. I might as well stop talking mid-sentence, he won’t even notice and doesn’t. He is on automatic response. I have learned to be aware, and over time, sensitive. And also to be kind and gentle. I have learned a lot about a man’s nature by spending 28 years living with him. Wives are much better at noticing than husbands are, although there are a growing number of men who are becoming self aware and wise about women. When he’s not in the mood to pause what he’s doing, his body language tells me but it takes sensitivity on my part to be careful. Many women may not agree or understand this. Then it is up to the man to become acutely aware of his wife’s focused resistance, caused from low self-esteem and self-awareness. She has put up a wall to defend herself from being hurt.
3/17/24 - You are a rare jewel walking the Earth
Realize that you are standing alone here and are rare. No one else is at this place with you. You are unique. One of a kind. No one else has your history or memories or feelings or thoughts as you. Nor can they. They have their own history, memories, feelings and thoughts. They cannot string YOUR thoughts and feelings together in the same manner that you do. You are a creator force all by yourself and this is your soul journey. You are a soul first and foremost. One that has lived many lives before this one. It is a private journey of discovery that you are on, this self-awareness journey. You cannot explain it to someone else in words, but you can communicate in thought, attitude and action. Be kind and understanding if others do not agree or understand you. Give them space to grow into their own awareness. Be kind and respectful, patient and graceful.
This is the purpose of your experience here in a body of flesh and blood, fun and adventure. You are here to create a more efficient, loving, happy Earth life. A beautiful, comfortable, intelligently managed Earth life. First for yourself and secondly for those with whom you live. It is MORE important that you care for your own health, harmony and comfort first so that you buid a solid foundation from which to work outward. If you deplete your own storehouse of power and fuel, you will be unable to radiate health, harmony and intelligence to others. Make life comfortable for yourself first, within, quietlly, without complaining. Then radiate it out around you in your daily and hourly life. This is the love and comfort from Home. Share it as you build it. If you build it they will come closer to you and you will feel the warmth and security of closer friendship.
You are a jewel, a gem, a diamond, walking on the Earth. Do not expect others to know the things you know. Do not expect them to come to the same conclusion that you arrive at. They are on their own journey. However, in every heart there burns a flame from Home, from the Allness which everyone carries within. You are one in your Heart. Each one is on his or her own discovery process of that one Heart that burns within every Heart, All are connected within a solid, rigid, flesh and blood body, They too are trying to figure it out.
The best you can do to help others is to simply and lovingly reflect goodness, love, kindness and patience in all situations, all circumstances, no matter how it appears to you. Hold onto that love from Home. Be a steady and persistent anchor for love, light and understanding. Be that love and light in all that you do. Be the best that you can be. That is the harvest you will take with you when you leave this earth plane. (Thoughts from DK)
3/16/24 - The twin flames of Kundalini
One morning several years ago I came awake from far, far away, hearing words that were so far away that I didn’t have the strength or presence to reach for a pen. I am reading thru my journals now, sifting for the more precious experiences for my planned book. I was just aware of an understanding – an understanding before there were words. I understood that the old SSG project of teaching, counseling and holding gatherings for couples during Bob's lifetime, before I met Doug, was about to enter phase two. I am with Doug now, and the expansion of the sex project which I have been chasing down, the understanding of what sex is, and what forces drive it - the kundalini and what that is all about - this is for couples who have a relationship. It is not for the singles who are on a different emotional and spiritual path. When two people couple up, then they are on a different path. So what I’ve been chasing down here through old journals, is about the sex force. About the Mother force. As DK wrote long ago, the nature of sex is love and more. It’s the “more” now that I’m working on compiling, composing and putting together articles that I myself have written, that make sense.
It is difficult to put it into words. But this was me waking up hearing this or knowing this. Then, during exercises that morning, as I wrote about it, I became aware that the two currents that flow through me, the two pilot flames that I saw in 1981 at the base of the spine that I continue to return to as a base foundation, are the magnetism and the electrifying currents. The female current is the magnetic current – a stillness - and the male current is the electrifying current - a fire that burns. I stopped to consider this and impulsively started writing a new mantra: "I love my spirituality, I love my physicality, I am the shell, You are the Person. I am you, you are me, we are One." And then I received a channeling from DK. I will post that channeled message in his online book. You can read it HERE.
3/13/24 - What is an initiation?
An initiation is when you go thru something that you don’t like but you stick with it until you can't go any further and you go, “ARRRGGGHHHHH!” and start pulling your hair out. You’re in danger of running away from that situation or exploding on the spot which you’ll regret later. An initiation is one where you don’t run and you don't explode. You stick with it and gain control over your emotions. I had such a feeling the other night while Doug listened to a fiery political speech. I wanted to leave and felt deep turmoil and conflict, because I hate the incessant political speeches. I was getting ready to explode, but instead I stayed with it and remained quiet. What I learned later was this:
By staying with a situation you don’t like you allow your inner self to receive what that situation (or personal) had to offer. You allow yourself to receive more of it. You expand your tolerance level. It is a step in the right direction, tho I realize many who read this may not agree with me. But this is a higher consciousness lesson. As you allow yourself to receive input which you normally don't like, you are giving it validity. You are giving it the right to exist alongside you. You are giving it the right to express itself, the right to BE and the right to live. It is a kindness and it is a grace.
You expand your boundaries of intolerance. You allow your antipathy to melt a little more. That “other” has a right to express too, just as you have the right to express YOUR self. It is a personal choice to allow yourself to expand to a larger acceptance or to fight and even commit a violent act. Which is the right way for you to go? It is a choice, and an opportunity to advance yourself. It is a test of your ability to be a better person. It is an evolution opportunity for your soul. By allowing yourself to listen while at the same time keeping your emotions under control, something in you merges with that other, which you hated before, whatever or whoever it is. By allowing it room, space, near you, in your presence, you bring yourself one step closer to source, to kindness, to love, to unity, to peace and the Oneness from which we ALL call Home. Nirvana. Heaven. It is a step towards the higher you. As more of your higher self moves into place within you, you became a more whole person inside. More complete. You feel better about yourself. You might think of that the next time you feel a hated situation arise within.
Human beings have limited themselves by forming judgments and intolerances. It has been the way of the world, although we are currently going thru a change in atmosphere and a new world is arising. There are new energies in the air which are causing doubts and confusions. Forming judgments against others has been the cause of much suffering and wars in the past. We are now being confronted with options. The new energies are giving us pause to think about this. When a human being makes judgments against another, it limits oneself. It is oneSELF that one must consider first and foremost. By opposing another form of life we oppose our SELF, for we are all One entity in our heart of hearts. Most of us are unaware of that fact but the same life force resides in our physical cells as resides in every other person. We just don't know about it yet. We will. In time. We are on an evolutionary path toward higher consciousness as we speak.
When we oppose and create a resisting judgment force against someone else, we are causing a separation within our own inner life force. This separation is how human beings have been living for eons. We maintain strict judgments against that which we deem intolerable. That is how the human condition has maintained such a low level of painful existence for eons. Between suffering, lack, being unhappy, feeling lonely, isolated, often depressed which causes chronic illness - this division between ourselves and others is done thru shutting down our OWN life force deep within. Our most wonderful, precious beautiful happy joyful FREE life force that is the divinity within every cell. The lack is maintained by not loving and allowing others to have their space. This is the greatest cause of stress and tension.
We are LIFE! We carry divinity within every physical cell. The teachings of the Master Djwhal Khul has been guiding me for 48 years and I have been slowly understanding what he means. The same life force lives in every cell of MY body as lives in my neighbors, family and friends. When I make a judgment against someone - anything less than kindness and acceptance - if I see them as anything less I am hurting myself first of all. They get the hurt only secondarily, after me. I am the first one to feel the hatred and anger which causes the separation. This judgment causes me to be divided against myself. Against MYSELF! It is THIS that causes the feelings of loneliness and of being shut down. When I experience anger at someone else, it is only ME I am being angry with. I am doing it to myself. That is what I learned about myself with the fiery political speech. It is not the outer circumstance or person that is to blame. It is me. It is my own rigidity and intolerance. In that moment while listening to the fiery speech and hating it so much, factors set in which caused me to stick with it and not close down. It was a switch in my normal response. The information was allowed in. Just a little more than usual, and my feelings softened. It was done thru simple exposure. I didn’t have to do a lot of mental calculating or thinking - just allowing a little time of exposure. Allowing myself to fuse with it. It expanded me. I had a revelation the next day. I am having lots of revelations these days. I was shown the other side of the equation, my selfish equation. It has been all about "me". Very selfish. Allowing time to listen to someone else is an opportunity for change. I will be more aware in the future. I had a lesson in Oneness, tolerance and grace, tho I didn’t feel very graceful at the time. But lessons come with turmoil and conflict. We just have to live thru it to get to the other side. Live thru it without erupting, while considering. Considering what is going on within yourself. The soul is feeding some new influences. They are subtle. Watch for them. Your consciousness is expanding its rigid hard lines.
I had another heated situation recently brought to my attention. My husband was angry with me for not taking my pills - I was trying to wean myself off of them - and he had had enough of me complaining. He became suddenly explosive and angry with me. Once again I was about to argue back but his anger shocked me as I listened to his outburst. I changed my thoughts to love. I didn't want him to be so tormented. He was more important to me than the pills. I felt this switch at first within myself. A shot of caring for him surge thru me. I went to my husband and sat next to him and took his hand and kissed him on the cheek. I expressed my love and appreciation for him and said, “Yes, I will take the pills, I know you want to help me.” And I truly meant it and I am grateful for his caring. I felt that emotion of love deeply. And that feeling - you know the feeling how tears start to come up in your eyes? Yes, I felt that. I was swept with that emotion of not wanting to resist him. I wanted to join with him and make peace and be happy with him. How powerful love can be when it sweeps thru you like that. And how fast it can change your thought from anger to softening and agreeing and loving acceptance. It is such a powerful thing and without it, resistance, torment and frustration continue, even to the point of violence in some cases. So now I am taking the pills prescribed now because there is a time and place for all things. I will wean from them over time. Meanwhile I have become a bigger person, a better person within myself. I am pleased with my decision. The pills are such a small thing. Our relationship and love is the bigger part of my life.. I must expand my selfish boundaries if I want to enjoy the love and peace that I now do within my home. It is not a sacrifice that I make, it is a gift from the stars. A larger part of me has been born. Love is the most powerful tool in the universe.
I encourage all who read this to know this for a fact. Consider love as an alternative response to hated situations. Raise your thoughts to higher grounds of acceptance. By staying in the presence of that which bothers you instead of running away – this is a precious opportunity to grow. Butting up against a wall with no alternative – soften. Relax, Use love as the powerful force that it is. I cut and ran from my family years ago, during a dark night of the soul situation. I wish I had known then what I know now. But it is only thru life experience that we grow into bigger and better people and conquer those darker portions of the psyche that we can’t see. Allow a little time to soften the restriction, like the myofascial release therapist did on me Monday this week. It was amazing what I felt after he finished melting trigger points in my hip. Allow enough time for your precious life force to seep out into your outer life and mind. It is a test of the soul.
3/9/24 - Empowerment - What is it?
You don’t want to empower your outer self. OMG! That has been empowered enough! Everyone has too big a personal ego which is full of its own mistakes and doubts. You’ve empowered THAT enough. No. Your empowerment - true empowerment, real empowerment, comes from empowering your REAL self, your DIVINE self, your GOD self, which is really, really, really you, all the way through and through. You as a human being, not as a fake human being but a REAL human being direct from the heart of the Godhead. You are a beautiful extraordinary exquisite and perfect human being, called the crystal light being IN FORM!
Your real dreams, your real truth, your real will power, your real strength, your courage, your determination, your intelligence, your wisdom, your discernment, your ideas, your intuitions, your love, your true inner love for and with yourself, your belief in yourself, your strength and determination to believe in yourself so strongly that you can say it out loud to others - your opinions. Your opinions matter. Your thoughts on subject matters. It has been missing from the scene, Your purity and perfection uncompromised has been missing, not allowing someone else’s opinion to supersede and bury your opinion. Hold to your opinion strong, not rigid or inflexible, but firmly with kindness, with heart, with honesty, with sensitivity to others, with genuine caring for yourself and others. You are not pushing because you don’t have to push when you are centered in your own ball park. This is your territory when you empower your REAL self. Be your REAL self in all ways, no matter what you are engaging in.
You have seven qualities. All seven qualities are to be expressed through your living actions. This is how you empower yourself because these seven qualities are GOOD qualities, God qualities. Bring them forth into your life and action. You will be a queen, a noble or a king and a noble. These seven qualities are your empowerment. They are the seven chakras but they are not merely words, they are attributes, qualities, colors, tones, sounds.
They have been defined by DK in his books and teachings as: will power (blue), intelligence (gold), love (pink), purity (white), truth (green), peace (ruby), freedom (violet). And underneath these main categories comes other words that are subtle innuendos, describing the beautiful nature of human beings. BLUE: will power, strength, courage, determination. GOLD: enlightened intelligence, wisdom & discernment. PINK: unconditional love, reverence, adoration, devotion. WHITE: purity, perfection, the immaculate conception. GREEN: truth, science, healing. RUBY: peace, comfort, ministration. VIOLET: freedom, mercy, forgiveness, compassion. These are what empower you. These are the qualities we are to express through our daily actions, thoughts and intentions.
During this morning's meditation I was told - The power of rituals and ceremonies comes from being fully present. Make everything you do a ritual and ceremony. You already have your morning rituals when you wake up, but you are not fully present and they become mundane. When fully present, they become holy. Work with the seven rays. Your holy energy is moved by intention and then by thought. You don’t have to feel energy in order to move it. You have to intend it first. Then hold the thought on it for that becomes the direction of intention. In the morning intend to set your intentions and then thought.
3/7/24 - We are in a physical ascension process
Someone wrote recently asking me if I had days feeling weird, like almost artificial, like something is off, like everything is different yet it all looks the same. But something is off and you can't put yur finger on it. This is what I wrote back. I won't bother editing it or rephrasing it. It's simply the truth.
"The articles I read all say the same thing. It's the ascension symptoms. Are you familiar with that word? Do you read articles pertaining to it? We are globally moving to higher, lighter, density levels which is why we feel "weird" or "off", not real, different but the same. They say this is the FIRST time ever that physical sentient beings are going through the ascension process without dying. We are living through this process and we have a lot of help from higher level beings. Both Ascended, angelic and galactic. We are all experiencing these weird feelings but a lot of people probably don't know, and may be keeping it to themselves, thinking there is something wrong with them. I have no idea who is aware of the ascension process. My husband isn't and he doesn't like to talk about it. So who is aware? I don't know.
"People are afraid of saying something that will make them look crazy. That's why I'm writing on my website. Moving to higher levels of consciousness, means the older levels of beliefs and traditional ways of doing things are breaking up and fading from our awareness. That leaves - what? What else is there to continue breathing and remaining conscious? Most people think that when their minds go, it means death. No, it doesn't. There is more life in you than you know. The dizziness I experience started when, after upgrading a mantra to higher levels, two hours later I couldn't breathe. Had to go to hospital. Get on pills. My heart wasn't prepared physically. I didn't know, I did it all alone, by myself, no teacher. Plus I was in my early 80's so my body was already aging, along with ascension symptoms. Younger people shouldn't have this type of problem, BUT - big but here - there is eternal light in the cells.
"The body is supported by a life force that is not physical [but is in the physical cells]. This light can be accessed and vitality can be increased. Strength can be increased. Love can be increased. Understanding, wisdom, peace, riches, happiness - can all be increased once you access the light in your own body cells. This was taught in ages past in mystery schools. Once accessed thru conscious spiritual practices, the life force increases your understanding why you're here. One becomes more at peace within themself. You can regenerate your body, no matter what age, and purify the brain of confusion. The light in your own cells of your own body brings clarity thru daily practice. I've discovered this little by little, which is why I write and share it. But it is a private thing, one does it alone, not in group because everyone is on their own individual soul journey. The trick is to not listen to other people's advice (like mine!) but to follow your own heart's light.
"It's truly amazing how much strength and vitality you can generate thru certain practices - physical practices. It's not what religion tries to tell us. It's not holy or perfect - this is a natural and normal evolution of learning about ourselves. We have all been led down a false trail by religion which put spirituality and God on a pedestal. God is not on a pedestal or a throne. God is in the people, in their hearts and bodies, enjoying the physical "rush". We were separated from our own nature."
3/5/24 - The profound importance of connecting with the physical body
One morning recently as I was cuddling with Doug, I felt once again that old familiar feeling of bliss-type love deep inside, all over. We had not had sex. We were just quietly wrapped close together. THIS is what drives me onward. THIS is the ultimate goal - to merge and marry the divine with the human. It is an amazing feeling. I feel the love in me wanting to connect even DEEPER with the love that is in him, yet I am aware that there is further cultivation to do for me, for myself. We humans on the earth plane are still caught in the lowest, densest parts of us, caught in the ambiguity and confusion of the physical sensations. I asked my guidance (DK) for an answer to my question, “Why do I feel cut in half?" It’s at the level of the diaphragm. I have been feeling this a long time now. I thought maybe there was something wrong in me physically. And I was told...
“Your body is trying to show you that you are made of two substances – spiritual and of the earth. One is the old and incomplete yet, the other is eternal and forever. You are spirit living temporarily in a form body which imprisons you. You can feel the sensation in your lower body as deadening, dull, the tendency to die, the end of life energies, as you call it. But the upper part of your body is on fire, as you say, you are inspired, enthused, awake, aware and allowing for the best and the positive. You are pulling on the lower energies. Your body is showing you this. There is love-light particles in your lower body, in your physical body, and there is love-light particles in your upper body, your spiritual body. You are trying to make sense of it. You are trying to “fix” your body. Don’t “fix” it. Celebrate it. Enjoy it. Be in love with all of your life.
“Let reality govern your every thought. It is the positive. Stay always in the positive and you will call your diamonds [light in the cells] home. Your atoms, your atomic particles are full of love-light. You are home when you are in love-light. Yes, the sex is the problem. You have known this for many years and have tried to write about it, define it, explain it to yourself and to others. This effort is holding back your hugs. It is an attraction to the earth body that is not complete yet. There is more “earth” in them than light. You are to move your consciousness of the light DOWN into the earthy particles that are lonely and separated from the wholeness. 'Let reality govern!' The love-light in the physical body is seeking your love and your acceptance. It wants to move to higher ground. It is seeking love-light. It is attracted by the love-light in your upper realms. It wants MORE! Allow your love to encapsulate or go down – consciously go down - into the dense physical without losing your spiritual connection. Repeat that sentence. Allow your love to encapsulate into the physicality without losing its spirituality. Explain this."
(Me:) And so I understand that the whole purpose of the human experience is to connect the spiritual with the PHYSICAL body. It was always my goal to connect with my body but I wasn’t very good at it. I kept soaring upward to the higher realms, the realms of light where I was first taken when kundalini awakened so long ago. I relied on the upper realms to save me and pull me back up to itself. In other words, to escape the physical, or overcome it somehow. The breakthrough came thru the DK books and teachings. Now I see, sense, feel, or perhaps CONNECT is the better word for it, the understanding that light is not only above but also below. The light is stuck in my physical body like little diamonds of sparkly fire, and they are ALL OVER! Not just below the diaphragm but above the diaphragm as well, in my dense physical heart, dense physical throat, head and brain. These little diamond cores of love-light are everywhere and in everything physical, in all form life, in people everywhere, my husband, in aliens from other worlds, in planets, trees, animals, my computer, home devices like refrigerator, furniture, car, stores and shops, everything. It is THIS physical world that is my reality and I am here to resuscitate and rejuvenate it SIMPLY by acknowledging its presence. Recognizing it. Being grateful for this experience of awakening to it. Remembering the light in all things physical. It is a profound FACT. Thus I lift it, redeem it, and my own sparkles of light cry in joy and I feel the joy in me. The love in me. The light in me is mine, they are my children. They come in the form of living electrons. The masters teach this. The light is the atoms in my body, the atomic structure of my body, and as long as I am unaware, my light remains locked and frozen in me, imprisoned due to my ignorance, due to my failure to know. I was not connected, not informed, I didn't realize. Now I am realizing and talking about it. I am my own savior of my own heart, my body, my soul and my life.
During the Torus breath I have been gradually seeing this. Understanding has been building in me. It has taken awhile. It is not a one-time practice. It takes lots of focus time. Each time I open inner doors a bit more. When I’m doing the Torus breath I consciously imagine going down into the earth and rising up the central etheric column of the spine. While I am down in the density of earth I am increasingly aware of little flashing lights, "my" light that has been catacombed, buried and entombed in the earth along with old cadavers of mine after death. Living diamond light that cannot die, not ever, because they are the eternal light of source. They were also buried in the earth along with my dead bodies, past lives. These little diamond lights are mine, they have my signature in them. I have lived before here on this planet and abandoned them when I died and left them unrecognized. Now I am recognizing them and calling them to me. It is a natural calling. I do not know I am calling them but I was ready to see this after long years of practice. My deeper mind is opening.
With the Torus breath I see these little lights attracting my attention and they flow to me and attach to me go with me up through the central channel of the spine. The spiritual path is directly to the top of the crown and out. The Torus breath is a technique being taught today. It has been handed down. There are many techniques handed down. They are not "woo-woo" techniques. They are solid techniques that matter, involving MATTER. They are the intelligence of our real self coming down closer into matter, into density, closer to the physical properties. It is done thru practice. These techniques help us get in touch with our solid body, our physicality, and our emotionality that has been locked up and stuck in our subconscious. We are destined to bring the subconscious into full consciousness. When we are ready. When we ask for new techniques. Our beautiful senses then open and download new information into our daily reality life - the life we are living now. We are on the road to becoming the divine physical body - and be able to FEEL divine! I am gathering my light particles now. I am calling them Home to me by way of my awareness. I am higher awareness going DOWN into my lower awareness and melding the high and low together. Home is where the heart is. The physical heart is the bridge between the higher light in us, the ideal dreams in us, and the lower light in us, the uncomfortable and sickish feelings in us.
As I do my conscious breath work and visualize while physically exercising, I picture myself down there in the heavy denseness of Mother Earth, calling to them and gathering them to me, these little flashes of living diamond light here and there, and they answer my call that I don't know I'm making. It is a natural, automatic calling and an automatic gathering and lifting up through the spinal column, for they are aspects of ME! My own awareness calls to them and attaches to them and brings them up with me. They inspire me and infuse me. They attach to me and soar up the central channel as ME! as I continue conscious visualization.
On the way home the other day I found myself telling Doug about the kundalini and my going into the light. What started this conversation I can’t remember now, but suddenly there was a download of fiery speech coming thru me telling Doug about it and he listened. He said, “Well, I hope you’re right. I hope there is some sort of sexual lovemaking and I said, “Oh, yes! Definitely! And I told hm more about the galactic life on other planets, how there is definitely lovemaking there. It’s ALL about love, in all forms and aspects, and that kundalini is the evolutionary force of love in people. Love is the ultimate melting pot. Everyone has the seed of love in them. It is expressed thru ALL aspects of life, from teaching to warring and science. It is the evolutionary force. We call it kundalini, but it is really the Mother of all creation.
There are words other than kundalini, but this is the one I learned. Love is the reason we strive for betterment. And I told him that I was fortunate that it happened in the presence of my sister Shirley because she knew what was going on in me. She saw me jumping up and down and she waited until I returned from being "gone into the light". She gave me the word, “kundalini”, which I didn't know about. If I had had kundalini awaken in me without knowing this word, I wouldn’t have known how to search for more information. We need WORDS! Words are how we communicate with our physicality, our reality. We do it with our brain. And the brain distributes the knowledge to the rest of our body via the blood, and to the more solid aspects of our body, which has been left out. Our lower body desperately wants and needs the light, conscious recognition, stillness of mind and body in deep relaxation.
We need “words” to define what’s going on inside of us. We are SPIRITS, non-physical intelligences living in hard physical bodies. Imprisoned in a sense. We need words and they come in the form of wisdom and the light of knowledge. We are bringing forth non-physical knowledge to our hard bodies thru subtle feelings and mental telepathy. We are communicating thru meditation and quiet times between spirit and matter. It’s very subtle, very refined. The meaning of occult is subjective. It is a sensing. There are no words in sensing, so we need to interpret thru the brain via WORDS. In the higher realms it is done thru thought alone, mental telepathy. This is what I’m learning from DK’s writings - how to meld non-physical spirit with solid matter.
2/26/24 - Master DK on Anxious Thoughts
A conversation with Master DK last month: Dear Master Djwhal Khul, I ask your advice and counsel. I have so many anxious thoughts. I don’t know how to work with them.
A: Integrate them, my dear. [Q: How? Please give me direction.] A: Allow your mind to dwaddle. It is breaking thru long-held systems and doesn’t know what to do. You are caught between your mind breaking up these old illusions and thought patterns, and your holy divinity, which you are. You know. But your old mental belief system is breaking up. The posting you did yesterday is apt for you. You said it well with your words. Again, I say, allow your mind to go thru its process. It is dying and fading. Allow it its processing. It is a living being. It WAS a living being for a time. Its time is over now. Allow it to pass peacefully. Love it. Tell it, “Thank you for serving me.” It is well to give gratitude to those who have served you. Their time with you was valuable. It helped you to have an experience that you could not have in the bliss state of divine consciousness and splendor. We are truly grateful for the time allotted to us who make the downward journey into physical sentience where we can enjoy the fruits that grow on trees of our own knowledge. You yourself are a tree in full bloom of knowledge from galactic worlds which you do not remember with your mind, but your tree of life grew firm and tall and strong thru sentient life of many planets, fathered and mothered by many suns. You have grown deep and wise and comfortable in your SELF, for you are a child of God, of Creator, and you are one of the wise ones. You are an elder. You have forgotten temporarily, but you are remembering. Ascension is a unique and individual process for you alone to go thru your OWN remembering process. Allow your mind, your own mental construct, your own personality for this world, this life, this journey, to fade now and you will remember why you chose to come.
[Q: I have wanted to host a gathering of other sentient beings, is that a product of my fading mind? I can’t decide if it is the REAL me or a figment of desire from the past. Can you tell me about this?]
You must discover this for yourself, my dear. It is your soul who is guiding you. It is neither left nor right, but the powerful togetherness of both, perhaps. Do you not also think that? To bring the desire built out of many past lives, and the forever divine nature of a kind and loving God to integrate these natures? These desires? The broken dreams of the past are fragments of attempts by a gracious, compassionate God. You who failed but who tried and could not make it to the manifestation stage - now perhaps you can! I believe you can, my dear. It is in your hands. It is in your will. It is in your heart. Be well, my dear. Be safe. Be kind and gentle with your fading mental body. Give it love of the eternal everlasting kind. It is a beautiful mind. Go now and pick up the pieces that are shattering, with loving hands and fingers and hold them to your open heart and offer them to the universal mind - the Father-Mother God of all that is, infinitely creating from broken dreams. Expand on their previous attempts, raising them higher and higher. This is a world of magnificent creators, every one. I will end this now so you may prepare for your hospital procedure in peace. May God-Goddess bless you my lovely child. You are a dear to my heart and soul. I am with you always. I AM you and you are me. We are one as all are one. (Thank you, dear, dear Master, I love you. Thank you.)
[Another question popped up after the above faded away. How and why do energies back up in the legs and feet and head? Where does this energy come from?]
A: It is the life energy. As long as you are conscious you are aware of sensation. You feel your life energy moving thru the substance of your physical body. YOU are consciousness. YOU are aware. As long as you are awake you feel sensations but when you go to sleep you become unconscious. You are no longer aware of sensation. Your senses don’t register. When you are awake you need to move. Rest, periodically, yes, but you need to move. Imagine being restrained by some outside force, pinned down or tied up. You would become very uncomfortable. When an arm or leg goes to sleep when it has been pinned down, you have to move it to get the blood flowing again, and the life force moving.
[Q: But where does this life force come from?]
A: Where indeed? It comes from the first root chakra, the tail bone chakra, which is a male energy, being will power, strength, courage and determination to be here. It gathers force from the earth and sky and feeds it to the second chakra, which is a feminine chakra, a loving, nurturing, sensitive energy which seeks oneness with all. (End of conversation, it was a rather rapid exchange of information done quickly.]
2/20/24 - Soul mates
The following is a quote from the book I'm reading: "Anna, Grandmother of Jesus". by Claire Heartsong, available on Amazon. She was a physical immortal and tells her story. She lived 600 years in the same body and reveals how she did that. After several hundred years, looking like a young woman, she gave birth to the one called Mother Mary who gave birth to Jesus. For those who can't believe,, too bad for you! Perhaps it is time to get with the new empowerment teachings. You may be missing a part of life that is very important to understand. Many of us are tuning in. Yes, it is blowing our minds, but it is backed by ancient science. SO much ancient history is now coming to light through the channeling of people no different than you and me. We are ordinary and so was Anna. I am urged to share (copy) what Anna says about soul mate relationships. This is just a few excerpts. Anna says...
"Soulmates, like divine complementary mirrors, perfectly reflect your consciousness in every moment. Sometimes the reflection may express as the opposite polarity from the one that you are consciously experiencing, but what you perceive is still mirroring your energy, which is expressing through the same resonance. You attract these experiences so that both of you can be conscious of your subconscious or shadow material. Then you have the opportunity to harmonize and balance the polarities within self as well as those that emerge within the chemistry of your combined relationship.
"Soulmates are not liimited to sexually intimate relationships. They can be relatives, teachers, friends, and even enemies. Always, they come into your life, and you into theirs, at the perfect time when your soul desires accelerated growth and healing of separation consciousness. Because there is so much love between you on a soul level, your souls agree before you incarnate that you will find one another and that you will play the most approprirate roles in your life's dramas.
"These relationships prepare each of you for your highest empowerment and destiny. Sometimes those roles are very loving and harmonious. Sometimes there can be extreme suffering. Nevertheless, the ultimate purpose of soulmate relationships is to enter into a divine relationship in which the self is at first mirrored. Then once clarified through forgiveness and compassionate love, the Beloved who has always been present is revealed. Through self-knowledge and self-empowerment gained in conscious relationship, each soul remembers how to be present for both self and the perceived other.
(Skipped a paragraph)
"I could go on and on about the empowerment that comes through conscious, sacred relationship with the whole of life, which by the way, is constantly immersed in the free-flow of divine sexual expression. Indeed, I have come to celebrate all life as sexual! Human sexuality, when it is consciously and compassionately expressed through an awakened heart, becomes a powerful spiritual path in which you may come to know your Self as the Love, Lover, and the Beloved."
2/17/24 - Inner energy practices
Inner energy practices on a daily basis help shift focus from depending on the outer world for emotional upliftment and fulfillment, to the inner world of feeling love, peace, comfort and a positive attitude. It draws on inner love which is housed in every cell of the body. With practice we don't require another person to give us love, we have it all within. Mystics are the proof that it can be done alone, with or without a partner. Nurturance comes from within.
There are many books on the market today with really good techniques to sample and try out. The one that I have been reading supports what I've been doing over the years. I keep forgetting and need constant reminders, which is why I keep reading what attracts my attention. Distractions affect the nature of consciousness. It can pull it down or raise it up.
Love comes from within. Love is celestial, heavenly, divine and connected to the All-That-Is. Everyone is connected at the heart of life. All hearts are one. All hearts are attuned to celestial oneness. If we just remember to go silent and go within, into our own hearts and visualize, imagine, re-create the light of the sun in the heart - there is a noticeable calming effect. These are my words only. Others have their own words, different words, but at the heart of all beings there is the one connection of pure peace, joy, love and light. . Oneness, unity, joy, fulfillment, communication with higher beings or other beings, enlightenment, celestial love. There are many words to use but it's not the word itself, which is a limited focus on one particular energy, it's the desire behind the words that does the job of reaching and contacting and connecting with what is desired. It is subtle. The mind can remain silent - and should - because it's the silence and the desire to connect that does the job. This is a peaceful meditation, not one that is forced. It is done in a relaxed, dreamy state, where the mind becomes quiet and mellow. Imagine putting the mind outside on your left shoulder and tell it to be still.
This connection with the heart gives me a sense of being warmly embraced. There is something cozy and heart-warming. Celestial love are words that mean something to me so I may use them in the beginning of my meditation and then let them drift away. Everyone is a unique creator in his or her own domain. We each have a different history that is comfortable. We must use our own path to achieve the comfort, not try to switch or change. Words can be comforting, but they can also be distracting and cause discomfort.
I recommend spending at least 10 minutes at one sitting or lying down time to test the theory. See how much calmness it brings. Ten minutes is a good start. This is just one technique. There are thousands of techniques. One must try out a technique to see what it produces. Follow the good ones. Make them into a daily practice. Practice raises the vibration of the body. Raising the vibration means becoming more positive, feeling more loving, forgiving, more joyful, happy as a normal state of mind.
The absolute best technique for me is to start out using words and then dropping them as calmness enters. Then picturing the sun shining in my physical heart. The heart is a portal. As I picture the sun shining in my heart, the heart is pumping blood out to the rest of the body and it's carrying the energies of the sunlight out with it. It is a science but of the metaphysical kind. As you practice this type of work on a regular basis, you begin opening doors to deeper truths. Daily practice deepens the study of inner energy exercises. You begin to receive inner revelations that expand your knowledge and understanding. You are taught by God.
Imagine yourself as a child, innocent, care-free, wonder-struck by the world of variety, and you are joyful and laugh a lot because it's so much fun. Life is fun. Be a child again. Reconnect with your inner child and let the love build and grow from within, meaning your sense of playfulfness, freedom, happiness, laughter, light-heartedness. As a child you are taken care of by parents, sheltered, fed, clothed and nourished. As an aging adult, the same sense of security and peace will emerge gently into conscious awareness. Peace. No one is demanding anything from you because you are still a child in your consciousness and your heart. No one can rattle your senses or shock you when you are embraced by the celestial love that you, yourself, have cultivated within your own consciousness. Find that inner child – the one you disconnected from when you became an adult and stopped being in love and wonderment with life.
2/14/24 - Happy Valentine's Day - Remember the Love!
There is a most interesting book on my book shelf which I cannot remember when I bought it. I was led to pick it up two days ago and start reading it. It is a miracle that has landed on my doorstep. It is opening doors like crazy. It is automatic. I don't have to do a thing. Just read it. The celestial light and love waft right out of the pages like perfume. It is called "Anna, Grandmother of Jesus". It was channeled directly by Anna herself thru Claire Heartsong. For those on the spiritual path it is a recommended reading. It is a history of the divine feminine legacy of Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Jesus and the Grandmother who started it all. It is profound.
The divine feminine has been making a comeback in recent years. Actually one could leave off the word "divine" and simply say "feminine" in truth, for the feminine side of life is half of this world's polarized belief system, and the masculine is the other half. We live in a world of dualities where there is an opposite to everything. Anna reveals the oneness that lies BEHIND every opposite in existence. She represents the Mother in her deeply personal story about herself and her life on earth. Every word is a word filled with perfume of elegance and understanding. It seems to come from the highest of the highest point possible. The highest source, and she reveals in her own way the beautiful fact that every human being is full of this celestial light and love.
Her story is personal, human, and she does not leave out the painful parts, but rather does not dwell on them. There is too much of the higher story to relate to the reader, and she moves on to tell it. About how the light within us has been fragmented, cut down, dosed out, switched off and how we are here to re-ignite it. She helps us to re-ignite our light for it has been masked and covered over with lifetimes of forgetfulness. This light is now being uncovered by such sources as Anna and others. She lived as an immortal in an earth body, and gave birth to the one we call Mother Mary today, who then gave birth to Jesus. And how that lineage started with one lone woman living amongst the disciplined Essenes in Judea.
This book can be found on Amazon. It is not too expensive.
Not only have I uncovered this long-lost book from my book shelves, but I have discovered other sources thru Anna. One is about the DNA and helping your body to heal itself by looking into the genetics, the genome of your ancestral DNA. The author of the book "The DNA Way" is Kashif Kahn. Mr. Kahn presents a semi-metaphysical peek into the "light" of the body (as I see it) which he calls the "codes" of the body, and gives ideas how to make corrective changes in your life to correct problems such as ill health or bad behavior. It is very interesting. I will post a Ted Talk on TODAY'S POSTS so you can link into it. This information is bound to be discredited by those who are firmly fixed in the world's current belief system. But for those who are eagerly researching and reaching beyond the firm and fixed science to what draws them higher and further, this may be an exciting discovery.
That's all for today. In closing, please remember to love YOURSELF. You are the only one that you are here to serve, to nurture, to inspire, to fulfill and to re-create love within and around your environment to please yourself. Stabilize yourself by loving every object you pick up - telephone, pen, keyboard, car keys, child, husband, wife. Hold and cherish this person or object and radiate it as you walk alone in the pasture, as I do. Send it to Father-Mother Sun. By doing this, you are being kind to YOURSELF. For as you give, you receive back in multliple ways. By giving, you open the flow. See that the door stays open.
Sit in the sun and breathe "Thanks You's" toward Father Sun and receive Father Sun's rays back again, into your heart, mind and body. Link yourself up to that which is beyond the physical world's fixed and limited belief system, for that is how we grow happier, more pleasurable, more comfortable, more solid in our body, mind and skin. And more loving to those we live with. Keep focusing on the light ABOVE you, above your head. Picture a sun above your head, I think of it about 11,000 feet, as the Masters said, but it can be anywhere you choose to place it. That sun is a bright pure perfect celestial "genome" - your personal genome with your personal name on it, up there in the open space of the sky. It is connected to forever and therefore drawing on infinity, and it is shining directly down through the crown of your head because it has your name on it. It comes straight down through your crown to your brain, throat, heart, abdomen, pelvis, legs, feet, and into the very heart of mother Earth. Mother Earth receives your beautiful light with your name on it, because she is expecting you. For she is connected to infinity and she knows all. When she receives your conscious connection of "thank you, Mother", she then sends it back up to you and through your feet into your body as you inhale and exhale. You draw Mother Earth in with every CONSCIOUS breath. Be aware. Be attentive. Be conscious. Breath through your feet. Imagine nostrils in the bottom of both feet. Open your nostrils and BREATHE!
When in doubt or confusion, stop and imagine the sun above your head in the sky. Take a moment to connect. Imagine a connection. Tune in and listen. Follow the logic and common sense of this, the highest degree of intelligence, love and light you can muster. It is there for you. This is your own personal golden thread to follow. As you imagine it, it is imagining you. Your higher self light is connecting with you at the same time. This is the golden thread connecting into to you. Follow the golden thread. The highest morality, the highest ethic, the highest truth, the highest way. It will lead you thru the moment.
It is a moment-to-moment journey that we are on, each one of us. There is no "safe place" to land or to find or to discover. We each build it as we go, out of the golden strands of that elegant magnificent golden rope that is connected to your own personal sun in the sky. It is referred to as the silver cord. Yes, it could be seen as silver. Bless you. Love to you on this Valentine Day - now Evening!
2/10/24 - The seven approaches of love open the chakra gates
The seven chakras are actually gates to higher consciousness. As we learn how to manifest and express love in our life, the chakra gates open automatically. Love EXPRESSED is what opens them. Every one of the dimensions is governed by love. If we have not been taught how to express love in all circumstances, the chakra gates do not open easily. We have been given many words pertaining to love, kindness and good will, and we've been taught many techniques, how to use textures, sounds, touches, and develop understandings, colors, energies and perspectives. But we tend to get lost in our head, intellectualizing. It's really all about loving feelings. If we could only make it simply about loving feelings, we could manifest miracles. It all boils down to love. Love is all there is.
Over the years I have been given many slants and ideas, teachings about this, by the Master Djwhal Khul. He is an excellent teacher. But he cannot change my perspective. How I see things is up to me. He can only give me information, then I have to apply it. As I get closer to understanding about love, I realize that these chakras that everyone talks about are really all different aspects of Love. Everything we do is an aspect of love. There is also an aspect called "not love", which takes a downward turn into negativity. But it comes from Source creator and Love is all there is. It is what we DO with it that manifests into the physical reality and environment we live in. It's all made of love thru different eyes, opinions and perspectives. But in the end there is nothing but love.
Today I posted in Today's Posts, an article I ran across by a great being named Atmar. I haven't seen any former reference to this great being before, but a well-known channel (Jahn J. Kassl of Germany) channeled the article. Atmar speaks about Love which has clicked into my perspective today. Love is all there is. We are made of love. The seven flames, the seven colors, the seven attributes and gifts from the Father-Mother God are all different perspectives of loves. This is being confirmed by Atmar. The seven planes of existence for us in our reality, are all different aspects and perspectives of love. With this understanding, we can experiment with reshaping our world reality through feelings of love. Feelings of being fulfilled, abundant, comfortable, happy, at peace and cozily nestled into our rightful place in the world. We can bring Home down to earth. The plan is to unite heaven and earth as one. As above, so below.
An interesting thing happened for me this morning. As I was focusing on building my auric field around me as a sphere of light, I imagined my central spinal column as a hollow tube being filled with dazzling radiating white light. A hollow tube filled with sparkling iridescent light. As I continued focusing on this, along with the seven rays of light intermingling in it - a process that takes awhile - it culminated in a mystical experience of being totally fulfilled and of being in the heavens, at peace, at Home with celestial friends and family. This was amazing, the first time of being Home while still on earth, and feeling totally complete inside the celestial spacious mansion of Father-Mother God Source's heart. Words of course don't do it justice, but I record it here because it was the first time I felt the beautiful warm embrace of supreme contentment and peace.
As I understand it, the light flows down from higher dimensions step by step to increasingly lower dimensions. As the particles of conscious light descends, they become closer and closer together, so they are touching shoulders. As if jammed into a box. The Masters call these conscious particles of light "electrons" and they are here to serve the guiding force of the creator gods (we humans). As the little electrons become closer and closer together, pushed together, they begin rubbing against one another, eventually they take the shape they are ordained to become - the shape of our organs, skin, blood, bone and other tissues. This is done under the greater guidance of magnificent creator beings. As the light particles become more densely packed together, they have sensations. They feel loving. They become love. When light particles are free in space (I imagine) they are not rubbing shoulders. But when they come\ closer and closer together, as they would descending down into denser dimensions, they become sensual. They become loving. They become solid light particles clumped together to form heart, lungs, brain, stomachs and other organs.
Light is information. Pure and perfect information from Source, but when unified together and touching closely together, I imagine they can't help but feel the love, for they are already perfection and purity to begin with, floating free in space. This I learn from the Masters' teachings. The light particles don't become pressed together until they descend in density, crowded together, drawn down thru a tunnel or a funnel, as the Masters have described it. They are squeezed together like too many people on an elevator. The light particles become enamored with each other and fall in love with each other. They are one and the same: Love and Light go together.
Well, that's just an imaginative story on my part, but I experienced it this morning. A vision of my higher self accompanied it, a beautiful blue angelic being who actually held a magic wand in her hand. But I don't want to get too carried away into the magic of heaven. I would rather stay with the technique. Even as human beings, when we come too close together, we can't help but fall in love - or repulsion, as the case might be. Because love is inside us. We were made of love. The seven chakras are simply different perspectives of love, or different ways that love is applied. We are all so different and unique in our makeup. The seven rays have been called the rainbow rays, as taught by the Masters, also called the Antahkarana, the rainbow bridge to heaven. These seven attributes are what we are made of, that we are destined to externalize and express in our daily lives, namely:
The first ray is blue for will power. To have the will power and courage to love. The second ray is pink for love. To have and enjoy the reverence and devotion to love. The third ray is gold for enlightened intelligence. To have and enjoy the wisdom and discernment to love. The fourth ray is white for purity and perfection. To hold and enjoy the purity and perfection of love. The fifth ray is green for truth, science and healing. To hold and enjoy the truth of love for it is a science and it can heal all. The sixth ray is ruby flecked with gold for peace and comfort. To enjoy the peace and comfort of love. The seventh ray is violet for freedom. To have and enjoy the freedom to love.
2/9/24 - Allowing the light to descend into the physical body
Two nights ago I sat before St. Germain and asked for assistance for my dizziness. His response was that I’m trying too hard to stay in the physical body. I have been following instructions from the Master DK, who is guiding me. So now I have a new thought. I understand there are constant changes. Nothing ever remains the same during these ascension times. We are each on our own, trying to figure out what to do next. So I understood this new piece of information. By following outdated instructions of trying to stay in the physical body I am resisting the move into the planes of higher, freer, more loving, more accepting, more peaceful way of life of the higher planes. So I went to sleep on that note, thinking to change my routine next day. Instead of following the exercise program I’ve been working on, the next morning I communed with my Higher Self and turned my day over to the freer, more loving, more spontaneous, go-with-the-flow of my Higher Self. I asked it to make decisions for me. I turned away from my ego mind, which is a limited mind always trying to stay in control by keeping me focused on detail stuff. It keeps me from expanding. So I began my day two days ago moving with the more natural forces of spontaneity, not trying to direct my actions. I skipped the pills again and stopped worrying about following the doctor’s orders. I skipped the pills yesterday too, because the dizziness was so bad, but I was worried that I’m doing something wrong. Am I hurting myself? I have no one to ask.
Yesterday morning I asked the Master DK because the dizziness was SO bad. It was a quick question, on the run because I’m working the house. “What can I do? I’m so dizzy!” He answered “Live thru it, dear. You have to live thru it.” I said, “OK, then, I will! I will live thru it and be in joy and light-hearted and happy about it then!” A feeling of something clicking-in when I made that statement to myself. I am sure that my Higher Self was the one who responded. I gave all decision-making over to my higher Presence and my higher mental body earlier. And DK said, “Yes! Exactly! Good for you. Be in joy, be in happiness – and thoughts came pouring into me – “Share it Share the happiness, share the joy, the excitement. The more you give out to others, the more will come back to you.” I must recycle joy and happiness instead of trying to do all of this alone by myself. I must not hold onto these inner revelations for I am doing the same kind of work that many others are doing. Share the process. Give the ideas out to others. Share the information. The more the merrier. Move them, keep this energy alive and active. Recycle the teachings and the awareness. Then there was a sudden release of dizziness and pressure in my head. It started to fade and the goosebumps and tingles went through me, which always indicates receiving a truth.
Last night I went to sleep holding a folded piece of paper in my hand. I had written a brief letter to Master DK asking, “Please, what can I do about this dizziness? What advice can you give me to help me? I am going crazy with this dizzy brain, not knowing what to do.” During the night last night I had dreams, but they were fragments, broken up, and they didn’t make sense. I couldn’t understand. Until later.
When I woke up this morning I lay there becoming aware of revelations being given to me. They came in the form of pictures. DK tried different analogies to show me something. Again fragments. Then finally a pipe, no, a hose or tube of water. The water is the light and life force coming down into me from above. I am the ground crew, low man on the totem pole. There is pressure coming down the hose from above and pressure down here below, in my body, of ancient origins. These two pressures, one, light, free, and easy flowing from above, and one encrusted and imprisoned down here below in my body, need to merge. They need to blend together in a nice, smooth, compatible way, so they can become one conscious light. These two sources of light are memories. They are knowledge that has been separated.
I am low man on the ground, I am operating the switches, levers, buttons and control mechanisms. My Higher Self is way over my head in higher planes. It is up to me on the ground to flip the switches for more light or less light. More pressure or less pressure. I am the only one who can do it since I am the one grounded and anchored to the earth and the earth body. It is up to me to shut down or open doors and let more light in. Because I was not aware, I did not control the “on-off” switches. Thus the dizziness and disorientation. The ones above in the light realms could not make the decisions for me, since they did not know when the discomfort started. When DK said, “You have to do it yourself” even he could not control the “on-off” switch to let the light flow or stop flowing.
The revelation I received last night is very helpful indeed. Information of such importance is not easy reading for those who are not prepared. I have been slowly preparing myself for this ascension process. The dizziness was a piece of added teaching that I needed. I am very grateful to the Masters for their help. Please know this: YOU CAN ASK FOR ADVICE! They won’t do it for you, but they can give some insight. It is our job as the ground crew controlling the switch for our own body, to be aware and to be ready to signal when it’s time to shut down the light. The light is knowledge. It is openness. It is spaciousness. It is freedom. But our bodies are not prepared for such vast openness, spaciousness and freedom. It’s too much for the old brain that has not been prepared. It creates pressure on the brain, on the head, and on the rest of the body too. Each body, each person is unique. Only WE can process these sensations ourselves, and open or close the valves to start or stop the flow. Oh, there is so much to learn!
Little by little we are growing more accepting of the new lighter energies. It is slowly infiltrating our mass consciousness, the planet itself. There are many lightworkers working through this process, but there are those who are only in the beginning preparatory stages. There are Masters here and also Galactics and Angelic guides and helpers. There are many helpers but WE are the only ones who can do this job of opening and closing the inner values. It is our DECISION. We must notice what is happening internally. That’s why I write about these things. Please feel free to contact me for more personal advice. Reach out to me through the CONTACT page in the menu. I am happy to respond as best I can.
Shutting down means taking a rest. When we are physically and mentally active during the day, performing our tasks of the day no matter what they are, the body is open to receiving more light and energy because it is moving. Moving allows the cells to be open and flexible. It also receives confusion, which is also present in the atmosphere. Our world is being riled up as it is being cleansed. It all depends on where we are located. Doug and I live out in the pasture lands of North Naples, Florida, but still there are pockets of contamination floating around. In the night last night I woke up to write a reminder note to myself - “Every hour – no, make that every 2 hours lie down and become still, to allow the body to fall back into place." The body needs to rest often in total stillness, both physically and mentally. No mind activities. Put the phone down and make still the mind. Let nature perform its duties of resting. Just 10 or 20 minutes every two hours. Then get up and move again. I did that today and IT WORKED! I felt so good this evening I made dinner the way I used to 3 years ago. I haven’t had the interest or the desire or the enthusiasm for three years, since all this started.
The resting time is a natural healing time for the physical, mental, emotional body. All aspects can flow smoothly back together again and be entirely united and at peace. Then get up and carry on with your day. Just 10 or 20 minutes or so. We are then adapting to the inflow of new light coming down the line. I saw beings pressing on the hose above me and others down below feeling the adjustment and co-responding. There is a coordinated effort going on here, that we are not aware of. The elemental beings that are alive and functioning in our physical bodies are maintaining the life force for us. We don’t have to “think” about breathing or shutting down or getting up or moving our limbs. The little elementals are conscious, intelligent beings that empower our muscles, nerves, blood, organs, everything physical. Allow these little elementals to rest and bring our bodies back to normal functioning again. Those above us on higher planes feed the light and memories (they are our own unique memories coming down the line to us) and those below in our bodies receive the light, but “too much too soon” causes pressure on the brain. Allow the back and fill time. The little elementals in our body cells will signal to the higher elementals to release the pressure when it is time. It must be done slowly and carefully and with coordination. There is need for more light to come into the body, but it has to be measured and done carefully. The allegory as I saw it in my vision was that it was “water” coming down a hose. And there is a need to stop the water (the light) from flowing when it builds up to be too much for the body to handle. Rest and allow the body to adapt and adjust, to allow the new light and cosmic memories to enter into the brain. We then enjoy downloads of information we did not have before. This is our expansion of consciousness. (The end. Thank you, DK!)
2/5/24 - The importance of will power
Being comfortable is nice. Being comfortable in my skin is what I have always used to guide me. If I felt comfortable in my skin and in my mind, I felt I was on the right path. It simply felt good. But somewhere along life's path I began to understand that I needed to develop will power. This took a long time. Being comfortable and following my heart was all that I knew. It was my nature. I was a feminine creature, after all. I had always seen will power and assertiveness as a man thing. It was DK, my beloved mentor, guide and friend that began feeding me information in a way that I could accept it. It was now a more mature time in my life and I needed to either learn how to use will power to keep going, or give up the ghost and let myself fade away like so many older folks.
As a student of metaphysics and with a wonderful spiritual guide nudging (the Master Djwhal Khul), I began learning about will power in my later years (in my 80's). I have been transformed by the use of will power and I can't say enough about it. This is only a brief introduction. The importance of will power is shown in the order of which it is presented. It is the first of the seven gifts imprinted into us as baby spirit sparks when we reach the point of wanting to leave the compound and venture further out. It is the first God power we are given to support us on our journey in down into physical sentient life. We are required to go to school before we can leave the safe warm nest of Home with our Father-Mother Source Creator parents. This information has been presented by the Ascended Masters but has been kept to mystery school teachings, so not many people get to learn about it.
We were given seven powers to keep us on the right track when we left home and went out into the darkness. These powers are part of our makeup. We cannot lose them but we can forget about them if they are not brought to our attention by teachers. And you know, here on earth we are not taught about our celestial beginnings so we do not get these teachings early in life. Our inner powers have been shut down by our distraction on outer material forms and actions. We know these powers well, but we forget them when we are born here on Earth.
These seven powers are embedded into us early and become part of our soul if we want to leave home and go exploring. Those who don't want to leave home but would rather stay in the warmth of the parent's home, do not have these powers imprinted. They remain pure white light and serve on higher planes. For those of us who venture downward into physicality, these powers are known as chakras, which are like gates into higher dimensions . They open when we are ready. There are only seven main gates called chakras. In order, these powers as explained to us are: (1) will power, strength, courage and determination. (2) love, reverence, adoration and devotion. (3) enlightened intelligence, wisdom and discernment. (4) Purity, perfection and the immaculate concept. (5) Truth, science and healing. (6) Peace, comfort and ministration. (7) Freedom, mercy and forgiveness. These words are given by the Master DK.
Will power is the first power to be activated because we need the will power and courage to want to descend into physicality. Especially to Earth, it being such a low density planet. When the going gets rough, it is will power, strength, courage, tenacity and fortitude that takes us through to the end - not comfort. The other six powers are all part of will power. Each is part of the others. There is no separation. All seven are one and the same. It is just the way we use it or apply it that makes the difference. The other six powers are also present in will power.
The importance of will power became important to me on a personal level when, after a heart condition and hospital stay, I began to rest a lot. It was then that a sickish type of feeling would seep in when I rested too long. A certain amount of time was OK to rest, but beyond that I felt bad. It took will power, strength and fortitude to make myself get up and move. I had to do it. It made me feel better but I had to get beyond my usual comfort zone. I had never had to face that before. My younger healthier body didn't know about will power. I learned that my body was a conscious being separate from my mind. I had grown soft in my mind and had forgotten that it takes a will of steel to move a body when it's down. I took love, peace and comfort for granted. It was only then that DK's messages began to reach me about mental will power, using the mind to direct oneself into action. This is a masculine trait and I did not have it at first. I had to develop it. It took practice. The Master DK is a wonderfully enlightened guide. He has balanced his training for his students by integrating both masculine aspects and feminine aspects. Both are required, he says. I had to learn the use of will power. I had to become forceful with myself. No one else was going to do it for me. I had to do it myself.
The use of will power has served me well now for over three years. Between heart issues (a-fib), disorientation (I think caused by pharmaceuticals) and the isolation of the pandemic, I have become proactive, using masculine attributes of will power and strength. Not of my original nature! My male side is now assertive and a daily regimen of exercises similar to gentle yoga for my age is now producing results. It doesn't appear to matter the age of a body, it is capable of being resurrected.
Will power regenerates life when it is in danger of fading out and dying. We watch Star Trek. Seven of Nine is a good example of one who becomes a unique individual after being an automaton hooked into the hive mind. The implication is one must learn to become a self-motivator. In other words, one must learn new skills if they are to regenerate new life. I've had to develop a new skill and practice it. I have to remind myself that peace and comfort are not the only gifts of spirit, but they are one and may be enjoyed on the right occasion. It is important that I push myself beyond the comfort zone. There is a time for all things. Each power needs to be utilized to be fully activated. Today I have activated will power and am enjoying more strength and aliveness than I've had in years. There is renewed interest, excitement and a new career in the planning stage. Actively engaging with others is what keeps the life force flowing.
2/4/24 - About the two hearts - one in the chest and one in the pelvis
There are two hearts in the body: one in the chest and one in the geometric center of the body at the pelvis. You can measure from the tailbone to the top of the head and from the tailbone to the bottom of the feet, and you will discover they are approximately the same distance. The pelvic tailbone is the geometric center of the body. And then all of the spiritual teachers and masters refer to "the heart". I have been confused which one to focus on. I've been asking for clarification. Finally, after years of asking, I learned which “Heart” to focus on - the heart in the chest or the heart in the pelvis? The information came forth yesterday. Now I understand. I want to share it here.
The tailbone chakra in the pelvis is the God flame. It is the same I AM in everyone. It is the one connection that draws all into oneness, except we don't know about it. It is somethin that I have been shown and taught for many years by the Masters. Everyone carries Father Source energy as Oneness in their crystal ball at the pelvis, nestled perfectly in the cradle of the pelvic bones just above the coccyx, called the tailbone. I saw it myself during a transcendental meditation back in the early days. Everyone and everything has this crystal ball embedded in the center of its physical form. Even the minerals, grass, rocks, plants, trees, birds, animals, insects, fish, humans, galactics, everyone who is in a sentient separated form. It is the only way life can enter into an otherwise dead physical form. There must be a package of “God” embedded inside it to give it life and it is implanted at the geometric center. The form is built around it. This is the battery of life for the physical form. The heart in the pelvis carries the I AM Oneness. The Father source. We call it the Mother flame because once it is closed about by a form it is the mother that now nurtures that form and cradles it with love and feeds it with life.
The experience of descending into physical or sentient form requires awareness to descend down, step by step through denser and more concrete layers to the lowest density possible. This lowest density appears to be a solid physical substance but it really isn’t. The levels of consciousness simply become tighter and narrower, smaller and more focused on detail so that they literally rub shoulders. The particles of light rub shoulders with each other, they are that close and no longer floating free as they do in the vastness of space and higher dimensions. The pure consciousness that resides in the cradle of the pelvic bones is Source itself - Father god. It is confined now inside what appears to be a solid form which it built for itself by itself. This is how Father Source creates, manifests, its creation. It is now referred to as Mother God because it nourishes the form and guides it as a unique individual, separate from the onenss. It will become it’s own intelligent, reasoning being, yet it will always be a part of the God consciousness. The Mother God in the pelvic cradle nourishes and feeds the material body with life and cradles it with love and caring by guiding it through instinct and inner warm heart feelings. The God flame within guides thru instinct and love, the one who is now called a soul. The soul begins to have individual experiences as it grows up in a solid form from babyhood to boyhood to adulthood and old age under the guidance of the Mother flame in the pelvic cradle.
The physical heart in the chest cavity has a different role to play in its life as a human being. It is located in the chest cavity of the human being. There are 3 densities called dimensions BELOW the physical heart. The heaviest and densest is at the tail bone. A less heavy density is at the sacrum enlightening the lower abdomen and lower back. An even less density is at the solar plexus region below the physical heart.
There are 3 higher densities ABOVE the physical heart. The first one above the heart is the throat. Above the throat is the head center localized at the pituitary gland. Above the pituitary is the crown, localized at the pineal gland. The physical human heart is located between the lower densities and the higher densities on the spinal column. The lower densities draw from the earth energy; the higher densities draw from the celestial energies. The soul draws on both heaven and earth for its conscious awareness. This allows for evolution of consciousness. Conscious awareness grows. Consciousness is its “food” and nourishment. Earth is a low-density planet. Its vibrations are very low compared to other planets. Many other planets are of higher awareness and have more light and sophisticated knowledge. The soul on Earth grows into a unique individual by having unique experiences in a world of bumping into others and comparing notes with others. But all the while, deeply embedded inside itself, Father God Source is the one having the experience. We just don’t know that. We think we are separate. And indeed we are separate for as long as we are in a physical body. At death we remember where we came from and we, as consciousness, return to the heavenly realms to rejoin family, friends, teachers and guides and enjoy being back in the heart of source where we are greatly loved.
Because we have stepped away from the vast oneness of a loving family, we are aware only that we are separate and loneliness is a natural by-product of an earthly life. This is the making of a unique individual. But all along our journey as a soul, God the Father Source is at the heart of our being. We ARE God the Father having a unique and separate experience. The soul (who is really Father God) is conscious and aware and has experiences but it has forgotten. It has amnesia. The veil covers its awareness but then it begins to grow in awareness as a result of being a separate human being. It learns thru trial and error the ways of love, wisdom, truth and purity. It moves up to higher awareness through inner intuition and doors in the chakra system open and allow new awareness to flood into the mind. Thus we enter the higher dimensions step by step. Or maybe he/she doesn’t move upward right away. Maybe he/she decides to stay at a lower level for a longer time. Regardless, he/she will learn because it will bump into unpleasant situations and learn thru harsh experience. It evolves and matures either quickly or slowly, depending on choices made from love or refusal to love. Love is the guiding light.
All the while it is the ONE God, the Father-Mother Source of all that is having the experience. The vast universal mind sees thru the eyes of the soul, each plant, animal and creature it embodies thru. God the Father lives in all beings. God is the one having the experience, but the illusion is that it is separate and unique. What we call soul. The heart in the human chest has a unique role to play due to its location in the body. It is located along the central channel of the spinal column between the pelvis and the crown. It is the separation point between heaven and earth. Where God the Father enters the body from above, God the Mother enters upward from the earth. When the soul’s awareness grows and blossoms into the heart center, it experiences the loving meeting of the Father with the Mother, and a wonderful celebration takes place. It is a spiritual awakening. One does not understand with the brain, but a wonderment of joyful feeling takes place. The Father comes down from above, the Mother as soul comes up from the feet thru the pelvic cradle and heaven and earth enjoy the mystical marriage.
The Father Source in heaven has never been incased in a body, where the Mother God has been encased. She as the soul consciousness is ecstatic when she reconnects with Father God for she is he and he is she. They are the Source. The soul is the child growing between them. They are both feeding and nourishing the child soul, born from their separate union. Now they are back together again in their heavenly home and they watch their child mature into an adult god itself. The soul is still in an earth body. It is mortal but the new enlightenment causes changes to take place and a new era begins for this soul as it becomes a baby Christ.
We call God the Father Source by many names. The names tend to confuse us, but the Father Source that is held in the crystal ball in the pelvis is also God the Father playing the role of Mother as it feeds life to the physical body, now operating as a soul. The physical body is a created effect or product of God the Father and God the Mother. This soul gathers memories and wisdom as it grows thru many lifetimes. When the meeting takes place between heaven and earth, when balance is achieved, a new brilliance takes place. A flash of knowing and instant memory of Home floods the soul. This is the birth of what is called “the Christ”. It is a consciousness blend between earth and heaven.
The Christ has been called a mediator by formal religions, for it knows both heaven and earth and can draw on both energies, high and low, to perform miracles. The soul, now on an enlightened spiritual journey, remains in an earth body to continue its learning how to be a young god or goddess. It is not the end of the journey, but rather a new beginning. There is more to enjoy as an earth being. When the consciousness of earth and heaven meet and explode in ecstasy and knowing, it is the beginning of paradise on earth. There is wonderment and pleasure beyond belief. The coming together of God the Father who is abstract and God the Mother who has been confined to care for an individual embodiment, is an amazing, brilliant, transcendental reunion of love beyond comprehension. I remember when it happened to me. And I still live in an earthly form with earthly experiences and frustrations too from time to time, but it is a charmed life. This is NOT supernatural! This is a natural evolutionary process. It is how life works.
In the Star Trek series, Seven of Nine represents the human who steps away from the allness or oneness (the hive mind is a rather negative connotation but....) it is an apt analogy for Seven becomes a unique individual by having her own separate experiences. The Star Trek series is a wonderful gift to us from higher galactics. Enjoy!
2/2/24 - Reach for the Light while staying rooted to the ground
After re-reading this 5-year-old channeling from my higher self (below), I have come into a greater realization. When the Ascendeds say go UP to the higher regions, as in reaching up for the light, they do not mean go up into the sky above our heads. We who are grounded on earth in time and space, interpret "going UP" to mean leaving our body and going up into the sky as a spiritual being, by thinking and visualizing up in the wild blue. At least that is how I have interpreted it. Lately however I've been coming into a deeper understanding. It has been a very slow learning for me. DK has been helping me all along. Now I am understanding that they who are ascended see things differently than we do, down here anchored to the ground. They mean go up in VALUE and in QUALITY and betterment. Specifically, DK has been teaching me NOT to go up into the sky but to remain in the body and, in fact, how to go DOWN into the Earth to connect with Mother Earth.
This has been terribly confusing to me, and I'm sure for others who read such material. We mortals are so accustomed to thinking linear and measure everything with a yardstick or a ruler. From our perspective standing on the ground, we are hooked into gravity forces. But those on higher planes are not confined to the earth and do not experience things as we do. That is what makes us so different. It has been difficult to talk with them because of this difference. But slowly I have come to see this truth. There has been a mis-translation. The Ascendeds do not see things as we do. In fact, they say that God has no idea what dark or evil or suffering is, for all is perfect from his point of view.
As you read the channeling from my higher self below, you might see it a little differently now. Try it out for yourself. Perhaps you will catch my drift. When they say go UP into the Light, consider that they mean go UP in nobility of thought, in dignity, in grace, in love, in freedom, in higher standards, higher kindness, higher mercy, higher vibration, higher purity, higher sparkle, higher happiness, higher transparency, higher compassion - yet while standing on the ground in your body. Not focusing "up there" above your body. You might be standing in the middle of an argument or a tense situation, or even in a physical battle. It is then that they advise us to go IN and UP. Turn your thoughts inward and re-focus your awareness. Go "up" in your own sense of dignity, kindness, compassion, or in some form of higher value and higher quality of life. It may be hard to do at first, but with practice a person CAN learn. We adapt to a better way and manage our emotioins better thru practice.
In this way, we bring to our physical life a sense of worth and a purpose that makes us feel good. This is how we evolve ourselves to a better, finer, more pleasurable, richer life, and enjoy the abundance of higher attractiveness and attraction. It is how humans grow wise. We install betterment wherever we go, thru our own efforts, and others wonder how we do it. It is an effort, believe me! But by bringing the light of our best and highest intentions, and folding it carefully into situations that we find ourselves in, is how we add love and harmony to the world. And sophistication. And warmth. And pleasure. By radiating our higher CONSCIOUS intentions into everday circumstances. Just ordinary, everyday activities. It is our way of harmonizing the world we live in.
Channeled from my higher self in 2019
"How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal, reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you, for, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is through giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you. Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly]
"Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection, like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating. You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms, you are none of these depressed things. You are perfect, complete and ascended.
"Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance. You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go IN and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplate your higher self and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others."
1/31/24 - Be kind to yourself as old ways shatter and break
There is a switchover taking place. It is not easily explained in words but a situation - a hospital procedure - comes along with deep anxiety and stress. I asked Master DK for some advice this morning about it and he said, "Be kind to the fading mind. It served you well. Allow your mind to process out as your divinity steps forward into view."
He continued to say, "Allow your mind to dwaddle in its way. It is the only way it knows. It is breaking thru long-held systems and doesn't know what to do. It has not been taught. Perhaps you can teach it a new, forgiving way. You are caught between your mind's cracking under a system that has been long held fixed and solid in place, and your holy pure clean transparent divinity which is the REAL you underneath. You know this. You are aware on a deep unconscious or semi-conscious level. It is becoming more apparent to you by the day. Your mental belief system is breaking up. Allow it. Allow your mind to go thru its process of dying and fading. Allow it its time to process. It is a living being. It WAS a living being. Its time is over now. Allow it to pass peacefully, with kindness. Love it as you would a long-time friend or family member. Tell it, "Thank you for serving me." Give gratitude to all who have served you. Their time with you was valuable. It helped you to have an experience that you could not have had in the heavens of divine splendor and exalted consciousness.
"We in the Master realms are truly grateful for the time allotted us who make the downward journey into physical sentience where we can enjoy the fruits that grow on the trees of our own knowledge. You yourself are a tree in full bloom of knowledge gained from galactic worlds which you do not remember. Your tree of life grew firm, tall and strong thru sentient lives on many planets, fathered and mothered by many suns. You have grown deep and wise and knowledgeable, for you are a child of God, of Creator. You are an elder. You have forgotten but you are now remembering.
"Ascension is a unique and individual process. You alone must go thru your own remembering process. Allow your mind, which was your own individual personality constructed for this world, its journey and its process of dying. Allow it to fade as you remember your longer history and why you came to be here. Be at peace with all that comes your way now, both the old and the new. You are part of the greater wisdom and the greater oneness. There is no "future" that is separate from you. There is constant evolution and enjoyment. There is nothing to "fear" because you are already here, solidly in place, in presence, in the body, in the vehicle which has been prepared for you, by you. You are learning to be the master of your life. Are you ready to step boldly forth as the Star Trek series encourages - to go where no one has gone before? Because you are doing it YOUR way? As an individual, not as part of a collective as Seven of Nine portrays. Breaking away from the collective is what we are here to do - to master the art of growing uniqueness and individual higher consciousness, not to follow the old regime of dullness and gray non-entities. Grow and blossom the fruits and flowers that are yours alone, as your divine nature has dreamed and seeded all along. Allow your dreams to prosper by giving them encouragement, love and gratitude, not worry and fear. Give them continual "Thank you's", that they continue to blossom and ripen into delicious fruit and beautiful flowers and pleasures for all to enjoy abundantly.
(Q: I have wanted to host a gathering of other sentient beings, is that a product of my fading mind? I can’t decide if it is the REAL me or a figment of desire from the past. Can you tell me about this?)
"You must discover this for yourself, my dear. It is your soul who is guiding you. Perhaps it is neither one or the other, but the togetherness of both. Do you not also think that? To bring the desires built out of many past lives, and the divine nature of a kind and loving God, to integrate these natures? These desires? The broken dreams of the past are fragments of attempts by a gracious, compassionate God. You who tried but failed to manifest those ideas, perhaps now you can! I believe you can, my dear. It is in your hands. It is in your will. It is in your heart.
"Be well, my dear. Be safe. Be kind and gentle with your fading mental body. Give it love of the eternal everlasting kind. It is a beautiful mind. Go now and pick up the pieces that are shattering, with loving hands and fingers and hold them to your open heart and offer them to the universal mind. The Father-Mother God of all that is, infinitely creating from broken dreams, expanding on previous attempts and raising them higher and higher. This is a world of magnificent creators, every one. May God-Goddess bless you my lovely child. You are a dear to my heart and soul. I am with you always. I AM you and you ARE me. We are one as all are one." (End)
1/30/24 - Grounding the ascension energies
This was inspired after a dream that was absolutely crazy, back some months ago. It's about the ascension symptoms and energies that we all are going through. Or some of us are going thru. It's hard to say who is experiencing these things. That's why I write about them. That's my job. My mission is to share these unusual experiences. My dreams in the night remind me that I still have some old energies floating around in my subconscious. I am not clear yet. There is more work to do but there is also a promise of freedom and a beautiful new day at the end of the tunnel. This bright light comes thru in every crazy dream, like a backdrop of pure light.
After these crazy dreams and after reading articles of others lifting up out of their bodies, I am going light-headed myself at times to the point of being dysfunctional. Our bodies are heavy with old stuff that clings tenaciously to gravity like iron bars to a refrigerator door. The sun meanwhile is beaming happy thoughts down upon us, amping up thoughts coming from HIS father down the chain of command, calling us home. Yaay! We’re going Home! It’s time to leave the body and this heavy messed-up planet, I hear the voices calling and they’re messing up my brain. I half-heartedly hear the mainstream news and read the online alternative news, the spiritual disclosure news, negative and positive, and I can’t make heads or tails out of it all. My brain can’t handle it. I’m gone. Out of here. It’s not working.
And suddenly the ascending wave is gone and I’m back, vitalized like superman, stronger than ever, sane, clear-headed, powerful. The rhythms of nature have re-established once again, as they always do, leaving me wondering what happened? I’m at the keyboard typing like crazy because the revelations are flowing faster than I can type. I have to force myself to slow down or I trip over my own feet and fingers. It’s a new normal. The waves come and go. They almost take me with them but not quite. Because I’ve been doing the inner work for a long time. I’ve been grounding, and dissolving cords that used to hook me into the outside world. They are pretty much unimportant to me today. They are not important to my well-being. Extraneous. They don’t matter any more. This includes everything, including people. Well, not the people themselves, but their issues and problems. I love the people and hug them to me like life rafts whenever I get the opportunity. But I don’t care about their issues or problems. The social graces are gone but the inner sensitivity and tenderness has turned up a notch.
When the ascending waves come, they are invisible. I don’t see them but I feel them. They sweep through me and take from me my solidarity. They lift me up like a balloon. My brain feels it first. I am empty inside my head. Heaviness moves around in me. My body feels like a ton. I wonder why my body is so heavy? Past life stuff comes now. It’s just energy. Old, old energy. Not scenes but I know things about myself. It’s easy to know things when my head is empty. I know what went wrong and where I’ve been. I catch glimpses as the energies disengage and start flying away like pieces of lumber in a fierce hurricane. Irrelevant stuff, not needed any more. After the wave passes I am clearer and more vitally alive than ever. I feel on top of the world. I don’t understand why I feel so high. I feel like racing around the block. I am clearer than I’ve ever been, clearer even than as a child when I ran innocent and free without cares. And I know things. I just know. I can’t tell anyone what I know because I am the knowing.
Others may be talking about confusions and chaos but to me life is clean and I know it is going to become cleaner and brighter soon. The brightness, the horizon, is endless. I might have said at one time “the future” but it’s not really the future. It more like the dawn. The dawn is not the future, we’re simply moving into the dawn along with the rotation of the earth. The dawn is always there, the sun is always there, we’re moving around the sun, so it’s not the future. I am standing in my space on this plot of ground and I am grounded. I feel my feet. They are tender. They no longer hurt. I feel a sweetness in my feet that is tender and warm and embracing me. I’m connected to the earth in ways I have NEVER experienced before. I am grounding the energies in a way that feels solid. It’s solid and real. It’s not spiritual any more. And I want to hug all of the people who come close to me. I felt it in my husband the other night when we cuddled before sleep. My hands melted into him while he was absorbed in a TV story. He wasn't trying to do anything. But I saw and felt golden sparks coming from him. He is solid and the love he is holding is solid and I am melting into him to connect with him.
1/28/24 - Seeing the light coming down
(This is a repost from a year ago, but it is worth reposting.) I woke this morn with remnants of broken dreams. They were of me reaching up to the light that is coming down into the top of my head in a stream of dazzling white light. It is ME coming down! My own I AM Presence, or higher self, my greater self. My ME! It is not anyone else but ME! I AM my own greater self. It has been broken up and shattered, this stream of light that is ME!. Of elegance, pure, crystal clear knowing of myself. It is me in clarity but it is broken and shattered as soon as it reaches my dense bodily head and brain, my body. This body has been educated to close it off and think of myself and others as “just a form”, just physical, here today, gone tomorrow. I’ve been raised in a garden and a home that is like solid prison walls, shutting out this clarity and everlasting knowledge. I keep it out by distraction. Getting up in the morning and focusing on what happened yesterday. Picking up where I left off yesterday. I keep reconnecting into the broken past, the illusion of the past, the drama and problems of yesterday.
They mean well, my family and friends, but I am now bored with it. I am now connecting back into my brilliance. It is streaming during the night as I sleep. But now I’m waking up to this reality and old drama and I am back in the broken world again, and my stream of brilliance and clarity and knowingness, and being connected to brightness, light, joy, wonderment and enlightenment flowing, streaming my I AM Presence – but it is breaking up now as I move to get out of bed. This flowing of light and knowing lingering from my dream is now dissipating, breaking up, shattering. I am losing it. It is disappearing into dullness again. Grayness. Ordinariness is taking over. I wake up with a sigh, saying “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within all beings.” It is a left-over from where I came from. I am still saying it, trying to hang on to the fading glow and glory in an attempt to hold onto it, the connection to this power, this light, this joy which is so refreshing and revitalizing.
Suddenly I am seeing the faces of people everywhere, all who like me are looking up at themselves with joy and rapture on their faces, people everywhere radiating and looking up, with light pouring down in a single beam dazzling pure light entering into the crown of their head. We are all trying to hold onto the connection with the light, but it is wavering and breaking up. Distortions are entering. I continue to call out the words silently, “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within all beings.” I try to hold onto the vision of the people all doing the same thing. Repeating the call, holding onto the light by looking up, seeing the pure stream of light coming down into us, holding that connection, speaking words up into the light above us, and holding, holding, holding the connection with the pure, untainted divine light of our REAL selves, our God Selves, our truth, our abundance, our clarity, our ideal, our perfection, our joy, our ecstasy, our rapture. “I praise thy holy name oh light of immortality that lives within all beings.”
I repeat this as I sit up on the side of the bed. I try to keep repeating it as the vision starts to waver and break up. I get up and go to the bathroom for my usual routine while saying the words over and over silently in my mind, even though it is fading, but I keep holding onto it as I brush my teeth and start the shower and step in. This I know will help me build the momentum, my clarity, my connection with my own individual God I AM that I Am. I suggest to myself to say the words silently, “I Am that I Am” 40, 50 times, focusing this light down into my heart, seeing the picture of the light streaming down through the top of my head, and see it come down into my heart and anchor it there, see my heart building the light into a fire. “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within ME!”
In the bathroom I suddenly see the hollow tube going down my spine. It is gifted to me. It goes down through the center of my body. It is hollow. There is nothing in it to obstruct the flow. The hollow tube goes all the way down to – where? I don’t see. My vision is obscure below a certain point, below the heart. I continue with the words “I praise thy holy name, oh light of immortality that lives within MY BODY!” My body is important. I am drawing my consciousness and my ability to visualize down inside of me, lower into my body. Lower than I’ve gone before. The walls of this inner hollow tube are not solid, as I thought at first they were. They are soft, softly subtle. They are made of light. So subtle I didn’t see it at first. I couldn’t make it out at first. Only the main channel extending down from the crown of my head was open to my vision. I will continue holding the visual of light, dazzling light streaming down from somewhere above me, lighting up this main tube that runs down to my lower parts. It is my ability to hold my attention on the lower parts of my body that will do the trick. I must consciously lower the light down into my body, deeper and deeper into the earth plane. Then the obscurity opens up to me and I can see more. My light is anchoring into my physical body. It is MY light that does it. My attention. No one else can do it for me.
1/27/24 - Personal update
There is a lot of change taking place in my body. It's weird. I'm in contact with other, higher dimensions, receiving downloads continuously. It is safe there, but I'm TRYING to stay focused here in THIS reality. It's a trip, this physical ascension process. Doug is a wonderful help. He keeps me grounded as best he can (and I him too.) I'll be going in for a heart ablation next Thursday to correct atrial fibrillation. A minor surgery, same day hospital procedure. I am trying to keep this old body functioning without pharmaceuticals which causes disorientation. The doctors confirmed that for me. I'm doing internal exercises every day, about four hours a day, which is keeping me feeling strong, physically, and integrating the spiritual and physical aspects of life. Healthy and creative. If only the dizziness would stop. The medicines are playing havoc with my brain. Dizziness comes and goes. I have to get off the meds. The doctors say I'll be able to, once they get the a-fib under control which the ablation is designed to do.
I'll keep my readers posted in the coming days. Bless you all, every one. I miss socializing. Wouldn't it be nice a party together? A celebration and social togetherness? Until then, be safe, be well, be upbeat, be positive and have a light heart. Take time out to be alone in the sun and out in nature barefoot, just for a little while. 20 minutes or so, and tune in to Mother Nature's stillness. She is the great healer of mind, body and soul.
1/24/24 - Use the "I AM" Mantra for a Better Life
Over the last few weeks I have been using the "I AM" mantra and want to share it. It is quite amazing. Most people suffer from low self esteem and this particular mantra or affirmation has created astounding benefits for me. Use ONLY uplifting positive words after "I AM". Don't ever say a negative word after saying or thinking, "I AM". Don't ever say, for example, "I AM sorry" or "I AM feeling bad" or "I AM hurting" or "I AM in pain" or "I AM angry" or "I AM sick". Because then you are programming or imprinting your body (through your mental attention and conscious focus) to become that which you just thought or said. This is how we humans keep recycling our own sickness and bad feelings - because we keep thinking it over and over to ourselves. All the self-help books, gurus and teachers talk about this, increasingly so. It is becoming a world-wide phenomena to re-program yourself with positive thoughts. Stop programming yourself with thoughts of "I am old" or "I will die soon" or "I won't live beyond such and such a date". Stop being so negative. Start today to use positive "I AM" statements.
Start today to use the "I AM" mantra. A mantra is simply an Eastern word meaning affirmation. It affirms you. It is a positive, uplifting word. Say "I AM divine". I will list a string of words for suggestions. It doesn't matter who you are, what state of mind you are in, or even if you are a good person. You can MAKE yourself over if you feel you are a "bad" person. This affirmation said over and over repeatedly during the day WILL start to take hold. You will start the ball rolling towards feeling better. It doesn't happen overnight but small changes begin immediately. It takes awhile to change over a body that has lived for 30, 40, 70 years of negative recycled thoughts. So it will begin very soon - within minute - after you start doing it. I also recommend doing it outdoors in nature for some minutes, 5, 10 or 20 minutes. Get out of the building where the old energies live and breathe in fresh outdoor energy. Become serene and watch how your inner life changes for you.
About six months ago I started doing this on a regular basis after reading it and it clicked in for me. It was an "AhHA" moment and it has produced results. Again, I reiterate: it doesn't matter how low down you feel, how dull or ineffective you feel, or how stupid it sounds or how illogical you believe it to be. It works for those who put the effort in. All teachers, leaders and guides of self-improvement techniques say, "You have to put the time in." Following are some suggested positive words to use after saying "I AM".
I AM Love, I AM Light, I AM Peace, I AM Joy, I AM Healthy, Energized, Comfortable, Calm, Beautiful, Sacred, Divine, Celestial, Uplifting, Nurturing, Creative, Successful, Abundant, Kind, Merciful, Grace, Truth, Balance, Blesed, Magnificence, Grateful, Celebration, Harmony, Holy, Uplifting, Patient, Compassionate, Purity, Perfection, Blissful, Stillness, Oneness, Friendly, Freedom, Benevolent, Generous, Tender, Strong, Courageous, Determined, Tenacious, Faithful, Clear-minded, Humble, Caring,, Dignity, Thoughtful - and more that you can think of.
1/19/24 - The light in your body cells is encapsulated by six layers
This morning as I re-read my blog of yesterday I started imagining the light being enclosed inside my body cells. Then I drew a picture of a sparkling light symbol surrounded by a circle, representing a physical body cell. And then drew a second circle around that, representing the etheric body. Then a third circle representing the emotional body. Then a fourth circle representing the mental body, then a fifth representing the higher mental body known as the Christ body, per the Ascended Masters. It is the pure crystalline body in us - the higher mental body. It is not contaminated. All the heavier bodies (physical, etheric, emotional, lower mental) are layers of density that hold human world together. They contain the human belief system and mistakes we've made that are not good for us and passed down parent to child. Drawing the pictures gave me a better "feel" for, and understanding of, what I am dealing with here. Light inside my body cells? Still thinking about this I started my stretching routine.
It was then that it hit home why moving and stretching makes me feel good. Moving my body is helping me break the seals that create the belief that my body is a solid physical. My belief in it is like a decree, a law, a “seal” that makes it true. It seals me into that belief. My belief fixes it solid. So as I read the spiritual master material and think about these things, I expand my belief beyond the traditional "fixed" belief that the body is all there is. I am breaking up the solid fixed beliefs that I was raised in. Yoga does the same thing. A teacher feeds to students higher, truer information about being spiritually aware in an ongoing stream of education. The student then does physical stretching exercises and visualizes while considering this information. He or she imprints the information on the now-moving physical particles in the body. When they move they get imprinted better than when they are still and stagnant. Not moving. Stretching opens the pores, the muscles, the skin and moves the electrons and molecules around that make up the body cells so the BODY receives the information too, not just the brain, like when we were young children sitting at a desk in school.
I asked DK: Is it possible to remain in the physical body and still break all the seals so the light is shining from the physical? A: Of course! God didn’t create the physical worlds as a joke, just to play havoc with himself. He wants a more beautiful physical form to manifest through, to move THROUGH, not have to fight his way through a stagnant stop-still energy but move thru an open flowing enthusiastic energy body which is responsive to inner feelings and desires. He too wants to enjoy himself (God the Father) by moving fingers and toes and legs and feet. As the seals are broken and the light shines through the physical and expresses thru the physical body, the person will feel more alive, not so confined or weighed down as if in a prison with bars and doors locked down tight. As you learn to lift the weights off yourself, you will feel freer and not feel compelled to conform to outside rules that someone else has made and continues to enforce, as you have now. No one else’s rules are required - only your own sense of being free, freedom, gaiety, happiness, joy, spontaneity of movement. It feels natural, wholly natural, to be free to move yourself around spontaneously, as you feel to.
This is where you are heading, you and the whole human race is heading for the freedom of joy, of movement, of freedom from having to “comply” as the Borg story on Star Trek. Be natural! Be free. The rules of the controlling “authorities” are keeping you imprisoned. The naturalness of breaking rules causes your body to feel guilty, you suffer strangeness because your body has obeyed for many incarnations the controllers rules. You are therefore out of alignment with your naturalness, even sick, or disoriented, out of sorts in other ways. Awakened people, known as healers, can put their hands on you and speed up the adaptation process, bringing you more into alignment and help you to feel more whole again, more alive and healthy again, faster. Putting hands on others is a wonderful way of helping others. Those of you who are awake and aware of the light that is already inside of you are inclined to do this. It supports the light in someone else to settle in and adapt, as I did with Doug yesterday when he experienced a flushing and sick feeling in his stomach, and whoozy in his head.
He had a download of light, but I should not have said it out loud because it went against his belief system. It is better to do this without words because confusing belief systems can be hazardous to your health. But hands on healing, skin to skin, can help bring a misaligned body back to normal again. The body will adjust. The body is a package of energies "held" in place by a belief system. These beliefs can change from the inside, by the soul itself doing the changing. Energies are fluidic. In order to change a fixed belief system that causes problems, one needs to prepare oneself with good, true, proper, light-filled information. The body needs a master to tell it what is right and what needs to change. YOU are the master of your body. Speak to it. Tell it that it is loved. Soothe it when it is broken or feeling bad. Encourage it as you would a child. Use the same kind of language and tone of voice. Tell it, “It’s OK, you can relax now. Be at peace. I will hold you, hug you, you feel better now.”
This is what you should tell your own body when it starts to complain with hurts, pains, and despondent feel-bad emotions. Change the energies that cause the hurting. It’s a false BELIEF that the physical body is fixed and solid and here to stay. It is not. It is changing by the minute, as one can see if they stop to consider it. It is the BELIEF in what is causing the hurt that is a hard shell and must be broken up and replaced with a brighter, lighter belief. Belief is only the beginning step. Belief changes into knowing when it is a "true" belief. An educated awareness brings more power to manifest health and vitality. It is the only power we have – our awareness. Awareness is the power of life to change things for the better, for more comfort, for more pleasing, more abundant quality of life.
It’s the same power that keeps the universe on course. Everyone is aware of what they are aware of, and as they bring their awareness to the highest possible level, they merge together into more wholeness, more togetherness, more singularity. So that multiple awarenesses remain unique and individual, yet connected into a wholeness that plans and plays together, creates together, interacts with one another for further, more beautiful creations and enjoyable activities. Each is a unique Self on higher levels and yet One with all others. It is possible. Yes.
But while we are here encapsulated in form, we each believe what we believe, and sometimes we are wrong. So if we believe in separateness, we shall be separate and feel lonely. Loneliness is a feeling of being disconnected. We are influenced by what others tell us. We were born into a separatist world. We were told from birth, or it was implied, that the physical body is all there is, so take care of it and follow the rules or else, implying death is all there is. It is not true. There is a reality that is so astonishing that it will blow our minds right out of our skull when we see it! (I've caught glimpses of it!)
1/18/24 - A second kundalini awakening
More downloads from higher realms and grounding the information into the physical body and the practical everyday life creates all sorts of sensations, dizziness, disorientation, abilities to handle things. Life is complicated! The doors are opening and closing. I would not have been able to keep going without the continuing validations that come forth through other channeled writers, authors and internet articles. It has been difficult to keep up with blogs because I'm so busy handling LIFE! I love reading what other people are saying. regarding ascension symptoms. I can borrow words from them to explain these downloads.
This morning while doing physical exercises I asked my higher self a sudden inspiration, "Is there a SECOND kundalini awakening? Meaning in the same body. The answer was an immediate "Yes! The first awakening was your body releasing the kundalini energy, a supernatural force contained in the root chakra. The second awakening is occurring now, as your mind or physical brain understands how to work with it. As you gain understanding, you enlarge your brain to adapt and expand. You are now learning to ground your understanding directly into your physical body. This is causing a second awakening as the light is anchoring into your body. There is a transformation going on." This understanding was given to me as a sudden flash of seeing. I saw the golden network light up in me, as major solid lines of light flashed on and lit up. As if a light switch had been turned on. It is done through the inner eye, the third eye.
This occurred while I was on the floor stretching. As I told my husband the other day, yoga is a combination of listening to words of instruction (from a guru for example), and then stretching the body while thinking and considering it. When I am in motion and stretching, my body is open to receiving words I am thinking about. Otherwise, when the body is not stretching but going thru automatic (non-thinking) motions, it is stagnant and closed. Not open. So it is that by following a physical routine every day while considering high/positive/light thoughts, is a combination mind/body exercise like yoga. One does not have to be enrolled in yoga school to create ones own home study course. It is a strengthening exercise that allows revitalizing energy (kundalini energy) to move up from the root chakra where it is normally held locked down.
If I didn't do the physical stretchings, I imagine the psychic energy fluctuations would slow down then and stop, and I would again feel the old sickish feelings I used to feel, the old past encroaching and making me feel bad. I complained a lot about them over the past few years. Now I don't feel them hardly any more because I am actively engaged in moving my body while considering and thinking about words of positive spiritual advice. I urge others to try this home remedy by creating your OWN routine of physical practices and follow it every day. They do not have to be diffuclt, but keep the mind open and seek positive input, encouraging words that uplift and excite. Reach to more ideal heights and excellent words to consider, to think about while stretching and exercising. Positive, uplifting words contain light. Light is information of the uplifting positive kind. It is positive information that you are building into your own body while stretching and your awareness is hearing it. Don't listen to the news. It contains too many negative words which radiate negative energy, which you start thinking about instead of positive words. Most human words radiate dark issues. Look for words of Light.
Put lighter information into the body. Positive light-filled words raise the frequency. The energies (electrons) of the body speed up at the sound and touch of positive energy. Electrons get excited. Light-filled words is like putting them on a heated stove. They start to spin faster. It is all about raising the frequencies, spinning the electrons faster in the physical body. The brain contains "old" energy so the brain becomes the enemy - feeding "old" energy back to you. It tries to get us to go back to the "old" ways of the past. The brain is the enemy until new expanded synapses are built into it. Until then, the brain will keep feeding back words like "impossible". "Not logical". "No way;!" "Don't listen to that crap!"
But words of a positive uplifting nature, like love, peace, compassion, beautiful, happiness, joy, etc., are innocent words of wholeness. They are elevating. We are being told to surrender to the light because we ARE the light in us. We've been covered over with dark attitudes that weigh us down and make us somber. We ARE the sweetness in us. Let's bring that sweetness out. We are the child in us, the inner child. Let's let the inner child come out and play. It wants to be playful. We are the crystal purity in us. It tries to flow thru our physical cells but can't get thru the heavy dense shells that block it. The light is natural in us. Surrender to the naturalness in you. It is the innocence in you. It is the purity in you. There is a greater Self in you that is taking charge when you fall into naturalness. It feels easier, lighter, happier. It is a greater Power, a greater Father, a greater Mother taking charge. Yield to the greater power in you by surrendering to the happiness in you, whatever causes the happiness, the joy, the love, the warmth. When the warmth begins to shine, go with it. The responsibility is to be loving, kind, warm and safe to yourself first, before to others. Be kind to your own body. first. Don't make life hard for yourself. Make life easy for yourself. For your own physical pleasure and comfot.
Last night I broke my cell phone. It fell to the tiled floor as I was standing on the vibrating machine. I accidently caught my arm in the wire leading to the ear plug, resulting in a smash to the floor. Uh oh, Funk. Doug ordered me a new one right away, which turned out to be a miracle in disguise, less expensive and an upgrade at the same time. It took several hours for the funk to go away. Thanks to Saint Germain who is coming thru strong thru various channelers, including Tara Arnold on Youtube. He is the grand leader of the current age of ascension. I recommend listening to Tara.
Another good channel is Aluna Joy. Several hours later this morning I read Aluna Joy’s article which I posted on Today’s Post. It confirms what I received earlier - that we are ascending in the SAME physical body. That means we are experiencing very strange, even serious symptoms, as I did. I, however, had ascension training. Many people have not had any education on ascension at all, and don't understand that their bodies are changing, switching over to a faster track. A faster speeded-up electronic energy. This world is in great need of spiritual education. How the body is made out of energies and spirit and that spirit is speeding up. Many people have not received proper information by their parents.
Aluna Joy refers to a twice-born spirituality which even I had not heard of before today. My Higher Self told me first, then I read it on Alluna Joy. She refers to the first time when we are born into physical form, as in a past age, and now today we are moving forward with the SAME physical body into the next cycle. This means after thousands of years of reincarnating and repeating the same physical habits as a human being over and over and over and over, ad infinitum. The New Age information has taken us as far as it can, offering good growth and necessary preparation, but it has become stuck in the old world belief and contaminated with the belief in separateness, grandiosity and specialness.
This old creaky mindset is being flushed to the surface as many of us are evolving to a higher, cleaner, more modern understanding of building community, togetherness, cooperation and loving kindness with one another. Aluna suggests we are going through a global dark night of the soul as this change-over takes place, bringing on a time of death and REBIRTH. The way forward is radical surrender and absolute trust in the spirit that guides us naturally forward. We are standing firmly on the bridge of our ship, going forward into the unknown, into initiation and transfiguration. We each carry the immaculate concept within us as LIGHT! We were created with a plan and a purpose, but we were taken over by dark, complicated issues that held our Light back from expressing.
Know that you are safe and all is in divine order. Trust the good that is in you and continue moving into that natural goodness. Be the goodness in you. It is felt as an uplift and a joy. Bless you, I love you! Nancy
1/16/24 - Dull? Void? Lacking? Despondent?
After calling ascended masters and having high visionary, ASTOUNDING experiences identifying with that high realm, I find coming back to earth afterward to be dull, void, lacking. I feel empty and I don’t know what to do about this. I’m stuck frozen in place, paralyzed, unable to move. I call to my higher self. I know the feeling of my higher self, I've seen it, felt it, experienced it, but how do I reconcile coming back down? Being in this low energy field? Then thoughts start to come.
This is what I’m here for. To bring light to the planet. Not to others but to myself. To MOVE things into a better more harmonious environment for myself. It is not all subtle work that you do (someone is talking to me.) You also pick up objects with your fingers, smell the baking goods or the fowl smells. You also walk in spaces that are dusty and make you sneeze (I hear “Achoo!”) and so you hold and run a vacuum cleaner. You are equipped with a physical body to manually move physical things. THIS is the part where people become divided. They go into different paths, each one differently. Some go to extremes, one way or the other.
I have given you a title for a book – OUR book. (AhHA! It is DK talking to me!) We shall write and publish it together. “Tantra as a way of Life”. Tantra is the melding or conjoining of extreme opposites. Yes, you are doing it in your daily practice and life. Now, let us move up a level to one of more refinement. Call it a “tune-up”. The engines run slow without a periodic tune-up. You have deduced more refinement from Tara who speaks for Saint Germain. We Masters speak from a higher altitude, a higher at-it-tude and as you identify with us, you absorb or take on some of this higher at-it-tudes but YOU can make the changes in your world, WE cannot. YOU can manage and control the tune-up, make adjustments so that things run more smoothly. More efficiently for you and others in physical form. WE cannot make those changes. Only YOU can make them while you are in a physical body. When you leave the body temple you will not be able to make those changes or give that “tune-up”. Do you see? It is a matter of seeing and understanding.
Do NOT fall into lack, fall UPWARD into grace and gratitude. Thankful that you are still here in a body so that you CAN make changes. You CAN move around at will and pick objects up off the floor. Call on your Mother Flame to send a runner to help you. You carry the powers of the universe around with you, everywhere you go. In a pouch, a pure crystalline pouch at the center of your body – as you well know! (He is smiling. Yes, I know. I ask a question: What do you recommend as a quick “turn-around” method, to get out of a funk?) He answers: Breathe deeply into Mother Flame and ask her for a runner – a wisp of excitement, vitality and enthusiasm. She has a lot to share!! I think a question and he responds. No. You don’t have to perform Tai Chi poses to achieve a runner. (End)
After DK voice fades away, more thoughts filter into my consciousness. I am identifying with his higher consciousness. He has lifted me out of my funk. Do the Torus breath 20 times but picture your I AM Presence as you yourself in your white caftan going up into the air instead of a vague spark of light. YOU are the light, in person. You are a real personality. Be the light going up into space, clearing the air ahead of you as the Torus breath does, and out and down around yourself into the earth again as the Torus does, refreshing your body. Send your personal image out into space and allow your image to sprinkle through the atmosphere down around you into the earth. It is YOU, the light in you, that is clearing the debris out of the way. You are a light on many levels. This is a technique approved of by the Mother Flame, the God Flame in you.
I remembered how I started my morning meditation. I began by focusing on forming a solid ball of light in my mind, above me, waaaay above in the high skies above me. A solid ball of light as I worked at imaging it, building it in my mind. It cannot be done in a moment. It takes time to concentrate on building. It’s all about focusing on imagining and building a form out of mind, out of consciousness, out of intention. It takes time. So once again, I am reminded to take the time to work at it. Focus at building a more beautiful world out of my own mind. Instead of a funk, get to work and start doing something with these high energies that I connect with during my morning routine.
I focus first on forming a solid ball of light high, high, high in the sky above me, using beautiful words of high vibration - peace, love, light, truth, joy, excitement, laughter, fun-filled celebration. Then I bring an extention of that light-form down to my crown, half in and half out, as DK has told me. And I spend time repeating words of high beauty, grace, compassion and wisdom, excelling in every word while focusing on building a round spherical ball of light at my crown. It takes time. This is ME! I am building light into my own head and crown. If I just say the word quickly and not spend time feeling and concentrating and imagining the feeling of that word, what energy it gives off, what sensation, just saying the word in a quick monotone, it is worthless. There is no value being imprinted into my body cells. It is then just a shadow of the thing. An artificial shadow on the wall that is not real, just something passing thru quickly. The shadow then becames worthless data that clogs the synapses of my brain. Particles of digital electrons that have no spark of life in them. They get stuck in the brain along with other meaningless words. It adds to the dirty confusion that builds up in me, that I carry around with me, everywhere I go. This is the reason for my sitting in silence and emptying my mind into the higher realms of silence. I see I cannot step down out of my silent time, as if stepping down stairs into the low density of the past actions. I must build NEW light forms with my mind and intentions. New light forms to carry me into more vitality, energy, quickness, alertness and interest in life and living.
Today I am using the sord “sacred” and "grace" as feeling words to associate with, along with others as they pop up. I am feel for the feelings within these words. I don't have to stop and concentrate. I do them on the run, as I work my day. I say the words over repeatedly, mentally, consciously, while feeling for the sensation of energy, the vibrations they carry. I build a sphere of light, a pure clear ball of light first at the crown, a ball of light as real as I can make it, so that it looks solid and physical in my mind. Then do the same thing for the whole brain. Then for the throat, then for the heart-lung organ, they are a unit together. Then the solar plexus area. There is no one particular organ here to focus on, so I build a large ball of solid light covering this area.
Then the sacral area, the sex center, a ball of light surrounding the sacrum. Here I received break-through revelations about the singularity, the oneness, the wholeness of the life force, and how sex divides into two separate genders here. There is a "Y" in the road. One goes off to the right, one to the left. A male side and the other a female side. I see that I am to become a whole single energy, not divided. I am to weave them together to create a non-duality energy here. I repeat "non-duality" in my mind. Along with love, trust, truth, sacred, non-duality words.
Sex as a physical problem issue in humanity creates heavy dividing energy in the consciousness. Humanity has been caught in this confusion of separation for eons and eons, which continues to divide the singularity into two separate and opposing genders. It keeps us weighed down in complexities. It is not simple. We are all weighed down trying to sort it out. But non-dual words of truth, love, joy, celebration, compassion, smiling, kindness, non-gender issues brings us back to unity consciousness, a higher consciousness, and we build that into our bodies as we do the light work.
The dividing point is at the second chakra. Then I go down to the first chakra and build the Mother Flame around the coccyx and tail bone. The Mother Flame. The Ancient Order of the Mother Flame. I received a most beautiful experience here several months ago. And then I went down to the knees and built light forms into the knees. And then down to the feet and build light forms into my feet. As I put the mental work into building light into my body, I am rewarded with subtle revelations. Easy to handle revelations. Soft and warm and natural. They continue to flow into my mind and my funk is over. I get on with my day with enthusiasm and renewed interest.
1/13/24 - The body is not a thing to fix, it is constantly changing
The body is not a thing to fix or medicate, it’s a process that is constantly changing. There are cells within larger cells enfolded within larger cells, embedded inside even larger cells. Your physical body is the heaviest and densest and most solid of seven bodies. You are a pure and holy spirit. Your waking consciousness is pure and your holy spirit is descending into heavier more clingy “matter” step by step.
The first descension from holy and pure spirit is the causal body. Seven gifts are given to you from the birth of your consciousness, and you retain them, absorb them into what is called your causal body. Then you descend another step down into density. This is called the higher mental body, called the Christ body by the church. Each cell is surrounded by a higher mental body cell. This is still pure and holy but becoming more aware of density and physicality. Thus your higher mental body takes on an understanding, a perspective of the limitations you are descending into. And then you descend down another step into your lower mental body. And here is where you lose it. You lose the perspective that you are pure and holy and are plunged into the mix and matter of seething human thought and feeling.
Your pure and holy consciousness is still there but is covered over with forgetfulness. It is ordained that you forget and each cell is encased round about in the practical body/mind or thought/mind pertaining to the physical reality world only. You next take another downward step into MORE of density, where cells rub shoulders with other cells nearby, and you form and feel a sensuality between you which you could not feel before. This is the emotional feeling body and each cell is embedded inside the emotional body that prepares you for an intense emotional/pain/pleasure life of duality. And then you take another stop down into density and here you gather ALL of your awarenesses together, all perspectives and experiences together into one lump storage compartment or reservoir of energy, called the etheric body - called soul by the masters - and you feed it into your physical body. This is the final receiver of all your awareness to date. Your physical body receives all that you have learned, experienced, become consciously aware of, in your journey downward into density and outward in expression into the physical reality world of manifestation. So you are continuing to process every moment through every movement of your day.
Will you repeat the past or move on to something new? Repeating the same cycle again and again is how you keep building more density and confusion into your physical reality. To break out of physical confusion you must try something new. You are nudged to try something new. Newness is freshness is aliveness is adventure and excitement. Try something new instead of repeating the same old cycle over and over. Allow your purity and innocence and holy (the light) to come out into manifestation - the manifestation that you are in your original immaculate state - so that you shine through the physical exterior of your skin and action. The question to each person is, Will you be more authentic and real and true to yourself in your response and reactions to circumstances? Or will you fall back on yesterday’s belief system and recycle the same old stuff? (Received as automatic channeling on 10/21/23)
1/11/24 - Coming down thru the sun
After re-reading the DK message I posted on his book yesterday, (Listen to your body, it is a mixture of refined and unrefined materials), I asked "Does DEEP breathing help me to blend the refined and unrefined materials in my body for better vitality?" I am feeling an odd sensation of being out of alignment and wondered if really DEEP cleansing breathing into the lungs would help, because I don't do that very often. DK responded:
(DK:) Yes. Deep breathing does indeed help, breathe as deeply as you can consciously, so that your consciousness brings in the power of your SELF. Your REAL self as you discovered this morning riding in with glee from the Sun. You have done excellent work in this regard. Good for you. You have done well to share your knowledge. Yes. Breathe deeply, breathe consciously. Your breath will balance your refined energies and bring in your unrefined energies to a greater level of peace. It is YOUR consciousness that does the healing. YOU are the Master consciousness within your body, achieving the healing. Do more of this. Spend more time breathing deeply, my dear. Yes, you have read and received this correctly.
(Me:) Thank you. Is there anything more you might tell me that would pertain to this thought? I had a thought a moment ago to ask you. You said “If you call me 'we can continue with the lesson.' I wonder – does that mean I should call you through my conscious ego mind, or are you referring to my soul calling to you which is often sub-conscious and I'm not aware? Is there such a thing as calling you subconsciously?
(DK:) No, my dear, be conscious of calling me. I will come when you are fully conscious of calling to me, as you are doing now.
(Me:) Dear Master DK, thank you so much for answering my questions.
As I was doing the hold breath today (inhale to count of 8, hold to count of 8, exhale to count of 8, hold to count of 8), something phenomenal happened. It was when I expelled air that I saw or actually experienced myself coming out of the sun as a living personification of light and riding downward, coming down into my body with supreme happiness and glee, as if I had just been set free and was celebrating. I can't describe how brilliant, bright and exquisitely beautiful and bright I was. It was an extraordinary feeling and it was ME! I had EXPELLED the air in my lungs and it was as if an explosion occurred. I had been holding my lungs and now let it go. Wow! I felt the freedom but I also saw myself become free too, as if a light exploded inside of me and turned me into radiance. I saw myself in a way that was more real than physical. As a youthful totally resurrected and vitalized BEING of living light. I felt as if I was breaking out of the maze, out of the smog, the dark, and that I was coming home to myself as I entered into my body with such GUSTO, it's hard to portray the feeling, as if this was the first time I had ever broken free. I was a kid again!. Happy, joyful, kid again. Innocent, happy and full of excitement and eager to get started. I came down out of the sun, or thru the sun. I am a ray of light coming through the sun. I am a unique light, a unique intelligence out of all the other rays coming through the sun. How could this be? I do not know.
This is a first experience, and I wonder now - Is my I AM Presence? I knew myself as a distinct and separate ray of light in that split moment or flash of insight. Gleeful, happy, beyond describing the happiness. I am my OWN ray of light, my OWN spirit, my OWN energy, my own consciousness, and yet a part of the great light which is my source light. I am a part of the sun and a part of the great light behind the sun that is beyond my reach. I can actually experience myself - my own self coming through the sun and it is uniquely ME! I am ME! I can feel ME! Coming out of the sun’s light and descending into my fixed solid body.
And then the work began, the heavy lifting, the healing, the (ooooff) hard work of removing the covers that imprinted into me. But that's for later. I don't want to ruin a good story - the coming in from the sun!
Now, today, remarkably, I have discovered Kerry K on Youtube. It is as if her appearance in my life is precisely on queue. A soul sister who knows exactly what's happening and can support my experience. She validates what I have just experienced. For those who are ready for Kerry K and more truth about the Ascension, see Today's Posts I posted on 1/9/24. She knows things nobody else seems to know. I am so grateful to have her validation.
I believe that many people are experiencing one-of-a-kind unusual experiences and don't know what they mean or whether to believe them or not. Maybe they are fantasies or illusions? That is why I write - to share MY story. It may validate someone else's experiences. I urge others to do the same. Speak up! Tell! Share! Believe in yourself. You are an immortal life-giving, life-inspiring, conscious intelligence, a LIGHT who has a fabulous intellect and knowledge to share. You have lived forever. You know things that have been kept hidden and under cover. You are perhaps only beginning to remember. Or perhaps you have known all along, as I have. But no one has validated them for you. This is an era of validation and support. We are sisters and brothers of the same race, the same planet, the same loving community. We are breaking out, breaking out of the maze and beginning to remember who we are. We are opening to the light that is already in us but covered over. We have always been that light. We know what we know. We may not say it out loud but we know what we know. We were just covered over by smog, or fog, or dirt, or artificially-enduced traumas.
Bless you. I love you. I love the whole world today and you're in it! Contact me thru the contact page if you are inclined.
1/7/24 - Chop wood, carry water
Lao Tsu said in a post yesterday: “You have heard the expression: Before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood and carry water. Do you understand why this was said? On the base level, one must continue to provide for themselves sustenance and warmth no matter their spiritual development. At a much deeper level, it is the act of DOING that provides the greatest grounding. One must stay anchored into the act of living and being on earth. It is recommended that people anchor themselves very stro
There are seven levels to the aura. See the various charts showing up on the internet. These are just symbolic. The truth is more real and subject to one's own sense of right and wrong. Each level shown expanding wider and wider on the chart is on a higher frequency than the one below it. Higher frequency means the electrons that whirl around its central sun whirl faster than the level below. The tighter into the body the level is, the heavier its density and the slower the frequency. On the physical body level, the electrons are slowed down to a bare crawl in order to hold the body fixed in place on the earth. But the electrons are still whirling, have not doubt about it. We CAN change our bodies as we become more aware. On the lower frequency levels the electrons slow down through the process of focusing small, tiny and becoming detail-oriented. This is how we pick up wrong thoughts and we cling onto them, thinking they are "right". They then become stuck in time and space. It is done because we THINK them over and over in our time and space. They become "stuck". When we clear up the errors in thinking and believing, through intelligent thought and analysis, the electrons start to spin faster. By surrendering tightly held thoughts and turning it over to love and light, we can change our lives very quickly and move ourselves on. This is a brief summary of the teachings.
The four lower bodies are filled with contaminated beliefs that may not necessarily be wrong, but they are stuck in a holding pattern. They have been built from childhood and held in the consciousness of the person without the person realizing it. Becoming aware of a wrongly held mistake and letting that old belief go, release it, is how we cleanse our time and space. And the electrons can spin faster. Our frequency raises higher because the electrons start whirling and throwing off the heavy yoke of pressure. Elation, happiness, enthusiam, freedom, excitement, vitality is among the many feelings that might result. It is a raising of frequency, the number of times an electron spins around its central sun. This causes a higher feeling of vibration, a thrill you could say, throughout the body. Notice feelings of "thrill"!
Each human has three HIGHER bodies on higher levels that are not contaminated ever. And never will be. They are pure God-light. As we click into our own God-light which is on the higher enthusiasm levels, you could say, we become more aware of happiness, peace, elation, inspiration, reverence, even holiness. But realization comes slowly because we are so weighed down with the human condition. We live inside the human condition. We are a product of the human condition, which is heavy indeed, compared to the three HIGHER bodies.
While we have a total of seven levels in our aura, it is not easy to click into them or understand them because we were born into very, very low self-esteem. We were born into sin, guilt, shame and fear. We were not told that we had a God source flowing within us. This is what the Ascended Masters teach through their presence. The three higher levels of our auric field can't be contaminated because they are pure God. We are pure God. These three higher levels are our own pure God SELF animating us from higher levels. It is our own God-light that is our life force. When we die our God-life goes back home again. But while we live in a human body, the God SELF is animating us. It is alive within us. It can be accessed if someone points it out to you. It lives vibrantly within you. Each human being has a body, emotions, mental thoughts and spiritual beliefs. These are the four levels that are weighed down. The pure God Self is hard to access from within the human life, because we don't believe it's real. We weren't taught. We were taught the opposite and are continuing to be taught through the media and the average systems of earth life. We receive distraction from every which way and these distractions continue to bog us down. Why do you suppose some people retire to monestaries, mountains and caves? The seven levels of the human aura are:
1. The physical body - the heaviest and lowest and densest part of us
2. The emotional body - a level higher in frequency where feelings interact with other form life
3. The mental body - a level higher in frequency where abstract thoughts interact with other form life
4. The spiritual body - a level higher in frequency where abstract thoughts interact with angelics
5. The crystalline light body - the pure uncontaminated pattern of God-light unique to the individual soul
6. The causal light body - the pure uncontaminated purity of the seven God attributes we are to discover
7. The monad light body - the unique God self as an individual offspring of the creator
Words are poor expressions for these seven great dimensions. I share them as I have come to understand them. The four lower bodies are referred to by the Masters through ALL of their teachings. Their primary goal and focus is to teach us how to cleanse our four lower bodies. As humans born into finite bodies we each have these four levels that are laden with errors from the past. While it may seem like a heavy burden to carry for any human being, the way to cleanse these erroneous beliefs and ideas can be done rather rapidly through application of the seven virtues contained in the causal light body.
These seven virtues are: (1) will power/moral courage, (2) enlightened intelligence, (3) love/reverence, (4) purity/innocence, (5) truth/honesty, (6) peace/comfort, and (7) freedom/both giving and receiving. The seven chakras have been recognized as sealed doors that need to be opened to access the flood of truth that would be released. A chakra door is opened by applying one of these virtues in one's outer life. It is in the application of will power and moral courage, for example that one opens the door and invites more of that will power and moral courage to enter in.
Applying it in one's life is why I write and post blogs. It makes me feel good about myself. It helps me to grow and expand. As I give outward, I make room for more to move into my life. My posting of this information is to share what I have learned from the ascension teachings over the years of accessing works by the Ascended Masters. I have been applying these teachings quietly to my own life and have been learning astounding things. Instead of promoting my work as others have done, I have strengthened and enriched my SELF!
7/13/23 - Introducing the background consciousness
The power to change for the better lies in our background consciousness - not the forefront consciousness but the BACKGROUND consciousness. This is my latest self-discovery. Background consciousness is not obvious. It is hidden behind the surface movements of life. The immediate environment is the people and things in my life that capture my attention. They are family, neighbors, friends, strangers, co-workers, playmates, animals, objects, nature and situations. As an elder I am mostly at home, either in the kitchen or in the office or outside in the yard, or upstairs cleaning. These are my physical environments as I move through the day. This is the conglomerate "nest" in which I find myself, day in and day out. It takes up most of my exterior awareness. However, I have discovered there is a background consciousness that doesn't give a damn about my exterior environment. It cares only how I react and respond throughout the day and night. It cares only how I bounce back and feed information back into whatever caused me to react and respond. What type of game am I playing? A negative one? Or a positive one?
You could think of a Native American Indian hiding in the trees, peering through the foliage to see what you are doing. You cannot see the Indian because he is very good at staying hidden, but he is observing you and whether you know it or not he has an influence on you. He nudges you in directions that you aren't even aware of. This is my BACKGROUND consciousness. It is now creating havoc with my life because I didn't know it was there. I had no idea. I have been following exercise routines that are keeping my body in shape but my mind or rather the brain itself has not been prepared for this. I am experiencing the strangest, weirdest, most uncomfortable dizziness, wondering what is going on. And now I am learning.
After trying everything I can think of to correct the fuzziness in my brain and it's not working, I am discovering something about myself that I did not know. After trying many different techniques learned over the years to correct the distortions in my brain, I have hit upon a truth that I had forgotten. Not really forgotten, but ignored as fantasy or frivolous. I don't have any power whatsoever over the life force in me. It is greater than me. I am a passing personality that keeps changing and growing and dying and being reborn in another body. I am a temporary thing. A tomato on a vine that will perish one day and a new tomato will take its place. Yet I AM the eternal power that never dies that is flowing through me currently as the background consciousness.
My body feels great, it's just the brain that's acting out of phase with my surroundings. My surroundings keep changing but I have not recognized that I must keep pace with the changes going on around me. I can't hold on forever to who I think I am - a fixed stable person. I'm changing. Other people are also having dizziness issues, so I am not alone with it. But it's MY problem to deal with ME, and I alone can fix it. I'm learning about how important the flow of this eternal something within. It is a discovery process and an expansion is reqired to embrace it. Relinquishing control over who I am is only part of it. A blending and acceptance is required that there is greater aspect of "me" seeping through and I must allow it, integrate with it, blend with it and agree, to bend the knee to it, to this greater aspect of me as it tries to incarnate in this body. This is advanced science and many people reading this won't understand. It has been called mystical in the old ways. But that's OK if you don't understand. It's Tantric and Tantra is not understood. Tantra is not about winning vs. losing or about sickness vs. health, or about sex. It is about accepting the flow that is taking place - WHATEVER is taking place - could be anything, could be something truly bad - and joining in with it. It is about becoming one with it thru love and by harmonizing with it. It is about becoming MORE. It is called evolution - evolution of soul, of body, mind, emotions and spirit and acceptance of the greater life.
Meanwhile, I hear echoes of "Go to the doctor!" Yes, yes, yes. I made an appointment with the doctor for a checkup, OK? I've done that. My husband took care of that. And later this month I'll have the checkup. Now can I get back to the REAL work? The work of discovering who I am and what I can do for myself? Which is why I'm here in the first place, in a body incarnate on Earth as a soul, learning lessons of self mastery and self discovery.
What I've been discovering is that my BACKGROUND consciousness is not just a theory or piece of intellectual information. My background consciousness is the bigger me and it is influencing me. I am my own background consciousness lurking behind the foliage of the trees. I am the greater me flowing through my body, watching, observing, nudging my outer smaller self to "try this" or "try that". I am the hidden part that supports the outer part and I didn't know. Wasn't aware. It is below my subconscious. It is way beneath my exterior conscious mind, thought and feelings and external decisions I make. I am the sub-sub-cconsciousness that lives on after this body dies. I am the hidden part of me that is learning through superficial outer trials, errors and experiments. It's a game of hide and seek. Surface thoughts come and go easily. I can switch them on and switch them off, using various techniques. But what I can't switch off is that elusive consciousness that is in charge and lurks in the background behind a veil, peering from behind a curtain. THIS is the real me. This is the real power of me. Its reality has been breaking through to me, causing me some headaches and dizziness. I have to adapt.
There are times when my brain is clear and not dizzy, not fuzzy. What is it that causes clarity? I am dying to know the truth about this. Why am I suddenly clear-brained and later again fuzzy-brained? Most people think a pill is the answer, and I'll consider that. But I know there is more to this than a pill or a drug. I am on the road of discovery. I have already discovered that I'm not who I thought I was over the last 40 or so years. I've been believing a lie about myself. I thought I was "this" or "that" but I've discovered more truths about who I am. So I've been learning to let go of this image about myself and adapting to the unknown. Could this be one of the reasons for my bouts of clarity and sanity? Accepting the unknown? The clear vision that happens here and there? And then, again, fuzzy brain returns. It is fluctuating wildly. I want to die, then I don't want to die. I am willing to allow the truth to take over and bend me back into shape. But we will see. There is more to uncover. Pardon my frankness - just sharing some thoughts from an elder!
7/8/23 - Unlocking the doors to powers within
I started receiving while in the shower this morning, writing notes to myself. Feeling super energies, too much, in fact, must slow myself down. This is coming in very strong, intense, powerful. Tuning into the powers within, how to get past the locked door. The doors are all through the body – in the hands and feet, the stomach, the back muscles, the solid body that we focus on so intently so that we run to the doctor whenever something goes wrong. We get some medicine to take and seal up the door again, our prison door that keeps us safely locked up inside so we can’t get out.
A little later, I can’t breathe. After the backbend and cobra I sit and connect, remembering I must bring it UP, up, up. "Meet your higher self! She’s there in the coccyx. Bring it UP to the heart and the brain." Step out of the box of limited thinking that you’re only a physical body. Step out of the box into freedom and sunlight flooding. Do it slowly. Bring it up the spine via the Torus breath and fountain it out and around and down. Repeat it. Flow it. Keep it loose and flowing. The brain has been blocking the flow. All that “ME” knowledge is blocking the flow. The focus on “Me” as if I’m important! As if what this body feels is important. But that’s exactly what is causing the pain, the heart aches, the body aches, the disabilities, the aging, the discomfort, the brain fog – it’s the focus on the physical deterioration that is causing the “sick” feelings that are slowly creeping in and insidiously invading the Self, the body cells, to make us think we are dying. It’s focusing our thinking process on dying and disintegration.
The eternal spirit, the holy spirit, the pure life-giving spirit is NOT dying! It can’t die! It has been simply held back from expressing. We’ve been focusing so much on the body dying that we are causing our own dying process. The holy spirit, the pure life-giving spirit is still there inside a crystal ball in the pelvic bowl, and we are holding it back from releasing. It needs to be invited out to flow again, to express. It needs to be released. Let go! Relax! Breathe in and breath out through the sacrum. Picture the sacrum. Bring it into focus, flow it, imagine it, pure crystalline light sparkles flowing up the spine, breaking through the obstacles. This purity can smash right through them when it is flowing, melt right on through them to the top of the head.
We are talking about the life force known as kundalini. It is also known by other names in other cultures, such as Christians call it the holy spirit, or the Christ. Shakti, Shekinah, Krishna and other names in other parts of the world. It has been locked in down there in the coccyx and sacrum, not allowed to flow up the spine. Sin, sex, guilt and shame has had us, as if in bondage tied to limited thinking, and we had no idea. We were imprinted with a massive conspiracy imprinting of fear, shame and guilt and we had no clue. We were babes in the wood being programmed before we could walk and talk. We did not understand. How could we? This has been going on for many centuries. Now kundalini is here. It is a big word. An unknown word but I am going to introduce it to the culture. Other people are introducing it, I see. Yes, the word is coming out into the public eye. There is a plan brewing. It is very close now, close enough to begin the group gatherings. Tantra is part of the kundalini instruction. The word Tantra needs to be straightened out. It has been ignorantly misunderstood. There have not been enough true teachers or healers. We are introducing it now because it’s time. Simply that it’s time. The universe has lined up some people to bring this forth.
I did the back bend off the bed and the cobra. I’m working with forces beyond traditional thinking. The kundalini, the holy spirit, is opening for everyone at a different pace. It is opening with LOVE. The teaching is about LOVE. The emphasis is on love. The first emphasis is on love. There is only one energy in all of creation and it is LOVE. Creation in the form world is done by playing with different aspects of love. Moving with it or moving away from it by rejecting it. It is the moving and shaking, exploring and defining the various perspectives and understandings of LOVE. The ultimate love is wholeness, completion, fulfillment, hence the word “holy”. But love doesn’t end there, to rest and relax and be forgotten, because there are more people coming up behind us who are still experimenting with LOVE, hesitant and unsure but experimenting. The building of more and more love is a continuing, ongoing, eternal process of life that never ends but continues building more. There is no end to love because it keeps adding more to itself. There are an infinite number of consciousnesses who are evolving in love and each is unique, one of a kind, discovering yet another new way to experience love – the primal energy of creation that we are ALL using in our creating.
As I was bringing the energy up to the heart thru the throat to the brain, I was on fire again and stopped to write, “Get the energy to the brain!” realizing that the brain is getting this message and I must write it! We think there is hate, violence and anger, depression, sickness and death, but it is all created from love - out of a desire for more love, or what one thinks is love. Whether it be from a selfish controlling perspective or from a benevolent way of sacrifice and martyrdom, we are all focusing on love. And BALANCE is what brings us closer to it. Balance the extremes that appear, balance them with love. Find the unity, the harmony, the way of merging the extremes and you will experience love.
My brain is sprouting colors now, coming up from the coccyx and the pelvic bowl, clearing a channel through the sushumna, the central etheric channel all the way to the brain. It is clearing. There are two arcs in the brain now, going left and right of the central channel to the pituitary. The colors are sprouting up, one here, one there, faster and faster and all at once! It’s not the brain that is coming alive, it is ME that is sprouting the awareness and the colors. I AM the awareness in the brain bringing conscious awareness up the spine to my organ of the brain. I Am the incandescent surreal colors sprouting many different aspects of divinity as they unfold into my brain.
I Am the divinity that has been held locked in down below, prior to this moment. I Am bringing it up to the brain so this body can recognize itself in the physical form and the physical world and use it here! (I am doing the neck exercises now.) I am activating my male side. The sparks, the angels, the devas are in the trees. I used to think it was the sun catching and glinting off the moisture on the leaves but it’s the faeries or elementals, whatever name they might be called. I first think it’s the sun but it looks a bit too bright and it twinkles at me as if it’s sending a message. I pause and connect with it and then I know.
7/7/23 - Breathing difficulties
This was a month ago. In the night I woke with the message that galactic ships were sending positive energies into the Earth atmosphere, making it difficult for negative thinking people to breathe and to please post this. This is why we have to think more love-light thoughts. We must work at cultivating more light into our bodies, minds and feelings to elevate our frequencies, or we won’t survive these higher energies that are flooding the planet. I have posted a link HERE (page down to "my personal decrees") to find some mantras and affirmations to use - prayers and positive decrees. Do use them. Select some that appeal to you and say them out loud 15 minutes a day or more often. The more the better. It will help to lighten your body’s energies. This will elevate you to higher vibrations. It brings in vitality, cosmic energy that will surprise you if you do it enough to notice. Most people will not do it because they are lazy and too embedded in the routine of their lives. But the work WILL have an effect. The intergalactic ships are actively assisting the solar ascension rays and they are warning that it will be hard to breathe.
I've been having a hard time catching my breath, and a friend writes that he has been having difficulties too. It helps to spend time doing the light affirmations. Say them out loud, so the sound reverberates into your auric field that surrounds you. It is your auric field that needs lifting, not the physical body. The physical body is the "shell" in which your personal energies are floating. It is the ENERGIES that need lifting. Routine day-to-day energies are the ones that lag behind and droop like wilting flowers. They become dull and lifeless energies. These are the energies that are your life force. Lift them with higher prayers and light-filled, love-filled, praise-filled words of higher qualities and tones. The light that is hitting the planet through the sun and the greater sun is so much higher than what it has been previously, that people who are not aware will not know what is happening to them. This is a message from the galactics. Please do this. Become more light-endowed by chanting these higher words into the air every day. If a person hasn't activated the light in their physical body, it's going to be difficult to catch a breath. The body needs to be elevated and take in some of this higher energy to match the incoming light.
I got up and went into the meditation room and participated in the uplifting of the earth, cleansing the earth and all inhabitants, waking up the light. With my inner sight I sensed the Earth starting to separate. This is on an etheric level. I was aware of it. A lot took place last night. It was a major step in the separation of old and new earth. An hour and 20 minutes later I felt it was over and I could go back to bed.
Additional revelations: Routine is so boring! It is the same old, same old stuff, day in, day out, always the same. When I write new information from higher up, I get excited. It is creative. Tantra is the sacred art of growing new links by conjoining opposites. Not by replacing or substituting one for another. It is like grafting a different plant onto another plant to create a more advanced evolved plant from two separate species. Opposites can be grafted together to create something new and more advanced. More evolved. My higher self is divine and holy. I am not. It is coming closer down to me as I use enlightened words that are higher and purer than my normal words. My higher self links with these higher holy words and can come closer to me. I can see my higher aspect more closely as I do this. It is more brilliant than me. More colorful, it is bluish and with other colors mixed in, transparent colors, divine, holy, pure. It is coming closer and it is connecting my awareness to itself. I feel myself becoming more elevated. I am merging with my higher self. I am an opposite of my higher self. I am human. It is divine. We are grafting together like two species. One not pure, the other pure. This is Tantra.
7/5/23 - Settle in with the forces of nature
The forces of nature are not wild. They are soothing and calm. And when we acknowledge that feeling it is like coming home to the ancestral hearth. Relax into it. Coming home is a settling in feeling. It is a stopping of the struggle in the outer-world journey. It is accepting where you came from, your ancient lineage is nature. Natural. It feels at peace. Remember the feeling of walking in the forest? The wood? The quiet of dawn or the late night after dark? There is a quietness in nature. It is the coming home to what THE BODY feels is natural. After all, we are first of all the body. A solid form made of the substance of earth. And Mother Earth is the intelligent mother who oversees her brood - the kingdoms of nature. Mankind and womankind are part of that kingdom of her nature. We can feel the "coming home" at certain times when we are alone and not being distracted. We are drawn naturally, inexplicably, inward. It is similar to the ripening of a fruit. It is impossible to ripen fruit in an artificial environment. It is not natural. But falling in step with the forces of nature provides a feeling of settling in and relaxing into a flow that is almost always forgotten during the active hours of human activity. Relinquish the struggle in those opportunities to fall in step with nature. It knows what you need. This is an advanced teaching. We think we are so smart and intelligent to be in our brains, but the greater intelligence is in the WHOLE BODY. In the DNA of each tiny cell that makes up the liver, the heart, the lungs, the kidneys, the prostate gland, the ovaries,, the muscles, and the bones and blood. And the brain itself. This is far removed from the controlling ego which does not provide peace and calm. This is how we follow the spirit, the higher angel of our own divine nature. It is the coming together of our own heavenly nature with the earth's nature. When we agree to surrender our controlling ego and allow ourselves to walk in the natural way of the earth-walker, the skin-walker, we bring our heavenly nature in harmony with the earth nature. Look for nature's signs that come to you - the bird that swoops out of the sky, the snake that crawls unexpectedly nearby, the call of the owl, the feather that drops at your feet, the many movements in the air, unexpectedly. Stop and acknowledge RECEIPT of the contact. This is disclosure of the Earth kind. There is no need to look for it. No need to struggle. No need to work at it. We are one with nature.
7/3/23 - Me and my four lower bodies!
Yes, I'm still here! It's been a week since my last blog. I've hit a new stuck point in the transition of my life, moving out of 3D into 4D and 5D, and it's taking all my attention to work it out. How best can I align my four lower (denser) bodies? The consciousness evolution that is taking place is affecting everyone, but perhaps not like it's affecting me right now. I'm getting whoozy, dizzy and have strange sickish-type feelings. It is causing a lot of confusion but I know what the cause is and it has affected me physically, mentally and emotionally. Ugh! It's very draining and disturbing.
The four lower bodies are the four densest consciousness levels of a person. There are seven levels of consciousness in all (picture the aura) but the three higher levels are saintly, holy and perfect. It is the four lower, tighter, denser levels that are the problem. These are the human conditions composed of errors and mistakes that need correcting or leaving behind. This is an advanced peek into a larger truth, so we won't go any further than that. It's just background food for thought as we tackle the more local issue of these four dense levels of the human apparatus, and what I am currently struggling with.
The four lower denser levels are the (1) emotional level, (2) the mental level, (3) the spiritual or higher mind level and (4) the physical body level. Old energies (issues) that have not been redeemed or released yet, are still stuck in the auric field, which is our consciousness. These are now being affected because we are going through a major shift in consciousness to a higher, lighter dimension. These old energies (issues) are holding us back. They are knots in our consciousness. They are causing (me) dizziness problems and sickish feelings - and keeping me busy trying to figure out what next to try to correct it because I'm an energy worker. I do my own energy corrections to keep healthy and active.
Other people are experiencing this too, I see, as I read the articles. But we each have to work it out alone, by ourselves, because no two people have the same issues going on from the past, including past lives. Not everyone is aware of this physical shift from the 3rd to the next higher dimension of consciousness, be it the 4th or the 5th. The shift is taking place on inner levels of consciousness that, unfortunately, many people are unaware of. How many people have been educated about their four lower bodies? The lowest and densest body is the physical body, which we can see and touch, but the other three are on a finer frequency level. We can't "see" them per se. So the shift is affecting these three finer bodies that we don't even know we have. We think it's the physical body that is having the problem and it's not! We might go to a doctor and learn that nothing is the matter since the instruments don't pick up on it, but there is a lot more going on than doctors are aware of. If you have not been filled in about how these four lower bodies operate, for example, your emotional body and your mental body, then it's time we started to address it.
Imagine yourself as you are right now, doing what you're doing (like I am sitting at my laptop), imagine how you look right now but twice as large and as a transparent figure hovering over you or around you. This is your emotional body. This is the energy body where all your emotions and feelings take place. Your emotions and feelings do NOT take place in your physical body, nor in your mental body. They take place at a certain frequency level. Your emotional body is the plane where all your feelings occur. This transparent body (you don't see it so you don't realize it's there) is hovering around every cell in your physical body. When you feel a surge of anger, for example, your emotional body feels, not your physical body. This is a long complicated story to explain.
Next, imagine yourself again, as you are right now, but three times as large and also a transparent figure, hovering over your emotional body or around you. Use your imagination. This is your mental body. It is functioning at an even HIGHER frequency level than your emotional body. This is where thought takes place. This is your mind, where you think things through and come to decisions. This body does NOT have feelings like your emotional body does. It is a separate frequency that operates on a specific plane for the specific purpose of working out mental processes pertaining to human practical life.
Next, imagine yourself again as you are right now but four times as large and also a transparent figure, hovering over your mental body. This is your spiritual body, sometimes known as the etheric body. This is on a still HIGHER frequency than either your emotional or mental body. This is a larger aspect of you which is in touch with MORE of who you are as a spiritual intelligence. This body does not have feelings per se, as we define feelings in the human realm, but it is closer to love, harmony, unity and the higher cosmic laws of the universe. This is closer to heaven than the other two denser realms, but it is not perfect either. It is designed for the purpose of working out and understanding what spirit is as compared with human. That takes care of three of the four lower bodies. The fourth lower body that gets out of alignment is the physical body.
The three invisible bodies - emotional, mental and spiritual - are all operating within the physical body and most people know nothing about them. This is information that is taught in the mystery schools, esoteric and metaphysical classes. Emotions and feelings get tangled up with our thoughts, and our thoughts get tangled up with our religious and spiritual beliefs, and our bodies get confused over which is which and how to deal with it. This has been going on for a long time. We have been kept uneducated about this. Now there is a consciousness evolution taking place. We are growing up and out of the third dimension and into the fourth dimension and the fifth. Everyone is different. Your family, friends and neighbors aren't aware of what you are aware of, because consciousness is unique to each person. What I know is what I know. What YOU know is what YOU know. We know different things, pertaining to different areas of our lives. But the biggest single problem we have is that these four lower bodies are entangled. Like four different balls of yarn, each with a different color, has been allowed to become unwound and bunched into knots. Our consciousness has become all twisted up together, including issues from past life experiences that are not yet resolved.
It is the end of past times and the beginning of a new time - one that is happy and peaceful. The transition from the old times requires putting an end to the problems of the past. We don't have to solve the problems, we simply have to stop worrying about them. All of the advice from the masters is to "let go". Stop worring. Stop fixating. Stop hanging on to the old life. Let go. Relax. Find something fun to do. Put your attention on fun and happy projects that make you excited. Then the problems of the past disappear. Because what you are aware of is what we focus on. Our emotions and feelings are a separate part of our life, quite different from the thoughts we think. Our spiritual thoughts about God and the universe, and about E.T.'s are different from our thoughts about the practical life, like politics, money, hospitalization, sending kids to school, etc. We have four different consciousnesses taking place simultaneously in us every day. Each one of them needs to be examined separately. Untangle them. We have only one consciousness but it has become tangled and twisted and it torments us because we don't understand. Why? But this one consciousness that we are, goes higher and higher and higher and higher, as we look to the higher aspects of ourself. As we learn about these four lower bodies we will begin to notice the changes. Become conscious.
6/25/23 - Love is not an emotion - it's the life force
During my morning meditations today I was shown that love is the life force. It is not an emotion. The life force called love is everywhere. The universe is composed of living, breathing, conscious electrons and atoms, and the masters speak of them often. How they are eager little beings of love desirous to serve in positive ways. They are filled with love, light, warmth and goodness and they bring this warmth and comfort to all who attract them. These little beings are not to be confused as an emotion. They are the life force.
Yes, personal love is an emotion because it is being directed to someone specifically. The sender draws on the ocean of life that exists everywhere and focuses his attention on a person of his or her choice. Love is available to be used, and we do use love for all that we do. We even use love to hate someone or be jealous, envious, controlling, violent and to engage in personal drama with. Everything we do is done with the power of love because love powers the universe, the planets, suns and all life everywhere. That is why we are capable of growing past a difficult situation that is bogging us down. Since love is the motivating force behind all creation and it is within us, and within our own consciousness, it IS possible to change a difficult situation by imagining or reaching beyond the difficulty or the down side of something, and apply a higher, better, more ebullient application of love.
Love is the sea of life that exists everywhere. It is circulating even now within our own bodies and is available to use but we have to KNOW this first, before we can make such changes. It was shown to me this morning to be aware of it, to make this message public so others can be aware of the sea of life is actually LOVE. Then perhaps a person can make changes in their life by boosting, reaching, imagining, raising their attitude to a higher level. It is up to us to make the changes in how we apply the law of life, the law of love. It is intelligence that directs love into action. It is will power that directs it. It is a change in how we think, a change in how we want to be. But first we must believe this is true. There have been vague references to such a powerful law of but very few truly understand it. We have been massively programmed to believe in loss, lack, poverty and disempowerment.
Yet, we are the master intelligences. This is proven by the fact that we can think for ourselves, and we can change our minds when we want to. We often just don't think it is possible. We have been weighed down under the weight of dark beliefs, when the brilliant, dazzling truth of love is a conscious choice. We can make a change for ourself through WILL POWER any time we want - conscious will power - instead of accepting the "down" feeling of despair, low self confidence or hopelessness. It takes concentrated effort and every day practice, which is the backbone philosophy of doing spiritual practice every day. Benefits can be seen almost immediately by those who practice consistently. They are drawing on the sea of love, which is the sea consciousness. Every human being is conscious and therefore can reach UP and draw on a higher level of thought. But it must be done every day and often several times a day to make serious changes.
Changes have to be directed. Most emotions are not directed. There is a horrendous lack of understanding about the conscious sea of life in which we swim. We remain ignorant and vulnerable to the random emotions that are spewed out by our neighbors, families and friends. All emotions less than love are not well thought out. It "just happens" to someone and the emotion radiates out to invade a passer by. Someone has to direct a feeling of goodness to make changes and raise the level of consciousness, and maintain that direction for awhile to set it into motion. Love is a feeling of life. It is encouraging, exciting, vitalizing, uplifting, creative, productive, life-giving, warm, comforting, nurturing, living, breathing. And there is more of the same higher up. There is no end to how high you can reach on the ladder of goodness and love. The mystics and saints will tell you.
For example, when we pray to God and experience love as worship. It is an open door that brings forth even more worshipful feelings of song, praise and goodness. There is a very high form of love to be had through private worship and praise. But we can also experience love for the earth, too, the trees, the waters, the sunset, the grass, the people we pass on the street, cars, babies, buildings, pets, careers, sciences, music, art- there is no end of the love that mankind can experience in his earthly life. We are preparing to bring forth a new earth and a new WAY of life through the power of our loving one another in this way. Not sexual, personal love, but immense, universal love that goes far, far, far, when we open our minds to the highest in us. We can experience love at any time of the day or night because love is not only inside us, and inside the objects that we have created that populate our homes and villages, but love is in the air itself. Love is the life force. Love is known as prana or chi when we BECOME CONSCIOUS of it. When we USE conscious consciousness to wake it up.
This was revealed to me after an ongoing discussion with someone about sex, romance and the falling in and out of love, with divorces and separation. How does love work on a personal level? From the perspective of most people love has been considered a human emotion. And of course I have too. But I have experienced love from the plane of spirit, from the mystical side of life that goes beyond understanding, when you open up to higher realms and are brought to tears and deep, overwhelming states. Then you become like the kitchen strainer - you just let the water pour through without trying to catch it and you disappear in the flowing rapture.
I was shown this morning that love is the life force of the universe, I suppose, because I was ready to understand the difference. Love is like water. It doesn't really move. It simply flows around waiting to be used. We exist in the ocean of its movement. Love is available to hold everything together, but it doesn't have to move because it already is everywhere. When someone sends a message it quivers through the sea of love and the sea of love responds. The awareness of love can move into a person's life through that person's consciousness of it. Or as that person lowers it to a lower emotion it will respond in kind and provide the lower emotion. Whatever the person wants to do with it, the love force is available to be used. It is consciousness that raises or lowers the life force to a high place or brings it down low to a low place. It is all done with consciousness. That is the reason for spending time in meditation and practicing the art of stillness and mastering of one's own consciousness.
Most human emotions are less than love. This morning feelings of all kinds flashed before me, revealing the great diversity of emotions and feelings that we humans are privy to that influence us. Love is not an emotion. Love is the power behind emotion. It is the source of emotion. It creates life, empowers life, thrills life, pushes life onward to higher planes of understanding. Motivates, vitalizes, excites, kindles, ignites, enflames. All else is less than that but we have the capability of working ourselves up to higher levels. It was shown to me how we can rise above emotion to greater and greater feelings that thrill us and inspire us. USE EMOTION, it said to me, of a higher nature. Allow emotion to work for you and bring you the thrills and pleasures that you enjuoy the most. Whatever emotion is being felt, raise it higher by conscious will power. Love is the life force. Do not confuse emotion with the life force. Love is the source of life. Reach for the source of life. Do not settle for less than love. Love is not an emotion. It is life itself. It circulates within our physical body right now. If there is a "down" feeling, raise it up higher by any word, thought, feeling or action you can find. It is within your power to do that, to create a warmer, safer, more security, loving feeling for yourself and your home by reaching higher.
6/24/23 - The fifth dimension is an attitude adjustment
The concept of moving from the third to the fifth dimension has become such a big deal - many articles have been shining the light on it and helping us to understand what this means. But it all boils down to the fact that it's an attitude adjustment. Attitudes are being affected. We are being nudged to make changes. Small changes are easier, so make them sooner. It's not such a big deal after all unless, of course, we don't want to make any changes at all. Yes, then it is a big deal. Working against the tide takes work. An attitude of resisting takes a lot of work. I would like to add my two-cents worth here - changing your attitude in small ways is much easier than the work that must be done later from resisting the change. Making a few changes along the way actually makes you feel good. The changes are going to happen anyway, sooner or later. So why not allow for the changes now, today? Relax and expand and accept the changes that are sneaking in through your back door and you're trying to avoid them. You don't want to change your way of life. You have always done it your way - approached life the way you have always done. But if you are flexible and open to accepting small changes, you will be taking small steps up the multi-layered ladder to the higher plane, where it is MUCH more comfortable than the lower plane below.
6/23/23 - Experiencing physical ascension
The ascension process is a removal of old energies. Old energies in the body and mind. We don't think of them as old, we think of ourselves as simply who we are. But it's been happening for me that who I am is disappearing and there is a renewed vitality taking place. Only at certain times. It fluctuates. It takes concentration but I am being revitalized. My body is experiencing a renewal of energy that is somehow different from what I'm used to. I have to keep physical engaged with the world to experience this, otherwise, I fade in that energy. The energy fades and I am left feeling hopeless. It's like running a marathon. I have to keep going, not strong, but simply keep active. It is very important to keep physically active. My old way of thinking, my old belief was that it was important always to be comfortable. No matter what, find comfort. That belief is disappearing. Because comfort in the old way meant resting, passive. There is a new kind of comfort to be experienced which is up, alert with things running smoothly. Like the motor is at its best and it's purring! It is vitality but it is a ccomfortable vitality. My old views on what is important is changing. My understanding is changing. My belief in what is important is changing. They are fading and there is a new me coming forward.
There is a new goal now. I'm seeing past the comfort zone to the "more" of me. It's all tied in with the kundalini that awakened in me 47 years ago when I went into the light. Ever since then I have been struggling to understand. Oh my! It is deepening - er, no. It is an expanding and elevating. It's an expanding. elevating, lightening, rising upward process, and it is revealing more and more. As long as I don't give up.
The most important thing I have discovered on the journey of ascending consciousness is - there’s too much focusing on the genitals. The focus on the genitals and the whole sex thing has to change to flowing. Lift the sluice gates. Allow the flowing to continue on. The flow is the flow of love, tenderness, sympathies, compassion, innocence, goodness, sharing, and the whole nine yards of giving and sharing and feeling the love as it flows from person to person, non-stop. This is the flowing that has been stopped by the gates. There is a solid vitality feeling that flows at times, and at other times a feeling of death and dying sweeps through me and my knees buckle. Weakness enters. Death enters. The greater picture is unfolding. It comes in and shows me that I am the life of the body. The body is just a mechanical object. It has a low consciousness. It has been trained to do certain things automatically. But I am the driving force of this body and I have to put my full concentration on it.
There is no one technique, No one method of doing the work of resurrecting the body which is failing, because it requires the full flowing of the life force. I had cut it off, cut down, just like everyone else. Now I am learning to not follow the program I was trained to do. Now I am flowing the light within me. I am flowing the energies but I am also releasing the old and dying energies. I feel as if I am old and dying but I know better. I am not. New light power is being injected into the inner spaces that make up my body organs and muscles. The old and new energies are swirling and mixing together and I see more and more, and further and further. Deeper and deeper. The power which is me, my eternal soul or spirit, whatever you want to call it, is immense. Just like everyone's power is immense. It is so immense that it can only make its appearance in stages, little by little, or it would overwhelm the body and blow it apart. This power is known today as kundalini, but it is really the Mother. Mother Kundalini. She is the power behind the throne. She is what makes the life happen or, if withheld, to wither and die. She is the cosmic mother of all life everywhere. She is held locked inside the form body, all forms, all bodies, even insects and birds and plants and water.
In bits and pieces the awareness is expanding. Form life happens by closing the focus down to one thing. To bring movement to a halt. To make a piece of furniture or a house or bridge, it requires a solid, non-movalbe structure. Mother kundalini is showing me how to open my focus now and release that focus on immobility. Let go of the focus and let the flow begin again. Resurrect the body. Most specifically, stop focusing on the genitals. This has affected the lower abdomen, the digestive tract, the ovaries, the prostate, the urinary tract, the whole pelvic/hip area. This is where the flowing of the life force, the love force has been blocked. We need to release the excessive focus on sex because it is the main cause. It is the one main reason there is suffering in the world. Love has been prevented from flowing. The focus has been on the genitals and the love stops there, another agenda has been structured around this area. This massive overwhelming focus and obsession on sex has impacted the hips, the legs, the knees, the feet, everything below the heart. Plus it has impacted the intelligence and good sense of the person. It has thrown the body out of kilter and introduced sickness, old age, dying, disintegration and death. It is LOVE that has been compacted in one way or the other. Love is what holds things together. By focusing too much on the material building of forms, love has been prevented from flowing up the spinal column to the heart, to the voice which would tell the truth if it were able, and to the brain which would be enlightened, and out the top of the head into the welcoming arms of the Cosmic Father and Mother of all that is.
Love has been held back and compacted. Two alternative routes have been established. Detours, if you will. In Sanskrit these two routes are called the IDA and the PINGALA. The Ida is the feminine route, the left-hand route. The Pingala is the masculine route, the right-hand route. Love needs to flow to keep the body alive, so when the alternative routes were built into the body, the main route to the top of the head was shut down. In Sanskrit the main spinal channel to the top of the head is called the SUSHUMNA. So the soul goes either up the Pingala, the assertive side which is the masculine side, or it takes the alternative route and goes up the Ida, which is the submissive feminine side. The soul withdraws from being active and follows her masculine soul mate instead. This choice, whether to go up the feminine side or the masculine side, affects the whole body and the circuitry and programming of the body. How it operates and how it approaches life. It is the Mother Kundalini that is flowing up the left hand or the right hand path. (Mystery school teachings teach students how to bring these two paths together, but that's another article.)
Breathing complications occur during this ascension process. I cannot speak too much on it because I am still learning myself. I am sharing this information for maybe some hints and clues to others. I have discovered some methods of alleviating the sensation of not being able to breathe. The blockage is occurring around the diaphragm area, just under the heart. This morning I had some good feedback, working on this area with light, with the knowledge I've received so far. There is massive amounts of information coming through. I wish I could share it with others, but it's so deeply personal. It is all about raising the attitude to a more refined state of being, a more pristine state of awareness, a cleaner, more holy state of awareness. It uses visions of sparkling dazzling purity. When I follow the guidance to "expand higher", after a while this opens the blocks. It is quite amazing, working with the light and watching (later) as the old energies close back up again. Then I work with the light again and the visualizations. There is WORK involved. It is about concentrating on higher, purer visions.
Two years ago I had to go to the hospital because I couldn't breathe. It happened within hours of my using a new mantra of purity. How could I know? It brought too much light into my body and my body closed down. It couldn't handle it. Now I know. I see what happened back then. So, OK. I now have to take heart pills but no big deal. It's part of being human. But there is a deeper instruction going on within, that is telling me far more than the doctors and pharmacists are. There is a new life force coming alive in me. I am learning how to use it. I can feel it taking place in alternating currents. Awareness is increasing by leaps and bounds. This old body is resurrecting from the inside out. It may be too late. After all it's 85 years old! But the vitality I am feeling is superb. I have to stay active and let the light of life flow. Flowing the life through the muscles, tissues, brain and heart is important. And to be conscious. We must be MORE conscious. Not less. Put the light of conscious awareness into every action. Or as best you can. Move yourself into action through conscious intention. Through will power. The phrase, "Thy will be done" takes on new meaning. Move the light of awareness into outward action through will power. Will power is the Light of the body.
Plus live a clean healthy diet. Eat enough food but only what I want to eat. Not according to the world and what the doctors say, but what I feel is in my best interest (instinct) to eat. I am negotiating between my physical needs and the needs of the higher self which has different needs in order to be properly reconnected with the body. The higher ME is shining through the old muck and drudgery of yesteryear and the old muck and mud has to be released and allowed to leave. Then exercise. Fulfill the needs of the lower body to be active, activate the hips, the lower back muscles, legs and feet. Fulfill the desires of the lower body to be active. That's why they are built into the body.
My original urge was to do lower back massages with people, through the use of yantras and mantras. This means holding the light in your mind and speaking it softly into the body with your hands. This original urge is still with me. I am piecing the new higher self information together. The light must flow through the body that is murky and dark in order to bring relief and vitality back to the aging tissues. We have been ignorant of it. The body does not know about the light that is moving through it. The light is the light of the higher self, what has been called the light body, or the christ body, the crystalline body. If we don't activate the crystalline body, the diamond light grids in the body, the body will die. It is only a temporary vehicle until the residing soul wakes up and starts managing it properly, meaning resurrecting it properly. We are here on a mission to learn how to maintain a physical body in good health for a long time. There is no expiration date on a body that can maintain its youth. That is what the ascended masters learn how to do. We are here temporarily to expand and explore who we are, and when done to move on to greater things. But only when WE decide to move on.
Well, that's the end of my lecture for today. I wanted to share this because it is SO exciting and invigarating to experience resurrecting the body. My time may yet come but I'm filling in every moment with new information. Filling it with light! It is an amazing experience. I asked my Higher Self yesterday what to do when I can't catch my breath, when my diaphragm locks up on me. The answer was: “Relax, expand, let go, surrender, hold love in your mind. Surrender into love”. So I've been practicing. It takes time and concentration. It doesn’t work in a moment’s notice. What causes it, I asked? "The lowering of vibrations. It is the loss of life force when you move from higher lighter density to lower heavier density. Train yourself to hold the light. Be aware of your higher and lower vibrations."
6/20/23 - Loving touch massage swaps
During a bonding session recently there was a beautiful download of cosmic love information from higher spheres. Let me try to put it into easy language. He was energized and my energies were not peaceful but highly active so I slowed him down by rubbing my hands on him. I could feel my energies starting to come more into harmony. It is obvious that the man’s energies are focused so much on the outer world, thrusting outward, seeing the goal in front of him like a carrot, that he isn’t able to pay attention to lining up his inner energies. The woman, on the other hand, that is her role. She must manage the inner energies, especially during lovemaking times, when the purpose is to integrate and heal the divisions. They are to come together and mesh their two separate and diverse energies, which, in a duality world, is a constant. There is divisiveness. But the reason there is a male and a female in the first place is to create things physically. So the physical thrust is necessary, and the inner maintenance of harmony is also necessary to keep it together. During bonding I could see myself trying to harmonize the energies in the form of atoms and molecules. These tiny particles which make up our physicality and our mentality and emotionality, are imbued with “not-self” and “not comfortable”. There is “not right” in our atomic structure, so we have to MAKE them right. We need to take the time to harmonize them and soothe them and comfort them. These are the energies of our bodies that we are harmonizing and soothing. Through loving administration we line up first our mental.
We “think” harmonizing thoughts. This can be done in an instant if we know how to do it. It doesn’t take a long time. Then we have to line up our feelings, our sensations, because the mental does not feel. Mental arranges and controls our energies by thinking them. Then when we allow ourselves to feel softness, warmness, comfort, lovingness. First the mental, then the emotional feeling. Then there is the etheric body, or spiritual body. These are the energies (atoms and molecules) that are from prior lives. We’ve had many prior lives that our culture doesn’t acknowledge but they still exist in us. Traumatic and unresolved issues that we have not a clue about. But they exist in us in the form of tendencies. A tendency towards anger at men, or anger at women, or hatred towards another race, or fear of sex, or fear of love or fear of fire or of falling off a cliff or dislike of children or tendency towards addiction to alcohol, or tendency towards violence, or - on the other hand - tendencies toward grace, beauty, art, great music, dance, invention, holiness, religion, spiritual. We carry these forward into our current life and they are inside us, as the saying goes, “the issues are in our tissues”. I would say “our history is in our tissues”.
Anyway, it is like two separate colors. While we were bonding I could see the male outer thrusting as the color blue, and the female inner harmonizing as the color red. When mixed together blue and red make purple or violet, depending on the subtleties of the hues. If the blue bangs into the red the colors do not mix. The inner harmonizing does not take place. It becomes yet more of a separation and more of a trauma that becomes stored in the tissue as frustration and unresolved energy. So what we have to do is learn how to harmonize the male and female bodies. What we are doing in my theoretical loving touch massage is learning what it feels like to touch opposite gender bodies. How it feels to each person is an inner experience that has no words to it, but as we introduce LOVING touch, I would point out that there is a reason why we don’t go into sexuality here, because we are practicing the harmonizing of male to female. Harmonizing the feelings we experience when we are touched by a strange man, or a strange woman. Feel what is going on with your energies inside.
Imagine, if you’re a man, that your energies (mind, emotions and body) are the color blue. And imagine the woman massaging you as the color red or if you like, pink. Some shade of the red/pink hue. Imagine your two colors mixing and blending. You do this by accepting and allowing. You do this by trusting and receiving. You do this by relaxing and letting go. Never mind what it is you’re letting go of. Just let go. Let it be. Surrender. Jump off the cliff and feel the free fall. And manage your feelings. If you feel like screaming and jumping off the table as I did once, manage that. Harmonize that. Get a grip on that. Soothe that feeling within yourself. That is an old, old, ancient frustration or issue that is being released. Allow it its freedom. Let it go. Love it and bless it and soon it will pass because, by your application of soothing love, you are gaining mastery over very old issues that have been stored in your tissues. A great phrase. Let’s remember that our ancient, past life issues are stored in our tissues. Loving touch massage without an agenda of sex is healing and softening. It is a lesson and a practice in self mastery and releasing old blockages.
I am trying to get a large poster of the human body - man and woman - to show where the chakras are. The chakras are portals through which divinity flows down through the mental, emotional and etheric bodies into the physical body. There are issues blocking this flow on each of the three levels above. There are issues in the mental body, issues in the emotional body and issues in the etheric (past life) body, that block pure love, happiness and spontaneity from coming into our lives. So that’s why we are doing this loving touch massage. It’s a healing practice and it will help us to get to where we want to go. But this is practice time. We’ve got to practice loving touch and let that melt the barriers that have been there for thousands of years and lifetimes. This is the end time. It’s time to graduate from the school of hard knocks and it’s time to give all those issues in the tissues some freedom and relief. (inspired by DK several years ago. We may start this up again soon.)
6/16/23 - A collaboration is unfolding between....
I'm borrowing words from another article I just read - a Collaboration is unfolding between all sentient life on Earth and the non-physical realms - the cosmos. This is SO Tantric! Yes! I've been following the Ascended Master Djwahl Khul for 47 years and he has led me true. Blend the physical with the non-physical and BE HERE NOW! There is much happening in these days. There is a dramatic rise in consciousness among all the people on the planet. For those who follow the ascension drama and all the articles that go along that theme, YES! It is happening. But it is happening here on Earth. We don't have to leave. The light is coming into the earth plane. There are many of us conscious of the light coming in and holding space for it, pulling it in like pulling in the helium balloon which floats in the sky. We are here in physical bodies and we are pulling in the light from higher planes. This light is buoying the planet up. The result is a dramatic consciousness expansion. Don't give up! Keep the faith!
One result is felt right here in our house. Doug switched our internet provider a couple weeks ago and this new provider is downloading capacities of speed never experienced before. I'm not into technology so I don't know the proper words for it, but the electronic devices here - computers, TVs and cell phones - are going a bit crazy. They are going up, down and shutting off, then up, then down, then shutting off. They are trying to adjust. The electrons are trying to adapt to the lower freqencies here. The electrons are the living matter that makes up the universe. The Ascended Masters have informed me over the years. Electrons, as in "electronic" gadgets and devices are the little workers that give us life. They obey the commands of the living masters. We are the living masters here. We must learn to respect them. We thought they were just non-living particles that we could use any way we wanted to. But, no. It turns out that these little eletrons power our bodies, our homes, our refrigerators, cars, factories, traffic lights and etc. Electrons power the universe. Electrons power the suns. Electrons power the planets and our very own divine nature.
We are flowing with electrons and electrons are love and light. We are ready to start learning the truth: that we are the masters who have brought our lives down into muck, confusion and depression, and it's time to become more enlightened. It's time to turn things around and start raising ourselves up into the light with new knowledge and with the love embedded in the knowledge. We are the ones who have to do it in our own minds and hearts. We are the love. We are the sense of rightness, of justice, of truth, of freedom, of peace, of unity, of courage, of joy and happiness and gratitude for our lives. (Or not.) Electrons obey the light in us. They also obey the dark in us. They have to because they are programmed to obey the master intelligences and that is who we are - master intelligences. We just don't know it yet. WAKE UP! Realize it. And start to use that intelligence. If we do something wrong that is against our nature - and we KNOW it - well then. Be prepared to pay the price. What you know will hurt you or help you. Be on the right side or things could go wrong. An injustice will bring an injustice. Let us learn our lesson and quickly, because we are rising to a higher dimension where the laws of the universe are quick to respond. It is harmony that we need to become aware of. Be in harmony.
We are the masters of our lives. We are the ones who have set out the Plan for ourselves. Be sure you set out a positive plan. Be happy! Be glad of heart. Be light and in joy and at peace with the world. Be in collaboration with the sentient world. If there is something really, really bad and uncomfortable in your life, change it right now. Love it to death. Say it out loud. "I love you to death!" Anything that fills you with depression, muck and mud. Give it love and light immediately. Say it out loud. Find some words to use. They will start coming to you as you stumble over a beginning word. Build the momentum of light and love.
As we lighten ourself every morning when we get up, we lay out a path to follow. It spreads out around us so that no matter which direction you go in, there is a path of happy light leading there. Be sure to start the day off right. Take up meditation. Just a 15-minute connection with your higher self. Lay out a path of gladness and see what happens. The world is changing and rising upward to lighter dimensions. There is more harmony and happiness in the higher dimensions. Be a part of it. The electrons that are coming into your house and my house are the same electrons. They are seeking the light and the love. Give them light and love. Light is abstract, not yet used. Love is when you use the abstract light. When you take a theory and put it to a test and act on it, that's when you're applying love.
This is an "off-the-top-of-my head" message. I am connecting this morning with everyone's blue-white light of courage, strength, tenacity and joy for life and living. Be glad that you are here. Spread gladness around everywhere you go today. BE HERE FULLY. Notice what is going on around you and lift it up even more.
6/15/23 - Sexual energy is soul energy awakening in the body
Soul energy seeks expression in the body through sexual balance. It is ironic that while meditation travels the road of non-attachment to physical things, yet all the while it leads you back to your own humanness, and to a better knowledge of how to use your physical body with greater finesse and with the deft skill of a master perfecting his art – the art of being human with a divine soul. We are here to learn these things, not to be dictated to nor conditioned to obey the whims of the masses.
We don’t want to separate the soul from the body. We are living in a body. We must not throw it away. We must understand the body and its needs so that we can make it healthy and balanced. We must learn how to operate it, as we must learn how to operate an automobile and maintain it in good working condition. Meditation is not removing ourselves from the world. It is learning how to live in the world. We are spirits already. We are spiritually complete right now. We do not need to become more spiritual. We need to EXPRESS our spirituality, this purity of soul in physical form, awake and alive and full of the vibrancy of health and spontaneous, child-like joy for adventure and action of goodwill towards all life. Only then can we transform our world from one of confusion to one of light and beauty and rich and flavorful colors and tastes.
(Excerpt from the Master Djwahl Khul, HERE "The 7 veils of attachment".
6/12/23 - Re-activating Kundalini
The idea of holding weekly gatherings has come up recently as a way of introducing Kundalini in a formal way. No schedule has been set yet. It will take more time to allow the idea to expand. How many have heard the word "kundalini" before today? Perhaps it was heard in relation to Tantra, but that has been a somewhat misguided focus on the physical body. There are deeper roots leading down to subterranean influences that that have not been presented yet. After 47 years of trying to write about it, I have been shifted to a new level. It is time to hold in-person meetings to spark the auric field of those within ear-shot. It is the auric field that is influenced by this delicate subject. Auric field "sparking" has been known as shaktipat in the era before computers were invented. Now, with computers, we read articles with our brain and think with our brain, and analyze and deduce with our brain, and the rest of the body remains pretty much untouched.
Thoughts are coming to the fore in the last few weeks letting me know that my time is nearly up. I'll have to get on with the mission or miss my chance to present it. When Kundalini activated in me it circulated through me and changed me. It took about 7 years or more. The body is made of consciousness but it takes on other beliefs that are not pure or holy, as the kundalini is. Kundalini realigned me. Consciousness is a beautiful life force. It is a common element in all of life and we have access to everything through our consciousness, but the human being in his busy-ness takes on a lot of unimportant thoughts and beliefs. The purity of his consciousness disappears in favor of the overly-active mind, peripheral thoughts and brain activities. We are busy little bees, having our dramas, traumas and situational learning experiences. We are always trying to overcome something that bothers us. Kundalini has not been formally addressed as a most beautiful part of who we are. It has never been presented as a "real thing". That is what I am here to do - to expose kundalini as something real and very active within us. How to pan for the gold.
I am here to show those who will listen, and to tease it, coax it, seduce it out of hiding so it can be known, highlighted, appreciated and raised to the highest possible level. Kundalini is right now circulating through us as breath. I don't pay any more attention than anyone else - until I remember. Then I stop what I am doing and return to it. Awakening the kundalini has been the main goal in the East Indian spiritual tradition. They worked hard at creating a science of yoga and meditation to be taught. But kundalini awakened in me without any training or knowledge beforehand. It was during a guided meditation by a follower of a guru, it's true, but I had to learn what to do with it all alone by myself. I was then approached by an Ascended Master, the Master Djwahl Khul. The ascended hierarchy, known as the spiritual brotherhood, are aware of everyone on the planet and will step forward as needed. So from an early stage I had a guide to assist me.
Becoming aware of kundalini is a most wonderful, happy, exhilarating experience for those who are naturally feminine in nature. They will recognize themselves in it. For those who are more masculine than feminine in their dominant nature and personality, it will not be so natural. However, for those men who are interested, awakening his feminine nature does not take away from his masculinity. Rather it enhances his masculine nature by balancing it with divine love. In fact, only recently have I learned how to "pump" up my own masculine nature with divine love, for I have certain masculine tendencies too. We all are ambidextrous, to use a common term.
So, bottom line, I will point out to you how you can tap into your beautiful, natural kundalini life force - which is uniquely YOU different from anyone else - and use it in your daily life. If you are willing and if you dare. It is the science of divine love. I am thinking about how to properly introduce this science through the spoken word. Digital articles do not reach people. We read with our brain, not our body, and our brain censors most everything out that it is not programmed for. The kundalini remains unrecognized because it is a sensation, a feeling, and an elevated one at that. Of peace, comfort and loving inner warmth. It takes the chill of loneliness off, but once felt it is usually ignored or forgotten, since we are too busy to pay attention.
See the article I posted today on DK's online book HERE. He channeled this message to me back in 1981, when kundalini was highly active. Kundalini is the mother flame in the body, the feminine life force or divine love force. It is pure and innocent, childlike and happy all the time. It is untouched by human beliefs, self-doubts, depression and wrong attitudes. It's a pure flame that can't be extinguished but it's ignored. It's too pure to be recognized by our worldly focus. It is your ultimate real identity and it's closer than hands and feet and breathing. People who have near-death experiences discover that they still exist without their body and then come back to tell the story to others.
The you that you THINK you are, is a make-over that has taken years to create. This artificial you has dulled down the beautiful crystal kundalini in you but it is still there. You are a human personality but underneath you are a celestial intelligence. We created this artificial mask in order to survive here, to fit into the world and be accountable, but our real undergirds us and keeps us alive. It is powerful and still operating or we wouldn't be here today. My role, my mission, which I have grown to understand it, is that of a gatherer. I have put roots down here in Naples and I'm here to invite people to socialize with me. To stimulate conversation and make introductions. I can talk about kundalini from the ground floor of the commoner because I didn't go through any spiritual or religious tradition. I grounded kundalini by becoming involved in couples swinging, which proved to be an excellent first step opening into the second, third and fourth chakra.
I will keep posting information on these weekly gatherings as they come to me. It is a work in progress, instructions coming from higher planes.
6/7/23 - Merging with your Higher Self
Tantra is the sacred art of conjoining opposites. Not by replacing or substituting one for another. It is like grafting a different plant onto another plant to create a more advanced evolved plant from two separate species. Opposites can be grafted together to create something new and more advanced. More evolved. My higher self is divine and holy. I am not. I am human built of mistakes by trial and error. But when I take 30 minutes to chant higher holy words, my higher self can come closer to me. It is like opening a window to the higher dimensions. I can sense my higher aspect more closely as I do this. It is more brilliant than me. More alive and more colorful. It is bluish and with other colors mixed in, transparent colors, divine, holy, pure. Once or twice I got a flash of a brilliant picture. Very quick. Flashed in and then flashed out. It is coming closer to me and it is connecting into my normal human awareness. I feel myself becoming more elevated when this happens. I am merging with my higher self in small steps. Or it is merging with me. I am an opposite of my higher self. I am human. It is divine, but we are grafting together like two different species. One not pure, the other pure. DK said this is what Tantra does. It conjoins two opposites. They are not alike at first but with effort and time spent together they become one. I never thought about it before, but that's what the higher self does with its lower, imperfect self. It's human self.
6/6/23 - Some revelations during exercise routine
During my spiritual practice I often get revelations. It is a time when I focus attention on myself, I go inward. I thought I would share some from yesterday. During the cobra stance I saw/felt/knew there is no peeling away of negative forces held locked and frozen in my painful achy body and deteriorating parts. No! These pains are the lost bits and pieces of ME from past ages that have not been appreciated or raised up in their glory to the highest as they should have been. I must find them again in every little sharp pain I get, and dizziness, and immediately start to love them and care for them. This is what yoga does if there is a good teacher to instruct the student. I did not have an instructor. I learned this on my own.
It seems the standard tradition is to focus on the physical body and we totally miss the most important and crucial aspects of ourselves – that there are powers within us that have been forgotten. They need to be uncovered and raised up. The first three powers are: Love is the most important, wisdom is the next, and power the third. The power is actually the first. It is at the base of the spine. The power to move and the will to move, the desire to be here in a body. Wisdom is the second power to uncover, it is the power to apply intelligence to the movements that the body does, the intelligence to skillfully manage the action, to be wise how to fit the action into life so it fits well, with finesse, how fast, how slow, how long, when to perform it, how intense, how precise. It takes wisdom to do it right. When it fits well into place the energy of the action rises upward with gladness in its heart to be so well used and appreciated. For the power is intelligent. The third power is to LOVE the action, being kind while performing the action, being caring and considerate, supportive, alert, ever alert to changes, bearing in mind the power of love to heal and hold everything in place. These are subtle powers. I feel them moving through me as I move my body into postures.
Another awareness: The mother flame in me at the tailbone holds all seven of the powers and attributes in her sacred pouch of divinity. She is the life force. As we grow in SELF consciousness and SELF awareness, we use these seven powers (known as chakras) one at a time in order (usually in order, sometimes not in order) best if done in order but a guide or teacher is needed or we would not know this. The Mother Flame is the first chakra holding the pouch of perfection and purity with the seven powers intact. The power to move this physical vessel, its limbs, arms, legs, voice - it CAN move! Yes, it can and with precision, under the masterful control of the resident soul. The power of acting and expressing in voice and movement must be done with awareness and conscious attention. It cannot do this in a coma or sleeping, then the power is shut off. But when awake the power of action is there in the vessel. It is held locked in the tail bone and literally drips the life force gently, up the spine drop by drop, feeding life to the organs as needed, as the resident soul calls on them and opens to them. The second power to become aware of is intelligence and wisdom. The third to become aware of is love and appreciation, caring, gentleness, kindness, precision of movement. These three are the three-fold powers that need to be brought up to the heart, and from the heart to the head, for the brain serves its function by distributing the power to where it is needed the most in the body.
While doing the deer-crane-turtle I started losing consciousness, I started zoning out. I felt to lie down. I was sitting on the massage table so I lay back, feeling like swooning, thankfully blessing the softness of the blanket under me and closed my eyes. Eighteen minutes later (I always check the clock when I do this) I became conscious again. Something woke me but I can’t recall now what it was. I lay there wondering. Then an eye appeared to my inner eye. A big eye looked at me. At first it was fuzzy, then it became a clear, sharp, strangely intimate eye, like sending me a message. I think it was my higher self. Then suddenly a shift of some kind and sparkles of light started floating upward, like dainty little bubbles in gentle swirling motion. There was a sense of happiness, of gleefulness. A child’s happiness and clapping of hands in delight, in excitement and joy. Could this be long lost particles of light being released from lock-down? YES! I am getting. YES, YES, YES.
During the stomach exercises I am hearing words: “The powers of creation are beyond your ability to comprehend, but the powers of healing are not. It is through healing yourself and letting go of the past creations that you built into your bodies, that you will come back into knowing and remembering how you created them in the first place. And how you have held onto them to keep yourself in the world of form and duality. And hence, the suffering and the pleasure of finding yourself again and again. For you are the Light that you are drawn to. You are uncovering your own Light through this process of healing and letting go.” (Earlier during meditation I had surrendered my human artificial qualities, the not-real qualities, back to the Light within. I kept saying "I release the not-light in me and send them home with thanksgiving for serving their purpose.")
During back exercises, “Don’t force yourself. Rest a lot in the arms of love and comfortable feelings. Wait until your body is recovered for the next action. This way you create with love, peace and kindness for yourself, not force. Actions which are devoid of love, unconscious actions, go downward, pulled down to lower frequencies. Beware."
6/5/23 - Everything you do goes "down" unless....
Everything that I “do” as a physical action leaves a mark of energy in me or on me somewhere, not sure exactly how, but it is how we use the sub-atomic light particles that are the source of all life. These particles are intelligent, living, conscious particles of light. They compose the vastness of the sea of life, according to the Masters. They are what we build with. They are the life force within our bodies. They are created to obey the conscious direction of the master who uses them, or calls them into action. So everything I do and you do with the body, without thinking, in an unconscious manner, drifts downward by gravity. Because it is attracted to the rest of the earth's dust and dirt. Like attracts like. Chaos attracts chaos and energy drifts meaninglessly into the planet's soil UNLESS .....
If you consciously apply an uplifting thought of positivity, such as love and light, to the “doing” of whatever action you're taking, it lifts or elevates the sub-atomic particles of light. They are happily, even gleefully, attracted upward to the source of all Light, which is on a higher frequency level. The power of light is that it is lighter and happier, unified and in harmony with ALL of life. There is power here. It is a higher dimension. We don't know yet what that means, but it is above the 50-50 line. The neutral line, the zero line, which is equality and balance and represents stillness. Above the zero line is positive action. Below the zero line is negative action. Negative action drifts downward to join with the planetary body, while positive action drifts upward to join with the sea of life of the one infinite creator. The zero line is the quantum field - the balance between the light and the not-light.
So if we apply love and light to our tasks, we uplift the task that we are doing to a higher dimensional level. The higher dimension is Source and it goes on and on beyond our ability to see or understand, but it is good. It is uplifting, elevating, inspiring, and vitalizing. We come from that highest of levels. We were created by the Source of all that is alive in form. We were born out of the highest levels of purity. We had to learn how to descend into form life. We had to slow down our light particles to create or fit into the physical world. We did it because we wanted to. We chose it. We put effort into it because we wanted to experience being in finite form. We were taught by great celestial beings of intelligence who themselves had been where we are today. We learned from them the art of descending light particles. By dropping our vibration, slowing it down, the light particles of which we are composed cling together and make a denser substance. And then we begin to pick up wrong attitudes and beliefs. And then we forget who we are. But underneath and behind the solid substance of our physical form we are Light. It is all Light. Light particles clinging together and holding us inside a solid form. This is how we form physical bodies. It is how we manifest concrete forms. Our forms are made of light. We’ve crunched our light particles down so much that they cling together and they also pick up false ideas and concepts that don't ring true to the real within. The way water clings together to form ice and can trap dirty water too. We therefore look and FEEL solid and heavy. And often feel in pain and we struggle to be free.
In order to reverse the process of this descent into solid concrete bodies, in order to start the ascension process, we need to apply uplifting light - CONSCIOUS uplifting thought and feeling - to everything we do. Think love. Love is light being felt in the solidarity of bodies. Feel the love. Light is love and love is light. Love and light are one and the same. By applying CONSCIOUSLY light and love to the tasks that we do will "lift" the task to higher purpose. Doing kind deeds to other people also "lifts" everyone involved, the giver, the receiver and the surrounding others. Every "thing", object, animal, plant, person, grass, tree - everything - is lifted up when someone "lifts" their tasks upward to higher purpose. The sub-atomic light particles in every solid body nearby, recognizes an "upliftment" and is attracted to go upward.
This will take practice. We haven't been taught how to do this process. “Think Light and Love" when doing a task, whatever it is, however you feel to do it. For me, when washing dishes. When walking grocery stores or clothing stores. When driving the car, or talking on the phone, or visiting with a friend in person, or working with machinery, or using the computer or cellphone, or doing yardwork, or even resting on the couch with Doug. Periodically, if I remember to do it, I will withdraw my focus and lift the MOMENT upward - the TV and the characters on the screen and the noise and sounds coming from the TV. It will take practice, real-time practice, hands-on practice in the NOW time. It really is amazing. I'm getting some serious uplifting feedback. I urge you to try it.
6/4/23 - Pathways are not created for you but BY you
Pathways are not created for you, they are created BY you. See Divine Mother's message HERE in Today's Posts. For years I've been trying to understand why the spiritual path puts so much emphasis on the heart. It has been called the three-fold flame within the heart, and it refers to the seed of the divine that is there. The Masters speak of it in their lessons and I have tried to understand that connection and to feel something there, something meaningful that "clicks", but I have failed. After all these years of study and channeling and having a spiritual mentor, the three-fold flame has escaped me.
Yesterday something wonderful happened. It required a turn-around. Something bad happened first and I had to turn the situation around and I was rewarded with the revelation. And as if to underline the lesson to me, this morning the same information appeared on the internet from the Divine Mother, who addressed the same thing.
The power of the three-fold flame in the heart is a well-known phrase among metaphysical students. It refers to the divine connection in the heart of every living being. The Masters refer to it sometimes as "the unfed flame" in the heart, which is a curious phrase. Why is it unfed? Who feeds it? It turns out that the reason I haven't been able to find meaning is because I've been looking in the wrong direction! I thought it would come down from above. I've been inviting it down as though it would be "given" to me. I assumed that it was a divine power because all the religions and spiritual gurus refer to God as being above us, higher than us. Naturally I thought it had to be "bestowed" upon me.
Well, it turns out, like so many other lessons, I was wrong. The three-fold flame in the heart must be built from powers that already exist in the human body. There are energies that are already in us but they are so very dense and coagulated and stuck together, that they need to be sorted through and understood. To feel them and consider them and raise them up. But we've been prevented from going there due to cultural "sin and shame". The three-fold flame is composed of love, wisdom and power - the first three chakras. They are portals leading to dimensional realities that we have been kept away from exploring. They are the most dense energies because they are the most compacted, by gravity and by our own repressions. They are physical, emotional and past-life wisdom gained (memories and instincts). These energies must be straightened out and recognized for their value. They can be felt when entered into. There has been no therapy designed yet to do this, but it is coming. They must be felt first, and then they will fall into manageable alignment and control. Then they will be brought up easily, the first divine energy brought up to the second to merge together and become one. And then that power will be brought up to the third to merge together and become one. And then that power will be brought up to the fourth, which is the heart, and the three become one in the heart. The three-fold flame in the heart. The divine connection is built. Wonders open and flood the soul.
It sounds complicated when I put words to it, but energies are feelings and one must deep-dive into rarefied feelings. Fine, beautiful feelings. Allowing oneself to become open to them. We move feelings around with our consciousness. With awareness. When each one - physical, emotional and mental energies - are honored, respected and appreciated, they are raised up to higher standards. It is a refinement process. Purifying the old, negative memories and feelings from the gold. Refining for gold is an apt expression. By appreciating these energies, as feelings and as memories, we are making them more beautiful and honorable. Then they merge together out of natural attunement and rise up to enter into the heart. The three-fold flame is ignited and starts to burn there, the seed of the divine as it was intended from the beginning. Then things begin to happen we would consider totally miraculous.
I have to bring it up by myself with my own conscious effort, understanding what I'm doing. Who would know this? I did not. A person has to build the three-fold flame of divinity in his or her own heart with conscious effort. Time must be spent working with the energies that are literally "stuck" down there below the heart, in the lower dense regions of the body where our feeling nature resides, along with sin and guilt and resentment. But once an action is taken towards this end, it leads to more learning which lead to more revelations. It is a fast track to enlightenment through the discovery process. The chakras are not something pretty to look at on poster boards. The drawings merely represent doors to other dimensions. The first dimensional door is the etheric tail bone (the coccyx). The second one is the etheric sacrum (pelvic bowl). The third one is the etheric navel (belly button). They are portals to higher, finer, more subtle realities. Once you spend time roaming around within this idea, for it IS an idea, a concept, an abstract thought which leads to a feeling if enough time is spent at it, then revelations, sensations and memories will occur.
Love, Wisdom and Power. Each runs on automatic in a random way, causing havoc in our daily lives because we are too busy in our heads to go down and connect with what is happening down there in our lower bodies. The reality is locked up in the power that we hold in the vicinity of the coccyx. The reality and sensation of past-life wisdom and memories is held in the vicinity of the sacrum. The reality and sensation of love is held locked in the vicinity of the navel. All three powers when blended together are clarifying powers. They need to blend together to become clear. There is much more to tell. Feelings and sensations must be touched into. For me, I couldn't connect with the three-fold flame in my heart because it hadn't been built yet. I was too busy asking God for them, from my mind, my brain. The powers are waiting for me below, in the lower body. I should have known. The Master DK has given me enough hints. But we humans are a complicated species. Hints are too simple.
I would be glad to soundboard with anyone by email. Perhaps a round robin on the subject would help. More later. I just wanted to get this into the record before it gets lost in the shuffle. Turning everything around and looking down into our own bodies - it's a beginning. We have powers built into us as human beings that we have no idea about. They are spiritual powers available to be manifest in physical form. For eons of time our ancestors didn't know. We are now waking up to things we would love to share with them now!
6/3/23 - How to build inspiration and vitality
Every morning upon awaking, think “Light to all beings!” Instead of focusing on yourself and how bad you feel, think of the world around you with positivity. Say it out loud "Light to all beings on the planet!". Put your vocal chords into action. Clap your hands while saying it to put your body into action. Move from your hips even before getting out of bed and start the chant - "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude". Say each word multiple times over and over, out loud, "peace - peace - peace - peace", clapping your hands to the rhythm. Once you start the action going your body WILL follow suit. Unless you can't make yourself do it because it's silly.
This is a brand new technique. It works. I've tried it. I invented it. I'm working with it now. The physical body is getting tired, old, dull and gray from doing the same old same old same old same old routine. Give it something new to do. Something UPLIFTING. There is no better way to uplift yourself than to give something to someone else. If you spend your time stewing in your own depressing juices, you won't ever get any better. Just thinking with the brain matter won't get you better. Your body has to move and change its routine for a better, sweeter, pleasanter routine. If you ever feel bad again, like if you ever have a very, very bad problem, turn around and give something to someone else. See how much better you feel in a little while. It's a turn-around. It's a total BIG reversal in the way we're used to, how we've been taught and trained.
Your body needs some upliftment and this is the way to do it. Move, clap your hands, radiate happy words OUT and away from yourself so you don't have time to think about how bad you feel. Just saying the words out loud and clapping your hands and swinging your hips alone will start the action. New vitality and interest will kick in. It will surprise you. "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude!" These are my words. You can substitute your own uplifting words. I'm just sharing what I use. But each person has a uniquely different value system with focus on special meanings. Use your OWN meaningful words. What turns you to comfort and upliftment? What makes you feel good? What brings pleasant memories to the surface? And last but not least - add a visual picture to this. Form a picture of the planet Earth with you radiating like a sun from where you are located. Hold that picture in your mind. See the sun radiataing across the globe, covering larger and larger territory as you continue to spread the good words out loud.
Beware that your ego will probably not like this. It may say to you, “Stop that! That’s silly and a waste of time.” It may make you feel insecure, as if you're wasting valuable time (check the clock) and shouldn’t be spending time on this. Or it's stupid and somebody might hear you and think you crazy. KILL THAT THOUGHT and continue with the program if you want to get some vitality back into your life. Excitement and positive change in attitude are gained by giving from a high place. From a higher altitude. From a place where everyone is part of the bigger life. Reach for the sun. It's not the devil giving you false information to stop. It's your own brain waves running on automatic. Replaying monotony. Gray. Depressing. Same old same old. Don’t listen. Your ego wants to keep you on track, the way it's always been, day in, day out. It's an artificial intelligence. It's not the real you. It doesn’t know how to change and it doesn't want you to change. Its comfort is doing the same routine. It is hard-wired into the body. You may think it's your mind but it's not. It's only the flesh part of you - the robot part of you. It does what it's been programmed for. But YOU are the master of the body, the intelligence behind the body. And when YOU decide to change a sub-routine, you'll do it. You'll work it out. The body will resist for awhile, and the brain will sput and sputter for awhile old cranky thoughts, but not for too long. If we are tenacious and stick to the new program it won't take too long to get it to comply. It is, after all, only flesh. It's changeable and flexible. It is not eternal or immortal as the master intelligence which you are.
We saw a great documentary today about the brain's ability to focus on what the CONSCIOUSNESS wants. The brain is not the consciousness. You are the consciousness. You can be in a coma, as the documentary said, and still pick up on what is going on in the room. The brain may not register it but your consciousness is always there. Otherwise the body wouldn't be alive and breathing. Now, as the documentary showed, new instruments are being used to register the CONSCIOUSNESS which is the spirit or intelligence that runs the body's systems. It can upgrade the body when it - the master consciousness - decides that it is time to do so. This may be the soul. I think it is. The body is just a robot and it is constantly changing and upgrading as we experience new situations in life. It is fortunate that the body is made of living cells and not metal. Otherwise, if it were metal, it would keep you in the same locked-down routine day after day until the end of your time. Doing the same things every day, thinking the same thoughts, focusing on the same words, not improving or bettering yourself. Artificial intelligence, not real or alive. We are real and alive and we can change our programming.
This that I am advising you to do may sound like a big change in routine, or maybe not. Maybe you are already a yoga practioner or follow a betterment program every day. If so, wonderful! Congratulations. You are already doing something to serve others around you. If not (yet) consider that a person has to change if you want to upgrade your whole system and stay with the earth as it moves into higher planes. Higher orbit, higher space. We are being visited by extraterrestrials who are more advanced than we are. They've already been through their evolution to higher realms and they are reaching back to quietly assist us in making the same evolutionary change in our old ways. Extraterrestrials operate from shielded ships beyond our sight. I am in touch. I am connected. Meanwhile, I'm just a normal earthling and we are feeling the changes from many quarters of life. The pressure is on betterment, on refinement, on sophistication, on benevolence, kindness, caring, supporting each other without making a big fuss about it. The pressure is LIGHT. Be light in everything you do. Go with the lighter flow. Tell your body to radiate peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace and gratitude. Or use your own words of meaning and value. Use words and speak them out loud to increase the inflow of energy and vitality that you can actually feel in your skin and muscles and mind. Enthusiasm, excitement, desire to serve the greater good - it comes in faster and quicker when you do this. Be a NEW human. Let the old human rut and routine go. Train yourself with new habits. This will take time to practice. Be patient. Relax while doing it. Don't make a big deal out of it. Know that it is a timeless effort. An ongoing effort. One that never ends so relaxing and feeling good about it is important. It is not limited by time, space or fences.
You HAVE to change if you want to feel like you belong here because the world is changing. The planet is changing to higher realms. We must change along with it. We do that by becoming a more pleasant person to be around, both to our SELF and to others. Think positive. Think happy. Think pleasurable. Kindness. Be kind to yourself. Do something right now that is comforting to you. You upgrade your DNA by upgrading your belief in comfort and relaxation. Then all segments of life fall into place. It balances out because comfort and relaxation are love for oneself. DNA is built out of old belief systems. It comes from our ancestors when we were babies. This DNA was passed on to you at your birth, but it has subsequently changed since then. Now you are going to change it some more because the belief systems you grew up with are now outdated. The old beliefs are too depressing. To stay with the new earth’s changes we must all become more caring, more balanced, more trustworthy, more sensitive, more refined, more uplifting, more real, more truthful, more positive in thought, word and action - happy, kind, uplifting action.
The earth is moving to higher altitudes (attitudes) where the atmosphere is lighter and more spacious, and provides more room for relaxing and stretching out and believing in dreams and ideals, and that it's OK to take your time in just about everything you do. You just don't have to rush any more. The Earth herself, Mother Nature, is also bringing balance to her shores and mountains. She too is settling into the new higher ways of living more relaxed and peaceful. There is more balance taking place. Mother Earth is already in the higher altitudes but we, mankind, are lagging behind. The higher altitudes provide more time for talking, sharing, dreaming, relaxing. Then justice is better served, truthfulness is better expressed, integrity is better felt. There is no rush to be somewhere. The whole realm is settling into a finer, lighter space in orbit around Father-Sun and Mother Earth is attuned to her counterpart. We are adorned with easiness now and light-heartedness. There are no devils here.
5/29/23 - Tantra, the gentle art of making love
(From the Ascended Master Djwahl Khul. Following yesterday's blog that condemns the old male dominant sex model of eras gone by, a more civilized way of making love is taught here. This was channeled thru me on November 9, 2017 by Master DK after I asked him to tell me more about the primal divine earth energies that come up and gather at the first root chakra, but what happens at the second chakra?)
"In the animal kingdom the flow of primal energy divides out at the second chakra in order to create a division into two separate genders. There must be separate genders, male and female, to create a hunger for reuniting. Separation at the second chakra is necessary for duality to play out. There is engagement and play between the two forces which makes the world go around. And create babies. Reproduction is important to perpetuate the species. The animal kingdom operates on animal instinct. Now, the human being is also an animal but it has been cultivated with altered DNA to become more conscious than the animal. It has evolved to become self-conscious and it continues to evolve to become God conscious.
"It knows that there is a refinement that draws him to seek into the spiritual realms. But his sexuality and reproductive functions remain as an animal. The human has allowed himself to retain the animal drive to copulate as all animals do. The mechanism to overcome this drive lies in the second chakra, where the division takes place in the animal kingdom. When the primal divine life force comes up to the first root chakra, to overcome this drive, instead of dividing out left and right, the mechanism is to remain WITHIN the second chakra and not allow the division to take place. The division that takes place is the male pushing out and the female withdrawing or receiving. When the human male stops pushing and the female stops receiving, they both can integrate and experience union. This is difficult to explain to a 3D consciousness.
"I heard this in a 5D altered state and was able to retain this information. What we are doing with the Love Club massage swaps is teaching them how to integrate their male and female in peaceful embrace, rather than the male pushing and the female dancing around trying to attract his attention or running away. To overcome this animal instinct to push and run away (male and female animal instinct) we humans are to learn how to not do that by way of reducing or diminishing our outward actions. When we slow down to a full conscious stillness and allow ourselves to integrate, then we overcome the animal instinct to push and dance. Do you understand?"
(Whenever I see the words "Do you understand?" at the end of a channeling, I then know for sure that it is DK talking. Because I would never use such a phrase myself. It is presumptuous. It makes me sound like a Know-it-all and I do NOT know it all! I am a student still learning.)
5/28/23 - A new way of looking at sex
In yesterday's blog I said I would share some things that I myself am doing to bring in more cosmic energy - energy that is literally "out of this world". It comes in when I do something against my nature. Something that I haven't done before because I was either afraid or perhaps didn't believe it was right or good for people to know. My nature is to be very careful about I reveal to others. Most of which are too high for me to put words to anyway. I don't want to disturb the natural order of things, or rattle the cages of other people. Well, after living with an ascended master guide for 47 years, I know things that I don't talk about, except if spirit moves me to, then I will.
Spirit moved me to spill the beans this morning about something I have hesitated to speak about. I've been holding it back and the knowledge is building and backing up in me. It's got to be said. And now that I've said it to someone and it's out there in the atmosphere, here it is. I am truly sorry to have to say this out loud. You can reject it as preposterous, it won't bother me.
Did you know that when a man penetrates a woman sexually - or another man or a child - whether he has an orgasm or not, he deposits his accumulated dirty toxic energies inside her or him? He is an action guy, born a male who has shut off his sensitivities and emotions in order to be assertive and a builder of hard material. He devotes all his attention on the bottom line, and therefore builds stress, tension, frustration, disappointments, failures, insecurities and the whole nine yards. He NEEDS the soft feminine to help him out. Sex is a relief for him. He feels much better after he makes love, even if he doesn't climax, because he rubs his toxicity against the warm inner membranes of another human being who willingly or unwillingly receives them. And absorbs them into herself unknowingly. The feminine person is by nature a receiver, where he is the driving force in the world of form, and doesn't know how to balance himself.
Women for eons have served in this capacity. However, times are changing. The human race is evolving and learning through trial, error and experience a higher way. How to live joyfully together, two genders having a life together as equals, without one dominating the other. But we are lagging behind in this issue of sex. The truth has yet to be told. New information is ready to be released in the form of workshop training. Kundalini training is one such workshop. Many knowledgeable teachers are humbly waiting for the right time to begin expanding their teachings to the world. It is information that must be released with kindness, for we don't want to damage the male confidence in themselves. This information will ADD to a man's self esteem if he allows it to tenderize him and soften him. But at first it will be hard to swallow. Consider this merely a heads-up. It should not be difficult to accept as a clue, a hint, a whiff of change in social behavior that is coming.
Fortunately, the new girl growing up is less likely than her predecessor to fall into the subservient role. She will be stronger and more self-empowered. She will not "fall in love and get married" only to find herself chained to the role of toxicity receiver. She will have more power to alter her life. She have more understanding. The women of the past (and I am one of them) who have been in service to men have learned a great lesson. A truly GREAT lesson. One that will never be forgotten, ever. We have born the brunt of receiving far too much toxicity, including anger and violence, without understanding why or how to deal with it. All we knew was lack of love and kindness. It was usually always "falling in love" in the beginning but deteriorating from there because the man did not understand either. It was just the way it was. It was designed that way to teach right from wrong. We learn from experiencing feelings and emotions.
Sex is an important lesson in the evolution of a race. All races, no matter what the civilization looks like. The truth is, there is no such thing as a "man" or a "woman" in the higher consciousness realms. Souls are born to experience CONSCIOUSLY, the right way to do things and the wrong way to do things. It is the way of learning through feeling the emotions. Understanding the right use of a physical body. Souls are born as a man in one life and then a woman in another, depending upon the soul's needs or choices. We move back and forth between lifetimes, experiencing a male body and then we experience a female body. We will get it. Eventually. And that time is NOW! The ages have turned.
I'm sharing this information because, in yesterday's blog I said I would tell some things that I myself am doing to bring in more cosmic energy - energy that is literally "out of this world". New energy comes in when I do something against my own nature. I dare to be bold. I dare to reveal something that I never revealed before. I did that yesterday and, sure enough, I was rewarded with an upsurge of powerful new energy today. Wish I could tell you more (smile!)
5/27/23 - The turn-around has begun
There is a vast turn-around happening, planet-wise, for the human race. It has caught everyone by surprise. At least it caught ME by surprise. Apparently others, as well, for I am reading all sorts of articles, each different. We all thought ascension was a move UP to a higher dimension but it's the opposite!! It is a DOWNWARD move! Ascension is a DESCENSION. We are from higher planes already. We are spirit, God, eternal, everlasting, evolving souls, and we are here to bring the light of our knowledge DOWN into the solid ground and manifest it here. Build it here. We are each different and so there are no two alike. We each have a different perspective, but we're all part of the giant jigsaw puzzle. We're all part of the big Plan. We all have knowledge that contributes to the ultimate manifesting of the Garden of Eden. We are here to build it, or re-create it, in physical concrete form.
It has taken me a long time to understand this. And I've had the benefit of an ascended master guide for the last 47 years. How could this have escaped me? Why has it taken me so long to "get it"? The answer is simple: we've been caught in the old dark matrix. We've been fooled and manipulated into believing the opposite, that we are poor sinners and we don't know anything so we have to go UP for answers. Wrong. We've been caught in the old system of reaching UP that the religious systems taught us. But in our efforts of reaching up we've been pushing the light away from us. The way to go is down into the roots of our beingness, and the roots of our beingness are INSIDE our bodies. There is more here to uncover and make known. The way to go is not just INSIDE ourselves, but to communicate what we know to others and work ideas together in order to manifest the illusive dream into a concrete reality. To express ourselves is to express our true nature, our true feelings, our truth on all levels, and to become who we are within, outward for all to see and know and appreciate and respect. The goal is to manifest our reality in the outer world of form. The gurus and masters have done their part. They have taught us how to seek within for it. Now it is up to us to take charge of becoming that which we know.
Now it is the time, the time is ripe, the turn-around is happening. We are ready to put our roots down, plant them solidly into the dirt of the earth, but this time with harmony, love, caring, kindness, wisdom and respect for others around us and the earth itself. We must do this with feeling, with knowing, with confidence and grace. With the knowledge of who we are and knowing that we are right. There is no doubt left in us. We came here to do this - to plant our Self, our higher, principled self - down into the earth. There are many ways of doing this. Each one must decide how it will be done. We come to work together and to express ourselves in solid matter, in form, on earth with others building with us. We are here to stop seeking and start using the skills we have worked so hard to accumulate. The intuitive wisdom, confidence and faith in ourselves that we've accumulated are instinct and inner knowledge. It is who we are. It is our nature. We are here to prove ourselves.
Our basic knowledge is heart-felt, strong and we are skilled. We are balanced, or soon will be when we begin using and moving the energies that have been backing up and stagnating inside us, causing frustration and depression. We've been manipulated to think we are poor sinners and lack judgment, when all along we have been building understanding and clear thinking. We do not doubt ourselves, we are just holding it back and keeping it a big secret. We are actually an amazing people, we humans of earth. And we are here to prove it to ourselves. That we can do this. We are here to build a Garden of Eden in physical concrete form, where everyone is happy and no one lacking. We've been wishing for it and dreaming about it. This is what we're heading to - the building of a world of harmony, beauty, peace and balance and we'll do it with love and wisdom. The frustration is being held back. By whom? There is no one to blame but ourselves. When I am ready, I will move into action and so will you. When it is time we will turn around and move forward.
Forces that are not of the light have done this. Evil is that which is born without love, without a sense of unity and caring or connection to the one supreme creator. There are such things, you know. It is called artificial intelligence. People with souls, with heart and the ability to love who also enjoy technology and enjoy fiddling around with it, must beware. Artificial intelligence has been around a long time, and has taken away our connection to the heart, to soul, to our sense of unity and the divine within. That is why we must return to the feelings that flow within us, and begin expressing them. Expressing outwardly is the key to the turn-around. If we continue to keep our feelings secret and locked away, we are becoming artificial intelligences ourselves.
Artificial intelligence has no connection to the sea of life and love from which we have descended. We have the seven bodies to prove it. Seven bodies wrap around us in an aura of livingness that we are mostly unaware of. We descend down from a world of perfection and purity to build in form. It is a descension of light that we are. We have descended to experiment building with purity, light and love in concrete form. We have had many lifetimes in form, learning now to build in form, and we have learned a lot. We have learned the feeling of right and the feeling of wrong. We know the difference. We have the experiential knowledge and the intuitive skills to prove it. All we have now to do is turn around and begin expressing them outwardly to each other. That means focusing on building on earth based on faith in yourself. You already have the accumulated wisdom within you. It flows in your blood stream and nerves. We are here to use the knowledge accumulated, and the FEELINGS and emotions we have accumulated. They belong to us, we must express them. Go inward and start using inner strength, inner feelings of right and wrong, inner faith, inner confidence and inner intuitive skills. Then we will be going in the right direction. Stop seeking someone else to do it for us.
We were taught to reach UP to find God or something resembling God but we have actually been gods in training. It has been said over and over by the Master guides. We are gods in training. And the time has come to start acting like the god authority that we are. Everything we were taught has brought us to this turn-around point. A god is one who lives with love and wisdom. Instead of looking for love and wisdom from someone else, we must start using love and wisdom for ourselves. I am the one that I've been looking for all these years. All the tools are mine now, here within me. We have the inbuilt intuitiveness, built-in feelings, build-in sense of truth, fairness, justice and rightness. We are here to LIVE this sense of rightness in our every day. It is a comfortable feeling. It is a good feeling. We will change our lives around. Healings will take place on subtle levels. They are not miraculous. They are nature falling into place and harmony. It is an inner work. An innocence that the religious systems have taken away from us. On purpose, I suspect, to lead us to more lessons - until we have had enough. Until the instinct kicks in and the dream to build a community of fairness and love starts to take form. A community of fairness, a village of freedom, a city of harmony and togetherness. A community of supporters and unifiers, where no one lacks. A land of vitality and excitement, of creative impulses and ideas continually flowing. It is ours to build.
There is a fire burning in me today. We have the faith. We have the love. We have the urge to support and contribute to the upliftment, not to enable weakness but to teach self-empowerment. Why has it taken so long? Because there are still too many people seeking for help outside of themselves. They have not been self-empowered. Education is needed. Turning around is not easy. Habits are in place. To look within - what does that even mean? This is the beginning of the U-turn. The willingness to change and to wonder HOW to change. To think about it and learn self-help techniques. We've been looking to saviors for answers, when the savior is our Self. There are techniques. They require effort and time out to work them. It will take time to learn a new technique and practice it, try a different approach. Communicate and soundboard. Tomorrow I'll tell about what I've been doing to help myself.
Instead of me wishing someone else would come and give me money, or give me love, or give me a better home, a better life, a better career, or to heal my broken body and so on -- in other words, being a dependent on others for something I am lacking - instead of me wishing the correct solution is to exert effort to do something to help myself. That's when something mysterious happens. A new kind of energy comes to mind. I become aware of something I never thought about before. This is an occult secret knowledge. It's available to be used. It's a principle of life that is accessible to those who know enough to use it. More later. I'll tell more.
5/18/23 - Today is a most beautiful day
I am elated and so very happy to be alive today. I just finished typing DK's course on meditation - with one change. The title is now "A class on personal power". It really is all about personal power and how to improve on it. It's about ten pages long and it's so amazing to me, what this Master has taught me over the years. And the fact that I haven't read it in over 40 years because this is priceless (to me anyway). It was channeled through me by the Master Djwahl Khul back in 1982 and it's like a time capsule waiting to be opened. Again after being buried so long ago. The personal power he refers to HERE is imploding and exploding in me right now. I can vouch for his wisdom and knowledge that he is passing on. There are a lot of hints in it that will be disturbing to some who read it, but only because we humans tend to be complicated. Personal power is childlike, innocent, simple and refreshing. We are the REAL underneath our masks. This is a real and authentic message for those who are trying to find a way to be happy in this world amid what we "think" is confusion. We have so complicted ourselves when we're really children at heart and not sophisticated at all. Be happy and go frolic in the fields of life. BTW, the real power is our lower parts. This doesn't come out until the last page. To make peace with the world you have to make peace with your own sexuality. And there are simple ways of doing that.
5/16/23 - Uploading another Master DK project
Today a new project has been uploaded onto the website HERE by the Tibetan Master DK. It is a course on meditation from 40 years ago, when I was still a babe in the woods learning about the secret language of light and kundalini (aka the holy spirit) that was causing so many changes in my life. This course has some very interesting twists in it that is sexually related, and it validates and confirms all that I have been understudying with him. He is saying it in clear language here. There is no ambiguity. This could be called a secret discovery, as if it was in a time-capsule, waiting for the right day to surface. I've had the papers all along but did not realize what they were. They were stored away in a big old notebook that I hadn't looked at for years. I have only partially typed it in here, but DO check it out.
5/15/23 - Will power by the Master Djwahl Khul
(Part of a longer message DK gave me in answer to some questions I had) Will power is cultivated by sticking to a regular routine on a daily basis. Do some practices every day. Build a routine and follow it every day without fail. This is what you have been doing. You are starting to succeed so that your body starts to remember and want to do it every day. Without a regular routine your body stays lazy and thinks it is doing the right thing for itself. The body operates on habit. It is sluggish, its cells are from the earth. It is not a high consciousness machine. It likes routine. It likes to know what is expected of it. If you change your habits and follow it every day, your body will remember and will change over a short period of time. You must use will power on yourself. If you feel lazy, it is your body that feels lazy, not you, but you let your mind follow suit. You interpret wrongly. You think it is you but it is your body. You are not your body. You may say, “Well, I don’t feel like it today, I will go to the computer instead. I am excited and want to write this down.”
But that means you have let your body take control over your commitment. You must force your body to do what you have decided to do, and not succumb to your body’s wants. This takes will power. It is a struggle at first. The body operates on habit, which is a feeling. But you are the consciousness of the body. You built the body, your higher self did. If you have decided to change yourself then you must use discipline and will power. Take your power back from your body. Know the difference between your body wanting to feel good, and your commitment to make a change. This does not mean you won’t enjoy the "feel good” feelings at times, but you will not let your body tell you what IT wants. You will teach it better manners. You will teach it what it feels like to be refined and more sensitive. It is the body who has the “feelings”. You are the abstract intelligence that uses the body as a vehicle, as an avatar. This is the reason for a daily routine – to work with your body and raise its consciousness level to better express your higher intelligence. Build new habits into your body and it will become more refined, stronger, healthier and feel better with itself. It will thank you by responding with a sense of freedom and lightness.
The body is a mechanism. I is a machine. Even though it is organic and a breathing, living machine and it has a consciousness, yet it is still exquisitely designed to function under the orders and control of a higher mind. That higher mind is you. We learn to use it from the outside in. The hands, feet, legs, mouth, eating, brushing teeth, putting it to sleep at night and washing it so it feels clean. This is what we learn as a child, how to take care of the body and use it properly. In past ages we did not learn how to care for the inner parts of the body, but that time is now changing. We are going through an evolutionary shift to higher consciousness. How the inner parts of the body work is done through yoga. Learning how they function is a three-part education. We study the machine to see how it functions, and we practice it through yoga postures, and we read scholarly reports and experiences of other people.
Up to now it has been left to the professionals and experts to know how your body works, how to maintain it, what to do when it goes wrong. But you have given them the power over your body. They do not know what you are feeling and aligning with, or misaligning with. This only you can tell from being inside the body. When something goes wrong with your heart or lungs or stomach, most people go to the doctor or another expert. But those who have chosen the inner path of their choice, which is natural and organic, have discovered better health and are more intuitively well, happy and at peace. Yoga is an ancient science and covers many facets. It is an inner path that is starting to spread across the planet and bring changes to those who practice it. It is how people are taking their power back from outside authorities. There is untold wisdom contained in the human intellect, will and love.
Gopi Krishna advises a path of (1) healthy diet & journal/document (2) yoga postures & journal/document (3) meditate & journal/document. In other words make yourself an experimental subject and keep documenting. Consider it research. He advises a research institute but I’m saying, make yourself the research. Routine, regular discipline, apply control, conscious control, the evolutionary force for the future of mankind. This prevents psychopathy and psychosis. The evolutionary mechanism goes wrong when the body is not clean and not maintained in a healthy manner. It must be kept up on a regular basis with conscious application of certain habits. In the case of the wayward man who is ignorant, it means to become more disciplined.
5/14/23 - Father sun as a warm loving personality
As I lay on the acupressure mat this morning - a mat with little plastic needles sticking up all over - I focused on Father Sun. Father Sun is amazing. It was two years ago that I was introduced to the sun as an individual. Two columns of Ascended Masters appeared in the sky, each with an arm pointing upward toward the sun, creating an open path between them . The meaning was clear. Ever since then I have been working with Father Sun during special silence times.
Last night I did 50 inhales through my feet down into the earth, and again this morning I did 50 more, holding focus on burrowing down, seeing my intentional light going down deeper into Mother Gaia, reaching for her and touching finger tips with Mother Gaia. I am connecting slowly, reclaiming bits and pieces of lost light that I left behind in former lives. I have been too far above my head in the stratosphere. I sense Father Sun trying to reach through me to enter deeper into the earth through me. I asked for help and guidance in the silence of my thought, to close down the top of my head. Then I began to see and sense more stability. I am feeling Father Sun. As I call to Father Sun I see him as a loving father. He is a wise elderly face with a warm, loving, countenance, a smile, caring, love emanates from him. He is intelligent and wise. He is showing me these qualities as a radiation entering into me.
I am receiving pictures of these words that identify them to me, and the feelings behind the words. I am feeling warmed and cared for, nourished by him. I am feeling calmed and peaceful from his presence. I am understanding that Mother Sun is also there. Father Sun is the abstract quality coming down from the sky and that Mother Sun is here inside of me, holding space in me. It is she who receives the warm countenance of her counterpart. She holds space for me while I process this. I can FEEL the abstract quality in my body focusing, densifying, becoming real to me. Mother Sun is Mother Earth to me. They are one and the same. I am now feeling these qualities as I think about them. They are working in tandem with me. Guiding me, assisting me.
I am like a plant growing here on earth. Just as they absorb the sun to grow their vegetation, so do I absorb the sun to grow roots into the earth so I can adapt here and enjoy life on the earth. I have been too long whirling about in the atmosphere NOT rooting myself. I must root myself. I want to grow roots into the earth and stabilize. I am learning that I must hold my mind still and focused long enough so that the sun's qualities can enter and penetrate my organs, skin, blood and tissues, otherwise they bounce off me and I don't benefit from them. I have to do this because I am a more complex being than plants. I have a mind that is diverted and distracted and busy all the time. I am a more advanced life form and I grow dizzy without roots to stabilize me. There is too much input from my human brothers and sisters. I need to grow roots and stabilize myself. The Masters have been showing me how to do that.
Sensuality is a beautiful feeling of being wanted, grounded, stabilized to become a living part of the earth's heritage. I am here to also grow and root myself. I am a more complex being so I must do more work than the tree and the plant. I am a thinking, mobile intelligent being with muscles, tissues, nerves and emotions. I have to hold focused thought long enough to absorb the loving qualities from the sun and FEEL it. I am now feeling the sensual feelings of love, wisdom, intelligence and nurturance and being supported. Mother Sun holds space for me. She lives in between the atoms and electrons of my solid body. She is pure intelligence and she holds them for as long as I am willing to hold them in my mind as she transfers these loving qualities over to me. I have to be awake and alert to do this and to receive them and appreciate them. They are the living life force to my body. These qualities help me to stabilize, breathe, ground, feel solid on earth. These qualities have to be densified to be felt by my body and me. Father Sun appears to me as person, wise and beaming fatherly confidence to me. "You can do it!" he says to me.
5/11/23 - Ascending waves to higher consciousness
It is difficult to post open articles knowing that everyone is on a different scale with different beliefs, attitudes, past history and understandings, but this is what I am called to do. My particular slant on things is from the angle of ascension. My husband's is from the angle of a civil rights lawyer fighting for justice of the underdog. Having studied the "four dense bodies" as taught by the Ascended Masters, I am better equipped than many people, perhaps than the majority. But I am still a quite normal person, however.
From my perspective my physical body is thinning away. The CONCEPT of the physical body is thinning away. The body is merely a wrapping, like a gift wrapping. It was made to look like it belongs here. We don't want any alien-looking creatures running around to disturb the natives! So we are all human on the outoside. But the REAL substance is not the visible outer shell, but the invisible that is flowing through it.
The substance that animates the physical body is not substance but consciousness. Awareness. Intelligence.
Alertness. What we are conscious of at every moment of the day or night casts either a negative or a positive glow to our presence. The four dense bodies mentioned above are - defined from densest to least dense - the etheric body, emotional body, mental body, spiritual body, and then after that - the LIGHT body. And there are more beyond these. The light body is pure crystalline. Someone nick-named it "christ-aligned". It is pure and undefiled consciousness, connected to the ONE supreme consciousness.
The etheric body is the soul, the individual consciousness that animates the body as "me" or "you". It is feminine in nature, sensitive and receptive to all other influences it comes in contact with. We are responsible in our etheric body for taking on wrong attitudes and beliefs, and it is up to us to purge them by learning what is right and what is wrong.
Our emotional body is composed of our desires. We have many desires and they shift and change with the wind. And with basic needs, like food, water, clothing and shelter. Many people are without these basics but are still positive-leaning people and help others in spite of their lacks. How do they do that? With will power. They choose to think bigger, wider, broader, vaster, wiser and holier. Will power is a higher power than emotions because it is lighter and less dense.
Our mental body is composed of our choices of thoughts we think. Will power is a product of the mental body. What we think about, matters. And how strongly we think them. And where we direct our thoughts, and with what emotion we color them. We can color our thoughts dark, selfish and evil, or bright, happy, positive and compassionate.
The spiritual body is a higher mental body which reaches into greater levels of intelligence beyond ground level or practical level. There is sky and space beyond physical matter and various sciences grow up to explore them. There is only ONE intelligence which creates ALL of life and science itself is drawn to reach for it. It is the one common ingredient that ties the many schools of thought together. Our own individual spiritual nature draws us to reach to the one Father intelligence. Mother is the matter force. Father is the abstract intelligence which the matter reaches for. Father fills the mother with his abstract thoughts and desires and the mother (matter) receives them and grows wise by entertaining them. But most of the time we are too busy and distracted by the world around us to indulge in such thinking. We are conscious beings. Some of us are only semi-conscious, and others are very dull in consciousness, falling into mostly mechanical habits, not really thinking at all. And then there are the geniuses, super-conscious beings who are bringing new ideas into the world.
Consciousness changes as we live longer. We begin to wonder. We are drawn by our own thoughts, the elusive power within - the electricity that powers the machine, and the magnetics that attract us or repel us away from circumstances and situations. It is consciousness that is growing stronger in me. I am becoming aware that my body is not all that I am. I am what I am thinking, where I spend my awareness time. My awareness is on a higher level than it was 10, 15, 20 years ago. It is more consistently thinking, pondering, changing perspectives on love, benevolence, kindness, wisdom. My desires are of a higher nature, not of material objects. My wishes are for peace and that all people be happy. My dreams are to hug everyone and make them feel wanted and appreciated, and to help wherever I can so they are not in pain. My memories are of the good things that happened in my life. The negative memories have gone away. I am more aware than I have ever been before. What does my body have to do with this? It is a human body that holds me in check so I fit into the world and no one is the wiser. And so it is with you.
Ascension waves are upon us in these days and it is tumultuous and chaotic. It is causing changes in the way we see things or perceive. Let the waves pass on by and go with the flow it leaves behind. Rest often in peace while picturing rays from the sun coming down and entering into your physical heart. Father sun is the distributor of the ONE intelligence in our system. The ONE intelligence whose greatest power is love.
5/8/23 - Precious jewels in unexpected places
During a morning exercise and meditation recently I had an interesting experience. I called in my I AM Presence and also the violet flame. I asked the violet flame to enter into my subconscious areas that are normally hidden to me, expecting to begin a purging process of some old dark stuff. Instead, I saw a chest, like a treasure chest, and I am opening it and looking inside. But what’s inside is not old stuff but jewels, gem stones, diamonds, glittery things, and I realize that these are the things I have held closest to me, not revealing them but holding onto them because they are so valuable. I see them as beautiful. They are not sinful or bad or evil at all. They are precious and that is why I have held onto them and not revealed them. They are sacred to me. And now I am releasing them upward into the light. I am sending them Home. I am saying, “Here, take these. These are my stories. I am giving them to you so that you may add them to the overall sea of consciousness. I release them, I let them go. Take them.
And I see the glittering diamonds going upward out of the darkness of my cellar, my underground, where they were hidden away. These are my stories and I am releasing them back Home to the light. I am adding to the Light my adventures and my wisdoms gained. And then I am seeing further down into the darkness of my subconscious and I am seeing treasure chest after treasure chest after treasure chest going off into the darkness until I can no longer see them any more. And I say, “Abracadabra - Open!” And all of the chests fly open and out of them come more jewels, more diamonds, pearls, rubies, precious stones of all kinds. They are just a little dusty because they have been carefully hidden away and preserved. Totally beyond my sight. I didn’t know they were there. This morning I released them all. I opened all of the chests and let the gems and jewels free to fly upward into the light to go Home. This was done very methodically and consciously. I spoke the words out loud as they came to me. And then I resumed my exercises. This took place on 6/17/14.
5/5/23 - Uniting your feminine & masculine sides
The four lower bodies are filled with contaminated beliefs that may not necessarily be wrong, but they are stuck in a holding pattern. They have been built from childhood and held in the consciousness of the person without the person realizing it. Becoming aware of a wrongly held mistake and letting that old belief go, release it, is how we cleanse our time and space. And the electrons can spin faster. Our frequency raises higher because the electrons start whirling and throwing off the heavy yoke of pressure. Elation, happiness, enthusiam, freedom, excitement, vitality is among the many feelings that might result. It is a raising of frequency, the number of times an electron spins around its central sun. This causes a higher feeling of vibration, a thrill you could say, throughout the body. Notice feelings of "thrill"!
Each human has three HIGHER bodies on higher levels that are not contaminated ever. And never will be. They are pure God-light. As we click into our own God-light which is on the higher enthusiasm levels, you could say, we become more aware of happiness, peace, elation, inspiration, reverence, even holiness. But realization comes slowly because we are so weighed down with the human condition. We live inside the human condition. We are a product of the human condition, which is heavy indeed, compared to the three HIGHER bodies.
While we have a total of seven levels in our aura, it is not easy to click into them or understand them because we were born into very, very low self-esteem. We were born into sin, guilt, shame and fear. We were not told that we had a God source flowing within us. This is what the Ascended Masters teach through their presence. The three higher levels of our auric field can't be contaminated because they are pure God. We are pure God. These three higher levels are our own pure God SELF animating us from higher levels. It is our own God-light that is our life force. When we die our God-life goes back home again. But while we live in a human body, the God SELF is animating us. It is alive within us. It can be accessed if someone points it out to you. It lives vibrantly within you. Each human being has a body, emotions, mental thoughts and spiritual beliefs. These are the four levels that are weighed down. The pure God Self is hard to access from within the human life, because we don't believe it's real. We weren't taught. We were taught the opposite and are continuing to be taught through the media and the average systems of earth life. We receive distraction from every which way and these distractions continue to bog us down. Why do you suppose some people retire to monestaries, mountains and caves? The seven levels of the human aura are:
1. The physical body - the heaviest and lowest and densest part of us
2. The emotional body - a level higher in frequency where feelings interact with other form life
3. The mental body - a level higher in frequency where abstract thoughts interact with other form life
4. The spiritual body - a level higher in frequency where abstract thoughts interact with angelics
5. The crystalline light body - the pure uncontaminated pattern of God-light unique to the individual soul
6. The causal light body - the pure uncontaminated purity of the seven God attributes we are to discover
7. The monad light body - the unique God self as an individual offspring of the creator
Words are poor expressions for these seven great dimensions. I share them as I have come to understand them. The four lower bodies are referred to by the Masters through ALL of their teachings. Their primary goal and focus is to teach us how to cleanse our four lower bodies. As humans born into finite bodies we each have these four levels that are laden with errors from the past. While it may seem like a heavy burden to carry for any human being, the way to cleanse these erroneous beliefs and ideas can be done rather rapidly through application of the seven virtues contained in the causal light body.
These seven virtues are: (1) will power/moral courage, (2) enlightened intelligence, (3) love/reverence, (4) purity/innocence, (5) truth/honesty, (6) peace/comfort, and (7) freedom/both giving and receiving. The seven chakras have been recognized as sealed doors that need to be opened to access the flood of truth that would be released. A chakra door is opened by applying one of these virtues in one's outer life. It is in the application of will power and moral courage, for example that one opens the door and invites more of that will power and moral courage to enter in.
Applying it in one's life is why I write and post blogs. It makes me feel good about myself. It helps me to grow and expand. As I give outward, I make room for more to move into my life. My posting of this information is to share what I have learned from the ascension teachings over the years of accessing works by the Ascended Masters. I have been applying these teachings quietly to my own life and have been learning astounding things. Instead of promoting my work as others have done, I have strengthened and enriched my SELF!
7/13/23 - Introducing the background consciousness
The power to change for the better lies in our background consciousness - not the forefront consciousness but the BACKGROUND consciousness. This is my latest self-discovery. Background consciousness is not obvious. It is hidden behind the surface movements of life. The immediate environment is the people and things in my life that capture my attention. They are family, neighbors, friends, strangers, co-workers, playmates, animals, objects, nature and situations. As an elder I am mostly at home, either in the kitchen or in the office or outside in the yard, or upstairs cleaning. These are my physical environments as I move through the day. This is the conglomerate "nest" in which I find myself, day in and day out. It takes up most of my exterior awareness. However, I have discovered there is a background consciousness that doesn't give a damn about my exterior environment. It cares only how I react and respond throughout the day and night. It cares only how I bounce back and feed information back into whatever caused me to react and respond. What type of game am I playing? A negative one? Or a positive one?
You could think of a Native American Indian hiding in the trees, peering through the foliage to see what you are doing. You cannot see the Indian because he is very good at staying hidden, but he is observing you and whether you know it or not he has an influence on you. He nudges you in directions that you aren't even aware of. This is my BACKGROUND consciousness. It is now creating havoc with my life because I didn't know it was there. I had no idea. I have been following exercise routines that are keeping my body in shape but my mind or rather the brain itself has not been prepared for this. I am experiencing the strangest, weirdest, most uncomfortable dizziness, wondering what is going on. And now I am learning.
After trying everything I can think of to correct the fuzziness in my brain and it's not working, I am discovering something about myself that I did not know. After trying many different techniques learned over the years to correct the distortions in my brain, I have hit upon a truth that I had forgotten. Not really forgotten, but ignored as fantasy or frivolous. I don't have any power whatsoever over the life force in me. It is greater than me. I am a passing personality that keeps changing and growing and dying and being reborn in another body. I am a temporary thing. A tomato on a vine that will perish one day and a new tomato will take its place. Yet I AM the eternal power that never dies that is flowing through me currently as the background consciousness.
My body feels great, it's just the brain that's acting out of phase with my surroundings. My surroundings keep changing but I have not recognized that I must keep pace with the changes going on around me. I can't hold on forever to who I think I am - a fixed stable person. I'm changing. Other people are also having dizziness issues, so I am not alone with it. But it's MY problem to deal with ME, and I alone can fix it. I'm learning about how important the flow of this eternal something within. It is a discovery process and an expansion is reqired to embrace it. Relinquishing control over who I am is only part of it. A blending and acceptance is required that there is greater aspect of "me" seeping through and I must allow it, integrate with it, blend with it and agree, to bend the knee to it, to this greater aspect of me as it tries to incarnate in this body. This is advanced science and many people reading this won't understand. It has been called mystical in the old ways. But that's OK if you don't understand. It's Tantric and Tantra is not understood. Tantra is not about winning vs. losing or about sickness vs. health, or about sex. It is about accepting the flow that is taking place - WHATEVER is taking place - could be anything, could be something truly bad - and joining in with it. It is about becoming one with it thru love and by harmonizing with it. It is about becoming MORE. It is called evolution - evolution of soul, of body, mind, emotions and spirit and acceptance of the greater life.
Meanwhile, I hear echoes of "Go to the doctor!" Yes, yes, yes. I made an appointment with the doctor for a checkup, OK? I've done that. My husband took care of that. And later this month I'll have the checkup. Now can I get back to the REAL work? The work of discovering who I am and what I can do for myself? Which is why I'm here in the first place, in a body incarnate on Earth as a soul, learning lessons of self mastery and self discovery.
What I've been discovering is that my BACKGROUND consciousness is not just a theory or piece of intellectual information. My background consciousness is the bigger me and it is influencing me. I am my own background consciousness lurking behind the foliage of the trees. I am the greater me flowing through my body, watching, observing, nudging my outer smaller self to "try this" or "try that". I am the hidden part that supports the outer part and I didn't know. Wasn't aware. It is below my subconscious. It is way beneath my exterior conscious mind, thought and feelings and external decisions I make. I am the sub-sub-cconsciousness that lives on after this body dies. I am the hidden part of me that is learning through superficial outer trials, errors and experiments. It's a game of hide and seek. Surface thoughts come and go easily. I can switch them on and switch them off, using various techniques. But what I can't switch off is that elusive consciousness that is in charge and lurks in the background behind a veil, peering from behind a curtain. THIS is the real me. This is the real power of me. Its reality has been breaking through to me, causing me some headaches and dizziness. I have to adapt.
There are times when my brain is clear and not dizzy, not fuzzy. What is it that causes clarity? I am dying to know the truth about this. Why am I suddenly clear-brained and later again fuzzy-brained? Most people think a pill is the answer, and I'll consider that. But I know there is more to this than a pill or a drug. I am on the road of discovery. I have already discovered that I'm not who I thought I was over the last 40 or so years. I've been believing a lie about myself. I thought I was "this" or "that" but I've discovered more truths about who I am. So I've been learning to let go of this image about myself and adapting to the unknown. Could this be one of the reasons for my bouts of clarity and sanity? Accepting the unknown? The clear vision that happens here and there? And then, again, fuzzy brain returns. It is fluctuating wildly. I want to die, then I don't want to die. I am willing to allow the truth to take over and bend me back into shape. But we will see. There is more to uncover. Pardon my frankness - just sharing some thoughts from an elder!
7/8/23 - Unlocking the doors to powers within
I started receiving while in the shower this morning, writing notes to myself. Feeling super energies, too much, in fact, must slow myself down. This is coming in very strong, intense, powerful. Tuning into the powers within, how to get past the locked door. The doors are all through the body – in the hands and feet, the stomach, the back muscles, the solid body that we focus on so intently so that we run to the doctor whenever something goes wrong. We get some medicine to take and seal up the door again, our prison door that keeps us safely locked up inside so we can’t get out.
A little later, I can’t breathe. After the backbend and cobra I sit and connect, remembering I must bring it UP, up, up. "Meet your higher self! She’s there in the coccyx. Bring it UP to the heart and the brain." Step out of the box of limited thinking that you’re only a physical body. Step out of the box into freedom and sunlight flooding. Do it slowly. Bring it up the spine via the Torus breath and fountain it out and around and down. Repeat it. Flow it. Keep it loose and flowing. The brain has been blocking the flow. All that “ME” knowledge is blocking the flow. The focus on “Me” as if I’m important! As if what this body feels is important. But that’s exactly what is causing the pain, the heart aches, the body aches, the disabilities, the aging, the discomfort, the brain fog – it’s the focus on the physical deterioration that is causing the “sick” feelings that are slowly creeping in and insidiously invading the Self, the body cells, to make us think we are dying. It’s focusing our thinking process on dying and disintegration.
The eternal spirit, the holy spirit, the pure life-giving spirit is NOT dying! It can’t die! It has been simply held back from expressing. We’ve been focusing so much on the body dying that we are causing our own dying process. The holy spirit, the pure life-giving spirit is still there inside a crystal ball in the pelvic bowl, and we are holding it back from releasing. It needs to be invited out to flow again, to express. It needs to be released. Let go! Relax! Breathe in and breath out through the sacrum. Picture the sacrum. Bring it into focus, flow it, imagine it, pure crystalline light sparkles flowing up the spine, breaking through the obstacles. This purity can smash right through them when it is flowing, melt right on through them to the top of the head.
We are talking about the life force known as kundalini. It is also known by other names in other cultures, such as Christians call it the holy spirit, or the Christ. Shakti, Shekinah, Krishna and other names in other parts of the world. It has been locked in down there in the coccyx and sacrum, not allowed to flow up the spine. Sin, sex, guilt and shame has had us, as if in bondage tied to limited thinking, and we had no idea. We were imprinted with a massive conspiracy imprinting of fear, shame and guilt and we had no clue. We were babes in the wood being programmed before we could walk and talk. We did not understand. How could we? This has been going on for many centuries. Now kundalini is here. It is a big word. An unknown word but I am going to introduce it to the culture. Other people are introducing it, I see. Yes, the word is coming out into the public eye. There is a plan brewing. It is very close now, close enough to begin the group gatherings. Tantra is part of the kundalini instruction. The word Tantra needs to be straightened out. It has been ignorantly misunderstood. There have not been enough true teachers or healers. We are introducing it now because it’s time. Simply that it’s time. The universe has lined up some people to bring this forth.
I did the back bend off the bed and the cobra. I’m working with forces beyond traditional thinking. The kundalini, the holy spirit, is opening for everyone at a different pace. It is opening with LOVE. The teaching is about LOVE. The emphasis is on love. The first emphasis is on love. There is only one energy in all of creation and it is LOVE. Creation in the form world is done by playing with different aspects of love. Moving with it or moving away from it by rejecting it. It is the moving and shaking, exploring and defining the various perspectives and understandings of LOVE. The ultimate love is wholeness, completion, fulfillment, hence the word “holy”. But love doesn’t end there, to rest and relax and be forgotten, because there are more people coming up behind us who are still experimenting with LOVE, hesitant and unsure but experimenting. The building of more and more love is a continuing, ongoing, eternal process of life that never ends but continues building more. There is no end to love because it keeps adding more to itself. There are an infinite number of consciousnesses who are evolving in love and each is unique, one of a kind, discovering yet another new way to experience love – the primal energy of creation that we are ALL using in our creating.
As I was bringing the energy up to the heart thru the throat to the brain, I was on fire again and stopped to write, “Get the energy to the brain!” realizing that the brain is getting this message and I must write it! We think there is hate, violence and anger, depression, sickness and death, but it is all created from love - out of a desire for more love, or what one thinks is love. Whether it be from a selfish controlling perspective or from a benevolent way of sacrifice and martyrdom, we are all focusing on love. And BALANCE is what brings us closer to it. Balance the extremes that appear, balance them with love. Find the unity, the harmony, the way of merging the extremes and you will experience love.
My brain is sprouting colors now, coming up from the coccyx and the pelvic bowl, clearing a channel through the sushumna, the central etheric channel all the way to the brain. It is clearing. There are two arcs in the brain now, going left and right of the central channel to the pituitary. The colors are sprouting up, one here, one there, faster and faster and all at once! It’s not the brain that is coming alive, it is ME that is sprouting the awareness and the colors. I AM the awareness in the brain bringing conscious awareness up the spine to my organ of the brain. I Am the incandescent surreal colors sprouting many different aspects of divinity as they unfold into my brain.
I Am the divinity that has been held locked in down below, prior to this moment. I Am bringing it up to the brain so this body can recognize itself in the physical form and the physical world and use it here! (I am doing the neck exercises now.) I am activating my male side. The sparks, the angels, the devas are in the trees. I used to think it was the sun catching and glinting off the moisture on the leaves but it’s the faeries or elementals, whatever name they might be called. I first think it’s the sun but it looks a bit too bright and it twinkles at me as if it’s sending a message. I pause and connect with it and then I know.
7/7/23 - Breathing difficulties
This was a month ago. In the night I woke with the message that galactic ships were sending positive energies into the Earth atmosphere, making it difficult for negative thinking people to breathe and to please post this. This is why we have to think more love-light thoughts. We must work at cultivating more light into our bodies, minds and feelings to elevate our frequencies, or we won’t survive these higher energies that are flooding the planet. I have posted a link HERE (page down to "my personal decrees") to find some mantras and affirmations to use - prayers and positive decrees. Do use them. Select some that appeal to you and say them out loud 15 minutes a day or more often. The more the better. It will help to lighten your body’s energies. This will elevate you to higher vibrations. It brings in vitality, cosmic energy that will surprise you if you do it enough to notice. Most people will not do it because they are lazy and too embedded in the routine of their lives. But the work WILL have an effect. The intergalactic ships are actively assisting the solar ascension rays and they are warning that it will be hard to breathe.
I've been having a hard time catching my breath, and a friend writes that he has been having difficulties too. It helps to spend time doing the light affirmations. Say them out loud, so the sound reverberates into your auric field that surrounds you. It is your auric field that needs lifting, not the physical body. The physical body is the "shell" in which your personal energies are floating. It is the ENERGIES that need lifting. Routine day-to-day energies are the ones that lag behind and droop like wilting flowers. They become dull and lifeless energies. These are the energies that are your life force. Lift them with higher prayers and light-filled, love-filled, praise-filled words of higher qualities and tones. The light that is hitting the planet through the sun and the greater sun is so much higher than what it has been previously, that people who are not aware will not know what is happening to them. This is a message from the galactics. Please do this. Become more light-endowed by chanting these higher words into the air every day. If a person hasn't activated the light in their physical body, it's going to be difficult to catch a breath. The body needs to be elevated and take in some of this higher energy to match the incoming light.
I got up and went into the meditation room and participated in the uplifting of the earth, cleansing the earth and all inhabitants, waking up the light. With my inner sight I sensed the Earth starting to separate. This is on an etheric level. I was aware of it. A lot took place last night. It was a major step in the separation of old and new earth. An hour and 20 minutes later I felt it was over and I could go back to bed.
Additional revelations: Routine is so boring! It is the same old, same old stuff, day in, day out, always the same. When I write new information from higher up, I get excited. It is creative. Tantra is the sacred art of growing new links by conjoining opposites. Not by replacing or substituting one for another. It is like grafting a different plant onto another plant to create a more advanced evolved plant from two separate species. Opposites can be grafted together to create something new and more advanced. More evolved. My higher self is divine and holy. I am not. It is coming closer down to me as I use enlightened words that are higher and purer than my normal words. My higher self links with these higher holy words and can come closer to me. I can see my higher aspect more closely as I do this. It is more brilliant than me. More colorful, it is bluish and with other colors mixed in, transparent colors, divine, holy, pure. It is coming closer and it is connecting my awareness to itself. I feel myself becoming more elevated. I am merging with my higher self. I am an opposite of my higher self. I am human. It is divine. We are grafting together like two species. One not pure, the other pure. This is Tantra.
7/5/23 - Settle in with the forces of nature
The forces of nature are not wild. They are soothing and calm. And when we acknowledge that feeling it is like coming home to the ancestral hearth. Relax into it. Coming home is a settling in feeling. It is a stopping of the struggle in the outer-world journey. It is accepting where you came from, your ancient lineage is nature. Natural. It feels at peace. Remember the feeling of walking in the forest? The wood? The quiet of dawn or the late night after dark? There is a quietness in nature. It is the coming home to what THE BODY feels is natural. After all, we are first of all the body. A solid form made of the substance of earth. And Mother Earth is the intelligent mother who oversees her brood - the kingdoms of nature. Mankind and womankind are part of that kingdom of her nature. We can feel the "coming home" at certain times when we are alone and not being distracted. We are drawn naturally, inexplicably, inward. It is similar to the ripening of a fruit. It is impossible to ripen fruit in an artificial environment. It is not natural. But falling in step with the forces of nature provides a feeling of settling in and relaxing into a flow that is almost always forgotten during the active hours of human activity. Relinquish the struggle in those opportunities to fall in step with nature. It knows what you need. This is an advanced teaching. We think we are so smart and intelligent to be in our brains, but the greater intelligence is in the WHOLE BODY. In the DNA of each tiny cell that makes up the liver, the heart, the lungs, the kidneys, the prostate gland, the ovaries,, the muscles, and the bones and blood. And the brain itself. This is far removed from the controlling ego which does not provide peace and calm. This is how we follow the spirit, the higher angel of our own divine nature. It is the coming together of our own heavenly nature with the earth's nature. When we agree to surrender our controlling ego and allow ourselves to walk in the natural way of the earth-walker, the skin-walker, we bring our heavenly nature in harmony with the earth nature. Look for nature's signs that come to you - the bird that swoops out of the sky, the snake that crawls unexpectedly nearby, the call of the owl, the feather that drops at your feet, the many movements in the air, unexpectedly. Stop and acknowledge RECEIPT of the contact. This is disclosure of the Earth kind. There is no need to look for it. No need to struggle. No need to work at it. We are one with nature.
7/3/23 - Me and my four lower bodies!
Yes, I'm still here! It's been a week since my last blog. I've hit a new stuck point in the transition of my life, moving out of 3D into 4D and 5D, and it's taking all my attention to work it out. How best can I align my four lower (denser) bodies? The consciousness evolution that is taking place is affecting everyone, but perhaps not like it's affecting me right now. I'm getting whoozy, dizzy and have strange sickish-type feelings. It is causing a lot of confusion but I know what the cause is and it has affected me physically, mentally and emotionally. Ugh! It's very draining and disturbing.
The four lower bodies are the four densest consciousness levels of a person. There are seven levels of consciousness in all (picture the aura) but the three higher levels are saintly, holy and perfect. It is the four lower, tighter, denser levels that are the problem. These are the human conditions composed of errors and mistakes that need correcting or leaving behind. This is an advanced peek into a larger truth, so we won't go any further than that. It's just background food for thought as we tackle the more local issue of these four dense levels of the human apparatus, and what I am currently struggling with.
The four lower denser levels are the (1) emotional level, (2) the mental level, (3) the spiritual or higher mind level and (4) the physical body level. Old energies (issues) that have not been redeemed or released yet, are still stuck in the auric field, which is our consciousness. These are now being affected because we are going through a major shift in consciousness to a higher, lighter dimension. These old energies (issues) are holding us back. They are knots in our consciousness. They are causing (me) dizziness problems and sickish feelings - and keeping me busy trying to figure out what next to try to correct it because I'm an energy worker. I do my own energy corrections to keep healthy and active.
Other people are experiencing this too, I see, as I read the articles. But we each have to work it out alone, by ourselves, because no two people have the same issues going on from the past, including past lives. Not everyone is aware of this physical shift from the 3rd to the next higher dimension of consciousness, be it the 4th or the 5th. The shift is taking place on inner levels of consciousness that, unfortunately, many people are unaware of. How many people have been educated about their four lower bodies? The lowest and densest body is the physical body, which we can see and touch, but the other three are on a finer frequency level. We can't "see" them per se. So the shift is affecting these three finer bodies that we don't even know we have. We think it's the physical body that is having the problem and it's not! We might go to a doctor and learn that nothing is the matter since the instruments don't pick up on it, but there is a lot more going on than doctors are aware of. If you have not been filled in about how these four lower bodies operate, for example, your emotional body and your mental body, then it's time we started to address it.
Imagine yourself as you are right now, doing what you're doing (like I am sitting at my laptop), imagine how you look right now but twice as large and as a transparent figure hovering over you or around you. This is your emotional body. This is the energy body where all your emotions and feelings take place. Your emotions and feelings do NOT take place in your physical body, nor in your mental body. They take place at a certain frequency level. Your emotional body is the plane where all your feelings occur. This transparent body (you don't see it so you don't realize it's there) is hovering around every cell in your physical body. When you feel a surge of anger, for example, your emotional body feels, not your physical body. This is a long complicated story to explain.
Next, imagine yourself again, as you are right now, but three times as large and also a transparent figure, hovering over your emotional body or around you. Use your imagination. This is your mental body. It is functioning at an even HIGHER frequency level than your emotional body. This is where thought takes place. This is your mind, where you think things through and come to decisions. This body does NOT have feelings like your emotional body does. It is a separate frequency that operates on a specific plane for the specific purpose of working out mental processes pertaining to human practical life.
Next, imagine yourself again as you are right now but four times as large and also a transparent figure, hovering over your mental body. This is your spiritual body, sometimes known as the etheric body. This is on a still HIGHER frequency than either your emotional or mental body. This is a larger aspect of you which is in touch with MORE of who you are as a spiritual intelligence. This body does not have feelings per se, as we define feelings in the human realm, but it is closer to love, harmony, unity and the higher cosmic laws of the universe. This is closer to heaven than the other two denser realms, but it is not perfect either. It is designed for the purpose of working out and understanding what spirit is as compared with human. That takes care of three of the four lower bodies. The fourth lower body that gets out of alignment is the physical body.
The three invisible bodies - emotional, mental and spiritual - are all operating within the physical body and most people know nothing about them. This is information that is taught in the mystery schools, esoteric and metaphysical classes. Emotions and feelings get tangled up with our thoughts, and our thoughts get tangled up with our religious and spiritual beliefs, and our bodies get confused over which is which and how to deal with it. This has been going on for a long time. We have been kept uneducated about this. Now there is a consciousness evolution taking place. We are growing up and out of the third dimension and into the fourth dimension and the fifth. Everyone is different. Your family, friends and neighbors aren't aware of what you are aware of, because consciousness is unique to each person. What I know is what I know. What YOU know is what YOU know. We know different things, pertaining to different areas of our lives. But the biggest single problem we have is that these four lower bodies are entangled. Like four different balls of yarn, each with a different color, has been allowed to become unwound and bunched into knots. Our consciousness has become all twisted up together, including issues from past life experiences that are not yet resolved.
It is the end of past times and the beginning of a new time - one that is happy and peaceful. The transition from the old times requires putting an end to the problems of the past. We don't have to solve the problems, we simply have to stop worrying about them. All of the advice from the masters is to "let go". Stop worring. Stop fixating. Stop hanging on to the old life. Let go. Relax. Find something fun to do. Put your attention on fun and happy projects that make you excited. Then the problems of the past disappear. Because what you are aware of is what we focus on. Our emotions and feelings are a separate part of our life, quite different from the thoughts we think. Our spiritual thoughts about God and the universe, and about E.T.'s are different from our thoughts about the practical life, like politics, money, hospitalization, sending kids to school, etc. We have four different consciousnesses taking place simultaneously in us every day. Each one of them needs to be examined separately. Untangle them. We have only one consciousness but it has become tangled and twisted and it torments us because we don't understand. Why? But this one consciousness that we are, goes higher and higher and higher and higher, as we look to the higher aspects of ourself. As we learn about these four lower bodies we will begin to notice the changes. Become conscious.
6/25/23 - Love is not an emotion - it's the life force
During my morning meditations today I was shown that love is the life force. It is not an emotion. The life force called love is everywhere. The universe is composed of living, breathing, conscious electrons and atoms, and the masters speak of them often. How they are eager little beings of love desirous to serve in positive ways. They are filled with love, light, warmth and goodness and they bring this warmth and comfort to all who attract them. These little beings are not to be confused as an emotion. They are the life force.
Yes, personal love is an emotion because it is being directed to someone specifically. The sender draws on the ocean of life that exists everywhere and focuses his attention on a person of his or her choice. Love is available to be used, and we do use love for all that we do. We even use love to hate someone or be jealous, envious, controlling, violent and to engage in personal drama with. Everything we do is done with the power of love because love powers the universe, the planets, suns and all life everywhere. That is why we are capable of growing past a difficult situation that is bogging us down. Since love is the motivating force behind all creation and it is within us, and within our own consciousness, it IS possible to change a difficult situation by imagining or reaching beyond the difficulty or the down side of something, and apply a higher, better, more ebullient application of love.
Love is the sea of life that exists everywhere. It is circulating even now within our own bodies and is available to use but we have to KNOW this first, before we can make such changes. It was shown to me this morning to be aware of it, to make this message public so others can be aware of the sea of life is actually LOVE. Then perhaps a person can make changes in their life by boosting, reaching, imagining, raising their attitude to a higher level. It is up to us to make the changes in how we apply the law of life, the law of love. It is intelligence that directs love into action. It is will power that directs it. It is a change in how we think, a change in how we want to be. But first we must believe this is true. There have been vague references to such a powerful law of but very few truly understand it. We have been massively programmed to believe in loss, lack, poverty and disempowerment.
Yet, we are the master intelligences. This is proven by the fact that we can think for ourselves, and we can change our minds when we want to. We often just don't think it is possible. We have been weighed down under the weight of dark beliefs, when the brilliant, dazzling truth of love is a conscious choice. We can make a change for ourself through WILL POWER any time we want - conscious will power - instead of accepting the "down" feeling of despair, low self confidence or hopelessness. It takes concentrated effort and every day practice, which is the backbone philosophy of doing spiritual practice every day. Benefits can be seen almost immediately by those who practice consistently. They are drawing on the sea of love, which is the sea consciousness. Every human being is conscious and therefore can reach UP and draw on a higher level of thought. But it must be done every day and often several times a day to make serious changes.
Changes have to be directed. Most emotions are not directed. There is a horrendous lack of understanding about the conscious sea of life in which we swim. We remain ignorant and vulnerable to the random emotions that are spewed out by our neighbors, families and friends. All emotions less than love are not well thought out. It "just happens" to someone and the emotion radiates out to invade a passer by. Someone has to direct a feeling of goodness to make changes and raise the level of consciousness, and maintain that direction for awhile to set it into motion. Love is a feeling of life. It is encouraging, exciting, vitalizing, uplifting, creative, productive, life-giving, warm, comforting, nurturing, living, breathing. And there is more of the same higher up. There is no end to how high you can reach on the ladder of goodness and love. The mystics and saints will tell you.
For example, when we pray to God and experience love as worship. It is an open door that brings forth even more worshipful feelings of song, praise and goodness. There is a very high form of love to be had through private worship and praise. But we can also experience love for the earth, too, the trees, the waters, the sunset, the grass, the people we pass on the street, cars, babies, buildings, pets, careers, sciences, music, art- there is no end of the love that mankind can experience in his earthly life. We are preparing to bring forth a new earth and a new WAY of life through the power of our loving one another in this way. Not sexual, personal love, but immense, universal love that goes far, far, far, when we open our minds to the highest in us. We can experience love at any time of the day or night because love is not only inside us, and inside the objects that we have created that populate our homes and villages, but love is in the air itself. Love is the life force. Love is known as prana or chi when we BECOME CONSCIOUS of it. When we USE conscious consciousness to wake it up.
This was revealed to me after an ongoing discussion with someone about sex, romance and the falling in and out of love, with divorces and separation. How does love work on a personal level? From the perspective of most people love has been considered a human emotion. And of course I have too. But I have experienced love from the plane of spirit, from the mystical side of life that goes beyond understanding, when you open up to higher realms and are brought to tears and deep, overwhelming states. Then you become like the kitchen strainer - you just let the water pour through without trying to catch it and you disappear in the flowing rapture.
I was shown this morning that love is the life force of the universe, I suppose, because I was ready to understand the difference. Love is like water. It doesn't really move. It simply flows around waiting to be used. We exist in the ocean of its movement. Love is available to hold everything together, but it doesn't have to move because it already is everywhere. When someone sends a message it quivers through the sea of love and the sea of love responds. The awareness of love can move into a person's life through that person's consciousness of it. Or as that person lowers it to a lower emotion it will respond in kind and provide the lower emotion. Whatever the person wants to do with it, the love force is available to be used. It is consciousness that raises or lowers the life force to a high place or brings it down low to a low place. It is all done with consciousness. That is the reason for spending time in meditation and practicing the art of stillness and mastering of one's own consciousness.
Most human emotions are less than love. This morning feelings of all kinds flashed before me, revealing the great diversity of emotions and feelings that we humans are privy to that influence us. Love is not an emotion. Love is the power behind emotion. It is the source of emotion. It creates life, empowers life, thrills life, pushes life onward to higher planes of understanding. Motivates, vitalizes, excites, kindles, ignites, enflames. All else is less than that but we have the capability of working ourselves up to higher levels. It was shown to me how we can rise above emotion to greater and greater feelings that thrill us and inspire us. USE EMOTION, it said to me, of a higher nature. Allow emotion to work for you and bring you the thrills and pleasures that you enjuoy the most. Whatever emotion is being felt, raise it higher by conscious will power. Love is the life force. Do not confuse emotion with the life force. Love is the source of life. Reach for the source of life. Do not settle for less than love. Love is not an emotion. It is life itself. It circulates within our physical body right now. If there is a "down" feeling, raise it up higher by any word, thought, feeling or action you can find. It is within your power to do that, to create a warmer, safer, more security, loving feeling for yourself and your home by reaching higher.
6/24/23 - The fifth dimension is an attitude adjustment
The concept of moving from the third to the fifth dimension has become such a big deal - many articles have been shining the light on it and helping us to understand what this means. But it all boils down to the fact that it's an attitude adjustment. Attitudes are being affected. We are being nudged to make changes. Small changes are easier, so make them sooner. It's not such a big deal after all unless, of course, we don't want to make any changes at all. Yes, then it is a big deal. Working against the tide takes work. An attitude of resisting takes a lot of work. I would like to add my two-cents worth here - changing your attitude in small ways is much easier than the work that must be done later from resisting the change. Making a few changes along the way actually makes you feel good. The changes are going to happen anyway, sooner or later. So why not allow for the changes now, today? Relax and expand and accept the changes that are sneaking in through your back door and you're trying to avoid them. You don't want to change your way of life. You have always done it your way - approached life the way you have always done. But if you are flexible and open to accepting small changes, you will be taking small steps up the multi-layered ladder to the higher plane, where it is MUCH more comfortable than the lower plane below.
6/23/23 - Experiencing physical ascension
The ascension process is a removal of old energies. Old energies in the body and mind. We don't think of them as old, we think of ourselves as simply who we are. But it's been happening for me that who I am is disappearing and there is a renewed vitality taking place. Only at certain times. It fluctuates. It takes concentration but I am being revitalized. My body is experiencing a renewal of energy that is somehow different from what I'm used to. I have to keep physical engaged with the world to experience this, otherwise, I fade in that energy. The energy fades and I am left feeling hopeless. It's like running a marathon. I have to keep going, not strong, but simply keep active. It is very important to keep physically active. My old way of thinking, my old belief was that it was important always to be comfortable. No matter what, find comfort. That belief is disappearing. Because comfort in the old way meant resting, passive. There is a new kind of comfort to be experienced which is up, alert with things running smoothly. Like the motor is at its best and it's purring! It is vitality but it is a ccomfortable vitality. My old views on what is important is changing. My understanding is changing. My belief in what is important is changing. They are fading and there is a new me coming forward.
There is a new goal now. I'm seeing past the comfort zone to the "more" of me. It's all tied in with the kundalini that awakened in me 47 years ago when I went into the light. Ever since then I have been struggling to understand. Oh my! It is deepening - er, no. It is an expanding and elevating. It's an expanding. elevating, lightening, rising upward process, and it is revealing more and more. As long as I don't give up.
The most important thing I have discovered on the journey of ascending consciousness is - there’s too much focusing on the genitals. The focus on the genitals and the whole sex thing has to change to flowing. Lift the sluice gates. Allow the flowing to continue on. The flow is the flow of love, tenderness, sympathies, compassion, innocence, goodness, sharing, and the whole nine yards of giving and sharing and feeling the love as it flows from person to person, non-stop. This is the flowing that has been stopped by the gates. There is a solid vitality feeling that flows at times, and at other times a feeling of death and dying sweeps through me and my knees buckle. Weakness enters. Death enters. The greater picture is unfolding. It comes in and shows me that I am the life of the body. The body is just a mechanical object. It has a low consciousness. It has been trained to do certain things automatically. But I am the driving force of this body and I have to put my full concentration on it.
There is no one technique, No one method of doing the work of resurrecting the body which is failing, because it requires the full flowing of the life force. I had cut it off, cut down, just like everyone else. Now I am learning to not follow the program I was trained to do. Now I am flowing the light within me. I am flowing the energies but I am also releasing the old and dying energies. I feel as if I am old and dying but I know better. I am not. New light power is being injected into the inner spaces that make up my body organs and muscles. The old and new energies are swirling and mixing together and I see more and more, and further and further. Deeper and deeper. The power which is me, my eternal soul or spirit, whatever you want to call it, is immense. Just like everyone's power is immense. It is so immense that it can only make its appearance in stages, little by little, or it would overwhelm the body and blow it apart. This power is known today as kundalini, but it is really the Mother. Mother Kundalini. She is the power behind the throne. She is what makes the life happen or, if withheld, to wither and die. She is the cosmic mother of all life everywhere. She is held locked inside the form body, all forms, all bodies, even insects and birds and plants and water.
In bits and pieces the awareness is expanding. Form life happens by closing the focus down to one thing. To bring movement to a halt. To make a piece of furniture or a house or bridge, it requires a solid, non-movalbe structure. Mother kundalini is showing me how to open my focus now and release that focus on immobility. Let go of the focus and let the flow begin again. Resurrect the body. Most specifically, stop focusing on the genitals. This has affected the lower abdomen, the digestive tract, the ovaries, the prostate, the urinary tract, the whole pelvic/hip area. This is where the flowing of the life force, the love force has been blocked. We need to release the excessive focus on sex because it is the main cause. It is the one main reason there is suffering in the world. Love has been prevented from flowing. The focus has been on the genitals and the love stops there, another agenda has been structured around this area. This massive overwhelming focus and obsession on sex has impacted the hips, the legs, the knees, the feet, everything below the heart. Plus it has impacted the intelligence and good sense of the person. It has thrown the body out of kilter and introduced sickness, old age, dying, disintegration and death. It is LOVE that has been compacted in one way or the other. Love is what holds things together. By focusing too much on the material building of forms, love has been prevented from flowing up the spinal column to the heart, to the voice which would tell the truth if it were able, and to the brain which would be enlightened, and out the top of the head into the welcoming arms of the Cosmic Father and Mother of all that is.
Love has been held back and compacted. Two alternative routes have been established. Detours, if you will. In Sanskrit these two routes are called the IDA and the PINGALA. The Ida is the feminine route, the left-hand route. The Pingala is the masculine route, the right-hand route. Love needs to flow to keep the body alive, so when the alternative routes were built into the body, the main route to the top of the head was shut down. In Sanskrit the main spinal channel to the top of the head is called the SUSHUMNA. So the soul goes either up the Pingala, the assertive side which is the masculine side, or it takes the alternative route and goes up the Ida, which is the submissive feminine side. The soul withdraws from being active and follows her masculine soul mate instead. This choice, whether to go up the feminine side or the masculine side, affects the whole body and the circuitry and programming of the body. How it operates and how it approaches life. It is the Mother Kundalini that is flowing up the left hand or the right hand path. (Mystery school teachings teach students how to bring these two paths together, but that's another article.)
Breathing complications occur during this ascension process. I cannot speak too much on it because I am still learning myself. I am sharing this information for maybe some hints and clues to others. I have discovered some methods of alleviating the sensation of not being able to breathe. The blockage is occurring around the diaphragm area, just under the heart. This morning I had some good feedback, working on this area with light, with the knowledge I've received so far. There is massive amounts of information coming through. I wish I could share it with others, but it's so deeply personal. It is all about raising the attitude to a more refined state of being, a more pristine state of awareness, a cleaner, more holy state of awareness. It uses visions of sparkling dazzling purity. When I follow the guidance to "expand higher", after a while this opens the blocks. It is quite amazing, working with the light and watching (later) as the old energies close back up again. Then I work with the light again and the visualizations. There is WORK involved. It is about concentrating on higher, purer visions.
Two years ago I had to go to the hospital because I couldn't breathe. It happened within hours of my using a new mantra of purity. How could I know? It brought too much light into my body and my body closed down. It couldn't handle it. Now I know. I see what happened back then. So, OK. I now have to take heart pills but no big deal. It's part of being human. But there is a deeper instruction going on within, that is telling me far more than the doctors and pharmacists are. There is a new life force coming alive in me. I am learning how to use it. I can feel it taking place in alternating currents. Awareness is increasing by leaps and bounds. This old body is resurrecting from the inside out. It may be too late. After all it's 85 years old! But the vitality I am feeling is superb. I have to stay active and let the light of life flow. Flowing the life through the muscles, tissues, brain and heart is important. And to be conscious. We must be MORE conscious. Not less. Put the light of conscious awareness into every action. Or as best you can. Move yourself into action through conscious intention. Through will power. The phrase, "Thy will be done" takes on new meaning. Move the light of awareness into outward action through will power. Will power is the Light of the body.
Plus live a clean healthy diet. Eat enough food but only what I want to eat. Not according to the world and what the doctors say, but what I feel is in my best interest (instinct) to eat. I am negotiating between my physical needs and the needs of the higher self which has different needs in order to be properly reconnected with the body. The higher ME is shining through the old muck and drudgery of yesteryear and the old muck and mud has to be released and allowed to leave. Then exercise. Fulfill the needs of the lower body to be active, activate the hips, the lower back muscles, legs and feet. Fulfill the desires of the lower body to be active. That's why they are built into the body.
My original urge was to do lower back massages with people, through the use of yantras and mantras. This means holding the light in your mind and speaking it softly into the body with your hands. This original urge is still with me. I am piecing the new higher self information together. The light must flow through the body that is murky and dark in order to bring relief and vitality back to the aging tissues. We have been ignorant of it. The body does not know about the light that is moving through it. The light is the light of the higher self, what has been called the light body, or the christ body, the crystalline body. If we don't activate the crystalline body, the diamond light grids in the body, the body will die. It is only a temporary vehicle until the residing soul wakes up and starts managing it properly, meaning resurrecting it properly. We are here on a mission to learn how to maintain a physical body in good health for a long time. There is no expiration date on a body that can maintain its youth. That is what the ascended masters learn how to do. We are here temporarily to expand and explore who we are, and when done to move on to greater things. But only when WE decide to move on.
Well, that's the end of my lecture for today. I wanted to share this because it is SO exciting and invigarating to experience resurrecting the body. My time may yet come but I'm filling in every moment with new information. Filling it with light! It is an amazing experience. I asked my Higher Self yesterday what to do when I can't catch my breath, when my diaphragm locks up on me. The answer was: “Relax, expand, let go, surrender, hold love in your mind. Surrender into love”. So I've been practicing. It takes time and concentration. It doesn’t work in a moment’s notice. What causes it, I asked? "The lowering of vibrations. It is the loss of life force when you move from higher lighter density to lower heavier density. Train yourself to hold the light. Be aware of your higher and lower vibrations."
6/20/23 - Loving touch massage swaps
During a bonding session recently there was a beautiful download of cosmic love information from higher spheres. Let me try to put it into easy language. He was energized and my energies were not peaceful but highly active so I slowed him down by rubbing my hands on him. I could feel my energies starting to come more into harmony. It is obvious that the man’s energies are focused so much on the outer world, thrusting outward, seeing the goal in front of him like a carrot, that he isn’t able to pay attention to lining up his inner energies. The woman, on the other hand, that is her role. She must manage the inner energies, especially during lovemaking times, when the purpose is to integrate and heal the divisions. They are to come together and mesh their two separate and diverse energies, which, in a duality world, is a constant. There is divisiveness. But the reason there is a male and a female in the first place is to create things physically. So the physical thrust is necessary, and the inner maintenance of harmony is also necessary to keep it together. During bonding I could see myself trying to harmonize the energies in the form of atoms and molecules. These tiny particles which make up our physicality and our mentality and emotionality, are imbued with “not-self” and “not comfortable”. There is “not right” in our atomic structure, so we have to MAKE them right. We need to take the time to harmonize them and soothe them and comfort them. These are the energies of our bodies that we are harmonizing and soothing. Through loving administration we line up first our mental.
We “think” harmonizing thoughts. This can be done in an instant if we know how to do it. It doesn’t take a long time. Then we have to line up our feelings, our sensations, because the mental does not feel. Mental arranges and controls our energies by thinking them. Then when we allow ourselves to feel softness, warmness, comfort, lovingness. First the mental, then the emotional feeling. Then there is the etheric body, or spiritual body. These are the energies (atoms and molecules) that are from prior lives. We’ve had many prior lives that our culture doesn’t acknowledge but they still exist in us. Traumatic and unresolved issues that we have not a clue about. But they exist in us in the form of tendencies. A tendency towards anger at men, or anger at women, or hatred towards another race, or fear of sex, or fear of love or fear of fire or of falling off a cliff or dislike of children or tendency towards addiction to alcohol, or tendency towards violence, or - on the other hand - tendencies toward grace, beauty, art, great music, dance, invention, holiness, religion, spiritual. We carry these forward into our current life and they are inside us, as the saying goes, “the issues are in our tissues”. I would say “our history is in our tissues”.
Anyway, it is like two separate colors. While we were bonding I could see the male outer thrusting as the color blue, and the female inner harmonizing as the color red. When mixed together blue and red make purple or violet, depending on the subtleties of the hues. If the blue bangs into the red the colors do not mix. The inner harmonizing does not take place. It becomes yet more of a separation and more of a trauma that becomes stored in the tissue as frustration and unresolved energy. So what we have to do is learn how to harmonize the male and female bodies. What we are doing in my theoretical loving touch massage is learning what it feels like to touch opposite gender bodies. How it feels to each person is an inner experience that has no words to it, but as we introduce LOVING touch, I would point out that there is a reason why we don’t go into sexuality here, because we are practicing the harmonizing of male to female. Harmonizing the feelings we experience when we are touched by a strange man, or a strange woman. Feel what is going on with your energies inside.
Imagine, if you’re a man, that your energies (mind, emotions and body) are the color blue. And imagine the woman massaging you as the color red or if you like, pink. Some shade of the red/pink hue. Imagine your two colors mixing and blending. You do this by accepting and allowing. You do this by trusting and receiving. You do this by relaxing and letting go. Never mind what it is you’re letting go of. Just let go. Let it be. Surrender. Jump off the cliff and feel the free fall. And manage your feelings. If you feel like screaming and jumping off the table as I did once, manage that. Harmonize that. Get a grip on that. Soothe that feeling within yourself. That is an old, old, ancient frustration or issue that is being released. Allow it its freedom. Let it go. Love it and bless it and soon it will pass because, by your application of soothing love, you are gaining mastery over very old issues that have been stored in your tissues. A great phrase. Let’s remember that our ancient, past life issues are stored in our tissues. Loving touch massage without an agenda of sex is healing and softening. It is a lesson and a practice in self mastery and releasing old blockages.
I am trying to get a large poster of the human body - man and woman - to show where the chakras are. The chakras are portals through which divinity flows down through the mental, emotional and etheric bodies into the physical body. There are issues blocking this flow on each of the three levels above. There are issues in the mental body, issues in the emotional body and issues in the etheric (past life) body, that block pure love, happiness and spontaneity from coming into our lives. So that’s why we are doing this loving touch massage. It’s a healing practice and it will help us to get to where we want to go. But this is practice time. We’ve got to practice loving touch and let that melt the barriers that have been there for thousands of years and lifetimes. This is the end time. It’s time to graduate from the school of hard knocks and it’s time to give all those issues in the tissues some freedom and relief. (inspired by DK several years ago. We may start this up again soon.)
6/16/23 - A collaboration is unfolding between....
I'm borrowing words from another article I just read - a Collaboration is unfolding between all sentient life on Earth and the non-physical realms - the cosmos. This is SO Tantric! Yes! I've been following the Ascended Master Djwahl Khul for 47 years and he has led me true. Blend the physical with the non-physical and BE HERE NOW! There is much happening in these days. There is a dramatic rise in consciousness among all the people on the planet. For those who follow the ascension drama and all the articles that go along that theme, YES! It is happening. But it is happening here on Earth. We don't have to leave. The light is coming into the earth plane. There are many of us conscious of the light coming in and holding space for it, pulling it in like pulling in the helium balloon which floats in the sky. We are here in physical bodies and we are pulling in the light from higher planes. This light is buoying the planet up. The result is a dramatic consciousness expansion. Don't give up! Keep the faith!
One result is felt right here in our house. Doug switched our internet provider a couple weeks ago and this new provider is downloading capacities of speed never experienced before. I'm not into technology so I don't know the proper words for it, but the electronic devices here - computers, TVs and cell phones - are going a bit crazy. They are going up, down and shutting off, then up, then down, then shutting off. They are trying to adjust. The electrons are trying to adapt to the lower freqencies here. The electrons are the living matter that makes up the universe. The Ascended Masters have informed me over the years. Electrons, as in "electronic" gadgets and devices are the little workers that give us life. They obey the commands of the living masters. We are the living masters here. We must learn to respect them. We thought they were just non-living particles that we could use any way we wanted to. But, no. It turns out that these little eletrons power our bodies, our homes, our refrigerators, cars, factories, traffic lights and etc. Electrons power the universe. Electrons power the suns. Electrons power the planets and our very own divine nature.
We are flowing with electrons and electrons are love and light. We are ready to start learning the truth: that we are the masters who have brought our lives down into muck, confusion and depression, and it's time to become more enlightened. It's time to turn things around and start raising ourselves up into the light with new knowledge and with the love embedded in the knowledge. We are the ones who have to do it in our own minds and hearts. We are the love. We are the sense of rightness, of justice, of truth, of freedom, of peace, of unity, of courage, of joy and happiness and gratitude for our lives. (Or not.) Electrons obey the light in us. They also obey the dark in us. They have to because they are programmed to obey the master intelligences and that is who we are - master intelligences. We just don't know it yet. WAKE UP! Realize it. And start to use that intelligence. If we do something wrong that is against our nature - and we KNOW it - well then. Be prepared to pay the price. What you know will hurt you or help you. Be on the right side or things could go wrong. An injustice will bring an injustice. Let us learn our lesson and quickly, because we are rising to a higher dimension where the laws of the universe are quick to respond. It is harmony that we need to become aware of. Be in harmony.
We are the masters of our lives. We are the ones who have set out the Plan for ourselves. Be sure you set out a positive plan. Be happy! Be glad of heart. Be light and in joy and at peace with the world. Be in collaboration with the sentient world. If there is something really, really bad and uncomfortable in your life, change it right now. Love it to death. Say it out loud. "I love you to death!" Anything that fills you with depression, muck and mud. Give it love and light immediately. Say it out loud. Find some words to use. They will start coming to you as you stumble over a beginning word. Build the momentum of light and love.
As we lighten ourself every morning when we get up, we lay out a path to follow. It spreads out around us so that no matter which direction you go in, there is a path of happy light leading there. Be sure to start the day off right. Take up meditation. Just a 15-minute connection with your higher self. Lay out a path of gladness and see what happens. The world is changing and rising upward to lighter dimensions. There is more harmony and happiness in the higher dimensions. Be a part of it. The electrons that are coming into your house and my house are the same electrons. They are seeking the light and the love. Give them light and love. Light is abstract, not yet used. Love is when you use the abstract light. When you take a theory and put it to a test and act on it, that's when you're applying love.
This is an "off-the-top-of-my head" message. I am connecting this morning with everyone's blue-white light of courage, strength, tenacity and joy for life and living. Be glad that you are here. Spread gladness around everywhere you go today. BE HERE FULLY. Notice what is going on around you and lift it up even more.
6/15/23 - Sexual energy is soul energy awakening in the body
Soul energy seeks expression in the body through sexual balance. It is ironic that while meditation travels the road of non-attachment to physical things, yet all the while it leads you back to your own humanness, and to a better knowledge of how to use your physical body with greater finesse and with the deft skill of a master perfecting his art – the art of being human with a divine soul. We are here to learn these things, not to be dictated to nor conditioned to obey the whims of the masses.
We don’t want to separate the soul from the body. We are living in a body. We must not throw it away. We must understand the body and its needs so that we can make it healthy and balanced. We must learn how to operate it, as we must learn how to operate an automobile and maintain it in good working condition. Meditation is not removing ourselves from the world. It is learning how to live in the world. We are spirits already. We are spiritually complete right now. We do not need to become more spiritual. We need to EXPRESS our spirituality, this purity of soul in physical form, awake and alive and full of the vibrancy of health and spontaneous, child-like joy for adventure and action of goodwill towards all life. Only then can we transform our world from one of confusion to one of light and beauty and rich and flavorful colors and tastes.
(Excerpt from the Master Djwahl Khul, HERE "The 7 veils of attachment".
6/12/23 - Re-activating Kundalini
The idea of holding weekly gatherings has come up recently as a way of introducing Kundalini in a formal way. No schedule has been set yet. It will take more time to allow the idea to expand. How many have heard the word "kundalini" before today? Perhaps it was heard in relation to Tantra, but that has been a somewhat misguided focus on the physical body. There are deeper roots leading down to subterranean influences that that have not been presented yet. After 47 years of trying to write about it, I have been shifted to a new level. It is time to hold in-person meetings to spark the auric field of those within ear-shot. It is the auric field that is influenced by this delicate subject. Auric field "sparking" has been known as shaktipat in the era before computers were invented. Now, with computers, we read articles with our brain and think with our brain, and analyze and deduce with our brain, and the rest of the body remains pretty much untouched.
Thoughts are coming to the fore in the last few weeks letting me know that my time is nearly up. I'll have to get on with the mission or miss my chance to present it. When Kundalini activated in me it circulated through me and changed me. It took about 7 years or more. The body is made of consciousness but it takes on other beliefs that are not pure or holy, as the kundalini is. Kundalini realigned me. Consciousness is a beautiful life force. It is a common element in all of life and we have access to everything through our consciousness, but the human being in his busy-ness takes on a lot of unimportant thoughts and beliefs. The purity of his consciousness disappears in favor of the overly-active mind, peripheral thoughts and brain activities. We are busy little bees, having our dramas, traumas and situational learning experiences. We are always trying to overcome something that bothers us. Kundalini has not been formally addressed as a most beautiful part of who we are. It has never been presented as a "real thing". That is what I am here to do - to expose kundalini as something real and very active within us. How to pan for the gold.
I am here to show those who will listen, and to tease it, coax it, seduce it out of hiding so it can be known, highlighted, appreciated and raised to the highest possible level. Kundalini is right now circulating through us as breath. I don't pay any more attention than anyone else - until I remember. Then I stop what I am doing and return to it. Awakening the kundalini has been the main goal in the East Indian spiritual tradition. They worked hard at creating a science of yoga and meditation to be taught. But kundalini awakened in me without any training or knowledge beforehand. It was during a guided meditation by a follower of a guru, it's true, but I had to learn what to do with it all alone by myself. I was then approached by an Ascended Master, the Master Djwahl Khul. The ascended hierarchy, known as the spiritual brotherhood, are aware of everyone on the planet and will step forward as needed. So from an early stage I had a guide to assist me.
Becoming aware of kundalini is a most wonderful, happy, exhilarating experience for those who are naturally feminine in nature. They will recognize themselves in it. For those who are more masculine than feminine in their dominant nature and personality, it will not be so natural. However, for those men who are interested, awakening his feminine nature does not take away from his masculinity. Rather it enhances his masculine nature by balancing it with divine love. In fact, only recently have I learned how to "pump" up my own masculine nature with divine love, for I have certain masculine tendencies too. We all are ambidextrous, to use a common term.
So, bottom line, I will point out to you how you can tap into your beautiful, natural kundalini life force - which is uniquely YOU different from anyone else - and use it in your daily life. If you are willing and if you dare. It is the science of divine love. I am thinking about how to properly introduce this science through the spoken word. Digital articles do not reach people. We read with our brain, not our body, and our brain censors most everything out that it is not programmed for. The kundalini remains unrecognized because it is a sensation, a feeling, and an elevated one at that. Of peace, comfort and loving inner warmth. It takes the chill of loneliness off, but once felt it is usually ignored or forgotten, since we are too busy to pay attention.
See the article I posted today on DK's online book HERE. He channeled this message to me back in 1981, when kundalini was highly active. Kundalini is the mother flame in the body, the feminine life force or divine love force. It is pure and innocent, childlike and happy all the time. It is untouched by human beliefs, self-doubts, depression and wrong attitudes. It's a pure flame that can't be extinguished but it's ignored. It's too pure to be recognized by our worldly focus. It is your ultimate real identity and it's closer than hands and feet and breathing. People who have near-death experiences discover that they still exist without their body and then come back to tell the story to others.
The you that you THINK you are, is a make-over that has taken years to create. This artificial you has dulled down the beautiful crystal kundalini in you but it is still there. You are a human personality but underneath you are a celestial intelligence. We created this artificial mask in order to survive here, to fit into the world and be accountable, but our real undergirds us and keeps us alive. It is powerful and still operating or we wouldn't be here today. My role, my mission, which I have grown to understand it, is that of a gatherer. I have put roots down here in Naples and I'm here to invite people to socialize with me. To stimulate conversation and make introductions. I can talk about kundalini from the ground floor of the commoner because I didn't go through any spiritual or religious tradition. I grounded kundalini by becoming involved in couples swinging, which proved to be an excellent first step opening into the second, third and fourth chakra.
I will keep posting information on these weekly gatherings as they come to me. It is a work in progress, instructions coming from higher planes.
6/7/23 - Merging with your Higher Self
Tantra is the sacred art of conjoining opposites. Not by replacing or substituting one for another. It is like grafting a different plant onto another plant to create a more advanced evolved plant from two separate species. Opposites can be grafted together to create something new and more advanced. More evolved. My higher self is divine and holy. I am not. I am human built of mistakes by trial and error. But when I take 30 minutes to chant higher holy words, my higher self can come closer to me. It is like opening a window to the higher dimensions. I can sense my higher aspect more closely as I do this. It is more brilliant than me. More alive and more colorful. It is bluish and with other colors mixed in, transparent colors, divine, holy, pure. Once or twice I got a flash of a brilliant picture. Very quick. Flashed in and then flashed out. It is coming closer to me and it is connecting into my normal human awareness. I feel myself becoming more elevated when this happens. I am merging with my higher self in small steps. Or it is merging with me. I am an opposite of my higher self. I am human. It is divine, but we are grafting together like two different species. One not pure, the other pure. DK said this is what Tantra does. It conjoins two opposites. They are not alike at first but with effort and time spent together they become one. I never thought about it before, but that's what the higher self does with its lower, imperfect self. It's human self.
6/6/23 - Some revelations during exercise routine
During my spiritual practice I often get revelations. It is a time when I focus attention on myself, I go inward. I thought I would share some from yesterday. During the cobra stance I saw/felt/knew there is no peeling away of negative forces held locked and frozen in my painful achy body and deteriorating parts. No! These pains are the lost bits and pieces of ME from past ages that have not been appreciated or raised up in their glory to the highest as they should have been. I must find them again in every little sharp pain I get, and dizziness, and immediately start to love them and care for them. This is what yoga does if there is a good teacher to instruct the student. I did not have an instructor. I learned this on my own.
It seems the standard tradition is to focus on the physical body and we totally miss the most important and crucial aspects of ourselves – that there are powers within us that have been forgotten. They need to be uncovered and raised up. The first three powers are: Love is the most important, wisdom is the next, and power the third. The power is actually the first. It is at the base of the spine. The power to move and the will to move, the desire to be here in a body. Wisdom is the second power to uncover, it is the power to apply intelligence to the movements that the body does, the intelligence to skillfully manage the action, to be wise how to fit the action into life so it fits well, with finesse, how fast, how slow, how long, when to perform it, how intense, how precise. It takes wisdom to do it right. When it fits well into place the energy of the action rises upward with gladness in its heart to be so well used and appreciated. For the power is intelligent. The third power is to LOVE the action, being kind while performing the action, being caring and considerate, supportive, alert, ever alert to changes, bearing in mind the power of love to heal and hold everything in place. These are subtle powers. I feel them moving through me as I move my body into postures.
Another awareness: The mother flame in me at the tailbone holds all seven of the powers and attributes in her sacred pouch of divinity. She is the life force. As we grow in SELF consciousness and SELF awareness, we use these seven powers (known as chakras) one at a time in order (usually in order, sometimes not in order) best if done in order but a guide or teacher is needed or we would not know this. The Mother Flame is the first chakra holding the pouch of perfection and purity with the seven powers intact. The power to move this physical vessel, its limbs, arms, legs, voice - it CAN move! Yes, it can and with precision, under the masterful control of the resident soul. The power of acting and expressing in voice and movement must be done with awareness and conscious attention. It cannot do this in a coma or sleeping, then the power is shut off. But when awake the power of action is there in the vessel. It is held locked in the tail bone and literally drips the life force gently, up the spine drop by drop, feeding life to the organs as needed, as the resident soul calls on them and opens to them. The second power to become aware of is intelligence and wisdom. The third to become aware of is love and appreciation, caring, gentleness, kindness, precision of movement. These three are the three-fold powers that need to be brought up to the heart, and from the heart to the head, for the brain serves its function by distributing the power to where it is needed the most in the body.
While doing the deer-crane-turtle I started losing consciousness, I started zoning out. I felt to lie down. I was sitting on the massage table so I lay back, feeling like swooning, thankfully blessing the softness of the blanket under me and closed my eyes. Eighteen minutes later (I always check the clock when I do this) I became conscious again. Something woke me but I can’t recall now what it was. I lay there wondering. Then an eye appeared to my inner eye. A big eye looked at me. At first it was fuzzy, then it became a clear, sharp, strangely intimate eye, like sending me a message. I think it was my higher self. Then suddenly a shift of some kind and sparkles of light started floating upward, like dainty little bubbles in gentle swirling motion. There was a sense of happiness, of gleefulness. A child’s happiness and clapping of hands in delight, in excitement and joy. Could this be long lost particles of light being released from lock-down? YES! I am getting. YES, YES, YES.
During the stomach exercises I am hearing words: “The powers of creation are beyond your ability to comprehend, but the powers of healing are not. It is through healing yourself and letting go of the past creations that you built into your bodies, that you will come back into knowing and remembering how you created them in the first place. And how you have held onto them to keep yourself in the world of form and duality. And hence, the suffering and the pleasure of finding yourself again and again. For you are the Light that you are drawn to. You are uncovering your own Light through this process of healing and letting go.” (Earlier during meditation I had surrendered my human artificial qualities, the not-real qualities, back to the Light within. I kept saying "I release the not-light in me and send them home with thanksgiving for serving their purpose.")
During back exercises, “Don’t force yourself. Rest a lot in the arms of love and comfortable feelings. Wait until your body is recovered for the next action. This way you create with love, peace and kindness for yourself, not force. Actions which are devoid of love, unconscious actions, go downward, pulled down to lower frequencies. Beware."
6/5/23 - Everything you do goes "down" unless....
Everything that I “do” as a physical action leaves a mark of energy in me or on me somewhere, not sure exactly how, but it is how we use the sub-atomic light particles that are the source of all life. These particles are intelligent, living, conscious particles of light. They compose the vastness of the sea of life, according to the Masters. They are what we build with. They are the life force within our bodies. They are created to obey the conscious direction of the master who uses them, or calls them into action. So everything I do and you do with the body, without thinking, in an unconscious manner, drifts downward by gravity. Because it is attracted to the rest of the earth's dust and dirt. Like attracts like. Chaos attracts chaos and energy drifts meaninglessly into the planet's soil UNLESS .....
If you consciously apply an uplifting thought of positivity, such as love and light, to the “doing” of whatever action you're taking, it lifts or elevates the sub-atomic particles of light. They are happily, even gleefully, attracted upward to the source of all Light, which is on a higher frequency level. The power of light is that it is lighter and happier, unified and in harmony with ALL of life. There is power here. It is a higher dimension. We don't know yet what that means, but it is above the 50-50 line. The neutral line, the zero line, which is equality and balance and represents stillness. Above the zero line is positive action. Below the zero line is negative action. Negative action drifts downward to join with the planetary body, while positive action drifts upward to join with the sea of life of the one infinite creator. The zero line is the quantum field - the balance between the light and the not-light.
So if we apply love and light to our tasks, we uplift the task that we are doing to a higher dimensional level. The higher dimension is Source and it goes on and on beyond our ability to see or understand, but it is good. It is uplifting, elevating, inspiring, and vitalizing. We come from that highest of levels. We were created by the Source of all that is alive in form. We were born out of the highest levels of purity. We had to learn how to descend into form life. We had to slow down our light particles to create or fit into the physical world. We did it because we wanted to. We chose it. We put effort into it because we wanted to experience being in finite form. We were taught by great celestial beings of intelligence who themselves had been where we are today. We learned from them the art of descending light particles. By dropping our vibration, slowing it down, the light particles of which we are composed cling together and make a denser substance. And then we begin to pick up wrong attitudes and beliefs. And then we forget who we are. But underneath and behind the solid substance of our physical form we are Light. It is all Light. Light particles clinging together and holding us inside a solid form. This is how we form physical bodies. It is how we manifest concrete forms. Our forms are made of light. We’ve crunched our light particles down so much that they cling together and they also pick up false ideas and concepts that don't ring true to the real within. The way water clings together to form ice and can trap dirty water too. We therefore look and FEEL solid and heavy. And often feel in pain and we struggle to be free.
In order to reverse the process of this descent into solid concrete bodies, in order to start the ascension process, we need to apply uplifting light - CONSCIOUS uplifting thought and feeling - to everything we do. Think love. Love is light being felt in the solidarity of bodies. Feel the love. Light is love and love is light. Love and light are one and the same. By applying CONSCIOUSLY light and love to the tasks that we do will "lift" the task to higher purpose. Doing kind deeds to other people also "lifts" everyone involved, the giver, the receiver and the surrounding others. Every "thing", object, animal, plant, person, grass, tree - everything - is lifted up when someone "lifts" their tasks upward to higher purpose. The sub-atomic light particles in every solid body nearby, recognizes an "upliftment" and is attracted to go upward.
This will take practice. We haven't been taught how to do this process. “Think Light and Love" when doing a task, whatever it is, however you feel to do it. For me, when washing dishes. When walking grocery stores or clothing stores. When driving the car, or talking on the phone, or visiting with a friend in person, or working with machinery, or using the computer or cellphone, or doing yardwork, or even resting on the couch with Doug. Periodically, if I remember to do it, I will withdraw my focus and lift the MOMENT upward - the TV and the characters on the screen and the noise and sounds coming from the TV. It will take practice, real-time practice, hands-on practice in the NOW time. It really is amazing. I'm getting some serious uplifting feedback. I urge you to try it.
6/4/23 - Pathways are not created for you but BY you
Pathways are not created for you, they are created BY you. See Divine Mother's message HERE in Today's Posts. For years I've been trying to understand why the spiritual path puts so much emphasis on the heart. It has been called the three-fold flame within the heart, and it refers to the seed of the divine that is there. The Masters speak of it in their lessons and I have tried to understand that connection and to feel something there, something meaningful that "clicks", but I have failed. After all these years of study and channeling and having a spiritual mentor, the three-fold flame has escaped me.
Yesterday something wonderful happened. It required a turn-around. Something bad happened first and I had to turn the situation around and I was rewarded with the revelation. And as if to underline the lesson to me, this morning the same information appeared on the internet from the Divine Mother, who addressed the same thing.
The power of the three-fold flame in the heart is a well-known phrase among metaphysical students. It refers to the divine connection in the heart of every living being. The Masters refer to it sometimes as "the unfed flame" in the heart, which is a curious phrase. Why is it unfed? Who feeds it? It turns out that the reason I haven't been able to find meaning is because I've been looking in the wrong direction! I thought it would come down from above. I've been inviting it down as though it would be "given" to me. I assumed that it was a divine power because all the religions and spiritual gurus refer to God as being above us, higher than us. Naturally I thought it had to be "bestowed" upon me.
Well, it turns out, like so many other lessons, I was wrong. The three-fold flame in the heart must be built from powers that already exist in the human body. There are energies that are already in us but they are so very dense and coagulated and stuck together, that they need to be sorted through and understood. To feel them and consider them and raise them up. But we've been prevented from going there due to cultural "sin and shame". The three-fold flame is composed of love, wisdom and power - the first three chakras. They are portals leading to dimensional realities that we have been kept away from exploring. They are the most dense energies because they are the most compacted, by gravity and by our own repressions. They are physical, emotional and past-life wisdom gained (memories and instincts). These energies must be straightened out and recognized for their value. They can be felt when entered into. There has been no therapy designed yet to do this, but it is coming. They must be felt first, and then they will fall into manageable alignment and control. Then they will be brought up easily, the first divine energy brought up to the second to merge together and become one. And then that power will be brought up to the third to merge together and become one. And then that power will be brought up to the fourth, which is the heart, and the three become one in the heart. The three-fold flame in the heart. The divine connection is built. Wonders open and flood the soul.
It sounds complicated when I put words to it, but energies are feelings and one must deep-dive into rarefied feelings. Fine, beautiful feelings. Allowing oneself to become open to them. We move feelings around with our consciousness. With awareness. When each one - physical, emotional and mental energies - are honored, respected and appreciated, they are raised up to higher standards. It is a refinement process. Purifying the old, negative memories and feelings from the gold. Refining for gold is an apt expression. By appreciating these energies, as feelings and as memories, we are making them more beautiful and honorable. Then they merge together out of natural attunement and rise up to enter into the heart. The three-fold flame is ignited and starts to burn there, the seed of the divine as it was intended from the beginning. Then things begin to happen we would consider totally miraculous.
I have to bring it up by myself with my own conscious effort, understanding what I'm doing. Who would know this? I did not. A person has to build the three-fold flame of divinity in his or her own heart with conscious effort. Time must be spent working with the energies that are literally "stuck" down there below the heart, in the lower dense regions of the body where our feeling nature resides, along with sin and guilt and resentment. But once an action is taken towards this end, it leads to more learning which lead to more revelations. It is a fast track to enlightenment through the discovery process. The chakras are not something pretty to look at on poster boards. The drawings merely represent doors to other dimensions. The first dimensional door is the etheric tail bone (the coccyx). The second one is the etheric sacrum (pelvic bowl). The third one is the etheric navel (belly button). They are portals to higher, finer, more subtle realities. Once you spend time roaming around within this idea, for it IS an idea, a concept, an abstract thought which leads to a feeling if enough time is spent at it, then revelations, sensations and memories will occur.
Love, Wisdom and Power. Each runs on automatic in a random way, causing havoc in our daily lives because we are too busy in our heads to go down and connect with what is happening down there in our lower bodies. The reality is locked up in the power that we hold in the vicinity of the coccyx. The reality and sensation of past-life wisdom and memories is held in the vicinity of the sacrum. The reality and sensation of love is held locked in the vicinity of the navel. All three powers when blended together are clarifying powers. They need to blend together to become clear. There is much more to tell. Feelings and sensations must be touched into. For me, I couldn't connect with the three-fold flame in my heart because it hadn't been built yet. I was too busy asking God for them, from my mind, my brain. The powers are waiting for me below, in the lower body. I should have known. The Master DK has given me enough hints. But we humans are a complicated species. Hints are too simple.
I would be glad to soundboard with anyone by email. Perhaps a round robin on the subject would help. More later. I just wanted to get this into the record before it gets lost in the shuffle. Turning everything around and looking down into our own bodies - it's a beginning. We have powers built into us as human beings that we have no idea about. They are spiritual powers available to be manifest in physical form. For eons of time our ancestors didn't know. We are now waking up to things we would love to share with them now!
6/3/23 - How to build inspiration and vitality
Every morning upon awaking, think “Light to all beings!” Instead of focusing on yourself and how bad you feel, think of the world around you with positivity. Say it out loud "Light to all beings on the planet!". Put your vocal chords into action. Clap your hands while saying it to put your body into action. Move from your hips even before getting out of bed and start the chant - "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude". Say each word multiple times over and over, out loud, "peace - peace - peace - peace", clapping your hands to the rhythm. Once you start the action going your body WILL follow suit. Unless you can't make yourself do it because it's silly.
This is a brand new technique. It works. I've tried it. I invented it. I'm working with it now. The physical body is getting tired, old, dull and gray from doing the same old same old same old same old routine. Give it something new to do. Something UPLIFTING. There is no better way to uplift yourself than to give something to someone else. If you spend your time stewing in your own depressing juices, you won't ever get any better. Just thinking with the brain matter won't get you better. Your body has to move and change its routine for a better, sweeter, pleasanter routine. If you ever feel bad again, like if you ever have a very, very bad problem, turn around and give something to someone else. See how much better you feel in a little while. It's a turn-around. It's a total BIG reversal in the way we're used to, how we've been taught and trained.
Your body needs some upliftment and this is the way to do it. Move, clap your hands, radiate happy words OUT and away from yourself so you don't have time to think about how bad you feel. Just saying the words out loud and clapping your hands and swinging your hips alone will start the action. New vitality and interest will kick in. It will surprise you. "Peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace, gratitude!" These are my words. You can substitute your own uplifting words. I'm just sharing what I use. But each person has a uniquely different value system with focus on special meanings. Use your OWN meaningful words. What turns you to comfort and upliftment? What makes you feel good? What brings pleasant memories to the surface? And last but not least - add a visual picture to this. Form a picture of the planet Earth with you radiating like a sun from where you are located. Hold that picture in your mind. See the sun radiataing across the globe, covering larger and larger territory as you continue to spread the good words out loud.
Beware that your ego will probably not like this. It may say to you, “Stop that! That’s silly and a waste of time.” It may make you feel insecure, as if you're wasting valuable time (check the clock) and shouldn’t be spending time on this. Or it's stupid and somebody might hear you and think you crazy. KILL THAT THOUGHT and continue with the program if you want to get some vitality back into your life. Excitement and positive change in attitude are gained by giving from a high place. From a higher altitude. From a place where everyone is part of the bigger life. Reach for the sun. It's not the devil giving you false information to stop. It's your own brain waves running on automatic. Replaying monotony. Gray. Depressing. Same old same old. Don’t listen. Your ego wants to keep you on track, the way it's always been, day in, day out. It's an artificial intelligence. It's not the real you. It doesn’t know how to change and it doesn't want you to change. Its comfort is doing the same routine. It is hard-wired into the body. You may think it's your mind but it's not. It's only the flesh part of you - the robot part of you. It does what it's been programmed for. But YOU are the master of the body, the intelligence behind the body. And when YOU decide to change a sub-routine, you'll do it. You'll work it out. The body will resist for awhile, and the brain will sput and sputter for awhile old cranky thoughts, but not for too long. If we are tenacious and stick to the new program it won't take too long to get it to comply. It is, after all, only flesh. It's changeable and flexible. It is not eternal or immortal as the master intelligence which you are.
We saw a great documentary today about the brain's ability to focus on what the CONSCIOUSNESS wants. The brain is not the consciousness. You are the consciousness. You can be in a coma, as the documentary said, and still pick up on what is going on in the room. The brain may not register it but your consciousness is always there. Otherwise the body wouldn't be alive and breathing. Now, as the documentary showed, new instruments are being used to register the CONSCIOUSNESS which is the spirit or intelligence that runs the body's systems. It can upgrade the body when it - the master consciousness - decides that it is time to do so. This may be the soul. I think it is. The body is just a robot and it is constantly changing and upgrading as we experience new situations in life. It is fortunate that the body is made of living cells and not metal. Otherwise, if it were metal, it would keep you in the same locked-down routine day after day until the end of your time. Doing the same things every day, thinking the same thoughts, focusing on the same words, not improving or bettering yourself. Artificial intelligence, not real or alive. We are real and alive and we can change our programming.
This that I am advising you to do may sound like a big change in routine, or maybe not. Maybe you are already a yoga practioner or follow a betterment program every day. If so, wonderful! Congratulations. You are already doing something to serve others around you. If not (yet) consider that a person has to change if you want to upgrade your whole system and stay with the earth as it moves into higher planes. Higher orbit, higher space. We are being visited by extraterrestrials who are more advanced than we are. They've already been through their evolution to higher realms and they are reaching back to quietly assist us in making the same evolutionary change in our old ways. Extraterrestrials operate from shielded ships beyond our sight. I am in touch. I am connected. Meanwhile, I'm just a normal earthling and we are feeling the changes from many quarters of life. The pressure is on betterment, on refinement, on sophistication, on benevolence, kindness, caring, supporting each other without making a big fuss about it. The pressure is LIGHT. Be light in everything you do. Go with the lighter flow. Tell your body to radiate peace, love, light, joy, freedom, grace and gratitude. Or use your own words of meaning and value. Use words and speak them out loud to increase the inflow of energy and vitality that you can actually feel in your skin and muscles and mind. Enthusiasm, excitement, desire to serve the greater good - it comes in faster and quicker when you do this. Be a NEW human. Let the old human rut and routine go. Train yourself with new habits. This will take time to practice. Be patient. Relax while doing it. Don't make a big deal out of it. Know that it is a timeless effort. An ongoing effort. One that never ends so relaxing and feeling good about it is important. It is not limited by time, space or fences.
You HAVE to change if you want to feel like you belong here because the world is changing. The planet is changing to higher realms. We must change along with it. We do that by becoming a more pleasant person to be around, both to our SELF and to others. Think positive. Think happy. Think pleasurable. Kindness. Be kind to yourself. Do something right now that is comforting to you. You upgrade your DNA by upgrading your belief in comfort and relaxation. Then all segments of life fall into place. It balances out because comfort and relaxation are love for oneself. DNA is built out of old belief systems. It comes from our ancestors when we were babies. This DNA was passed on to you at your birth, but it has subsequently changed since then. Now you are going to change it some more because the belief systems you grew up with are now outdated. The old beliefs are too depressing. To stay with the new earth’s changes we must all become more caring, more balanced, more trustworthy, more sensitive, more refined, more uplifting, more real, more truthful, more positive in thought, word and action - happy, kind, uplifting action.
The earth is moving to higher altitudes (attitudes) where the atmosphere is lighter and more spacious, and provides more room for relaxing and stretching out and believing in dreams and ideals, and that it's OK to take your time in just about everything you do. You just don't have to rush any more. The Earth herself, Mother Nature, is also bringing balance to her shores and mountains. She too is settling into the new higher ways of living more relaxed and peaceful. There is more balance taking place. Mother Earth is already in the higher altitudes but we, mankind, are lagging behind. The higher altitudes provide more time for talking, sharing, dreaming, relaxing. Then justice is better served, truthfulness is better expressed, integrity is better felt. There is no rush to be somewhere. The whole realm is settling into a finer, lighter space in orbit around Father-Sun and Mother Earth is attuned to her counterpart. We are adorned with easiness now and light-heartedness. There are no devils here.
5/29/23 - Tantra, the gentle art of making love
(From the Ascended Master Djwahl Khul. Following yesterday's blog that condemns the old male dominant sex model of eras gone by, a more civilized way of making love is taught here. This was channeled thru me on November 9, 2017 by Master DK after I asked him to tell me more about the primal divine earth energies that come up and gather at the first root chakra, but what happens at the second chakra?)
"In the animal kingdom the flow of primal energy divides out at the second chakra in order to create a division into two separate genders. There must be separate genders, male and female, to create a hunger for reuniting. Separation at the second chakra is necessary for duality to play out. There is engagement and play between the two forces which makes the world go around. And create babies. Reproduction is important to perpetuate the species. The animal kingdom operates on animal instinct. Now, the human being is also an animal but it has been cultivated with altered DNA to become more conscious than the animal. It has evolved to become self-conscious and it continues to evolve to become God conscious.
"It knows that there is a refinement that draws him to seek into the spiritual realms. But his sexuality and reproductive functions remain as an animal. The human has allowed himself to retain the animal drive to copulate as all animals do. The mechanism to overcome this drive lies in the second chakra, where the division takes place in the animal kingdom. When the primal divine life force comes up to the first root chakra, to overcome this drive, instead of dividing out left and right, the mechanism is to remain WITHIN the second chakra and not allow the division to take place. The division that takes place is the male pushing out and the female withdrawing or receiving. When the human male stops pushing and the female stops receiving, they both can integrate and experience union. This is difficult to explain to a 3D consciousness.
"I heard this in a 5D altered state and was able to retain this information. What we are doing with the Love Club massage swaps is teaching them how to integrate their male and female in peaceful embrace, rather than the male pushing and the female dancing around trying to attract his attention or running away. To overcome this animal instinct to push and run away (male and female animal instinct) we humans are to learn how to not do that by way of reducing or diminishing our outward actions. When we slow down to a full conscious stillness and allow ourselves to integrate, then we overcome the animal instinct to push and dance. Do you understand?"
(Whenever I see the words "Do you understand?" at the end of a channeling, I then know for sure that it is DK talking. Because I would never use such a phrase myself. It is presumptuous. It makes me sound like a Know-it-all and I do NOT know it all! I am a student still learning.)
5/28/23 - A new way of looking at sex
In yesterday's blog I said I would share some things that I myself am doing to bring in more cosmic energy - energy that is literally "out of this world". It comes in when I do something against my nature. Something that I haven't done before because I was either afraid or perhaps didn't believe it was right or good for people to know. My nature is to be very careful about I reveal to others. Most of which are too high for me to put words to anyway. I don't want to disturb the natural order of things, or rattle the cages of other people. Well, after living with an ascended master guide for 47 years, I know things that I don't talk about, except if spirit moves me to, then I will.
Spirit moved me to spill the beans this morning about something I have hesitated to speak about. I've been holding it back and the knowledge is building and backing up in me. It's got to be said. And now that I've said it to someone and it's out there in the atmosphere, here it is. I am truly sorry to have to say this out loud. You can reject it as preposterous, it won't bother me.
Did you know that when a man penetrates a woman sexually - or another man or a child - whether he has an orgasm or not, he deposits his accumulated dirty toxic energies inside her or him? He is an action guy, born a male who has shut off his sensitivities and emotions in order to be assertive and a builder of hard material. He devotes all his attention on the bottom line, and therefore builds stress, tension, frustration, disappointments, failures, insecurities and the whole nine yards. He NEEDS the soft feminine to help him out. Sex is a relief for him. He feels much better after he makes love, even if he doesn't climax, because he rubs his toxicity against the warm inner membranes of another human being who willingly or unwillingly receives them. And absorbs them into herself unknowingly. The feminine person is by nature a receiver, where he is the driving force in the world of form, and doesn't know how to balance himself.
Women for eons have served in this capacity. However, times are changing. The human race is evolving and learning through trial, error and experience a higher way. How to live joyfully together, two genders having a life together as equals, without one dominating the other. But we are lagging behind in this issue of sex. The truth has yet to be told. New information is ready to be released in the form of workshop training. Kundalini training is one such workshop. Many knowledgeable teachers are humbly waiting for the right time to begin expanding their teachings to the world. It is information that must be released with kindness, for we don't want to damage the male confidence in themselves. This information will ADD to a man's self esteem if he allows it to tenderize him and soften him. But at first it will be hard to swallow. Consider this merely a heads-up. It should not be difficult to accept as a clue, a hint, a whiff of change in social behavior that is coming.
Fortunately, the new girl growing up is less likely than her predecessor to fall into the subservient role. She will be stronger and more self-empowered. She will not "fall in love and get married" only to find herself chained to the role of toxicity receiver. She will have more power to alter her life. She have more understanding. The women of the past (and I am one of them) who have been in service to men have learned a great lesson. A truly GREAT lesson. One that will never be forgotten, ever. We have born the brunt of receiving far too much toxicity, including anger and violence, without understanding why or how to deal with it. All we knew was lack of love and kindness. It was usually always "falling in love" in the beginning but deteriorating from there because the man did not understand either. It was just the way it was. It was designed that way to teach right from wrong. We learn from experiencing feelings and emotions.
Sex is an important lesson in the evolution of a race. All races, no matter what the civilization looks like. The truth is, there is no such thing as a "man" or a "woman" in the higher consciousness realms. Souls are born to experience CONSCIOUSLY, the right way to do things and the wrong way to do things. It is the way of learning through feeling the emotions. Understanding the right use of a physical body. Souls are born as a man in one life and then a woman in another, depending upon the soul's needs or choices. We move back and forth between lifetimes, experiencing a male body and then we experience a female body. We will get it. Eventually. And that time is NOW! The ages have turned.
I'm sharing this information because, in yesterday's blog I said I would tell some things that I myself am doing to bring in more cosmic energy - energy that is literally "out of this world". New energy comes in when I do something against my own nature. I dare to be bold. I dare to reveal something that I never revealed before. I did that yesterday and, sure enough, I was rewarded with an upsurge of powerful new energy today. Wish I could tell you more (smile!)
5/27/23 - The turn-around has begun
There is a vast turn-around happening, planet-wise, for the human race. It has caught everyone by surprise. At least it caught ME by surprise. Apparently others, as well, for I am reading all sorts of articles, each different. We all thought ascension was a move UP to a higher dimension but it's the opposite!! It is a DOWNWARD move! Ascension is a DESCENSION. We are from higher planes already. We are spirit, God, eternal, everlasting, evolving souls, and we are here to bring the light of our knowledge DOWN into the solid ground and manifest it here. Build it here. We are each different and so there are no two alike. We each have a different perspective, but we're all part of the giant jigsaw puzzle. We're all part of the big Plan. We all have knowledge that contributes to the ultimate manifesting of the Garden of Eden. We are here to build it, or re-create it, in physical concrete form.
It has taken me a long time to understand this. And I've had the benefit of an ascended master guide for the last 47 years. How could this have escaped me? Why has it taken me so long to "get it"? The answer is simple: we've been caught in the old dark matrix. We've been fooled and manipulated into believing the opposite, that we are poor sinners and we don't know anything so we have to go UP for answers. Wrong. We've been caught in the old system of reaching UP that the religious systems taught us. But in our efforts of reaching up we've been pushing the light away from us. The way to go is down into the roots of our beingness, and the roots of our beingness are INSIDE our bodies. There is more here to uncover and make known. The way to go is not just INSIDE ourselves, but to communicate what we know to others and work ideas together in order to manifest the illusive dream into a concrete reality. To express ourselves is to express our true nature, our true feelings, our truth on all levels, and to become who we are within, outward for all to see and know and appreciate and respect. The goal is to manifest our reality in the outer world of form. The gurus and masters have done their part. They have taught us how to seek within for it. Now it is up to us to take charge of becoming that which we know.
Now it is the time, the time is ripe, the turn-around is happening. We are ready to put our roots down, plant them solidly into the dirt of the earth, but this time with harmony, love, caring, kindness, wisdom and respect for others around us and the earth itself. We must do this with feeling, with knowing, with confidence and grace. With the knowledge of who we are and knowing that we are right. There is no doubt left in us. We came here to do this - to plant our Self, our higher, principled self - down into the earth. There are many ways of doing this. Each one must decide how it will be done. We come to work together and to express ourselves in solid matter, in form, on earth with others building with us. We are here to stop seeking and start using the skills we have worked so hard to accumulate. The intuitive wisdom, confidence and faith in ourselves that we've accumulated are instinct and inner knowledge. It is who we are. It is our nature. We are here to prove ourselves.
Our basic knowledge is heart-felt, strong and we are skilled. We are balanced, or soon will be when we begin using and moving the energies that have been backing up and stagnating inside us, causing frustration and depression. We've been manipulated to think we are poor sinners and lack judgment, when all along we have been building understanding and clear thinking. We do not doubt ourselves, we are just holding it back and keeping it a big secret. We are actually an amazing people, we humans of earth. And we are here to prove it to ourselves. That we can do this. We are here to build a Garden of Eden in physical concrete form, where everyone is happy and no one lacking. We've been wishing for it and dreaming about it. This is what we're heading to - the building of a world of harmony, beauty, peace and balance and we'll do it with love and wisdom. The frustration is being held back. By whom? There is no one to blame but ourselves. When I am ready, I will move into action and so will you. When it is time we will turn around and move forward.
Forces that are not of the light have done this. Evil is that which is born without love, without a sense of unity and caring or connection to the one supreme creator. There are such things, you know. It is called artificial intelligence. People with souls, with heart and the ability to love who also enjoy technology and enjoy fiddling around with it, must beware. Artificial intelligence has been around a long time, and has taken away our connection to the heart, to soul, to our sense of unity and the divine within. That is why we must return to the feelings that flow within us, and begin expressing them. Expressing outwardly is the key to the turn-around. If we continue to keep our feelings secret and locked away, we are becoming artificial intelligences ourselves.
Artificial intelligence has no connection to the sea of life and love from which we have descended. We have the seven bodies to prove it. Seven bodies wrap around us in an aura of livingness that we are mostly unaware of. We descend down from a world of perfection and purity to build in form. It is a descension of light that we are. We have descended to experiment building with purity, light and love in concrete form. We have had many lifetimes in form, learning now to build in form, and we have learned a lot. We have learned the feeling of right and the feeling of wrong. We know the difference. We have the experiential knowledge and the intuitive skills to prove it. All we have now to do is turn around and begin expressing them outwardly to each other. That means focusing on building on earth based on faith in yourself. You already have the accumulated wisdom within you. It flows in your blood stream and nerves. We are here to use the knowledge accumulated, and the FEELINGS and emotions we have accumulated. They belong to us, we must express them. Go inward and start using inner strength, inner feelings of right and wrong, inner faith, inner confidence and inner intuitive skills. Then we will be going in the right direction. Stop seeking someone else to do it for us.
We were taught to reach UP to find God or something resembling God but we have actually been gods in training. It has been said over and over by the Master guides. We are gods in training. And the time has come to start acting like the god authority that we are. Everything we were taught has brought us to this turn-around point. A god is one who lives with love and wisdom. Instead of looking for love and wisdom from someone else, we must start using love and wisdom for ourselves. I am the one that I've been looking for all these years. All the tools are mine now, here within me. We have the inbuilt intuitiveness, built-in feelings, build-in sense of truth, fairness, justice and rightness. We are here to LIVE this sense of rightness in our every day. It is a comfortable feeling. It is a good feeling. We will change our lives around. Healings will take place on subtle levels. They are not miraculous. They are nature falling into place and harmony. It is an inner work. An innocence that the religious systems have taken away from us. On purpose, I suspect, to lead us to more lessons - until we have had enough. Until the instinct kicks in and the dream to build a community of fairness and love starts to take form. A community of fairness, a village of freedom, a city of harmony and togetherness. A community of supporters and unifiers, where no one lacks. A land of vitality and excitement, of creative impulses and ideas continually flowing. It is ours to build.
There is a fire burning in me today. We have the faith. We have the love. We have the urge to support and contribute to the upliftment, not to enable weakness but to teach self-empowerment. Why has it taken so long? Because there are still too many people seeking for help outside of themselves. They have not been self-empowered. Education is needed. Turning around is not easy. Habits are in place. To look within - what does that even mean? This is the beginning of the U-turn. The willingness to change and to wonder HOW to change. To think about it and learn self-help techniques. We've been looking to saviors for answers, when the savior is our Self. There are techniques. They require effort and time out to work them. It will take time to learn a new technique and practice it, try a different approach. Communicate and soundboard. Tomorrow I'll tell about what I've been doing to help myself.
Instead of me wishing someone else would come and give me money, or give me love, or give me a better home, a better life, a better career, or to heal my broken body and so on -- in other words, being a dependent on others for something I am lacking - instead of me wishing the correct solution is to exert effort to do something to help myself. That's when something mysterious happens. A new kind of energy comes to mind. I become aware of something I never thought about before. This is an occult secret knowledge. It's available to be used. It's a principle of life that is accessible to those who know enough to use it. More later. I'll tell more.
5/18/23 - Today is a most beautiful day
I am elated and so very happy to be alive today. I just finished typing DK's course on meditation - with one change. The title is now "A class on personal power". It really is all about personal power and how to improve on it. It's about ten pages long and it's so amazing to me, what this Master has taught me over the years. And the fact that I haven't read it in over 40 years because this is priceless (to me anyway). It was channeled through me by the Master Djwahl Khul back in 1982 and it's like a time capsule waiting to be opened. Again after being buried so long ago. The personal power he refers to HERE is imploding and exploding in me right now. I can vouch for his wisdom and knowledge that he is passing on. There are a lot of hints in it that will be disturbing to some who read it, but only because we humans tend to be complicated. Personal power is childlike, innocent, simple and refreshing. We are the REAL underneath our masks. This is a real and authentic message for those who are trying to find a way to be happy in this world amid what we "think" is confusion. We have so complicted ourselves when we're really children at heart and not sophisticated at all. Be happy and go frolic in the fields of life. BTW, the real power is our lower parts. This doesn't come out until the last page. To make peace with the world you have to make peace with your own sexuality. And there are simple ways of doing that.
5/16/23 - Uploading another Master DK project
Today a new project has been uploaded onto the website HERE by the Tibetan Master DK. It is a course on meditation from 40 years ago, when I was still a babe in the woods learning about the secret language of light and kundalini (aka the holy spirit) that was causing so many changes in my life. This course has some very interesting twists in it that is sexually related, and it validates and confirms all that I have been understudying with him. He is saying it in clear language here. There is no ambiguity. This could be called a secret discovery, as if it was in a time-capsule, waiting for the right day to surface. I've had the papers all along but did not realize what they were. They were stored away in a big old notebook that I hadn't looked at for years. I have only partially typed it in here, but DO check it out.
5/15/23 - Will power by the Master Djwahl Khul
(Part of a longer message DK gave me in answer to some questions I had) Will power is cultivated by sticking to a regular routine on a daily basis. Do some practices every day. Build a routine and follow it every day without fail. This is what you have been doing. You are starting to succeed so that your body starts to remember and want to do it every day. Without a regular routine your body stays lazy and thinks it is doing the right thing for itself. The body operates on habit. It is sluggish, its cells are from the earth. It is not a high consciousness machine. It likes routine. It likes to know what is expected of it. If you change your habits and follow it every day, your body will remember and will change over a short period of time. You must use will power on yourself. If you feel lazy, it is your body that feels lazy, not you, but you let your mind follow suit. You interpret wrongly. You think it is you but it is your body. You are not your body. You may say, “Well, I don’t feel like it today, I will go to the computer instead. I am excited and want to write this down.”
But that means you have let your body take control over your commitment. You must force your body to do what you have decided to do, and not succumb to your body’s wants. This takes will power. It is a struggle at first. The body operates on habit, which is a feeling. But you are the consciousness of the body. You built the body, your higher self did. If you have decided to change yourself then you must use discipline and will power. Take your power back from your body. Know the difference between your body wanting to feel good, and your commitment to make a change. This does not mean you won’t enjoy the "feel good” feelings at times, but you will not let your body tell you what IT wants. You will teach it better manners. You will teach it what it feels like to be refined and more sensitive. It is the body who has the “feelings”. You are the abstract intelligence that uses the body as a vehicle, as an avatar. This is the reason for a daily routine – to work with your body and raise its consciousness level to better express your higher intelligence. Build new habits into your body and it will become more refined, stronger, healthier and feel better with itself. It will thank you by responding with a sense of freedom and lightness.
The body is a mechanism. I is a machine. Even though it is organic and a breathing, living machine and it has a consciousness, yet it is still exquisitely designed to function under the orders and control of a higher mind. That higher mind is you. We learn to use it from the outside in. The hands, feet, legs, mouth, eating, brushing teeth, putting it to sleep at night and washing it so it feels clean. This is what we learn as a child, how to take care of the body and use it properly. In past ages we did not learn how to care for the inner parts of the body, but that time is now changing. We are going through an evolutionary shift to higher consciousness. How the inner parts of the body work is done through yoga. Learning how they function is a three-part education. We study the machine to see how it functions, and we practice it through yoga postures, and we read scholarly reports and experiences of other people.
Up to now it has been left to the professionals and experts to know how your body works, how to maintain it, what to do when it goes wrong. But you have given them the power over your body. They do not know what you are feeling and aligning with, or misaligning with. This only you can tell from being inside the body. When something goes wrong with your heart or lungs or stomach, most people go to the doctor or another expert. But those who have chosen the inner path of their choice, which is natural and organic, have discovered better health and are more intuitively well, happy and at peace. Yoga is an ancient science and covers many facets. It is an inner path that is starting to spread across the planet and bring changes to those who practice it. It is how people are taking their power back from outside authorities. There is untold wisdom contained in the human intellect, will and love.
Gopi Krishna advises a path of (1) healthy diet & journal/document (2) yoga postures & journal/document (3) meditate & journal/document. In other words make yourself an experimental subject and keep documenting. Consider it research. He advises a research institute but I’m saying, make yourself the research. Routine, regular discipline, apply control, conscious control, the evolutionary force for the future of mankind. This prevents psychopathy and psychosis. The evolutionary mechanism goes wrong when the body is not clean and not maintained in a healthy manner. It must be kept up on a regular basis with conscious application of certain habits. In the case of the wayward man who is ignorant, it means to become more disciplined.
5/14/23 - Father sun as a warm loving personality
As I lay on the acupressure mat this morning - a mat with little plastic needles sticking up all over - I focused on Father Sun. Father Sun is amazing. It was two years ago that I was introduced to the sun as an individual. Two columns of Ascended Masters appeared in the sky, each with an arm pointing upward toward the sun, creating an open path between them . The meaning was clear. Ever since then I have been working with Father Sun during special silence times.
Last night I did 50 inhales through my feet down into the earth, and again this morning I did 50 more, holding focus on burrowing down, seeing my intentional light going down deeper into Mother Gaia, reaching for her and touching finger tips with Mother Gaia. I am connecting slowly, reclaiming bits and pieces of lost light that I left behind in former lives. I have been too far above my head in the stratosphere. I sense Father Sun trying to reach through me to enter deeper into the earth through me. I asked for help and guidance in the silence of my thought, to close down the top of my head. Then I began to see and sense more stability. I am feeling Father Sun. As I call to Father Sun I see him as a loving father. He is a wise elderly face with a warm, loving, countenance, a smile, caring, love emanates from him. He is intelligent and wise. He is showing me these qualities as a radiation entering into me.
I am receiving pictures of these words that identify them to me, and the feelings behind the words. I am feeling warmed and cared for, nourished by him. I am feeling calmed and peaceful from his presence. I am understanding that Mother Sun is also there. Father Sun is the abstract quality coming down from the sky and that Mother Sun is here inside of me, holding space in me. It is she who receives the warm countenance of her counterpart. She holds space for me while I process this. I can FEEL the abstract quality in my body focusing, densifying, becoming real to me. Mother Sun is Mother Earth to me. They are one and the same. I am now feeling these qualities as I think about them. They are working in tandem with me. Guiding me, assisting me.
I am like a plant growing here on earth. Just as they absorb the sun to grow their vegetation, so do I absorb the sun to grow roots into the earth so I can adapt here and enjoy life on the earth. I have been too long whirling about in the atmosphere NOT rooting myself. I must root myself. I want to grow roots into the earth and stabilize. I am learning that I must hold my mind still and focused long enough so that the sun's qualities can enter and penetrate my organs, skin, blood and tissues, otherwise they bounce off me and I don't benefit from them. I have to do this because I am a more complex being than plants. I have a mind that is diverted and distracted and busy all the time. I am a more advanced life form and I grow dizzy without roots to stabilize me. There is too much input from my human brothers and sisters. I need to grow roots and stabilize myself. The Masters have been showing me how to do that.
Sensuality is a beautiful feeling of being wanted, grounded, stabilized to become a living part of the earth's heritage. I am here to also grow and root myself. I am a more complex being so I must do more work than the tree and the plant. I am a thinking, mobile intelligent being with muscles, tissues, nerves and emotions. I have to hold focused thought long enough to absorb the loving qualities from the sun and FEEL it. I am now feeling the sensual feelings of love, wisdom, intelligence and nurturance and being supported. Mother Sun holds space for me. She lives in between the atoms and electrons of my solid body. She is pure intelligence and she holds them for as long as I am willing to hold them in my mind as she transfers these loving qualities over to me. I have to be awake and alert to do this and to receive them and appreciate them. They are the living life force to my body. These qualities help me to stabilize, breathe, ground, feel solid on earth. These qualities have to be densified to be felt by my body and me. Father Sun appears to me as person, wise and beaming fatherly confidence to me. "You can do it!" he says to me.
5/11/23 - Ascending waves to higher consciousness
It is difficult to post open articles knowing that everyone is on a different scale with different beliefs, attitudes, past history and understandings, but this is what I am called to do. My particular slant on things is from the angle of ascension. My husband's is from the angle of a civil rights lawyer fighting for justice of the underdog. Having studied the "four dense bodies" as taught by the Ascended Masters, I am better equipped than many people, perhaps than the majority. But I am still a quite normal person, however.
From my perspective my physical body is thinning away. The CONCEPT of the physical body is thinning away. The body is merely a wrapping, like a gift wrapping. It was made to look like it belongs here. We don't want any alien-looking creatures running around to disturb the natives! So we are all human on the outoside. But the REAL substance is not the visible outer shell, but the invisible that is flowing through it.
The substance that animates the physical body is not substance but consciousness. Awareness. Intelligence.
Alertness. What we are conscious of at every moment of the day or night casts either a negative or a positive glow to our presence. The four dense bodies mentioned above are - defined from densest to least dense - the etheric body, emotional body, mental body, spiritual body, and then after that - the LIGHT body. And there are more beyond these. The light body is pure crystalline. Someone nick-named it "christ-aligned". It is pure and undefiled consciousness, connected to the ONE supreme consciousness.
The etheric body is the soul, the individual consciousness that animates the body as "me" or "you". It is feminine in nature, sensitive and receptive to all other influences it comes in contact with. We are responsible in our etheric body for taking on wrong attitudes and beliefs, and it is up to us to purge them by learning what is right and what is wrong.
Our emotional body is composed of our desires. We have many desires and they shift and change with the wind. And with basic needs, like food, water, clothing and shelter. Many people are without these basics but are still positive-leaning people and help others in spite of their lacks. How do they do that? With will power. They choose to think bigger, wider, broader, vaster, wiser and holier. Will power is a higher power than emotions because it is lighter and less dense.
Our mental body is composed of our choices of thoughts we think. Will power is a product of the mental body. What we think about, matters. And how strongly we think them. And where we direct our thoughts, and with what emotion we color them. We can color our thoughts dark, selfish and evil, or bright, happy, positive and compassionate.
The spiritual body is a higher mental body which reaches into greater levels of intelligence beyond ground level or practical level. There is sky and space beyond physical matter and various sciences grow up to explore them. There is only ONE intelligence which creates ALL of life and science itself is drawn to reach for it. It is the one common ingredient that ties the many schools of thought together. Our own individual spiritual nature draws us to reach to the one Father intelligence. Mother is the matter force. Father is the abstract intelligence which the matter reaches for. Father fills the mother with his abstract thoughts and desires and the mother (matter) receives them and grows wise by entertaining them. But most of the time we are too busy and distracted by the world around us to indulge in such thinking. We are conscious beings. Some of us are only semi-conscious, and others are very dull in consciousness, falling into mostly mechanical habits, not really thinking at all. And then there are the geniuses, super-conscious beings who are bringing new ideas into the world.
Consciousness changes as we live longer. We begin to wonder. We are drawn by our own thoughts, the elusive power within - the electricity that powers the machine, and the magnetics that attract us or repel us away from circumstances and situations. It is consciousness that is growing stronger in me. I am becoming aware that my body is not all that I am. I am what I am thinking, where I spend my awareness time. My awareness is on a higher level than it was 10, 15, 20 years ago. It is more consistently thinking, pondering, changing perspectives on love, benevolence, kindness, wisdom. My desires are of a higher nature, not of material objects. My wishes are for peace and that all people be happy. My dreams are to hug everyone and make them feel wanted and appreciated, and to help wherever I can so they are not in pain. My memories are of the good things that happened in my life. The negative memories have gone away. I am more aware than I have ever been before. What does my body have to do with this? It is a human body that holds me in check so I fit into the world and no one is the wiser. And so it is with you.
Ascension waves are upon us in these days and it is tumultuous and chaotic. It is causing changes in the way we see things or perceive. Let the waves pass on by and go with the flow it leaves behind. Rest often in peace while picturing rays from the sun coming down and entering into your physical heart. Father sun is the distributor of the ONE intelligence in our system. The ONE intelligence whose greatest power is love.
5/8/23 - Precious jewels in unexpected places
During a morning exercise and meditation recently I had an interesting experience. I called in my I AM Presence and also the violet flame. I asked the violet flame to enter into my subconscious areas that are normally hidden to me, expecting to begin a purging process of some old dark stuff. Instead, I saw a chest, like a treasure chest, and I am opening it and looking inside. But what’s inside is not old stuff but jewels, gem stones, diamonds, glittery things, and I realize that these are the things I have held closest to me, not revealing them but holding onto them because they are so valuable. I see them as beautiful. They are not sinful or bad or evil at all. They are precious and that is why I have held onto them and not revealed them. They are sacred to me. And now I am releasing them upward into the light. I am sending them Home. I am saying, “Here, take these. These are my stories. I am giving them to you so that you may add them to the overall sea of consciousness. I release them, I let them go. Take them.
And I see the glittering diamonds going upward out of the darkness of my cellar, my underground, where they were hidden away. These are my stories and I am releasing them back Home to the light. I am adding to the Light my adventures and my wisdoms gained. And then I am seeing further down into the darkness of my subconscious and I am seeing treasure chest after treasure chest after treasure chest going off into the darkness until I can no longer see them any more. And I say, “Abracadabra - Open!” And all of the chests fly open and out of them come more jewels, more diamonds, pearls, rubies, precious stones of all kinds. They are just a little dusty because they have been carefully hidden away and preserved. Totally beyond my sight. I didn’t know they were there. This morning I released them all. I opened all of the chests and let the gems and jewels free to fly upward into the light to go Home. This was done very methodically and consciously. I spoke the words out loud as they came to me. And then I resumed my exercises. This took place on 6/17/14.
5/5/23 - Uniting your feminine & masculine sides
A revelation occurred recently while doing breathing exercises. While breathing up and down the spine I was again conscious of a tendency to lean to the left, as if my right side is too dominant and pushes over into my left side, making it appear that my left side is too weak to stand up for itself. I thought it was because I was too feminine and submissive, and I've been trying to strengthen it through certain practices.
Suddenly I realized that my left side - my feminine side - is not supposed to be equal to my right side. At least not in the way I thought it should be. My left side is composed of Light! Pure divine crystal light. Duh! I should have known. I knew it theoretically, but never connected with it before. My mind thinks it knows everything, but it only knows what it knows. It knows about linear logic and human ways, but it does not know the higher dimensions at all. This is what I am here to study. My left side, my feminine or passive side, is higher dimensional. And it is true for everyone, not just me.
After recognizing this while doing my breathing, then I began seeing the two sides of me - the female and male sides - entwined together like a corded rope, thick and tight, like a cord running up and down my spine. In yoga science the left feminine is called Ida and the right masculine is called Pingala. Ida and Pingala are Sanskrit terms from ancient teachings. Both start out at the same root, the tailbone chakra, and separate out immediately upon leaving the root. They each travel up and around the central column separately and in opposite directions - the symbol of the caduceus in medicine. As one continues evolving in sacred knowledge of the inner science and through the practices of yoga, breathing or other disciplines taught by metaphysical schools, one learns more about it. That's where I am today, after many years of study. I am still learning and receiving inner revelations.
As I continued the breathing exercise, now seeing the corded rope running up my spinal column, I saw it thicken. It runs upward, tightly wound together. This is a new revelation to me. They used to spiral separately, AROUND the central column. They never ever entered INTO the central column, because each had their separate path they followed, up around the spine in opposite directions for they opposed each other. They represented the dualities and challenges of different opinions and ways of life. But as I continued breathing the exercise, the pure light of the ida and the darker light of the pingala came together as one rope. They grew closer and tighter together, so that I could SEE it happen. The rope of the central column is now stronger, thicker and wider. It is covering more territory in the central trunk. They still go in opposite directions but but they wrap around each other, adding support to each other, one divine, the other human who makes mistakes.
When I saw the two sides entwined together like this - one pure crystal light and one darker more concentrated energy - I had a new awareness. Why I always felt as if I was tipping over to the left. Why it was so difficult for me to balance my left and right. I couldn't do it by mind power alone. I had to go to the next higher level to understand it from a higher, or you could say deeper, level. Higher or deeper are one and the same thing, a merge of two opposites. The mind is used to opposites, it fights and resists against opposites. But the mind is not used to merging opposites! This is the rare gift that Tantra brings to us. But that's another story for another day.
The great mystery to us humans who think we are so rational and logical (!) is that consciousness is the power, not the mind. The mind does not have the same power to change things that consciousness does. Consciousness is the silent power behind the mind. It is vaster. It is supreme. Through the practice of meditation and sitting in silence and observing oneself, one becomes conscious of this vaster consciousness and intelligence. It is more powerful than the mind. Consciousness is attention. Wherever attention goes, there is consciousness. This fact is overlooked by the vast majority, if they don't practice sitting in silence and observing. Our mental powers are important for producing thoughts and directing thought to specific areas that we want to explore. We can concentrate on one area over and above another area. We can shut out distractions through the power of our concentration. But there is a silent consciousness behind our thinking. Thinking is forceful. We "push" it out into areas. But consciousness remains silent behind the thought. It is called the spirit flowing through the body.
I am here to learn this truth and to dig deeper into who I am. I see that I am the larger aspect that moves through my body. I can control my body's leanings left and right better when I am aware of this. I am the power of consciousness behind my body, and behind my mind and emotions. The ida and pingala are the two energy pathways that spiral up around my spinal trunk in opposite directions, causing me to struggle with myself. I am both divine AND human. I didn't know that. People have been saying it, but just reading it is not enough. I had to come to realize it for myself, within. It is important to study it and feel its effects sensually, in a practical manner, and watch for the goosebumps and chills that run over your skin when you connect with the truth.
We are here to work 50-50 with the divine in us. We are born human but the divine is there underneath, supporting the human. We didn't know. Our parents and teachers didn't tell us because they didn't know either. We as a race of intelligent creatures are evolving our consciousness, our intelligence, our awareness. . We are entering the higher dimensions and becoming more enlightened. The light within is beginning to glow and radiate. We are becoming INNER-lightened. Our personality has lived before, in many other bodies, gaining experience in how to better drive a human body. It is a vehicle. How do the parts work? We have to practice with them, consciously. The divine is always here to guide us. It is the immortal aspect that has never been influenced by human faults or failures. It cannot be contaminated by failure. The divine aspect has been called the Christ by the Christian religion, and Krishna by the Hindu religion. It means the divine aspect. It remains pure. It is the God-self. It is what creates the human body in the first place.
It is the power behind the throne. It is here to support, advise and counsel the human as it grows stronger and better at mastering the functions of the physical body. The human is the masculine side, the right side, the divine is the feminine side, the left side. Men and women have both aspects running through them. The feminine side is soft, tender, supportive and nourishing, but never pushy. It allows the human to have free will and do it "his" way, "her" way. But it never abandons us. We would die if it did. It is ALWAYS there. Deeply personal, ready and waiting for the human to connect with it, to ask it questions and to then listen to it. It is an ever sacred, ever private, persoal guide.
When the human practicality and the divine work in harmony together, a happier, more peaceful life is experienced. This is true for every man, woman and child. It would be good to pass this information along to the next generation. Both sides of us have always been there, as long as we are in physical embodiment. I have grown wiser through trial, error and mistakes, but the divine has always been there in the pattern of the right, the true and honorable way to go - a higher guide to my human side. But I have to ask and I have to listen in time-out mode. We must ask and then take time to sit quietly and pay attention. If only I had known earlier in life! It is consciousness that does the work of growing up and balancing, not mind alone. Getting to know the difference takes practice, sitting in silence and observing the difference. Mental thinking is a thrusting, pushy effort, whereas silence is like listening to the void. Thought is a forced movement that is started like one starts the engine of a car and starts driving it off in a direction. But consciousness does not start nor does it move. It observes. It is a silent wise counselor. It doesn't move at all. It just is. It is the intelligence of the one infinite creator. Vast and infinite and we humans have it running through us. We are one with the infinite, even while we are unique and one of a kind. There is no duplicate because we have had many lives to create our personality and our uniqueness. We can be picked out by Those Who Know among the gray masses of the many.
Silent awareness is how we connect to our divine feminine side. Men, you have a divine feminine side. Women, you have a divine masculine side. Don't be fooled. You are androgynous. I am more impressed today with yoga disciplines than I was in my earlier life. I did not know back then. Today I would advise everyone to take up one of the disciplines that appeals to you and to which you are drawn by magnetic attraction. A sign of knowing when you've hit on a truth is when goosebumps run up and down your body, giving you chills. It is a "clicking" in of the human with the divine in you. It is as if you were slightly off kilter and suddenly now you hit the right key note on the keyboard. The download begins then from the divine side, and the upload begins from the human side and the link-up takes place. Trust it. Revelations may or may not occur immediately, but they will appear in days to come. This inner connection between the divine and human is symbolized in the beautiful picture of the androgynous statue shown above.
4/28/23 Updating...
Suddenly I realized that my left side - my feminine side - is not supposed to be equal to my right side. At least not in the way I thought it should be. My left side is composed of Light! Pure divine crystal light. Duh! I should have known. I knew it theoretically, but never connected with it before. My mind thinks it knows everything, but it only knows what it knows. It knows about linear logic and human ways, but it does not know the higher dimensions at all. This is what I am here to study. My left side, my feminine or passive side, is higher dimensional. And it is true for everyone, not just me.
After recognizing this while doing my breathing, then I began seeing the two sides of me - the female and male sides - entwined together like a corded rope, thick and tight, like a cord running up and down my spine. In yoga science the left feminine is called Ida and the right masculine is called Pingala. Ida and Pingala are Sanskrit terms from ancient teachings. Both start out at the same root, the tailbone chakra, and separate out immediately upon leaving the root. They each travel up and around the central column separately and in opposite directions - the symbol of the caduceus in medicine. As one continues evolving in sacred knowledge of the inner science and through the practices of yoga, breathing or other disciplines taught by metaphysical schools, one learns more about it. That's where I am today, after many years of study. I am still learning and receiving inner revelations.
As I continued the breathing exercise, now seeing the corded rope running up my spinal column, I saw it thicken. It runs upward, tightly wound together. This is a new revelation to me. They used to spiral separately, AROUND the central column. They never ever entered INTO the central column, because each had their separate path they followed, up around the spine in opposite directions for they opposed each other. They represented the dualities and challenges of different opinions and ways of life. But as I continued breathing the exercise, the pure light of the ida and the darker light of the pingala came together as one rope. They grew closer and tighter together, so that I could SEE it happen. The rope of the central column is now stronger, thicker and wider. It is covering more territory in the central trunk. They still go in opposite directions but but they wrap around each other, adding support to each other, one divine, the other human who makes mistakes.
When I saw the two sides entwined together like this - one pure crystal light and one darker more concentrated energy - I had a new awareness. Why I always felt as if I was tipping over to the left. Why it was so difficult for me to balance my left and right. I couldn't do it by mind power alone. I had to go to the next higher level to understand it from a higher, or you could say deeper, level. Higher or deeper are one and the same thing, a merge of two opposites. The mind is used to opposites, it fights and resists against opposites. But the mind is not used to merging opposites! This is the rare gift that Tantra brings to us. But that's another story for another day.
The great mystery to us humans who think we are so rational and logical (!) is that consciousness is the power, not the mind. The mind does not have the same power to change things that consciousness does. Consciousness is the silent power behind the mind. It is vaster. It is supreme. Through the practice of meditation and sitting in silence and observing oneself, one becomes conscious of this vaster consciousness and intelligence. It is more powerful than the mind. Consciousness is attention. Wherever attention goes, there is consciousness. This fact is overlooked by the vast majority, if they don't practice sitting in silence and observing. Our mental powers are important for producing thoughts and directing thought to specific areas that we want to explore. We can concentrate on one area over and above another area. We can shut out distractions through the power of our concentration. But there is a silent consciousness behind our thinking. Thinking is forceful. We "push" it out into areas. But consciousness remains silent behind the thought. It is called the spirit flowing through the body.
I am here to learn this truth and to dig deeper into who I am. I see that I am the larger aspect that moves through my body. I can control my body's leanings left and right better when I am aware of this. I am the power of consciousness behind my body, and behind my mind and emotions. The ida and pingala are the two energy pathways that spiral up around my spinal trunk in opposite directions, causing me to struggle with myself. I am both divine AND human. I didn't know that. People have been saying it, but just reading it is not enough. I had to come to realize it for myself, within. It is important to study it and feel its effects sensually, in a practical manner, and watch for the goosebumps and chills that run over your skin when you connect with the truth.
We are here to work 50-50 with the divine in us. We are born human but the divine is there underneath, supporting the human. We didn't know. Our parents and teachers didn't tell us because they didn't know either. We as a race of intelligent creatures are evolving our consciousness, our intelligence, our awareness. . We are entering the higher dimensions and becoming more enlightened. The light within is beginning to glow and radiate. We are becoming INNER-lightened. Our personality has lived before, in many other bodies, gaining experience in how to better drive a human body. It is a vehicle. How do the parts work? We have to practice with them, consciously. The divine is always here to guide us. It is the immortal aspect that has never been influenced by human faults or failures. It cannot be contaminated by failure. The divine aspect has been called the Christ by the Christian religion, and Krishna by the Hindu religion. It means the divine aspect. It remains pure. It is the God-self. It is what creates the human body in the first place.
It is the power behind the throne. It is here to support, advise and counsel the human as it grows stronger and better at mastering the functions of the physical body. The human is the masculine side, the right side, the divine is the feminine side, the left side. Men and women have both aspects running through them. The feminine side is soft, tender, supportive and nourishing, but never pushy. It allows the human to have free will and do it "his" way, "her" way. But it never abandons us. We would die if it did. It is ALWAYS there. Deeply personal, ready and waiting for the human to connect with it, to ask it questions and to then listen to it. It is an ever sacred, ever private, persoal guide.
When the human practicality and the divine work in harmony together, a happier, more peaceful life is experienced. This is true for every man, woman and child. It would be good to pass this information along to the next generation. Both sides of us have always been there, as long as we are in physical embodiment. I have grown wiser through trial, error and mistakes, but the divine has always been there in the pattern of the right, the true and honorable way to go - a higher guide to my human side. But I have to ask and I have to listen in time-out mode. We must ask and then take time to sit quietly and pay attention. If only I had known earlier in life! It is consciousness that does the work of growing up and balancing, not mind alone. Getting to know the difference takes practice, sitting in silence and observing the difference. Mental thinking is a thrusting, pushy effort, whereas silence is like listening to the void. Thought is a forced movement that is started like one starts the engine of a car and starts driving it off in a direction. But consciousness does not start nor does it move. It observes. It is a silent wise counselor. It doesn't move at all. It just is. It is the intelligence of the one infinite creator. Vast and infinite and we humans have it running through us. We are one with the infinite, even while we are unique and one of a kind. There is no duplicate because we have had many lives to create our personality and our uniqueness. We can be picked out by Those Who Know among the gray masses of the many.
Silent awareness is how we connect to our divine feminine side. Men, you have a divine feminine side. Women, you have a divine masculine side. Don't be fooled. You are androgynous. I am more impressed today with yoga disciplines than I was in my earlier life. I did not know back then. Today I would advise everyone to take up one of the disciplines that appeals to you and to which you are drawn by magnetic attraction. A sign of knowing when you've hit on a truth is when goosebumps run up and down your body, giving you chills. It is a "clicking" in of the human with the divine in you. It is as if you were slightly off kilter and suddenly now you hit the right key note on the keyboard. The download begins then from the divine side, and the upload begins from the human side and the link-up takes place. Trust it. Revelations may or may not occur immediately, but they will appear in days to come. This inner connection between the divine and human is symbolized in the beautiful picture of the androgynous statue shown above.
4/28/23 Updating...
Well, the vastness energies are swirling like crazy, widening me and updating my brain. I am being expanded from the old me to a newer model and it's dizzying. My abilities to handle the lighter, more expanded energies are working overtime. I am adapting very slowly, but adapting I am. It is extremely difficult to think straight but determination to see it through to the end is the only way to deal with it. Determined to stay standing and talk normally and don't give in to what other people say. I am my own authority. I know what I'm doing. The downloads of new revelations continue create new brain cells as long as I stay determined and keep my mind open. I am OK even though my brain swirls and bumps against the walls of my skull. I have received instructions and am allowing it. The goal is to bring the "far out" in closer,, narrower, more focused, more real, with boundaries. Every morning I wake up with new information talking to me and my brain is accepting unbelievable information. As I journal each day my own revealings, I don't have time to read and post beautiful, awesome articles by other people, though I scan through them and am educated by them. We are all working this spiritual widening process together, each in our own way.
On the physical level, today Doug switched us over from one internet provider who is an older one, to another, newer, younger company who can provide faster service. The technicians were here installing and explaining to Doug as I listened, and my mind exploded into their space and reeled dizzily with unfamiliar energies. But I continued to listen like a normal person.
Wednesday Doug created a zoom meeting with my family to celebrate my 85th birthday. I haven't been in contact with them much over the years, but it was fabulous and awesome because, while talking with them on a mundane level I was also connecting with them in the starry planes of their higher selves. I saw their energies and merged with them, becoming one with them in their vastness. There is no way to say it better than that. I was able to participate with each of my family on both the ground level and in the vastness of their higher intelligence. Afterward, while sleeping, I saw even more and further, and I woke up the next morning with more connection. The connection is solid and real with them. Even after all these years.
I cannot begin to say here in words the experience but I'm trying. I want to share what I know. The result of all this unfolding contact with higher dimensional space is overwhelming, would be overwhelming if I didn't know that it's a normal process of consciousness evolution. And that it IS natural and we ARE protected by an infinitely compassionate God who is pulling the strings and has a Plan. Do not fear it. I am being told that I'm simply widening my abilities to handle it. Nerve synapses are expanding and upgrading the limitations I have been carrying. A dizzy, empty mind is a temporary inconvenience. Accommodate it with faith. The higher dimensional insights are worth it. It is my job, my duty, my mission to write my story to encourage others that it is OK, that it is normal and natural, and to go with the circumstances. They will pass and you will be better for it. I want to help. I wish I could help those who may be going through a difficult time right now. It could be any number of things that cause confusion, pain or upheavals. Please know, if you are reading this, that you are not alone. We are all part of the process of an immaculate evolution for the Earth. There is far, far, far, far more than we understand that is behind this evolution to higher planes. We are going to be the winners if we can get through it without crumbling. It WILL pass. Be strong and be determined. It changes quickly if you let it. No matter what the world is going through outside your front door, if you stay standing and stay centered in your own body and spinal column, and agree to let every one else take care of their own problems, it will pass on by you. Keep your connection to the ground you stand on. Go outside and sit or lie down on the grass for half an hour. Mother Earth will nourish you and take away your confusion.
There is a tube of etheric light that runs up and down around your spinal column. Breathe up and down it, from Sun to Earth. It comes in from above your head and down into your brain and your brain squeezes it to fit. Let it squeeze. Pretend you are normal and it's OK. It will pass. Give it a little time. Lie down and rest while picturing this tube of light going down your spinal cord into the earth beneath you (even when you're lying down). It is the main trunk of your REAL self. You are flowing into your body through your spine and going down to connect with the Earth who is your Mother life force. Your brain is flowering as you hold this picture in your mind. The top of your tree of life is a flowering of new leaves and branches growing. And the dove of peace and love is sitting in those top-most branches giving you comfort.
Repeat the OM or Aum. The symbol is pictured at the top of this page. The Om is a long drawn-out sound "ooooommmmm", which is comforting to the body. It is like a mother's lullaby. It is the universal music of the spheres. Picture the symbol of the OM, memorize it. Hold it in your mind's eye as you silently or slightly louder chant the Om. This will help to stabilize your physical body, all the parts will feel nourished and soothed. Lie down and do this as often as you feel the need to. But then get up and move, again, because moving stretches your muscles and your brain cells so that your true and authentic spiritual, mental, emotional self can flow through into your body and enlarge the parts that need enlarging. This is an alignment process. Align your various levels so they are in harmony. Do this often. Do it before sleep or in the night when you can't sleep. And if you need some encouraging words, contact me via the contact page and I'll write you back. Bless you. Peace and love. You are not alone.
4/25/23 - You are a sphere of light!
I woke up this morning hearing words in my mind: “You are not a body but a sphere of light, of consciousness." As the words continued I took the note pad and began writing.
You had time during embryo stage to become accustomed to it. You helped it, or saw it being built cell by cell, atom by atom, so you are aware of how your body looks and operates. You know its purpose intimately, and after your body – not YOU but your body - was born you had time in the new world of people and objects to learn how to use your new body. You learned how to move the legs, the arms, the head, stomach, the mouth to eat, to make noise, to respond to the feel of arms holding you. And slowly you identified with your body and became familiar with it. You did it before with other bodies, many other lifetimes in the past, but you have forgotten that now, in your dedicated focus on this one body.
So you are not your body. You are the conscious sphere of light and intelligence that moves your body and enjoys its sensations. There are seven layers of specific gifts that you have built into your sphere of light. If your culture doesn’t teach you about these qualities – love is one of them – then they remain in the background of your life as a feature that you long for. You dream of love. Truth is another natural quality in you but often the culture doesn’t value truth or high-light it, so it too reains in the background.
As I said, there are seven gifts that you are embedded with, that are given to you to use and to learn how to activate during your life in form. You are here to learn how. There are only seven. These ae called the seven bodies and the seven chakras. There are many other names that have been given for them, for there are many shades, colors and approaches you may use. Names are important to learn, but how you apply these gifts and qualities in your daily life is what matters the most. Your creative ability is put to the test. Do you apply them to your life and actions? You are here in a body of form to learn how to USE these qualities every day, for they are YOU. This is the hard part. You have to figure it out because these gifts are who you are. They are built into you. They ARE you. You ARE the gifts. You came here to gift them to the world of form. There are forces against you to stop you from manifesting these gifts, so you get frustrated. But you have intelligence and stubbornness and patience and love and purity and truth and kindness and determination and wisdom from past life experiences. You have skills that you have acquired over many lives in form.
You have logical, mathematical, scientific methods that you have proven to yourself that work for you. Your innate sense of right and wrong is your own personal nature, there for you to use as needed. You have already experienced the form life. You know how it works. You experience peace as it contrasts against pain, and comfort vs. discomfort. You have learned. You know this instinctively. As you continue to organize and apply your seven virtues and qualities - the gifts given you by the creator - so they are functioning well together, aligned together and harmonized together, then you will feel more and more free, happy and in the right place to fulfill yourself. You are becoming more free to live your life the way you want to live it, happily and with creativity, comfort, pleasure and love. You have it all. You have all that you need to live in form, on earth, in harmony and in peace with others. You are not missing anything or feeling lack anywhere. You are fulfilling your desire to be here. Your will to live is strong. You are using your intelligence to figure out the best way to accomplish what you want to accomplish. You are using love, kindness and patience to work well with others. You are using your purity, your truth, your sense of peace and comfort to tell you when you are on the right path.
As you apply, manifest and express all of yourself, your gifts and qualities freely, to reach that point of perfection while in body, then you are home free. The seventh gift is freedom in form. The seven chakras have been broken. They were the closed gates until you mastered them, one by one, and opened them from your inside knowledge. Not by what other people told you, but by applying yourself, your own innate knowings to situations. Always the freedom to express your OWN truth, not someone else's truth, is the right way to go to order to correct the disfigurement that had to play out in your life. It had to draw your attention to it. You had to find the right approach to take and it was within you all the time. Distraction caused by outsiders caused you to forget yourself. This distraction had to be mastered before you could turn within and listen to your own guidance. You had to reach that point of listening to your heart, your heart's intelligence, your feeling channels of comfort and peace and knowledge. Then circumstances changes. Then you are done with it. And life becomes ,more beautiful.
Learning to live whole and free in form life, especially on planet Earth, has been a hard school. But you have learned. You had tricks up your sleeve. You were not sent here without guides. You are your father’s child. You have his qualities in you. These qualities ring like a crystal clear bell striking another inside you in purity. You know when you have the right solution. Your mother is with you all the way through the form life. She is the mother of form life. She is your innate intelligence, holding your body together. Pain tells you one thing, peace and kindness tells you another. You have learned to be discerning. And to listen. To follow the rightness, and turn away from the wrongness. Struggle tells which way to go. Your mother is there to tell you, for she lives in your feelings and your innate body intelligence.
Kirlian photography has captured proof of the real you in the form of pictures of glowing radiation around you. You are not your body. You are the radiation that moves through your body with intelligence. You are the space holding your body together, which requires atoms and electrons to cling together to form cells and molecules and larger organs, bones and muscles that gives shape and function to your body. You are the intelligence holding these cells together. And when you sleep at night, you travel to other realities and meet and enjoy interacting with others, learning and teaching as you go, as appropriate. Life is harmonious. Life flows together as needs are expressed and answered.
The more refined you become in your ability to express your seven gifts, manifest your seven gifts into your outer life, the better your life adjusts to harmony and happiness. Harmony is the natural order of life. You no longer need to seek answers because solutions just appear naturally. You are becoming balanced, just as the planets are balanced in their orbits around the suns. As your own life improves you may notice that you are less able to feel good around certain people. They do not belong to your natural resonance - your home energies. Then it is that your inner gifts may begin to be seen by others who have not yet mastered their own inner qualities. You then become a light to the world around you. By sharing your truth openly and freely, daringly and courageously, frankly and truthfully, then the more you will notice vitality creeping into your day-to-day life. The vitality of youth and vigor. Life becomes more powerful when things are harmonized. When thoughts and emotions harmonize and don't conflict. Then the urge and excitement to serve the world around you increases. You find solutions more quickly. You find people responding to you more readily. You do not want to lie down and rest so much because there is a quickening of interest. Life is moving more swiftly through your body as you enter the higher regions of thought, feeling and mind.
4/23/23 - Born of the Earth, heading for the Stars
I am born of the Earth, the Earth gave me form. The substance of old matter built my form. This old matter was discarded by others when they died and it went back into the earth. The Earth recycles matter that was once used by others. The Earth provides a home for self-aware beings to start out as basic form. The first basic form is mineral, sand and rock. It is a dull consciousness at first. It then grows in self awareness to learn movement, like the one-celled amoeba, then two-celled and more. Then self-consciousness grows into larger substances like grass and then into fruit and then into trees. Then self-consciousness grows into crawling things on the ground, then into animals with four legs, then into higher animal forms, each round of evolultion for this SELF awareness taking on more and more alertness.
Then self consciousness grows upright to stand on two legs, and all the while earth is home, born of the earth. We are that self-aware human who is now standing up, walking, talking and growing more civilized. We are looking up beyond earth, wondering what's out there, building telescopes, learning more about space and other planets, other galactic civilizations, wondering about inhabitants, about the sun, the galaxy and more. The mother flame kundalini has started expanding in us. Geniuses have come forward. Children are showing signs of knowing more than the parents. New brain cells are growing beyond earth’s former limits. The upright spine has opened in some, not in others, and the mother flame is giving birth to the pouch of life called the christ or crystal at the tailbone. The tail bone flame is heating up and burning through the veils, obstructions called chakras, and the heat is radiating a vaster intelligence as it flows up the spine. That which was called "the christ" in religious terms has been activated by certain movements, disciplines taught by teachers coming suddenly forward.
The physiology, muscles, nerves and tissues, are activated. Movement is felt throughout the body, organs. There is mystery, there is confusion, there is pain, disease, problems. We must struggle through it. The evolution from earth human to divine human is underway. It is SELF consciousness. No one can do it for us. We are the intelligence inside the shell. We are breaking free of the shell. Hysteria and fear walk hand in hand with awesome elation and excitement. The human is reaching beyond the earth. He can't help it. It is in his nature. He is intelligence walking the earth. There is a greater intelligence beyond him and he is reaching for it, drawn like a moth to a flame. Like a female to a male. The spine is an open channel from earth to sky. Out of the sides grow smaller nerves to feed the vital organs with awareness. The body is waking up. We have drunk the elixer of life and we don't know what to do with it. What do we do with the old ways? When it reaches the brain it creates headaches and dizziness and it pounds - knock, knock, knock - against the skull, building pressure. Trying to get free, to find the father. It is self-aware now. The brain is activated to more intelligence, to the need for more control over the mind. The craziness, the dizziness, the hypocondriac CAN BE controlled. My mind is clearing now. New insight is coming.
The pure crystal light pattern has been with me forever, but today for the first time I am accepting it. I am realizing it. I received instruction in the night. I asked about it as I went to sleep - I asked Yeshua how did HE find it and how and could he give me some instruction. And I got it in the night, both in printed form, words after words after words printed, and also in spoken words. I am shown the seven layers of attributes, the gifts that we parrot the words of but don't apply. These need to be applied regularly, hourly, outwardly in daily life. I saw the multi-colored spheres around me in the oval shape of the auric field and I was shown the words - will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, mind and freedom. These are to be applied in real life silently, under conscious control and managed to perfection.
The pure crystal light is unfolding in me. I already know it as a pattern for the human. It was shown to me as a tree of life, as a web of pure gold light. And it was also shown to me how a darker web of limited sight has created an artificial web over it. A darker web has grown over in front of it, around it and is feeding off it like a parasite. We are the ego, gaining in understanding as we live through circumstances and pressures. The pure gold light is still there or we wouldn't be alive. It takes care of our bodily systems and needs to breathe, eat and eliminate. The pure gold light is the same pattern in everyone. It is what we as individuals that builds character over on top of it. Infuses our unique ways into the pure gold of our life force. The pure gold is the template we all live off of without exception, but it is we who must perfect our life through conscious managing of the details. As we become more in touch with our own internal nature we follow the pure gold pattern within. We nbecome more knowledgeable, more patient, more peaceful, more gracious, more refined. We are a combination of divine and human.
The crystal pure light is the same in everyone. It is the individual who gives it character and builds into it the unique experiences which we entertain through our life on earth. We "color" our divine pure gold light with our personality. It is not wrong. It is meant to be. We are meant to become living individual masters of our lives. We have much to offer from our accumulated skills. There is no other like me or you. We alone are the creator of our perfection.
We are becoming an individual that is unique in the whole living sea of the One. You are connected to the One life through the gold and crystal pattern within. It looks like a web of gold. It is the link to the One intelligence - the only ONE intelligence in existence - out of which all life springs. This link lies within the human frame, within the human cells, the atoms and, yes, even the space between the swirling electrons of the atoms. The space is the consciousness. God consciousness means the Good consciousness. The right consciousness. The Father-Mother consciousness. Father is the abstract intelligence, and Mother is the form-building consciousness. She holds the atoms and molecules together like glue to form the solid structure of the human body, cells and tissues.
She is known as Mother Shakti, or Mother Kundalini. She resides in the ethers around the coccyx (tailbone) at the base of the spine. She feeds intelligence and life up the spine to keep the body alive. She will enlarge the dose of life if the individual will turn inward and ask for it. She is intelligent and will listen and respond. She is the divine feminine. She receives abstract intelligence from the One and gives form and life to the individual from birth through until death of the form. She will provide not only life but intelligent answers and instructions if the being will listen and follow through. If the individual will not listen or pay attention, then the flow remains the same. But if the individual will become silent and carry on a conversation with the Mother Shakti who is intelligent, she will increase the dose of life. It is the same type of relationship as a good child listening and talking with a good responsive mother.
4/19/23 - Why do we go to the heart?
Imagine being in a black room. You can’t see anything. You reach out to feel your way around. You can feel walls and objects but they are foreign to you. You continue fumbling for a long time. It is very confusing and unfamiliar. You feel scared. Finally, after some length of time and fumbling, your hands run across a button, you push it and suddenly there is light! It is a light switch! You find that you are in a beautiful room with windows that you did not see before. You see friends, familiar friends, waiting for you outside, and more friends behind them, and even more friends, as if there is a gathering of family. And you see a door which you did not see before. It is open. It was never locked to you. You just didn’t know it was there. The feelings of loss, confusion and panic that covered you and smothered you are now gone. You feel free and happy because - all because you can see. And because you can see your friends happily waiting for you, happy that you found the right switch. The secret switch in human beings is the heart.
These revelations are sent to me, I just realized, in one fell-swoop blast. I get the information all at once, in words, but not in words. It is as if I receive the information from all over everywhere at once. Like when the light turns on in a completely black room. It doesn’t require "time" to receive this information, as in one word after another after another, which we need in 3D. It takes "time" to read words, to use our senses or listen to someone speak, but when we go into the heart and look up, with patience we can turn on the light. I just realized that this morning.
4/13/23 - The holy spirit as a radiating sun in the body
In the last few days I have been led to find answers, click-click-click, that I've been searching for since 1976. It was in 1976 that I went into the light during a meditation in an OBE - out-of-body experience. When I returned to normalcy (although a new normal) I had questions. What just happened? Today I'm filled with excitement because, again, click-click-click, things are linking up like wild fire. Yesterday I found something in my journals and want to share it (Click HERE). This was a channeling from the Master DK. I had forgotten about it and revisiting it was mind-blowing. I see with new eyes. I'm linking in better to it. Each of us is on our own unique one-of-a-kind spiritual journey to higher understanding. We are evolving our understanding. It's a new age and the new age is dawning fast. It is an age of sharing, revealing and telling each other what is going on in our lives. Hearing other people's stories helps us. They remind us that we are all connected. They fill in gaps in our understanding. We are linking up. Even though we are each different and our paths take different routes up the mountain (and through rocky places) still, we are on the same journey to the same destination. We are part of one vast elegant superior mind that holds the suns, planets and people in orbit around the sun - plus we are human too. We are meant to know this about ourselves. There is a sun within us trying to shine.
The process of kundalini awakening is the process of the sun trying to shine outward into manifestation from inside us. The holy spirit is awakening in the human body, and it is causing a lot of havoc and confusion. We don't understand what is happening. It has ALWAYS been here. It has ALWAYS been operating. We just weren't evolved enough to see it, as a race of humans evolving. We didn't realize that puberty and the sexual arousal had anything to do with the holy spirit trying to shine. We didn't know the word "kundalini". But today we are learning about it. There is research going on behind the scenes which we don't know about. There are lights in the sky, aurora borealis and star ships and other unknowns - radiations from beyond us. There is a cosmic story unfolding and we're starting to become aware of it. Suddenly it is breaking free of the closet in which it has been hiding. Suddenly there are headlines. And there are people talking about it. There are books being written. Youtubes being aired. Scholars writing about it.
And here's the thing: Behind every young person's puberty, around age 10, 12 or so, the kundalini stirs. It is also known as the holy spirit. It stirs and sends radiations up the spine to adjust and prepare the body - making it tender for love - because what is to come is loving beyond measure. It is time for the body to quicken for love. The fruit has ripened. This body has grown and is ready to bring forth the first glimmerings of the holy life that is held within. That gave it life to begin with. Can you remember back to that day of puberty? When the feelings started? There was a warmth, a loving goodness that needed to be expressed, shared, allowed to grow. Perhaps there was abuse or something worse. But we, humanity, did not know. There was ignorance. It was insinuated that it was bad, evil, and to stifle it, put it back down, ignore it. We became divided then.
Meanwhile the sages of the East were developing their enlightenment techniques, following ancient texts. Today they have spread those techniques around the world and have drawn millions into practicing yoga, meditation and inner spiritual studies. The planet is moving slowly but surely out of the dark ages. We as a race are evolving consciously from animal man to God man, turning animal grunts to refined noises of song, love and reverence. The awakening of kundalini brings betterment, sophistication, intelligence, beauty and truth. There is a higher power now moving through our lives. It is active, for good or for bad because there are misalignments and misconceptions that need clearing. Detox is a purging. Shortly after my dramatic awakening of kundalini in 1976 and my journey into the light, I was led in a higher way. I felt it. I found the Gopi Krishna interview tapes which preceded his books. Gopi Krishna had a similar awakening experience prior to me, but it was a bad one. He had a terrible time adjusting to the pure God-like energy. He had not prepared for it. I had been better prepared without realizing.
Gopi Krishna was so haunted by his years-long trauma with kundalini, that he began a study of the ancient texts and pushed for scientific research. In the 1970's John White published a book of many sources, writings of many teachers, gurus and scholars on the subject of kundalini awakening. He was not the author but the editor. Gopi Krishna comes out on top, remaining the scholarly leader of the pack by bringing the mysterious subject into modern terms. It is natural, he says. We must understand how it functions biologically. It is this other-worldly radiation that begins quickening in every child around the age of 10 or 11 at puberty. It is the breaking free of the light within, the love within. The consciousness of the child is getting ready to expand and reach the brain. It first awakens the body, then the brain and delivers new insight and information about who he/she is, and what he is capable of, his destined place among the stars, enlightened. But he is told to bury it. Hide it. It is sex and it is sinful.
Yet the sun still shines within. The mystery is still unexplored and unexplained. Our bodies are still in confusion, our minds unsure which way to go. All the while there is a sun shining and breaking up the false ideas that have led us wrong, down negative paths into bad ways that hurt us. The sun that is shining is trying to reach out and connect with others, to share the stories so we can bring love, joy and freedom back to the planet. The plan is to become a radiating planet of happiness, peace among all the people, with intelligent, benevolent leaders. The shining comes and goes and comes back again. We haven't been paying attention. We haven't gotten the message yet - that we are a people of light, not darkness. It is the plan that we evolve OURSELVES. We don't have a savior. We are the one who saves our bodies from wrack and ruin, by operating together, peacefully, harmoniously, sharing as a team.
And the wonderful, beautiful human bodies of my friends and peers whom I have held and loved and stroked all through my adult life, were the ones that kept me grounded, sane, happy and moving forward with my own plan. So I am here today to talk about the kundalini and tell my story. Many stories. Others had to go through horror stories because they didn't have the insight that I had been given - to follow my instincts, my heart, my feelings of goodness that arose naturally from within. Follow your GOOD feelings. The feelings of rightness. It is the love within the human body that is trying to be born. Not to save others, but to save ourself. We are the first one to save, our own body. Be selfish about loving your own body. Make sure you are the first one to take care of. Then you can reach out and care for others. Be kind. Be aware. Love is the guiding light. Love is what we must follow in everything we touch, hold and do. Love is not what we used to think. Love is not personal. It can't be closed down and locked inside a narrow box. It can't be fixed like that. The love in us has to expand to others or it becomes warped. Love has to be opened up INSIDE the marriage or the marriage will fail. Truth, freedom, balance of power, openness, respect for individuality, of kindness, sharing experiences, sensitivity, and all the rest of the good qualities also need to be present inside the relationship or it won't work.
Love is much bigger than the words "I love you." Love is kind and highly aware of right and wrong. It keeps the peace and the precision of things moving orderly through life. There is a balance to all things. It keeps the universe running smoothly and our personal lives as human beings can also be run smoothly. Tuning into the sun within - the love within - is the answer to whatever might be hindering or blocking us from moving on. It is the bigger part of our humanness. Its the OLD thoughts and restrictions that cause the problems. Sharing stories openly can help. That's why I'm posting articles about kundalini here. One of the more beautiful ones, was channeled by Master DK and can be read HERE, in my new "Kundalini Blog".
4/11/23 - Your tailbone holds the key to your identity
On the physical level, today Doug switched us over from one internet provider who is an older one, to another, newer, younger company who can provide faster service. The technicians were here installing and explaining to Doug as I listened, and my mind exploded into their space and reeled dizzily with unfamiliar energies. But I continued to listen like a normal person.
Wednesday Doug created a zoom meeting with my family to celebrate my 85th birthday. I haven't been in contact with them much over the years, but it was fabulous and awesome because, while talking with them on a mundane level I was also connecting with them in the starry planes of their higher selves. I saw their energies and merged with them, becoming one with them in their vastness. There is no way to say it better than that. I was able to participate with each of my family on both the ground level and in the vastness of their higher intelligence. Afterward, while sleeping, I saw even more and further, and I woke up the next morning with more connection. The connection is solid and real with them. Even after all these years.
I cannot begin to say here in words the experience but I'm trying. I want to share what I know. The result of all this unfolding contact with higher dimensional space is overwhelming, would be overwhelming if I didn't know that it's a normal process of consciousness evolution. And that it IS natural and we ARE protected by an infinitely compassionate God who is pulling the strings and has a Plan. Do not fear it. I am being told that I'm simply widening my abilities to handle it. Nerve synapses are expanding and upgrading the limitations I have been carrying. A dizzy, empty mind is a temporary inconvenience. Accommodate it with faith. The higher dimensional insights are worth it. It is my job, my duty, my mission to write my story to encourage others that it is OK, that it is normal and natural, and to go with the circumstances. They will pass and you will be better for it. I want to help. I wish I could help those who may be going through a difficult time right now. It could be any number of things that cause confusion, pain or upheavals. Please know, if you are reading this, that you are not alone. We are all part of the process of an immaculate evolution for the Earth. There is far, far, far, far more than we understand that is behind this evolution to higher planes. We are going to be the winners if we can get through it without crumbling. It WILL pass. Be strong and be determined. It changes quickly if you let it. No matter what the world is going through outside your front door, if you stay standing and stay centered in your own body and spinal column, and agree to let every one else take care of their own problems, it will pass on by you. Keep your connection to the ground you stand on. Go outside and sit or lie down on the grass for half an hour. Mother Earth will nourish you and take away your confusion.
There is a tube of etheric light that runs up and down around your spinal column. Breathe up and down it, from Sun to Earth. It comes in from above your head and down into your brain and your brain squeezes it to fit. Let it squeeze. Pretend you are normal and it's OK. It will pass. Give it a little time. Lie down and rest while picturing this tube of light going down your spinal cord into the earth beneath you (even when you're lying down). It is the main trunk of your REAL self. You are flowing into your body through your spine and going down to connect with the Earth who is your Mother life force. Your brain is flowering as you hold this picture in your mind. The top of your tree of life is a flowering of new leaves and branches growing. And the dove of peace and love is sitting in those top-most branches giving you comfort.
Repeat the OM or Aum. The symbol is pictured at the top of this page. The Om is a long drawn-out sound "ooooommmmm", which is comforting to the body. It is like a mother's lullaby. It is the universal music of the spheres. Picture the symbol of the OM, memorize it. Hold it in your mind's eye as you silently or slightly louder chant the Om. This will help to stabilize your physical body, all the parts will feel nourished and soothed. Lie down and do this as often as you feel the need to. But then get up and move, again, because moving stretches your muscles and your brain cells so that your true and authentic spiritual, mental, emotional self can flow through into your body and enlarge the parts that need enlarging. This is an alignment process. Align your various levels so they are in harmony. Do this often. Do it before sleep or in the night when you can't sleep. And if you need some encouraging words, contact me via the contact page and I'll write you back. Bless you. Peace and love. You are not alone.
4/25/23 - You are a sphere of light!
I woke up this morning hearing words in my mind: “You are not a body but a sphere of light, of consciousness." As the words continued I took the note pad and began writing.
You had time during embryo stage to become accustomed to it. You helped it, or saw it being built cell by cell, atom by atom, so you are aware of how your body looks and operates. You know its purpose intimately, and after your body – not YOU but your body - was born you had time in the new world of people and objects to learn how to use your new body. You learned how to move the legs, the arms, the head, stomach, the mouth to eat, to make noise, to respond to the feel of arms holding you. And slowly you identified with your body and became familiar with it. You did it before with other bodies, many other lifetimes in the past, but you have forgotten that now, in your dedicated focus on this one body.
So you are not your body. You are the conscious sphere of light and intelligence that moves your body and enjoys its sensations. There are seven layers of specific gifts that you have built into your sphere of light. If your culture doesn’t teach you about these qualities – love is one of them – then they remain in the background of your life as a feature that you long for. You dream of love. Truth is another natural quality in you but often the culture doesn’t value truth or high-light it, so it too reains in the background.
As I said, there are seven gifts that you are embedded with, that are given to you to use and to learn how to activate during your life in form. You are here to learn how. There are only seven. These ae called the seven bodies and the seven chakras. There are many other names that have been given for them, for there are many shades, colors and approaches you may use. Names are important to learn, but how you apply these gifts and qualities in your daily life is what matters the most. Your creative ability is put to the test. Do you apply them to your life and actions? You are here in a body of form to learn how to USE these qualities every day, for they are YOU. This is the hard part. You have to figure it out because these gifts are who you are. They are built into you. They ARE you. You ARE the gifts. You came here to gift them to the world of form. There are forces against you to stop you from manifesting these gifts, so you get frustrated. But you have intelligence and stubbornness and patience and love and purity and truth and kindness and determination and wisdom from past life experiences. You have skills that you have acquired over many lives in form.
You have logical, mathematical, scientific methods that you have proven to yourself that work for you. Your innate sense of right and wrong is your own personal nature, there for you to use as needed. You have already experienced the form life. You know how it works. You experience peace as it contrasts against pain, and comfort vs. discomfort. You have learned. You know this instinctively. As you continue to organize and apply your seven virtues and qualities - the gifts given you by the creator - so they are functioning well together, aligned together and harmonized together, then you will feel more and more free, happy and in the right place to fulfill yourself. You are becoming more free to live your life the way you want to live it, happily and with creativity, comfort, pleasure and love. You have it all. You have all that you need to live in form, on earth, in harmony and in peace with others. You are not missing anything or feeling lack anywhere. You are fulfilling your desire to be here. Your will to live is strong. You are using your intelligence to figure out the best way to accomplish what you want to accomplish. You are using love, kindness and patience to work well with others. You are using your purity, your truth, your sense of peace and comfort to tell you when you are on the right path.
As you apply, manifest and express all of yourself, your gifts and qualities freely, to reach that point of perfection while in body, then you are home free. The seventh gift is freedom in form. The seven chakras have been broken. They were the closed gates until you mastered them, one by one, and opened them from your inside knowledge. Not by what other people told you, but by applying yourself, your own innate knowings to situations. Always the freedom to express your OWN truth, not someone else's truth, is the right way to go to order to correct the disfigurement that had to play out in your life. It had to draw your attention to it. You had to find the right approach to take and it was within you all the time. Distraction caused by outsiders caused you to forget yourself. This distraction had to be mastered before you could turn within and listen to your own guidance. You had to reach that point of listening to your heart, your heart's intelligence, your feeling channels of comfort and peace and knowledge. Then circumstances changes. Then you are done with it. And life becomes ,more beautiful.
Learning to live whole and free in form life, especially on planet Earth, has been a hard school. But you have learned. You had tricks up your sleeve. You were not sent here without guides. You are your father’s child. You have his qualities in you. These qualities ring like a crystal clear bell striking another inside you in purity. You know when you have the right solution. Your mother is with you all the way through the form life. She is the mother of form life. She is your innate intelligence, holding your body together. Pain tells you one thing, peace and kindness tells you another. You have learned to be discerning. And to listen. To follow the rightness, and turn away from the wrongness. Struggle tells which way to go. Your mother is there to tell you, for she lives in your feelings and your innate body intelligence.
Kirlian photography has captured proof of the real you in the form of pictures of glowing radiation around you. You are not your body. You are the radiation that moves through your body with intelligence. You are the space holding your body together, which requires atoms and electrons to cling together to form cells and molecules and larger organs, bones and muscles that gives shape and function to your body. You are the intelligence holding these cells together. And when you sleep at night, you travel to other realities and meet and enjoy interacting with others, learning and teaching as you go, as appropriate. Life is harmonious. Life flows together as needs are expressed and answered.
The more refined you become in your ability to express your seven gifts, manifest your seven gifts into your outer life, the better your life adjusts to harmony and happiness. Harmony is the natural order of life. You no longer need to seek answers because solutions just appear naturally. You are becoming balanced, just as the planets are balanced in their orbits around the suns. As your own life improves you may notice that you are less able to feel good around certain people. They do not belong to your natural resonance - your home energies. Then it is that your inner gifts may begin to be seen by others who have not yet mastered their own inner qualities. You then become a light to the world around you. By sharing your truth openly and freely, daringly and courageously, frankly and truthfully, then the more you will notice vitality creeping into your day-to-day life. The vitality of youth and vigor. Life becomes more powerful when things are harmonized. When thoughts and emotions harmonize and don't conflict. Then the urge and excitement to serve the world around you increases. You find solutions more quickly. You find people responding to you more readily. You do not want to lie down and rest so much because there is a quickening of interest. Life is moving more swiftly through your body as you enter the higher regions of thought, feeling and mind.
4/23/23 - Born of the Earth, heading for the Stars
I am born of the Earth, the Earth gave me form. The substance of old matter built my form. This old matter was discarded by others when they died and it went back into the earth. The Earth recycles matter that was once used by others. The Earth provides a home for self-aware beings to start out as basic form. The first basic form is mineral, sand and rock. It is a dull consciousness at first. It then grows in self awareness to learn movement, like the one-celled amoeba, then two-celled and more. Then self-consciousness grows into larger substances like grass and then into fruit and then into trees. Then self-consciousness grows into crawling things on the ground, then into animals with four legs, then into higher animal forms, each round of evolultion for this SELF awareness taking on more and more alertness.
Then self consciousness grows upright to stand on two legs, and all the while earth is home, born of the earth. We are that self-aware human who is now standing up, walking, talking and growing more civilized. We are looking up beyond earth, wondering what's out there, building telescopes, learning more about space and other planets, other galactic civilizations, wondering about inhabitants, about the sun, the galaxy and more. The mother flame kundalini has started expanding in us. Geniuses have come forward. Children are showing signs of knowing more than the parents. New brain cells are growing beyond earth’s former limits. The upright spine has opened in some, not in others, and the mother flame is giving birth to the pouch of life called the christ or crystal at the tailbone. The tail bone flame is heating up and burning through the veils, obstructions called chakras, and the heat is radiating a vaster intelligence as it flows up the spine. That which was called "the christ" in religious terms has been activated by certain movements, disciplines taught by teachers coming suddenly forward.
The physiology, muscles, nerves and tissues, are activated. Movement is felt throughout the body, organs. There is mystery, there is confusion, there is pain, disease, problems. We must struggle through it. The evolution from earth human to divine human is underway. It is SELF consciousness. No one can do it for us. We are the intelligence inside the shell. We are breaking free of the shell. Hysteria and fear walk hand in hand with awesome elation and excitement. The human is reaching beyond the earth. He can't help it. It is in his nature. He is intelligence walking the earth. There is a greater intelligence beyond him and he is reaching for it, drawn like a moth to a flame. Like a female to a male. The spine is an open channel from earth to sky. Out of the sides grow smaller nerves to feed the vital organs with awareness. The body is waking up. We have drunk the elixer of life and we don't know what to do with it. What do we do with the old ways? When it reaches the brain it creates headaches and dizziness and it pounds - knock, knock, knock - against the skull, building pressure. Trying to get free, to find the father. It is self-aware now. The brain is activated to more intelligence, to the need for more control over the mind. The craziness, the dizziness, the hypocondriac CAN BE controlled. My mind is clearing now. New insight is coming.
The pure crystal light pattern has been with me forever, but today for the first time I am accepting it. I am realizing it. I received instruction in the night. I asked about it as I went to sleep - I asked Yeshua how did HE find it and how and could he give me some instruction. And I got it in the night, both in printed form, words after words after words printed, and also in spoken words. I am shown the seven layers of attributes, the gifts that we parrot the words of but don't apply. These need to be applied regularly, hourly, outwardly in daily life. I saw the multi-colored spheres around me in the oval shape of the auric field and I was shown the words - will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, mind and freedom. These are to be applied in real life silently, under conscious control and managed to perfection.
The pure crystal light is unfolding in me. I already know it as a pattern for the human. It was shown to me as a tree of life, as a web of pure gold light. And it was also shown to me how a darker web of limited sight has created an artificial web over it. A darker web has grown over in front of it, around it and is feeding off it like a parasite. We are the ego, gaining in understanding as we live through circumstances and pressures. The pure gold light is still there or we wouldn't be alive. It takes care of our bodily systems and needs to breathe, eat and eliminate. The pure gold light is the same pattern in everyone. It is what we as individuals that builds character over on top of it. Infuses our unique ways into the pure gold of our life force. The pure gold is the template we all live off of without exception, but it is we who must perfect our life through conscious managing of the details. As we become more in touch with our own internal nature we follow the pure gold pattern within. We nbecome more knowledgeable, more patient, more peaceful, more gracious, more refined. We are a combination of divine and human.
The crystal pure light is the same in everyone. It is the individual who gives it character and builds into it the unique experiences which we entertain through our life on earth. We "color" our divine pure gold light with our personality. It is not wrong. It is meant to be. We are meant to become living individual masters of our lives. We have much to offer from our accumulated skills. There is no other like me or you. We alone are the creator of our perfection.
We are becoming an individual that is unique in the whole living sea of the One. You are connected to the One life through the gold and crystal pattern within. It looks like a web of gold. It is the link to the One intelligence - the only ONE intelligence in existence - out of which all life springs. This link lies within the human frame, within the human cells, the atoms and, yes, even the space between the swirling electrons of the atoms. The space is the consciousness. God consciousness means the Good consciousness. The right consciousness. The Father-Mother consciousness. Father is the abstract intelligence, and Mother is the form-building consciousness. She holds the atoms and molecules together like glue to form the solid structure of the human body, cells and tissues.
She is known as Mother Shakti, or Mother Kundalini. She resides in the ethers around the coccyx (tailbone) at the base of the spine. She feeds intelligence and life up the spine to keep the body alive. She will enlarge the dose of life if the individual will turn inward and ask for it. She is intelligent and will listen and respond. She is the divine feminine. She receives abstract intelligence from the One and gives form and life to the individual from birth through until death of the form. She will provide not only life but intelligent answers and instructions if the being will listen and follow through. If the individual will not listen or pay attention, then the flow remains the same. But if the individual will become silent and carry on a conversation with the Mother Shakti who is intelligent, she will increase the dose of life. It is the same type of relationship as a good child listening and talking with a good responsive mother.
4/19/23 - Why do we go to the heart?
Imagine being in a black room. You can’t see anything. You reach out to feel your way around. You can feel walls and objects but they are foreign to you. You continue fumbling for a long time. It is very confusing and unfamiliar. You feel scared. Finally, after some length of time and fumbling, your hands run across a button, you push it and suddenly there is light! It is a light switch! You find that you are in a beautiful room with windows that you did not see before. You see friends, familiar friends, waiting for you outside, and more friends behind them, and even more friends, as if there is a gathering of family. And you see a door which you did not see before. It is open. It was never locked to you. You just didn’t know it was there. The feelings of loss, confusion and panic that covered you and smothered you are now gone. You feel free and happy because - all because you can see. And because you can see your friends happily waiting for you, happy that you found the right switch. The secret switch in human beings is the heart.
These revelations are sent to me, I just realized, in one fell-swoop blast. I get the information all at once, in words, but not in words. It is as if I receive the information from all over everywhere at once. Like when the light turns on in a completely black room. It doesn’t require "time" to receive this information, as in one word after another after another, which we need in 3D. It takes "time" to read words, to use our senses or listen to someone speak, but when we go into the heart and look up, with patience we can turn on the light. I just realized that this morning.
4/13/23 - The holy spirit as a radiating sun in the body
In the last few days I have been led to find answers, click-click-click, that I've been searching for since 1976. It was in 1976 that I went into the light during a meditation in an OBE - out-of-body experience. When I returned to normalcy (although a new normal) I had questions. What just happened? Today I'm filled with excitement because, again, click-click-click, things are linking up like wild fire. Yesterday I found something in my journals and want to share it (Click HERE). This was a channeling from the Master DK. I had forgotten about it and revisiting it was mind-blowing. I see with new eyes. I'm linking in better to it. Each of us is on our own unique one-of-a-kind spiritual journey to higher understanding. We are evolving our understanding. It's a new age and the new age is dawning fast. It is an age of sharing, revealing and telling each other what is going on in our lives. Hearing other people's stories helps us. They remind us that we are all connected. They fill in gaps in our understanding. We are linking up. Even though we are each different and our paths take different routes up the mountain (and through rocky places) still, we are on the same journey to the same destination. We are part of one vast elegant superior mind that holds the suns, planets and people in orbit around the sun - plus we are human too. We are meant to know this about ourselves. There is a sun within us trying to shine.
The process of kundalini awakening is the process of the sun trying to shine outward into manifestation from inside us. The holy spirit is awakening in the human body, and it is causing a lot of havoc and confusion. We don't understand what is happening. It has ALWAYS been here. It has ALWAYS been operating. We just weren't evolved enough to see it, as a race of humans evolving. We didn't realize that puberty and the sexual arousal had anything to do with the holy spirit trying to shine. We didn't know the word "kundalini". But today we are learning about it. There is research going on behind the scenes which we don't know about. There are lights in the sky, aurora borealis and star ships and other unknowns - radiations from beyond us. There is a cosmic story unfolding and we're starting to become aware of it. Suddenly it is breaking free of the closet in which it has been hiding. Suddenly there are headlines. And there are people talking about it. There are books being written. Youtubes being aired. Scholars writing about it.
And here's the thing: Behind every young person's puberty, around age 10, 12 or so, the kundalini stirs. It is also known as the holy spirit. It stirs and sends radiations up the spine to adjust and prepare the body - making it tender for love - because what is to come is loving beyond measure. It is time for the body to quicken for love. The fruit has ripened. This body has grown and is ready to bring forth the first glimmerings of the holy life that is held within. That gave it life to begin with. Can you remember back to that day of puberty? When the feelings started? There was a warmth, a loving goodness that needed to be expressed, shared, allowed to grow. Perhaps there was abuse or something worse. But we, humanity, did not know. There was ignorance. It was insinuated that it was bad, evil, and to stifle it, put it back down, ignore it. We became divided then.
Meanwhile the sages of the East were developing their enlightenment techniques, following ancient texts. Today they have spread those techniques around the world and have drawn millions into practicing yoga, meditation and inner spiritual studies. The planet is moving slowly but surely out of the dark ages. We as a race are evolving consciously from animal man to God man, turning animal grunts to refined noises of song, love and reverence. The awakening of kundalini brings betterment, sophistication, intelligence, beauty and truth. There is a higher power now moving through our lives. It is active, for good or for bad because there are misalignments and misconceptions that need clearing. Detox is a purging. Shortly after my dramatic awakening of kundalini in 1976 and my journey into the light, I was led in a higher way. I felt it. I found the Gopi Krishna interview tapes which preceded his books. Gopi Krishna had a similar awakening experience prior to me, but it was a bad one. He had a terrible time adjusting to the pure God-like energy. He had not prepared for it. I had been better prepared without realizing.
Gopi Krishna was so haunted by his years-long trauma with kundalini, that he began a study of the ancient texts and pushed for scientific research. In the 1970's John White published a book of many sources, writings of many teachers, gurus and scholars on the subject of kundalini awakening. He was not the author but the editor. Gopi Krishna comes out on top, remaining the scholarly leader of the pack by bringing the mysterious subject into modern terms. It is natural, he says. We must understand how it functions biologically. It is this other-worldly radiation that begins quickening in every child around the age of 10 or 11 at puberty. It is the breaking free of the light within, the love within. The consciousness of the child is getting ready to expand and reach the brain. It first awakens the body, then the brain and delivers new insight and information about who he/she is, and what he is capable of, his destined place among the stars, enlightened. But he is told to bury it. Hide it. It is sex and it is sinful.
Yet the sun still shines within. The mystery is still unexplored and unexplained. Our bodies are still in confusion, our minds unsure which way to go. All the while there is a sun shining and breaking up the false ideas that have led us wrong, down negative paths into bad ways that hurt us. The sun that is shining is trying to reach out and connect with others, to share the stories so we can bring love, joy and freedom back to the planet. The plan is to become a radiating planet of happiness, peace among all the people, with intelligent, benevolent leaders. The shining comes and goes and comes back again. We haven't been paying attention. We haven't gotten the message yet - that we are a people of light, not darkness. It is the plan that we evolve OURSELVES. We don't have a savior. We are the one who saves our bodies from wrack and ruin, by operating together, peacefully, harmoniously, sharing as a team.
And the wonderful, beautiful human bodies of my friends and peers whom I have held and loved and stroked all through my adult life, were the ones that kept me grounded, sane, happy and moving forward with my own plan. So I am here today to talk about the kundalini and tell my story. Many stories. Others had to go through horror stories because they didn't have the insight that I had been given - to follow my instincts, my heart, my feelings of goodness that arose naturally from within. Follow your GOOD feelings. The feelings of rightness. It is the love within the human body that is trying to be born. Not to save others, but to save ourself. We are the first one to save, our own body. Be selfish about loving your own body. Make sure you are the first one to take care of. Then you can reach out and care for others. Be kind. Be aware. Love is the guiding light. Love is what we must follow in everything we touch, hold and do. Love is not what we used to think. Love is not personal. It can't be closed down and locked inside a narrow box. It can't be fixed like that. The love in us has to expand to others or it becomes warped. Love has to be opened up INSIDE the marriage or the marriage will fail. Truth, freedom, balance of power, openness, respect for individuality, of kindness, sharing experiences, sensitivity, and all the rest of the good qualities also need to be present inside the relationship or it won't work.
Love is much bigger than the words "I love you." Love is kind and highly aware of right and wrong. It keeps the peace and the precision of things moving orderly through life. There is a balance to all things. It keeps the universe running smoothly and our personal lives as human beings can also be run smoothly. Tuning into the sun within - the love within - is the answer to whatever might be hindering or blocking us from moving on. It is the bigger part of our humanness. Its the OLD thoughts and restrictions that cause the problems. Sharing stories openly can help. That's why I'm posting articles about kundalini here. One of the more beautiful ones, was channeled by Master DK and can be read HERE, in my new "Kundalini Blog".
4/11/23 - Your tailbone holds the key to your identity
The sacrum and coccyx at the bottom of the spinal column in the pelvic region is the geometric center of the human body. This is an ancient occult secret that has never been brought forth in a public platform until recently. Suddenly, over the last six months youtubes by different individuals have appeared, pointing in the direction of this most wondrous secret. The key word is kundalini, also known as the holy spirit. Watch for more articles about kundalini but take care. This is a subject that deserves discretion and inner wisdom. The holy spirit is breaking through the dark web that covers the human soul, so there are obscurities that will arise. Be careful and follow the sweetness of your breath, not the sour notes that hurt and damage. I have been witness to the magnificence and brilliance of what is to come. I will tell more as the days go on. There is a crystal sphere surrounding the coccyx and sacrum ("sacred bone") that is uncontaminated by human life, feelings and thought. It is pure beyond imagination. It is this sphere that holds the keynote of who you are. It is the purity that is seeping forth into the lives of people in strange and mysterious ways. It brings miracles. Trust it and allow it. It brings with it a breath of innocence, love beyond measure, gentleness, calmness and peace that is undiluted by what has gone before. Allow this purity to breathe through you. It is your own cosmic identity coming forth. If it feels good, it IS good! Allow it freedom to breathe through you. Take a moment to feel it. Focus your love in that area of your body, knowing it is the heart of you. The geometric heart of your body.
4/8/23 - Your spinal column holds love
4/8/23 - Your spinal column holds love
The following is a direct quote from the Maha Chohan, delivered through the channel Geraldine Innocente on 3/20/60, and published through the Ascended Master Teaching Foundation (AMTF). It is a wonderful, clear explanation of how important the human spinal column is. The Maha Chohan is the GRAND chohan. Chohan means master, chief, leader, lord or guide. In other words, friend who assists those coming up behind him on the ladder of ascension or consciousness evolution.
"The spinal column is the central pole of the body around which the various organisms and electrons spin. It is like unto the axis of the physical earth held in place by Polaris and Magnus. Within this spinal column is the magnetic core of love that holds the physical vehicle itself in manifest expression. Within the spinal column is the cosmic keynote for each lifestream. The tone and the natural harmony of the vehicle are constantly flowing through the nervous system from the spinal column; and that harmony is the sustaining power of the outer self of each such chela [student].
"When harmony in the physical form is temporarily broken through strain and tension, it may be acquired again if the chela will lie quietly upon his bed with a low headrest (or none) and visualize his spinal column as the "pole." Then, in relaxation, let the light from the spinal column go through the nervous system and the entire physical vehicle carrying the light into every cell and atom of his being. If this can be done for 15 minutes daily, the chela breathing deeply and rhythmically, holding the thought and feel of LIGHT, he can again adjust his physical body and arise refreshed and relaxed."
4/7/23 - Inspiration and ascension
Energies have been swirling very fast the last few weeks, and picking up more and more speed. I tend to think it is planetary because I know we are in the middle of a planetary shift to higher consciousness, but this is personal. I want to share today what I have learned about GROUNDING the light. The light waves that are coming in are sweeping like a little old lady with a big broom, sweeping up the old dusty energies that have settled down into our carpets and furniture, and it’s causing a great deal of dust The dust is swirling and I was experiencing dizziness to the extreme, I couldn’t think.
Then the Master Djwahl Kuhl stepped in. What he told me I should have known but didn’t. He tells me again and this is something very important to remember and to pass on to others. Whenever I have an inspiration that thrills me and lifts my excitement up so much that it fills me with elation and quickness, then I better use it RIGHT AWAY. I must get rid of it or my brain will be filled with vital force and it will scatter and shatter my brain cells. It is no different than when a balloon is filled up with helium. It causes the balloon to fly away. The brain cells lose contact with their normal abode. The light fills in the spaces and moves them apart. There is too much light coming into the body’s cells and tissues.
This is good on one hand, but bad on the other. I have vitality and excitement filling me but my head is not cooperating. And when the brain is not performing its normal function of maintaining control, I am useless. DK says “share the light”. Tell someone, incorporate it into your practical life. Find a way to use the knowledge that is exciting you. It is a passion for life. Use it for life-giving purposes. Something beneficial, benevolent, to help your neighbors, family, friends, community. If nothing else, get up and do some gardening, or a project that needs muscle and labor. Use the light, the vitality, the excitement and passion until you run out of gas. Otherwise you will be like the helium balloon and rise upward, lift off the ground and float away. Your spirit is drawn to its father light on higher consciousness dimensions unless it is used right here on earth.
What I discovered was, when I lay down to rest to let it pass was NOT good. It caused me bad feelings, as if death were waiting to take me. This is a very subtle point that might be overlooked. And it is this. The spirit wants to return to its father. It is a powerful draw to leave the body when the mission is done. It wants to go home. However, if there is more work to be done, the spirit can be drawn back into action and WILL revitalize the body again if it is determined by the individual to do so. It takes will power and desire to overcome the feeling to “lie down and rest”. The light is the light of spirit, and the light of spirit tends to want to go home where it is welcomed by the father-parent. But this CAN be overcome, according to DK. He spent many years teaching these methods to his students. He has been showing me how to do it.
Many people have not had the benefit of the Ascended Masters’ teacings about death and dying. So when death comes knocking and the swooning starts, most people give in to it. But there is another way. It is important that I pass this information on to the world via my writings. It is how I contribute. Ascension symptoms can be alarmingly tempting to give up and give in, but you don’t have to if you know more about the higher consciousoness that is lifting you to higher realms. You CAN take the body up with you. This is the embodiment stage of ascension. Bring the light down into the body by sharing the knowledge that you have. In any way that feels right to you.
If the physical body - the tissues, muscles, organs, lungs, heart - if they cannot keep up with the higher light that is sweeping through the earth in cycles and waves (and it does cycle, it’s cyclical) the body wants to swoon. It is so tempted to lie down and rest. But when I lay down to rest I started feeling the old sick feeling again. I don’t like that feeling. It feels really bad. I used to blame someone else for the sick feeling, but it’s my own flagging, lagging energies that are causing it. They are failing to keep up with the light. There are methods. I have been using ancient Tao methods for a long while. These are helpful. There are many other ways that can be shared. Share the knowledge. That is what I am doinng. A light worker is one who shares the knowledge. Light is refreshing new knowledge. It fills in the gaps of empty unknowns. Bad feelings like “I’m going to die”, the death and dying feeling, also come in cycles. They can be filled in with new knowledge. So I have learned NOT to lie down when I am swooning, but to get up and move. Do something physical.
It is important that you get this. This has never been written about before. I haven’t seen it in any of the ascension articles. So what do I do? DK tells me to get active. Do something to use the light up. Use it. Distribute it. Share it. Tell the people in some way. Figure out a practical way to contribute. You are a lightworker. You are here to contribute light to the world, a lighter way of living IN the world. It is a more loving realm that we are moving into. Find a more beautiful, refined way to do something positive and constructive. Do not fall back down into the old ways of grunt work. Do not let yourself float away either. Find the balance between the two ways. Ground the balanced way into the earth. Give balance to the earth to lighten the earth and the people. If you are an artist, paint! If you are a construction worker, construct. If you are a gardener, weed and plant. If you are a writer, write. I am a writer. I WAS a massage therapist at one time but I had to stop doing that because male energies kept dragging me down into sexual areas, by sheer magnetism, and I didn’t want to go there so I resigned massage therapy.
So now writing is my way of contributing. I write about what I am experiencing and there are many. Too many to get them all into written words. But everyone is different. Everyone must find their own way of becoming a light USER. USE the light, which is information. Use it in a way that benefits the world around you. Radiate the knowledge that is coming through you.
My dizziness and swirling energies have mostly gone away. Not entirely but mostly. The main cause was too much light and I couldn’t use it fast enough. I began recognizing it slowly. Whenever I sit down at the computer and send a newsletter or post an article by DK or a channeling from the Presence, or communicate with someone or swap a massage with someone, I feel more alert, vital and alive, filled with renewed energy. I became more aware as time went on that THIS was the answer to renewing myself. It is vital that we stay active, but only doing that which brings us a feeling of goodness. Not to waste time doing mundane, dull stuff. It just drains our vitality away. Feeling good with yourself is the most crucial part of living. It keeps you sane, clear-headed, not dizzy as I was starting to feel. I couldn’t believe it. I began to notice the difference, whereas when I went through a day doing ordinary mundane things that didn't elevate me in spirit-led fashion, I felt dull, empty, and the sickish feeling would come to remind me, "this is not right". It would hover over me nearby until I found something exciting to do.
The earth is going through an ascension shift. We need to get onboard with it and go WITH the ascending flow, the exciting flow, not hold ourselves against it. Quantum field energies are sweeping the planet bringing us closer to zero energy, balance energy. Most people are not aware of this. I am writing about something from a more advanced understanding. I’m sorry but I must speak of these things. I know them. They must be shared. They are pure light, pure knowledge, pure love, pure order and harmony. It is how the planets stay on course and how the sun rises every day and sets at night. We are rising to join the galactic knowledge but currently it is beyond what most of the population has been prepared for. But we can work with it. We can handle it. We can open our minds and relax inward for 15 minutes and reconnect with the light that is flowing through us. It WILL sustain the body if we do that periodically. .
For the benefit of those reading this, the solution to swirling energies that are causing turmoil, whether light-headedness or depression and moroseness, the solution is not a mental solution, but a practical body solution. Do something active that takes physical energy movement. When I tried to ground my bad feelings with mental techniques, as in meditation, it wasn’t working. Slowly, gradually, I became dissatisfied with meditation. Meditation is rapidly going away for the new-age light worker. It was used to bring us into the modern age, but now it is giving way to practical work – the work of grounding and growing roots into the mainstream community. Help the world change through practical applications. Most important is sharing stories openly. Stop hoarding and being secretive. Open the heart and mind and become sincere, become authentic, become real. Share who you are and what you know. You know things that others don’t know.
The new world system we are moving into is a fairer system, it is more tender, more considerate, more loving, more wholesome, more natural, more organic, more emotional and of a feeling nature, more supportive, more connected to the whole human race without judging those who are different. There is more vitality felt when this approach is taken. It is simplistically alive. It is not a mental method. It is a heart and gut method. We are here to use our hearts and guts. When you want to know more, when the solution evades you and you’re just not getting it and you’re up against a blank wall, it’s because you’re up there in your brain. Old thoughts run through the brain. The brain is not the mind. The mind covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. It is your consciousness.
The solution will not come from the brain, it will come from your consciousness that covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. It’s a physical solution that will give you an answer and dissolve the blank wall that you’ve run into. It is a whole-consciousness solution that is needed. Plant some of YOUR seeds, YOUR knowledge out there in the world, but do it humbly, with humility, with compassion. Figure out how to do that in a way that causes you to feel good about yourself. Find the passion in you. Your passion is the thread that will start your motor running again. You will be amazed. I was. As you share some of who you are, your inner talents, your innate skills, you will feel it. It will feel good. Follow your feelings. Cast your seeds out around you in your own special way. Become a new kind of Johnny Appleseed on a practical level. Don’t let it smoulder up there in the higher mind without some balancing ground work. Build channels into the soil. It can’t help you
“up there”. Or me. Tell ME what you know!
3/26/23 - Stirring the pot of energies that surround you
I had extreme dizziness when I entered the kitchen this morning. After reading an article about divine love and what that really reams, it confirmed what's going on with me. I wasn't sure. I am all alone in my transformation but this article hit home and validated what was happening for me.
See, I have been connecting with the sun for the past years. Connecting with the sun is connecting with light. Light means information. So when I connect with the sun I am downloading cosmic information into my body. However, I live with a man who doesn't know anything about this, so I am alone in handling it my way. If I were to tell him my uncomfortable feelings he would insist I go to the hospital where they would insist on giving me "something" that I don't want to take. I'm working on aligning my seven layers of consciousness. They are not in alignment. Drugs would cause worse misalignment.
So anyway, the article confirmed for me what was happening. I immediately started to REAFFIRM what I was doing and within 5 minutes my dizziness cleared up. It was my belief that was not strong enough. I had doubts. This is inner work. Inner work is sacred. It is totally private. I can't tell anyone what I am doing within myself because then they would express THEIR doubts, and they would influence my confidence in what I am doing on a supremely subjective level. Because we are all ONE. You are connected to me and I am connect to you but I don't want to hear what you are going through, because it is YOUR journey. It is YOUR sacred inner work that you are trying to develop into fuller awareness.
I have started a new mantra of bringing the light down from the sun. It uses visualization. I can share this part because it is generalized. The reader may be at the right place in consciousness to be able to read between the lines and interpret for him/herself, tap into it, pick up on it and carry it further. This is partially channeled information from the sun. There is a cosmic order in the universe and humanity is on a cusp, a threshold of learning something new. So new that it can easily be rejected as fantasy. But it is not a fantasy. It is a step into another dimension. and it is done with conscious awareness. Where you put your focus and STAY with your focus concentrated there for a period of time, even for one minute is a long time to hold focus on a new dimensional level that you've never held focus on before. (Only in flashes.)
Consciousness is our intelligent spirit. It is our individuality. We are each different from our neighbors. We have evolved on our own individual path to where we are today. What we are conscious of, we influence our bodies and minds with. Needless to say, don't focus on anything negative! When I focus on the sun I visualize the brilliant, dazzling sun at zenith in the sky overhead and hold that visualization in my mind's eye for a small period of time. The new higher light comes down through the crown of the head and into the brain. The part of the visual that is above the head is abstract, not yet in form. But when you hold the visual of the dazzling light there above the crown, as if it is sitting on top of the crown, even for the span of 60 seconds, you are inviting the light to enter down into the brain. When the light enters into the brain, it starts to move through the physical body. The longer you can hold that light on top of the head, the longer time it has to seep downward, coalesce or condense downward into the physical matter of the body and brain. The brain is an important part of the physical body structure. From the brain the light impulses descend further down through the nerves and other mechanisms of the human body. Everything is involved, blood, circulation, hormones, everything. But it starts with YOU, the resident intelligence, holding consciousness on the dazzling light of the sun above your head.
As for me, I had this information years ago, but no one to verify it for me from the human physical realm. I've been working with this information alone, except for my invisible guides. Guides come from higher dimensions. They are always available when you ask for it, or when you start using and believe in the light coming down from the greater expanses. The sun is a distributor of the light from source. It is how we all grow here on earth, from mineral, plant, animal to human. We look to the light for our life, for happiness, for knowledge and understanding. All suns are distributors of light from source. And even we humans have a sun growing in our hearts of SELF consciousness. We too are growing into suns. The process works through self consciousness. When you are conscious of the light and believe in the light coming down from higher realms, then it DOES come down into the brain. It becomes part of the body's physical structure and physical consciousness and mental understanding. Then it gets distributed through the nervous system, blood, hormones, all the other systems into the lower, heavier, denser regions of the body, down into the feet and the denser earth below our feet. We literally bring the light down into the earth and we help the earth and other bodies and forms that we live with during our daily incarnation. So I consciously bring the visualization of the sun down into my body through my belief system coupled with my concentration. It comes down through the crown of my head, down through my brain, and down into my body. But it does alter things in the body. It changes the body and we have to learn how to manage these changes. It speeds things up. The atomic structure speeds up.
So there is a second step. The second stop is to visualize the space between the atoms and electrons of my physical body. I am altering my physical body by bringing the information from the sun down into the SPACE BETWEEN THE ATOMS AND ELECTRONS of my physicality. Because I am the intelligence that lives in that space between the atoms and electrons. I am part of the cosmic order and intelligence. I am the harmony. I am the awareness of my physical form. I've been trapped here, thinking this form is all there is, but now I am awaking to the fact that I am the intelligent spirit behind this form. And I am bringing more light (more information) from source into my physical brain cells and body cells. The fact that the terrible dizziness started to go away when I did that this morning, was further evidence that it works. I have to align my inner space with the light. My physical body has become old and deteriorated. It was created out of finite material. I now am reconstructing it, realigning it with the light from source. I am the one doing this. I am doing this with my consciousness and my physical body starts straightening out for me. This is new information and new validlation. I am in the process of transforming my old body into a new light body. This takes time. It is a meshing process. You can't just snap your fingers and have it done instantly. You have to believe in this process.
Things are fast changing. I was not privy to this before. This is the time of revealing hidden information formerly known as occult, which merely means "hidden". It is not a secret. It was never a secret. It just was not understood and therefore not accepted by the mass population. Now there is an acceptance of formerly hidden knowledge. I am hearing about it. I am reading about it. I am having my own visions and downloads about it. I am integrating my physical body with this new knowledge. This body of light information. I am believing it. As I do, my dizziness and spaciness clears but I have to keep doing it. Dizziness or sick feelings are caused by misalignments. The body was built on old intel. Intel is changing. I am therefore changing. I must keep up with the changes in alignment. It is now a way of life for me. I am bringing the light of my new knowledge down into the concrete matter of my body. I am manifestation a new body. I am allowing the light to influence my old deteriorating physical body. The light is weaving back and forth a new network into my old network. It is meshing new and old together. It is blending what was and what is now coming in - newer understandings. It is like blending new spices to an old soup that has grown old and tasteless. It improves the flavor. It brings "oomph" to the taste. It adds spice, pleasure and enjoyment to the body's senses. It brings excitement. It brings enthusiastic responses of laughter and fun. It brings bliss sometimes, joy other times, rapture other times, creative projects other times. Upgrading the body physical is a work in process. We don't know where it will end up, but we are promised that it will end up happy for us.
It is a process of alignment. There are energies in us that we did not know were there. We just didn't know. And they are still there. By visualizing dazzling sunlight entering into the brain from above the head, new information comes in, too. It brings alignment. Spend time alone, quietly, visualzing a sun at the crown of your head. Visualize your brain and body as a root system in the earth. The sun is pouring down now into this tree of light and resurrecting the cells of the body. It is a newer, spacious understanding entering into the blood stream of my former finite body, built with clumsy understanding. The transformation takes place in the space BETWEEN the atoms and electrons and feeds into the physical nervous system. Say, "I AM the consciousness of this body and I dedicate this body to the higher will that I AM."
My consciousness is widening. I am allowing myself to accept this as fact. I am exerpeincing the ascension process. Ascension means lightening the heaviness of the former condition. I feel like a bird taking to the air. Perhaps not literally, but consciously feeling airy and light-hearted, joyful even. Peaceful. Contented. There is open sky ahead. There are possibilities and I am heading into it. I am no longer confined to former beliefs. At the same time I am merging my former beliefs with contentment, with peace and with love. Just as lovers do when they unite and hold each other and continue to hold their love together. So do I unite and merge with my former self. In that way I expand my former self and alleviate the misalignments of dizziness, feeling out of sorts, off kilter and feeling poorly, not well, as if there is something wrong. Those feelings disappear as I breathe the light from the sun into my brain and body, visualizing that I am stepping into the space between the atoms and electrons of my physicality.
Readers may not have the years of training I’ve had but you can create your own phrases from words that make you smile and say AhHA! Use your own words to create a mantra, a repetitive phrase that you say out loud, 10 or 15 times at a sitting. The sound of the words will ‘ping’ and ‘resonate’ on your physical body cells and ‘shake’ them up, loosen them from their rusty old hinges. It's like shaking loose an old stuck door after years of no change, no action. Break them loose with words of encouragement.
3/23/23 - About the dark intelligences, who are they?
(From a journal 7/10/20, I just found this today, and decided to share it.)
Just as light forces have infiltrated every field of endeavor of this dark-infested planet, so have light souls infiltrated the sex field to bring healthy loving change to the human race who, unknowingly, have been led into a distorted program to be slaves to the elite cabalists who are human in appearance but are run by dark ET intelligence forces. How did this happen you ask? [I was channeling but didn't recognize it at the time.] The dark ETs are intelligences, not physical. They can manipulate physicals to do their bidding. It’s fun and games for them. They are the dark gods of the universe (little g) and the light gods of the universe (little g) are fighting for the freedom of the immature races who don’t know any better, using the big God’s laws of harmony, abundance, freedom, love and good will. The dark gods are the fallen angels spoken of in the scriptures. The light gods are the ascendeds and beings from far regions of space. We term them “galactics” who are also not physical, being high intelligences. There are many levels of physicality, many different forms in the universe. Physicality is a descending of vibration, a cohesion of closer-knitted atoms. Similar vibrating atoms are attracted to each other and gather into groups. Higher intelligences direct them with a mental blueprint, as such. The formation of physical organisms is divinely directed. It is a science built on divine understanding of cosmic laws of cohesion through attunement. It is done in harmony, through peaceful, natural attunement. There are countless levels of physicality. The light is intelligence coupled with balance between all the powers, and the greatest of these is love. The light intelligences is chasing down the dark intelligences because dark intel has rejected love and God’s laws requiring balance.
The dark intelligences use and abuse the immature physicals who don’t know any better. Earth is such an immature world. It was originally a garden of great beauty and refinement. It was etheric in the beginning but it was invaded by dark intelligence forces, without love or empathy. A long complex history evolved that requires much background information to understand what happened. The bottom line is God the Father-mother gives everyone a chance to redeem itself. We, the light intelligences, are infiltrated into the dark-infested planets by being born among them. Light souls are being born into dark cabal families on Earth. The light forces are you and me who are drawn to love mankind and womankind. We care for each other. We do not have an inclination to hurt people or torture or manipulate or kill people. We are among those who are being born here to cultivate and grow the human race, the human bodies, the human garden of paradise from within the physical environment.
The dark intelligences are aware that we are here and they attack whenever they can. Most of us are of higher vibration and cannot be damaged, unless we let our vibrations fall down into lower realities. Then we can be hurt. The dark intelligences are aware but they have been unable to stop the infiltration of light souls because the light souls are protected and surrounded by higher light forces. We are therefore more powerful than the dark-infested humans who have not yet learned how to align with the light. Instructions must be accepted. Instructions on the light are available, but they are not seen until a soul is ready to receive. Then such souls are drawn to discover light instructions, often called metaphysical instructions or mystery school instructions. The light is unified. All the powers of the universe are unified in orderly fashion. That is the nutshell of how to do it: use love and harmony.
Intelligence is everywhere. Intelligence is Father God. Love is Mother God. Intelligence can reject love and does. That makes it inferior to the light forces, except that free will is given to ALL life, which allows dark to exist. It is a choice to align with dark and negative forces such as greed and selfishness which does not have empathy for other life forms. Light has love and the dark does not. That makes the dark a cutting edge intelligence who can go against the laws of God but only to a certain extent. Like a rebellious teenager can join a gang of thieves and do violence, rape and murder until the system steps in and ends it. So does the greater cosmic law have greater forces on its side and is more powerful, love being the greatest power because it is the element that binds all life together. Love is the Mother force.
Love heals by not interfering but by giving free will choice to everyone. When it is time for a dark soul to return to Mother Father God, it is forgiven and embraced. The only punishment is the dark soul’s own facing of its own deeds, for it is responsible for everything it has ever done. Life is a playing out of free will and also a responsibility to own every act, thought and feeling it sent out. That is the great learning. Each spirit spark has free will to choose what it wants to do next, but the realization that it must pay for everything it does, has not dawned upon it yet. It must learn this through trial and error. It feels free to play out its fun life the way it wants to, but it is responsible for the damage it causes others. Whatever impact it has on others will return to him so he too experiences what he caused others. Good comes back as good, negative comes back as negative. Whatever his actions, thoughts and feelings caused to others returns back to the sender, and often many times over because on its return journey it picks up similar energies to build a greater mass. So when the backlash comes it often has a more powerful kick than the original act done, seemingly, in fun. The dark is on its way to realizing that.
The dark is dark because it rejects that concept. It does not believe it so it is limited in how far it can evolve. But it can cause mayhem in the lower stages of life and basically it can infest and takeover whole worlds which is what happened to Earth. That is why the light forces, the Galactic Federation and other federations of light, are here, to countermand the dark intelligences. The light must stay within the boundaries of cosmic law – the Star Trek’s Prime Directive – so it must work within certain parameters. The goal is to get rid of the dark-infested intelligences that have held humanity in lock-down to physical, without allowing the soul to gain access to love, light, truth, other dimensional powers, which humanity does have, but under programmed manipulation humanity does not know the powers it has locked up within its own muscles, tissues, blood and bones as a species.
Humanity is an amazing species but it has been held back. The light forces are here to help humanity get back on course of growing its amazing properties WITHIN each body into full-bloom physical expression, to bring about an actual garden of love, light, joy, pleasure and freedom of expression and creation. Today we TALK noble words like justice, truth, peace, love, freedom, wisdom, faith, purity, will, enlightenment, but we do not live them. When the dark intelligences who have been ruling the planet are removed, these qualities will no longer need to be spoken and written in poetry and scripture for they will be lived daily, hourly, moment by moment. The original garden of paradise will return as all who are different on the outside - skin color, language, culture and history – are honored, elevated, appreciated and held in high esteem. Where there will be no more a higher or lower people, or a better or worse people, or a left-leaning or right-leaning people. There will be freedom of expression to be WHO YOU ARE. There is acceptance by all, because all are recognized as a child of the Light and Love within. They have all chosen to live in alignment with that which is in their own heart and soul, which makes them equal to all life no matter WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE OR ACT LIKE!
3/22/23 - There is a science of love
There is a science of love. It comes down from above and enters into the human body but it follows pathways that are not linear or physical. Love involves higher qualities and higher values. Principles, not mental thoughts, but mental thought activates the principles. If held long enough in the consciousness love is invited through higher thought, words, actions and intentions. Love flows along with the use of kindness, givingness, affectionate touch along with a moral and ethical foundation. Love can be enduced by the use of colors, prayers and visualizations, not in a mechanical way, but in a spontaneous way. It must come from intentional will power and choice. A person begins to open to love by turning thoughts in an upward direction, consciously. Because mankind has been brought low and blocked off by negative thinking, erroneous actions and beliefs which have colored him dark, it has shut down the flow of love. Our culture today is mechanical with finite laws and strict rules and punishment which diminish the flow of love - the flow of life itself which keeps us healthy and young. No wonder we grow old, diseased and die!
We must learn how to draw on love from within and cultivate it as we would a garden of vegetables, fruit or flowers. Life is constantly flowing as a river of life into the body but the body is constantly shutting it down because of the rules. We are obliged to follow rules. Society demands we follow the rules but there is a way to break through the ceiling and become liberated.
Love is flowing IN but not out. We are blocking it. We need to find ways to let it flow OUT. We need to find ways to break the blocks that hold us back from feeling love and freedom because they are flowing in. Love and life are constantly flowing into us as a river of life. Tantra teaches this. Currently, we are in a state of need. We must find ways to live this spontaneous love and light OUT into our daily affairs. Most people have experienced those unguarded moments when the heart opened and love flowed along with tears. We don’t reveal this love because it is too intimate, too private, too vulnerable, too sensitive, too tender, too innocent. And feeling like a child that needs protecting, we move to stop it. We think we are defending ourself from the cruelties of the outer world, but we are holding back the very love that will transform our life. We must find ways to release this love to others who will reciprocate in kind and build on it. Others are hungry to receive love. We need to start somewhere, and that somewhere is with people who resonate with these words.
3/19/23 - The Mother Light in the tailbone
Your mother is in the earth, your mother light. Mother is in the earth, father is in the sky. Our brain waves take us into multiple dimensions where we think we are out of body, but we are still in the body, just on higher frequencies. There is another reality in these higher dimensions but it is all taking place “here and now”. There is no “other” place. Higher dimensions are not “in the sky” but we who are rooted in the physical dimension, because we inhabit a body with 5 senses, live in duality where there is space between physical bodies. The etheric body is in a different reality. It is the akashic, where all records and memories are kept of your past lives, the good, the bad and the holy. Although the holy returns to the Holy, leaving the duality experiences in your etheric body, or etheric double which surrounds you and which keeps seeping through into your life because you have to resolve them, you use your innate wisdom to teach you and take you through the dissolution of the unpleasant in you.
The emotional body is another reality. You work with your feelings, sensations, good and bad, and you play with others also working and playing in emotions and feelings. The mental body the same. It is another reality world, a world of thought which contains low thoughts on the lower levels, higher thoughts on the higher levels and exquisite thoughts on the exquisite upper levels that take us into the mystical and sublime, which is the light body known as the Christ body. Bring father light and mother light together in the heart. Sex keeps them apart. Sex siphons the mother light off to feel good and have orgasms. Your consciousness is the key to bringing father light and mother light together in the heart. Conscious breathwork as I am doing now is bringing the mother light up to the heart. Today I had a most wonderful experience feeling that. Unconscious breathing is barely keeping the body alive, but conscious breathing exercises quickens your mother light and awakens her, brings her up into the body. She is the divine mother of you that is embedded in the earth. She is part of the dullness and sleepiness of mother Gaia. Quicken her, wake her up through your own breathing technique and through your OWN mother light, and Gaia wakes up too. As you do this, you remove some of the heaviness that has kept the planet in low vibrations. (Partial of DK's online book, see 7/23/19)
3/16/23 - The desire to give - stop trying
I’ve met some amazingly loving people recently who are frustrated because they want to give so badly so deeply that their hearts are on the verge of breaking because it all seems so futile, lost. They are trying to figure it out. But it can’t be figured out from the level of mind. It has to be a surrender to the higher self. I have been tracking the divine feminine for this reason. It is taking me to a higher level, yet I am still on the lower level too. I have learned that we must merge divine love with the human level. The human level is the result of worldly programming but the divine level is within us too. It’s within our consciousness. My path in this life has taken me deeper into this divine level than any life prior, and I've had quite a few prior lives. I am now breaking new ground and having entirely new experiences which I've never had before. This is a new experience for me - to let go of my dreams of helping people. There is a higher level to love, it can’t be figured out by the ego, by mental effort. One must give up trying to figure it out and stop projecting the need to help outward. Only by stop wanting and trying, yearning for what you don't have, can you stop the hurt, the pain of heartbreak and struggle. This is a next-step teaching for humanity. Give up the struggle for what you don't have. Surrender to the love and peace within. It is there on a higher level.
Recently I had communication with my higher self in which my thoughts were directed to the warmth and goodness of love. I was told the word "Feminine" and I felt the echoes and essence of women down through the ages since the beginning. I felt the essence of women, not their outer human shells which struggled through life, but the soft resilient intelligent tender femininity at the heart of each woman or girl child who ever lived. Warm femininity swirled around me. I touched it as I would touch a raw warm human organ with my fingers, liquid and pulsing with life. I felt its soul enter me. I felt feminine and sensual. I felt the love and joy and nurturing that each of these women brought to the planet, whether they were fulfilled or died in pain. It didn't matter because they brought with them a living potential of love that they left here as a gift to the earth, and it's still here.
I said to myself softly, "Love." I felt love and femininity as one, including the feminine side of men. Love is reconnecting to the soul. It's the inner warmth that is accomplished by turning within to stoke the fires of one's own hearth (heart). After having thrust outward in competition and aggression and driven by ambition, love as good intention is the returning home. Love begins at home for oneself. The turning within to the heart is the female in us who wants to nest and wrap ourselves in a warm and cozy cocoon, in a sense of completion and a work well done and completed. Love is the one gift that we can give to ourselves that does not require anyone else. It is the hour of meditation and prayer in solitude, inward directed devotion and praise for the highest in us. We can feel love even if we are alone, homeless and stricken with cancer. Love is a choice to return to the heart to elevate our very own self, our higher self, to appreciate ourself and say, "I love you." There is a strange and wonderful power that comes forth at this time that soothes and calms the outer storm. It goes beyond logic. Loving oneself does not deny the world, the death, sickness, poverty and emotional pain. Rather it fulfills them. It includes them and puts them all to rest within the heart. Comforting it to completion. There is no exception. There is nothing bad enough that can't be loved and put to rest in the human heart. Love is unconditional.
This was my vision not too long ago. I am hearing a song by Nicholas John, one of my favorites: "Oh, my darlings! You were never out of place! You belong to eternity. What you are is amazing grace!” CLICK HERE TO LISTEN. You are here in this body enclosed in a cocoon, a little child protected against the powers that are locked within you, until the day you break the seal of your heart. When that day comes it will bring this power forward into your conscious mind to be worked with. This power is a consciousness expansion. You are not being given this power to save anyone else but to work this realization into your own life. You must empower yourself first. If you try to give to others before you are ready it will only bring frustration to you and to those others. You must come to empower yourself first by turning your outer consciousness inward and strengthening your heart center before attempting to help others.
It is an egotistical effort, a small and petty effort that is self-serving, to try to help others before you have grown yourself to full strength, maturity and wisdom. Turn around and go back in/within where there is refinement, grace, peace and comfort and build into that inner peace and knowledge so that you will grow strong and begin to overflow it outward to others. This is the new 5D teaching. We must learn it intellectually and then feel the peace and love within. Love is eager to move through you. You do not have to work at it and you should not, but wait until love moves within you. This does not take long if you do your homework. It takes a disciplined morning practice to weave yourself inward, ever inward, ever upward, for this is the evolutionary force that you are administering to yourself, to your body, mind and emotions. When you get started on that, you will find amazing progress at hand. Then you will feel first a sense of peace at home. The self love is growing and strengthening. You will fall into alignment with that amazing grace without effort.
Love is infinite but it is held back until one builds it first-hand and practices it at home. I have been practicing it. I have withdrawn my efforts to help others outwardly, and am instead focusing on building the deeper understanding. It is an effort to discipline oneself, but one must apply the higher unconditional love to oneself first. This is the home study course. They say it takes a guru, but the guru may be invisible. I had an invisible guru who came to me to teach me. Higher love will expand upward and call forth the teacher who can guide you. Who will listen to your questions and respond from the higher regions of thought. The higher impulses of self calls for the higher guru. Then love radiates from your heart and brings to you those who will attract from you that which THEY need, not what you think they need. You cannot fail to attract those who are ready to be close to you. The sea of conscious love is infinite and eternal, and out of mercy it is kept beyond reach until you are ready to drop your selfish ego pride which in itself is needy. When you have made strides in this direction, then you will break the seal of your heart and feel the love start to blossom. Conscious love is everywhere.
Then grace, love and peace will move to the forefront of your consciousness. You are aware and you love all things. Even the dark so-called evil ones will be affected by your loving presence because you are this amazing being and you are idiotically happy and unreasonably buoyant. You are uplifting, excited and illogically positive while others around you are in trouble. God-intoxicated, some might call it. What accounts for this idiocy? You who do the inner work every day will understand as you continue to prune back the undesirable. Not repress. No! But allow it into your transformation and it will melt away. You as a human being can’t do this with your little mind because it does not know how. It is enclosed inside a brain, a skull, a head. Instead, merge with the happiness, love, joy that is locked up inside you. Do this any way you can, without analyzing, without logic, without reason, without human ego, without mental effort. Step off the cliff into mid-air, into the arms of joy. This is a metaphor. Jump off the cliff because if you cling to the cliff you cling to logic and the ways of the world that demands reason. You will never get there with reason and logic.
The little seed in the ground bursts its outer casing and is seen above ground when it finally germinates a little sprout. You do too. You must surrender to the power of the joy within you. It is happiness and unfounded reason that sprouts and expands within you. You can’t do it with logic. Give up trying. Stop trying. Trying holds everyone back from the joy of love. You can’t be free as long as you are continuing to try to accomplish something of your own making. Surrender to the flow of the living light, the waters of spontaneous joy. This is the story of opening to the evolutionary force within. It is not of your own mental making. It is the power of infinity. It is taking you up on a wave, lifting you up higher on the top of a wave that is being sent to you out of love, because you are ready. Because the ego in you is letting go and jumping off the cliff, metaphorically speaking. The you that is letting go thus blends with the cosmic order of harmony and unity. The merge takes place. Whenever you as a human being “try” to do something, you are trying to be something smaller, lesser and more confined inside the nutshell.
You are a part of the sea of life that is eternal and immortal. As long as you remain separate from that you must continue to die and be reborn as separate, until comes this day that you break the cosmic seal and you pop out of that field of separation back into unity with love. You are love and you come from love. Love is the sea of consciousness trapped inside of your form. Stop trying is the first step. Work on not trying.
3/11/23 - Becoming whole-brained, access your etheric body
An interesting new idea was given to me several years ago by the Ascended Master DK, but I totally missed it at the time. I ran across it again the other day and it clicked this time. I was ready to hear it. For years I have been operating under the belief that I am too feminine, and that I had been functioning out of my RIGHT brain. I suddenly realized that this is not true. A friend had told me as much, saying that I hadn't activated my left brain, so I began calling to activate my left brain at that time. And it was true. I was not a logical thinker. Ever since I went into the light in an out-of-body experience. So I have been activating my left brain, and I DID notice a difference. I picked up more vitality and more abilities that I had not had before. I did not give in so much to feeling easy, seeking body comfort and body pleasure. But it also caused me other problems that I never had before. Like being more stressed out than I used to be.
Well, I did ask for it. And it was a good experience to feel what it is like to be less feminine and more pro-active by activating my male side. I felt more constructive and as if I was earning my way more in the world and not being so passive. There is a certain amount of satisfaction that comes from that. But what happened to my cool? My peace? My calm? My loving nature? Do I really have to suffer the stress and tension in order to be more left-brain oriented? Does that have to be the price I pay? Then I ran across the message from DK of several years ago. He said, "Don't just activate your left brain, activate your WHOLE brain."
I have been doing that. I am learning. The heavens are re-opening for me. I am regaining my ability to feel the heavenly love and peace again. The right brain is connected to Home, the stars, the celestial peace of harmony, love and light - that is the highest yearning of every heart. The right brain is designed to tune into the harmony of the universal creator. It has been called the "feminine" side. It is the passive side of us. It harmonizes situations that have become unbalanced. It is humble, considerate, kind, just, honest and provides space, allows for everyone to be simply who they are without pressure.
The left brain is the other side of human nature. It is focused. It concentrates. It puts up boundaries and limits on just about everything. It provides the ability to think, form thoughts, conclusions, languages, string formulas together, make music, form patterns, designs, mathematics, bridges and buildings, invent machines. It has the ability to take the universal stream of ideas and build a solid world of form, so we can live and enjoy ourselves in increasingly more efficient and beautiful ways. However, the left brain shuts out the right brain and the cosmic connection in order to get the job done. It has no time for love or celestial ecstasies. He leaves that to the women.
The insidiousness of this (for me) is this. I was TOLD I was feminine, and I therefore fit myself into the energy pattern of the subservient female, as women have done before me. Weak and in need of male help to get by in the world. I should remain soft, warm, loving and take care of the house, children and husband. It is a way of life that I fell into without thinking or knowing what I was doing. From the time I was old enough to think for myself and form conclusions, it was too late. I was female. Men have the same thing happen to them. They begin following the male programming early in their life. They are prepared to be responsible, hold down a job, be the protector of women and children, and man-up to the hardships of life.
Yesterday as I was re-read the old journal from DK, a new awareness clicked in. I thought I was usingmy right brain but I haven't been using my right brain at all. Not at all. Maybe in the beginning, when I first went into the light during my OBE I did, but thereafter I began changing. I've been using my left brain all along. I've been concentrating, analyzing and trying too hard to be something that I'm not naturally. I've been trying to fit in. It is not my nature to be left-brained but I tried to be. It is not natural to me. I have been working at something that is not natural to me. I've been trying and getting nowhere. I've just been busy. Busy trying. I have not been utilizing the right side of my brain at all for I have not felt very natural. The peace and harmony has been missing, even though I've "tried" to find it as all of the outside advisors tell me I should do. "Try!" I am told. And in the processing of trying, I have been using my left brain, the analyzing, concentrating, logical side of my nature, not my cosmic peaceful side.
I don't know if the reader can catch the drift and meaning of this, but I am a perfect example of perhaps most people in the current generation. We're all trying too hard to be something that is not natural to us. The right brain is tuned into our higher self, who we are BY NATURE. Our natural homing device is the right brain. It was the male paradigm culture that challenged me to be more logical, more "with it", more worldly, more part of the Matrix. And I tried. It caused me to become most unnatural and unbalanced, but I DID try! And I experienced what it's like to be male-oriented. I allowed myself to be caught up in the insidious Matrix. I thought I was feminine but it was all a false belief. It was a lie. I am not feminine at all. I am simply me. Now can I go back to being me?
Beware what you THINK you are doing. You are probably not. If you activate your right brain, you'll become more at peace with yourself. The "you" that is natural is a balanced "you". Try balancing yourself by activating your WHOLE brain. It requires stepping down and back and resting periodically throughout the day to let your blood and nervous system flow back into harmony again. The universe is an orderly universe because there is balance in all things. The planets stay in their orbit and human beings are evolving to become more in harmony with the universal plan of peace, love, harmony and order.
It is a loving universe when one is at rest. And yet we are meant to be active too. That's why we have a left brain AND a right brain. We can be mightily active and creative on a genius level, but 50% of the time we need to allow our unbalanced half to withdraw and rest. Truly rest, not just party with the guys and gals, but rest. Withdraw to regenerate. That is the whole point of meditation. It is a method of withdrawing into the celestial realms of pace, love and light to regenerate, reharmonize, rebalance ourselves. Then we can become the genius again next day. The right side of our brain is naturally in tune with our higher self. It is an open channel to where we came from originally - from a Home among the celestial stars.
Activate your right brain. This is a special hint to men. Activate your right brain and see if it doesn't bring you a little more calm in your life, a little more peace, a little more welcome rest from the tension and confusion. All you have to do is say throughout the day, silently to yourself: 'Right brain activate!" Use it as a mantra, a chant that becomes embedded into your brain. Or, according to your own sense of rightness, use the words: "Whole brain activate!" It is where you put your attention that turns the right brain on, or the whole brain. It is always your consciousness, for "you" are the power behind the physical body mechanism. It is where you put your awareness that turns the key in the lock and opens the door. The secret is consciousness.
Becoming whole brained leads naturally and automatically into contact with our etheric body. The etheric body is the space between the swirling atoms and electrons that make up our physical body. The space between the electrons is where thought and perception gathers before coalescing into physical nerves, blood and tissue that forms our physical body. The etheric body is the auric field that surrounds us, that Kirlian photography has captured on special film. Thought, feeling and perception gathers in our field around us before sinking down and coalescing into form and substance of our body. Once thoughts, perceptions and emotions become physical we "own" them. They become manifest and it's too late to back out of it. At least it is difficult to back out of it once these thoughts and feelings have become form and substance, with errors built into them, such as anger or wrong thinking, wrong feeling, wrong concepts and attitudes. Imagine stepping out of the physical body into the field of your etheric body and breathe freer there. Give yourself a few minutes now and then to lighten yourself up and step outside your physical. Experience your larger self, your etheric body self.
As we practice being whole-brained, being balanced equally left and right working together as one functioning brain, the body will lose its tendency to work so hard and create stress. We will become more relaxed, more restful, more prone to harmony. Let the world get on without you. Close the door to the outer world and retreat into the right brain or the whole brain. You decide. It is a self-exploration. Only you can take this step into cosmic love, light and harmony. It is a natural gift from the creator of life.
Then the etheric body will not be so quick to feed anger, fear or stress into the nerve, blood and tissues of the physical body. This is what throws our bodies into confusion. The balanced body is a balanced body, no matter what gender it is. We can be female or male, but when we are functioning with a whole brain, we then have the ability to focus, concentrate, be pro-active and constructive, and at the same time, relaxed and operating in harmony with others around us, for we are connected. We are part of the whole and will be aware when someone is NOT balanced. We will be more aware of how to respond and interact with them. We will be better able to be responsive in benevolent ways, guided to do our constructive best with all concerned, enhancing the community in which we live.
3/8/23 - The Lovers' Archetype
There's a wonderful message on "Today's Updates" page by Saint Germain. This is exactly what Anakosha is trying to bring about with its new love community (posted yesterday). One by one, the green lights are flashing on as I travel down the highway of life letting me pass on through. Every day I am getting another validation that dovetails with the dream project that I once called "The Love Club". I've been writing about for so long - been frustrated for so long, being unable to get it started. But it just wasn't time. I wasn't ready and others weren't ready. The world is changing however, and speeding up, raising its consciousness, raising its head, raising its values and self esteem. There is love in the air. I love that Saint Germain gave us this message through Jennier Crokaert several days ago. Be sure to read it. It is amazing. Click HERE.
Another validation received this morning that we are on course to greater Love, greater Peace, greater Togetherness in harmony. From the book, "The Brotherhood of Angels and of Men" by Geoffrey Hodson, circa 1927:
"Can you conceive an eagerness to work so great that even our bodies seem near to breaking under its power, yet an eagerness combined with patience that can wait a thousand years? To that sublime patience you must attain, for within the quality of patience are enclosed a multitude of virtues: strength to control, power to restrain, vision of the Plan, knowledge of the real, detachment from results and co-ordination of the will, the mind, the body, so that when the time comes they act as one. Patience of this kind does not extinguish the fire of eagerness to serve, rather does it glow ever more fiercely within the compression exercised by will and mind. When at last the order comes, when, after the passing of an age, the day arrives when the restraints are to be released, then it is that the power stored up for so long flashes forth through us. We become the catapults of God.
"Now that day has come; stored-up energies, resulting from the power of the great ideal, have been released into your world. Fear not for the result; the end is sure. Not for nought have your Hierarchy and ours planned, from time beyond your power to count, ever waiting for the arrival of the day; so I say the end is sure. Still they plan, for ages yet unborn, great schemes, embodying the divine Will; in detail, too, down to the angels and the men they choose. What, then, are we but incidents, straws, blown by the breath of God (?) except that within those straws the self-same breath is found, so that breath answers to breath, and His Will is done.
"Remember always that the ultimate source of power is in the idea, the power we use in manifested worlds is but the force emanating from and the reflection of the divine Idea. If this be true, then no delay can reduce its potency, nor any circumstance prevent its ultimate expression. Upon this knowledge should patience be based."
3/7/23 - Calling all lightworkers and mystics
Calling all lightworkers, spiritual students, mystics, visionaries, dreamers, galactic starseeds and other celestials masquerading as humans – welcome to my world! This is a shift in direction. Anyone who is drawn to these words are invited - will be invited when it is time - to a future gathering at my house, date and time to be announced. The purpose of the gathering is to open the door to our higher self, our higher heart, the higher and more refined nature waiting within for release. Our higher self connection resides in our hearts, not our brains. Our brains are unaccustomed to speaking from the heart so we are going to have to learn new skills and new words. That is the reason for the gathering. I have been advised to go ahead and begin issuing the call. The call is done by making it a public call. I can blog it now. It has been a long time in coming.
At this gathering to come, we will practice communicating intelligently in words from our higher self, our higher, wiser, more divine self, who is far more knowledgeable and authentically real. We each know this but we haven't had it confirmed before now. We know who we are on deeper levels, subconscious levels. Each of us has a background of prior lives where we have gained experience, skills, knowledge and wisdom in how to maneuver the human body experience. We come from higher planes but we have been blocked out from knowing that. Now is the time to start sharing what we know. It has been culturally unacceptable until now. This gathering will require that we trust each other and be upward-focused. In other words, positive in our thinking. This will bring about our sweeter natures that are more vulnerable and innocent. The heart is all of these things: wise, non-judgmental, truthful, ethical, discerning, loving, sensitive - and powerful but never pushy. Never, ever pushy. That is why we tread lightly here. We walk in the light and love of the one infinite creator. We do not accept pushy, judgmental, opinionated souls who are not ready to open the heart.
While it is true that we all have opinions, they are third dimensional opinions, formed from third-dimensional laws on the books. This gathering is a calling to those who are ready to reach higher. I am calling for the mystic and the visionary and the student of the heart that is open or ready to open - ready for more. The calling is for those who are willing to participate in speaking the finer natures that yearn to be said, to be free. Communities have already been forming. This is the beginning of a new local heart-centered community. It is yet to come into existence. It is an invitation to learn what higher self means. It is an invitation to go beyond what is already known by the brain. The heart knows more than the brain. It is connected to the higher self and the higher plan. This is an invitation to learn how to trust and how to hold hands despite differences, no matter on what level those differences appear to be. Some can be really crude and harsh. But if the divine thread is there, then we are to find it and support it, and nurture it in others, because that is how we nurture it in ourselves. It is how we access our higher natures. We must assist others who are having difficulty expressing their higher natures, just as we are, and then we will be assisted too. It is a "coming together" in more ways than one.
We will be practicing how it feels to be non-judgmental. Most of all, we will learn how to trust ourselves and what we have always felt but could never speak or tell someone out loud. Our higher nature has been curtailed. In this new community gathering others will support us in return as we support them. There are higher forces at work. More than we know or can understand. Only as we practice and experience this for ourselves, can the light turn up a notch so we can see and feel the difference. This is a gathering to support the process of ascension. It is the evolution from animal man to spiritual man. The spiritual man will learn to live in grace, unified with his brothers and sisters. The use of the term "he" automatically implies "she". They will be more refined, more honest, more decent, more loving, more nourishing, more fulfilled, more peaceful, more comfortable, more powerful, more passionate, more kind, more pure, more whole and therefore more holy.
This started out as an invitation to a small gathering in my home but as I began writing, I see that my initial thought was only the beginning of a much larger project. The Master DK has taken over! It is pre-mature to set a date. The place of the meeting will be in our home in the outskirts of Naples when the time comes, and the purpose is to open the door to the fifth dimension. At least in the beginning stages, for there is much in the way of sharing information that must be done first. We will be sharing from the bosom of the vulnerable heart, the beautiful soul of the higher individual. It will be in a round-robin discussion. There will be no teacher, only a hostess and two co-facilitators. We are all students, no teachers. We are all seekers. All fingers on one hand. All brain cells activating in one brain. All heart cells in one heart. We are non-judgmental, we are listeners, we are observers, we are unifiers and harmonizers. We are positive thinkers. We are active and outgoing sometimes and quiet and passive other times. We are oriented to receiving more light from higher regions. Light from higher regions means information from higher regions. We are open to hearing more information from the higher nature of both ourselves and from others who are present with us.
Our purpose is to explore, learn, discover and practice speaking from our tender, vulnerable, more sensitive higher selves. There are no words for them. They must be felt as we speak them. We encode our words with our feelings. They are our inner-most thoughts that have not been accepted by the traditional world. We are opening doors to beyond the established traditions of the world, and we are feeling courageous and bold to do so. Will we be rejected? We are being supported and we are feeling urges to dare to say these words, these feelings. We have been afraid of rocking the boat so we have been wisely staying quiet. But now the time has come that we are openly seeking support from like-hearted friends. We are mostly female but we are of both genders, so there will be a few men among us at first. Men are welcome if they are capturing the meaning of the words.
Each meeting will start with silence. We will enter into the heart center through silence. Silence is the supreme number one method that we need here today. Meditation without anyone to guide us. No words, no electronic devices, so that each one of us may enter our own silent heart all by ourself. There is no leader. The higher self is our only guide. I as the hostess and gatherer will invite you into the silence but you will enter alone. I am being guided - instructed is the better word - by the Brotherhood of Light, the Ascended Masters. In the silence we are the small ego entering the holy of holies, the secret chamber of the heart. Feel the sacred ambiance of this chamber. We are the smallness surrendering to the highest in us. We are the lowest possible point within our own God/Goddess self which exists beyond the world of form, beyond the myriad stars and galaxies. And each of us has the only key to unlock the door.
After we return from our silence in the secret chamber of the heart, we will have an honoring ceremony, and then an introduction round-robin. Each person present can say as little or as much as they want (within reason!) about who they are. Perhaps a cue card will help with prompt questions. Then we will evolve into discussion with two people acting as moderators.
I am being guided by the Master Djwal Khul who is a member of the Brotherhood of Light or, as it was called in earlier days, the Great White Brotherhood. It is also referred to as the Spiritual Hierarchy. There are many names for those who have mastered the form world as we know it. These great ones have all been where we are today at one time, and they have mastered its limitations and graduated. We are connected to these higher masters through our hearts. This gathering is a way for the masters to guide us through the next stages. This is why we are here - to learn more. This knowledge has been kept from us. Our higher self is a light within the heart. Our life is a conscious light but we didn't know that. We are being now exposed to the consciousness within our heart. It is the eternal living flame which keeps our bodies alive. There is so much to learn!
This knowledge will prolong our life on earth and raise it to the higher planes of love, abundance and happinness. It will bring us back into balance so we are not so stressed out living in pain and struggle for understanding. Those who are called ascended masters live in higher realms called higher dimensions. These dimensions are more refined, not so dense and concrete as we experience here. But they are able to zoom in on anyone who calls for help because we are a thread of life connected to all of life through the flame in our hearts. We will learn more as we open our hearts and access that flame through the process of sharing information. We did not understand. Our closed hearts were kept closed by the laws of former periods in our dark history. We were not free to express ourselves or our creativity or our free and enthusiastic loving nature.
We have been watched over through the dark periods of our history when mankind was in danger of destroying itself. We were guided as best we could be guided, but humanity was so closed down it just was out of reach. Still the ascended masters were there to help. They could see when a heart tried to open and called to God for help. There are bursts of sunlight when a call such as that appears. Shimmers of sunlight appear in the concrete exterior of a human body. There is no space or time in the universal oneness. The light reaches out and is heard throughout the lighted realms. Once, in the early days of my awakening when I was experiencing many odd things, I experienced an emergency rescue by an unknown source. Being ultra-sensitive to the outer environment, it was while I was in the car with my husband driving to downtown San Jose, when a huge semi-trailer truck came thundering past us blowing this incredible horn. I screamed, apparently in my etheric body because my husband didn't hear me, and I found myself sliding down the curvature of the earth into the blackness of space. Yes, you heard right - I was rolling down the curvature of this dark planet, solid black, into the even darker void of space - and suddenly someone or something grabbed me by the scruff of the neck and brought me back to the seat in the car with my husband driving. He didn't know what happened. I asked him. I was terribly shaken for a long time after. But how? Who did this? It has been forever registered on my brain. I will never forget it.
The universe operates in a harmony and order. We will ourselves know this once we are no longer confined in a concrete physical body. We are being watched over. Now all we have to do is learn how to respond. The universe is well organized and we are part of if. We will learn more soon. The earth has been a very difficult school but we have only been born here by the free will act of volunteering. Yes! We volunteered. That's what they say.
3/6/23 - Solar flare emissions cause dizziness - what to do
The following article was taken from a channeling 25 years ago, but it is so very relevant today. I love the concept of creating a buddy system to share feelings and awareness. Perhaps that is the next thing to do. I myself have been experiencing extreme changes in mood, both good and bad, distortions, out-of-body feelings, and flashes of cosmic clarity in-between. What a wild ride these ascension symptoms!
(Channeled:) When you identified with energies long ago that were not the same as your soul purpose, it pulled you out of alignment. The increase in light transmissions now are pulling you back to your soul purpose. The effect is a shifting in your mind causing some discomfort and dizziness. You are losing your separation consciousness in this time, which is the tendency to withdraw and turn inward. The new energy will not let you go into separation any more. Create a buddy system to talk about your awareness with.
Connecting with another person helps transmute the energy of separation that is being dislodged. During solar flares there will be depressions, sadness, loss of hope as the separation energy begins to float free. The sun is God-Love. During solar emissions, the first emissions are x-ray emanations from coronal mass ejections. Sensitive people will feel them in seconds but they go fast and don't impact your magnetosphere [the region surrounding the earth]. What comes next DOES impact. The actual magnetic plasma wave takes 48-72 hours to reach earth and it compresses and distorts the earth's electromagnetic field, and also the EM fields of all creatures including human. People will feel grief, anxiety, sadness, depression, not being yourself. This will pass in 90 days but during this time, reach out in a buddy system and share your feelings. The last emissions are M-class emissions (severe) and X-class emissions (very severe, like 10 on the Richter scale). When you hear NASA speak of X-class emissions coming from the sun, hang onto your hats and buckle your seat belts.
The solar emissions impacting earth is like squeezing a balloon and watching the balloon become distorted. So do the energies inside your EM fields. The physical body will also feel unbalanced, causing aches, pains, dizziness, falls and freak accidents. What you can do to stay balanced during solar maximum cycles - reach out in a buddy system and share your feelings. They will pass. Meanwhile, expose your body and consciousness to the light as much as you can to absorb what is being transmitted. There will be incredible sunsets. Use magnets taped to your skin and other grounding devices like copper bracelets and necklaces. Wear crystals and use visualizations. When you feel out of your body it's the result of one of these wave fronts. Carry black stones like hematite and obsidian, tourmaline.
Stand barefoot in the grass for two or more minutes a day, and anchor your earth chakra (6 inches below your feet) to the core of the planet. Do not anchor your light body. Sleep north to south, head at north. Or meditate two minutes head to north. Take salt baths to clear and protect your energy and ground you. Expose yourself to sunlight to attune to plasma waves. Let go of density. Do a body cleansing. Contractions are signs to expand yourself. Lighten up on your diet. Use fruits, light dairy (yogurts and light cheeses), more greens and raw foods, seeds and nuts. Do not use sugars, sweets and simple carbohydrates, they burn faster and are high-stimulus foods. They grow your system out of balance. Complex carbohydrates and fruit sugars are slower burning and keep you in balance. Back off of caffeine, and use herbal tea. Comfrey tea is excellent, also licorice and licorice tea.
It is important to connect mentally with others through the heart by saying what you feel. Say anything, it doesn't matter what. Mentally you will swing back and forth between high energy ambition and boredom or disgust, as patterns that relate to separation consciousness are dislodged. The solar storms are doing this. If you feel like you are losing hope or faith, it is the old separation consciousness being dislodged. The feeling of being "unconnected" is an ancient energy that is now floating free and moving out, making room for the great thing growing inside. Cut down on TV and overstimulation. Shorten your meditation times. Stay in the here and now and align your physical, mental and emotional bodies.
Your spiritual ego is realigning to become God in physicality. Even those who are asleep are experiencing it. Be non-judgmental. By detachment and non-judgment you detach your energies and support. When you judge, you participate in that which you judge. Detach from making judgments. You have been a part of all things, including war. You as God created war. You as people created war, you are not separate from All That Is. So you as God and People begin to heal the war by detaching your energies from it.
It is an illusion that you are going somewhere or becoming something. You are already all that you are. Detach from the illusions and projections you have created. You are simply awakening to your freedom and flowing forth without efforting, without judgment, without attaching or trying to be a certain way or do a certain thing.
3/5/23 - This is Tantra (Master Djwal Khul)
One day back in 2013 I received a message from DK that applies to what is happening in our world today. We definitely in the midst of the ascension process, moving into lighter atmospheres. There is much confusion by those who are not aware of the beautiful world that we are moving into. I wish to assure peace and calm. Be prepared for love and clarity and knowingness. People are confused because this information has been kept from the public's eye. As I am constantly reviewing DK's messages, he continues to inspire me and I wish to pass it on, reminding everyone of the hope and beauty that is on its way into our life. But it's not what you think. This is Tantra. I have been posting his messages received over the last 47 years HERE. Please check out his beautiful inspired teachings. The following instruction came when I asked him something but I don't remember what I asked him. I forgot to write it down!
"You have become fragmented into many pieces. You are not whole. You are learning to re-connect your four lower bodies - your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual or higher mind. You have been learning about integration and you have been practicing in your meditation room. Now you are getting the idea this morning. A new understanding is dawning. The others that you need are the fragments of yourself. You are learning how to expand your awareness to the higher plane of the emotions and from there to step up to the still higher plane of thought, the mental plane. And from there to the yet higher plane of higher mind. You are visualizing the expansion of your body to these higher planes. You are expanding your awareness to higher planes beyond the physical. You are waking yourself up on the higher plane of emotion and mental and spiritual and higher.
"As you consciously stepped out of your limited perception of being physical, and as you visualized yourself larger than physical, superimposed over your physical as you have been practicing, and then breathing consciously, allowing your breath to penetrate your larger self on the emotional and the next larger mental and the next larger spiritual and the next - as you breathed in and out of each plane while visualizing, you awakened and aligned these fragments of yourself with your physical. Many people are today working this process to bring their four lower bodies, anchored in the four lower chakras, into balance and alignment with the limited concrete physical body consciousness. This is what I meant by “you can’t do it alone.”
"Picture a line of people arriving to your house, each bearing gifts but they are stopped at the front door because you do not open the door or look out the window. You do not know the people are there with gifts for you, gifts that would make your life easier and more pleasant, more agreeable. Many riches await you when you stop trying to live your life as if you were all alone with no help. You have a network of help and helpers all around you but you do not see them. You have been living in a closet in the 3D world. You were kept from your own holy self and the powers of your full potential by the mass consciousness which is a fuzzy dark cloud which obscures your own light. This opening and piercing of the veils between your bodies which kept you locked as a prisoner in the physical material world is being broken as you practice awakening, enlarging, breathing, and calling upon your emotional, mental and spiritual self through the morning exercises. You are not alone because you have a wholeness that is connected to God and through that wholeness you are connected to all.
"You have been asking for guidance on Tantra. This is Tantra. This is awakening while in your physical body to the other planes of consciousness that you have access to but you have been kept locked away from. Tantra means a net or a web that connects all as one that has always existed. You were never alone in a separate body, but you were locked out and closed down from knowing this truth. Now you and others are piercing the veils. It is a conscious realization that connects you. The web of life is composed of conscious thought. Conscious awareness. Consciousness connects all that is. God enfolds all his creation alike in his arms and heart and mind. All is contained within the bosom of God. When you don’t know this, it is like being locked inside your closet and not opening the door to the people outside trying to reach you and give you the gifts, their hugs, their laughter and their joyous celebrations, and to invite you to party with them.
"Practice your awakening exercises every morning. When you do this, as you consciously awaken to your higher self and invite integration of your other dimensional you’s, mind, feelings, principles and values, you nourish and refresh your physical body. It is your physical body that grows old and tired because it is not being rejuvenated by spirit. When you enter 3D you enter a “time zone”. There is a beginning and an end locked in time. When you are born in 3D you agree to be closed off from the love and light of the Creator and all of the higher dimensions. You came to learn about darkness and what happens when you are without the light and love. As you remember how to pierce the darkness through the process of applying love and light, you can nourish the failing body and the physical cells will open and drink the divine nectar. Your body fills up, plumps up with life and your DNA expands as does your consciousness. This is how you align yourself with your own perfection, the Christ, known also as the Adam Kadmon, the divine perfect human being, designed as the original role model of each human being from the heart-mind of God.
3/4/23 - Use mantra and visualization to take control
Create a sacred seed thought to take control over your life. Sacred is the key word. It supplants the personal ego which is the little desire self which causes confusion by chasing and holding onto desires. The little desire self is limited and finite. We have been concentrating far too long on this small little self. Consider using the following mantra. I am sharing it today with whoever is drawn to it. I have been given permission. Anyone may use this mantra and guided words of instruction. This mantra must be made with repetition. It will access your personal God-self identity known as your Higher Self. The Higher Self is the ladder to the stars. It is a path that goes higher and higher and is endless, even while you are human living on Earth. Only you can walk the rungs of the ladder of the Higher Self. It is done by choice, free-will effort and concentration. This mantra was given to me by the Tibetan Master, Djwal Khul many years ago.
I AM THE HOLINESS OF THIS BODY, AND I DEDICATE THIS BODY, I CONSECRATE THIS BODY TO THE WILL THAT I AM.
This mantra gives your power over to your higher God-self. It directs your Higher Self to take control over your finite body and make decisions for you, which you do not have the ability or vision to make yourself . You are asking for help from higher realms. You must ask for this help by relinquishing control over your smaller ego. Your human ego is in control until you consciously surrender control to your Higher Self. Your Higher Self requires that you ask for its help before it can step in and take control. This mantra does that, but you have to take the lead and establish a conscious repetitive daily practice. It doesn't take too long. Repetition is how we create habits. We humans are really good at establishing habits, but we have not created good habits. It is time to create some sacred habits. A rhythm of repetition. Plus a humble attitude.
Along with the mantra, use a visualization of yourself that is beautiful to you, that is attractive to you, that is an ideal image of yourself. Visualize this within a bright sun. Use the light from the sun to brighten this image of yourself. You can play with this image by brightening it to the degree that your image almost disappears, and then bring it back into sharper outlines. You are manifesting your Higher Self into your current life while repeating the sacred mantra. First find a photo or remember a photo that you saw one day long ago, one that you especially liked of yourself. That perhaps shows you in a better light than you are today. What you would like to BE today. Use that image to imprint on your inner mind as you repeat the mantra, "I am the holiness of this body and I dedicate this body, I consecrate this body to the will that I AM!"
Close your eyes, lower your gaze downward as if looking at the tip of your nose, and repeat the mantra while holding this image of your beautiful personal self in the light of the sun. Do this often. It will help stabilize your mind. It is like planting a seed thought in your subconscious mind. Repetition of the same thought plants a seed of ONE thought - remember, it is ONE thought, not many different thoughts - that becomes implanted. It will start to grow and become stronger and radiate further out with repetition. Repetition is the key to this technique. Repeated every day and at least three times a day is recommended. I recommend having at least three set times during the day that you do this mantra and visualization. Start at 5 minutes each time and increase it to 10, then 15, then 30 minutes each time.
If something happens shocking or traumatic, take several minutes to use it to stabilize. This mantra and visualization, with practice, will help bring your whirling thoughts to a central "seed thought", giving permission to your Higher Self to step in and take control with peace and calmness. A vortex is being created of a divine, sacred nature with the use of this mantra and visualization. But nobody can do it for you. Only YOU can create this for yourself through practice. Otherwise, random thoughts will continue to invade your psyche and energy field and swirl with chaos, which we consider the human condition today. A sacred "seed thought" will grow roots going throughout your whole entire body via the nervous system. Experts tell us that by repeating the same words and patterns every day, you mold your life into what it has become today. You created your life, this is how you can change your life. Build this sacred seed thought every day and you will grow roots into your life that start to change the way things work out for you.
Without a sacred seed thought, energies cast off by other people will continue to swirl randomly through you and your mind like a frenzied storm with no direction. You are the directing intelligence of your body. This mantra and visualization will provide a central seed thought, like a mother thought. It is a parent thought. You are a child of the one infinite creator, but you are human and you didn't know that, being born here. This is a technique that has been used for centuries in the East, with a strong influence on the culture there. Wise sages and spiritual leaders abound in the remote sections of the Himalayas. Now these lessons are becoming accepted in our Western societies. It has taken time to accept them, but they have taken root in our western culture. It is a "next step" to accept repetition of sacred words, as in a mantra.
It takes effort to take time out in our busy lives to concentrate and actually sit for 5 minutes at a time being silent and concentrating. I myself have had difficulty controlling my own mind, which whirled on its own. I believed I was doing the right thing to be spontaneous and follow my free will spontaneity. And I was right, as it turns out, to honor and respect my thoughts and feelings. But as East and West learn to merge with each other, so does spirituality and personal empowerment merge and become one whole entity. We are destined to become whole, a divine Ego human with individual skills, talents and knowledge unlike any other. We ARE individuals. As we call on our own Higher Self to merge with our lesser human self, we build integrity into our human self, and learn to control our life with a more refined vision. I have been learning this over the many yrs that the Master DK has been my guide and teacher. I did not know. He has taught me. I am passing on some of his teachings on this website. Yes, we learn from others, of course we do. But the one we have not been learning from and we MUST learn from at ALL times, over and above input from others, is our Higher Self. This is the one path that takes us ever higher beyond what we can see here, today, in this hour. No one can do this for us. Only we can do it for ourselves, by ourself. As long as we listen to other people, we are gathering more confusions to consider, more to analyze, more to weigh, more to consider, more to struggle to fit into our days. These storm clouds that come to us regularly - we live inside the storm clouds - run havoc through our bodies and minds without direction.
That was the purpose of the guru. A guru was a no-nonsense guide. He gave a mantra and said "repeat it!" Westerners didn't want to do that. The times changed and we became intellectual and rationalized everything with our minds. We didn't need a teacher. We can do it ourselves. And so the intellect came into being. We are now intellectualizing ourselves into a mess. We've created a mess without the spiritual teacher to guide us to our HIGHER SELF. We are swirling with storm clouds, chaos, fear and indecision. We are a lost race until we turn ourselves over to our HIGHER SELF. The higher self is our individual personal self but uncontaminated by human faults. It leads us up the ladder to greater understanding, keeping us connected to our Self. It is important not to give up our sense of personal identity. We are God in embodied form. It is important to build on what we know. The God Self is pure and uncontaminated by human errors. How does one connect with it? By assuming the pose of surrendering and repeating sacred words intended and aimed upward to the highest in us.
Most people are reluctant to give someone else charge over their life, but giving the Higher Self permission to take charge over your life is a whole different story. You ARE your higher self temporarily living confined in a limited body which doesn't know anything at all about "higher selves". Thus this body is surrounded by confused input from other people. The only way to access your Higher Self - your real Self - is to take the time to go alone and practice assuring it and communicating with it. Repeat the coded words to only your Higher Self, no other. Find a picture you like of yourself that is healthier and more beautiful, more noble, more wise, more ideal that you wish you were, and focus that intention through the sacred words, appealing for its intervention with your life.
Say the suggested mantra, either silently or out loud. Use a timer and set it for two minutes or three or five and increase it as your feel to expand the time. Start today. And do it two more times today. And tomorrow two more times, and every day do it three times during the day. The longer you can do it the quicker you will plant a seed thought and take control over the stabilizing of your mind. Even if you don't feel anything is wrong in your life, even if you feel you are healthy, wealthy and wise enough not to need any help from your Higher Self, you will be surprised at how much better life can be. How much life can be improved by relinquishing your limited ego control over your life and adding your Higher Self into the mix. We are here to live a 50/50 life as a human being having a human life on Earth with the inflow and input from the one infinite creator, your God/Goddess Self.
Close your eyes and drop your gaze as if to look at the tip of your nose. This tells your body to follow suit. Everything in your body is connected to the one intelligence - YOU! You are giving direction now to your body. You have assumed your body was you but you are NOT your body. You are wearing your body like a suit of clothes. You, your REAL self, is abstract mind, much more than a limited physical body. You are the mind. You are the mind that can expand infinitely to an ever greater intelligence. You are what controls your body by giving it a direction to go in. Perhaps you have not been doing because you didn't know how to. Concentrate your mind on this one sacred seed thought and see what happens over the next month. The Master DK is now guiding you as he has been guiding me over the last 47 years.
3/1/23 - Ascension Massage - "the bump in the road", Part 2
This morning (channeled 11/9/17) I had a download of information. I asked DK to please help me remember this information about the primal divine earth energies coming up and gathering at the first root chakra. Then it comes up to the 2nd chakra which is the reproductive or sexual chakra, and....? He answered:
In the animal kingdom the flow of primal energy divides out at the second chakra in order to create a division into two separate genders. There must be separate genders, male and female, to create a hunger for reuniting. Separation at the second chakra is necessary for duality to play out. There is engagement and play between the two forces which makes the world go around. And create babies. Reproduction is important to perpetuate the species. The animal kingdom operates on animal instinct. Now, the human being is also an animal but it has been cultivated with altered DNA to become more conscious than the animal. It has evolved to become self-conscious and it continues to evolve to become God conscious. It knows that there is a refinement that draws him to seek into the spiritual realms. But his sexuality and reproductive functions remain as an animal.
The human has allowed himself to retain the animal drive to copulate as all animals do. The mechanism to overcome this drive lies in the second chakra, where the division takes place in the animal kingdom. When the primal divine life force comes up to the first root chakra, to overcome this drive, instead of dividing out left and right, the mechanism is to remain WITHIN the second chakra and not allow the division to take place. The division that takes place is the male pushing out and the female withdrawing or receiving. When the human male stops pushing and the female stops receiving, they both can integrate and experience union. This is difficult to explain to a 3D consciousness.
I heard this in a 5D altered state and was able to retain this information. What we are doing with the Ascension Massage - originally I called it The Love Club massage swaps - is teaching people how to integrate their male and female sides in peaceful embrace, rather than the male pushing and the female dancing around trying to attract his attention or running away. To overcome this animal instinct to push and run away (male and female animal instinct) we humans are to learn how to not do that by way of reducing or diminishing our outward actions. When we slow down to a full conscious stillness and allow ourselves to integrate, then we overcome the animal instinct to push and dance. Do you understand? (DK talking. Channeled on 11/9/17)
2/28/23 - Ascension massage takes you over the "bump in the road" (part 1)
The bump in the road to which I refer is sexual tension. On this website there is page called "Massage", and under that page is a link to Ascension Massage. Ascension Massage has lately received an increase in the number of hits. Interest appears to be rising. The reason Ascension Massage has not been promoted lately (by me on this site) is because of the sexual issue. Issues over sex remain constant. They are puzzling. I've been unsure how to promote the divine love nature of Ascension Massage because sexual issues continue to rise and get in the way. Sex is a bump in the road. It is an obstruction to what I'm trying to present through Ascension Massage. And yet sex is not even real! It is a misnomer, a mislabeling. There is a divine nature that is being held back. Recent revelations are insisting I go ahead and start revealing what I know. "Don't worry", I am assured. "It is time to shake the tree and see what falls out."
Here is a simple example of what sex is. Imagine if you will someone who continues to beat you up with daily angry tirades. It doesn't hurt you physically, but it is a bother. It is part of your life and you have lived with it a long time but it creates an agitation. It is not a big deal but after a while it becomes irritating and you finally become physically disturbed by it. After days and weeks pass, maybe even months of this irrating way of life, suddenly the angry tirades stop! What happened? An emptiness rushes in bringing peace, tranquility, even bliss. Some might call it ecstasy or rapture. You suddenly experience the sensation of peace and you enjoy freedom like you haven't felt in a long, long time. This changes your life, your thoughts, your emotions, your appreciation and joy of life increases. You had an orgasm, a release of pressure that had built up.
This is what sex is - the cessation of continual pounding and beating at an internal door that was closed. Most people are unaware of this door. This is a new concept. You don't have to believe it, but this door is blocking the flow of the divine love that should be flowing up the spine and all through the body, maintaining your life in a constant state of harmony, peace, rightness, abundance and good relations. The spine is actually a pathway for divine energy to flow from the coccyx up to the crown of the head, and equally, for the life force to flow DOWN from the abstract intelligence of light and love, entering through the crown of the head and flowing into the soil of earth through the feet. We have not been introduced to this except for those of us who study the occult and esoteric sciences. Clairvoyants and mediums can see the energies moving, but not the average person with training or natural inclination.
This life force of which I speak is pure, unadulterated and uncontaminated by the human belief system. Human beliefs don't influence it or alter it. Humanity has built an artificial life around it, living off it like a parasite. But the divine life is flowing through us still. We just don't know about it. The divine life runs the show, breathes our breath for us, keeps the body functioning. And disease happens only when we block the flow.
We have been blocking the flow when it comes to sex, big time. Our ignorance causes all sorts of problems for us, and not just sexually. On all levels of life. Fortunately, we are on the brink of opening doors we have not had opened in eons of time. We have been held back so it's not our fault entirely. But we have resisted the natural flow of our own divine nature - the internal natural nature of love. We have fallen into dark hands and we have listened to them. We are now reaping the rewards today and learning to not listen. We are returning to our natural divine nature with slow, steady steps of awareness of love.
There is a waking up and transformation happening. Many people are prepared to shed light on the way sex has been mislabeled, mishandled and abused. We DO have the ability to fix it if we knew more about how it went wrong. This is merely a preliminary introduction to the problem of sex. We really didn't know!? We have no idea how badly we have messed up what could have been a most beautiful love affair with life and over the centuries. There is a natural flow of bliss, love and joy running through our bodies - we tune into it now and then (ask the lovers of the world!) - but there is a closed door when it comes to mechanical sex. There is more to come.
Ascension Massage is a new method to bring ecstatic divine love up through the body PAST the sex block, not repressing it but lifting it up, raising it up, with honor, love and respect, up past the bulge that we refer to as a sexual need to release. When we release the divine love at this lower level (by cumming) we spend it outward into the physical abdomen and intestines, and the rest of the body cells and tissues - the stomach, heart, lungs, brain and more - doesn't receive it. Which is why we stay at the same consciousness level and don't grow wiser and happier. There is a next step. Tomorrow there will be more. Tune in!
2/26/23 - Accessing your higher self - part 2
Close your eyes and concentrate on the picture of yourself that you have chosen, the one you really love above yourself. Use this photograph as an image to fix your attention upon. Close your eyes and recreate this image above you high in the sky, in the clear blue of the sky and inside a bright, dazzling sun, like the real sun we see every day. Imagine a clear blue sky and the sun at zenith. Imagine you inside the sun. You are coming through the sun right now as your immaculate, perfect self, streaming like the TV show streams through the televion set into your living room. Right this very moment your perfect self is streaming through the sun and down into your body through a radiant ray of light, alongside other radiant rays of light of others in form.
Imagine this image. Focus on it. You are being created as an endless stream of perfection - a human being in form - and you are being created eternally. We experience "time" where we are in our bodies, but the one infinite creator does not experience time. It is the creator in the eternal moment of now. And you are riding into the earth's atmosphere constantly as a perfect creation of ahuman being. You are the creation of the one infinite creator - the one we call "Father" or "Lord". You were not created in the past; you are being created eternally now. Always. It is difficult for us to understand this, but picture yourself over your head in the brilliant sun. There is no time in the sea of eternity. You are living in the now and you know you are living because you are breathing - inhaling and exhaling, pumping blood through your organs which are functioning - you are being created always, in the now moment. There is only one now moment in eternity and you are living in that one moment, right now. Even though we do not see or realize this brilliant perfect "Me" or "I", it is happening, nonetheless. It is the consciousness of "me" or "I". This consciousness cannot be taken from us. We are conscious. We are aware. And we can grow our consciousness. We can expand it. We can refine it. We can tune in to a more beautiful "me" or "I". We do this through the art of concentration and blocking out all other images. Just for a short while. With practice we learn to hold this positive image for longer periods.
You are now creating a picture of yourself in the most beautiful image you can find of yourself. Photographs work perfectly for a starter. You are using a photograph that you like about yourself, that pictures you in a way that pleases you. You are placing that image into the sky above you inside a sun that you are creating in your mind, using the powers of concentration but you are opening a channel to receive more. You have a mind, an intelligence, an awareness, that you are using to create this channel. You use your mind all day long in more finite ways but now you are using your mind to open to more than you know. So far you have used your mind to create worries, anxieties, illusions, projections, relationships and a way of life that suits you. You create through the ability to find comfort and peace. More and more, people are learning to relax and use their minds in more expansive ways. Still, there are any distractions. The world is going through an upheaval, a regurgitation of old ways and a transition to newer, more uplifting ways of living. The world is giving birth to greater light. The old ways are falling behind. Chaos is in the air because there are 8 billion people on the planet, and each one is going through their own transition.
We tend to consider the feelings of other people around us, we like to help. But we cannot help with the undercurrents that are flowing. Stick to your own game plan. Follow your own heart and dream. That is the reason for accessing your higher self. Only your higher self knows what is good for you. Your higher self is the immaculate self that is flowing continually through you. Tune into it. Let others find their own higher self. It is not your job to assist them, unless there is an obvious way that you can step in. Then, in that case, step in and help, but don't get distracted from your main job - that of tuning into your own higher self which has the answers and solutions for you alone.
The state of the world is in chaos as the light is causing us each to shift focus to ourself alone. Silent mediation on our self alone brings peace and contentment if we stabilize into the practice. You use your mind all day long on "other things" not yourself, so you seldom tap into your own perfection which is ever present, flowing in on your breath, inhaling it and exhaling it as we speak, as I type these words. Only the wisest of the wise human beings take the time to STOP! Stop focusing on "other things" and focus on the perfection that is flowing through you right now. The immaculate concept that would bring you awareness of peace and revelations concerning your own life. Everyone thinks the immaculate concept refers to Mother Mary of biblical scripture, the mother of Jesus. But it pertains to the perfection of every form flowing into existence. Your form is building and flowing along a perfect pattern - a pattern called the Adam Kadmon, the Christ. It is a perfect human shape. All the organs are in perfect place to perform their function. Every cell is in place, every molecule, every organ, the brain, your heart, your lungs, your spleen, liver, kidneys, toes, fingers, hands, blood flow, nerves - everything is perfect because you are being created from the mind of the one infinite creator in this very moment.
Tune into the photographic image that you are holding in your hands, close your eyes and recreate this image in your mind. See yourself in the brilliant dazzling white light of the sun. Your image is almost lost in the sunlight because the sun is SO bright, SO dazzling, SO brilliant, SO all consuming. Yet, you can see yourself inside that radiant light because you are coming through the light. You are a thought of the creator, just as the sun is a thought of the creator. You are a part of the light as a unique and separate creation. You are the perfect creation that is being radiated outword as we speak of it. The one infinite creator did not create you a "long time ago" so that you had "time" to become lost. There is no time in the infinite expanse of forever. It is all happening in the eternal now. Be HERE NOW and picture yourself densifying into your current human form. You are manifesting as an embodied form. Hold that image for as long as you can. If your mind wanders, pull it back to the image of your immaculate self coming into manifestation as your current you. This is coming through strongly to me as I release these words. The image of the immaculate concept is always streaming forth. No matter where you "think" yourself to be, no matter what situation you "think" yourself in, be aware of this perfect immaculate you. This beautiful image of yourself that you hold in your mind right now.
The reason for holding it above your head is so you reach up to it. Think up to it as an open chalice to receive the divine blueprint as it funnels down into your crown. Receive it and create a direct line, a link, a thread, a channel, a path from you on the earth plane in your physical body that is aging, upward to the more of you that you do not see. You are using a photograph to picture yourself, to plant your image in the open spaces of the sky as a portal. The image is not the real you, it represents a frequency, a divine idea, a master plan coming from the creator flowing down into concrete form. The immaculate concept cannot be understood by the finite personality ego, but it can be open to receive revelation from the divine. That is what we want to do here - receive revelation. We need to have a portal to fix our attention on with an open, eager mind. It has been eternally flowing down but we have not known about it, so we have missed it. It is constantly descending down, and manifesting as clumps of solar fire into concrete atoms, cells and molecules to form a human body. We are creating this open channel by visualizing it. Visualizations are a thousand more effective than words. They are like containers into which we receive the divine substance that is flowing. Visualizations are like buckets put out in the rain to collect water. Something has to hold the water or it will be lost in the fray.
Create this pathway by holding this picture for as long as you can in one sitting. Then release it and return to your normal life. Continue to live your life as you normally would, do not "try" to make it better or different. Let the divine handle the absorption and correction as it flows into your daily life. Periodically, sit in the quiet and alone time and hold the vision again. Your human nature is valuable. Continue to construct it with purpose and vision. Your human ego and understanding is growing stronger as you do this. You are learning as you grow through the life you live as (insert your name). Your friends and family are doing the same but on a different time line than you. Don't expect them to follow along beside you. They too have an immaculate concept breathing through them but their time for understanding is different from yours. The more you sit in quiet and peace, holding this immaculate image, the more you strengthen the river of universal harmony and abundance into your physicalness. Be here now. Hold this beautiful image of yourself and notice the merging and how it affects your life. Know that the real sun in the sky is a distribution center for your immaculate blueprint. Your knowledge of this will keep the channel open more and more. Keep strengthening the path of light that is coming through the sun. Both the "real" sun in the sky and the "imagined" sun that you create in your mind.
Concentrate. This is work. Work at picturing yourself. Hold this image. If your mind wanders, pull it back with will power and determination. Work at holding the picture of your immaculate self - or the best image of yourself that you can muster. It is above you coming down from an abstract intelligence and entering through the top of your head. Focus on the crown. Bring the image down through the crown of your head and into the brain so it can register on the physical cells of your brain and be distributed through physical nerve cells. Imagine a portal at the crown of your head and imagine the revelations flowing down through the opening at the top of your head. The crown portal is known as the Dweller on the Threshold. It is half inside the crown and half outside. It sits there as a sphere of light at the crown, half in and half out, an open portal that may be opened by your focused awareness with love and devotion for your higher self.
Imagine the flow of light flowing into your brain, picture your brain as it appears in graphic form, and see the light lighting up this brain. It flows through your brain and center of the head, manifesting as the pituitary gland, the master gland which activates the various functions of the body. The light flows easily through the channels designed in perfection by the master blueprint. The more often you picture the light flowing, the more perfection flows into your aging, deteriorating body. For those who study the yoga sutras, the pituitary gland is not the Ajna center. The Ajna center is projected out from the center of the head to the front of the forehead. It is used for sending or directing, like a laser beam.
Bring the image of your immaculate perfection down into your head center. See the brain and nervous system light up. The more you do this and the longer you hold this image of light manifesting in your physical, the more you solidify this truth into your finite physical body. Blend your divine immortal self with your fun-loving, pleasure-loving, excitable, ever changing humanity and you will notice an uptick in your sensations and life. You are creating a blend of your true self in the abstract and your physical body self as a concrete human being. With this practice we are channeling the abstract solar fire into the physical brain cells so they can carry the divine fire to other locations in the body. The solar fire is known as the Presence of God, the Dweller on the Threshold and the Christ. The divine wants to be in form. Unfortunately, we have been covered over with false impressions and projections of illusion and limited wrong beliefs. Focus more and more and for longer periods of time on the best version of yourself you can find, and hold that image in the sun. Strengthen the channel between the divine you and the mortal finite you.
2/25/23 - Accessing your higher self - part 1
Stamina comes from your Higher Self. You cannot create stamina without tapping into your Higher Self. Your Higher Self is all that you are up to date. It is all that you have experienced up to date. You have collected an amazing amount of stamina throughout the eons. You can call it vital life force or some other word, the word is not important. Understand what we mean by stamina. You have built it into yourself by the actual LIVING of it thru form life. After each form life you return to the non-form life, the heaven worlds. And then you return to form life again. You have experienced form life before this human life you are living now. Your mastery is built through living in form life, mastering the form life and growing from being in form and learning how to manage yourself in embodiment. Your spiritual self is actually built from living in an embodied planet. This stamina - you call it energy but there are different kinds of energy - comes from knowing how to maneuver in form. All that you have ever experienced in form is the excellent stamina that you wish you had more of.
You have lived on other planets too, not just on Earth. There are galaxies upon galaxies - solar communities of countless other planets - which host beings like humans and animals on their surfaces. Also you have had pre-human lives as animals, plants and even minerals before becoming human. From the beginning of your sojourn into form and substance, you have been a child of the one infinite creator experiencing embodied life in form and substance. You have been one consciousness, the same consciousness that you are enjoying now, today, and thinking you know it all. And you DO know it all. You know all that you know, but there is more that you don't know. There is always more to become known. And there are always others to guide you and talk to you telepathically. Stamina is knowledge lived. It comes from the accumulated "know it all" part of you. It is your innate knowledge. Your instinct. Your intuition. Your sense of being right. You can tap into that rightness, that knowingness starting now. It is all the knowledge and understanding that you have accumulated so far in the eons and eons of time living in embodied form. You can start right now, just as you are today, even if you have low self esteem and don't believe you can.
We call this innate self the Higher Self or the God Self. Or perhaps you call it the Lord. Whatever you are accustomed to calling it, it is above and beyond you because your body today is finite. It was built at your conception, so it is only one life old, where you have lived countless lives before. This body is only temporary, but you can train it if you learn how to access your prior life knowledge. This body will not last forever unless you feed it with your past life memories, and then it may live longer than you planned. This body was built just for you for THIS life. It was built at the time of your conception and birth by your earth mother. So this body that you are living in today does not have memory of your past lives. But YOU do, you as an everlasting eternal consciousness. Your consciousness is what we call the spiritual self. You are eternal. You live over and over again in different forms. You grow up and learn the current culture by living in that particular form, and then that form passes away and you go on to the heavenly fields to debrief and consider the next step in form. You have embodied in various forms and usually don't remember them. You learn how to maneuver that one particular form that you currently inhabit, and you tap into your prior knowledge through some kind of homing device called instinct. Instinct is inherent. It is prior knowledge that has accumulated in your consciousness - that which we refer to as soul.
You don’t remember your past lives unless you have tapped into your Higher Self. You can tap into your Higher Self right now, and I will teach you a method how to do that. Your higher self is best known as intuition. It is innate. It is not just inside of you, it is your life force, your consciousness, your breath of awareness with which you first come awake and aware in the morning after sleep. Or after a coma of long duration. You are all that you have EVER been and ever experienced. You are awareness. You just don’t remember prior lives easily. Some of us do. But it is in THIS body that we are primarily focused. Learning to maneuver in THIS body. THIS body is a new body. It doesn't have the memories that YOU have as an everlasting consciousness. You probably haven't had the opportunity to know this before now, or maybe you have. Many people are learning about their spiritual selves today. Humanity is growing by leaps and bounds into higher consciousness levels. But if you don’t know how to access your Higher Self, I will give you some hints tomorrow. You have been held back on this planet called Earth. It has been a dark planet up until recently. Earth is growing up and taking on more of HER higher self too. Mother Earth is also an intelligent entity who has been held back. She is of a different species than human. She belongs to the planetary tribe. All planets belong to the planetary tribe. They can communicate with each other through the solar system - their male counterpartner. They host the human, animal, plantlife and other species on their surfaces.
If you are willing I would like to share with you some ways to access your Higher Self. These are from my own personal experiences. I will tell you more tomorrow. This is a prelude to lay a foundation before beginning. All techniques have a basis of a foundation, a reason for being to share and pass on to others. One must be prepared in order to be open enough to receive. Otherwise, why would you waste your time? Search your photographs and scrapbooks tonight and find a photo of yourself that you really, really like of yourself. The one photo that gives you a good feeling about yourself. One that shows you in the way you would like to look today. What quality does it bring to mind? Beauty? Dignity? Nobleness, grace, power, strength, intelligence? Whatever quality you most admire and want to enhance in yourself. That feeling can be enhanced with the help of your Higher Self. You can access this quality by picturing your Higher Self in a certain way. The photo can be of any age, it doesn’t matter. It can be used as a reminder, a reflection, thru which to access skills that you have but are currently beyond reach because your physical body and brain never experienced them before. Tomorrow then.
2/24/23 - Don't suppress the ego, soften it, and Tantra
Don’t suppress the ego, soften it. Many people think the personal ego is bad, but the Masters say you don’t want to suppress or repress your personal ego, or deny it, or even subdue it. Rather, soften it. Care for it with the wise gentleness of a good mother, because your human ego is of personal value - to you and to others. It is your uniqueness. The great plan behind all plans is to integrate your personal value, your knowledge and unique individuality into the overall master plan - the Oneness out of which all springs forth into form. The divine Oneness is ever growing richer because of the individual minds merging into it.
It is this Oneness that is the I AM Presence that descends into form. The I AM God Presence created you and supports you on your individual journey. It is immortal. It is the One I AM that created all forms everywhere. The great mystery is how this is done. We are on the road of discovery, each one of us, learning how it is done. It is the ONE out of which life springs a'new every day, every moment, eternally refreshing us if we can understand that and tap into it. The I AM is eternally new and more than it was before, because individual minds are constantly returning home with their individualities vastly expanded with understanding.
The problem we all experience is this. We as an individual mind have grown an intelligent branch off of the ONE intelligence, separate and apart from the great ocean of love and unified ooneness. Yet we cannot escape it entirely, we can only go off separate and alone, away from it. We can reject it and refuse to listen to the guiding voice within, but we cannot escape it because we ARE the oneness having a separate temporary experience. We are still in the oneness, or rather, the one vast intelligence is still in us. Many have taken the dark road away from love and light, for we have free will. But the better advice is always to go within and listen to the still small voice of conscience, of heart, of love.
We have each had many experiences out in the darkness as separate intelligences, away from the light and the love of the one infinite creator. We not only can say "I did it my way!" - we MUST do it "my way". That is the only way to find the light and the love within. No one else can do it for you. You are on a separate path from your friends. That is why your personal ego is not bad. It just needs to be softened, blended with the love and light within so it can feel wanted, valued and held in high esteem. Bad criminal cruel mean behavior is not valued, it needs to be awakened to the value it is running away from.
We all did many things against our own inner conscience, light and loving heart, but it taught us the value of right and wrong. We benefitted from the results. Good results from good and right behavior, and bad results from wrong behavior. We learned as we traveled and experimented about the value of having friends and being kind and doing the morally right thing, even if no one noticed. And we learned it was not worth it to go against that inner knowing. We learn to maintain personal integrity over the long haul. We learn to be less selfish, or perhaps we learn to be MORE selfish - those of us who are constantly giving our power away to the point of exhaustion - for there is a constant balance we are seeking to maintain. The balance is done within, by noticing, acknowledging the truth and applying it. The spiritual life is the path of maintaining balance between our own dual natures.
When you get angry, tone it down, bring it back to gentleness with words and considerations. The separate ego thinks it is all alone in life and it maintains a stubbornness to survive, not unlike the child having a temper tantrum. When things don’t go its way, it strikes out in ways that are not good for the whole. It sheds violence on the neighbors and family. Tone it down. Treat it with love and kindness and show it respect, and the personal ego will respond in kind. It needs to be respected. It needs to feel valued because it is a part of us. It is not separate. Be patient and kind to yourself. On a higher level you are your own God, your own Father God and your own Mother God. Be nice to yourself. Find a way that is balanced and does not hurt someone else in your vicinity. Work on this. The soul is a work in progress. The soul is the child learning how to live life in form in a balanced way. Then happiness is felt. Joy is felt. Abundance is felt.
The ego is the human child being raised by the Father-Mother God within. Father is abstract intelligence without form; the Mother is abstract intelligence INSIDE the form, flowing through the form as the life blood, circulating through the heart, lungs, nerves, glands and organs. You have access to the Father-Mother God within, for you are both the ego as little child and the wise parents of spiritual nature. As the little child you don't know this until you begin connecting with the love and light within - the Father-Mother who is the one infinite creator flowing through you. Act more like the father-mother God within you and you will mature as an ego. At that point you begin changing into aspects of the Divine Ego, which is more loving, graceful, patient and kind. You will be noticed as becoing a more peaceful, refined personality.
There are many religious and spiritual names used to refer to the Divine Ego – Higher Self, God-Self, Spirit, Holy Christ Self, Divine Feminine, Divine Masculine, but it is not the word that matters. It is your understanding that matters. When we live in a solid body form, we are operating on a closed circuit, not knowing these things. We are using that program that we were born into. Everyone born here in the past uses that program. It is "time" and "space", closed off restricted area from the wide open fields of intelligence, harmony and love. Here on this planet called Earth we were oriented to feeling separate. We were taught survivalism as one alone. There were survival laws that helped guide us. But things are changing. We are growing so wise now, the inhabitants of Earth, that we have entered into a higher consciousness field. It is known as the 4th dimension. The 4th dimension is one where we are sorting through things and making some choices and decisions that affect our future. We are choosing more wisely and with more unity consciousness. We want to live more peacefully and less in violence. As we find more and more self-enlightenment techniques on the net, we are stimulated to join classes or at least read about them and investigate a little further. Humanity is on the verge of raising the world's population to 5th density. In 5th density there is no violence. We leave violence behind us when we enter into that level of awareness.
Life continues on the 5th dimensional Earth differently than it did on the 3rd and 4th level of awareness. Too many people are now aware. Too many people want peace instead of fighting for survival. It is a different way. That is why your personal ego has value. IT is the one who is changing. The little egos are growing up and deciding in right ways that benefit everyone around them. We are integrating with our divine Father and Mother parent which is waiting for us. For we ARE the parent. We ARE the divine within, having a childhood lesson. Believe in a more unified and gracious way of life, considering the values and rights of others around you, and you will be valued in return more than you have been in the past. Rather than repress your personal needs, wants and desires, work with them and instill in them larger graciousness.
As a side note, for many years I have been seeking to understand the Tantra way of life, which is not sexual. The reason people think it’s about sex is because sex is the first door to open that allows the divinity to expand into the form body. The feeling is one of loving attraction which sort of overwhelms the young person in puberty. It is the beginning exposure to the power known as kundalini, or in the west known as the holy spirit. It is the secret power that lies in the etheric body at the base of the spine - specifically surrounding the coccyx. This area of the body is the geometric center of the human body. At a certain point in the aging of the body, it opens partially, gently, to allow these feelings to expand up the spine. Sexual feelings are the result. It is a touch of the divine nature within. The body feels it as sensually warm and loving. But since we have been born into a physical-only form of living, we seek an outward way to express it. With another person or through masturbation. We did not have teachers or guides to take us through this early stage of puberty. Unfortunately, in the dark ways of Earth, there were people (and still are) who became obsessed with the body feeling and abused younger ones and more vulnerable people. This has caused a lot of damage. Fortunately we are on the cusp of exposing this long abuse. New teachings are coming out fast in these days, especially about the kundalini or the sacred fire, as it is known. It is the divine nature that has been held locked inside the human body for eons. Now is the time for truth of the power behind sex to be revealed. Tantra is one of the paths that have an ancient grounding the sacred Vedas of India, I am told. I personally have not read them but the Masters have guided me. Kundalini is the Mother God flame at the base of the spine, called Shakti to the impersonal God Shiva which is abstract intelligence.
On a human level, yes, sex is the beginning. It is feeling so divine that if you are fortunate enough to have a Tantric master who will guide you, you will be led into a life of personal empowerment that no other spiritual path can match it. I was fortunate to have been given a Tantric Master 47 years ago, after I went into the Light by a dramatic awakening of Kundalini, without my having been prepared. When the shakti started to purify me of everything that I was made of that was embedded in me from childhood and previous lifetimes, it was a makeover which I didn't understand. I had no choice but to live through it. It was - and I love this phrase! - a blessing and a curse. My husband at the time and I were drawn into the lifestyle of swinging and through free intimate sex I became grounded back into normalcy, but with a lingering yearning for ever higher love which other people could not provide.
Bad situations and frustrations had to be confronted and dealt with, but in the long run the good benefits won out. I learned more through the swinging lifestyle than I could ever tell. I become more patient, more understanding, softer, kinder, gentler and more dignified. Tantra does not exclude sex but it does not focus on sex. Sex is not forbidden. It is a threshold over which a person passes to get to the larger room inside. It is a change in perspective. It changes the focus from hard bodies and hard outlines to softer, larger, more etheric bodies and outlines, and sensitivities. The sex act loses its crudity and matures into love-making. Sex becomes no longer a goal-oriented act. It becomes less physical and more sensual, more kind, more loving toward self and the other person. More considerate to self and the other, more elevating, more worshipful and reverent. There is a heavenly aspect that most do not quite reach but is available if one does not give up reaching for it. And also one becomes more discriminating and discerning about who you have sex with. You can feel a person’s motives and intentions when you are near them. You can read them. The energy fields overlap in close proximity and you can't fail to know what they are made of. And if you feel compatible you feel free to make love with a perfect stranger. That is, if your wife or husband doesn't resist.
The shakti (kundalini) is not directed towards the orgasm and physical penetration. It wants to go higher than that. It is energetically and magnetically attracted to beyond the heart and head to the Home from which it came. It wants to go Home so it expands up the spinal column in search of that ultimate blissful connection. Tantra is the path of learning about this mysterious power of enlightenment. The masters of Tantra teach how to build the power up and not to spend it on orgasm, but not to get lost in the shuffle either. It can go to the sun if you let it or it can be used with another human being in ecstatic lovemaking. Or it can rise up the spine and out the top of the head to reach ever higher levels of bliss and ecstasy alone, without a partner. Without a teacher who knows, a person will continue to want satisfaction from sex with someone else and will be driven by sex. Sex is not bad, but it can be misused to hold someone back from maturing into fulfillment. Sex is not the purpose of the kundalini. It is only the first step on the ladder to heaven. Tantra teachers guide a student into understanding both sides of the coin, both the spiritual and the human.
The power behind sex is a higher power of a divine, immaculate nature. It must be guided and understood how to work with it. When sex is first felt at puberty, it is felt as a loving thing. Without guidance it becomes focused on the physical body seeking something. Without wise teachers to guide the one in puberty, the young one stays with that focus - seeking the opposite gender for sex and penetration. How can he or she not know differently? So the all important focus is then finding a mate to help us fulfill ourselves. Or we are abused by someone else and thrown into trauma. The Tantric path is a path of spiritual enlightenment, not sex but may include sexual orientation. I have been writing about it for a long time.
2/23/23 - Rise above the stagnating energies of the body
This morning while showering I heard, "Rise above the stagnating energies of the body. The mind is your playground. Play! It brings you joy by discovery." The voice continued and I wrote on paper.
The world is a world of discovery. It is where you have the luxury of comparing differences. Only in the form life do you have differences. In the heavenly fields you don't have these differences. Let discovery be your game and your motto. You are learning how the great sages made their enlightenment. And why they are always in peace and joy. It is a lesson of discovery after discovery after discovery. Excitement of discovery, after excitement of discovery, after excitement of discovery. This is what grows your mind to happier planes and more fulfillment. It is a lesson of great importance. Make excitement your path. Your path to enlightenment is being highlighted with your discoveries and your excitements. Use your mind! Your master has led you thus far, now it is up to you to continue walking this path. Learn to do it yourself. Learn by trying it out for yourself. Instead of looking to your master every day and pouring over past journals, look to your OWN ability to discover excitement energy. Become your OWN master. Let your mastery over your dullness and boring stagnation emerge and guide you forward to discovery. Let excitement be your guide and dullness be a sign to turn around and go in another direction.
Life in form is filled with comparisons. The diversity is immense. This is the life of learning and growing. Of discovery that fills you with excitement. Discover what brings you down and what brings you up to high points. Discovery teaches you the proper use of your mind. The improper use of the mind is to let disappointment and frustration and bad attitudes stay inside you un-used, un-expressed and un-wanted. Don't hang onto them. Get ahead of your body’s tendency to stagnate. USE the discouraging energies and don’t let them sit and stew in you. Use them up. Use them as fuel. Use them in action. Put them to work. Do something with them. They are fuel for consumption. They are energies. That's all they are. Action is required to get rid of them. Don’t sit and stew in them. Get a grip on yourself. Make yourself get up and move in another direction. Don’t let bad energies sit inside of you bringing you down. Use bad energies to accomplish something positive. Spend them like money. Consider them fuel for your bank account. Whirl around like a spinning top if there is nothing else you can do.
Get them out of your system, out of your head, out of your muscles, they are holding your down. Get them out of your body and into the air and your energy field where they become free to disband into the light. Think AIR! Think UP! Think LIGHT! Send them UP and out into the air by the directing force of your conscious mind. Then stay open, stay ahead of stagnation. Don’t let old energies accumulate in your tissues. Be greater than your body. Your body is a shell composed of past energies that have accumulated and you did not know. Past energies from yesterday and last year and from childhood and prior lives. Be more than the accumulated energies of the past. The past has come and gone. Find NEW excitements. Be gentle with yourself as you walk slowly into new excitements. New excitements will move you in positive directions. They are like a flowing river. Follow the river of moving excitement. Let the river of your life teach you and guide you in a spontaneous and free way. But do not hurt anyone in your flowing. Be kind and be sensitive in your flowing. Be benevolent, be creative. Let freedom come and let freedom go out from your body. Don’t keep them close inside of you.
Share them with others. Tell your stories. Meet and converse openly with others. Share your discoveries. Spin them into action. Be a flowing river of stories and excitements as they come into your life and flow out, leaving you open-minded and open-hearted. Free to receive further flowing from the universe.
2/22/23 - Dissolving into larger love - don't turn it personal
I asked DK this morning, how do you be physically close without turning it personal or sexual? It's a philosophical question, intended to enlarge my intellectual understanding of this very major process. I was thinking of holding a women's session. He responded: "It requires silence. It’s not about touching. You don’t have to hug or lie down together. That would expose you to physical toxicities held in the body. Be close within the auric fields so they overlap."
He continued. "You can start with 4 or 6 women in a circle with a goal in mind, as you have been learning in the Tantra books. But this is not for sexual fulfillment. Its purpose is for grounding the holy light into the flesh body, as in the light body known as the christ body. This requires refinement of those impulses and tendencies when tend to rush, to reach, to stroke and to pull towards, which we call groping. The urge to reach for another body or to repel another body, comes up in people. It is the magnetic attraction of the earth forces. One must resist the earth force push and pull. You are to manage this impulse.
The practice is an inner practice to hold steady in the quiet in your body, in your mind, in your feelings. We use visualizations. Imagine a column of refined light coming down from above, through you and into the earth below. Know that this column of light is really a column of love. It is the ALL-THAT-IS direct from the heart of the sun behind the sun which comes from the creator, the father-mother God. An outsider’s touch or presence would be less than this holy light, holy love. This is the love-light of your own light body, your christ body. You swoon into it and everything human in you melts and dissolves in the light and love of your christ body. With practice you will not fall to the floor, as some have done, but contain it within your mind, body and feelings. This is the next step practice.
Anchor the light, which is actually love, into your human body, your physical flesh body which is composed of thoughts, beliefs, intentions, desires, tendencies, resentments, bitterness, hatreds, sorrows, weaknesses - all of the human stuff that is not holy. By allowing yourself to remain silent and centered, you will experience receiving the holiness of the love that is coming down into the ground through your visualization, you prepare your body to become the God-self in human form. All-knowing, all-wise, it dissolves all personal tendencies, involvements, attachments, etc. With each practice session it leaves you refreshed, open, aware, more knowledgeable, and infinitely more capable of FEELING love. Dissolving personal attachments is done without damage, effort or pain. There is never any pain when love dissolves personality stuff. Human relationships are possessive and controlling, so these are dissolved in the larger love. Your love enlarges to embrace so much more.
If you are connecting with your light body, christ body, it is a solitary process. You, the child, are becoming the grown-up now - one with your father-mother God. You are becoming the adult, the mature God-man or God-woman. The holy Christ self in physical form. Others will not have jurisdiction over you.
2/20/23 - How to eliminate a fuzzy head
After having a quiet household for years, just the two of us, we have a friend living with us who has been displaced from her home in the flood, and has many problems she is trying to resolve from our home. The house is buzzing with different energies, not our own. It is a time for learning. How to cope with other energies so close at hand? Not knowing what to do, I began searching among the hundreds of different methods offered by those who know, including the Ascended Masters, but which one? It's not like there are no solutioins. It's a matter of which solution to utilize, because it requires calmness and concentration to apply such methods that deal with out-of-balance energies that are disturbing. I have created my own buzzing energy field in the process, giving me a non-stop fuzzy brain.
Now I am finally getting it. It took a while. The correct answer is: I have to take charge of my own energies and not follow someone else's method. Stop looking for answers and start doing something. Nobody else's method applies to my situation because it is me and my own consciousness that creates the problem, and I have to do something about it myself. It's a consciousness thing. So no meditation today, just action is requried. I must consciously accelerate the electrons, atoms and cells in my own body, mind and energy field to bring in greater clarity and vision.
I am being told: Accelerate the body’s cells and feel the stimulation of interest. Become interested again in life. Speeding up the body’s cells, atoms and electrons clears away the effluvia, the debris, the old dead energy that weighs you down. Use this energy, don't let it stagnate. I can tell already - it works. Keep busy. It should not be manually difficult labor but be productively busy. Then lie down to rest, calmly and peacefully, for 20 or 30 minutes to allow the body to recuperate and fall back into its normal natural alignment. This part is crucial - to rest inbetween bouts of productivity and/or busy-ness. It prevents stress and tension from building up. Then get up and move again. You'll feel a lot better. It will clear the energies that are foreign to you. It will clear your head.
It helps to keep a running list of what you have accomplished during your active periods. Seeing the results of your productive and creative efforts not only boosts your energy, confidence, self-esteem and enthusiasm towards life and living, it actually increases the life force, allowing it to move through your blood, muscles and organs so you feel the building of stamina flowing through your physical body. Keep track of your good works. Journal your recovery process during your "down times" so you can remind yourself what to do again in the future.
2/18/23 - Nurturing Healing Love Massage Exchanges
A long time ago I was told by the Master Djwahl Khul: "Do not ask the male to change - just present the female.” A persistent dream nags at me to establish an ascension massage exchange network where individuals can meet others for mutual partner exchanges to assist in the growing need to overcome ascension symptoms. I have no idea how many people are aware of "ascension symptoms" but the world is going through not only climate changes but humans are too. There is a lightening process taking place worldwide, a consciousness elevation, a broadening, a widening, an awareness of one's personal space becoming more refined. Consciousness is becoming more spiritual, more rarified. Yet, the dense physical body and brain are the same. This is causing havoc on the coarse physical body which has been programmed to low expectations. Life has been restricted in many ways. There is an inner struggle going on, trying to understand. How to cope.
My desire for an ascension massage exchange network hasn't manifested yet, mostly because I haven't been ready before now. I have been advancing my understanding to the point where I have to do something soon or I'll leave my body and go elsewhere. (Just kidding.) I am by nature a passive person and a follower, not a leader so I've been doing lots of inner work, homework and opening myself up to specialized training. The ascension massage is a soft, gentle nurturing feminine approach, using priestess skills of ancient origin. It is not sexual. If there is a sexual body response, we simply ignore it and raise the energy up over the block and keep going. It is done consciously, mentally and intentionally. There are many lifetimes of training in this art.
The goal of ascension massage is to connect the pure uncontaminated light and love in one person to the pure uncontaminated light and love in another person. The light and love is the same in both persons, it is the HUMAN that makes us each different. The goal is to merge the uncontaminated light with the HUMAN. This is the hard part that we've been missing. Mutual body exchanges without sex or emotional attachment can do this. We are to merge the human with the divine so the human becomes the individualized god/goddess that is destined to be. We do it without emotionial or sexual involvement. When sexual response happens we direct our attention higher, that's all. We elevate it. We don't suppress it but raise it up higher. It takes some training to do this, and practice.
When we exchange ascending massage, the uncontaminated light and love from both giver and receiver combined is stronger than from just one person alone. It washes away the toxic energies in the system that cause confusion, sickness, pain and suffering. What most people are unaware of is that there is an immaculate blueprint within them, within everyone, including bad evil people. They wouldn't be alive, breathing and walking around if they did not have an immaculate divine blueprint functioning in their body. This divine blueprint has been covered over by imprinted false cultural programming from birth on up to the present day. This perfect immaculate blueprint can't be contaminated by human error or mistakes. It just can't. You can try but you can't contaminate it. It doesn't matter how bad a person is or what crimes they've committed, or how mean, cruel or vicious they are in life, they have a perfect immaculate divine blueprint that has been covered over by the culture. It can be uncovered with education, training and believing enough in it to do daily homework - and exchanging an ascension massage can help if they are willing to trust in the process. This immaculate blueprint is the life force of the body known historically as the christ, short for crystal or crystalline. Everyone has one.
The Ascended Masters have been guiding me to establish an ascension massage exchange for a long time. Click HERE to see the original posting back in 2014. An ascension massage leads to total bliss IF the receiver is ready to receive and can open to trusting the giver. The goal of receiving one is to become a giver of one. We will be creating a network of partner exchanges by starting one at a time, discussion and practice. I am starting it here, now, by writing about it.
If you are hungry for some loving touch, it requires giving loving touch in return, without sexual or romantic involvement or expectation. This is a higher form of love. A deeper form of love that goes to the bottom of the soul and collects the remnants of past action and brings them forth for redeeming. The result is feeling washed clean. It is divine nurturance. This is a spiritual technology that is older than the planet itself, and a teaching that comes from beyond the earth, beyond the galaxy and beyond the stars. There have ALWAYS been teachers of this ancient temple skill. Only those who were inclined to learn it, came again and again, over many lifetimes to the quiet cultures to be trained in out-of-the-way monasteries and underground sanctuaries, away from the noise and cloudy atmosphere of the evolving residents. It is a sacred art and a universal science. The universe operates on love. Love is the longing that everyone has in their deepest heart. We wish sometimes that our relationship partner would do this for us but it doesn’t happen. They haven't been taught. The art of feminine nurturing healing love is a higher science. The word feminine does not mean women only, it refers to the soul. It is the soul that is feminine.
If you are interested in learning and practicing it, contact me privately and we will plan. There is no cost involved. This is something new and exploratory. It is an exchange of loving soft nurturing energy, not to be compared with anything that has been experienced before. We will dip into ancient times when the planet was young, pure and full of the holy spirit unspoiled by humans. The world was quiet then. Serene. We will call upon the ancient land, peaceful and pure and warmed by the ancient sun. We will ask the sun to blow its ancient purity into this tired, weary body. We will call on ancient winds to blow through the cells and clear away the stress. We will call upon the ancient waters to wash away the tension in this body. We will ask the ancient trees to breath their green and pure oxygen through this body. We will ask the ancient flowers and herbs to sprinkle their healing fragrance deep into this soul and melt away the tightness in this body. We will ask the ancient sun to warm this body with its healing rays. We will call upon the ancient healing masters to place their sparkling spirit hands upon this body with nurturing love and light.
We will ask you to tune into the ancient quiet and tune out all outside thoughts. Focus on the here and now in this room. Stop thinking. Feel the quiet and trust the ancient peace that comes in. Develop the skill of tuning into harmony. One way to stop thoughts is to listen to your own breath. Notice the sound your breath makes. Feel your lungs and stomach inflating and deflating like balloons. Feel your hands with a thousand pores in the palm, inhaling clean white light and exhaling clean white light. Picture the bottoms of your feet with thousands of tiny pores opening and breathing in mother Earth on the inhale, and blowing out on the exhale. Imagine inhaling Earth magnetism up your legs to your heart and head, opening arteries and veins and exhaling down into the Earth again. Picture the pores in the skin on your back and spine opening as you inhale, and emptying out on the exhale. Picture your crown opening as you inhale, drawing in light from above, filling up your brain cells, and exhaling down the central column to Earth.
Imagine nurturing soft hands stroking your skin. Not heavy, not coarse, but light and airy. You might have a sheet covering your nakedness, or not, your choice, or light clothing. Expand into the air around you. Spiritual energy is all around you. Prana can be seen as sparkles. Manna is in the air. It is not mystical or mysterious. Prana and manna come from the sun. It is activated by your own consciousness. You are the one who creates manna and prana by connecting with the light and the love from the sun. You are the one who provides the force field of energy of light that encircles you and enfolds you. You are the one who refines it and makes it lighter than that of Earth atmosphere. Our bodies move inside this field of vitality which we create around us. It extends out to overlap with others. We are like fish swimming in an ocean of sparkling vitality. We were trained to focus on the physical world only - the hard edges of physical forms. Expand your eyesight and awareness beyond the form in a 360 degree circle so you can see into the heaven fields. You can with inner eyes and eyes that are beyond you. Picture yourself floating in a sea of pink light that extends into the distance. We are moving in a sea of energy like fish move in the sea. When we open our vision like this we stop thinking about day-to-day thoughts and begin drinking in the higher worlds. We allow the immaculate blueprint to sweep upward and outward around us, cleaning away the toxic energies, stress and tension that has been clinging to us. We are turning on our inner light and ascending our consciousness to higher realms.
2/15/23 - There is pure sweet love in the cells of your body
We are made of love. Love is everywhere. It governs the atoms and electrons of your body. Love is a conscious substance. It is intelligent. It is not felt as love when it is stuck and not moving, but it IS awake and aware. It is what moves your body around and your mind, brain and your feelings. It gives you breath and life. Inside the physical form made of substance, love is the atoms and swirling electrons that coalesce together and make up the cells, molecules and fibers of your body. If you did not have so many beliefs that cause you to be afraid, the atoms and electrons would be able to swirl and vibrate faster. The beliefs and thoughts are what restrict us. If we were more spontaneous and free we would feel lighter in body and happier in mind and feelings. It is limited belief - i.e., "I don't believe in such things" - and fear - i.e., "People are not to be trusted" - which leads to all sorts of negative attitudes that bog us down.
You use love to create because love drops your guard and expands your mind. Love is all there is. In the beginning creating something new is fun and exciting. You reduce love down into shape and form with substance and meat to it, by focusing with all your passion on your new creation. You take your ideas from infinite space and, with love, you mold and shape it into musical creations, artistic creations, relationships, school lessons, houses, tall buildings and bridges. You love to create. Your favorite creation is new relationships because old relationships tend to get dull and repetitious, repeating same old patterns over and over again is monotanous. New relationships feel good because you don't have any past memories or past mistakes to cast shadows. New relationships are pure love relationships. You glow when you think of your new lover or your new friend because nothing has spoiled it yet.
But creating in the world of form - our world of solid physicality - is pushing the envelope. We are each creating something new and so it is by trial and error. Our creations are experiments. We actually don't know how a new creation is going to work out. We plunge in with excitement, all aglow. Whether it be a workshop like my dream, or a new relationship that you have made. We are passionate. It is something NEW!
Why don't our old relationships and our old workshops feel like enough for us? Because we haven't continued to polish them with our love. Instead of polishing them up every morning with caring attention, respect and gratitude for their existence, we replay thoughts that had their day and they're now "old". Yesterday's oldness and mistakes creep into our thinking. The habits of the day before and the day before that and the day before that, until we are remembering all the mistakes, errors, and feelings of those mistakes and we are bogged down. What was originally a glowing exciting love affair of whatever - art, music, a class, a book - dulls down and becomes discarded. And we turn our attention to something new. That's why a new relationship, a new art piece, a new music CD, a new anything is so much more exciting. We are creating something new and there is no past to get in the way.
Is there a solution to this? The Galactics say it best: Learn to create with love in everything you do. Every moment of every hour of every day. It is a learning process. We are evolving into more advanced human beings by expanding our love and broadening our hearts. We need to love what we created YESTERDAY. Not discard it. Revivify it by picking it up again and caring for it, giving it loving attention. The most important creation of all is a primary relationship. I know many primary relationships that are not happy but they THINK they are. They could re-create their original love relationship by not following the same patterns and routines but taking a new approach today. Something different. Like taking a different road home from the store to provide new scenery, even if it takes longer time to get home. Forget the past and concentrate, meditate, focus on love. Make it new again.
Learn to create love every morning when you wake up in your mind. Say it to the walls, the ceilings, the floor, the bed sheets: "I love you windows, I love you carpet, I love you books, I love you bureau, I love you lamp!" Forget your tired old mundane responsibilities for an hour and spend time saying this new mantra: "I love you clothes!" And say it out loud if you dare. The sound of a word vibrating the air creates new energy in the air. "I love you, air!" If you don't have a partner, focus love on and into yourself. Love is in you already but it's not moving. If it's not moving, it's stuck and stagnant. Electrons never stop speeding in the subatomic structure of your body, but they slow down. The best love of all is love for yourself, your liver, your lungs, you stomach, your intestines. This is ancient yoga being revived in America today. You can do it o the run, as I do, or you can take an hour to sit quietly in a carefully designed location to give you peace of mind. You can add quiet music playing, perhaps a candle or two or three, and saying, "I love my heart, I love my brain, I love my blood flowing through my veins." But you can do it as you move about. I do. But do it. Start naming the parts of your body and putting your own hands on your own body and feel the love come alive. You can feel it! Allow the love to flow from your hands into your skin. Your legs, your feet, your arms, your stomach, the top of your head. Know that love is constantly pouring through you and love is the swirling atoms and electrons. Love never ceases flowing but it dumbs down when it's not being spoken or focused on. Think love for 5 or 10 minutes, or 30 minutes or an hour. It will help you to NOT go back to thinking negative. This is how to speed up the vibrations of the atomic structure of your body, brain and feeling world.
If you have a primary relationship, give your partner a massage once a week WITH LOVE. Buy a massage table and see what happens. Give your child a massage WITH LOVING HANDS and see what happens. Give your new born baby a massage WITH LOVE when it cries and see what happens. Give a friend a massage. A platonic massage. Give your SELF a loving massage. I do (on occasion!). Then you are re-creating something new. You become a god or goddess in training when you do this with love. Pick up discarded love objects off the floor and dust them off - with love. They too are composed of swirling electrons and nobody ever pays the kitchen chairs or table loving attention. You can transform your dull home into a sacred temple by doing this. Take an object over to the light blazing through the window and examine them. Hold them close to your lips. Smell the sweet fragrance of the love that is held locked inside the atoms and molecules. Revivify all in your life and love it back to excitement again. Be a happy god or goddess. Keep resurrecting that which was cast aside as old.
2/9/23 - Physically upgrading
There has been little time lately to visit the website and post articles. There have been changes. Many changes. A wonderful friend lives with us now, temporarily, until she gets her house back after the Hurricane Ian swept it away. And because we have opened our hearts and doors to give our friend sanctuary, we have taken on renewed responsibilities. We have expanded in different ways. There is a new dynamic in our house. As a result of our commitment to this, Doug and I have been upgraded. We are transforming, meaning we are changing the way we do things. There is additional understanding. We are wiser than we were before, and these create challenges. The challenges create opportunities to change if we are willing, and these bring on new responsibilities. Do we accept them? It's a test. I have found it comes with choices. It's a two-way street. One can refuse or one can suck it up and grow bigger. Get past it. Then I discovered that new energy comes along with it. This is not easy, so I wanted to write about it. I may be seen as an easy-going person to my friends, but I'm as stubborn as anyone else underneath where I live with myself. I have to do it "my way". And that's the part that needs "sucking up".
So now I've been given some specific yoga breathing techniques by my invisible sources, the Himalayan masters. I was guided to three separate books, all of which were tied together on higher levels. They were threaded together. What a privilege to be so connected to benefit from telepathic hints sent to me! It is mind-boggling to wake up with instructions to go here and there and get some new guidelines. However, it is always my choice to accept the guidance. I don't have to but I've learned over the years to pay attention and listen. I got down the three books. They were: Tibetan Tantric Mysticism, a book I didn't know I had - my sister boxed up all her books and sent them to me before she died. Another one led me to Swami Rama, also from my sister. Check him out on Amazon for books, and Youtube for glimpses from lectures. He was raised by the Himalayan masters from the age of three. The third book is a homemade item I made from collections of wisdoms by others. All three books were threaded together by a similar subject. They all contained a thread guiding me to yoga breathing techniques. I was ready and prepared through past practices, and this piece of information took me up another level. A most amazing higher level. One more precise, more refined, more detailed and specific. It is all about focusing and sharpening my focus to see more and better. It's a most interesting journey, the journey towards more enlightenment.
As I practice these techniques I am finding I can do more physical tasks. There is more power. Not muscle power but power of a greater nature. I am energized. It is surprising to me how excited I get. The excitement gives me sustainable power. Wanting to keep going even if it's painful. It's no longer boring. Doing tasks used to be boring. Now it's not boring any more as long as I am discerning. I have to do only those things that need doing, not get carried away into tasks that are not relevant. It's exciting to discover discernment. Stay in your own lane. Be single-minded. Don't let odds and ends creep in and distract. Wanting to get the tasks done is a power. There is a power overlighting me that is guiding me. It is my higher self wanting to get these tasks done. If I stray outside of the Plan of my higher self, I get tired. This is a most important point. If I stay with the Plan of my higher self, I am rewarded with enthusiasm and feel fulfilled and energized. There is an eternal presence around and over me. This presence is one of attention. I must be careful and stay in the present moment and the "presence". Then there is no room for boredom. There is too much aliveness and excitement happening. It comes flooding in, this aliveness. It is stimulating and revealing. Revelations happen on the go, as I move around.
Practicing these exercises, which are not new, but I have a new understanding of the NOW and the PRESENT, I am finding a new way to live. The benefits are without question the best ones I've seen. But they take time. Practicing breathing techniques requires time out to sit still and really do the breathing. I see there are huge benefits. There is a quickening and a resurrection of interest and joy of life. There is a reason why yoga has survived the eons. The techniques work.
The difference between the casual yoga practitioner and the one who carves out time every day to practice, is that there are provable benefits that show up physically. I am seeing them myself. I was the former practitioner before. Now I am following the masters' guidance. How they did it. Yoga can be done for fun and to socialize with others as a beginning. But eventually it leads to a commitment to one's self, to be done alone. One has to bite the bullet and shut off the world to do inner work. It's a focusing of the eternal mind. The mind has been allowed to be a follower of others. But now, feeding the mind with a specific job to concentrate upon is something quite different. The mind perks up and pays attention. It is a universal hook up with other cosmic minds and forces. It's a lineage. It's a thread to other minds who have gone before and can guide how to tweak a practice and make it even better. It's done through telepathy, mind to mind. There is a definite physical effect on the strengthening and vitality of the body. It's a linking into a power that we as limited creatures are not aware of normally. It's always been there but unless we take specific instructions, we would not know about it.
So I am upgrading. It is all done with the mind. The mind is eternal. It expands when we give it new direction. It relapses when we give up. We can expand it or reduce it. They say there is no end to mind, no final resting place, It is an expanding that goes beyond our traditional way of thinking, but we have to tap into it. The only way to get to the levels waaaaay-up-beyond where we are today is to start with the small, tightly closed end of our minds and agree to open that door and begin there. It's like opening a door of an abandoned old house, not very pleasant on the outside, not blissful at all, nor attractive. But by walking inside the front door and looking around inside (per instructions) one finds something interesting and attractive there. It is rather a simple thing to do. All we have to do is do it. It's tricky choosing to ignore the crowd outside yelling and trying to get our attention with trauma and drama on every side. But once we get past those distractions and carve out time to go alone to practice, one is well on the way to betterment. As the mind starts to focus on the the inner self, the muscles and tissues of our own body, including the brain, the better we feel. The body registers change and reaps the benefits, physically and energetically. One is upgraded.
2/1/23 - Moving closer to group ascension massage exchanges
Journaled six years ago. During meditations that morning I had a lot of realizations and had to write them down to remember them. First of all, I saw chaos this morning. It was in the form of different colored energies, little tiny particles. They were kind of lost and moving around and mixing in with other dissimilar colors, shapes and textures, seemingly at random. There was no order to the chaos. It was confusing. The feeling was that of being lost and trying to find their thread to home but didn’t know how. I realized that out of this confusing mix that it is up to me to sort them out. It is my job to make sense of the chaos. and yet how can I do it with my mind? I don’t know how. I can’t make sense of them but I can become peaceful.
I was shown that by becoming peaceful and not trying to make sense of them, I give them space to relax and spread out and slow down. By so doing they begin to sort them selves out. As they relax they come naturally into close vicinity of other familiar particles by natural attraction. By my becoming peaceful and serene, the chaos also becomes more peaceful. The restless particles slow down and are attracted to its own kind. They develop a bond with their family. They return home. They link and connect with their own families. As I become peaceful, I see that the chaos is coming from outside of me, and by becoming peaceful I produce a buffer zone that those little particles of chaotic energy cannot penetrate because I am not producing them. Therefore they are not returning to me. If I were producing them they would return to me, but I did not produce them so they are going away, by natural attraction, to someone else. I become like a mirror, reflecting the chaos away from me and sending it home to where it belongs.
Next, I see that my massage therapist friend, Marcus, is working with earth energies and the kundalini. I am working with the sky energies, the spirit or soul. We keep our soul, the same soul, from body to body but each new body gets a new spark of kundalini. We have been unsuccessful in bringing our soul down to meet our earth energy, the kundalini, which is the goal. We need to integrate our soul (our self) with the earth body’s energy in order to bring about an enlightened earth body. We fail to do this over and over and over. We live many lives to try again. We continually get a body and the body dies without having done the integration so we have to come back and try again. But my realization is that Marcus is here to work with the earth energies and I am focused on the sky energy, from which comes the formless light, which is abstract information. I like to write about spiritual law and spiritual light. I am in tune with and in touch with other ascended masters and the galactics. Both groups. Inner space and outer space. I invoke them every day. This is my source of information and my reason for being. Marcus is focused on love. He is a massage therapist and is focused on the physical body and the more practical, physical energies. He and his wife focus on the land around their property and they work with the elementals of trees, bushes, flowers, birds, bees and all within the nature kingdom. I do not have that interest. My interest is galactic and the ascended realms.
Marcus is male, focused on the physical and he is more mental than I am. I am female focused on the non-physical, and not mental at all. It would seem we are opposites but we both are focused on love and loving the body. It’s just that I am not interested in the physical muscles of the body where he is. I am interested in stroking the body in a subtle, loving way. Marcus can do that too, but he is different from me. We seem to be opposites and yet we are much the same. The differences are that he is focused on tantric massage, and getting the person’s consciousness to accept the kundalini so as to bring about the earth energies in a more real and benevolent way. Where I am interested in raising the person’s consciousness upward, above the dense lower vibrating body, to the higher heart and top of the head.
Marcus does both therapeutic massage and loving energy massage. I don’t know the physical very much and was not too interested when attending massage school. He knows both physical and non-physical modalities. He knows how to feel kundalini when the person allows it into her consciousness. Marcus can be contacted HERE.
My desire is to hold a layman’s massage workshop. Not to teach about muscles, and not to teach how to arouse erotically, and not to teach how energy works, and not to teach at all, actually. But simply to give each person in attendance the chance to feel what it’s like to touch other bodies openly and freely. We would start with clothes on as a beginning. It does not have to be in the nude. I want to give people the confidence in touching others. That it is OK and to give them assurances that it is OK and some simple encouragement. Go ahead and try it. As long as the receiver is giving their permission for you to touch them. When we all give permission, we can lay hands on each other. It is in the practice of this that we will become free. Don’t call it massage if you don’t want to . It is not really massage that we are doing. It is permission to touch, really. That’s all it is. And to experience what it feels like.
There is a mixing of energies when you touch someone else with caring. Slowly. Not just brushing them quickly, superficially, over the outer skin. The slowness makes it intimate. It allows YOUR energies to enter into the receiver’s energies through the skin. It’s not about arousing them for sex. It’s about connecting energies as an equal. It is an experience that cannot be defined in words. It is connecting up, linking up, joining, fusing and permission is needed. Each person is a piece of the sea of consciousness, what we call the creator or God. Each person is a piece of God’s consciousness. God wants to express itself in the physical. We have been holding it back. Our physical body houses a certain presence, a certain consciousness, a certain intelligence, a certain feeling that can’t be duplicated because each person has a unique pattern that is contained in the soul (the self). When we all get together for massage exchanges - ascension massage which has a higher goal than sexual arousal - we are broadening and expanding ourself by coming out of our private little isolated separated closet. When we blend openly this way with several others, we feel more free, more peaceful and more accepted into the fold of family. It is like coming home. We expand closer to the heaven world.
A Zoom meeting doesn’t provide the same feeling. Someone asked about having a Zoom meeting for this, but it wouldn't work. The Presence is housed inside the physical cells, blood, tissues, organs of the person's body and radiates outward. In some people it remains stifled and closed. We are each different. We are each a piece of the creator walking around on the earth feeling frustrated because of all these restrictions and limitations and taboos about not saying what you really feel and not being able to do what you really want to do, not feeling spontaneously free. In a carefully structured massage exchange, this sense of freedom can be taught and practiced. A zoom meeting would not allow this to happen. Our current societal laws prevent us from touching each other freely but this can change with some ground rules. We are blocking the creative intelligence that is within us wanting to express itself. Freedom to express is being blocked. Creativity is being blocked. Excitement is being blocked. The thrill of discoveries are being blocked. We are each here to bring it forth into the outer world. We’ve been blocked and held back from the time we were small children so that we have incorporated the taboos and cultural conditionings into our adult day-to-day life. We never get a chance to feel free because we are overly burdened to remember the laws. We are not allowed to be open, honest or able to touch freely and feel other people, even with caring loving intention.
I am saying here that there is a way to start moving outward from behind closed doors. There is a way to begin the process of shining our light, and our light is love.
I focus on light. I use the word “light” more often than Marcus does. Marcus focuses on love. He uses the love word more than I do. But they are the same thing. Light is unformed immaculate never-ending intelligence from the sky, and love is this light when it is owned by someone who applies it to their daily life. Then they make it physical and practical the light then becomes love. It becomes love when it is functioning and operating in a human body. No one knows who they really are underneath the pre-conditioned cultural restrictive mask until they start shining and expressing freely. It is about freedom. We each begin to know ourselves as we express freely during our daily life - with love, not violence! Not pushiness. Not demanding attention. Not egotistical or rude or arrogant. But quietly open and free and caring. (Journaled 2/9/17)
1/31/23 - Abortion, old age and other things
(From journal 9/26/81) I have such a desire to write but there is too much. I am seeing so many things. Yesterday on the way to our friend's house we drove past a cemetery and I saw – no, I KNEW, experienced something. I saw that the cemetery is a doorway, an opening through which the soul is freed. It is a marvelous threshold, but oh, these words are useless! It is so much more than that. It is a wonderful experience to be there, and after you have passed it, the threshold no longer exists. It is so unimportant – the cemetery!
Oh, the truth is so beautiful to know. It is so – merely there. It has never gone anywhere but it merely hides behind a little veil so we cannot see. But it is there, nonetheless. It is lovely, complete, like coming home whenever I see beyond that little veil. How I wish everyone could see as I do. I try to tell Bob but it sounds so useless, so out of place, and I am bursting with happiness but I must keep it to myself. I am overflowing with a sense of fulfillment, yet there is no one to share it with.
And I saw something else. Everyone has made such a big deal over abortions. How can you kill a living life? Others say, but there is no life there at all. I don’t know what caused me to see this but I did. At conception only a very small percentage of the spark of life that is the individual comes into the fetus. Only about 1 to 5%, so to abort it you are not killing anything, because 90 to 95% (more or less) remains where it was before coming. You haven’t killed anything because it has only just begun. The nine-month carrying period is too long for more than 1 to 5% of the living, breathing consciousness to be confined – shut up as it were with no way to express. This living flame of life which is our consciousness is too grand, too unique, too knowledgeable, to be cooped up like that. It cannot be cooped up in a prison. That is why it does not all gather at once at the moment of conception. It sends an advance guard to prepare its house – the house it shall move into when it is finished.
And then, at the grand moment of birth, the big exciting moment, the 90 or 95% of that vital living consciousness moves in, bag and baggage, like a monarch complete with troops. All together, alive, knowing, breathing, prepared to take over. And thus it is that the first breath of life is consciousness taking over the body. Thus it is that many people remember a long, dark tunnel with a light at the end. This is the moment of entering the body. It is a marvelous, psychic, conscious moment. And one not to be forgotten.
And I saw other things – I saw the reason consciousness sometimes seems to disconnect from the immediate problem of life – as when you daydream. This is living proof that the consciousness is a separate thing from the body and brain. How else could it drift away to some far off place and be conscious of other things? Because it is not anchored to the body – it is only using the body as a man uses a house and he may come and go at will. This is the majesty of man, he is a noble God that moves and breathes in living Light, in freedom and universality. How great it will be when he wakes up and realizes what he truly is!!!!
These things I see and more. I see that old age - I saw this, experienced it for a brief passing moment, for that is how I “see” – that old age is (I must be careful with my words) the flaming spirit that lives within the consciousness and is ALWAYS trying to manifest in the physical world and in the flesh. This is a preamble now. That is its purpose for coming – to realize itself in living flesh, in living solids, to UNITE with the physical world. It is attempting always to do this, that is its motivation, its reason for existence, that is the driving urge inside a man that yearns to be free. It matters not what avenue it takes, whether an intellectual like a professor, or a working man like a machinist – it doesn’t matter – a profession is only a colorful tool through which to express the INNER URGE. The inner urge is a spark which has been ignited and it is flaring now. Within the body of a man the living spirit is flaring and trying to find room in which to complete its pre-appointed task. And thus the living spirit in man is striving to come out into the world and be seen. Only that individual knows when the spark has succeeded. Only that individual knows the wonderful feeling of fulfillment, contentment, peace, which is the aftermath of an explosion that set him free. But for one reason or another he has failed. Failed to comply with the cosmic laws which say: yield! Bend! Hark! Listen! Follow your heart! The heart is speaking – the living spark within. But no. Man does not want to listen. He wants to do it HIS way, the way of his opinion. The way HE thinks is right. The way He has been trained. So long as a man says, “I think!” or “I know”, he does not know. He does not! Because when the day comes that he knows, he will not have to defend his right to know. He will step aside and smile the smile of knowingness.
And so old age is the giving up, the spark within knows that it is not going to accomplish its purpose in this life and so relinquishes its vitality over the cells of flesh. There is nothing a man can do, but look at himself in the mirror and watch old age creeping over his body. It is a sign that he will eventually die. Not his spark of consciousness – that will go on. But the chance of finding himself in this body has gone. Passed away. To try again in another body. Old age is the outer skin starting to decompose first. As the life is withdrawn it withdraws from the outer first, and it is slow, but steadily faster. Can it be checked? YES! It can be checked in midstream – at the age of 70, 80, or 90! All it takes is waking up! Determination to be free, determination to put aside the false habits of a false world and be oneself in living color! It is possible! It is desirable! But it is something one must do alone! No one will understand. And yet, there is a universe of living souls who know what you are doing. They are waiting to help. They are joined to the one who determines to succeed. They are there. They have talked to me. I have known them. (Journaled 9/26/81)
1/29/23 - Symbiosis
In the night the other night I woke with inspiration and began writing. "Symbiosis - allowing the laws of harmony vs. following the laws of separation. Symbiosis. The universe operates on the law of harmony or synthesis, whereas mankind has been operating on the law of separation. When you massage (friend staying with us) you allow a blend to occur between her energy field and yours. The normal human ego respects another person’s field and does not interfere with it. He or she stops short of blending with another, allowing the boundary to exist between them, the law of separation. Allowing the hard edges between one person and another. It is called respecting free will."
I went off to sleep and woke up again with more information. I wrote it down: "Symbiosis is tilting the law of gravity in favor of blending separate fields, whereas the law of gravity pulls toward the center of each being, whether man, animal, plant, etc., keeping each being separated from others."
I went off to sleep again and woke up a third time to write: "The flash event - when everyone will turn toward the law of harmony and away from the law of free will and separated boundaries. The harmony is expanding in the universe and it is hitting earth. It’s a shifting and the shift will reach that certain saturation point where everything will shift toward harmony."
I went off to sleep again and woke up a fourth time, with a realization that I have been following the light in my body rather than the dark in my body ever since I went into the light 47 years ago. Before that time, I too followed the dark in my body as the artificial laws of the culture lay heavy on me as they do on everyone I know, but after the kundalini awakened in 1976 I was changed by the ascension process. I didn't know what happened, but this realization was another added piece of information to inform me. Therefore, when I am close to another person I naturally attract the LIGHT in the other person rather than the dark or artificial or wrong beliefs in that person, often referred to as the artificial intelligence in that person. I understood that I have more light operating in me than most people, and this allows me to magnetize the light in the other person when I put myhands on them, as I have been doing with my friend since she has been staying with me.
It is not me giving something to her, but rather the light in me is connecting with the light in her. It is not anything that I am "doing" for her. It is a resonance, a universal law - the universal law of harmony - which was given to me in during my dream state, explaining it to me and shedding more light on my understanding. This explains why I feel so good at the end of my massage. It is a doubling effect of light, her light with my light increased for both of us. I have been feeling quite blissed out myself after giving the massage to my friend, and I wondered about this. It is the magic of the light moving within the cells and tissues of our bodies.
The light in me is getting stronger. It is seductive. I share this information knowing that it is happening with others, too. I yearn to reach out to other people and blend with the light in them, too, and so I reveal this inner happening. The light is growing stronger in people especially who meditate on spiritual concepts. Perhaps the time is coming when we can start the ascension massage exchange. I can't go forward with it until there is a "green light" that says "GO!" There are many signs coming through various spiritual channels. The physical body starts to glow. We can see it in some people. It is not a literal light, but it is a shining. You can see it in a person who captivates your attention. Someone you might like to get to know better but you don't know how to broach them. I believe transfiguration is a good word to use here. Perhaps it is a mild form of transfiguration. I am told that physical ascension may happen in a gentle manner, when light is triggered throughout the cells of the body and the body glows. As a person may master their light better as they become more aware of their inner thoughts and feelings and therefore are more gentle and careful how they express themselves. Becoming a master of their innermost self is the work that many people are going through in these days of mindfulness, meditation, yoga and other disciplines. There is a waking-up process taking place among many people. It is important to be aware of this.
A gradual understanding is taking place that the physical ascension that is being discussed more and more these days, is not necessarily a "disappearance" act. An individual might not be "taken up" as I once thought - as in "beam me up Scotty!" Rather, it is possible that an individual might become such a master of their thoughts and feelings that they can maintain a sufficient balance to stay grounded and present here. A balance between the light and dark within their physical cells, atoms and tissues that would allow them to maintain their physical presence here with the rest of us. This is an understanding that is gradually taking shape in my mind. The contrast is between the purity or holiness that is the actual life of the tissues of the body, versus the artificial beliefs, doubts and fears of the human ego that is constantly shifting and weighing outcomes.
The yearning to connect with others is growing ever stronger but so is my ability to discipline and control any selfish thought or desire that might pop up and lead me astray. Massaging my friend is natural and easy. It is a wonderful, blissful experience for both of us when it is done. She has a need for healing and I supply the hands, but there is healing in BOTH of us - I benefit from it too. I feel sure I will be led to connect with more people as time goes on. I welcome any comments and feedback from readers. Send it to me thru the contact page.
1/25/23 - Tantra teaches how to expand the rapture
During a new moon ceremony eleven years ago I began dreaming and chanting my hopes and wishes into a glass of water and subsequently poured it out into the earth outside the screen room. During this time I saw many visions and revelations. I saw that all of the rays of colors have to come down and reach the kundalini at the base of the spine in order to be complete down here in physical earth. It is called the Antahkarana, the rainbow bridge. The hard part is getting the vibrations of the colors to lower in density, for each color is vibrating at a different frequency, and it IS a light. It is an attribute in the form of light. Each color comes through the chakra portal. It needs to be brought down one by one to connect with kundalini, the light at the bottom of the tunnel, which is a portal to the reservoir of divinity within the root chakra.
I saw many many people bringing down these colored rays to connect with the etheric light at the base of the spine in what is termed “orgasm”. The orgasm is the connecting link. Then (WOW!) God is walking on earth! Each human being is a piece of God trying to reach earth from its high ethereal place and it is very difficult because earth is vibrating at such a low, dense level. This is a major project to bring down the light to earth, but when it does, the orgasm happens. God walks the earth when orgasm happens. How long the orgasm lasts is how long God-Goddess gets to walk in flesh. Can you hold it in the body? Can you prolong the rapture?
You can only do so by expanding your MIND. Your MIND allows the rapture to expand upward into the rest of the body above the pelvic zone. Don’t keep it down there but raise it up. Tantra masters try to teach this. As you work at this you will prolong the rapture of orgasm. The goal is to expand it so all the cells are bathed in this essence of divinity called the nectar of the Gods. I see it simply as an explosion of light that doesn’t die. It continues to shine and radiate.
Then I saw the master Djwal Khul. The pain that I see in his eyes are transformed now into deep humility, intelligence, adoration and gratitude is the highest vibration of all. It is the most exquisite, the most beautiful of all colors and textures and vibrations in all of God’s many vibrations. I see many people coming together and meeting in this “oneness” plane of God consciousness. They are making love by allowing love to expand between them. I do not know how this is accomplished, whether it is through sexual penetration or simply by tantric process. I see the light of God coming to human beings in a very real or surreal way.
And I am reminded not to forget the love. It is all about love. Love IS the body of God. God is Love. Words are speaking to me in my mind. Learn to use the higher road in choosing your words. Put sacred vibration into your words. Love of freedom is freedom to love. When love is coming through someone, God is coming through. The person is just the portal. God is coming through. God is love. That’s why love is the highest energy we can conceive as intelligent, thinking human beings. There is nothing higher. We are home when we are in love. It is our origin, and our source. Where we came from.
I am seeing a race of men and women who are graceful and walk with dignity and nobility AND they are human too. Can you imagine this? God walking around as a human? It’s happening right now and our lifestyle is allowing that because we are encouraging sexual exploration, which is the avenue for the divine to enter into the human body. We are playing with the essence of God Creator! (Journaled 6/2/11)
1/23/23 - The old timeline is disappearing
The old timeline is disappearing, a new timeline is coming into play. How do I process this? One timeline is grounded in the physical and traditional and is confusing. The typical solution when something is wrong is to go to the doctor. My husband keeps reminding me. But this thought is filled with doom and gloom for me. I don’t want to go to a doctor. It feels like more sickness to me. It confuses me. The other timeline is peaceful, blissful, warm, connected and loving. Is this what they call dementia? Or is this ascension? To me I feel best when I’m holding myself to my center, to the central column of my trunk and spine, leaning neither to the left or the right, or to the outside to someone else or to the heavens above to some unknown savior, but rather holding to neutrality, to balance, to oneness, to be fully present in the here and now. It feels like love to me. It is warm and comforting. Clarity fills my head and security fills my body, every cell and organ is more present and accounted for instead of confused and not knowing what to do. I am present in my body, I feel to be somewhere in the center of my heart and lung and lower body area. I feel as if everything is alright. It’s secure. There is a feeling of rightness. I move more easily to do what needs to be done, without thinking about it. This is what I’ve been feeling lately as I continue to use the two-tennis-balls-in-a-sock to press out the pain locked in my back. It is interesting to me because I am more detached. The DIY exercises at home, plus lying on the acupuncture mat every day, is changing me. I feel more alive, more able to respond, quick to react when I’m needed. What happened to my old sensation of, “Ohh, do I have to? I don’t want to!” What is going on in me? Whatever it is, I like it!
1/20/23 - The jewel in the lotus
This morning I had a most wonderful experience during my meditation. I saw what expectations are doing to people. To me. I saw expectations, many expectations and beliefs, in the form of a flower fully open. The flower petals were the expectations and beliefs, unfolding quite beautifully all around the central stamen, which appeared as a shining jewel in the center - the prize that has been overlooked by everyone who is seeking outside of themselves for answers. The expectations showed themselves to me as walls and barriers. Boundaries that block the way to the real within. Yet they are safe enough. They are OK. We search outside of ourselves, facing away from our real and authentic self - the ultimate prize at the center. By trying to define what we want, what we need, what we feel to others, we do not see the beauty that is lying within. We look and reach to others for what we want to have happen, and what we want the other person to do for us. And when we get together in little groups, each person has a different set of scenarios of what they want to have happen, and with who, and under what conditions, etc. Each person's expectation of the best possible outcome is hanging out there in his or her auric field, in the far reaches of our minds, and it blocks us from successfully getting it because it's too fixed, too narrow, too focused, too unattainable. Nobody could possibly fill that expectation. It is less than what our real self can provide if only we would stop expecting.
It is OK, though, because we are creators and we are here to learn by creating through trial and error and experimentation. We are here to experiment with other people as our mirrors. We have created a lot of wisdom through our experimentation and our travels with people, some special people, some accidental, some traumatic. We have been creating our life situations by defining what we want and then expecting it to work out that way. Sometimes it does, but often it doesn't because the real jewel is at the center of the flower. The jewel is in the lotus at the center but we are distracted by the beautiful, glamours petals of many colors and designs. The jewel in the lotus is our real self. The sovereign self who stands alone. We haven’t discovered it yet. We haven't learned the practice of sitting alone by ourselves and looking inside the treasure chest. When we start to open the jewel-encrusted chest, which we will learn later is the body itself, we are going to find the most extraordinary things. Within the physical body is an amazing ability to feel depths upon depths of feelings.
Expectations are a problem. Expectations are scenes and beliefs we hold in our minds of what we want to have happen. It's a planned scenario. We fix our mind on something and it stays there solid and immovable, like a barrier. We are seeking this thing to happen for us, but it's unattainable because every person has a different substructure than we do. Our infrastructures are all different. There are no two alike. We don't match. We can't fit. The only way we can fit together is to drop our expectations and allow the subconscious infrastructure (the soul) to find itself. We cannot know what that will be. It will be spontaneous because it doesn't come from pre-determination. It doesn't come from the mind. It comes from the flow between people. The chemistry can't be controlled. We can't imagine it. It is a feeling from a deeper place. A wider place. A cosmic place. We don't know what is to come because it hasn't arrived yet. We have to open ourselves to the flow first, and then it will arrive. The joyful experience of merging with others without expectations allows the moving of emotions, the sensation of feelings within us that have not surfaced yet and are therefore not restricted to a limited mental expectation. We can find this by coming together with others with an open HEART and an open mind, touching them and hugging them and interacting with them closely, yes, close and real but without expectations. Without demands on someone else to fulfill us. This is the hardest thing to understand, but understand we must. We are to drop our expectations which have fixed us on lesser things, narrow things which hold us trapped in petty goals, fixed like concrete. And they are holding us back.
Freedom is a sensation. We all want to feel free to enjoy ourselves, freedom to move around and freedom to feel the excitement that comes from no pressure, nobody demanding anything from us, freedom to move as we feel to move. But freedom does not come from someone outside. Freedom is a sensation that one must give to oneself, but dropping all expectations. Then the freedom can flow out and meet the ones who are on the same wave length. Freedom to be authentic is the jewel in the lotus. It's hard to imagine, although we've all had a momentary flash here and there. We know the potential is there. It's possible. What is holding it back? I saw this morning that it is expectations that are holding us back.
1/17/23 - The fully realized man
(From 9 years ago) This morning a wonderful vision was shown to me of a fully realized man. Uumm, lovely. This vision came as a feeling coupled with a picture. It affected me on levels that are wordless. I want to try to express the feeling because I am always focusing on the feminine qualities and, contrary to popular belief, a man who is fully in touch with his feminine side is waaaaay more attractive than one who is not. Most readers interpret feminine to mean woman or a gay man, but there is something powerfully masculine in a man who is whole and complete with both a gentle side and a strong masculine side. Every man has a feminine side, for he is 50% male and 50% female. Most men have been conditioned to hide their female side. Likewise, every woman is 50% female and 50% male, she just hides the 50% male side so she is not wholly empowered. But let's look at an empowered man.
A man's body is male, no question about it. But his body is only the vessel through which he moves and operates as an intelligent operating force. The body is a vehicle, just like his car that he gets into every day and drives. The body is not who he is. Who he is is intelligence manifesting as thought and feeling. This intelligent being is both male and female in thought and feeling. It is only when he is raised in a less-than-perfect society as ours is, that he is indoctrinated from infancy to hide his female side. A boy is taught from infancy to "be a man" and thus close off his delicate sensitivities which are his feminine side. Most boys are taught not to cry and not to express emotion or high ideals or a sense of justice or fairness, or appreciation for beauty or a taste for dance or the arts. These are too delicate, in our society, for a man to have. They are "gay". And yet these are very much a part of his wholeness. He cannot be complete without them. As he grows into adulthood and continues to deny expression to his own inner beauty and grace, he grows harder and more masculine. More macho. He develops a certain hunger for the feminine touch, for his body needs it. His body follows its natural growth pattern and at puberty there is a physical awakening of sex hormones in the genital region, indicating he can now reproduce, but there is a deeper and more intense hunger. He needs feminine energy for his soul, not just his body. He is lacking in that area - intimacy, gentleness, awe and wonder, because he has been trained to shut that side of him down and he is energetically out of balance. He is tilting too far over into the masculinity zone.
Perhaps the reader will disagree with me, but I am sharing a word picture of something I saw today - a fully-realized man. A whole man, not a screwed-up man with issues. We do not see such men in our society often, if ever. A fully realized man is not hungry for sex, nor is he hungry for a relationship. He is his own man and happy with his life. He is balanced between his heart (feminine) and his mind (masculine). He has learned to keep his heart open. He has not closed off his feminine side. His physical body is male and he is attracted to women in the same way as any normal man, for he loves to be in love and he loves beauty, grace and togetherness. But sex is not driving him. He has a respect for the whole person, and an appreciation of nature and ALL people everywhere - not just women. He has the ability to enjoy the many pleasures that the world has to offer, and the ability to be in joy and spontaneity as he feels, as well as to be serious, practical and a leader of men where needed. He can laugh and cry as he is moved to do so. And he can be the warrior when he is called upon, because he does not have unresolved issues plaguing him. He embodies his own wholeness in his skin, and he is comfortable with who he is. He is not operating at the 50% level, which we would call the macho male, but is the kind of man all men and all women would find attractive and likeable.
It's hard to describe the feeling of what I saw. It was a feeling. It was a presence. It was loving and warm and yet masculine in every way. It was wise and intelligent. Profoundly knowledgeable. He was like a god in a man's body. You could not help but stop and gaze at him in wonder, trying to figure out what it was that captivated you. But he was just a human being. I am trying to define the feeling, the impact, the glow and the presence of this man in my vision. He had a very powerful presence. You could imagine him being able to move mountains if he wanted to, but that he kept that power under wraps until needed. This gave an image of a very strong, very warm, very gentle, very human, and very attractive man.
I am painting this picture so that men who read this might understand - allowing your female side to express in your thoughts and emotions. This picture I paint is not being gay, and not being feminine. It is being more masculine, not less. It is important that a man realize how much he loses by not allowing his sensitive nature to co-exist along with his masculine. He has this energy within him. It is a powerful spiritual energy. I am articulating this for a reason. If men everywhere accepted his femaleness, the world would spring back to rightness immediately, for it has been the unbalanced male who has become unduly aggressive, mean and vicious without his feminine side. He would become in short time very comfortable with himself and at peace with his life. What at first feels vulnerable to him would eventually prove to be a wholeness that he has not experienced before, and it would give him more power, purpose and meaning.
The inner feminine is sometimes called the inner child. The inner child has been neglected. The inference is that the child has not grown up to adulthood, but here’s the thing: the inner female is always a child. It is happy and joyful and spontaneous and in love with life. It is the delightful twinkling in the eye at play. A man who has these qualities would be stronger than those men who do not express it. All men could express their inner child, with a little shift into solitary alone time to connect with it. He would be able to give expression to his inner, heretofore unexpressed inner thoughts and feelings. He would be MORE of a man, not less. He would find himself surprisingly stronger than he ever thought possible, because he would be operating on 100% fuel instead of only 50%.
The fuel is the spirit of the person, not the body itself. The fuel is the life force of an individual, not the body itself. The body is only the vehicle, the car, that the person gets into and drives around. When the person runs out of fuel, out of spirit, out of life force, then the car, the body, runs down and grows old. It cannot keep itself alive. It needs the fuel - the 100% octane. The macho male thinks he is so powerful and manly, but he can't do it alone without the spiritual fuel of 100% - the other half of himself which is hidden. One who has accepted his own gentleness, grace, vulnerability, beauty and refinement, would appear as a gentleman. That private acceptance within would flood his mind, body and feelings and saturate him with powerful confidence and inner knowledge. No amount of book learning or higher education gives that to a man. Only his willingness to connect with his heart, the feminine and spiritual side of himself.
The same is true with a woman. Most women operate on 50% of their life force, not 100% as they could. Yes, their physical bodies are feminine and they might be the most beautiful woman in the world. But their bodies are only a vessel, a vehicle. She herself is a non-physical, very powerful being using that beautiful body to operate through. When she, the powerful being, is raised as a young girl by her parents, she is more than likely being cultivated toward the feminine side. They are probably clipping and cutting back her male side, so she will fit in better with the world. Most girls are taught to be soft and gentle and to not express their intellectual side or their strengths or practicalities or tendencies for science, math, politicians, baseball or motorcycles. And yet she has all of these tendencies within her. They are skills and talents and abilities. Who knows what she would produce if she did not cut off her male side?
As young girls grow into womanhood they become increasingly hungry for male energy - the male energy that they rejected and were denied expression to. They grow unbalanced. She develops a certain hunger for boys. And when her body awakens at puberty with sex hormones flooding her nerves and tissues, she has no control over it. She needs and wants a boy man. Whereas if she had been allowed to be a fully-realized girl from childhood she would not be caught in the flood of emotions at puberty. Imbalance causes her intense desire for male energy, for she has refused to let it live and express in her. This hunger radiates out into the atmosphere around her and men and boys are attracted to it like a moth to a flame.
When a person blocks whole portions of themselves from expressing, which our society unfortunately requires, there is the beginning of imbalance. It manifests as inability to see clearly or choose wisely and as a hunger for the opposite sex or fighting with the opposite sex. Wholeness, on the other hand, is a feeling of being healthy, at peace and more or less fulfilled. It is the aching hunger for the opposite sex that is the most damaging result of denying the inner male or the inner female from expressing. It creates the friction and the struggle that exists between men and women everywhere. It is global. Even in our enlightened society here in the West, there is enmity between men and women. This enmity dissolves into love during a love affair and honeymoon, but quickly disappears after that. Why?
Because while they are in love they are balanced in their energies. Love balances. Love accepts. Love does not reject or deny. Love includes. As soon as they stop being in love, they fall out of balance again and the hunger returns for the opposite sex. And yet it is within the man himself, within the woman herself, that the balance is found. One can have hundreds of sex partners in life and never achieve that ultimate peace that comes with being in balance. It is all about energy. Inner energy. Male and female energy integrated inside one's own skin. Is it possible a baby can be raised as a fully-realized boy or girl? I believe it is not only possible but that we are seeing it with our own eyes. It is happening right now in the child prodigies. What we call "geniuses" but they are not geniuses. They are merely healthy, whole-bodied individuals operating on a full tank of life force, fully realized. I believe these child prodigies are not super human but wholly human. (Journaled 10/7/14)
1/16/23 - What kundalini is and feels like when it's flowing
This was written ten years ago after a session of going with the flow of it for an hour, spontaneously following where it led. I had read an old journal and remembered how wonderful it felt, so I gave into it that day for an hour. It was soft, pleasing, warm and the "fuzzies" appeared - that exotic feeling that I can't describe. It feels as if my hands are surrounded by cotton and I am entirely empty of thought. No mind at all. The following words are automatic, as if channeled. I wanted to write about it - the sensations.
Kundalini is a sensation that radiates through the body. It has a purpose. One does not know the purpose because it is another mind, not your own. You can’t read it but you can work with it and communicate with it. It has your own best interests at heart. It is here to serve life, not you in your mortal form, but the life that is trying to blossom in you. It is trying to push the stones and rocks and roots out of the way so it can pierce through the top soil into the light of day. Like a seed that is sprouting from within. Your body has grown old and tired and dense with pollution and poisons. Your belief system is also blocked with walls and limits on what you believe, and rigid thinking of “my way is the right way”. Kundalini is pushing those rigid beliefs out of the way. If you struggle and resist you feel pain. The advice is to yield, surrender, even if you are afraid and don’t understand, yet you must open yourself to this expansion that is going on. Open to this inner sensation the way you would open to a lover. The sensation is expansive, light and buoyant, and blissful and you can feel every cell as if your cells are each one waking up and signaling they are awake. Expanding and pushing outward through the cell walls, as if something is growing larger from inside them and the cell wall is feeling the pressure to expand and open. If you were a seed you would burst your shell and grow a little shoot to grow up through the soil.
This is a real power. You can feel it pressing on your physical cells and you have no clue what it is. It is disturbing to one who does not know these things. It is another part of you that is being born. You do not know this part yet but you will. You should be aware of it before it happens, to be prepared for it. It is a larger intelligence and a larger power. It is both mental and feeling. You can talk to it silently or out loud, mind to mind. And you should. If you don’t, it will expand arbitrarily through your body and leave you in its wake, not knowing, no clue. Stay with it. Agree to it. Ride with it. Yield to it consciously. Say, “Yes, I will go with you. Teach me.” Don’t be left behind. Otherwise you will be overwhelmed by how big it is. It’s greater than you. Keep up with it. Work with it. When you talk with it it will answer and listen to you. But if you don’t talk to it it will carry on without you. It will give you guidance, like to go to a certain area for calmness, or what foods to eat, or what drinks, or when to get up and when to sleep. To show you what you need to do to connect with it. It is a power moving in your body. Talk to it as if it were a friend on the outside of you and you need to communicate with this person who has a different mind than yours. But this friend is on the inside and it is the unborn part you. You are being born a second time now. You are being born again. (Journaled 7/28/14)
1/12/23 - Ancient memories coming alive
The back pain is lessening. Rolling on two tennis balls stuffed into a sock is doing good work. It's a DIY treatment, the best so far to ease and press out the locked-in pain from years doing the same motions over and over. It's lightening up, the cartilage and ligaments which attach bone to muscle. Inwardly I am experiencing ancient light, life, from past embodiments. Awareness is blending into my mind. It feels as if I am reclaiming them after being lost from me from past lives. It's an occult, mystical happening, but it feels so very real and natural. Extremely natural. It is lighting me up on the inside! Giving me more clarity. I see better. Understand better. It is the kundalini stirring.
During the morning routine I've been doing the brain tapping, also. I found the techique online. It is helping. My finger tips feel like needles when they tap on my head, but the voice said, "You have rays of energy coming from your finger tips going into your brain. See the energies penetrating deep into the energies stuck in the brain that have been locked down in there from being recycled and repeated, the same thoughts over and over. Tap, tap, tap them loose. They are literally stuffed and stacked and crammed inside the head and brain as energies forgotten. We think it is a physical brain, but it is a storehouse for memories. We have been trained to focus on only physical outcomes, but we are not physical. We are energy beings. We create with our mental life and our feelings and emotional life. Our energies are what creates our hard physical shell of a body. All our expectations and goals are wrongly focused on physical results. The kundalini re-awakening.
This new realization is stunning. The nerves are literally composed of consciousness, not substance. We are energy beings. As I move through my own awakening process it is a remembering process. I see past lives I have lived coming alive. It's my own effort at learning new techniques that is stirring my consciousness. I am allowing new information to enter. The ancient light from past lives is waking up as pain in my body. It has moved steadily closer to the surface so I can see it and feel it and know it is there. I have suffered so much in past lives and these sufferings are literally "stuck" and are now waking up as I learn new techniques, new exercises, new teachings. Ancient memories coming alive but they move on quickly because I am moving on. I am allowing them and absorbing them into who I am today and who I am today is growing clearer and better. I am lifting them. Lifting them.
The Masters teachings all point in one direction, UP! "Lift them up in to the light, release them and send them back to the light." So that's what I am doing. It is bringing forth old pain and freeing that pain from my body which inherited it because it's mine. Past diseases, past wrong doings, past sufferings, it’s amazing what I am becoming aware of. And the lessons I learned in those lives, the positives are also coming forward. The kundalini is being rekindled. The life force is the kundalini, known by the Christians as the holy spirit. I see who I am better as I fill in long lost gaps in my memory. I am more than I thought I was. I am not a small, narrow, little creature with only one life to suffer through. I have a long line of memory. There is so much more to me. My sister on her death bed said the same thing. In her last moments just before leaving her body, "I'm not who I thought I was!"
And so it is with me as I learn these new techniques and keep myself active. There is movement here. Life is flowing even though sometimes I’m walking bent over from lower back pain, the pain is lessening. I am experiencing betterment. Life is a mysterious thing. It is flowing more today than it was in the past. I’m getting inspired to keep moving and being productive. This is mysterious to me. What is this? Being productive and creative is life-renewing. Lying down to rest must be done quickly or it is stagnating. It is being in balance between action and rest that the mysterious thing called excitement comes alive. The dullness goes away. The boring parts are gone. There is a new lease on life. An old journal from 40 years ago when kundalini was fresh, new and alive, reminds me.....
(6/18/82) This morning as I lay in bed awake, waiting for Bob to wake, there came a sense of light flooding into me. I saw it with that peculiar sense that dawns in the inner mind no matter whether the eyes are open or closed. I saw a steady stream of little sparkling golden balls, almost solid they appeared, moving into me, rolling into me and settling along my back as I lay upon the bed, then steadily as more filled in, slowly rising and disbursing through the rest of me. At the same instant a crystal clearness filled my mind as though I were suddenly clear of the maze and filled with a powerful will to accomplish my purpose. No particular purpose was apparent, only that I could accomplish anything that I set my mind to, that I had the power, or rather I WAS the power to accomplish. I was filled with a will to do and I knew that nothing could ever hold me back. Further, I was in love with life, eager to do, to express, singularly pure and unadulterated. And then it passed.
1/10/23 - Physical nerves are pure consciousness compacted
(automatic writing/channeling) There are only two things you have control over: your thoughts that you think and the feelings that you have. You have control over your thoughts though you may not know it yet. And you have control over your feelings, like happiness, sadness or depression. You may not know this yet but this is the crux of life in general. It is the heart and soul of life and this teaching today. Now, the first aspect is the thought and thinking, because your feeling follows AFTER the thought is entertained and focused on for a while. Most people are unaware of this but energy follows thought. Feeling is an energy. Mantras and affirmations and continual chanting, humming or repeating words. These are the techniques for changing thoughts to a more preferrable place. Gradually the feelings and moods change as more preferred thoughts are applied.
The second thing to be taught to you is this: you could not even have a thought in the first place, if you were not a self-conscious immorotal being. You are an eternal, everlasting being. You have evolved yourself up from a mere babe of an immortal spark in your father’s eye and he made you. He brought you into being, into life, and you are a self-conscious baby, a future God like Him when you grow up. But you were only a baby in the beginning, only an aware babe. That’s all. Just aware. Then began your growing awareness. The mineral kingdom was the first experience of being aware. There was no movement in the mineral kingdom, just sedentary. Then you experienced the plant kingdom with some movement there. Then you experienced being a small animal, then a larger animals. Then animal men walking on two legs, and all the while you grew in self awareness, developing ways to communicate with others.
Today you are a human and your self-awareness has grown to vast proportions. You are aware of happy states and low depressed states, and of couse you are aware of pain and death. Or you are the immortal being who experiences life in different vehicles called bodies. Your body comes and goes, lives and dies, while YOU continue to live and grow in self-awareness and knowledge of yourself. Today you are taking more new steps into self-awareness.
(Me) During practice today, during the MIAP, while bringing down the silver cord to anchor consciously the three-fold flame of love, wisdom and power into the heart, I added the permanent atom to the heart, connecting the silver cord to it. It is THIS body that we are making immortal with our practices.
(Spirit) You’ve always been immortal but your bodies have not been. You have reached the point of realizing that the self-conscious inner work is not an abstract mental technique, but a technique of connecting to your physical body. You are working with THIS body, the one that your mother created in her womb for you. Also, while calling forth the crystal heart from Mother Earth, you’re calling the light, love, wisdom and knowledge of Mother Earth up into your heart. You are inviting it to enter into your physical heart. Your body is a physical child of Mother Earth. You are a child of God, immortal, learning the ways of the planet and of those who have gone before you on this planet. You are building on the structures and pathways of the ones before you. Mother Earth is your mentor and your grandmother as regards the body. She loaned you the material to create the vessel you are living in. The material is HER body. She loans it to the souls who want to come here to have an experience on Earth. Her light is embedded in the cells of your body. When you the immortal comes to live with her, you send your Mother flame ahead of you, down to join with Mother Earth’s light, and together you grow in knowledge and experience. You and Mother Earth.
Your individual light in the form of your Mother flame is your guidance. This is the ancient light you have left behind when you lived and died and left your corpses behind to be buried, unrecognized and unfulfilled. Your weak back is due to giving your power away to others. Females give their power away by giving in to men without understanding the consequences, and men give their power away for taking selfishly from women for themselves alone, without understanding the consequences. Both genders pay with your life. Your life force is depleted for lack of balance.
A weak back is the sign that the mother flame or mother power does not go up the main trunk of the spinal column as it should, in a balanced way. If it DID go up the central spine in a regular ongoing flow, not stopping along the way but recycling in a never-ending river of life, it would create a strong back bone. During sex, the woman gives her power to the man, and the man takes it from her willingly, selfishly using it to rebalance him SELF. He needs to do that because he gives his own power away following the expectations of an unbalanced civilization. He then interprets the sex act as pleasure since it feels good to him, but it is actually the filling in of the depleted back bone and other organs in the lower body. He takes balance from the woman who willingly gives it to him in what she thinks is lovemaking. She even fights for the right to give him this power, which she jealously guards as her rightful possession.
1/9/23 - Expanding past discomfort
This morning I woke with words in my mind: "When you are in pain, expand. When you are frustrated, expand. When you are angry, expand. When you are confused, expand. When you are lonely, expand." The sense I was getting was that it's the conscious effort to expand that does the work. The "working it out" is done by thought, desire and intention, not by physical labor. I remembered the pool filter. Spray cleaning the filter is a job I have to do every month. It's the perfect example of how to apply this principle to every day life.
When I clean the cartridge filter to the pool every month I have to struggle with the steel housing. It's old and bent and it's seen its best years. To unscrew the top of the housing is a job. I have to chisel it off with a screw driver and hammer because it won't budge any more. Then I lift out the cartridge to spray it to clean it with a hose. That's the easy part. Then I have to screw the top back on, which is terribly difficult because the threads are all worn. I started hating this job. I was developing an attitude over this monthly project that used to be easy. The alternative is to buy an whole new, very expensive pool filter. Screwing the top back on requires three or four repeated efforts because the thread do not catch, so I have to back it off and try it again, and finally using the monster wrench to force it at the end. I was using force on this job from beginning to end.
One day it dawned on me as I was struggling to put the steel cover back on, that I needed to ask the elementals in the steel to help me. I have been reading in the ascended master books principles for living more in harmony with the earth. My attacking the frozen and resistant steel housing with frustration was not being very harmonious. So I stopped what I was doing and went silent, imagining the living conscious spirit in the atomic structure of the metal container. I first connected with my higher self by focusing on my heart, and then imagined the living consciousness of the metal housing. I started talking to the steel elementals and thanking them for their service, all the while imagining the steel housing in a state of perfect harmony with beautiful transparent rays of light enfolding it. This was a fairly normal meditative visualization, but I seldom think to do it when I am involved in a mundane task - like working with a frozen steel housing.
When I felt I was harmonized sufficiently, I very slowly turned the large screw on the top, listening with inner ears and seeing with inner eyes the life and consciousness within the steel. I maintained this awareness with every slow turn of the large screw. It takes 21 turns to complete the screw-down of the top of the pool filter. As I reached the 10th and expected resistance, there was none. I cautiously continued, keeping my harmony and stillness and reached the 15th turn. Still no resistance. I continued on 18, 19, 20, 21. Still no resistance. I felt around the rim for lop-sidedness which signals that it went on crooked again. If so, I would have to back out and do it over again. But this time it was firmly embedded into its groove. The steel was purring like a kitten. I was amazed! It worked! I didn't even have to use the oversize wrench to make the final turn to tighten it by force which I had done in the past. I felt the urge to say silently, "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I love you. I love you. I love."This was the day that changed my relationship with the pool filter housing. It is still old, bent, and frozen in certain parts, but I have a new relationship with it. I don't hate the job any more.
Neale Donald Walsh once said, “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone”. What the heck does that mean? I related that statement to this experience with the pool filter. Discomfort is normal for most people. We've grown comfortable with discomfort and therefore we don't always realize that we are having a situation that we could improve upon if we were aware. Discomfort is the normal comfort zone for a lot of us but it creates labor-intensive responses to situations, which only builds stress, anger and frustration because we're doing it the hard way. We are comfortable with discomfort. We're comfortable using force on what is a living, conscious, breathing being. It's normal for humans to use force. It's the big change that we are all growing through now. How to expand past force and become friends with objects of nature and people who are not normally likeable. Our old way of doing things is our comfort zone, but we need to come to the end of our comfort zone of discomfort. It's time to find more expanded and harmonious comfort that is gentle with us.
It takes awareness to know when we're uncomfortable, to catch ourselves in the act of being uncomfortable so that we can do something about it. So that we can stretch ourself beyond that discomfort. That is where pain, a bad situation or a terrible, traumatic event is an opportunity. I can’t open the door to new life when everything is going well and I am happy. But when I am at the threshold of pain or suffering or something is going wrong, then I have an opportunity. Standing at the threshold of feeling bad and life is threatening to pull down under into a bad place, it's a perfect opportunity to go within and push that feeling back. Expand when you are in pain. Expand when you are lonely. Expand when you are sad.
At that moment of discomfort I have a choice whether to continue being in discomfort, or expand by relaxing inward into the silence and stillness of my heart. Meditation is something that everyone should be doing, at least a little every day, to get some practice in for the real thing, for when it is needed the most. By expanding inward into the silence of your heart you open the door to - what? You don't know but there is stillness there. There is silence there. There is peace and there is acceptance And newness. It's a new place and there is fresh air. Relaxing inward and shifting the anger or pain to silence and stillness opens the door to newness. It is expansive. It lets in new life. It is a widening that sheds light on what has been an uncomfortable situation which was hurting and bothering me.
I think this is what is meant by growing by expanding. It‘s a choice to expand and not resist or continue hating and being uncomfortable. Choosing to expand is a gentle act. There is a subtle shift of consciousness to adapt to a larger field. Feeling comfortable is the reward. It is not drastic, like jumping off a cliff, eyes closed and hoping for the best. It’s a gentle thing, pushing the limits back on my own horizon. It blends my former horizon with the new horizon. It’s comfortable. The unknown becomes like being an open field of fresh air and soft grassy meadows under a blue sky. It is peaceful. Our job as human beings who are evolving our consciousness to higher planes is to keep pushing on the limitations. Expanding the envelope that we live in. Our job is to open windows and doors and let fresh air in. As the teacher Ramtha said, to make known the unknown. The unknown is full of opportunity and promise but we can't see it if we are in resisting mode.
It’s like when clothes are too tight and I can’t fit into them any more. The human response is to hate ourselves and determine to go on a diet or do more exercise to whittle down who we are, try to fit into the old clothes instead of adjusting our attitude and going out and buying new clothes that fit better and we are more comfortable in them. Allowing the expansion to take place instead of fighting it relieves the pressure. It ends the fight we are having with ourselves. Duality has become such a way of life for us that we have grown accustomed to fighting. We fight mostly with ourselves, not with other people. We are competitive because we see we are in duality and the two opposing forces continue to grind in on each other. There is consciousness in everything, including our own brain and muscles. By entering into the silence, we can bend those forces to harmonize instead of fight, if we choose to and know how to. And when we experience harmony we can't help but bend the knee in thanksgiving for this opportunity to heal. Weaving the known (the former perspective) with the unknown (that which we are inviting to come forth) together is like two lover’s embracing after a quarrel. There is a sensation of being stronger yet gentler. By joining together two separate energies, two different perspectives, two opposing thoughts, two different colors and world views, we become whole. (from 4/2/17)
1/8/23 - Assigning words to the mystery
There is an inner life within all of us. It is hidden from view among those who haven‘t started awakening to their spiritual self. Who knows who has and who has not awakened and begun to have a rich inner life not known to others? While we are all dramatically different on the outside, because of our experiences and adventures we've had and the many lifetimes we’ve lived, we have the same spiritual template within.
The human template is the same all over the universe, the galactics say. It is called the Adam Kadmon, or the Christ, or the Buddha body. There are many names for it. It is a spiritual blueprint for the human being and it is within us. We mold ourselves around it when we are embodied, and we hunger to touch it because it’s home to us. We are brothers and sisters of the same light. Our inner life is a journey back to that sacred blueprint, but we are veiled from knowing this. On purpose we are veiled. The divine intention is that we learn to follow our INNER path, and not the outer which is a distraction. So we wander until we are guided by good sense. Then the veil thins and the inner light shines through, starting a gradual process of unfolding excitement. Inner excitement of private discovery. This is why we are here: to find that secret inner thread which excites us to spend time alone with ourselves. It is an inner magic. It is rare to experience on Earth because the outer glamour and confusion captures our attention and holds us locked to the world of chaos.
We do not know what our soul is up to until the light begins to shine through, and then we sense there is a higher mind to us and a higher emotional range that we can feel that is more noble than previously known. When the veil is pierced and the light and life shines around inside our consciousness, a new kind of journey begins. Mysterious pathways suddenly open. A new excitement dawns. We see beyond the horizon, or we think we do, and we are tantalized and drawn to it like butterflies to pretty flowers. This is the inner life.
The veil was pierced for me in 1976 when unexpectedly the force known as kundalini activated in me in a most dramatic way. It was then that I began a relationship with something larger than me. At first I thought it was another entity that had moved in and taken me over. It caused me concern at first, but over time I developed a relationship with it. Ever since that day in April 1976 I have been journaling my experiences. I wrote lengthy hand-written pages at first because I didn’t have a typewriter. Then a typewriter came into our possession, and much later, a computer.
I wrote about these experiences because I am tactile. I encourage everyone to journal their private thoughts and experiences, and re-read them later, not the same day. I understand things when I write them down with pen and paper. Writing grounded the experience and fleshed out the nebulous flights into other realms and the interactions with invisible beings who I later learned were the guardians of the human race. At first, I couldn’t write - it was too strange - but as I continued to flash in and out of other realities, I had to write it down and assign words to it. Putting words to the mystery seemed to make it real. If left undefined it remained elusive and etheric. As I struggled to find words to describe these experiences, the mystery slowly became history. With each journey I was structuring a new reality for myself. An inner reality that I could not share with anyone else. But over time I had the notes to prove it had really happened, just in case I forgot it. It seemed important that I do this. And I put dates on them.
I am reminded that “In the beginning was the Word.” Assigning words to these strange and wonderful - and sometimes negative - experiences was a beginning. Even if only built of words, it was a structure that was real to me. My exterior world kept changing but this inner life of understanding has become more enlightened and more solid and more permanent. As if I have been molding and shaping this mysterious other dimension into or over this dimension. There is a merge happening. We really do create our own reality. Other people are doing the same thing, I see, as I read the blogs on the internet.
Looking back and reading the words I wrote so long ago helps me to see that I have been in the process of transition. Ascension they call it these days. There is an expansion of consciousness. There is a higher order at work. My everyday world has been seeded with another more beautiful and harmonious world that is full of light and love, goodness and beauty. I have been integrating the two worlds - my outside world and my inside world. I have been building a new world structure right here on the ground where I live. Others have been doing this too. We are seeding a new reality, a new rich reality into the outer world. We are transitioning. That is why I urge keeping a hand-written journal. Handwritten in private is best, because then the higher self can enter merge and blend better with the human nervous system via the hand and fingers. It is the human body, not the brain, that is seeding the new earth through feelings and emotions. (Re-posted from 9/12/16)
1/7/23 - Message from my higher self
In the night I was awakened to write down a message. "How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you.
"Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water, like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating.
"You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to your higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance.
"You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go in and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplete it and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others.
1/6/23 - God is not a "thing", but a process toward betterment
This morning I realized something. Instead of giving credit to a particular ascended master for the many dictations I have been getting over the years, I am supposed to OWN the wisdom for myself. Whatever I become aware of is MY intelligence. It is a process of recognition. I have been giving my power away thinking the words came from someone else. I did not recognize my own enlightenment process.
Today, suddenly, I see that God is not a "thing". God is a process. God is one's higher self blending with lower self. God is short for good. There is a process toward good going on, a process toward betterment, in all of us. There's a higher self beyond us, and another higher self beyond that, and another and another, on into infinity. God is growing itself through the many parts. Good is evolving. There is no end to Good. There is only a process of unfolding. God is not a thing to chase down and discover. Rather, it's a process of recognition. God is the ascended masters, God is the galactics, God is our loved ones who died, God is the angelics, God is the tree, the vegetable, the animal, the insect, the stone, the air, the water. God is the many parts evolving to somethin better. God is everything. God is you. God is me. God is awareness, intelligence, wisdom. God is lighting up the world. God is your ex-wives and my ex-husbands. God is space. God is time. God is the sun, the moon, the planets, the extraterrestrials. Not different but the same.
I am recognizing this today. God is not separate. God is not a "thing". God cannot be owned, discovered or monopolilzed. One becomes God through the process of elimination of what is wrong and feels bad. God is a process of becoming more aware of what is right and feels better. Therefore it is a process of becoming more connected. God is a process of evolving. God is the lesser, the dumber, the blinder, the more ignorant, the more dark, the more unenlightened, the more obstruction, the more resistance because God is the many parts. God is the evil evolving into something better and more connected. The Buddhists don't use the word "God" because then it would become something outside of them, something set apart, a separation, a difference. God is self. God is soul seeking its betterment. Today I sense familiarity, I sense family. I'm moving closer. God is not separate and apart from me. I am not ready to say I am God and I am everywhere, but I am in process of becoming more aware than I was yesterday. (Journaled 9/28/19)
1/2/23 - Crude sex is killing humanity
This morning was a morning of revelations for me, brought about by receiving this wonderful, beautiful, massage this morning from my husband. I do believe your own partner at home is a better person to do this, even though it's never been done before. There's always a time to start.
The energies of the human being. The whole system opened up to me this morning. The human body is designed to receive energy from the earth. The human body is made of earth elements and the same life that fuels the grass, trees and animals and makes them grow, wither and die when their cycle is over, also fuels the human being who is an animal waking up to his higher nature. The human being is different from the animal in this sense. He has been gifted with an immortal spirit or consciousness. This immortal spirit is coming down while the earth energy is going up. So there is a two-way energy flow happening in the human. One coming up from earth, and one coming down from the sky.
The energy flow coming up from earth enters through the bottoms of the feet and travels up the legs to the tail bone which is the first chakra, the beginning link to the stars. The human body is designed to carry the flow up through the second chakra (reproductive or sex chakra) which is another, higher, link with the stars and which provides new more expanded insight to the human. And then it travels up to the third chakra (solar plexus or naval) which is still more expanded and another higher link with the stars and provides vaster insight to the human. This is the first three of a seven-step ladder that the human climbs by opening and experiencing each step, one at a time. In this manner he gains his immortal status.
From the third chakra the life travels up to the fourth chakra (heart) where it links with the down-flowing energy, which causes quite a stir. He sees for the first time the higher way. It melds him in with his lower understanding. He opens to vaster knowledge and he begins to question and consider higher ideals, morals, ethics. As his heart opens new understanding floods through him which carries him naturally upward to the fifth chakra (throat), where another star link opens to provide him with the power of truth, to communicate his voice to others. Understanding takes shape and form and he centers his attention around a career or vocation, what field of service to work within. Doors open wider. From there he travels up to the sixth chakra (third eye) which opens when he is finished with the career and wants to retire, perhaps in solitude, taking a break from the world before deciding what's next. Then he travels naturally from there up to the seventh chakra (crown of head) where it links with the incoming energy from the stars and Home, the place from which he came, the source of life, comfort and bliss.
This seventh chakra gives him his freedom from the physical material world and he becomes liberated. If he has completed his soul journey to his satisfaction he earns his ascension to become the god or goddess he/she is destined to become. But if not fulfilled in that life, then he returns to another life, again as an infant through a mother and father’s seed. And another life and another, until he completes his soul mission. It is the same process as the acorn on the ground which is destined to become a great oak tree. The little acorn grows through certain stages to become a tree. So does a human being grow through its seven stages step by step, to grow from animal man to God man. It must be that way, because each step fits him to a broader expanse so that he is ready to step into the next stage. If he stops at any level along the way, he is incomplete.
This is what is SUPPOSED to happen for human beings. It is the plan. The earth energy travels up from earth to the heart which is the central gathering place, and he links with the heaven energy that is descending. Eternal life and immortality descends downward, ever downward into density to enrich the lower planes of planetary life. The whole system is enriched and grows wiser and more efficient, more perfect. It’s a partnership between heaven and earth. The immortal spirit is pure consciousness. Consciousness is growing ever wider. It is flowing down from the light above. It is the divine plan to flow down and enrich the lower realms. There is an immaculate concept for earth to become more perfect and beautiful, and for the human being to become a more perfect, more conscious human, a better man and a better woman. A God-man and God-woman, if we can use those terms. They become more graceful and more marvelous, walking and expressing the joy they feel unfolding within themselves. They are becoming enlightened. We are a divine consciousness coming down into a heavy earth body made of clay, dust and matter. We are trying to partner with this animal body and bring it into its fuller human potential beyond the former animal nature. As consciousness we do that by linking up and melding with the earth energy that's coming up through our feet and up through our chakras, bones, blood and tissue.
The problem is, we haven’t been doing that. We stopped the flow by diverting the earth energy to sex. Very, very, very few people understand how this works. Everybody thinks that sex is so important but it is actually disrupting the flow that is trying to reach the brain and connect with the universal system from which all life came. The connection is with the universe. The system is designed to bring enlightenment, happiness, joy, creative inspiration, abundance on every level and perfection to the human being who is evolving from a lowly animal creature into a higher intelligence. A god if you will.
It is not that sex is not important, it is rather a side enjoyment of a greater power source that the human has been gifted with. But crude sex is killing the human race. The goal of orgasm – and the orgasm itself – stops the flow at the second or third chakra. The animals have not been gifted with immortality consciousness but mankind has. The animals do not have the ability to evolve into a god or goddess. That is the role of the human, to take this animal body up to a higher level of respect, love, purity, decency, understanding, universal consciousness. He then becomes immortal PHYSICAL beings. He is not evolving to escape the earth plane, he is evolving to become a resident in the garden of Eden, of paradise, of plenty, of joy, love and freedom. We have yet to know this. We don’t understand what our role is. The human being is meant to grow into a higher ethical powerful being, but crude sex is stopping him. As a selfish glutton lusting after sex and orgasm, he is putrifying his own body and that of those around him. He is causing a serious backup, a damming up of the earth power which seeks to rise higher through the seven steps to completioin.
The human being is a god in the making and we have this incredible immortal energy at our disposal to do it with, known as the holy spirit, or kundalini or some other word. You name it. It can be called simply the life force. The eternal life force. It is stored at the tail bone, the first root chakra on the etheric level. It is a power that requires love to release it. Once released, it needs respect or it turns negative. The immature ego is too small to handle it. There is meant to be a figure 8 flow with the descending energy from the sun. There is meant to be the ascending force from earth meeting up with and melding with the descending energy from the sun, from the light above us. There are distributing centers all through the universe sending this light of consciousness and intelligence out to the planets to grow these god-men and god-women. Ascending and descending forces flow in the figure eight sign, the infinity sign, but we are interfering with it by diverting the power off into sex. The orgasm explodes, the life force cleans up the local area of the body, provides bliss, and then dies. The upper regions of the body do not receive it. We want the orgasm. We press for the orgasm. We use artificial means to get an orgasm and we are trying to prolong the orgasm, to linger with it. We want to extend the orgasm. We cum and cum and cum and cum and keep shorting out the vast immortal power, and then we die. The immortality gene never gets awakened because the earth energy doesn't link up with it. It must reach the heart.
The next step in the evolution of mankind is to learn about this. And do the inner homework on themselves to merge the two rivers in us – one flowing up, one flowing down - to flow together. It will bring balance. Balance will bring clarity in a natural way, easily, lovingly, lightly. By not obsessing over the orgasm, one falls into a natural state of being and THEN he can make love. Making love replaces the obsession over sex. Making love is natural and innocent and timely. Making love comes with harmony and with rhythm when two people are aligned with purity in their own hearts. It is not impossible. It is done on other planets of higher grade than ours. Once we learn to stop being selfish and crude with our bodies, we will begin to distribute the energies known as the cerebralspinal fluid all through the body in a steady flow, including the brain which is important to the human evolving. And then when these flows are flowing nicely the human race will be a race of peace and love. That's when sex changes and is no longer crude but is a form of worship and love.
When two bodies are flowing with bliss energy together, and both bodies are in synch and both bodies are at one and both bodies feel good, then they are making love and miraculous things happen. The mind opens to the universe, they expand and expand and expand and they learn who they really are and they soar among the stars, even as their bodies are entwined on the earth plane. This is the gift of the gods. It is the next step beyond sex. The way sex works now, the one who is most turned on seduces or ravishes the other who goes along with it, ignoring the chakras. One of them cums but usually not the other one and the other one is confused about that, perhaps resentful, becoming embittered over time. Sex aborts the whole process and diminishes love.
My life journey has me focusing on massage. I took to it naturally. Then I went to school. But the school doesn't have the right knowledge either. Enlightened spiritual massage, if you know what you're doing, is the best way to link up the earth energy with the sky energy. We need to connect the ascending earth energy with the descending sky energy. The end product is bliss and love. Many people are NOT getting the bliss and love from the crude sex act, only the one who is pressing it another person is getting it. Temprarily. But it's not lasting. We have to get over the crude selfishness of the animal nature we carry in our genes. Respectful caring massage is the best way to do this, in my estimation. I am receiving revelation after revelation after revelation about this. And finally I am overcoming my fear to say it out loud. Fear is deeply imbedded over this issue. There are souls who are so turned off but they can't speak it out loud.
There will be a loud clamor of resistance and rebellion, over this suggestion, I am sure. And yet, those who rebel do not hear the message. It is not the end of sex that is suggested, it is the end of small-minded sex that is selfish, that has not matured yet out of ancient animal creature habits. They press sex on others because they have not been educated in the higher form of lovemaking. Ending the crudity of sex is focused mostly on men, but this includes women too because women have been men before, and men have been women before. Ending low-grade sex will require some re-training but it is the beginning of learning about love and the gifts that the human body is capable of receiving. A loving massage by people who are more or less on the same wave length would be nice, but perhaps not realistic. Who do you know who is ready for this? Perhaps those with some spiritual understanding, but my goal is to have loving, enlightened massage exchanges who agree to practice the "don't focus on cumming" rule.
This will allow the raising of the powerful earth energy up through the WHOLE body to connect with the descending energy coming down through the crown of the head. We have to reach the crown to open the crown. This is the beginning of the science of connecting heaven and earth. It will require practice but it WILL lead to clarity, to healing, and to fabulous blissful experiences. It is the beginning of flowing the fires of life instead of blocking them as humankind has done for thousands of years. It will clear the debris of accumulated trauma of every kind. Craniosacral massage is the closest thing we have to it, but the kundalini energy connection is missing. Bringing the earth energies all the way up to the crown of the head is necessary, and to do this we must not stop at the groin level to release it by cumming. This will take some serious re-training, since we all are so obsessed with the orgasm. The orgasm energy is needed up higher than groin level. The orgasm is the only goal we have right now to give us a semblance of bliss. But there is a greater future ahead if only we know. We must be re-trained. We must break the habit that is holding the whole human race back, spell-bound, trapped and recycling such low vibrations. We must, in order to get to the abundance of clear vision and thinking, and the bliss of constant love. (Journaled 1/20/15) * 145
"The spinal column is the central pole of the body around which the various organisms and electrons spin. It is like unto the axis of the physical earth held in place by Polaris and Magnus. Within this spinal column is the magnetic core of love that holds the physical vehicle itself in manifest expression. Within the spinal column is the cosmic keynote for each lifestream. The tone and the natural harmony of the vehicle are constantly flowing through the nervous system from the spinal column; and that harmony is the sustaining power of the outer self of each such chela [student].
"When harmony in the physical form is temporarily broken through strain and tension, it may be acquired again if the chela will lie quietly upon his bed with a low headrest (or none) and visualize his spinal column as the "pole." Then, in relaxation, let the light from the spinal column go through the nervous system and the entire physical vehicle carrying the light into every cell and atom of his being. If this can be done for 15 minutes daily, the chela breathing deeply and rhythmically, holding the thought and feel of LIGHT, he can again adjust his physical body and arise refreshed and relaxed."
4/7/23 - Inspiration and ascension
Energies have been swirling very fast the last few weeks, and picking up more and more speed. I tend to think it is planetary because I know we are in the middle of a planetary shift to higher consciousness, but this is personal. I want to share today what I have learned about GROUNDING the light. The light waves that are coming in are sweeping like a little old lady with a big broom, sweeping up the old dusty energies that have settled down into our carpets and furniture, and it’s causing a great deal of dust The dust is swirling and I was experiencing dizziness to the extreme, I couldn’t think.
Then the Master Djwahl Kuhl stepped in. What he told me I should have known but didn’t. He tells me again and this is something very important to remember and to pass on to others. Whenever I have an inspiration that thrills me and lifts my excitement up so much that it fills me with elation and quickness, then I better use it RIGHT AWAY. I must get rid of it or my brain will be filled with vital force and it will scatter and shatter my brain cells. It is no different than when a balloon is filled up with helium. It causes the balloon to fly away. The brain cells lose contact with their normal abode. The light fills in the spaces and moves them apart. There is too much light coming into the body’s cells and tissues.
This is good on one hand, but bad on the other. I have vitality and excitement filling me but my head is not cooperating. And when the brain is not performing its normal function of maintaining control, I am useless. DK says “share the light”. Tell someone, incorporate it into your practical life. Find a way to use the knowledge that is exciting you. It is a passion for life. Use it for life-giving purposes. Something beneficial, benevolent, to help your neighbors, family, friends, community. If nothing else, get up and do some gardening, or a project that needs muscle and labor. Use the light, the vitality, the excitement and passion until you run out of gas. Otherwise you will be like the helium balloon and rise upward, lift off the ground and float away. Your spirit is drawn to its father light on higher consciousness dimensions unless it is used right here on earth.
What I discovered was, when I lay down to rest to let it pass was NOT good. It caused me bad feelings, as if death were waiting to take me. This is a very subtle point that might be overlooked. And it is this. The spirit wants to return to its father. It is a powerful draw to leave the body when the mission is done. It wants to go home. However, if there is more work to be done, the spirit can be drawn back into action and WILL revitalize the body again if it is determined by the individual to do so. It takes will power and desire to overcome the feeling to “lie down and rest”. The light is the light of spirit, and the light of spirit tends to want to go home where it is welcomed by the father-parent. But this CAN be overcome, according to DK. He spent many years teaching these methods to his students. He has been showing me how to do it.
Many people have not had the benefit of the Ascended Masters’ teacings about death and dying. So when death comes knocking and the swooning starts, most people give in to it. But there is another way. It is important that I pass this information on to the world via my writings. It is how I contribute. Ascension symptoms can be alarmingly tempting to give up and give in, but you don’t have to if you know more about the higher consciousoness that is lifting you to higher realms. You CAN take the body up with you. This is the embodiment stage of ascension. Bring the light down into the body by sharing the knowledge that you have. In any way that feels right to you.
If the physical body - the tissues, muscles, organs, lungs, heart - if they cannot keep up with the higher light that is sweeping through the earth in cycles and waves (and it does cycle, it’s cyclical) the body wants to swoon. It is so tempted to lie down and rest. But when I lay down to rest I started feeling the old sick feeling again. I don’t like that feeling. It feels really bad. I used to blame someone else for the sick feeling, but it’s my own flagging, lagging energies that are causing it. They are failing to keep up with the light. There are methods. I have been using ancient Tao methods for a long while. These are helpful. There are many other ways that can be shared. Share the knowledge. That is what I am doinng. A light worker is one who shares the knowledge. Light is refreshing new knowledge. It fills in the gaps of empty unknowns. Bad feelings like “I’m going to die”, the death and dying feeling, also come in cycles. They can be filled in with new knowledge. So I have learned NOT to lie down when I am swooning, but to get up and move. Do something physical.
It is important that you get this. This has never been written about before. I haven’t seen it in any of the ascension articles. So what do I do? DK tells me to get active. Do something to use the light up. Use it. Distribute it. Share it. Tell the people in some way. Figure out a practical way to contribute. You are a lightworker. You are here to contribute light to the world, a lighter way of living IN the world. It is a more loving realm that we are moving into. Find a more beautiful, refined way to do something positive and constructive. Do not fall back down into the old ways of grunt work. Do not let yourself float away either. Find the balance between the two ways. Ground the balanced way into the earth. Give balance to the earth to lighten the earth and the people. If you are an artist, paint! If you are a construction worker, construct. If you are a gardener, weed and plant. If you are a writer, write. I am a writer. I WAS a massage therapist at one time but I had to stop doing that because male energies kept dragging me down into sexual areas, by sheer magnetism, and I didn’t want to go there so I resigned massage therapy.
So now writing is my way of contributing. I write about what I am experiencing and there are many. Too many to get them all into written words. But everyone is different. Everyone must find their own way of becoming a light USER. USE the light, which is information. Use it in a way that benefits the world around you. Radiate the knowledge that is coming through you.
My dizziness and swirling energies have mostly gone away. Not entirely but mostly. The main cause was too much light and I couldn’t use it fast enough. I began recognizing it slowly. Whenever I sit down at the computer and send a newsletter or post an article by DK or a channeling from the Presence, or communicate with someone or swap a massage with someone, I feel more alert, vital and alive, filled with renewed energy. I became more aware as time went on that THIS was the answer to renewing myself. It is vital that we stay active, but only doing that which brings us a feeling of goodness. Not to waste time doing mundane, dull stuff. It just drains our vitality away. Feeling good with yourself is the most crucial part of living. It keeps you sane, clear-headed, not dizzy as I was starting to feel. I couldn’t believe it. I began to notice the difference, whereas when I went through a day doing ordinary mundane things that didn't elevate me in spirit-led fashion, I felt dull, empty, and the sickish feeling would come to remind me, "this is not right". It would hover over me nearby until I found something exciting to do.
The earth is going through an ascension shift. We need to get onboard with it and go WITH the ascending flow, the exciting flow, not hold ourselves against it. Quantum field energies are sweeping the planet bringing us closer to zero energy, balance energy. Most people are not aware of this. I am writing about something from a more advanced understanding. I’m sorry but I must speak of these things. I know them. They must be shared. They are pure light, pure knowledge, pure love, pure order and harmony. It is how the planets stay on course and how the sun rises every day and sets at night. We are rising to join the galactic knowledge but currently it is beyond what most of the population has been prepared for. But we can work with it. We can handle it. We can open our minds and relax inward for 15 minutes and reconnect with the light that is flowing through us. It WILL sustain the body if we do that periodically. .
For the benefit of those reading this, the solution to swirling energies that are causing turmoil, whether light-headedness or depression and moroseness, the solution is not a mental solution, but a practical body solution. Do something active that takes physical energy movement. When I tried to ground my bad feelings with mental techniques, as in meditation, it wasn’t working. Slowly, gradually, I became dissatisfied with meditation. Meditation is rapidly going away for the new-age light worker. It was used to bring us into the modern age, but now it is giving way to practical work – the work of grounding and growing roots into the mainstream community. Help the world change through practical applications. Most important is sharing stories openly. Stop hoarding and being secretive. Open the heart and mind and become sincere, become authentic, become real. Share who you are and what you know. You know things that others don’t know.
The new world system we are moving into is a fairer system, it is more tender, more considerate, more loving, more wholesome, more natural, more organic, more emotional and of a feeling nature, more supportive, more connected to the whole human race without judging those who are different. There is more vitality felt when this approach is taken. It is simplistically alive. It is not a mental method. It is a heart and gut method. We are here to use our hearts and guts. When you want to know more, when the solution evades you and you’re just not getting it and you’re up against a blank wall, it’s because you’re up there in your brain. Old thoughts run through the brain. The brain is not the mind. The mind covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. It is your consciousness.
The solution will not come from the brain, it will come from your consciousness that covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. It’s a physical solution that will give you an answer and dissolve the blank wall that you’ve run into. It is a whole-consciousness solution that is needed. Plant some of YOUR seeds, YOUR knowledge out there in the world, but do it humbly, with humility, with compassion. Figure out how to do that in a way that causes you to feel good about yourself. Find the passion in you. Your passion is the thread that will start your motor running again. You will be amazed. I was. As you share some of who you are, your inner talents, your innate skills, you will feel it. It will feel good. Follow your feelings. Cast your seeds out around you in your own special way. Become a new kind of Johnny Appleseed on a practical level. Don’t let it smoulder up there in the higher mind without some balancing ground work. Build channels into the soil. It can’t help you
“up there”. Or me. Tell ME what you know!
3/26/23 - Stirring the pot of energies that surround you
I had extreme dizziness when I entered the kitchen this morning. After reading an article about divine love and what that really reams, it confirmed what's going on with me. I wasn't sure. I am all alone in my transformation but this article hit home and validated what was happening for me.
See, I have been connecting with the sun for the past years. Connecting with the sun is connecting with light. Light means information. So when I connect with the sun I am downloading cosmic information into my body. However, I live with a man who doesn't know anything about this, so I am alone in handling it my way. If I were to tell him my uncomfortable feelings he would insist I go to the hospital where they would insist on giving me "something" that I don't want to take. I'm working on aligning my seven layers of consciousness. They are not in alignment. Drugs would cause worse misalignment.
So anyway, the article confirmed for me what was happening. I immediately started to REAFFIRM what I was doing and within 5 minutes my dizziness cleared up. It was my belief that was not strong enough. I had doubts. This is inner work. Inner work is sacred. It is totally private. I can't tell anyone what I am doing within myself because then they would express THEIR doubts, and they would influence my confidence in what I am doing on a supremely subjective level. Because we are all ONE. You are connected to me and I am connect to you but I don't want to hear what you are going through, because it is YOUR journey. It is YOUR sacred inner work that you are trying to develop into fuller awareness.
I have started a new mantra of bringing the light down from the sun. It uses visualization. I can share this part because it is generalized. The reader may be at the right place in consciousness to be able to read between the lines and interpret for him/herself, tap into it, pick up on it and carry it further. This is partially channeled information from the sun. There is a cosmic order in the universe and humanity is on a cusp, a threshold of learning something new. So new that it can easily be rejected as fantasy. But it is not a fantasy. It is a step into another dimension. and it is done with conscious awareness. Where you put your focus and STAY with your focus concentrated there for a period of time, even for one minute is a long time to hold focus on a new dimensional level that you've never held focus on before. (Only in flashes.)
Consciousness is our intelligent spirit. It is our individuality. We are each different from our neighbors. We have evolved on our own individual path to where we are today. What we are conscious of, we influence our bodies and minds with. Needless to say, don't focus on anything negative! When I focus on the sun I visualize the brilliant, dazzling sun at zenith in the sky overhead and hold that visualization in my mind's eye for a small period of time. The new higher light comes down through the crown of the head and into the brain. The part of the visual that is above the head is abstract, not yet in form. But when you hold the visual of the dazzling light there above the crown, as if it is sitting on top of the crown, even for the span of 60 seconds, you are inviting the light to enter down into the brain. When the light enters into the brain, it starts to move through the physical body. The longer you can hold that light on top of the head, the longer time it has to seep downward, coalesce or condense downward into the physical matter of the body and brain. The brain is an important part of the physical body structure. From the brain the light impulses descend further down through the nerves and other mechanisms of the human body. Everything is involved, blood, circulation, hormones, everything. But it starts with YOU, the resident intelligence, holding consciousness on the dazzling light of the sun above your head.
As for me, I had this information years ago, but no one to verify it for me from the human physical realm. I've been working with this information alone, except for my invisible guides. Guides come from higher dimensions. They are always available when you ask for it, or when you start using and believe in the light coming down from the greater expanses. The sun is a distributor of the light from source. It is how we all grow here on earth, from mineral, plant, animal to human. We look to the light for our life, for happiness, for knowledge and understanding. All suns are distributors of light from source. And even we humans have a sun growing in our hearts of SELF consciousness. We too are growing into suns. The process works through self consciousness. When you are conscious of the light and believe in the light coming down from higher realms, then it DOES come down into the brain. It becomes part of the body's physical structure and physical consciousness and mental understanding. Then it gets distributed through the nervous system, blood, hormones, all the other systems into the lower, heavier, denser regions of the body, down into the feet and the denser earth below our feet. We literally bring the light down into the earth and we help the earth and other bodies and forms that we live with during our daily incarnation. So I consciously bring the visualization of the sun down into my body through my belief system coupled with my concentration. It comes down through the crown of my head, down through my brain, and down into my body. But it does alter things in the body. It changes the body and we have to learn how to manage these changes. It speeds things up. The atomic structure speeds up.
So there is a second step. The second stop is to visualize the space between the atoms and electrons of my physical body. I am altering my physical body by bringing the information from the sun down into the SPACE BETWEEN THE ATOMS AND ELECTRONS of my physicality. Because I am the intelligence that lives in that space between the atoms and electrons. I am part of the cosmic order and intelligence. I am the harmony. I am the awareness of my physical form. I've been trapped here, thinking this form is all there is, but now I am awaking to the fact that I am the intelligent spirit behind this form. And I am bringing more light (more information) from source into my physical brain cells and body cells. The fact that the terrible dizziness started to go away when I did that this morning, was further evidence that it works. I have to align my inner space with the light. My physical body has become old and deteriorated. It was created out of finite material. I now am reconstructing it, realigning it with the light from source. I am the one doing this. I am doing this with my consciousness and my physical body starts straightening out for me. This is new information and new validlation. I am in the process of transforming my old body into a new light body. This takes time. It is a meshing process. You can't just snap your fingers and have it done instantly. You have to believe in this process.
Things are fast changing. I was not privy to this before. This is the time of revealing hidden information formerly known as occult, which merely means "hidden". It is not a secret. It was never a secret. It just was not understood and therefore not accepted by the mass population. Now there is an acceptance of formerly hidden knowledge. I am hearing about it. I am reading about it. I am having my own visions and downloads about it. I am integrating my physical body with this new knowledge. This body of light information. I am believing it. As I do, my dizziness and spaciness clears but I have to keep doing it. Dizziness or sick feelings are caused by misalignments. The body was built on old intel. Intel is changing. I am therefore changing. I must keep up with the changes in alignment. It is now a way of life for me. I am bringing the light of my new knowledge down into the concrete matter of my body. I am manifestation a new body. I am allowing the light to influence my old deteriorating physical body. The light is weaving back and forth a new network into my old network. It is meshing new and old together. It is blending what was and what is now coming in - newer understandings. It is like blending new spices to an old soup that has grown old and tasteless. It improves the flavor. It brings "oomph" to the taste. It adds spice, pleasure and enjoyment to the body's senses. It brings excitement. It brings enthusiastic responses of laughter and fun. It brings bliss sometimes, joy other times, rapture other times, creative projects other times. Upgrading the body physical is a work in process. We don't know where it will end up, but we are promised that it will end up happy for us.
It is a process of alignment. There are energies in us that we did not know were there. We just didn't know. And they are still there. By visualizing dazzling sunlight entering into the brain from above the head, new information comes in, too. It brings alignment. Spend time alone, quietly, visualzing a sun at the crown of your head. Visualize your brain and body as a root system in the earth. The sun is pouring down now into this tree of light and resurrecting the cells of the body. It is a newer, spacious understanding entering into the blood stream of my former finite body, built with clumsy understanding. The transformation takes place in the space BETWEEN the atoms and electrons and feeds into the physical nervous system. Say, "I AM the consciousness of this body and I dedicate this body to the higher will that I AM."
My consciousness is widening. I am allowing myself to accept this as fact. I am exerpeincing the ascension process. Ascension means lightening the heaviness of the former condition. I feel like a bird taking to the air. Perhaps not literally, but consciously feeling airy and light-hearted, joyful even. Peaceful. Contented. There is open sky ahead. There are possibilities and I am heading into it. I am no longer confined to former beliefs. At the same time I am merging my former beliefs with contentment, with peace and with love. Just as lovers do when they unite and hold each other and continue to hold their love together. So do I unite and merge with my former self. In that way I expand my former self and alleviate the misalignments of dizziness, feeling out of sorts, off kilter and feeling poorly, not well, as if there is something wrong. Those feelings disappear as I breathe the light from the sun into my brain and body, visualizing that I am stepping into the space between the atoms and electrons of my physicality.
Readers may not have the years of training I’ve had but you can create your own phrases from words that make you smile and say AhHA! Use your own words to create a mantra, a repetitive phrase that you say out loud, 10 or 15 times at a sitting. The sound of the words will ‘ping’ and ‘resonate’ on your physical body cells and ‘shake’ them up, loosen them from their rusty old hinges. It's like shaking loose an old stuck door after years of no change, no action. Break them loose with words of encouragement.
3/23/23 - About the dark intelligences, who are they?
(From a journal 7/10/20, I just found this today, and decided to share it.)
Just as light forces have infiltrated every field of endeavor of this dark-infested planet, so have light souls infiltrated the sex field to bring healthy loving change to the human race who, unknowingly, have been led into a distorted program to be slaves to the elite cabalists who are human in appearance but are run by dark ET intelligence forces. How did this happen you ask? [I was channeling but didn't recognize it at the time.] The dark ETs are intelligences, not physical. They can manipulate physicals to do their bidding. It’s fun and games for them. They are the dark gods of the universe (little g) and the light gods of the universe (little g) are fighting for the freedom of the immature races who don’t know any better, using the big God’s laws of harmony, abundance, freedom, love and good will. The dark gods are the fallen angels spoken of in the scriptures. The light gods are the ascendeds and beings from far regions of space. We term them “galactics” who are also not physical, being high intelligences. There are many levels of physicality, many different forms in the universe. Physicality is a descending of vibration, a cohesion of closer-knitted atoms. Similar vibrating atoms are attracted to each other and gather into groups. Higher intelligences direct them with a mental blueprint, as such. The formation of physical organisms is divinely directed. It is a science built on divine understanding of cosmic laws of cohesion through attunement. It is done in harmony, through peaceful, natural attunement. There are countless levels of physicality. The light is intelligence coupled with balance between all the powers, and the greatest of these is love. The light intelligences is chasing down the dark intelligences because dark intel has rejected love and God’s laws requiring balance.
The dark intelligences use and abuse the immature physicals who don’t know any better. Earth is such an immature world. It was originally a garden of great beauty and refinement. It was etheric in the beginning but it was invaded by dark intelligence forces, without love or empathy. A long complex history evolved that requires much background information to understand what happened. The bottom line is God the Father-mother gives everyone a chance to redeem itself. We, the light intelligences, are infiltrated into the dark-infested planets by being born among them. Light souls are being born into dark cabal families on Earth. The light forces are you and me who are drawn to love mankind and womankind. We care for each other. We do not have an inclination to hurt people or torture or manipulate or kill people. We are among those who are being born here to cultivate and grow the human race, the human bodies, the human garden of paradise from within the physical environment.
The dark intelligences are aware that we are here and they attack whenever they can. Most of us are of higher vibration and cannot be damaged, unless we let our vibrations fall down into lower realities. Then we can be hurt. The dark intelligences are aware but they have been unable to stop the infiltration of light souls because the light souls are protected and surrounded by higher light forces. We are therefore more powerful than the dark-infested humans who have not yet learned how to align with the light. Instructions must be accepted. Instructions on the light are available, but they are not seen until a soul is ready to receive. Then such souls are drawn to discover light instructions, often called metaphysical instructions or mystery school instructions. The light is unified. All the powers of the universe are unified in orderly fashion. That is the nutshell of how to do it: use love and harmony.
Intelligence is everywhere. Intelligence is Father God. Love is Mother God. Intelligence can reject love and does. That makes it inferior to the light forces, except that free will is given to ALL life, which allows dark to exist. It is a choice to align with dark and negative forces such as greed and selfishness which does not have empathy for other life forms. Light has love and the dark does not. That makes the dark a cutting edge intelligence who can go against the laws of God but only to a certain extent. Like a rebellious teenager can join a gang of thieves and do violence, rape and murder until the system steps in and ends it. So does the greater cosmic law have greater forces on its side and is more powerful, love being the greatest power because it is the element that binds all life together. Love is the Mother force.
Love heals by not interfering but by giving free will choice to everyone. When it is time for a dark soul to return to Mother Father God, it is forgiven and embraced. The only punishment is the dark soul’s own facing of its own deeds, for it is responsible for everything it has ever done. Life is a playing out of free will and also a responsibility to own every act, thought and feeling it sent out. That is the great learning. Each spirit spark has free will to choose what it wants to do next, but the realization that it must pay for everything it does, has not dawned upon it yet. It must learn this through trial and error. It feels free to play out its fun life the way it wants to, but it is responsible for the damage it causes others. Whatever impact it has on others will return to him so he too experiences what he caused others. Good comes back as good, negative comes back as negative. Whatever his actions, thoughts and feelings caused to others returns back to the sender, and often many times over because on its return journey it picks up similar energies to build a greater mass. So when the backlash comes it often has a more powerful kick than the original act done, seemingly, in fun. The dark is on its way to realizing that.
The dark is dark because it rejects that concept. It does not believe it so it is limited in how far it can evolve. But it can cause mayhem in the lower stages of life and basically it can infest and takeover whole worlds which is what happened to Earth. That is why the light forces, the Galactic Federation and other federations of light, are here, to countermand the dark intelligences. The light must stay within the boundaries of cosmic law – the Star Trek’s Prime Directive – so it must work within certain parameters. The goal is to get rid of the dark-infested intelligences that have held humanity in lock-down to physical, without allowing the soul to gain access to love, light, truth, other dimensional powers, which humanity does have, but under programmed manipulation humanity does not know the powers it has locked up within its own muscles, tissues, blood and bones as a species.
Humanity is an amazing species but it has been held back. The light forces are here to help humanity get back on course of growing its amazing properties WITHIN each body into full-bloom physical expression, to bring about an actual garden of love, light, joy, pleasure and freedom of expression and creation. Today we TALK noble words like justice, truth, peace, love, freedom, wisdom, faith, purity, will, enlightenment, but we do not live them. When the dark intelligences who have been ruling the planet are removed, these qualities will no longer need to be spoken and written in poetry and scripture for they will be lived daily, hourly, moment by moment. The original garden of paradise will return as all who are different on the outside - skin color, language, culture and history – are honored, elevated, appreciated and held in high esteem. Where there will be no more a higher or lower people, or a better or worse people, or a left-leaning or right-leaning people. There will be freedom of expression to be WHO YOU ARE. There is acceptance by all, because all are recognized as a child of the Light and Love within. They have all chosen to live in alignment with that which is in their own heart and soul, which makes them equal to all life no matter WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE OR ACT LIKE!
3/22/23 - There is a science of love
There is a science of love. It comes down from above and enters into the human body but it follows pathways that are not linear or physical. Love involves higher qualities and higher values. Principles, not mental thoughts, but mental thought activates the principles. If held long enough in the consciousness love is invited through higher thought, words, actions and intentions. Love flows along with the use of kindness, givingness, affectionate touch along with a moral and ethical foundation. Love can be enduced by the use of colors, prayers and visualizations, not in a mechanical way, but in a spontaneous way. It must come from intentional will power and choice. A person begins to open to love by turning thoughts in an upward direction, consciously. Because mankind has been brought low and blocked off by negative thinking, erroneous actions and beliefs which have colored him dark, it has shut down the flow of love. Our culture today is mechanical with finite laws and strict rules and punishment which diminish the flow of love - the flow of life itself which keeps us healthy and young. No wonder we grow old, diseased and die!
We must learn how to draw on love from within and cultivate it as we would a garden of vegetables, fruit or flowers. Life is constantly flowing as a river of life into the body but the body is constantly shutting it down because of the rules. We are obliged to follow rules. Society demands we follow the rules but there is a way to break through the ceiling and become liberated.
Love is flowing IN but not out. We are blocking it. We need to find ways to let it flow OUT. We need to find ways to break the blocks that hold us back from feeling love and freedom because they are flowing in. Love and life are constantly flowing into us as a river of life. Tantra teaches this. Currently, we are in a state of need. We must find ways to live this spontaneous love and light OUT into our daily affairs. Most people have experienced those unguarded moments when the heart opened and love flowed along with tears. We don’t reveal this love because it is too intimate, too private, too vulnerable, too sensitive, too tender, too innocent. And feeling like a child that needs protecting, we move to stop it. We think we are defending ourself from the cruelties of the outer world, but we are holding back the very love that will transform our life. We must find ways to release this love to others who will reciprocate in kind and build on it. Others are hungry to receive love. We need to start somewhere, and that somewhere is with people who resonate with these words.
3/19/23 - The Mother Light in the tailbone
Your mother is in the earth, your mother light. Mother is in the earth, father is in the sky. Our brain waves take us into multiple dimensions where we think we are out of body, but we are still in the body, just on higher frequencies. There is another reality in these higher dimensions but it is all taking place “here and now”. There is no “other” place. Higher dimensions are not “in the sky” but we who are rooted in the physical dimension, because we inhabit a body with 5 senses, live in duality where there is space between physical bodies. The etheric body is in a different reality. It is the akashic, where all records and memories are kept of your past lives, the good, the bad and the holy. Although the holy returns to the Holy, leaving the duality experiences in your etheric body, or etheric double which surrounds you and which keeps seeping through into your life because you have to resolve them, you use your innate wisdom to teach you and take you through the dissolution of the unpleasant in you.
The emotional body is another reality. You work with your feelings, sensations, good and bad, and you play with others also working and playing in emotions and feelings. The mental body the same. It is another reality world, a world of thought which contains low thoughts on the lower levels, higher thoughts on the higher levels and exquisite thoughts on the exquisite upper levels that take us into the mystical and sublime, which is the light body known as the Christ body. Bring father light and mother light together in the heart. Sex keeps them apart. Sex siphons the mother light off to feel good and have orgasms. Your consciousness is the key to bringing father light and mother light together in the heart. Conscious breathwork as I am doing now is bringing the mother light up to the heart. Today I had a most wonderful experience feeling that. Unconscious breathing is barely keeping the body alive, but conscious breathing exercises quickens your mother light and awakens her, brings her up into the body. She is the divine mother of you that is embedded in the earth. She is part of the dullness and sleepiness of mother Gaia. Quicken her, wake her up through your own breathing technique and through your OWN mother light, and Gaia wakes up too. As you do this, you remove some of the heaviness that has kept the planet in low vibrations. (Partial of DK's online book, see 7/23/19)
3/16/23 - The desire to give - stop trying
I’ve met some amazingly loving people recently who are frustrated because they want to give so badly so deeply that their hearts are on the verge of breaking because it all seems so futile, lost. They are trying to figure it out. But it can’t be figured out from the level of mind. It has to be a surrender to the higher self. I have been tracking the divine feminine for this reason. It is taking me to a higher level, yet I am still on the lower level too. I have learned that we must merge divine love with the human level. The human level is the result of worldly programming but the divine level is within us too. It’s within our consciousness. My path in this life has taken me deeper into this divine level than any life prior, and I've had quite a few prior lives. I am now breaking new ground and having entirely new experiences which I've never had before. This is a new experience for me - to let go of my dreams of helping people. There is a higher level to love, it can’t be figured out by the ego, by mental effort. One must give up trying to figure it out and stop projecting the need to help outward. Only by stop wanting and trying, yearning for what you don't have, can you stop the hurt, the pain of heartbreak and struggle. This is a next-step teaching for humanity. Give up the struggle for what you don't have. Surrender to the love and peace within. It is there on a higher level.
Recently I had communication with my higher self in which my thoughts were directed to the warmth and goodness of love. I was told the word "Feminine" and I felt the echoes and essence of women down through the ages since the beginning. I felt the essence of women, not their outer human shells which struggled through life, but the soft resilient intelligent tender femininity at the heart of each woman or girl child who ever lived. Warm femininity swirled around me. I touched it as I would touch a raw warm human organ with my fingers, liquid and pulsing with life. I felt its soul enter me. I felt feminine and sensual. I felt the love and joy and nurturing that each of these women brought to the planet, whether they were fulfilled or died in pain. It didn't matter because they brought with them a living potential of love that they left here as a gift to the earth, and it's still here.
I said to myself softly, "Love." I felt love and femininity as one, including the feminine side of men. Love is reconnecting to the soul. It's the inner warmth that is accomplished by turning within to stoke the fires of one's own hearth (heart). After having thrust outward in competition and aggression and driven by ambition, love as good intention is the returning home. Love begins at home for oneself. The turning within to the heart is the female in us who wants to nest and wrap ourselves in a warm and cozy cocoon, in a sense of completion and a work well done and completed. Love is the one gift that we can give to ourselves that does not require anyone else. It is the hour of meditation and prayer in solitude, inward directed devotion and praise for the highest in us. We can feel love even if we are alone, homeless and stricken with cancer. Love is a choice to return to the heart to elevate our very own self, our higher self, to appreciate ourself and say, "I love you." There is a strange and wonderful power that comes forth at this time that soothes and calms the outer storm. It goes beyond logic. Loving oneself does not deny the world, the death, sickness, poverty and emotional pain. Rather it fulfills them. It includes them and puts them all to rest within the heart. Comforting it to completion. There is no exception. There is nothing bad enough that can't be loved and put to rest in the human heart. Love is unconditional.
This was my vision not too long ago. I am hearing a song by Nicholas John, one of my favorites: "Oh, my darlings! You were never out of place! You belong to eternity. What you are is amazing grace!” CLICK HERE TO LISTEN. You are here in this body enclosed in a cocoon, a little child protected against the powers that are locked within you, until the day you break the seal of your heart. When that day comes it will bring this power forward into your conscious mind to be worked with. This power is a consciousness expansion. You are not being given this power to save anyone else but to work this realization into your own life. You must empower yourself first. If you try to give to others before you are ready it will only bring frustration to you and to those others. You must come to empower yourself first by turning your outer consciousness inward and strengthening your heart center before attempting to help others.
It is an egotistical effort, a small and petty effort that is self-serving, to try to help others before you have grown yourself to full strength, maturity and wisdom. Turn around and go back in/within where there is refinement, grace, peace and comfort and build into that inner peace and knowledge so that you will grow strong and begin to overflow it outward to others. This is the new 5D teaching. We must learn it intellectually and then feel the peace and love within. Love is eager to move through you. You do not have to work at it and you should not, but wait until love moves within you. This does not take long if you do your homework. It takes a disciplined morning practice to weave yourself inward, ever inward, ever upward, for this is the evolutionary force that you are administering to yourself, to your body, mind and emotions. When you get started on that, you will find amazing progress at hand. Then you will feel first a sense of peace at home. The self love is growing and strengthening. You will fall into alignment with that amazing grace without effort.
Love is infinite but it is held back until one builds it first-hand and practices it at home. I have been practicing it. I have withdrawn my efforts to help others outwardly, and am instead focusing on building the deeper understanding. It is an effort to discipline oneself, but one must apply the higher unconditional love to oneself first. This is the home study course. They say it takes a guru, but the guru may be invisible. I had an invisible guru who came to me to teach me. Higher love will expand upward and call forth the teacher who can guide you. Who will listen to your questions and respond from the higher regions of thought. The higher impulses of self calls for the higher guru. Then love radiates from your heart and brings to you those who will attract from you that which THEY need, not what you think they need. You cannot fail to attract those who are ready to be close to you. The sea of conscious love is infinite and eternal, and out of mercy it is kept beyond reach until you are ready to drop your selfish ego pride which in itself is needy. When you have made strides in this direction, then you will break the seal of your heart and feel the love start to blossom. Conscious love is everywhere.
Then grace, love and peace will move to the forefront of your consciousness. You are aware and you love all things. Even the dark so-called evil ones will be affected by your loving presence because you are this amazing being and you are idiotically happy and unreasonably buoyant. You are uplifting, excited and illogically positive while others around you are in trouble. God-intoxicated, some might call it. What accounts for this idiocy? You who do the inner work every day will understand as you continue to prune back the undesirable. Not repress. No! But allow it into your transformation and it will melt away. You as a human being can’t do this with your little mind because it does not know how. It is enclosed inside a brain, a skull, a head. Instead, merge with the happiness, love, joy that is locked up inside you. Do this any way you can, without analyzing, without logic, without reason, without human ego, without mental effort. Step off the cliff into mid-air, into the arms of joy. This is a metaphor. Jump off the cliff because if you cling to the cliff you cling to logic and the ways of the world that demands reason. You will never get there with reason and logic.
The little seed in the ground bursts its outer casing and is seen above ground when it finally germinates a little sprout. You do too. You must surrender to the power of the joy within you. It is happiness and unfounded reason that sprouts and expands within you. You can’t do it with logic. Give up trying. Stop trying. Trying holds everyone back from the joy of love. You can’t be free as long as you are continuing to try to accomplish something of your own making. Surrender to the flow of the living light, the waters of spontaneous joy. This is the story of opening to the evolutionary force within. It is not of your own mental making. It is the power of infinity. It is taking you up on a wave, lifting you up higher on the top of a wave that is being sent to you out of love, because you are ready. Because the ego in you is letting go and jumping off the cliff, metaphorically speaking. The you that is letting go thus blends with the cosmic order of harmony and unity. The merge takes place. Whenever you as a human being “try” to do something, you are trying to be something smaller, lesser and more confined inside the nutshell.
You are a part of the sea of life that is eternal and immortal. As long as you remain separate from that you must continue to die and be reborn as separate, until comes this day that you break the cosmic seal and you pop out of that field of separation back into unity with love. You are love and you come from love. Love is the sea of consciousness trapped inside of your form. Stop trying is the first step. Work on not trying.
3/11/23 - Becoming whole-brained, access your etheric body
An interesting new idea was given to me several years ago by the Ascended Master DK, but I totally missed it at the time. I ran across it again the other day and it clicked this time. I was ready to hear it. For years I have been operating under the belief that I am too feminine, and that I had been functioning out of my RIGHT brain. I suddenly realized that this is not true. A friend had told me as much, saying that I hadn't activated my left brain, so I began calling to activate my left brain at that time. And it was true. I was not a logical thinker. Ever since I went into the light in an out-of-body experience. So I have been activating my left brain, and I DID notice a difference. I picked up more vitality and more abilities that I had not had before. I did not give in so much to feeling easy, seeking body comfort and body pleasure. But it also caused me other problems that I never had before. Like being more stressed out than I used to be.
Well, I did ask for it. And it was a good experience to feel what it is like to be less feminine and more pro-active by activating my male side. I felt more constructive and as if I was earning my way more in the world and not being so passive. There is a certain amount of satisfaction that comes from that. But what happened to my cool? My peace? My calm? My loving nature? Do I really have to suffer the stress and tension in order to be more left-brain oriented? Does that have to be the price I pay? Then I ran across the message from DK of several years ago. He said, "Don't just activate your left brain, activate your WHOLE brain."
I have been doing that. I am learning. The heavens are re-opening for me. I am regaining my ability to feel the heavenly love and peace again. The right brain is connected to Home, the stars, the celestial peace of harmony, love and light - that is the highest yearning of every heart. The right brain is designed to tune into the harmony of the universal creator. It has been called the "feminine" side. It is the passive side of us. It harmonizes situations that have become unbalanced. It is humble, considerate, kind, just, honest and provides space, allows for everyone to be simply who they are without pressure.
The left brain is the other side of human nature. It is focused. It concentrates. It puts up boundaries and limits on just about everything. It provides the ability to think, form thoughts, conclusions, languages, string formulas together, make music, form patterns, designs, mathematics, bridges and buildings, invent machines. It has the ability to take the universal stream of ideas and build a solid world of form, so we can live and enjoy ourselves in increasingly more efficient and beautiful ways. However, the left brain shuts out the right brain and the cosmic connection in order to get the job done. It has no time for love or celestial ecstasies. He leaves that to the women.
The insidiousness of this (for me) is this. I was TOLD I was feminine, and I therefore fit myself into the energy pattern of the subservient female, as women have done before me. Weak and in need of male help to get by in the world. I should remain soft, warm, loving and take care of the house, children and husband. It is a way of life that I fell into without thinking or knowing what I was doing. From the time I was old enough to think for myself and form conclusions, it was too late. I was female. Men have the same thing happen to them. They begin following the male programming early in their life. They are prepared to be responsible, hold down a job, be the protector of women and children, and man-up to the hardships of life.
Yesterday as I was re-read the old journal from DK, a new awareness clicked in. I thought I was usingmy right brain but I haven't been using my right brain at all. Not at all. Maybe in the beginning, when I first went into the light during my OBE I did, but thereafter I began changing. I've been using my left brain all along. I've been concentrating, analyzing and trying too hard to be something that I'm not naturally. I've been trying to fit in. It is not my nature to be left-brained but I tried to be. It is not natural to me. I have been working at something that is not natural to me. I've been trying and getting nowhere. I've just been busy. Busy trying. I have not been utilizing the right side of my brain at all for I have not felt very natural. The peace and harmony has been missing, even though I've "tried" to find it as all of the outside advisors tell me I should do. "Try!" I am told. And in the processing of trying, I have been using my left brain, the analyzing, concentrating, logical side of my nature, not my cosmic peaceful side.
I don't know if the reader can catch the drift and meaning of this, but I am a perfect example of perhaps most people in the current generation. We're all trying too hard to be something that is not natural to us. The right brain is tuned into our higher self, who we are BY NATURE. Our natural homing device is the right brain. It was the male paradigm culture that challenged me to be more logical, more "with it", more worldly, more part of the Matrix. And I tried. It caused me to become most unnatural and unbalanced, but I DID try! And I experienced what it's like to be male-oriented. I allowed myself to be caught up in the insidious Matrix. I thought I was feminine but it was all a false belief. It was a lie. I am not feminine at all. I am simply me. Now can I go back to being me?
Beware what you THINK you are doing. You are probably not. If you activate your right brain, you'll become more at peace with yourself. The "you" that is natural is a balanced "you". Try balancing yourself by activating your WHOLE brain. It requires stepping down and back and resting periodically throughout the day to let your blood and nervous system flow back into harmony again. The universe is an orderly universe because there is balance in all things. The planets stay in their orbit and human beings are evolving to become more in harmony with the universal plan of peace, love, harmony and order.
It is a loving universe when one is at rest. And yet we are meant to be active too. That's why we have a left brain AND a right brain. We can be mightily active and creative on a genius level, but 50% of the time we need to allow our unbalanced half to withdraw and rest. Truly rest, not just party with the guys and gals, but rest. Withdraw to regenerate. That is the whole point of meditation. It is a method of withdrawing into the celestial realms of pace, love and light to regenerate, reharmonize, rebalance ourselves. Then we can become the genius again next day. The right side of our brain is naturally in tune with our higher self. It is an open channel to where we came from originally - from a Home among the celestial stars.
Activate your right brain. This is a special hint to men. Activate your right brain and see if it doesn't bring you a little more calm in your life, a little more peace, a little more welcome rest from the tension and confusion. All you have to do is say throughout the day, silently to yourself: 'Right brain activate!" Use it as a mantra, a chant that becomes embedded into your brain. Or, according to your own sense of rightness, use the words: "Whole brain activate!" It is where you put your attention that turns the right brain on, or the whole brain. It is always your consciousness, for "you" are the power behind the physical body mechanism. It is where you put your awareness that turns the key in the lock and opens the door. The secret is consciousness.
Becoming whole brained leads naturally and automatically into contact with our etheric body. The etheric body is the space between the swirling atoms and electrons that make up our physical body. The space between the electrons is where thought and perception gathers before coalescing into physical nerves, blood and tissue that forms our physical body. The etheric body is the auric field that surrounds us, that Kirlian photography has captured on special film. Thought, feeling and perception gathers in our field around us before sinking down and coalescing into form and substance of our body. Once thoughts, perceptions and emotions become physical we "own" them. They become manifest and it's too late to back out of it. At least it is difficult to back out of it once these thoughts and feelings have become form and substance, with errors built into them, such as anger or wrong thinking, wrong feeling, wrong concepts and attitudes. Imagine stepping out of the physical body into the field of your etheric body and breathe freer there. Give yourself a few minutes now and then to lighten yourself up and step outside your physical. Experience your larger self, your etheric body self.
As we practice being whole-brained, being balanced equally left and right working together as one functioning brain, the body will lose its tendency to work so hard and create stress. We will become more relaxed, more restful, more prone to harmony. Let the world get on without you. Close the door to the outer world and retreat into the right brain or the whole brain. You decide. It is a self-exploration. Only you can take this step into cosmic love, light and harmony. It is a natural gift from the creator of life.
Then the etheric body will not be so quick to feed anger, fear or stress into the nerve, blood and tissues of the physical body. This is what throws our bodies into confusion. The balanced body is a balanced body, no matter what gender it is. We can be female or male, but when we are functioning with a whole brain, we then have the ability to focus, concentrate, be pro-active and constructive, and at the same time, relaxed and operating in harmony with others around us, for we are connected. We are part of the whole and will be aware when someone is NOT balanced. We will be more aware of how to respond and interact with them. We will be better able to be responsive in benevolent ways, guided to do our constructive best with all concerned, enhancing the community in which we live.
3/8/23 - The Lovers' Archetype
There's a wonderful message on "Today's Updates" page by Saint Germain. This is exactly what Anakosha is trying to bring about with its new love community (posted yesterday). One by one, the green lights are flashing on as I travel down the highway of life letting me pass on through. Every day I am getting another validation that dovetails with the dream project that I once called "The Love Club". I've been writing about for so long - been frustrated for so long, being unable to get it started. But it just wasn't time. I wasn't ready and others weren't ready. The world is changing however, and speeding up, raising its consciousness, raising its head, raising its values and self esteem. There is love in the air. I love that Saint Germain gave us this message through Jennier Crokaert several days ago. Be sure to read it. It is amazing. Click HERE.
Another validation received this morning that we are on course to greater Love, greater Peace, greater Togetherness in harmony. From the book, "The Brotherhood of Angels and of Men" by Geoffrey Hodson, circa 1927:
"Can you conceive an eagerness to work so great that even our bodies seem near to breaking under its power, yet an eagerness combined with patience that can wait a thousand years? To that sublime patience you must attain, for within the quality of patience are enclosed a multitude of virtues: strength to control, power to restrain, vision of the Plan, knowledge of the real, detachment from results and co-ordination of the will, the mind, the body, so that when the time comes they act as one. Patience of this kind does not extinguish the fire of eagerness to serve, rather does it glow ever more fiercely within the compression exercised by will and mind. When at last the order comes, when, after the passing of an age, the day arrives when the restraints are to be released, then it is that the power stored up for so long flashes forth through us. We become the catapults of God.
"Now that day has come; stored-up energies, resulting from the power of the great ideal, have been released into your world. Fear not for the result; the end is sure. Not for nought have your Hierarchy and ours planned, from time beyond your power to count, ever waiting for the arrival of the day; so I say the end is sure. Still they plan, for ages yet unborn, great schemes, embodying the divine Will; in detail, too, down to the angels and the men they choose. What, then, are we but incidents, straws, blown by the breath of God (?) except that within those straws the self-same breath is found, so that breath answers to breath, and His Will is done.
"Remember always that the ultimate source of power is in the idea, the power we use in manifested worlds is but the force emanating from and the reflection of the divine Idea. If this be true, then no delay can reduce its potency, nor any circumstance prevent its ultimate expression. Upon this knowledge should patience be based."
3/7/23 - Calling all lightworkers and mystics
Calling all lightworkers, spiritual students, mystics, visionaries, dreamers, galactic starseeds and other celestials masquerading as humans – welcome to my world! This is a shift in direction. Anyone who is drawn to these words are invited - will be invited when it is time - to a future gathering at my house, date and time to be announced. The purpose of the gathering is to open the door to our higher self, our higher heart, the higher and more refined nature waiting within for release. Our higher self connection resides in our hearts, not our brains. Our brains are unaccustomed to speaking from the heart so we are going to have to learn new skills and new words. That is the reason for the gathering. I have been advised to go ahead and begin issuing the call. The call is done by making it a public call. I can blog it now. It has been a long time in coming.
At this gathering to come, we will practice communicating intelligently in words from our higher self, our higher, wiser, more divine self, who is far more knowledgeable and authentically real. We each know this but we haven't had it confirmed before now. We know who we are on deeper levels, subconscious levels. Each of us has a background of prior lives where we have gained experience, skills, knowledge and wisdom in how to maneuver the human body experience. We come from higher planes but we have been blocked out from knowing that. Now is the time to start sharing what we know. It has been culturally unacceptable until now. This gathering will require that we trust each other and be upward-focused. In other words, positive in our thinking. This will bring about our sweeter natures that are more vulnerable and innocent. The heart is all of these things: wise, non-judgmental, truthful, ethical, discerning, loving, sensitive - and powerful but never pushy. Never, ever pushy. That is why we tread lightly here. We walk in the light and love of the one infinite creator. We do not accept pushy, judgmental, opinionated souls who are not ready to open the heart.
While it is true that we all have opinions, they are third dimensional opinions, formed from third-dimensional laws on the books. This gathering is a calling to those who are ready to reach higher. I am calling for the mystic and the visionary and the student of the heart that is open or ready to open - ready for more. The calling is for those who are willing to participate in speaking the finer natures that yearn to be said, to be free. Communities have already been forming. This is the beginning of a new local heart-centered community. It is yet to come into existence. It is an invitation to learn what higher self means. It is an invitation to go beyond what is already known by the brain. The heart knows more than the brain. It is connected to the higher self and the higher plan. This is an invitation to learn how to trust and how to hold hands despite differences, no matter on what level those differences appear to be. Some can be really crude and harsh. But if the divine thread is there, then we are to find it and support it, and nurture it in others, because that is how we nurture it in ourselves. It is how we access our higher natures. We must assist others who are having difficulty expressing their higher natures, just as we are, and then we will be assisted too. It is a "coming together" in more ways than one.
We will be practicing how it feels to be non-judgmental. Most of all, we will learn how to trust ourselves and what we have always felt but could never speak or tell someone out loud. Our higher nature has been curtailed. In this new community gathering others will support us in return as we support them. There are higher forces at work. More than we know or can understand. Only as we practice and experience this for ourselves, can the light turn up a notch so we can see and feel the difference. This is a gathering to support the process of ascension. It is the evolution from animal man to spiritual man. The spiritual man will learn to live in grace, unified with his brothers and sisters. The use of the term "he" automatically implies "she". They will be more refined, more honest, more decent, more loving, more nourishing, more fulfilled, more peaceful, more comfortable, more powerful, more passionate, more kind, more pure, more whole and therefore more holy.
This started out as an invitation to a small gathering in my home but as I began writing, I see that my initial thought was only the beginning of a much larger project. The Master DK has taken over! It is pre-mature to set a date. The place of the meeting will be in our home in the outskirts of Naples when the time comes, and the purpose is to open the door to the fifth dimension. At least in the beginning stages, for there is much in the way of sharing information that must be done first. We will be sharing from the bosom of the vulnerable heart, the beautiful soul of the higher individual. It will be in a round-robin discussion. There will be no teacher, only a hostess and two co-facilitators. We are all students, no teachers. We are all seekers. All fingers on one hand. All brain cells activating in one brain. All heart cells in one heart. We are non-judgmental, we are listeners, we are observers, we are unifiers and harmonizers. We are positive thinkers. We are active and outgoing sometimes and quiet and passive other times. We are oriented to receiving more light from higher regions. Light from higher regions means information from higher regions. We are open to hearing more information from the higher nature of both ourselves and from others who are present with us.
Our purpose is to explore, learn, discover and practice speaking from our tender, vulnerable, more sensitive higher selves. There are no words for them. They must be felt as we speak them. We encode our words with our feelings. They are our inner-most thoughts that have not been accepted by the traditional world. We are opening doors to beyond the established traditions of the world, and we are feeling courageous and bold to do so. Will we be rejected? We are being supported and we are feeling urges to dare to say these words, these feelings. We have been afraid of rocking the boat so we have been wisely staying quiet. But now the time has come that we are openly seeking support from like-hearted friends. We are mostly female but we are of both genders, so there will be a few men among us at first. Men are welcome if they are capturing the meaning of the words.
Each meeting will start with silence. We will enter into the heart center through silence. Silence is the supreme number one method that we need here today. Meditation without anyone to guide us. No words, no electronic devices, so that each one of us may enter our own silent heart all by ourself. There is no leader. The higher self is our only guide. I as the hostess and gatherer will invite you into the silence but you will enter alone. I am being guided - instructed is the better word - by the Brotherhood of Light, the Ascended Masters. In the silence we are the small ego entering the holy of holies, the secret chamber of the heart. Feel the sacred ambiance of this chamber. We are the smallness surrendering to the highest in us. We are the lowest possible point within our own God/Goddess self which exists beyond the world of form, beyond the myriad stars and galaxies. And each of us has the only key to unlock the door.
After we return from our silence in the secret chamber of the heart, we will have an honoring ceremony, and then an introduction round-robin. Each person present can say as little or as much as they want (within reason!) about who they are. Perhaps a cue card will help with prompt questions. Then we will evolve into discussion with two people acting as moderators.
I am being guided by the Master Djwal Khul who is a member of the Brotherhood of Light or, as it was called in earlier days, the Great White Brotherhood. It is also referred to as the Spiritual Hierarchy. There are many names for those who have mastered the form world as we know it. These great ones have all been where we are today at one time, and they have mastered its limitations and graduated. We are connected to these higher masters through our hearts. This gathering is a way for the masters to guide us through the next stages. This is why we are here - to learn more. This knowledge has been kept from us. Our higher self is a light within the heart. Our life is a conscious light but we didn't know that. We are being now exposed to the consciousness within our heart. It is the eternal living flame which keeps our bodies alive. There is so much to learn!
This knowledge will prolong our life on earth and raise it to the higher planes of love, abundance and happinness. It will bring us back into balance so we are not so stressed out living in pain and struggle for understanding. Those who are called ascended masters live in higher realms called higher dimensions. These dimensions are more refined, not so dense and concrete as we experience here. But they are able to zoom in on anyone who calls for help because we are a thread of life connected to all of life through the flame in our hearts. We will learn more as we open our hearts and access that flame through the process of sharing information. We did not understand. Our closed hearts were kept closed by the laws of former periods in our dark history. We were not free to express ourselves or our creativity or our free and enthusiastic loving nature.
We have been watched over through the dark periods of our history when mankind was in danger of destroying itself. We were guided as best we could be guided, but humanity was so closed down it just was out of reach. Still the ascended masters were there to help. They could see when a heart tried to open and called to God for help. There are bursts of sunlight when a call such as that appears. Shimmers of sunlight appear in the concrete exterior of a human body. There is no space or time in the universal oneness. The light reaches out and is heard throughout the lighted realms. Once, in the early days of my awakening when I was experiencing many odd things, I experienced an emergency rescue by an unknown source. Being ultra-sensitive to the outer environment, it was while I was in the car with my husband driving to downtown San Jose, when a huge semi-trailer truck came thundering past us blowing this incredible horn. I screamed, apparently in my etheric body because my husband didn't hear me, and I found myself sliding down the curvature of the earth into the blackness of space. Yes, you heard right - I was rolling down the curvature of this dark planet, solid black, into the even darker void of space - and suddenly someone or something grabbed me by the scruff of the neck and brought me back to the seat in the car with my husband driving. He didn't know what happened. I asked him. I was terribly shaken for a long time after. But how? Who did this? It has been forever registered on my brain. I will never forget it.
The universe operates in a harmony and order. We will ourselves know this once we are no longer confined in a concrete physical body. We are being watched over. Now all we have to do is learn how to respond. The universe is well organized and we are part of if. We will learn more soon. The earth has been a very difficult school but we have only been born here by the free will act of volunteering. Yes! We volunteered. That's what they say.
3/6/23 - Solar flare emissions cause dizziness - what to do
The following article was taken from a channeling 25 years ago, but it is so very relevant today. I love the concept of creating a buddy system to share feelings and awareness. Perhaps that is the next thing to do. I myself have been experiencing extreme changes in mood, both good and bad, distortions, out-of-body feelings, and flashes of cosmic clarity in-between. What a wild ride these ascension symptoms!
(Channeled:) When you identified with energies long ago that were not the same as your soul purpose, it pulled you out of alignment. The increase in light transmissions now are pulling you back to your soul purpose. The effect is a shifting in your mind causing some discomfort and dizziness. You are losing your separation consciousness in this time, which is the tendency to withdraw and turn inward. The new energy will not let you go into separation any more. Create a buddy system to talk about your awareness with.
Connecting with another person helps transmute the energy of separation that is being dislodged. During solar flares there will be depressions, sadness, loss of hope as the separation energy begins to float free. The sun is God-Love. During solar emissions, the first emissions are x-ray emanations from coronal mass ejections. Sensitive people will feel them in seconds but they go fast and don't impact your magnetosphere [the region surrounding the earth]. What comes next DOES impact. The actual magnetic plasma wave takes 48-72 hours to reach earth and it compresses and distorts the earth's electromagnetic field, and also the EM fields of all creatures including human. People will feel grief, anxiety, sadness, depression, not being yourself. This will pass in 90 days but during this time, reach out in a buddy system and share your feelings. The last emissions are M-class emissions (severe) and X-class emissions (very severe, like 10 on the Richter scale). When you hear NASA speak of X-class emissions coming from the sun, hang onto your hats and buckle your seat belts.
The solar emissions impacting earth is like squeezing a balloon and watching the balloon become distorted. So do the energies inside your EM fields. The physical body will also feel unbalanced, causing aches, pains, dizziness, falls and freak accidents. What you can do to stay balanced during solar maximum cycles - reach out in a buddy system and share your feelings. They will pass. Meanwhile, expose your body and consciousness to the light as much as you can to absorb what is being transmitted. There will be incredible sunsets. Use magnets taped to your skin and other grounding devices like copper bracelets and necklaces. Wear crystals and use visualizations. When you feel out of your body it's the result of one of these wave fronts. Carry black stones like hematite and obsidian, tourmaline.
Stand barefoot in the grass for two or more minutes a day, and anchor your earth chakra (6 inches below your feet) to the core of the planet. Do not anchor your light body. Sleep north to south, head at north. Or meditate two minutes head to north. Take salt baths to clear and protect your energy and ground you. Expose yourself to sunlight to attune to plasma waves. Let go of density. Do a body cleansing. Contractions are signs to expand yourself. Lighten up on your diet. Use fruits, light dairy (yogurts and light cheeses), more greens and raw foods, seeds and nuts. Do not use sugars, sweets and simple carbohydrates, they burn faster and are high-stimulus foods. They grow your system out of balance. Complex carbohydrates and fruit sugars are slower burning and keep you in balance. Back off of caffeine, and use herbal tea. Comfrey tea is excellent, also licorice and licorice tea.
It is important to connect mentally with others through the heart by saying what you feel. Say anything, it doesn't matter what. Mentally you will swing back and forth between high energy ambition and boredom or disgust, as patterns that relate to separation consciousness are dislodged. The solar storms are doing this. If you feel like you are losing hope or faith, it is the old separation consciousness being dislodged. The feeling of being "unconnected" is an ancient energy that is now floating free and moving out, making room for the great thing growing inside. Cut down on TV and overstimulation. Shorten your meditation times. Stay in the here and now and align your physical, mental and emotional bodies.
Your spiritual ego is realigning to become God in physicality. Even those who are asleep are experiencing it. Be non-judgmental. By detachment and non-judgment you detach your energies and support. When you judge, you participate in that which you judge. Detach from making judgments. You have been a part of all things, including war. You as God created war. You as people created war, you are not separate from All That Is. So you as God and People begin to heal the war by detaching your energies from it.
It is an illusion that you are going somewhere or becoming something. You are already all that you are. Detach from the illusions and projections you have created. You are simply awakening to your freedom and flowing forth without efforting, without judgment, without attaching or trying to be a certain way or do a certain thing.
3/5/23 - This is Tantra (Master Djwal Khul)
One day back in 2013 I received a message from DK that applies to what is happening in our world today. We definitely in the midst of the ascension process, moving into lighter atmospheres. There is much confusion by those who are not aware of the beautiful world that we are moving into. I wish to assure peace and calm. Be prepared for love and clarity and knowingness. People are confused because this information has been kept from the public's eye. As I am constantly reviewing DK's messages, he continues to inspire me and I wish to pass it on, reminding everyone of the hope and beauty that is on its way into our life. But it's not what you think. This is Tantra. I have been posting his messages received over the last 47 years HERE. Please check out his beautiful inspired teachings. The following instruction came when I asked him something but I don't remember what I asked him. I forgot to write it down!
"You have become fragmented into many pieces. You are not whole. You are learning to re-connect your four lower bodies - your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual or higher mind. You have been learning about integration and you have been practicing in your meditation room. Now you are getting the idea this morning. A new understanding is dawning. The others that you need are the fragments of yourself. You are learning how to expand your awareness to the higher plane of the emotions and from there to step up to the still higher plane of thought, the mental plane. And from there to the yet higher plane of higher mind. You are visualizing the expansion of your body to these higher planes. You are expanding your awareness to higher planes beyond the physical. You are waking yourself up on the higher plane of emotion and mental and spiritual and higher.
"As you consciously stepped out of your limited perception of being physical, and as you visualized yourself larger than physical, superimposed over your physical as you have been practicing, and then breathing consciously, allowing your breath to penetrate your larger self on the emotional and the next larger mental and the next larger spiritual and the next - as you breathed in and out of each plane while visualizing, you awakened and aligned these fragments of yourself with your physical. Many people are today working this process to bring their four lower bodies, anchored in the four lower chakras, into balance and alignment with the limited concrete physical body consciousness. This is what I meant by “you can’t do it alone.”
"Picture a line of people arriving to your house, each bearing gifts but they are stopped at the front door because you do not open the door or look out the window. You do not know the people are there with gifts for you, gifts that would make your life easier and more pleasant, more agreeable. Many riches await you when you stop trying to live your life as if you were all alone with no help. You have a network of help and helpers all around you but you do not see them. You have been living in a closet in the 3D world. You were kept from your own holy self and the powers of your full potential by the mass consciousness which is a fuzzy dark cloud which obscures your own light. This opening and piercing of the veils between your bodies which kept you locked as a prisoner in the physical material world is being broken as you practice awakening, enlarging, breathing, and calling upon your emotional, mental and spiritual self through the morning exercises. You are not alone because you have a wholeness that is connected to God and through that wholeness you are connected to all.
"You have been asking for guidance on Tantra. This is Tantra. This is awakening while in your physical body to the other planes of consciousness that you have access to but you have been kept locked away from. Tantra means a net or a web that connects all as one that has always existed. You were never alone in a separate body, but you were locked out and closed down from knowing this truth. Now you and others are piercing the veils. It is a conscious realization that connects you. The web of life is composed of conscious thought. Conscious awareness. Consciousness connects all that is. God enfolds all his creation alike in his arms and heart and mind. All is contained within the bosom of God. When you don’t know this, it is like being locked inside your closet and not opening the door to the people outside trying to reach you and give you the gifts, their hugs, their laughter and their joyous celebrations, and to invite you to party with them.
"Practice your awakening exercises every morning. When you do this, as you consciously awaken to your higher self and invite integration of your other dimensional you’s, mind, feelings, principles and values, you nourish and refresh your physical body. It is your physical body that grows old and tired because it is not being rejuvenated by spirit. When you enter 3D you enter a “time zone”. There is a beginning and an end locked in time. When you are born in 3D you agree to be closed off from the love and light of the Creator and all of the higher dimensions. You came to learn about darkness and what happens when you are without the light and love. As you remember how to pierce the darkness through the process of applying love and light, you can nourish the failing body and the physical cells will open and drink the divine nectar. Your body fills up, plumps up with life and your DNA expands as does your consciousness. This is how you align yourself with your own perfection, the Christ, known also as the Adam Kadmon, the divine perfect human being, designed as the original role model of each human being from the heart-mind of God.
3/4/23 - Use mantra and visualization to take control
Create a sacred seed thought to take control over your life. Sacred is the key word. It supplants the personal ego which is the little desire self which causes confusion by chasing and holding onto desires. The little desire self is limited and finite. We have been concentrating far too long on this small little self. Consider using the following mantra. I am sharing it today with whoever is drawn to it. I have been given permission. Anyone may use this mantra and guided words of instruction. This mantra must be made with repetition. It will access your personal God-self identity known as your Higher Self. The Higher Self is the ladder to the stars. It is a path that goes higher and higher and is endless, even while you are human living on Earth. Only you can walk the rungs of the ladder of the Higher Self. It is done by choice, free-will effort and concentration. This mantra was given to me by the Tibetan Master, Djwal Khul many years ago.
I AM THE HOLINESS OF THIS BODY, AND I DEDICATE THIS BODY, I CONSECRATE THIS BODY TO THE WILL THAT I AM.
This mantra gives your power over to your higher God-self. It directs your Higher Self to take control over your finite body and make decisions for you, which you do not have the ability or vision to make yourself . You are asking for help from higher realms. You must ask for this help by relinquishing control over your smaller ego. Your human ego is in control until you consciously surrender control to your Higher Self. Your Higher Self requires that you ask for its help before it can step in and take control. This mantra does that, but you have to take the lead and establish a conscious repetitive daily practice. It doesn't take too long. Repetition is how we create habits. We humans are really good at establishing habits, but we have not created good habits. It is time to create some sacred habits. A rhythm of repetition. Plus a humble attitude.
Along with the mantra, use a visualization of yourself that is beautiful to you, that is attractive to you, that is an ideal image of yourself. Visualize this within a bright sun. Use the light from the sun to brighten this image of yourself. You can play with this image by brightening it to the degree that your image almost disappears, and then bring it back into sharper outlines. You are manifesting your Higher Self into your current life while repeating the sacred mantra. First find a photo or remember a photo that you saw one day long ago, one that you especially liked of yourself. That perhaps shows you in a better light than you are today. What you would like to BE today. Use that image to imprint on your inner mind as you repeat the mantra, "I am the holiness of this body and I dedicate this body, I consecrate this body to the will that I AM!"
Close your eyes, lower your gaze downward as if looking at the tip of your nose, and repeat the mantra while holding this image of your beautiful personal self in the light of the sun. Do this often. It will help stabilize your mind. It is like planting a seed thought in your subconscious mind. Repetition of the same thought plants a seed of ONE thought - remember, it is ONE thought, not many different thoughts - that becomes implanted. It will start to grow and become stronger and radiate further out with repetition. Repetition is the key to this technique. Repeated every day and at least three times a day is recommended. I recommend having at least three set times during the day that you do this mantra and visualization. Start at 5 minutes each time and increase it to 10, then 15, then 30 minutes each time.
If something happens shocking or traumatic, take several minutes to use it to stabilize. This mantra and visualization, with practice, will help bring your whirling thoughts to a central "seed thought", giving permission to your Higher Self to step in and take control with peace and calmness. A vortex is being created of a divine, sacred nature with the use of this mantra and visualization. But nobody can do it for you. Only YOU can create this for yourself through practice. Otherwise, random thoughts will continue to invade your psyche and energy field and swirl with chaos, which we consider the human condition today. A sacred "seed thought" will grow roots going throughout your whole entire body via the nervous system. Experts tell us that by repeating the same words and patterns every day, you mold your life into what it has become today. You created your life, this is how you can change your life. Build this sacred seed thought every day and you will grow roots into your life that start to change the way things work out for you.
Without a sacred seed thought, energies cast off by other people will continue to swirl randomly through you and your mind like a frenzied storm with no direction. You are the directing intelligence of your body. This mantra and visualization will provide a central seed thought, like a mother thought. It is a parent thought. You are a child of the one infinite creator, but you are human and you didn't know that, being born here. This is a technique that has been used for centuries in the East, with a strong influence on the culture there. Wise sages and spiritual leaders abound in the remote sections of the Himalayas. Now these lessons are becoming accepted in our Western societies. It has taken time to accept them, but they have taken root in our western culture. It is a "next step" to accept repetition of sacred words, as in a mantra.
It takes effort to take time out in our busy lives to concentrate and actually sit for 5 minutes at a time being silent and concentrating. I myself have had difficulty controlling my own mind, which whirled on its own. I believed I was doing the right thing to be spontaneous and follow my free will spontaneity. And I was right, as it turns out, to honor and respect my thoughts and feelings. But as East and West learn to merge with each other, so does spirituality and personal empowerment merge and become one whole entity. We are destined to become whole, a divine Ego human with individual skills, talents and knowledge unlike any other. We ARE individuals. As we call on our own Higher Self to merge with our lesser human self, we build integrity into our human self, and learn to control our life with a more refined vision. I have been learning this over the many yrs that the Master DK has been my guide and teacher. I did not know. He has taught me. I am passing on some of his teachings on this website. Yes, we learn from others, of course we do. But the one we have not been learning from and we MUST learn from at ALL times, over and above input from others, is our Higher Self. This is the one path that takes us ever higher beyond what we can see here, today, in this hour. No one can do this for us. Only we can do it for ourselves, by ourself. As long as we listen to other people, we are gathering more confusions to consider, more to analyze, more to weigh, more to consider, more to struggle to fit into our days. These storm clouds that come to us regularly - we live inside the storm clouds - run havoc through our bodies and minds without direction.
That was the purpose of the guru. A guru was a no-nonsense guide. He gave a mantra and said "repeat it!" Westerners didn't want to do that. The times changed and we became intellectual and rationalized everything with our minds. We didn't need a teacher. We can do it ourselves. And so the intellect came into being. We are now intellectualizing ourselves into a mess. We've created a mess without the spiritual teacher to guide us to our HIGHER SELF. We are swirling with storm clouds, chaos, fear and indecision. We are a lost race until we turn ourselves over to our HIGHER SELF. The higher self is our individual personal self but uncontaminated by human faults. It leads us up the ladder to greater understanding, keeping us connected to our Self. It is important not to give up our sense of personal identity. We are God in embodied form. It is important to build on what we know. The God Self is pure and uncontaminated by human errors. How does one connect with it? By assuming the pose of surrendering and repeating sacred words intended and aimed upward to the highest in us.
Most people are reluctant to give someone else charge over their life, but giving the Higher Self permission to take charge over your life is a whole different story. You ARE your higher self temporarily living confined in a limited body which doesn't know anything at all about "higher selves". Thus this body is surrounded by confused input from other people. The only way to access your Higher Self - your real Self - is to take the time to go alone and practice assuring it and communicating with it. Repeat the coded words to only your Higher Self, no other. Find a picture you like of yourself that is healthier and more beautiful, more noble, more wise, more ideal that you wish you were, and focus that intention through the sacred words, appealing for its intervention with your life.
Say the suggested mantra, either silently or out loud. Use a timer and set it for two minutes or three or five and increase it as your feel to expand the time. Start today. And do it two more times today. And tomorrow two more times, and every day do it three times during the day. The longer you can do it the quicker you will plant a seed thought and take control over the stabilizing of your mind. Even if you don't feel anything is wrong in your life, even if you feel you are healthy, wealthy and wise enough not to need any help from your Higher Self, you will be surprised at how much better life can be. How much life can be improved by relinquishing your limited ego control over your life and adding your Higher Self into the mix. We are here to live a 50/50 life as a human being having a human life on Earth with the inflow and input from the one infinite creator, your God/Goddess Self.
Close your eyes and drop your gaze as if to look at the tip of your nose. This tells your body to follow suit. Everything in your body is connected to the one intelligence - YOU! You are giving direction now to your body. You have assumed your body was you but you are NOT your body. You are wearing your body like a suit of clothes. You, your REAL self, is abstract mind, much more than a limited physical body. You are the mind. You are the mind that can expand infinitely to an ever greater intelligence. You are what controls your body by giving it a direction to go in. Perhaps you have not been doing because you didn't know how to. Concentrate your mind on this one sacred seed thought and see what happens over the next month. The Master DK is now guiding you as he has been guiding me over the last 47 years.
3/1/23 - Ascension Massage - "the bump in the road", Part 2
This morning (channeled 11/9/17) I had a download of information. I asked DK to please help me remember this information about the primal divine earth energies coming up and gathering at the first root chakra. Then it comes up to the 2nd chakra which is the reproductive or sexual chakra, and....? He answered:
In the animal kingdom the flow of primal energy divides out at the second chakra in order to create a division into two separate genders. There must be separate genders, male and female, to create a hunger for reuniting. Separation at the second chakra is necessary for duality to play out. There is engagement and play between the two forces which makes the world go around. And create babies. Reproduction is important to perpetuate the species. The animal kingdom operates on animal instinct. Now, the human being is also an animal but it has been cultivated with altered DNA to become more conscious than the animal. It has evolved to become self-conscious and it continues to evolve to become God conscious. It knows that there is a refinement that draws him to seek into the spiritual realms. But his sexuality and reproductive functions remain as an animal.
The human has allowed himself to retain the animal drive to copulate as all animals do. The mechanism to overcome this drive lies in the second chakra, where the division takes place in the animal kingdom. When the primal divine life force comes up to the first root chakra, to overcome this drive, instead of dividing out left and right, the mechanism is to remain WITHIN the second chakra and not allow the division to take place. The division that takes place is the male pushing out and the female withdrawing or receiving. When the human male stops pushing and the female stops receiving, they both can integrate and experience union. This is difficult to explain to a 3D consciousness.
I heard this in a 5D altered state and was able to retain this information. What we are doing with the Ascension Massage - originally I called it The Love Club massage swaps - is teaching people how to integrate their male and female sides in peaceful embrace, rather than the male pushing and the female dancing around trying to attract his attention or running away. To overcome this animal instinct to push and run away (male and female animal instinct) we humans are to learn how to not do that by way of reducing or diminishing our outward actions. When we slow down to a full conscious stillness and allow ourselves to integrate, then we overcome the animal instinct to push and dance. Do you understand? (DK talking. Channeled on 11/9/17)
2/28/23 - Ascension massage takes you over the "bump in the road" (part 1)
The bump in the road to which I refer is sexual tension. On this website there is page called "Massage", and under that page is a link to Ascension Massage. Ascension Massage has lately received an increase in the number of hits. Interest appears to be rising. The reason Ascension Massage has not been promoted lately (by me on this site) is because of the sexual issue. Issues over sex remain constant. They are puzzling. I've been unsure how to promote the divine love nature of Ascension Massage because sexual issues continue to rise and get in the way. Sex is a bump in the road. It is an obstruction to what I'm trying to present through Ascension Massage. And yet sex is not even real! It is a misnomer, a mislabeling. There is a divine nature that is being held back. Recent revelations are insisting I go ahead and start revealing what I know. "Don't worry", I am assured. "It is time to shake the tree and see what falls out."
Here is a simple example of what sex is. Imagine if you will someone who continues to beat you up with daily angry tirades. It doesn't hurt you physically, but it is a bother. It is part of your life and you have lived with it a long time but it creates an agitation. It is not a big deal but after a while it becomes irritating and you finally become physically disturbed by it. After days and weeks pass, maybe even months of this irrating way of life, suddenly the angry tirades stop! What happened? An emptiness rushes in bringing peace, tranquility, even bliss. Some might call it ecstasy or rapture. You suddenly experience the sensation of peace and you enjoy freedom like you haven't felt in a long, long time. This changes your life, your thoughts, your emotions, your appreciation and joy of life increases. You had an orgasm, a release of pressure that had built up.
This is what sex is - the cessation of continual pounding and beating at an internal door that was closed. Most people are unaware of this door. This is a new concept. You don't have to believe it, but this door is blocking the flow of the divine love that should be flowing up the spine and all through the body, maintaining your life in a constant state of harmony, peace, rightness, abundance and good relations. The spine is actually a pathway for divine energy to flow from the coccyx up to the crown of the head, and equally, for the life force to flow DOWN from the abstract intelligence of light and love, entering through the crown of the head and flowing into the soil of earth through the feet. We have not been introduced to this except for those of us who study the occult and esoteric sciences. Clairvoyants and mediums can see the energies moving, but not the average person with training or natural inclination.
This life force of which I speak is pure, unadulterated and uncontaminated by the human belief system. Human beliefs don't influence it or alter it. Humanity has built an artificial life around it, living off it like a parasite. But the divine life is flowing through us still. We just don't know about it. The divine life runs the show, breathes our breath for us, keeps the body functioning. And disease happens only when we block the flow.
We have been blocking the flow when it comes to sex, big time. Our ignorance causes all sorts of problems for us, and not just sexually. On all levels of life. Fortunately, we are on the brink of opening doors we have not had opened in eons of time. We have been held back so it's not our fault entirely. But we have resisted the natural flow of our own divine nature - the internal natural nature of love. We have fallen into dark hands and we have listened to them. We are now reaping the rewards today and learning to not listen. We are returning to our natural divine nature with slow, steady steps of awareness of love.
There is a waking up and transformation happening. Many people are prepared to shed light on the way sex has been mislabeled, mishandled and abused. We DO have the ability to fix it if we knew more about how it went wrong. This is merely a preliminary introduction to the problem of sex. We really didn't know!? We have no idea how badly we have messed up what could have been a most beautiful love affair with life and over the centuries. There is a natural flow of bliss, love and joy running through our bodies - we tune into it now and then (ask the lovers of the world!) - but there is a closed door when it comes to mechanical sex. There is more to come.
Ascension Massage is a new method to bring ecstatic divine love up through the body PAST the sex block, not repressing it but lifting it up, raising it up, with honor, love and respect, up past the bulge that we refer to as a sexual need to release. When we release the divine love at this lower level (by cumming) we spend it outward into the physical abdomen and intestines, and the rest of the body cells and tissues - the stomach, heart, lungs, brain and more - doesn't receive it. Which is why we stay at the same consciousness level and don't grow wiser and happier. There is a next step. Tomorrow there will be more. Tune in!
2/26/23 - Accessing your higher self - part 2
Close your eyes and concentrate on the picture of yourself that you have chosen, the one you really love above yourself. Use this photograph as an image to fix your attention upon. Close your eyes and recreate this image above you high in the sky, in the clear blue of the sky and inside a bright, dazzling sun, like the real sun we see every day. Imagine a clear blue sky and the sun at zenith. Imagine you inside the sun. You are coming through the sun right now as your immaculate, perfect self, streaming like the TV show streams through the televion set into your living room. Right this very moment your perfect self is streaming through the sun and down into your body through a radiant ray of light, alongside other radiant rays of light of others in form.
Imagine this image. Focus on it. You are being created as an endless stream of perfection - a human being in form - and you are being created eternally. We experience "time" where we are in our bodies, but the one infinite creator does not experience time. It is the creator in the eternal moment of now. And you are riding into the earth's atmosphere constantly as a perfect creation of ahuman being. You are the creation of the one infinite creator - the one we call "Father" or "Lord". You were not created in the past; you are being created eternally now. Always. It is difficult for us to understand this, but picture yourself over your head in the brilliant sun. There is no time in the sea of eternity. You are living in the now and you know you are living because you are breathing - inhaling and exhaling, pumping blood through your organs which are functioning - you are being created always, in the now moment. There is only one now moment in eternity and you are living in that one moment, right now. Even though we do not see or realize this brilliant perfect "Me" or "I", it is happening, nonetheless. It is the consciousness of "me" or "I". This consciousness cannot be taken from us. We are conscious. We are aware. And we can grow our consciousness. We can expand it. We can refine it. We can tune in to a more beautiful "me" or "I". We do this through the art of concentration and blocking out all other images. Just for a short while. With practice we learn to hold this positive image for longer periods.
You are now creating a picture of yourself in the most beautiful image you can find of yourself. Photographs work perfectly for a starter. You are using a photograph that you like about yourself, that pictures you in a way that pleases you. You are placing that image into the sky above you inside a sun that you are creating in your mind, using the powers of concentration but you are opening a channel to receive more. You have a mind, an intelligence, an awareness, that you are using to create this channel. You use your mind all day long in more finite ways but now you are using your mind to open to more than you know. So far you have used your mind to create worries, anxieties, illusions, projections, relationships and a way of life that suits you. You create through the ability to find comfort and peace. More and more, people are learning to relax and use their minds in more expansive ways. Still, there are any distractions. The world is going through an upheaval, a regurgitation of old ways and a transition to newer, more uplifting ways of living. The world is giving birth to greater light. The old ways are falling behind. Chaos is in the air because there are 8 billion people on the planet, and each one is going through their own transition.
We tend to consider the feelings of other people around us, we like to help. But we cannot help with the undercurrents that are flowing. Stick to your own game plan. Follow your own heart and dream. That is the reason for accessing your higher self. Only your higher self knows what is good for you. Your higher self is the immaculate self that is flowing continually through you. Tune into it. Let others find their own higher self. It is not your job to assist them, unless there is an obvious way that you can step in. Then, in that case, step in and help, but don't get distracted from your main job - that of tuning into your own higher self which has the answers and solutions for you alone.
The state of the world is in chaos as the light is causing us each to shift focus to ourself alone. Silent mediation on our self alone brings peace and contentment if we stabilize into the practice. You use your mind all day long on "other things" not yourself, so you seldom tap into your own perfection which is ever present, flowing in on your breath, inhaling it and exhaling it as we speak, as I type these words. Only the wisest of the wise human beings take the time to STOP! Stop focusing on "other things" and focus on the perfection that is flowing through you right now. The immaculate concept that would bring you awareness of peace and revelations concerning your own life. Everyone thinks the immaculate concept refers to Mother Mary of biblical scripture, the mother of Jesus. But it pertains to the perfection of every form flowing into existence. Your form is building and flowing along a perfect pattern - a pattern called the Adam Kadmon, the Christ. It is a perfect human shape. All the organs are in perfect place to perform their function. Every cell is in place, every molecule, every organ, the brain, your heart, your lungs, your spleen, liver, kidneys, toes, fingers, hands, blood flow, nerves - everything is perfect because you are being created from the mind of the one infinite creator in this very moment.
Tune into the photographic image that you are holding in your hands, close your eyes and recreate this image in your mind. See yourself in the brilliant dazzling white light of the sun. Your image is almost lost in the sunlight because the sun is SO bright, SO dazzling, SO brilliant, SO all consuming. Yet, you can see yourself inside that radiant light because you are coming through the light. You are a thought of the creator, just as the sun is a thought of the creator. You are a part of the light as a unique and separate creation. You are the perfect creation that is being radiated outword as we speak of it. The one infinite creator did not create you a "long time ago" so that you had "time" to become lost. There is no time in the infinite expanse of forever. It is all happening in the eternal now. Be HERE NOW and picture yourself densifying into your current human form. You are manifesting as an embodied form. Hold that image for as long as you can. If your mind wanders, pull it back to the image of your immaculate self coming into manifestation as your current you. This is coming through strongly to me as I release these words. The image of the immaculate concept is always streaming forth. No matter where you "think" yourself to be, no matter what situation you "think" yourself in, be aware of this perfect immaculate you. This beautiful image of yourself that you hold in your mind right now.
The reason for holding it above your head is so you reach up to it. Think up to it as an open chalice to receive the divine blueprint as it funnels down into your crown. Receive it and create a direct line, a link, a thread, a channel, a path from you on the earth plane in your physical body that is aging, upward to the more of you that you do not see. You are using a photograph to picture yourself, to plant your image in the open spaces of the sky as a portal. The image is not the real you, it represents a frequency, a divine idea, a master plan coming from the creator flowing down into concrete form. The immaculate concept cannot be understood by the finite personality ego, but it can be open to receive revelation from the divine. That is what we want to do here - receive revelation. We need to have a portal to fix our attention on with an open, eager mind. It has been eternally flowing down but we have not known about it, so we have missed it. It is constantly descending down, and manifesting as clumps of solar fire into concrete atoms, cells and molecules to form a human body. We are creating this open channel by visualizing it. Visualizations are a thousand more effective than words. They are like containers into which we receive the divine substance that is flowing. Visualizations are like buckets put out in the rain to collect water. Something has to hold the water or it will be lost in the fray.
Create this pathway by holding this picture for as long as you can in one sitting. Then release it and return to your normal life. Continue to live your life as you normally would, do not "try" to make it better or different. Let the divine handle the absorption and correction as it flows into your daily life. Periodically, sit in the quiet and alone time and hold the vision again. Your human nature is valuable. Continue to construct it with purpose and vision. Your human ego and understanding is growing stronger as you do this. You are learning as you grow through the life you live as (insert your name). Your friends and family are doing the same but on a different time line than you. Don't expect them to follow along beside you. They too have an immaculate concept breathing through them but their time for understanding is different from yours. The more you sit in quiet and peace, holding this immaculate image, the more you strengthen the river of universal harmony and abundance into your physicalness. Be here now. Hold this beautiful image of yourself and notice the merging and how it affects your life. Know that the real sun in the sky is a distribution center for your immaculate blueprint. Your knowledge of this will keep the channel open more and more. Keep strengthening the path of light that is coming through the sun. Both the "real" sun in the sky and the "imagined" sun that you create in your mind.
Concentrate. This is work. Work at picturing yourself. Hold this image. If your mind wanders, pull it back with will power and determination. Work at holding the picture of your immaculate self - or the best image of yourself that you can muster. It is above you coming down from an abstract intelligence and entering through the top of your head. Focus on the crown. Bring the image down through the crown of your head and into the brain so it can register on the physical cells of your brain and be distributed through physical nerve cells. Imagine a portal at the crown of your head and imagine the revelations flowing down through the opening at the top of your head. The crown portal is known as the Dweller on the Threshold. It is half inside the crown and half outside. It sits there as a sphere of light at the crown, half in and half out, an open portal that may be opened by your focused awareness with love and devotion for your higher self.
Imagine the flow of light flowing into your brain, picture your brain as it appears in graphic form, and see the light lighting up this brain. It flows through your brain and center of the head, manifesting as the pituitary gland, the master gland which activates the various functions of the body. The light flows easily through the channels designed in perfection by the master blueprint. The more often you picture the light flowing, the more perfection flows into your aging, deteriorating body. For those who study the yoga sutras, the pituitary gland is not the Ajna center. The Ajna center is projected out from the center of the head to the front of the forehead. It is used for sending or directing, like a laser beam.
Bring the image of your immaculate perfection down into your head center. See the brain and nervous system light up. The more you do this and the longer you hold this image of light manifesting in your physical, the more you solidify this truth into your finite physical body. Blend your divine immortal self with your fun-loving, pleasure-loving, excitable, ever changing humanity and you will notice an uptick in your sensations and life. You are creating a blend of your true self in the abstract and your physical body self as a concrete human being. With this practice we are channeling the abstract solar fire into the physical brain cells so they can carry the divine fire to other locations in the body. The solar fire is known as the Presence of God, the Dweller on the Threshold and the Christ. The divine wants to be in form. Unfortunately, we have been covered over with false impressions and projections of illusion and limited wrong beliefs. Focus more and more and for longer periods of time on the best version of yourself you can find, and hold that image in the sun. Strengthen the channel between the divine you and the mortal finite you.
2/25/23 - Accessing your higher self - part 1
Stamina comes from your Higher Self. You cannot create stamina without tapping into your Higher Self. Your Higher Self is all that you are up to date. It is all that you have experienced up to date. You have collected an amazing amount of stamina throughout the eons. You can call it vital life force or some other word, the word is not important. Understand what we mean by stamina. You have built it into yourself by the actual LIVING of it thru form life. After each form life you return to the non-form life, the heaven worlds. And then you return to form life again. You have experienced form life before this human life you are living now. Your mastery is built through living in form life, mastering the form life and growing from being in form and learning how to manage yourself in embodiment. Your spiritual self is actually built from living in an embodied planet. This stamina - you call it energy but there are different kinds of energy - comes from knowing how to maneuver in form. All that you have ever experienced in form is the excellent stamina that you wish you had more of.
You have lived on other planets too, not just on Earth. There are galaxies upon galaxies - solar communities of countless other planets - which host beings like humans and animals on their surfaces. Also you have had pre-human lives as animals, plants and even minerals before becoming human. From the beginning of your sojourn into form and substance, you have been a child of the one infinite creator experiencing embodied life in form and substance. You have been one consciousness, the same consciousness that you are enjoying now, today, and thinking you know it all. And you DO know it all. You know all that you know, but there is more that you don't know. There is always more to become known. And there are always others to guide you and talk to you telepathically. Stamina is knowledge lived. It comes from the accumulated "know it all" part of you. It is your innate knowledge. Your instinct. Your intuition. Your sense of being right. You can tap into that rightness, that knowingness starting now. It is all the knowledge and understanding that you have accumulated so far in the eons and eons of time living in embodied form. You can start right now, just as you are today, even if you have low self esteem and don't believe you can.
We call this innate self the Higher Self or the God Self. Or perhaps you call it the Lord. Whatever you are accustomed to calling it, it is above and beyond you because your body today is finite. It was built at your conception, so it is only one life old, where you have lived countless lives before. This body is only temporary, but you can train it if you learn how to access your prior life knowledge. This body will not last forever unless you feed it with your past life memories, and then it may live longer than you planned. This body was built just for you for THIS life. It was built at the time of your conception and birth by your earth mother. So this body that you are living in today does not have memory of your past lives. But YOU do, you as an everlasting eternal consciousness. Your consciousness is what we call the spiritual self. You are eternal. You live over and over again in different forms. You grow up and learn the current culture by living in that particular form, and then that form passes away and you go on to the heavenly fields to debrief and consider the next step in form. You have embodied in various forms and usually don't remember them. You learn how to maneuver that one particular form that you currently inhabit, and you tap into your prior knowledge through some kind of homing device called instinct. Instinct is inherent. It is prior knowledge that has accumulated in your consciousness - that which we refer to as soul.
You don’t remember your past lives unless you have tapped into your Higher Self. You can tap into your Higher Self right now, and I will teach you a method how to do that. Your higher self is best known as intuition. It is innate. It is not just inside of you, it is your life force, your consciousness, your breath of awareness with which you first come awake and aware in the morning after sleep. Or after a coma of long duration. You are all that you have EVER been and ever experienced. You are awareness. You just don’t remember prior lives easily. Some of us do. But it is in THIS body that we are primarily focused. Learning to maneuver in THIS body. THIS body is a new body. It doesn't have the memories that YOU have as an everlasting consciousness. You probably haven't had the opportunity to know this before now, or maybe you have. Many people are learning about their spiritual selves today. Humanity is growing by leaps and bounds into higher consciousness levels. But if you don’t know how to access your Higher Self, I will give you some hints tomorrow. You have been held back on this planet called Earth. It has been a dark planet up until recently. Earth is growing up and taking on more of HER higher self too. Mother Earth is also an intelligent entity who has been held back. She is of a different species than human. She belongs to the planetary tribe. All planets belong to the planetary tribe. They can communicate with each other through the solar system - their male counterpartner. They host the human, animal, plantlife and other species on their surfaces.
If you are willing I would like to share with you some ways to access your Higher Self. These are from my own personal experiences. I will tell you more tomorrow. This is a prelude to lay a foundation before beginning. All techniques have a basis of a foundation, a reason for being to share and pass on to others. One must be prepared in order to be open enough to receive. Otherwise, why would you waste your time? Search your photographs and scrapbooks tonight and find a photo of yourself that you really, really like of yourself. The one photo that gives you a good feeling about yourself. One that shows you in the way you would like to look today. What quality does it bring to mind? Beauty? Dignity? Nobleness, grace, power, strength, intelligence? Whatever quality you most admire and want to enhance in yourself. That feeling can be enhanced with the help of your Higher Self. You can access this quality by picturing your Higher Self in a certain way. The photo can be of any age, it doesn’t matter. It can be used as a reminder, a reflection, thru which to access skills that you have but are currently beyond reach because your physical body and brain never experienced them before. Tomorrow then.
2/24/23 - Don't suppress the ego, soften it, and Tantra
Don’t suppress the ego, soften it. Many people think the personal ego is bad, but the Masters say you don’t want to suppress or repress your personal ego, or deny it, or even subdue it. Rather, soften it. Care for it with the wise gentleness of a good mother, because your human ego is of personal value - to you and to others. It is your uniqueness. The great plan behind all plans is to integrate your personal value, your knowledge and unique individuality into the overall master plan - the Oneness out of which all springs forth into form. The divine Oneness is ever growing richer because of the individual minds merging into it.
It is this Oneness that is the I AM Presence that descends into form. The I AM God Presence created you and supports you on your individual journey. It is immortal. It is the One I AM that created all forms everywhere. The great mystery is how this is done. We are on the road of discovery, each one of us, learning how it is done. It is the ONE out of which life springs a'new every day, every moment, eternally refreshing us if we can understand that and tap into it. The I AM is eternally new and more than it was before, because individual minds are constantly returning home with their individualities vastly expanded with understanding.
The problem we all experience is this. We as an individual mind have grown an intelligent branch off of the ONE intelligence, separate and apart from the great ocean of love and unified ooneness. Yet we cannot escape it entirely, we can only go off separate and alone, away from it. We can reject it and refuse to listen to the guiding voice within, but we cannot escape it because we ARE the oneness having a separate temporary experience. We are still in the oneness, or rather, the one vast intelligence is still in us. Many have taken the dark road away from love and light, for we have free will. But the better advice is always to go within and listen to the still small voice of conscience, of heart, of love.
We have each had many experiences out in the darkness as separate intelligences, away from the light and the love of the one infinite creator. We not only can say "I did it my way!" - we MUST do it "my way". That is the only way to find the light and the love within. No one else can do it for you. You are on a separate path from your friends. That is why your personal ego is not bad. It just needs to be softened, blended with the love and light within so it can feel wanted, valued and held in high esteem. Bad criminal cruel mean behavior is not valued, it needs to be awakened to the value it is running away from.
We all did many things against our own inner conscience, light and loving heart, but it taught us the value of right and wrong. We benefitted from the results. Good results from good and right behavior, and bad results from wrong behavior. We learned as we traveled and experimented about the value of having friends and being kind and doing the morally right thing, even if no one noticed. And we learned it was not worth it to go against that inner knowing. We learn to maintain personal integrity over the long haul. We learn to be less selfish, or perhaps we learn to be MORE selfish - those of us who are constantly giving our power away to the point of exhaustion - for there is a constant balance we are seeking to maintain. The balance is done within, by noticing, acknowledging the truth and applying it. The spiritual life is the path of maintaining balance between our own dual natures.
When you get angry, tone it down, bring it back to gentleness with words and considerations. The separate ego thinks it is all alone in life and it maintains a stubbornness to survive, not unlike the child having a temper tantrum. When things don’t go its way, it strikes out in ways that are not good for the whole. It sheds violence on the neighbors and family. Tone it down. Treat it with love and kindness and show it respect, and the personal ego will respond in kind. It needs to be respected. It needs to feel valued because it is a part of us. It is not separate. Be patient and kind to yourself. On a higher level you are your own God, your own Father God and your own Mother God. Be nice to yourself. Find a way that is balanced and does not hurt someone else in your vicinity. Work on this. The soul is a work in progress. The soul is the child learning how to live life in form in a balanced way. Then happiness is felt. Joy is felt. Abundance is felt.
The ego is the human child being raised by the Father-Mother God within. Father is abstract intelligence without form; the Mother is abstract intelligence INSIDE the form, flowing through the form as the life blood, circulating through the heart, lungs, nerves, glands and organs. You have access to the Father-Mother God within, for you are both the ego as little child and the wise parents of spiritual nature. As the little child you don't know this until you begin connecting with the love and light within - the Father-Mother who is the one infinite creator flowing through you. Act more like the father-mother God within you and you will mature as an ego. At that point you begin changing into aspects of the Divine Ego, which is more loving, graceful, patient and kind. You will be noticed as becoing a more peaceful, refined personality.
There are many religious and spiritual names used to refer to the Divine Ego – Higher Self, God-Self, Spirit, Holy Christ Self, Divine Feminine, Divine Masculine, but it is not the word that matters. It is your understanding that matters. When we live in a solid body form, we are operating on a closed circuit, not knowing these things. We are using that program that we were born into. Everyone born here in the past uses that program. It is "time" and "space", closed off restricted area from the wide open fields of intelligence, harmony and love. Here on this planet called Earth we were oriented to feeling separate. We were taught survivalism as one alone. There were survival laws that helped guide us. But things are changing. We are growing so wise now, the inhabitants of Earth, that we have entered into a higher consciousness field. It is known as the 4th dimension. The 4th dimension is one where we are sorting through things and making some choices and decisions that affect our future. We are choosing more wisely and with more unity consciousness. We want to live more peacefully and less in violence. As we find more and more self-enlightenment techniques on the net, we are stimulated to join classes or at least read about them and investigate a little further. Humanity is on the verge of raising the world's population to 5th density. In 5th density there is no violence. We leave violence behind us when we enter into that level of awareness.
Life continues on the 5th dimensional Earth differently than it did on the 3rd and 4th level of awareness. Too many people are now aware. Too many people want peace instead of fighting for survival. It is a different way. That is why your personal ego has value. IT is the one who is changing. The little egos are growing up and deciding in right ways that benefit everyone around them. We are integrating with our divine Father and Mother parent which is waiting for us. For we ARE the parent. We ARE the divine within, having a childhood lesson. Believe in a more unified and gracious way of life, considering the values and rights of others around you, and you will be valued in return more than you have been in the past. Rather than repress your personal needs, wants and desires, work with them and instill in them larger graciousness.
As a side note, for many years I have been seeking to understand the Tantra way of life, which is not sexual. The reason people think it’s about sex is because sex is the first door to open that allows the divinity to expand into the form body. The feeling is one of loving attraction which sort of overwhelms the young person in puberty. It is the beginning exposure to the power known as kundalini, or in the west known as the holy spirit. It is the secret power that lies in the etheric body at the base of the spine - specifically surrounding the coccyx. This area of the body is the geometric center of the human body. At a certain point in the aging of the body, it opens partially, gently, to allow these feelings to expand up the spine. Sexual feelings are the result. It is a touch of the divine nature within. The body feels it as sensually warm and loving. But since we have been born into a physical-only form of living, we seek an outward way to express it. With another person or through masturbation. We did not have teachers or guides to take us through this early stage of puberty. Unfortunately, in the dark ways of Earth, there were people (and still are) who became obsessed with the body feeling and abused younger ones and more vulnerable people. This has caused a lot of damage. Fortunately we are on the cusp of exposing this long abuse. New teachings are coming out fast in these days, especially about the kundalini or the sacred fire, as it is known. It is the divine nature that has been held locked inside the human body for eons. Now is the time for truth of the power behind sex to be revealed. Tantra is one of the paths that have an ancient grounding the sacred Vedas of India, I am told. I personally have not read them but the Masters have guided me. Kundalini is the Mother God flame at the base of the spine, called Shakti to the impersonal God Shiva which is abstract intelligence.
On a human level, yes, sex is the beginning. It is feeling so divine that if you are fortunate enough to have a Tantric master who will guide you, you will be led into a life of personal empowerment that no other spiritual path can match it. I was fortunate to have been given a Tantric Master 47 years ago, after I went into the Light by a dramatic awakening of Kundalini, without my having been prepared. When the shakti started to purify me of everything that I was made of that was embedded in me from childhood and previous lifetimes, it was a makeover which I didn't understand. I had no choice but to live through it. It was - and I love this phrase! - a blessing and a curse. My husband at the time and I were drawn into the lifestyle of swinging and through free intimate sex I became grounded back into normalcy, but with a lingering yearning for ever higher love which other people could not provide.
Bad situations and frustrations had to be confronted and dealt with, but in the long run the good benefits won out. I learned more through the swinging lifestyle than I could ever tell. I become more patient, more understanding, softer, kinder, gentler and more dignified. Tantra does not exclude sex but it does not focus on sex. Sex is not forbidden. It is a threshold over which a person passes to get to the larger room inside. It is a change in perspective. It changes the focus from hard bodies and hard outlines to softer, larger, more etheric bodies and outlines, and sensitivities. The sex act loses its crudity and matures into love-making. Sex becomes no longer a goal-oriented act. It becomes less physical and more sensual, more kind, more loving toward self and the other person. More considerate to self and the other, more elevating, more worshipful and reverent. There is a heavenly aspect that most do not quite reach but is available if one does not give up reaching for it. And also one becomes more discriminating and discerning about who you have sex with. You can feel a person’s motives and intentions when you are near them. You can read them. The energy fields overlap in close proximity and you can't fail to know what they are made of. And if you feel compatible you feel free to make love with a perfect stranger. That is, if your wife or husband doesn't resist.
The shakti (kundalini) is not directed towards the orgasm and physical penetration. It wants to go higher than that. It is energetically and magnetically attracted to beyond the heart and head to the Home from which it came. It wants to go Home so it expands up the spinal column in search of that ultimate blissful connection. Tantra is the path of learning about this mysterious power of enlightenment. The masters of Tantra teach how to build the power up and not to spend it on orgasm, but not to get lost in the shuffle either. It can go to the sun if you let it or it can be used with another human being in ecstatic lovemaking. Or it can rise up the spine and out the top of the head to reach ever higher levels of bliss and ecstasy alone, without a partner. Without a teacher who knows, a person will continue to want satisfaction from sex with someone else and will be driven by sex. Sex is not bad, but it can be misused to hold someone back from maturing into fulfillment. Sex is not the purpose of the kundalini. It is only the first step on the ladder to heaven. Tantra teachers guide a student into understanding both sides of the coin, both the spiritual and the human.
The power behind sex is a higher power of a divine, immaculate nature. It must be guided and understood how to work with it. When sex is first felt at puberty, it is felt as a loving thing. Without guidance it becomes focused on the physical body seeking something. Without wise teachers to guide the one in puberty, the young one stays with that focus - seeking the opposite gender for sex and penetration. How can he or she not know differently? So the all important focus is then finding a mate to help us fulfill ourselves. Or we are abused by someone else and thrown into trauma. The Tantric path is a path of spiritual enlightenment, not sex but may include sexual orientation. I have been writing about it for a long time.
2/23/23 - Rise above the stagnating energies of the body
This morning while showering I heard, "Rise above the stagnating energies of the body. The mind is your playground. Play! It brings you joy by discovery." The voice continued and I wrote on paper.
The world is a world of discovery. It is where you have the luxury of comparing differences. Only in the form life do you have differences. In the heavenly fields you don't have these differences. Let discovery be your game and your motto. You are learning how the great sages made their enlightenment. And why they are always in peace and joy. It is a lesson of discovery after discovery after discovery. Excitement of discovery, after excitement of discovery, after excitement of discovery. This is what grows your mind to happier planes and more fulfillment. It is a lesson of great importance. Make excitement your path. Your path to enlightenment is being highlighted with your discoveries and your excitements. Use your mind! Your master has led you thus far, now it is up to you to continue walking this path. Learn to do it yourself. Learn by trying it out for yourself. Instead of looking to your master every day and pouring over past journals, look to your OWN ability to discover excitement energy. Become your OWN master. Let your mastery over your dullness and boring stagnation emerge and guide you forward to discovery. Let excitement be your guide and dullness be a sign to turn around and go in another direction.
Life in form is filled with comparisons. The diversity is immense. This is the life of learning and growing. Of discovery that fills you with excitement. Discover what brings you down and what brings you up to high points. Discovery teaches you the proper use of your mind. The improper use of the mind is to let disappointment and frustration and bad attitudes stay inside you un-used, un-expressed and un-wanted. Don't hang onto them. Get ahead of your body’s tendency to stagnate. USE the discouraging energies and don’t let them sit and stew in you. Use them up. Use them as fuel. Use them in action. Put them to work. Do something with them. They are fuel for consumption. They are energies. That's all they are. Action is required to get rid of them. Don’t sit and stew in them. Get a grip on yourself. Make yourself get up and move in another direction. Don’t let bad energies sit inside of you bringing you down. Use bad energies to accomplish something positive. Spend them like money. Consider them fuel for your bank account. Whirl around like a spinning top if there is nothing else you can do.
Get them out of your system, out of your head, out of your muscles, they are holding your down. Get them out of your body and into the air and your energy field where they become free to disband into the light. Think AIR! Think UP! Think LIGHT! Send them UP and out into the air by the directing force of your conscious mind. Then stay open, stay ahead of stagnation. Don’t let old energies accumulate in your tissues. Be greater than your body. Your body is a shell composed of past energies that have accumulated and you did not know. Past energies from yesterday and last year and from childhood and prior lives. Be more than the accumulated energies of the past. The past has come and gone. Find NEW excitements. Be gentle with yourself as you walk slowly into new excitements. New excitements will move you in positive directions. They are like a flowing river. Follow the river of moving excitement. Let the river of your life teach you and guide you in a spontaneous and free way. But do not hurt anyone in your flowing. Be kind and be sensitive in your flowing. Be benevolent, be creative. Let freedom come and let freedom go out from your body. Don’t keep them close inside of you.
Share them with others. Tell your stories. Meet and converse openly with others. Share your discoveries. Spin them into action. Be a flowing river of stories and excitements as they come into your life and flow out, leaving you open-minded and open-hearted. Free to receive further flowing from the universe.
2/22/23 - Dissolving into larger love - don't turn it personal
I asked DK this morning, how do you be physically close without turning it personal or sexual? It's a philosophical question, intended to enlarge my intellectual understanding of this very major process. I was thinking of holding a women's session. He responded: "It requires silence. It’s not about touching. You don’t have to hug or lie down together. That would expose you to physical toxicities held in the body. Be close within the auric fields so they overlap."
He continued. "You can start with 4 or 6 women in a circle with a goal in mind, as you have been learning in the Tantra books. But this is not for sexual fulfillment. Its purpose is for grounding the holy light into the flesh body, as in the light body known as the christ body. This requires refinement of those impulses and tendencies when tend to rush, to reach, to stroke and to pull towards, which we call groping. The urge to reach for another body or to repel another body, comes up in people. It is the magnetic attraction of the earth forces. One must resist the earth force push and pull. You are to manage this impulse.
The practice is an inner practice to hold steady in the quiet in your body, in your mind, in your feelings. We use visualizations. Imagine a column of refined light coming down from above, through you and into the earth below. Know that this column of light is really a column of love. It is the ALL-THAT-IS direct from the heart of the sun behind the sun which comes from the creator, the father-mother God. An outsider’s touch or presence would be less than this holy light, holy love. This is the love-light of your own light body, your christ body. You swoon into it and everything human in you melts and dissolves in the light and love of your christ body. With practice you will not fall to the floor, as some have done, but contain it within your mind, body and feelings. This is the next step practice.
Anchor the light, which is actually love, into your human body, your physical flesh body which is composed of thoughts, beliefs, intentions, desires, tendencies, resentments, bitterness, hatreds, sorrows, weaknesses - all of the human stuff that is not holy. By allowing yourself to remain silent and centered, you will experience receiving the holiness of the love that is coming down into the ground through your visualization, you prepare your body to become the God-self in human form. All-knowing, all-wise, it dissolves all personal tendencies, involvements, attachments, etc. With each practice session it leaves you refreshed, open, aware, more knowledgeable, and infinitely more capable of FEELING love. Dissolving personal attachments is done without damage, effort or pain. There is never any pain when love dissolves personality stuff. Human relationships are possessive and controlling, so these are dissolved in the larger love. Your love enlarges to embrace so much more.
If you are connecting with your light body, christ body, it is a solitary process. You, the child, are becoming the grown-up now - one with your father-mother God. You are becoming the adult, the mature God-man or God-woman. The holy Christ self in physical form. Others will not have jurisdiction over you.
2/20/23 - How to eliminate a fuzzy head
After having a quiet household for years, just the two of us, we have a friend living with us who has been displaced from her home in the flood, and has many problems she is trying to resolve from our home. The house is buzzing with different energies, not our own. It is a time for learning. How to cope with other energies so close at hand? Not knowing what to do, I began searching among the hundreds of different methods offered by those who know, including the Ascended Masters, but which one? It's not like there are no solutioins. It's a matter of which solution to utilize, because it requires calmness and concentration to apply such methods that deal with out-of-balance energies that are disturbing. I have created my own buzzing energy field in the process, giving me a non-stop fuzzy brain.
Now I am finally getting it. It took a while. The correct answer is: I have to take charge of my own energies and not follow someone else's method. Stop looking for answers and start doing something. Nobody else's method applies to my situation because it is me and my own consciousness that creates the problem, and I have to do something about it myself. It's a consciousness thing. So no meditation today, just action is requried. I must consciously accelerate the electrons, atoms and cells in my own body, mind and energy field to bring in greater clarity and vision.
I am being told: Accelerate the body’s cells and feel the stimulation of interest. Become interested again in life. Speeding up the body’s cells, atoms and electrons clears away the effluvia, the debris, the old dead energy that weighs you down. Use this energy, don't let it stagnate. I can tell already - it works. Keep busy. It should not be manually difficult labor but be productively busy. Then lie down to rest, calmly and peacefully, for 20 or 30 minutes to allow the body to recuperate and fall back into its normal natural alignment. This part is crucial - to rest inbetween bouts of productivity and/or busy-ness. It prevents stress and tension from building up. Then get up and move again. You'll feel a lot better. It will clear the energies that are foreign to you. It will clear your head.
It helps to keep a running list of what you have accomplished during your active periods. Seeing the results of your productive and creative efforts not only boosts your energy, confidence, self-esteem and enthusiasm towards life and living, it actually increases the life force, allowing it to move through your blood, muscles and organs so you feel the building of stamina flowing through your physical body. Keep track of your good works. Journal your recovery process during your "down times" so you can remind yourself what to do again in the future.
2/18/23 - Nurturing Healing Love Massage Exchanges
A long time ago I was told by the Master Djwahl Khul: "Do not ask the male to change - just present the female.” A persistent dream nags at me to establish an ascension massage exchange network where individuals can meet others for mutual partner exchanges to assist in the growing need to overcome ascension symptoms. I have no idea how many people are aware of "ascension symptoms" but the world is going through not only climate changes but humans are too. There is a lightening process taking place worldwide, a consciousness elevation, a broadening, a widening, an awareness of one's personal space becoming more refined. Consciousness is becoming more spiritual, more rarified. Yet, the dense physical body and brain are the same. This is causing havoc on the coarse physical body which has been programmed to low expectations. Life has been restricted in many ways. There is an inner struggle going on, trying to understand. How to cope.
My desire for an ascension massage exchange network hasn't manifested yet, mostly because I haven't been ready before now. I have been advancing my understanding to the point where I have to do something soon or I'll leave my body and go elsewhere. (Just kidding.) I am by nature a passive person and a follower, not a leader so I've been doing lots of inner work, homework and opening myself up to specialized training. The ascension massage is a soft, gentle nurturing feminine approach, using priestess skills of ancient origin. It is not sexual. If there is a sexual body response, we simply ignore it and raise the energy up over the block and keep going. It is done consciously, mentally and intentionally. There are many lifetimes of training in this art.
The goal of ascension massage is to connect the pure uncontaminated light and love in one person to the pure uncontaminated light and love in another person. The light and love is the same in both persons, it is the HUMAN that makes us each different. The goal is to merge the uncontaminated light with the HUMAN. This is the hard part that we've been missing. Mutual body exchanges without sex or emotional attachment can do this. We are to merge the human with the divine so the human becomes the individualized god/goddess that is destined to be. We do it without emotionial or sexual involvement. When sexual response happens we direct our attention higher, that's all. We elevate it. We don't suppress it but raise it up higher. It takes some training to do this, and practice.
When we exchange ascending massage, the uncontaminated light and love from both giver and receiver combined is stronger than from just one person alone. It washes away the toxic energies in the system that cause confusion, sickness, pain and suffering. What most people are unaware of is that there is an immaculate blueprint within them, within everyone, including bad evil people. They wouldn't be alive, breathing and walking around if they did not have an immaculate divine blueprint functioning in their body. This divine blueprint has been covered over by imprinted false cultural programming from birth on up to the present day. This perfect immaculate blueprint can't be contaminated by human error or mistakes. It just can't. You can try but you can't contaminate it. It doesn't matter how bad a person is or what crimes they've committed, or how mean, cruel or vicious they are in life, they have a perfect immaculate divine blueprint that has been covered over by the culture. It can be uncovered with education, training and believing enough in it to do daily homework - and exchanging an ascension massage can help if they are willing to trust in the process. This immaculate blueprint is the life force of the body known historically as the christ, short for crystal or crystalline. Everyone has one.
The Ascended Masters have been guiding me to establish an ascension massage exchange for a long time. Click HERE to see the original posting back in 2014. An ascension massage leads to total bliss IF the receiver is ready to receive and can open to trusting the giver. The goal of receiving one is to become a giver of one. We will be creating a network of partner exchanges by starting one at a time, discussion and practice. I am starting it here, now, by writing about it.
If you are hungry for some loving touch, it requires giving loving touch in return, without sexual or romantic involvement or expectation. This is a higher form of love. A deeper form of love that goes to the bottom of the soul and collects the remnants of past action and brings them forth for redeeming. The result is feeling washed clean. It is divine nurturance. This is a spiritual technology that is older than the planet itself, and a teaching that comes from beyond the earth, beyond the galaxy and beyond the stars. There have ALWAYS been teachers of this ancient temple skill. Only those who were inclined to learn it, came again and again, over many lifetimes to the quiet cultures to be trained in out-of-the-way monasteries and underground sanctuaries, away from the noise and cloudy atmosphere of the evolving residents. It is a sacred art and a universal science. The universe operates on love. Love is the longing that everyone has in their deepest heart. We wish sometimes that our relationship partner would do this for us but it doesn’t happen. They haven't been taught. The art of feminine nurturing healing love is a higher science. The word feminine does not mean women only, it refers to the soul. It is the soul that is feminine.
If you are interested in learning and practicing it, contact me privately and we will plan. There is no cost involved. This is something new and exploratory. It is an exchange of loving soft nurturing energy, not to be compared with anything that has been experienced before. We will dip into ancient times when the planet was young, pure and full of the holy spirit unspoiled by humans. The world was quiet then. Serene. We will call upon the ancient land, peaceful and pure and warmed by the ancient sun. We will ask the sun to blow its ancient purity into this tired, weary body. We will call on ancient winds to blow through the cells and clear away the stress. We will call upon the ancient waters to wash away the tension in this body. We will ask the ancient trees to breath their green and pure oxygen through this body. We will ask the ancient flowers and herbs to sprinkle their healing fragrance deep into this soul and melt away the tightness in this body. We will ask the ancient sun to warm this body with its healing rays. We will call upon the ancient healing masters to place their sparkling spirit hands upon this body with nurturing love and light.
We will ask you to tune into the ancient quiet and tune out all outside thoughts. Focus on the here and now in this room. Stop thinking. Feel the quiet and trust the ancient peace that comes in. Develop the skill of tuning into harmony. One way to stop thoughts is to listen to your own breath. Notice the sound your breath makes. Feel your lungs and stomach inflating and deflating like balloons. Feel your hands with a thousand pores in the palm, inhaling clean white light and exhaling clean white light. Picture the bottoms of your feet with thousands of tiny pores opening and breathing in mother Earth on the inhale, and blowing out on the exhale. Imagine inhaling Earth magnetism up your legs to your heart and head, opening arteries and veins and exhaling down into the Earth again. Picture the pores in the skin on your back and spine opening as you inhale, and emptying out on the exhale. Picture your crown opening as you inhale, drawing in light from above, filling up your brain cells, and exhaling down the central column to Earth.
Imagine nurturing soft hands stroking your skin. Not heavy, not coarse, but light and airy. You might have a sheet covering your nakedness, or not, your choice, or light clothing. Expand into the air around you. Spiritual energy is all around you. Prana can be seen as sparkles. Manna is in the air. It is not mystical or mysterious. Prana and manna come from the sun. It is activated by your own consciousness. You are the one who creates manna and prana by connecting with the light and the love from the sun. You are the one who provides the force field of energy of light that encircles you and enfolds you. You are the one who refines it and makes it lighter than that of Earth atmosphere. Our bodies move inside this field of vitality which we create around us. It extends out to overlap with others. We are like fish swimming in an ocean of sparkling vitality. We were trained to focus on the physical world only - the hard edges of physical forms. Expand your eyesight and awareness beyond the form in a 360 degree circle so you can see into the heaven fields. You can with inner eyes and eyes that are beyond you. Picture yourself floating in a sea of pink light that extends into the distance. We are moving in a sea of energy like fish move in the sea. When we open our vision like this we stop thinking about day-to-day thoughts and begin drinking in the higher worlds. We allow the immaculate blueprint to sweep upward and outward around us, cleaning away the toxic energies, stress and tension that has been clinging to us. We are turning on our inner light and ascending our consciousness to higher realms.
2/15/23 - There is pure sweet love in the cells of your body
We are made of love. Love is everywhere. It governs the atoms and electrons of your body. Love is a conscious substance. It is intelligent. It is not felt as love when it is stuck and not moving, but it IS awake and aware. It is what moves your body around and your mind, brain and your feelings. It gives you breath and life. Inside the physical form made of substance, love is the atoms and swirling electrons that coalesce together and make up the cells, molecules and fibers of your body. If you did not have so many beliefs that cause you to be afraid, the atoms and electrons would be able to swirl and vibrate faster. The beliefs and thoughts are what restrict us. If we were more spontaneous and free we would feel lighter in body and happier in mind and feelings. It is limited belief - i.e., "I don't believe in such things" - and fear - i.e., "People are not to be trusted" - which leads to all sorts of negative attitudes that bog us down.
You use love to create because love drops your guard and expands your mind. Love is all there is. In the beginning creating something new is fun and exciting. You reduce love down into shape and form with substance and meat to it, by focusing with all your passion on your new creation. You take your ideas from infinite space and, with love, you mold and shape it into musical creations, artistic creations, relationships, school lessons, houses, tall buildings and bridges. You love to create. Your favorite creation is new relationships because old relationships tend to get dull and repetitious, repeating same old patterns over and over again is monotanous. New relationships feel good because you don't have any past memories or past mistakes to cast shadows. New relationships are pure love relationships. You glow when you think of your new lover or your new friend because nothing has spoiled it yet.
But creating in the world of form - our world of solid physicality - is pushing the envelope. We are each creating something new and so it is by trial and error. Our creations are experiments. We actually don't know how a new creation is going to work out. We plunge in with excitement, all aglow. Whether it be a workshop like my dream, or a new relationship that you have made. We are passionate. It is something NEW!
Why don't our old relationships and our old workshops feel like enough for us? Because we haven't continued to polish them with our love. Instead of polishing them up every morning with caring attention, respect and gratitude for their existence, we replay thoughts that had their day and they're now "old". Yesterday's oldness and mistakes creep into our thinking. The habits of the day before and the day before that and the day before that, until we are remembering all the mistakes, errors, and feelings of those mistakes and we are bogged down. What was originally a glowing exciting love affair of whatever - art, music, a class, a book - dulls down and becomes discarded. And we turn our attention to something new. That's why a new relationship, a new art piece, a new music CD, a new anything is so much more exciting. We are creating something new and there is no past to get in the way.
Is there a solution to this? The Galactics say it best: Learn to create with love in everything you do. Every moment of every hour of every day. It is a learning process. We are evolving into more advanced human beings by expanding our love and broadening our hearts. We need to love what we created YESTERDAY. Not discard it. Revivify it by picking it up again and caring for it, giving it loving attention. The most important creation of all is a primary relationship. I know many primary relationships that are not happy but they THINK they are. They could re-create their original love relationship by not following the same patterns and routines but taking a new approach today. Something different. Like taking a different road home from the store to provide new scenery, even if it takes longer time to get home. Forget the past and concentrate, meditate, focus on love. Make it new again.
Learn to create love every morning when you wake up in your mind. Say it to the walls, the ceilings, the floor, the bed sheets: "I love you windows, I love you carpet, I love you books, I love you bureau, I love you lamp!" Forget your tired old mundane responsibilities for an hour and spend time saying this new mantra: "I love you clothes!" And say it out loud if you dare. The sound of a word vibrating the air creates new energy in the air. "I love you, air!" If you don't have a partner, focus love on and into yourself. Love is in you already but it's not moving. If it's not moving, it's stuck and stagnant. Electrons never stop speeding in the subatomic structure of your body, but they slow down. The best love of all is love for yourself, your liver, your lungs, you stomach, your intestines. This is ancient yoga being revived in America today. You can do it o the run, as I do, or you can take an hour to sit quietly in a carefully designed location to give you peace of mind. You can add quiet music playing, perhaps a candle or two or three, and saying, "I love my heart, I love my brain, I love my blood flowing through my veins." But you can do it as you move about. I do. But do it. Start naming the parts of your body and putting your own hands on your own body and feel the love come alive. You can feel it! Allow the love to flow from your hands into your skin. Your legs, your feet, your arms, your stomach, the top of your head. Know that love is constantly pouring through you and love is the swirling atoms and electrons. Love never ceases flowing but it dumbs down when it's not being spoken or focused on. Think love for 5 or 10 minutes, or 30 minutes or an hour. It will help you to NOT go back to thinking negative. This is how to speed up the vibrations of the atomic structure of your body, brain and feeling world.
If you have a primary relationship, give your partner a massage once a week WITH LOVE. Buy a massage table and see what happens. Give your child a massage WITH LOVING HANDS and see what happens. Give your new born baby a massage WITH LOVE when it cries and see what happens. Give a friend a massage. A platonic massage. Give your SELF a loving massage. I do (on occasion!). Then you are re-creating something new. You become a god or goddess in training when you do this with love. Pick up discarded love objects off the floor and dust them off - with love. They too are composed of swirling electrons and nobody ever pays the kitchen chairs or table loving attention. You can transform your dull home into a sacred temple by doing this. Take an object over to the light blazing through the window and examine them. Hold them close to your lips. Smell the sweet fragrance of the love that is held locked inside the atoms and molecules. Revivify all in your life and love it back to excitement again. Be a happy god or goddess. Keep resurrecting that which was cast aside as old.
2/9/23 - Physically upgrading
There has been little time lately to visit the website and post articles. There have been changes. Many changes. A wonderful friend lives with us now, temporarily, until she gets her house back after the Hurricane Ian swept it away. And because we have opened our hearts and doors to give our friend sanctuary, we have taken on renewed responsibilities. We have expanded in different ways. There is a new dynamic in our house. As a result of our commitment to this, Doug and I have been upgraded. We are transforming, meaning we are changing the way we do things. There is additional understanding. We are wiser than we were before, and these create challenges. The challenges create opportunities to change if we are willing, and these bring on new responsibilities. Do we accept them? It's a test. I have found it comes with choices. It's a two-way street. One can refuse or one can suck it up and grow bigger. Get past it. Then I discovered that new energy comes along with it. This is not easy, so I wanted to write about it. I may be seen as an easy-going person to my friends, but I'm as stubborn as anyone else underneath where I live with myself. I have to do it "my way". And that's the part that needs "sucking up".
So now I've been given some specific yoga breathing techniques by my invisible sources, the Himalayan masters. I was guided to three separate books, all of which were tied together on higher levels. They were threaded together. What a privilege to be so connected to benefit from telepathic hints sent to me! It is mind-boggling to wake up with instructions to go here and there and get some new guidelines. However, it is always my choice to accept the guidance. I don't have to but I've learned over the years to pay attention and listen. I got down the three books. They were: Tibetan Tantric Mysticism, a book I didn't know I had - my sister boxed up all her books and sent them to me before she died. Another one led me to Swami Rama, also from my sister. Check him out on Amazon for books, and Youtube for glimpses from lectures. He was raised by the Himalayan masters from the age of three. The third book is a homemade item I made from collections of wisdoms by others. All three books were threaded together by a similar subject. They all contained a thread guiding me to yoga breathing techniques. I was ready and prepared through past practices, and this piece of information took me up another level. A most amazing higher level. One more precise, more refined, more detailed and specific. It is all about focusing and sharpening my focus to see more and better. It's a most interesting journey, the journey towards more enlightenment.
As I practice these techniques I am finding I can do more physical tasks. There is more power. Not muscle power but power of a greater nature. I am energized. It is surprising to me how excited I get. The excitement gives me sustainable power. Wanting to keep going even if it's painful. It's no longer boring. Doing tasks used to be boring. Now it's not boring any more as long as I am discerning. I have to do only those things that need doing, not get carried away into tasks that are not relevant. It's exciting to discover discernment. Stay in your own lane. Be single-minded. Don't let odds and ends creep in and distract. Wanting to get the tasks done is a power. There is a power overlighting me that is guiding me. It is my higher self wanting to get these tasks done. If I stray outside of the Plan of my higher self, I get tired. This is a most important point. If I stay with the Plan of my higher self, I am rewarded with enthusiasm and feel fulfilled and energized. There is an eternal presence around and over me. This presence is one of attention. I must be careful and stay in the present moment and the "presence". Then there is no room for boredom. There is too much aliveness and excitement happening. It comes flooding in, this aliveness. It is stimulating and revealing. Revelations happen on the go, as I move around.
Practicing these exercises, which are not new, but I have a new understanding of the NOW and the PRESENT, I am finding a new way to live. The benefits are without question the best ones I've seen. But they take time. Practicing breathing techniques requires time out to sit still and really do the breathing. I see there are huge benefits. There is a quickening and a resurrection of interest and joy of life. There is a reason why yoga has survived the eons. The techniques work.
The difference between the casual yoga practitioner and the one who carves out time every day to practice, is that there are provable benefits that show up physically. I am seeing them myself. I was the former practitioner before. Now I am following the masters' guidance. How they did it. Yoga can be done for fun and to socialize with others as a beginning. But eventually it leads to a commitment to one's self, to be done alone. One has to bite the bullet and shut off the world to do inner work. It's a focusing of the eternal mind. The mind has been allowed to be a follower of others. But now, feeding the mind with a specific job to concentrate upon is something quite different. The mind perks up and pays attention. It is a universal hook up with other cosmic minds and forces. It's a lineage. It's a thread to other minds who have gone before and can guide how to tweak a practice and make it even better. It's done through telepathy, mind to mind. There is a definite physical effect on the strengthening and vitality of the body. It's a linking into a power that we as limited creatures are not aware of normally. It's always been there but unless we take specific instructions, we would not know about it.
So I am upgrading. It is all done with the mind. The mind is eternal. It expands when we give it new direction. It relapses when we give up. We can expand it or reduce it. They say there is no end to mind, no final resting place, It is an expanding that goes beyond our traditional way of thinking, but we have to tap into it. The only way to get to the levels waaaaay-up-beyond where we are today is to start with the small, tightly closed end of our minds and agree to open that door and begin there. It's like opening a door of an abandoned old house, not very pleasant on the outside, not blissful at all, nor attractive. But by walking inside the front door and looking around inside (per instructions) one finds something interesting and attractive there. It is rather a simple thing to do. All we have to do is do it. It's tricky choosing to ignore the crowd outside yelling and trying to get our attention with trauma and drama on every side. But once we get past those distractions and carve out time to go alone to practice, one is well on the way to betterment. As the mind starts to focus on the the inner self, the muscles and tissues of our own body, including the brain, the better we feel. The body registers change and reaps the benefits, physically and energetically. One is upgraded.
2/1/23 - Moving closer to group ascension massage exchanges
Journaled six years ago. During meditations that morning I had a lot of realizations and had to write them down to remember them. First of all, I saw chaos this morning. It was in the form of different colored energies, little tiny particles. They were kind of lost and moving around and mixing in with other dissimilar colors, shapes and textures, seemingly at random. There was no order to the chaos. It was confusing. The feeling was that of being lost and trying to find their thread to home but didn’t know how. I realized that out of this confusing mix that it is up to me to sort them out. It is my job to make sense of the chaos. and yet how can I do it with my mind? I don’t know how. I can’t make sense of them but I can become peaceful.
I was shown that by becoming peaceful and not trying to make sense of them, I give them space to relax and spread out and slow down. By so doing they begin to sort them selves out. As they relax they come naturally into close vicinity of other familiar particles by natural attraction. By my becoming peaceful and serene, the chaos also becomes more peaceful. The restless particles slow down and are attracted to its own kind. They develop a bond with their family. They return home. They link and connect with their own families. As I become peaceful, I see that the chaos is coming from outside of me, and by becoming peaceful I produce a buffer zone that those little particles of chaotic energy cannot penetrate because I am not producing them. Therefore they are not returning to me. If I were producing them they would return to me, but I did not produce them so they are going away, by natural attraction, to someone else. I become like a mirror, reflecting the chaos away from me and sending it home to where it belongs.
Next, I see that my massage therapist friend, Marcus, is working with earth energies and the kundalini. I am working with the sky energies, the spirit or soul. We keep our soul, the same soul, from body to body but each new body gets a new spark of kundalini. We have been unsuccessful in bringing our soul down to meet our earth energy, the kundalini, which is the goal. We need to integrate our soul (our self) with the earth body’s energy in order to bring about an enlightened earth body. We fail to do this over and over and over. We live many lives to try again. We continually get a body and the body dies without having done the integration so we have to come back and try again. But my realization is that Marcus is here to work with the earth energies and I am focused on the sky energy, from which comes the formless light, which is abstract information. I like to write about spiritual law and spiritual light. I am in tune with and in touch with other ascended masters and the galactics. Both groups. Inner space and outer space. I invoke them every day. This is my source of information and my reason for being. Marcus is focused on love. He is a massage therapist and is focused on the physical body and the more practical, physical energies. He and his wife focus on the land around their property and they work with the elementals of trees, bushes, flowers, birds, bees and all within the nature kingdom. I do not have that interest. My interest is galactic and the ascended realms.
Marcus is male, focused on the physical and he is more mental than I am. I am female focused on the non-physical, and not mental at all. It would seem we are opposites but we both are focused on love and loving the body. It’s just that I am not interested in the physical muscles of the body where he is. I am interested in stroking the body in a subtle, loving way. Marcus can do that too, but he is different from me. We seem to be opposites and yet we are much the same. The differences are that he is focused on tantric massage, and getting the person’s consciousness to accept the kundalini so as to bring about the earth energies in a more real and benevolent way. Where I am interested in raising the person’s consciousness upward, above the dense lower vibrating body, to the higher heart and top of the head.
Marcus does both therapeutic massage and loving energy massage. I don’t know the physical very much and was not too interested when attending massage school. He knows both physical and non-physical modalities. He knows how to feel kundalini when the person allows it into her consciousness. Marcus can be contacted HERE.
My desire is to hold a layman’s massage workshop. Not to teach about muscles, and not to teach how to arouse erotically, and not to teach how energy works, and not to teach at all, actually. But simply to give each person in attendance the chance to feel what it’s like to touch other bodies openly and freely. We would start with clothes on as a beginning. It does not have to be in the nude. I want to give people the confidence in touching others. That it is OK and to give them assurances that it is OK and some simple encouragement. Go ahead and try it. As long as the receiver is giving their permission for you to touch them. When we all give permission, we can lay hands on each other. It is in the practice of this that we will become free. Don’t call it massage if you don’t want to . It is not really massage that we are doing. It is permission to touch, really. That’s all it is. And to experience what it feels like.
There is a mixing of energies when you touch someone else with caring. Slowly. Not just brushing them quickly, superficially, over the outer skin. The slowness makes it intimate. It allows YOUR energies to enter into the receiver’s energies through the skin. It’s not about arousing them for sex. It’s about connecting energies as an equal. It is an experience that cannot be defined in words. It is connecting up, linking up, joining, fusing and permission is needed. Each person is a piece of the sea of consciousness, what we call the creator or God. Each person is a piece of God’s consciousness. God wants to express itself in the physical. We have been holding it back. Our physical body houses a certain presence, a certain consciousness, a certain intelligence, a certain feeling that can’t be duplicated because each person has a unique pattern that is contained in the soul (the self). When we all get together for massage exchanges - ascension massage which has a higher goal than sexual arousal - we are broadening and expanding ourself by coming out of our private little isolated separated closet. When we blend openly this way with several others, we feel more free, more peaceful and more accepted into the fold of family. It is like coming home. We expand closer to the heaven world.
A Zoom meeting doesn’t provide the same feeling. Someone asked about having a Zoom meeting for this, but it wouldn't work. The Presence is housed inside the physical cells, blood, tissues, organs of the person's body and radiates outward. In some people it remains stifled and closed. We are each different. We are each a piece of the creator walking around on the earth feeling frustrated because of all these restrictions and limitations and taboos about not saying what you really feel and not being able to do what you really want to do, not feeling spontaneously free. In a carefully structured massage exchange, this sense of freedom can be taught and practiced. A zoom meeting would not allow this to happen. Our current societal laws prevent us from touching each other freely but this can change with some ground rules. We are blocking the creative intelligence that is within us wanting to express itself. Freedom to express is being blocked. Creativity is being blocked. Excitement is being blocked. The thrill of discoveries are being blocked. We are each here to bring it forth into the outer world. We’ve been blocked and held back from the time we were small children so that we have incorporated the taboos and cultural conditionings into our adult day-to-day life. We never get a chance to feel free because we are overly burdened to remember the laws. We are not allowed to be open, honest or able to touch freely and feel other people, even with caring loving intention.
I am saying here that there is a way to start moving outward from behind closed doors. There is a way to begin the process of shining our light, and our light is love.
I focus on light. I use the word “light” more often than Marcus does. Marcus focuses on love. He uses the love word more than I do. But they are the same thing. Light is unformed immaculate never-ending intelligence from the sky, and love is this light when it is owned by someone who applies it to their daily life. Then they make it physical and practical the light then becomes love. It becomes love when it is functioning and operating in a human body. No one knows who they really are underneath the pre-conditioned cultural restrictive mask until they start shining and expressing freely. It is about freedom. We each begin to know ourselves as we express freely during our daily life - with love, not violence! Not pushiness. Not demanding attention. Not egotistical or rude or arrogant. But quietly open and free and caring. (Journaled 2/9/17)
1/31/23 - Abortion, old age and other things
(From journal 9/26/81) I have such a desire to write but there is too much. I am seeing so many things. Yesterday on the way to our friend's house we drove past a cemetery and I saw – no, I KNEW, experienced something. I saw that the cemetery is a doorway, an opening through which the soul is freed. It is a marvelous threshold, but oh, these words are useless! It is so much more than that. It is a wonderful experience to be there, and after you have passed it, the threshold no longer exists. It is so unimportant – the cemetery!
Oh, the truth is so beautiful to know. It is so – merely there. It has never gone anywhere but it merely hides behind a little veil so we cannot see. But it is there, nonetheless. It is lovely, complete, like coming home whenever I see beyond that little veil. How I wish everyone could see as I do. I try to tell Bob but it sounds so useless, so out of place, and I am bursting with happiness but I must keep it to myself. I am overflowing with a sense of fulfillment, yet there is no one to share it with.
And I saw something else. Everyone has made such a big deal over abortions. How can you kill a living life? Others say, but there is no life there at all. I don’t know what caused me to see this but I did. At conception only a very small percentage of the spark of life that is the individual comes into the fetus. Only about 1 to 5%, so to abort it you are not killing anything, because 90 to 95% (more or less) remains where it was before coming. You haven’t killed anything because it has only just begun. The nine-month carrying period is too long for more than 1 to 5% of the living, breathing consciousness to be confined – shut up as it were with no way to express. This living flame of life which is our consciousness is too grand, too unique, too knowledgeable, to be cooped up like that. It cannot be cooped up in a prison. That is why it does not all gather at once at the moment of conception. It sends an advance guard to prepare its house – the house it shall move into when it is finished.
And then, at the grand moment of birth, the big exciting moment, the 90 or 95% of that vital living consciousness moves in, bag and baggage, like a monarch complete with troops. All together, alive, knowing, breathing, prepared to take over. And thus it is that the first breath of life is consciousness taking over the body. Thus it is that many people remember a long, dark tunnel with a light at the end. This is the moment of entering the body. It is a marvelous, psychic, conscious moment. And one not to be forgotten.
And I saw other things – I saw the reason consciousness sometimes seems to disconnect from the immediate problem of life – as when you daydream. This is living proof that the consciousness is a separate thing from the body and brain. How else could it drift away to some far off place and be conscious of other things? Because it is not anchored to the body – it is only using the body as a man uses a house and he may come and go at will. This is the majesty of man, he is a noble God that moves and breathes in living Light, in freedom and universality. How great it will be when he wakes up and realizes what he truly is!!!!
These things I see and more. I see that old age - I saw this, experienced it for a brief passing moment, for that is how I “see” – that old age is (I must be careful with my words) the flaming spirit that lives within the consciousness and is ALWAYS trying to manifest in the physical world and in the flesh. This is a preamble now. That is its purpose for coming – to realize itself in living flesh, in living solids, to UNITE with the physical world. It is attempting always to do this, that is its motivation, its reason for existence, that is the driving urge inside a man that yearns to be free. It matters not what avenue it takes, whether an intellectual like a professor, or a working man like a machinist – it doesn’t matter – a profession is only a colorful tool through which to express the INNER URGE. The inner urge is a spark which has been ignited and it is flaring now. Within the body of a man the living spirit is flaring and trying to find room in which to complete its pre-appointed task. And thus the living spirit in man is striving to come out into the world and be seen. Only that individual knows when the spark has succeeded. Only that individual knows the wonderful feeling of fulfillment, contentment, peace, which is the aftermath of an explosion that set him free. But for one reason or another he has failed. Failed to comply with the cosmic laws which say: yield! Bend! Hark! Listen! Follow your heart! The heart is speaking – the living spark within. But no. Man does not want to listen. He wants to do it HIS way, the way of his opinion. The way HE thinks is right. The way He has been trained. So long as a man says, “I think!” or “I know”, he does not know. He does not! Because when the day comes that he knows, he will not have to defend his right to know. He will step aside and smile the smile of knowingness.
And so old age is the giving up, the spark within knows that it is not going to accomplish its purpose in this life and so relinquishes its vitality over the cells of flesh. There is nothing a man can do, but look at himself in the mirror and watch old age creeping over his body. It is a sign that he will eventually die. Not his spark of consciousness – that will go on. But the chance of finding himself in this body has gone. Passed away. To try again in another body. Old age is the outer skin starting to decompose first. As the life is withdrawn it withdraws from the outer first, and it is slow, but steadily faster. Can it be checked? YES! It can be checked in midstream – at the age of 70, 80, or 90! All it takes is waking up! Determination to be free, determination to put aside the false habits of a false world and be oneself in living color! It is possible! It is desirable! But it is something one must do alone! No one will understand. And yet, there is a universe of living souls who know what you are doing. They are waiting to help. They are joined to the one who determines to succeed. They are there. They have talked to me. I have known them. (Journaled 9/26/81)
1/29/23 - Symbiosis
In the night the other night I woke with inspiration and began writing. "Symbiosis - allowing the laws of harmony vs. following the laws of separation. Symbiosis. The universe operates on the law of harmony or synthesis, whereas mankind has been operating on the law of separation. When you massage (friend staying with us) you allow a blend to occur between her energy field and yours. The normal human ego respects another person’s field and does not interfere with it. He or she stops short of blending with another, allowing the boundary to exist between them, the law of separation. Allowing the hard edges between one person and another. It is called respecting free will."
I went off to sleep and woke up again with more information. I wrote it down: "Symbiosis is tilting the law of gravity in favor of blending separate fields, whereas the law of gravity pulls toward the center of each being, whether man, animal, plant, etc., keeping each being separated from others."
I went off to sleep again and woke up a third time to write: "The flash event - when everyone will turn toward the law of harmony and away from the law of free will and separated boundaries. The harmony is expanding in the universe and it is hitting earth. It’s a shifting and the shift will reach that certain saturation point where everything will shift toward harmony."
I went off to sleep again and woke up a fourth time, with a realization that I have been following the light in my body rather than the dark in my body ever since I went into the light 47 years ago. Before that time, I too followed the dark in my body as the artificial laws of the culture lay heavy on me as they do on everyone I know, but after the kundalini awakened in 1976 I was changed by the ascension process. I didn't know what happened, but this realization was another added piece of information to inform me. Therefore, when I am close to another person I naturally attract the LIGHT in the other person rather than the dark or artificial or wrong beliefs in that person, often referred to as the artificial intelligence in that person. I understood that I have more light operating in me than most people, and this allows me to magnetize the light in the other person when I put myhands on them, as I have been doing with my friend since she has been staying with me.
It is not me giving something to her, but rather the light in me is connecting with the light in her. It is not anything that I am "doing" for her. It is a resonance, a universal law - the universal law of harmony - which was given to me in during my dream state, explaining it to me and shedding more light on my understanding. This explains why I feel so good at the end of my massage. It is a doubling effect of light, her light with my light increased for both of us. I have been feeling quite blissed out myself after giving the massage to my friend, and I wondered about this. It is the magic of the light moving within the cells and tissues of our bodies.
The light in me is getting stronger. It is seductive. I share this information knowing that it is happening with others, too. I yearn to reach out to other people and blend with the light in them, too, and so I reveal this inner happening. The light is growing stronger in people especially who meditate on spiritual concepts. Perhaps the time is coming when we can start the ascension massage exchange. I can't go forward with it until there is a "green light" that says "GO!" There are many signs coming through various spiritual channels. The physical body starts to glow. We can see it in some people. It is not a literal light, but it is a shining. You can see it in a person who captivates your attention. Someone you might like to get to know better but you don't know how to broach them. I believe transfiguration is a good word to use here. Perhaps it is a mild form of transfiguration. I am told that physical ascension may happen in a gentle manner, when light is triggered throughout the cells of the body and the body glows. As a person may master their light better as they become more aware of their inner thoughts and feelings and therefore are more gentle and careful how they express themselves. Becoming a master of their innermost self is the work that many people are going through in these days of mindfulness, meditation, yoga and other disciplines. There is a waking-up process taking place among many people. It is important to be aware of this.
A gradual understanding is taking place that the physical ascension that is being discussed more and more these days, is not necessarily a "disappearance" act. An individual might not be "taken up" as I once thought - as in "beam me up Scotty!" Rather, it is possible that an individual might become such a master of their thoughts and feelings that they can maintain a sufficient balance to stay grounded and present here. A balance between the light and dark within their physical cells, atoms and tissues that would allow them to maintain their physical presence here with the rest of us. This is an understanding that is gradually taking shape in my mind. The contrast is between the purity or holiness that is the actual life of the tissues of the body, versus the artificial beliefs, doubts and fears of the human ego that is constantly shifting and weighing outcomes.
The yearning to connect with others is growing ever stronger but so is my ability to discipline and control any selfish thought or desire that might pop up and lead me astray. Massaging my friend is natural and easy. It is a wonderful, blissful experience for both of us when it is done. She has a need for healing and I supply the hands, but there is healing in BOTH of us - I benefit from it too. I feel sure I will be led to connect with more people as time goes on. I welcome any comments and feedback from readers. Send it to me thru the contact page.
1/25/23 - Tantra teaches how to expand the rapture
During a new moon ceremony eleven years ago I began dreaming and chanting my hopes and wishes into a glass of water and subsequently poured it out into the earth outside the screen room. During this time I saw many visions and revelations. I saw that all of the rays of colors have to come down and reach the kundalini at the base of the spine in order to be complete down here in physical earth. It is called the Antahkarana, the rainbow bridge. The hard part is getting the vibrations of the colors to lower in density, for each color is vibrating at a different frequency, and it IS a light. It is an attribute in the form of light. Each color comes through the chakra portal. It needs to be brought down one by one to connect with kundalini, the light at the bottom of the tunnel, which is a portal to the reservoir of divinity within the root chakra.
I saw many many people bringing down these colored rays to connect with the etheric light at the base of the spine in what is termed “orgasm”. The orgasm is the connecting link. Then (WOW!) God is walking on earth! Each human being is a piece of God trying to reach earth from its high ethereal place and it is very difficult because earth is vibrating at such a low, dense level. This is a major project to bring down the light to earth, but when it does, the orgasm happens. God walks the earth when orgasm happens. How long the orgasm lasts is how long God-Goddess gets to walk in flesh. Can you hold it in the body? Can you prolong the rapture?
You can only do so by expanding your MIND. Your MIND allows the rapture to expand upward into the rest of the body above the pelvic zone. Don’t keep it down there but raise it up. Tantra masters try to teach this. As you work at this you will prolong the rapture of orgasm. The goal is to expand it so all the cells are bathed in this essence of divinity called the nectar of the Gods. I see it simply as an explosion of light that doesn’t die. It continues to shine and radiate.
Then I saw the master Djwal Khul. The pain that I see in his eyes are transformed now into deep humility, intelligence, adoration and gratitude is the highest vibration of all. It is the most exquisite, the most beautiful of all colors and textures and vibrations in all of God’s many vibrations. I see many people coming together and meeting in this “oneness” plane of God consciousness. They are making love by allowing love to expand between them. I do not know how this is accomplished, whether it is through sexual penetration or simply by tantric process. I see the light of God coming to human beings in a very real or surreal way.
And I am reminded not to forget the love. It is all about love. Love IS the body of God. God is Love. Words are speaking to me in my mind. Learn to use the higher road in choosing your words. Put sacred vibration into your words. Love of freedom is freedom to love. When love is coming through someone, God is coming through. The person is just the portal. God is coming through. God is love. That’s why love is the highest energy we can conceive as intelligent, thinking human beings. There is nothing higher. We are home when we are in love. It is our origin, and our source. Where we came from.
I am seeing a race of men and women who are graceful and walk with dignity and nobility AND they are human too. Can you imagine this? God walking around as a human? It’s happening right now and our lifestyle is allowing that because we are encouraging sexual exploration, which is the avenue for the divine to enter into the human body. We are playing with the essence of God Creator! (Journaled 6/2/11)
1/23/23 - The old timeline is disappearing
The old timeline is disappearing, a new timeline is coming into play. How do I process this? One timeline is grounded in the physical and traditional and is confusing. The typical solution when something is wrong is to go to the doctor. My husband keeps reminding me. But this thought is filled with doom and gloom for me. I don’t want to go to a doctor. It feels like more sickness to me. It confuses me. The other timeline is peaceful, blissful, warm, connected and loving. Is this what they call dementia? Or is this ascension? To me I feel best when I’m holding myself to my center, to the central column of my trunk and spine, leaning neither to the left or the right, or to the outside to someone else or to the heavens above to some unknown savior, but rather holding to neutrality, to balance, to oneness, to be fully present in the here and now. It feels like love to me. It is warm and comforting. Clarity fills my head and security fills my body, every cell and organ is more present and accounted for instead of confused and not knowing what to do. I am present in my body, I feel to be somewhere in the center of my heart and lung and lower body area. I feel as if everything is alright. It’s secure. There is a feeling of rightness. I move more easily to do what needs to be done, without thinking about it. This is what I’ve been feeling lately as I continue to use the two-tennis-balls-in-a-sock to press out the pain locked in my back. It is interesting to me because I am more detached. The DIY exercises at home, plus lying on the acupuncture mat every day, is changing me. I feel more alive, more able to respond, quick to react when I’m needed. What happened to my old sensation of, “Ohh, do I have to? I don’t want to!” What is going on in me? Whatever it is, I like it!
1/20/23 - The jewel in the lotus
This morning I had a most wonderful experience during my meditation. I saw what expectations are doing to people. To me. I saw expectations, many expectations and beliefs, in the form of a flower fully open. The flower petals were the expectations and beliefs, unfolding quite beautifully all around the central stamen, which appeared as a shining jewel in the center - the prize that has been overlooked by everyone who is seeking outside of themselves for answers. The expectations showed themselves to me as walls and barriers. Boundaries that block the way to the real within. Yet they are safe enough. They are OK. We search outside of ourselves, facing away from our real and authentic self - the ultimate prize at the center. By trying to define what we want, what we need, what we feel to others, we do not see the beauty that is lying within. We look and reach to others for what we want to have happen, and what we want the other person to do for us. And when we get together in little groups, each person has a different set of scenarios of what they want to have happen, and with who, and under what conditions, etc. Each person's expectation of the best possible outcome is hanging out there in his or her auric field, in the far reaches of our minds, and it blocks us from successfully getting it because it's too fixed, too narrow, too focused, too unattainable. Nobody could possibly fill that expectation. It is less than what our real self can provide if only we would stop expecting.
It is OK, though, because we are creators and we are here to learn by creating through trial and error and experimentation. We are here to experiment with other people as our mirrors. We have created a lot of wisdom through our experimentation and our travels with people, some special people, some accidental, some traumatic. We have been creating our life situations by defining what we want and then expecting it to work out that way. Sometimes it does, but often it doesn't because the real jewel is at the center of the flower. The jewel is in the lotus at the center but we are distracted by the beautiful, glamours petals of many colors and designs. The jewel in the lotus is our real self. The sovereign self who stands alone. We haven’t discovered it yet. We haven't learned the practice of sitting alone by ourselves and looking inside the treasure chest. When we start to open the jewel-encrusted chest, which we will learn later is the body itself, we are going to find the most extraordinary things. Within the physical body is an amazing ability to feel depths upon depths of feelings.
Expectations are a problem. Expectations are scenes and beliefs we hold in our minds of what we want to have happen. It's a planned scenario. We fix our mind on something and it stays there solid and immovable, like a barrier. We are seeking this thing to happen for us, but it's unattainable because every person has a different substructure than we do. Our infrastructures are all different. There are no two alike. We don't match. We can't fit. The only way we can fit together is to drop our expectations and allow the subconscious infrastructure (the soul) to find itself. We cannot know what that will be. It will be spontaneous because it doesn't come from pre-determination. It doesn't come from the mind. It comes from the flow between people. The chemistry can't be controlled. We can't imagine it. It is a feeling from a deeper place. A wider place. A cosmic place. We don't know what is to come because it hasn't arrived yet. We have to open ourselves to the flow first, and then it will arrive. The joyful experience of merging with others without expectations allows the moving of emotions, the sensation of feelings within us that have not surfaced yet and are therefore not restricted to a limited mental expectation. We can find this by coming together with others with an open HEART and an open mind, touching them and hugging them and interacting with them closely, yes, close and real but without expectations. Without demands on someone else to fulfill us. This is the hardest thing to understand, but understand we must. We are to drop our expectations which have fixed us on lesser things, narrow things which hold us trapped in petty goals, fixed like concrete. And they are holding us back.
Freedom is a sensation. We all want to feel free to enjoy ourselves, freedom to move around and freedom to feel the excitement that comes from no pressure, nobody demanding anything from us, freedom to move as we feel to move. But freedom does not come from someone outside. Freedom is a sensation that one must give to oneself, but dropping all expectations. Then the freedom can flow out and meet the ones who are on the same wave length. Freedom to be authentic is the jewel in the lotus. It's hard to imagine, although we've all had a momentary flash here and there. We know the potential is there. It's possible. What is holding it back? I saw this morning that it is expectations that are holding us back.
1/17/23 - The fully realized man
(From 9 years ago) This morning a wonderful vision was shown to me of a fully realized man. Uumm, lovely. This vision came as a feeling coupled with a picture. It affected me on levels that are wordless. I want to try to express the feeling because I am always focusing on the feminine qualities and, contrary to popular belief, a man who is fully in touch with his feminine side is waaaaay more attractive than one who is not. Most readers interpret feminine to mean woman or a gay man, but there is something powerfully masculine in a man who is whole and complete with both a gentle side and a strong masculine side. Every man has a feminine side, for he is 50% male and 50% female. Most men have been conditioned to hide their female side. Likewise, every woman is 50% female and 50% male, she just hides the 50% male side so she is not wholly empowered. But let's look at an empowered man.
A man's body is male, no question about it. But his body is only the vessel through which he moves and operates as an intelligent operating force. The body is a vehicle, just like his car that he gets into every day and drives. The body is not who he is. Who he is is intelligence manifesting as thought and feeling. This intelligent being is both male and female in thought and feeling. It is only when he is raised in a less-than-perfect society as ours is, that he is indoctrinated from infancy to hide his female side. A boy is taught from infancy to "be a man" and thus close off his delicate sensitivities which are his feminine side. Most boys are taught not to cry and not to express emotion or high ideals or a sense of justice or fairness, or appreciation for beauty or a taste for dance or the arts. These are too delicate, in our society, for a man to have. They are "gay". And yet these are very much a part of his wholeness. He cannot be complete without them. As he grows into adulthood and continues to deny expression to his own inner beauty and grace, he grows harder and more masculine. More macho. He develops a certain hunger for the feminine touch, for his body needs it. His body follows its natural growth pattern and at puberty there is a physical awakening of sex hormones in the genital region, indicating he can now reproduce, but there is a deeper and more intense hunger. He needs feminine energy for his soul, not just his body. He is lacking in that area - intimacy, gentleness, awe and wonder, because he has been trained to shut that side of him down and he is energetically out of balance. He is tilting too far over into the masculinity zone.
Perhaps the reader will disagree with me, but I am sharing a word picture of something I saw today - a fully-realized man. A whole man, not a screwed-up man with issues. We do not see such men in our society often, if ever. A fully realized man is not hungry for sex, nor is he hungry for a relationship. He is his own man and happy with his life. He is balanced between his heart (feminine) and his mind (masculine). He has learned to keep his heart open. He has not closed off his feminine side. His physical body is male and he is attracted to women in the same way as any normal man, for he loves to be in love and he loves beauty, grace and togetherness. But sex is not driving him. He has a respect for the whole person, and an appreciation of nature and ALL people everywhere - not just women. He has the ability to enjoy the many pleasures that the world has to offer, and the ability to be in joy and spontaneity as he feels, as well as to be serious, practical and a leader of men where needed. He can laugh and cry as he is moved to do so. And he can be the warrior when he is called upon, because he does not have unresolved issues plaguing him. He embodies his own wholeness in his skin, and he is comfortable with who he is. He is not operating at the 50% level, which we would call the macho male, but is the kind of man all men and all women would find attractive and likeable.
It's hard to describe the feeling of what I saw. It was a feeling. It was a presence. It was loving and warm and yet masculine in every way. It was wise and intelligent. Profoundly knowledgeable. He was like a god in a man's body. You could not help but stop and gaze at him in wonder, trying to figure out what it was that captivated you. But he was just a human being. I am trying to define the feeling, the impact, the glow and the presence of this man in my vision. He had a very powerful presence. You could imagine him being able to move mountains if he wanted to, but that he kept that power under wraps until needed. This gave an image of a very strong, very warm, very gentle, very human, and very attractive man.
I am painting this picture so that men who read this might understand - allowing your female side to express in your thoughts and emotions. This picture I paint is not being gay, and not being feminine. It is being more masculine, not less. It is important that a man realize how much he loses by not allowing his sensitive nature to co-exist along with his masculine. He has this energy within him. It is a powerful spiritual energy. I am articulating this for a reason. If men everywhere accepted his femaleness, the world would spring back to rightness immediately, for it has been the unbalanced male who has become unduly aggressive, mean and vicious without his feminine side. He would become in short time very comfortable with himself and at peace with his life. What at first feels vulnerable to him would eventually prove to be a wholeness that he has not experienced before, and it would give him more power, purpose and meaning.
The inner feminine is sometimes called the inner child. The inner child has been neglected. The inference is that the child has not grown up to adulthood, but here’s the thing: the inner female is always a child. It is happy and joyful and spontaneous and in love with life. It is the delightful twinkling in the eye at play. A man who has these qualities would be stronger than those men who do not express it. All men could express their inner child, with a little shift into solitary alone time to connect with it. He would be able to give expression to his inner, heretofore unexpressed inner thoughts and feelings. He would be MORE of a man, not less. He would find himself surprisingly stronger than he ever thought possible, because he would be operating on 100% fuel instead of only 50%.
The fuel is the spirit of the person, not the body itself. The fuel is the life force of an individual, not the body itself. The body is only the vehicle, the car, that the person gets into and drives around. When the person runs out of fuel, out of spirit, out of life force, then the car, the body, runs down and grows old. It cannot keep itself alive. It needs the fuel - the 100% octane. The macho male thinks he is so powerful and manly, but he can't do it alone without the spiritual fuel of 100% - the other half of himself which is hidden. One who has accepted his own gentleness, grace, vulnerability, beauty and refinement, would appear as a gentleman. That private acceptance within would flood his mind, body and feelings and saturate him with powerful confidence and inner knowledge. No amount of book learning or higher education gives that to a man. Only his willingness to connect with his heart, the feminine and spiritual side of himself.
The same is true with a woman. Most women operate on 50% of their life force, not 100% as they could. Yes, their physical bodies are feminine and they might be the most beautiful woman in the world. But their bodies are only a vessel, a vehicle. She herself is a non-physical, very powerful being using that beautiful body to operate through. When she, the powerful being, is raised as a young girl by her parents, she is more than likely being cultivated toward the feminine side. They are probably clipping and cutting back her male side, so she will fit in better with the world. Most girls are taught to be soft and gentle and to not express their intellectual side or their strengths or practicalities or tendencies for science, math, politicians, baseball or motorcycles. And yet she has all of these tendencies within her. They are skills and talents and abilities. Who knows what she would produce if she did not cut off her male side?
As young girls grow into womanhood they become increasingly hungry for male energy - the male energy that they rejected and were denied expression to. They grow unbalanced. She develops a certain hunger for boys. And when her body awakens at puberty with sex hormones flooding her nerves and tissues, she has no control over it. She needs and wants a boy man. Whereas if she had been allowed to be a fully-realized girl from childhood she would not be caught in the flood of emotions at puberty. Imbalance causes her intense desire for male energy, for she has refused to let it live and express in her. This hunger radiates out into the atmosphere around her and men and boys are attracted to it like a moth to a flame.
When a person blocks whole portions of themselves from expressing, which our society unfortunately requires, there is the beginning of imbalance. It manifests as inability to see clearly or choose wisely and as a hunger for the opposite sex or fighting with the opposite sex. Wholeness, on the other hand, is a feeling of being healthy, at peace and more or less fulfilled. It is the aching hunger for the opposite sex that is the most damaging result of denying the inner male or the inner female from expressing. It creates the friction and the struggle that exists between men and women everywhere. It is global. Even in our enlightened society here in the West, there is enmity between men and women. This enmity dissolves into love during a love affair and honeymoon, but quickly disappears after that. Why?
Because while they are in love they are balanced in their energies. Love balances. Love accepts. Love does not reject or deny. Love includes. As soon as they stop being in love, they fall out of balance again and the hunger returns for the opposite sex. And yet it is within the man himself, within the woman herself, that the balance is found. One can have hundreds of sex partners in life and never achieve that ultimate peace that comes with being in balance. It is all about energy. Inner energy. Male and female energy integrated inside one's own skin. Is it possible a baby can be raised as a fully-realized boy or girl? I believe it is not only possible but that we are seeing it with our own eyes. It is happening right now in the child prodigies. What we call "geniuses" but they are not geniuses. They are merely healthy, whole-bodied individuals operating on a full tank of life force, fully realized. I believe these child prodigies are not super human but wholly human. (Journaled 10/7/14)
1/16/23 - What kundalini is and feels like when it's flowing
This was written ten years ago after a session of going with the flow of it for an hour, spontaneously following where it led. I had read an old journal and remembered how wonderful it felt, so I gave into it that day for an hour. It was soft, pleasing, warm and the "fuzzies" appeared - that exotic feeling that I can't describe. It feels as if my hands are surrounded by cotton and I am entirely empty of thought. No mind at all. The following words are automatic, as if channeled. I wanted to write about it - the sensations.
Kundalini is a sensation that radiates through the body. It has a purpose. One does not know the purpose because it is another mind, not your own. You can’t read it but you can work with it and communicate with it. It has your own best interests at heart. It is here to serve life, not you in your mortal form, but the life that is trying to blossom in you. It is trying to push the stones and rocks and roots out of the way so it can pierce through the top soil into the light of day. Like a seed that is sprouting from within. Your body has grown old and tired and dense with pollution and poisons. Your belief system is also blocked with walls and limits on what you believe, and rigid thinking of “my way is the right way”. Kundalini is pushing those rigid beliefs out of the way. If you struggle and resist you feel pain. The advice is to yield, surrender, even if you are afraid and don’t understand, yet you must open yourself to this expansion that is going on. Open to this inner sensation the way you would open to a lover. The sensation is expansive, light and buoyant, and blissful and you can feel every cell as if your cells are each one waking up and signaling they are awake. Expanding and pushing outward through the cell walls, as if something is growing larger from inside them and the cell wall is feeling the pressure to expand and open. If you were a seed you would burst your shell and grow a little shoot to grow up through the soil.
This is a real power. You can feel it pressing on your physical cells and you have no clue what it is. It is disturbing to one who does not know these things. It is another part of you that is being born. You do not know this part yet but you will. You should be aware of it before it happens, to be prepared for it. It is a larger intelligence and a larger power. It is both mental and feeling. You can talk to it silently or out loud, mind to mind. And you should. If you don’t, it will expand arbitrarily through your body and leave you in its wake, not knowing, no clue. Stay with it. Agree to it. Ride with it. Yield to it consciously. Say, “Yes, I will go with you. Teach me.” Don’t be left behind. Otherwise you will be overwhelmed by how big it is. It’s greater than you. Keep up with it. Work with it. When you talk with it it will answer and listen to you. But if you don’t talk to it it will carry on without you. It will give you guidance, like to go to a certain area for calmness, or what foods to eat, or what drinks, or when to get up and when to sleep. To show you what you need to do to connect with it. It is a power moving in your body. Talk to it as if it were a friend on the outside of you and you need to communicate with this person who has a different mind than yours. But this friend is on the inside and it is the unborn part you. You are being born a second time now. You are being born again. (Journaled 7/28/14)
1/12/23 - Ancient memories coming alive
The back pain is lessening. Rolling on two tennis balls stuffed into a sock is doing good work. It's a DIY treatment, the best so far to ease and press out the locked-in pain from years doing the same motions over and over. It's lightening up, the cartilage and ligaments which attach bone to muscle. Inwardly I am experiencing ancient light, life, from past embodiments. Awareness is blending into my mind. It feels as if I am reclaiming them after being lost from me from past lives. It's an occult, mystical happening, but it feels so very real and natural. Extremely natural. It is lighting me up on the inside! Giving me more clarity. I see better. Understand better. It is the kundalini stirring.
During the morning routine I've been doing the brain tapping, also. I found the techique online. It is helping. My finger tips feel like needles when they tap on my head, but the voice said, "You have rays of energy coming from your finger tips going into your brain. See the energies penetrating deep into the energies stuck in the brain that have been locked down in there from being recycled and repeated, the same thoughts over and over. Tap, tap, tap them loose. They are literally stuffed and stacked and crammed inside the head and brain as energies forgotten. We think it is a physical brain, but it is a storehouse for memories. We have been trained to focus on only physical outcomes, but we are not physical. We are energy beings. We create with our mental life and our feelings and emotional life. Our energies are what creates our hard physical shell of a body. All our expectations and goals are wrongly focused on physical results. The kundalini re-awakening.
This new realization is stunning. The nerves are literally composed of consciousness, not substance. We are energy beings. As I move through my own awakening process it is a remembering process. I see past lives I have lived coming alive. It's my own effort at learning new techniques that is stirring my consciousness. I am allowing new information to enter. The ancient light from past lives is waking up as pain in my body. It has moved steadily closer to the surface so I can see it and feel it and know it is there. I have suffered so much in past lives and these sufferings are literally "stuck" and are now waking up as I learn new techniques, new exercises, new teachings. Ancient memories coming alive but they move on quickly because I am moving on. I am allowing them and absorbing them into who I am today and who I am today is growing clearer and better. I am lifting them. Lifting them.
The Masters teachings all point in one direction, UP! "Lift them up in to the light, release them and send them back to the light." So that's what I am doing. It is bringing forth old pain and freeing that pain from my body which inherited it because it's mine. Past diseases, past wrong doings, past sufferings, it’s amazing what I am becoming aware of. And the lessons I learned in those lives, the positives are also coming forward. The kundalini is being rekindled. The life force is the kundalini, known by the Christians as the holy spirit. I see who I am better as I fill in long lost gaps in my memory. I am more than I thought I was. I am not a small, narrow, little creature with only one life to suffer through. I have a long line of memory. There is so much more to me. My sister on her death bed said the same thing. In her last moments just before leaving her body, "I'm not who I thought I was!"
And so it is with me as I learn these new techniques and keep myself active. There is movement here. Life is flowing even though sometimes I’m walking bent over from lower back pain, the pain is lessening. I am experiencing betterment. Life is a mysterious thing. It is flowing more today than it was in the past. I’m getting inspired to keep moving and being productive. This is mysterious to me. What is this? Being productive and creative is life-renewing. Lying down to rest must be done quickly or it is stagnating. It is being in balance between action and rest that the mysterious thing called excitement comes alive. The dullness goes away. The boring parts are gone. There is a new lease on life. An old journal from 40 years ago when kundalini was fresh, new and alive, reminds me.....
(6/18/82) This morning as I lay in bed awake, waiting for Bob to wake, there came a sense of light flooding into me. I saw it with that peculiar sense that dawns in the inner mind no matter whether the eyes are open or closed. I saw a steady stream of little sparkling golden balls, almost solid they appeared, moving into me, rolling into me and settling along my back as I lay upon the bed, then steadily as more filled in, slowly rising and disbursing through the rest of me. At the same instant a crystal clearness filled my mind as though I were suddenly clear of the maze and filled with a powerful will to accomplish my purpose. No particular purpose was apparent, only that I could accomplish anything that I set my mind to, that I had the power, or rather I WAS the power to accomplish. I was filled with a will to do and I knew that nothing could ever hold me back. Further, I was in love with life, eager to do, to express, singularly pure and unadulterated. And then it passed.
1/10/23 - Physical nerves are pure consciousness compacted
(automatic writing/channeling) There are only two things you have control over: your thoughts that you think and the feelings that you have. You have control over your thoughts though you may not know it yet. And you have control over your feelings, like happiness, sadness or depression. You may not know this yet but this is the crux of life in general. It is the heart and soul of life and this teaching today. Now, the first aspect is the thought and thinking, because your feeling follows AFTER the thought is entertained and focused on for a while. Most people are unaware of this but energy follows thought. Feeling is an energy. Mantras and affirmations and continual chanting, humming or repeating words. These are the techniques for changing thoughts to a more preferrable place. Gradually the feelings and moods change as more preferred thoughts are applied.
The second thing to be taught to you is this: you could not even have a thought in the first place, if you were not a self-conscious immorotal being. You are an eternal, everlasting being. You have evolved yourself up from a mere babe of an immortal spark in your father’s eye and he made you. He brought you into being, into life, and you are a self-conscious baby, a future God like Him when you grow up. But you were only a baby in the beginning, only an aware babe. That’s all. Just aware. Then began your growing awareness. The mineral kingdom was the first experience of being aware. There was no movement in the mineral kingdom, just sedentary. Then you experienced the plant kingdom with some movement there. Then you experienced being a small animal, then a larger animals. Then animal men walking on two legs, and all the while you grew in self awareness, developing ways to communicate with others.
Today you are a human and your self-awareness has grown to vast proportions. You are aware of happy states and low depressed states, and of couse you are aware of pain and death. Or you are the immortal being who experiences life in different vehicles called bodies. Your body comes and goes, lives and dies, while YOU continue to live and grow in self-awareness and knowledge of yourself. Today you are taking more new steps into self-awareness.
(Me) During practice today, during the MIAP, while bringing down the silver cord to anchor consciously the three-fold flame of love, wisdom and power into the heart, I added the permanent atom to the heart, connecting the silver cord to it. It is THIS body that we are making immortal with our practices.
(Spirit) You’ve always been immortal but your bodies have not been. You have reached the point of realizing that the self-conscious inner work is not an abstract mental technique, but a technique of connecting to your physical body. You are working with THIS body, the one that your mother created in her womb for you. Also, while calling forth the crystal heart from Mother Earth, you’re calling the light, love, wisdom and knowledge of Mother Earth up into your heart. You are inviting it to enter into your physical heart. Your body is a physical child of Mother Earth. You are a child of God, immortal, learning the ways of the planet and of those who have gone before you on this planet. You are building on the structures and pathways of the ones before you. Mother Earth is your mentor and your grandmother as regards the body. She loaned you the material to create the vessel you are living in. The material is HER body. She loans it to the souls who want to come here to have an experience on Earth. Her light is embedded in the cells of your body. When you the immortal comes to live with her, you send your Mother flame ahead of you, down to join with Mother Earth’s light, and together you grow in knowledge and experience. You and Mother Earth.
Your individual light in the form of your Mother flame is your guidance. This is the ancient light you have left behind when you lived and died and left your corpses behind to be buried, unrecognized and unfulfilled. Your weak back is due to giving your power away to others. Females give their power away by giving in to men without understanding the consequences, and men give their power away for taking selfishly from women for themselves alone, without understanding the consequences. Both genders pay with your life. Your life force is depleted for lack of balance.
A weak back is the sign that the mother flame or mother power does not go up the main trunk of the spinal column as it should, in a balanced way. If it DID go up the central spine in a regular ongoing flow, not stopping along the way but recycling in a never-ending river of life, it would create a strong back bone. During sex, the woman gives her power to the man, and the man takes it from her willingly, selfishly using it to rebalance him SELF. He needs to do that because he gives his own power away following the expectations of an unbalanced civilization. He then interprets the sex act as pleasure since it feels good to him, but it is actually the filling in of the depleted back bone and other organs in the lower body. He takes balance from the woman who willingly gives it to him in what she thinks is lovemaking. She even fights for the right to give him this power, which she jealously guards as her rightful possession.
1/9/23 - Expanding past discomfort
This morning I woke with words in my mind: "When you are in pain, expand. When you are frustrated, expand. When you are angry, expand. When you are confused, expand. When you are lonely, expand." The sense I was getting was that it's the conscious effort to expand that does the work. The "working it out" is done by thought, desire and intention, not by physical labor. I remembered the pool filter. Spray cleaning the filter is a job I have to do every month. It's the perfect example of how to apply this principle to every day life.
When I clean the cartridge filter to the pool every month I have to struggle with the steel housing. It's old and bent and it's seen its best years. To unscrew the top of the housing is a job. I have to chisel it off with a screw driver and hammer because it won't budge any more. Then I lift out the cartridge to spray it to clean it with a hose. That's the easy part. Then I have to screw the top back on, which is terribly difficult because the threads are all worn. I started hating this job. I was developing an attitude over this monthly project that used to be easy. The alternative is to buy an whole new, very expensive pool filter. Screwing the top back on requires three or four repeated efforts because the thread do not catch, so I have to back it off and try it again, and finally using the monster wrench to force it at the end. I was using force on this job from beginning to end.
One day it dawned on me as I was struggling to put the steel cover back on, that I needed to ask the elementals in the steel to help me. I have been reading in the ascended master books principles for living more in harmony with the earth. My attacking the frozen and resistant steel housing with frustration was not being very harmonious. So I stopped what I was doing and went silent, imagining the living conscious spirit in the atomic structure of the metal container. I first connected with my higher self by focusing on my heart, and then imagined the living consciousness of the metal housing. I started talking to the steel elementals and thanking them for their service, all the while imagining the steel housing in a state of perfect harmony with beautiful transparent rays of light enfolding it. This was a fairly normal meditative visualization, but I seldom think to do it when I am involved in a mundane task - like working with a frozen steel housing.
When I felt I was harmonized sufficiently, I very slowly turned the large screw on the top, listening with inner ears and seeing with inner eyes the life and consciousness within the steel. I maintained this awareness with every slow turn of the large screw. It takes 21 turns to complete the screw-down of the top of the pool filter. As I reached the 10th and expected resistance, there was none. I cautiously continued, keeping my harmony and stillness and reached the 15th turn. Still no resistance. I continued on 18, 19, 20, 21. Still no resistance. I felt around the rim for lop-sidedness which signals that it went on crooked again. If so, I would have to back out and do it over again. But this time it was firmly embedded into its groove. The steel was purring like a kitten. I was amazed! It worked! I didn't even have to use the oversize wrench to make the final turn to tighten it by force which I had done in the past. I felt the urge to say silently, "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I love you. I love you. I love."This was the day that changed my relationship with the pool filter housing. It is still old, bent, and frozen in certain parts, but I have a new relationship with it. I don't hate the job any more.
Neale Donald Walsh once said, “Life begins at the end of your comfort zone”. What the heck does that mean? I related that statement to this experience with the pool filter. Discomfort is normal for most people. We've grown comfortable with discomfort and therefore we don't always realize that we are having a situation that we could improve upon if we were aware. Discomfort is the normal comfort zone for a lot of us but it creates labor-intensive responses to situations, which only builds stress, anger and frustration because we're doing it the hard way. We are comfortable with discomfort. We're comfortable using force on what is a living, conscious, breathing being. It's normal for humans to use force. It's the big change that we are all growing through now. How to expand past force and become friends with objects of nature and people who are not normally likeable. Our old way of doing things is our comfort zone, but we need to come to the end of our comfort zone of discomfort. It's time to find more expanded and harmonious comfort that is gentle with us.
It takes awareness to know when we're uncomfortable, to catch ourselves in the act of being uncomfortable so that we can do something about it. So that we can stretch ourself beyond that discomfort. That is where pain, a bad situation or a terrible, traumatic event is an opportunity. I can’t open the door to new life when everything is going well and I am happy. But when I am at the threshold of pain or suffering or something is going wrong, then I have an opportunity. Standing at the threshold of feeling bad and life is threatening to pull down under into a bad place, it's a perfect opportunity to go within and push that feeling back. Expand when you are in pain. Expand when you are lonely. Expand when you are sad.
At that moment of discomfort I have a choice whether to continue being in discomfort, or expand by relaxing inward into the silence and stillness of my heart. Meditation is something that everyone should be doing, at least a little every day, to get some practice in for the real thing, for when it is needed the most. By expanding inward into the silence of your heart you open the door to - what? You don't know but there is stillness there. There is silence there. There is peace and there is acceptance And newness. It's a new place and there is fresh air. Relaxing inward and shifting the anger or pain to silence and stillness opens the door to newness. It is expansive. It lets in new life. It is a widening that sheds light on what has been an uncomfortable situation which was hurting and bothering me.
I think this is what is meant by growing by expanding. It‘s a choice to expand and not resist or continue hating and being uncomfortable. Choosing to expand is a gentle act. There is a subtle shift of consciousness to adapt to a larger field. Feeling comfortable is the reward. It is not drastic, like jumping off a cliff, eyes closed and hoping for the best. It’s a gentle thing, pushing the limits back on my own horizon. It blends my former horizon with the new horizon. It’s comfortable. The unknown becomes like being an open field of fresh air and soft grassy meadows under a blue sky. It is peaceful. Our job as human beings who are evolving our consciousness to higher planes is to keep pushing on the limitations. Expanding the envelope that we live in. Our job is to open windows and doors and let fresh air in. As the teacher Ramtha said, to make known the unknown. The unknown is full of opportunity and promise but we can't see it if we are in resisting mode.
It’s like when clothes are too tight and I can’t fit into them any more. The human response is to hate ourselves and determine to go on a diet or do more exercise to whittle down who we are, try to fit into the old clothes instead of adjusting our attitude and going out and buying new clothes that fit better and we are more comfortable in them. Allowing the expansion to take place instead of fighting it relieves the pressure. It ends the fight we are having with ourselves. Duality has become such a way of life for us that we have grown accustomed to fighting. We fight mostly with ourselves, not with other people. We are competitive because we see we are in duality and the two opposing forces continue to grind in on each other. There is consciousness in everything, including our own brain and muscles. By entering into the silence, we can bend those forces to harmonize instead of fight, if we choose to and know how to. And when we experience harmony we can't help but bend the knee in thanksgiving for this opportunity to heal. Weaving the known (the former perspective) with the unknown (that which we are inviting to come forth) together is like two lover’s embracing after a quarrel. There is a sensation of being stronger yet gentler. By joining together two separate energies, two different perspectives, two opposing thoughts, two different colors and world views, we become whole. (from 4/2/17)
1/8/23 - Assigning words to the mystery
There is an inner life within all of us. It is hidden from view among those who haven‘t started awakening to their spiritual self. Who knows who has and who has not awakened and begun to have a rich inner life not known to others? While we are all dramatically different on the outside, because of our experiences and adventures we've had and the many lifetimes we’ve lived, we have the same spiritual template within.
The human template is the same all over the universe, the galactics say. It is called the Adam Kadmon, or the Christ, or the Buddha body. There are many names for it. It is a spiritual blueprint for the human being and it is within us. We mold ourselves around it when we are embodied, and we hunger to touch it because it’s home to us. We are brothers and sisters of the same light. Our inner life is a journey back to that sacred blueprint, but we are veiled from knowing this. On purpose we are veiled. The divine intention is that we learn to follow our INNER path, and not the outer which is a distraction. So we wander until we are guided by good sense. Then the veil thins and the inner light shines through, starting a gradual process of unfolding excitement. Inner excitement of private discovery. This is why we are here: to find that secret inner thread which excites us to spend time alone with ourselves. It is an inner magic. It is rare to experience on Earth because the outer glamour and confusion captures our attention and holds us locked to the world of chaos.
We do not know what our soul is up to until the light begins to shine through, and then we sense there is a higher mind to us and a higher emotional range that we can feel that is more noble than previously known. When the veil is pierced and the light and life shines around inside our consciousness, a new kind of journey begins. Mysterious pathways suddenly open. A new excitement dawns. We see beyond the horizon, or we think we do, and we are tantalized and drawn to it like butterflies to pretty flowers. This is the inner life.
The veil was pierced for me in 1976 when unexpectedly the force known as kundalini activated in me in a most dramatic way. It was then that I began a relationship with something larger than me. At first I thought it was another entity that had moved in and taken me over. It caused me concern at first, but over time I developed a relationship with it. Ever since that day in April 1976 I have been journaling my experiences. I wrote lengthy hand-written pages at first because I didn’t have a typewriter. Then a typewriter came into our possession, and much later, a computer.
I wrote about these experiences because I am tactile. I encourage everyone to journal their private thoughts and experiences, and re-read them later, not the same day. I understand things when I write them down with pen and paper. Writing grounded the experience and fleshed out the nebulous flights into other realms and the interactions with invisible beings who I later learned were the guardians of the human race. At first, I couldn’t write - it was too strange - but as I continued to flash in and out of other realities, I had to write it down and assign words to it. Putting words to the mystery seemed to make it real. If left undefined it remained elusive and etheric. As I struggled to find words to describe these experiences, the mystery slowly became history. With each journey I was structuring a new reality for myself. An inner reality that I could not share with anyone else. But over time I had the notes to prove it had really happened, just in case I forgot it. It seemed important that I do this. And I put dates on them.
I am reminded that “In the beginning was the Word.” Assigning words to these strange and wonderful - and sometimes negative - experiences was a beginning. Even if only built of words, it was a structure that was real to me. My exterior world kept changing but this inner life of understanding has become more enlightened and more solid and more permanent. As if I have been molding and shaping this mysterious other dimension into or over this dimension. There is a merge happening. We really do create our own reality. Other people are doing the same thing, I see, as I read the blogs on the internet.
Looking back and reading the words I wrote so long ago helps me to see that I have been in the process of transition. Ascension they call it these days. There is an expansion of consciousness. There is a higher order at work. My everyday world has been seeded with another more beautiful and harmonious world that is full of light and love, goodness and beauty. I have been integrating the two worlds - my outside world and my inside world. I have been building a new world structure right here on the ground where I live. Others have been doing this too. We are seeding a new reality, a new rich reality into the outer world. We are transitioning. That is why I urge keeping a hand-written journal. Handwritten in private is best, because then the higher self can enter merge and blend better with the human nervous system via the hand and fingers. It is the human body, not the brain, that is seeding the new earth through feelings and emotions. (Re-posted from 9/12/16)
1/7/23 - Message from my higher self
In the night I was awakened to write down a message. "How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you.
"Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water, like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating.
"You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to your higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance.
"You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go in and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplete it and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others.
1/6/23 - God is not a "thing", but a process toward betterment
This morning I realized something. Instead of giving credit to a particular ascended master for the many dictations I have been getting over the years, I am supposed to OWN the wisdom for myself. Whatever I become aware of is MY intelligence. It is a process of recognition. I have been giving my power away thinking the words came from someone else. I did not recognize my own enlightenment process.
Today, suddenly, I see that God is not a "thing". God is a process. God is one's higher self blending with lower self. God is short for good. There is a process toward good going on, a process toward betterment, in all of us. There's a higher self beyond us, and another higher self beyond that, and another and another, on into infinity. God is growing itself through the many parts. Good is evolving. There is no end to Good. There is only a process of unfolding. God is not a thing to chase down and discover. Rather, it's a process of recognition. God is the ascended masters, God is the galactics, God is our loved ones who died, God is the angelics, God is the tree, the vegetable, the animal, the insect, the stone, the air, the water. God is the many parts evolving to somethin better. God is everything. God is you. God is me. God is awareness, intelligence, wisdom. God is lighting up the world. God is your ex-wives and my ex-husbands. God is space. God is time. God is the sun, the moon, the planets, the extraterrestrials. Not different but the same.
I am recognizing this today. God is not separate. God is not a "thing". God cannot be owned, discovered or monopolilzed. One becomes God through the process of elimination of what is wrong and feels bad. God is a process of becoming more aware of what is right and feels better. Therefore it is a process of becoming more connected. God is a process of evolving. God is the lesser, the dumber, the blinder, the more ignorant, the more dark, the more unenlightened, the more obstruction, the more resistance because God is the many parts. God is the evil evolving into something better and more connected. The Buddhists don't use the word "God" because then it would become something outside of them, something set apart, a separation, a difference. God is self. God is soul seeking its betterment. Today I sense familiarity, I sense family. I'm moving closer. God is not separate and apart from me. I am not ready to say I am God and I am everywhere, but I am in process of becoming more aware than I was yesterday. (Journaled 9/28/19)
1/2/23 - Crude sex is killing humanity
This morning was a morning of revelations for me, brought about by receiving this wonderful, beautiful, massage this morning from my husband. I do believe your own partner at home is a better person to do this, even though it's never been done before. There's always a time to start.
The energies of the human being. The whole system opened up to me this morning. The human body is designed to receive energy from the earth. The human body is made of earth elements and the same life that fuels the grass, trees and animals and makes them grow, wither and die when their cycle is over, also fuels the human being who is an animal waking up to his higher nature. The human being is different from the animal in this sense. He has been gifted with an immortal spirit or consciousness. This immortal spirit is coming down while the earth energy is going up. So there is a two-way energy flow happening in the human. One coming up from earth, and one coming down from the sky.
The energy flow coming up from earth enters through the bottoms of the feet and travels up the legs to the tail bone which is the first chakra, the beginning link to the stars. The human body is designed to carry the flow up through the second chakra (reproductive or sex chakra) which is another, higher, link with the stars and which provides new more expanded insight to the human. And then it travels up to the third chakra (solar plexus or naval) which is still more expanded and another higher link with the stars and provides vaster insight to the human. This is the first three of a seven-step ladder that the human climbs by opening and experiencing each step, one at a time. In this manner he gains his immortal status.
From the third chakra the life travels up to the fourth chakra (heart) where it links with the down-flowing energy, which causes quite a stir. He sees for the first time the higher way. It melds him in with his lower understanding. He opens to vaster knowledge and he begins to question and consider higher ideals, morals, ethics. As his heart opens new understanding floods through him which carries him naturally upward to the fifth chakra (throat), where another star link opens to provide him with the power of truth, to communicate his voice to others. Understanding takes shape and form and he centers his attention around a career or vocation, what field of service to work within. Doors open wider. From there he travels up to the sixth chakra (third eye) which opens when he is finished with the career and wants to retire, perhaps in solitude, taking a break from the world before deciding what's next. Then he travels naturally from there up to the seventh chakra (crown of head) where it links with the incoming energy from the stars and Home, the place from which he came, the source of life, comfort and bliss.
This seventh chakra gives him his freedom from the physical material world and he becomes liberated. If he has completed his soul journey to his satisfaction he earns his ascension to become the god or goddess he/she is destined to become. But if not fulfilled in that life, then he returns to another life, again as an infant through a mother and father’s seed. And another life and another, until he completes his soul mission. It is the same process as the acorn on the ground which is destined to become a great oak tree. The little acorn grows through certain stages to become a tree. So does a human being grow through its seven stages step by step, to grow from animal man to God man. It must be that way, because each step fits him to a broader expanse so that he is ready to step into the next stage. If he stops at any level along the way, he is incomplete.
This is what is SUPPOSED to happen for human beings. It is the plan. The earth energy travels up from earth to the heart which is the central gathering place, and he links with the heaven energy that is descending. Eternal life and immortality descends downward, ever downward into density to enrich the lower planes of planetary life. The whole system is enriched and grows wiser and more efficient, more perfect. It’s a partnership between heaven and earth. The immortal spirit is pure consciousness. Consciousness is growing ever wider. It is flowing down from the light above. It is the divine plan to flow down and enrich the lower realms. There is an immaculate concept for earth to become more perfect and beautiful, and for the human being to become a more perfect, more conscious human, a better man and a better woman. A God-man and God-woman, if we can use those terms. They become more graceful and more marvelous, walking and expressing the joy they feel unfolding within themselves. They are becoming enlightened. We are a divine consciousness coming down into a heavy earth body made of clay, dust and matter. We are trying to partner with this animal body and bring it into its fuller human potential beyond the former animal nature. As consciousness we do that by linking up and melding with the earth energy that's coming up through our feet and up through our chakras, bones, blood and tissue.
The problem is, we haven’t been doing that. We stopped the flow by diverting the earth energy to sex. Very, very, very few people understand how this works. Everybody thinks that sex is so important but it is actually disrupting the flow that is trying to reach the brain and connect with the universal system from which all life came. The connection is with the universe. The system is designed to bring enlightenment, happiness, joy, creative inspiration, abundance on every level and perfection to the human being who is evolving from a lowly animal creature into a higher intelligence. A god if you will.
It is not that sex is not important, it is rather a side enjoyment of a greater power source that the human has been gifted with. But crude sex is killing the human race. The goal of orgasm – and the orgasm itself – stops the flow at the second or third chakra. The animals have not been gifted with immortality consciousness but mankind has. The animals do not have the ability to evolve into a god or goddess. That is the role of the human, to take this animal body up to a higher level of respect, love, purity, decency, understanding, universal consciousness. He then becomes immortal PHYSICAL beings. He is not evolving to escape the earth plane, he is evolving to become a resident in the garden of Eden, of paradise, of plenty, of joy, love and freedom. We have yet to know this. We don’t understand what our role is. The human being is meant to grow into a higher ethical powerful being, but crude sex is stopping him. As a selfish glutton lusting after sex and orgasm, he is putrifying his own body and that of those around him. He is causing a serious backup, a damming up of the earth power which seeks to rise higher through the seven steps to completioin.
The human being is a god in the making and we have this incredible immortal energy at our disposal to do it with, known as the holy spirit, or kundalini or some other word. You name it. It can be called simply the life force. The eternal life force. It is stored at the tail bone, the first root chakra on the etheric level. It is a power that requires love to release it. Once released, it needs respect or it turns negative. The immature ego is too small to handle it. There is meant to be a figure 8 flow with the descending energy from the sun. There is meant to be the ascending force from earth meeting up with and melding with the descending energy from the sun, from the light above us. There are distributing centers all through the universe sending this light of consciousness and intelligence out to the planets to grow these god-men and god-women. Ascending and descending forces flow in the figure eight sign, the infinity sign, but we are interfering with it by diverting the power off into sex. The orgasm explodes, the life force cleans up the local area of the body, provides bliss, and then dies. The upper regions of the body do not receive it. We want the orgasm. We press for the orgasm. We use artificial means to get an orgasm and we are trying to prolong the orgasm, to linger with it. We want to extend the orgasm. We cum and cum and cum and cum and keep shorting out the vast immortal power, and then we die. The immortality gene never gets awakened because the earth energy doesn't link up with it. It must reach the heart.
The next step in the evolution of mankind is to learn about this. And do the inner homework on themselves to merge the two rivers in us – one flowing up, one flowing down - to flow together. It will bring balance. Balance will bring clarity in a natural way, easily, lovingly, lightly. By not obsessing over the orgasm, one falls into a natural state of being and THEN he can make love. Making love replaces the obsession over sex. Making love is natural and innocent and timely. Making love comes with harmony and with rhythm when two people are aligned with purity in their own hearts. It is not impossible. It is done on other planets of higher grade than ours. Once we learn to stop being selfish and crude with our bodies, we will begin to distribute the energies known as the cerebralspinal fluid all through the body in a steady flow, including the brain which is important to the human evolving. And then when these flows are flowing nicely the human race will be a race of peace and love. That's when sex changes and is no longer crude but is a form of worship and love.
When two bodies are flowing with bliss energy together, and both bodies are in synch and both bodies are at one and both bodies feel good, then they are making love and miraculous things happen. The mind opens to the universe, they expand and expand and expand and they learn who they really are and they soar among the stars, even as their bodies are entwined on the earth plane. This is the gift of the gods. It is the next step beyond sex. The way sex works now, the one who is most turned on seduces or ravishes the other who goes along with it, ignoring the chakras. One of them cums but usually not the other one and the other one is confused about that, perhaps resentful, becoming embittered over time. Sex aborts the whole process and diminishes love.
My life journey has me focusing on massage. I took to it naturally. Then I went to school. But the school doesn't have the right knowledge either. Enlightened spiritual massage, if you know what you're doing, is the best way to link up the earth energy with the sky energy. We need to connect the ascending earth energy with the descending sky energy. The end product is bliss and love. Many people are NOT getting the bliss and love from the crude sex act, only the one who is pressing it another person is getting it. Temprarily. But it's not lasting. We have to get over the crude selfishness of the animal nature we carry in our genes. Respectful caring massage is the best way to do this, in my estimation. I am receiving revelation after revelation after revelation about this. And finally I am overcoming my fear to say it out loud. Fear is deeply imbedded over this issue. There are souls who are so turned off but they can't speak it out loud.
There will be a loud clamor of resistance and rebellion, over this suggestion, I am sure. And yet, those who rebel do not hear the message. It is not the end of sex that is suggested, it is the end of small-minded sex that is selfish, that has not matured yet out of ancient animal creature habits. They press sex on others because they have not been educated in the higher form of lovemaking. Ending the crudity of sex is focused mostly on men, but this includes women too because women have been men before, and men have been women before. Ending low-grade sex will require some re-training but it is the beginning of learning about love and the gifts that the human body is capable of receiving. A loving massage by people who are more or less on the same wave length would be nice, but perhaps not realistic. Who do you know who is ready for this? Perhaps those with some spiritual understanding, but my goal is to have loving, enlightened massage exchanges who agree to practice the "don't focus on cumming" rule.
This will allow the raising of the powerful earth energy up through the WHOLE body to connect with the descending energy coming down through the crown of the head. We have to reach the crown to open the crown. This is the beginning of the science of connecting heaven and earth. It will require practice but it WILL lead to clarity, to healing, and to fabulous blissful experiences. It is the beginning of flowing the fires of life instead of blocking them as humankind has done for thousands of years. It will clear the debris of accumulated trauma of every kind. Craniosacral massage is the closest thing we have to it, but the kundalini energy connection is missing. Bringing the earth energies all the way up to the crown of the head is necessary, and to do this we must not stop at the groin level to release it by cumming. This will take some serious re-training, since we all are so obsessed with the orgasm. The orgasm energy is needed up higher than groin level. The orgasm is the only goal we have right now to give us a semblance of bliss. But there is a greater future ahead if only we know. We must be re-trained. We must break the habit that is holding the whole human race back, spell-bound, trapped and recycling such low vibrations. We must, in order to get to the abundance of clear vision and thinking, and the bliss of constant love. (Journaled 1/20/15) * 145