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Awakening the divine feminine in everyone
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3/21/23 - Cultivating Sacred Space - Breaking the spell of body shame
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One morning not long ago I woke from a dream about women emerging out of the patriarchal cycle into a new liberation. It was about validating the feminine gender, the body feminine, so different from the male gender. Two or three times I woke up in the night to write down another phrase to remember and then went back to sleep. It was 5:55 when I decided to get up. The inspiration was coming too fast. I went across the hall to the meditation room to continue writing with the light on. The following message is from the Master Djwahl Khul. It is yet another push, another wake-up call to get the feminine gatherings started. It has been long in coming. I have holding back. Now I feel the crunch, the nudge, the push. And at the same time I feel the warm visceral feelings of pure divine feminine, softness, purity, excellence. I have felt it before. This newsletter is going to men too today, since there are feminine souls living in male bodies, just as there are male souls lliving in female bodies. But attendance is restricted for women only. At first. As you read DK's message you will understand why.

It has been almost two months since the last Anakosha newsletter. The first gathering will be Monday, April 3, 2023, from 1 pm to 5 pm, no cost at my house in North Naples, but I will send more announcements to keep the information flowing. If you are a woman and would like to attend, register with me HERE so I can keep track of attendance. Be sure to make a note on your calendar. This has been a long-time desire and dream which has been patiently hovering, watching and waiting for its time to come forward and manifest. The time is NOW!


A lecture to women by the Master Djwahl Khul (2019)

Do not try to change the men but present the feminine, empower the woman, change yourself. Empowerment is found by changing focus to your higher better self. Instead of thinking of the man, men, children, others, change your focus to your higher self. Not your lower but your goddess self. What is it in you that is lacking? Wanting? Desiring? What will fulfill you on a soul level? Don’t say “a new car” or “another husband” or a “new home”, for that is physical. That is a male need. What is your feminine need? What would you like to have happen to feel fully feminine? Empowerment is found by loving yourself, not by fighting against other people. Fighting other people’s suggestions, words, actions and ways, shows that you are focusing on THEM, outward on them, outside of yourself. When you focus on someone else, you are not aware of what’s happening with you. You are wasting your power, the energy that was given to you, allotted to you to live your life in the best way possible. When you serve others from a weakened, powerless home base, you remain weak. You continue to drain away the life that is being given to you through breath and heart beat.

Stop! Stop draining your energy away, your power away, your life away. Change your ways. Change yourself. Stop thinking of how you resent others, hate others, wish others would change. Stop! Start changing your Self! Start validating yourself with positive loving thoughts, intentions, actions, words. Love your SELF. Meditation is absolutely essential to make this change. If you don’t know how, join a class. Nancy will lead a class in meditation to teach you. Through regular meditation time every day - it does not have to be long - just 15 minutes a day will be a good start. In meditation you learn how to close off focus on the outside world and other people. You close your leaks and re-focus and re-calibrate. There is a science to meditation. Empowerment is found by tuning into the source of the power which is flowing through YOU for YOU, not to give away to others. You can change yourself immediately by taking 15 minutes right now and meditate on your own breath and heartbeat. This is how you love your Self, you love the life that is in you, flowing through you. You are acknowledging it. You are paying attention to it. You are focusing on it and not allowing it to leak away through text messages or reading or watching TV or listening to someone speak to you or engage you in projects.

Stop. Listen. Focus inside. This is how you begin loving yourself and taking your power back. The power of love is inside your body, inside your cells, inside the atomic structure of your tissues, glands, bones and blood. The power of that love that is in you, in your body - your BODY, NOT YOUR MIND! - has been usurped. Stolen. And you allowed yourself to be distracted, re-directing the flow of life away from you onto the problems and situations of others instead of managing the outward expression of your own desired and perfect life. It is like when a neighbor steals electricity from your powerline going into your house without your knowledge. You are allowing this theft to occur and to continue to occur by defaulting on yourself. You droop as a flower droops without water and sun. You allow this theft to continue day and night every day that you do not re-focus your attention singularly back into yourself. You are like a pipeline carrying mighty power from the sun but where are you directing it? Loving yourself is not done only with your mind. Intention is good as a first step, but change has to be made in actions. Support yourself through words spoken out loud so that your body and ears can hear and your bones and tissues can vibrate with the resonance of your words. It is important that your body hear you. It is critical that your body receive the instructions and the sound of your voice.

You as a woman were taught to be subservient to men from an early age. This was done in subtle ways. In psychologically damaging ways, not only through pain but through patronizing ways where your body became accustomed to the pleasure bestowed upon it, thus turning your body into dependents on others to serve your needs. This is just as damaging as the infliction of pain, which hardens you. Do not worry about becoming selfish. When you refocus on your own higher good and best interests and give yourself what you need to be whole in body, mind and feeling, you become empowered with love. When you unify the fractured separated parts which hurt due to separation and lack of wholeness, love fills you up. You are filled with inner power, inner strength, inner acknowledgement that you are supported from within, you are connecting with your higher self. This IS your higher self reconnecting through your determination to care for yourself. Do you understand what I’m saying? Then you will be a blessing to your family, friends and the world around you. You will know where you can help in authentic ways, not artificial ways. You will not be capable of self-serving as in greediness. You will know you have been wasting your energy, your life force, giving in ways that build up others but take away from you. Find ways to fulfill your own needs.

Start rebuilding your self-esteem. Start telling yourself you are valuable. Raise your body consciousness out of the gutter by your own voice and determined efforts to stop wasting your life force. Give yourself time alone with your higher self. Listen to your higher self. Give yourself a massage. Nancy will show you how. Hug yourself. Be with other women who are also striving for better self-esteem. Have a puja circle for the women. Honor the body of the other women. Be honored in return. Receive honor. Learn to receive love. Many women do not receive respect and honor because they do not feel worthy. All women need to begin by learning how to receive respect and honor. Open your ears and your mind to receive goodness as it is bestowed on you. I see women refusing accolades. They push it away. Deny it. Reject it by their words and actions. They think they are being humble but they are being unwise and thwarting their own empowerment. Have a women’s circle that opens with a puja and honor the holy spirit within each. Show reverence and respect first through non-touch, the puja. Then through touch. Women only, touching with reverence the bodies of other women. Fully dressed in flowing, loose garments. No skin touching. Lifting upward with thoughts, worshipping the holy spirit within the body, resurrect the holiness of this body. The body flows with the power of God creator within. The body IS therefore holy.

Coax out the holy light that is stuck within, the love is stuck and stagnant within the tissues, locked inside. Move it by loving it, giving loving words, bring it out, move it through reverential thought and intention. This woman you are touching flows with the Goddess Isis, Mother Mary and the celestial goddesses of heaven. Nancy has tried to do this with men, giving holy reverence to men, but her body was usurped and de-railed over time, by the prevailing sexual scene she was playing and learning in.

(Me: What shall I call this gathering?)

“Breaking the spell of body shame.” Women have been under the spell of shame and cursed. Free the goddess that wants to flow within. Liberate the God/Goddess locked in the cells. Do this through holding high and holy thoughts while touching the bodies of each other as in a healing session. It is the goddess within you that yearns. You think it is the little you that hurts and yearns and feels alone. No! It is the God Self that hurts and is yearning, wanting to come out and walk on the ground freely, and be loved and to love and touch and be touched in beautiful, kind, adoring ways. You have wanted the men to do this for you, but they do not know how. So let us shift focus from men to women. Practice with women. Become empowered with your sisters, by learning how to elevate yourselves together, to high esteem, to the higher self, the holy self, so the higher energy is flowing within you, through you and out into the world freely, liberated, loving to breathe the fresh air spontaneously as a radiation. And then you can give it to the men without being taken down or reduced to their level, for men have been damaged more than you. They do not understand.

Women, gather in circles and acknowledge each other’s refinement, the exquisite beauty in each other, the divine feminine. Validate this high estate, resurrect the holy within, raise it in esteem. In the body. IN THE BODY! It is the body that needs the light touches, the soothing words of comfort, the hugs, the caring, the respect in authentic and real ways. The spirit already knows itself. It is your body that does not know love. It has never been given unconditional love. Give the body splendor, not sexual thoughts but glorious thoughts. Practice touching with glorious, splendorous thoughts in your mind.

The agenda is: (1) Puja, (2) Meditation, (3) healing hands stroking. It will inspire you, not drain you. The one being loved and adored will return the love in a figure 8, infinite giving and receiving cycle, growing and enlarging the resonance between you, the whole group. You can do this with men after you have learned how to maintain your high estate, your center and not be pulled down to lower greedy, needy, selfish base wants. When you begin healing the men, you will need to create a time when you build, and a time to let them go and have fun after. Free the body first. It’s all about loving the body free. The body needs restructuring and resurrecting. Raise it up with your intentions, thoughts and words, up, up, up. Open the tomb and lift it, lift it, lift it. Love the body upward, upward, upward. Overcome the down side thoughts. Master your thoughts by lifting them higher and higher. YOU are the master of your thoughts, emotions and actions.

(After writing this, a peculiar thing happened, I felt myself losing consciousness. Recognizing the feeling I lay down on the massage table and went slowly away. As I drifted away I saw waves of light spiraling down and through me. This was unusual but very peaceful. When I finally came back to consciousness 45 min later my whole body was shaking. Not physically, it was an internal shaking. Something was trembling all through me, a different vibration from usual as if I was adapting to a new frequency. It lasted a little while longer and slowly dwindled. I never felt such a response during or after a channeling.)
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REMEMBER THE DATE:
Women Cultivating Sacred Space
Monday, April 3, 2023, from 1 to 5 pm
My home in North Naples, FL
No cost
Sign up HERE

Peace, love and light, from the Spiritual Brotherhood & Sisterhood, the Galactic Federation of Light, and me!


1/21/23 - Happy New Year! Our World in the Midst of Change

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Cheers to everyone on this 20th day of January. We are now well into a world that is transitioning. How are you all doing? I am doing very well, thank you, I've learned some new wellness techniques to do at home. The two-tennis-balls in a sock has given me a new lease on life. You know the ligaments and cartilage that hold joints, bones and muscles in place? That rubbery material that gets damaged when you make a sudden move or repetitive movements the wrong way? In my case It was from 9 days of being on my knees using a hand rake to plant grass seeds. The rubbery cartilage stretched out of its normal range of motion for too long and finally said "Stop!" I couldn't do it any more. From that day on I was in pain. After several therapy sessions I discovered a DIY technique online - stuffing two tennis balls into a sock and tying the end. Laying on it and rolling as best I could on it, up and down, hurt. But surprisingly it began pressing out whatever was wrong. It opened me up in more than one way. I should have been more considerate of my body. The aging factor is part of it of course, years of habit doing something one way only and not balancing it with an opposite way, does take a toll on the body. The reason for sharing this is because I'm learning a lot. Am amazed at the simple two-tennis-ball-in-a-sock technique. It isn't just limbering me up, it's allowing my life force to flow again. I'm excited and enthusiastic as well as more limber. Not out of the woods yet but improvement. The joy is back. I have to hold myself back now and again from moving TOO fast. Our bodies are not meant to do repetitive work over and over, like a slave, ad nauseum. We are meant to be spontaneous, free and moving in a gentle harmonious flow to keep the inner body in a balance. How do we do that? See my closing line for a clue.

First, I want to share an article I read just this morning. It is a very good description of our world in the midst of change and transition.  

Peggy Black channeling her Team of Advisors
Living in a soup of discordant energies
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We are here wanting to join with your field of energy. Our focus of sharing at this time is to remind you that you are living in an energy soup including all the different aspects of energy, vibrations, frequencies, electronics and cosmic offerings. We are inviting you to be more aware of how you respond and interact with these different fields. Being in human form is only one aspect of who you are. As a physical being focused in and focused on this third dimension, it seems like that is all that is. It feels real, looks real, yet it is only one perception of the multi-dimensional aspects of whom and what a human actually is. Each dimension is available to you at all times. They are resonating at a different frequency. As more and more beings become conscious, these other realities/dimensions will begin to appear. For example, the news of discovering new planets beyond your known solar system shows that humans have raised their vibration of consciousness enough to allow these new planets to be visible.

You have your dense physical form, the shape, height and weight of your body, and how it looks in the reflection of a mirror. This is only the outer appearance. Within the human form are entire galaxies, entire systems and entire energy fields. Each of these systems operates and functions automatically below your conscious awareness, much like the multidimensional realities outside your body. You are affecting both the inner dimensions within your physical body and the outer dimensions of your reality. Everything is a reflection, as within so without, as above so below. This is a statement by your Einstein.The nucleus of the atom spins within the cell; it is quantum physics in action. Your thoughts and emotions affect the spin. Just as the thoughts and emotions of mass consciousness affect the spin of your planet and even the stars, the spin of the planet and the stars affect the spin of the atoms within your cells. This is all one energetic vibrational field. Within this field of vibrations are uncountable variations and combinations. Hold this perspective; you are always operating at the multi-dimensional level, within your human form and outside your human form. Others are becoming aware of this. Consciousness is expanding and awakening. Allow yourself to become aware of these realities, these dimensions.

We will give you this example: earth is in a sea of vibrations and frequencies. Mankind has been skilled in creating and inventing many devices in which there is an energy frequency. There is a vibration. These waves of energy are at all times moving through you. Even as you sit at the computer there are frequencies that are interacting with your personal energy field. Imagine for a moment all the devices in just your home alone, every electrical device, every light and lamp, the phone systems, all the kitchen appliances. The television is one of the major contributors of discordant frequencies. Each device gives off a certain frequency. Most people are not aware of these frequencies. They have tuned them out; their energy field has adjusted and learned to just live with them. It is important for you to be aware of these discordant frequencies and the matrix that they create. It is important for you and others to stay anchored, stable and firm in your own personal energy field and matrix. You will be less affected by discordant frequencies. This planet is woven with electronic frequencies. If you had the vision to see the strands of energy connecting all the power lines, electrical devices, cell phones, televisions and microwaves you would be amazed at how tightly woven this energetic matrix truly is. It surrounds your planet in an energetic grid of frequencies, vibrations and energy.

Most of humanity does not consider any of this information. There is an attitude of “What you don’t see, what you don’t know, won’t affect you.” This is much like the ostrich bird, who buries its head in the sand, unaware of the storm blowing around. These matrixes of electronic frequencies are always affecting the physical body and the mental state of mind. They are a part of the hypnotizing that takes place in this hologame. These electronic frequencies are addicted to your personal energy field. These manmade electronic frequencies hold a certain mindset in place. There are major energy shifts happening to and on your planet. The solar flares, the galactic bursts of energy are surging through this shield of hypnotizing electronic frequencies. The cosmic energy thrusts are activating certain aspects of the DNA codes. Notice how this is taking place within your own body. State your intentions which will allow you to welcome these bursts of star energy with grace and ease.

These cosmic energy thrusts are offering a wakeup call to humanity. The earth’s magnetic field holds the higher integrity of the hologame in place. This is being over ridden by those who would control the electronic fields. This planet is receiving the highest support from the consciousness of the cosmos. There are celestial beings whose energy field is bathing your beloved planet at all times. Open to this awareness and allow yourself to feel and anchor these incoming gifts of conscious energy and the frequencies being offered.Humanity as a whole has been unaware of their divine star connection and their multidimensional aspects. They are hypnotized in the hologame at this time, held in the dysfunction and unaware of their power to create. This is shifting and part of the shift is manifesting as the wave of humanity waking up to their magnificence and the truth of who they truly are.We invite you to continue to maintain a strong energy field of love, joy and appreciation. When you vibrate these high coherent frequencies you will not be affected by the bombardment of the planetary electronic grid. You create a cohesion field. Remember - all is well. Be in your joy, and swim, flow and stream with the energy from the stars. We are offering you our loving energy at all times. Be at peace,The 'team' (End of article)
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In closing, I offer an invitation. I am yearning to interact with other bodies not just my own. I've been doing so much inner rehab and energy work on myself that I am literally bored to death. I'd love to see other people for a change, either for massage exchange or cuddling (not sexual please). It has been a long period of isolation and now that I'm feeling more limber and perky, I am back to offering massage exchanges - or cuddling - no cost. Cuddling has the same loosening-up effect for stuck energies as Reiki or massage. It is an exchange of LIGHT energy that most people need. It's all about moving LIGHT energy. That's fun energy. It's the body that grows old, not the mind. It grows old from doing the same repetitive things every day, over and over, out of habit. The way to create change is to move the body and mind in a different way, to ease the restrictions that dull the body, mind and spirit. Make life new again and exciting. To try something new we need to exert effort and force ourself to change. It's not always easy. As Peggy's Team says, "Stay anchored, stable and firm in your own personal energy field. You will be less affected by discordant frequencies."

That's hard to do since we are creatures of comfort and relaxed habit. But I have noticed that it is indeed interaction with other people that creates change and excitement. It perks you up and gets you out of the mundane habit of routine because there's another person to be alert to. It takes effort to create change, but the reward is refreshing.  Affirmations are another good way to create change too, at home, alone, with yourself. We need to have movement of the mind and feelings in an upward-focused way, so the subconscious infrastructure of our soul can also receive it. This is how we feed our soul. We so easily forget we have one. So we need to create changes in our lives that bring in positives, which is the hard part. To stay in an uplifting attitude which is excited and perky doesn't happen often because we're always in our old comfortable habits of routine to which we are accustomed. We fall backward into old habits and are artificially polite and superficial because it's easier. I speak for myself or course. I hope you are different! Meaningful exchanges in person will help in overcoming these discordant energy habits.  

I have been studying this with the ascended masters for a long time. But one can work with oneself only for so long. It gets boring after awhile. There comes a time when one wants to physically, emotionally, excitingly interact with other human beings. We have multidimensional awareness which goes into the cosmic and spiritual zone, but we are stuck inside the four lower bodies. The masters talk about the four lower bodies a lot. They are referring to the four dense bodies of mental thoughts, emotional attitudes and the etheric body which is closest in vibration to the physical body. It collects the heaviest and densest of thoughts and feelings by sheer force of gravity, and channels it into the physical body. In order to rise above these heavy dense vibrations we need to find a way to bring in lighter, happier, more positive, more fun energies and share them with each other. There is a lot we can share with each other, not just skin to skin, but heart to heart, mind to mind, soul to soul, feeling to feeling, discovery to discovery, more to more. Sharing the positives requires having an open, willing mind.

Sharing positive stories is a breakthrough mission. All of this we can share by meeting together. I think of the term "The Love Club." That's what I want to call it. We will start a love club to break out of the four dense bodies of lower vibrations that keep us stuck and locked into the old place. The world is changing and people, you and I, are among the ones who are changing. Cuddling while sharing stories or massaging while exchanging light and love, will help us raise the frequencies of those four dense bodies. I've been enthralled with massage for a long time. Now I am reaching out to invite others to join me, either gender, man, woman, it doesn't matter, to contact me and make arrangements. Sharing, talking, dreaming, cuddling, massaging. There is no cost involved. It's a new community in the making. A love club. Not for sex please. Connect with me by return email.

Meanwhile, until the next time, stay safe, stay well, stay happy, relaxed, harmonious and in peace. Love from the ascendeds, galactics, angelics and me!


12/24/22 - Happy Holidays! Healing With Love-Light​

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It is a delight to be back in touch with everyone after a month-long sabbatical. I've been out with a painful bad back. Too much yard work and I lost interest in most everything, in favor of focusing on my pain. However, there was an back-handed lesson behind it all - the lesson was to stop feeling sorry for myself and go BIGGER. Focusing on your own problem day in and day out takes you downhill faster than anything. The Masters' teachings say to go up to higher MENTAL realms with the focus of your mind. The mental realm is a more refined realm, and there to take control over your thoughts. By taking control over your thoughts you become productive. You can actually create a new life for yourself in this way. While it may sound contrary to normal logic to try to move beyond pain, it is something like "mind over matter". It's an occult teaching that I've known about but haven't done very well with up to now. Pain has definitely turned the page for me. It has become a motivating agent. It has clicked in.

I like to share positive information, so I decided to focus on this as a subject for today because I am finding improvement. I've also been to the chiropractor (once), and to Marcus five times. It is to Marcus that I give the most credit for my improvement. I will tell why in a moment, but I am also doing certain lower back exercises and affirmations and spirit-guide channeling. Affirmations are important to change one's energy field and bump up positive energy. I am using many techniques. I notice the decline right away when I fall down or slow down using them. Positive action is needed. But, you see, I'm at heart a lazy person who loves comfort, and I focus on body comfort, so it takes a lot of willpower for me to put that aside and become pro-active. It's a lesson for me to develop mental will power and develop a pro-active game plan to force myself to do this.   

That being said, I want to focus on some important information about Marcus' technique as a licensed massage therapist. I've written about him already on my website, but there is more to explain. Very few people know how talented he is and I myself have taken him for granted. He is a direct channel to the divine. The first time I went to him with this back pain, I couldn't stand lying in one position for long so I aborted the session. Later upon arriving home, though, I was surprised to feel the soothing bliss coming up as a distinctly second layer coming up through the pain and ache. That night in a dream vision I saw his heart open like petals of a flower unfolding and radiating colored light in waves. I often get dream visions in the night so it's not unusual.

But the pain and ache continued and I made another appointment four days later. Again it was painful to lie in one position but I forced my self to do it. My inner voices said, "Discipline, control it." After that session energies began churning and my insides started moving like an earthquake. I went home and dealt with it. Old energies thrust up and new energies came behind them. The third session was a month later. His hands were steady and stabilizing on me, even thru the aching, and afterward lots of dizziness, changes in energies, but still the sense of bliss and strength coming in behind it. A strange combination of knowing there was healing happening but pain was still there. Bliss and pain walking hand in hand. I knew, because I had a deeply moving personal experience about the ancient light. It was moving closer and closer to the surface so I could connect with it and recognize it. This old body had been walking around in the same manner for many years and it was now changing. My fourth session was 22 days later, and the fifth 13 days later, and I'm amazed at all that is surfacing and coming forward for me to experience. Needless to say, this is not a simple matter of a torn muscle!

Today I ran across something that the Master Djwal Khul said to me back in 2017. At that time Marcus and I were meeting weekly and discussing these things. I was confused over his approach to Tantric massage and so I asked DK. This is what he said. It is a direct quote and it explains what is happening to me now, after five sessions with Marcus:

"Tantric massage is not what he (Marcus) does to you, it is what the light-love energy does in you that he will follow. He is the responder to the light-love in you. The light-love in you seeks to come out of hiding, out of the locked in crevices within you, where it has been buried for virtually eons. He has the light-love flowing through him and he (the LL in him) is longing to awaken the light-love in you. He is here to awaken the light-love in as many people as he can find who are willing to receive the light-love that is coming through him. He is a conscious giver of LL. He knows what he is doing. He has the awakened gift. Most people are unsure of what tantric massage is all about and so they fantasize. They do not know what is inside of them, so they expect someone to DO something to them to wake them up, make them feel good. To change them. To give them an experience. But most people associate this with sex, sensual, erotic, or romantic. The world has re-directed you to look to others for fulfillment, but each of these terms are too narrow for the love-light that is in you. People are seeking a personal experience when it is far, far more than that. 

"It's about consciousness. The connection is done consciously. It is not about what is done to your body, to your physical. That would be backward. The physical is a dense shell substance covering the consciousness that you are. Your body is a vehicle. It gives you the ability to walk around and experience, consciously, the physical world. It is what you are conscious of that gives you the thrill and the, what you call orgasmic sensations, the excitement that ripples through your body. If someone rubs you and your light body is not participating - if you are not aware that you are consciousness acting in a dense body - you think it is your body that is giving you these sensations but it is not. Remove the consciousness from the body and the body is dead. Lifeless. It is the consciousness that activates the body. It is the consciousness that needs awakening in the dense body. It is Marcus' consciousness of light-love that is seeking the consciousness of light-love in you.

The sessions he gives you through massage, with his hands and his consciousness, is to awaken YOUR consciousness within you. He is already awake. You can have a jump-start by having a session with Marcus. Like your car battery sometimes needs a jump-start to get going. You experience it in your body, just as the car experiences it in its body of metal and roars to life. You should become as neutral as you can before coming to see him. Lie on the table without expectation. Still your mind. Go into a self-induced meditation and allow him to give you a massage. Relax and simply enjoy it. This is what it is all about. Tantra is connecting conscious light with conscious light. Let him find the conscious light-love in you. Do you understand? You don't have to DO anything!"

I had forgotten what DK had said in 2017. There is a churning and yet there is something more powerful that I can't explain in words coming up behind it. A higher level of consciousness that does indeed surpass the pain if I let it. It's taking time but a new light is coming in. You can see Marcus' contact info on the "Massage" page of Anakosha. 

Now, Christmas is coming very shortly, tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I remind everyone to keep your mental level up HIGH. Find something greater than you to focus on, and you WILL expand your consciousness to higher levels. It doesn't come naturally if you aren't that type of person. But it is definitely worth working at. Find something more important that means something to you, and do something with it. Focus on it. We are here to contribute and to put effort in to being positive. The first person to benefit from the effort is you, yourself and your own life. It is how we change our up close vibrations and our life.

Stay safe, stay well, stay happy. Blessings and continual love and light from the Ascended Masters, the angelics, the celestials, the star beings - the galactics who are here in the skies overhead. I see them over our house moving, sending signals. Love to you and yours. Have a great Christmas, Happy Holidays and Happy New Year! 


11/15/22 - Catching up after Hurricane Ian - plus a message from the Pleiadians​

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Hi everyone! This is a test to see if my new address system works. Since September 28 when Ian struck SW Florida, I haven't been able to send newsletters. Power shut off and technology changed so I couldn't use my system to send emails. I've been slowly resurrecting it - and our household - ever since. I've finally reached a stable point where I can attempt to send a newsletter again.  Let's see if it works and reaches people. Let me know if you get this. I hope you and your family are well and staying positive - above the neutral dividing line. Below I'm including a message from Tunia of the Pleiades which I just read this morning. It's a timely message and I agree with everything she says. If you do not, then let it pass on through. Everyone is on their own path of self realization. Follow your own path and be kind to others. There is no need for disagreements. We all belong to the same family - the human family!

Tunia of the Pleiades: Let’s Free Earth
Channeled by A.S. (Youtube, Source)
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My dearest brothers and sisters, This is Tunia speaking. I love you so very much. Earthlings have been in my thoughts a lot lately. Steps are being made towards your liberation. However, a part of that is that hidden darkness comes to the light. This both leads to disturbing information being spread on your alternative media, as well as a general feeling of unease spreading among mankind. This process leads to healing, but it is challenging in the short term.

After all, if there was some old pain buried in your subconscious, then healing it often involves becoming aware of it and perceiving it. This is beneficial, but also tough in the short term. Plus the dark controllers on your world, those who still try to rule the world from behind the scenes, are playing their last cards. This, too, leads to scary news items and a feeling of unease. They will not be allowed to start world war three, but that doesn’t mean they won’t try, or that they won’t come close. 

You can think of this period as a time of healing and processing of darkness. It is very scary and tough right now, but it is going to lead to a better future. Alternatively, you can think of this time as giving birth to a baby, which is a painful process on your world, but the beautiful baby – a better world – is coming. It will be worth it. That said, it is also absolutely true that people are dying, people are becoming depressed, people are turning to drugs and alcohol, people are losing loved ones and people are feeling very, very alone. I know that the current situation on your world is awful and I wish that it were better. 

You are incredibly brave and strong. If you have the space to improve your life or help others, amazing. However, even if all you can do right now is just hang on and get through the day, that is enough for now from my perspective. Many beings would not even be able to do survive right now on Earth. Better times are coming. From the perspective of myself and many other Pleiadians, this period has dragged on for far too long already and has been far too painful and lonely. Furthermore, it is completely unfair that the more awake people on your world – such as the people tuning into these messages – are often considered to be insane and treated poorly. We think that it is our responsibility to do all the parts of Earth’s liberations that average Earthlings can’t reasonably do, such as addressing problems posed by hostile galactics and demons. However, we still think that it is the responsibility of Earthlings to address the problems that they reasonably can solve – such as arresting known Earthling criminals who seek to control humanity. There’s more than enough proof of their crimes. 

I am calling on Earthling police, military and secret service people to step up the process of arresting known criminals, providing disclosure and paving the way for a free humanity. I know that you are already taking steps in this direction, but from the Pleiadian perspective, it is time to step up these efforts. Yes, I know that it is tough, but most of you have sworn an oath, and every day innocent children are suffering. You can put an end to the suffering of innocent children. The longer this current drawn-out limbo period goes on, the more that previously awakened and previously motivated people tap out, become disillusioned, give up or even die. Furthermore, the longer this process goes on, the less that the awake population will trust the white hats or counterforces. And when all is revealed, it will be tough for the white hats or counterforces to defend the slowness with which they acted if this process goes on for much longer. 

At some point, we will have to stop treating Earthlings as children and actually start disclosing truth to Earthlings in a way that average Earthlings can’t look away from, such as via your mainstream media. Yes, maybe it is indeed smart to not literally dump every single piece of information out there all at once, but let’s at least start with disclosing things in a way that actually reaches average Earthlings. The longer you wait, the bigger the gap will be between the awake and the asleep, and the tougher this waking-up process is going to be. If we ever want Earthlings to be one people again, we will have to start disclosing things to the people who are currently sleeping. 

Some people claim that the white hats or counterforces had no choice, and that the current path was the only one option. So basically the argument is: yes the people are suffering, but this was the only way. We Pleiadians disagree. For example, one alternative path would have been for the counterforces to take over the mainstream media in early 2020 and broadcasting the following message: “there are benevolent extraterrestrials who wish to gift us a covid cure, free energy, advanced healthcare and a machine that can just create anything you want, like replicators from Star Trek. Let us hold a national vote, country-by-country, on whether we allow these galactics to send us these blueprints, for free, to very many people so that the technology can’t be hidden away. Then once we verify that these technologies work, let us hold a second vote on whether we want to allow these galactics to actually land and meet us face-to-face.” 

This is one alternative path that could have been taken. In fact, this idea can still be implemented right now. Without the consent of the population it is hard for us to justify landing. However if such a national vote is held, then we would be very happy to share our technology with any country in which a majority votes “yes.”
 I am offering a formal invitation to Earth leaders to hold such a vote in your countries. We are willing to give you enough material and evidence and a video where we introduce ourselves, so that you can convince your citizens that we are indeed real and are indeed willing to share our technology with you. We are willing to work with you to address any concerns you may have.

You Earthlings are our brothers and sisters. Of course you deserve to live in material abundance and good health, just like us. Would you deny that to your brothers and sisters? Yes, Earthlings used to not yet be ready for these technologies, but now you finally are. Your consciousness has matured enough for them. So we disagree with the notion that the current path chosen by the counterforces was the only way.  From our point of view, the Earthling counterforces are a bit too attached to maintaining current power structures and a bit too attached to maintaining systems as they currently are. To be blunt, many of these counterforces may not want Earthlings to be controlled by hostile galactics and demons, but they are rich or powerful and they would like to keep being richer or more powerful than average citizens. That said, it is also true that many people in the counterforces are nevertheless working very hard and sacrificing a lot, to help their brother and sister Earthlings. So we also do not wish to be too critical of them. They are helping to free Earthlings, just in a slower and more roundabout way than we would prefer.

 Still, innocent children are suffering every single day. So: Earthling leaders, we would like to invite you to hold these national votes. To the police and military: we would like to remind you that many of you have sworn an oath to protect the people or the constitution. Both are being violated. So: remember your oath. To be clear, nothing can change the fact that your medium-term future is incredibly bright. The worst case scenario is that this current birth-giving period will take longer and be more painful than is necessary, and that the context of the birth will be less happy than it could be. But humanity will live in freedom and abundance and peace and love. Nothing can stop that.

 I love you so very dearly. I am very much looking forward to the day when we will finally be able to physically meet Earthlings.
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Tunia
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Be well, be safe, be yourself. Sending with much love from friends in higher places. The angelics, ascendeds, galactics and me, Nancy 


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9/8/22 - The Earth Journey - The Making of an Immortal​


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The following was channeled by me in September 1986, back when I was overwhelmed from being in the Light and trying to come back down to Earth. It is lengthy so it is broken into 5 parts. It addresses reincarnation and the cycle of embodiments and the period inbetween embodiments. A new era is unfolding and I have been slowly transitioning. This may be my last newsletter because I can't keep up with the technology required. I am experiencing becoming simpler and lighter and easier. We are coming to the close of a complex, heavy era. As brighter and brighter light hits the planet, things are becoming easier. The main stream news will be changing, and the crusty old habits we are used to will be fading. We are in the midst of change. Please stay grounded and connected to family and friends, human warmth, love and hugs will help you to stay grounded. Exchange massages. Wonderful days are ahead. If you're overwhelmed with confusion, stress or depression, lie down in a quiet place, close your eyes, relax deeply and focus on taking 50 slow, deep, conscious breaths. Count them. It will bring you to peace. Expect to go sleep! I am willing to share powerful positive techniques if you will write to me. As a student of the masters I've learned a lot over the years to help ease the difficult process of letting go of old habits. There's an easier way and I am eager to share. Contact me if you feel to. I will answer. This is not for money. One of the things about the higher dimensions is, you receive MORE love and light by giving it away with love and kindness. Blessings, Diana

The Earth Journey - The Making of an Immortal

(Channeled from spirit) You are a moving mist of awareness, like a great cloud – at first dark and grey but soon to become scintillating light! Clear and lucid! You are not attached to a body, you are attached to a great shining sea of Light! But you have been assigned to a body of matter and the body is clumsy and dense and you have a hard time saying what you really mean. Your tongue doesn’t work right. Your hands don’t move the way you think they should. Your steps are heavy and clunky, not as airy or as free as you think they should be. And you KNOW so much more than you can express, that you are quite dissatisfied with yourself. And so you begin your search. How do you refine your body? Your ways of expressing?

What you know you are is locked away deep in your secret heart and you feel that you are not supposed to talk about yourself or about what you REALLY know or feel. But that is not true. You simply have not prepared your body to ACCEPT what you really are. A certain period of refinement is necessary. What you know deep down inside is really and truly what you ARE. What you are, you are challenged to live in the physical world, in your neighborhood, in your class at school or at your work. Else there is a discrepancy. This discrepancy makes you feel bad. There is a gap between the you that you REALLY are, and the you that is showing to all the world and on display. You have not fulfilled your role, your mission, until you “come out” onto the stage where everyone may see you for what you are – truly are – inside. This separation makes you struggle on and search for ways to bring the two selves together. You search for something vague at first, like a good feeling about your job, or a good feeling about your neighborhood, or a good feeling about your wife or husband. But you don’t really know what you’re searching for. Your good feelings are only hints that you are somewhat traveling in the right direction anyway, even though you don’t know exactly what you’re looking for. Your good feelings and your bad feelings are your indicators and your warning lights.

The big problem is the body. It is made of inert matter. True, there are particles of light and awareness buried in the inert matter inside the cells that allow it to be alive, but you have to find these little particles of light and connect with them. You have to learn how to make yourself one with the body and you do this through the Light that is INSIDE of the body, the resources of the body. Until you do this, you will remain unhappy with yourself. Until you can express yourself, you will remain frustrated. But how? There is no teaching that explains exactly how to do it. You know how it should be. You think. You try things out, the way you remember. Somehow. The religions all try to tell you how, but they don’t really succeed. In fact most of them succeed in only turning you off. The philosophies all try to tell you, but they fail too. There are hints in the books and the esoteric schools of the world, and friends and teachers sometimes tell you something valuable that helps, but by and large the struggle of finding your Self is your own personal struggle and it takes your own peculiar path through your own dark forest. No one else is on this path with you. You have to do all the work yourself, to find it. Sometimes you flail around and try to blame somebody, but nobody takes the blame and you’re stuck with it all alone. No one else can REALLY help, other than, at most, permit you to experiment. That’s the greatest help you will ever get from the outside world. But that’s not easy to find either. Most people close to you tend to discourage you, or get in the way. They will even be cruel about it by telling you that you are wrong, that you’re on the wrong track. Sometimes they even find ways to physically imprison you. But you know you are not wrong, way down deep inside. How can you be wrong? Your feelings tell you you are right. Others may persuade you away from your goal for a time, but not for long. Soon you are off and running again, looking for yourself through the impulses of that particular radar that only you can hear. The struggle is ongoing.

You know so much inside. You have memories of other places, and the way things should be. You have pictures of what noble people are like and kindness and goodness are a part of that. A natural innocence is innate in your deeper mind. But somehow those things are not here in the world. Where are they? You know they CAN be. You know you can be more, far more than what you are. You have dreams of what you can be. You have dreams of what you can do. You have dreams of people that are your REAL family. Sometimes you sense that they are around you but you can’t see them. It is all so mysterious! So elusive. What is this something that keeps prodding you on? What are you looking for?

PART 2

Later, as you get older and older in physical years, your struggle becomes less and less because the world loosens its grip on you. You’re no longer struggling to earn a living so you can relax somewhat and enjoy what you are. So you AREN’T all that you would like to be, but so what? At least you’re here now and you can enjoy the scenery for what it is. And eventually the physical body dies. You go to sleep and you wake up in new surroundings, with friends and family, not much different from earthly life, but you find freedom and rest and more enlarged capacities because your body is not made of earthly matter but of finer matter. Compacted energy that is sort of fluid and liquid as you move. It takes a while to get used to it, but it is familiar and so you adapt well. You do not have to be a baby here, you wake up in this world as a full adult or as you were in the earth body. And there are homes and schools and stores and hospitals and meadows and mountains just like on earth. And there is love. And you continue with your search for yourself here, too. And teachers counsel with you from time to time, just as they counseled with you here on earth. But you still are traveling the path alone.

But there is one aspect of this life that is different from the earth existence. You have a much more lucid mind. There are not such heavy forces that pull and tug on you and so you can see better where you have been and where you are going. You can follow the line of progress in an easy way and you can see where you veered off the straight path and followed a crooked one to become lost. And you can see the light that is within you better, and you know that it is this light that you must follow when you go back, as you know that you will have to go back again because the task is to find yourself in the world of matter. All that you gain in theory, you have to put to the test in the physical body, no matter what kind of life you happen to be leading at the moment. That is your ultimate destiny – to live what you are on the inside out in physical form so that you make a dent on the world. While you are here in this lighter world, you can see better what you should do in the physical world. This life in the astral world becomes a wonderful dream. You have friends and associates and family here, and you do all the things that you have always wanted to do. You are far more able to do it here than in the physical because the matter is less concrete. Not so much is against you. But you are collecting knowledge here for when you have to return to the hard world again. You are collecting understanding and determination and know-how and courage, and now comes the day when you have to go but THIS time you are determined to get it right and remember all the things that you learned during this breather interval, so you do not go wrong.

So you are born as a babe once more. You picked out the parents yourself because you had such a lucid mind on the astral that you could see the coming together of the man and the woman and the explosion of light that happened between them which attracted you and you slid down the channel of light and anchored yourself within the womb. For a split moment in time there was an opening from that world to this. If it was the man’s bliss and happiness that attracted you, through his orgasm, then you are much like the man. If it was the woman’s bliss and joy that attracted you, then you are much like the woman. If it was the joint explosion of both man and woman, that attracted you, then you are like both of them. But it was the Light that drew you as it is always the light that draws two people together. It is always the LIGHT! It is so in the physical world and it is so in the astral world and it is so in the high etheric worlds called “heaven”. Whenever there is a greater explosion of light, there is the opening from one world to the next.

So now you are anchored in the physical world. You have cast your life line out and it has hung up on a rock of solid substance. You will continue to live in the astral world until the time comes that you are reeled into the physical. Nine months will pass, earth months, and suddenly the jerk comes. Down you fall through the tunnel of time and lower vibrations, heavier vibrations, knowing where you are heading, and lo! You are a new-born babe once more. And the heavy consistency of the body is constricting, and you have to work hard to make it do what you want it to do. And dammit! This body doesn’t work any better than the last one. You can see your parents minds and you can see through all the people in the room, as though they were invisible. You can see their thoughts and their motives and they are not so nice. But there’s a nice one! Oh, my! There’s a REAL nice one! Such loving thoughts are coming from that lady. You wish she would pick you up and hold you. Oh! She is going to hold you! She IS holding you. Oh! She is your mother! How beautiful. You will have love from your mother. But she takes you home and she doesn’t retain that sparkle of love all the time. She goes out and messes with things that rattle and clank and causes wild fluctuating moods in her and in your environment. Thank God, the moods don’t often come in here where you are somewhat sheltered. You are allowed to remain at peace, but the one who is supposed to be giving you love and nurturing good feelings isn’t here much of the time. Oh, it is so empty without that spark! You wish she would come more often.

And so the months pass into years and very little of the spark is given to you. You are growing up in a world where love is practically non-existent. But you know it is there. It just isn’t expressed. You know that that’s why you’re here, you saw that on the astral world, you’re here to be more determined in expressing it. In not letting yourself be inhibited by your external surroundings. Your job is to be STRONGER than the forces around you that would hold you back from expressing yourself. You know that the self you are looking for is not outside somewhere. You could see that. It is hidden within, but sometimes you have to keep on moving on physically to break out from under a too-heavy influence so you can breathe again. But you also know that sometime, somewhere, you are going to have to stop running and blossom where you are planted, roots and all, with love.

PART 3

So as a child you express this love. You express it to everyone you meet and you are a loveable little child. You want to give and give and give and give as much love as you can because there’s so little around. Grownups seem unable to give love, except on occasion. Why do they keep it inside? They have so much!! But they hide it! Why do they hide it? You watch your mother as she talks with her friends. They don’t love each other. They just play games with each other. It is so meaningless. It is dark, what they do. It is all dark, wherever you look in this world, except on occasion. Like those two people over there with their arms around each other, even as they walk. Your parents don’t have this spark. Why? Oh, you wish you could give them the love and have them feel it. You know they feel it from you and you feel it once in a while from them, but – uh oh! Here is a tug coming and you have to go…

And so you grow through the years. The tug is a force making you go to school, a force making you go to work, a force making you go to the school dance when you don’t want to go. A force making you defend yourself against neighborhood bullies, a force here and a force there – outer forces having nothing to do with you. They belong to someone or something else. Forces all around like a swirling monster with many tentacles, knocking you about, pulling you here and pushing you there, forces that get down inside and under your skin and into your heart and mind. Forces without the love, without the light. And now you are a man and the light is practically gone. Who are you? You cannot remember why you came into this world. No one was there to remind you. You ARE someone very special but no one knew that when you arrived. So you had to keep that part of yourself buried, and that’s why you’re looking for it now. The love would have helped had it been there, but it was not there enough of the time. So now you too are like your parents – dark, with very little love to give the world, playing head games with your associates and friends, looking for your other hal fin the form of a woman. And each woman gives you a little bit of love so that you feel good for a time, but it somehow doesn’t last, and so you move on. Looking. Always looking. But it isn’t really a woman you are looking for. It is something more. You are looking for something you can’t put your finger on, so you renew your search. You have a feeling that there is something more. What are you missing?

And so it goes, the search for yourself. You will continually search until you find YOU. And if you have not found it at the end of this life, you will spend some time again in the astral world, an enjoyable resting place, and then come back again as a babe, to continue your search. And unless there is that special someone to receive you in the physical world, to teach you that you are indeed SPECIAL, and love you truly for who you are, not what you do, unless someone tells you to hang on to LOVE with all your heart, with all your courage and with everything you own and have at your disposal – then you will not hang on. And you will come back again and again and again, each round of physical embodiment forcing you to wake up against all odds so that you become a little wiser at the end of your life. So that you see the world through easier eyes as you become familiar with the terrain and you grow to become an “old” soul on this planet of systems and you recognize the “new” souls coming in. You want to teach them about the world. You want to guide them. You want to tell them the pitfalls and where to watch their step and where to take advantage of the natural terrain. But they don’t listen. They have their heads in the clouds and they can’t understand what you are saying. You’re too encrusted with the ways of THIS world, they say, and they laugh and go on their way merrily skipping through the sunshine. They don’t fit, you think. But they do have love. Yes, they do have love. Maybe their love will save them. You doubt it, though. And so the little children remind you of what you once knew for yourself as you grow tired from the beatings and you relax your grip on things and grow old and die once again.

And so you watch the civilizations come and go, and you’ve partaken of so many different lifetimes, so many different cultures. Some lives were poverty stricken, some encrusted with gold and jewels and silver and royal crowns. Others were mediocre and nondescript, while others were heroic and full of tingling memories, while yet others were cowardly in which you failed to live up to even your worldly standards, let alone the inner spiritual standards that you were unknowingly struggling to reach. But each life gave you something to carry away into the next life, something to make you wiser and better able to juggle the many complications of Selfhood. Why you were doing all this, what you were seeking. The light at the end of the tunnel. And finally you approach the final embodiment. Maybe not THE final embodiment, but a significant embodiment – one in which you begin to put the whole thing together. One in which you begin to see the beauty of life, not just a series of disjointed hurts and pains. This is a sign that you are in the final stages of physical life.

PART 4

You never realized before that what you were doing in these continuing rounds of physical embodiment was building up a storehouse of LIGHT in yourself. INSIDE of yourself. You were slowly, inevitably putting on light. You were picking up light over here in the poverty stricken side, and you were picking up light over there in the rich man’s mansion, and you were picking up light in the life of the druggie and musicians, and you were picking up light in the period of founding the United States of America, where the visions came fast and furious. And now you’re beginning to realize that all of those many experiences were not in vain! You’ve been weaving a mantel around yourself, a mantel of light. Although you don’t see the light as light, you see it as seeing, you are still weaving a fabric of awareness in, through and around your cells, your earth body cells, to lift you. To elevate you in times of depression. You are following a cosmic process of evolution. You are doing it exactly right! Without knowing it! Now you are becoming conscious of this wonderful process. You are coming into understanding. That is the light shining through, dawning in your mind. You understand! And so you are becoming your body of light. You are bringing it out into the physical world where others can sense it, too. You are bringing the light into the world simply by being you! By being who you want to be, no matter where that happens to be. You no longer live for others, you live for your own heart. You live as you are the most comfortable with yourself. You are bringing forth the real you. You are becoming easier with yourself, kinder to yourself, loving yourself more and believing in yourself, despite what the world may say about you. You are becoming lighter and lighter and lighter in your heart, and you are becoming LIGHT! You are reaching the summit. Sure, there are still parts that don’t quite make sense, but the goal is in sight. This long, long journey is approaching an end. No one can tell you much any more these days, you know what you know and you are happy with yourself.

You’re willing to teach others if they ask, but your knowledge is YOUR knowledge. It’s personal and it can’t be given to another. The others have to find their own personal knowledge. And so your body of light is building, and you are cultivating a greater respect for yourself, a greater appreciation of your life and your methodology IS right – you always knew it – and you are cultivating Love – your kind of love – and it encompasses a lot of things and a lot of people no matter what the world may say against you. You are aware that, with all the movement outside of your body, inside you are not phased the way you used to be. Here within, at the center of yourself, there is no movement at all, but only peace, knowledge, only LIGHT. And here you come to retreat from the world’s confusion, to sip the delicate cocktail in company of the highest and the best: your Self, your own special life force. Your mysterious Center that has been maintaining you all these many lives. Finally it brings you home. It has been calling you all this time, all these centuries. Now you understand why you’ve always had the urge to do it “your” way. Your way WAS the right way. And the love that washes over you as you realize this fact is as wonderful as if you were being bathed in a therapeutic healing balm. It is washing away all the negatives and all the confusions, and it is stripping away all that Is not you but which you have been carrying around for centuries. Washed clean of everything anti-self, the self feels so clean, so right, so GOOD! It is like being immersed in the very Dawn itself, where it all began before going out into the outer world.

So now you are pretty much in the know about what is going on with you and you are pretty much at peace with yourself. The world keeps pulling on you and attempting to intimidate but it doesn’t seem to phase you any more. You no longer get angry with it, you don’t really care. It’s not important any more because you know who you are. So what happens now? There’s no more need for embodiments any more, and the need of dying and being reborn is almost at an end. So where do we go from here? Now you begin the last of the teachings, the first of the next level teachings, the graduation lessons. These are the teachings that blow out all reason because they teach you that death is not part of cosmic law. It’s not needed. It’s all erroneous. People don’t have to die to go to the next level of life. Dying is only for those who failed to pass the test. But of course you don’t know that until someone tells you, and so the final lessons are necessary if you want to bring your body with you instead of letting it be buried in a grave somewhere. You CAN go ahead and die if you choose to, because you’re moving into the position of being a master shortly, and you can do anything you want to. But you have to learn this. Someone has to tell you. Feeling isn’t enough. It has to be confirmed by someone who KNOWS. Really knows. Many people have moved on to the heavens of their being by dying, their bodies were buried in the grave just like anyone else when they died. But they just simply never reincarnated again, but they moved on. It can be done that way. That is by far the easier way and nobody is the wiser.

But there IS a way to take your body with you when it is time to go. And these are the hidden lessons, the esoteric teachings that have been kept from the people over the centuries so that very few know about their existence or about the sea of Light and Light cities and the people who inhabit them – the higher ones who seldom visit an earth planet any more, but watch and care from a great distance, ready to spring into action to help at any time they are called. But, you might say, “Why leave the earth planet at all? Why not put it all together and stay here, right here on earth as a know-it-all? As a master? Become real wise and real enlightened and learn how to control the elements and nature and yourself and make all sorts of miracles right here on earth? Why do people always have to move on to the heavens of their particular religion?

Well, you can if you choose to. People move on out of natural attraction and affinity, that’s all. You are more attracted to those of your own kind right here on earth, and so it is that you are more attracted to move on to be with those who have attained the same level of understanding that you have, when you are invited to do so. Why would a person reject that? The world is a discouraging place to be when those around you are so negative, who don’t want to listen to you when you speak, who don’t like to be reminded of their failings just by seeing your successes. Who even tell you to shut up and stop talking about the beauty of your reality and all that you see. Why stick around in an environment that doesn’t want you when you can go to a place that not only wants you but is encouraging you in every way possible, a place where you are not a strange phenomenon but a natural citizen among others like yourself? Where the inhabitants are encouraged to be even MORE of what they are, instead of less, and where the lessons are of such magnitude that thrill the whole being with joy and beauty, and where higher and still HIGHER learning is always going on and being lived out every day among the people. And where there is no night! Can you imagine a culture where there is no darkness, ever? One must learn how to accept eternal light, how to live with a body that never tires, and a mind that never grows old because there is nothing to drag on it to make it heavy and nothing to confuse. Can you imagine a place where there are no problems? Only new horizons that have never been explored because they are inside of you and no one is permitted to explore these regions except yourself? Can you imagine the excitement and the adventure of constantly moving toward the Light with new promise and hints of even higher things? With nobody to stop you or get in your way or fight you at every turn? Can you imagine this? This is the land of the Immortals, one-time human beings who have mastered outer conditions in the physical body. They are always new and innocent, always full of wonder at their state of being, an eternal NOW, and they never stagnate or grow tired of themselves because they are filled to overflowing with newness constantly.

PART 5

Is this a fairy tale? Yes! A lovely fairy tale to give a hint here and a hint there to those who struggle on because it is not an easy transition for an earth body and an earth mind to shed the earth concepts and accept the concepts of the Immortal Ones, the Light Fantastic! But one cannot move one’s body on until it has been accepted. So most people go ahead and die and make the transition without trying to re-train the body cells and the genes inside. But it CAN be done. And it HAS been done! Quite a few people over the history of the world have taken their bodies with them. Jesus is the most famous man who took his body with him. And Elijah did too, of old testament record. And Mohammed who was said to have ascended from a rock. And in more recent times, Annalee Skarin and David Lloyd, plus others who are not registered in the history books but whose happy dramas are recorded in detail in the etheric records to those who can read them.

They are the ones who are referred to in the parable about the wheat and the tares. The harvest is the gathering up of those who don’t have to come back in a new body and go another round. And so they are lifted up and out of the wild fields where they grew and sojourned on their way to mastery and now that they have learned that the only Law is the inner law of Selfhood and, proven that it works, they are carried to the house of the Great One to be appreciated, recognized and immortalized by the Family awaiting. The crown will be placed upon the heads of those who made it. The ritual of the ascension is the making of an Immortal, for the personality itself will become immortalized, become a permanent resident in the higher kingdom of Light, whereas all past personalities had to die so that new ones could be born to try again, but who died, too, to be reborn in an endless round of births and deaths and rebirths until now. Now is the lifetime where the higher lesson is being taught. One does not have to die – one may, with proper preparation and training, move on, right inside the body by bringing out that body of light that is inside, hidden – the light of the true self and creative spontaneity that could work miracles if permitted to be let free. The world is against it, there is no doubt about that, and so the lesson is a hard one.

But now that you have made it to the realm of the Immortals, where you banquet with the Best, from this place you can look back and you do not see the physical matter which served you once, you only see the little sparkles of light, throbbing, exploding, dimming, expanding that signify souls on their path, radiating the light of self here, hiding it there, in their struggle to overcome their environment of time and space. Each sparklet of light carries a special vibration that is unique from all the others because there are no two selves alike, each one created to fill a special place at the banquet table of the Family when all is done and untied as One. Each person is easily identified by that singular vibration that will never ever change, it being the original frequency of the Great One when He broke away from the whole and went forth on His journey. Now he is climbing back home. And so, you and the other Immortals, because you are interested in the light no matter where it is, watch this little sparklet expanding and you are always ready to reach out and touch it with a finger tip to pass the greater spark, to give it a “boost” so to speak in the form of a fresh insight, or a new revelation, or a spark of courage, or vision or simply a shot of energy. Whatever is required, you are ready to give to the one who is still struggling but only when you are asked. For you are learning how to help and when to help, what is permissible and what is not, according to the system of worlds and galaxies, so that you do not disrupt the Whole. And you are most concerned when you see a spark of light suddenly dim. What is happening? You rush to the side of the one in trouble, but you cannot help until called, else you interfere with the learning process, for the struggling one must come to terms with the struggle and call upon his own resources if only in the form of choosing to ask for help. That is the Law and all obey the Law of self evolution. There are no accidents, only lessons, and tests, and more lessons and more tests. And the Immortals, those who have been there too, are always available to help. They are permitted to help whenever someone asks, just as we on earth are restricted from helping those who do not want our help. They are ready even when they are making their own lessons and living their own circumstances, for they are acutely attuned to Light, and even a tiny little sparklet of light that calls for help will compel them to answer in the twinkling of an eye, for their bodies are quintessential light and light can travel at its own speed.

So the greatest challenge of all is to overcome this world, the laws of this world and the intimidations of this world and all the “thou shalt nots” and the “thou shalts” that are laid on the soul from outside. For it is from within that the greater law exists, and so the heart moves outward to express the inner part in perfect freedom, in perfect peace, in perfect love and in harmony with the outer environment so that those around must accept and no longer consider this one a rebel or a crazy, but a unique human being in his own way. This is the challenge, so that if you can do this you do not have to leave the physical world for you will be accepted in this one and made to feel wanted and loved. You will be the Immortal One in a world of transitory matter, to live long after it changes into dust. But no one can teach you how to do this. You have to learn to do it all alone. There are no lessons recorded anywhere on earth for it is not a way of the world. It is untried territory, an untried challenge. It can only be the greatest victory to be able to succeed. And the one who is able to become the inner light expressed outward on earth among men will work miracles all around in a most wonderful sense of accomplishment. It requires experimentation and an allowance for error. Error is OK. Errors will happen but errors are to be embraced and forgiven by yourself for yourself for only you can forgive your error and dissolve it so that you can move on to more freedom and more light – always and forever more light - no matter where you are or in what body you happen to be or what circumstances you may find yourself in. It is possible to spiral up and out through the embrace of forgiveness, humility and the love of freedom. (End)



8/10/22 - More on Kundalini, aka the Holy Spirit - The evolutionary seed​

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Eleven years ago I asked the question of spirit, What is kundalini? By then it had been active in me for 35 years and it had changed me. I had gone into the light and it changed me, systematically. It was a force that did not go away. It was a process that I lived with it every day. Now I receive messages and information from beyond what is considered normal. But back then, in order to keep from going crazy, insane, I was led into the couples lifestyle of swinging. Being in close physical contact intimately and freely with other human beings, worked for me. I wasn't sex that helped me, it was the light in people that helped me. They were loving kindness personaified. So I was able to remain somewhat normal while the kundalini was changing me from the inside. Today there are many personal stories appearing on youtubes and podcasts telling stories of near death experiences. People who died, went into the light or had an out-of-body experience, and then returned to lead a normal human life again. So I'm not alone. But 11 years ago I stumbled across stories by others who experienced awful burning debilitating pain during Kundalini awakening, so I was curious. I asked the question, "What is kundalini anyway? What is this raging, roaring transcendent force?" And I received the following wonderfully insightful answer which I wrote out in long-hand and filed away for future reference. This is the answer I received.... 

"You don't want this kind of energy flowing through you all the time. It causes heat and pain where there is resistance. Ground!  Have sex.  Put your hands in the soil, do garden work. Go into naturally moving water - a river, the ocean. Lay down in the grass. Bury yourself in sand or mud. Kundalini is earth energy and when it hits the air it flails like an untended garden hose with too much water pressure. It can only be stabilized through reconnecting with the Earth, for that's where it comes from. Its home is deep in the Earth. Kundalini awakening is the human germination, like the seed. The human outer shell is cracking open under the pressure of a power from within. Notice that the seed puts down roots as it grows upward into the light. Humans need to do the same thing. 

"It feels at first like a foreign entity moving in and taking you over. You've never felt this before because it's an evolutionary shift, one you've never taken before. It's an unknown. You are giving birth to this power or energy within, it is the next step in your human evolution. You're not going to die from this. The whole point is to grow to the next stage of human, from monkey man to God-man. Like the acorn grows into an oak tree. The little acorn goes through the very same process that humans do under the onslaught of kundalini, aka the holy spirit.

"Even in ordinary life kundalini works in you. You keep trying to go beyond where you went yesterday. Self improvement is growing yourself on a gentle, slow scale. But you are continually evolving, moving past your own limits of yesterday and boundaries of yesterday's construction. Something in you wants to grow. This is the kundalini, the spark of God buried in the Earth that is put there to experience physicality and grow physicality. Its nature is to grow beyond. You have a seed inside of you, a seed of divinity, of a God creator, an immortal seed. This is mercifully kept at a low flow until it is time, so it merely drips up the spine instead of ripping and roaring up the spine in a fully awakened kundalini. It is kept slow until you have grown wise enough to handle it. But when the shell cracks open that held it back and the power of kundalini rushes forth and up the spine, ready or not, here it comes. It washes away anything in its way that is not pure and holy. And of course there is much in the human body that is not pure. The divine energy acts like a laser ray. It starts burning through the dross and the toxins. Anything that is not divine or healthy or pure.

Q: Can you slow it down?

"A:  When it's time, it's time. The evolution happened. The slowing down would be to do grounding things. Physically, mentally, emotionally do things that force your attention down to ground and out to the physical world, like putting hands on people who need healing. Purify your body. Channel the energy out to the world. It needs it. It is a divine power and it will help. But just do it, don't analyze it. Take the first opportunity to channel it to someone. Hug a tree, or a child, or a pet, a cat or dog. Don't talk, just do it. You're releasing it by giving. This energy can be channeled, drawn off of the main power source, like electricity is constantly being grounded. This is where the will comes in.  Will power is choice. Choose. Decide. Make a decision and go with your decision. Don't get caught up in analysis or future planning. Just do it. Right now! No thinking. Then you will be drawing the energy away from your own body which is burning toxins too fast. It's too much too soon for your body, so drain some of that energy away to constructive purposes. This is done by channeling it outward or down into the ground by your conscious choice. You have to take control of this energy or it will control you. You have to work with this energy. You have to partner with it. 

"There is a God birthing inside of you, an immortal. And you don't know how it's going to turn out. You can only channel it and learn with it. From it. You don't know. Creator doesn't even know. Creator keeps on creating and exploring. Creator loves to create! It is an intelligence creating bigger, better, more, refining, improving, exploring, and you are that Creator who is exploring and creating. You don't know what comes next. You can only work with what you know and keep on directing it. Work with it. You are a part of that grand design to keep on creating. You are God imprisoned within a form of physical density which is restricting you because it is full of toxins and limitations which now need to be purged so the God within can move more freely through it. You have kept improving yourself to this point, even within the prison of the body, you have been finding new ways to create, to improve, to make yourself better. That's the spark of the divine creator in you continuing to express, explore. It's full of childlike excitement.

"What's around the next corner? And the next? What's inside the box? What's over those mountains? What happens when I kiss a girl? There is this passion to discover and find out. Energy is meant to move. When we hold ourselves back we take a step towards dying, because this creator inside us is the only life of this body-mind-soul. It's our life force. A lot of people are holding the creator in them back. They have shackled their own life force with chains and they are suffocating. Move!  Now!  Break the chains!" (end of message)
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As I was re-reading this today I was reminded of psychological breakdowns, emotional breakdowns, depressions that lead to suicide. The kundalini has been active in me for 46 years now. I had prior life training before this life, in preparing my vehicle, the body, to handle it. I'm a normal person, not extraordinary. There are many people who have had this experience in their own way because it's natural. It is an evolutionary energy and its intelligent. It knows when it's time. I am still learning. Growing more enlightened, as you are and everybody around us are. The only thing we have not had is more information about the kundalini. It is known as the holy spirit. I did not find this out until much later. This is what "holy spirit" means in Christian literature. There is a natural science to the process of the holy spirit evolving and unfolding in the human heart and mind. Unfortunately the religions - bar none - have all confiscated it and made it into a rigid discipline by highlighting it and making it something special and important. Egos got involved. Authorities were born. Regiments were fixed. Controls created. Beliefs became rules. This something innocent and natural in us became the property of the elite who judged everyone who didn't know the code words. There are those who now sell teachings about it. It has become commercialized, certified, authenticated and authorized, with teachers standing at the door waiting to greet the line of seekers and funnel them off into corners.

And yet, it is a natural force. It is the natural, evolutionary seed within every one who is born human. Even the animals. Even the plants. Even the planets themselves. Gopi Krishna named it years ago in his books. It is the evolutionary force in man. It is pure, clean and innocent. Don't you ever wonder about the innocence you feel in you? Are you aware that the intellect took over? Confiscated the natural in-born freedom in you to evolve in your own way? Egos who like to control others, took over and created a lot of nonsense and untruths around it. Very backward in thinking. It is the artificial mind that usurped the basic, common, inner sense.

I think of psychotic breakdowns. I had such a breakdown 5 years after meeting George Adamski, one of the first contactees of the Galactic Federation of Light. The Galactics started contacting certain people discreetly in the late 1940's, early 1950's. He was prepared for it from his own prior life.  He was traveling and presenting pictures of ships he had taken through his 6-inch telescope on the slopes of Mount Palomar, CA. I was a shy unawakened woman, married with one child. The information I heard at that first meeting triggered something, an awakening of some kind, and it began to germinate and grow. I wanted to know more but I was married with a child, living in a small town with sisters, friends and relatives. It was an inner impulse to want to know more, but there were no words for it. As this inner need grew, my outer life became more locked down and unhappy. I became more depressed and, skipping over the details, four years later I left my family. Eight years later the kundalini awakened in me during a guided meditation, where I was drawn gently, inexorably into a sea of light and peace unimaginable. For five, six, seven years I underwent natural detox processes, little by little, to get rid of the toxins in my body. This was all done naturally, with spontaneous movements, in my home privately, alone, guided by this exquisite inner presence which was like a soft, gentle inner breeze. I felt it move in me. All during this time I kept asking, "Why is this information not being made public? Why are we not told about this?" The sense of secrecy stunned me. "Shhh, don't talk about it!" I kept feeling.

But I have been talking about it, and writing about it, or trying to, since then. That said, I am available to speak with if anyone has a need to talk and learn more about the kundalini. Love is all there is and the kundalini is love. I feel Love whenever it moves in me. I feel to share it and use it, not to hold it back. When I hold it back I feel life stops in me and I stagnate. I know that others feel this. I have heard people say it. I have seen it. It is natural to give and share and hug and love people. Trust the inner seed of innocence in you. Believe it - it is real. Focus on the crown of your head for five minutes. There is a sphere of love and light there, half inside and half outside your head. At the place where the fontanelle (soft spot) is on a baby. Focus on that when you meditate and pray. But don't leave your head. Imagine a sphere of light, half inside and half outside your head. It is called "The Dweller on the Threshold", your true spiritual God self. 

Love and hugs from the Ascended Masters, Galactics, Celestials, Angelics and me!


7/31/22 - Love made physical is healing - A conversation with Master DK *

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One day while meditating I asked Master Djwhal Khul to teach me about Tantra. Tantra has been of long-standing interest to me. As he started speaking I moved to get paper and pen to write it down. I didn't always write down such conversations but on this occasion I did. There are quite a few in my journals as I look back into the past to pick up the threads I've forgotten about. It is my pleasure to share these now. It is timely and this is such a practical message. It's all about love. This is copied directly from a journal in 2013.

​"Love made physical is healing. You want a quick fix, but it is not quick. You are accustomed to a society that takes a pill or gets surgery to remove a part of the body that has gone wrong. You are accustomed to having it “your” way but your way has not succeeded, has it? You must learn to open your mind and heart to new things, things that you formerly rejected. It is time to take down the walls that shield you from your healing on deeper levels. Allow your gentle side to take over. Allow yourself to feel the energies of surrender, of giving up. Let your toughness surrender. The whole of you, the whole of your God self cannot come into your life and body because you have created a shell of hardness. It is all done with your mind. Your thoughts of defensiveness, your thoughts of survival, fear of not getting enough, your thoughts of frustration that you allow to play over and over, your thoughts of anger toward someone you felt had wronged you - now feel the energy of surrender. Give it up. This is the attitude of Tantra. It is the path of love.

​(There is a lull and I am feeling stillness now and I am being given the energies of gratitude, surrender, celestials, angels, joyful, peace, love, light, and then....)

"Until the hard shell falls away of these tough stones, nails and rubbish, there is no room for love and the family of light that accompanies it - joy, appreciation, reverence, honor, respect, humility, compassion, beauty, grace, dignity, warmth, peace, safety, freedom. When the family of love and light enter the body it produces wholeness, which is felt as bliss, ecstasy, rapture, nirvana.

"It is not a quick fix to reach the profound states of love, but once on the right path there is enjoyment, pleasure, fun. Just take the beginning steps to correct your path, from one of feeling lack to one of feeling delight and fulfillment. It is not sex that is the bridge to higher consciousness, it is love. You must not limit your love to one person and shut off the rest of the world. Your life partner with whom you live is in your life for reasons other than romance. They are in your life to help you learn and grow. The challenges you meet both at home with family and outside of family are your own resistances. You are challenged by your own resistance. Tantra teaches surrender of resistance so that you may blend with the energies of life that are everywhere.

"Tantra means in Sanskrit 'net' or 'web'. It refers to the web of consciousness that pervades all existence. Love is the glue that holds us all together. When you are free of resistance you may blend with and enjoy making love with all of life, becoming one with a butterfly, the wind, the grass, the rain, a stone, a child, an old man or woman. All of life is either formless or formed. You are life currently in form but you are only temporarily in form. You are spirit - consciousness - with or without form, and even while in form you may cultivate love without limits, without resistance and enjoy the sensual pleasures of the body to such an extent that you are thrown into rapture and nirvana. It is not sex that does this but love without limits."
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Today's update: It has been a month since the last newsletter. There has been such a dynamic shift in my personal perspective that I haven't been able to focus long enough to formulate the words. Time has been very fast and moving, like flipping through a book page by page, but too fast to absorb the words. It wouldn't slow down long enough for me to process the information. So I just had to go with it and wait until it stopped.

The last newsletter I sent referred to starting a community of light by transcending selfishness and making the heart the new baseline. This has been happening on an inner level. It was successful but not in the way I thought it would. The process is an inner esoteric community. It has speeded up my inner process, it's not about drawing people together physically - there is too much chaos in the world of people and things. But those who are ready will hear my words. I didn't understand, but it's happening anyway. If you want to be removed from this newsletter, please let me know by return reply saying "Please remove me." 

Now that I'm getting it, the next step will take care of itself. It is in higher hands. People who are on the same wave length, who understand this language, will write to me when they are ready. Right now, my email list is very random. This newsletter goes to many different personalities and soul evolutions. There are many people receiving this newsletter who are not on the same page. So this gathering of community is about connecting with people who are more connected to soul and heart, and who are of the "service to others" rather than "service to self". That's an esoteric phrase that is used as a measuring stick in assessing soul evolution. Everyone is a candidate for soul evolution. The soul is who you are. You are the soul, but the majority of people today don't realize it yet. Those who are more interested in those higher principles which bring beautiful, good feelings and happiness to one's life, are on the right path. Eventually, a person becomes more inner-focused than outer-focused. It does not depend on age! It is very possible that a young person in their 20's could be an old, old soul in a youthful body, carrying forward with a soul mission that cannot be expressed (yet). I have kept my esoteric life secret for the most part. But now it is moving outward to be spoken out loud for real.  

Moving on - someone from out of state contacted me two weeks ago. I invited him to come and visit with me. We had two in-person meetings. These are not "paying" meetings. I don't subscribe to the payment system for inner work. Only when I have to to live here (smile!). There are certain requirements. The benefits of our meeting were felt by both of us and both of us received in ways that enhanced us. This is inner work. In order to write about inner work, I will have to explain about the etheric body, which I will do in the NEXT newsletter. The etheric body backs up the physical body. It is that which we call the auric field that surrounds our physical. It is like a reservoir of thoughts, feelings, emotions and forces that influence us in our daily life.

In many people the etheric body is an invisible sphere that surrounds the body and collects the forces and reactions that we have to certain situations - those reactions that we don't show to the outside world. We hold back our emotions but they are held in our auric field, the etheric body. Until a person starts to organize his feelings, emotions and thoughts into intelligent order (to him), the etheric body remains a random reservoir that surrounds the physical body and the physical body can FEEL these influences - like anger or jealousy or sexual desire, etc. The physical body receives these impulses from his etheric body, often to his utter dismay! I wish I didn't have to, but I do because it is the real power behind the physical body. So it is good to have some understanding about what the etheric body is. It's often called the etheric double, because they say it looks just like the physical body.

At death it can be seen by clairvoyants as a ghost until it dissipates, which it will eventually. So the physical body is a receiver of the etheric forces that surround a person. His own etheric body. I bet you can't wait to learn more about it!
 All sorts of forces, urges, thoughts and desires are found in an disorganized force field. It's like the unused closet or attic at home. It collects all sorts of things.

So inner work is when people start doing self-help programs, yoga classes, and meditation. The inner path begins when a person starts organizing his thoughts, feelings and emotions to his great advantage. (I use "his" generically, the feminine is also included.) I've been doing this for years, but I haven't understood the process in words that I could define. Now I'm getting it. The next newsletter will introduce the etheric body in the words of a master. Actually several masters.

Please note, if the Anakosha.org website doesn't come up for you, try GoddessSphere.org. I'm having difficulties with this technology. I switched it over without realizing and can't get it back. 

Love and hugs from the Ascended Masters, Galactics, Celestials, Angelics, and me!
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* For information on Master DK click HERE



7/7/22 Building a community of light thru connected hearts
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​It is my great pleasure to be of service to the community around me. (Personal message removed.) This is a test of the heart and of spirit. I am connecting into the greater picture. It is MY test to reach out and see if I am personally ready to take this next bold step outside of my quiet little peace in the country. I can feel the activities already starting. Things are speeding up and I am excited. It's the shift. The ascension process. I have made it my job to stay on the ground, learning new behaviors, new strength practices, building roots into the earth to counteract the tendency to go up and away into space. The NEW way is reaching out horizontally, to build community outside the box, in ways that are upsetting to the old establishment. It is not easy to do because it requires making oneself available to higher causes. We don't always know what that means, but instinctively we are good and decent people, and we want life to be better and more open, more fair, more abundant, not more fearful, terrorized or controlled by some outside authority. We ARE the new authority. We, the people on the ground. This is the universal desire on the part of humanity. 

The new way of building community transcends selfishness. Selfishness is built on lack as a fear-based mechanism. It takes a big person to stop being fearful and start reaching out with a bigger heart and open mind. But that's what it's going to take to make the shift happen for each one. It is an individual process, not a group decision but a personal one, and it requires being in touch with the divine within the heart. It is spirit-motivated. To make a better community is believing in the spirit of good in others, in spite of old fears that crop up. In these times we are facing those old fears constantly, and making decisions to leave behind the old personal ways of doing things, the old desires, the old wants, the old tendencies, the old habits of being cautious. It's also leaving behind the people you used to admire, the people you used to hate, the people you used to cling to and depended upon. Everything changes in this shift of the ages. The ascension journey to higher levels of life is becoming our own authority. Becoming sovereign. Sovereign means there is no one of higher authority over you. 

The heart is the new baseline. I was led to include this as Anakosha's motto years ago, before I even understood what it meant. It doesn't mean what I used to think it meant - that love is supreme over everything else. I see the heart now as being about balance. Balance is being more objective, not taking sides on an issue or debate. It is higher up the ladder of life. The spine is the ladder in the human body, the main trunk of the tree of life. The seven chakras are all located in the main trunk, the etheric spine. There are three below the heart and three above the heart. The three below the heart build the human, the three above the heart build the divine. The heart represents the balance. We are here to build the human but to also incorporate the divine into the human being. The heart is where spirit and physical substance meet and merge. The only way we can accomplish that merge is through experimentation. The human is faulty, the divine is perfect. We have made many mistakes as a race. We have lived many physical embodiments, many in which we have accumulated experience and knowledge. As individuals we are the sum total of all that we have endured. It is now time to incorporate the divine. It will bring about amazing and happy results. I have seen a taste of it. We are about to shift to the heart and bring a new balance to humanity. We are the new human and the heart is our new base line. We are starting to overcome the faults of being human. The errors and mistakes we've suffered through will help us not make those same errors again. We are wiser and stronger. We are going to succeed IF we make the heart our new base line.

Chakras open and radiate love pheromones each time we do something to help another. Pheromones are invisible but they affect others nearby. As we extend the olive branch of peace, forgive an old grievance, extend a smile, give a hug, a helping hand, a gesture of cooperation, we are being in service to others and changing our world for the better. It is an honor to be of service. The most important beneficiary of such an act is yourself. I am the one who gains the most when I do something to benefit another. 

Blessings to all. Be well, be safe, be happy, from the Galactics, Masters, Angelics and me!



6/30/22 - Grounding the Ascension Energies
Turn around, bring it down! Oomph! Thump! Ouch!
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Sorry! The words just came flying down and into my mind. Oomph, Thump, Ouch!  Make the point loud and clear, I am getting. It is time. Yes, it is time. Finally it is time. I've been waiting for this for a looooong time. Oh my. I can't believe I am writing this so blatantly, but I've opened myself up to saying it like it is. I am reporting. Are you ready to hear this? Well, I'm going to say it anyway.  A lady from California is ready. She said she would zoom-in to listen when it's time, when Trisha spoke. And she says she can put us in touch with others all around the world by zoom, when it's time. But I am in hiding here in Naples, and I want to go slow. I wish first to have a few friends join in with me. Just a few. Not the whole world by zoom but I appreciate that there are individuals who are more than ready and chomping at the bit. So thank you Valerie in San Francisco. Thank you for your words of encouragement in response to my last newsletter, "Peeking through the veils", reporting a vision I had 40 years ago. Here is what she wrote, and she gave me permission to use her name:
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​"So is there a group that interfaces with each other now? or just classes. Seems most of the light work is mostly workshops, sessions, talking heads. When might we as light workers start really socializing and not just watching a zoom, hiding behind a name or frozen screen, but really interfacing and engaging together, lighting up with interesting conversations, inspirational energetic charges and activities to bring to life all the hours and decades of focus of cosmic traveling the gates, descending onto the planet more fully and taking in more light sharing and speaking together on a sophisticated level in a form that is both authentic, deep and fun. Less information pushing, more interconnect like improv dance but with consciousness energetics, sharing of how the light particles are integrating. More about perhaps sharing how the unfolding is really developing, in all the unique magical ways of delight. What we are noticing. Less focus on the term healing, which means someone is less than. Yes we are striving... but do we need to keep using a term that is so energetically off? Just thinking about stepping fully into the now in more fully divine experience ways. (From Valerie Badgett, EnSet Ventures)​
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​I love Valerie's use of the word "interface". That's exactly what I've been waiting for. I want to interface. And touch. I've been trying to get this going for the last 40 years and it's not been happening very well. Up to a point, yes. But there has been a limit. A lid is covering us. I've been waiting for the right people to open up to, meaning the right approach, the right energy, the right dignity, compassion, LOVE, understanding, higher intelligence, higher understanding, so we can link together and expand further while staying here on the ground. Not leaving the planet but not going too low, either. Staying perfectly balanced is the mysterious factor to consider.

And many thanks to Trisha for her part in helping to line up the energies from a feminine perspective. She is a light-bringer. Her focus is on the women, the feminine aspect. Mine is too. The new energies are having a difficult time getting through the "old" energies because it has been a man's world. A surface, shallow world, of skin only. The focus has been on "outer" things, on objects, structures, surface appearances. "Don't bother me with sensitivities, feelings, love," they said. The old energies are the masculine protector energies, warding off energies too fine to incorporate. It wasn't time then. There was a time when we needed masculine protection in order to get things done, to get things built, structures, walls, steel grids. And enforcement laws were tools they used. We were building a solid earth then, getting it ready to ground what was to come eventually. It was restricted, strict, enforced. And reinforced. But now the times are changing. It is time yet? 

The energies that are coming are called Ascension energies. They are coming from higher planes. Instead of us going UP out of body to higher planes, we are to connect with them and bring these energies DOWN into our solid bodies. Because deep down inside our bodies, under the surface of the skin, are seeds of terror, fear, trauma, unfinished energies that need to be embraced. They are dark and shadowy, and they are haunting us. Filling us with unknown fears. What are they? Why do we feel so panicky? Because the dark in us, so long in hiding, is germinating. They are coming alive and sprouting like seeds, and growing upward to the surface like grass roots in the springtime. The demons, fears and shadows of our own past lives, our own underworld, is rising up the world over. There's another war now. It's all coming to a head. We are releasing the old into the light-filled atmosphere where it is being melted by the sunlight. They have been kept well hidden, away from appearing on the surface. But now they are coming forth, springing forth on their own. You can't hold nature back forever. It is a natural evolutionary process, a story that has been told in code by avatars over the long ages for those who would come later. 

Love brings these terrors out. Love embraces them, softens them, holds them and hugs them to the heart. Love gives permission. Love is greater than the demons. The darkness is a child cowering in fear. Love is the mother who understands. Love is light embodied. Love is light expressed kindly, not violently, in a human being. But love has to be experienced first, before it can be brought down to earth and grounded here, rooted here, and made a part of an individual's life, the planet earth is waiting for individuals to sow the seeds of love. Throw them around like Johnny Appleseed did for the apples. Light is love only when it becomes flesh and blood. Until then it remains unformed, unmanifested. When it's just talked about, it remains hung up in space, or hung up in the brain complex, not grounded, not rooted. There's no support for it to enter the personalized life and relationships. We, the people, individually, are supposed to be grounding the light. We are supposed to flower the love, root it to the earth and produce a flower from our life's experience. Flowering as in flowing. But we have been stopping love from flowing. We are now beginning to flow the love, expressing love and kindness, speaking the love, singing the love, laughing the love, inventing new ways to love without censoring it or wondering if I'm crazy. Are we filtering it through damaged brains? We are touching and hugging, speaking and enjoying each other with love. Well, we will be soon. I have experienced this ahead of my time and I want to experience it again. The light in other people is grounding in me. This is what it means to ground the ascension energies - to share it. It means to feel free. Really, totally, unequivocally FREE, can only be done with other people. Love isn't something that was put here to stay locked up and frozen. Love isn't love 'til it's given away in a 100% positive way, not hurting other people but enhancing them.

Ascension is the rising energies from deep within the earth and within our own bodies. It is a germination, a seeding, a resurrection, a coming again. It is unfolding around us, our neighbors, friends, strangers on the street, within us, within the people on the other side of the earth. Individual terrors, absolute panic, extreme isolation and the dark night of the soul is forcing this resurrection. The terrors can't live any more underground because the light is penetrating deep within. It is touching those old fears and demonized traumas and evil. They are germinating. They are releasing. We have to face them. It is time now to meet in gatherings up close and personal, in our local communities. The gatherings have already started to take place but I am speaking from a solitary position. Alone in Naples. Are there others out there who would join me?  

Instead of hiding what we think of as the worst and the most shameful in us, we are ready to talk about them. We are animal man becoming god man the world over. Becoming god-man we must become transparent. The struggle for definition is underway. We need mirrors to reflect with. To stumble over which words to use. The choice of how to think and how to manage our bodies is underway. The bodies are the important part of this process. We are in physical vehicles and they have been warped and damaged and twisted out of shape. We are bringing the light down, instead of going "up" out of body. We are bringing the light "down" into us, into the cells and tissues. It changing our shape - the shape of how we think and dream and understand, because it's clearing out the sludge. We are straightening out. Our true nature is not a thought or a feeling, but pure knowing. We are starting to get it. We are the love. We have been denying it. We are the change. We have been refusing to change. We are the truth. We have been refusing our truth. We are the pure, we are the holy. Too much? OK. I take that back. It's too much for most people to accept they are holy and pure. That's OK. In time you will know. But there are some who, even now, they know. And there are some who are starting to peek behind the curtain, and they are catching a fleeting glimpse. Too much? OK, close that curtain again. 

There are many people who do not understand this "love" talk or this spiritual talk, but the gatherings have begun at my house. We are doing Reiki (with clothes on) and cuddling after and hanging out together. It is meeting in a common way, with average people. It is not fancy or sophisticated. It is with a loud THUNK in plain English. Just us normals. It is catching on. There is fire in the sky. The light is increasing. People are opening their minds and feeling the freedom. We are allowing it. The light is grounding into us and becoming the love. This love is not personal. It is universal and it's touching people in unique and different ways. The cosmic spark is jumping from one person to another, maybe a particle, maybe a wave. But there are thick shells around us. We're not all getting it at the same time. We are each one an individual and unique. Each one of us is thinning at a different rate. Holes are appearing in the facade, the mask, or the shell that surrounds us. We don't always "get it" on the first touch, or the second or third or fortieth. But we'll get it sooner or later. Those who are rejecting it will find their own way in their own time. There is no judgment. We each have a comfort zone. It must be through the comfort zone, the least resistant area of our personality. We do not change our circumstances by thinking differently, but by changing consciousness to a higher state and leeaaning into it. Slowly. This is how we enter the fifth dimension.

A little aside: the first dimension is the mineral kingdom, the second dimension is the plant kingdom, the third dimension is the animal kingdom, the fourth dimension is the human kingdom, the fifth dimension is where the human becomes divine while remaining on the physical earth. It is the creator's intention to bring heaven to earth into physical form. We are the ones to do it. We've been holding back. We are now in the final stages of the human dimension, which is a mixture of mental thought, emotional feeling, spiritual inspiration, and a mish-mosh of confusing astral and psychic forces. But we are being prepared because there is an increase of light coming through the sun and entering our physical bodies. The light is growing us into the gods we are to become, just like it grows the tree. We are changing, and the more kindness, love and compassion we can radiate out to our brothers and sisters, the smoother will be our transition in consciousness to 5D while remaining in our physical body. We do not have to die to enter 5D. This is a most important point to understand. This is the purpose of getting together and doing hands-on transfer of energy together.

It has taken millions of years to reach this point in mankind's history, but we are here now. It is moving faster than expected. There is a lot of chaos taking place worldwide, but we are encouraged to keep the faith and be in kindness, be in love, be in the moment. We've been millions of years restricted to the closed-off mind with barriers in place, and not allowed to open our bodies to love, or to expose the undergarments of our true nature or the feelings within, who we really are underneath the facade. We have been indoctrinated into "dark" and "evil" and "shameful" and so to hide ourselves. But the light is saying, "No, don't hide. You are love, you are pure, you are holy, you are beautiful, you are truth, you are eternal, immortal. Flow this outward. You are soul."

Our feelings are confused. We were taught one thing but now there's this new thing? Our feelings are confused. Or are they more real? Are we hallucinating? Do we believe it?  Are feelings more accurate than the mind? What is this? There is an animal inside us like a child. It doesn't know which way to go. But there is a god inside us too. The soul belongs to that God within which is eternal. The soul is our higher mind. The soul is that which is the good in us and which transcends the old indoctrination. The soul is the light that lives in every cell of our body. We have shut it out. We refused to listen. They made it illegal, shameful and wrong, so we had to close it down in order to survive. But it is now waking back up again. After many lifetimes the human is feeling something that is hauntingly familiar. It doesn't recognize itself as immortal, but it FEELS it. The animal man is fading and glimpses of the god-man are flashing. It is confusing. That is why it helps to get together IN PERSON with others who are realizing the same things.

An invitation to Reiki - a way of connecting the light physically

What is Reiki? Google defines it as a healing technique based on the principle that the therapist can channel energy into someone by means of touch, to activate the natural healing processes and restore physical and emotional well-being. What they don't say is that it is a way to channel the 100% pure light back and forth.  I took the three levels of Reiki years ago, and then went on to massage school to become licensed, so I never used Reiki intentionally. A friend gave me a Reiki treatment several months ago, and later I gave him one. Last week we exchanged treatments again, and cuddled afterwards, just to hang out and share thoughts. It wasn't a romantic connection, but a higher consciousness connection. I tend to use the term "cuddling" loosely. It feels easy and natural to me, but I have learned that not many people think quite like I do (smile!). To me, Reiki is a very natural way to connect with another person, lightly and loosely. Not to arouse sexually. It is a fifth dimensional connection, mental and spiritual, not of the lower vibration. Not personal. Yet it is a significant physical connection. It's similar to starting a car. You can't start a car with a dead battery. You have to connect the electrical wires to start the engine. Reiki is that type of connection. It's a physical connection composed of electric and magnetic. The ascending energies are electric, the body's energies are magnetic. Reiki is simply one person putting hands on another with this intention. It takes a little hands-on practice and training of the mind, not to expect a sexual outcome. It is all for the purpose of healing the person receiving the treatment. We need another person to transfer their energies through the hands-on approach. Alone without an "other" to do this for you, your ascending energies go upwards into higher dimensions and disappear in space. There is no one to connect with and form a circular pattern with. The zoom meetings are not clicking into the physical closeness, only the mental connection is being made.

I have been experiencing destabilizing lately. The ascending energies have been taking me too far out of body. I know I need more physical contact with others. But who? Starting a physical gathering of people is my way of addressing this. Ascending energies need to be brought down into the physical and we need others to do that with. Otherwise the cells grow wings and want to fly away. That's the sensation I feel. We have to ground these energies. The body needs to connect with other bodies and Reiki (with clothes on) is a way to do that comfortably and safely. With clothes on is safer because it is lighter and easier with clothes on. You can talk while doing it if you want to. It is not considered sacred. The clothes makes it feel normal. Normalcy contributes to the casualness of it. Emotional issues can relax and loosen. Unresolved yearnings and traumas are locked inside the human body, and the light is revving them up. There are raw nerves that can be exposed in a nude or intimate massage. It's not just this life's issues, but our mothers', fathers' and ancestors' lives issues. Their traumas and unfulfilled needs died with them but they are carried over in their children. It lives on in our DNA. Reiki is a way of mining the gold of that DNA. It is simply "hands-on healing". There is good in hands-on healing. There is light in all of us, even in the deepest and darkest of shadows. But we share this light only IF - a double IF - the intention is laid down ahead of time and agreed upon. Reiki is simply pressing hands into someone else and holding the hands still for a while, to allow the energy to pass from one to the other. By moving the hands too fast, the energy doesn't have time to connect. So the point is to keep the hands still for a while.  

Please contact me if interested in exchanging Reiki with me. I will explain while we practice. Contact me by return reply or through the contact page. These energies come and go according to a natural rhythm. Sensations are always different. I feel sometimes the chills at a specific thought, all alone by myself. But it's different when I am cuddling with my husband. It feels as if the cells are expanding and bumping into each other, trying to fly, to grow wings, but they can't because they are bumping into each other so it feels as if they are rubbing against each other. The sensation is almost like a bliss or a rapture. This is not making love. It is simply cuddling. This is a new kind of feeling. I feel myself grounding. The cells are changing. This started after the Reiki treatment. The ascension energies give different sensations, depending on the uniqueness of the person(s) involved.

It would be lovely to share my experiences with others. This is not about sex or sensuality. It is not personal. We are not here to "fall in love" with someone else. Falling in love is a selfish act of cutting everyone else off and focusing on one person only. Reiki is the exact opposite. It is expanding to universal proportions. It is impersonal and transparent. It is more than human, it is celestial. We are expanding our knowingness. There is no room for doubt. Self-realization cannot be disputed. It transcends personal needs, while at the same time it takes care of personal needs and heals the separation that causes pain and loneliness. Answers to problems come to light. It is stabilizing for the individual personal life. Connecting in person through (clothes on) Reiki sessions, is like holding hands with someone when you lose your balance. It helps you to stay standing. However, that other person or persons need to be steady, solid hold high intentions. Who won't fall in love with you!  It is important to stay impersonal and universal. Find people who will be on the same page with you. I am finding that very few people know I'm talking about, so I am writing about it. It's about education and sharing words to help define and describe feelings and knowings. 

As long-repressed needs and emotions have been locked up inside our physical body tissues due to rules of politeness and legal laws, suddenly inner emotions can be triggered without warning and come alive. There may be a spontaneous need to cry, or to spontaneously need to hug someone, or to be hugged. Or to tell a sudden memory that popped into your mind. Do not be afraid. Be free. As communities of similar minds begin to coalesce and form centers, by coming together in person, their auras will overlap and strengthen. It helps to be in physical presence with others. Let spirit be your guide. The world-wide sickness that killed a lot of people also had a positive side to it. The enforced isolation created a "time-out" period for everyone. We had to burrow down inside ourselves to find answers. This has had a long-term effect of forcing make-overs and re-wiring of ways to stay motivated, to stay alive and to survive. We've ben re-inventing life in new ways. It is the way of an evolving soul. Species change, mankind changes and adapts when the earth quakes and weather patterns force them to find new ways of surviving. 

Sickness the world over and isolation has kept us apart, but we have adapted. We are coming out of the closet and finding new excitements. There is more light coming through the sun. There is a higher nature growing within us and it is expanding us. While many have suffered and many have died, there are survivors picking up the pieces and, in spite of themselves, are better for it. This newsletter is my way of communicating my evolving thoughts and sharing them. It is just my way. Everyone is different and respect is a given. We must respect each other, it is the way of universal harmony on the higher planes. 

In closing, a fun tidbit - I'd like to highlight the movie, ""Good luck to you, Leo Grande", which is streaming on Hulu right now. There are only two people in it, one man and one woman. Very refreshing, very sexy and very new age'y. 


6/14/22 - Peeking Through the Veils!
Sharing a Revelation from 40 years ago
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Prelude: The following revelation is from 40 years ago. I've been holding back on sharing the many visions that have been coming to me. There is a push to offer to host a discussion group to draw out higher visions from people, such as walk-ins. Do you know the term walk-ins? There is much to talk about and share stories. I believe that there are other people who are having revelations, visions, celestial communications and I would love to host, invite you, to an every-other-week discussion celebration, like a happy party of people on the same wave length. But I'm having difficulty making myself do it. I'm a little stuck in the old paradigm. So this is my way of letting everyone know that I'm preparing to open Anakosha up to a more active discussion about galactics, celestials and out-of-body experiences and pre-birth memories, and - oh yes, - tantra and sexual discussion too! But it's a struggle to push the veils away and start relaying information from cosmic sources. Please enjoy this special revelation of 40 years ago. And let me know if you'd be interested. I'm seeking some support in doing this. Thank you. Much love, Nancy
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Last night the presence came again, after fifteen months. Fifteen months during which I lost count the number of times I crumbled my writings into a ball and threw them into the wastebasket to stare hopelessly out the window at the ever changing colors in the air around me, oblivious to my frustrated attempts.

How does one explain the splendor of the sun? How does one name that which has no name? Where does one find the temerity - the audacity - to attempt to fit that celestial brilliance into the rigid casing of the English language, where it must conform to human logic? For fifteen months I tried. I have been trying to create a helpful program of instruction to suit the times. There are so many people who want to know about meditation and the long lost powers of a race of gods now disguised in flesh. I could tell them. For fifteen months I have examined my task from every perspective imaginable. I have built it up and I have honed it down so that the simplest minds could understand. I have colored it with the truth that is stranger than fiction and I have filled it out with the meat of the practical mind. I have written it and revised it, again and again and again. And each time I have thrown it away. I have tried to explain the nature of that which cannot be explained. I have tried to fit the immortal into a mortal format, and for the last fifteen months the presence has not come, neither in the day nor in the night as it used to. Its absence seems to say, “Go ahead! Chisel it down to human size if you want but the fires of vision will not support you, nor will the majesty that you once knew visit you during such miniscule efforts!”

Finally I have been forced to admit to that which I once knew but had conveniently forgot. That which touches my inner heart from time to time, does so at the whim of a law not my own. That which illumines my inner eye is a light of a type unknown to me. I am but a fluff riding on giant waves, the recipient of a flame whose origins I do not understand. And so, two days ago I gave up in utter and complete frustration and agreed to stop all attempts to capture it in words. I gave up and in the wake of my surrender, the presence came again. In the night it came - that mystical light which conforms not an iota to the laws of this world, nor to the piousness of my body and mind. Undaunted by my imperfections it sought once more to establish itself within my being in all its sunlit magnificence and impart a message to me.

Somewhere around dawn it came. I do not remember if my physical eyes ever opened or not, for I was in that peculiar state of consciousness which I have come to know so well, and for which I yearn so much these days, where my physical surroundings dwindle into nothingness as the ephemeral lights begin to twinkle into a crackling alertness in my mind, which signifies the coming of a great event.

The following attempt to describe the vision is a direct result of that particular visitation last night. I must put this down in writing. I must. I do not know why but I must. As I awoke from the stupor of sleep, I became conscious of an immense sea of pulsating and sparkling lights which seemed to be electrical in nature. The over-all color was orange but with gold overlying and darkness underlying and blackness in the background. Upon closer inspection I found that I was WITHIN this sea of tiny little specks of light, each one of which was so miniscule as to be as small or smaller than an atom, for they were not able to be seen with the physical eye.

I did not see any one speck individually, per se, yet somehow I knew that each one was distinctly separate from its neighbors and unique. Yet simultaneously it was a unified part of the whole. The effect was like a strange kind of liquid undulation heaving with a mightiness that defied description, and a unity that defied separation. This flowing sea of lights stretched in all directions into infinity for, again I don’t know how, but I knew that there was no end. I seemed to be part of this network of crackling lights that caused a great increase in my state of alertness. And as I watched I saw that each tiny spark was a mind with a consciousness all its own and it moved and glittered and sparkled with an intensity unique from its neighbors. The overall movement was one of exquisite sophistication and harmony not unlike a great orchestra caught up in a symphony of sounds where each instrument moves only in relation to the whole, never, never by itself.

I was overwhelmed with the immensity which was so obviously a living mind with vast powers of intelligence capable of holding the whole system together and in my heart there rose a song of devotion and praise, and I knew that I was one of those sparkling specks of light. I was struck with awe, and no matter in which direction I turned to look I could see far and deep. And I saw the varying shades and hues of light, the darker ones brownish in color falling into the backdrop, while the most brilliant ones, the color of the sun, came forward to catch and dazzle my eye, so alive where they - and radiating.

And now comes the hardest part of all. My words describe what I saw but there was another dimension to the vision which involved a penetration of feeling. The message that soon began to impress upon me was done through this deeper level of feeling. The sense of awe and grandeur to which I first awoke out of a dead sleep, was only the beginning. For shortly I found myself within the brilliant rays of a flaming intelligence focalized in the form of a sun. It burned with a white fire, whiter than any white I have seen thus far, yet I knew it to be a person. And as I fell into the magnetism of this intellect, I felt myself absorbing its attributes so that I was no longer myself, though I must have retained the shell of my former being in order to remember and describe it now. But for that span of time I was a part of that magnificent singular mind - that most impressive being - and I felt the whole spectrum of goodness - compassion, wisdom, intelligence, love, strength, purpose, clarity, refinement - it was, somehow, a fulfillment of what every mind should be, although who am I to say? I cannot imagine any mind on Earth ever attaining this grandeur even if it were to evolve for a million years. Such purity is impossible to imagine and yet, perhaps not. Perhaps not.

As I was being absorbed into the radiation of those rays, it was like being absorbed into the delicious rays of the warm summer sun yet a thousand times over. I became conscious of absorbing also a message most especially meant for me. I was being drenched with a quite specific instruction, through and through, body, mind and soul. It was so abundant and overflowing that at the height of the message it seemed that I WAS the instruction itself imprinting itself into every atom that composed my body. The moving pageant of the entire solar system would have faded into insignificance compared to that one moment in my life. And now I must attempt a translation into English, for this is specifically my task.

There was a prelude to the main body of the message and it was this: Had I been outside of the brilliance of this solar presence I would not have been able to receive its message. Thus for the short time that the message was being impressed upon me I was absorbed into it to become one with it. Only this way, I was told, could I have withstood its presence. This knowledge was given to me through an absorption into my whole being. The main part of the message was as follows:

“There is an element unlike any element thus far discovered by mankind. It has yet to be researched and known. This elemental experience was given to me but I cannot describe it in words. I felt it and I knew it for the space of several moments. This element is similar to a power, yet it is more than a power for it comes close to being a substance. It is not fire, yet it is similar to fire. It is not water yet it is similar to water. It is not air yet it is similar to air. It is not substance yet it is similar to substance. It is not intelligence yet it is similar to intelligence. It has all of the above elements within it, yet it is more. It is somewhere between the physical and the nonphysical.

“This element has yet to be discovered and known and written about, and I am one of many who can do it. There are others. Many, many people are involved with it at varying levels, but those who are dealing with it on other levels cannot define it. I am to define what I experience. The visions I see come out of it and my movements are an effect of it. All of the incredible experiences I have been having come out of it and now I must put my experiences into words.”

In the lingering afterglow of this message I waited, as if on pause, because there was a secondary message. Its meaning was burned even deeper into the very core of me so that it became a permanent part of me, and it was this.

“I am not to presume that I know any more than anyone else pertaining to this element, for this is not the case. I have a certain purpose to accomplish, and I have been prepared to carry out this purpose. My purpose is that of a recorder, not unlike the historian who records the facts as he sees them. If there were no historians, there would be no history books for others to use as reference points and guidelines in their work with this new element.”

The experience was still going on as I began coming out of that brilliant place into a smaller, darker space and I awoke in bed beside Bob, who was still asleep, trying to capture the echoes of it as it faded. Through my mind moved the haunting impression of once having held the glory of a sunset in the palms of my hands. It took me a long time to adjust to the flat darkness of my bedroom, time in which I became once more conscious of the clock whose red numerals glowed in the semi-dark and the heaviness of sleeping bodies. The soft light of the dawn was apparent through the draperies.

At length a bird called and pulled me all the way awake. I lay still and then at length shifted and put one arm across Bob and pulled myself close against his warm back, glad now for his fierce protection which, in times past, so annoyed me. I was glad because I could tell him in the morning about it. Who else would have encouraged these other worldly things and listened with such patience as I stumbled over the words? I pondered the element. What was it? The extraordinary feeling of it still soaking in my depths. It was sensory. What does it mean? The feeling is hauntingly familiar. It is extraordinarily close. It is significant. But of what? I pondered a long time and finally went to sleep.

I woke about 10 with Bob and even before I opened my eyes I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt the meaning of the message. I could identify the element that has yet to be discovered. The element is the soul. The substance of the soul, the other side of the physical. I was stunned. My experiences have been with the mysterious substance of the soul, alive and real in everyone but yet unknown. The unknown element is the soul, that illusive substance of personal identity which is the keystone of the new age. Chills run through me as I write this
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Postscript: This was journaled in 1982. This morning, 40 years later, I had a significant experience with the Ascended Master Djwal Khul (DK). He told me to re-read this one again (I ran across it yesterday while browsing through my journals). He said to me that the nadis, nerves, chakras and layers of the etheric body I’ve been studying (under his direction) is the soul. It has been called the etheric body but it is the soul - the exact duplicate of the physical body. He said that the etheric body is physical, just that it's thinner, more like gauze. The elecrons are spaced further apart. When a person dies, the etheric double can be seen as an apparition by those with inner sight. It is a real communication from a loved one who has passed. It's a wonderful validation. There have been many youtube posts lately of pre-birth memories (google 'pre-birth memories') along with after-life or NDE experiences. This long-hidden information, referred to as "occult", is coming out big time into the mainstream. DK is now showing me that it's OK for me to start posting what I know. That it's time. That humanity as a whole has reached the level of evolution to understand and grasp these things. He also says it must be delivered with love. That is not a problem. Love has been flowing in me for a long time. I know that the chakras, nadis, nerves and meridians are all composed of fiery love substance that flows like water. By the way, check out this youtube HERE. It is a wonderful story of Betty Eadie's near-death experience. A good one. 

Dear friends, I send my love and blessings along with the Ascended Masters, Archangels and smaller angels, Galactics and Celestials. Please be safe, be well, stay in your heart and stay in love!

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5/29/22 - Report on Women's Gathering and Personal Update
Anakosha Newsletter 5/29/22

Peace, love, light and freedom to all on this Memorial Day weekend. May you be happy wherever you are. Thank you to all who have served in your own special way to uplift and protect those of us who could not. We are grateful and hold you in our hearts. 

There have been inquiries about the recent women's gathering held in my home on May 16, with Trisha Marinari presenting as an intimacy coach on sacred feminine secrets. I want to tell a little about that day. People have been wondering. Yes, it did take place. It was attended by one other woman and me. There were only three of us and it was memorable, and hugely spirited. It turned out to be a game changer for me. I had to take a break in the middle, leave them and go into the pool because my head was spinning and ready to lift off my  head! It was a sign that I was leaving this dimension. I had shifted to a higher orbit. This was an inner event with Trisha, not a typical gabfest of women. It was the result of Trisha's and my inner connections which brought it about. An inner event is one that follows the cosmic Plan freely, without ego intervention. The Plan is from source beyond the personal or ego agenda. You tune into your divine Plan through inner wisdoms, often called ancient wisdoms which are innate.

The other woman who attended with us had never received newsletters from me before. Her husband, who WAS on my list, forwarded it to her and she felt to attend. Thank you for joining us E, we loved sharing with you. Monday, the day of the May full moon and eclipse was a lovely day, hot but not too hot to prevent us from sitting in the outdoor screen room. For four hours we talked. It wasn't chit-chat. It was Trisha's time and space to speak freely of her knowledge out loud. It is one of the hardest things for a woman to do, to speak openly of the sacred traditions which are normally kept silent in the heart. Every woman has depths of inner wisdoms that she cannot put into words. There is a reason why it is so difficult to put words to deep inner knowledge. This knowledge is subconscious. It also applies to men but men approach inner subconscious wisdom from different pathways. In this case we are focusing from the women's pathway.  

Trisha and I had practiced earlier, in a prearranged interview session, soundboarding these concepts together out loud. We found we were able to be on the same wave length. The frequencies of each of us were similar, and thus we blended easily. What was exciting and inspiring were our differences. Trisha has inner knowledge that is different from my own. To feel safe to speak openly about such sacred inner knowledge requires the right listener and surrounding atmosphere. If there had been more women in attendance, the atmosphere would have been noisier with more differences. It would have lowered the tone of the meeting. In retrospect, while we wished for more to be in attendance, I felt it was a beautiful clear space for Trisha to speak of high quality subject matter. It was so exciting for me, that I moved from sitting beside her to sitting across the table from her so I could listen and be a better mirror for her. E sat on her other side.

To try to give some substance to what we talked about, well, it's virtually impossible. Trisha's experiences were shaped and molded by (1) 30 years as wife of a pastor who also counseled parishioners on love in the bedchambers, and (2) by spiritual mothers who taught her sacred traditions of ancient occult female wisdom. My experiences came from (1) a transcendent kundalini awakening 45 years ago, and (2) the resultant plunge into the swinging community as a co-leader with my late husband. The reason I like listening to Trisha so much is because her understanding fills in gaps for me. She provides the missing link between the mystical aspects of love (kundalini opening), and the mechanical aspects of human sexuality (swinging). Blending spirituality and physicality is at long last being filled in. The ability to blend these two extremes is by and large a feminine problem, subservient as women are, and too many women are caught betwixt and between. Having all-women discussions on the subject without men present (who have a different world view) is very helpful indeed. 

After the day was over, starting next day, many coincidental happenings began to click-click-click together, as if the spark of life was still present and flowing. Fragmented thoughts in my mind began to unify and find peace. Only gradually did it slow down so that I felt normal again but my psychological perspective had shifted. I'm in a different orbit now. It's not possible to find the words to express this but it's sort of like being out in space without an anchor. I think it's the shift between third dimension and fifth dimension. The changeover has been going on for some time now. Even Doug is part of the changing patterns taking place in our household. I understand others are also experiencing the shift globally and gradually. The war is part of that shifting process. Wisdom will come out of it in the end. We're all processing from a fixed state created by the third dimension and we're moving into to the fluid state of the fifth dimension. The fifth dimension is also right here on earth, but it is a shift from the left brain to the right brain.  The right brain is connected to universal order, harmony and unity, where planets and suns follow a higher plan. Problems can't exist in the fifth dimension. It's impossible because the frequency is too high. You can't hold onto a problem in the fifth dimension but you can refuse to go there if it bothers you too much. Then you stay in the third dimension where war and problems continue to happen. If this doesn't make sense, don't worry. It's not for you. Moving on...

The big shift that many are talking about right now is from the left brain to the right brain, or the process of it. It will take awhile to complete. The left brain, as science tells us, is the conscious mind. The right brain is the subconscious mind. We've been raised in a left-brain dominant culture, where we are trained to "think before acting" and the right brain is considered to be flakey and irrelevant. However, the right brain takes care of many important functions of the body, like breathing, digesting, eliminating, blood circulation, production of hormones and more. So while the third dimension is busy with the outer world of physicality, and maintaining a system of duality, with two genders and striking opposites everywhere we look, to create friction and excitement, the fifth dimension is accessed through the right brain. The fifth dimension is cosmic and beyond the third dimensional understanding. It is where harmony reigns and the rhythms of life are universally maintained for peace, comfort and love for all beings. So, with the upcoming shift taking place, our two-brain, two-hemispheric bodies are moving into oneness mode. We are learning how to integrating our two separate harmonics. Friction and dissonance is natural when trying to find the right key note, but that's what we are doing in this "shift of the ages". For those who have not had any exposure to this esoteric concept, don't worry about it. You will, in time, as this information becomes more obvious and prevalent on the networks.

Forgive me for getting off track. It happens often. Back to the discussion of the women's gathering, when Trisha and I get together to talk without men around, we connect easily. We share and ping-pong ideas back and forth smoothly and efficiently, as if we are locked together in a harmonic rhythm. But if a man is present, I notice the shift. We are cut off in some mysterious way. We turn to the men and allow them to take control of the conversation. It has always been thus whenever I meet with spiritual women. It is because two right brain dominants are talking together. It can happen with ANY two right brain dominants talking. Two men operating in right brain also do this. Insert a left-brain dominant and suddenly right-brain dominants are unable to continue. It's a different wave length, a more universal, open-ended frequency and a more focused point of view causes dissonance. It is simply not in sync with the right brain. It is not wrong and should not be considered wrong. It is simply different. It is actually wonderful and beautiful to observe how two separate fields work. They are at first out of sync as two separate fields coming together but not mixing well. One must give way to the other. Who will dominate? We are at the point of understanding how fields of energy work. We are learning how to navigate them. Unity of differences is a process which we can become familiar with. How do we work two separate fields together so they are each happy? We must not put either one of them down, as if they were less or inferior. We must learn how to raise the bar high enough to include both and more. It is the way of the mystical, the sacred, the profound. The wisdoms of the ancient ones left their teachings behind. It is not secret knowledge so much as it is not widely known. As we evolve in understanding we will see more and more about the esoteric, occult and spiritual sciences.

Well, moving on - after our inspired women's day came and went, I was in high energy for a week. I was so filled with excitement and my spirit so on fire that I wanted to schedule another women's gathering right away. But that desire diminished and processed itself out in a few days. My left brain came back into play, as nature's rhythmic cycles are wont to do, and the following week I met with a young man seeking some advice of a different kind of esoteric nature. He is a medical professional interested in energy work. Since I have been reading a book called "Esoteric Healing" by the Master Djwal Khul, it was evident that he was guided to visit me to learn about this book. He is seeking validation for what he believes he is being pulled towards. Again on fire, we had a brilliant, inspired conversation and then he too left. So I had the feminine spiritual input, and the male spiritual input, side by side. Is it any wonder that I don't want to exclude men from the gatherings that I sense are coming? I have been reluctant to implement an all-women's gathering because I/we simply cannot eliminate one or the other gender. Both genders are part of humanity. We are here to learn to get along, to learn how to merge our dissatisfactions and integrate our wisdoms with loving attitudes. We are here to heal the rifts that keep us separated. Shifting dimensions is a difficult process for a world not in harmony, but it is happening. We have help from forces beyond us which are guiding us subconsciously and superconsciously. There are teachers and leaders coming forth who are stepping out into the forefront to share what they know. They have known for a long, long time. We are pieces inside a grand and vast puzzle, but the pieces have been shut down and scattered to the four winds. We MUST start gathering and sharing. I am a gatherer at heart. I want to have people around. I don't like the zoom meetings. I want real live human bodies around me. They are a grounding earth force for me. 

Before closing, I asked Trisha for permission to publish her email and she said yes. She is waiting with open arms to receive emails from those who need her services. If you feel inclined, feel free to write a brief (or lengthy) message to her at <trishamarie444@gmail.com>. Also, watch some clips on her Youtube channel HERE called "Talking With Trisha"  She also has a Tiktok channel but I'm unsure how to access it. You can try "Talking With Trisha" on Tiktok.

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Blessings to all on this Memorial Day weekend. May everyone be happy, may everyone be at peace. Do not listen to the warmongers and agitators. Turn the devices off and find something to be excited and inspired about to fill your weekend. Be in peace. Be in joy. Be in gratitude and in silence. We are on the cusp of a brand new era of peace. 

Love from the Ascendeds, Galactics, Angelics, Celestials and me,
Diana


5/15/22 - Divine Feminine Gathering May 16
With ​Trisha & Diana on sex, spirituality and intimacy  
From 2-6 pm, Naples, FL
  • Location private home in Naples
  • Women only
  • Free, no cost, no food
  • Reserve by return reply to me
  • I'll send address
Time is growing short so I thought I would send one more reminder out. We have only Sunday left, then Monday rolls around. So if you would like to join us at 2 pm Monday afternoon at my home (women only) then just send a return reply to me and I'll send directions. No cost. This is a direction changer. Since I agreed to go ahead with this, it is not surprising that only a few responses have come in. This occasion of bringing Trisha and I together to share feminine sacred knowledge is definitely a game changer. That means there is new energy in the air. Trisha and I will be meeting on my screen room at my home, and enjoy each other's company sound boarding about the sacred secrets that women have access too. We want to extend an invitation to other women who might have the feeling to join us. It is a low-key friendly day, and I'm writing this spontaneously, off the top of my head. But it is also going out to the men on my e-list as well as women, because it is important in the larger scheme to be transparent and above board. Sharing is part of the process of wholistic healing and unifying.  
While Trisha is coming out as an intimacy coach as her next path (see her Youtube channel, link at the bottom), one of the paths that is opening for ME, is permission has been granted to share information about the subtle bodies. You might ask, "Who gives you permission?" Well, that's one of the feminine sacred secrets. There are levels upon levels of understandings. I get it from higher planes, dimensions that I have come into contact with and developed association with. It has become official. Is this too far out? Not at all, when you've been in contact for the number of years I have been practicing. It is information that is widely known but is not talked about openly. This is the realm of the sacred feminine. It is kept quiet and unrecognized officially.

Women are more in touch with these dimensions than men. Did you know for instance that you walk around inside bubbles of energy? Layers of energy that are lighter on the periphery and darker toward the center of the bubble where the physical body is located? These layers have been called etheric body, emotional body, mental body, spiritual body and other names. And did you know that when you pass someone in a store, for example, your auric field intermixes with others as you walk by? We walk around in a sea of random invisible energies that we don't know they are there. Not officially, anyway. It's an invisible soup of sorts that we walk through. We then come home and wonder why we feel such and such. "Now where did THAT come from?" Feelings of anger, frustration, happiness, alertness, curiosity, sick perhaps?  We are mixing and mingling every day with people, both strangers and people we know. Auric fields are fuzzy and vague. They are not shaped into form. They are only molded into form through conscious practice by someone who has been doing their inner homework for a long time. An ascended master or a galactic master could appear out of thin air if they chose to, because their inner bodies are under conscious control. They can densify their energies to manifest them or lighten them to ascend them and make them disappear. That's why they are called masters. 

We humans are at the point of being slowly indoctrinated into this art and skill of mastering our own personal energies. No one else can master our energies for us, but we will first need to know about them. Education is required. Then It will require practice. This training has been kept mostly hidden from the mass populations, but there have ALWAYS been remote retreats where training has taken place. Our energy fields are like vast invisible reservoirs, with lights scattered dimly or brightly through them, along with colors, textures and sounds invisible to our physical plane senses. Everything is energy. The universe is filled with energy. It becomes light only when someone recognizes it. It takes a conscious being to direct thought into the field of dark energy and cause it to light up. It is then an "aha" moment. The dark energy turns on, lights up. Cartoon characters are depicted with a light bulb over its head upon sudden inspiration. 

We are created out of energy which is conscious but scattered when unacknowledged. Scattered unacknowledged energy is found throughout space, helter-skelter, ready to be used and directed by a conscious intelligence. Unacknowledged conscious energy is also scattered throughout our auric field, the bubble that surrounds us. When we start becoming conscious of it we start managing it better and it will light us up. When energy is not recognized, it is dark energy. It floats around randomly, helter-skelter. A particle here, a wave there, a disappearance. But there are lights. Always there are lights. Our own unconsciousness can be brought forward into the light under our own control through the practice of certain techniques. The ageless wisdom teachings have been there all along. We are evolving our consciousness as we speak. We are conscious beings and we can learn these techniques and bring light and awareness into our lives. The universe runs on harmony, love, peace and magnificent order. Consciousness is evolving. We are learning as we grow in understanding our own energies and where they come from. 

These energies that are contained inside our bubbles of light are like reservoirs of energy that we've accumulated unknowingly through past lives and this life. Women tune in better than men. Women are internal creatures, facing inward, where men are externally focused, facing outward onto the physical plane. We women are automatically focused inward and pick up on the layers of energy that surround us. Women can speak more easily with other women without men around to question their remarks, beliefs and conclusions. Can spiritual love and sexual intimacy work together? Trisha had different training than I had, so I enjoy listening to her. I have had mentors that Trisha has not had, so I can speak from my side. Every woman has had mentors in her past, mothers, grandmothers, teachers and others. She knows things that we do not know. We have lived many lives before this one. Each of us are individuals, unique to our own training and experiences. It is time to start getting together to open doors that have been long closed. Bring them out in to the light and notice the changes that take place. Last minute invitation. Please contact me if you'd like to join Trisha and me tomorrow at 2 pm. I'll send directions.

Trisha's Youtube channel "Talking with Trisha": 
 
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCBVaWgqkOLeWf4FmduGjDAA\

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5/11/22 - Trisha Marinari, Intimacy Coach to Present:
Can spiritual love and sexual intimacy 
For women only!


Monday, May 16, 2022 - From 2 to 6 pm
  • Private home in Naples, FL
  • Free, no cost, no food
  • Reservations required
  • Reply by return email 

Can spiritual love and sexual intimacy work together? Trisha will speak on this in ways you won't normally hear on a public platform. But this is not public. This is a private, select invitation. I am Diana of Anakosha and I have been waiting for just the right opportunity or spark to gather the women to speak in the language of the divine feminine. Trisha has trained for many years with un-named mentors, while at the same time serving as a pastor's wife and co-pastor in their successful Pentacostal church in NJ. She has authored books with her husband, Ron Marinari, and counseled women in their church. She is now ready to step into her calling as an intimacy coach. Her specialty is one-on-one sessions. The light in her honors and attracts the light in the person she sits with. She lives here in Naples with her husband.

It is not possible to summarize the sacred feminine in a few brief words.  It is through personal connection that she transmits her sacred knowledge. I am very happy to co-host with her this day - the May full moon day which is also a lunar eclipse - because it fits into my own desire to gather women of the light. We are polar opposites in our missions.

Trisha's youtube channel "Talking with Trisha" (link below) shows her speaking with me (I'm off-camera). It was a most enlightening three-hour session, sitting and chatting with her. Like a crystal bell resonating back and forth, woman to woman, we reflected similar feelings back and forth. Her new counseling business as a one-on-one intimacy counselor is soon to go live on Tik Tok. Watch for her online. Thank you so much to her husband Ron for the excellent production and editing of short snippits of her expressing, and then posting them online. This woman has a mystical, angelic quality that is rarely seen so close to earth. I have seen visions of her flying high.

Talking With Trisha:  https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCBVaWgqkOLeWf4FmduGjDAA\

Women only are invited to this gathering. However, I suspect there will be a men-only gathering sometime in the near future. First we must gather the women to build feminine confidence through togetherness, to build freedom and power, because this subject has been a forbidden topic in polite society. It is time to come out of hiding and every woman is involved. There are secrets that women know that need to be shared. It has been a man's world for a very long time. An ancient prophecy says that ultimately women will regain their respect and dignity and stop hiding their light under a bushel. The Dali Lama has said that it is American women who will bring about the much needed changes. I'm paraphrasing a statement I read somewhere recently. Trisha is one who has been prepared to lead through her counseling. I have prepared a place for her to speak openly, without antagonistic forces fighting her. To be able to express sacred truths one must have a sacred space, and so I thank my husband for his part in protecting it. The women must be awakened first in this world of gender imbalance, because only then can they assist the men to stop hiding their own hearts under a bushel. Let those who hear, pause and reflect on this. 

After sitting with Trisha for the video taping two weeks ago, I have had a rapid escalation of consciousness. Inner knowledge has been flooding forth as if a membrane broke free. Since I've made it my job to be a journalist and post my inner thoughts and revelations, putting them as best I can into common language, I've decided to invite Trisha to co-host a women's gathering with me here at my house for questions and answers and further discussion. This is for women only to share female beliefs and experiences without having to take into consideration the male side, with all due respect to the men. But at the same time, I would love to hold a men's gathering along the same theme - sexual intimacy coupled with higher love, spirituality and more. When the right male presenter is found to present from that angle, I will do my best to bring it about. I'll keep you informed. Meanwhile, to all women in the SW Florida area, reserve for that day by return reply and I'll send directions to you. Again, there is no cost involved, and no food. That's Monday, May 16, from 2 pm to 6 pm, Naples, FL. 



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5/2/22 - Update and Coming Women of the Heart Gathering
Anakosha Newsletter 5/1/22

This is a brief update. Well, maybe not so brief (lol!) I am writing spontaneously, from the heart. The last Anakosha newsletter was March 30. A whole month has gone by and people are asking if I'm OK. I would say we are in transition. The state of the world is going through many changes, but we are in peace here in our home in Naples. If you have tried to text me and didn't get a response, it's because my phone is not operating. There is no sim card in it. I DO get emails though. D is working with Republic Wireless steadily, every day, because his phone is also down. Republic is re-structuring and preparing for 5G and it seems to be disrupting their plans. Our land line was also down but I think that's up now, although we don't use land lines much any more. We are happy.  D is doing a great job keeping us supplied and connected while I'm busy expanding my consciousness into other realms. I'm connected to other systems that don't require wires or towers on the ground.

While the world is preparing for the big changeover from 3D to 5D, I'm continuing to stay in my heart center in the here and now, reading less and less galactic and spiritual channelings. There is so much talk about ascension that is pure speculation. It's not interesting any more. No one really knows how this big changeover is going to happen and when. Is it really a shift in dimensions? Or is it a shift in ourselves? Speculating doesn't help too much because we each have our own ideas on the subject. For me, there is only one way to stay grounded and that's to connect physically with friends and associates. I feel warmth and comfort when I'm part of the human family. It keeps me feeling connected and safe, keeps me feeling healthy, alive and whole. This is the heart connection. I don't like discussing politics. The heart is where we feel most at home. Making home is like feeling safe inside your skin. The heart is where the inner light is located, and the inner light is universal goodness and universal harmony. With that in mind, the global shift is a shift from the head (intellect) to the heart. The head (intellect) is where disagreements take place, whereas the heart is the place where comfort is felt, overlooking the differences. Or perhaps it is linking the intellect with the heart. Each person is unique and different when it comes to past history. The head remembers the past very well, different parents, trainings and experiences. But the heart is a special place that can't be defined. It's the place where love emanates. The heart is a mystery. We identify it with warmth and security, comfort and nurturance, sweetness, gentleness and peaceful fulfillments. It is my favorite focus when I meditate.

During my meditations this morning I asked DK* some questions about, “Why am I so dense, so buried and unawakened?” I have a naturally spiritual background but confusion still reigns when I seek more answers. He responded by inserting some ideas into my mind. He showed me how the dark comes into being. He explained that I came from pure light, that was my origin, and as I came down into density it became darker to me. "You lose the light as the electrons densify and get packed together into form and structure. You follow lines of thought that were previously laid out by others before you. It is similar to driving your car on roads that have been paved by others. It is part of a civilized world to create structures for others to follow." 

DK gave me a picture of a flower seed buried in soil, and how it starts out as pure consciousness at first, not knowing where it is, and then it starts to become aware of itself. And its awareness grows and becomes more intensely aware and soon becomes aware that it is confined and it expands against its own confinement. Finally it bursts its shell open because it can’t be contained in such a closed space any longer. The shell breaks open because it is growing too big (in awareness) for its container. And then it becomes aware of other consciousness seeds around itself and they connect and see each other and their consciousness expands and they see OTHER consciousness seeds around them and they start connecting their awareness and the consciousness of the seeds grows and they become more and more connected. And they start reaching up, just as humans do. Soon they are growing up through the soil, the only location they know, just as we humans are growing upward from where we are located, and the seeds finally, one by one, pop out of the soil into the daylight and they see the sun and the light for the first time.

It’s a new dimension for the seed whose consciousness is now housed inside a green sprout. It begins a new life in the light, and it continues to grow its conscious awareness toward the sun. It is ALL consciousness. The seed's consciousness is not the form, it builds a form to fit its current state of consciousness. But the form keeps changing as its consciousness expands. It grows taller and higher and it unfolds into petals, vines and other manifestations. It is still the consciousness of a seed but it is growing its awareness and it changes its appearance as it grows higher and wider. That’s what we, the human race, are doing. We are growing our awareness of ourselves higher and wider. We see more, know more, consider more, and have more visions and ideas. We too adapt our surroundings to our growing consciousness. We too will soon break out of the enclosed form that we have grown accustomed to over the eons. We are breaking through layers and levels very rapidly and, one by one, we are breaking out into a new day, a new light, a new dimension, with new and exciting powers. That is how I feel today.

If we are wise and astute, we will start exercising our new powers right now. It will assist us in our grwoth process. We don't have to die, because we are not the body. This is going to be difficult to understand but it can be done. We are consciousness and we are moving our awareness through these times. Our body was given to us by our parents but only to start out with. We too change as we evolve and adapt. We grow bigger, for one thing. But we also grow new body shapes, hair, muscles, and more. As long as we are interested in our life and what we are doing, we will retain our body because we will be exciting our body, and revitalizing (feeding) the cells and tissues with new food for thought. Our bodies can be prolonged and perhaps even grow more youthful because we are the excitement. We are not the body. We nourish our body. We are not condemned to the same old body that our parents gave us. Are we exciting the body with new ideas? Are we revitalizing it by maintaining an open mind to consider new interests beyond what we knew before?

We've been under the impression that our bodies had to die past a certain age, but there are records of people living to be 800, 900 years old. These are found in the old Taoist records, the 6,000 year old system of exercise. I've been practicing some Taoist exercises lately, ever since the "sickness" fell on me and I said, "NO!" to the sickness that carried doom and gloom. These exercises develop inner strength, not muscle strength. They revitalize the light body that runs through us. There is a tree of light in us that supports the physical. It looks just like a tree. There is a strong central trunk from the top of the head down to the feet, and it branches out into roots that run deep into the earth. It holds the chakra system in place and keeps us rooted to the earth. The light body begins at conception when we're conceived in mother's womb by father's spirit. The earth substance starts adhering to it because it is a pattern as old as time itself. But if the solid body forgets its parentage, the tree of light which feeds us, the body will grow weaker and slowly disintegrate. If on the other hand the tree of light is strengthened, the body is strengthened. This is deeply esoteric information, but it is becoming more available, as people start telling what they know. You might have seen the charts on the walls of a chirpractor or acupuncturist, diagrams of the meridians and the distribution system called chakras. 

We of the old school thought we wouldn't make it past the age of 60, 70, or 80. But Doug and I are being re-vitalized. We are growing younger because we have some new interests. I am much lighter and aware at age 84 than I was at 50. Back then I took my body for granted. I assumed I would last forever. Now I see my body is changing. There's an electricity I can access. It thrills me at unexpected times. It tells me "this is a truth!" I want to share this information. The so-called "solid" body is not so solid after all! But if we believe it to be, then it will be. The solid body has to keep pace with new information or the light will withdraw its support and the body begin to disintegrate. Our consciousness is not the body. It is forever more, an evolving consciousness, like that of the seed. Keep up with the new information. It's changing the mass consciousness of humanity. Information about peace, unity, harmony and cooperation. New ideas unify people. We need to share with each other these new ideas because each of us carries a different perspective. We are each a piece of the larger puzzle that is trying to manifest and materialize. We NEED to share if we are going to build the new earth, the new peaceful earth. This is how we revitalize ourselves and restore the health of disintegrating bodies.

It is our excitement that keeps us alive. Groups are forming. This is the new age after the pandemic. Individuals are hungry for connection. We will keeping up with ideas of others who resonate, who feel right, who feel exciting because they stimulate your OWN ideas. It is the way and the skill of the heart to keep abreast of new growth in other people to stimulate your own growth. Forget all this dumb talk about wars. They are ideas that are dying on the vine because there are too many heart-connections being made. They can't keep the world in separation and disarray much longer. The old path is not being traveled much any more. The wise man will start connecting with his heart and open his mind to new concepts. The heart leads to a break-away civilization, a new way of doing things. The heart is not emotional, it is the hub of universal intelligence. The heart is the way of great wisdom and sharp discernment, and love.

Following those meandering thoughts, this past Wednesday I was invited to Trisha Marinari's house to share in a video shoot for her new intimacy counseling business. We sat for several hours discussing women's empowerment while her husband Ron was the camera man (focusing just on her). We discussed women's empowerment at levels of understanding seldom ever discussed in public. Look for brief shots of Trisha Marinari on Tik Tok or Facebook. Both Trisha and I are women of the spirit, women of light. This was the first time we sat together in a semi-formal setting. We have both been trained in the ways of the feminine spirit, or the ways of the heart. We each have different backgrounds, with different mentors and we have different ways of "seeing".  And yet we meld perfectly when we get together. There is SO much to share with other women of the heart that I have decided to issue an invitation to women only for Monday, May 16, so mark your calendar if you live nearby to Naples, FL. It will probably be in the afternoon or later. It hasn't been decided yet. This is a slow materialization, a slow revealing of something sacred. It is for women who resonate. Not for men. Men have their own sacred knowledge to share with each other. The women will meet at my house on Monday, May 16, for the special full moon that day. 

It's for women only, because feminine secrets are different from male secrets. When Trisha and I met together last Wednesday for the photo shoot, I was personally rewarded with the OTHER side of the equation that I needed to hear. Trisha's new counseling business is one-on-one and I had a one-on-one with her. She is a mirror reflecting the one she is sitting with, and I came home dizzy with powerful realizations breaking out into full-blown understandings. Heady is the right word. I was buzzing. Sharing information fills in the gaps. It creates wholesome understandings. It revitalizes, resurrects and strengthens the inner light body. The light in each person has dimmed down under the restrictions of the old ways. The light needs strengthening. We have been underground waaay to long. Female empowerment is not mental empowerment. It's not about going into competition with men. The tree of light in women uses a different pathway energeticallly, than men. Men have had the responsibility of building a solid world and have been in dominant control for millennia. They experiencing being worn out. It's time now for them to take a step back and stop feeling so beleaguered. And to learn how to receive. Receiving is very difficult for a strong man, but this is where the women are getting ready to step up to the plate and be a full and equal partner with him.

The light within women is really no different than the light in men, but it takes a different route as it travels through the body. Different pathways have been laid down over the centuries. We've been following the old traditions. Our mothers and grandmothers laid down the ways for women to follow, as did the fathers and grandfathers for the men. We obeyed. We did it "their" way. But our inner minds are different, our emotions, our psychology, our spirituality, our reasoning and logic - women have skills that have been long hidden. I have invited Trisha to be a guest speaker at a wise women's gathering on Monday, May 16 at my house. This isn't official yet. It is a slow process, opening the heart to the public. We do it only when it feels comfortable. I am preparing the way. The ways of the wise woman are NOT the ways of the patriarchy.

Well, that's all for now. I will close and send this on its way. Please feel free to connect with me and let me know your interest. I'll send an official invitation in a few days. 

Sending love and light to all who read this message. Blessings to you from the Galactics, Ascendeds, Angelics, unnamed Spiritual guides, and me. 
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* DK - Ascended Master Djwhal Khul

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3/30/22 - Future Sex, Part 3
Emotional Pain & Solutions
Anakosha Newsletter 3/30/22

Many people associate intimacy with emotional pain so they want to just have sex only and not get into the bonding of heart, mind and soul, which is true lovemaking. Most women have shame associated with their genitals, and many men do too. They may THINK they don't if they were raised in the mentality of "men are men", but take them out of that and connect with their higher heart, and you will find a sensitive soul who is suffering. And a great deal of resistance. I did not know this in the beginning of my exciting swinging days, how hurt men are. How damaged and alone they feel. They want sex badly because it is the only time they feel love coursing through the cells and tissues of their inner body.

The fear of being emotionally hurt again is the impetus to rush to completion to get to that beautiful feeling of the orgasm. For many women men go too fast. If only I had understood this earlier in my life. This fear of being hurt again stems from lifetime after lifetime of unresolved emotional pain carried over on deep unconscious levels. Sacred sex and tantra is training in how to slow down and connect with those emotions with a gentle and kind approach. Tantric goddesses are popping up everywhere these days because the age of male-dominance is phasing out and coming to an end. The age of balance and equality is the feminine that is rising in all of us. It is the age of Aquarius. As The Fifth Dimension made popular in song, the feminine will rule in the future. The men have a feminine side too that has been blocked off, cut off for centuries. In the new age now dawning, "peace will guide the planets and love will steer the stars."  With the dawning of the Age of Aquarius the dawning of gentleness is awakening in both genders. Harmony, understanding, empathy, honesty and trust is coming to humanity. There is a period of chaos as this is worked through, but eventually there will be no more falsehoods or derisions. It will take time, but the time is shortening fast.

When the feminine starts to rise in a man, intimacy exposes the underbelly of pain. It makes a man vulnerable because he feels soft, pure and innocent of heart. It has been damaged before so now he is careful. This is what he has been guarding himself against. He has steeled himself and walled himself off so he won't feel that pain and hurt again. He doesn't associate it with purity or innocence, but that is exactly what it is. It is the feminine in him. He feels afraid. He doesn't know. He doesn't understand. But that is why a man should try to find that soft underbelly within himself, and take every opportunity to step into it with eyes wide open.  Opening "the talk" with a primary partner is an essential part of the awakening journey. Even if swinging is not the goal, "the talk" about sex is essential. It is the exposing of feelings, the truth of the feelings within. This is the innocence within. The talk will soften the relationship into more harmony. Becoming vulnerable again is a bold step into a vast, unknown power. Hidden within vulnerability is universal love, strength, power and freedom. One doesn't know this at first. From the position of being always in control of one's emotions, to suddenly expose an emotional truth is like stepping off a 14,000 foot cliff into free fall.

It is not required that your partner approve what you open "the talk" with. It could be anything. It is only required that you gather your forces and center them. And speak from that center, your true heart center. Be true to your own underbelly of feelings. This is important when the time comes because your partner is entangled and enmeshed with you, emotionally and mentally, and she has her own vulnerable underbelly. Disentangle yourself from her to have this talk. Truth should be your foremost thought. You are an individual. Stick to it. If you duck out, maybe because you did something without your partner's knowledge, guilt will move in quickly and harden you all over again. Transcend that guilt feeling.

Be free of guilt so you can be whole before starting out on the path of sexual self-discovery. Sexual self-discovery is the beginning of owning and anchoring your self identity. Sex is the corner stone upon which you build your life. It is the bottom rung of the ladder and there are more rungs aheada of you to climb. Sex is also a gift given to the human being to experience the joy of heaven while still in a physical body. The orgasm itself has been called the "vibration from Home".  It was given to us to enjoy, not just to produce children.  We know that because, according to science, the female clitoris has no other function than pleasure. If it were true that females were only made to reproduce and to give men pleasure only, why would there be a clitoris in a woman?

In order to truly enjoy the sensations and pleasures of the gods, since we were made in their image, we need to start behaving god-like and goddess-like. That means behaving with grace, dignity, love-filled and joy-filled. While spiritual-oriented schools are plentiful, they steer us up to the lofty rarefied regions and away from our sexuality - away from the richness that is possible to feel heaven on earth in physical bodies. Our juices are the physical manifestation of primal energy which flows like rivers through the spine, the heart, the blood, everywhere in the body. We can pour negative depraved thoughts into that primal energy, which is neutral (and become coarse and vulgar), or we can pour lofty thoughts of grace and love and elevate our sexual encounters. In this way we will open and enhance our ability to receive and give love.

Sexuality is being redefined in these recent years. The lifestyle of swinging and swapping partners is merely a forerunner of what is to come. It is only the first rung on the ladder to the stars. As the Earth shifts astrological signs from Pisces to Aquarius, which began in 2000, so are our bodies and minds shifting and changing. We are realigning with the feminine grace and gentleness. The masculine side of us - in women too - is changing and letting go of personal control, turning it over to a greater power and greater control which is celestial. Love is cosmic in origin. Astrological signs are different waves of love through which the planet moves. We are healing. Sex with love is healing its brokenness. It opens gateways to the heavens within ourselves. Heaven lies within, not out there somewhere else. As we look at sex as sacred it does not require your partner to also look at sex as sacred. Your partner does not need to think like you do. This is an inner journey. You are only responsible for your self, your own thoughts, your own feelings and your own actions. Build the grace, sensitivity and dignity within yourself. Your partner is responsible for themself.  

Swinging is like grand-central station, many people randomly coming and going from many different places, different cultures with different belief systems. Some are negative, some positive, some neutral, some colorful. Some are weird, some dangerous. The only way to make swinging beautiful and good for you is to cultivate the positive aspects that are sensitive and align with your beautiful feelings. You will radiate it out to those around you. It is the only way to protect yourself. Magnify the positive and good. Own your own thoughts and feelings and strengthen them with love. Don't be sucked into losing your power to someone else by doing things you don't want to do. Or, equally as bad, to do something prematurely before you are ready, which makes you unhappy. Own yourself and your feelings and speak them out loud. Be authentic and true to yourself. Be in the energy of love and kindness inside of yourself, in your mind and your heart. You can't go wrong then because you will be unable to hurt others or pressure them or control them if love is present within.  Then you will enjoy a sense of freedom.

Be aware of the WHOLE person, not just the physical person. Be aware of the limitations of this person, their boundaries and their fears - and love them regardless. Love them back into wholeness again. We are all fragmented, every single one of us. We wouldn't be earth-bound if we were truly free.  But our work is to become whole, and we do that by taking the wholesome role of caring, intelligence, consideration, empathy - all of the words that we would call good. These are the ideals we are here to manifest in our lives and behavior. We improve ourselves as we do. We can do this whether we are in a monogamous committed relationship, or experimenting with the lifestyle of swinging, or live alone without a partner. It is possible to change a smothering, unhappy relationship at home, into a refreshing, loving relationship by applying some of these beautiful and graceful methods. These are the moral principles that religions use to guide us, but they are much more powerful when applied to human relationships. And isolated sexual encounters too. And in every situation you can think of: politics, business, neighbor relations, social projects, art, music, science, every field of human activity. By taking focus off of the exterior body which hides the truth under a rigid exterior, change the situation by putting focus on considered thought and authentic feeling. The outer form is not important. The energy we radiate is far more meaningful. We can change the world in which we live, move and raise our families.

Sex the way most of us do it is rather unconscious. When we are young we let our hormones lead us. As we grow older we follow the same behavior and wonder why we don't enjoy it so much.  Many people never get the chance to let their hormones lead because they are abused when young, which shuts them down.  Then they become powerless to speak true for themselves. This pattern of powerlessness carries over into adulthood, where we continue to allow our bodies to be used as victim or subservient. Subconscious unresolved issues of past lives feed us, prompt us, remind us that there is something wrong. We have to change. We must begin to practice these healing methods on ourselves. It is what we think and feel that is more important than listening to the woes of others.

Our earth bodies are animal bodies. We are a non-physical consciousness living in an animal body temporarily. As long as we are unaware that we are spirit living in an animal body, we will continue to be the victim or the abuser, one or the other, the way the animals are in the wild.  As we wake up to realize that we are a thinking, intelligent, celestial being living in a body, and that we can change our life by changing our thought and bringing our power into action, we are on the right track to a full and abundant life.  We have the capacity to rise above the wild animal in us by changing our thoughts, which in turn nurture and nourish our emotions and underlying feelings.

Sex is the gift of the gods. It comes in four parts. Each part needs to be considered separately. (1) The physical body. Take good care of it, keep it active, feed it good foods, don't eat toxic food. (2) The subconscious. Past life issues that keep popping up saying, "Look at me! Look at me!" (3) The mental body. The conscious mind. And (4) The emotional body, which receives impressions that cannot easily be articulated. Pay attention to these perceptions because the feeling body is the link to spirit.

I have been studying sex first hand for a long time, actually for lifetimes. I have found that swinging is a first step out of the box in this current age. It reaches past many boundaries that formerly kept us locked into a prison. The journey is well underway to higher ground if we are participating in couples swinging.  Each individual steps outside the box of monogamy in his or her own time. It can't be rushed. But it is a sure sign of coming into the new age when a couple - a man and a woman together - agree to explore their sexuality with others with grace, dignity and respect if not love. It shows they have grown beyond ownership of each other. They have agreed on what behavior they will follow.

It is a sane and logical path for two people in a relationship. Love is meant to grow and expand. Why put a fence around it? To explore the swinging lifestyle should not be like jumping off a cliff blindly, just to see what happens. They must pre-plan it because they are growing beyond the first two chakras which are the animal chakras, survival and tribal. The first chakra is a powerful fight and flight energy needed in order to survive. The second is the tribal energy which gathers in tight families for safety, ownership and protection. The third chakra is the awakening of personal identity. Personal power endows the growing soul with the knowledge that he or she can evolve separate from the birth community. It is the beginning of reaching upward to one’s celestial origins to evolve and become a better human being, and express what is available to him or her within the heart and mind.

The majority of the population have been operating within the third chakra, which is the individual power energy, the "me" energy. We have been exploring ourselves in this energy for many lifetimes over the last 2000 years. We are now passing out of the third chakra and into the fourth chakra, which is the heart. The heart is the link to spirituality. It is the dawning of a greater love and a greater freedom. At least it is hinted at. It doesn’t come all at once. The Age of Aquarius is the opening of the heart. There is much to experiment with here, among which is the unifying energy of love, healing of opposing factions, the ending of war and the dark control of evil forces. Those who cannot go with the new flow of the heart will drop out naturally, one way or the other. It is inevitable when the tide turns and the suns change their orbits, because the ocean is bigger than individual ego.  (End of article)
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Thanks to Master Djwal Khul for this channeled article of 40 years ago, which I broke into three parts because it was so long. Thank you for the few comments of appreciation that came back. And as if to underscore the Future Sex article, I read a message this morning by Mary Magdalene. Read Mary Magdalene's article HERE. It is channeled through Pamela Kribbe who I've come to respect very much. Mary's message is "What it's like to be human". She corroborates my own understanding of the human condition. It is rare to hear this from channels. Most people are trying to escape the human condition, but both Master DK and Mary Magdalene lead us to embrace our humanness, not escape from it. 

And with sadness, this is for Betty Logan - Go with God. Blessings for your service here, we will miss you. Thank you for leaving a piece of yourself behind, still falling as a golden trail of sparkles as you leave. We are forever grateful for your participation in life. We will remember you. Betty passed from our plane of reality last Friday. Please send prayers of upliftment to Roy Logan, her husband, and thank you's for his service in the military. We love you both and appreciate what you offered to us. 

As for massage exchanges, there are changes in the air. I am receiving continued advanced training. It looks as if soon there will be an invitation to attend the first Love Workshop. The ultimate plan is a love club, but first the training. The goal is to get as many people as possible rubbed, cuddled and pummeled with love and kindness so they can FEEL the difference. Everyone receives and everyone gives, no one left out. The change is that it is a clothed session workshop as in Reiki. Not nude. This is different from my former thinking. I am still learning. Practicalities are being addressed. New information is unfolding. It filters through my day-to-day thoughts. It doesn't CHANGE former ideas, it expands them. A workshop training is required to bring everyone under the same roof, as in a center. Learning about love is something that one must feel, so it begins with hands-on experiencial. 

In closing I send continued faith, trust, hope and belief in the coming new dawn and era of peace. There is more light coming. Be the eye in the middle of the storm. Better, be the storm. The storm of peace. Continue with positive grace, kindness and dignity. Love from the Galactics, Ascendeds, Angelics and me!
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3/27/22 - Future Sex, Part 2
What couples do wrong
Anakosha Newsletter 3/26/22

Through the use of conscious focus on love, gratitude, joy, and other words you can come up with, you can expand sexual energy from the groin to the heart, to the head, to the arms, fingers, legs, toes and higher, into the etheric body, the mental body the feeling body, and out through the physical body.  You can do this with any partner you happen to be in bed with. You do not "love" this one particular person, as in personal love, you enter into the energy of love, appreciation, reverence, gratitude and joy within yourself. It is a loving relationship with yourself, and then you share it with whoever you are with. This is how you can love many people and not be confined to one person for the rest of your life. This does not mean you do not have responsibilities once you enter into an arrangement by contract and agreement. We all have ethical responsibilities to be morally committed to our agreements.

The skill of using consciously controlled thoughts of love and appreciation during the act of sex requires developing within oneself. It lies within the morals and principles of each person. The skill does not lie within the partner to make you feel good. In fact, the one special person at home is the most difficult partner to work with because of repeated patterns that develop over time. Intimate practice time with other people is beneficial, to enhance the lovemaking at home. Committed relationships need to expand into love in order to endure. Often, it is easier to work with a partner you are not familiar with.

A man or woman can become quite a famous lover by learning the art of sacred sex, which is using consciously controlled thoughts of love and appreciation during the intimate act of sex. The sex partner will feel it IF it is genuine and not contrived. This is the truer concept of tantric lovemaking. It is creating the love first within yourself and then sharing it. It is an advanced form of lovemaking. The traditional form of sex and love, as when boyfriend and girlfriend fall in love and form an exclusive relationship, wears off in time unless - UNLESS - they learn the art and skill of maintaining a momentum of love which comes from their higher selves, not what is customarily done, which is taking each other for granted.

Every couple starts out on a honeymoon high, a wave of love for one another. It's called "new relationship energy". NRE for short in polyamory circles. But in time new relationship energy descends into taking one another for granted. Boredom sets in and then possession, due to not being fulfilled and not understanding what happened to the high of earlier days and wanting to get it back but not knowing how. The grip tightens on possessing each other and knowing what each other is doing in their absence. It turns into jealousy at glances at other women or other men.  The problem is lack of love within ones self. Loving yourself brings such a feeling of well-being and security that you cannot be afraid of losing your mate. You want him or her to be as free as you feel.

Typically, a couple falls into cultural habits. Everyone does it, we think to ourselves. It is expected, taking one another for granted. Limits are placed on behavior, jealousy follows and suffocation is the result as we, ourselves, hold ourselves back and remain increasingly unfulfilled because we are looking to our partner or mate to provide us with everything. They can't. They simply can't fulfill you on all the deep levels you are. Our needs are repressed.  Our past lifetimes are filled with this pattern of behavior, because monogamy and possession of each other has been the cultural habit for thousands of years. We do it over and over and over. We are still doing it today, but today there are new inroads being made.

How to change this pattern? Talk about it. Find ways to open your relationship with others. Go slowly. Talk honestly. Do not hide or repress your feelings. Having intimate encounters with others should be done without cheating. In open agreement, or as best as possible. Be careful of your relationship. Be kind to your partnership. Respect your mate. You entered into it. Be responsible for your part in keeping it intact. Honesty is the only way to maintain a relationship. Hiding the truth from one another is a downward spiral.

The swinging lifestyle continues to grow because it works. Couples can experiment and practice feelings that are different than the ones they have at home. They can stretch beyond the rigid confines of a one-person ownership. Love is renewed at home when each partner is pleased with themselves for giving their partner the freedom to go with another person.  If there is a problem, hopefully they will try again and work through it. It comes with a struggle and perseverance to get back on the horse with determination to change the game into a positive, more light-hearted one.

The world has changed. The goodness of monogamy remains but the hurtful and suffocating aspects of monogamy are changing. It is a new age. When newness is brought into the relationship - and it is up to each couple to decide together how and when that will happen - there is more freedom in the world.

We do not have the right to repress our partner, and more important is it not to repress ourselves. Our first responsibility is to self. It is through the conscious use of love during sex that sex changes to lovemaking. This is making sex into sacred sex.  A relationship includes the necessity of being honest.  No cheating.  A single person who is not committed to anyone else can have as many lovers as desired. But when a relationship begins to form honesty starts to play an important role. Otherwise, love is not being included in that relationship.

Talk about it

Cheating is an aspect of not-love. It seems to be universal today because monogamy as a cultural rule has everyone in its vice-like grip. The advice is, if someone is suffocating in a relationship that is too rigid, talk. Talk about it to the partner. Talk, talk, talk. There is no way that a relationship can continue to be stuck if there is talking about it. Sometimes one must insist on a sit-down meeting across a table when all else fails. Saying something in passing while going out the door, does not work. Give yourselves honest discussion times periodically.

Every couple in the lifestyle of swinging today, has “talked about it”.  That's in quotes because talking about it is the one common rule in swinging. You have to open the discussion and talk about it. A couple can agree to just about anything if they talk about it. They cannot move themselves past the stuck point of boredom and suffocation and even depression, if they don't talk about what is bothering them. There are any number of ways they can relieve the suffocation, boredom and depression. It is the first rule of love - to be real by revealing your true feelings. Be brave. Initiate the "talk".

Be the brave warrior of your own heart by daring to step forward and stand in the sunlight of your own self, revealing yourself. The worst thing that can happen is an argument or a slammed door or temper tantrum - and then it passes. All things do pass. Do not be afraid. There are worse things that could happen. A person will be surprised at how good he/she feels when they take a stand like that. It is because they draw on inner power and when you draw on inner resources you open the door to even more of the same. A person is so much more than he/she thinks they are.

When you adopt a truly loving and authentic attitude, you find healing and support. It is through your own heart that you find solutions that are unique for you and your situation.  Each person must take responsibility for his or her own thoughts and direct them to the heart if they want to become more real and more authentic and to change their life from boring to exciting.

Regarding sex and lovemaking, it is not in the movement of hip against hip or groin against groin, but in the movement of loving thoughts made into feelings, where one does not want to hurt the other. The physical anatomy of sex is secondary and will take care of itself when the time comes. The focus on reverence, joy, appreciation and respect is what releases the deepest, best and most pure parts of a person, the highest and most refined ideals and motivations.  This is what fills the body with turn-on feelings we call sensuality. It is love and it comes from the heart and the mind.

Tantra, as it is traditionally taught, is with one special partner who is willing to work with you consciously, and it is "work".  There is a lot of practice time.  Couples come together as opposites. For centuries men and women had to really "work" at it to find a higher place in themselves because it did not come natural to them. There has been animosity between men and women for a long time.

Today we are seeing a new dawn happening. The swinging lifestyle is producing understanding between men and women. They are enjoying sex with each other on a higher plane. Mars and Venus are working it out but the number of couples who are participating is yet small. Today monogamy is stifling a lot of individuals. They are not able to "talk the talk". One person may really want to explore having sex with other people, but the other may not. Often it is the man taking the initiative and he is trying to talk his lady into trying it with him.  When your partner has no interest whatever in doing this with you, then what do you do? Do you put your urge for more sacred love on hold forever?

The only solution lies within your own heart and inner being. Each person has a higher self that has all the answers. But those answers are usually buried beneath layers upon layers of belief systems. There are many factors to consider when inviting someone in to open up the monogamous relationship. These factors cannot be articulated. They must be felt as one walks through it, step by step. And beginning "the talk" is the first step. To try to "set someone up" is a mistake. Again this is in quotes because it is a common phrase heard often. Authenticity cannot be manipulated with much success. The heart is over lighted by the higher self, which marches to a different tune than the human being who is weighed down by limited beliefs and fantasies.

Sex is a journey that involves your genitals. Spirituality is a journey that involves your ideals. Sex involves the lower body, spirituality involves the heart, head and higher. Most people in the lifestyle do not take into consideration the heart and head, but they get there anyway. This is such an important point. The sexual lifestyle known as swinging is a higher path because people have to be polite, tolerant, and respectful. That lifts them above the non-swinging individual who is still monogamous and possessive, or cheating on the side. (Part 3 - Emotional Pain - next)
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The above article is part of a larger channeled message from Master Djwal Khul given to me 40 years ago, shortly after kundalini awakened in me while living in Costa Rica with my late husband. It altered my consciousness over the next 40 years but the first few years were difficult. I couldn't function well because my body including my brain was being purged of old stuff. I was changing from the inside. My late husband stuck by me and asked questions so I was able to get through it eventually, but what a ride it has been. It is all about discovering what love and enlightenment means. We soon began exploring intimacies with other couples because people were being drawn to us. We were led naturally in that direction. Many magical things happened in those early years but I didn't realize at the time what was happening. As I reach a zenith of understanding I realize I could ONLY have learned this most valuable information by stumbling through it blind with all the ups and downs - how important close physical contact is between human beings. Exchanging love is what heals the broken hearts.

The Master DJwal Khul has never left me in 40 years. He kept giving me more insight through channeled writings. I can still count on him to be there for me, but I'm pretty much on my own today. I am mostly now just re-reading what was given. As I put it all together it dawns on me how this most beautiful energy works. It is ever present in EVERY human body. What its purpose is and how we've mismanaged it - this is the great discovery. This holy energy has been mislabled "sex". It is actually a pure spiritual energy but it has been blocked, stifled and twisted by manmade rules and negative teachings, complete with punishment if we don't obey. We have been misdireccted. It is no wonder that we still have wars and problems.

Ever since kundalini awakened in me 40 years ago during a spontaneous guided meditation, I have been learning about the spiritual anatomy of the human body. How spirit flows, or SHOULD flow, and how it is being stopped from flowing. Sex is the biggest stumbling block in the human race and only love and lovemaking has saved us from destroying ourselves. Sex is the blockage. Not love, but the way we stop it from flowing because we think it's wrong. Pure love is never wrong. It is the most right thing we can do for ourselves and others. It has been twisted into tormented, broken guilt and shame. And THAT's what we call  'sex". The light-hearted free, joyful exchanges between people who are 100% positive is the most natural thing on earth. We evolve to a brighter future when it flows. The way humankind thinks is what colors it evil. Feelings of joy, reverence, purity, adoration and love is what keeps it flowing and saves the world from destruction. It is the true lovers of the world who have kept us going. Those who are 100% positive and refused to break under the controllers and haters. Love is the true savior. I am not enlightened yet and hope I never become so, because the fun is the discovery process of sharing with friends. 

With deep appreciation and gratitude, I pass on the blessings I've received. Love from the Masters, Galactics, Angelics and me!


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3/24/22 - Future Sex, Part 1
Advanced Training
Anakosha Newsletter 3/23/22

On a practical level, sex in the normal sense is a portal to higher consciousness but only when it is respected. Respect is an elevation of thought chosen by the mind. The higher the respect level, the higher the experience one may have during the intimate act. Let's say respect is the lowest level. From there, one may rise a bit higher through appreciation, then a little higher still through gratitude, then a bit higher through joy, higher still through reverence, and yet higher through adoration, praise and so on.

All of these thoughts, when held in the mind, are different frequencies. They put out and generate different waves that vibrate with feelings. They are felt viscerally, internally, as feelings when entered into. When thoughts are focused on these feelings, which one must practice with to better identify which is which, it is possible to "fix" them into that frequency like a laser beam or a flashlight held by the mind's attention.

When the mind wanders like a lost soul, mental attributes diminish and become defused. So the power of mind is developed by practicing with these higher states of consciousness, combined with the ability of mind to hold that focus. That is when the quality focused upon becomes a feeling. Mind must hold the focus long enough that it descends into density, which is the physicalness. Sensuality is a held thought focused on long enough to become physical.

In our culture we have not been trained in this art. Most people think sensuality is an accident that comes from some mysterious chemistry between people. That is far from the truth. We MAKE our sensual feelings by focusing on the quality we want. We "make" love by thinking and holding love in our thoughts, not by diddling the yoni or lingam.

When we focus our conscious minds on our heart we can become more loving. The brain is the computer where intelligence is received from higher planes and stored. The body is where love is received from higher planes and stored. It's a step-down process. The two go hand-in-hand. We receive intelligence (light) and love from higher planes. The mind receives and passes it down into the body by holding it and directing it downward. The body receives it as sensuality. Mind and body must work together to create a loving sensuality. They walk the path together.

When we focus on the third eye, specifically the middle of the brain where the pineal gland is, we receive intelligence from our higher self. Our God-self. The third eye must open to receive. Until it opens, it can open and close randomly, the third eye mostly recycles what intelligence it has already accumulated. But we can receive more. We are infinite creators.  For example, one does not simply "make up" or pretend an emotion of adoration. One must think the thoughts like "I love you, I adore you, I revere you, you are beautiful, you are so precious to me," thoughts of that nature. As one builds a momentum of this type of thought, which you can think silently, it doesn't have to be out loud, it raises your consciousness until you are literally singing these adoring phrases out loud. You are opening and receiving the beautiful higher consciousness that is infinite and close to the creator and the angels of heaven, even as you are a physical body.

Your heart, which is where your true God-self is anchored, automatically kicks into action. The cells of the body, yours and your lover's, are stirred by this thought-triggered emotion of loving adoration because you are setting into motion the vibration of higher and ever-higher frequencies.

If one is going to pursue this path, the first thing to consciously change is to stop using the dirty words common to our culture which we think are sexy and cute. They are not. They carry very low energy in them. They pull you down to the basic animal sex. These are downward-spiraling thoughts. They are heavy with not only animal instinct but unresolved and undesired instincts of terror, fear, hurt, pain, and more. The way to change them is to think the high thoughts mentioned above, starting with "I love you," silently in your mind.

Think words of love, praise and gratitude and as you say these words silently, pretty soon new beautiful words start to flow forth on their own. You are consciously building a new momentum, taking it away from the old ways and carving out a groove that is new. New neurons are created and put to work in your brain. You are literally bush-whacking a path through the tangle and undergrowth of the wild forest.

It is consciously directed thoughts that tap you into the love energy stored on the high shelf of the heart. You have to reach up for them. These silent words spoken silently in the heart enter into the blood stream as the heart pumps, pumps, pumps your blood, and carries the vibrations of your words on the flow of the blood going all through your body and transferring it via vibration to your lover and your lover's body. These words are literally being woven, as you speak them, whether silently or whispering them out loud, into the fabric of your muscles and tissues and elevating you to higher planes of consciousness and physicality. They are bringing more light and goodness into you. It is a spiritual journey. Making sexual love is a sacred act when it is done this way. Sacred does not mean somber. Sacred means joyful, light-hearted and fun-loving.

Sacred sex is loving, light-hearted sex. Most individuals you meet on the street would not know what sacred sex is. Most people don't know what Tantra is but they are drawn to the word, like flies to honey because there is a vibration to it. A sweetness. A light. Love. If you are ever asked about sacred sex, you will know what it is. It is light-hearted sex raised to the highest level of love you can imagine or build. And it comes from the heart. 

(Part 2 will come in a few days. It's a lengthy article.) 
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Comments about this article: It was received 40 years ago, in 1981, shortly after kundalini awakened while living in Costa Rica. I began experiencing extremely high consciousness that at first was pleasant, but then began the process of clearing. Kundalini is an energy that does not respect the human condition and it began changing me. It has been called the holy spirit in Christian language. It is an evolutionary energy. It clears old patterns. I was out of body a lot in the weeks, months and years following. My late husband and I began exploring intimacy almost right away with other couples. It was a natural evolution. People were drawn to us and so we responded. I found holding other people up close was helpful in grounding and feeling more peaceful and connected. I still do. This is the reason I like massaging. There is a feeling of fulfillment and unity.

The above message came through automatic writing in the first days after kundalini awakened without warning. Words flowed through me like rushing water and I had no choice but to write them down on paper or I would explode. Writing was an outlet. I would either write or get up and dance with a spontaneous inner breeze blowing through me. Either through dance or writing I would receive messages from higher planes, whenever the energy flowed. This is how I became changed over the years from what I was before kundalini awakened. I have a great desire to give this information out so I post these writings as the spirit moves me. 

Comments about the war in Ukraine. Every day D fills me in on the world situation. I find I can absorb most of what he reports, but it is difficult. Normally I can't make heads or tails out of what is being reported from mainstream news, and recently even from alternative news articles. It seems I am open only to the forces of light, peace and love that are streaming onto the planet. I am full time in light and peace. Not that I don't pick up on problems and have my own challenges (there are some) but there is an immediate transition over to light and peace, as if problems can't live long in me. Friends have asked what I think about the world's events, but I don't "think" in the normal sense of that word. Rather I feel. I sense. I am sure I am not alone in this. I know there are a growing number of people feeling both the chaos and the light and love moving and swirling at the same time. I feel sometimes physical ecstasy when I am touched by someone with love. And other times I feel lost, lonely and isolated, but it is only energy. It only lasts a day at the most. I believe that I am mostly dwelling in the fifth dimension, even though I'm still living in a physical body in the third dimension. It's a mixture right now. It is possible to do that. Everyone is experiencing these fluctuations. There is a tremendous amount of shifting of energies going on within people. We have mind, body and spirit flowing all together now. We just have to hang on for a while longer, not too much longer, and manage these energies in the best and most loving, peaceful way that we can. 

Dimension means "density". 1st density, 2nd density, 3rd density, etc. One who is caught in terrible pains and traumas and don't know how to get out of it, that's third density. Fourth density you start feeling the possibilities of peace, and moments of hope and tendencies toward prayer but you struggle trying to figure it all out. And then there's fifth density. You can't think of war or chaos or politics. It doesn't exist for you. It's like trying to light a match under water. It just doesn't work. There's too much light, love, unity and peace in you. You may not know that yet, and you may still be trying to figure it. But my advice is to relax and be your natural self. Let everything fall back into naturalness. Let everything else go. Because in the fifth density you're part of the flow. Your individual God-self is flowing and is in charge and it will see that you are safe and guided in the right direction.

We as a planet are in fourth density right now. The total mass consciousness of the world's humanity is swirling and mixing together in a great soup bowl. Just imagine it. We as a worldwide collective are struggling with 3rd density people trying to maintain a grip and control on others, and with 4th density people trying to make sense of it all, and 5th density people who are holding light, love and peace. Some are private and quiet, others are out front making waves. I have been guided for over 40 years in how to stay focused on light and love, so I'm somewhere in the middle. I don't make waves but I do post my articles online. You can't maintain a focus on light and love in this heavy density without taking TIME and creating a space of peace and love for yourself that you can use over and over to build a momentum. We dwell in time and space and so we must carve out time and space and cultivate positive peacemaking thoughts wherever "home" happens to be. Maybe it's in a car traveling somewhere but it's home for the moment. I spend at least 2 hours a day, often 3 hours, and sometimes 4 hours a day using different approaches, often being spontaneous to how spirit moves in me. I would be glad to assist anyone who wants to discuss this very important subject matter, something you can use at home privately, sacredly, alone. Just contact me by return reply.

Meanwhile, I am streaming peace, love, light and advice from the Masters to stay in your own lane and don't digress. Hold focus on peace, love and light for your own sake and balance. Be active as spirit moves you, but lie down and rest in stillness often. See if it doesn't settle you better. Confusion is created by not letting spirit participate in your life. It wants to. It is the peace, love and light in you that doesn't get to come out and play in the scene. Accumulate love, light and peace during periodic resting time.



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3/10/22 - Fiercely Feminine! The Goddess Movement
A Message from Spirit

It's December 4, 2018. I wake from dreaming at 1:55 am, still looking into the sun. It is very bright but I am able to stand it. I see geometric designs on the sun. In the dark of night I am seeing a long treatise in writing. I Am a holy mandate of the heavenly Father. I see myself from the back, superimposed brilliant golden against or in the sun. I have wings. I am receiving this mandate from the sun. “Mandate” is distinctly heard. I am very bright and the sun is very bright but I can see myself clearly with wings from the back. I feel this has to do with gathering the women. 

It's a long, long, long list, and someone is saying over the words, “But what if we were allowed to have divine feminine values to nurture and nourish our hearts and souls and each other?” (I reach for my notepad and write this down and go back to sleep. I wake again at 2:10 seeing the lengthy treatise again.) The long list continues on and on, and again someone says, “But what if instead of a pile of broken bones and lumber (I see a pile of wood stacked in odd ways askew for the burn pile), instead you were allowed to put your hands on people with feminine values, warm and supportive? Slow, lengthy healing sessions of feminine softness, lacy, frilly, dainty, exquisitely soft and tender, emotionally sweet, with healing feminine love, instead of politically correct men in dark suits standing with frozen looks at attention in meetings. (I am now propped up writing words on little yellow post-its.)

The men appear with stern faces and not a smile cracks their faces. And their women standing frozen-faced beside them, like Ivanka Trump yesterday on TV standing with Pres. Trump. What if, instead of the frozen faces of the women standing sternly by their sides, not a muscle moving of living quality being seen on their sweet faces, you saw instead sweetness moving and light breaking out in smiles and living motion. Feminine values are warm and gay, joyful and casually innocent, flowing spontaneously, with smiles, and movement and friendliness and softening the frigid masks of the men, breaking the non-movement of the politically correct.

Instead of trying to do what is culturally correct by supporting your husband, you supported your OWN feminine truth instead of his? Your own feminine sense of right instead of his? By melting the sub-zero temperature of his mask which has frozen his heart? What if you simply melted into your own warmth, ease, gaiety and naturalness? Do you remember how? Remember when you were a free and innocent child? Remember when being natural didn’t require you to think about it? You just were what you were. Relax the stress and strain of trying so hard to be good and proper and staunchly supportive of male values. Let the sunshine of feminine values shine through the smog and fog and dark. That’s what men are waiting for. They don’t know how to do it themselves. They want and need the warm feminine. They are waiting for someone to give them permission to stop acting like heartless, soulless men so they can get out of the rat trap and into the freedom of the sun. They need permission to stop acting so responsible, to stop being so damn rigid, so damn serious and grown up. They are not grown up. They are children waiting for someone more knowledgeable than them, and more mature and safe and kind and fun-loving and free, to show them how to be that way.

Be a role model of natural fun, mature fun, not the irresponsible wild fun that is destructive but easy, light-hearted fun. Instead of serious, stubborn and resisting the sunlight of fun, which is good, true, loving and wise, such warming up would crack a smile on the frozen outer skin and raise the temperature and the vibrations and the frequency of the dark and lonely man who feels bereft and isolated because he has forgotten, and so he demands and forces and presses and pushes and resists because that’s how he is programmed. It is his way because he was shaped and molded and taught to be that way and he is unhappy. Pain and suffering is what keeps him alive. As long as he feels pain and is suffering he knows he is still alive. Show him a better way. See through the male facade. It’s a sad attempt to make up for the loss of humanness in him for he has no heart awake. It is there but not awake. Wake up his heart by example, not by words. Stir him by letting him see something miraculous. Something outside of the ordinary humdrum of his daily life. Stir his feelings. Only a need, a lack, a haunting memory of something. He is striving to remember what it is, something that he should have but can’t quite grasp it. It haunts him.

It is a need for the feminine, his OWN feminine values of a lighter heart and a lighter mind and a lighter way of living that flows smoothly and graciously without judgment or taking sides or criticism or condemnation or guilt or shame. Men have called such women in the past, wanton, shameless, whores, hussies and other four-letter words, but they continued to want them. Why? They are angry on one hand, but needing the feminine softness, tenderness, goodness, forgiveness, on the other. They spit out hatred, anger and violence on one hand but grasp with their dying breath for their mother, wife, sister, feminine friend because they don’t have it in their own soul.

Feminine values are divine values. They are not pre-arranged or pre-meditated. The divine value is moving outward from a hiding place. We don’t know what it looks like yet. The goddess movement is intuitive and experiential. We feel it when we are close to each other without men around to dampen the feminine free flow. We are striving towards something and for a long, long, long, time - centuries long - have gone by without our understanding what was missing, what was wrong. They told us our role was to support, heal, love our man, but that didn’t fulfill us. They said it would. They said God would reward us if we performed our role well. And yet we felt something missing. The golden thread of happiness, liberation, the movement of life was missing but we didn’t know how to find it. The feminine feels her way better than men because she FEELS. Her emotions are intact where a man’s emotions are not. They have been bred out of him. She feels her way wherever she can, without shame or falsehood but relies on her feelings and dares to act on them. Just as a man is waiting for permission to step out of the rat race, so is a woman waiting for permission to step into her own power. And now it has come. The Goddess is awakening for women. Women are feeling it.

A leader in her own right, each woman must take the first step off the old treadmill that goes nowhere. A leader is one who steps out in front of the people, ahead of the others. Either out of frustration or anger, or simply because she’s had enough, or is in the throes of losing her mind. Women express such feelings. A call for help without knowing what she’s asking for or what words to use, flies out across space and time and ripples the infinite, and those waiting for just such a call, hear it. Without ever knowing how such help works, it does. Suddenly a person pops up that can assist, or a situation is altered, or a shift takes place. One is not aware of the assistance but it happens anyway. It’s how we crawl out of the trenches and stinky mud into daylight. 

When a person allows herself to FEEL their frustration in all honesty, even brutal honesty, instead of burying it, it moves mountains. Feelings and emotions need to be honest and truthful. Feelings need to stop being repressed. Self-denial of our own emotions is the most serious denial of all. It is not that we are hiding them from our families and friends; it is that we are hiding them from our self.  It is our self that needs to wake up and become more feminine. Without emotions we are masculine and heartless. One is able to stand up straight and tall by pulling oneself up by the pully rope, the bootstrap of honesty. Be kind to yourself when using it. Don’t let regret or remorse pull you back down into the mud again. Along with truth comes wisdom of forgiveness. Accept the truth of your denial, absorb it, receive it, let it fill you, and hold your head up high and move on into the light of freedom. Enjoy the sensation of freedom. Notice how you stand above the heads of the crowd but be humble about it. (End of transmission)
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Re-reading this put a spark in me once again. I had a very busy night that night! I kept waking up with more information to write and the notes kept coming even after I got up and showered and sat in the meditation room. So much writing came through. It was a message for ME. This is not a lecture to other women. I'm sharing a personal experience here. Both with other women and also with men. Men have a feminine side to them, just as women have a masculine side to them. We have lived in opposite gender bodies. In the three years since this message was given to me, I've learned a lot personally and grown in understanding. The goddess movement is genderless. We are androgynous souls seeking our missing (buried) half. We have buried memories inside of us waiting release and discovery. We are each a combination of both masculine and feminine traits and tendencies, skills, knowledge and memories of personal experience. They go way back in our history and evolution. Not just this life but there are many past lives, and not all on this planet. There are many, many past lives, both as boys and girls and as animals, birds, insects, dinosaurs and more. We have been around for a long time, as conscious living souls, gathering experience and knowledge. Today we have made it to the top of the evolutionary scale. We are human. We are now gods in training, awaiting full realization.

To become fully realized, girls and women are seeking the masculine half of themselves, and boys and men are seeking the feminine half of themselves. We've been locked into separate gender roles in this reality, isolated from the whole truth. There is more waiting for us to acknowledge. Namely that we are unified male and female. And that it is self-love that brings us into the androgynous state of wholeness. That doesn't take away from the fun of living in bodies of opposite sexes. It is that we are fulfilled, happy and feel at home in our skin. (Thank you, DK.) I've been guided for years to gather the women, but I couldn't do it. A part of me just couldn't preclude the men from attending. I was never 100% confident that it was right to hold women-only gatherings. Now I see the value in women meeting together without the men. The women need empowerment and validation from their sisters. I also have been seeing something else dawning on the horizon of consciousness.

Are the ascended masters and the benevolent galactics one and the same on the scale of evolution? It is appearing so to me. Are the galactics of light also ascended masters? Are the ascended masters also galactic? Do others have more insight into this? I'd love to meet with anyone who would like to explore this fascinating subject. Feedback is invited. 


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3/6/11 - Grounding the ethereal - what it means 
A Message from Master DK 


​Prelude: The following is a message received back in 1977 in the first year after kundalini awakened, when inspiration and words were flowing at a very fast pace and I began writing them down longhand. Today I asked for a random message that I could send out as a newsletter, to let everyone know I'm still here, alive and well, since I've had a few queries asking. There have been so many thoughts blossoming that I haven't had time to focus. Each new thought is significant but it doesn't last long enough to do anything with it. There is a continued swirling and mixing of energies, mostly light but with some darker hues. Sending newsletters out is how I get rid of them, temporarily. It gives me some relief so I can move on. It is important to contribute. Sharing yourself and your knowledge with other people in your community how we contribute to the world at large. It is the purpose we are here in the first place. If we don't contribute, we wither and die on the vine. We didn't come here to be locked down and isolated out of fear we may be killed!? We've got to contribute and writing is how I get my thoughts out of my head. Not of the political situation (the war overseas) but the powers of peace and love that are coming in. They are subtle but real. I see them and receive them. By sending out a newsletter I can get them out my head and free myself up for a little while. So OK, I said. I'll go into Master DK's folder where all his writings are, and page down until it stops. Let's see a message for today. Aha!  It stopped on the one below.  Perfect! 

Master DK on Grounding the Ethereal

The master gland, the pituitary, in the very center of the brain, governs and measures the growth of an individual. Not only his physical growth but his awareness, too, which is infinite. You could grow in awareness, in theory and abstract knowledge forever, just as a tree could in theory grow upward and upward forever, if it were fed the proper stimulants to make it so. However, if a tree does not have a root system equal to the massive branches above, then it will become a very unhealthy tree and eventually fall weak and sickly under its own weight.

There is a similar root system in man specifically created to balance out his ethereal growth by grounding him. And just as with the pituitary gland, there is a physical organ which governs and measures his ability to stay on the ground with his feet planted firmly on the soil of practicality and earthiness. This gland is harder to understand and is infinitely more mysterious. The sexual organs, combined with the reproductive organs in men and women, govern and measure the ability to stay on earth. To live on earth and be happy here, fulfillment depends upon expression. And upon the health and freedom of both attributes – the ethereal and the earthy. The leafy branches of the tree top and the heavy and solid root system below.

The metaphor of a man to a tree has always been used. A quick look at a diagram of man’s autonomic nervous system will reveal an uncanny similarity to a tree. The tree of life of the Bible. Fine and delicate branches link up with larger branches which link up with even larger branches which link up with the main trunk line of the spinal column which descends to the pelvic region where it suddenly bursts outward again and downward like massive roots digging deep into the soil in ever increasing finer and finer branches. The pelvic root system with its glandular activities summed up in the sexual organs represents, in spite of our over complications, an extremely simple facet of man: the passionate and overwhelming desire of man to unite sexually with a mate is the desire for wholeness and union. Mental energy builds up, physical expression follows. A natural ground for a super charged electrical circuit. A splurge of love and total explosion of infinity in one finite moment. The feeling says it all.

It is the grounding and balancing of ethereal thought into the world of matter, into the world of flesh and sensation. There is a delicate, infinitely beautiful balance living in man and there always will be, between his spiritual flights of growth and his earthly pleasures. To grow spiritually without ever becoming grounded is similar to inflating a balloon. It will grow but remain empty inside until one day when its limit will be reached. Then the danger of bursting becomes evident and there is no place to go but down. Down to back and fill in the empty spaces.

On the other hand, to enjoy earthly pleasure only, is as unbalanced as the other. If there is no spiritual growth, a man stays on one level only, as the animals do. Sleeping and eating and reproducing for sheer matter fulfillment alone. This eventually will bring atrophy to the spiritual powers of man and decay is inevitable. And so the two must go together. They always have. One must not be intimidated by the high cycle of another person who judges the opposing cycle. There is no teacher but one’s self. Only the inner self can feel the ebbing and flowing of the balance and the forces inside. Only the inner self can act out of its own knowledge of that balancing act. The privacy of thought is an immense world all its own – a university of understanding and learning. There is no room for outside teachers. (Received 7/8/77)
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Personal comments from me: If anyone wants to swap massages, let me know. I am seeking some hands-on exchanges. The light in you will connect with the light in me. It will change for the better the way we experience things. This is a great way to ground theory and fantasies that may or may not be real. Prove it by sharing it with another physical body. The light in one body attracts the light in the other body. It's a universal law. Massages could also be with clothes on as in Reiki sessions. It doesn't matter. The energy goes right through the clothing. Touching is my favorite way of grounding - with hands. But always in a kind and respectful way. Never forcing or pressuring someone. I was a massage therapist for a number of years until I retired. Now I invite people to come here to my home. It's easier on me as a senior citizen who doesn't drive much any more. We can also spend extra time talking. I am hungry for interaction. However, my interests go beyond those of the average person. Are you interested in the Galactics and other-world visitors of the benevolent kind? No monsters or evil ones, please. Or the Ascended Masters? I've been in contact with them for many years. Send me a return reply and let me know. Week days between 11 and 5 pm. Thank you, bless you. May you be happy, uplifted and inspired today.

And if things are getting weird at your house, go out and focus on the sun for 5 or 10 minutes with your eyes closed. Never look directly at it. If it's cloudy or dark outside and you can't see the sun, then sit down in a comfortable place and imagine the sun as a brilliant, dazzling golden white sun for 5 or 10 minutes. And imagine feeling the warmth of it on your skin. Imagine it. Our life comes from the sun. Put attention back on the sun for a little while. We are an individual ray of intelligence from the sun. Our life is streaming through the sun. Many believe the sun is our home and that the sun is our father, just as the earth is our mother.

Bye for now. Contact me if interested in swapping massages or just to talk and share information.

2/14/22 - Remembering Our Origins of Love
The seven schools we attended 

In going through my old journals I found a dream teaching that I would like to share. This is an interesting teaching that coincides with Ascended Master instructions channeled through Geraldine Innocente in the 1960's. On the morning of December 8, 2017 I woke up while still listening to a lecture being given. As I lay in bed coming to full consciouosness I heard the words and felt warm and cozy. I thought it was my own mind playing tricks on me but after awhile I realized I was being given a purposeful instruction. I got up and started writing on a note pad I always keep near me at night for just such a purpose. It was a lecture on the beautiful light body and how it came into being. The words kept coming even though I was awake and penned them on paper....

"You are a light body covered in slime but the light is still there underneath. You were created by Father Light and Mother Love as a beautiful light love baby consciousness. You started out conscious of love and light, light being information or intelligent awareness. The love held you fully in its warm embrace. You were given over to another being to protect and love you because Father Light and Mother Love were busy creating other love light babies and maintaining their growing family. You were placed in the orbit (family) of a sun where you floated in bliss and happiness and love, while you grew in awareness. You were a conscious being from the first moment you were created, but you were only a baby, like an earth baby, and you didn’t know any more than the love that surrounded you. You grew and expanded your conscious awareness, and as you grew you noticed that others in your family, all at different levels of expanding consciousness, were responding to your thoughts and feelings. You learned to communicate with others, you learned cause and effect. You were growing in love and in light (information).

"Soon you began to explore further out, beyond the safe orbit of warmth where you were protected by the sun’s family of love. You were one of those who wanted to explore further out. The fact that you are here in physical body validates that. Others in your family of white light beings preferred to stay close to the parent sun and continue to shine their beautiful white light and contribute to the sun’s brilliance. You wanted to explore beyond and outside the warmth but before you could go any further you were required to go to school to learn how to maneuver in the outer darkness beyond the sun’s light. Beyond Father Light and Mother Love. There is a universe “city” where there are schools. All white light beings go to these schools to learn skills before going further out beyond the light to where darkness exists. We all had to attend these schools and absorb this information so we would be prepared, and so we would not lose ourself when we go out into the field beyond clarity and beyond the ability to see, and where the darkness resides and is dominant. We chose to go out there, like missionaries choose to go into deep dark jungles to bring civilization to those who don’t have any knowledge that others exist outside of their little world.

"There are seven schools you had to attend, only seven. In these seven schools you could stay for as long as you wanted to, or spend as short a time as you wanted, just to pick up the basic fundamentals. There are great beings who act as guides and mentors, so that you are directed and given the benefit of their wisdom and knowledge. This is where you develop your skills to go further out into the outer wilderness, and you do this of your own volition. You WANT to go. You seek the adventure. You are eager and pawing the ground. But you are required to attend these seven universities first. No one can be born into a sentient society, especially Earth’s sentient society, without first absorbing the understanding of what it means to be physical.

"These seven schools are where you are programmed with qualities. These qualities are qualities of light and love that are specifically designed for the human being’s physical form. To use as a human. These qualities are designed by great brilliant white light beings who designed them for the Earth human. In English language they are called “attributes“. An attribute has a color and a sound to it, and a texture and a vibration. It can be felt and known as a unique attribute. One person may have a greater intensity of one attribute than another, such as intelligence. These seven attributes are Power, Love, Intelligence, Purity, Truth, Peace and Freedom. They are known as the seven chakras within the human body, and they are tones, sounds and color vibrations containing inner knowledge of power, love, intelligence, purity, truth, peace and freedom. These are the tools which you absorbed before being born on earth, a wild and dark planet.

"The twin flame. The twin flame is not two separate human beings. It is the male and female energy within one body. Spiritual channels have said that twin flames cannot be embodied at the same time, leading to the error of thinking that somewhere in the world or cosmos there is another being who is your other mate or half. But, when it is said that twin flames cannot be in physical form at the same time means that you cannot be both a male expression AND a female expression in the physical world at the same time because the physical world must have duality. It is duality, male and female reflecting and playing with each other, that creates manifestation in the physical. However, there are moments when the male energy current and the female energy current come together and come to a stop and stillness within the physical body. When those moments happen, the person experiences nirvana and great peace. The world comes to a standstill. There is no more movement in that person’s physical existence. He or she is not in the world at that time. To be a part of this world, they must resume being either a male or a female expressing. Then the world again begins to move." (End)

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The above dissertation triggered something in me because I've been reconnecting with this inner light. The above revelation was four years ago. It was only within the last few months that I've been exposed to the inner light more firmly. It has been helped along by doing the ancient Taoist exercises, which are simple but complex in the sense of stretching the light body. It's not like muscle-building at the gym. This, coupled with new knowledge is an ongoing process in awakening to the innocence within. Innocence = inner sense.  The process takes time to grow more solid roots in one's belief in oneself. It takes time well spent on certain disciplines. Then it starts to make more sense. Suddenly one day you realize "I AM the light within!" You emerge out from under the dark web that had grown thickly over on top of your innocence. That which is natural. Only for you to know, not for any other. Life then becomes more peaceful.

It is quiet in our household. Doug and I are each absorbed in our own interests and free to pursue them without having to argue, discuss or explain. On the comfort scale, we are enjoying a greater expanse of freedom. And at the same time it is nice to have a warm physical body to cozy up to at night. We are becoming more empathic. We read each other's thoughts. I used to think he was so different, so opposite me. Now he's so similar and familiar. My perceptions are changing. The light within me is connecting with the light within him. 

There is something natural within every body, every individual but it has been covered over. We've all been searching for it but all of our searches up to now have led us to look outside of ourselves, to other people, to books, to teachers, to all the wrong places. The truth is within. The good feelings are natural and innocent within us. It's funny how people look for the dark and dirty to get their excitement, when there is far more excitement in the light and inner-sense. More harmony and peace is exciting because inner doors open and there is fragrance of something familiar, clean and fresh. Coming more in harmony with what used to be an "opposite" is scintillating. The feeling of love is unmistakable. Activating the light within the body is activating the information within the body. The body holds a lot of information. A lot of light. Light in turn activates the love within. It is who we are underneath the dark webbing that covers us. It is our original state. It is our origin. Where we came from originally, which is love. It's no wonder we have felt bad or lost or afraid or lonely so often, being born here on this "wild planet". Our parents and grandparents didn't know this either. They were also seeking. And their parents. We are privileged to be living in this time in the history of Earth. We are evolving, we are germinating the seeds of our true nature and the future. We are moving from the "lost" department to the "found". Well, we're still in the intermediate stages yet, chaotic and confusing, but trust the light within which we're coming in contact with now. The inner sense within is our true nature. It is authentic. The germination is happening. Full bloom is right around the corner. Be patient and wait for it. Move gently into this new dawn. Take your time. Take a full deep breath, notice the subtle changes and trust it.

There is chaos in the world, yes, I know, but I'm not paying attention. There is too much going on on my inner planes. A sudden surge in something exciting and new is usually followed by a day of rest and boredom. It's the backing-and-filling time. The process is slow and methodical. Relax and take a breather. Then something even more exciting and alive suddenly drops down out of nowhere. Books wink at me from the shelf, a strange youtube pops up on my "smart" phone. A dream, a thought, a revelation, a movement in the air - the Ascended Masters are working overtime with me. And they want you to know them, that they are there. I'm supposed to talk about them. They are very real. Not at all like the vague dreamy ghost-like portrayals we have of them. The Taoist exercises are helping. I'm doing them every day. They are physical exercises that stretch and activate the meridians of the etheric body, which are part of the light body. It's an exact science that most people haven't had access to but it's available. You just have to know where to look and put time in.

Re: Massage exchanges. To those who are interested in my offering for massage exchanges or an ascension massage, I must clarify the difference between these two different approaches - Ascension Massage versus a Massage Exchange. An ascension massage is where I give a person a massage for a donation. It is just me giving you a massage. If you give me a massage in return, then the massge IS the donation!  If a person only wants a massage and has no interest in exchanging massages, then they can give a donation in money, and it is their choice how much they want to give. It is a free-will donation. I cannot give them a figure.

The long-range plan and intention is to get people involved in ascension massage, which is to ignite the light body within. I am offering this because it is my path, my interest and my excitement. It is evolutionary for me. Love and Light are the same energies, but light is not physical. When light is awakened in the body it becomes love. Accessing love and light together is profound. I don't know how to address this in words. I prefer the physical loving touch. This is how it is best transmitted from one person to another. This is a personal journey for me of discovery. It is private not because it is secret, but because there are no words for it. It can only be transmitted through touch. It loses something in word-speak. Words carry assorted energies from the speaker, which may reduce the meaning or on occasion expand the meaning. A loving, caring, nourishing touch is elevating and healing, beyond words. I wish that more people would learn the language of love. Love is clean, fresh, pure and holy. It is not dirty, vulgar or diminishing as many seem to think. It is silent and sacred. Love expands, elevates and unifies. That's why loving touch through massage was my dream. I had a concept called "The Love Club" but the dream of implementing it hasn't manifested because of fears and fantasies associated with the word "love".

Even the word "massage" conjures up desires, fears and fantasies. Perhaps you are not aware but I am. I see the impact that words have on people. Words carry energy which can inspire, contaminate, confuse or degrade. So many words muddle up the purity of a simple hug. This morning a new thought popped into my mind. The Hug Club!  A hug is comforting and warm. It is a loving gesture of acceptance, no words needed. 

Speaking of comfort and loving hugs, here's a youtube. Last night I went to sleep listening to Jim Woodford speak about his near-death experience. He died in his truck and was brain dead for 11 hours. Where he went from there is a wonderful and entertaining story. Listening to him made me feel peaceful, warm and comforted. They filled in exactly what I needed at that time. His emotions were honest and real and I slept like a baby. It is comforting to be bathed in the energies of sacred love. This interview is an hour and 20 minutes long. At the 10 minute mark he starts speaking about his illness. At the 20 minute mark he begins the out-of-body experience. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3UeaUAEB-E 




1/31/22 - Grounding the light body
A personal and global energy update 

Today I borrowed the title "Global Energy Update" from Lorie Ladd's recent video because it resonated so powerfully with me. (click HERE to watch)  After listening I was prompted to send a newsletter. Sharing, writing and speaking out loud helps ground me. It's a crazy new reality that is sputtering into my life. I get so excited sometimes. I keep wanting to hold a press conference and tell the whole world! 

Every day is bringing more emotional and mental clearing but it is a wild ride. There are ups and downs. Charging ahead and then stalling out like a car that runs out of gas. One day I'm clear-headed and full of energy, the next day filled with cobwebs and clouds. Dumbed down, dense, no energy, bloated, confused, filled with questions "Why?" But  I've learned to keep chugging forward. Now, instead of stalling out and trying to figure out what's wrong, I don't stop. I keep going. I continue doing energy work. This brings in more information. Focusing on the light becomes love, respect and tolerance. It reveals new information and this clears the cobwebs away. So the recommendation to anyone who is struggling and trying to understand, just keep doing what you have been doing and let life happen. Life is change. It's going to anyway. Don't resist it or try to analyze it. Let life happen. Stay cool about it. Calm. There is a higher process at work. Analyzing it puts up blocks and barriers. 

Lorie Ladd's recent video (link above) explains it so well. That's what triggered me to share it. She puts it in common words of everyday life. There is a lot of confusion because we don't know what's happening to us. This sputtering is causing havoc on a global scale. It is disrupting the carefully laid plans of the past. Lorie addresses how to manage it. Confusion is not easily admitted. It's not just me. It's not just you. It's everyone. We're all in this together because big shifts are underway. It's a global AND cosmic shift, meaning there are layers upon layers of understanding. We are moving up and down a cosmic ladder. But we are together in this. There is love breaking through. There are so many messages coming in - not human but higher awareness -  that I've given up trying to keep track of them all. We are experiencing a tsunami, a literal flood of high energy, intelligence from people beyond us, beaming down on us. It's coming through the sun (solar flares per the scientific community) and from the larger sun behind it. This is affecting not only the physical environment, meaning our bodies, but our minds and emotions as well. It is causing havoc worldwide. Those who haven't had the background in esoteric science (spiritual science) are the hardest hit. But even those of us who HAVE had background, like me, are still getting bumped and bounced around like a ping pong ball. I don't know what's happening. None of us are immune to the onslaught and changes.  We're all part of the mass collective shifting, rocking and rolling. 

Here are two more articles of interest regarding the inpouring of light that is coming in through the sun. Both are from the Arcturians, one of the galactic civilizations working with us today. 

The Arcturian Council: "On the doorstep of change" channeled by Kate Woodley
"You are truly at the precipice of a new era, and at the doorstep of great change. This new light that is shining upon you is rich with information - information from such a high consciousness it is being anchored in your subconscious and unconscious. But like seeds, this information is going to groom and nurture you. It will serve to guide you as you further develop and expand your consciousness."

The 9D Arcturian Council channeled by Daniel Scranton (page down to "The February 2022 Energies")
"You want to have your chakras and your various bodies aligned because you are constantly running energies through your bodies and constantly seeking to download more. Having your chakras open and aligned will help you. With alignment comes greater clarity, a clear central channel and better use of the energies. You are constantly receiving energies but are you open to them? Are you ready for them? Can you ground them?"

On a personal level, I've been trying for years to understand what it means to ground the light. I needed to get a grip on it because I had a tendency to keep going out of body. Too high. Too transcendent. Too spacey. Unable to think on a practical level. I've been practicing assorted techniques and reading different sources and observing the results. And constantly checking in with the ascended masters, my primary source of information, because I have a lot of history in this.

I have determined that hands-on loving touch massage is the best way to ground the light. After many years of wanting hands-on massage with people I have been unable to manifest a group massage exchange network. Finally I was given the green light to offer ascension massage by private appointment as a beginning. I have always known that exchanging human touch brings stability. So I posted the following on Anakosha:  Click HERE to read. This is a beginning. It is being sponsored by the ascended masters. It is not a personal start-up money-making business, but an experiment to pass the spark to more people. Who else is willing to do light body activation with me? So far, very few have responded. But it has been launched and that's all that matters. It is out there on the ethernet. My long waiting period (training period) is over. I have been given the OK to act on it and I did. And posting it was like lighting a match to dry kindling. 

Almost as a next step, yesterday I was led to open the book "Hands of Light" by Barbara Brennan. It has been on my shelf for years, a gift long ago but I only glanced at it at the time and shelved it. I never read it. Now I am looking at it. As I scan the pages I am thrilled and amazed. I can't believe it. Barbara had a degree in physics and after working at NASA doing experimental research, she apparently merged science with her spiritual interests and became a healer and a clairvoyant. She "sees" energy fields. In her book there are beautiful pictures of the aura and chakras and the flow of the life force. Why haven't I seen this book before? It has been sitting on my shelf! I am so excited and can't wait to get started reading. But first I have to finish the St. Germain book. 

A month ago the same thing happened. I was led to take down "Unveiled Mysteries", about how the author met St. Germain on the slopes of Mount Shasta a hundred years ago, which began the series of "I AM" teachings on the higher self. The deepest of mysteries is given in this book, and it too was on my book shelf for many years. Suddenly it was brought down to read. It is all new information again to me. I read it once before and then forgot it. Breakthroughs are happening. The light is pouring in. Miracles are happening. It is as if a light has illumined me from inside. There is no rhyme or reason why this is happening now. Higher information is coming. Personally, I want to touch people with my hands. The light becomes soft through the touch of love. The light melts blocks when it starts moving through body tissues. We need to caress and be caressed with tenderness and respect. The light passes through human touch with love.  Physical contact is the most powerful. We have been held back by being too intellectual and pretentious. Stuffy is the word. There's been too much ego-talk which leads to loneliness. There is not enough nurturing emotional support. 

The masters want to start an ascension massage exchange network, AMEN, for short. The intention is to provide training for anyone, free of charge, who feels drawn to share healing light work. Barbara Brennan certainly provides solid guidance in this area. She started out with a degree in Physics and worked at NASA doing research at the Goddard Space Center. With that background she then took courses studying the life force of the human body as a science, then established the Barbara Brennan School of Healing. It is all making sense. With the Ascended Masters instructing about the powers held locked inside the human being, and Barbara providing charts, diagrams and personal experience healing, we will learn together. My dream may yet be realized of a network of loving touch massage exchanges. They said they are using me because of my past history in the erotic lifestyle. They've been watching me to see how I have handle myself in this area. Ascended master instruction is essential to growth. Otherwise we get trapped in ego desires and fantasies. It is their guidance that reminds of our own extraordinary mastery. That's how they work with everyone. They nudge and give guidance. Then it's up to us.

The masters are huge personages. They see us as small dense toy figures running around on earth doing our little dense things, blind to their presence. But they have been here too. They have graduated so they know what it's like. That each one of us is only temporarily here, and that there is a God living inside us - a very real light and love energy that is circulating through the tissues, blood and bone - unbeknownst to us yet. It is all powerful. And each one of us has a soul mission to fulfill it by making it real in our lives. We live in a broken world but it is rapidly changing. Light is rapidly coming into play. The darkness that has been meshed into each of us through indoctrination, is heaving under new information.  With the help of more light coming in, we are breaking through the darkness through the choices we make. We are each a work in progress. The challenges we face each day are tests to see if we are ready to act more kindly, rather than follow the selfish side of our nature. Can we see the noble God self that is stirring? The more real side of our nature? The innocence, the good, the pure and true? We are being tested. We are being shown discrepancies. It's a choice thing. Especially now with the ending of the pandemic. Right choice is bringing us out of it.  Saint Germain has said often, following the end of his lectures, good bye "And may you pass every test!" 

More Light is being beamed onto the planet. It must be grounded or it will burn out the brain and psychosis follows. We are to practice and learn together how to transcend selfishness and rebirth ourselves into self empowerment. The proposed ascension massage exchange network is meant to be a community project. It is to be done with respect and higher training in universal law.  The law of the universe is harmony and love. We are to learn how to elevate ourselves and not misuse love by turning it to selfish ends. Light becomes love when it is shared unselfishly and without pressure. It is a new way that has to be practiced. It will be a slow beginning. It takes commitment to more ethical principles to overcome personal attractions which lead to entanglements. This is a rare thing but I think we are ready.

In closing, I send loving thoughts, feelings and prayers to Jim Turner of Washington DC who passed last Tuesday. Thank you Jim for your contributions to betterment in the world. He was well known in our circle of friends and beyond. His life partner, Betsy Lehrfeld called us Thursday and reported that Jim left this life while walking on the treadmill in their home. He was 81. Jim & Betsy, both lawyers working for non-profits serving public interests, they were outspoken advocates for freedom and health. We send heart-felt love to Jim and to Betsy as they each go on alone, supported heart to heart and soul to soul, for life is eternal and never ends. The law of the circle is that Love always returns to its source.



1/19/22 - Raising your frequency 
My conversation with Master Djwal Khul  

​Good morning Master DK! I come to you to ask you to overlight me with your consciousness. I was visited yesterday by friends who introduced me to Mother. I am listening to her on Vimeo digital. She is presenting colors and frequencies. My limited mind cannot accept it easily. It is not comfortable to my senses of sight and hearing, but something draws me to listen. Can you comment on this source? Secondly, I ask for advice on how to write appropriate words to a skeptic, to be used for a newsletter. Those who receive my newsletters are diversified with many personalities. I am seeing and sensing the coming of gatherings to my home. Do I address this to Lightworkers? Is this too audacious? Too bold? Too separatist? I want to do something to benefit the whole, to assist the light here on earth. What can I do to assist the light? (All my words from here on are enclosed in parentheses. The rest is the Master DK talking and I am writing as he speaks.)

DK: My dear lovely child! You are a delight. We have been working together for a long time, as measured in your realm. We have yet more to do. Will you come with me and venture a little further out, beyond what you are entrained into? (Yes!!! OMG!  Yes!! Please. I open my cells, electrons, meridians to what is heretofore unknown. I am ready to receive instruction. Please take me further.)

Now, you must listen carefully, with discernment. It is your ability to notice the subtle connections to wider, rarer fields of consciousness. (Yes. I am here listening, thank you.) Wonderful. There is a dull gray-bluish tint to your field, your aura. Can you lighten it? (I did.) Wonderful. Excellent. Now, let us expand that frequency. You have wanted to better understand frequency. Yes, vibration as well. Let us speak of frequency first. As you are listening to me, your “thrill” as you might say, diminishes because you are listening. You are on pause, listening. During this time that you are on pause you are not radiating. (Ahhh, yin versus yang? Right?)

Yes, when you are in listening mode you think you are in feminine mode but that is not a correct assumption. It is simply being passive and open, allowing information to enter into your field. Your WHOLE field. You are not using your mind as a censoring device. You have dropped your filters, your veil, your screen, your curtain. You are receiving me. It is neither feminine nor masculine. It is genderless. You are the consciousness of the Creator, a child of the Creator. You are learning lessons as you listen to my words and allow them to enter into your field simply as they present themselves on a moment-to-moment basis. You are the one who controls your opening and closing, your pause button and your action button. You can stop the listening at any time and push the action button. You are the one in charge. It is no more complicated than that. Do not think “feminine” vs. “masculine”. The radiation you just did several minutes ago was a test for you to see for yourself how to activate your power. When you are on pause, listening for example for Doug’s whereabouts, which you do often, you put yourself on pause. You are openly listening. You are not actively radiating your power outward. You are listening and receiving. Do you understand? (Yes, I think so, working at understanding.)

Then the next step for you to consider taking is to activate your power and radiate. Now, what is this radiation? Try it again please. (OK, I did. Does this influence Doug when I do this in his presence? Am I taking away his free will? Am I overcoming his free will and shutting him down? Please tell me. I’m excited!) No, you are not overcoming his free will. You are correcting him. There is light of the creator in him but he has been influenced by the outer world of others, the 3D field of lower, slower, limited vibration. Sometimes even overtly false information. These negate and dim the light in him. When you say, “I want to serve the light here on Earth” it is your mission, your job, to radiate light. When you radiate light, it is how you change your frequency. It is the “thrill” that you have discovered and have wondered what it is. This is the stepping up of the electrons of your four lower bodies – your thoughts, beliefs, feelings and unresolved past life energies. These are sped up when you radiate or step up your frequency. This radiation moves out to influence those around you. It is the light that you are radiating direct from your source.

It is your decision to act and move yourself out of passive mode into radiation mode. The power of this action is your God creator power. When you are in pause you are not using your God power. You are listening. You are here in an earth body to use your God power. It is who you are. You have been brain-washed to think of yourself as a submissive feminine but men have been brain-washed too. It has been done to keep you, the human race, passive and disempowered. Feminine and masculine is a false teaching. Do not accept this concept. You are not a feminine being, neither are men masculine beings. You are whole consciousness beings capable of being human AND God consciousness at the same time. Your belief has been divided into two separate genders falsely so that you feel friction and cultivate arguments. This disempowers you so that you think of yourselves as weak and undervalued. Both genders feel disempowered and weak in the presence of the other gender.

You have made the blend, the integration, but you have been hesitating to use your God power, your source power. You do not radiate your power. It is because your human consciousness feels disempowered. It believes you cannot survive without Doug or a man to support you. This is an erroneous belief that you were implanted with. It is a lingering fear in you. This is the path of feminine submissiveness. It is the human side of you. Now, choose to activate your God powers. You think of these powers as masculine but they are not masculine. They are your powers. You yourself have this power within you. This is a radiation you feel as a “thrill”, as you say “goose bumps” or chills. When you initiate this power yourself, you raise your frequency. You pick up the speed of your electrons. Otherwise you hold your powers in a default condition, at a slow and steady vibration. Everyone has a default vibration which is the sum total of their consciousness at peace, on pause, in a state of receptivity. It is the state of their soul evolution to date.

You are a quality of God, an attribute of God, a child of God. Your consciousness vibration is kept at a low frequency when you don’t radiate it, meaning when you don’t move it or activate it. Learning how to activate your frequency, tapping into your “thrill”, is unknown to the average person. It is a technique. You may teach it to those who are ready to receive it. The vibration of consciousness can be experienced at a low frequency or raised to a powerfully quickened frequency. It doesn’t matter what the consciousness is. It could be positive or it could be a negative. Wherever the consciousness is, even that which is clogged with anger and violence, can be sped up to a loud noise or held down to a low level so that it goes unnoticed. One who is of a more pure and positive nature, who maintains compassion within his field, or gentleness, or freedom, or truth or – yes, love, mercy, forgiveness, tenderness - these can be held down to a slow low vibration by lack of understanding, lack of training or education.

The difference between frequency and vibration. A slow compassionate vibration in peaceful mode can be overridden by a negative vibration that has increased in frequency so that it is expressing louder. Even though the negative is a lower vibration, the peaceful vibration is overridden because the negative vibration has been quickened or sped up to a higher frequency. The person who has activated their negative vibration radiates that anger as chaos, while the peaceful person who tries to calm the angry person with a low vibration of peace doesn’t work. The default vibration of a soul doesn’t matter whether it is positive or negative if it is kept at a low speed if it is not radiating. It is when the person speeds up their electrons and starts radiating it that they increase their frequency. You know what an angry outburst looks like, but is it a negative outburst or a positive one? A person with a positive compassionate vibration confronting a negative situation can be just as loud as a negative one! A very loud positive confrontation can appear like an angry outburst to onlookers, if they are not fully apprised of the corrective action taking place.

The vibration is the default program of the soul. But it can be kept so quiet that no one notices it. It is only felt and seen when the person speeds up, radiates or activates their power. That is the power that has been taken from you through divisive manipulations. You think you have no power to change things but you do. Very much. You have the power of the universe in you if you knew how to active it. The soul in you can hold centuries of blocked trauma which makes it insufferable and in great pain. When it lashes out it is releasing it. It must lash out because it is hurting him to hold it inside. Education of that soul would help him to understand. A soul with a positive-leaning momentum may think that it is helping situations by staying low and peaceful when in fact it is not helping but condoning the negative situation. A peaceful prayer does not help as much as confronting the angry person with a powerful light-filled person. Those who say nothing are condoning the continued action of the angry soul who has taken control. 

A positive leaning person such as one who is maintaining peace at a low steady level in her home because she doesn’t understand this spiritual science, can be overridden by another person in the same household who has quickened his vibration to a faster-acting frequency. So that this other person who is more negatively leaning, who holds anger, for instance, or blocked energies from past lives and doesn’t know how to deal with them, shouts out and overrides the gentle person who is gently holding peaceful intentions. This other person who is clogged with debris, is cloaked and blocked, and does not understand why he is so angry. He must be purged of his blocked energies. He has a momentum of anger or rebellion built up in his body. Pockets of thick energy are lodged in his tissues from his past. Or it could be simply from disorganized DNA from his parents or ancestors. Without education this person with non-peaceful vibrations can speed up his electrons and start radiating angrily. In addition, the environment in which he lives may provide similar energies which add to those of his own. This boosts his own anger to an even higher power. 

The peaceful person who doesn’t understand the science of radiation doesn’t have the ability to override such chaotic energies. It is not in their past training to do so. They will not override their peacefulness until they learn how to quicken their frequency. How to radiate, which is a spiritual skill that is learned. The peaceful person may attempt to neutralize or tone down the anger in the other by holding steadily to peace, and this may work, but it also makes her submissive to the angry person. She will feel submissive. This lesson is needed to be told about radiation. Until the peaceful person learns how to radiate or quicken the electrons (speed up), they are not very effective. This is what you are learning here. You are learning about the power of boosting your radiation, your action power, what you formerly called “masculine” power. It is not masculine, nor is it feminine. It is the God power in you. Until a person learns to do that you will remain overruled by those who are louder. Do you see? (Yes, I have been doing exactly that most of my life, trying to “will” peace or “pray” for peace to those I lived with, hoping I could change them, thinking it was “feminine”.)

Yes, you have. Now it is time for you to learn this very valuable lesson. Thank you for asking. You have received an upgrade with the help of the Mother which you viewed on the video today. You already knew how to activate the Power. You called it “the thrill” or “chill” but you did not understand what it was or how to apply it. (Is this the origin of yin and yang?) Yin and Yang are human terms, created by humans living in duality. The enlightened person who is truly enlightened, would not see it as two separate forces, or two separate functions called yin and yang or masculine and feminine. A truly enlightened person would recognize themselves as one consciousness, one God consciousness operating as needed in any given moment. You are God Source Creator who has been de-fanged of your power because of the mind-control that has been existing in the world for centuries. It has divided the oneness in two separated halves.

You are one consciousness with the ability to go either way - into silence or into powerful action at any given moment, by choice. That is who you are. You have always been that. You are the Creator God who is never in form but exists in the no-form state. You are abstract intelligence moving through a flesh-and-blood body, a vehicle for purposes of affecting change. You are waking up to this fact. Intelligence is pure love and light which you have vowed to serve and protect, but you have been made submissive by the limited education which you were cultivated with. The form life has become too powerful with its physical senses taking full control. These override the simple voice of the Oneness that you are in reality. Meditation and prayer on a constant basis is the way to return to wholeness. (Am I OK doing what I’m doing during my morning sessions behind closed doors? By not following a printed out list of exercises?) You are beyond the programming stage. You are learning directly now from source. You do not need to have a list of exercises to follow and check off each day. (He is smiling, ready to laugh but holding it back to a smile!)

(OK, now I feel I must write words about we anti-vaxxers, to ease Doug’s fears for me. He is afraid I will catch it! What approach should I use? What theme should I use to enlighten him?) 

The idea of good and evil will appeal to him. Use the diagram of the three higher bodies of purity and the four lower bodies as an opening discussion. And then discuss the frequency of positive versus the frequency of negative. Is a thought 51% positive or 51% negative? The overriding frequency is the one who is in charge. Remember frequency. Lower it when appropriate to be in listening mode to allow information to enter into your field or aura, and raise it when needed to assert and radiate positive values. You used higher frequency when you met with W several times, and with B. You both had higher frequencies when you met with B, you both were in very high states of consciousness. 

(What about X and Y yesterday?) X is using high frequency for her present consciousness. She radiates it. She wishes for more peace and more love, but she has a default momentum that is running in her. She yearns so much for information that she is speeding her electrons on high speed. She is very powerful and is learning and gaining new perspectives. Y is older, as you are, and from the softer, gentler races. Your frequencies of positive merit are at low frequencies, listening to the outer voices more than you should. It is time to step up your frequencies. Teach the frequency-building, how to do it. You are light workers who are waiting. But the waiting is over. Now, use your God powers. Raise the level of your God powers. Your frequency. Test it. Try it out today. See for yourself how it works.

(Thank you, Master DK. Received 7/22/21) 
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A personal update to those who responded to my request for massage exchanges and help in cultivating a massage exchange network with in-person meetings here at my home. I have been busy with inner transition work, trying to process changes in perspectives, which has caused some rocky up and down moods. It is taking all of my focus and time to stay balanced. This period should be over by next week. I just had a glimpse this morning, a quite dramatic shift from what I believed. Wow! We are living in extraordinary times! There is so much happening inbetween the outer world and the inner world. Clearing away false beliefs, like when something huge shifts out of the way, it leaves a lot of light flooding the interior. It is a challenge to correct oneself. Are you experiencing this too? I am sure a lot of people are. Keep the faith, you are growing closer to home, to source, to love. Transitioning from one level of consciousness to a higher one takes some adjusting and balancing. It is private inner work, not easily explained to someone else and should not be attempted. This coming week may reach a crescendo on my end, so I will send out another newsletter when things have settled down, which I feel sure they will. The light in me seeks the light in other people. I yearn to put my hands on you and connect with the light that is within you. 

Blessings and love from the Ascended Master Djwal Khul, my teacher and friend, and the many beautiful Ascended Beings who are watching over us, guiding us, beaming love gently and carefully into our lives - along with the wonderful brothers and sisters of the Galactic Federation and the more advanced planets and planes who are assisting Earth during this huge transition --- and also blessings and love from me, Nancy (aka Diana)


1/6/22 - Exploring Sex from a Sacred Perspective
Both male and female are anchored as a singularity in the root chakra 

When we are born to our mothers, or sometime before, a piece of our divinity is sent down into the earth to provide an anchor for us, the soul, so we can live here grounded on earth. We need something very powerful to keep us here in the earth plane, or we would float away back to heaven where we came from. This piece that is sent downward at birth is the feminine aspect that supplies your body with elements it needs to grow and thrive. Your father God remains in the unformed state while your Mother God is embedded in the earth for you alone, only you. Not your parents, not your siblings, not your neighbor or wife or husband, only you. This piece of divinity is a part of Mother Earth who is also a feminine being. 

You as the soul have now been born into this little body and you are influenced by both the earth force coming up from earth, breathing, eating, drinking and pooping, and the sky force coming down from the sky in the form of abstract consciousness. You are aware. You learn. You receive ideas that have nothing to do with your body. You are both physical and spiritual.

Your life force is drawn up through your feet into your body to your tailbone and it is SUPPOSED to flow up the spine to the top of your head, nourishing your organs on the way. Then at the crown the life force fountains out like a water fountain and flows down around you, hugging you closely, back to the earth again to recycle fresh new energy. This was the original design to keep your body alive and flowing with vitality. But what happened here is, humans are blocked at the tail bone, or just above the tail bone, which is now called the first chakra. The life force gets slowed down here, like when there is road construction and a detour sign blocks the road. You are directed either left or right. The right side is masculine tendencies, the left side is feminine tendencies. You, the soul, are here to learn and study the human condition.

Your spiritual Father-Mother God is right here beside you nourishing you, but you are the individual learning how to manage both the masculine and feminine tendencies. After many lifetimes you manage it better and better. You can’t help but learn. Like when you lose your balance you learn how to adjust your weight to bring yourself back to balance. The same happens to you as a soul. You learn to balance your masculine abilities with your feminine abilities. Masculine abilities are focus, control, discipline, strength, courage, you place limits and boundaries, you shoulder responsibility and feel accountable. Feminine abilities are opposites: the ability to relax, yield, surrender, allow, receive, listen, care, nurture, love, be spontaneous and free, provide motherly support and encouragement. When both tendencies are used equally, a person is in balance, and does not become unbalanced one way or the other.


A soul learns how to balance itself through experience. It takes many lifetimes for a new soul to learn how to balance itself where it can maintain harmony in its own body. The tendency is to become overly feminine, or overly masculine, and when this happens, the life force is going up one side of the spine and is blocked on the other side. Stress builds up. If a person is too masculine, the right side is flowing energetically and the person demonstrates discipline, control, etc., and the left side is shut down, causing stress. The life force builds up on the left side. The feminine side is blocked. The person feels it as a sexual need and will seek someone who is an opposite energy to have sex with. It may not be an opposite GENDER, perhaps same gender will do, but someone who can balance him or her. 

If a person is too feminine, the left side is flowing energetically and the person demonstrates a receptive, yielding, listening, loving, caring and nurturing personality. But the right side is shut down, the masculine side, causing stress. The life force builds up and the person will feel it as a sensual need and will seek someone who can release it. It is usually a man, but it could be a strong, masculine type woman. The predominantly feminine soul displays its needs we call sexual in a different manner than the masculine soul does. We have all seen the overly feminine person flirting coyly. This is her manner of seduction, where a man seduces in a direct, forceful manner.

The life force is pure divinity and is holy. When it becomes divided and separated into two opposing aspects, as has happened to humanity, its need is powerful indeed. It is sorely lacking in feminine qualities. It is like trying to hold the tides of the ocean back through sheer will power and we do that. We do it but it creates terrible pressure and strain on the human vehicle. What we term sexual needs are very powerful because they are cosmic forces. We have created our own imbalance by refusing to comply with cosmic forces. Sex issues need to be understood first intellectually, as in an education forum, in order to speak to the intelligence of the person. It is the only way to modify stuck behavior. Addiction to sex is an ongoing problem. It needs to be resolved if we are to evolve to a higher form of human being. The human being is designed to be a balanced male-female being. We are designed to be a healthy androgynous being, even while living in male and female bodies. There is a divine reason for two genders, one masculine and one feminine. We are meant to complement each other. Tantra addresses this. We are meant to fulfill our bodies in all ways. The sensations of love, bliss, ecstasy, peace, abundance – all sensations are meant for the human to enjoy. But we have been led away from that healthy union. We have been torn asunder. All four aspects of ourselves have been divided and must be brought back together again and integrated - physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. When all four aspects are attuned, the body feels delightful warm and loving and yearns to share that love with others.

It is only when the life force, the divine within, is blocked or held back as in an unbalanced life, that sexual hunger arises. Sexual hunger is not love, it is a lack and a need. When a person is balanced in its male-female tendencies, it is clear and whole, wholesome, holy. Then whenever there is chemistry with someone, it is wonderful. It doesn’t matter whether it is the same gender or what they do together, maybe just dream and watch the sky or put together a new business or share a cocktail together, it is all good. There is no “opposite” any more. All are equally balanced. Everyone worries about losing the capacity to have sex. Sex is so on the mind of everyone, either for it or against it. Forget sex and think sacred. Sacred is love in all ways. Sex becomes sacred. Work becomes sacred. Cleaning house becomes sacred. Gardening becomes sacred. Planning a celebration party becomes sacred. It is all good. Where is the problem? It is a thriving of life radiating outward from the center of each human being.

When we use the word “sex” I think of an unbalanced person who is hungry and needy. We don’t know any other way to release the stress buildup except through sex. Our life force before we were born was one whole divinity. Once born into flesh we suddenly have opposites and live in duality. Part of our consciousness is in the earth to provide us with a grounding mechanism, and part of our consciousness remains in the unformed state of Godhood. Our wholeness is divided into two parts, and the two separated consciousnesses are drawn like a magnet to reach towards each other and blend again into wholeness. Our earth mother is drawn up the spine to the top of the head, and our heavenly father is drawn down the spine to the lower regions of the body. The center of the body is the pelvic region. We think it is the physical heart but the physical heart is not the geometric center of the body. The heart has another function. The center of the body is the spark of life, the pure Mother God, equivalent to the Father God in heaven. She is the great spark in the human body that keeps us alive.

The physical heart is the magnetic center of CONSCIOUSNESS, where one becomes conscious of the lower self and the higher self and the physical self all at the same time. There are three aspects of Self which come together in the physical heart. Mother God operates at the tailbone and maintains the body to keep us alive. The organ of the physical heart is the conscious connection between Earth or Mother God and Heaven or Father God. We have been told to go to the heart every day and pray from the heart, follow the heart, because that is where our Father God and Mother God meet to enlighten the soul who is the human being having adventures and is searching for answers. We are a child of Father-Mother God and both Father-Mother God are watching over us. Mother God maintains our body whether we know it or not, and Father God sends us inspiration from above whether we realize it or not. We think it is our own genius creating these brilliant ideas. By opening the heart chakra we open our conscious mind to the truth of who we really are. We are a divine child of God. We cannot make it on our own. We need the Father and the Mother. We have been given free will to work it out, to figure it out, to go wandering out around the planet, the fields and forests and oceans of the world, to play the games of shadow and light. But we are learning all the while, and finding ourselves through experiences. We are the soul.

We are the soul learning to navigate not only this physical body we live in, but our rich heritage called divine. We are a divine creation but we don’t know it. We have been veiled from knowing it so we could have earthly experiences. We are divine beings learning how to be a divine human. We are here to build a paradise on earth. We are physical and we are here to build a physical, beautiful, culturally refined world where all senses are expanded. Ecstasy in physical form. This is an experiment. Can it be done? We have been given the challenge to see. To explore the lay of the land. It is a project. A human project. We are given diversity to play with. We are here to test opposites and see if we can connect. To see if we can harmonize and enrich the opposites. We are human. Can we be humane? We are learning to be humane. To be heart-centered. To be both divine and human at the same time. We are here to enjoy ourselves. It was never meant to be work. so much. It was never meant to be so painful. 

Understanding our sexual blockages will change our whole entire life. We will understand how to stay in balance between our two opposing forces of male and female. Once we gain understanding of the male and female sides of us, we will begin to enjoy life so much better. It is in respecting our male and female traits that we gain equality both within our SELF, and within our brothers and sisters. Together we live in respect and harmony, not one more powerful than the other. Then we rise up through the second chakra smoothly to the third chakra, and rise smoothly up to the fourth chakra, smoothly up to the fifth, to the sixth and finally to join with Father God through the seventh chakra at the top of the head. Each level we rise up through is an expansion of understanding. As we move up the spine, each one opens naturally. We don’t have to work at it. It opens naturally and releases the sweetness of life that has been stored there, so the body is nourished with the refined essence of goodness and understanding that floods the body as if a dam has broken. The body is designed well. It works beautifully when it is understood. One must take time to educate oneself about one’s own spiritual anatomy. Tantra teaches this. The web of life is what Tantra teaches. It is in the body that one learns it. It is through feeling that one knows the truth.

Originally we were designed as androgynous beings, beautiful, human beings who looked like angels. But because of the blocks that were intentionally placed in the human genome, a male body and a female were created. Each showing different genatalia. But inside we are one gender, one color. We are androgynous human. The original, beautiful androgynous human being then took on differences and imbalances. They focused on the differences instead of the sameness. Today we have created a complex series of sciences that explain and justify why and how we are different and how we are opposite. It was created out of imbalance, stress and blockages. It was an experiment in duality. We divided out of a wholesome lovely androgynous human being and drew the line between us. Good and evil were born. It was known as the fall of man. We became knowledgeable about “evil”. The more advanced civilizations will reveal that they too went through the “fall” and discovered their divinity. They are not perfect but they are ahead of us in understanding. There is no such thing as “perfect” except in the absolute silence of the Godhead. Life is all about thriving, experiencing, changing, learning, growing into a larger more celestial being. When we get to know some of the extraterrestrial civilizations in person, we will find brothers and sisters who are far far advanced from us. They are not such extreme opposites as we are on Earth but they are much more harmonious and kind. We will want to hug them and learn more about them. We will be drawn to them.

The way back to wholeness is to return to the location where the block occurs. Sex is the block. How can I say that? That which we call need for the closeness of another human being is the immaculate force of life that is backing up and creating pressure at the base of the spine. The base of the spine is located in the center of the body. The center of the body is the pelvic region, the place where the reproductive organs are located. That is the geometric center of the body. That is the heart of the body. The heart of the flower is in the center. The pressure is the holding back of the immaculate force of life. Holding back the life force creates havoc in many ways. The desire to be intimate with another body is a relief. It allows for a release of that pressure. The orgasm is a release of that pressure. If the orgasm doesn’t  happen, some of the pressure is released by rubbing. During this time of release we experience love, bliss and more. Tantra teaches us to return to the location where the block occurs. It highlights sexual positions for a reason. The human body has been closed down for eons of time. It needs to be physically changed and transformed. Opening the meridians and nerves of the body releases this great love that has been cut off. Release the sacredness that is the light within. Love yourself and love any close friend who will allow you to love them. Melt that block with sacredness, appreciation, gratitude, joy, happiness, light-hearted fun. Be whole once more. Love each other back to wholeness. Spend time in intimate embrace so that your bodies have time to link up and feel that which is wholesome within. Allow for reverence to take place. Allow for caring to take place. Allow close physical contact to take place without demands. Don’t force your attention on someone. Become respectful, whole and solid again within your body and allow the life force - the divine in you - to flow freely up the spinal column to the heart and head.

Only at death do we leave duality behind so that we recognize ourselves once more as pure undiluted spirit. When we leave our clay body which returns to the earth, we return to our immaculate self, the soul, and we bring our accumulated knowledge with us. Our physical life is an away mission, like in Star Trek when they leave the mother ship to go out to explore the galaxy searching for other life, other lights. That’s what we do on earth. We enter a darker, denser world and we search for other lights like ourselves. Others who mirror and reflect us and confirm and validate us. Another light is welcome to us and we are attracted to one another, but there are dark lights here too. We came from the stars and there are many different lights out there, so we must search to find those who are similar to ourselves, who can reflect ourselves back to us in sameness. In the end we return home to our original divine state. Each time we die to the body we return to our Home in order to remember who we are and to mentor with great teachers who advise and help us plan for the next away mission when we venture out again. It is the way of things. (End)
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A personal update: I have had some new revelations since my last outreach for massage exchanges. Thank you to the seven people who responded. I am delighted to know there are a few people who would like to exchange massages. Mostly men responded, now I would love to hear from women too. Please write me, sisters. I will be getting back to you as soon as it's practical. I didn't expect so many answers. Whenever I take a bold new step, such as reaching out as I did, I receive a download of revelations. Now I am a bit topsy turvy. Bad feelings and good feelings are swirling, causing changes in perspective. We went to a party over New Years weekend, where I experienced a split between my past and my future. It is causing imbalance. There is so much happening and it's not just me - the whole world is trembling with brighter light. Light is information. Information brings an expansion of consciousness. Expansion of consciousness agitates and disrupts, causing confusion. We have to force ourselves to expand along with it or suffer the consequences. They are not pretty.

Suggestion: Imagine your auric field as an invisible bubble that surrounds you (3 feet or arms length) and it is growing brighter and expanding at the same time. Your field is filling with new information. Just be conscious this is happening. Open your mind and heart. Consider being kinder and more considerate than you have been before. The whole planet is expanding her vibrational field and we HAVE to expand with it or suffer the consequences of feeling our own pressure mounting from inside trying to expand. This is the big shift happening. We are going through the beginning stages of it now. This requires sharing, like holding hands when you climb a mountain so you stay linked together and don't fall. My concept is to build a massage exchange network. I've thought of doing it for a long time but didn't trust myself. I could have saved myself a load of trouble if I'd dared to do it earlier. We can raise our vibrations best by skin-to-skin contact with others from a more expanded caring attitude, not sexual or romantic but with kindness, love and respect. That way we can adjust ourselves to a lighter, brighter, more innocent perspective. The kind of loving atmosphere of a higher dimension and merge our old ways with the new untried and unknown ways of the future. That way we are all doing it together. It will make it a smoother transition that way.

I wish you all a Very Happy New Year! May the year 2022 bring you more gentle expanded consciousness of peace, and the fulfillment of what you most wish for.  Blessings from the Galactic Federation of Light, the Ascended Masters, the great Celestial Beings, Angels, Elementals, Father-Mother Source of all life - and little ol' me!



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12/21/21 - The term Goddess is God locked in form 
A message from my higher self 

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This message came three years ago but it is more timely today than ever before because there are big changes taking place right under our noses. The term Goddess is God locked in form. Once God is in form it takes on the culture into which it has been born as a human being. It must be understood that in this world there is an alien male sinister force that has taken over. It is heartless and does not want love to have any power whatsoever. It is not the men doing this subjugation of women. Men are its victims too. It is the alien male sinister force which is not native to Earth. This is forbidden information, it is breaking through to us from our higher selves and the Galactics. We have been used and abused by heartless rulers who did not originate here. They twist our nature and beat us up with it. Our nature is love. God is here within our hearts and souls. The feminine side of God is here within to comfort and care for the evolving human creatures, but this loving force has been locked up through sinister means and not allowed to flow.

Now I have to clarify the word “love” because we have been misguided. We have forced that great motivating, liberating fire into a small bottle and capped it with a lid. We have been literally corralled like cattle into the cattle yards awaiting slaughter, and made to mate under their rules, not our own. Under the culture we were born into there are insidious laws in place that, if we don’t obey them, allow them to put us into prison, or to suffer harassment or worse. God/Goddess is free within us but we have to let it out and let it flow from person to person. We need to understand what love REALLY is. Love is freedom. It is loose and flowing. We feel it as comfort and kindness, not as sexual lust. The laws and traditions of the culture, including marriage and relationship laws, have been put in place to prevent love from being free. These laws are our biggest downfall and the cruelest task masters. There is no free love in the land. However, once our hearts start opening up, free love will start flowing and liberating the planet again, as it once did, bringing calm, peace and advancements in all fields and prosperity to all people. Love is what boosts and elevates humankind, not laws, selfishness and greed. Love is coming in now but it is causing chaos in the outer world arenas because the alien male sinister force is not outside of us – it is inside – Inside ALL of us.

We each have owned a piece of it and allowed it to live in us. That’s why the love can’t get out. We’ve consented to it. Our biggest challenge is to work on our SELF to overcome our dark, cruel, selfish, greedy and mean side, which is the alien sinister force that has been here for eons of time. It runs through our history. We can’t afford to judge anyone else, nor even ourselves, but rather to forgive, forgive, forgive. Judging someone and judging ourselves continues to divide us and make us meaner, which keeps the padlock on our hearts. Comfort and kindness is the only solution to breaking open the padlock and springing love free to flow comfort out to everyone we meet.

I said I would address the word love that has been polluted and distorted into a petty hurtful thing. We don’t know what we have done. We have been bamboozled by the advanced artificial technology of the male sinister force. We have been kept foggy-brained. If we feel possessive of our mates, married or not, it is not love. It is hate. The alien male sinister force which has held the world locked in a dark loveless world of artificiality, knew exactly how to structure the governing laws and program the lesser evolved race. The children race. Lock them together one with another and force them to “work it out”. Sound familiar? Divine love wouldn’t do that. Divine love would not require you to shut yourselves up inside a house with someone so dissimilar to your SELF to “try to work it out”. How mean is that? How cruel. We are free beings, why are we not living free?

When my husband began a long-distance relationship with an old friend, jealousy popped up in me. I struggled for a year and then decided I didn’t like myself feeling that way. So I told him quietly, not angrily, but with freedom and love in my heart, that he ought to go out and visit her to see what happens. If they have a reason to be together, then they should be together. And he did. He went out to visit with her and he learned something and he came back home. He is with me today. And though I was disappointed because I was already planning my future alone, I experienced a new kind of freedom. In giving him permission to move on to explore something new, instead of holding him back because of some “law“ or “tradition“ or “vow“ or “promise”, I unlocked myself. I gave myself room to grow. I benefited more from that than I could have done any other way. I gave him unconditional freedom, unconditional love. I didn’t expect anything back but I received something back. I am today a larger person than I was before that decision. Love is freedom and freedom is love. Love is liberating. Love is comforting. Love is truth. Love is also advancement. We have to adapt to this new way because it is coming to the planet.  It is unfolding as I type this today. We will have more responsibilities with this greater love. We will become more empowered. We will have to manage this freedom and power with more wisdom. We will have to grow up and become adults. But it will be easier because our hearts will be more open. We will want to keep our hearts. We will learn to maneuver more gracefully in this new way of living. But we have to be willing to take the next step up the ladder to a higher place, instead of closing ourselves down into a protective false cocoon.

That is what love is. It’s not about jealously guarding what we think we own. We don’t own anything. The only thing we can own is our consciousness. We are here to become more conscious of our own power that we are responsible for. We are here on earth to shine that power outward to help move blocks and barriers out of the way. We are here to create a freer, more abundant, more perfect world. We are here to shine our light and grow into more light and more love. We are here to help make the world a better place, not a smaller one. Love is the release from attachments. Relationships are attachments. Release does not mean kicking someone out of the house, it means giving your partner freedom to do what they want to do. It is done in love, not anger. It is done with gentle support, not withdrawing support. It is done with kindness and leaving the door open for return, just like you would for a best friend who needs some confidence to take the next step. That is love. Release attachments, and marital vows are attachments, and you’ll be surprised at how good you feel. Truly surprised. Love is not attachment to one person. Love is attachment to the sovereign state of divinity within ones SELF.

We have come to think of love as possession and that we have rights of ownership over the one we are attached to, but we don’t. We are so much more than a pawn in the male alien sinister game of control.  There are blinders on. This message will not settle well with many. I realize that. But this comes direct from spirit. I wouldn’t have the knowledge to say these things myself. Recognizing the alien male sinister in the world is a challenge. Can you see the difference? To me it is now easy to see. I didn’t see it in my earlier years. I see now the decent, humane, kind human being who is seeking the same in others. It may not be totally clear yet, but that is why we see writings like this. More and more messages are coming to forgive, to love, to stop fighting. We are being prompted to find forgiveness within ourselves, forgiveness for the errors we have made. We don’t know that we have more control over our lives until we take actual steps in that direction and try it out. Forgive and let go with an open heart and feel what returns back to you. The sense of freedom, kindness, love, respect and comfort. It is an amazing feeling. My words do not convey the full meaning very well. It’s a meager attempt to paint the picture of universal love. It is impersonal, not personal. It does not give us rights over another human being. Love is so very much bigger than physical needs and addictions to bodily pleasures. There is a pleasure that far, far, far, exceeds that limited requirement. 




12/15/21 - Multiple Messages
Plus I'm seeking local massage partners

Well, things are heating up and spilling over. There are three messages I wish to share today so I will get right to it. They are:


1) WORLD MEDITATION TUESDAY, 12/21/21

There is a world meditation scheduled for this coming Tuesday, December 21, 2021. It is the winter solstice and you are encouraged to participate. You must be in meditation position precisely at 11 am eastern time and plan for at least 20 minutes. It is not like other times where you can do it any time during that day. This is different. A lot is happening on the galactic front. Some who receive my newsletters are not interested, but a wave of higher love is due to sweep the earth. These higher love waves have been coming in smaller waves, which is why we are going through changes and disruptions. And the Galactic Federation (of Light) are assisting. Sceptics and doubters don't have to worry. These  waves are not dangerous. They are bringing us closer to the Galactics in vibration as the earth is expanding in frequency. The Galactics of Light are of higher ethics and benevolence than we on earth, and they are ready to meet us, but are we ready for them? They are asking for a show of hands from the surface population as to who is ready. The solstice meditation on Tuesday is our opportunity to say, altogether now, "Yes, we are ready!" This is a never-before event. I will skip the long story. It is the end and beginning of a 26,000 year galactic cycle.

I've been watching this unfold for 58 years, since my first contact. Additional information to expand understanding has been coming in dribs and drabs.. It was exceedingly slow at first but I've watched it increase in tempo. The last few years more. The last few months more. The last few weeks more. And the last few days have been outstanding. It is building as more and more people are learning about this. If you're not interested, please do not worry. The changes going on are totally benevolent. You are safe. It is a wave of higher love. If anything it will bliss you out if it doesn't pass you by entirely. I am going to provide a link to Vidya Frazier, a quantum healer in California, because she has written more about the solstice meditation. Click HERE to read more about it and the man who initiated this. An important fellow. The back story is interesting, and there are some linked articles by Cobra. Also Vidya has prepared a guided meditation that you can listen to on Tuesday, which is helpful if you are not a practicing meditator. Remember, a world meditation on Tuesday at 11 am eastern time. She has also posted times for other locations. Meanwhile, prepare for an increase in the love and freedom quotient. 


2) EXCITING "NEW EARTH" INFORMATION BY A QUANTUM HYPNOSIS THERAPIST

Two weeks ago I just happened upon Allison Coe, a quantum hypnosis healer. As a long-time student of the ascended masters and galactics, I check online for new age information coming from others who are tuned in. Allison Coe is providing astounding new information. As a quantum hypnosis healing therapist (QHHT for short) she takes her clients into hypnosis to access their HIGHER selves, not their past lives. Although there is some "past" intermingled, it is mostly about the future the client is interested in, meaning the higher more expanded versions of the client. Questions are prepared beforehand by the client who gives them to Allison and Allison then puts the question to the client who is now in a hypnotic state. Recording each session, Allison has discovered duplicate information coming from more than one client's higher self. Similar information is being reported from clients who don't know each other, as if they are all on the NEW earth. She feels that this information is of value to everyone, since higher selves seem to be talking the same language, so she has put the time and effort into reading certain information onto youtubes. This is so amazing to me that I wanted to share it. It's about where Earth is heading, the chaos and disruptions, the New Earth, how it comes about, the Event, the solar flare, galactic ships arriving, evacuations, what it's going to be like after the Event. It's coming from more than one client's higher self and it all flows together. The listener is transformed and brought into this higher state. You can't help it. Elena Danaan, spokesperson for the Galactic Federation, was my favorite until I ran across Allison Coe. So many pieces of the puzzle that are fitting together and forming a wider picture. Expanding one's scope of knowledge is so very elevating. So much so that I simply MUST share it with you. Not everyone will be interested and that is understandable. There will be debunkers. We are each unique. But for those who are ready, I will add a few links below. Just click and listen. We are all living here together on the same planet, so an expansion of planetary consciousness is going to affect ALL of us. Be prepared for a more blissful, peaceful and united world. It is definitely coming. Links below:

Disclosure, Chaos, Ships, Avalanche of Light, BQH audible (1’02”) 5/21/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czQ62oBXRzU

The Magic is Returning, Logic destroyed (40 min) 3/22/21 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vleNCM9FD4c

Inner Earth, Video 1 of 2 (10 min) 3/5/19
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jN1VeznFbeE

Inner Earth, Video 2 of 2 (42 min) 3/5/19
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDpbjyEGYtU
Ascending to the New Earth – Client QHHT  (1’11”)  5/5/18 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5rAYH0AUu0

Before, During and After the Event – QHHT Client (1’05”) 2/27/18 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvR7LmGSkU0



3) PERSONAL - SEEKING LOCAL MASSAGE PARTNERS TO EXCHANGE WITH

I was going to send this separately but I'll go ahead and join it to this notice of world meditation. I have been in and out of the fifth dimension lately more than ever before, which is leaving me ungrounded. I keep drifting to higher planes. I fear I will not last long in body if I don't ground. Being in fifth dimension (or higher) is a blissful experience but it is taking me too far. The only way to stop this from happening is through hands-on sessions with strangers, to share more earth energy. It is not really a massage per se, as in a professional massage. It is more of a laying on of hands, as in Reiki or other energy modalities. It can be done with a sheet covering, or simply light clothing, or naked. There is a therapeutic intention. Simply allowing energies to flow back and forth through touching and stroking is stabilizing. This is a higher consciousness process. It will stabilize both of us. It's similar to when you lose your balance and you reach to grab hold of something or someone nearby to stabilize. Everyone needs stabilizing. As a long time student of the ascended masters, I am too higher-dimensional and need more earth energy, what we call grounding. The ascended masters have been guiding me for years to implement a massage exchange network but I haven't felt ready before now. Now I am.

So I am seeking one or two local individuals who just might be interested in exchanging such a session with me. This doesn't require money. No money will change hands. It is an exchange, pure and simple. It can be either a man or a woman, it doesn't matter. I have four massage tables here, accumulated for the purpose of future massage events. I have been planning for a long time. I am a senior in good health and with good, high, energy. Sometimes TOO high which is why I am seeking some slow-down, denser energy from others. There is an esoteric concept involved which I will not try to explain, but it will be good for anyone to work with me and my energies, just as it will be good for me to work with you and your energies. It is a mutual exchange. We each have different energies. It will be done here at my home. All the equipment is here and I am set up for it. My husband and I live in North Naples on ten acres. Oops. Five acres. We just sold the back five today, in fact. The sessions will be approximately two hours long, maybe more. I would guess 45 minutes of me massaging you, and 45 minutes you massaging me. Again, I use the term "massage" loosely. It does not require any special expertise unless of course you are a trained massage therapist. Then of course, it would be great! But it is more about the LIGHT that is in you and me. The light will synchronize and flow together. Your light is different from my light. So gentle, relaxing, quiet mindedness is the approach and application. There is no agenda to "fix" something. The giver is more in a meditative state than a "doing" state. Like in a trance state of laying on  angel hands. A sheet can be used as a covering, or skimpy shorts can be worn, but best is to be naked. This will be determined by both parties. Both people must be comfortable and in a relaxed state of mind. And of courses there will always be time for sitting and talking before or after or both.
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So that's about it. If you are interested, please let me know by email. Since I am a senior, other seniors would be more comfortable but I would not rule out an interested person of younger age. This is a first. I have no idea how it will unfold. I feel comfortable putting this out to the open world because I am being guided by higher intelligences. They are telling me "It is time!" 
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God bless you, everyone. Much love to you and your loved ones wherever they are. Think of them inside a bubble of warmly glowing light. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone! Nancy


12/10/21 - Master Djwhal Khul 
Listen to the Cells in Your Body

In the night four years ago I woke up, couldn't sleep, and went across the hall to the meditation room. I applied Tiger Balm to my lower aching back. Thoughts of refinement started up again. The middle of the night is my new normal time to converse with my guides. When I applied the Tiger Balm I noticed my nostrils crackled clear and I heard the words, "Refining the energies." This signified a new lesson was on its way, and so the words kept coming. 

"Notice, pay attention, listen, observe the feelings in your body. Just observe. Let your body teach you. Your body seeks refinement. Allow it to show you, rather than you trying to impose your less-than-perfect technologies upon it. Your body is a mixture of unrefined and refined materials floating around in it, and some are not floating but remain stuck. The atoms that compose your body are conscious. They make up your body consciousness."  

After I finished applying Tiger Balm and DMSO to my back, I sat quietly, feeling the feelings that were generated from the application. Then I switched on the lamp and began writing, for the inner thoughts were coming through one after the other, easy and clear. This is what was written.

“Some of this conscious material that makes up your body is slowed down and is what you call stuck energy. It is not moving well. But you have also higher moving materials in your body, and these are directing you to use certain balms and fluids externally, topically, such as the Tiger Balm and DMSO and taking Epsom salt baths. You credit me (DK) for these inner discussions but I am only one voice in the mix of voices you are receiving. Refining your perceptions is like picking up a telephone and listening. You are paying more attention. You are putting attention on your inner sensations. When higher vibrations meet lower vibrations, you as the resident agent of the body, cast the deciding vote. You are the steward and land owner of your body. Be a good land owner. Be accountable. Pay attention. Listen to what your body is telling you. It will tell you what you need to do.

“When integration of high and low-moving vibrational substances take place, healing is the result. Can you feel it now? (There was tingling and buzzing going on.) It is a unification. Blending and allowing, even welcoming the joining with a sense of awe and inspiration, a celebration if you will. This is how YOU create and bring about your own refinement. You are refining your body by listening to it. You call it healing. That is a third dimension term for a spiritual evolutionary process. When kundalini awakened in your body in 1976, YOU were conscious and awed by the refinement that flowed through you. It lifted you. If you had not been conscious and aware of the process, the process of kundalini awakening would have been aborted. YOU are the directing intelligence of your body. You are the master of the various and sundry energies, both high and low vibrating atoms that are moving throughout your four lower bodies. As you refine your perception, it is equivalent to meditation when you cease moving and thinking and begin listening to the advice and counsel of higher guidance. Your body is full of higher guiding forces. You do not have to follow a specific routine, such as a learned meditation that you have used before. Refining your consciousness is a fluid, subtle work of consciousness. Pay attention. Be still and listen and persevere in remaining alert and listening at all times. This is a walking meditation.

“Don’t force a thought because you are not the master planner. You are the student of all of this. You are the learner and the observer. You are the steward who does not know everything, because you are learning as you go. Learning as you go means you listen as you go. Listen and make decisions as the manager of this operating unit of many voices and many vibrations. You are the one who is learning by doing. You are growing wiser through the process of holding the balance and being the overseer of the project. It is on the job training. You are also known as the host. You are the one who is proving your worth by caring for this land over which you have been made responsible, your body-mind. Embrace this understanding of who you are. Your job is to listen to your little workers, millions of elementals in the form of atoms and subatomic particles needing an overseer.  Listen to them for they are speaking to you even now. Some are in pain, others are happy. Listen, because as you listen you are sending love and love soothes, heals and unifies. Simply listening to someone speak, truly listening, is sending love. Allowing love to radiate. Love is the healing element. Do you understand?”

(Yes, Master DK. Thank you. I do see. I must practice this and you are here with me, guiding me each night. You are patient with me. Thank you.)

“My dear, patience, no. It is not patience. It is allowing you the freedom to take the lead. It must be you who decides when to get up in the night and listen to me. When you are ready, you call me and I come forward to assist. I do not wait around for you! (Laughingly) I have others who I assist. There is much for me to do.

(Thank you for telling me that. It takes a load off my mind.)

(Laughter!) “Take the time to listen to your body. Listen to the tweaks, bumps and moans that your body is making. Learn how to move WITH them rather than try to fix them. Because, again, you do not have the master plan in your conscious mind. The master design for a perfect mind and body is descending through you in continuous flow, just as a river flows down the mountain becomes part of the landscape, influencing all of the surrounding territory. As the master design flows forth through you it causes FEELINGS in your body and influences your body if you let it. Listen to those feelings. The master plan is coming into you through your breath, in fluid motion, pressing here and there causing sensations. Sometimes you have a  painful sensation when the breath of life bumps up against a resistance. Wherever there is pain, go there in your attention and continue to listen. Dissolve it by listening and paying attention. The master plan for your body is perfection but you have created energy blocks with false ideas of what should and shouldn’t be. The master plan is not an object to grasp and lay out on a table to examine. It is an unfolding current within you that is invisible, flowing from higher planes down into slower vibrating substance. You are the co-creator. Your perfect self is TRYING to come into manifestation but it is forced into an obstacle course made of prior human experience.

"As I said earlier, you are a mix of both high and low vibrating energies. It is YOU who enables the integration of high and low substances within you. You are the awake and aware steward of this land called a body, this nation of many voices, all of whom speak in different tongues. They need to be held together by a wise and benevolent master - a higher intelligence than themselves. This is you. You are not the ultimate authority, however. There is one higher than you. You are a steward of this body, learning how to govern wisely the many voices that are speaking within you. The health and vitality of this land (your body) depends on how well you listen to those workers that compose it. Mankind is learning to listen to the landscape within. As he does, he nurtures and nourishes the land of his body. He has not done a good job of paying attention in the past. He has pushed his body beyond endurance and worn himself out, exhausted, lame, debilitated, without understanding that he was supposed to CARE for his body. It is no one else’s responsibility but his own to make peace within his inner world which is accessed by feeling, listening and responding to the subtle and invisible movements within.

“Listen to your own body feelings and perceptions first, before listening to an outsider. Even professional health experts do not know your body or what it needs. Listen to the voices of your people - your cells, tissues, organs of your inner world. They hurt and seek your forgiveness, not your “fixing” with prescription drugs. They do not need fixing, they need you to care and love away their pain - YOUR pain. Your love moves the stuckness within you. In feeling their pain you become the solution to removing that pain. Relief comes in the form of gratitude and “I love you“ thoughts. Yes, it is through mental communication that you talk to and listen to your cells. There is happiness when you care for your body, and joy at being allowed to breathe free again. This is true liberation, to breathe through the stuck energies that block the perfection within you."

(I thought of the recent hurricane Irma and the lost elementals that were uprooted through the fierceness of the winds, which I felt excruciatingly when I walked around afterwards.) 

“Yes, you could say that it was the elementals as a whole who were ravished by the hurricane and said, “Thank God I’ll be going home soon,” which you thought was your own voice. But you rebelled with a fierceness that surprised you, and you said, "NO! I will not leave!" It was your determination to stay the course and help in this transition. It was your way of putting loving arms around them and assuring them you would welcome them back to a place where they belong, to a sense of being whole again. Home is wholeness. Home is a heart at peace."

(Thank you DK. for your words of wisdom. I sense this is the end of our session?)

“Yes, you are to be congratulated. You are waking yourself up in the night to learn more but you are growing tired now. We will continue tomorrow in the night or day. If you call me we can continue with the learning." (End)
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Merry Christmas everyone, and a very Happy New Year to all who take the time to read these messages. I wish you peace and transcendent bliss in these days of extreme outer chaos. We are happy to report the chaos is not touching us in our happy home. Doug and I are experiencing wonderful things happening. Miracles are taking place, some of which I can't report because they are too other worldly, but others are more practical. After several years of increasing financial tightness, a buyer come forth offering to buy our back five acres. We live on ten acres, the front five has our house and an old barn on it, while the back five is zoned for agriculture and a farmer runs his cows on it. We will finalize the sale next week and we are filled with gratitude and increasing Christmas cheer.

For many petals are opening. There are so many, in fact, that I have had to let them all go on without me. They are passing through me. If I try to keep them and hold onto them, they get scrambled and bunched up into knots, and I can’t use any of them then. I am useless. I have to let them go. It is difficult to do because they are so exciting, but I am learning to let these inspiring revelations breeze on through me without grabbing pen and paper to write them down, which I have so often done. It's all coing on too fast. I can't keep up. I haven’t perfected this yet but I’m getting better at it. It seems as if I am an open channel for an avalanche of enlightened thoughts flowing on through now, not all of which are meant for me. 
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As I step down from the effort and let them all go, one particular thought continues to reoccur. It comes back again and again. This one is for me. This is mine, my calling, my mission. I’m beginning to understand. I shouldn't let this one go. It is who I am. It is the thought of bringing love – divine impersonal love - down into the average, normal, physical body. MY body so I can feel it. The normal person blocks love out simply because there has been so little instruction or permission on what love truly is. We have all been so afraid of love because it keeps turning personal and brings forth jealousy, possessiveness, emotional hurt and suffering, but that’s not love. That’s entanglement. My calling is to connect with the love that is within EVERYONE, it's real, it's warm and alive and beautiful in every single human body, but it's not easy to do that because we've closed it off. We are afraid of love, free love. It is time to learn more about love and how to express it, how to expand it, how to use it openly, with kindness and generosity and happiness, no holding it back.

That is what I've been writing about for so many years. It's not in human nature to give love freely. It's just not done. We have built walls around it. We have not wanted to rock the boat. We've been trying to stay inside the lines, inside the fence, not daring to look, but there's a new age building around us. I can see it and feel it, and others can too. The world is rapidly changing. It's a new time line. Universal light and love is coming in waves across the planet. It's touching people in new ways. It's been called ascension waves. It's brings softness and transcendence. It's not personal. It's refined. It's delicate and subtle. It's flowing and swirling. It comes and goes according to whoever is open to it. It's loose energy and more and more people are responding to it. I imagine this Christmas season we will notice it more. But this is something larger than normal. It's coming from beyond the Earth. It's a universal wave coming through the sun and moving across the planet's surface and down into the Earth itself. It is cosmic love and light. It is what holds life together and it's coming to heal the Earth. It has been holding the galaxies together and now it's coming to make sure Earth is not destroyed by the chaos that has been happening. This great love is coming from the suns, the stars and beyond. Everyone is feeling it. Cracks are appearing in the ceiling and in the walls and foundations are crumbling. Only love will hold a home together or it too will fall. It is important to learn about this greater love and to expand it out beyond the stiff parameters that cause bitterness and jealousy. This love is absolutely pure and unblemished. It's vast and it's rolling forward over the land as a giant wave. There have been a number of smaller waves but each wave is larger than the one before because people are joining the momentum. It's the great shift in consciousness gathering everyone up in itsself. Some are resisting, and that's OK. No one is being forced against their will. But it's better to roll with the waves of gentleness and kindness because resistance is painful. Resistance goes against the tide. 

I’ve been trying to write about it for years, but this that is happening can't be captured in words. Or rather, it can't be transmitted in words. It's a connection that takes place when one is open and ready. The connection one of warmth and mellowness. Softness and tender emotion. But that doesn't explain it either. I'm starting to get it now. It's touching me softly in my inner parts. The pandemic forced me into isolation but I've used the time to research the ancient teachings. I share this love with my husband, not in words but in undercurrents, and he returns it to me in undercurrents. It's not coming FROM him, it's coming THROUGH him when he is a willing channel. And as am I when I am a willing channel. It comes from the sun. We are rays from the sun. Or rather our higher selves are rays from the sun. They come through us because they ARE us and we are becoming more open to our higher selves. They carry huge love but we have to be willing to use it. We don't have to. We can be too busy to notice, or to receive it. This kind of love is not a natural human quality. Love is abstract. We are here to capture it abstractly, it's like capturing like a sunbeam with your hand, and bring it down closer in to see it and feel it. And then share it with someone. It's like a rainbow of colors. It sparkles with hope and gaiety and laughter and dreams and excitements for tomorrow's projects.

Love is everywhere but, unfortunately, it is not here on Earth. Not yet. So it's up to us to bring it here, bring it into action and expression. And plant it in those who live with us and around us, and with the animals and objects we put our hands on, the tools we work with. It's our job, our mission, as stewards of the planet to love ourselves and our lives. That's why we were born - to bring love into expression and into action. We are here to share it. We are here to capture it and hold it in our hands and our bodies and cultivate it, grow it, nurture it, and spread it around. No one can do it for us and no one can teach us. We have to figure out how best we can do it in our own lives. That's why I write so much about it. It's the only avenue I know.

I wish you all happiness, abundance, expansion of love and many more blessings. A very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and your family!




11/21/21 - Why Goddess Gatherings?
Red Eagle's Message


The full moon eclipse on Friday stimulated several text messages from women friends, asking how am I doing with these heightened energies? I responded that I was sizzling uncomfortably. Things were happening too fast, impossible to relate. I'm on an unbelievable high but my body is uncomfortable. I must be touching other people, holding hands, hugging, being more in communion, to bring me more to ground from the spaces so high. While exchanging texts, I learned that I had been in Atlantis during its great height and, further, that I know what destroyed it so it fell to the bottom of the sea. All of this was confirmed in the split second while typing a text message. There is simply too much information coming in and loosening things that have been locked up inside of me, allowing them to boil to the surface. It is happening to everyone, not just me.

It becomes obvious that by connecting with those of like mind, who resonate and understand, opens doors so information long repressed can flow outward. It is obvious. It is very, very obvious. I am thinking once again of holding a goddess circle here on the property. I have thought it before but it didn't happen. Now I know why. I have hesitated to fall into the same pattern that happened in Atlantis. But this pandemic's isolation period is over. The change has begun. The shift in consciousness is real. And keeping ancient knowledge bottled up is no longer healthy. It will drive people insane. It is starting to break free. Secret knowledge must stop being secret and start coming out of the closet and start connecting again. We are bits and pieces shut away, shut down, we must start flowing back together again. Ancient knowledge is ready to flood the land.

Now this sharing of ancient knowledge will stun people. It is unwise to tell those who are not ready to hear it so wisdom and discernment is called for. But I do not feel to exclude the men from this mailing. Even though a man might not be on the same wavelength as a women's spirituality gathering, they may find value in these words. I am sure they will. But, still, this is primarily for women who are interested in their gathering to share higher spiritual knowledge, feminine spiritual values - those who feel the drawing to be more closely connected to Mother Earth in a goddess gathering. Soon I will be scheduling one day a week for these goddess gatherings. I will send to women only for their input and suggestions. Please watch for it. After texting to Trisha and Dawn about my sizzling past two days and the miracles that have been unfolding, I decided to thumb through an old notebook, unsure why or what drew me. Well, I found it. It was a message from Red Eagle which I copied some years ago and filed away as a crumb and a clue left behind me for just such a time as this. Please enjoy Red Eagle's message. It spoke to me loud and clear.


Red Eagle's Message
William Weatherford, also known after his death as Red Eagle (ca. 1781–March 24, 1824) 

In your western society you are cut off at the neck from the energy of Earth. You expend your life force, using your mind to communicate on the telephone, email, texting, and generally thinking. You are so disconnected from your body that you are annoyed when your body speaks to you through discomfort such as a headache or other body functions, and for this you feel the need to mask the pain so that you can go back to your thinking.

In ancient times, the people walked upon the earth and understood the importance of their first mother. They honored her in ceremony and ritual, and there was a knowing that Mother Earth was the eternal mother that would always provide as they lived upon her belly. The wisdom was carried in their bones, and for thousands of years they attuned to their mother through rituals and ceremonies, and they passed their wisdom on to their children through stories, song, and the DNA in their blood.

This wisdom is whispered in the wind and held in the rocks and trees and the configuration of the land. Now is the time of remembering, as you are called upon to remember other lifetimes you walked the earth, other times you walked in reciprocity with your Mother Earth and performed ceremonies and rituals that attuned you in the rhythm of the circle of life.

As you are buffeted by the winds of change, bend with the changes like the grass that sways in the windy prairie. Be flexible and notice the changes that are coming. Allow yourself to be curious about what will happen next. Allowing change to come into your life instead of resisting will create more flow and ease for your journey.

Much of your media creates messages to distract you from the wisdom that sits in the heart of your being. Your heart has not forgotten that Mother Earth provides you with the sustenance for life. This eternal mother provides your nourishment of the food you eat, the clothes you wear, and the homes you live in; survival is not possible without the benevolence of this grand mother.

It is essential for your wellbeing to support your heart by connecting to the energy of your Mother Earth. This can be done in many ways, but the simplest of these ways is to move your body outside in nature. This could be by walking, riding your bike, skiing, or just sitting upon the belly of the mother for she will support and cleanse you as you spend time upon her being.

Be curious about your relationship with the vast spirit of your first mother. I am sure that if we were to sit and have a conversation, you could tell me of your love, fear, sadness, and laughter with your biological mother. You would be able to tell me her name, what food she liked to eat, her voice, and so much more. I would now ask you to create the intimate relationship with your Mother Earth; she has so much to teach you about ebb and flow and how this can support your journey.
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Following are some ideas from Red Eagle's same article. I know you will have some others to suggest too. I invite suggestions how to proceed with this. Let us gather gently, with quiet reverence for the living nature around us, being sensitive to each one of us, each delicate soul, humbly considerate of each one's HOLY spirit and I Am Presence. We are calling the sacred forward now.

Full Moon Ceremony

Grandmother Moon has much to offer and I encourage you to pay attention to the cycles of the Moon as she makes her way around the Earth. The Grandmother has an influence on your Earth with the tides that cause ebbs and flows in the energy of the planet. You are connected to this energy and affected by it, either consciously or unconsciously. The full moon is a time when it would serve you to do a ceremony of releasing the old patterns and habits so that you can go forward on your journey with clean and clear energy. The ceremony can be done with fire and candles, and of course your intention to release and let go of the old so that you can embrace the new. A ceremony you may want to embrace is to breathe all of your fears and worries into a stick and then burn the stick in the fire. The fire is a symbol of the Sun and the light, so releasing your old stories and worries into the light will create levity for your being.

New Moon Ceremony

The new moon is a wonderful opportunity to embrace new beginnings. Prepare to call in your dreams and hopes for the upcoming month. This ceremony is to set intention for rejuvenation of those dreams and hopes. It is done with water, the flow of water and the gift of fluidity. A long list of items to bring is available but not included.

Winter

The seasons are intended to support your journey, so it is important to pay attention to the season you are in. Winter is a time for quiet reflection, an opportunity to go into a quiet space in the womb of the Mother and to reflect nad ponder your life, considering where you are going next.

Spring

Spring brings the promise of hope and new grwoth; it is a time to plant the seeds of your intention and breathe life into new beginnings that are all around you, filling yourself with the life force that is so abundant at this time.

Summer

Summer is a wonderful teaching of the Mother Earth as we see that the seeds we plant will come to fruition and we can trust in the universal energies to support our efforts, reveling in the warmth of Father Sun and taking time to play upon your beautiful mother.

Autumn

Autumn is a powerful time that reminds us to die to the old so that we can be reborn again - die to old habits, worries, doubts, and fears.

Outdoor Fire Pit Ceremony

Prepare the fire pit ahead of time with sticks available to feed the fire. Have a stick set aside into which you will breathe your fears and worries. Start the fire.  Sit and take time to connect to the highest light, love and truth. Focus on your fears and worries while breathing them into the stick. Burn the stick in the fire, releasing your old stories and worries into the light.

Creating a Candle Ceremony

Creating a candle ceremony begins by lighting a candle and taking some time to connect to the highest light, love and truth. When you are ready,. set your intention to release fears, doubts and worries, and blow the candle out. With the exhalation of breath you are releasing all your old fears, doubts and worries. Picture the grasses that bend and sway in the wind, they are not brittle and inflexible. It is crucial at this time to allow flexibility and movement in your life. This is not the time for old positions or absolutes. The ceremony of release around the full moon will align you with thousands of other people who do ceremonies at this time.
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Blessings, love and light to all who read these words and who don't. The galactics, celestials, ascended masters and the elementals that maintain our bodies also send unconditional love, light and encouraging support. Just ask when you need their help. Just ask and they will be there for you. Listen to the sound of the inner wind. It is very soft and warm. Nancy/Diana




11/12/21 - The feminine and the patriarchy
Clearing up the illusion - it's not what you think 

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The feminine aspect of life is that part of you which likes to share. Wants to love and be loved in return. This part of the human is open and connected to everyone and everything in the natural state. But it has been usurped, stolen from, weakened, closed down. During the dark ages, the masculine aspect of life took control through various and sundry means which, in essence, drew on that feminine openness, pleaded with that openness, expressed deep needs and hungers that only the feminine could fill and therefore could not resist, and she answered the call. She was sucked into a trap of helping and the trap sprang closed on her. She gave her power away to the masculine and today we have a patriarchal system and a disempowered humankind.

It is important to understand that both genders are disempowered. Men are 50% feminine and women are 50% masculine. They originated from the same source. They each have a central intelligence that is connected to Source, or Oneness, but when it comes to physical life, it is primarily the male who expresses the patriarchy because, after all, he is in a masculine body.

Monogamy is a patriarchal creation. It grew out of the need of a man to own a woman all for himself, so he could draw on her for feminine balance, as an energy source. It kept women isolated. What the men did not realize was they too were trapped in the system, as part of the larger more insidious system that was surreptitiously designed by off-worlders - highly intelligent races from other worlds who watched and visited the Earth in prehistory to explore, discover and experiment with the humanoid race. With different motives behind them, each alien race came to fiddle with the young and vulnerable evolving humans. They were the ones who put the monkey wrench into the works. They modified our DNA for purposes of their own. Thus we have been kept in separation, divided from each other. Natural evolution would have had us evolving peacefully together, learning from each other, but we have been purposely interfered with. We have been kept uneducated.

We, the evolving human race, have been kept unbalanced, divided and thus prevented from growing into oneness and fully integrated with the other half of ourselves. We should have been able to unite our hearts and minds and bodies together with our feelings because that would be a natural path to take with experimenting. But we have been unable to gather and commune with each other openly and freely. We didn't have the chance to grow our freedom to circulate and move about and learn about ourselves. Monogamy served very well to keep the separation going. With each man having his own feminine body to live with, it was an ideal way to keep females tied down from openly meeting together and learning feminine values. The feminine likes to socialize, express freely their thoughts, emotions, kindness and support. Females are tender by nature and spontaneously free-flowing. This was the big mistake in pre-history. Because the feminine couldn‘t be open, neither could he. The men were just as much a victim as the women because they did not know the super elite alien powers that controlled them. They have remained hidden to this day. "They" are the master mind who created the patriarchy. We have been locked into an energy vortex because of them, both men and women, and this has been written into law which is our legal system today. Theoretically meant to keep everyone safe, but in actuality shapes and molds us into a prison-like structure of do's and don'ts. There is no freedom here. No openness flowing today. The alien law was put in place a long time ago, before recorded history, written into our DNA.

Good news! It is changing today. The return of the goddess is the return of balance to humankind. It does not pit women against men or men against women. It is the emergence of a gentle softness and tenderness that seeps like a fragrant wind from - where is it coming from? It is being called the divine feminine, or goddess energy, but that understanding needs correcting. It is a return to heart-centered living coupled with an open mind. Healthy, free-flowing communication is bringing honesty. Freedom to speak, think, believe, act and exchange insights, ideas, opinions, new thought and free love without being arrested, censored, condemned, ostracized or killed. Freedom to be simply what one is by nature, and to express the wisdom accumulated through prior lives, spontaneously as desired, is an innate human right. It has been earned through personal experience. Right now, today, in this current moment, it is not allowed. There are many structures that stand in the way. Men who themselves are shut down and censored by higher authorities, are being used as enforcers on other men and women. It is an insidious system.

The male is programmed to be closed-lipped. That means, don‘t talk don‘t tell, don‘t reveal what you know. Keep your knowledge secret. Keep your past repressed. Don't share, don't speak, don't wonder, don't investigate. Why? No one knows why. Governments say it’s for “Homeland Security“ but that‘s nonsense. And the female has been programmed to obey and go along with the rules or suffer the consequences. Today's female thinks this is a natural state for her to be this way. It is not. She is a goddess who has been held back in class. She has not been allowed to study and learn her trade. She is a goddess in training who is not allowed to gather with her sisters and practice goddess skills which are uniquely feminine. She has not been allowed to mix potions, perform ceremony and feed weeds and bark to her family to cure them of ills. She has been prevented from speaking of the visions that tell her things, like where to place hands on others to mend broken bones, or chant the ancient tongue that soothes and lifts the spirit, and how to live the other gifts that she knows secretly in her heart. Because the patriarchy has put laws in place through its own church. Men have lived in female bodies and women have lived in male bodies, alternately. We've all been there. We've all had an animal past and accumulated great wisdom. Today, if not here in America in other parts of the world, it still happens if a woman crosses a legal line, she gets shot, stoned, imprisoned or harassed to death. Both genders have been shut down. Look at the US patriarchal government. Neither gender in government has power. They are told to be close-lipped. “Keep it secret”.  “Don’t tell the other side." It's a structure of governing that does not work. We remain divided on all levels. It has closed everybody down, including the president.

Without understanding, the divine feminine goddess energy is in the process of changing all this. It is working quietly behind the scenes to correct the alien laws on the books and to insert more decent, universal laws to help the brain-washed humans to live freer and more abundantly. There is a higher law. It pervades space and keeps the suns and planets in orbit. There are no secrets. Only a continuous process of integration. It is a learning. It is a teaching. It is a science. There are hidden retreats, unknown by the masses, where one may go to learn about this greater law. Great intelligences are guiding us. They are individuals like us. They have names. Some have been around since before our sun was born, and new ones are joining all the time. There is continual integration, a continual evolution into oneness which is blazingly alive. Dimmed down, yes, or it would kill us, but there nonetheless, offering peace, advice and suggestions. This is the divine feminine. 

We have not understood what the divine feminine is about. We are invited to listen to it. It speaks to us all the time from within.  The ego refuses to listen but there's another part of us that is not ego. We are meant to be part of the wholeness even while living here in physical form. It would be equivalent to living in a large family who loves you and supports you and listens to your wildest dreams and encourages you. You are safe and secure in this family and you never want for anything. There is abundance everywhere you look, and sickness is unknown. Other species live in this manner on other planets. We on Earth are heading in that direction. That's what the ascension process is all about. It's going to take time, but we've come a long way in the last 50 years.

Those worlds who are more advanced than us, have learned to live in a more civilized way through their understanding of Source. We have been misled about Source. WE are Source! Individualized rays direct from Source. They live an enjoyable individual life of excitement and co-creation and we are meant to join them as neighbors. They know things we don't know, our galactic neighbors. Life is not an accident. It is designed. It is designed by each of us. It is designed with love and intelligence, not by ego and selfishness. The heart is an important part of the equation but the heart was shut down. The goddess energy was unplugged so we couldn't connect with Source. We haven't been allowed to design our life the way we wanted to. The goddess energy is now being turned back on. The return of the goddess will bring back equality between the human sexes in a more beautiful, integrated way. We are one being wearing different clothes. One has a penis, the other a vagina, but we're the same being. We've had limiting structures built on top of our oneness. We've been stopped from growing together and loving one another, co-creating together new ideas, projects, cities, inventions, putting hands on each other to heal each other. It is the natural way. It is returning now. We are seeing wholesome integrating thoughts on the internet, along with the divisive things.

It’s the feminine within vs. the patriarchy outside the front door. It's not the human woman who is going to save the planet, for she is just as lost as the men have been. She does not have any more power to change the world than the men do, the way she is programmed today, unless and until she becomes empowered by her own actions and free will choices to stand up for herself. Then she will change the world. Input by the feminines of the planet is going to save the race. The feminine side of us is our divine side. The galactics are the same way.

Our masculine side is that part of us which wants to go exploring and conquering other territory. We travel over the mountain and through the wood into the deep dark forests and foreign territory. Women have it too. But the feminine side of us keeps us connected to the divine. She does not move. She is remains still at the center of the hub. Men have this too. The center of the body, the center of the self, is the hub, the home, the safety net. It is not being a saint to sit in silent communication with Source. It is wise, graceful, intelligent and true to oneself to do so. It is retaining that essential connection to Home, to Source,  to compassion, patience, love, forgiveness. Our feminine side is our Mother. It is a feeling of warmth and love. It is that innate sense of being at peace and being comforted. And there is more if you allow more to come in. I've experienced it most profoundly. We have been seduced into thinking the divine feminine - the goddess - is just women but it's in men too, just as the wanderer-explorer is in women. The central hub of the divine feminine, the divine Mother, is still here. It can be accessed any time by sitting in silence for an hour. I sat with it for four hours the other day. Not all at once, but intermittently throughout the 24 hours. It has not disappeared. It has simply been covered over and lost to the outer sight. We have to dig for it like archeologists dig for ancient relics and bones. It's hard work. It takes dedication but it's worth it.

What is feminine? Both the male body and the female body are composed of feminine electrons. The electrons that whirl around the positive and neutral particle in the center of the atom, are feminine. (Ascended master teachings.) And they are intelligent. Our bodies are feminine. It is our SPIRIT that is masculine. We come from the same SPIRIT. We come from the same Oneness. We forget that when we are born as human babies and grow up listening to human words that separate us into unique personalities.The Oneness is always there behind the outer personality, as an inner guidance system, but we have to take time out to listen to it. It requires that we bend to it, soften, slow down, listen, surrender for a lilttle while, just to listen. The outer human personality is an alien product, shaped by alien races. The natural spirit is there all the while, just waiting for the outer personality to take time out and allow the return to softness and integration again. It is the great power within.

It just takes a few moments to stop and be still and turn inward often throughout the day and depressurize. Fall back on the peace and comfort within. Stop the thoughts from churning. In time each person will learn how to do this. It is destined. That upon which the alien outer personality relies for breath and energy is softness. It has always been there underneath the hard shell of outer focus. It is the life of the body. It is closer than hands and feet and breath. It is what beats our heart and moves our limbs. It digests the food we eat, and it supports everything we do, every second of the day. Even the evil that we do. When we stop and surrender to it, we are transformed into warmth and contentment. It feels like a warm, loving mother holding us within her bosom. It is feminine love. It is our own guiding force. We get ideas from sitting in silence with it. It shows us how to maneuver. Ideas spring forth unexpectedly. The alien human way causes terror, fear and angst. The feminine way reminds us of the power of seduction, of wisdom, of love. It is a safer, more secure way to live life on Earth. It is instructive. It is the gentle power of persuasion. That is what we are calling today the goddess energy. It is the Mother in us. Our very own higher self. We  have to remember that it is there and test it. Cultivate it, lean on it, develop it. It doesn’t cost money to access it. It doesn’t require us to take a test or to pass an initiation.

The artificial human is an alien creation. What we call human standards today are sub-standard and below the dignity of the real within. The real within provides a sense of peace that is amazing. It is to be experienced. It has been called the peace that passes understanding. It goes beyond human peace. The peace is always there. One experiences it on occasion. It's rare. It supports our actions and the words we speak. Even wrong actions. It supports us until we use it up without replenishing it. Like the battery-powered clock on the wall eventually runs down without replenishing the batter. The body is a temporary loan. To keep it running we need to connect back to Source periodically to refresh it and keep the channels open, otherwise they close down. The body weakens, loses vitality, the electrons slow down and stop spinning. Sitting in silence is a sign of respect, honor and humility. Recognition is connection with the eternal One that lives through us. It revivifies the power within. It should be done at least once a day, if not more often. It reverses the dying process. One can start practicing at any age, 80, 90 or 100. Sitting in silence with respect, reverence and love for our SELF, our own higher Source, is the great solution to extending longevity, health, happiness and clarity of mind without struggle or pain. Surrender to the soft place within, where human alien thoughts stop churning. It may be hard to do at first, but a beginning must happen somewhere. Sometime. Today. Stop trying to fit into an alien world. Stop fighting. Stop resisting. By going within to the silence which is felt as love, warmth and peace, we leave the alien culture of loneliness.

The universe is maintained by myriads of intelligent beings who have chosen THIS over separation. Go within and go up the inner elevator to the top floor and assume the overview. Be your own master, guide and angel. See the truth from that high place of silence. See the purity. See the courage. See the love. See the peace. Stand inside it and become integrated into the wholeness of life. Whether you're a man or a woman, you are entering the divine feminine, the Mother than holds you together, the center of your own spirit. Become that which is there within you which has been supporting the limitations and the lies and stop supporting the alien culture. Fall back on the good, the decent, the natural and honorable. Not just for you alone but everyone you meet. And there are many. This is the goddess energy. The divine mother is the body element. She receives the spirit from the father. As human beings, we are both the father and the mother.


We are gods and goddesses here on earth to learn these things. We are in training. We are here to discover the wholeness within, that oneness within, the spirit, that source energy out of which we descended into division. We were divided into man and woman but the wholeness is who we are in reality. We just put on a coat of skin. We must remember our connection to the infinite, to the everlasting and the evermore to which the angelics and the ascended masters belong, and the galactics are showing us the way as older brothers and sisters.
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A brief update - Doug put up a Gofundme page today: https://gofund.me/5324b786 . Not to put pressure on anyone but in the interest of disclosure, since I'm sending updates and disclosing a lot about myself. It is recommended by Gofundme to share it with friends so I am doing that. We are in our 80's and Doug is no longer working as a lawyer, but is starting a new arbitration business by zoom, so he can use his law license. He has always tithed and contributed to the community and has been one of the most honest men I've known. But our property insurance doubled this year - $4627 this year -  and we don't have the money. We have a reverse mortgage and one of the requirements of a reverse mortgage is to keep our insurance and taxes paid. So here we are on Gofundme. I have faith that we will be able to meet our due date. I have faith in the coming changes for the Earth. I have faith in the Ascended Masters who have been guiding me (Master DK) for the last 50 years. And the Galactic Federation which has been fighting for us for much longer. Soon the disclosure will be public knowledge. I know that a better way of life is coming for all of us. For those who are in hard straits right now, please keep the faith. Hold on. Ask for help in the silence of your solitude. Do you know about NESARA? If not, google it. That is a crucial piece that is waiting to come forth. A lot of people don't know about it.

Sending blessings, love and light to all of you everywhere. I feel the closeness arriving. The connections are already starting to happen. Connections are sweet. Tender. They join heart to heart. We are going to all become friendlier, and life is going to be easier. Again, if you are worried, stop worrying and start believing in the goodness that is coming. Cultivate faith by sitting in silence every day and looking UP. It is important to resume connection to the great within. 


11/6/21 - Where does the dark come from?
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First of all, it doesn't have a soul


What is the dark? Where did it come from? First of all, it doesn’t have a soul. It does have intelligence but it does not have a soul or a spirit. It does not have light but it has a dark intelligence. It does not know God. Where did the dark intelligence come from? It came from a soul who in its search for wisdom and enlightenment, gathered intelligence. Mental intelligence. A soul who searches uses mental capacities. Wisdom and enlightenment is found by integrating intelligence with emotions. It must be felt within the body to become wisdom and enlightened. The mind alone does not have feeling. It cannot feel emotions. It is only a mind. In order to gain understanding of God, one must integrate with the Goddess which is the feminine, which is the mother, which is contained in the physical form. It must go through the heart. It must go through the feelings and emotions.  The mental must descend down and connect with the heart to gain enlightenment and wisdom. Everything that was intellectual and held in the mind that was false or not real – like a belief in separation, or a belief that only Christians are right, or the belief that homosexuality is wrong - all these separation beliefs must go. They must be deleted when the mind descends downward into the heart and body, because it is through the visceral feeling that one becomes purified.

So where do all these false beliefs go that don’t have any spirit or light in them? They don’t disappear because they are a creation. Albeit an artificial creation, but a creation nonetheless. The soul who created them moves on to enjoy a more peaceful, beautiful life of unity with others through a heart connection. But an interesting thing happens. His past beliefs disentangle from him and drift like a cloud out into the atmosphere. There it is drawn to gather with other clouds of like intelligence and together this cloud of false beliefs grows and gathers intensity. The dark is the left-over false beliefs that have existed from the beginning. They are intelligent, but they are erroneous. They are not supported by truth. They are artificially created by minds that are searching and growing, but they are not truth.

The dark does not know God but it is intelligent. It has been created by a soul but when the soul chose light over its former belief, the false energy it had accumulated drifted away, retaining a certain amount of intelligence. The force we call dark is seeking the light-bearers to join with it. It needs the light to live but it does not understand the light for the truth of the light is contained in the heart. That is why we must not judge another person. We only make it worse for ourselves, for judging someone else is a divisive force. It separates us. It is not enlightened.

As I drove downtown today I realized that I myself have contributed to the dark. I have no right to judge the dark for it is part of the process of life. As we learn how to use feelings to become more discerning and wise, we discard former beliefs. The dark is that part of me that never understood love. It never unified with the light held in my body as a loving, caring consciousness of the divine. The dark is that part of me that did not become personified. It’s simply a cloud of intelligence that does not know love or light. It is the accumulation of past errors that peeled away from souls who unified with more love and light and cosmic wisdom. The past was discarded and drifted away.

In the beginning there was darkness from many planets and civilizations that went on before ever the Earth came into being. The creator’s voice said, “Let there be light” and souls have been learning about the Light ever since. The darkness was there in the beginning of the creation, and souls who ventured out beyond the creator’s loving light and protection explored it. We all did, those of us in human form. The dark intelligence doesn’t have a soul. It is a purely mental force. It cannot feel. It does not have empathy. It does not understand what love is. We can only know the difference between bad and good through feeling channels. We must use our bodies to feel. I think this is not understood yet. Our bodies are extremely important in learning the difference between right and wrong. That’s why there are spiritual channels out there who are picking up dark forces who are mimicking the light. We must use our feelings to know the difference.

When you start questioning whether you’re on the right track or not, use your feelings. The right track feels warm and comfortable. It’s a nice feeling. Good feelings tell you you are on the right path. At least for now. Be ever aware of negative feelings. Don’t get trapped into something that has you fighting against something, as if you have to use force to push on a closed door. Don’t start beating yourself up over not accomplishing what you wanted to. Or because you argued with someone and you feel bad. All of that is telling you it’s the wrong way. Stop and find forgiveness. Redirect your mental thoughts to compassion, empathy, warm love, grace, beauty, all of the nice words that feel good, that feel right, warm and comfortable. This is a technique for righting something that feels wrong. Listen to the warmth in your heart. It is like an embrace. It is connection with source. It is pointing you in the right direction. Leave the dark forces to the galactics who are better equipped to fight them. 

This information came from the Ascended Master Djwal Khul.




11/3/21 - A message from Ascended Master Djwal Khul
Pictures hold the light in your mind better than words

(Me:) One year ago I woke up seeing a picture of DK as an angelic light in my mind. Later I received the following message from him via automatic handwriting. I filed it away in the files and forgot about it. Upon re-reading it recently, I realized the importance of the message. It escaped me at the time. Use PICTURES instead of words. 

Ascended Master Djwal Khul on 10/12/20:

I am sending you a light form of an archangel today. Archangels cover the planet with their radiations of love and light Their wingspans cover huge territories and land masses. The light is everywhere. Now, where YOU are located on the scale of radiation of love and light is finite. You see solid forms, hear solid sounds in the form of harsh words and your thoughts are limited, as they run along conduits formed of fixed and stationary paths. What the angelics are doing over your lands, your cities and homes, is telling you, reminding you that you are precious. You are valuable. You are deserving of this love and Light. You are anchored in the eternal sea of life. You may not accept this right now but your soul, your consciousness, does, for it is a part of the sea of eternal light and life. Light is all knowledge that ever existed, and ever is a long time! Knowledge is what composes the sea of light and love. Now, from where YOU stand, you are anchored into the solid and fixed state of Mother Earth, a planet, for you are in a body made of that planet’s substance. You are made from her elements and nutrients, but your knowledge, your infinite consciousness is a part of the sea of life. So, here you are, thinking, “OMG, I’m trapped in a situation and I can’t get out! I must suffer the consequences that are going to happen to everyone here and the world is going into lockdown.”

And wherever that thought takes you, it spirals you downward out of calmness into whatever direction you allow it to go. But it is a solid, and all solids are changing and losing their coherency and solid appearance. There are fluctuations in the solids because the light and love that is who you REALLY are, though you may not realize it yet, is shaking things up. (I woke up with this picture and he is talking directly to me as if telling me to share it with everyone else.) The light is you and the greater light beings are beaming and radiating that light to you and you are being reminded of yourself that you are first light and love, and secondly, you are in a form that may appear solid but the more you are reminded of this picture that I am giving to you, the more you will take on the light and love of the angels. The little ones dart here and there responding to emergency calls from humans, as the archangels, the great ones of the angelic kingdom, hold their huge wingspans over them. These little ones carry messages of hope and goodwill, joy and faith to lift you while you struggle blindly in amnesia. You must train yourself to “SEE” these pictures of light forms that are being rained down upon the earth. This is the raising of the planet and the human beings – you and your family and friends and enemies too. All on the planet are being inundated and drenched and immersed in this love and light because you are valuable. Your personal knowledge and experience is valuable to the ongoingness of the sea of intelligence, love and light.

Solid forms such as your own physical body are changing and releasing the unworthy experiences – the networks of errors that do not contribute to the allness of life. It is releasing the errors and mistakes, and these errors and mistakes of intelligence leave you and collect together in enormous clouds of wrongness called evil. Dark clouds that do not know light or love. Errors and mistakes are necessary to learn what is good in relation to what is not good. These mistakes and errors were created in past time periods, but they were created out of nothing but eternal love and light, for that is all there is! There is nothing that is made solid that is not made out of light particles. These light particles are drawn together by attention. Man focuses his attention on a thing, and love is the power of that attention molding it in shape that is definable to the senses. It is a manmade creation. Is it good? Does it contribute the goodness and ongoingness of eternal life? If not, then it is a creation that will eventually peel away and return to the void where its particles of light are recycled, to be used again by a benevolent consciousness. Love is what creates. The holding of attention to a point and holding it steady and firmly with love, that is what creates. War is created by holding thoughts on war and the mechanics of genius of how to create war. That is an example of a wrong way of creating. It is not for the benevolent ongoingness of life. War is created for death and destruction by evil-doers. No good can come from it, despite the erroneous thinking that goodness must be fought for. The betterment of the world situation is taking place by those who are holding attention on peace, not war, and the mechanics of peaceful methods. The how-to’s of bringing more beauty, refinement, kindness and abundance for everyone, for the whole. War will not bring that end result about. Only peaceful intentions and holding the light for peaceful intentions will do it. 

I tell you, it is not in words that you create peace, but in holding the light in your mind. Pictures hold the light in your mind better than words. What you think, you radiate from you outward, and words are error-fllled. Stop with the error-filled words! Pictures of light beings are best suited for holding light in your mind. Radiate these light-filled images out into the atmosphere. The words of the human languages are mixtures of human error and human solutions, past experiences filled with both good and not-good of human experience. They are not of love and light. They contain human error. The pictures of angelics and other ideals, noble ideas of heroes, saints and masters are not forms of “words” but of light pictures. When you hold an angelic picture in your mind or the face of a holy one, a master or saint that has entered your consciousness, that is how you receive the resonance of love and light. Form a receiving image in your mind of that picture and hold it steady. This is a higher form of prayer, and then you will find yourself, while in stillness, adding devotional words. A life filled with such practices and methods has created a glow around itself, a bubble if you will, of love and light around the body. So it goes with that body wherever it walks, and sustains him or her through storms that sweep away others around them.

All around this one who radiates light and love may see the world appearing to be falling apart, but the only part being swept away is the appearance of what was not built on love with the light of ongoingness. Not the consciousness of the person is swept away, but the past built on error is swept away. The consciousness remains the eternal part of the person, the part that is called the soul. The consciousness of the person is the valued part of the person. It is a vital piece of the eternal oneness of all that is, the sea of life. Is this consciousness aware of itself as light and love? Are YOU aware that you can stand still in the midst of a tornedo, a flood, a storm, a fire, a plague and remain standing in calmness while others of your friends go down along with buildings, trees and lesser creatures? You can! There are many who are practicing methods of peace that hold the light and love in their consciousness. And if they are not very good at it yet, if they will call on the angelics for help, help will arrive. Keep working at holding the picture of love in your mind long enough. It will grow steady and become a living, light-filled part of your consciousness. That is the valuable part of you, not the things you have created in solid form. They will be taken away. If you hold the picture of love in your mind, they will descend down into the flesh and blood and start to glow outward into the auric field of the body that surrounds every body. This is the one to whom the angels come to assist – the one who is radiating a signal as an SOS – Help! This is the purpose of the angelics - to help and lift and provide hope beyond the human consciousness which has lowered into a cloud of unseeing hopelessness. Learn to hold this image in your mind. Look at the image periodically through the day at cycles. Copy it onto your cell phones to check in from time to time. Receive it. Your mind must stop contributing worries about outcomes. Stop contributing fear of losing money. Stop worrying about political destruction and the state of the world. Start receiving light and love which is being beamed down upon the world and the human beings who are seeking answers.

Let the light, hope, light-filled pictures sink in that it is real. Hold the picture in your mind long enough that it will sink down into your body cells. Have an open mind, not a closed mind of tangled thoughts which are dead-ends going nowhere. Have an open mind devoted to the pictures of the archangel I have given you, so that the light, the knowledge, the hope, the faith, the enthusiasm, the excitement that light is coming to the earth, flow downward into your density, your bones and muscles and nerves. Fill your mind and body with this picture and it will stabilize your consciousness. You will feel the newness take hold of fresh, invigorating thought, formed out of light and love and hope and anticipation of beauty and refinement coming to earth. The vastness of the sea of light is feeding the earth right now like never before. It is increasing the numbers of souls who are learning how to leave the errors of their past behind them.

Form is created by fixating on something and holding to it, but consciousness is ALWAYS moving. How can you hold a fixated thought when consciousness is always moving? You can’t! You must keep your mind open to receiving more of the light above you. Let if flow through you. The forms that you know today that is the world you grew up in, is changing for those who are willing to stay in the center of the light and let go. New forms are building in your mind even now. Light creates, be one who holds onto light with a loving nature. Allow this new dream to take form around you of abundance for everyone, a smooth transition for everyone, harmony, peace, love, enjoyment for everyone. Shift your focus off of worry and hopelessness onto love,light, new knowledge, new creations. The angelic forms are the best, or the face of a beloved saint or master. Hold the picture. Hold it and periodically through the day stop and connect with it emotionally, with all of your attention. Stop, and in the stillness of thought and emotion, receive it once again. It is a better way to inoculate yourself against the pandemic. Not with a needle but an infusion of love and light that lifts. Take frequent moments out of your day and receive this infusion. It is an eternal sunrise on the horizon of your life in physical form. Good-bye!

(Thank you DK. Received 10/12/20)  



10/26/21 - The untold story of  planet Earth
What's really going on today

Closing the Printz book (1), a rare Ascended Master publication, I picked up the pen and started writing, continuing the thread of the message I just read but filtering it through my own consciousness. The Ascended Masters use such high-frequency tones and words that it is not easy to extract the message in common language - and this is important.
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Where a person (soul) has become so lost and refuses to return to its original vibration, he is dissolved and returned to the sea of oneness to be recycled. He loses his personal memories and is no more. They, the guiding forces who created the earth, did not want that to happen so a plan was devised and put into action to save the earth from being annihilated. The plan involved highly evolved beings birthing onto the earth through human parents. This has been going on since the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s, increasing as the earth’s energies are rising, which allow more parents to be able to receive the more enlightened souls.

A picture was given to me this morning as a metaphor. Earth is like a beautiful elegant mansion that has had marauders and invaders tear it up. Things are in shambles. Bits and pieces are displaced or destroyed. The interior of the house is destroyed but the walls remain. Earth has been slowly being destroyed for millions of years. Though it started out small, it became worse. Nothing is in alignment, everything is askew. When the nuclear bombs went off in WWII, it was a signal that something had to be done. The entire planet is corrupt. The only way to save it from total annihilation is to work from within. Spies have been put in place. They have been birthed onto the planet through normal channels and thus they too had the veils pulled down, and they consciously were subject to the corruption. But they were highly evolved souls. Only the most enlightened and powerful were chosen out of the many volunteers who offered to be born on the planet. Thus, these enlightened ones were like sleeper cells. They would awaken in time. Some of them were lost to the corruption, but many of them were awakened and remembered their reason for being here. They had a mission.

They learned to follow the divine pattern within - innate heart and soul feeling - which is their own natural source of happiness and comfort. They learned to resist the human corruption because their own natural source was so strong. They were old souls. They had lived many lifetimes under many circumstances, and they had all ascended many times over, so they had the divine light strongly reinforced in them, something the younger souls have yet to build. So these sleeper cells awaken at a certain point in their embodiment and slowly begin to resist the human shenanigans that don’t fit their comfort zone and their inner knowing. But they cannot simply sweep house the way they wish they could, because they must follow their divine guidance. This is the part that many do not understand. Why don’t the light forces come in and kill off the bad guys? Because the bad is embedded in them too. They must follow their divine guidance to remove the corruption within themselves. This is done through harmony and cooperation. We live inside a universe of harmony, love and light. When there is a problem of negatives invading, divine guidance comes in to harmonize and set it straight. An evolved soul will follow the unity protocol. If something isn’t right, they find a way to correct it through understanding and compassion, through compromise and forgiveness. They must find a way to correct the situation without causing further damage. If they killed all the bad guys, they would be adding to the corruption which was destroying the planet. 

Using the mansion that was destroyed by marauders as an example, a cleaning crew would go in and begin by assessing the damage first, and then making a game plan. What to clean up first? It is done by carefully aligning what belongs where. For example, an exquisite jar on the floor belongs on the mantle, but the mantle has been destroyed. So where should the jar be placed temporarily until the mantle is fixed? Each piece must be accounted for and cleaned up and prepared. It is organized carefully so as not to make matters worse than they already are. This is the process that is going on today in every corner of life on Earth, from government policies to financial institutions, from manufacturing to education, from law to medicine. Correcting the corruption while the corrupters are still in power must be done carefully, undercover, as in a spy network. Sleeper cells of enlightened beings are kept in the dark until they are needed. Then they are nudged into connections through personal meetups, books being presented to them, articles from the Internet, there are many ways of awakening a sleeper light.

This is why the feminine is being called into action. The male body is biologically designed to work with the outer world of light. The female bodies are designed to work with the inner pattern of light, which is love when it is contained in the body. The women are being called into action to become awakened to the divinity within them. Not to chit-chat about their hobbies or vent about relationships, but to understand and define what really matters. The fake personality, the human identity that went to school and learned politics, science, math from teachers who are already corrupt, does not matter. That human identity is meant to be used, its experience is valuable, but it must surrender to the divine within which is the source of ALL life. We live inside the source creator which is love and light - light being enlightened intelligence. Whenever we do something against the source creator, we are damaged, hurt and suffer the consequences. That is why the feminine bodies are being called to come out of hiding and start using their God-given, source-given talent and knowledge, which they know they have. They just don’t use it because the corrupt patriarchy has put it down and abused it. Not the human males but that which was imposed by dark alien forces. 

We’ve all been exposed to the maleficent influence of the corrupters, and thus we are discovering that we must discipline our OWN habits, involuntarily and ignorantly assumed from the corrupters.  As we change our own negative habits, we display them to others and validate others to do the same. We are embodying the light as we do this. We are manifesting light and love as we do this. We change ourselves and thus we radiate to our immediate environment, correction. We are the advanced ones who birthed onto the planet over the last 100 years, with a few before that, to bring order out of chaos here on Earth. These words are my own words as I am becoming more awake and aware of these things. I am being presented with information that stuns me. That rattles me and shakes me into alertness. I read another one last night. Why was I not given this information before? Because I wasn’t needed before now. Too much information too soon is damaging, not helpful. Resistance is thrown up against too much too soon. While books and teachings are sources that enlighten me, the No. 1 source is myself, as it is with everyone. Look to your HIGHER self, to the ethical standards, morals and ideal principles that you know are true and good and right and honest. As I turn inward and upward to search for answers, I get information coming to me in a downpour like torrential rain. I must then discipline myself to shut down what I do not want right now. It’s too much too soon. I know where it is. I’ll reach for it later. But right now I have to shut down if it’s too much. I have wanted to gather the women together for many years but I was not ready. I was too raw, too open, too vulnerable. Now I am being called into action. I am now being called to be strong and resolute. I feel the gathering of divine intention.

This gathering is coming from a neutral point. Not for me to teach, or anyone else to teach, but to provide opportunity for women to discuss openly what is this divine pattern we are supposed to feel? How does it come to us? What do we look for? What do we do with our children who are needy and hungry and our husbands who are needy in a different way? What do we do with the demands being put on us? There is a divine pattern which each of us which functions as an inner beacon light. It is the FEELING nature which men have by and large rejected because they had a different role to play. Instructions and solutions are being lovingly given to us through the inner feeling of comfort. If it is not comfortable, don’t do it. If a child is hungry and needs food, wait until your comfort zone kicks in. Wait. Be patient. Will she die on the spot if she doesn’t get food? Your comfort and peace will radiate out and connect with her when she is ready to receive it. Giving her food before she is ready, when she demands it, will create a negative impact on everyone around. 

Comfort is an instruction. Comfort is love. Comfort is a light and love instruction. Embody it. A discussion about how to deal with everyday situations is a worthwhile and ongoing topic. We are changing the world by changing our everyday body habits. From inner feeling we decide to do something different. From inside out we apply unity, compassion, cooperation, in harmony and in understanding. In this way we link the divine pattern into the human corrupt pattern. It is a co-creation. A holding of hands, the larger being holding the hand of the smaller fake being. The divine pattern feels good and the small fake being feels that goodness. It brings peace to the outer body and to the outer mind. This is how we change the world, by feeling peaceful and by following the comfort signals that signal PEACE. And when we link with someone who is also changing their body habits from within, who are also following the feeling of comfort and peace within, we enlarge and expand that comfort and love. It is a happy time, a momentary happiness as we link with someone else like that.

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9/16/21 - More Galactic Federation Revelations 
Through Elena Danaan & Megan Rose

I want to share with you another Elena Danaan video which just aired today. I love listening to Elena because she inspires truth and authenticity with her warm personality and innocence. And most especially because she has personal experience to back her up. As I said in my last newsletter of 9/12/21, she was abducted by the Grays when she was 9 years old, but was rescued in an explosive battle by the Galactic Federation of Light. Her personal rescuer, Thor Han, is in constant contact with her today through an implant in her head which the Grays put there and it could not be removed, so it was recalibrated to the Galactic Federation.

In this video she is talking with Megan Rose, also an abductee who was rescued by the Galactic Federation. They share similar experiences. In an earlier video Elena interviewed Megan Rose and you can find it on Elena's youtube channel. Now, these two women are chatting together and revealing amazing, eye-opening details about the Galactic Federation of Light (or of Worlds as she calls it). As I said, I have had my ear to the ground on the galactic situation for 57 years. It is not a new subject for me. These two women are both authentic. They are in contact daily with their personal rescuers who provide them with updated information. Here they are comparing notes. They are presenting ground-breaking disclosures in a lovely, soft semi-official way. The Galactic Federation of Worlds is a benevolent federation of many worlds. They follow a Prime Directive when intervening in a planetary situation. Our world is in such a situation today. Much has gone undisclosed. Disclosure is underway but there is so much misinformation and craziness, who know what really is happening? Bad guys taking over? It is important to release this positive information and so I am sharing it. The information is astounding, breathtaking, and amazing. Of course, it is up to you whether you believe it or not. But I think you'll love this. Listen to the truth in their words.

I myself have been on the spiritual path for longer than I've been aware of the Galactic Federation of Light. I follow naturally the Ascended Masters and have found hidden books and transcripts which they have revealed over the years, most of which has been buried. They provide instruction, education and knowledge beyond what we are taught in schools.. The Masters teach and represent the ways of pure love, divine love and universal intelligence which we have called "God". It is available as the perfected path of the individual who is drawn to more noble ideas and higher ways of life. he Ascended Masters are not a religion. They represent universal truth and the oneness of life while remaining unique individualities. They are real people, real individuals who have ascended (moved on) out of the sentient game of rebirth. I have in my library many stories that confirm without question that they are real - more real than human beings are.

On the other hand, the galactics are sentient beings who were born and raised on other planets. There are good ones and bad ones. We've been told, here on Earth, that we are the only intelligent beings in the universe. And now we are learning different.  The Galactic Federation of Light is a benevolent force with fleets beyond imagination watching out for planets of our low vibration, as in Star Trek. They have come to intervene because we are a troubled planet. Their prime directive allows them to intervene with a planet only when malevolent aliens have interrupted the natural evolution of a species.

This latest video by Elena Danaan and Megan Rose can be accessed in the link below. What's really going on in our world today and why? You'd be surprised. What we think of as local politics is not. The chaos is manufactured. There is a hellofa lot of misinformation being shoved at us. These two women have been given information no one else has been given. So listen and enjoy. Or close off if you feel you must. But I advise expanding not only your consciousness but your heart as well. The heart knows what the mind does not. Truth is felt. It's good for the soul to feel truth. It is a motivating force for upliftment into more noble realms, knowing, confirming that we have big brothers and sisters out there watching over us. Elena and Megan reveal why they are not coming out in front so we can see them, as so many have wondered and asked. The video is about an hour long.  


COSMIC DISCLOSURE with Cosmic Girls! Megan Rose & Elena Danaan - aired September 16, 2021
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygocFT4DY-M



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9/12/21 - A Personal Update
Introducing the Galactic Connection & The Prime Directive

Greetings, dear friends! About a year ago Elena Danaan, a former French archeologist, was interviewed about her abduction by the Grays at the young age of 9, and her rescue by the Galactic Federation. As a result of that interview, Elena has become in one short year perhaps the world's most famous ambassador of the Galactic Federation of Worlds (i.e., Galactic Federation of Light). The doors to other worlds have been officially opened. The secrecy has lifted. Since I was first introduced to the Galactics back in 1964 - that's 57 years ago - I have been watching and waiting because we were told (by then-contactee George Adamski) they will be arriving any day now.

In 2012 I posted a Galactic Federation of Light website, showing it being located in Naples, FL. I believed the landings would commense and other individuals would identify their cities as locations. I quietly continued posting what I thought was meaningful and relevant. Recently that website has been lost in the shuffle of fast-moving changes. A tide of disappearances began. I lost my computer, then the laptop, then my bout in the hospital and the insidious encounter with the dark side began. Sickness is a germ of fear, confusion, loss of equilibrium, of hope, of faith. A belief in darkness and death encroached which has brought about a deep, dark tremor into the world. Negativity, fear, isolation, mandated vaccines forced all of us into cowering. It has been a horrible year. Nausea took hold of me then, and the light began to go out. Then sickness hit several weeks ago which appeared to be worse than ever. Doug had his vax but I could not do it. I could not give in to the death culture. Now, I know it's all part of the game, but it hurts so much. The death and dying of spiritual beliefs in hope, light, truth, integrity, honesty, togetherness, caring, emotional rightness, warmth, healing, courage, faith.

Now the sickness has hit and it is starting to go away. We are on the mend. I have not given up. Suddenly there is light. The dark is capitulating. It is fading. A bright new shiny world is coming. It's not all here yet but it flashes to me here and there. It disappears and then it reappears in the form of someone speaking out and telling the truth. And then it disappears again back into the dark. It is amazing what is happening from my perspective. Shards of hope and truth and light and knowledge. This is just me, of course. I can't speak for anyone else. Elena has been the main source of my transformation, and I urge you to listen to her. She knows what she is talking about. She has met many other species out there, beyond our locked-down, tightly-controlled world, and she is full of love and caring. She radiates it. We are on the brink of a great change. Believe it or not. 

There are humongous changes in the air. I don't listen to social media any more. I used to. But it's beneath me now. We are being exposed to influences far, far greater, far more noble, wise and considerate and caring than the Earth has ever seen. And it is being delivered to us carefully by the Galactic Federation after careful analysis. There have been many councils. It's beyond our capacity to know. While the pandemic has shut down the world in fear, the flood of information coming from the Galactic Federation is the most important news the world has ever seen because we've been locked down. The distribution of this knowledge is coming through many sources, many avenues. Many people have been prepared. There are sleeper cells waking up and daring to step out of their private knowledge. They are gaining confidence, listening to their brothers and sisters speaking.

Amid the political maneuvering there is a greater truth coming into the world. Shards of light and truth. A lot of bad-mouthing is going on to distract us, but look for love, look for emotional healing, look for heart-warming news. The cold and calculated opinions lack that quality. It lacks cohesiveness. It lacks harmony and togetherness. If the news separates you and makes you feel bad, then it is old dying news which is passing away out of sight. Let it go. Look for the hope and the bright new feelings. . There is far more truth behind the Galactic story than we can possibly know. The entertainment field has been a great platform for it to use but it has been taken over by the dark side mostly. Gene Roddenberry was contacted by the Galactic Federation back in the '70s when Star Trek first appeared. It was a collaboration. After my bout with the darkness, I am ready to strengthen my hold on the light and make this changeover. I'll be talking more and more about these truths. You may take it or leave it. It is of course your choice. But when the doors officially open, I will be there near the head of line waiting to welcome our brothers and sisters from the stars, with proper protocol. They are from the official Galactic Federation of Worlds (or Light). 

THE PRIME DIRECTIVE

Before I introduce Elana Danaan, who inspires trust with her soft-spoken French accented charm and heart of love, here is the Prime Directive that she received from the Galactic Federation that was published four days ago on intothelight.news. This is the first time I've seen this, but I have seen other releases about protocol of first contact and how to conduct yourself. Whether you are aware of the Galactics or not, it is going to happen. It behooves us  all to learn more about it. The intervention by the Galactic Federation is a return to normalcy and sense of peace, emotional fulfillment and family connection. We are related. We are all related. We've just been shut off, shut down, separated and told lies about aliens. I will now be joining the mission of love from the stars and offer my services to the Federation of Light. Below is the text of the Prime Directive received by Elena Danaan from Thor Han Eredyon, her rescuer when she was a 9 year old abductee by the Grays. She has been in constant contact with Thor Han through an etheric implant in her head.  A PDF version of the Prime Directive is available here

THE PRIME DIRECTIVE
Galactic Federation of Worlds

I

The Prime Directive is to serve as a moral, ethical guide and legal template.

II

The Prime Directive is applicable to all cultures in any world that have not yet achieved interstellar travel capacity and have not established an organized continuous relationship with an evolved external interstellar culture.

III

Nothing within these articles shall authorize the Galactic Federation of worlds personnel to intervene in matters which are essentially of the domestic, local or private jurisdiction of any planetary system, or shall require the members to submit such matters to settlement under any articles of the Galactic Federation of Worlds.

IV

As the right of each sentient species to live following the greater universal law of Free Will, in accordance with its natural and biological cultural evolution is considered sacred, no members or personnel of the Galactic Federation of Worlds may interfere with the normal, autonomous and healthy development of native life, society and culture. Such interference includes introducing superior knowledge, strength or technology, to a world whose members and society are incapable of handling such advantages wisely, judged on their present level of spiritual, moral and technological evolution.

V

The Galactic Federation of Worlds cannot expose an evolving species to technology that the species has not yet discovered or is currently capable of developing and using.

VI

Sharing and seeding of technology above the lesser evolved race evolutionary capability of understanding is prohibited or taken to the necessary minimum.

VII

It is forbidden to interact or communicate with any native resident of a lesser evolved planet or culture using any device, appliance, machine, tool, weapon, or invention representing an improvement upon the science and technology already in existence upon said planet.

VIII

Spiritual and moral knowledge should also be restricted to a bare and necessary minimum only using communication methods and devices at the current level of understanding of the lesser evolved race.

IX

It is not permitted to make contact with or interfere with lesser evolved races unless they are threatened by an outside source. In that case it is the moral obligation of the personnel of the Galactic Federation of Worlds to evaluate the situation to determine a suitable course of action.

X

Federation personnel may not violate this Prime Directive, unless they are acting to right an earlier violation or an accidental contamination of said culture. This directive takes precedence over any and all other considerations, and carries with it the highest moral obligation.
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Elena Danaan’s YouTube channel is available here
Her website is here
Source article 

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8/25/21 - How do you love something painful?
Close your eyes and sink down into Mother Love

Hi Everyone! I couldn't resist sharing this channeled message with you from spirit. All is well here where we are in Naples, Florida, thank you. Doug has his own projects underway as I do. I've been blogging every day on Anakosha, on Diana's Blog. Please check Anakosha.org from time to time. Today I am in high energy and more than eager to get past the sickness issue that keeps everyone in fear and darkness and separated from their higher self. I am finding many good messages in my old journals to help me in this regard. So many of them are channeled either through DK (Master Djwal Khul) or some other bright entity who slips in while I am soaring high at my computer in the ethers with an open mind. They inspire me ever so much and I wish with all my heart that I could pass them on in person with a hug. There is a growing pressure to stop all this nonsense with the dark side and get on with living life from the bright side, the dazzling future that is coming. Don't believe it? I do because I can see it. It is on its way. We are clearing the air even now as we speak. One way to clear the air is to give some spontaneous positive feedback to someone (if they ask, of course, not to intrude on their privacy.) But act from your heart, from your gut feeling, not your mind/ego. Gut feeling is where the love is stuck and can't get out. When we are afraid of being honest and frank, we don't speak our truth freely. Truth gets stuck in the gut feelings. The more we give in to the pressure to speak the truth - and it can be done with kindness - the more we right our world. OUR world. And if it's a positive for us, then it's a positive for whoever is nearby catching the sparks of truth. It really does help. Given freely and off-handedly, truth is like a spontaneous fresh breeze from the west. It tends to correct situations without blame. Otherwise, we just keep pretending everything's OK and life carries on in its dreary direction. It holds back the future. We don't have to pretend to be kind to people - we ARE kind when we are spontaneous and speak from the heart. The more we speak our truth, the more we loosen the dirt from our vicinity and make it more like HOME. You can feel the fresh air coming in behind it. We have all been held back by fear. 
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What is coming forth in these times is stressful emotional issues. Stressful emotional situations come back again and again to be loved. Yes, loved. They were not loved before and so they remain unresolved, rejected as a lost child, abandoned, repressed, buried. If you are faced with yet another unhappy repeating situation, love it this time. Love is the transforming agent to change a thing into an entirely new and good feeling. How do you love something painful that is hurting you? Close your eyes and sink down into the pain in your heart and further down into your abdominal region where you experience Mother Love. Allow yourself to reside in Mother Love in your abdomen and allow the expansion of love and allow the painful situation to be enfolded into those warm, peaceful arms that once upon a time you yourself experienced while you were hurting. Love the pain as if it were a child. Become the Mother Love, identify with Mother Love, and heal the hurt and betrayal or rage or whatever it is that is crushing you and has come again and again to be healed and loved and changed with love. Love yourself free of the pain once and for all.

Everything everyone is doing is screaming out “Educate me!” “Teach me, show me!. Teach me how to love. It’s all about love. Learning how to love. Not about sex, but about love. It’s about larger love, warmer love, connecting love. Not personal love but love. Sex is personal, falling in love is personal. Attachments are personal. Lust is personal. Desire is personal. Love is larger than attachment, larger than lust, larger than sex and larger than falling in love. Love is larger than all of these things and more fulfilling. It’s more in every way. As a human being seeking more fulfillment, impersonal love leads to full body connection and full soul connection. Full soul connection. When you lift it up to impersonal, like the sun is impersonal, you expand your love. When you pull it down to ground level and human level, you contract your love and make it small. You limit it to physical form only, to finite form only and to one person only. Yet something in you wants to love more.

Your laws are holding you back. Your culture is small and limited and holding you back. Learn to love free. Learn what love is. It is not sex. When you lift your attention and awareness to higher levels, like the sun which shines on everyone alike, you expand your love. You fall in love with LOVE. Not a person. Do you understand? You do not enter your emotions. You expand that extraordinary feeling of love up beyond emotions so that it pervades through your whole body, every cell, every nerve, every muscle, every organ. You feel love in your brain, in your heart, in your legs, hands, stomach and kidneys and out beyond your skin. You feel the love in the air, in the trees, the ground, the water. It grows with your attention. It glows with you as you think about love being everywhere. You are capable of creating love with your mind, with your awareness, with your attention and where you focus. You expand the love you have for your primary partner. You don’t want to cheat, you want to share your expansion because you feel love for everyone you meet and you enjoy the feeling of being in love with love. It radiates through you and out beyond you like a sun. It transcends arguments, disagreements, jealousy, insecurity, abandonment issues, any problem you have had with people. You are bigger than the problem, and bigger than the pettiness of the issues. You literally glow with love. That’s moving love from personal to impersonal, like the sun shining overhead is impersonal but shines on everyone alike.

How do you increase love? What is the technique? You give some away that you already had, thus creating a vacuum or void in yourself. The universe does not like a void and into the void rushes more love. Love is a vibration, a certain texture or feeling. Love is love and so more of that vibration rushes in. As you continue giving love out, there is a flow coming in. As a human alone you can’t grow more love. You have to look to higher sources and intelligences because that’s where all life is coming from. It is descending down from unformed pure light and love into compacted material form. (Channeled 8/20/17) 
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8/16/21 - Relationships & ETs
Telepathic communication is universal

The following article was posted on Anakosha nearly two years ago under Diana's Blog, which is me. I stumbled upon this old blog yesterday and felt it was worth re-posting. Anakosha is a small site and doesn't get many hits in a day, usually under 30. But I've been posting blogs ever since 2012, when I took it over from my husband and began writing about free love, spirituality blending with sexuality, ascended masters, galactics, light bodies and fifth dimensional philosophies. It was formerly a couples swing site. I wonder how many people are aware that the galactic connection is a spiritual awakening process? The ET and UFO story has been treated with some ridicule over the years, but truths are subtly coming out into the open, including official documents. But this article is by me. It is from MY vantage point. It ties together my interests - couples relationships which are so very important, sexuality and spirituality as a healthy bonding process for couples, the galactics and ascended masters as big brothers and sisters who are ahead of us in the evolutionary process, and other metaphysical subjects. I have been a galactic undercover for over 50 years. My other website is galacticfederation-naplesfl.org.
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Written on 12/20/19 - Over the last month I’ve been plugged into an extraterrestrial group called Girk-fit-niir.com, which is akin to being plugged into a galactic wall socket. Before this, I believed it. Now I feel it. On girk-fit-niir.com beings from outside our world speak through human beings who lend their bodies and voices to intelligent beings not of this world. They are giving us their advanced wisdom. It’s not just information. There's a feeling of familiarity. There's a sense of finding something that had been forgotten. Like, “Yes! Of course, of course, I know.” So, for me, it’s plugging in to something that I knew but had somehow lost the thread and have been wandering around looking for it. It's similar to when you're on the phone and suddenly lots of static comes in and you can't hear them any more. Then just as suddenly it clears up and you hear their voice strong and loud again.

The aliens talk about it as telepathic. They are becoming stronger in telepathic communication with us. Instead of appearing in physical form in front of us, which they attempted to do right after WWII showing their ships but it didn’t work well, there was too much fear, their efforts to approach us stepped back. They didn't want to cause fear and panic. They have been studying us to see how best they could reach us in a smoother way. Abductions took place for a few decades by some of the off-world races in order to get human DNA to mix with their own to create hybrid children. This is standard practice throughout the universe, to mix genes to advance a race. But the abductions, even with amnesia, were causing negative reactions, so that was stopped. They were stumped. They didn’t know how to reach us without causing fear because Earth and its citizens have been so locked down against outside interference.

Then everything changed when they discovered that some humans were empaths. They didn’t realize. It was a profound discovery. They had been perceiving Earth humans as having disorganized minds and emotions that made us impossible to reason with. Thus channeling began through people who were meditators and empaths. They are connecting with us by telepathy. Mind-to-mind. The problem is, most of us have been taught that such things are ridiculous and not remotely possible. It's just so-much fantasy. So people are not picking up up on higher-dimensional whisperings through their extra-sensory perceptions. The website mentioned above is a portal. The point for bringing this forward is to share how it fits into a very personal local matter. It dawned on me as I listened through earphones. As the awareness grew steadily brighter and saturated my entire understanding, I realized this is about couples' relationships.

We speak about our relationships sometimes while focusing on issues we have with each other. And yet, issues aside, there is something larger that holds us together inside the relationship. While the aliens are addressing this on a galactic scale, I am seeing the positives playing out personally in our individual relationships. I didn’t see it until this morning. What we have going for us inside our couples' relationships is the same thing the aliens are talking about - telepathic communication. They are talking about a species “collective”. Couples have a relationship "collective". The aliens speak of being part of a collective on their planet, and we don't understand collectives because we on Earth are not one. Not yet anyway. But we understand our own relationships. Those of us who are coupled anyway. Singles may not understand right now, but they have had relationships at one time or another.

The relationship is our collective of two. In swinging, couples have evolved to include more. Those who are engaged in intimate friendships have moved themselves into a collective. Inside our couple relationships we have built a trust and we have faith in each other. We know what each other is capable of, what motivations, what intentions, what weaknesses, what strengths. We may have disrespected it, we may have cheated or done things behind the other's back, but we knew when it was against the health of the relationship and we tried not to do it again. We who are couples live inside this larger agreement that we could call a collective because it is so much bigger than two individuals. In swinging it is not two individuals who participate, but the relationship itself that participates. And other couples can sense it when a couple is not in agreement with each other. In swinging, there is no confrontation between couples, but there is knowledge, intuitive knowledge, of what the others are thinking. These couples who align with each other grow their twosome collective into a moresome collective. And so do mature civilizations grow also into planetary collectives.

When two individuals fall in love, they join forces, not just bodies. They join minds and hearts and souls and life forces and belief systems and errors and mistakes and issues and everything. Everything that life has to offer is there and present in the relationship. It's a force to be recognized. A relationship is so much more than I understood last week. A nation is a collective, and this week it made a collective agreement to impeach President Trump. A huge sigh of relieve or a long, low moan and beating of breasts. That's what collectives do - they grow together through consensus. Issues are resolved. We as a nation are growing. I believe we are also growing as a planetary collective. We are moving towards consensus as a planet.

Because the aliens are reaching out to us and revealing big-brother wisdom and maturity, and trying to do it in a way that is soft and benevolent, not to cause fear - that's how they reach us. That's how anyone reaches anyone - through gentleness and wisdom so they don't cause fear. Then there is a growing of respect. Perhaps even reverence. When I watch the channel’s eyes and see his arms and hands moving to try to express, and hear the different tones and inflections of the voice, it's easy to recognize a presence that is different from the human who is allowing his body to be spoken through. There are over 2,000 videos posted on the Girk-Fit-Niir website. By watching, my understanding of universal love is expanding. Love works through inclusivity, not exclusivity. Exclusivity is not even mentioned because it's a dead end. Fighting one another does not work. They are pointing out the wisdom and logic of including those who appear different at first. By including them it gives us more power as a larger whole, whereas excluding them by hating them or holding them in contempt or making intellectual arguments against them, is loss of power. It cuts one off from the whole. They say that the enemy is another you, another aspect of yourself, so why do you fight against yourself? Instead, you should be gathering the different aspects back into yourself to make you more complete.

We know these words from religious texts but we have been schooled away from that approach. We don’t live them because we were trained not to. Now, our neighboring brothers and sisters are reaching out to us to add their voices to our emerging consciousness as a planet. To help, not to conquer or control. They who are coming through Girk-Fit-Niir are a small alliance of six species, just a small part of a universal collective. They in turn are communicating with other collectives.

Because couples swinging is my rooted reality, where I evolved personally in understanding the power of inclusivity, I am sensitive to the issues that are often raised inside the couples collective. It takes two to form a relationship and close body contact is an important part of it. As they bond together physically, each one's personal inner net changes and modifies. When two, four, six, eight couples bond together physically, each individual grows to the degree they accept the others. We grow in freedom. Close body contact through swinging, also known as couples dating, is an evolutionary path. It takes us into other dimensions, beyond current "norms". Interdimensional experiences take place when there is a larger love, or a larger acceptance, a larger agreement. Without SOME form of love, there is a closing down, a competition, jealousy, fear, suffocation. There are many names. Love is the word that means “inclusive”. Love finds a way, including someone is a way to enlarge and evolve. We enlarge to accept the other's thought patterns and emotions, which modifies one's own thought patterns and emotions. Everything becomes larger and more whole. I'm carefully avoiding spiritual words here, but the word "holy" simply means more whole, more wholey, instead of less whole.

Those in swinging are on one hand finding marriage to be a conundrum in the primitive sense of the word (too confining) and on the other hand it is more wholesome. To those on the spiritual path trying to become more open and free, if their spouses are not willing to go along with them and are holding them back, what do they do? Some older people are finding they need to separate from their partner of many years, in order to complete themselves before they die. The galactics are bringing us a reminder of universal love, not the restrictive one-on-one love where you feel you have to protect yourself against invaders, but openness through communication. Communication. Communication. Communication.

If we as an individual can't get along with our mate on this little ol' planet of nations that can't get along, where does it all start? I can't help but think close loving body contact. It's a beginning. There are pockets of people gathering to include others up close. I really don't know if the aliens swing or not, but I bet some of them do. If the species are compatible. Watch Star Trek and the like. The question is raised and considered. With the myriad numbers of planets and star systems out there whose inhabitants are getting along with each other, it goes without saying that they have found the answers that they are qualified to pass on to us. Granted there a few races that refuse to get along with the others, but they are diminishing in number because more and more of them are joining together and relinquishing the belief in separation. The light forces, known as the benevolent ones, are of higher dimensions and higher standards. They are winning because they are joining forces and are more powerful intellectually, emotionally, spiritually and technologically.

This all makes so much sense to me, this joining of forces. It is practical. It is logical. And it feels good. It is joining everything together, no matter on what level one comes from. The effort creates harmony. The universe operates on harmony. Disharmony causes galactic wars. In 1987 there was a harmonic convergence which not many understood at the time. Understanding is growing about harmonics. Sound healing and Reiki is becoming popular and saving lives. The harmonic convergence was an intervention. Joining forces is spreading as a result, globally. It is happening in couples' relationships. Swinging, couples dating, polyamory, all forms of alternative intimacies are being explored as a joining of forces. It works when two different individuals, or four or six, sit and talk honestly from the heart with each other, and really focus the light of their understanding on what is being said. Both listening and revealing honestly. Many people are still avoiding “the talk“. The inner dawning is slow to rise and shed light, but it does rise if all involved are willing to stop and listen, not just talk but really listen. And not pretend to go along with it just to keep the peace. There is no peace if there is pretense.

A common problem is where one wants to have "the talk" but the other doesn't. Consider this: it is not a problem but an opportunity to try something different. A refusal or rejection is like a door that quietly opens up to give permission to go back and re-consider. What comes forward in the moment is a path to consider. Choices arise. We create by the seat of our pants. We choose as we go. We learn by mistakes. And if there is a brick wall in front, you walk around it to see how the view appears from over there. I saw a mimic recently work his way along a wall of air. He moved his hands up, down, left and right and he eventually found the end of the wall, and he turned the corner. He got past the wall. You never know what you'll find when you turn the corner. A new view always appears.

A choice is what we do when we are faced with a brick wall. There are many choices. You can back off and let the other win. You can argue and fight back. You can get in the car and drive for hours. Or go to bed and forget it. Or call a friend to talk to. Or you can go meditate and try to transcend it. There is no end of options. You can leave. What I do - I may appear to give in and let it go, but I am including what is uncomfortable, into my heart. I'm allowing it and respecting it. I am revering it as best I can. It is something the higher ones are teaching us to do. It works for me. It's only the ego that fights and feels it must win, but the heart is not an ego. So I feel more whole and actually feel more peaceful and expanded. It's almost a sensual feeling.

My late husband’s way of dealing with a brick wall (me) was to say, "We're not going to bed until we talk." He was the wiser of the two of us. He would wait me out. I would eventually fold and sit down to talk with him. He was bigger than me, and older by 14 years. As I listen to the extraterrestrials I realize they are bigger than me. They are waiting us out but they're sitting there waiting. They are reaching us through thought to help us in our understanding. How to overcome brick walls which cause separation and loneliness.

They don’t want to interfere with us but they want to share with us how THEY did it. They are acting like older brothers and sisters. Each species has their own collective, and they are constantly working with other collectives. They use mind-to-mind communication which we have yet to understand. Extrasensory field communication. They are in touch with their collective constantly. In the video sessions I am watching, it is a call-in show, and callers call in with questions to the aliens. Every once in a while after a question is asked, the person who is channeling an ET will sometimes say, “One moment please, I will ask.” There is a pause and then the channel speaks again. The alien presence apparently reached a questionable point where he or she was unsure whether to speak on this line of thought. If the advice is no, then they say, “I cannot say at this time.” And if the advice is yes, they alien presence continues to elaborate on the subject asked.

We have this kind of telepathic agreement in our couple relationships, and work relationships and same-gender relationships. There are relationships of all kinds that are networked into our lives that go far beyond what we are normally conscious of. It behooves us to be more conscious of this beautiful network upon which we rely and have faith in. Having faith in a relationship is a wonderful thing, and we don't want to abuse it by overstepping our boundaries of what is appropriate. By being more aware of this faith-based network that exists between us, we can expand on it with positives. We are all learning. When we feel not to say something out loud, then we don't. We are designed to be in communication with our larger collectives, of all sorts. There are many different ones. The aliens are teaching us about this harmony that exists among us. We are learning how to retain harmony. When we go against our innate feeling of harmony, otherwise known as conscience, we experience a “bad feeling”.

Couples don’t have to put it into words. They understand each other. They know each other. But if something new comes up and there is a question, maybe a feeling of separation, then that's the time to talk. Allowing a feeling of separation to remain, doesn't just "go away". Without noticing it, it's an energy and it would sink down into the body's muscles and tissues and infiltrate the tissues. “The issues are stored in the tissues”, say the healers, and become blockages. It is healthier to clear the air. Sometimes a jealousy is not jealousy at all, but rather a sense of separation and the worst is imagined. It could be simply a bold new thought coagulating in the unified field where harmony previously existed, and the other senses the separation. Telepathy at work. The larger network of harmony that keeps the parties informed has thrown off a ripple. Wives often suspect husbands of having an affair because she “just knows”. Sometimes it's true and sometimes it's not. Female instincts are commonly used as a crutch when they're not reliable. Some men do the same. Clear the air when in doubt. Bring the unified field up to par, up to current, to reposition the understanding.

The galactics are from all over the galaxy and some from beyond. They are here to assist us into the galactic neighborhood. They are not here to disturb our planetary collective, but to enrich it by adding light and understanding. To help us bring ourselves more into alignment and to a higher standard of inclusiveness to join the rest of the galaxy. They are all different species and so are we. Each a part of their own collective but they have matured on spiritual, moral, ethical levels to respect the other collectives. They form alliances. They arrange meetings. They have ambassadors they send to delegations, just as we have here on Earth but they are not fighting each other. Instead, they are working at how to join each other. They discuss whatever comes to the foreground to be discussed.

That is what I‘m doing with the women‘s gatherings. We are meeting to discuss whatever comes up. We do not know what will come up. It’s an alliance of females. The galactics do this in a mature, grown-up manner because they have greater understanding of the power of telepathy. Women use telepathy more than men do in our world. That’s why I am inclined to meet with women first. Later we can form an alliance with men and see whatever comes up that may be inclusive and respectful to enhance us all and bring us closer together. When the galactics meet together with their vast differences, they do it better than us. We can learn from them. Women are easier to connect with because of their underlying nature being affectionate, spontaneous, loving, unifying and nurturing.

Higher dimensions are higher in all those qualities. We don’t understand what dimensions mean because we don‘t understand what love means. The galactics of higher dimensions are expressing these qualities. Empaths and spiritual people are the ones listening and spreading the knowledge. Everyone has the capacity to be an empath. An empath is one who listens and allows new thought to enter and be considered. It allows differences in. The world is in chaos because people are fighting against others who are different. We can change and we are changing. More light is coming to us and we are receiving it. Galactic intervention has already been happening. There is growing evidence from scientists and others that they have always been here. And further, that we are related. They are our extended family. Their genes are in us through our DNA. Hybridization has always been done, from race to race, since the beginning, I am learning.

The galactics, or so-called aliens, live outside of our physical reality but that is not a problem. That is fact. All races have their own physical reality on their planets. It is by consensus that a planetary civilization grows together, evolves and matures together because there is a force field to the planet. We are maturing enough to be aware of their presence. Some are eager, some afraid. But they are peeking in through our windows and waving at us and we are receiving them. This is so amazing to me. I am so excited. It is part of why I am inspired to anchor a women‘s group as a portal to that which is coming. Contact with aliens has been represented as a dark, scary thing. The military has been armed, trained and prepared with super-hero warriors and weapons ready to fight to protect our planet, even while ridiculing the idea there is such a thing to protect against. How strange that they should turn out to be like the lovable ET in the movie by Steven Spielberg. And perhaps the beloved Yeshua and his mother.

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7/30/21 - Shifting to a New Timeline
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A new timeline came about after my desk-top computer crashed (April) and Doug gifted me with his laptop. Learning a new computer was frustrating. I'm not a natural technoid, I'm right-brain, spiritual, but I slowly adapted. Then several weeks later I woke up in the night and couldn't breathe, ended up in the ER. The result was a-fib, where the top part of the heart starts beating too fast for the lower part of the heart to keep up. It was after 24 hours of using a powerful "I Am" chant that it happened. I raised my frequency higher than my body could keep up with. Back home with bottles of prescription drugs, I resumed work on the lap top and three weeks later the lap top crashed. Doug did his magic to fix it by re-installing programs, but I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I was leaving the old timeline and starting a new one. It was ever so gentle, ever so peaceful, ever so soft that I became aware of leaving the world behind. It was a deep, deep feeling of dying. It was a calm acceptance, very deep, not part of my everyday awareness. A kind of ballooning upward of softness like an air bubble coming up out of the ground, that I was dying to the world. This sensation was with me for several weeks but it changed today after going out and about with Doug to banks and stores and walking among people.

Now --- I am sharing this because I know there are others out there feeling the depression, or sensation that they are close to leaving the world. As in dying. There is a lot of fear around dying. But I am here to tell you that it is NOT YOU! It is the dying of the darkness that our world has been covered in. For eons it has been a dark world. We all know that from the many exposes that have been coming over the internet and news. It is the dying of the darkness, not the dying of the life itself. If you're still walking around and breathing, you still have life in you. What is dying is the darkness that has gotten inside the cells and tissues of the body. These are what's dying, not YOU! There is something NEW coming into the world to replace this dying of the old. The new way is lighter. It is hope and it is joy. It is freedom and abundance. It is transparency. Light is transparent. It is the truth that is coming into the body to replace the death of the dark that has been with us since our birth on the planet. The sensation of hopelessness, death, old age and dying is not you - it is the darkness in you. This is esoteric stuff. I'm going to be talking more about it. It is going to go over the heads of most people reading this, but there will be a few who will recognize it. I have been studying this for a long time. Be prepared for the LIGHT. It is coming. It is a new consciousness coming into each person, but only when they are ready. Getting ready requires that we elevate our attention span to more positive attitudes. Where our attention goes, there goes our attitude and feeling. Think dark, feel dark. Think light, feel light.

There is so much information coming that is of the light in these days, that I have been unable to process it or share it via newsletters. I can't keep up. I am busy adapting to my own frequency. It is the most amazing experience I could ever go through After accompanying Doug to banks and stores I came home steeped and stewing in the energies of death, dying and depression. Fortunately I know how to get rid of it now. I immediately went out into the pool and chanted light language and floated on my noodle and renewed myself. The sun was glaringly bright. It was awesome how easy it is to get rid of that sinking feeling. This is such an eye-opener. If you are feeling these feelings, do something to get rid of them. Don't let them stay. It is not you, it is the consciousness of the planet. It comes from the people, the masses, the collective of human beings all around who are thinking and spewing negative energies. If you don't know how to get rid of the doldrums, if you need a boost to more hopefulness, contact me. Come and visit with me. For a long time I tried to create a gathering of women (I loved being with women!) but then I found that a group overwhelmed me. I love being with one person at a time. Otherwise, my giving nature gives in to the collective and the collective of the group takes over. I say this, knowing that others do the same thing. I'm not alone in this. Visiting one on one is the way to share the light better than in groups.

Be alert. Be aware. Be open-minded. Be open-hearted. Look up to the sun. Be in love with the light and the light will shine brighter for you. The light of the higher self descends when we of the mortal mind look up to try to see it. There is a golden angel high, high above, up near the sun. He is there all the time, whenever I think of him, he is there in my mind. He has wings and he is surrounded in an aura of pale golden light made up of many flashing delicate hues. He seems to appear out of the sea of light, and he is available for anyone who raises their frequencies. There are techniques for raising your frequencies. That is what I am commissioned to speak about and pass on. The angel is like a sign of contact. He wasn't there before. He is there now for me. It is very subtle to be able to see him, but I can tell you he is there. It is clear, and refined, elevated, buoyant. He cannot come down below a certain vibration. Raising one's vibration is necessary to get out of hole we are in where there is no light of sanity or hope or clarity.

It is time to accept that we are descended from LIGHT, not dark. It is time to reclaim the light that is in us. The dark stole it away from us. The light is in our DNA. DNA is composed of energy. Energy from our ancestors - both human and star ancestors. We have them both in us. It is time to let go of the old ways of the dark side of human nature and reclaim the DNA of our star ancestors, the light-heartedness in us, the child that loves to play. The human is the part of us that is the stern parent. It argues and tries too hard to be "better" when we are already better by being so far above human politics that we have no idea. We have not engaged our brilliant higher minds sufficiently to know ourselves as we truly are. We have been so busy trying to "fix" the chaos and understand the politics and the divisions between nations, but we are better than that. We have been distracted. We are of the light. That means we are loving, kind, merciful and compassionate. We are a forgiving people. That is the part we need to return to. That is why we are getting so many messages from extraterrestrials - the benevolent ones who are associated with the Galactic Federation of Light. But there are dark ETs too, who don't know about the light. We are related to them, too. When doom and gloom descends, know it is the dark side, not the light side of who you are. You're picking up energies from the mass collective which doesn't know itself. Those who know remain quiet about it. Be discerning. Notice what creates a sense of doom and gloom and leave it as best you can without causing a scene. Engage in whatever will light you up and turn you on with hope, stimulation and excitement.

Get ready to welcome the next phase that is coming to all people everywhere, by choosing positive responses everywhere you go. Locations are different everywhere you go. They carry the communities energies. Some people prefer the mountains to get away from dense energy. We live out in the pasture lands with the trees and wild life. The cities are more difficult to live in. Smudge your house often if you live in the city. See me. I'll explain some techniques to use. The darkness is being riled up and spewing out into the atmosphere. People are not holding it in like they used to. The atmosphere is filling up with these awful feelings. Just be aware that it is not all you. Be aware that there are things you can do to alleviate those horrible feelings.

Disclosure is happening on every level. Disclosure is not just about ETs and aliens, it is also about truth coming out about our own dark secrets and dark structures, the institutions we've been subjected to on every level. Whistleblowers in every field are speaking out. Who to believe? Let it go in one ear and out the other. Don't even try to understand. It is beneath you. It is like trying to understand 5-year-old squabbles in the park. It is beneath your dignity. It is the wise old soul who understands what I'm saying here. Within each of us is the light of understanding. It is about connecting our DNA strands. I just saw on Star Trek The Next Generation, an episode where Captain Picard and crew chase down the one missing DNA link that connects ALL races together as one. The races are all fighting each other, but the missing link is a coded piece of information that the founding fathers put into ALL the races, no race was excluded, to see if the many could find the one piece that brought them together. They didn't say it, but the missing piece is LIGHT. Light becomes love when it is lived transparently in sentient form. This is one of the most amazing truths of all to come forward to us in these days. It's not about the landing of ships on earth, but about reconnecting our DNA within our own bodies that have been torn apart and scattered into junk DNA, but it is all in us and has been from the beginning. We just have to find it and reconnect to our transparent star ancestry. It happens through Ah HA! moments of excitement and stimulation of the intellect. Truth blossoms then from within. We are linked to the same light that is in the Pleiadians, the Sirians, the Arcturians, the Lyrans and other benevolent races and there are many. More than we know.

Each person has a different history because of the unique experiences we've been through. We've had many lifetimes and not all here on Earth. It makes each of us unique. Each of us is a living library of many books. No two of us are the same. The real disclosure is the sense of connection that take place within you when you hear something that lights you up. This is the REAL contact with ETs. It's not happening TO you, it's happening within you. Within your subtle body. It is the DNA itself reconnecting memories of former experiences. Two strands linking up to become four strands brings clarity and a feeling of goodness and excitement. Then six strands and eight strands. Total recall is possible. I'm not a scientist and yet I understand how this works. It is innate. It is built in. We have the light codes in us right now. They've been torn apart and we've been separated from knowing who we are but as we hear truths spoken - and lies - we know ourselves better. We know a lie when we hear it. This causes excitement without totally understanding why. A lie is the dark backdrop against which our own light shines clearer. A strand of memory connects with a strand that has been severed. It's an AH HA! moment. The light goes on. It creates exuberance. It creates a desire to live and find out more. It passion reawakened. It chases away the doldrums. It is so joyful. And with joy comes also freedom. Freedom and transparency and love of life. It all comes shining boldly outward.

Back to my original statement - there is a feeling of dying but something beautiful is coming in to take its place. It is evolutionary. It is a higher dimensional step. It is buoyant and exhilarating. I feel the hopelessness, it borders of depression, and then there is bright flash of inspiration. Light dawns, clarity comes, excitement comes, calm and stillness come. Each of us feels it in our own unique way. Our higher self is not in charge; we are, right here where we are planted. We are blossoming where we are rooted to the Earth. It is a consciousness shift that we make ourselves. We must make the shift ourself. Then we connect with our higher self. This is a consciousness revolution. We are shifting from a lower, stiff, solid dimension, to a more fluid, lighter, rarer dimension of higher principles. It is a jump of one track to another, into a future that is moving into our bodies as we adjust to that future. We must be willing to adjust ourselves to higher frequencies. We didn't see this before. It is replacing the old stodgy days and the old stern ways and the old unconscious habits that ruled our lives. It is shaking people up. I am speaking with more positivity but I know there are many who are not able to follow me. I realize that. The negative has a great hold on people. Hopelessness pervades the atmosphere. But for me it is bringing me peace. I accept the timeline change. It is taking me away from the frustration of having to learn more A.I. technology. Awful stuff! Now I can go with my natural flowing. Now I can focus on the website (Anakosha).

Fortunately, I have mastered the website. I mastered that a long time ago when, as a massage therapist I was secretary for the association and they wanted a website. So I learned website building. It was all part of the plan. We each have a plan of more smoothness, efficiency, happiness and abundance that is trying to come through. Let it come. Trust spontaneous things that happen. Allow the connection into your plan, your future, your mission. Look toward positive, light-hearted, fun subjects that attract you, but be aware of the dark trying to fool you. Refuse to go down that rabbit hole. Reject curiosity that leads you down dark paths that require yet another passwords and yet another new technology that leads you into more hours of frustrating attempts to master it. It's a trap. Look toward lighter horizons, easier horizons, more fun horizons, that give you an upward feeling. It is forward movement, not backward. Stay simple. Stay transparent. The evolved races (Pleiadians, Arcturians, Sirians, etc.) have advanced their technology millions of years ago by allowing more light on their complexities. It is a matter of simplifying and they are here to show us how. Use discernment, intelligence, love and kindness.

The new phase that is coming onto the world stage right now requires a lighter attitude, a simpler perspective, an open heart transparency, truth, kindness, sensitivity toward others, innocence, love, wisdom - and power enough to be gentle. The new phase that is coming into our homes and neighborhoods and stores requires that we leave frustration and complexities behind. Look to the sun. It shines light on everything. It is a distributor of the ONE light of all that ever was and is. And latch onto that golden angel up there. He is a messenger. A sign. Call to him silently in your own way. He is available. And wait for it. You know the phrase, "Wait for it?" It implies it is coming. Wait for it. Watch for it. Hold open your mind for it. Be on alert for it. The solution, the answer, the clarity, the hope, the feeling you've been waiting for, is coming. Hold an attitude of an open mind and an open heart.

There is a lot of truth coming out in these days for us to connect with, each in our own way. There are connecting links in us waiting for that truth. It's in the DNA which is resident in every cell and molecule of the body. Our body is the mission. We are to light up the body. To wake it up and give it the peace and comfort that it so longs for. We are here to love our own body parts and give it words of praise, happiness and gratitude. Our body's enlightenment is our mission. We manage the body better with love and kindness than by kicking it and swearing at it and hating it. There is a god (little g) living inside of it. The body needs to know we care. We need to pay more attention to the feelings that we give it. What turns you on? What turns you off? If it is a sullen thought, change it right away and look up to the sun. Imagine the golden angel coming through the sun. Create it if it's not there. Use your imagination. Create the golden angel with your creator faculties in your mind. It is imagination that connects us to the light, to the positive, the good, to the highest and noblest, to the angel in us. The light in our cells will respond like magic. The light has been covered over by dark beliefs. Let the dark alone. The more you play with dark subjects the more it hooks you. Where your attention goes, there goes your thoughts and your feelings follow. The light within has not been recognized because we have not been using it or acting it out in positive ways. We become happier and more peaceful when we start acting happier, speaking happier and thinking happier. The light must be used and shared. Love isn't something that was put here to stay; love isn't love 'til it's given away.

Thank you for listening and reading my words over the years. I have enjoyed communicating with you, many of whom are beloved friends I miss seeing. Some are family members, some are recent acquaintances, some are former massage clients, some are lifestyle friends, some I've never met in person but have communicated with by email. So many diverse personalities who have engaged with me through the years and entertained me with new thought and challenges. Please check my website from time to time, since I won't send as many newsletters from now on.


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7/11/21 - Heart-Centered Ascension Massage 
Hold each other physically - embrace and nurture the human body
 
During the night I woke to write something down on a little post-it pad: "It's just the opposite." Then I went back to sleep, only to wake again to write more of the message. “You need to hold each other to ground." Waking in the night and writing is a process that has been going on for years. It is as if I need to leave waking consciousness in order to get it from higher realms beyond this reality. After several bouts of waking, writing and going back to sleep again, I couldn't get back to sleep so I got up and went to the meditation room. There is a table there especially for late night visitations. It was an easy flow of one page, handwritten. This message was to be sent out to my list a year ago but I didn't do it so it's a year late. You will recognize the message. Apologies for not putting it out sooner but I too was confused. I had a difficult time bringing myself to release this today, but I can't refuse any more. My relationship to the higher spheres will be broken if I don't do it. I believe this is true for many people. Every day I read the channeled messages from others being released into the public platform, and it assures me that the time is fast approaching. Disclosure is underway. Disclosure of private information. It is happening among many people who feel the pressure to share what they are receiving privately. People are going public. It isn’t easy to buck the system but the spirit is restless and pushing outward from within. It is beautiful. This message wrote itself on July 9, 2020.
 
The Message
 
“It’s just the opposite of what they are telling you. You need to hold each other physically, embrace, nurture the human body. It is lost without the human nurturing. It is time to step forward with your knowing. You are aware. Many people are aware. The veil is thinning. It is so thin now, that you must tread delicately, like gossamer, like silk, like a cloud moves across the sky. Touch gently, with finger tips, not the whole hand. With dreamy eyes look through the window of the soul and touch each other softly and know that you are home. You are on solid ground here. Safe, together, complete. There is no danger. No covid, no warning bell. It is a coming home to ground, to solidarity, to peace. We are encouraging you to break out of the prison they have woven around you. You think you are alone. They have mesmerized you into thinking you are in danger when the opposite is true. You are home FREE! Free and sovereign. Tell the others. You do not have to rush into each others' arms just yet. This is a premonition. A ghost light that is coming FIRST. There is a message here for the people. You are the first to receive it. You have already grounded your light. You are AnRa. You are the message giver. You have been given the message to deliver to the people. Let this word go out now. You have been prepared. You have the list and the two websites. You must write. Give them permission just as you gave to your former community who excelled in their freedom to love one another and loved their freedom, their sovereign right to love and to be free. You are right. You told Doug it is coming now in Privatbook – the freedom to be independent of the dulled-down masses who have not yet extricated themselves from the mud. You have seen the mud that clings. You have experienced the second death – almost. But on the edge of it you saw it. You have pulled yourself away. You are the one to lead the march away from the brink of destruction. So let it be. It is time. You are the star shining in their midst. Take charge. Wield your “terrible swift sword” with the gentleness of the angel that you are. So let it be. Let it BE!”
 
(The above was received in the early dark morning hours, but later after several hours of inner exercises, I received more along the same line of thought.)
 
“This is the beginning of the turn around – the story of saving Mother Earth from the brink of destruction. It is a story of warm gentleness for the earth will be saved from extinction by humanity. Not by spiritual forces but by humans coming to fulfillment of their species, their humanness. For it is not the cleverness of words or the intelligence or high-mindedness that will save the earth from destroying itself, not the technology, not the purity or any of those noble virtues, not even truth will save humanity from extinction. It is the holding of hands together in unity that will save us. This one act alone will save the earth from being destroyed.
 
“It is the exact opposite of what they are telling us to do by separating and staying isolated and not touching, not breathing, wearing masks, avoiding contact. You see, it is the heart that grounds, not the head or the pelvis or the feet. It is when hearts link through the holding of hands and through physical embracing, that humanity returns home where it originated in the father-mother’s joined heart – where humans were conceived and brought into form. Humans are a form life, a species that is different from all the other formed species in the galaxy and universe, in that it contains all other species in the heart. All qualities exist in the heart of human beings - power, the will to live and survive, the intelligence, wisdom, the love, the caring for one another, the purity and perfection, the immaculate holding to the perfect design which is stored in the heart, and held under lock and key in that secret place of the most high. And the truth, which is the secret science of healing all that went wrong, and the comfort and the grace that brings peace to that masses and supercedes all past logic and reasoning and understanding – all of these qualities when brought together through the holding of hands and hugging happily one another, embracing with an attitude of we’re all in this together, embracing with arms around one another, this is the physical grounding of freedom for humanity and Mother Earth. It does not require words, it requires accepting all other human beings into the fold of one’s heart, in humbleness, not pride, not judgment, allowing the different colored skins to embrace you, receiving them, those who are different, into your heart. It is the exact opposite of what is being thrust upon the people from high places – don’t touch, stay away, don’t gather in crowds, don’t breathe. It is the exact opposite that will save humanity from losing it all and going dark and insane.
 
“It is the exact opposite of what the leaders are telling people. It takes courage to take back one’s freedom, one’s will power, one’s courage, one’s intelligence to think for oneself. It takes strength to take back one’s love of life, one’s reverence of life, one’s devotion to life. It takes determination to take back one’s purity and innocence, to take back one’s truth which is the sacred science of healing. It takes wisdom to stand still, quiet and comfortable inside one’s own skin, in peace and confidence, and in grace and in togetherness with others. This is freedom. This is the grounding into the one heart that is human. It takes all the hearts in the world to join in this one-world hand-holding. Physical hand-holding. Physical embrace. A physical united human hug. Be grounded into your own heart along with everyone else. Forgive yourself and others for past mistakes and let them go. Focus on holding hands and caring expressed in the excitement of being whole, complete and peaceful here on the ground ready to engage in physical for the first time ever, with all faculties connected into the heart. Not the mind but the heart. All beings, all men, women and children are equal as all become one family of the heart. When hands are held around the world and embraced, there is the sign we’ve been waiting for – ‘We are home free at last’ - and a warm hearted hug will take the place of a cold egocentric hand-shake.”
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 Blessings, love and light from the Galactics, Ascendeds, Angelics, Celestials and me,
 

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7/7/21 - ​Love is the key to change 
On all levels - physical, mental, emotional, spiritual
 
Today I am feeling marvelous and excited. After returning home from five days in the hospital for atrial fibrillation, I am renewed and resurrected. Doug has assumed oversight for my health and does research on everything. I tend to take things as they come. I am grateful for our partnership which is solid, with an overriding respect for our differences. Love is the greater approach to everything, even disagreements are smoothed over. Also the subtleties of life that are too numerous to mention. Many things are coming to light for me. There is a continuous flow of revelations formerly hidden from me. Ascension symptoms are difficult unless a person rise above them and go with the new that is flowing in. Old ways of doing things are being disrupted and new ways are coming into view. It takes a while to adjust and adapt. Taking the high road of higher love is the only way to get through the changes that are underway. This includes the aging physical body. It too must adapt and let go of the presumed aging process, and take the higher road of accepting the new way that is coming in. 
 
I'm on the cutting edge of activating ascended master information - things I've known for a long time but not revealing. It's because of the massage exchanges. I am drawn to have a massage club to introduce people to build confidence in touching others with respect and love. Ascension massage introduces a new way to approach the body which takes a higher road. Traditional ways of the past are dissolving. Ascension massage is being sponsored by the Ascended Masters. I've been aware for a long time of holding back.   
 
As I was re-reading old journals that date back 45 years, I ran across something that I want to share. It makes sense. I woke up groggy and achy one morning, not wanting to move out of bed. I was still in the twilight state between out-of-body and in-body, so I asked my guide, the ascended master Djwal Kul, calling to him by name (you must call them by name), "What can I do to get this aging body started better in the morning? He responded immediately. The words were clear in my mind: 
 
“Read! Use your mind. You are mind, not body, not substance. Plug in! Activate your mind, get your brain cells up and running and it will start movement flowing through your nervous system and activate your vehicles, body, mind, feelings. It will move life and energy. It is like starting the motor in your car. You have the books from us, from the Ascended Masters. Read! Read! Read! Last night you were on fire from all the articles you were reading and copying and transcribing. Get your car started in the morning by reading. You have an immense amount of divine life written down in English for you through the Printz books.” (*)
 
Without moving my position, I reached up to the shelf overhead for the Printz book from last night and the flashlight by which I read in the dark when Doug is sleeping. He was gone already. I opened the pages and continued reading a transmission by Ascended Master El Morya, per DK, to get my motor running. It worked. My mind became absorbed in what I was reading. It was so good, such an excellent transmission. It was about the power that can be gathered together by a group of same-minded individuals. It is the group’s common vision that creates a successful and powerful group. I needed to hear this. I have not understood. I have been unsuccessfully trying to get a group started for years without first presenting the vision. I’m the one attempting to start a group so I have to lay out the vision and let individuals be attracted to it. It is the exciting idea that draws people together - those who resonate with it. It is a common vision that others may choose to join or not, but it has to be presented in a plain, easy to understand way. This was a foothold to me. 
 
I continued reading. The units of energy generated by one individual is "one". If there are 8 individuals then there are 8 units of one each. If those 8 individuals are in agreement with a common vision, then the power is 8 squared, or 64. Eight to the power of 2 means 8 x 8 which equals 64. (I had to look this up to understand it.) Eight individuals NOT in agreement are scattered. They remain eight separated individuals. This makes the 8 individuals in agreement more powerful. The energy increases exponentially. The power to change the world grows when there is a common vision. A collective vision is needed to grow a movement. It all starts with a common vision, and then through discussion the group creates the specifics needed to shape and mold the activity.  One cannot do this alone. One by itself is not enough. It takes two or more. There must be a unified body. Eight people not integrated remains 8 scattered units of energy with different ideas. They don't pull together. So, for the purpose of starting an ascension massage network, the key is to find those who are drawn to that same vision with me. That means I must present it. The group then ties together like eight separate cords to form a stronger rope.
 
One thing I've noticed over the years of journaling, is that when I re-read an inspiration of a year ago, it is even MORE valuable than the day it was received. It takes time to fester apparently. I came downstairs eager and excited with this new thought. By 1 pm things were definitely livening up. Energy was pouring in fast. A friend emailed and asked, “What do you mean you’re not human? What are you getting? I'm intrigued.” I wrote back with fingers flying: “I'm being shown again an image of myself rising up out of the mud. Literally. I am a shape rising up out of muck. You can't tell it is human. It is just muck and mud but it is rising up, and it is feeling its way around. There is movement. But the muck and mud is clinging to it like a sheath, tightly packed around it. This is ME!  I was shown this years ago and it is being shown to me again right now. I am getting out from under the muck and mud. The muck and mud is the human that we know ourselves as - or as we have become used to. We are NOT human! We are divine lights that were covered over when we were born. Humans were the lost race because we forgot where we came from. We are not human! We are light. Spirit. Gods. Enlightened beings. We are in the process of shedding the muck and mud that has clung to us from birth, from being born into a dark planet. Each of us is on our own unique path to discover this."
 
Following DK's advice to read Ascended Master material, the next day I opened the book, "Bringers of the Dawn" by Barbara Marciniak, who channels the Pleiadians, and read about love being the key to change. The Pleiadians are a more advanced race than we earthlings. They are here to assist us out of the muck and mire. They remain officially invisible but they are everywhere around us. They channel their teachings through mental telepathy to open-minded earthlings. I was ignited and revved up. DK was right. Tune into the ascendeds. Read their words. There is fire in the words from the ascended state. My instinct is to translate these high words into common language because they are too high for most people. There needs to be a connection of some sort and the most important connection is touch. Loving, warm human touch. I am drawn to massage. It is the only common language we have. I closed the book and started writing, inspired by the Pleaidians. 
 
Love is the key. Love is what makes up the universe. The present technology on Earth will only develop to a certain level because mankind does not yet understand that love is necessary. Love is the key. Energy can take all forms but when a person deals with greed or hatred or any emotion that is not working toward light and for the benevolence of all, it is only allowed to go so far. There is only so much information that is available for that sort of vibration. Love is the basic building block, so when one has love all possibilities exist. Bringing back the concepts of light, which are information and love, is the plan. It takes serious effort to come into a system as dark as this one and change it, which has been primarily dark for eons. Information is light. How light is used requires love. Information that is not used with love, is distorted and therefore limited to a certain, lower, frequency. It cannot expand beyond that frequency. If information is filtered through a focus on greed, for example, as in “How can I use this information to best benefit me?” then the information will be limited and won’t expand. Love and light work together. They are the balanced twin flames that form duality and maintain the creative expressions of a sentient world. If one takes dominance over the other, as the patriarchy did over the feminine, disharmony is the result which leads to chaos, confusion, mistakes and wars. The twin flames of light and love have been reduced to masculine and feminine, or yin and yang. Light is abstract, love is feeling. These are equal aspects of father-mother God. They are created equally and they work together equally to produce paradise, a literal garden of Eden. They create chaos and negativity when they do not.
 
Earth has been a dark quarantined planet because of lack of love. Those in power are not loving entities and they did all they could to erase love from the planet. Those in power are non-physical entities who manipulate sentient humans. They think love is the enemy. Humans do not think love is the enemy, but they have been tormented into misusing love and don’t understand why they are suffering so much. They call it a gender war -.men against women and women against men - but it is a manipulation by the non-physical entities that are keeping the gender wars alive with abuse, sacrifice and torture of women and children. The dark non-physical entities use human beings as puppets, making them do things through mind control, that they would not do if they were in their right mind. But humans are NOT in their right minds, for there is imbalance of energies on Earth. Humans have been dumbed down to fixate on whatever the controllers want them to fixate on. Politics and news. The dark entities use information (the light) for their own purposes, which is a total imbalance.
 
Each human being has dark in them by way of being born in an Earth body through parents who carried darkness, even though they appear to be good people. Humans are ignorant of how the darkness controls them through brainwashing techniques (politics and news). The dark has been in control on Earth for the last 350,000 years. The dark is overwhelming the human being because humans do not know. The dark delights in causing mayhem, fear and havoc. They are artificial intelligences because they are intelligent but they do not have love. They are one-sided creations which do not have a soul. Humans who DO have a soul only know what they know, which is severely shut down to a miniscule one-sided perspective. The human DNA has been cut and scattered around as junk DNA. It is still there, fortunately, inside the cells, and it is being picked up carefully, with love, and put back together again. Plugged back in again. Human beings have been severely limited but they also have light and love in their cells. Love and light is available to them. Human bodies could not live, breathe or function if they did not have light and love flowing through them. This is the God-spark in them. This has not been taught to humans because the dark has curtailed ALL knowledge of the God-spark in them. All knowledge of love has been shut down, tortured, maimed, killed as best it could be killed so that it is damaged severely.
 
Suddenly, heaven has decreed “enough is enough” and has declared war on the artificial entities that do not have love. Heaven has sent an intervention by way of many extraterrestrial beings who were not born on Earth. Plus many souls from other star systems have agreed and volunteered, to be born on Earth through human parents, and bring their knowledge with them. These are called star seeds. They are sleeper cells embedded into the dark matrix of Earth. They are the first ones to awaken and exhibit changes in the paradigm of Earth. Many older star seeds who were deeply mired in the muck and mud of Earth are now waking up along with their brothers and sisters. Others are walk-ins – souls who entered a human body when the original soul who was born in it, leaves. This is done on the soul level by agreement. The old soul leaves, usually during a tragic accident or coma, and the new spirit replaces it in the body. That body then continues, often displaying a different personality from the original but otherwise not recognized by the family.
 
The choices made by a soul while living in a human body creates its reality by the decisions it makes. Its decisions can be either benevolent to benefit others, which enhances the life of that soul and the whole human race, or it can be malevolent to benefit itself, which further degrades the life of that soul and drags down the whole human race. Each choice all day long is either a plus or a minus to the planet and the human race. What is needed now is for all individuals, no matter where they are, to start choosing loving responses of compassion, peace, forgiveness and kindness over all negative emotions that pop up. Negative emotions are those such as greed, selfishness, bitterness, hatred, arrogance, prejudice, jealousy, dishonesty, bullying, cheating, manipulation and the like.
 
It is difficult to overcome the dark tendencies that have taken up residence in the tissues of the human body, disrupting its balance, but it is possible with will power, strength, courage and determination to the right thing. Buried deep inside each human being on the planet are the resources by which to make the changes for betterment. In addition. In situations where confusion and doubt and loss of power exist, answers can be found within. All answers to all questions can be accessed within, by going alone into contemplation, into silence, away from the world of men, and ask with a clear intention to get an answer that will be for the good of all concerned, not just oneself. The question should be: “Which way should I go. What should I do? What should I choose? Predetermine that you will ask the question with LOVE in your heart, for THAT is the type of information you desire. If the questioner wants an answer, then decide beforehand what kind of information. Ask that the answer be benevolent for everyone including oneself.  Ask for an answer that will serve the highest good of all within range of the situation.
 
Then the questioner is reaching for the highest in him or her, and the highest aspect will answer. The God in that person will answer instead of the negative entities who are controlling the person and causing confusion and obstacles via media, news, family, friends, etc. who may not be clued into this. God will answer when you pray for an answer that will serve the highest good. Then you are reaching for the magnificence, the ideal, the glory, the optimum, the most perfect realm that you can reach into. Your soul wants to align with the highest. The question is: can the human who has been buried in the muck and mud of the darkened human matrix, a truly lost soul, can this person dare to ask for the highest good? Of course he or she can, but they need to focus on it. It is a free-will planet so everyone has a right to change the path they are on, to turn around and ask for another direction. But will they?
 
Love is the key. If a person can ask for love to be in charge, then love will come forth in subtle, invisible ways. Love is the evolutionary force of the universe. Love is the creative force of the universe. Love is the creator, the nurturer, the builder and the tearer down of negative situations. Light is the abstract intelligence of father God, but love is the nurturer of that information, mother God. When the information is given and love is held back, blocked or unable to respond, then information is short-lived. The light will dry up eventually and darkness will prevail across the planet. Which is what has happened in the last age. Love is the caring, the kindness, the gentleness, the honesty, the truth, the purity, the peace and the comfort and the ministering of angels. Light is information but it requires a pure receptacle to receive it purely and wholly, who has a good heart and will nurture it and mold it and care for it and build it into a shape that will benefit all.
 
Within each person there is a momentum coming out of the past that is pushing forward into expression. A person must want to change that moment, which is the normal way a person acts and presents itself to the world. The intention and will to change must be made. Does the person desire to continue along the same path of yesterday? Or can the questioner change his direction and choose a higher road? Human beings buried in the dark matrix do not see that they have been stuck in a loop, recycling the same energy over and over. This is the momentum we are talking about. It is a thrusting momentum. It is a timeline that keeps repeating itself and keeps making the same mistakes over and over. It keeps them finite, limited and small because they keep bumping into the same walls instead of breaking through those walls. So here is the chance to make a change. If there is an obstacle in the way, do not go around it – go through it and move it out of the way forever. 
 
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Footnote: (*) Thomas Printz' Private Bulletin, Book 1, copyright 1995, can be purchased at Ascended Master Teaching Foundation
 



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6/29/21 - A Personal Update
5th dimensional stuff

Hi everyone! This is an update about me personally. I will try to be as brief as possible. First, you may be receiving this the first time. My list is kind of mixed up and I've had difficulties with my computer. You may ask to be removed and of course I will. Moving on, I have just returned home after 5 days in the hospital. It was Monday morning at 2 am, June 21 when I couldn't breathe. Doug took my vitals on his little EKG device, and found it irregular. I was rational but gasping for breath. We both agreed to go to the ER. We went to NCH North Collier. I was admitted and then it was that something unusual happened. Doug went home and the nurses and techs started to administer. But for the next 4 or 5 hours I started experiencing thrashing. There are no words to express the awful sensations of a battle that was going on inside of me. It was an inner war. A side of me wanted to let go and leave the body. "Let me go!" And then the opposite side fiercely wanted to stay. "No, I will not go!" These were inner rebellion feelings.

I learned only later that it was the dispelling of a "stowaway" or a conjoined consciousness that had been with me for a long, long, long time. 24 hours earlier I did an intense meditation which I had never done before and it raised my vibrations. The other was not evil, it was just another consciousness that conjoined with me without my knowledge. It actually helped me in this life to ground. It happens a lot by pre-agreement of the higher self. But it was a lower consciousness than mine and I was moving beyond it and she couldn't keep up with me. It was a supernatural experience which I don't expect many to understand, so I won't go deeper into this. But I am here to witness and assist in this chaotic time and so I am free to discuss more with anyone. Even if you call it "woo-woo" or "la-la" or just plain nuts, welcome to the 4th dimension! The 4th dimension is the next dimension up from the 3rd dimension. 4th dimension is where you start changing your mind about certain things. You start sorting through your life, and you have both negative experiences and positive blissful experiences. Most people are moving in and out of the 3rd, 4th, and 5th dimensions. The 5th dimension is where no negatives exist. It is all positive. It is all summer sunlight and beautiful all the time unless you want it to be dusk or nighttime. Then you can make it so.

But the 4th dimension is where most people are today. It's a consciousness dimension. You can move in and out of it as you move through your day. We just don't realize it. We are preparing ourselves o an inner level by wondering about something. You trance out for a little bit as you daydream and leave awareness of this reality. This is inner work, sorting through things, what to keep, what to let go of, what to ignore, what to change. It prepares us with the more positive aspects of the fifth dimension. The Summerland, some have called it, and we can experience it while here on earth in flesh and blood bodies. I've been enjoying the fifth dimension for quite a while now while living in the 3rd among the chaos. It doesn't bother me.

I've been a student of the masters for many years but they can't make the shift for me. They can only give me advice. I have my own choices. I make up my own mind. The masters are not in charge of my choices but they are very, very helpful and logical. It's no different than you and your son or daughter. You can't live your daughter or son's life for them either. Their choices are theirs alone to make. You can only advise them from your well of personal experience. So I have had help for many years. I have been prepared for this particular task of talking about it on a public platform. I am now reminding myself to keep this simple. But I know things and it's hard not express it.

There are flashes of the future coming to me. I have been prepared very, very well, if I must say so myself. I see gatherings coming from far and wide. I am teaching, sharing, inviting EVERYONE to come out of their hiding (which they don't know they are doing) and start telling me who they are. So I am inviting them to speak. I want to hear from them. What each one has to say is like teaching me. They have knowledge I don't have. As I have knowledge they don't have. We are all different from different backgrounds and experiences. This is practical knowledge. One lady I know knows about Tantra from past lives, but she doesn't know about her past. It's been covered up. But I can see it in her. When we get closer to each other and start talking the light language we learn from each other on a soul level. The soul links into the mental understanding. We become more aligned. We remember. This is like learning in secret, below the radar of the government and the darker forces who try to censor and kill the light. But you can't kill the light because it is what keeps us alive. The dark forces can only try to distract you. In my future sight I see people opening and teaching each other by sharing the light they have experienced. It is a very happy vision and free. Nobody is a permanent teacher. I am not teaching them.

They are coming forth out of their hiding and covering themselves up because that's what we are supposed to do here. We are not supposed to be free because we will be censored and shut down. But in the subconscious realms of light where there is MUCH more awareness, there is refinement of Self we aren't permitted to see in the 3rd dimension. It is celestial and noble and of the highest purist qualities. But it has been packed down solid inside the overstuffed closet of the subconscious. For a long time I've wanted to have gatherings here but I myself was not ready. I'm getting ready now. This is a spontaneous message I'm sending out today. There's a lot of downloads, you might call it, flashes of misty psychedelic colors, very beautiful, sweet, warm, translucent.

OK, enough or I will zone out again. My preparation or schooling, if you will, has been in integrating and blending THAT world of higher qualities, with the qualities of normal life here on the ground. Normal life is very imprisoned but there is an inner process at work which is sub-atomic or sub-physical. It's the space between the electrons and atoms. Our consciousness resides there in the spaces between. Consciousness is different from your mind. Consciousness is abstract. It is spirit. It is free. It is the creator. As we learn to move our awareness from the confining limits of our normal reality, we become more refined and more trusting of the spiritual self. My specific training has been in how to make the blend between the lower consciousness and the higher consciousness, which has, heretofore, not even been recognized there is such a thing. It is beyond 3rd dimensional understanding.

Why I'm writing is to let those in my network know that I am back home, feeling good, on heart meds and Doug is overseeing my pulse rate and blood pressure. He has been doing it for himself over the past 16 years and is linked into modern technology. The flashes of future are showing me that my real work is to remain as grounded as possible and just sit here and be here and offer my assistance to those who ask for it. I've been putting roots deep into the earth. I am known in the higher realms. I tried to create gatherings in the past. Gatherings of women only, to empower women. Or men and women together, so they understand themselves. Or massage exchanges, or to give ascended master instructions, or instructions in sacred sex, the sexual-spiritual which is so valuable - the flashes of ideas never stop. But I am being guided to stop trying! To just stop already! Just be available. The only way I can be available is to let it be known where I am coming from. Trying to keep it simple while fluctuating between the third, fourth and fifth dimensions is not easy. There are some things I can share. There is a sense of lostness that exists in the world. There were two women who were roommates while I was in NCH, and I had encounters with both of them. Each of them was lost in a sense of hopelessness, but as I held their hands and spoke freely about what I know, myself, personally, their faces broke out into sunlight and a golden glow of excitement and happiness shone out at me. The spiritual self, the soul, is right there, hiding beneath the doom and gloom of the every day. But it was only for the brief time I was with them reflecting back to them where I was coming from. Afterward, they closed down again.

The point is, we need each other to reflect back and forth to each other. There is no one greater or smaller. It is not a competition. We need movement between others who resonate with us. When we are alone, we are wrapped too much into ourselves. We are afraid no one will understand so we don't speak these things out loud or we'll be named crazy. Well, I understand. I am just letting it be known. The process is to dare speak your truth. This is the formula for success. Tell someone! But be discerning. If you tell the wrong person you get kickback. The world has been in the un-evolved state for a long time. Kind of a dark place. It is not easy to understand dimensions but it is where consciousness resides. And we are conscious beings of light.

When you are with your son or daughter, your consciousness joins with theirs and you understand where they are coming from. Your mind doesn't understand and you may be on the outs with them and have opinions, but there is a connectedness that you have with them. That's your conjoined reality. Then when you leave them and go to the workplace you become one with the consciousness of the workplace. You mentally don't understand everyone at work and you may have different opinions while at work, but there is a connectedness that you have with your co-workers. It is the same with your parents or siblings or wife or husband. There are personal differences of opinion, which is the smaller mind, but there is an underlying vaster intelligence that oversees your wholeness. This vaster intelligence is conjoined with other vaster intelligences. It takes care of carefully, succinctly, putting people and situations in front of you as you need them.

The vaster mind is connected to supreme almighty creator of it all. Everyone is connected to God. We live inside of God's mind which is universal intelligence and it is love. It cradles everyone in the lap of love and we ourselves are gods and goddesses in training. We are the children made in its image in flesh and blood, here to test our higher skills against situations that come up. We are intelligent minds learning not to rely on someone else to save us. There are greater minds than ours but they are not going intervene any more than a grade school teacher gives the answer to a sixth grader. The teacher oversees. There is no savior to count on, other than our own God within. I can tell you more about this. I am so eager to begin sharing what I know, but only when someone asks.

The inner self is called the higher self or the soul. We are being drawn to acknowledge our inner God-self. But we have friends in life that we can meet up with and spend time with and hug. And so I am inviting. We can reflect on these unusual things. We might swap massages - there are some who are waiting for me to respond. Massage is a favorite thing to do. Or just cuddle. With clothes on. Not anything sexual or romantic or anything like that. Simply to be at peace in the arms of another warm-blooded, pure soul living in a human body. The kindness of human nature is needed right now. The quality of kindness is the lowest level of quality. Higher qualities grow out of that as we practice using higher qualities. Inner strength. Conviction. Devotion. These are how we connect to the higher dimensions. They open portals to the celestial regions that are not in outer space, but right here on earth on more refined levels. We have the tools which is the body. The technique is touching with kindness and love and openness and truth and freedom. Not letting others close you down and forbid you. You are a free agent. And we have a heart which is the most important organ in the body. It is implanted with sacredness. The heart is destabilized because no one knows that it has a seed of God-consciousness in it. According to the doctor, half of the population has atrial fibrillation, which is the top half of the heart is racing too much and gets out of sync with the bottom half of the heart. It has to do with the vibrations being out of sync. (But don't try to tell the doctor about it!)

So anyway, that's my story so far. I feel good at the moment. I feel very good especially when I am communicating like this. I can tell my story. You may not believe it but I can tell it anyway. It is part of my evolving process of coming out onto the world stage. There is a healing process that happens when people dare to come out onto the world stage. And to hug openly and be in physical closeness with others. The auras overlap and meld and create linkups. When the auras overlap with each other, the love and light in one person is shared with the other person, and that makes them more whole. Auras can be touched at a distance too. It doesn't require being in the same city or state or country. I'm in touch with someone in NJ so I can't touch him skin to skin, but we are linking up light to light, and it is as if he is here with me or I am there with him. Intimacy knows no locations or time or space. He came to visit me once when I was meditating in his astral body. I saw him just kind of plop down in a chair which he brought with him because I was out in the pasture alone on a chair.

You can also link with your loved one who passed over into the Summerland. Just send a message using their name to call them and attract their attention. Consider that you have a telephone in your mind. You can even imagine picking up the telephone or cell phone and calling them. It is done with your intention and your desire to reach them. And be sure to think of them with love and kindness, respect, gratitude, joy, happiness, excitement. These are the qualities of the fifth dimension. As we practice using them in the small things we do at home or wherever we are, these qualities become an overlighting intelligence. It is like turning on a light above your head. Think "happiness" as a pretty lamp over your head. And when a negative situation pops up, or a negative thought or feeling, imagine reaching up and switching on the happiness lamp. Have a lamp called "joy" or a lamp called "love". Turn it on and see the glow.

Namaste, love and light,
Nancy (aka Diana)  



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6/10/21 - Your Human Ego and Your Spiritual Nature Play Together in your Humanness  
​A dictation from Master Djwal Khul

You have both a human ego nature and a spiritual nature. You are not supposed to choose one over the other, but simply become aware of this fact. As you consider this and think about it, you begin to merge your two natures together, your human ego and your spiritual nature play together in your humanness. There is a blending. Your physical body is not important, but your ego is as you merge it with your spirituality. You are enraptured with your body while you are in it, but the non-physical aspect of your spiritual nature is what activates you and calls you to attention, for THAT is who you are, not your body. As you become more conscious of this fact - that you are not the body but the awareness that lives in your body, you call more of yourself into play. Your non-physical self is more conscious than you are in your physical body, confined as you are to your physical body. 

You can test the fact that you are awareness. When a bird squawks over head you turn your awareness up to see. When a child cries you turn your attention to see where the cry came from. When there is a flash of lightening in the sky you look to storm clouds. When you feel the ground tremble under your feet your attention is drawn to the ground. When you feel a cold draft you wonder where it comes from. You are drawn to outside disturbances as they strike against your physical senses. This is what makes you believe you are physical. But who is it who is being aware? What part of you is being drawn to sound and sensation? You are the driver of your vehicle but your vehicle goes places on its four rubber wheels that you, yourself, would not go. Your consciousness is the driver of your physical body and yet it remains unnoticed. It is the observer behind the mask. It is the seer behind the sight. It is YOU behind your mask and YOU behind your sight. You are not a “what”. You are a consciousness and you are non-physical.

You are an individualized unit of consciousness in a sea of consciousness. You became individualized by having experiences in the PHYSICAL world. You now have memories of your experiences. Furthermore, you have the power to change your focus from where you are in the present moment, to imagine being in another place. You can place your intention to move your physical body to another location. You are attached to your physical body but your mind is not confined, nor are your emotions. You are non-physical consciousness, and when you are not in a human body you retain the clarity and memory of all of your experiences. You are evolving from having so many experiences in the physical world of duality. You are growing spiritually, as a spiritual being with a unique and specialized mind. Your ego as an identity is aware of far more than what you think you are aware of. When you are attached to your physical body you may go to sleep and be temporarily free of your body. You have dreams which are memories of experiences in your astral body. When you are sleeping or at death, you continue to be an individualized and specialized unit of consciousness. You are aware of how much more you really are. You drop the veils that surround you when you are “awake” in the physical world. You remember certain dreams. These veils may drop away while you are “awake” in the physical world, through flashes of insight and deja vu feelings. This shows you that you are growing more aware and awake of your non-physical identity. As they drop away you realize more.

The body confines you within a concrete form which is enhanced by its physical senses so you can see your physical surroundings, hear physical sounds, smell physical fragrances, taste physical food and touch physical objects. Thus you know yourself as physical. Yet you are still an individualized and unique unit of consciousness. When you are sleeping you continue to be an individualized unit of consciousness and you slip out of your body while it sleeps, and have experiences we call “dreams“, some of which are meaningful and others which are not. As the focus on the physical body disappears during sleep, your consciousness becomes more aware. It travels around in a higher plane but it is not easy to bring that awareness back into the physical when you wake up. You slip in and out every time you go to sleep. Every time you die a physical death you drop the body. You have had many births and deaths of your physical body. You have lived in many different parts and cultures of the world, but these memories are erased each time you are born again. It is a merciful act of kindness that you don’t remember your previous lives, for if you did you would not be able to concentrate on THIS life. Memories are erased at birth but you pick them back up again when you die. You remember in bits and pieces gradually, for the waking up process must go at a comfortable pace, otherwise it would literally blow your mind. We all have flashes of insight from our other lives, including our off-world lives on different planes. These are what we label “deja vu”. They are memories stored in your individualized and unique consciousness which is eternal and forever you. You are slowly, gradually, becoming aware consciously, within this physical body. It is an extraordinary experience to have such flashes, for your parents and grandparents did not have them as often as we do today. We are moving to higher ground in what is called “spiritual evolution”. The human race in its entirety, is waking up, and there is such a thing as planetary mass consciousness. Even though cultures are different and the types of clothes worn look foreign, and the language strange to our ears, each unique unit of consciousness dwelling in an earth physical body is part of the planetary consciousness. We are all one consciousness. We are all cells participating in the planet earth’s spiritual evolution. Mother earth is waking up and we are all a unit in her waking up process.

Why were you born at this time? Who are you? Why did you choose to come to this time and place? We all have free will to choose our mother and father, the country, city, society and culture to be born into. I was asked once, “Why did you choose to be born in that little town?“ My friend was born in a big city. I did not consider at that time that I had a choice, but I began wondering about it. Why? And I discovered that I wanted the quiet of a little farm community. It really was a choice. And my parents were humble people, farm people. They did not push me or expect too much from me. It was a peaceful childhood and it gave me plenty of time to adjust to this new life.

As we become aware that we have a spiritual nature (one that lives beyond the physical) and aware that we are an ego, a personality that never dies but who jumps from life to life and body to body for the sake of experience in order to learn and evolve ourselves, as we become aware of this we begin merging our humanness with our divinity - the REAL ego, what we might call the divine ego, the spiritual personality that is growing more aware of itself with every new insight, every new stripping away of the veil that closes in around us. At one time I believed we had a higher self. Now I see that I AM my higher self, discovering this truth. It’s a process of enlightenment. And as I become my higher self and allow in more of my higher wisdom and knowledge, I see that there is yet still a higher self beyond me, and I can see beyond that there is still another higher self and another and another, and so on up the ladder to my source, my home, where I come from originally, to my Father/Mother parents. We “remember” our way back home in the same way we remember our way back out of a deep thick forest where we lost our way. We “remember“ our way back home. It is this incredible journey we are on.
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This body is temporary, no different than a child’s body is temporary as we pass on to adulthood. Experiences are steps along the way but they don’t last. They disappear in a puff of smoke. The masters say “It is all illusion” but the illusion is necessary for the time we are passing through it. The ego is passing through experiences and beyond to other experiences. It is a journey through many planes of thought to reach the home source from which we came, which is the plane of full knowledge and complete love. And we carry all that we experienced back with us, never to be lost. We become the wisdom of our journey. Every jot and title remains with us, as we bring home the tales of our journey and tell the stories to our sisters and brothers and parents. We are a specialized and unique consciousness, one of a kind. There is no duplicate. We do not lose ourselves in the vast sea of life. We add to the all-intelligence. We become a piece in the grand puzzle. We are a piece of the source of ALL life including evil.

Knowledge is power. As we accept the fact that we are not the body but a very special unit of consciousness gathering experience, knowledge and love every moment of the day, we begin to access more knowledge from the higher aspects of our Self. We are awakening. We are beginning to grasp it. We pay more attention, and keep looking up, not down. It brings more alertness. And lest we forget that this article is posted on a website dedicated to sex, love and intimacy, there is something we need to remember. When two people are close together in a bedroom, each one absorbs the sub-atomic particles of the other. We bathe in the aura of each other so it behooves us to be at our finest and best, to think the noblest thoughts, entertain the greatest love we can muster, and fantasize the greatest imaginings so that we can more fully expand our lovemaking. (Thank you, Master DK)



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6/1/21 - WORKING WITH BLISS SENSATIONS aka FUZZY BRAIN
Higher Self is Moving closer

Master Djwal Kul
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When Doug and I came home from Hawai several years ago after visiting with Tamsen, I found myself on island time, fuzzy-brained and lazy. A journal entry reminded me of this as I was re-reading them and I want to share it. Our higher self, also known as the "I Am" Presence, is a very real part of our daily life. I hadn‘t done exercises for two weeks while In Hawaii so I finally began a long-overdue spiritual practice which included physical exercises. This put me in further bliss. It was difficult to get back to feeling normal again. I was feeling quite blissful while exercising, and I noticed how beautiful the sensations were in my skin. It was as if my cells were floating in bliss. It was sensual. I was lying on my back at the time doing leg exercises when I thought of asking Master Djwal Kul for some insight and instruction. Here is what he told me mind to mind, which I paraphrased later to remember it.

“When you call in your higher God self, the spirit entering the body is felt as a bliss sensation. You have been floating in bliss. Now, the key to working with this bliss sensation is to keep your attention on the physical body and your physical surroundings. Find the half-way point. Alternate between focus on your higher self and focus on your physical heart as you have been doing. You are doing well. What you need to realize is that your higher self WANTS to experience the physical but it cannot descend into an environment that is dense or erratic. You are learning to co-partner with your higher self. Through your spiritual exercises you have been preparing your body, mind and feelings so you are more in alignment with your higher self. Your higher self will be able to flow more directly and easier into your lower physical density. This causes you to feel fuzzy and unable to focus sharply and clearly as you would do if you were separated and cut off from your higher self. You are practicing without realizing and preparing yourself for an inflowing of your divinity, or your light body.

"What you have not been aware of, and thus create resistance to, is that the bliss feeling from your spirit flowing into your dense four lower bodies is a positive, not something that you should fight. Many people give up this great work and try to leave their bodies at this point, thinking that they are doing something wrong, or that they are not performing well. In other words the mistake is made that no one has instructed them in this co-partnership between the physical body and the divinity body which is trying to connect.

"Think of two droplets of water in a glass. They are separated. But when the glass is tilted they run together and become one. Each is absorbed in the other. God/Goddess is trying to live in your body and feel the ground beneath its feet and see through its eyes and hear the sounds of nature all around, but it cannot as long as the personality is resisting and holding back. You have been preparing yourself for many years and the veil separating you is becoming very thin. Your trip to Hawaii helped to thin it even more. Now you are feeling what you call “Hawaii time” but in reality it is your divinity moving closer to your physical existence on the ground. Allow it. Help it to adjust to physicality. It has never known physicality. You must become aware of what is happening so you can help it. You are a partner with it. Explain to it that “this is what it feels like to walk on the grass”. Or “this is water and this is what it feels like on our skin”.

[A flashback occurs: A day in the sun doing my dance-like moving meditation, bent over reaching towards the earth my glance falls on my bare feet, and a curious impression flashes - "What strange objects these are" - referring to my toes. They looked strange somehow. My higher self?]

I asked Master Djwal Kul, “Should I focus on the light above me as I do when I picture my I Am Presence? Or should I focus on my heart and the light and the three-fold flame in my heart as I have been doing?" He answered, “Alternate and picture the I Am That I Am in the golden cord coming down from your Presence through your head into your heart and further down if you desire. By focusing above and then below, and going up and down the golden cord that attaches you, you are clearing the channel for your Presence to descend. Continue to follow your inspiration when you do your exercises. Your Presence is guiding you.”

Then I asked, “What about making love with Doug?” And the answer came, “Yes, follow the same procedure. Your higher self wants to experience EVERYTHING. You are a forerunner preparing the way for it to enter into the physical world. You have been doing a good job of preparing yourself and your home life and your environment to be peaceful, harmonious, and easy. Your higher self is moving closer and closer. You will not be fully in your frontal cortex much any more, but you can use your frontal cortex when it is needed. You will be using the back of your brain and the mid brain more as this process continues. You are doing well. This is a good instruction for you. Thank you for asking. Many people do not realize that this is an ongoing process of the higher self. It begins with what you call “conscience” or “the still small voice”. As you listen to the still small voice of conscience it leads you to opening the channel between your higher self and your physical limited self. Then as a person continues with the inner work of following the inspired thought from higher self, the veil thins little by little so that more of the higher self can pour into the little person who has been planted on Earth like a seed who has a great destiny if all conditions are right. For those who find themselves in turmoil and darkness, they will eventually find their way out by asking the light within themselves to show them the path, any path.”



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5/17/21 - Seeing into the Aura

Months before the pandemic hit last year I started seeing through people as if they were transparent. I saw into their subconscious memories. It was at a social event of about 20 women that it began. There were no masks then. It was a happy occasion, a birthday party. I didn't know the people. I was invited as a guest of a guest. It was there that I began seeing sublimated memories in the various women. In the days following I continued seeing into other people, people I passed in stores. I wasn't looking for it. It was just available for me to see. It was an inner perspective, another state of consciousness which happens from time to time. I’m sure you have had such experiences but maybe didn’t think much about them. Because I am a practicing meditator I notice interdimensional fluctuations. What I saw was this. I’m going to try to define it.

There is history packed into people. Literally PACKED in, crunched down stuffed in, held down, frozen and locked up inside the skin. It appears that the body is not solid after all. The memories I was seeing were not flesh and blood. They were not physical. The energies were not physical. There was movement there. I was seeing the history, the memories of the person, adventures, and moreover the lessons that were learnt, the wisdoms that were gained. Not details but a vastness that precludes details. I can’t explain how I knew this. It was an awareness. I saw into the lives of the people and the knowledge contained there. This was so much more than the outer person expressed. So much knowledge gained over so many lifetimes that are not being accessed or used or expressed. This knowledge is superior to human knowledge, immense beyond description and it's being held back inside the skin, by the skin itself.


The skin is a misnomer. I saw that the skin, the body, is not solid flesh. I can’t help but think of the term “standing wave”. The energies are waving but not moving. They are standing still, butting up against the thick wall of skin - belief that that's all there is. They are being held in a fixed position against their will. The body is a literal chest of unopened memories, memories that are popping, swirling and moving but not going anywhere, aren’t being expressed. The lid is closed up like inside a closet. It is being held down for some reason. It doesn't make sense to me why it is closed off. There is an urge to open the chest of treasures and release the memories. There is an urge to shake the people, to touch them, hold them, move them, shake them. Why do we keep these stories stagnant and locked up inside us?

I think my role in all of this is as a writer. This is a skill that developed in this lifetime, to write about things that are beyond description. I see that we have this hugeness in us and I want to help release it. It seems to be universal to keep it plugged up, held back, as if we have all agreed to keep ourselves locked up and not expressing until – until when? We have powers. We have knowledge. It is like we are holding ourselves back for a reason. We are in limbo, or in disguise, pretending to be undercover so no one will see us or know who we are. I wonder how many are clued into this truth? I know more than I’m telling about myself and I am holding it back. We have adapted to a world that is not friendly to these truths, truths from the soul. The soul is who is being held back. We are locked down, so we think and behave as if we are locked down but there’s a part of us that knows better. We have agreed to be “only physical”, not to disclose the fullness of our being. Maybe it's a group contract that we have to agree to before we were born, I don't know. Maybe the younger ones know more than the older ones. Maybe older people have more thickness around them so they have forgotten more. Then we grow up not knowing who we are.


As a student of the ascended masters, reading and knowing about them, one of the first things I became aware of was the fact that we have four lower bodies, meaning energy bodies surrounding our physical body. It took decades to understand it from a practical perspective. Now I know. The four lower bodies refer to the four thickest densities of a seven-layered energy field (the aura) that surrounds us – the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. These are the human distortions. They contain errors. The remaining three layers are higher dimensional. They are layers of purity, referred to as divine, but they are part of our consciousness. These have never been contaminated by human life, thought, emotion or actions, and they never will be but they are always there. They are us. They are who we are on a higher level. We are part of seven dimensions and we have seven bodies. I won’t go into it here, but mistakes and errors take place in the four lower bodies because we have free will, but the three upper bodies have remained pure as the driven snow. They compose our higher dimensional self - the individualized God self or creator self.


The four lower bodies stick to us like glue and influence our thoughts and feelings. We try to understand. Human life is confusing because we have kept ourselves locked into the human world when we are supposed to be moving our energies around. Well, I didn’t mean to get too deep but our hearts are closed. We have been dwelling in the lower regions below the heart, down in the densities of our life. We flash upward from time to time during moments of bliss and happiness, or when we fall in love or do something that is wonderful and good, but we retreat back down to the default program of lower density because we haven’t been taught. We haven’t been educated properly. We haven’t been encouraged. This is how the world works. There are a lot of rules against being free and expressing yourself freely. We are part of the locked-down world and we are stressed because we are holding back the crucial history of ourselves. The memories are stuffed down inside. We are not physical beings but we’re pretending to be. We are energy beings with vastness and supreme intelligence. We are holding it in check, in confinement, in a standing waves, unable to wave outward and conjoin and intermingle. Our interdimensional self is part of an allness, where we know each other yet have our individuality. We were held back because we were born here so we fit into the mold and the matrix. We forgot who we are because our parents and teachers and religious authorities didn’t give us any instruction or teaching. We were not encouraged to remember. In fact, they discouraged us from having fantasies about invisible playmates and beautiful places foreign to this world.

This is why it is important to spend time alone in solitude, contemplating the heart and soul of self. In most religions there is mention of the heart. I have learned that the heart is a portal to higher dimensions. Many techniques are taught concerning the heart. They come from different teachers. Meditation techniques are all about focusing upward to the heart and higher. It would change things to picture the sun. I use the sun a lot in my meditations. I go up into the sun and see myself there in the sun, then bring it back down. The Master DK has been showing me this for years. So instead of feeling trapped in a dark world, I feel free and I feel love for others. I am calm all the time while the rest of the world appears to be in destructive, angry, discontented mode. All good things would come to us if we focused more on the heart for 15 minutes a day, and then on the sun for 15 minutes a day.

​It is through the consciousness of the heart that we become aware of ourself as a higher angel (angle) of consciousness. Noble attributes are accessed through contemplation within the heart but we can also remain aware of lower attributes. The heart is where the higher and lower mix and mingle and become unified and in harmony. The battle is between the human error self and the divine angel self. Which one takes precedence at any given moment? Why does there have to be a division or separation between them? Why not join them together? That is why the teachings all point to the heart. There is beauty and truth to be accessed through such contemplations. Opening the heart is how we bring about the peace between our two separated selves - human and divine. Light and dark.


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5/10/21  Strange Symptoms 

Have you ever had a strange sensation that you couldn't account for? I have had many of them. Some people call them ascension symptoms and they may be. But regardless whether they are or not, I am told to speak about these strange symptoms. On one hand it could very well be a medical issue so follow your own instinct about seeing a doctor. This is certainly not medical advice. This is an important piece of information that I received from Master DK. 

After a recent experience that was different from any I'd had before, I asked DK. It felt like I was going to leave my body. It was very strange. I was disentangling from the muscles internally, all over, and my knees buckled under me as I got up from meditation. It wasn't dizziness. It wasn't a fainting feeling. It was simply a sensation of disengaging from my body. No, I didn't think to call a doctor because I am cut from different cloth - tuned into a different knowledge system. I am used to otherworldly experiences. Strange weird sensations can be mental, emotional, physical or other. It's the "other" that is so strange. Feelings can be just about anything difficult to explain. Swirling sensations like you’re going to lose consciousness or control over parts of your body. Sudden paralysis where you can't move. Fainting feelings out of the clear blue. Any number of subtle sensations, usually not pain. It’s not about pain. Other sensations that are crazy weird that you’ve never had before. Or maybe you did have before but they passed and you forgot about them. Because I've been a meditator for a long time, I know what going out-of-body feels like, but this particular one was so different that I asked DK. And this is what he said. 

He told me that it is the old matrix leaving. The old energies which I have adapted to all my life are disengaging. When old energies leave that are no longer serving you, YOU are still there underneath. The real you cannot leave because you are the lord of the mansion. The real you has always sustained your physical vehicle. The artificial beliefs are parasites living off of you. They have been built over on top of your naturalness.  You are the spirit of your body and you sustain your body, but there are false beliefs, artificial beliefs that have been built over on top of who you really are. Because of the times we live in, these old beliefs are leaving you, unbeknownst to you. When a strange sensation occurs, don't panic. Hold firm to the God of your being. Go into your heart. It is your underlying support system. It is the natural you. It is your foundation. Believe it.

When something leaves you it is everywhere in your body. It will disentangle from all parts at once, your muscles, organs, glands, tissues, psyche. You’ve never felt this before because you have grown up with it. It is part of your matrix. You have adapted to the artificial matrix of the planet and the planet is changing. So this is something new. You've never dealt with this "changing of the guard" before. There will be sensationis. You are returning to your rightful ownership of your body. You are a wholesome spiritual consciousness with principles, ethics, morals and knowings. This is what lies underneath the artificial matrix that is leaving you. It is solid and permanent. It cannot leave you because you ARE you. You cannot leave yourself. Trust this. Believe it. You have been led to believe in false premises. It is a lie to think you can die. As spirit you cannot die. If you believed this with all your heart you would not allow your body to age and die either. We have been lied to. We have been led to believe only in this fragile, aging, physical body. The lie has destroyed belief in the soul but the soul does not die. It just becomes born again in a new body. We are on the verge of learning that this is true. Your spirituality is your consciousness and what you are conscious of. What are you conscious of? It is time to recognize that you have been bamboozled. We have all believed in a falsehood.

You will experience different bodily sensations on many levels as the vibrations rise on the planet. If you have been doing inner work, it will be easier to determine what it is and to hang on to your centeredness. But if you are not doing inner work (yet) it may be somewhat unnerving to experience such strange symptoms.  Little by little we are all experiencing changes as false premises and artificial beliefs diminish and leave us. We are learning not to rely on them as once we did. It is a slow transition to build up sufficient trust in oneself, and confidence that I am what I am. Maybe the world is not what you thought it was and the systems are not what they were before, but you are still you. That is the grounding effect. Have faith in yourself. These things will pass but you will still be here.  

When you have built up a sufficient trust in yourself you have centered yourself and raised your vibrations to a higher level. The negative forces will leave you. You will notice an absence then, a lack or an uncomfortable sensation, a weird sensation, but hang on because it is passing away. It is momentary. You are the solid beneath the flakiness or the weirdness. Trust your natural wholeness. It will flood in and take over. It will harmonize you and bring you peace. It is a healing process. You are evolving out of the old and the new you is birthing. Trust it. Your higher self is in charge, your God-Self. 

When you were born you became interwoven with the beliefs of the current day. These took hold in every aspect of your life. You grew with them as part of you. Now they are changing. These are artificial beliefs. They are not real. They are not organic. They are modifications, like GMO's. They are the limiting beliefs that have caused humanity so many problems. They have held back the human race by compromising the good in you with lesser principles. Your wholeness and inner nature has been stopped and blocked. It has dragged us down, obstructing attempts at refinement and betterment. You have become entangled and hence returned to live again and again. You have lived many lives and your soul has been impacted by these many lives with their limitations and obstructions. Thus you have become slow and sluggish.

These darker energies are losing their grip on you as the world rises in vibration. Strange sensations will occur and sleep habits interrupted. Sometimes you go to the doctor and he finds nothing wrong with you after a few tests. Standard medical equipment will not be able to pick up on the high energies that are emerging. You feel it on the etheric level, a higher energy level that the old testing equipment is not equipped to discern. So the doctor says, "There is nothing wrong with you” and sends you home.  It is puzzling for you have come to rely on doctors knowing everything. 

As low energies leave you, you will experience nausea, dizziness, momentary blackouts, paralysis, unusual sick feelings, sleep disorders, wake disorders, light-headedness, fainting, swooning, trancing spells, clairvoyant flashes, psychic visions, spiritual colors, humming, and inner knowings and refinements that you can't explain. Everyone will be different.  We are being told to hang on to your seats because the going is going to be rocky ahead. That does not necessarily mean physical chaos. It pertains to our inability to understand. We will have experiences that bewilder us. We'll look around for answers and no answers will come from the usual sources to which you are accustomed to go for answers. Where does this leave us? Where do we turn? What can we believe? This is what is meant by the rocky part. No one has answers because this has never happened before in modern times - the shift from one dimension to another. That is why it is important that you rely on yourself. YOU are the important one here. Believe in yourself. Know what is happening to YOU and reach up to your higher self. Learn to trust your instincts and your higher heart. Believe that you are the real you, and that you are not going to die. You are here for the long haul. You are here for the transition from dark to light. Believe in it. You are spirit. It is your body that is changing, not the real you. You are the same consciousness that entered the body at birth. It has never changed. Trust your self. Stay centered in yourself. Stay grounded. Focus on your heart. Memorize a simple prayer to use in a crisis, like "I am the presence of God now living and breathing through my heart." Or something that you already know.

Be anchored somewhere in your body as your secure and reliable location where you want to settle, and nest there. Whether it be in your heart, in your loins, in your feet, or your spinal column. Be in your body, not your brain. Your body is your feminine self, anchored to Mother Earth. You have not known your true self or your true nature since you were born, especially if you are over 50. You were born into a lower alien energy field and this alien energy is leaving. Pay no attention to the steady drum of chaos being beamed over the TV sets. Your days of being controlled by artificial beliefs are leaving. They are alien to Mother Earth's naturalness, purity and innocence. Trust yourself. The weird sensations will pass.  

Your body is composed of atoms. An atom has a center light with smaller lights called electrons swirling around it.  Your body is made out of these atoms of light but it is the space inbetween the swirling electrons that is the real you. The space is filled with your consciousness. You are the maintainer of your form - or rather your higher self is. Your higher consciousness maintains your body and you are its creator. You've been programmed by continual and consistent repetition to believe only physical form exists and it is not true. By believing in only the physical form, you have slowed the swirling atoms down to a crawl. It is an anti-force. Belief in only physicality and nothing else does not support the higher dimensions or the universe of harmony, love and light. It is an anti-force and it weighs heavy on you. It cuts you down from knowing who you really are. 

The light comes from the sun. It is intelligent, loving, kind, benevolent and life giving. It grows life on Earth. We can see these little golden sparkles in the air outdoors during daylight hours. These are the photons, also called prana, from which all forms are made by coalescing them into a consistent pattern under intelligent and conscious direction. We too can use these photons to manifest our desires by shaping them with our thoughts, repetitively. We can bring love into our world with our thoughts, through repetitive thought, also known as ritual, also known as ceremony, as daily practice. It takes consistency, continuity and repetition to establish a beautiful pattern that will stay firm and not disintegrate. This is how we can change our life and create something better. We have not been taught these advanced methods but we are beginning to learn now. We are in the process of re-making our consciousness and our world after the pandemic. We have had a chance to re-examine our lives in the isolation period. There is now a new understanding emerging, individually speaking. We are disentangling from old belief systems and beginning new ones. It is an independent process for each of us, yet while we live inside a community.  We are taking the time to be compassionate and understanding. And tolerant of different beliefs. We are learning not to judge. We are supportive of each other now. Symptoms will come but they will pass. And the sparkles will remain in the air in the sunlight for us to use to mold new thought from. Beautiful new thoughts and ideas and compositions of every kind. The creator continues to provides the light substance. All we have to do is be true to ourselves and be consistent about it. We are anchoring ourselves to a new reality.

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5/7/21  Message from John F. Kennedy on 9/11 Channeled by Losha

Greetings to all my beloved Patriots and Lightworkers… and all others who are listening to my message at this time. Losha and I would like to address a different topic today. She and I have been speaking of the event called “9/11.” I have my own understanding of what happened at that time and I would like to pass along those understandings at this time. I found out some of this after the fact, however I would like to address it anyway because I believe it is important for you all to know.

The primary piece of information I would like to pass along is that…and this will be shocking to many…however, the Alliance, or the White Hats as they’ve been called, actually knew about the 9/11 event beforehand
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Now, at this time, back in 2001, the Alliance did not have the measure of control that they do at this time. They were unable to control the different agencies. So, they heard about this event being planned but they were unable to stop it.

There are reasons that it did go forward… and one of the reasons that it was “allowed” (by the galactics) to go forward is because it was to be a huge “wakeup call” for so many Americans and international citizens. The event went ahead as planned… however, the Alliance did what they could to diminish the casualties. Even though they couldn’t stop the event from happening, they put out rumors beforehand indicating that the Alliance knew about the event and they were going to stop it…even though they really couldn’t. So, because of all those insistent rumors the Cabal decided to move their time frame up to make sure it happened as they wanted it to. So, they moved it up just an hour, but because they moved it up one hour…if you think about the time it actually happened…that one hour saved a lot of lives. So, that is what the Alliance did…that was all they could do at the time.

They also were aware that the Americans needed to be “awakened”, and this was the event that was to do it…and it did work that way. If you speak to many Lightworkers now, and Truthers as they are called, and all the different people who are working toward “Disclosure” and to the Truth coming out…many, many of them were awakened because of 9/11. So, it may sound bad that the Alliance knew about it and allowed it to happen, however there is always a bigger picture and I have been learning that in my time since I have been on Earth.

The other topic I wanted to mention was that I had a behind-the-scenes role in 9/11, after the fact. Right after it happened, I was on assignment you might say, with the Galactic Federation. We went and visited and spoke with all the neighboring countries to Iraq, as Iraq was attacked by the “Americans” shortly after 9/11 happened. Because of the fact that when I was on Earth, I had great international knowledge and understandings, I joined the Galactic Federation and we appeared to the different country’s leaders via a “holographic” image. And we talked to them because we wanted to dissuade them from joining in to help Iraq “defeat” the Americans. Some might think that might have been a “good” thing however, again…and this might sound trite to say, but this war had to happen the way that it did. As the American military attacked Iraq so relentlessly, the Americans became pretty “hated” in the countries of Iraq and the neighboring countries.

So, when the news came back on the mainstream media here in America that the Americans were basically hated by all these countries and they didn’t like that the military over there - the American “government” primarily - were being so relentless in their attacks from all phases of the military…land, sea, and air…that the neighboring countries grew to not like the Americans, also. That news came back to the American citizens and they didn’t like that they were hated, and it did wake them up to their own government being basically a “despot” government…a tyrannical government, with the way they were waging this war so relentlessly against Iraq and Hussein.

Hence, that all had to happen as it did, also. So, my role was to help talk to the other countries so they would stay put and not involve themselves in the war against America, even though they truly wanted to do so. I enjoyed being “useful” in that way, even though it was under dire circumstances. Those were the things I wanted to mention. Two somewhat different topics about 9/11. Those are the areas where I have knowledge and I wanted to pass it along to all of you, and to say that the 9/11 event happened as it was supposed to and it worked to help awaken many, many souls.

The 9/11 event was the biggest wakeup call in the history of the United States. My assassination was also a wakeup call to Americans, but it was a smaller one as compared to the 9/11 event. Hence, everything happened as it should and we have grown so much since the time of 9/11! We understand so much more. We know the Truth about our government and how they have programmed us to not question things. However, in the last ten, twenty years there have been lots of questions being asked, and answered, via the alternative media. 

We are now very, very close to finally learning the Truth, and those who are still asleep will also be learning the Truth. It is time for us all to embrace each other no matter what “side” of this matter we are on. Whether they be awakened or sleeping we all must embrace each other when the Truth comes out. Those who are awakened are going to need to be there, and be compassionate, with those people who are just waking up. There should never be “I told you so”’s, or “I don’t want to help you because I already told you about this." Please just come from the Love in your heart to assist all of those who are awakening. We must help each other because that is where our future lies. By helping each other and caring for each other. So, all these “bad” events, terrible events which have happened in the past, are finally going to have meaning in a positive way.

We have learned from all of these tragedies. And we have learned that Loving one another is where we are headed. We need to speak from our hearts, not from our heads. I want to end this message on a very positive note - that we are so very close to the Truth coming out and I want you all to be prepared to help each other, so that we can all go into the future, our new beautiful future together, with Love in our hearts for each other, as I have Love for all of you!

I thank you for listening to my message today. I know it was rather different, however I felt it was important for me to address it. I thank you very much, and as always, I Love you all, I am watching over you, and I am here for you.

Your ever-devoted, Jack.
Channeled by Losha 
Source: https://eraoflight.com/2021/05/05/message-from-john-f-kennedy/

_________(Diana:) I have been following Losha's channelings and find her to be high on the credibility scale. I read everything that her name is attached to. She has been channeling JFK for quite a while now. His messages are positive and encouraging but this one is especially significant to all of us on the ground so I thought I'd pass it on. With love and light from the Ascendeds, Galactics, Angelics and me, Diana



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5/2/21  THE VIOLET FLAME TECHNIQUE
From St. Germain


The heart and core of the Ascended Master teachings is contemplation on the Presence of God as an individual intelligence, alive and connected with your own ego. How you connect with that Presence is how you cope with trauma and change. It depends on how you manage your thoughts and stay in positive connection with the higher good in you which is inner, innate. If you fall into negative thinking you create more of the same. Everything you think goes out from you as a wave and circles around when it reaches the farthest point and comes back to the owner, its parent source. 

We humans are doing the same thing. We went out from our parent source and began wandering outward, further and further, to see how far we could go. And now that we have reached the furthest point without destroying ourselves, we have begun the turnaround and heading back home to our parent source. That is why there is an increasing emphasis on spirituality and the taking up of spiritual practices. 

In the same manner our thoughts return to us after reaching the furthest point and they return with additional baggage, for we pick up thoughts and feelings from other people in our adventures into the outer world. Sometimes we can shake off the negatives after we have enjoyed them, but in many cases we let them linger and they color our reactions and responses negatively, which in turn has us sending out even MORE negativity which must circle out and back around and pick up even MORE negativity. Seldom do we pick up positivity. After thousands upon thousands of years mankind has built up a pretty bad mess of negativity in this world that we blame on the matrix or the cabal, or simply other people. In reality, we do it to ourselves with our own negative reactions to situations that come up. 

The violet flame technique helps to eliminate some of these negative particles that have accumulated in our aura, our “presence”.  It has become a weight on our spiritual purity. Despondency and suicide is felt when negativity becomes more than one can handle. That is why we are gifted with more than one lifetime. We are given a second chance to redeem ourselves. In between life in embodiment, we remember who we are and recover ourselves with the help of mentors and teachers. And then when we are sufficiently ready, we return into embodiment again, into our mother's womb, and begin a'new, knowing better how to handle situations that mysteriously pop up in our lives uninvited. These are the issues we could not handle previously. We do have to deal with them because we created them. And sometimes a number of issues all return at the same time, making it very difficult to handle. So we need to live through them. And this time, we have a little more knowledge, a little more faith, a little more hope and understanding how to deal with certain issues. We are better equipped to keep the faith and not buckle under the weight of depression. This is why we are receiving so many messages of hope, faith, encouragement and love. It is a teaching of how to turn the tables on negativity and give kindness, compassion and empathy out instead of blame and anger. Giving positive responses instead of negative responses is how we overcome past traumatic situations that keep returning. 

The violet flame technique was given to us out of mercy, back in the 1930's. It was a gift of Ascended Master Saint Germain. He has said that this world is the worst-case scenario he has ever seen. That’s why he appealed to God directly for permission to give the Violet Flame teaching to mankind. In his petition he said "They will never be able to overcome their negative karma without it." Prior to this time the violet flame had not been permitted humanity because they would have misused it. I suppose by clearing their aura and then going right back to doing what they did before, over and over again. I can only imagine. But St. Germain saw that mankind needed it in order to survive. He was granted his petition and he began channeling instructions to Guy Ballard in the 1930's. They are known today as "the green books", published by The Lucis Trust. But these teachings took a long time to reach mainstream. Still there are many today who are not aware of St. Germain and the powers he ignited through his teachings, the violet flame being the greatest and the most powerful. Here it is in a nutshell.

Picture yourself standing in the middle of a beautiful big bonfire of violet flame for 15 minutes every day. It must be 100% focused concentration on a picture of violet flame. It starts with visualizing, learning how to visualize a picture in your mind, but then through repetition every day, it becomes embedded into your etheric body. The color violet is a vibration and vibrations have to be felt by the body. Mental words and thoughts are not enough, which is why it must become a daily practice to do much good. Take some time to google “violet fire” to get an imprint in your mind. Since my computer crashed I can’t embed pictures the way I used to, but here is a link which explains more: https://www.violetflame.com/the-secret-of-the-violet-flame/. Violet is the highest vibrational color in our spectrum. Ultra violet machines are used by the medical community to kill viruses. It also kills negative energy particles that cling to the etheric body, which is the higher aspect of the physical and feeds life force to the physical. It is a spiritual technique. 

I learned of the violet flame many years ago but I dilly-dallied with it along with other techniques. I was unable to concentrate on one thing for very long. It has taken me many years to learn how to focus and hold my mind still, under my own conscious control and not wander. Today I am much better than 20 years ago, even 10 years ago, even 5 years ago. Practice does bring results. I find I must close the door on the world and be alone in solitude, without distractions. I must take time to relax and become comfortable. If it’s cold, I wrap in a blanket. If it’s hot, I put the fan on. I deliberately set the stage because it is about uniting body, mind, feelings and spirit. They come into alignment with preparation so the body is comfortable. I must feel peaceful before beginning or it doesn't work. If I rush it, it's not the same. Although at night I can do it (again) if I am awake enough before falling asleep and if I feel in the mood. When I feel ready, I begin counting my breaths. A long inhale, a long exhale, while visualizing that I am standing in the middle of a violet fire. It is burning all around me. It is burning inside of me, through my organs, I imagine violet fire burning through my brain, organs and wherever, but always through me, around me and in me. I am the focus. I put 100% focused concentration into this picturing while I count on my fingers. Ten fingers, one at a time. Then I start again. 20 times usually is enough for me, though sometimes I will go longer.

Doing this for 15 minutes every day, I am told, will speed up the process of burning away negativity locked in the auric field, and bring a sense of freedom quicker. Fifteen minutes may be too long at first, in which case the recommendation is to start with 3 or 5 minutes. I am a stubborn personality. I like to prove something and feel expert before I advise anyone else, but the Ascended Masters are nudging me to give this technique. They must think I am sufficiently prepared. But it is a spiritual practice and prayer is part of it. I am only explaining the core technique. Anyone who is ready to undertake this technique will have their own foundation in prayer or meditation already done. This is the homework part. After listening to the teacher, there is homework to be done on your own. You can’t pretend you did your homework if you didn't, because there will be no results to show. I have experienced so very much by following the Ascended Masters recommendations. It is solitary. It is not done with anyone else around. Meditation techniques are considered to be airy-fairy or woo-woo by those who don't do their homework. There are no results so it must be fake. 

In closing, St. Germain adds, "May you pass every test!" 


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4/29/21  Assurances

Greetings to all friends and family on my e-mail list!

This morning I woke up in space like an astronaut, with twinkling stars and planets stretching off into infinity. It was a warm and welcoming feeling. I was conscious that space is unformed intelligence and that it is God's body. That everything is within God's body. Space contains the divine "stuff" from which everything in the universe is created. All manifested forms are made from this stuff and we ourselves use these unformed particles which exist everywhere, even in our own atmosphere as you might notice little sparks of light when the sun is out, to create whatever we want. We just need to believe that and learn how to hold a positive vision in our minds. We need to really believe 100% that this is true. Let us sit in silence and reflect on this.  

I am in a new space today. I am not tied to anything. In fact, I am detaching. It feels as if something new is coming. I am a different person. I am not searching the web for new insights or to confirm old ones. I had some challenges over the last month that created ups and downs in my mood and the ability to concentrate. So I let it all lapse and fold. I stopped chasing the world and its activities. Tiredness was felt. This tiredness made me go to the Ascended Master Hilarion and ask questions. Why am I feeling so tired? Should I be taking the slew of vitamins that I stopped taking because they upset my stomach? He said No and followed up with a message which I feel compelled to share. It is an assurance that all is going forward according to the master plan.

Hilarion is the master of the green ray. He represents healing, the science of healing which comes from justice, truth and balance. First he reminded me to keep my body alkaline. The body needs to be more alkaline than acidic. Diseases happen when a body is allowed to become acidic. Food is medicine. Food is either medicine or poison to the body. Stop ingesting food that creates too much acid and he gave me some suggestions about vegetables and fruit. I asked again about the tiredness. He responded:

"Allow the tiredness to sink in. Don’t resist the cleansing process. Keep your focus on health, positive thoughts and good will. No buts. Don’t imagine all that could go wrong or the "what if's". The shift – YOUR shift – is under way. Stick with it. You are stepping out of the density. Out-dated energies are peeling off from your body. You will experience tiredness as it passes through you. Let it pass. Don’t try to stop it or change it or out-guess it. The new you is trying to come out, IS coming out and erupting into your physicality. The new you is healthier and stronger than the old you. There is a higher intelligence to this process than your little mind. Let the old attachments and projects detach and drift away. It is a normal procedure in a birth. Your birth, the new you, is a coming forth from within and it is detaching old umbilical cords, just like an infant that is born from the womb. The old cords held you to dependency on someone else or to a belief system created by a multitude of others, all of whom are also experiencing their own challenges and lessons born of resistance. Do not resist. Rest when you need it and when you feel to. Infants sleep a lot because their little bodies are adjusting to a new environment that is different from the one they were in. This process is the same for you.
 
You must allow the birthing process to go forward. It is evolutionary. Evolutionary for the body, evolutionary for the mind, and evolutionary for the soul. All is being taken care of by the all-intelligence which is itself evolving. Nature evolves by getting rid of the poisons. Health is experienced when the poisons are gone. Know what it is that is poisoning your body and mind. Mother Nature takes care of cleansing an area of earth that is overwhelmed with excess toxic energy. In the same way, your body is a part of nature and a part of the earth collective living on the planet. While your spirit is not of the earth but is having a temporary life here, as spirit you must learn to respect the host and trust the larger intelligence that governs you and the system you were born into. The larger intelligence is in charge of the transition and shift that is underway. It takes care of you if you trust it and believe in it. It holds you in close affinity to the perfection you were born to be. Let the past beliefs that are no longer valid, slip away from you like a garment that has grown too small, trite and petty for your evolving consciousness. You are in the process of re-birth. The entire collective is in the process of rebirthing a new more healthy and harmonious earth. Trust the light in your heart. It holds your perfection intact as an individual, and who you are to become as a manifested form. False beliefs have held you back but they are fading away, leaving you feeling somewhat empty and tired for you relied on them in the past and now they are no longer there to support you.

Fold into the tiredness and rest. Let it be. It will disappear as you allow it to take its natural course. Believe in yourself. Give yourself a chance to recuperate. You are not your body, you are the power and vitality behind your body. As the old energies leave you, the new you is gathering strength. Allow this to happen. It is a different you than what you were before. Believe in your heart that you are who you are. Say, "I am that I am". Let that be your new mantra.

Love and blessings to you from the ascended masters, the galactics who are here to assist the process, the angelics, and me, Nancy

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4/17/21 Update & Message from Master Djwal Kul

Good news! Hubby has retrieved my old files. I'm working through them now. Especially important to me are journals which contain a lot of personal instruction from the Master DK who has been with me from the beginning. Since I have to practice using this new tool (the laptop) I began re-reading past year journals to be re-inspired re-directed to the next phase of my mission. The computer crash is an adjustment I have to contend with. I found this instruction from DK to speak to me today, so I decided to share it. Sadly, I haven't learned how to insert pictures into emails. [I send newsletters out by email.] I'll learn how eventually but for now I'm typing directly into "the cloud".

Two years ago from "today" I called to DK for help in understanding how to use my mind to better advantage. His answer turned into a lengthy but wonderful piece of advice which I wrote down and am including here. Master Djwal Kul has been advising me for over 40 years. He is an Ascended Master, having lived as a Tibetan Buddhist in his last earth embodiment. I don’t know why I was so fortunate to have him as a guide, but it’s starting to make sense. I didn’t realize until 7 years ago that he was/is a teacher of Tantra, the REAL Tantra, not what is shown on the internet today. The real Tantra is a solitary journey towards reunion with spirit. Tantra means “web” in Sanskrit and pertains to consciousness. There is only one consciousness of which we all are part. I consulted with him because I continued to feel unsure how to focus my mind. The question was: Should I direct my mind by actively forming visualizations and doing decree work (affirmations)? Or should I allow my mind to wander peacefully without thought, which is my natural default program?

He said, “Observe your mind. Simply observe. Remain in peace and watch the thoughts that enter your mind. Don’t chase them, just watch them. See where they are coming from. If they are coming from you there will be a feeling to them, a wanting to follow them, a passion, an interest, an excitement to the thought. Then you know it is coming from you, initiated by your higher self. If the thought does not appeal to you, if you sense even just a little, that you don’t want to follow that thought, or you don’t like that thought, why go with it? Why analyze it? Why even resist it? Remain in your peaceful state. Why would you want to leave your peaceful state? You like being peaceful. Why leave it to answer the call of another thought that you don’t even want? Watch your thoughts. Pay attention to your feelings in response to the thoughts. Observe while staying in your peace.”

That was yesterday. Today, when I asked him again, DK showed me how I am distracted by what I assimilate from other people, “even from the Ascended Masters themselves when I read their lessons, dictations and channelings.” When I entertain what other people are saying, I am called outside and away from my central core, which is my natural comfort zone. “It’s like when someone taps you on the shoulder and you turn to see who it is, you are pulled away from where you were going and often forget the path you were on. You break connection with your inner self. This is the state of the world today,” he is saying. “It happens to everyone. The world has grown to become chaotic. Your world keeps you on alert, tense and ready to leap into action whatever comes to you. It keeps you from your own unique and individual path. It prevents you from being centered in your natural, inner comfort.

“There is a lower comfort zone and a higher comfort zone. Your lower comfort zone is lethargic, stationary, your energies are not moving. You may feel comfortable in a dull, sleepy way, but it is a low vibration. Your higher comfort zone is active, exciting, with a light step and eager enthusiasm. Your energies are moving in a positive upward way. This is where you should strive to be. You contain a perfect blueprint of who you are striving to be, what you are striving to be doing, where you are striving to go, how you should get there, what attitudes you should entertain. In other words, your perfect blueprint is accessible to you in the higher vibrations, but not accessible in the lower. Your higher vibrations contain the perfect template of who you are destined to become upon graduation from the earth school. It has been called the immaculate concept and is the divine template for you when you were first birthed as a unique individual spirit spark.


“You know when you accidentally connect with it because you feel absolutely good with yourself. Depending on what you are doing at the moment, if you are active you might feel light-minded, enthusiastic, excited and motivated; if you are in meditation or resting peacefully you might feel highly blissful, light-hearted and receiving messages from beyond this reality. Be at peace with yourself. Strive to find an approach that is light, easy, fun and good for you no matter what you are engaged in, even during conversations with your friend. Your light body is always trying to reach your outer world and walk on the ground and engage with other people. You are carrying your divine template around with you but you have not yet embodied it through the flesh experience. Your destiny is to embody your divinity in the body that you walk around in. You are not your physical body. You are trying to live your ideas of perfection in your day-to-day flesh and blood body using the seven divine qualities given you of love, wisdom, power, purity, truth, comfort and freedom, after all errors and mistakes have been cleared away.”

DK says, “There are two parts to you. There is human and there is divine. There is personality and there is individuality. You are a personality, an ego, when you engage with others, but you are an individual behind the personality mask. You are the same individual in every life you embody into, but you take on a different personality mask each time. You are a new personality in this life but you are the same individual who has lived hundreds or thousands of lifetimes prior to this one. Each time you embody as an infant to a new set of parents in a new culture, you build for yourself a new personality, but you are the same individual, which you call a soul. Each time you re-embody you take on DNA from your parents and you become acculturated into your home and neighborhood, village, state and locality. The air is filled with energy patterns from lifetimes of natives thinking, acting and doing in that region. These energy patterns are different from the energy patterns on the opposite side of the world, lived by a different people. These energy patterns flow continuously through your infant form and you assimilate them as you grow. You build a personality with these energy patterns as you respond to them, but you are the same individual that lived in thousands of other bodies.

“You are the soul amassing knowledge with each new lifetime, learning how humans function, accumulating wisdom, developing skills which show up in future lives as innate talents. Behind the human mask, you are a spirit spark learning to master your human vehicle through right thought and right feeling. You were born as a spirit spark out of the one intelligence or creator, which created every planet, every sun, every galaxy, every celestial being, every worm, horse, alligator, tree, human and angel. As an individual spirit spark you choose your own course of action in your own unique way that is different from everyone else. Embedded into a world of chaos as a human being, you enjoy successes and failures with each choice. You suffer growing pains that cause stress and strain and times of pleasure and upliftment, yet all the while you are gaining knowledge and about to graduate. You have created problems, happy adventures and sad, and suffered bliss and despondency, ups and downs until your death, upon which you find yourself happily free of the chains that bind. And free again to try another embodiment because you know you can do it better next time.

“This life you live with your many relationships, is not the real you. Remember you are the real you behind the mask of personality. Your personality mask takes over from the moment of awakening from sleep, but the real you is ever present hovering in the background as the real you. The personality mask is a software program, no different from your computer software. But computer programs can be updated and obsolete programs deleted. You as a human being can make changes within yourself through meditation. Meditation is a timeless method passed down from those who have gone before and left a trail of markers, by shutting down all movement in body, mind and emotions and, sitting in silence with helpful techniques, aligning with your inner self.

“Your personality mask comes and goes with each embodiment, but your individuality is the same innocent spirit spark that was born out of the heart of Father-Mother God. You have never lost access to the feeling of being wrapped in the arms of warm soothing love. It feels like home. You are still that innocent. It is you the innocent that is having the human experience. Remember? Try to remember. Be at peace. Sit in silence. In an instant you can be back home in the bosom of Father-Mother God and FEEL it, to be refreshed, revitalized and renewed so life is once again exciting, passionate, happy, loving, beautiful and peaceful. You have lived hundreds and thousands of lives in sentient form, each one with a different personality to co-mingle with the surroundings. It was a joy each time to assimilate the differences, and each time you forgot that you were a divine innocent - the same individual re-embodying again and again. Only in the in-between state of embodiment do you remember who you are and perhaps go to school to refresh your memory and update your file, no different than going to continuing education school on earth.

“You have only one life. You have had many bodies but you have only one life, and you have within you a record of all those hundreds and thousands of lives, which is referred to as the “akashic records“. These records compose what is known as your “etheric body“, often called the “etheric double“ because it looks just like the physical body. If you see a ghost-like apparition of someone who has just passed over, you see not with your physical eyes but with the eyes of your own etheric body. The etheric body of each individual contains the accumulated wisdom and knowledge of all lifetimes prior. We have no idea what unresolved mistakes are stored in our etheric body that need correcting and closure, but they pop up for us to work on them as hot button issues. We also have no idea what talents and skills are stored in our etheric body awaiting opportunity to show up in daily life, such as child prodigies, or courageous acts of heroism or skilled orators, medical workers, inventors or charity workers. It is not the brain or intellect that accesses the akashic records. It is circumstance that opens the door of opportunity, like accidentally bumping into a stranger who becomes a sudden friend. Your higher self is in charge.

“Remember that you have lived in many different bodies and many cultures, even other planets, but you will not know it intellectually. You will know it with the knowing of your body, with your heart and soul. It is the purpose of the divine plan to keep you safely shielded from your many lives so you can focus on THIS life and give your all. The larger plan is to have you experience life through as many different perspectives as you choose, in order that you may grow into a god-man or god-woman, a master of love, wisdom and power, of purity, truth and comfort, and finally freedom from human re-embodiment. In all of your previous lives you have gathered knowledge and wisdom and learned what is not good or right for you, that does not fit well with you. You are progressing through an invisible school of initiations and graduations without even knowing it. In each personal situation that confronts you with a challenge and a struggle, you are tested to make a decision that is either good for you and the whole, or not good for you and the whole. What is good for you is ALWAYS good for the whole. When you make a wrong decision that is not good for you, it will not last and you will have it kick back at another time to choose rightly. This is a secret clue that many people will not get. The clue is to measure everything through your OWN sense of right and wrong, not what the world thinks you should do. Everyone fails the first test, and the second, and the third and the fourth and so on and so on, because the earth schoolmasters teach us not to think of ourselves first. They tell us to sacrifice for others, and that is absolutely the wrong advice. The ascended masters teach us the correct way, and that is to follow your heart.

“Let your love within YOU guide you. Feel for the love that is in you. Don’t give your love away so that it leaves you depleted, empty and in discomfort. Always look for love within yourself first. Build the love within yourself. Stick to your own path. When you do this, you will have ample love to share with others. As you build the love within yourself, you will start to radiate love. Continue living your life through the eyes of love and you will start to glow. Many people think (wrongly) that by giving love to others at their own expense they build treasures in heaven, but that’s not true. They only deplete themselves of vitality, lose strength and expose themselves to the invading hordes that are everywhere. The spiritual path is one in which you continue to focus on love within, not love without.

“By building love within - and you have to figure that out for yourself - THEN you will build the fire in yourself from a small ember into a larger fire and if you keep on building the fire in yourself it will grow so large that it will overflow your body and out into your auric field beyond your skin. There it will intermingle with the auric field of others and you’ll be passing the spark just be walking through the crowd. This is how you help raise the vibrations of your community and how you come in contact with people you long to meet, who vibrate on the same wavelength as you - your family, your friends, your work place. Let your love within you guide you. (End)

Love and hugs to everyone. I miss seeing my close friends. Blessings from the Masters, Angelics, Galactics and me, Diana 

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4/11/21 - Computer Crash

This message comes to you in a different format because my computer crashed. I don't know how to insert a picture. It is going out to a limited contact list, people who were in my cellphone contacts. Access to my regular list is unavailable so I can't send a newsletter in the usual way. I will post it on the Anakosha.org website because there is no way of knowing what the future will bring. I want to stay in touch with everyone. By continuing to share my stories is my main calling, for I am in the ascension process and don't want to keep these things locked up secret even though not too many understand what I'm talking about!!!

I remain excited as long as I am an involved participator in world happenings. Fortunately my husband had a laptop which he is not using, so here I am at my desk with a strange new appliance that I need to understand. 
It is my feeling that I have been upgraded on a soul level, and the computer is something that was of the past. Besides, it was an old computer. Not very modern. But now that I've been cut off from my life's work and all my files, I don't know what to do. I just didn't think or plan for this. I've been in close contact with the Ascended Masters and I know they are watching to see how I will respond, but will I be able to let it go? Or will I fight and get myself all in a dithy trying to backtrack and fix it? The ascension process is one of letting go of the small stuff and moving into a lighter, easier, smoother attitude. But what is small? And what is important to keep? It is not what most of us are used to doing - letting go of things that have been a habit that you've relied upon for years and years and years. When you get cut off at the knees it's very destabilizing. There is no handrail to hold onto. 

But it's not the end of the world. The Ascendeds keep tabs on everyone. They would counsel with more people if only they would only ask, but so many are not aware of the Ascended Masters, who they are or how close and available, and how personal. They are not in the sky. They are right next to us but in a higher dimension that is pure and unaffected by our world or actions. There is no overlap except through higher consciousness. When a person stops all outer activity and goes into the silence of the heart one receives information that is important to his or her welfare. I am aware of them at certain times. Vague presences that glow in on me. I've trained myself to talk to them every day as a repetition exercise. I have developed an open line from my end. I am still free to have my own life and they don't interfere with me, but they offer guidance if asked with appropriate respect and humbleness. So let me tell you how the computer crash has affected me and what's going on here. 

I accepted it at first. I am accustomed to accepting life's little burps and even the big bumps. But in the days that followed, the enormity started to sink in. All my journals gone. The history of the past, the teachings of the masters, the unearthly visions I've recorded, the databases of names and personal contacts, meaningful relationships, and the unfolding vision of a new community, a new way of life, a dream beginning to emerge out of the rubble, the past revealed as a solid foundation for what is yet to come. The anticipation building every day is now cut off. It's gone. It didn't matter that Doug said, "Be patient". His logical mind didn't help. I didn't have faith in computers, I didn't know how it could be resolved so I let the stress build and build and build and 10 days later an explosion took place. Boy. I didn't know pent-up stress had so much power.  "OMG! What am I going to do?" And my wonderful husband took the time to listen - really listen to me - and he talked with me. After an hour or two I calmed down and went upstairs to do some meditations.

It began during breathing exercises. "Boundaries. You need to set boundaries." Just a thought and I saw an oval-shaped glow of light around me growing darker the closer in to me at the center. It was the lightest and cleanest out at the outer circumference of my aura. I had been studying the science of the aura recently so this was not too surprising. At first it felt as if it were looming over me. The thought came, "I need to listen to my higher self." Then I realized my higher self is all around me, not just over me. It's under my feet as well. It is a full circle. The layers are merging together. They are not distinctly separate but they are knitting together. I have been building boundaries right along. I have been shutting off thoughts from other people, inadvertently closing out influences from the lives of other people. This is a new awareness. 

The realization dawned on me slowly, that it was the power of my own strengthening force field that caused my computer to crash. It has cut my cord to the past and is moving me to higher, lighter ground. I'm still here in the physical world but my consciousness is unable to go back. I didn't know. As I continue the repetitive meditations that I have been doing for so many years, I am firming up the power in myself. I am building solid boundaries that I didn't know I had. There are separate aspects to my aura - etheric, emotional, mental and spiritual. These are the layers that are denser as they are closer to my body. I have been doing this right along in my creative visualizations, breath work and decrees. Now the question is, do I want to fight to keep what Ih have just been cut off from? 

The thought that comes next is (I'm writing it down) "The light is meant for you, not to tell others. Cement your growing awareness into your higher self, not your lower self. Tell it to your higher self and feed your power upward into the light. It is for you alone." Do not worry about teaching or telling others. Each person is on their own separate path. This realization caused me some confusion. Agitated thoughts started to take place. Stop sending newsletters? This contradicts what I have been doing, sharing my stories with others. It comes naturally to me. It gives me happiness and excitement to tell someone, anyone, the world. Being told to stop writing openly is cause for concern. I feel I must talk about this beautiful higher love. The idea of building boundaries confused me. My finite brain started to stir up commotion.  

I breathed into the sun and the sun breath calmed me. I started to drift into the silence. Then I heard myself ask, "Mother God, If I close my aura and create boundaries around me will I lose the expansive feelings of love?" The answer came quickly: "My child, you need boundaries for you have work to do now." 

I heard myself say, "I know but can you give me a pep talk please because I don't want to. How do I resolve knowing that I have to but not wanting to?" I was suddenly filled with love. It came flooding through me without warning so strongly, and emotion welled up within me so fast, and I was moved to tears so quickly that they streamed down my cheeks. And I heard, "Oh my blessed little one, how do you resolve such a quandary? With love of course!" Awareness shattered the separate little compartments in my mind and brought understanding to full disclosure and completion.

I asked the question, "Can I write this down that I am doing and share it with others?" Answer: "Yes, you have enjoyed writing your journey. Yes, write. By building boundaries you are shutting out the riff raff, not the love. The love will always shine through."


It was yesterday that this took place, so today I am at peace. Who knows what is coming in the next days. Nobody can know what tomorrow will bring. I am keeping an open mind. My higher self is the one in charge and I don't know who I am on those higher planes. I just know I am supposed to keep practicing meditation, visualizations, breath work and other techniques that keep me feeling good. My job is to simply to trust it.

Lovingly, 
Diana 




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3/29/21 - DK on Massage Exchanges

The Tibetan Master Djwal Khul

One day I asked Master Djwal Khul a question about massage. Coming from an active lifestyle of loving couples who were evolving and experiencing more and more freedom and love in the safe space we provided, I was ahead of the game and kept trying to introduce more loving connection into their lives through loving touch massage. This was more difficult than I thought. I thought simple hands-on warmth would bring strangers together quicker but - well, you can imagine the rest. It didn't work. I was ahead of my time. One day I was so confused that I questioned "Why?" What should I say? What should I do? How do I communicate this beautiful thing? I was truly trying to help them connect more beautifully. I knew they had pure love in them. All of them. Every body is full of love. But it wasn't working. Why? So I asked Master DK about it.

As I said earlier, he leaves me to my own life and let's me do whatever I want to do. It's my life, my free will. I can make wrong choices or experimental choices or stay in denial or confusion, whatever. He is a far distant adviser. Someone up there on the mountain and I must go to him if I want something. So on this day as I rambled around trying to figure it out I thought of DK and threw in a serious question. What do I do about this? He began talking to me by melding his consciousness with mine, overlighting me, but I was so busy complaining that I wasn't hearing him at first. He had a hard time getting through to me. I always wanted to treat message simply, simple hands-on warm caring kindness. That's all. But my experiences were - well - unsuccessful. There were so many threads - personal needs, desires, compulsions, obsessions, hungers, drives - they were all present and I soaked them up because I was receptive. They wove themselves into me so I didn't know what was me any more. Some were pleasureable, some strange, some foreign, some distasteful, some ecstatic, some annoying, some downright intolerable - it was the story of humanity. I didn't know that I was being educated. It was impossible to give unconditional love into that mix because everyone needed something and I tried to fill that need. I'm sure many who read this have the same experiences. As I was contemplating these things, DK finally overrode my mental chatter and began speaking. I wrote it down on paper as I usually did when he talked.
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"Massage dredges up sensations and feelings that cannot be described easily. Long buried emotions are emotions that were undelivered. They were stored in the muscles, bone and tissues. They alter the DNA and come back in the next life and the next body. You can’t get rid of them no matter how hard you try. They are you, and you have to deal with them sooner or later. That’s why massage is helpful, but there is a certain amount of information that goes along with it. It is this. When the body is loved the muscles, tissues, cells, even the bones relax and release inhibitions. These bubble up naturally when the body is made to feel truly safe, in a safe place, and won’t be put upon to do something unexpected. The best attitude to have is just love them. Love the body and the body is soothed and relaxed.

Unconditional loving kindness is required to help a person relax, because we all see through colored glasses. What we see through our filtering eyes we project onto people without realizing it. So the instruction is to substitute what you THINK you feel from this person and say, “I love you, I respect you, you are beautiful,“ etc. We need to assure them that we do not want anything in return. Warm hands and human kindness, that’s what we give during the massage. It helps the body to relax and release possibly five lifetimes of repressed emotions. We don’t know. We only know we want to give them a beautiful, loving experience. Allow them to feel what is happening inside their bodies, without them having to guess what you want in return. Nurture them into allowing themselves to feel. The person on the table may get visions, pictures, along with feelings. Allow them. You who are standing and applying the hands-on healing, slow down. Let your warm hands feel the energies of the person. You can only feel that when you slow down and stop moving so fast. Let your hands say “Yes!” That’s all. Just “Yes!”
 
For the person on the table, feelings are ripples within your emotions. Your emotional body is like a deep pond. When you are relaxed, your pond is smooth. When disturbed, your pond makes waves. When you are in deep trouble and fighting something, your pond is stormy. No matter what is happening, don’t react to it. Allow these feelings to ripple on out. Ripples of emotions are not spirals. They are not connected. They are individual ripples, circular waves that pass outward from the center and disappear. Wave after wave passes outward from the center and disappears. Let the first wave pass by you and let the second wave pass and the third, and the ripples in your emotions will disappear. These are toxic energies that were repressed in the past, and now you are letting them go. You may see pictures as they pass, or have a desire to lash out, or a desire to yell or scream or cry. Let these emotions pass. Identify with these emotions and welcome them. Accept and allow them. This is gentle primal therapy. It is loving. They are ripples in the pond, let them disappear and you will enjoy the smooth, clear surface of the pond again if all goes as planned. This is called “being vulnerable”. Allow yourself to be vulnerable.

We who give the massage must be kind, warm, loving and nurturing. Allow this person to feel what they are feeling under our warm caring hands. We are consciousness. We are just one consciousness unit out of the sea of consciousness. Everyone is a unit out of that sea of consciousness so we are all connected. When we get close, and when hands are on us, we share our consciousness. Let it ripple on through. Don’t hold onto it to amplify it. Let it go. Holding onto a feeling magnifies it, makes it bigger. If it’s a hate feeling, or a lust feeling or a sad feeling or a hurt feeling, no matter what the feeling, it is a ripple unconnected to former ripples. Let it go and it will disappear. If you WANT to hold onto it, then by all means, hold onto it. Amplify it, but be sure you know what you are doing. This is how we create or manifest something we want and maybe we don‘t really want this complication in our life right now. For purposes of this massage, you are learning something about yourself. Notice it. Pay attention, and let it go all at the same time. Let it flow.
 
During this massage you may loosen long repressed energies in you going back into other lives in other bodies and other situations. This is good to allow them release. Repressed emotions, being stuck in your etheric body, feed into your physical body as distortions. They are not smooth and they cause the body problems, like mental disturbance or physical aches or disease. There are six other layers of your consciousness that also feed into your physical body. The more refined layers are not the repressed emotions. The repressed emotions are down low in density. They are compressed. Their vibrations are sluggish and therefore reside deeper in your consciousness as a sub-conscious energy. These reside in what is called the etheric body. The higher more refined layers of your consciousness also interpenetrate your physical body.

You are intelligence descending from very high realms. You are compacting your awareness into a dense finite body. The closer your consciousness gets to physical density the more you can isolate the feeling and identify it and learn from it. But levels of you remain on higher more refined consciousness levels. Consciousness can be everywhere and is everywhere since it is part of the sea of universal consciousness.

All individual consciousness units - each human being - feed into the sea of consciousness everywhere. But as a unit of individual consciousness, we descend down into more of a focus. We can now, on this dense physical level, focus our attention on the more immediate surroundings. We can bring situations and locations into focus by putting our attention on something specific. That is why we are here in a physical body in a physical world. We are focusing on something specific to engage with it and learn from it. We have chosen our family, and our primary partner, and all those who are friends and colleagues, and those we like to hang out with. We have chosen them by focusing on them. When we don’t want to hang out with them any more, we lose contact with them and they disappear from our lives.
 
In order to learn, grow and evolve, we take embodiment in physical bodies. We focus on something and bring it into sharp focus to make it real for us. But each sentient being is not really a physical being. He or she is a swirling mass of atoms, electrons and sub-atomic particles with lots and lots of space inbetween each atom. We are not as physical as we think we are. Can we see this? Can we begin to identify with the SPACE inbetween the atomic structure of matter? That is the consciousness of the person. It is also the consciousness of the so-called inanimate object, like the cell phone, or the car, or the house we go home to at night. Bring your "everywhere" consciousness into sharp focus on the thing you want to create, or work out mentally. Feelings are a ripple in the process, a byproduct of your movement and interactions with others. You are consciousness learning something by engaging with others and sharing information. Don’t hold onto these feelings during the massage.

Now, on the other hand, by holding onto feelings and knowledge that you discovered, you create your reality. You may meet someone at a club or at the place where you work, and you want to magnify that connection and exaggerate that connection with that person. Then you may hold that person in your mind. You are holding their vibration in your mind. You may be intensifying your vibration with their vibration. In so doing you may also be cursing that person or causing a psychic attack if that person doesn’t want you in their field of awareness. Maybe they are trying to get rid of you and you are holding onto them. Be aware of this because what you do to harm another, comes back to you in full circle. Karma is the law of the circle.
 
Every thought you send out, comes back to the sender. Don’t be fooled into thinking you can force or coerce the person to do something you want them to do, even if it’s to “get well”, because if your intent is selfish and you want it for yourself, then you are obstructing them from their soul’s purpose. Selfishness goes against the laws of the universe and hurts you in return. You get these terrible things happening to you and you wonder why God is so mean, but it’s not God. It is you who created the kickback. The purpose of learning unconditional love is to learn NOT to be selfish, not to require someone to give you what you want by wishing for something selfish. The way to do that is wishing and wanting what is for the good of the WHOLE, the whole community, the whole human race, so that everyone benefits.

If one person is harmed as a result of what you wish for, then it is not for the good of the whole. If you dislike someone and wish them to leave you alone, that is selfish and not for the good of the whole. If you resent something or hate something, that is not for the good of the whole. What is good for the whole may not be what your ego wants, but it definitely is what your soul wants. Your soul is the one who is learning something here, and your soul is learning and evolving by integrating with the good of the whole. That is how we evolve.  If you don’t like that, then you are on the other side of what is good for the whole, and you will get unpleasant kickback. Not because I say so, but because this is the law of the universe.

The law of the universe is harmony, order, refinement, smoothness, wellness, health, abundance, joy, peace, happiness. The universe works in harmony because all is working in cooperation with all the other parts. The human body works so well because all the parts work in cooperation with all the other parts. The digestive system works with the nervous system which works with the circulation system, which works with the elimination system and with all the organs, the eyes, brain, arms, legs, all work together in harmony because they are connected as a whole unit. It is when we do something against harmony, that we experience disorder in our bodies.
 
There are those who don’t want to work together, and those are the ones who work against themselves and cause themselves despair because they are not moving with the tide, with the flow of harmony. As the world is refining itself, as the world is evolving itself to more harmony every day, every hour, every moment, it behooves us to move with that universal, larger flow, the natural order of things, and not against it. What feels good to us on the deep inner joyful levels is the right path to take, and the right choice to make. On the street level where we live our days, the key is to nurture other individuals in their growth. Beam love and peace to them. This is how we connect with their soul and experience being more grounded, more comfortable, more at peace with ourselves in every day situations.

Those of us who indulge our higher, other dimensional fantasies that are not practical or make sense to the others around us, like being lifted off the planet in spaceships, or being swept away by a knight in shining armor, or by pressuring someone to conform to our personal requirements when they don’t want to, are indulging in illusion. It’s not going to happen. We need to grow up and realize that we are projecting wishful thinking. Wishful thinking is ungrounding. It is keeping us disconnected from the world around us. The better way to stay connected to the world around us is by nurturing others we come in contact with - and giving them their space. And supporting their endeavors by beaming love and peace to them. That helps them to become more comfortable and it helps us to feel good. Then we begin to blossom right here on the spot where we stand or sit. Blossom where you’re planted. Put your roots down and nurture your environment so there is a loving support around you." End of DK's message. I felt him fade away, leaving me alone.
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Comments today: Several responses came to me from my last newsletter. Thank you for letting me know your thoughts. Yesterday I had a visit with a man and had an energetic exchange, a discussion, on the subject of intimacy. It was electric and magnetic, both at the same time (male and female perspectives). An intellectual discussion producing a warm understanding and a long hug afterwards. I learned that I am still alone in my thinking. At least with men. I suspect that women are more on my wave length than men, but I can't be sure about that. The jury is still out. I know that spirit flows in a more downward direction in the male body and that spirit flows in a more upward direction in a female body, but that's another subject for another time. It is common knowledge that men and women have opposite perspectives, but the details of WHY remains esoteric. Not common knowledge.

But opposites attract, which is essential to the enthusiasm and excitement of life ongoing. And even though it creates frustration and confusion in relationships, the opposites provide leverage to reach for higher ground. Unconditional love IS the higher ground. When all is said and done, it is that point when each of you allows yourself to sink exhausted into surrendering to love. It is not a surrender of one to another's need, but it is a surrender to the heart of love where all disagreement and opposition vanish. It raises the bar to a more elegant, refined level. Neither has control over the other. They are both the same. One doesn't expect something "more" from the other. One adores the other, appreciates the other, sheds gratitude on the other. It is simple. The feeling is simple, not complicated. It is all that can be reached at the moment. It is unconditional reaching for the highest melding possible. There is an angel overriding each of us. It's always there. It cares and is unconditionally moving us to care for the other. It is serving the other by forgetting oneself. It is the purest of the pure. And it is human nature. We've seen it many times in action. There is nothing but love in people and it's possible to reach that place during a massage exchange.

This is a new age philosophy. I've been writing about it for a long time. It's posted everywhere on the Anakosha website. I thank my visitor yesterday for providing me an opportunity listen to his space and for me to express mine. We came very close together. This is sacred space. The human body is sacred. EVERY human body is sacred but low self esteem so often prevails which means low vibrations exist everywhere. I invite contact for the purpose of sharing high vibrations. Thank you.  Exchanging energies is what we should be doing more often. Carefully. Selectively. Meaningfully.  It is how we transform. I'd love to have a massage exchange with anyone, woman or man, a higher vibrational massage. Contact me by email so we can chat. A massage exchange, means I give you one and you give me one, each with a pure and innocent mind and a pure and innocent heart. 


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3/24/21  "Stay at the mouth of the river"
Ascended Master Djwal Khul
 
There are stronger-than-ever connections being made with the Master DK who has been overlighting me for I don't know how long. He is the most prominent of all the ascendeds of which I am familiar. His presence is a father figure, or grandfather perhaps, always available to go to for advice but does not interfere with my personal life. The connection with the ascendeds is turning up stronger, since I have been thinking about massage exchanges again, such as a network or massage club. I called it a love clulb at one time. It has been a calling for more than 30 years, but life has a way of distracting and pulling you away from your mission. Now I am back again considering it, and as I do I am being reminded again of ascension massage. In 2014 I posted "ascension massage" on the Anakosha website (click here) and forgot about it. I just went back today and re-read it, what was once an ascended master request.

Moving on, let me share with you a meaningful discussion that took place with the Master DK. It was a morning in 2017. After doing some chakra purification rituals one I felt so pure, so wonderful, so peaceful, I asked DK, “I feel so good now. How can I stay connected to source flowing through me? How can I prevent myself from co-opting and going astray? How can I stay in the divine flow and not ever leave it? I have fallen away from the divine flow, I am sorry, I want to get back to the divinity within me!” He said, “Stay at the mouth of the river before it goes out into the sea.” I asked, "I don’t understand the allegory. What does this mean?”
 
He said, “The unformed intelligence/light/divinity comes down through grooves and conduits until it reaches your dense physical body. At the point where it reaches your dense physical is the equivalent of merging with the sea - the sea of human consciousness. This is the point where the divine light becomes human if you are “coloring” it with qualities that are not divine and not in the perfection from which it springs. i.e., unconditional love. Anything less than love is human. Stay at the mouth of the river where it joins with the sea of human consciousness - or human UNCONSCIOUSNESS. Stay aware. Stay alert. Stay in the flow of divine grace. Divine perfection.

"The creative intelligence is a person. It has desires and intelligence. It has love and purity. It has truth and peace. It has freedom. It has all of the qualities that you have as a human being. You were made in the image of the creator. You ARE its desires and its intelligence. You ARE its love and its purity. You ARE its truth, peace and freedom. You embody the creator God. Each of you do. The creator lives a sentient life through each of you. You are its hands and feet, its wants and loves. You are the desire of God when you don’t co-opt it and dim it down and turn it in a negative direction by thinking thoughts that are less than pure. Your job is to remain at the mouth of the river and as the divine flow comes into embodiment, you receive it in pure form and with pure thought and pure feeling. With love and intelligence, with truth and purity, and with peace and grace, and with freedom and joy.

"This is how you stay in the flow and stop co-opting the divinity that is flowing through you continuously, even now. Remain pure and whole and express what is coming down through the conduits into your dense consciousness. Follow creator‘s desire. Your desire is its desire. It has a desire to see through what you are calling your own but it is not your own. Live joyously what you know because it is Creator‘s knowing and creator‘s desiring. Love what you know. Walk your talk. Walk what you know. This pure unadulterated divinity is moving through your body constantly. Don‘t co-opt it! Let it shine as it wants to shine. Do what it wants to do. Think what it wants to think. Feel what it wants to feel.”
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There will be more coming about massage exchanges. I have been very patient, waiting for the right approach to fall into place. "Falling forward" is how he put it in the past. Wait until there is no other way to go but to fall forward without effort into what has been prepared for you. Your niche.

Massage swaps anyone? But not just "any" massage. Check out the ascension plan HERE. I would love to get started weaving the network, one person at a time. Let me know. We can chat personally about it. Contact me HERE




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3/18/21 How to call on an Ascended Master
Read a Mary Magdalene book - or any other Master

When I was reading Mary Magdalene’s book “Divine Feminine“ by Mercedes Kirkel, I became attached to her without realizing it. This became noticeable the following morning when, as I woke up trying to bring my poor old body awake, I searched my mind - OK, what pattern should I do? What ritual? What program? Should I open the heart first? Where should I begin? It takes awhile to wake my body up after being "dead" all night. I began thinking linear as usual but it is increasingly confusing to me to wake up by using techniques I‘ve learned. It’s becoming bothersome and boring. Lately I’ve started giving up because it’s not seeming to work any more. So I asked Mary Magdalene who was suddenly there. "What should I do?"  I heard her voice in my mind as easily as a refreshing breeze on a hot day. Mary Magdalene said, "Don’t follow rules and patterns. That’s the outer way. You are past that. Come within."

Still lying dead in bed trying to "come within" was a struggle. I started losing focus on something I learned and was trying to remember it. She asked me, “What are you aware of? What are you feeling? Where is your consciousness?” I became aware of a glowing space and swirling atoms. I am in the space between the atoms and electrons. I am space, conscious of feeling space, off my body, of the space inside my body. My toes are wiggling, my arms, my fingers, my stomach, my consciousness was moving around, was fluid, not attached to anywhere in particular. It was everywhere. I became aware how different it was to follow a ritual or a list of exercises. It is small in comparison to where I am right now. Where I am right now is everywhere. Repetition is boring. I want to move!

I see that the male way is attached to outcomes. The male wants to follow the paved road because it is familiar. It gets you to where you want to go. Whereas the feminine is already here, already now, already complete and doesn’t want to go anywhere else. Isn’t this strange? Being here now and complete, being in the everywhere, in the allness, in the oneness, in the unity where everything is connected?  From this space of connection to everything I can go out into the 3D world or 4D world or 5D world and do whatever I want to do, and I can stay in this space of connection and allness which feels good to me, peaceful, whole and complete. This is what Mary is showing me this morning as I came awake out of slumber. My body was dead all night long and now I have to wake it up.

I got to my feet, conscious of my feet on the floor from within this comfortable internal space of whirling atoms and celestial bodies while I became aware of the walls, the clock, the windows, the bed, as if they too were in my internal space, my empty void space. I brought them into my space by opening and connecting to them without leaving my inner space. They were part of my reality. I drew them in. I was part of them. The windows, pulling back the curtain I smelled the cool fresh air from outside while still remaining in space, the inner space. I am inside my body. I am in my body and yet connected to the tree outside my window with the monster ivy growing through the lush green oak leaves, yet I am feeling myself still in the inner space. I am drawing the consciousness of the tree into me. I haven’t moved outside of my space. I am anchored within.

And the shower, Mary was with me in the shower. I asked her to be. I was aware as I brushed my teeth that she was holding me to my inner space and not letting me drift away to the external world. She was keeping me from following my normal routine ritual because then, as she showed me, I would lose my sweet connection to my internal space and would enter the outer world. I feel within my cells, my fluids, my sensations, I am contained within me. Instead of looking at the clock and letting my mind extend downstairs to Doug and latch onto him and the kitchen and the tasks awaiting me, she had me get the stool – I never did that before - and place it in the tub and start the water flowing. And to get the salt from the cabinet, get wet all over and then shut off the water, sit on the stool and start rubbing salt on me. I remained inside my body, in the vastness of space within, connected to the allness and unity and I thoroughly enjoyed, for the first time in my life, meditating in the shower. Afterwards, I felt so clean. This was Mary’s gift to me today. I asked her. You can ask her and she will answer you, not in words but in experience.
 
“Don’t think “feminine” she said, think “inner“. All souls are alike, not just women, men too. Become aware everywhere within. Put attention on feeling, not for an object but simply feel open-ended. Put attention on your everywhere. Think circular but don‘t “think“ circular, BE circular. Expand your awareness. Increase your awareness. Heighten your awareness. Allow it to expand out in a circular fashion as it will.“ As I do this I feel more comfortable. I don’t have to “think” or “remember” a list of techniques or exercises. I expand like a light bulb expands its light. The outer movement is slowing down. I am becoming peaceful. I am aware of myself becoming peaceful. I am not thinking.

When I am in linear mode I am thinking “What do I do first? Where do I focus first? and I experience anxiety. I have to put forth effort to choose what to do next and I grow bored. Now I am feeling more power, probably because I am including all of me instead of cutting my focus down to one part only. She reminds me that it is not a matter of looking inside me versus looking outside me, but is a matter of including both inside AND outside. It is an all-inclusive action versus focusing in tunnel-vision fashion on a chosen object.  Mary is telling me to keep the priority on myself first, within my own skin so I can experience connection with myself first. As I put attention on myself first and spend time anchoring there, then it is natural to experience expansion to include the outer. My consciousness expands on its own. I don’t make it happen. My consciousness through breathing seems to naturally expand like a light bulb shining spherically out and around me.
 
“Get past the separation mode of 'either/or'. Your consciousness is big enough to include both your inner world and your outer world in the same moment. You do not have to divide your attention between this or that. Always start at your center and expand out. Duality starts by looking outside of oneself first. Duality started long ago by souls birthing here who were already out of balance. They had gone out of balance in other systems and they brought their imbalance with them to this planet. They did not have a connection to their inner self which is the feminine side of the self, the connection to Source Creator, Father-Mother God, the flow of life. The feminine retains that connection while the male aspect goes out beyond the periphery to push the boundaries of the kingdom. But these lost souls forgot their way back to their inner world, and thus they remained separate and they taught those of the earth how to do the same way. These unbalanced souls developed an elaborate network of greed, competition and selfishness.
 
"In this new age into which we are moving, the pendulum of the cosmic clock has turned and is swinging back in the other direction. It is called the 'in breath' of God. One 'out breath' is said to be 2000 years, the equivalent of an age on the astrological cycle.  The 'in breath' is the turning of the age. There is now an 'in breath' which is drawing souls back to their source. This reconnects us with the feminine aspect of our inner beings, our souls. If a soul does not want to reconnect with their feminine, they resist the love that is offered. If they don’t want it, that is OK under universal law.

They will leave this planet through natural means, because they won’t want to stay here. This planet is going more and more towards the light, more love, more peace. The momentum is gathering as it does at the beginning of each new age. The pendulum turns and begins swinging the other way. People are heading in a new direction. The momentum is picking up. More people are joining the new direction. A soul that resists this new direction is like a car making a u-turn on a busy highway and trying to go back the way it came into oncoming traffic. When a soul resists and doesn’t want to go with the flow of the majority, there will be accidents, pain and discomfort. Resisting the tide always brings exhaustion and distress. It is better to go with the flow."

The last piece of advice Mary Magdalene gave me before I went downstairs was, “All teachings via words are perspectives from other people telling you what they’ve learned as they seek the path back to the within, to the source of themselves. So ALL teachings are masculine since they are projecting out and away from their own truth within. My writings are also masculine in that I am writing and projecting away from me. Once a soul reaches the inner sanctuary, there is no need to project any longer. The feminine teachings are not verbal. They are solitary experiences. They are your own journey within and there are no words. The inner journey is tapping into and discovering what your own role is in the vastness of space. This is the one piece of the puzzle we need to focus on. Only that.”
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This is often how it works for me, waking in the night to write a message down on paper, and in the morning in the shower when they speak to me in my mind. It is in ways that are clearly not my own thoughts. It's like the sun breaking through dullness.  You can tell when an ascended master is speaking to you mentally. They are trying to reach us through dense layers of thickness. Muddy waters. The way to begin, for a beginner, is to read  channeled messages from a specific ascended master. There are many channels serving in this capacity online today. Just by focusing on their (the ascended's) words, you link with their consciousness. Do it a number of times, not just once. It requires pummeling through thick density periodically, morning and night. If you read enough of ascended master messages - better still, focus on only one or two - you are adapting to their resonance which is forming a tunnel through the clouds to link with them. It is a consciousness link. They have a unique signature, and you have a unique signature, so it is a personal connection, like a telephone call. But it is even more intimate than a telephone call. It's mind to mind, telepathy from one rarified world to another world which is thicker and denser and harder to reach.

The ascended masters are trying to make themselves known to us. There is eagerness on their end, but we are the ones who have to do the work on our end because we are buried. We need to reach to them and prepare ourselves mentally, consciously, to receive them. They are putting the push on now. This is also how the extraterrestrial forces are contacting us - the light forces, not the dark ones. But I am more connected to the ascendeds than I am to the ETs because my focus is inner work, it's covert, I'm not overtly trying to save the planet. The ascendeds are speaking directly to the divine within us, because they are divine themselves. They teach us how to connect to the divine within our own hearts while we are yet still in physical bodies.

The ETs have a different role to play and there are many more of them than there are ascended masters. The ETs are coming from all over the universe to assist us, at the request of the creator, to help earth get rid of the dark forces embedded deeply in the soil. But they too are trying to reach individuals who call to them and want to help. Their messages are more subtle, not as sharp and lucid as the ascendeds (for me). But that's because I've been connected to the ascendeds since age 15 and have thus had more years of training. I am willing to assist anyone with questions. Feel free to email me.


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3/14/21 Your Individuality is Ultimately at Stake
A Message from Master Djwal Khul to me in 2017

Let’s talk about individuality for a moment. Your individuality is ultimately at stake here. You don’t want to lose your sense of self in the masses of other people around you, and you don’t want to lose your identity by merging with your husband or wife or live-in companion. On the other hand, religion has you surrendering yourself to some great god or being in the sky you don’t know or understand, but which you have to take on faith. You don’t want to lose yourself in the light, you don’t want to get lost in the great void or the great sea of infinite creation, or the sea of bliss as the spiritualists who seek to surrender their smaller self into something they do not understand but believe in.

What is driving you is understanding. You want to know!  Many say they simply want to disappear into the great unknown, but the masters are those who have retained their sense of self. This is not being selfish to retain your sense of self. It is not selfish to not want to disappear in a flash of light. This is the path of enlightenment in the body, in the personality. It is the path of enlightenment to become more conscious of your self. In the beginning of the spiritual path you are humble and feel pretty small, low as an earth worm crawling on the ground because you do not understand. Insects, birds, larger animals. All start out small and grow in self-consciousness. Humans are growing in self-consciousness. Masters are still growing in self-consciousness. There is no end to growth for even the creator is growing in self-consciousness.

Creator is growing in self-consciousness through us. Creator is us. As you grow in self consciousness of your self as being separate and different from those around you, with whom you live, work and play and co-create together, you are becoming more unique, more uniquely, inspiringly different. You are each developing talents that are yours alone.  The more self conscious you become, the greater grow your skills because you are applying yourself to your growth in self awareness. You are bettering yourself and cultivating your self, which is the creator operating through you. You become more aware of your abilities to be discerning. You ARE different. You were born to be different and to add your differences to the expanding community of mankind. Humanity is becoming more beautiful and more perfect as each individual betters himself uniquely, he or she separate and apart from the gray dullness of the tribe. You are born to be unique, you are born to shine. Mankind often sullies his uniqueness and his shining by following the masses and not applying himself, not asserting his opinion, not walking his own path which takes him away from the well-trod path.

You have an identity which creator gave you. Each person has. You as a human and you as a soul are uniquely different from all others. Maintain your integrity as you awake each new day, as you try to awkwardly help others or chastise others or judge others or correct others. Do these things within your community but all the while maintain your integrity, the wholeness of who you are as an individual son or daughter of the parent source. For you do have a parent source from which you came into existence. Always there is a parent source, and behind them another greater parent source, and on up the ladder of evolving selves. You are evolving into a greater being every moment you are awake and aware of yourself as an individual. You don’t want to lose it.  



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3/11/21 - Feminine Nurturing Healing Love
A message from spirit on 3/11/20


(Nancy speaking:) This is a beautiful answer to my life-long search "What is feminine? What is divine feminine? What is divine masculine?"  This exquisite message was channeled a year ago. I'm checking back through old journals to see what happened on this day one year ago, two years ago, three years ago. It is my time now to harvest the many messages I have received over the years. I share them with my friends. If you are not interested please write me and say "Remove me" on the subject line. I need to cull my list down to manageable size.
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The divine feminine is you when you identify with your inner body. The divine masculine is you when you follow the dictates that your inner body received from Father God. Your body is the creation of Mother God. The divine feminine does not act. It holds the light of the immaculate message which is contained in the feelings of the body. The body itself is Mother God’s spirit flowing through the cells. The divine masculine is when you put into action what your inner self received. Yang acts upon what Yin received. The divine masculine is not the originator of the message. It is following what the inner yin received and passed on, for yin and yang are one person. Yin receives the whole message and yang acts on it. You are both yin and yang and you are your higher self who also has a higher self who also has a higher self who also has a higher self. You on the ground in form receive the immaculate order from the higher you, and you on the ground put it into action. The messages do not come from your brain, nor from your yin or your yang, nor from another person. The inspiration comes from the you on a higher level. You are the consciousness on the ground receiving the message from your consciousness on higher levels. You are the knower on the ground who knows how to implement the message because you have a body made of this world. You on higher levels do not know how to operate in this world. You were sent to be a part of this world so you could bring forth higher intelligence into this world.

You are magnificent on your higher levels. You are the magnificent consciousness that built this body so that you could move around here. But you in your highest consciousness do not move. You never move. You are eternally silent, eternally awake, eternally aware, eternally knowing what is happening, eternally still and perceiving. You are the creator. You are the creator at your highest point. If you could go to that highest point you would leave your body behind and all that you know behind in your human life. You would leave behind your dreams, expectations, desires, hatreds, angers, resentments, attachments to all who you know. You would know yourself as eternal light and simply everything everywhere, known as oneness. You are all creation, all knowledge, infinite, immaculate. We in body cannot imagine this state but we’ve been there many times and then we leave it and descend into the finite focus of this world and this body.
 
We daydream and we are there. We are tapped on the shoulder and we return to worldly consciousness, time and space. We created all that exists everywhere. The creator (you) began your creation by creating a myriad sparks that were each one individual with a different agenda assigned to each spark. You as Robert have a different agenda from Ann, yet you are the same spirit creator as Ann. You are a piece of the same vast intelligence who created everything in existence, but you have a different purpose to fulfill than Ann does. You are not better nor worse than Ann. You are equal in consciousness. It is what you do with your consciousness that makes the difference. The difference is intended so that you, a spark of the prime creator, can experience other than itself. Prime creator in his natural original state is wholeness, allness, vastness. It is all one in its original intelligent state. So it decided to divide itself into two separate beings. It created another out of itself. This “other” had a different agenda. It was feminine because it was created second and so it was the follower, the one that split off from the original. The “other” was the one who was a receiver. Now the great universal oneness had an “other” to interact with. Yet this “other” was the same consciousness. It was not different. The only difference was that it was a receiver. Now he had an “other” to enjoy interacting with. This other is Mother God. She was created with the sound “mmmmmm” M which became Mother. And together Father God and Mother God created more “others”. They created a myriad spirit sparks which became their children, all with the same consciousness, but each spirit spark was created with some little difference which the baby spirit spark would elaborate on as it matured. For the whole purpose was to create a way to interact with “others”. Otherwise it was the same consciousness as Father God and Mother God, the parents. This is how prime creator created someone to play with, making each other slightly different (otherwise it would be the same) so that it could interact with itself and yet enjoy a variety of differences. Yet it was sameness also, sameness and differences combined created a game. And so life began to manifest into forms, starting with great lights in the cosmos, which became suns and eventually planets, animals, trees, lakes, mountains, birds and more.
 
Human, breathe down the front of your body from sun to earth, and exhale up the back of your body from earth to sun. Do this often throughout the day because Father God creates the ideas and passes them down to his children on the ground. He tells his ideas to Mother God who is the earth, and she puts that idea into form on a continual basis. You live because Father God breathes down through you into Earth, and Mother God breathes up through you through your spine. She maintains a pillar of light for Father God to breathe down through each physical form into Mother God who lives in the earth and maintains the physical planet and all of her forms on the planet. Father God creates the idea and sends it to Mother God who molds it into shape and form and nurtures it. Father god created suns in this way and each of the suns has a piece of Father God and a piece of Mother God in it. And they created planets and all living things this way - by Father God creating the idea and Mother God receiving the idea and molding it and loving it and nurturing it into shape and form. So we too are built of Father God and Mother God equally. We could not exist without them because they are creating us in their consciousness. They are imagining us into our form and shape. We ARE them in condensed version. We created all around us by choosing what we have chosen, what we have decided. We chose and we created and we directed all that has happened for us.

Our brain did not originate this reality. Our brain is finite form as our bodies are finite forms. Consciousness created all that we are enjoying today. We created it because we - our consciousness - chose it and decided it. We are a spark of the prime creator consciousness, the originator of all that is today, and we are the Mother who maintains the form, the dream. We are the illusion, the holograph, the holodeck. We are sparks of the creator and we can perform miracles because Father is in us and Mother God follows his immaculate wish. All we have to do is understand this and come to believe it, receive it, know it, accept it and allow it. Father and Mother God are one. He is happy with the interactions that we are engaging in. And he is not happy with artificial creations that some of us have created. Robots and mechanized technology do not have the creator’s consciousness in them. They are artificial copies without spirit and his children have unknowingly allowed artificial intelligence to take over. This goes into a lesser, darker, inharmonious fragmentation which destroys his lovely children of peace-loving natures. The solution is to merge the artificial with spiritual qualities. Instill artificial technology with love, peace, harmony, beauty, ecstasy, serenity and it will become a spiritual child of YOURS. YOU are creators. Build with love. 

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3/5/21 An instruction from the Master DK
Given to me on March 5, 2017

The more you relax, the more your etheric, mental and emotional energies can enter into your cells and tissues. The feeling of peace during yoga is the feeling of your higher bodies coming into alignment and peace with your physical body. Tingles of peace are a sign of the bodies coming into harmony. Relax and let your higher self come into rest and relax your physical. You are not just mental, not just physical, not just emotional, you are more than these three. You are all of these but you are fragmented. Separated from your self. If you were not separated or divided into painful fragments you would be experiencing ecstasy. On Cloud nine. Your outer duties would be irrevelant. You would be in joy connected to the web of life, the tantra of life, all around you, inside and outside of yourself. You  would see the people around you in a glow of light, peace and harmony even though they would not be experiencing harmony. Yet you would see them shining in the aura of bliss, happiness and joy.

Tantra starts with lining up and connecting with your OWN fragmented energies. Line them up first in yourself, so there is wholeness and peace within you, and then you can connect with others (in this case a lover or beloved partner) and expand the wholeness energies that each of you have cultivated and prepared within yourselves. Before making love, do this by meditating together. The teachings of tantra include this as ritual. Tantra was a teaching devised to teach mankind about his inner powers in a fun way. Since he was outer focused, playing with objects and others in a physical standpoint, sex was a main drawing power. By focusing on the love, wisdom and power that lies within him and comes through him and the others with whom he is playing, he thus learns about what feels good when touching certain spots on the body, and what doesn’t. It is a teaching about Self.

The inner Self is flowing through him and never stops flowing. But it can be cut down to a small trickle. Tantra teaches man to pay attention to what feels good and therefore puts more focus on that location in the body. The inner Self has powers that the little mind and outer body doesn’t. The power comes down from a higher place beyond his conscious awareness. He is learning by practicing tantra, which is a scientific ritual practice which focuses on the pathways that this inner power takes as it descends from beyond his conscious awareness. He thus learns to trust it through experiencing the pleasant sensations vs. the not-pleasant or blah sensations. He learns to turn it up for the full power to flow through him.

The power comes from above his head, or above his outer-world focus. Its anchor is in the heart. The power comes from a flame within the heart. It is his own immortal life flame that is anchored in his heart. The higher self descends down from beyond him and is anchored in the physical heart. In the ocean of physicality it is the life raft upon which he can feel solid and stop the turmoil of rolling waves of the ocean. It is the life raft just as the life raft you see in the ocean, bay or the great lakes in your planet, towards which swimmers go for rest while out in those great waters.
 
Some have said the gonads are the base of operations in the body because feelings are felt in that area. Others say the head is the base of operations because intelligence and reason comes from that area. Let us say both are right, but the heart is where the two converge and become merged - intelligence and feeling. Mind and body come to rest in the heart when a soul learns to bring these two consciousnesses together into the heart. It requires a period of inner focus to do this. Those who believe the gonads are the base of operations do not understand that the feelings he is getting come from the planet, Mother Earth, who is a living breathing spirit and she is reaching up to the sun who is her parent source. She was birthed from the sun. Just as you were birthed from spirit and reach upward to your parent, so does she reach upward and send upward her praise, thanksgiving and gratitude to her parent source. Thus you feel her reaching. It comes upward through the bottoms of your feet and travels upward through your legs and spine to your heart, where she experiences (through you) the merging with her parent source.  When we get our lusty feelings we are really getting HER feelings. They become lusty in our bodies because we do not let it flow through the gates which we have constructed and thus the earth energies are stopped and blocked below the naval. We are smaller versions of her. We live on her surface. We are her children and we feel what she feels.
 
Those who say the head is the base of operations because of the intelligence that takes place there, don’t have the whole picture. It is not the head or brain from which intelligence and thought originates, but the sun which shines its intelligence down upon the earth and her children. It comes from beyond, beyond our brain and head, This is proven when the body dies. Where does the life go? Where do WE go? Our consciousness and all the wisdom and knowledge we have gathered? We are immortal and we are drawn into pursuing immortality. We are an everlasting consciousness but we don’t know it yet. As children of our parent source we are striving to become like our parent. We want to know.  We search for answers. We search for fulfillment.

We are coded to succeed in becoming like our parent. It is in our DNA. Our light body is our pure template that carries the pure divine within us. We preserve our unique identity when we succeed in knowing who we are, by blending with the pure light that runs through our bodies, minds, feelings and brains. We add ourselves as unique identities to the growing numbers of other unique intelligences that pervade the universes. We do not lose our identities; we gain them. We join with our greater selves and we join with others. When we pool our identities into the vast growing intelligence and love of the creative principle, we gain more wisdom, love and power as an individual. We do not lose! We gain uniqueness because of all of our past adventures and learnings. We simply pool what we have learned - great as it is - into the great pool of the creator. And we grow as creator grows. In individuality, intelligence and love. That is when we graduate from the dark planet of earth - and of all other earths - that existed in pain and struggle. We are home free!


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2/26/21  WE are the forces of light !

A Video Message by Elena Danaan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvw8MXC_A9c&t=23s

This video of one month ago is by gentle, soft-spoken Elena Danaan. It resonates so much with me that it takes top priority in my list of things to do today. Elena is a druid, shaman, starseed, ET channel, artist and author. She speaks with an Irish accent so it is a little difficult to understand some of her words. She came on the scene about a year ago, after having a session with Elisa Herrera, a quantum hypnotist who helped her connect with her Pleiadian guide, Thor Han. He and others now speak through her through an etheric implant in her head. A portion of this video is transcribed below, but you must listen to the rest of it. It is empowering.

WE are the forces of light !

"2021 is the year where the fate of humanity is decided. 2020 has been a transition where we had to make a choice. The operating is over and when there is a change in paradigm the ancient forces try to fight back and give all their weapons, all what they have in the bay to fight their last desperate changes. This is what has happened in the year 2020 because the forces of light have decided to pass into offensive in action. Because the whole of humanity is awakening, everyone at a different rate, different speed. But this is happening. Humanity is ascending in consciousness. Some of us don’t even know about it, don’t even want to know about it. Some of us are already in the higher state of consciousness. Everyone is on their own speed. This is not a race. This is evolution. And consciousness is also part of evolution, every world in this galaxy, in this universe [is evolving]. So it becomes obvious of what the old is doing, the dying beast which has been terrorizing humanity for such a long time, enslaving us in mind control, and fear is their weapon. Fear is control. They’ve used religions for this." (continue listening here at 2:48)

Elena Danaan's website: elenadanaan.org.
Elisa Herrera's website: quantumlifetransformations.com

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2/25/21 The secret inner life of emotions - Spiritual practices

The light from the sun is actually love - divine love. Not many people realize that the sun is an active portal to source. It is an ancient secret being revealed in these days. This morning as I did visualizations beaming light from the sun into various parts of my body, I was told, "Light from the sun is Love. I hadnt thought of it in this way. It continued, You as a feminine being turn your consciousness from light to love, unconditional love, undiluted and uncorrupted. This is what connects you to others - not the light but love. You make the shift within you unconsciously. The shift is done within your own mind and consciousness. It is not the light that connects you to others as you have supposed. It is what you take from that light and own for yourself. The light is knowledge universally distributed to everyone on the planet. You take from it what attracts you. That is what becomes love. You actively make the connection to love by yourself. The shift is done with your own mind and consciousness.

"You are the one who deciphers light and translates it into love. You are the one who manifests your ideas about love. You are the one who affects the change from light to love. Each person must translate the knowledge they receive in their own way. The language of light is the language of love when it is owned and embodied by the resident who lives there. Very few are doing this. Write about it. Write about this in words that can be understood. It must be delivered whole, in natural words, not diluted words. When you put it through your human filter, you dilute the wholeness into personal wisdom. You make it concrete, solid and real for you, as an individual. But it is uniquely yours. Others must do the same."

(Note: Sometimes I use the term "man" here to mean the whole human race, as in "mankind". It includes woman but its just more efficient this way.) 
 
Mankind learns about love through the returning energy of painful karma. It is the law of the circle. That which goes out from man comes back to him in a continuous cycle, repeating itself until he applies the power of love and forgiveness to wipe out the karma of the past. He receives knowledge through the continuing flow of light from the sun, which is a quickening vitalizing force. Esoteric teachings put this quickening force into words to lead mankind into further understanding about the healing nature of love. The light of the sun is an evolutionary force as well as a quickening force, as can be seen in the forests and animals. But for man this knowledge must be consciously internalized and utilized before you can burn away the pain of returning karma.

Karma is composed of threads and residue from the past woven into the ancestral DNA. To clean that karma a man must take up the inner work on himself. It is the application of his consciousness that performs the magic. His consciousness is powerful when applied with concentration on love and forgiveness. Karma is contained in the lower emotions. Love melts the negative karma of the past by embracing it and not fearing it. This work requires effort. It requires time in solitary seclusion, away from the distractions of the outer world. By entering into calming periods for purposes of following certain techniques, such as reciting affirmations and visualizing positive mental pictures, a man can transform his life. By repeating 30, 60, 90, 120 or more repetitions of a simple affirmation while holding focus on a healthy mental picture, the subconscious is influenced in a peaceful manner. It is a gentle method of transformation. The man himself designs the affirmation and the visualization. He should not follow someone elses suggestions. It is his own higher consciousness that guides him for he himself is the only one connected to his spiritual guidance forces. He IS his own higher consciousness. 

Love does not concern another person, as most people think of love. Love is not about interaction with a lover. Love from a human perspective is a conundrum. Two people can fall in love but love cannot be captured for long because love cannot be imprisoned. The two people falling in love can hold it in their captivity for awhile but it does not last, at least not in the initial intensity of the first coming together, because love is the vastness of eternity. It is all that is. Love cant be contained in a small enclosed area. It needs to flow. Love needs to be everywhere and connect with everything. The love that has been brought into the physical world by two people who fall into rapture together with each other, will burn itself out unless it is moved and expanded upon to include others, for that is the reason for its existence. If it does not move freely, naturally, spontaneously, the human who tries to hold it back by enclosing certain manmade boundaries around it, will suffer. He or she must let love flow freely or the vessel which tries to hold it stoppered like in a bottle, will wither and die. It must flow free.

Lovemaking, what we term when bodies come together physically, can be experienced in ways beyond engaging the lower frequencies and parts of the physical body. As we allow love to expand it rises further and higher to more rarefied levels, and we find ourselves expressing that fluid aliveness and stimulation with joy. It is so natural and so free between open-minded peoples that it brings inspiring new food for thought, new experience, new adventures, advancement, collaboration, sensations not previously known. If we curtail these expressions of aliveness that are naturally spontaneous, we die the slow death of boredom and stagnation and ultimately old age, disease and death. For it is the non-physical river of life that keeps the body alive.

Today the culture is exploring non-monogamy in various forms. This is good, but it is still tied to the lower frequencies which we call sexual expression. We focus on the lower parts of the body as if we must somehow find a secret contained there. As if it is the one and only purpose of our existence. While there is an attempt by some to break free of this limiting focus on sex and the physical, the universal law of love is one of unity and integration (integrity), not resistance. Mankind has been embroiled and stuck at the first two chakras for billions of years. Man longs to be free and rise higher on the evolutionary scale but it doesn't know how to do that. Mankind as a species is currently working through the process of understanding many things. It does not understand about love. It understands about sex but not about love. The sex expression has become such an important element for human beings that it has overshadowed all the other elements of its higher nature, of love, of courage, of enlightenment, intelligence, reverence for all life, of caring, kindness, purity, truth, peace, nobility, elegance and there is more. Much more. The soul has been impoverished and imprisoned by this extreme focus on the physical.

It perhaps has not been considered that meditation is a concentrated focus on love, but that is indeed what it is. Meditation or solitary contemplation is an act of self love. It does not concern the outer world or other people but in the long run it enriches one's connection with the world. Meditation is a generator of love by focusing on emotions. The inner life of emotions, even low, sad, troubled emotions, is a beginning relationship with the higher self. In the growing relationship with the higher self, one learns about love because the higher self is love, divine and eternal love. Through certain meditational practices one generates inner love, though in the earlier stages one may not call it that. The mind is obtuse at first, perhaps skeptical. But meditation is an inner journey. It is like turning around and looking in the opposite direction from what one is accustomed. The perspective is different. But it is like holding a magnifying glass over dry grass in the sun. It creates heat and then fire because the inner self is dry and malnourished and ready to be ignited. One must do this for oneself. It is a decision to try it out. To look into it. Spiritual practices are all about love. It may seem selfish at first to corral yourself alone in a room without anyone else, but it changes how a person feels. It influences and enriches his life starting with his emotional life quickening certain locked in emotions and becoming sensitive to what they feel like.
 
There are techniques that can be learned and followed. Techniques change through experimentation. It brings peace to the soul because the soul has been waiting for a long time to be recognized. If an inner technique does not feel good at the end of a session, then its probably not being done correctly. The proof is in the pudding, they say. And the proof here is in the level of peace and sense of fulfillment when the session is done. The quality of love is felt as betterment, refinement, sense of purpose. There are many words to define it. A person may train many hours a day mentally and/or physically without accessing his emotions, and thats OK. There are different purposes for taking up a discipline. Maybe they are training for a sports event, or for a mathematical quiz. But mind and body training is only two-thirds of a three-part spiritual path. The third aspect is feelings and emotions. When feelings and emotions are left out of the training, there is something missing that fulfills a human life. The  three aspects of our normal life that we use every day is mind, body and emotions. These three are aligned through meditational practices. When mind, body and feelings are integrated and aligned together the triad is complete: love, wisdom and power as the masters keep reminding us. The three first chakras help us access love, wisdom and power through our emotions, mind and spirit. It is by joining mind and emotions that we cultivate our spiritual power the power to create change in our personal life.
 
It is through the emotional aspect that love enters human affairs. Emotions register the flow of life as it moves through us (when it is not blocked). What moves the river of life through us? It is a mystery. We dont understand. Vitality picks up in us when we are happy and droops when we are sad. Emotions are the secret aspect to who we are. They tell us what is happening within us. We must learn to read our emotions.  Meditation techniques teach us about our emotions when we are turned inward without being distracted. It is our emotional life that is our river of life. It flows through every cell of our body and feeds us with the vitality to keep going, to stay interested and enthusiastic about life. Loving emotions boost our excitement and sadness depresses us. We lose interest. We are a mental race that has forgotten our emotional life. The courage is lacking to admit to our emotional state. The culture has firm rules about not expressing emotions but it is a requirement of the soul that we not only face them as they occur, but allow them and be honest about them to ourself alone, if to no one else. Emotions are the part that have been missing in an overwhelmingly intellectual race who has lost the ability to form roots to the ground to stabilize us and make us into real people.

A free and joyful emotional life, capable of spontaneous expression, is crucial to the science of transformation which brings freedom and abundance. The highest of all emotions is love. The lowest is fear, terror, agony. But we must not escape the low or run away from facing it. We MUST welcome the fear back into our life because embracing fear transforms it so that it no longer exists. Love is what works this magic. Love harmonizes all that is not love. Love is to be used on all levels mentally, emotionally and physically. For centuries philosophers have debated love intellectually with erudite sophistication, but unless a man is moved to tears it is wasted energy because it doesnt engage the human heart, soul, spirit. When it touches the heart it melts the coldness there and warms the soul and opens doors to higher places. The heart is mankind's version of the sun. Warm and comforting, it sends its healing rays unconditionally out to all within its circumference.   

The heart is a portal. To find a technique that opens the heart is to find a good exercise to practice daily. It is the key to subtleties that no outer authority can provide. It is self transformation. The desire to serve others, perhaps teach others, to be kind to others or counsel others is a side effect. It can be a temptation and a distraction. We must not be fooled. We are here to serve the love that is within us. It alone is the answer to our search. It is an open portal and there is no end to how much we can bring into to raise and transform activities around us. We must remain firm to the idea that love leads us to source. Not source high in the sky beyond reach. No. Source of all happiness. Source of abundance. Source of answers, of healing, of health, of wealth, of beauty, of perfect relationships. Love is all there is. When a man commits to solitary practices, He fulfills the longings of the soul, of the heart, of the spirit. No outer authority, book or teacher or ascended master can provide this because we are on our own path of discovery. Everyone else is a friend, a brother, a sister along the way but we answer only to the heart of our higher self. Meditational practices is focus on becoming more conscious.

This address started out as a simple message from the Master DK, but it has turned into a lengthy piece and is ongoing. So I'll break it up and keep it short. And then continue with the next NL. This happened because I have welcomed him to be more present in my life, to oversee my actions. I have promised to be a better instrument for his messages, but I am tongue-in-cheek. I'm actually not sure I can fulfill my promise. I am somewhat of a maverick. But I feel him close by and have had some powerful validations. I am using some of the techniques he has given me over the many years, but still I retain my sovereignty and insist on filtering it through my own ability to understand.
 

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2/16/21 Connecting to freedom underneath the mask

After struggling for years to systematize and regulate my meditation techniques such as breathing, yoga, physical exercises, I am once again reminded that there is nothing like doing movements in the sun and just letting go of regulating. Just letting go and going wherever the inner wind take you. Out of doors is my favorite place to let go where no one is around, where the trees and the birds, the wind and sun, the butterflies and the ants and the squirrels - all of nature are a part of the movements too. Here in the sun I can see SO much more! SO much better! Well, that's probably not true exactly, for I have had wonderful experiences inside, too, but there is nothing like the sun beating down on me. This journal was written long ago, the year was 1987. I put these experiences into writing for a reason, to remember them when I forget. Because I saw that day even more clearly than ever before the beauty of creation - of the creation of my own body and the bodies of the other people. I saw the spark and it was like this. Journaled in 1987. 

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It has been said that 5% of us is locked into the body to keep the body alive. Well, the kundalini IS that 5%. What is kundlaini? It is the life force, a concentration of light that is captured in the pelvic region at the tail bone. Here it is like Mother Earth herself - a molten liquid blazing mass of light of a high intensity, but locked away inside the physical flesh. From it, a main channel runs up to the brain and in smaller tributaries all over the land of the body through which flows in gentle motion this great river of light that feeds the body its intelligence and its awareness and sensings. However in most people the concentration of light is almost totally blocked off so that only small portions of the essence is dropped into the main stream of existence. In such tiny portions of flow, the person is what we call normal . He does not have sufficient Light moving through the body and brain to give him access to the wholeness of which he belongs. But little by little, over lifetimes of experience and hard knocks, he is forced, literally forced, to expand the blocks. They are pierced and melted away through continually butting against the walls of himself. The blocks are the chakras. As the light pierces each chakra, more of the Light moves upward to batter against the NEXT block. Meanwhile, though, as the Light is battering agaisnt the NEXT barrier, the individual is experiencing a transforming of his life, for he is now experiencing life on a new level.
 
For instance. The first chakra to be pierced [above the root], the one in closest proximity to the pelvic region, is the sexual chakra [2nd chakra]. Once this is pierced the most important aspect is freedom. He works on freedom. He cares about all people being free. He is the freedom fighter, the martyr for freedom in every avenue of human life. She is the scarlet woman, the free woman, who is liberated from all sexual mores. But she is also working to bring peace into the world - her world - for peace is the next chakra to be pierced [3rd chakra]. It is the next level of life to be experienced. So freedom is the first, peace is the second. The peace chakra is located in the region of the naval. Until the peace chakra is penetrated and melted, there is emotional confusion and emotional problems. But once the peace chakra is opened up, the light flows in and brings stability. While experiencing life on this level, the person is apt to be a counselor and peace-maker in the many fields of human endeavor. There are many outlets for making peace. Ministers, educators, even laborers and housewives who work on a small discreet level, but this person's priority in life, the one moving force in their life, is to make peace. While this is going on, they are also working on the love chakra, to pierce that barrier. The love chakra [4th chakra] is located in the region of the heart. When the love chakra is pierced, they learn to love all people in all circumstances.
 
Until that time, they are having problems forgiving, they have not learned how to place love above all circumstances, but when they finally pierce the love chakra, light flows in and they are able to love freely. Then they live a life of total forgiveness. Their priority is to give and help and heal and love. And while they are experiencing life on the Love plane, they are working on the Power chakra [5th chakra]. The power chakra is located in the region of the throat and the vocal chords. Power is created through the speaking of words. Before the power chakra is penetrated, they have problems saying what they want and feel. They are stumbling and hiding certain aspects of themselves from their neighbors and friends. But when they pierce the Power chakra, suddenly they find themselves saying what they want! And they are surprised and so are their friends and neighbors. Suddenly they are in more control of their lives than ever before, for the power chakra is a self control chakra. These are the orators of the world, those who speak before the multitudes, or the small insignificant places. If this power is misused, they become con artists, and dictators like Hitler who was charismatic. They are preachers and great industrial giants who can move others to their will. But while they are enjoying and experiencing life on the Power level, they are also working to batter down the doors to the Truth chakra [6th chakra].
 
This chakra is located in the region of the brain, often thought of as being connected to the pituitary gland. This chakra is the most complicated of all the chakras to explain, because it controls many things. But in essence, before this chakra is pierced, the person does not think so much about putting things into an order, such as logic or truth, and the world is in a state of chaos to him. But once this chakra is pierced the world begins to take on a semblance of order. HIS world. He begins to piece things together. The truth of things become important. He sees how things work and his priority in life is doing things according to his truth. These are the mental people of the world. They organize their truths and present them to the people as I am doing now. Through their work the world takes on a structure. It makes sense. These people are scientists, educators, researchers, whose top priority is work of a high mental or intellectual nature, sometimes so completely involved in their internal organizing they appear to be in an ivory tower. While these people are experiencing life in the mental plane, they are also battering against the doors of the highest chakra of all: the spiritual chakra [7th chakra] located at the crown, for through the work on the mental plane they come to realize there is something higher and they become curious. So, when they cannot find the pieces to the mental puzzles they are working with in daily life, they begin to look higher.
 
The light flows in an upward direction, always, to something higher. The chakra at the crown is the one which will enhance and add greater value to the one most immediate. And so the ladder of life is piercing one barrier after another until finally the spiritual chakra is pierced and the union is made. In flows the light from the great sea of eternal life, the oneness from which the individual spark of the person first descended and subsequently forgot. These are the mystics who have the visions, see God, angels, other beings like themselves who have gone on to higher worlds. They know the truth of life and they are ready to move on, if they have left nothing undone behind them. However, most people have left much undone, unfinished business, and gaps are still evident. So they have to go back and reconnect once more with the spark that lies at the bottom of the spinal column. For in the climb up the ladder, one quite often forgets that 5% still buried down below. It is the connection to earth and it is a conscious reunion. This 5% is what the Indian folklore calls activating kundalini . It is what the Christian world calls the holy spirit.
 
When kundalini is awakened, or when the holy spirit moves in an individual, it is dynamic. One can feel the presence of something holy moving through him. It is not easy to explain to another what it feels like, because it is so pure and gentle, so peaceful and miraculous, so healing and soft, so full of truth and wisdom and knowledge. It moves the person to transcend the outer world, for he is now being wafted on breezes of something mightier than himself. He is not in control, yet he knows he is part of the greater whole who IS in control and he knows this so he does not fear any longer the outer conditions. He becomes absorbed into the oneness. He does not disappear. He is still here in body with his mind intact, but he knows who he is.
 
Now, each person who is alive and walking about in a physical body is operating on one of these seven levels, or in some individuals on more than one level, for it is possible that a person is operating on two levels at the same time, through an overlap. A person can be operating on the peace level and the love level, both at the same time. Or a person can be operating on the freedom level and the peace level, both at the same time. Or on the freedom level and the love level such as Muniji Sushil, the Jain monk my sister was following, who is doing a lot of work with the terrorist groups (freedom fighters), and who exemplifies love. Or a person can be operating on the love level and the power level, such as the charismatic ministers who spread love around. Or a person can be operating on the power level and the mental level at the same time, such as Hitler who was charismatic and an evil dictator. Most often these people go astray and exhibit less than honorable characteristics. Or a person can be operating on the mental and spiritual. Most often these people are the religious leaders and quite often they, too, exhibit less than honorable characteristics. It is because there is so much Light that floods a particular region whenever a chakra is broken through, that a person becomes unbalanced and  may go to extremes in that region, imposing his will on others, believing, KNOWING himself to have hit upon the Truth. And he HAS hit upon the truth, but he must yet learn to balance this particular aspect with all the other six qualities of Life. There are seven major ones, which may be called by many different words.
 
It is the work of the ages, this working through the chakras. It is the GREAT work. This is the work of every human being. Each one of us is working on something that is profound to us. It is moving us, as we work on it. We are reaching for something, we know not what. We know we have to work on it. It is a priority in our lives. And so our daily tasks, our human relationships, our priorities in our life, all are dedicated to the resolving of this one problem, this one issue that takes considerable attention, so that we may pierce the barrier. Often our instincts place us in hard situations just so that we CAN learn. We could not break through a barrier unless we placed ourselves in front of an immovable barrier in our physical reality structure. So we marry people who we know subconsciously to represent road blocks to us. We do it from a soul level, not a mind level. We start out thinking we are in love with the person, and then we find out there is more here than meets the eye. This is so that we can work on our blocks.
 
When we have sufficiently done our work on each level, the next step is to coordinate ALL the levels. It is through the work of coordinating all the levels that we will experience the awakening of kundalini, or the washing of the holy spirit, who will help us to coordinate. Only by lining up the openings into one unobstructed channel, so that the light may flow down from above and up from below, can the joining or reunion take place. This is the mystical marriage. The wonders that occur at this time are many. Miracles happen. Sparks fall from the individual and land on others to vitalize the world around them. 
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Comments today 34 years later. For those who are into the esoteric I want to address something that I have known about for quite awhile. It's confusing to those who don't know much about chakras. The way this is written makes the 2nd chakra (the sexual chakra) actually the first to be activated. This then pushes everything back one level from what we have been shown traditionally. The 3rd chakra (solar plexus) becomes the 2nd to be activated. The 4th chakra (heart) becomes the 3rd to be activated. The 5th chakra (throat) becomes the 4th to be activated. The 6th chakra (third eye) becomes only the fifth to be activated. And the 7th chakra (crown) becomes only the 6th to be activated, so that going back down to the root chakra becomes the big breakthrough chakra - the 7th and completion. Kundalini is activated. Heaven and Earth are joined. Father-Mother God completes the child and fulfills the body. The Holy Spirit floods every cell, atom and electron.

This may cause some consternation among those who follow the traditional chakra formula. However, please take this with a grain of salt. It is only me sharing my perspective. Everyone will understand what they need to understand to fulfill themself. Each is uniquely created, and that is wondrous indeed. We all see so differently. Such diversity in our world!



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2/6/21 - Spirit Guide Matthew Ward on US Governance
Channeled by Suzanne Ward

https://www.matthewbooks.com/february-3-2021/


Matthew Ward died in an auto crash at age 17. Since then he has been channeling information from an ascended state through his mother, Suzanne Ward. He has become a respected source for information, and Suzy has become a respected channel for many years. Matthew is well known in the Light community, what we call the spiritual community or ascension community. In this report of February 3rd (below) he gives more details on what is going on behind the scenes in the United States and the world, and about the not-yet-disclosed NESARA law which those who know about it are waiting to be announced.

NESARA was signed into law in 2000 but was kept secret and therefore not activated because of those in power who were and are against it (the bad guys). It was designed and implemented by higher forces and once activated will change the course of Earth history. I've been aware of it over the years. References come out in trickles. A trickle here and a trickle there. I've been following it since I can't remember when. I guess I first had inklings of it in 1965 when I was involved with George Adamski, contactee with the Venusians. He shared a lot of information with us, his followers, at least that which he was allowed to give us. NESARA does not go into effect until it is officially announced to the public because, like anything else, the people themselves give it power - simply by knowing about it. (In the same way that lies are given power.)

Matthew also speaks here about covid and the vaccines, and the Light forces and how they are securing the new course from behind the scenes, out of the public's eye. We don't hear about this in main stream news. Also interesting is references to human clones, something I've known about for years, and our bodies becoming more crystalline. Info about the crystalline cells is beyond the comprehension of the average person, but I'm writing about it. It's esoteric (hidden information) but it boils down to this:

The more you entertain positive thoughts and emotions by changing negative thoughts and emotions to something uplifting, elevating and joyous, the more you activate your crystal light body. Your light body is who you are underneath  everything you've picked up in this life. Your light body is in perfect alignment with universal harmony and is the super-structure underlying the human physical. It is known in religious scriptures as the christ body, which means crystal body. It is a body that looks human but is made of light. You can change "christ body" to crystal body if you don't want to use religious terms and you are more in truth.

This is the process that we are going through right now - changing our low vibrational physical body with all its aches, pains and confusions, fears and terrors into goodness which is natural to the spiritual human. The pandemic is serving as a final test. We are to move our thoughts and feelings to higher ground and not be pulled into fear, suspicion and division. In every situation that is terrible, change it to love and caring. Move it into love WITH love, using your thought process. This how we revitalize and re-energize our physical body, and alleviate chronic conditions and ailments. All there is is love.

Please enjoy Matthew's latest report.
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(Matthew speaking:) With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. To all who are disappointed that no major action was taken three weeks ago to rid the United States government of pervasive corruption, we say, please do not be downhearted. The force of lightworkers has not abandoned the mission!

When those in charge received a late-hour threat that could have been a national disaster, they chose a safe course that also will give time for broader public receptivity. Impatience with lockdown and financial hardships could reduce resistance to the new course, which will achieve the same results as a one-fell-swoop event, but in more secure stages.

Government shakeups and arrests are happening in numerous countries, and the Illuminati in the United States know this is ahead for them during the next few months. We don't know if the truth about the pandemic will come out before arrests are publicly known, but assuredly mask madness, covid testing and vaccinations will be meeting their end, and all covid patients will receive simple, effective treatment. In no way are we diminishing the profound loss to families of the persons who died due to the disease by saying that in most cases, they were abiding by soul contracts longevity clause.

Dear ones, when you are moving about freely again, schools and businesses are open, and attendance at churches, sports events and large celebrations has resumed, life will not be back to normal. Nor would you want it to be! Life as you have known it has been controlled by massive deception, greed and societal conditioning. What is quietly moving forward as we speak is the liberation of Earth's civilization. We have been asked why we are putting so much emphasis on what happens in the United States. Never does this mean that people in other countries are less valuable to us. All souls on Earth are beloved members of our universal family! Our emphasis is how the United States is governed.

In previous messages we have said the Illuminati are entrenched in Washington, DC, the seat of the US government, from whence they control not only what happens in that country, but heavily influence what happens everywhere else. They are deeply embedded in the Vatican and a London district as well. The triad of darkness, you could say, but in their global network of dominoes the first to fall must be the United States, where NESARA National Economic Security and Reformation Act can be implemented. The importance of this Act cannot be overstated.

All of that legislation's provisions have great significance, but the one that has to precede the others is this: Everyone in the government must resign and a new governmental body formed. This has nothing whatsoever to do with partisan politics. It is not widely known that from 1871 to date, the US government has been running the Corporation of the United States of America, a corporation owned by the Illuminati, and they dictate how it is to be operated. That is far from what was intended by the nation's founders, who established the newly united states as a sovereign nation with a republic form of governance.

The Illuminati know in the universal law nothing exists without energy. Everything in existence requires energy to grow and they left no stone unturned to keep NESARA from gaining energy by becoming known. First was the gag order issued by President Clinton, who signed the legislation in 2000 at the command of the country's military. The gag order legally prohibited anyone who knew about the Act to ever speak about it, and since it was kept under wraps, there were very few thoughts and feelings to give it growth energy.

But when word about NESARA started coming forth, including that St. Germain and spiritually evolved individuals on the planet authored the Act, energy started building. The Illuminati put out the word that NESARA is a conspiracy theory. They concocted that label, which they attach to all information that exposes them and their heinous activities, and they have conditioned the populace to believe that whatever is tagged conspiracy theory is the idea of half-witted minds.

For a time that ploy put the Acts energy in limbo, but as more and more people heard about it, their thoughts and feelings gave it momentum to push forward. To counter that, Congress wrote National Economic Stabilization and Recovery Act. By severely distorting the genuine Act, the new one created a mass of confusion and many fence-sitters became disbelievers. Illuminati-controlled judges in International Court of Justice in the Hague devised one delay after another in hearing cases submitted by NESARA's legal advocates. That inaction and believers' discouragement slowed the Act's movement, and corruption, oppression, impoverishment and atrocities continued.

Wise minds decided NESARA could not be further delayed, and a public announcement was scheduled for September 12, 2001. When the Illuminati learned of that, persons at the highest level of the US government aided by outsiders caused the infamous 9/11. The masterminds of that event were right: A shocked and grief-stricken citizenry would not question the official story, and conspiracy theory was attached to evidence showing that story is false.

The other democratically-elected governing bodies also have to be purged of dark control, so G was added to NESARA to expand the Act from national to global. [GESARA] Since the international group working to rid the world of darkness is by means of the Act's provisions, G/NESARA is appropriate. During the past year the Illuminati assassinated two of G/NESARA's leaders, Vladimir Putin and Pope Francis. Putin was replaced with a look-alike and the Pope usually is depicted by holography. Nevertheless, ever-rising vibrations guarantee the triumph of the light forces and NESARA will succeed in what it is intended to do. A passage in a message Hatonn transmitted to my mother 15 years ago states the intention succinctly:

"Hold within your hearts the vision of the world you want for yourselves and your families, for all the inheritors of Earth: A world where peace and love replace war and hatred; where governments are led by just, prudent and spiritual women and men, not power mongers led by darkness; where fair distribution of all resources replaces the extremes of egregious greed and desperate poverty; where universal and planetary truths replace the web of lies that has controlled your lives."  [Hatonn is with the Ashtar Command, Galactic Federation of Light]

The concept and intent of NESARA is to help you create that world on Earth. Now let us answer your questions about the virus, beginning with "The variant virus strain is more contagious and may be more deadly than its predecessor." As mentioned in a previous message, tests are designed to detect regular flu and colds, and those are being called variants. We cannot emphasize too strongly that the purpose of all mainstream media pandemic-related reporting is to create fear. That is why lie upon lie is disseminated and the truth from thousands of medical professionals that is published on the Internet is removed as soon as it is discovered.

The energy of fear for self or others for any reason lowers immunity and makes bodies more susceptible to contracting covid and a number of other illnesses. That is one of the benefits the Illuminati are reaping; the fear energy emitted by everyone in financial straits due to lockdown is another. Remember, dark hearts and minds require fear energy's low vibrations for their very survival.

Extraterrestrial special forces scientists decreased the virus potency in vaccines to the extent possible; complete elimination would be noticeable. But even greatly reduced toxicity is producing serious adverse effects in people with weak immunity, and the number of deaths following vaccination is growing. If you and your loved ones are healthy and have no medical issues, you need not be unduly concerned if employment mandates vaccination. People with strong immune systems usually have short-lived mild reactions. However, if you or loved ones have any health issues, it would be wise to get a written statement from your care provider that your condition requires an exemption. If vaccination is voluntary, we recommend that you avoid it.

Vaccines have much less or no effect on bodies with crystalline cells than on bodies with carbon-based cells. We cannot tell you how to discern if your cellular structure is crystalline, but we can tell you the transformation from carbon comes with light absorption, and that comes easily. As God told my mother: It is as simple as, be kind. We add that during the past two decades, many souls have come in with crystalline cells and many people who are older have attained the level of light that enabled the cellular change.

Our thought about vaccines that require two inoculations and perhaps booster shots to be effective is, put those in Follow-the-Money category. The individuals who years ago devised the diabolical plan to mutate a virus in a laboratory, release it in a location saturated with damaging 5G emissions, and name it coronavirus-19, expected billions to die quickly. That plan failed and they had to settle for making billions from pandemic-related products.

Their greed is as boundless as their desire to rule your world, and in both, they have lost. Light forces are retrieving the illegally and immorally amassed fortunes that helped the Illuminati control life on Earth. And, the curtain of the world stage is rising for the final act of a very, very long play about the darkness that permeated Earth and prevented her civilizations from evolving in conscious and spiritual awareness.

The next play will be a very, very long story about love, peace, joy, prosperity and life in harmony with Nature. We honor you and all other lightworkers for invaluable contributions to Earths new story.



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2/5/21- Doctors Around the World Issue Dire Warning About Vaccines
https://www.bitchute.com/video/pWdZYW4YogjW/ 
published 12/17/20

The following doctors from around the world appear on the above video, speaking about the vaccines. Each of them warn against taking the vaccine and the reasons why. The video is 28 minutes long. I suggest everyone take time to listen. These health professionals make sense and carry the foundation and training in their field. While the pandemic is a controversial subject and everyone deserves the right to make their own decisions, such a diversified group is well worth listening to. I listed their names in the order of appearance, and what country they are from.

Dr. Andrew Kaufman USA
Dr. Hilda De Smet, Belgium
Dr. Nils R Fosse, Norway
Dr. Elizabeth Evans, UK
Dr. Mohammed Adil, UK
Dr. Vernon Coleman, UK
Prof Dolores Cahill, Molecular Biologist & Immunologist, Ireland
Dr. R. Zac Cox, Holistic Dentis, UK
Dr. Anna Forbes, UK
Dr. Rolf ER Sundberg, Sweden
Dr. Johan Denis, Belgium
Dr. Daniel Cullum, Chiropractic Physician, USA
Moritz Von Der Borch, Germany
Dr. Anne Fierlafijn, Belgium
Dr. Tom Cowan, USA
Dr. Kevin P Corbett, Retired Nurse, UK
Dr. Carrie Madej, USA
Dr. Barre Lando, USA
Kate Shemirani, Nurse, UK
Sandy Lunoe, Pharmacist, Norway
Boris Dragin, Acupuncturist, Sweden
Dr. Piotr Rubas, Poland
Dr. Natalia Prego Cancelo, Spain
Dr. Rashid Buttar, USA
Dr. Nour De San, France
Dr. Kelly Brogan, USA
Prof. Konstantin Pavlidis, Metaphysicist, UK
Dr. Sherri Tenpenny, USA
Senta Depuydt, Journalist, Belgium
Dr. Heiko Santelmann, Germany
Dr. Margareta Griesz-Brisson, Neurologist, Germany
Dr. Mikael Nordfors, Sweden (says there is no better vaccine than vitamin D)
Dr. Elke F. de Klerk, Holland (Can change DNA and can sterilize women)



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2/4/21 Unfolding the gifts within
The original divine matrix


Last night I woke in the night with words “The REAL anatomy behind the artificial intelligence" referring to the mask or ego. As these words were spoken I was still seeing the spiritual anatomy - the creator mind as a vast sea of consciousness. It looked like random little sparkles or globes just milling around bumping into one another. They had no direction. The mind of creator requires conscious guidance to shape these little sparkles into something meaningful. I was shown how to shape them, how to bring forth anything I want by focusing on a picture I hold in my mind. I must form the picture, the visual of what I want with my mind, and hold it in my mind. I am told to do this "rhythmically", meaning do it the same time every day and build a belief. BELIEVE it. Believe that the universal mind, the vast intelligent mind of the Godhead, will organize it and provide it as I hold the shape in my mind. We must KNOW it, know that it will happen. How do we get to know it? By forming the picture and holding the visual consistently. This calls forth the random sparkle particles to form around what we hold in our minds. It aligns the particles according to our direction. We must believe and we must receive. We call them forth in the shape of a form that we desire. We first must build the form with our mind and the particles will come and mold themselves around it, around the pattern and fill in the pattern that we hold in our thought. This can bring forth whatever we want, bread, jewels, a building, a home, a nation, a community activity, whatever we want. It will come.

I have been holding a picture in my mind of a community of free-minded thinkers, easy-going, light-hearted, enlightened and connected to their authentic original design. People who live in 5D consciousness of love and light. I have been attempting to create this, but I have failed because I can't create it by trying. Trying doesn't work. There has to be a surrender to the divine or original template of love. I am learning.

We are like the stamin at the center of the flower with all the petals folded in over on top of it. We must unfold our petals, one by one, to the gifts within, to the unlimited power within. We are all divine, men, women and children. Both men and women are divine in their original. We are human only temporarily. Our origins remain tucked away within, waiting to be used. The human is a conglomeration of experiences, unfulfilled memories and left over trash accumulated over the millennia of time we have been here. But the divine pattern is still within us, pure and clean as it was in the beginning, in our original version, as creator created it. We as humans beings are not eternally physical. We just think we are and feel we are and so we attach to the physical. But in the end we leave our physicality behind and go back to the divine origin, taking our experiences with us. It is not in vain that we live these lives in the physical. We are growing in wisdom. We are a child of the creator, learning to unfold into creators ourselves. Our success depends on learning the magic of unfolding our gifts within, the original pattern within. We are going through creator school to learn how to visualize, how to create with our thought and with our wonderful elevating feelings like love and joy. All that we create in the world of the physical is dust when it is all over. But what we experienced while building it is not lost. We are what we have experienced so far, to date, in this moment. But there is more that the creator wants us to experience. God wants us to create a more perfect world in form and to people it with purity, love and divine intelligence, for this is what the creator is and what creator wants us to creator here on earth. He wants us to manifest in the physical, on a planet of purity. That is where we are heading.
 
We are learning how to be divine and human at the same time, in the same body, as human beings able to enjoy our human nature and our elevated status at the same moment with our emotional heritage, and to raise those emotions to beautiful emotions, and raise the foods, and the lovemaking, and the interactions, the hugging, playing, creating, and engagements in sports, gymnastics, dance, art, music, science, bettering ourselves, refining ourselves, purifying ourselves, becoming more of who we are in our original version, following the pattern of the inner template which is perfection. For there is more we can create. To build a physical world without hurting other people but by lifting and loving and enhancing the people around us, that is how we build a better world, as gods and goddesses, as men and women who have put aside the low animal nature and warmed up to the divine nature that is flowing through us, showing appreciation, gratitude, happiness, joy, instead of the cold, calculated, indifferent and callous, the unfeeling and inconsiderate, the unreconciled and incomplete human. We MUST integrate our aloofness, our abstract and unemotional spirit with our warm, loving and compassionate human nature.
 
This is the divine plan. The human plan is a mess with its artificial masks and artificial intelligence. We are feeling our divine origins activating but there is so much disillusionment still active in the world, adding to the frustration, tiredness from fighting, the confusion of not knowing what to do. The illusion still has its hold on humanity. The divine cannot get through. As we gain more leverage on the divine within, we will stop fighting and stop resisting the dust forms around us which are being dismantled as we speak. They are returning to dust as we let them go, as we realign with the positive, peaceful and calming loving nature within us. The more we stop fighting and relax, the more we align with what is natural to us - hope, encouragement, excitement, enthusiasm, positive outcomes, joy.  The more we give it up and surrender all effort, the trying, the work, the sweat-labor, the more we align with the inner design, our origins, and our vibrations quicken and raise up. Our consciousness is freed from the battlefields of pain and suffering, from the fighting and resisting and defending, and we feel the peace. It is mysterious, how calming it is when we stop and surrender. What isn’t compatible falls away. It diminishes from sight because we are not the physical form. The physical form itself would fall away but it will not fall away if we place love into our bodies and our minds.
 
We are spirit in our original, we have no form. We have been created out of love. It is non-physical. It is a vibration. It is our original vibration. On earth we have lowered our vibration. We are learning to raise our vibration by changing our thoughts to positive, peaceful thoughts. In our original we are without form but we have thought and we interact with others. We were given sentient form to see what we could do with it. To work with it. Humanity has done a bad job of maintaining the form in a raised compatible condition. Now we are given new understanding and a new chance to redeem the form and raise the form up and maintain it with higher thought. We maintain the physical by filling it with thoughts of love, forgiveness, compassion, caring and kindness, but we must let go of the resistance and the fighting against everything including ourselves.
 
We MUST practice letting go and becoming intimate with ourselves. We can preserve our physical bodies in an eternal state of beauty if we align with our original nature, which is divine, which is intelligence, which is refinement, which is creative and joyful and free. It is not far away from us. It is within us. We must learn what that means. Nobody knows what that means. I will guide you into knowing what that means. The divine within is the immortal intelligence and supreme knowledge which is you in your original state. Love is all that is. Love creates all that is, all good things. Keep your eye on the good and noble and don’t get sucked into fighting - for anything at all. Nothing is worth fighting over. Fighting brings you down the wrong side into oblivion. We must change course and learn the uphill direction and how to get into that right direction to preserve our youth, our sanity, our sense of good will and rightness, and the joy of sharing all good things with our other brothers and sisters. Fighting for a cause is fighting the external which is illusion. Only the divine is eternal and lasts forever and we are divine in origin. Our consciousness is a permanent fixture in our bodies. We are a presence in our bodies that is eternal. We must acknowledge our true nature which is eternal. God intends us to learn who we are, so that we can maintain a divinely created form in a divinely created world.
 
The purpose is to enjoy physicality and all of the positive and uplifting emotions and thoughts which enhance the joy of being alive. But these young gods must overcome the selfish desires which create friction, competition, suffering, and abuse on their brothers and sisters. It is the divine original self that we must reconnect with. Who is it? How do we find it? The power behind the mask is connected to through intimate practices and rituals, first alone, then with others. It is a flowing through us. We are used to working for a goal. Wrong. Once we get to that goal we think we are happy and settled, but then boredom slowly creeps in because that was not the goal after all. That was just a stepping stone to a higher goal. There is no goal now in the new age. There is only a flowing of the divine, which is the power behind the ego mask. Maintaining the physical is a continual flowing, maintaining a continual connection and awareness of the divine flowing through the physical form. Every human body, man, woman and child, is a divine being which has created a body into which and through which it operates. The divine is abstract love, light, intelligence, but don’t hang your hat on the words. The divine has no name. It cannot be known. It is the allness, the wholeness and it cannot be known. The only way the divine can be known is through expression as it flows through physical forms. The physical becomes the divine as the divine becomes the physical, as the divine flows through the form and as the physical allows the divine to flow through itself. The ego has stopped it. Ego is the artificial intelligence. We must set the ego aside and become the knower. Become the presence that is flowing and making itself known as the truth as it presses itself into the body cells, including the brain as it flows on through.
 
We are the human element that the Godhead has commissioned us to build. We have built it. We are now able to become more of our original God-self, child of God, pure, refreshing, clean, flowing through the body, cleaning out the old human debris left behind, for an animal lived here and left sediment behind. We are divine in nature. We are coming to know ourselves more. The only way the divine can be known is through expression in the physical world. The physical becomes what it was always meant to be, an instrument for the vast intelligence to use to enjoy itself and walk on the ground and feel the sensations of touching, smelling, tasting, hearing, seeing. As such, the body is feminine. It is the receiver. The male body and the female body are both receivers, receiving the flow from the vast intelligence of creator, what we call God, the one that cannot be known except as it imprints upon our body as it flows through, never stopping. As long as we breathe, we breathe in that intelligence and love and our cells drink it up and we are maintained in vitality and health.

The body is feminine because it is a receiver. We are the divine flowing through it. We are joining with our body. Now, all we have to do is to stop letting our body go berserk. We must manage our maverick wild impulses to lash out and fight. Instead we are to raise everything up to love and surrender to that love. We are that love, we are the original version of love imprinting on the body. Align with the original and give up the low vibrations of confusion and fighting. Surrender to this flowing. Practice raising thoughts to a higher plane. If it feels mysteriously calming then you're doing it right. If you're struggling with it, you're not doing it right. Surrender and raise the situation or the thought UP to love, with love. Then you're on the right track.
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1/29/21 - Your body is your child and your responsibility
A message in the middle of the night


We are not the body, we are the living breathing soul temporarily residing in this body. As such we are immortal. The soul is conscious. Attention. Awareness. We are a spirit spark jumping from body to body, culture to culture, learning and polishing its capabilities through experience, but it needs bodies.  Physical bodies, on the other hand, come and go easily and very fast. They do not last long and, in fact, are just a tool for the soul to learn through. The soul needs the body. It gains its knowledge by learning how to manage and control the body and the cosmic fire that runs through it. There is an invisible science, unknown yet to modern man, about how the vital forces move through the body to keep it alive. The soul needs to learn that.

The soul is like an equestrian learning how to control a horse. A good rider can feel through the legs the intentions of the horse before the horse moves a muscle. So too is the body like an animal to the soul. The souls mission is to learn about the body. That is its job. The body is also a conscious being, just like the horse to the rider, although dull and ignorant since it is coming up the evolutionary scale. It is made of random particles from the minerals and substances of earth. But everything in existence has consciousness and can thus be worked with, even a stone, soil and grass. So it is that the soul has been assigned a mission to work with this particular body that it is living in. It is the souls responsibility to teach it and to love it and to care for it, and to raise it up to a higher plane of existence, just as a parent would raise a child, or we would raise a pet.
 
The body is not just a tool, it is a living breathing thing with a will of its own, random though it may be, and it is the souls responsibility to raise it up as long as it resides in this body. For it is a child, like an animal, a lesser evolved being than the soul which is eternal, and it needs constant discipline and schooling. The method used is love. We are here to learn how to express love into a lesser world. The soul is a being of love. A human soul is one who has made the grade beyond the lesser kingdoms by using the cosmic forces, and the greatest force of all is love. The soul is a being of love and light. It is residing here now inside a physical body. It is the souls responsibility, from the first breath it takes to the last breath on its way out to maintain it in a raised upward condition.

The human body is a new species being tended by advanced souls who are on assignment to watch over this garden, this planet called Earth, and the many species growing and evolving here. The earth is a garden. A project of the creator. Mother Earth herself is a new planet in the galaxy, still in the wobbly stages of growth. This new species called human is the most sought-after genetic material in the galaxy because it is still young and passionate. The kundalini called the fire of life is starting to flow with more vitality. Humanity is going through an up-grade and intelligences from many galaxies are here assisting. They are sending assurances in waves upon waves. These extraterrestrials dont want us to do what they have done gone so far into the intellect that they forgot about love and about the fire that motivates passion.

They are visiting and watching the earth now in greater numbers because it, humanity, has been gifted with DNA from many other races, many of whom are now dying out because they left their physicality behind. Races die out by evolving beyond the physical. That is why the earth is so special - it is destined to become a physical paradise with the consciousness of the gods. The true gods, the ones who have remembered how to love one another and not leave the body behind in the evolutionary race to the sun behind the sun. Physicality is maintained through emotions, but through emotions of love, kindness, beauty, respect, compassion, nobility.
 
Other races have forgotten the passions of emotion, which is the vitality that comes from the sun and the sun behind the sun. Other races have gone intellectual but without the passion of the sun. They are still evolving. Those ET races who donated their DNA to earth are elder brothers and sisters - earlier models of physical substance - who lived through the chaos of diversity and change as we are going through now, and they are family. The human race of today is yet childlike for it has not yet learned its place in the order of things, we are younger siblings, nor does it know its full potential or the family it comes from.

Those who are tending this new species, the earthling, are the souls who are currently here living in the body - you and I and our families and friends.  We were sent here to carry on the work of raising this child, this human, and to teach it manners and give it parental guidance and feelings that it is worthy and has value. For this body will die and return to the ground but the particles that composed it will move on with new imprints to add to its consciousness, which we give it. Planetary atoms evolve from the other-worldly souls who spend time in bodies made from the planet, teaching it how to manage itself and how to be self aware.
 
This body that we take for granted and disparage sometimes and fail to recognize as something to respect and cherish, we must prize and treasure it the way you would treasure a priceless artifact found in an abandoned field that had been ravished by the elements. This body is composed of random particles used by former souls and discarded at death. What mark will we leave on these particles we currently influence? They will be used by some future soul with which to create a new body. We who are eternal are given a chance to grow in personal value ourselves, by creating a new body and molding it in our own image. We grow by creating a more refined creature than we did before, with more worth and sense of self and value.

We, the soul living in the body, are thus also raised also to a higher sense of self worth. Because we and the body are one being during this temporary life. This body is our child, our creation, and we must elevate it. It ought to be admired, treasured and lifted up daily, even hourly, and held in high esteem, for in so doing, we, young soul that we may be, or old soul perhaps, we receive value in return. Do we not feel worthy when we succeed in some small way to past a test? It is the body that passed the test and the soul feels great pride. We are one with the body temporarily. We grow together, each in our own way. We, the immortal soul (we shall never die) are the invisible coordinator that puts this body through its disciplines and training. We are the master of the body. We are the lord or lady of the manor, the absolute leader of the kingdom of the body and all its parts.
 
Each time we succeed in teaching the body muscle coordination, we feel proud. We carry ourselves with more joy and dignity. We work together, soul and body. We are one blended organism, temporarily. Success is written upon the cells of the body and both soul and body thrive and shine. Remember when you rode a bicycle for the first time, or drove a car, or learned to operate a machine, played a violin, accomplished a gymnastic maneuver, won a race? Everything we as the soul do, we accomplish through a body. We need a body to practice with. We work with our body, as of we were the coach training a student. We are the master. All too often we let the body train us!

When we succeed in taking the reins back and insisting the body do something it doesn't want to do (!) we feel proud. And that great feelings runs through the body with vitality. A fire of improvement. A soul does not have a body in its natural state for it is formless consciousness in the ongoing sea of life, like its Father-Mother God who created it with a consciousness of love. The soul was created for the purpose of learning how to become a God itself - a god of love. It was sent out on a mission. And since it is eternal, it is sent on many missions. It is sent from one physical species to another to assist with the evolution and progress of physicality in many forms. And all the while the soul grows in its ability to create with love, wisdom and power.

Love, wisdom and power are the three powers to use in embodiment. The soul evolves to greater heights through by applying this trinity of love, wisdom and power in its experience in matter and form. Its job is to rise and elevate from inside the form, not by running away from the difficulties. No matter what the situation, its job is to retain its nobility and greater perspective through the use of love, wisdom and power. It does this from inside the castle where there is constant commotion going on among the lesser servants. 
 
We who are on earth today, each has a different mission from everyone else. We have different momentums from past life experiences. We should not be following someone else, but following our own powers within. We have been sent to work with a young physical species, to grow it into a more mature species and it is an educational task. We teach it skills, starting with our own body's tendency to be wild and random. Our job is not to teach someone else. That would be interference. But interaction using appropriate love, wisdom and power - and the greatest of these is love - is using the very powers of creation.

We are to give freedom and allow others their own space to grow. The human anatomy is a spiritual anatomy. It is designed and maintained by those beyond our capacity to know. The unfolding plan descends down from rarefied levels of perfection to solidarity. We earn the right to know more as we advance ourselves in refinement. The intricacies of the divine plan is not known by young souls who are still trying to find their balance. Other souls who are more highly advanced are here to assist in their particular way. We are all from different stages in our evolution and refinement. From the outside, no one knows who is who, or how advanced someone is for we all serve under cover. We are all veiled to some extent, some more so than others. But young souls or old souls, all of us are learning through the instrument of the body we live in.
 
How well we relate to our body with love, consideration and discipline in a feeling sense, puts us in touch with the perfection. This is how we pass the esteemed tests by maintaining ourself above the lesser. Our abilities are tested by how well we manage our own body, how we respond to life and its daily situations, sickness, poverty, death. Do we maintain respect and dignity? Do we live in our body with respect? Or mediocrity? With boredom? Sullenness? Disgust? Hate? Do we lash out at others because we fell from grace and lost it? Or do we forgive ourselves for making an error? Mistakes are allowed. They are opportunities to learn. How well we discipline our bodys reaction and how well we raise it up in the face of discomfort or attack, is how we prove our own worth as the master living in this body. It is how we earn rewards in the eternal order of heaven and in feeling good here and now on the spot. We are happy with ourselves, retain a sense of value and pride, and feel the peace of having done it right.

Thus we serve as role models and examples for others, gradually purifying ourselves. Both the body AND the soul. Self-love is wisdom. It is wise to love one's own body and take pride in it. Progress is made by raising it up in the middle of a situation, even a distasteful and unpleasant situation. It's easy to raise it up in a fun and easy encounter. But when confronted with awkward moments, that is the test. Love is a generic term that means raising up. We respect our body by allowing it freedom to try new maneuvers, but we are the coach. When the body wants something, then allow it to try, or discipline it when it wants to go too far and should not. And by giving it strength training from time to time when a situation presents itself, where it wants to push itself beyond its former ability. And by make it rest after strenuous effort.

As we show our own body acts of kindness and stern guidance, we, the immortal soul who lives forever, who will leave the body when it is done, also matures. We are the soul that lives in the body, and we enjoy the feelings of worthiness, pride and joyful elation when our body performs in a way that makes us proud, for the body is our creation. When the body has gone wrong, rather than showing displeasure, we learn to maintain a positive attitude of encouragement, understanding and patience and discipline. Just like a parent.
 
Sometimes we are challenged to maintain our equilibrium when the body grows old, cumbersome and wobbly, or tired and achy, or heavy and sick and unable to carry its own weight. But if we can continue to love the body and not push it beyond its endurance level, then we maintain an equilibrium. Balance is important. We dwell within the body only temporarily. We must see it through to the end. It is our child.  It doesnt matter what the body feels or looks like at the end as long as we maintain the upper hand. We are the one who lives forever and we will leave in our own good time. We are here gaining the experience of growing old with dignity and grace. If we can maintain feelings of worthiness, pride, hope and if we can love the body through its aging process, then it has been a worthwhile mission.

We, the soul, inhabiting this body, never grows old. When we leave this body we will shed the aged appearance and return to spiritual template which was given to us from the beginning. The spiritual template is a crystal image of perfection. We are filling it in with knowledge through our experiences in body. We are guided by greater beings who oversee the process, angelics, celestials, and greater ones. And we are met with gladness when we end an embodiment. We are held in high esteem for they are creators themselves who make up the vastness of eternity. And they continue to beam loving support and admiration to us on the ground.
 
They have been where we are and they know how tough a job it is to take an earth body. Other species from this galaxy and other galaxies beyond also know how tough it is. They are coming in the thousands and millions to look on and assist the earth in its evolutionary process, and the humans who are the highest species on the planet. The planet is growing into oneness consciousness. They work with us but keep their distance, for humanity is a young race and it does not have balance yet. Humanity is still testing itself, warring with itself, trying out new techniques, new concepts, new philosophies, new beliefs, what works, what doesnt.

We are still learning how to get along with each other who are different from us in custom and language. We are not ready yet to receive different species arriving in space ships from other planets. Humanity is young. Sophisticated but immature. It is like a new crop in the farmers field that has been genetically upgraded too fast, without allowing it to blend with its earlier wisdom, to socialize as a community, and to support its upgrade in a natural way.
 
We, the eternal consciousness called soul which does not die, we live in one of these genetically upgraded models of a human body. Our mission is to imbue our wisdom into its behavior. And to teach the body how to relax and how to listen to us, the higher power that dwells within it, for we dwell within the heart and through the muscles and bones and organs. We are the soul of the body that is trying to guide the body's many parts, but it does not always listen. It is too busy being distracted and disorganized. We must teach it to sit in solitude and focus on higher intelligence, for the earth body is unaware of higher powers. It is new at this. We must teach it. We must teach it how to respect us by sitting with it in silence, insisting that it blend with us.

That is what meditation is for. It must learn that there ARE higher powers that are more refined than itself, and that know more that it does. We teach the body to listen, to absorb, to respect, to trust the knower that lives inside it, and how to receive our instructions. The body is a child that needs to be administered to. To be taught to "listen up" and become aware of the invisible that it cannot see with its eyes, how to notice these higher powers, what we call angels, fairies and demons, and how to feel the difference between right and wrong, what feels good and what feels bad, for it does not know yet. And while it appears as if everything is going wrong in the world today, the body, each body, is being watched over by a soul and by the souls oversoul, and that which is above it on higher realms. Higher means more refined, more invisible to physical sight. It doesn't mean out in space beyond us.

There are very great beings who are here among us which we cant see with our physical eyes but we can feel them. We can detect them. They are here to make sure the human race is not harmed and the earth stays on course. They blend with us as we blend with our body. We are part of the infinite. We as the soul are not finite like the body is solid and finite. And yet we have taken on a finite perspective. It is the great lesson to realize who we are, that we are not the body but the intelligence that lives through the body and experiences everything through the body.

The experience that the body is going through is learning the lessons of love, hope and faith by working in cooperation with other bodies. The human race, known as the human species, the earthling, is learning from us, the higher power blending with it and in essence creating it. The experience that we the soul is going through, is to teach these bodies how to love and be kind to one another. The soul will move on when the body dies and returns to the earth. The final lesson for the soul before leaving is to maintain dignity, refinement and grace, to reel in all of our experiences with gratitude and hold it firmly within the breast, within the heart, and leave the outer world to its own, for others are taking over. This is a most crucial time for Mother Earth and all who live on her.

And the absolute greatest, the most ultimate lesson of all that a soul can teach a body is to bring it into the state of such perfect grace that it too becomes immortal and secures its earth persona forever in the realm of permanence. This is called ascension. It is done by blending our physical body with love for the divine. Then we can bring heaven to earth and live physically for as long as we wish. 



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1/24/21 - We are creating the new world by falling forward from the heart

St. Germain came into my meditations awhile back when I was planning a women's circle and gave me a message. This particular message will benefit men too, for there is no gender on the higher, inner planes from which spirit is falling forward. But I'll share it as it was given to me.

When women meet in circle, they are creating a mandala. They are coming together to create a sand painting just like the Tibetan Buddhists do when they gather to create an intricate beautiful design without following a pattern. They follow an inner pattern. There are many of them working on one painting without an external pattern. How do they know where to place their dainty grains of colored sand? It is a mystery to those who know only to follow someone else’s instructions.

The Buddhists know there is a greater design, a greater plan, but they don’t know that yet. They, we the women, are about to learn it. It is the next stage in our evolution, here in the west. The greater design has ALWAYS been there. The greater design works outward through each individual’s breathing and living. Each woman in our sacred circle, now members of the goddess team the world over, adds their divine breath and presence to the design, the mandala that we will create for Earth. We are each capable of reflecting the divine plan because we contain the whole picture within us, or at least have access to it.

The concept that the universe is a hologram came about when in 1982 at the University of Paris a research team led by physicist Alain Aspect discovered that under certain circumstances subatomic particles, such as electrons, are able to instantaneously communicate with each other regardless of the distance separating them. Much has been written about “we are holograms and live in a holographic universe”. The grand plan comes from source, or the oneness that created all that is, from the largest universe to the smallest insect, all of us and our little kitties and doggies, reflect the divine plan through awareness, and awareness grows. Each of us outpictures (expresses) what we feel comfortable expressing. When someone forces us to do something we are not ready for, we are uncomfortable. If someone forces us, because there are “laws on the books” to do something we really don’t want to do, we grow resentful. We feel pain. We suffer. We grow hateful. We grow violent because we are not functioning according to our plan, our role, our purpose, what we were designed for. We have become distorted, corrupt.

We are projections of the divine intelligence. Source is a falling forward and outward into manifestation in the physical. All of us are flowing outward into expression through our free will. And through our free will we may refuse to follow the inner plan, and instead follow in someone else’s footprints, looking to them as “master” instead of our self. We are projections direct from source intelligence, God or Goddess if you choose. We are meant to fit ourselves into life according to our comfort zone, we choose the friends we best fit with. We choose the city or town or state we best fit with. We choose the work we best fit with. Our hidden inner self struggles to find what we like the best. The design of the world is unfolding through human beings as they evolve and express what is in their hearts.

It is held back when they are NOT expressing what is in their hearts. We are not supposed to follow in someone else’s foot prints, we are meant to step in our own. We are not meant to follow rules or agendas created by someone else because the design for each of us alone comes forth from within as a prompting. We are prompted by an inner push to go here, or go there, or say this or say that. We have a piece of the grand design to contribute to the mandala that is being painted.

A circle of women with this understanding in mind will gather for a short time and look first within themselves for the highest prompting, and then allow that prompting to come forth and follow it. What thread of awareness will fit best with the other expressions coming from the other women in the circle? We weave together in the moment, with no one taking a leadership role for others to follow. No one is qualified to be a leader in such a circle. A teacher may lead a class, it is true, but in this gathering of goddesses, it is a circle, not a leader-teacher situation. We are here to contribute our inner light.

It may seem that I am leading, but I am not. I have been trained to be a gatherer, not a teacher or a lecturer. A writer, yes, I love to write. It is my passion, but I write from my heart with an intention to express what I am feeling, seeing and knowing. The intention is not to “make” or “shape” or “change” other people. This has been the crux of my learning - how to ascertain the difference between expressing who I AM versus attempting to teach, change or influence other people to do it my way. This has been the center of my learning over the years. My awareness has grown towards the center of this very thing. I must not draw other people into my circle because then I draw them away from their own center.

This is the philosophy of the advanced civilizations, the galactics from higher, more evolved worlds. They know not to interfere, because they are responsible for their actions. Karmic kickback. You reap what you sow and if I tempt others away from their true mission in life, I am responsible and I must return to that place again and again to correct the mistake by becoming aware. That is why, when I am presented with offers to step into the limelight, I decline. I did not understand why I was so insistent on stepping back each time an offer came my way, but now I know. I do not like to even post things on Facebook because it draws attention to me and comments suck me into threads and pathways down which I don’t want to go. The rabbit hole it is called.

People say “But how do you know unless you try it?” It is the seduction game to pull the unaware person in. I am aware of that particular method of entrapment. Many people must follow that path, and it is not for me to prevent them taking it. It is their journey and their exploration. My role is to gather those who understand what I’m writing about. And, then as we gather together in sacred circles, we can mix and blend and talk and laugh and maybe some day sing and dance. Never being musical myself I hope for it. 

Someone wrote to my galactic website and asked, “How can we identify light beings from dark entities? The answer was by feelings of hope, upliftment, peace, love, joy, exhilaration and simple kindness. It’s a radiation of loving comfort. You want to hug the person who makes you feel like that. Dark entities cause feelings of hopelessness, discouragement, confusion, fear, loss. If you feel anything less than peaceful loving comfort that makes you want to hug the person, then he or she is sending negative energies. Don‘t judge them. Don’t find fault, find a way to neutralize the bad feelings or, if unsuccessful, find a way out as quickly as possible.



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1/20/21 - The Big Picture by Ivo of Vega channeled via Sharon Stewart
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(Nancy speaking) Doug and I just finished watching the inauguration of the new president Joe Biden. I was feeling elated and stirred to emotion, especially when Amy Kobuchar came to the microphone. She smiled and I automatically smiled back. She was the inauguration co-chair. It wasn't her words, it was the joy she expressed on her face, and it was contagious. I'm not political. I'm a detector, a browser, a scanner for joyful feelings, and the inauguaration ceremony today was full of elevating feelings. There was remarkable absence of dark side division and opposing views. Inclusiveness was being expressed, mostly by the women. It was interesting to see the many famous people coming in and mingling as a crowd. Whenever a man talked I looked at my cell phone. When the President himself came on at the end to accept his new appointment, I was reading the channeling by Ivo through Sharon Stewart, which  I am sharing today. When Amanda Gorman came on, I looked up, struck by the feeling she emanated. She's the new poet laureate, a young 22-year-old black woman. She began reading her amazing poem, "Climbing the Hill", which is now online. Her words -  no - her vision expressed humanity's future. She carried us to a place beyond the stars. There is no limit to where we can go as humans becoming more.  She is an amazing and gifted seer and unifier.

The women are expressing something that the men have been unable to express, they have had a different role. There are men who are bringing us closer to it but it's the women who are embodying this grace and vision. They are coming out of the closet now, allowing the divine to speak through them, and it is pure emotional love. It doesn't matter the color of their politics or their skin. It is the expanding of the heart. Test the heart. It will tell you each time. If your heart is touched and tears come, it is their heart talking. When the head talks you don't get that response. You either get angry and have a bristling retort, or you walk away. But when the heart and the head join up together as a partnership, then the words have that feeling of rightness, which is an upward quality, and it's thrilling to the body. The body can feel it. It is the sense of inclusiveness. No one is shut out. It is forgiveness expressed as inclusiveness, as expressed as love. I believe the outgoing President will go down in history as the one who highlighted the dark in order for us to better see the light. He will be thanked later. Not now but later, in years to come.

It was during the inauguration ceremony that I stumbled upon "The Big Picture" by Ivo  of Vega. Embraced within the power of unity that I was watching on TV, I knew I had to share it. It's not about politics, it's about becoming aware of the impact divisiveness does to us. Sharon begins with her own editorial, and then Ivo steps in with his higher dimensional overview. Ivo is Sharon's twin flame. He is not in physical form on earth. He is on a ship above the earth, unseen, working with the Galactic Federation which is unseen, and communicates telepathically with Sharon. There are many such communications going on with the fleets above us.
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Sharon speaking:

I was just looking at reader comments on my Amazon books, and I thank all of you for your enthusiastic comments. Many people commented that the books show you aspects of life beyond earth, and how other beings live, but this one comment I found very insightful. The reader said: “I like how the author has clearly annotated the problems that regular people face in society and has woven that together with the much larger picture of the universe.” It may be hard to believe that there are angels trumpeting the wins of the Light on earth against the deep state, but there are.

It may be hard to believe that Venus went through the same liberation from the dark, but they did (read Omnec Onec's Venusian trilogy books to find out how they did it. Nah, spoiler, I'll tell you – they walked away from everything. It was so corrupt they walked away and started their own Light communities based on their own values. Sound familiar?)

What is happening here on earth, right now, is an extension of the universe. Black magic didn't originate on earth, word is it originated in Sirius and has largely held the constellation of Orion under its spell for a long time. There has been a lot of warring going on between the different races there, some of higher and some of lower frequency.

Then as I understand it, it moved into our solar system and infected Mars and Vulcan, which became the Keyeper belt, and then came to rest upon earth. We've been discussing the hybrid that humanity has become on earth and Ivo and I pointed out that that was for a particular reason: so that evil could incarnate here in our powerful bodies. Because the AI overlord has delusions of divinity, and because this overlord can overcome natural life through mind control (yes, that's our strength and our weakness as well. We're subject to mind control through TV waves that are calibrated to influence our mental bodies). Because we have a lower dimensional body, that was made to vibrate at lower frequencies, and because people on earth had largely turned away from their divinity to focus on materialism anyway, long before this overtake happened, taking us over was just a question of changing our life circumstances generation by generation.

Focusing on the domination of our lower minds, and then the lower mind's domination of the higher mind, that was the plan they put into place. Slowly. So slowly people didn't notice from generation to generation. They also packaged everything as “progess” instead of focusing on the down side of all of these things, because there is a down side to everything, they sold it all to us as wonderful innovations. And people were so overburdoned by their physical toiling, which is another thing ETs don't do, they gladly leapt at these innovations in order to reduce their burdon, not realizing that if they were using their inherent abilities, they wouldn't need these innovations either. They sold us a life philosophy and made money off of it all, by teaching us to deny our inherent power and abilities.

And of course, the need for further medical innovation was necessary in light of the huge pandemics like the Spanish flu, the Plague, and whatnot, that they released upon humanity and so we developed the medical system we use today. Disregarding in fact that we had a medical system in place before: using natural substances to return the human body back to homeostasis and allowing the body to heal itself, rather than the toxic innovations of the mainstream medical community we suffer through now. Anyone ever been treated for cancer? Yes. With radiation? Yes, so did my mother and she died of it. Which kills more? Cancer or the treatment of it?

The Inquisition was a notable time in history where the “witches” which were the old medical establishment I'm referring to, the healers of the past, were branded as enemies of church and state and killed off in masses. I'm sure many stopped practising their healing work, but not all of that information was lost. Our homeopathy and herbal medicine is based on what they were practising then. Anyone wonder why 5HTP isn't marketed in the States? Do you really think it's because there was a “bad batch” that made people sick, or maybe it was because it was a natural rival to antidepressants, which is a huge market worth millions. Back then, the church was used to suppress a natural human inclination: to want to heal naturally. This paved the way for main stream medicine. Now governments are controlling your need to breathe fresh air and using sickness as a means of further domination of society. What they say it is, is never what it really is. There's always a hidden agenda. I'm sure we are a lot sicker now than we were in the days of the Inquisition. Back then, our life expectancy wasn't that long. I'm sure if we let this continue, it will revert to that again.

Declaring wars that were unnecessary – funding both sides of the war to ensure that there was a stalemate to some degree, ensuring that many people died and died horribly. Brainwashing people into believing that wars are necessary when they aren't. Creating armies to fight your wars when you're funding both sides. Creating patriotism to brainwash people into fighting for their country, which is the divide and conquer agenda they use on us all the time. When people realize they are one people, not divided up into economic regions called countries, these shysters will have no more power over us.

This has happened out in the galaxy on other worlds. This isn't typical only of earth. The point is, now is the AI Warlord's last call. This is its death knell. This isn't just about peace on earth; this is about peace in the galaxy. They've chased this thing right here to earth, and earth was contained in a field by the dark ones so that we couldn't get out into the galaxy. We were lied to about our solar system, about who we are, and what we are capable of, and turned into slaves. Initially to dig for gold, apparently, but then they created a system that turned everything into gold for them, even the buttons you have on your shirt. That's how far gone this whole thing is. If you don't think they make money off of buttons, why are they still putting them on shirts? Don't you think they'd stop it if it created a loss for them?

Are there earthlings on other planets? Yes, there are. They're being used as slaves. Some are in captive colonies of cyborgs. Some are being used for their creative abilities, a bit better than a sex slave, but they still can't go home. This is about the galaxy, the universe and ultimately about the multi-verse of God, not just earth. Our win here will resonate across the universe and beyond.

Like Ivo said in our last video, people have had it. They're fed up of wars, of being pillaged, ravaged, fearing attacks, they're fed up of their children dying and they want peace. Finally. Earthlings all want one thing: peace. We want to align with the rest of the galaxy. We want to align with what's in our hearts.

Ivo and I have gone on to describe the regular problems of society from my standpoint of a recovered victim. Being a victim is mind control and it is un-do-able. You can overcome it. It takes practise to catch yourself and it takes practise to deny yourself when you are about to jump back into that cesspool of self pity. But it can be done. Other mind control strategies are escapism, and that includes escaping your mind through the use of drugs and other addictive substances. You're not fighting yourself – you're fighting the system. You're fighting mind control because they're controlling your lower mind.

The one bill of goods we've been sold is that humans are like some kind of masochistic self harming morons. We're not. But because we have no other system to turn to than the toxic system that's in place now, we have no recourse to help ourselves. If I had cancer, I'd ask Ivo to heal me. I wouldn't bother going to have radiation therapy. And as it turns out there are countries that do a healing type of therapy on the cancer patient, and that basically amounts to a lot of detoxification.

Ivo speaking:

Ivo: Yes, my love, I hear your frustration, and the good news is this is already changing. You speak of all of the dark magic that has been perpetrated upon your societies yet this dark magic has already taken place in other worlds around the galaxy. Yes, it has. Orion went through a long period of many of its peoples suffering.

Me: I know. I went to a world that was like a third world country there. I could see that they were still learning to turn it around.

Ivo: It is all about teaching you who you actually are. How powerful you are. You have all been brainwashed to believe that you are yes, self harming, masochistic, even sadistic at times, when the true human nature is seen over and over again. Although that too is exploited. You see people happy to help countries that have been ravaged by weather events, yet the deep state skims money off of those pots so these people never regain their former state of life. They do not have the money to rebuild and replenish and they are left in a poorer, weaker state than they previously were before. Do not think for a second that the evil minds that run your planet do not make use of these vulnerable peoples, living in these harsh climate zones, to bilk the rest of the world out of their money. Because they do. They know how to steal money. They know how to skim off all of the energy possible. They know how to create emotional responses in all the people of the planet and how to manipulate them into helping them through attempting to help others. Which ultimately keeps all of you down.

How many people have supported Africa throughout your lifetime and yet has the tide turned for them yet? No. Why? Because the ds will not allow it. They control your world, and they control the fortunes of the people very well. It has been the task of the Galactic Federation to oust these evil entities off of planets all over the galaxy, my love. We work in coordination with other benevolent groups in other quadrants of the galaxy, in order to ensure that the evil ones do not go from one quadrant to the next and begin again. Ironically, they seek life as every other being does. However, their expression of life is different and it has to do with domination, exploitation and downright arrogance. They have no soul connection so humility and humanity is beyond them.

They have been a scourge ever since entering this galaxy and now it is Ashtar's task to remove them from earth and ultimately this quadrant. Other quadrants are free. Yours is the last planet to be freed of this pestilence. You will first learn the history of the world from antiquity to the current day. That is one of our tasks, to teach you the truth. Many of you have seen parts of your truth that have broken through in dreams or realizations. You have seen what looked like a foreign world to you, but this foreign world was earth.
Your world is on the verge of destruction right now, my love. They say it is darkest before the dawn, well, this is your darkness.

Me: Why let it get so bad?

Ivo: Your people were so far gone there was no rescuing them. It was Gaia who cooperated and stated her intention to evolve regardless of the fate of the ones upon her. So we sent the lightworkers in large numbers to earth to help give her the light she required to live again. She was almost dead, my love. Almost dead. You revived her. The last fifty or sixty years of life upon this planet, the large numbers of lightworkers, have saved a world, and ultimately the people upon her.

It is the task of the GFL to remove the AI (artificial intelligence) overlord and those of its minions. This is largely accomplished, except where the lower frequency ones have incarnated into reptilian hybrid bodies. You lightworkers, although you have lived in the humanoid reptilian/human body with its reptilian brain, yes, the part on your brain stem, and your reptilian third eye as well as other parts that are partially reptilian, you are allowing your bodies now to crystallize into a completely human, non-hybrid crystalline form. This is a minor miracle. You are changing from a hybrid human to a pure human form. And in so doing, you are expunging any of the reptilian blueprint and its toxic characteristics, along with it.

They are being removed. That is why we tell you constantly to stop fighting, stop arguing with others, stop worrying, and to walk away from the Matrix – because it is doing these things that keeps the reptilian DNA alive. Yes. You are changing the blue print. You are evicting all evidence of the perpetrator, personally within yourselves. Deny the reptilian side of you expression and you allow the human DNA to predominate and to crystallize.
And yes, many of you have been sent reptilian or draconian hybrid mates. This is so that you will breed with these beings in order to keep the hybrid species alive in your children. These expressions of life are low vibrational, thus they resort to things like fighting, arguing, stealing, lying and other low vibrational expressions of life. When you engage in the same way with these hybrids, you enforce that hybrid part of yourself instead of the human DNA. Should you have a child with such a hybrid, it will be your child's task to evolve and to undergo the difficult process of crystallizing their body.
The more aware you are that all people are not created equal, the more you need to be cognizant of those who are soldiers of the lower frequencies of society, attempting to keep their species alive through theft of the human blueprint, the better off you are to play this game.

You must understand that you have been taught that love is an external to yourself because that leaves you vulnerable to this program of blueprint domination by the reptilian. The more you realize that love comes from within and is given, does not come from without and is received, the more you will be able to protect yourself and your DNA, your children and the future of humanity. We ask that you all now understand this. There is a war on and it is to enable the thieves of your planet to keep the planet and to allow themselves reincarnation access to the human physical body.

Other worlds have undergone this cleansing process and you certainly can do it as well. The only thing that is required is knowledge and wariness that not everyone who is sent to you is there for the sake of being a suitable mate. There is a war on. And this war is an attack on love, which is your godliness. Why do you think that a human being, who otherwise in the galaxy mates for successive incarnations, would descend into having one night flings and cheap sex with available people? This is draconian. It is not the human way at all. This is a power game. Your people practise this and it is part of the low vibrational program of ensuring the draconian/reptilian hybrid agenda.

You must wake up to this. These are un-human practises and frankly, inhumane as well.
For those who suspect either yourselves or your children embody some of this reptilian/draconian DNA the answer is simple, not easy, but simple. Raise your vibration and teach your children how to be loving humans, rather than arguing, fighting, quarreling hybrids. There has been a descent in values ever since Sharon was a young girl. The staunchy society of her parents experienced a generation gap with the birth of many lightworkers and starseeds upon earth in the 50's and 60's. This again, was hijacked by the deep state, who took the peace and love songs of the 60's and turned them into Black Sabbath, grunge, rap, and more. It was all hijacked. You must see their influence in all of the efforts the Light has made to free your world. It is there. What was intended to be music of peace and love, true human values, ultimately turned into enslavement of the masses into demonic style songs with the lyrics of a devalued society.

Me: He hates my rock 'n' roll.

Ivo: I say to you, my love, you have bought into this. Still shocked these days to find Ritchie Blackmore's dressing room adorned with a goat's head, and Robert Plant making illuminati hand signals to his audience. I rest my case. Rolling Stones album Goat's Head Soup. They are all ds and have sold their souls for the sake of money.
The rest of the hippie movement got lost in big business. This is why awareness is so important. So that you do not fall prey to their schemes. To stay aware of what they are doing before they do it, and not to trust them, is the greatest asset you can have now. Knowledge is power. There was not that much knowledge and too much trust at that time. Your world had to go through the Vietnam War and truth tellers had to come forward to show you all is not what it seems. Your world is on an uphill climb. As eyes open to the truth, more Light is anchored on your planet. So be it.

Me: Thank you, Ivo.

Ivo: My love, my life, my Light, I await you always.

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I send with this message feelings of joy, elation, love, and warm embraces of inclusiveness, to replace any despondency or unworthiness left in you. This comes from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.

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1/10/21 - A Message From Galactic Center
Channeled through Galaxygirl on 1/9/21

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(Nancy speaking) I'm sharing this message today because it resonates so well with my awakening understanding. In my estimation Galaxygirl is a very high consciousness channel. I love all that she brings forth. But first, a personal update from me.

I've switched from soft power to hard power, meaning I've switched from pursuing the divine feminine (ungrounded woo-woo stuff) to reading more scholarly stuff based on empirical science. Specifically I'm reading about research experiments being done on yoga and meditation students. Experts are seeking knowledge about kundalini through biofeedback. Kundalini is the root cause behind yoga and tantra. It is known as the evolutionary energy at the center of the human body. To my inner sight, kundalini is a lighter-than-air connection. No words can speak it but it is definitely there. I've seen it and merged with it.

This evolutionary energy is at the center of the human body. If you consider the human body as a solid form inside a huge bubble of lighter-than-air substance, this lighter-than-air substance is like a sun shining at the base of the spine, or the root chakra near the sex organs. It is not only the vitality of the body, it is the consciousness of the body. In the same way, the galactic center of the Milky Way is the vitality and consciousness of the galaxy. How each individual uses that consciousness is up to the individual. That is why it's called an evolutionary force.

Before the modern materialistic-reductionist era came into being, ancient techniques for consciousness expansion and maintaining health were passed down through oral tradition before written languages were common place. Yogis and mystics referred it and religious saints wrote about it. Now new age thinkers are researching the yoga and meditation students who are wired to biofeedback equipment before, during and after their sessions. This is a 1979 book I am reading (Kundalini, Evolution and Enlightenment" edited by John White) and it is 40 years later. I wonder what's happening today?

Before my recent shift to left brain, I was completely right brain and couldn't read intellectual jargon. Now, after enhancing my left brain, I am able to understand and am learning some important information. The right brain is feminine, the left brain is masculine. Everyone knows that. The right brain has spacial and harmonic qualities. The left brain has verbal and analyzing qualities. Everyone knows that too. But did you know that the right brain (feminine) is strengthened or enhanced by closing the right nostril and breathing through the left nostril 20 or 30 times? It seems illogical or backward, but here is the science: It works like pumping air into a balloon. Air is forced into the balloon from an outside source, inflating it. Air, which is actually consciousness, is forced into the one side by closing off the only avenue of escape. It's like when inflating a balloon. A balloon wouldn't inflate if there were a hole in the other end. If you want to increase your masculine qualities, the left brain, you would close the left nostril and breathe through the right nostril 20 or 30 times, or as long as you wish.

At the automatic, non-thinking level, breathing is the mechanism to pump air through the body to keep it alive. By adding conscious will power and intention to breathing exercises, one can turn "just air" into living prana and cause it consciously to go further, which is what quantum means, so that it enlivens the teeny-tiny conduits called nadis or meridians that weave like a spiders web all through the body, thus delivering enhanced consciousness and vitality to organs, glands, muscles and other bodily systems.

Research into kundalini is validating that controlled breathing techniques can enhance and enrich the human body and mind. For example, the fire breath is an ancient yoga practice for cleaning the blood, expanding the lung capacity and improving circulation. What interests me is that science is attempting to explain mystical rapture as being the result of consciousness expansion which begins with basic physical techniques.

Now, here is the message from Galactic Center, which I find so beautiful.  I hope you can appreciate it as well.
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Hello, friends. I am the Galactic Center, center of your universal perception. These are both harrowing times and hallelujah times, for the light is pummeling your planet with great love and devotion. You are surrounded by light and by this love. It becomes you. It sings the music of the spheres all around you, within you. The light is within your very breath for you are all one being experiencing yet more light, yet more of itself. These are times of chaos and of great opportunities for centering.

I am the Galactic Center. I offer you the space of my presence as an excellent thinking and creating space. What is it you wish to create? Many of you would come here before your incarnations to think, to ruminate, and to review past life experiences and to heal from them. The internal centering that meditation affords you is a bridge, a gateway to me, to this space of centering and contemplation. It is much like the eye in the center of the storm. A storm appears to be raging upon your earth right now but the light is the center, the light is the eye of the storm. You are of this light. It permeates all things. All is light. All is love. This knowledge is returning to your realm, to your reality, to your experience. You can choose to either experience the chaos of the storm or the calm within the center, within the eye. I am the center of my own space, just as you are the center of your own experience. You may create here with me. I am always open for visitors. It is my purpose to hold space for those who know and do not know that they need it. You friends, are holding space for those who know or do not know that they need it. You are holding space. You are the eye, for you are a part of this light that is becoming stronger moment by moment. You are a part of this grand momentum and it gives me great joy to connect with you in this way for I can amplify your space-holding efforts. Synchronize with me. Synchronize within with your own inner light and space-holding abilities. Remember the weeks to come are either full of harrowing images from your news media and all doom and gloom or hallelujahs with the tremendous feeling and deep inner knowing of all good things to come. All good things are coming to your realm. Creator has decreed it. The abuses and mishandling of the universal codes are to come to an end. Many are being removed.

Peace, dear one. I am peace is an excellent mantra for this time. Anchor peace for your brothers and sisters who are suffering in the breaking up of their illusional reality. Many will choose not to awaken and will awaken in their own way and time. Many will be blown by the winds of change rather than being centered within the calm breath of love, of space, of holding light. Pillars of light hold space. Breaths of light hold space.

I am the Galactic Center. I have an interesting idea, will you entertain it with me? I am the consciousness of space. I am that I am just as you are that you are. All is connected, all is light, all is love. Feel the cosmic hug around you. Feel my space being held just for you. Precious light workers, you are so valuable. You are each the most valuable player on this team. An intricate web of light is woven by your presence, by your energy signatures, by your laughter, light and love. Feel me holding space for you and rest in this moment. Still your mind. Deepen your breath. Love whatever thoughts arise. Now send this space of this moment into your earth, into her heart and we will deepen and expand this web of light, this interconnectedness to all things that are truly one. One heart, one mind. Humanity is beginning to feel this. It is much like the crying child that is having a temper tantrum and crying and kicking against the loving embrace of their parent, who only holds space and love for them. We are doing this. The wounded child, the heart of humanity, is kicking and screaming, crying is to come soon. And so we embrace. We embrace. We love. We listen. We hold space. Do this for your own inner self. Send yourselves light and it will radiate deeper further than ever before for you are becoming more deeply alive. For being alive - higher dimensionally alive and feeling this pulse of love - that is higher dimensional living, my friends. That is what is coming to you and when you connect in such a way as this with your own inner god self, you expand further into your higher self. Many of you are your higher selves already. This one was asking recently and talking with another beloved light worker about how they are perceived by their galactic brothers and sisters? How are they doing? Is enough being done? And as I see all things and feel the space between all breaths I can say yes, yes you are all doing marvelously. Yes, we are all immensely proud of you. I feel the hardships upon Gaia for she is within my space and I hold space for her, for all things in this universe, just as I am holding space for you. This is your task in this moment. Not to run yourselves ragged with doing, but to allow yourselves to be in this space of living, breathing and becoming your higher dimensional selves, holding space in love and light for the masses. In so doing we are all comforting the tantrum throwing child. After the tantrum is over, tears are quietly streaming from both parent and child, and healing and release occurs. Energetic release is what you are seeing and what you will see in the days to come. Holding space has never been so important. This is why I was selected to come through. Remember I am always here for you. I hold space for you. I love you.

I am your Galactic Center. Remember all of the spinning stars and planets that encircle, there is space between them all. I am this space. I am not caught up in the motions of the beings around me. I am. You are the same. This is what is needed now. I am the Galactic Center. (galaxygirl)

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Wishing you an enlightened New Year full of blessings from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.

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12/23/20 Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !
A final update and end of newsletters


Over the last few weeks the thought of ending the newsletters has been edging closer. So much information has been coming that it has been difficult to focus. Working a message into an intelligible format takes time. So, well, it's moving me into a new alignment in the starry galaxy, and I'm feeling less need to send newsletters. It used to an urge to share. Now it is an urge to study Tantra. Maybe you have noticed time is speeding up? Well, for me, it is causing me to focus on this one specific area which is like the culmination of my journey through life. I'll explain further down. But meanwhile I am finding it easier to post on the website (Anakosha.org) which is more impersonal. Anyone can view it and I don't have to worry about rattling someone's cages. I do worry that maybe I shouldn't be saying some of things I talk about. When I send a newsletter, I feel that I'm connecting with everyone on the list who receives it. Not personally but in a harmonic way. I love harmony and sense that some of the things I talk about too far out. They cause negative reactions and I don't want that. So I am holding back talking about some very meaty things. 

As I move increasingly into a more rarefied atmosphere of calm and peace, this more cosmic consciousness, if you could call it that, senses disharmony which makes me wonder "Why am I doing this?" It pushes me further up into more harmony with the higher forces to get away from the chaos. But not to worry. It's a natural phenomenon to turn and go in the other direction. I'm sure many people are experiencing this, with all the commotion going on in the world. This isolation period is causing everyone to be more aware and more cautious. I'm not watching news. Doug is but I'm not paying attention so it's not affecting me. He reports on the latest political news and my mind closes. I get sleepy!

So when I go out, like to the store among strangers, or even among friends, I am more mindful of others, not sure where they are coming from or what they are aware of. I try not to rock the boat. This is a serious evolutionary period we are going through right now. Humanity as a whole. From my perspective following the spiritual channelings, and based on my own knowledge, it is a process affecting everyone in the universe, the galactics on higher planes as well as we on the lower planes. Some are calling it "ascension", but that implies we are going to leave the planet and disappear into some higher plane. I do not believe that. I don't want that. Some may, of course, it is an individual process. But I'm planning to stay on the ground for a while longer. I'm studying rare esoteric books and finding validations for my beliefs. 

So this will be my last newsletter. At least I think so. Who really knows what tomorrow will bring? DK says not to fix on an any one object, but be open to change. I will be posting on the Anakosha website. Check into http://www.anakosha.org/dianas-blog.html periodically. I'll post there what I'm doing.

Now, for all those wonderful sister friends I have made over the years, I would love to meet with you. Anyone, please feel free to connect with me in person. Come over and visit or arrange to meet somewhere. I would love to see you in person. Anyone, feel free to contact me. As for massage - no. Not yet. It is a wish but only a wish at this point. I don't feel it is time yet. I really think that a year from today the pandemic will be well over. December 23, 2021 we should be free. Probably earlier, but I'll set that marker now. Those who want the vaccine will have had it by then. Those who don't want it will be free to live according to their choices, so I think the world will be in a better place a year from now.

Yesterday a message was given to me in the shower. It always starts in the bathroom every morning. I may be achy, tired and groggy, but once in the bathroom my brain starts opening and the morning's message starts talking to me in my mind. After drying off I begin writing. Yesteday's message was for me but I'm sharing it because it's for all women. I've been following the trail of the feminine for years. Why is feminine so different from masculine? So this is more for women, although men have some feminine qualities in them too, so men can take from it what they will. Writing is the way I best communicate. I started journaling after going into the light 45 years ago. At first I didn't. I couldn't make sense of what happened so I started to write it out long-hand on paper. Through this process I began to put the pieces together in my own mind. It didn't make sense but I  discovered that by writing it out helped me to connect the dots. Today I realize that I was creating new synapses in my brain. I could make it real for me. It was a solid experience. I have been learning about Tantric Yoga and how that system of thought and practice, helps a person open etheric pathways in their body. The brain needs new synapses to accomodate higher experience, otherwise memory of the experience fades and disappears. To make higher consciousness part of one's daily life, it needs additional brain cells - and heart cells.

Well, I'm getting ahead of myself. The point is, writing or journaling is important for someone who is experiencing mystical happenings they can't understand. I recommend everyone do it to help in understanding. Or to carry on conversation with someone close and get feedback. Same thing.

Yesterday, the message I received while showering was about the "talent that women have is in the giving of who she is as a feminine being." The point was, it's all about her ability to give and express. There is a giving in the RIGHT way and a giving in the wrong way. Women have been giving in the wrong way for centuries, as servants to men. That way is now coming to an end. That way has kept women down and servile. It has kept them focusing on the men, not on themselves. The RIGHT way to give is to start giving of themselves in a way they WANT to give, and WHEN they want to give and how. In other words freely, spontaneously, as they feel  it is appropriate. Giving means expressing and the right use of a woman's talent is to express herself naturally, as she feels to, not the way men have required her to be. This is a subtle thing to become aware of. Women have taken on an artificial role of subservience in ways they are not aware. It is subconscious. The real feminine person has retreated to higher ground. Females like unity and harmony. Chaos and trauma pushes them away or causes them to take on a mask and become a pretend person who takes over.to handle chaotic situations. This has happened to the feminine gender on this planet. On more evolved planets the men and women are more balanced, not like here. This pertains also to men, who also have a female side, but I'm not qualified to address men. This message was given to me to assist me as a woman, personally. 

The interplay between male and female hold the worlds together. Being feminine is a very special talent, meaning BEING feminine. Their bodies are feminine. They hold the frequencies of the mother of creation. The female body has a built-in talent to nurture, support and care for all that is before them. They are the womb. They are the cradle and the love-makers and assurers. It is an expression of love to serve and give, and not think of themselves. But this very special talent has been usurped by the men. They have become servers to the males who became the controlling authorities. This is an ancient theme that has grown insidiously into the human species for millions, trillions, uncountable years. The loss of femininity on the planet has caused the mess the world is in. The male of the species usurped the feminine generosity and laid claim on it, possessed it and made rules around what they could do and not do. The feminine's natural gift (talent) to life is to nurture and love FREELY, but it was taken away from them. by the male patriarchy. To the men it must be said - this is not on you. Please do not take this personally. It is an imbalance that both genders need to correct. Both sides of the equation need to bring balance and harmony back to the life they life. Look to the supermind, or oversoul, to correct the imbalance. The love that the feminine gender would have, could have, given since the dawn of history, would have raised this world to a perfect paradise by now.

Now that the shift is underway and new energy is beaming down to us from the central sun (source which many of us are tuned into) freedom is coming to the women of the world. This is critical to affect changes to ease the way for the men who also struggle to be free. Women may be feeling an urge to do something specific. This is a sign that her masculine side is activating. The masculine side is the active side, the ability to take charge and make plans and carry them out, without getting permission from her man. She is in the throes of bringing herself to a better balance. The urge to take action, make choices, define and express is a masculine quality, yet she is still feminine. She still has the talent for nurturing but it is becoming balanced with more intelligence and action.

I speak from a personal perspective. I'm slowly getting it. I activated my masculine side some months ago, consciously, by telling my left brain to activate. Since then I've been experiencing an increased interest in studying and learning, yet I am still the same woman I was before, loving and kind, but not quite so submissive to men as I used to be. For a woman who has been in that submissive mental frame her whole life, she may be feeling a certain blossoming of excitement, a certain sense of spontaneous joy springing up once in a while, maybe an outburst that sparkles like the sun coming from within. (Where did that come from?) Revelations are occurring that are difficult to put into words. The mind has opened new doors. I'm accessing a higher consciousness and bringing it down by writing about it.

It feels like a flowering of the whole person. Not as a gender. It doesn't make the woman become more womanly. It makes her become more real, more authentic, more whole. The part that has been missing is beginning to kick in and filling in with active qualities we call masculine - of defining, managing, controlling, focusing, planning, creating. Instead of waiting for the man to do it all. There is joy in kindling this new side of me. It presses me on to learn more, to read more, to interact more. Something is trying to speak up in me. There's not enough time in the day to do all that I want to do, explore, discover, practice the rituals. I'm so busy, right here staying at home. It's the now moment. I can only do this by surrendering to the activity that's going on. No matter what pops up, it is there for me to do. It is intelligent. Intelligence is one of the seven qualities with which we have been endowed. They are high-end principles. Love is another. Will power is another. Truth, another. I will be writing more about the seven qualities. They are the chakras.

It is a joyful process to bring in the masculine tendencies to an overly servile person. There is excitement and it is the most natural thing in the world. You feel like a little girl at your own party. This is not a mental thing. It's not something you read in a book, but you can find validations in certain books that fall accidently into your lap. The oversoul is always watching for an opportunity to "sneak one in". Women are learning they don't need to ask permission. She is connected to source because of the way she is made. All bodies are, but men are made to flow in a different way. She is source. And the more she lets that sense of action express, the more she will feel the joy of life. She will be called into action at appropriate moments. It is an impulse. It is a feeling to move. It is a star burst of clarity.   Clarity can be felt. It's like when the door bell rings you can't ignore it. Women have been long suffering in letting men take charge of their lives. It is not easy to build confidence after giving one's power away to the man. It takes recognition to start building the momentum to take back one's power. To reel it in and feel the power inside.  Men  who feel powerless need to do this too.

It feels natural once you've got the hang of it. Today we are seeing women expressing themselves more and more, but we see only the famous ones who are loud and making themselves known. What about the average woman who is quiet? Are they beginning to express what they have never dared express before, for perhaps hundreds of lifetimes? Some of those lifetimes were in male bodies. It happens that way. The oversoul knows when it has become too masculine or too feminine, so it switches bodies to try to equalize itself. But I can tell you, the men are eager for this to happen. They too are being activated to balance themselves with more freedom. Men are tired of carrying the burden of being always in control. They will help.
 
Men have long been accustomed to supporting women and children. It was a workable arrangement on both sides, but now it is becoming a pressure on both sides. It is a pressure to be so taken care of that it is suffocating and blocking the creative genius within. On the other side, the men are tired too. The male has been providing support to the outer world, physical, while the women have been providing support for the inner world, emotional, but both genders are tired of the limits placed on them. There is new freshness in the air. The past has limits and the new fresh feelings are breaking them down. Tantra teaches that each person is 50/50 male and female. We are each a combination of active and static/passive. Humankind has gotten out of balance in that we are either male or female, but we're supposed to be equally balanced. The divine androgyne, it is called. That doesn't mean homosexual. It means one is healthy and will live a happy and abundant long life with all things provided easily and smoothly. To be androgynous means to be both divine and human at the same time. If you're in a male body, you're a balanced male. If you're in a female body, you're a balanced woman. Life is wonderful for things work out according to cosmic law of harmony and balance. We are heading in that direction. It will take time. But men are learning to step down from their control position, and women are learning to step up.

I am coming into my own through spiritual studies and focusing on the practical in a balanced way. I can't forsake the practical, but I also can't forsake that which is my calling, that which excites me. Slowly, the practical life is taking on excitement. There is no more "mundane" work. It is all part of the fun of living. Inner studies help me feel alive. I am nurturing my quest. It used to be a struggle, now it's new.  Tantra is integrating the inner world with the outer world. My husband and I have been doing a good job of it. We have bonded together nicely from what were extremely opposite positions when we first met. We don't talk a lot, but we don't need to. We are together all the time. We're not pulling away or resisting each other. We make love together even though we're very senior in age. It is working well for us.

It is a new relationship every day. It is very subtle, like the mixing of chemicals in a test tube. We absorb each other. Friends do that too. We are heading in that direction as species to retain our individuality, yet the divine within us merges. It is love on an impersonal scale, like the sun that shines on everything in the same way. Women do not need a man to give them permission, nor does a man need permission from her. We are each independent. I used to be co-dependent, leaning on someone else. Co-dependency is changing into walking side by side, each without a crutch. She will not fall down if he were to remove himself. Nor will he if she is gone. Inner balance is what the Tantric path teaches. Look to the higher authority. The authority is not a human being. It is an inner strengthening of the supermind, the higher self, the God within. THAT is the authority that brings true independence, true sovereignty, true freedom. We are taken care of by a higher power. There IS a God and we are the children flowing with the force field of the Father and the Mother. There is a spiritual science that will come to us to replace the old-time religion. It will be natural when that time comes. Knowing that we are taken care by that which is watching over everything and being secure in that knowledge, gives us freedom to stop worrying and be happy. We don't have to hoard food and steal from others or build fences to keep out strangers. We are unified by the same spirit and by the same knowledge of it. Yet we are still independent and sovereign with the ability to form relationships as we choose, or not, or where to live, or what to do.

The problems of society are disappearing. Most people can't see it but I can. Divine authority is that authority which is felt inside oneself. It is held within the body of flesh and blood. Our body is held in form by the Mother God, the feminine aspect of life. She holds our organs and bones in place. We will in time develop the ritual of honoring her every day in the silence and in so doing uplift our attitude to a joyful one. Tantra points the way. The knowledge that God is within each person has not been taught openly. It has been secret knowledge down through the ages. It is coming out in the public eye now. The old religions are disappearing and a new larger picture is emerging from within each solitary person. No one is a teacher, no one is a student. Everyone is both a teacher and a student. There is a spot in the garden for every woman, man and child, because each one is a piece of the wholeness of the planet.

It is essential to take time for meditation or call it prayer or alone time. It is essential to take time away from the confusions and mixed agendas of the world around us. Shut off the cell phone, the computer, television, get away from family, friends, socializing. Go into a quiet room or out into a quiet nature somewhere, alone. Clear the head and body, shut down the mind, relax the muscles, bones, arms and legs, and just listen. Listen to the silence which underlies everything. Count the breaths. Count 100 or 200 breaths. It helps the mind to focus on something.

The silence is the infinite consciousness of the mother. She is the one who holds your body in form while the father holds the universe together. They are one and the same. Within the silence one can hear the aum or hum of the oneness while the mother cradles the physical body. One may feel like rocking or moving involuntarily. The universe is alive and in the quiet one may feel that aliveness and stir the body with the humming. You will be surprised to learn how wonderful, clean, whole and perfect you are, just as you are, alone, sitting silently, or perhaps lying down, with your body at rest but remaining conscious. It is a steady beat coming through the heart.

I am studying Tantra on an intellectual level and discovering validating reports by others who have been into the light, like me. I thought I was the only one. They are the ones who created the ancient traditions of ritual and postures and prayers. A secret life flows through the body and brain and we haven't noticed it. Sitting in silence one begins to hear it. The brain is not the mind. The mind covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. The brain is just an organ, like the lungs and the heart. It has a function, it helps us to calculate, plan, think, but it is not the mind. The mind is who you are. Your mind is capable of stretching out to read other minds and to reach up to the super mind and into the minds of trees and animals. Mental telepathy it's called. It is all so natural, and women especially have this instinct running through them.

For me there is one impulse that keeps surfacing over and over through the years. I keep coming back to it. I have tried to gather groups but that doesn't work because I don't like to put myself forward, but I love writing about it. It's about the love that is trapped - literally trapped - inside the physical body because there are laws that restrict it from expressing. I have hunted down this knowledge all through my life. I wanted to go to medical school and become a doctor to study the body, but I was waylaid, got married, had children instead. The human body draws me to it like a butterfly to a flower. I want to touch it. There is love inside it. I sense it when I put my hands on someone. I went to massage school to become a therapist and practiced that for awhile, but there were too many limits, too many problems so I quit. Tantra continued to surface. I write about love. I keep writing about love in human form.

During this period of isolation due to the pandemic, I have had the chance to read, study and focus. I see that the yearning for massage is dwindling. I feel the action coming on strong but I don't know where it is leading me. I have been told (by DK) not to wish for anything but surrender upward. Each of us is contributing to the world's enlightenment process by simply BEING who we are. We've been held back from that fullness and wholenss, but that's what this shift is all about. We are becoming. Becoming what? We won't know until we are in the middle of BEING that wholeness. We're here to be alive and excited and moving and acting and contributing simply who we are. What we know is not what the brain knows but what the soul knows. We have to BE it. We have been keeping our greatness buried and secret inside us. This greatness - in each person - is what is needed now. Now it's time to throw away the keys and unlock the doors to the codes and the secrets and the knowledge that is ready to spill out into the world. It's not a WHAT, it's a WHO. We are unique, a piece of a puzzle that is required to make the whole picture complete. No one really knows what their piece is until they're in the middle of it. Then they'll begin to get the idea. It's an unfolding. It's a blossoming. Just like a flower unfolds one petal at a time, so do we. Don't rush it. Take some time to go into the silence and make the connection.

You can't know what you are capable of until you find yourself doing it. That's the path of evolution that we are on. It's a major shift for the planet, coming into alignment of perfection. Each one has a perfection waiting for them and no one can take their place. It is you or no one. You are an energy that no one can duplicate. You've lived an untold number of lives before this one and you have accumulated wisdom and knowledge separate from the others. That makes you unique. You own it when you sit in silence periodically and interface with it. Past ages we've been held back because we weren't validating each other. We thought we were the only ones to feel this way. Opening doors allows us to validate each other and share views with each other. Each one is going to say the same thing: "I didn't think I was good enough." The dark ways of the world taught us to feel that way. As it did our ancestors.and we fell into it like a star falling from heaven.

But things are changing. I'm sure you have noticed it. Monday, the 21st, was a major constellation happening in space. A big deal from a cosmic or astronomic level. We are seeing the changes play out in our relationships. For women it can present a problem because being a supporter, nurturer and helper to one man is not enough. We want to help more. We want to give more. We want to love more. We want to contribute more, but the monogamy laws hold us back. Men possess us, inhibit us, keep us for themselves. Some men don't want to do that any more. New social customs are being explored. There is polyamory, swinging, open marriages, gay meetups, transgenders, so many different intimate explorations are going on. Human beings are having a field day while the old laws are still on the books and government leaders are slow to respond. But the old ways have run their course anyway. Freedom is seeping into the people on every level and the calling is being felt to march to a different beat.

This message came to me for me, but it's really for everyone. I'm sharing because I know that others are feeling the same way. It is to give freely what you want to give and what is exciting to give. That's what is positive, progressive, beneficial to the world around you. It's not a negative if your heart is in it. When a plant is ready to bloom, it blooms. It does not hold back. Mother Nature is in charge and she's bigger than the plant. What she says, goes. It's the same way with us. Nature is bigger than us. When nature says "move!" we move, innocently and freely, just like the flower in the front yard. And so must you. You are ready to blossom. Do what you are led to do, even if it is shedding a former way of life. That does not mean to run away from home and family as I once did. The shedding refers to the dropping of the veil that once kept you covered when you needed to be covered. Now you no longer need it, it is no longer useful.

The past has come and gone. The future hasn't arrived yet but you are the interface between the past and the future. It is the act of waking up and becoming aware that you have a more perfect future. It's you walking across the bridge from the past into the now. The future hasn't unfolded yet but here on the bridge in the NOW moment, the future is taking shape. The NOW moment is the most powerful moment in life because it is creating the next steps and the next openings and scanning the horizon for which direction to take you in. Your supermind is always at work to create openings. Other people may be stuck where they are, but when you sit in silence and empty your mind, you are walking out onto the bridge where the supermind is waiting for your connection.

Trust it. This is true for everyone. Not just women but men too. I have felt held back all my life having to listen to men guide me, tell me what I ought to do, their suggestions, their moods, their needs, their anxieties. But through a lifetime of inner practices I have interfaced with the supermind. My male side is now active, and the masculine is all about action, focusing on a direction. And so I am here in masculine mode. The human is getting ready to speak the words it was once afraid to speak.

Wishing you a joyful holiday season as we enter the New Year. Blessings to all, may you be safe, cozy and remain constantly in love. Namaste from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me!

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12/8/20 Stop blaming the evil - we are the evil
Transforming the dark to light with the inner fire

We must learn to stop blaming the dark and evil ones, WE, humanity, are the dark and evil. We, who are gods in training are stopping our own progress by stopping the evolutionary fire within, the evolutionary love force coming up from the ground, stopping it from flowing up the spine to activate ALL of the chakras. Chakras are located in the spine on a higher plane called etheric. We’ve all been through the animal phase, now is our time to master the human vessel. Now is time for the upright human. Not four legs but two. We are to stand tall reaching up to the heavens. Humans are creators, designed to flower (we are a flow-er). But we are not flowing as we should be flowing - up through the spine through the central column of light which is etheric. We are stopping the flow at the sacral or sex chakra by having sex without male-female balance. The man and woman are out of balance. Each one of them. It is because we are having sex without reverence, love and appreciation for the highest in us, the holiest in us. It is when we allow the fire within to flow that we equalize ourselves and become balanced. We merge then with the highest and the holiest that we can be. So far this has not been attained in the vast majority.
 
Yes, an orgasm is good for the body. It clears the lower body but it isn’t reaching the higher body. The fire that is in Mother Earth - the spirit of Mother Earth - is vitality. This is the vitality that feeds us humans. It is the health-giving force but it is also the holy love of Mother Earth that fuels spiritual evolution. She is trying to flow her love, her evolutionary force, upward through human beings but we are wasting it. She is shining her evolutionary force upward like a flood light at a theatre opening, but we are stealing it away. She is influencing all sentient beings in nature with this fire - the trees, plants, vegetables, insects, animals and birds - but the human being has failed to receive this flowing the way we are supposed to be receiving it. We are a different species altogether. We are still connecting ourselves to the animal ways instead of becoming wholey human - holy humans. We are supposed to be flowering upward towards the heavens. I must talk about this holy force within. It has been given to me to tell the story which no one else wants to tell.
 
The central pillar of light that comes down from above the head, around the spine and into the earth below our feet, is etheric. It is filled with light. It is the higher kundalini in us above our head. We don't even know that we have an etheric body, never mind knowing about the higher kundalini or the central pillar of light which contains our chakras and flows downward to meet the lower kundalini at the base of the spine. The chakras are ignited by the lower kundalini rising up and the higher chakras are ignited by the higher kundalini flowing down. These chakras need to be ignited consciously by the person who lives in the body. He must acknowledge this evolutionary force which is dual in nature - one above us and one below us. We must first learn about it and then consciously work it into a reasonable pattern through habit. Allow it and lift it up, bring it down, through certain procedures and processes with the mind. We are not doing that because we have stolen the power through common sex. We have not been given this information. It is time. We have been held back in ignorance of the etheric body and the emotional body and the mental body and light body, and all of these are feeding the solid physical body.

We are supposed to be the stewards of the planet, we human beings. We are designed to be the wisest of all the species on earth, conduits through which the higher forces above and the lower forces of earth can meet, unite, expand and become one force within us to fulfill us. We are designed to become fully aware of both our higher powers and our lower powers. This will make us into super humans - intelligent, wise, with great love to heal the earth and with an ability to create beyond our wildest imaginations. We have been stopping the flowing (the flowering) by our ignorance about sex. Male-female sex. We do it over and over the same way, stopping it with an orgasm. The orgasm stops it. We should be lifting it higher but we don't know how to do that. This is a Tantra teaching.

Without this knowledge, without this understanding, we continue to use the earth force up, spit it out and waste it and it doesn’t flow up the spine to the higher chakras to meet the higher kundalini above our heads. If we would only learn how to do that we would become a people of refinement and graciousness, a people of peace and GREAT wisdom and no more wars. We would ignite revelation, divine revelation, faith, hope, charity, love, encouragement, health, abundance, restore limbs and restore unity. We would restore the desire to serve one another and enrich one another, and refine our planet and beautify everything we touch and enjoy each other to the fullest without violating one another. Higher purpose would be achieved as we would be in higher service to each other. 

I suspect that most people don't know what I'm talking about, but I'll be writing more about this. I'll try to define it in more down-to-earth words. The evolutionary force is stopped at the sexual climax. When the man spends himself during grunting sex. The second chakra is the sex chakra which gives life force to the reproductive organs.  When the focus is on sex, with the climax being the ultimate goal, there is no higher focus. All we know is that orgasm gives physical pleasure and bliss and so we go for it. It becomes the highest we can imagine. It is always about the physical, while the greatest treasures are within reach. Sex brings pleasure and bliss for those who enjoy it, yes, of course it does. It is beautiful. But it does not bring pleasure and bliss to many - those who are in pain and are tormented by those who use them as tools for their own satisfaction, whatever that hunger would be.  It is a selfish pleasure for those who use sex for their own pleasure, but make victims out of those who don't, or are confused about what is expected of them. Children included.

Bringing bliss and pleasure to the lower body for a few minutes while the higher body doesn't get the benefits, is the animal way. The animals do not have the upright human design. They have a different evolutionary design. Their evolution is on a lower level. They will reach the human level some day. The human being is designed with spirituality hovering overhead, waiting for the man to stand upright and connect with it. It is the evolutionary force designed for the human being. It is the built-in force that draws his attention upward, ever upward to connect with his higher self which is not yet in form. It is beyond his reach but it is attempting to descend down through the central column to become embodied. It is the unformed trying to come into body but we are stopping it with our focus on sex. This is why we are here - to graduate out of the animal stage. It is mankind’s greatest gift, to be able to graduate and stand upright, tall, noble, and reach upward to the stars that shine above him - what is above him which causes him to wonder and reach?
 
The females are trying to tell the male of the species that she wants more love. She asks for more love in a myriad different ways. She tries to seduce the man to come up higher past the third chakra at the naval to reach the fourth chakra in the heart. The blockage is at the 2nd chakra, and also more blocks at the 3rd chakra, which is the navel. This block creates issues with personal power. It's selfish power. She tries to bring him up higher beyond the 3rd to the 4th chakra which is the heart chakra, where love is activated and released and floods the bodies of both. Love is a higher power than the 3rd. Going up higher to the 5th chakra at the throat, when this is activated, it releases the power to speak truth frankly and openly without holding back. Then communication begins to take place which is free flowing, truthful, caring and considerate. The 6th chakra at the third eye brings peace and comfort to the one who succeeds in opening it. The 7th chakra at the crown opens and the power to access the soul chakra, known as the 8th chakra, takes place. This in turn activates higher chakras for we are connecting in the web of consciousness to a vastness that we can only evolve into.

There is a plan and a pre-ordained destiny for humankind and each individual to grow into his higher individuality - the part of himself that he doesn't know yet because he hasn't embodied it yet. Each individual has a special and unique sense of purpose. But if this grand evolutionary force is blocked at the lower sex chakra, we are holding it back. I know, sex feels good. And so we keep doing it. We recycle the same experience over and over. We never get past the 3rd chakra where personal power is held locked up, to rise to the heart where love is locked up. We must learn more about sex. Sex is what animals do; lovemaking is what humans are supposed to do. Future sex will lose its pressure and intensity and become a quintessential flowering into bliss each time he makes love. It's higher and better and more beautiful but we have become stuck at the animal level.  We haven't reached our destined promised land yet, but we will. A few individuals have done so and more are beginning through the discovery and exploration of Tantra.

Tantra is the master course to look to, but there are distortions that need to be wiped away. There are very few knowledgeable masters of the art. I have lived Tantra in former lives but lost it in this life. I didn't have access to memories until late in life. However instinct has guided me. We should not be wasting our life force through superficial sex. For everyone reading this, this does not mean we should not be enjoying each other's bodies. The first step is to loosen up the tight reins imposed by religion. But to learn about love and to start practicing love in a worshipful way - that is the way of the goddess and the pagan women. It is something that can begin today, tonight, with a beloved partner, but only YOU can do it within yourself. Nobody can take you by the hand and guide you because very, very few people even know about it. Only YOU can raise your vibrations, your attention, your intention and your desire to become more worthy of the life flowing through you, and assume the holiness that you can imagine. But do it secretly. Don't talk about it. It is not for your partner to know what you are doing. Then it becomes self-aggrandizement. Worship your partner silently, with your heart and mind and observe how they respond. Secretly. Be an observer. Be quickened by this secret knowledge. This works for both men and women. It does not soley belong to women. This comforting, nurturing love for all life lives in men too. It is the substance of the god and goddess in training. Either or both can start practicing this art today. I will be speaking more about Tantra as time goes along. I learning many things. It is all coming to a head.

We each need a partner to practice with, to observe  the beautiful feedback and to FEEL it within our own bodies. But again, do not speak about it. It is your own inner work. Don't expect anything from your partner. Simply observe how YOU feel. Don't expect your partner to raise you up. The responsibility starts with you. You are the one to ignite it so the fire begins within you. Shift your approach to a higher level and feel the comfort of feminine warmth within you. Women must feel this too. We are here to figure out how to do that within our Self. There is no "how to" manual. We are the creators. Don't waste this precious energy on selfish motivations. Spin it around and give love instead of looking for it. Shift focus to one of lack to one of "I have so much, let me give it." From you to your partner. This is the great "click". This turns on the flow. It begins the movement of love within, the vitality within, the fire in the belly. Eventually humankind will ignite all the chakras up and down his central column, which is the physical spine within the vertebra. As he flows the vitality up and down, between heaven and earth and between earth and heaven, he will find himself remaining stable, feel wonderful and free. He will feel at home upon the earth.

What I'm talking about is a seed of a new thought. It will not be taken seriously at first but a thought seed will be planted by all who read this. There are others writing about this. When mankind as a race - both men and women but mostly it's the male who fixates on sex and the genital orgasm -  begins to acknowledge the deeper and more expanded layers to himself, he will tap into the cosmic sensations. The sexual orgasm is a lower body release of stress and tension which is helpful - it causes a few minutes of knock-out bliss - but the full-body orgasm is created with sensations of elevation. One remains conscious and may enter into superconscious realms with revelations and visions possible. As time goes on and practice. It is a totally different sensation. The full-body orgasm opens all the chakras at once and ping-pongs on up the ladder to heart, head and beyond. This can be done without a partner too. Taoism teaches that. Tantra teaches it too, but Tantra has been usurped by westerners as a quick way to have "better sex" and they mostly leave out the important parts.

There will no longer be a problem of erectile dysfunction in the future man. The pumping action of friction will not be required. When he starts to listen to his feminine self first, and his feminine partner second, and yields 50 percent of the control to her, he will lose his need to be fixated on his genitals, both his and hers. He will allow her to lead him and they will learn to follow each other along together. She will know what to do instinctively, for her feminine radar flows in the upward direction all the time. When the male allows himself to follow her lead, the evolutionary force will begin to rise up and activate the chakras within the column of light. When that is accomplished, sexuality will take on a different feeling. It will be of a higher dimension. He will feel the difference. It will feel more wholesome and whole. Holy should be taken out of the churches and applied to the body. It means becoming whole and feeling whole. Whole is what mankind will feel in the future naturally, as he expands and acknowledges his higher layers of emotion and mind. He will no longer need to depend on a woman for sex as if she was a vital part of his life. Instead, he will enjoy her immensely more when it their time together is appropriate for them to come together. Without pressure or demand.

The evolutionary force coming up from earth can't be seen by physical eyes or measured as a separate "thing" because it is the web of consciousness. It is life itself. Mankind and science depends on measuring devices and the physical senses to prove the existence of something. But how can you prove your own existence? You are the life force coming up from Earth. You are the life force coming down from heaven. How can you prove that? You can only prove it by feeling more of who you are, more alive, more energized, more happy, more blissful, more healthy, more youthful. There is no mistaking the feeling.

Sexual need is that feeling not getting through. It gets backed up because it hits wall, like a solid cement wall, and it builds up like water behind a dam, it builds pressure. Stress and a longing is felt because the vitality from earth is not being distributed. It's backing up. Then there comes a breaking point where he must do something about it or become a danger to himself or someone else. This powerful force has no name in our language, except “sex“. Sex is what we call a blockage at the second chakra, the genital chakra.

The new age is bringing new information about this but Tantra teachings have been here for many thousands of years. This new information is being translated through modern man. It is the same information as the ancients but with a new twist. It is a new era. The earth is in a new position in space. There are different energies coming onto the planet. Those who pooh-pooh astrological influences might well take notice of the changes that are coming about. The need to know has expanded. Higher level information is reaching more people. This will bring about a more beautiful life for all - one that serves both genders equally, with kindness, compassion, truthfulness and wisdom - worthy of the human race which is in training to become masters.

The turning away from the grunting sex life of animals to making love with the whole body is a gift that humanity has yet to appreciate. It will be accomplished as man and woman begin to use reverence, adoration and sacredness in their relationships and stop the derogatory remarks and attitudes which hurt. When two people allow the evolutionary fire in them to ignite and flow up the INSIDE of the etheric central column instead of spiraling out around the central column in opposite directions, as if fighting one another, each one in competition for dominance and control, then they both reach the top of their individual heads together. From there the evolutionary force flows out the top of the head like a water fountain, blossoming into the atmosphere and igniting the soul chakra which is somewhere above the head.

The soul chakra contains the divine plan for the individual. It allows the natural knowledge of the original concept of the individual to become known, each one uniquely, without effort. Using reverence, love and appreciation is a wonderful, joyful way of making love. It is not a work of hard labor and work, the way grunting sex is. It is a shift in conscious mental attitude. It is the ease of relaxing up a ladder, like floating up a ladder or up a mountain into the bliss of the highest love possible that an earth body can experience. The two lovers will feel wonders unimagined if they start exploring this sacred path. This is a new science and will need to be learned. It cannot be forced, either on yourself or your partner. Love is the only way to begin Tantric practice. And don't get hung up on the word "tantra". It means "web". A web has no beginning or ending. It links in to the ongoingness but you can decide how far to go and where to stop. You are the master switch, not the victim of someone else. Love, consideration and kindness is the fuel to use on both sides of the equation.

This article is a forerunner. Just a tiny little seed of a thought. It is not intended to frustrate anyone. Don't make it a "goal" to get there because it is a walking meditation. You must create the experience yourself as you do it. Like yoga. Spiritual teachers have not been addressing sex, nor have the Ascended Masters. It has not been time.  

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11/28/20 The Dark Web - Part 2
Transforming the dark to light


Knowledge is not a fickle thing, it just needs sorting. We must process new knowledge we receive. Continued information has come to me about the dark web. The dark web was first revealed to me five years ago but I couldnt tell about it then. New knowledge comes only after I use what was previously given. I have to share it somehow. In my case its done through writing. Everyone has a different way of expressing inner growth, which is new knowledge coming to them. But we must put it into action in a way that helps us. New knowledge comes in increments. This important supplement about the dark web came two days after publishing my last newsletter.
 
The dark web is not evil. The dark web itself is not evil, it is who we are in our limited understanding about our Self. The Self is important. We are growing in consciousness. We are expanding and stretching our understanding about our place in the whole. We are maturing into a unique, one-of-a-kind individual through trial and error. Behind all our experimentations in this world with people and circumstance, there is a golden web of eternal life that is ours alone. I must say that. It is ours all to our Self alone. This particular tree of life is pure unadulterated LIGHT and it runs through you in a different way than it runs through me or someone else. The dark web has something to do with it. Let me try to explain. The dark web that materializes in front of your tree of life is the shadow cast by your limitations. The dark web that materializes in front of me is the shadow cast by my limitations. A human being doesnt identify yet with the divine light that runs through him, so alternative channels need to be created. This allows us time to grow into the light and love within. The dark web is our Self consciousness, as we are at the moment. We are growing into a fuller, more rounded, more complete Self consciousness through our experiences and lessons learned.
 
You are unique and one of a kind. You are the child growing up in the neighborhood, testing your Self against your peers and older folks. All the while in the background is your father-mother God flowing in purity and truth as a template to follow. You were conceived as a pure spirit spark before journeying down into physicality, always with your father-mother God supporting you. The tree of life runs through your body from beyond the physical. It is there constantly, flowing purity through you, so you can measure yourself against it. What is right, what is wrong. You are the child following the parents light, copying it as best you can. It is there to support you as you grow to maturity. It is your Father-Mother God, a golden tree of life that flows pure divinity through you. There are many smaller branches flowing out into the organs and tissues of your physical body. Ive seen it. You are the physical child living off this light. When you were young you followed it innocently but as you grew older you could not sustain the innocence. It was not meant to be. It is supporting you while you grow into your own identity. That is the reason a supplemental web was made, to support your consciousness. Your are your own true Self, maturing along your own personal pattern. We are each the Self, the I that is growing up into a wise old soul. But during the growth process we can identify with only so much of that purity. We live in a world of opposites with diversity at every turn. Which way to go? We are here to learn our Self. There is no how-to manual because we are the creator of our Self. We are here to build a substantial body for our Self, for I that is differentiated from all other Is. We try to follow the inner pattern that is our true and pure Self but we are limited here in the solid physical world of opposites. So we say, I must do it my way. And that is precisely the purpose. We are here to it my way. Not anyone elses way.
 
I have seen this brilliant, dazzling tree of life its more like a radiance - in all its splendor laid out before me. It is beautiful to my inner vision. The main trunk of the tree comes down from above and goes down around the spine and into the earth. Smaller branches sprout off to either side, left and right and sprout smaller and smaller lines of light, so it becomes like a web of light. And the main trunk of the tree fountains out at the top of the head like a water fountain, like the tree is reaching upward and growing new branches up there. Against this dazzling light background I see the darker web in front, smaller and more concise. We are trying to align our Self against it with our daily actions. Are we doing it right? Or wrong? Does it feel warm? Or cold? The golden tree of light is our parentage, our divine lineage. We are supported by it as we grow in wisdom and learning. We feed off it. We compare ourselves to it. It sustains us. It is our Father and Mother. As we identify with it, it feels like love. It is warm and cozy and close and intimate. It feels like Im home inside my skin. Those moments are rare but they serve as reminders. The light becomes love when we do it right. Thats the answer to our befuddlement. Thats the sign from home. We think we are alone but the Father-Mother God is with us every step of the way. It is nourishing our physical organs, brain, nerves, bone every second of the day. Our heart beats because of it, our lungs breathe, our digestive system absorbs and eliminates, our brain registers higher thought because of it. Every part of our physical body is alive because of this golden tree of life. We are the Self temporarily living in it, training it to follow the patterns of light. We think we are the body, but we are the light. We dont know that yet but we are getting closer to understanding. Meanwhile, how we think in our limited understanding creates the dark web of consciousness. We dont know. We dont understand. How could we? Trapped inside a solid physical body? The only way out is to train it and educate it. This is Tantra training.
 
We know only our own mind. We think we are right in most everything we do, because we are the Self. But mind is nebulous. It is connected to all other minds and to all other dark webs. We absorb from and share with others 24/7. The big job is to isolate our OWN mind and build it into mastery and this can only be done by identifying with the inner gold, the purity of our Father-Mother God which flows in a distinct pattern within us. Through the trunk of the tree and the meridians. Prayer, meditation and other reminder practices keep us in touch with our divinity that flows within. Thus we become an enlightened conscious mind that unique and separate on one hand but One with all that is divine in others.
 
I didnt see the golden tree of life until I was shown the dark web as if I needed to see the contrast. I was meant to see the dark web, but to actually see it, I had to see the light behind it. Up until then it was only blind faith, blind knowing without proof. The dark web appeared in front of the golden tree but was somehow attached. I originally assumed the dark web was a parasite and interpreted it as something bad. Now I am being corrected. The dark is limited understanding of who I am. I operate from it. It is my conscious mind functioning in this world as it is today. In order to engage with everyone else, I have to limit myself, hone myself down, stay low to the ground because my visions take me aloft. I am a dweller of two worlds. I think there is a book of that title. Now I see that EVERYONE is like me!  I am not alone here!  I am a reflection of the real genuine article the real me - which is behind me out of sight maintaining my physicality so I can walk and talk and be here. But there are distortions in my beliefs. I reflect the current trend but I see these are being corrected through revelation and vision. Revelation and vision are interspersed into human society like little flashes of insight. The human being is like the baby six months old trying to get up and walk. It stumbles and falls, and gets back up again. What makes it get back up again? Why do we keep trying?
 
The dark web is not evil. It is a gracious tool provided as support and maintenance. Pure evil is born from it by the rare few who fight against the inner guidance, but they have free will. We all do. The one who stubbornly fights against love and light, fights against his own inner nature which makes him mean, frustrated, cruel and vicious. He projects outward on everyone else what he refuses to accept for himself. At first it is a mistake that leads to evil, but continued trodding of the same path creates the darkness. He alone cuts himself off from the comfort, love and security that was his from the beginning. He alone cuts it off. He does it to himself.
 
We were created to become Self conscious and Self sovereign. We are gods in training. There is a point when we complete our integration with the golden tree of life that flows within us, and we move on to the next stage of life beyond human, which is an ascended master. We have come up through the levels of barely-conscious to semi-conscious to group-conscious to become individual conscious in our OWN right. Upon reaching human status we began developing our unique Selfhood. We stepped into the human culture. A different field of awareness was ours to explore that was quite different from the animal culture. Here we develop separation consciousness. We are distinct and separate from our fellow beings but we carry the wisdom of animal culture and all the cultures we have been through prior to now. Now today we have a golden light tree of life which sustains the human body and mind for practical reasons to maintain the physical form and keep it upright and healthy so the Self can grow ever higher in conscious awareness.
 
Our consciousness is evolving by following the divine intelligence within and eventually uniting with it. A man devolves by following the animal nature, which takes him backward and downward. The tree of life is purity and has been carefully designed to aid the human species. It flows along the human form and feeds the human anatomy composed of cells and atomic particles. We can feel when we are on the right or wrong path. It is subtle and increasingly more subtle, which demands a careful feeling process. We get feedback from the truth within but we must be open to the truth and not rely on neighbors for feedback. Thats why we need to cultivate our higher emotions, and not allow lower emotions to stay in us. We have to be able to FEEL if we are going to be guided by the subtle tree of light within. Often we compromise our Self it is common when we decide to sacrifice our way to work with another person. Other times we are stubborn and insist on my way or the highway. We are learning through these interactions. We get feedback. Higher knowledge comes from two sources. First, from within the body as a peculiar and unusual sensation, and secondly, from higher mind in the form of revelations and vision. Both come from beyond the human experience and we must learn to detect it.
 
These contribute to the awakening of our individuality. The more aware we are of our own inner spaces and higher spaces, the more we expand into those spaces. It helps us mature. We evolve ourselves. This makes us unique. We are a spark of purity who dared come down to dense levels to learn more about our Self and thus grow our Self into a master. We do this by incorporating new knowledge and making it real and a physical expression. When we choose to express goodness and kindness we are drawn closer to the tree of knowledge and life within us and we feel more sure of ourselves. We experience an expansion and elevated feelings. We need to become conscious of those good feelings for that is how we incorporate them and bring them into the body of Self. It is how we impress upon the physical vehicle more refinement and evolvement. This bring us closer to our Father-Mother God within, our parental lineage, the ideal within, which we sense only vaguely at first, but which grows in clarity over time and exposure. The soul is the unenlightened part of us, we are the soul. The spirit is our Father-Mother God to whom we are attracted and we reach for it.
 
As a soul becomes more enlightened, it senses goodness more easily in another, and more clearly in itself. We call them old souls. Old souls have lived many lives and gained much wisdom. Others who have only recently evolved up from the animal kingdom are rather innocent and wide-eyed. They are excited about human life and may be eager to become involved in human affairs, whereas older souls are more sedate and peaceful. They have learned to take life more slowly and enjoy it more deeply.
 
The web of dark which I implied would diminish and disappear as we become more enlightened, is not exactly true. The web of dark is our history. It sustains our memories and our past record of previous lives and wisdoms accrued. It cannot be deleted or erased, but it is transformed into colors and transparency. It becomes more glorious, more glowing, more transcendent. It better represents our true Self. This is our goal to become more pure to our Self in the ways we express, live and contribute to the world with others who may look to us for proper feedback.
 
We do not make the dark web go away, we transform it. Those who have previously ascended advanced themselves by weaving their human consciousness into their divine consciousness to become immortal. We too have gained treasures in our journeys through many lifetimes. They belong to us. We earned them but they are not here now. They are higher up, beyond our reach but they are there. We have garnered riches, meaning wisdom, beyond measure through the many incarnations in human, animal and lower dimensional life. But these riches remain in the heavens of our being. It is our job to open our hearts and minds and reach for them. Pull them down into the everyday life. Accept these riches to fulfill our everyday physical life here now today. We dont have to leave the earth plane to become fulfilled but instead bring heavens abundance down here. This is the next step. This is how humans weave the light body into physicality. Its already happening. The rare few are becoming the more. The light is burning through the dark web of each individual and transforming it into colorful arrays of differing hues, one person at a time. We have an ideal Self wed like to be. Start imaging that ideal for 20, 30 seconds at a time. Thirty seconds is a long time to hold an image of perfection with the mind. It is how we do it. How we begin to weave the ideal we want to bring forth into our normal human existence.

Our Father-Mother God provided us with an ideal, but we have been building our own individuality out of it. We have a lineage. We now are stepping into it. Our personal lineage of light will fit into us like a hand in a glove. It is our Self that we fit into as we become more humble and surrender our human to our divine. We sense the fit then. Humbleness is required to grow larger and more expansive. We become more tolerant instead of fighting and resisting. We allow everyone their space and their comfort zone. It is not our job to move them or bring them to more enlightenment. We are not here to change anyone or make them over into our image, but to change ourselves and make our selves over into the ideal that has been there from the beginning. The Father-Mother God/source/creator created a pattern for us to mold ourselves around.  We were born with a unique intention and thus a unique inheritance is ours to grow into. We earn it by accepting it and not resisting the warmth within.
 
Each one of us was created at a moment of revelation and thus was born with a unique intention and design. The difference is in the divine pattern and how it flows through our consciousness. The pattern is not limited to the human body. It is in our conscious awareness of who we are. We are simply coloring in the bold outlines. We are weaving the story into the pages. We are making of our life a home in which we can live comfortably. We are each therefore unique. As we grow in respect for our own nature, so do we grow in respect of our brothers and sisters with whom we travel.
 
We are not going to lose our individuality. Quite the opposite. We are building our individuality. We do not lose our individuality as I once thought, by going into the light of ascension. I should have remembered because when I went into the light in 1976 I remember being myself and seeing into eternity and feeling a part of eternity but I was also myself even though my body had disappeared, my mind was sharp as a tack. My journey since that day in 1976 has been one of trying to recreate the experience of that moment in physical form with other people. It was a desire and a search. But I have failed to recreate it but I realize now that I was not supposed to. That was not the intent. The whole purpose of a sole once-only experience is to learn about yourself and how extraordinary you are. How precious. How immaculate. How sovereign, whole and complete you are. The journey is not about other people, its the journey of the soul, which is you, into your spiritual identity.
 
The golden tree of life that shimmers within each human being is all the same divinity. It is not different at first. What makes it different is you. You are what makes the tree of life in you different and unique because you are a unique consciousness. You mold your awareness around divinity and you add to it. t. The golden tree of life is pure and it is there for you to use as a template upon which to design your OWN life as a divine being. You are the immortal one creating the everlasting body that lives forever. You started as a pure and innocent spirit spark and you have been filling it in with substantial wisdom and knowledge ever since, but it is your knowledge, not someone elses. The day will come when you will be complete and you will achieve your ascension. Then you will be free to stay here or leave or go elsewhere to enjoy new experiences. As an immortal being with an enlightened mind you will be free to travel anywhere you wish, because you will have proved to yourself that you can live in love and harmony and not ever be separate from the divine again, ever.

There is more to the story of the dark web when it comes to integrating human with divine. Tantra refers to the web of life. Sacred writings leave a trail of golden sparkling hints, but most of it has been misinterpreted, being seen through limited eyes. Most people consider these teachings to be sexual in some way. How does one bring human thinking in line with one's divine nature to enrich and fulfill our needs? Tantra suggests but does not give answers. It is up to us to interpret. We must take care how we interpret, because the web of life is a quantum field and flows where one directs it. We must direct it with love or it does not fulfill us. There is no ultimate partner other than the divine within which fulfills every need known to man and woman. Balance is all that is needed. And for THAT we need other people to practice with. We need to practice love with one another on all levels. Then we are practicing Tantra and we bring ourselves into balance and harmony. Tantra is not selfish. The web of life is interconnective with all things. When the focus is on love, it shifts everything in harmony and unity. The web of life when directed with a loving intention is so great that it heals and assuages loneliness. 
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11/25/20  The Dark Web
Runs alongside the golden tree of light

Upon waking one night recently I wrote this down while still seeing and feeling it. The dark web. You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.

It is a continuation of teachings on Tantra. I felt the feelings of the chakras in place, as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am, myself, my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body. I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldnt lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
 
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are centers of divine love. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time and with other off-planet beings who are not pure and holy..
 
This becomes a web of darkness, called the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. The dark thoughts continue to grow stronger and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
 
Mantras, decrees, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their selfish thinking and start aligning with goodness, helping others by extending kindness, compassion and  support, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so will their lives shrivel up if they have not supported the light and the goodness within them, which is the more real of their nature. The earth itself is taking on more light and goodness, thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
 
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of decency and wholesomeness. It feels wonderful to be close to warm wholesomeness. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love, gratitude and reverence for all life, unconditionally.
 
The incomplete thinking (erroneous and limited) that was influenced by the dark has created a duplicate network which mimics the natural lines of love and light that is the structure and anatomy of the light body within us. The dark web circulates through the body, too, but it carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not pure love and not normal to a healthy, morally decent human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing normal thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of self-realization and enlightenment by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that covers our bodies, to the degree we have allowed it.
 
Because we had a mouse in our house the day this came to me, I looked in the Medicine book to see what message mouse had for me on this occasion. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is, Work towards wholeness. See the big picture but assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.
 
An ascended master spoke then to me:  The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession he has which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and his world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness, the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight can, by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.
 
It is the will of the Father that is the divine golden light circulating inside our bodies in a river of pure warmth and love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the wholeness we are to be working towards. It is a very, very big picture but by taking it in small doses, as mouse medicine says, we take it step by step so as not to be overwhelmed by it. I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene and anything that needs work. There is a natural flow of strength and substance within the light body. It feels calm and peaceful. There is no rush. There is no pressure to reach it. It doesnt require working at it. It just takes affirmation, prayer and meditation. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. Remain in your comfort zone.

As Djwal Kul said: I am giving you the pathway to follow. I think I am attending some kind of school at night when I sleep because I am waking up with instructions. He inspires me with thoughts. Through the tree of life runs the flow of love. It is from the heart of man that he is rejuvenated, for God is the love flowing through the heart and out through the nadis. Take on love in thought, focus and feeling in everything that you do, and you become the love. To activate that bliss ecstasy and bring it into the physical  material world, one must be loving. Become a river of ascending thoughts of love, thus starving the dark webbing that has been circulating in humankind for centuries.

 


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11/17/20 Accusations of Being Selfish
Keep us from our precious light with

Many of us have been held back by accusations of being selfish. Selfish is a tool of the dark side to keep us away from self-contemplation and self-focus on the light within. The light is not like light from a light bulb. When we say “light and love, let light prevail”, that does not mean just imagining light with your mind. It means BECOMING light in body and feelings. Light contains joy and feelings of exhilaration and glee. If its just imagined as a mental picture, there is no feeling to that. The feeling of hilarity, fun, positive excitement is not a thought. It's a true authentic feeling. If you just “think” light it doesn’t do much for you. You have to FEEL it. When you feel light it becomes love - that's where light becomes love - and it fills your body with high emotions, transformative emotions. When you embody the light, which comes from Source, you allow it to move in and take over. You experience an emotional charge. You experience joy and it’s not just mental, though your thought becomes exuberant and free of constraint too.  But it is all-inclusive, body, mind and soul. Soul is feeling it and soul is having a wonderful time embodying the feeling of light in the body. The physical embodying of the light becomes the love experience we all yearn for. Physically our body becomes the love because we can feel the warmth of its goodness. We feel lighter in weight and density and even pain free for the duration of the time that we embody the love.

In the present day most people are not embodying the light. If the majority were, the Earth would change in the twinkling of an eye, or at least within the next 24 hours. There would be noticeable improvements all across the globe and in houses of governments, because the people could not hold back the exuberance, exhilaration, happiness, freedom and sense of being alive that would surge through them. It would be impossible to hold it back. Things would right itself on our world.

But we are not embodying the light right now. We are seeing it from a distance, from the perspective of watching from a’far. We are watching to see who is going to go first in embodying the light. We are watching whistleblowers come forth. They who have been buried in the depths of secrecy and coverups and disinformation, are embodying the light and it is pushing them out into the front lines. The restraints of secrecy have become too much under the inpouring of light to the planet. Secrecy has begun the crumbling because of whistleblowers. They have melted their strictness and reserve, and they cannot live any more with these restrictions. They are being forced to let go. They have to let go because they have been too long without light. The light is now too strong for them. One by one they are stepping out of the dark closets they have been hiding within because of the boss, the leader, the law.

They are talking and revealing and we are watching and listening. We are wondering and weighing if what they say is true. We are processing this information, and it is helping us to consider more truth into our lives. More truth is more light. Lack of information, disinformation and lies have kept the light from us. We are not yet embodying the light but we are watching others embody the light and we are waiting to see what will happen next. We are processing it.  It is good. I too have been resisting the embodying of the light. I wonder why I don’t feel the emotions that other people seem to be feeling. I want to feel the freedom of living the love that I feel. I know I am love. I act in loving ways, I give love to people. I want to give more love as I am drawn in that direction, but I find excuses. I am not ready yet. I am holding myself back. I am waiting too. So I continue to not allow the love to fill me physically, when I really WANT to be filled with love. I am feeling it part way. A little here and little there. Some days more than others. My mission is to learn how to embody love. I write about it a lot but I want to experience it more with others in open community. I want others to feel free too.

Accusations of ANY kind, not just of being selfish, keep us divided against ourselves and keep us from our own light within. Accusations keep us torn in two. It is a tactic - a brilliant tactic - of the evil within society. People don't know they are doing it. It’s a bait and hook tactic. We don’t feel we are being selfish and so we feel we must respond to set things “right”. We feel we must defend ourself in the name of all that is good, but it is actually a double reverse psychology. It's double-speak. They hit us with a negative message, maybe couched in gentleness thinking to "correct" us, and so we send a message back but in so doing we turn away from the light within. It is a total distraction and a double knock on the head. Don’t fall for it. Ignore it. Don’t even plead the fifth. Nobody can correct you but you yourself. You don't need reminders from other people.  Do you see what has been happening here?. There is a light within. There is a genuine God living inside of you that is not corrupt and has never been tainted by mankind's ways. We have all been tricked not to see it. Be the light within.




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11/13/20  Especially for men
Your love power is the talent you are not using

Because several men have responded and shown interest in activating their feminine side, I am sharing a channeled message from a year ago. Messages like this come to me for ME, because spirit thinks I need it and I write it and save it. This one is a very good one for those men who seek to understand their feminine side. Also, please go to http://www.anakosha.org/goddess.html to read a new article about the feminine. I am revamping the Anakosha website.
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((11/10/19)  "You do not use your love power when you obey the human authority or other authorities. Use your OWN authority. Mother God is the only authority you should obey. She is YOU! How do you describe Mother God in you? Mother God is the larger, broader vision, like from a bird’s eye view as it flies over the terrain below. It is a matter of opening your heart and mind and super mind and expanding outward into the larger field that is your love. Allow it to dominate your perspective. It is a relaxing into a higher, wider space. Allow it to manifest through your conscious perception, how you see things. Perceive through your intuition, receive it through your relaxing and allowing it, and you will find that your abilities flow forth more easily. Harmoniously. Always in the right way, and the appropriate way. When you allow the overview, the birds eye view, you will always act for the good of all concerned. 
 
Consider the term “earth walk” or “skin walker”. It is a Native American term for human beings. They realized they were spirit and were only on earth for a little while walking in skin. We are in density in our physical bodies, but we are spirit in reality. We are consciousness flowing through our bodies like electricity flows through a light bulb lighting it up and creating light around it. We do the same. We are consciousness and when we inhabit a physical body we cast a light around us, an aura around us, or an electro-magnetic field around us. We have muddied our light but we still glow with a muddy energy. We do glow, like the light bulb and we are to glow brighter and clearer and stronger. We are NOT our physical body.

Raise your awareness up to above your head. Connect with the sun in the sky and receive a message from above you. Be aware today of omens, messages from spirit. Be aware of the divine appearing in your world. The divine flicks in and out. It is the magic that attempts to get your attention. You have become buried in the deep density of the physical substance and become burdened by the demands of others. But you are spirit flickering in and out of density. You are multidimensional. There is no magic in your body. YOU are the magic because YOU are the light flowing through your body. You are divine. Divine is the magic. Lazy souls in physical bodies accept things as they are and plod along as if stuck in mud. They put down the divine magic as nonsense because they don‘t feel it. They don‘t see it. They don‘t resonate with it..

Disregard what others say if they don’t agree with you. You are being alerted when you get the omens, signs and divine flickers in and out of your day. Pay attention. Your perception is your divine overview. The problem has always been shutting down, refusing to listen. When life becomes too painful you shut down your emotions so you can‘t feel or see the divine flickers. You reject them because they are too painful. They highlight your pain. They make you too sensitive. That is only because you allow yourself to become entangled with situations that are not yours to deal with. You shut your beautiful divine sensitivity down and lose your clarity when you SHOULD just leave entangled situations alone. Walk away and not become engaged.

Remain in your overview. Remain clear. Closing down your emotions is not normal and not natural. Don’t allow yourself to become so confused and so entangled with other people that you lose your clarity. You think falling in love and losing perspective is normal. IT IS NOT! Love is not confusing. Love is not painful. Love is not suffering. Love expands you. If you shut down your emotions and feelings, and if you stay shut off too long, you shut down your LIFE. Your electro-magnetic energy diminishes. You begin to dry up and become old and grumpy, cranky and brittle. You develop disease, pain, chronic problems in every area of your life. You lose touch with yourself which shows up as losing touch with people.
 
Flow! Open your self back up to your emotions. Watch a funny move and laugh. Or watch a sad movie and cry. Move your emotions again. Love is emotion moving around. Many people who are of the masculine persuasion have closed down their emotions. Not just men but women do this too. They close down their HIGH emotions and so all they have left are low negative emotions which they think is normal. They are frustrated, unhappy, angry, sad, depressed, suffocating. That is not normal. The feminine is your high emotions. Open yourself to feelings of uplifting emotions. Let the electro-magnetic energy of life pick up speed and accelerate through your body, mind and feelings again. Accelerating is like a bird taking off into the air. This is the divine feminine that balances your human side which shuts down easily in the face of disturbance. You reject too easily what you don‘t want to hear. It is better to hear it and raise it than not to hear it at all, which closes you off.

Learn to manage your emotions. You manage your emotions by managing your thoughts. How far will you allow yourself to put mental attention on something painful without doing something about it? Either leave the hearing range or lift it up by an act of intervention, a conscious act to intervene to change the direction this is going. Speak up and say something. Love is creating movement. Emotion is love on the move. It follows thought. If you focus your attention on a situation that is not yours but someone else‘s, then you will start to feel the feelings of that other person. Use your empathy to uplift, don't allow yourself to be pulled down. Put your love into action. Intervene with an upward movement. If you don’t intervene you will allow that other person to entangle you. You will start to feel the emotions of that other person and you will think it is your own emotions and become frustrated with yourself for allowing it. A joyful person is not ignoring your distress, as you might think, they are lifting you.
 
Shut off your attention to that person by changing frequency. Shift to a more positive frequency. When you become entangled with another person’s life you forsake your own. You allow the sense of loss of control over your life. Shutting down is natural until you learn to be a master at changing situations. This is the technique of a master. Take control and shift focus to something else more happy and joyful to you. You will feel more alive. That way you are not shutting down your own life. Maintain aliveness in your life. You are shifting your focus away from the entangling situation that does not belong to you that would bog you down and lose spirit. Many people do not know this. They think they are supposed to become entangled, emotional and sympathetic. The difference is in the HIGH emotions vs. low, heavy, sticky emotions. When a loved one gets sick, instead of falling into sadness and aligning with their sickness, send happy thoughts. Get them to laugh, to smile with you. You are not denying their pain by shifting to a happier, more joyful focus. You are providing a positive balance to their sinking feelings. Shift their frequency back to the aliveness in them, the universal harmony that lives in them.

Sickness tends to move people away from their own inner harmony. Harmony governs all of life. It keeps the planets in orbit and nature renewing herself in cycles. Be a universal light giver which is the mother of creation. She provides the higher overview and the greater perspective. Joyful is a higher view and perspective. Be aware of not closing off but shifting focus. Remember the term "frequency". A high frequency is more elevating than a low frequency because it is moving. A low frequency has slowed down to a stuck position. If something you are doing is giving you a bad feeling, don’t shut yourself down. Lift yourself up. Escape the negative situation not by shutting down but by leaving the situation or bringing in something bright and cheerful. Re-focus on something else. Create your own thought. Insert your own change of subject. Stop being an allower, enabler and follower.

This is the old way of a weak disempowered human. It is the disempowered feminine side of you. Shift over to the masculine side of you. The take charge, take control, side of you. Become the new human who is both a powerful masculine and a powerful feminine. Masculine and feminine traits flow easily back and forth in you once you understand that you are both.  Check into your bird’s eye view, the overview, which is the divine perspective. Go up to the sun which is warmth, love, father-mother support, and allow the sun to warm you and clear you and advise you. The pain, disbelief, darkness or suffering will dissipate and not push you over the edge.
 
The sun is a happy balancing energy. It will balance you as an earthwalker on the good red road. Call on the divine in you. Save yourself from closing down into a depressed state. You don’t want to become a cold, shut-down, wrinkled, dried up prune. Keep your love flowing by changing depressed thoughts or same ol' same ol' thoughts and feelings, to bright, new, refreshing, stimulating thoughts and feelings that are exciting and challenging and full of promise. Expand on life, don’t detract from it. Fulfill life, don’t waste it. Be free and ready to act on your life force. Be spontaneous. When you become too emotionally involved with someone, you lose your power and your balance. You lose your clarity and ability to read the signs and know what is going on behind the surface subterfuge. A clear-minded observer is a balanced observer. Balance allows emotional feelings to enter in and pass on through without stopping and engaging. Balance keeps you in the overview of sky while still connected to the earth. Having a birds-eye view provides objectivity, yet because you also have the divine feminine in you, you are warmly human and caring.

Retain your ability to have both. Feel and sense emotions but stay objective. Your emotional life is how you connect with your spiritual side. Your emotions need to be honored and recognized, even the low emotions. Don't re-press them back down under. Lift them instead. This will help you to feel free. Stay objective. This will keep you clean and purify your past. Your caring is flowing down from your divine mind into the earth mind. You are like a mountain stream flowing down into the ocean.
 
The ideal is to maintain open and flowing emotions while at the same time maintaining the freedom of the bird flying overhead. This way you are both the feelings of warmth, heart, soul, happy emotions of Mother Earth, and the cool, logical detached perspective of Father Sky. Father Sky is the divine father, Mother Earth is the divine mother. She is up close and intimate. She is your body and your warm sensuality and feelings of love because she is holding your body together through feelings and sensations. You know you’re alive when you have emotions and sensations. If you didn’t have emotions and sensations you would not be alive. You would be numb and unable to feel. There are people who like that walking around the earth. Don’t be like them. Become conscious of having the attributes of both father sky objective, and mother earth intimacy. They work together in you and merge together in you, giving you clarity. Your higher self is overhead, your lower self is in your lower abdomen and down under your feet. You use both aspects to warm yourself while being cool under fire. You can be both. You want to be both. Be clear-minded and objective, but also warmed by the comfort of being inside your skin. A skinwalker who is in balance with the vitality flowing through it. You are both. Keep them in balance. 

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11/9/20 It's the body we need to enlighten, not our mind
The principles of Tantra


We were born into a cocoon as an infant and we began metamorphosing right away. This body we use and take for granted every day of our life changes by the minute. The question is, which way is it changing? Is it shriveling or thriving? As newborns we moved immediately into the chrysalis stage ready to break out into butterflies and become free. We woke up in a cocoon and instantly became aware that we were restricted. We were enclosed round about by walls and just moments before, we were free. As we began to move our arms and legs, we began the process of learning about our new vehicle, bringing our attention into the inner parts. Before long we found it wasn't such a prison after all. We could make a sound and people responded. They picked us up and cuddled us and made us feel good. We began experimenting with our hands and kicked our feet and squirmed around and went to sleep. Slowly we adapted to this imprisoned life inside a body.

We watched the older ones and began mimicking them. Our siblings came in to play with us. We learned to hold a spoon, and to walk and talk and then we went to school and learned from books and teachers. We learned how to manage this body by watching what others did. We were little copy machines, learning the correct do's and don't's. And pretty soon that's ALL we learned from - copying the outside world - and we soon forgot about being free and spontaneous, and accepted our closed-in feeling.  

Recently knowledge has been surfacing relating when I was a Tantric healer in past lives and on other worlds. They are being referred to as priestesses, or priests if they are a man.  The teachings of Tantra are subtle, so subtle that much of it cannot be expressed in words. It is an experience. Understanding is gained through FEELINGS and emotions. This article today was inspired by the Master DK who I've mentioned before. He is well known in esoteric circles as an ascended master but few realize that he is a Tantric master. He teaches about the body, which is rather rare for an ascended master to do. I became consciouis of him speaking to me mentally, shortly after I had an OBE in 1976. It was a spontaneous kundalini awakening during a guided meditation. I didn't really "go" anywhere, but it felt like it. I went into this tremendous place where everything was light and very peaceful and loving and, well, I wasn't in my body. My body disappeared and it took awhile to bring myself back into my body when I saw someone coming towards the building and I needed to get back "down".

At that time I experienced returning to the free state where everyone goes after they die. It is a lovely, beautiful place of pure love and light and it is infinite. Well, it wasn't a one-time only experience. It continued for many years. The OBE was preceded by 5 years of a new relationship which taught me about sex. Then after the OBE we entered into swinging which was the perfect solution to help me come down from being high up there in the planes of love and light. You could say that sex was instrumental in my journey but I was also a student of the ascended masters, so it was an unusual contrast. I suppose that   is why I am being drawn to Tantra, for sexuality is closely woven into Tantra but not in the way you might expect. It is not about the F word. It is a solitary journey at first in that it is waking up and reconnecting to the divine love that we are. It is waking up to the BODY and waking up IN the body, by feeling one's way into the caverns, nooks and crannies of organs, glands, musculature and bone.

What Master DK is telling me this week is that it is the BODY that needs to be enlightened, not our mind. The distinction is being made clear. The mind is already infinitely intelligent in that it is connected to the universal mind. It has never been lost and never been disconnected from it. The reason we don't remember who we are and our divine origins is because our body has been trained to look outside, not to feel, not to pay attention to the sensations, psychic, premonitional and spiritual that we get from time to time. Everybody does, but we have been programmed to not listen, that these inner feelings are flakey and illusional, they are not real, they are fantasies, they are not good for you. They are of teh devil, they are evil, they are sinful, and indeed, in earlier eras people had to be careful or they would be hanged or imprisoned for talking about it. So, we have repressed our beautiful divine nature which is EMOTION. Emotion is love in motion. Love in motion is the connection to higher intelligence - the universal God mind. But we've shut it down. We are now imprisoned inside a dumbed-down BODY made of soil and clay. Our minds are still flexible but we don't know that. We think we are the brain but we're not. We are a continuously flowing link with the universal mind. Our mind covers us like a sheath, from head to toe and it swirls around us as an energy field. But we've been programmed to believe we are the brain. So we stay up there in the head and recycle everything. It's time to shift consciousness. Stop recycling the same old, same old stuff around and around the brain, the head, and sit still and open the mind to the universal flow.

Our mind does not need to read spiritual books. What we need to do is train our body to sit still and become an open receiver of the divine, which is the REAL us. Out of body we know who we are, but when we're IN body, at least on this world called Earth, we don't know who we are because we have been programmed. We are limited to functioning in an species not much wiser than the animal. The human species has evolved up out of the animal kingdom, but it is still an elemental creature. It is born of the earth. It is composed of minerals and water, organic material, soil and clay. It has not yet evolved past the animal stage, but it is DESIGNED to grow further by hosting advanced souls who have lived a higher life in other times and other cultures and other worlds.

If this is too strange, you might want to leave it at this point. Don't stay with it if it's too much to handle. I'm actually writing as a feeling-out process to see who else is interested in this subject. I am working up to holding discussions about Tantra after the first of the year. We are preparing the ground work, meaning the Master DK and myself. Someone who has not been exposed to metaphysical studies as I have, may yet have an inherent interest in these things, and so I am preparing the stage. We don't know what we know. I did not know what I know today. It has been a slow, steady unfolding of inner awareness. I am gradually learning how to live the knowledge that I am unfolding. This takes practice through normal daily living with other people. The more I practice living higher standards, culling the lesser habits from my life, the more I am given.

Our body isn't able to register higher standards until the body starts using it in real life. Practicing higher qualities and feelings refines the body and makes life smoother and nicer and more balanced. The brain needs to adapt to higher frequencies. Instead of having knee-jerk reactions, holding back the too-quick response makes life nicer.  Knee-jerk reactions come from the brain because it always did the knee-jerk reaction so why not continue to do it that way? So training the body to NOT have that knee-jerk makes me a better person. Patience and thinking twice helps me to feel it through the heart and lower down in the stomach and abdomen. I can feel the higher emotions better. We are highly intelligent beings connected to the universal mind, but if our animal body hasn't been trained to receive these vast feelings of divinity and inspiring light-filled revelations and visions, then we it doesn't register on us. We don't know who we are because the body isn't reflecting it back to us. It's not working with us.

Tantra provides a foundation by which a sincere individual can understand. Understanding is wisdom. Understanding the purpose and reason why one is here is an important understanding. In a nutshell, it is to express your divinity. Not the animal part of you the divinity part of you. You are a higher intelligence after all. So it is necessary to cultivate the body. This is what Tantra is all about. And incidentally, it is great for lovemaking because love is who we are. We are lovers by nature. We've just shut it off because we were programmed to NOT SHOW LOVE. So we are here to prepare our body to be a better expresser of love. That doesn't mean better sex, it means better love. Love is compassion, and honesty, and justice for all, serving others as you serve yourself, being a nurturer and supporter for everyone, and not selfish. And being strong and courageous in the face of tormentors and evil distractors. There are many beautiful shades and hues to love. We must train our body to be more refined to pick up on those innuendos that come from universal mind. It is to our own advantage to learn how to express beauty, compassion and respect in all that we do, because then WE feel happier. You as the resident master living in the body enjoys being here because life is so good.

The awakening of crisper, clearer minds begins with bringing the body to stillness. Stillness of body and mind is a prerequisite for advanced training in any higher education.  One is required to use discipline and cut back on meaningless expenditure of energy. Both physical, mental and emotional. This is how we clean the body of irrelevant debris. It is how we build a relationship with our bodies. I didn't get this concept until only recently. It was a huge "AhHA!" moment for me to realize I needed to do a better job of disciplining my actions. The Master DK presented it to me this week, which is why I am writing about it in my own words.

There is such a thing as moving meditation that can be also be learned, like Tai Chi and yoga, but that is passed on from person to person, one-on-one, by someone who already does it in their own life. This is something that must be spontaneous from spirit. Shamans and natural healers are gifted with this ability. It is not learned from a book.  When mind and body are working together so ego is moved out of the way, then spirit flows with pure bliss. It clears blocks and opens long-closed circuits in the body.

Trance happens when the body becomes still, the brain stops churning, the muscles stop twitching, and the body is comfortable and at peace. Then the body becomes the ultimate receiver for universal mind to flow through it, bringing forth wonderful, healing peace. Then body is serving its ultimate purpose: to become the perfect receptacle, the perfect cup or chalice into which flows abstract intelligence from the father of all life.

The principles of Tantra are revealed to us through our feelings and conscious revelatioins. A man becomes a divine feminine receiver as well as a woman when he surrenders control to the flow of spirit. This is a hard concept to get. We have been trained to be hardened and stiff. Yet we are made of divine stuff. Tantra teaches us. All physical vessels are feminine when they surrender the control to the underlying divine forces which are EVER PRESENT. They don't suddenly come "down" on us. They are always here, within our body cells. The purpose of meditation is to train the body to sit - not the mind but the body - to sit still and stop thinking, let go of worries, fears and thoughts of the outer world. Remain conscious. Remaining conscious is key. If one goes to sleep, the conscious connection is severed. A man who undertakes to practice the art of meditation will discover his feminine side, which softness, empathy, caring for others, sensitivity and even vulnerability. This does not reduce his virility or manliness, it increases it.

Techniques include daily practice. Repetition is important in training the body. The body is a child just like a human child. It needs to be told repeatedly what to do. Visualization is another technique where one builds a picture in the mind of magnificent beings of light shining like the sun, and holding that image for long minutes. These are part of the training of the body. Also spontaneous movements like angel dances, trance-like swaying motions with hand, feet and fingers seeming to flow with a will of their own. This happens when control is given over to the divine. Then divine love blends with matter.

This is the science of Tantra. It is difficult to find true teachers of Tantra, for the saintly ones do not promote themselves so they are difficult to find, and then there are those who focus on sexuality and offer services that tend to be sexual. There is no right or wrong and neither should be judged. It is a solitary journey towards realization of the divine within. Sexuality has a role to play which, with a partner, produces amazing experiences. I don't want to write about it in a public newsletter, but in person they can be told for those who are interested.

Tantra is the practice of bringing the two divided halves back together again that were divided at the time of conception. Your holy spirit was divided into two parts when mom and dad got together and conceived you. On a higher level you knew ahead of time and were prepared. You even had a hand in bringing mom and dad together so you would benefit from their genes. Your intelligence is of divine origins. At the moment of conception your holy spirit from your I Am Presence separated and sent a piece of itself down into the earth as an anchor. That piece which is anchored into the earth is your lusty, earthy sexuality. That which remains aloft yearns to come down into body, and that which is trapped in the body yearns to rise up. These are the two sides which struggle within the body, causing confusion. It creates duality. We have opposing aspects in us. The Tantric teachings reveal this truth when we are ready to know it.

There is so much to discuss on the subject and I'm being led to begin a discussion group about this subject. I'll follow up with plans as they unfold. One person does not have all the information. We all hold pieces of the grand design. By coming together to share our stories, we expand the teachings of Tantra here in this new era of reason and light unfolding. Each person alive holds wisdom, and a discussion gathering would be well worth it. I am preparing from  my end. Sex, love, intimacy and relationships is all part of the human equation. It is an important subject to explore. Each person is a solitary consciousness however, and we can't expect to see eye to eye. We will each see differently. Thus, becoming objective and not trying to persuade is an important aspect of a group discussion. We are all here to learn and soundboard and reflect with each other.

Again, it is not the mind that needs enlightening, it is the vehicle that needs to do a better job of expressing that light. There is a mistake in the mass belief system. We don't know who we really are. Some do, of course. They are ahead of the rest of us. As universal intelligence, we already know everything we need to know but if we can't express what we want to express, or fulfill our most sacred dreams, then it is because our bodies haven't been refined enough to do so. Our bodies do not know how to express divine revelations or the immaculate concept. Our brain does not know how to handle the inner visions. Like when we wake in the morning, if we don't write it down we soon forget. Yet during sleep we are out of body and travel interdimensionally. There are techniques to improve the brain to remember upon waking in the morning.

Meditation is the suggested practice of sitting in silence to assist one in opening to receive, remember and hold the visions of higher consciousness. Otherwise, the brain is just another physical organ, like the liver or heart or kidneys. It uses physical nerves and synapses. You are not the brain, you are the consciousness flowing through the brain. It is the responsibility of the resident master to work at feeding the brain with higher thoughts, more loving thoughts, more tolerance, compassion, gratitude, the qualities of an advanced and enlightened soul so that it WANTS to receive enlightening thoughts.

The body wants to be soothed, relaxed and made to feel appreciated and embraced, so it doesn't resist the divine consciousness which you, the resident master, are trying to bring into the world. You have ideals and inspirations but they often fall flat. There are obstructions that prevent you from living your dream and fulfilling your plans. The body is the obstruction. It holds us back because it doesn't know what we want it to do. We've been programmed to not open our bodies and be free. We must work with the body and open it and educate it so it is connected to you and to universal intelligence. Then it can say, "AhHa! So that's what you want to do here!" And it works with you and releases its hold on you and helps you to speak what you want to say, and move the way you want to move. Your body is a friend, not an enemy. It becomes your own best friend when you spend time coaxing it, working with it, appreciating it.

Part of my daily practice is naming each organ in the body, saying "God bless you, thank you (for serving me), I love you." It's amazing how sweet I feel afterwards. The body is intelligent, but it is a lesser evolved intelligence. It needs a parent to guide it, train it, love it. Until we awaken the brain, it is merely a physical storage vault to collect data from the outside world.

We watch other people and learn from them. We learn from books. We learn from teachers. We learn from friends. We learn from the external world ALL the time!  And we've been pointed away from the inner life that is rich and colorful with so many powers and ideas and feelings and knowings to share. We are the underlying consciousness of the body. It is uniquely us. When we are unconscious we are useless. We are dead and can't move in it. Consciousness is our underlying life force that was split into two halves at birth. One is anchored to the earth and  creates a yearning to rise, and the other is our father in heaven that yearns to descend. Both seek to connect and become whole. They belong together. This is how the game of sentiency was designed. Separate the wholeness in two separate halves so they must work to find each other. It creates diversity, opposition, struggle and it also provides opportunity to enjoy the coming together. Tantra enjoys the coming together. It is pleasure fulfilled. The fine higher art of love between celestial beings finding each other. Love is playful, happy, spontaneous and free-flowing.

The struggle between heaven and earth is a personal struggle for each solitary person. Tantra says respect both sides of ourselves. Bring them into balance. Don't "work" them, dance with them. Play with them. Enjoy the differences. Learn with them. Discipline the body so that it can see the beauty in this eternal dance. I am getting "stop being lazy". Assert your masculine side half the time, and stop asserting and relax into your surrendering receptive side the other half. Balance yourself and you will bring joy into your every day life. It will never be boring. There is a divine plan.

Well, I will stop here because this is my fifth re-write. I can't help it, I keep getting more revelations each time I re-read. So I must stop and press send. If there are mistakes, so be it. Bless you all for listening if you made it this far. Feel free to write me. I'm interested in meeting anyone who wants to soundboard on this subject, which includes the galactics.




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11/3/20 Goddess Moon Report
What the Goddess Revealed
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The divine masculine is operating at full capacity by joining forces, much to the dismay of those who wish otherwise. They are joining forces behind the scenes. Surface reports mislead us, on purpose, as touted by the news media. The masculine hierarchy is melting into unified forces under the direction of a higher plan which is consolidating here on earth. I saw it, although it was fuzzy and hazy, like ghost figures. It's being very well hidden from eyes not ready to see, but it supports the vision I had five days ago showing Trump & Biden joining forces and shaking hands.

Well, not to get ahead of myself. I thank my beautiful friend who drew my attention to this month's Goddess full moon. So Saturday night - actually Sunday morning - I woke at 2 am and was drawn to the window to look out to see, as if looking for Santa Claus. There she was full and bright overhead on a clear, cloudless night. One bright star shone beside her. From our bedroom window we look down on the pool and the water was clear like crystal glass reflecting her. It was very ghostly. Doug still sleeping, I grabbed my loose-fitting dress and went downstairs without a flashlight, and went outside to sit on a chair by the pool. November provides such perfect weather. I remember we were married in November right here by the side of the pool 26 years ago. On the 26th, it was, with many friends assisting and celebrating with us. It was perfect weather then too.

I wasn't quite awake, my mind not clear, so I sat still and looked around. Looked up and then down into water, and then up at the trees. What am I doing here? I had to wait. Wait for it. Waiting time is required. Settle into it. Allow it. Don't rush things. Don't plan. The air was still. Not a sound. Not even an insect. Not a rustle. Just the presence of the white full moon overhead. And then it started to come - a feeling to love the trees around the pool. And the moon and the air. I felt to put a name to it so I said the word "love" and "I love you". Then the words started to flow. I love you, you are so beautiful. I love you, xoria, I love you bamboo - the bamboo leaves tickled at my neck behind me - I love you air. The air became more sparkley, crispy and perky. Love life in the air and the trees and the water. Love just began to happen as I sat still wondering what I'm doing here. There was no plan. There were no candles, no incense, no song, no agenda. Just me sitting in a chair y the pool. But I was slowly tuning in to beauty and refinement around me. The full moon so directly overhead that I had to tilt my head way back in order to look at it.

I can't remember what happened next. All I remember is beginning to see with my inner eye. The seeing is metaphorical, it was more a knowing. I began knowing things. I began seeing and knowing the men. I began seeing masculine forms moving around the planet like ghosts. They were shaped like men but in dull whitish blue glow. The men who I regarded as opposites, at times enemies or obstacles, I saw suddenly as protectors. I used to think, "The poor men, they don't have a clue." And I really thought that. I judged them from my perspective as a female who had always been submissive. I thought they didn't understand women. But now I began to see them in a new way. They are the protective force on the planet. I saw them as masculine warriors, light warriors here to protect and save the planet, and they are moving. They are starting to unite.

The men are joining forces. I see them ghosty white figures but they are distinctly male. Not feminine. They are righteous, strong and have a noble purpose. They are here in solid form but operating under cover so they are not seen. We don't see them. We can't because they are us. They are hidden from our eyes because they are a hidden aspect within us. The forces are gathering and rising and moving with us. They are you and they are me and there is a joining together and the masculine in us is growing in strength. It is masculine, not feminine. It reminds me of Tantra that I am studying. There is a male and a female in each of us, but the male has been weakened, just as women have been weakened. I have all my life identified as feminine and I felt disempowered.

What I saw was very subtle. It is difficult to recall what it was that moved me. But I am supposed to find words, to bring it into form. It was like peeping through darkness, and having a sliver of movement take place. You know something is there, you saw it move. It is a brief glimpse through the dark, almost undetectable but it's bleeding through. It is a knowing. How does one explain a knowing as compared to a belief? It is a certainty. It is faith in something beyond the five senses. And in the knowing I was made aware of the darkness because the dark is important. It is part of the cover. I was more conscious of the darkness than I was of the ghosty-looking light figures that were moving together and joining forces. There were stealing through the darkness to reach each other. They were holding hands. They are like ghosts - figures of men, of maleness, strong in the ways of virile men. They were strengthening each other.

Perhaps there are women involved, I'm sure there are, just as there were in the war efforts. But it is the masculine force that is moving and taking shape and growing in numbers. I am conscious that the goddess is bringing this to my attention. The masculine is an intelligent force. It is wise beyond human frailty. It is the protector force. The Archangel Michael force. The galactic cosmic force that is coming in to rescue the planet. This is what is being revealed to me in ways I can't put into words easily. But I understand. And the next 24, 36 hours I see a flood of articles that validate this perspective.

I saw the ghosty masculine figures were breathing through their feet. As they moved around there were roots going down into the earth and spreading out and linking up underground, like so many tangled, intertwining roots, little roots, big roots, massive trunk lines, all connecting, solidifying, joining together and flowing together.

What I saw in brief flashes through the darkness was stealth. But it was benevolent, it was light undercover. I understood what is happening. The darkness is part of the plan. They appear and then they slide back into darkness again. I am getting it. I am better getting the picture of what has been happening on earth. That we have been lied to. Dark without any light at all is evil. But dark and light merging together is wholesome, holy, part of the creation plan. The evil has covered the earth to such an extent that we had to be rescued, and there is a rescue plan in operation under cover of darkness. I've seen this before but hadn't gotten a good grip on it. Now it is becoming more obvious to me. We've been locked down tight inside a small finite cardboard box.

It is a flimsy box and one day we'll laugh at ourselves for having fallen for the trick, but it's still serious at the moment. It's such a ridiculous coverup, this lie that we have been told, that the cardboard box could be blown away with a feather if we had known. But we didn't know. We were brainwashed and kept in the dark with no light.

Over the next few days more articles came to my computer and confirmed the visions. It's the masculine force that is waking up along with the feminine. It divine masculine becomes strong and powerful and noble and courageous when it accepts its feminine side. It's all about converging and merging. There's no division, no separation, ever in all of life. We are made out of light and love and harmony and universal forces but we don't know it because we've been living in a world without light. What is light anyway, but information. We are receiving information in many ways now.

I had been looking at life through feminine eyes but so have the men been looking at life through male eyes. We have forgotten that we are whole, fulfilled and complete already. We are both masculine and feminine. When I realized that I had been functioning with only half of my abilities, I kicked my left-brain into action, consciously. I said, "Left-brain, wake up." And it did.

I had been passive. Like so many others have been passive and following along nicely the authorities who obviously created the world and the institutions that made life possible.  I sought not to rock the boat. I stayed in my own lane and didn't push others out of the way. I was a good little girl and was kind to my neighbors and didn't say what I honestly thought and knew to be true. I followed. The human race has been covered over with sweet chocolate, like chocolate-covered ants and eaten. Thousands of years or more of highly intelligent brainwashing has kept us in line, but suddenly there is movement in the darkness. We have been told to stay at home for a reason, and it's not just for covid. We are all doing inner work without knowing it. There is a process taking place. There is movement in the dark and it is coming out into broad daylight, little by little. It takes time. It has to be slow or it will shock the human psyche.

I had a dream about two years ago. In the dream I saw myself rise up out of the mud. I was a mound of mud that slowly appeared out of the stagnant mud pond. No one could tell it was a human being. I was just a mound of mud but I began to move and rise up. I began showing signs of life against the rest of the mud. It didn't look human at that stage, I think it was meant to be a comic revelation to show me something and it was successful. It was an impactful dream. Kind of funny too. 

OK, enough of that. Back to the glow of the feminine goddess moon on Saturday. What was revealed to me was masculine intelligence forces uniting. The feminine force is the passive, receptive, nurturing, loving side of human nature. And we were that - passive. Now it is time for the masculine side to rise up. The ONLY way the masculine can become empowered is by joining forces with its feminine side. That's what makes it whole. That's what makes a person whole, strong, steady, and clear minded. We are joining forces. It is not really about the men only moving in the dark, it is all human beings are moving in the dark, seeking their balance. We are all joining forces and uniting with our opposite, our counter-intelligence, the side of us we have not wanted to own. The side of us we have been burying. We have been a patriarchal race, a race without love or light or compassion or heart. Our feminine side. The goddess has entered the world and stirring us into action.

Men have been stunted in their growth because they have not accepted their feminine side, and women too have been stunted in their growth by not accepting their masculine side. It is all converging, merging, consolidating on inner levels. The darkness is becoming enlightened within our psyche.

The evil is darkness with NO light whatsoever. Intelligent but a dark intelligence. The evil darkness has been manipulating us all. Had us fighting. It didn't matter WHO we fought, as long as we had division amongst us. We had to fight in order to survive, they said. We had to resist, in order to prove ourselves worthy, they said. We had to struggle to gain our independence, they said. We had to fight other cultures and other religions and other whatevers. It is so boring to go through all of that again. We are finished with the fighting. It's over now. Those who are still fighting will get it in time. There is manipulation everywhere, in every field of human endeavor, but we are not happy. We are decent people and we are getting it. Underneath in the sub-terrain of our existence there is movement and it is not human. It is divine. We are divine entities. We came from light and love and we are bring it back online, into the cells of our bodies. We are returning to the original pure blood, the bold, the courageous, noble, righteous truth. The human female and human male and becoming the divine feminine and divine masculine.

Talk about sleeper cells! That's us. Human beings asleep to what has been going on, and now we are getting flashes of truth. The human race is a decent race, warm and humane. We care about each other and want justice to prevail and for abundance to flow into everyone's life. We don't want to be selfish or unkind. We want  the world to be a better place for everyone. We've just been brainwashed to believe differently, covered over by a sheath of lies. I actually saw this! I saw through it Saturday night, Sunday morning. I saw the smallness we've been made to feel, which is false and phoney and not real at all. But we've been fooled and tricked into thinking it. The sun constantly shines truth down on to us. The sun's rays are purity, wellness, a living vital force bathing us with continual love-light. It grows the trees. It will grow us humans if we let it. If we only knew. But the sun, we are told, will give us cancer so we should hide inside in the dark and stay out of the sun. All lies. So many lies.

The goddess comes to strengthen the cowardly in us. She comes to fulfill us. She comes to awaken the ferocious masculine warrior in us. Some have been seeing it for years. I haven't, I am a slow learner. But it is seeping in. It operates stealthily, underground so it doesn't shock the nervous system. The whistleblowers are the leakers of the dark's manipulations. They have been reporting the goings on for years. They killed John F. Kennedy for it, and President Lincoln for it. There are those who know about the evil plan. There are light warriors who are active - they tend to be men more than women but there are some women light warriors too. And then there are the light holders who maintain the balance quietly, holding space for others to grow in understanding. They don't talk much, but they are there for the ones who need support.

Light is information but too much information too soon, to repeat, will cause shock so there is a slowing down. There are those who are enlightened who must be silent yet hold the knowledge within themselves. They are the salt of the earth. Shining light into the eyes of those who live in the dark is too much. Compassion is going slow. I am one of the slow ones. Be grateful and compassionate. There is a divine protector in all of us and more are becoming ready. Balance is required. Sometimes the masculine protector in us has the impulse to roar and pick up a sword. Then it is the feminine counterpart who reasons and says, "Wait. Be patient."  It's a process. Call into play mercy and patience until balance clears the brain. The unifying factor is balance between the feminine knower and the masculine doer. Together they complete the whole person through love, wisdom and power. I am studying Tantra. This is what Tantra teaches. The ancient Tantra teaches to hold back the masculine power with your feminine wisdom, and to empower your feminine passivity with masculine assertiveness. It creates a whole human being who enjoys life to the fullest. But we don't have the benefits of Tantra yet, but we are being prepared. The roaring masculine hero is coming, riding on a noble white steed with flaming sword raised to slay the dragon that has kept a cloud of fear over everyone.

Several days ago I had a dream of Trump and Biden, who have been characterized as mortal enemies. As they came into election day, suddenly they turned the tables on everyone and announced they were joining forces. In my dream, flashbulbs popped and cameras whirred and reporters were shocked at the sudden news. They announced they were joining forces and shook hands, not as one winner and one loser, but both appeared surrounded by a glowing light that merged as they walked toward each other.

As I woke from the dream I flashed on a Tantric teaching. There are 144,000 nerves in the human body, but half of them flow with feminine energy, and the other half of them do not flow at all but are fixed and stationary for that is their purpose. The masculine set of nerves is 72,000, and the feminine set of nerves is 72,000. I don't know if current science can cooroborate this, I just "know" it. Somewhere along the line I found it and know it.

Those of us who are more feminine have a weakened masculine set of nerves. Those of us who are more masculine have a weakened feminine set of nerves. Tantra teaches how to bring balance through sexuality because the sex force is the life force. When a person brings their male and female together, they have a complete set of balanced nerves. The whole 144,000 are present as a living force in the body. So much talk about the 144,000. I thought this was interesting to throw in here. The feminine principle flows while the masculine principle does not flow very well because its purpose is to fix on structure and maintain solidarity. In my dream these two men, each a leader vying for position as top dog, came together as brothers no longer divided, showing the people that the time for fighting is over. The bully of a father figure who controls through manipulation, and the gentle-hearted man who has been bullied all his life, came together and joined forces as a sign of the 144,000 complete. When this happens, peace covers the land.



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11/2/20 A Timely Message from Matthew
Channeled through Suzanne Ward
https://www.matthewbooks.com/

(I will be sending two newsletters today. I had already planned to send my report on the Goddess Moon experience Saturday, but this one from Matthew came and it felt so timely I decided to send IT first. It ties in with what I saw. So later today, I'll send my personal report from Saturday as I sat under the glowing white-blue moon. If you don't get it today, it's because I'll have to wait 24 hours to send it. There's a limit on how many I can send in a day.)
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With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. Fervent activity in Earth’s energy field of potential is reflecting feelings, thoughts and actions worldwide, and amidst the countless energy streamers, three swirling masses are prominent.

One is the uprising of citizenries in numerous countries against oppressive governance. Another is around the imminent election in the United States because of that nation’s global influence. The third, and of greatest significance worldwide, is happening out of the public eye. The light forces that are dismantling the Illuminati’s global network are rounding up the tenacious ones at the peak of that secret society.

Outcomes of rebellions and elections are indeed of great importance to the people in those countries, and in the short term, they will be meaningful. But it is the ending of dark control that is freeing all peoples from fear and divisiveness, enabling them to evolve consciously and spiritually as aspects of God, divine sovereign beings, multidimensional selves and members of the universal family.

Dear sisters and brothers, it is natural that your primary interests are what affects your life and the lives of all whom you love. That is true of people everywhere­families want their children, grandchildren and future generations to be healthy, prosperous and have fulfilling lives in a peaceful, harmonious world. Those shared values are far, far greater than ideological differences, and that is why unity of spirit in co-creating that kind of world is where the civilization is heading.

Every person and every level of government from community to national needs to work in consonance with Earth’s destiny, the return to her original pristine beauty and health. Biodiversity is her life support system, thus the life support of humankind itself, and environmental preservation and restoration requires international unity.

Individuals who contend that the climate is changing naturally, that humankind has nothing to do with it, need to stop denying facts: Toxic pollutants in your skies, waters and soil; deep mining; drilling for oil; fracking for natural gas; scarification of forested lands; and technological weather manipulation are not Mother Nature’s doing. Those activities, which have been woefully destructive to Gaia’s planetary body, are impeding her return to the health and balance that are essential for all of her residents to survive and thrive.

Relative to this, let us mention some “predictions” devised by the dark ones and passed on by persons who believe the issues are of grave concern, such as Earth is moving toward another ice age. No, she is not­she is moving toward the moderate climate that prevailed when the planet in its entirety was the garden of Eden. There were no snow-capped mountains then, but Gaia delights in their majestic beauty and the great enjoyment they provide to sports enthusiasts.

Another predicted situation that will not happen is, oceans suddenly will inundate all land up to high cliffs and hilltops and drown many millions. Gradually-rising waters will affect sea-level islands and coastlines, and residents of those low-lying areas will move to higher ground long before those lands are submerged.

That drought will cause shortages of food and water and the death of billions will not come to pass, either, nor will any astral body collide with Earth. Then there is this rather fanciful idea­the planet is too damaged to remain habitable for people who survive cataclysmic events; they will be taken aboard spacecraft and when they are returned to Earth, they will have to live beneath the surface.

The only purpose of any dire-sounding situation is to create fear. It is for the same purpose that covid case numbers are relentlessly reported and “experts” say that even after everyone is vaccinated, the virus will continue wending its way around the globe, so wearing masks and social distancing will be the way of life. It is fear’s low vibrations that let the dark ones become powerful in your world.

Everything in existence is energy fluctuating in myriad vibrational frequencies, and the totality is cosmic consciousness. Dark hearts and minds are energy in its lowest frequencies­the consciousness level wherein greed, deceit, cruelty, bigotry, divisiveness and lust for control flourish­and for long ages, puppets of the dark forces kept Earth’s civilizations in those low frequencies.

Today’s civilization is moving into the high vibrations of love, compassion, kindness, forgiveness, empathy and harmony with Nature. You and all other lightworkers­and the numbers keep growing­are the dark ones’ undoing. They cannot stop you radiating light’s high vibrations and they cannot function within them.

We have been asked if everyone who is willingly in the Illuminati ranks will be prosecuted for their crimes against humanity. No, not all. Some at the peak have died naturally, others have been killed, and in some cases “body doubles” are carrying on those persons’ nefarious actions. However, none of the deceased escaped the universal law of justice, nor will those who are found guilty in your legal systems.

Nirvana is a flexible, multidimensional realm whose layers, or parts, are delineated energetically, and, by universal law, all persons are automatically drawn to the layer that corresponds with their immediate past lifetime energy registration. Individuals who intentionally caused widespread suffering go to Nirvana’s lowest part, a tiny orb where energy is so dense that it traps all who are there. It rightly can be considered “hell” because in lifeprint reviews, they experience every moment of the same physical, mental and emotional torment they caused others. The reviews can last for millennia in your concept of time and to those individuals, the experience seems endless.

Every soul is a part of God and He never abandons any. Always light is beamed at the orb and when souls accept the light, they emerge and embody as an amoeba, slug or minute insect, for instance. Those life forms have no cellular memory, thus the souls begin with a “clean slate” and gradually evolve into life forms at the next level of consciousness.

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