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3/8/20 A message from the Angels via Ann Albers
www.visionsofheaven.com
(This is a great follow-up to my newsletter of yesterday 3/7/20, "Love the Corona Virus". This was channeled through Ann Albers on 3/7/20 and posted on her website, above link.)
My dear friends, we love you so very much, In spite of a parasitic vibration of fear that seeks to separate you from one another and from your experience of the Source – for this is the nature of a virus when you look at its energy – we see an even greater force of love arising upon your planet earth.
We see streams of well-being flowing to each and every one of you, offered freely from the Source of Love and Creation itself. We see angels guiding each and every one of you. “Go here. Not there.” We see neighbors helping neighbors, people assisting total strangers as they wait in line at the supermarket, and your scientists sharing information in solidarity and the search for a cure.
While a virus, and the virus of fear seek to separate you, making you feel unsafe to touch and be near one another, there is a mightier force of love arising within human hearts that says, I will not be intimidated by a parasite! I will strengthen my light, my love, my body, and my soul. I choose health. I choose well-being. I choose to be light in the darkness of fear and stand strongly rooted in a faith that filters all ills.
By all means, take your human precautions but rather than doing so out of fear, do so in love. Do so, as guided. You have angels that care deeply about your joy, your health, your happiness, and your heart. You will hear our whispers in your natural feelings, “I feel like going here. I don’t feel like going there.” Trust those feelings. Don’t over analyze. In any given moment you are given the next step to fulfill all your desires. Your natural urges are the voices of your angels and the still small voices of the Divine.
There is, always and forevermore, only light, only Love, only One Divine. In times of financial trials, God is present. in times of plague, the Divine seeks to heal. In times of unrest upon your planet earth the Presence and Light of God remains steadfast, waiting for you to rest in its loving arms.
As world crises come and go, the reality of Love remains steadfast. Look for love dear ones in every moment of every day. “Seek and ye shall find. Knock and the door will be opened.” Better yet, be a loving force in your world. Take care of yourselves. Feed you mind a body with healthy thoughts and healthy foods. Take care of your spirit.
Connect, dear ones, frequently, to the Source of all love. There are so many ways! Sit in silent meditation. Watch guided meditations. Feel the Presence of love silently making itself known through the love between loved ones. Go out in nature and appreciate the majesty of Love cloaked in creation. Listen to music that elevates your heart into states of expanded bliss. Appreciate yourselves…
Even in the presence of viruses, unstable finances, politics, and a variety of other challenging situations on your planet, Divine love remains constant… waiting patiently for you to connect and receive its embrace. This connection, dear friends, offers the greatest immunity, the greatest abundance, and the greatest harmony of all.
God Bless You! We love you so very much.
~ The Angels
(Forwarded through Anakosha)
3/7/20 Love the Corona virus!
The C-virus is making its rounds. I wrote this over a week ago but didn't send it. I'm glad I waited because I have integrated better with it. Yesterday my husband brought it up again and, instead of feeling resistance, I opened up and allowed it in. In the Lacota tribe there is a legend about a young fawn who hears the call of Great Spirit and heads on up the path to sacred mountain. She meets a demon on the path who is a big ugly monster breathing fire and belching smoke and making horrible noises to scare everyone away. But instead of being afraid, the fawn says to the big bully, "Please let me pass, I am heading up meet Great Spirit.” Her complete lack of fear melts the demon‘s heart, and to his horror he feels himself shrinking into a big puddle and he dissolves into nothingness.
I want to share this approach to the Corona virus because there is a hidden gift here. You don't have to believe it, but I write these newsletters simply to add my energy to the atmosphere at large which has so much fear, confusion and anger in it. Love is the new approach. It is an intelligent response to fear and anger. It raises self esteem. To love EVERYTHING means stop resisting what you don’t like. Don't run away from it. Consider making a little adjustment. It’s only a small adjustment, very subtle. I did that yesterday when my husband started lecturing me about the Corona virus. I used to resist these lectures but this time I made the subtle shift. I listened to him and I understood what he was saying. I opened my mind and my heart and embraced the fact that the corona virus is here instead of dismissing it. In essence, I embraced it. Unconditional love is all-inclusive. Nothing remains outside of its purview. I’ve been working from this angle for a while.
I've had many lectures over the course of my life. When the various flu’s come around every year the pressure is always on to get vaccinated. The reason I don’t get vaccinations is not out of conspiracy theories, I just don't want to put lower vibrational substances into my high-vibrational body. I have been maintaining my own good health for years. The proof is in the pudding. In my search for the divine feminine, I have discovered much. Following the instinctive trail of the divine feminine has brought me in touch with nature and all that is natural. Higher vibrations protect against viruses and other things.
Humanity has been living in a very dark planet as compared to lighter, more advanced planets and higher dimensions. We on earth are buried inside a dark energy field called an atmosphere. It takes a while for someone from a higher vibrational planet or plane who is born into this atmosphere, to hatch out of its shell and remember where it came from. There are many people here from higher consciousness planets or dimensions. I realize that not everyone will follow my thought, but I must say these things. It is time to reveal what I know.
On higher, more advanced planets, on higher dimensions than earth, it is natural to be openly loving and kind, but when they are born on Earth, they forget and often become lost because they are so empathic and open-hearted by nature. On their home planet or dimension, life is harmonious and easy. Differences are so refined, that they honor and respect each other. There is no one to resist or fight or defend against. There is no pain or disease or inconsistencies or criminals or hospitals or divorce courts. And yet, each one is unique and his or her gifts to the whole are striking. Pursuing different interests doesn’t separate people in groups and nations. It‘s only attitudes that separate. Like being judgmental and wanting to correct someone, or wanting to control, or hating someone or fearing people who are different. So loving the Corona virus is natural for people of a loving nature. It will be difficult to get them to become fearful.
Many higher vibrational people are being born today on Earth and are managing to maintain their high vibrations (remaining loving, sweet and kind), but many come from not-light planets and darker planes, less evolved. This is not a judgment, it's a fact. We live in a world where there is a huge difference in attitudes showing up, from black to white and the many shades inbetween. Our planet earth provides opportunities like nowhere else in the cosmos, to learn from and with each other. It is a time of unifying differences. We need the darkness and the light in each other to go through this process. To learn from each other.
In the past, the darkness was so great that those rare souls of a lighter, more evolved vibration were seen as different. They rattled the system and were often persecuted or put to death. But gradually the atmosphere is lightening. Hateful, fearful, angry, controlling ones with lower vibrations, try to bring down those with higher vibrations to their level. The light-and-love-filled ones try to raise up the lower-vibe people to higher levels. It's a battle of wills who wins. It's not a battle of blood and guns so much any more, it has evolved to become a push-pull between higher vibrations and lower vibrations. Lower vibrational people use violence, fear and sneaky, manipulative tactics to pull people down. The higher vibrational people use truth, love, forgiveness, wisdom, maturity, intelligence, honesty, compassion, kindness and the like. Who is going to win?
The practicality and truth is, we ALL were born out of light, even the darkest of the dark and the evil’st of the monsters. We were ALL created within that place which has no human name. Consciousness is a gift and we use it by free will in any way we like. Those who advance and progress, use consciousness in accordance with that which has no name. We call it universal law or God. And we are provided with a higher self that is stationed there in that higher plane. It provides guidance throughout the day and night, always, when we tune into it. It is our Home base and we are all drawn to reach higher because of it. Like the tree. The tree would never grow without the instinct to reach higher. Science calls it the sun but the sun is the higher self of earth. Those we call the dark ones or evil ones have chosen to shut off that natural instinct to reach higher. It is a choice to shut it off and they have (had) that choice because Earth is a free will planet. Or was - recently, there have been changes. (Another story.)
We have all tested that higher instinct in us as we ventured further out into the unknown, exploring, because that has been in our nature too, to explore. We too have felt the tug and ignored it at some point in our lives, to decide to go against it and see where it leads, against our better judgment. And those of us who learned our lesson not to do that again have opened the gates and allowed greater light to flow through us. A greater ability to love and not condemn others because we were there once too.
As the Corona virus makes its way around the world and the news channels report growing number of deaths, our thoughts are focusing and fear is the result. What choices do we have? Run away and dismiss it, avoiding the issue completely? Or focus on it and let fear build, fed by subconscious fears from lifetimes past? When my husband brought the subject up, it brought up my own fears and I decided to embrace them. Now I am experiencing integration. Fusing. Joining. Unifying are words I would use. By not resisting the idea of the C-virus, as I have done with other viruses before, but by accepting that it is real from a place of open heart and mind, I received it into my thought process. It was a subtle adjustment, but now there is something happening. I’m different. My body feels lighter.
The virus is not the enemy, it is a friend. I am my own worse enemy. Everything that pops up in my life is seeking my acceptance. If I resist it something I don‘t like, it comes back again and again, so I opened my heart and accepted it. I gave it a hug. It was an internal decision. Everything wrong in the world is seeking redemption, and whose going to give it but me. It’s the higher way which is intelligent, rational and proactive, not reactive.
The enemy is not coming from somebody else, although someone else can trigger it. But when it appears in front of our noses and we can't hide from it any longer, fighting is not an option to a higher vibrational person. It is an opportunity to melt it down with unconditional acceptance. Dissolve it. Go the extra mile. The subconscious mind holds memories we are not aware of, but they feed us with tendencies, likes and dislikes that we act on. By staying neutral we can see more clearly. By staying neutral we are more solid.
Becoming aware of an adversary, whether a thing or a person, we see an opportunity to put into play the higher angel of our being. Addressing and clearing our bodies of that old issue once and for all. Oh, yes. It may come back, but practice makes perfect. None of us is perfect. We must continue to practice because if we resist it and repress it, it will go underground again and pop up in the future. Avoidance and fear are the same number one enemy.
Innocence is a natural trait for humans. We ought to use more often. Innocence is not afraid. It is childlike with a many lifetimes of wisdom to support its faith. Embracing all that happens is much like having an open-hearted, open-minded hug at the ready at all times, with gratitude and a welcoming smile. This is how we get back on track with our natural goodness which brings forth the peace and comfort of being safe and free in our own skins. We are skin-walkers only temporarily. We come from a higher place. No matter how bad we have fallen, we are here to learn this truth: that we have come from a higher place.
Well, I started out speaking of the Corona virus, but as you can see I can’t stick with that focus. The higher vibration is what I need to speak about. I share it as a reminder that we do have this ability within us. More later. Thanks for listening.
2/25/20 Exploring Yin and Yang
As I continue to research and explore the divine feminine, I come to a point much like the top of a mountain. From the top of a mountain there is no place to go but back down. First, before going back down, one takes a wide sweeping look from the top to scan the horizon to see what's out there. This is where understanding takes place. One can see from the top better than from the bottom or half way. AHA! Continue looking. Another AHA! Understanding deepens. Comparisons are made. AHA! Revelations cannot be put into words. However there are some thoughts I'd like to share via this newsletter for I really do enjoy writing about it, even if it IS too wordy for most people. It helps to put the pieces together into sentences. I try to do it in the vernacular but don't always succeed. Just as in the beginning we learned our A-B-C's and then learned to put them into whole words and sentences, so have I been studying the divine feminine through tiny steps of A-B-C that led to the forming of whole words and sentences. I started out wanting to discuss with other women to try to find out what the divine feminine was - the depth and truth of feminine - and that led to my first discovery: that all women are not the same and they couldn't help me with the divine aspect.
Step by step I've been led to discover yin and yang. Male and female are two distinctly separate genders, but there is an underlying oneness that ties them together. Duality is composed of an imbalance between men and women. We live within the tension between the two opposites. If men and women were totally 100% balanced, all tension would cease. The world would come to a standstill in the throes of euphoria. This treatise on yin and yang was written in 1987 during a mystical experience I had. I re-discovered it several days ago and want to share it.
"2/9/87 - I realized today the meaning of yin and yang forces. It was a brief experience, but an immersion nonetheless. Let me see if I can recall, for it is worthy of remembering. The words have been no more than words until today, when I was touched and FELT the substances flowing within me. It is somewhat like a force, yes, a very definite force but which it was quick to point out to me (by the intelligence of the whole thing) that this force is created by my own consciousness. My mind. The direction of my thought, my own will power, is what creates the force.
The subtlety of my thought in the direction of the LESSER, or more COMPACT, seemed to me to be the female force, or the yin. It was as if my tendency to reel in and focus my awareness on detail tended to send my energies towards earth, in a downward direction. It was a subservient tendency, a recoiling action, or digging in process. The female? This was the message: that the female tendency to hold back and rebuild, or “nest”, or go back over to re-examine, to study, to withhold conclusions until ALL detail had been accounted for - that THIS was the famous “yin” of ancient teachings. It is not necessarily confined to women, but is more prominent in women than in men, culturally.
The other force activating in my body is an almost exact opposite, in the sense that it is surging outward to reach for something without thought of consequences. This force seemed to be the need to accomplish, to break free of the confines of the yin tendency, and to become free in totality. To cut away all restriction and soar uninhibited by ANY restraints. I was told that this was the “yang”, the male power drive and that it was necessary in order to counteract the negative yin tendencies of my personality.
The yin and the yang pull and push within the average individual like mood swings and operate uncontrollably, often unbeknownst to the conscious mind. Yet, one becomes slowly conscious of this push and pull, for undoubtedly the ancients did, to create terms “yin” and “yang”. They denote something substantially more than the terms “positive” and “negative”. It was made known to me that it is THIS duality that is to be understood and mastered by the mind as a person develops spiritually, for it is the surging yang that directs the consciousness UPWARD. If one could neutralize the restraining yin so that it were non-existent, without restraining the yang, the consciousness (the life force) would begin to flow more actively upward in search of its freedom. It would begin to enjoy greater happiness and freedom. How this is done was not made known to me, but for a brief glimpse at the end of the revelation.
I am overly yin. How does the restraining yin manifest in my daily life? Yin does not allow me to walk boldly out onto a platform to speak to people. It would remain a follower and hide its light under a bushel. Yin does not allow me to implement an idea out of fear that I will go out on a limb that will crack under my weight. Yin does not allow me to think that I am the sole authority of my life. Yin would have me believe that I must lean upon “another”. Who is this other unless it be the yang? Yin does not allow me to soar into the clouds, or to break free of the earth for I am of the earth and therefore earth bound. Yin is afraid to go public for it holds itself behind the screen of physical manifestation where it enjoys the privacy, the sacredness, the secrecy of the state of aloneness, or all-oneness. Yin admonishes yang for being so bold, yet yang is the doer and would make real what yin only contemplates in the privacy of thought.
THIS, the message said, is the force that must be understood and overcome, so that the living force of yang can drive upward and outward. It is its natural tendency to explore and experiment, to struggle and implement ideas without even a thought of failure. To strive ever onward to reach the goal. It is the life force returning to the heights from which it came, yet it cannot so long as yin is active in the organism. As long as yin is isolated from yang, in ignorance without understanding, it works in opposition to yang and the individual remains a victim of mood swings, a victim of fate and the lesser gods.
The yin and the yang are the negative and positive poles of all human life and interaction. It is the explanation for the sexual drive. For when there is too much yang active, too much striving and struggling taking place in a person, whether that person be a man or a woman, that person, lacking in yin, looks to another person with more prominent yin characteristics, to balance him or her out. The average person is unaware of the reasons why such attractions develop. In sex, the yang surges out to find relief and balance.
Likewise does the person with too much yin and not enough yang active in the life, seek a more yang-dominant sex partner, whether man or woman, to balance the inner propensity. Great and passionate is the sexual nature of one who has not balanced the yin and yang. Yet, as one matures and through life experience balances the two subtle counteracting forces, the sexual nature becomes more refined, with a tendency for gentleness and sharing. Sexual habits need not be given up when passion begins to subside through this balancing of forces, though this is often the case. Rather may begin the blossoming into new and higher fields of sharing and romantic lovemaking, as the old sex drive all but disappears. In this time of outgrowing of old sex appetites, there is often a giving up of physical love and a drifting into celibacy. Yet, unless there be an active interchange through physical joining, old age does creep fast upon a person."
Today is February 25, 2020. I am glad to have found this revelation of 30 years ago because time often washes away the baby in the bath water. As long as yin is working against yang, and vice versa, as long as yang is working against yin, the individual remains a victim of fate and the lesser gods for the truth is not apparent. The top of the mountain is an integration point where the feminine disappears in the understanding that it is all one. The broad expanse of a circular horizon shows one land. The two paths start out on separate sides of the mountain but they both lead to the top. Now I am questioning, "What are masculine traits?" And AHA! I now see the yang in me. I've had it all along. I didn't recognize it. So bottom line I searched until I put the pieces of the unknown into a pattern that I could understand. The formless is the unknown within, and I have to "fit it into a form". But I'll search for answers forever, but I have to put them into a pattern that makes sense to me. I have to create a form that is beautiufl to me. The A-B-C's of my confusion is worked out by questioning. I thought I was failing and weak, but I see that I was simply choosing to respond in the feminine way. I DO hav masculine traits in me. I just didn't use them. Maybe now I will. Men were a nemesis and sometimes an enemy, now I feel empathy and love for men. Many of my lifetimes were extremely feminine, loving, nurturing, healing. The modern space age discounts this beautiful divine feminine aspect that is apparent in ALL living creatures, but we should all watch out and not give in to the aggressive yang all over again. We are here to balance our yin and yang within our bodies, homes, work environments, and blossom as refined, healthy and wise human beings.
This is the age of the feminine in both men and women. Women used to enjoy being protected by the man of the family, but in the process she became lop-sided (too weak) and he became lop-sided (too strong). Balancing yin and yang in this largely over-rated mental world, is going to require looking into one's feminine traits to see how better to soften and gentle oneself down. Peace is only one of the benefits of a balanced yin and yang. Freedom is another, and ability to speak the truth without fear of guilt and shame.
2/20/20 Consecrating your precious beautiful body as the divine feminine
Please be advised that the women's empowerment gatherings that I previously scheduled for every 2nd and 4th Fridays from 1 to 5 pm in my home in Naples, Florida, free at no cost, are cancelled. Or, at least temporarily postponed. They may come around again but I'm moving into a more solitary phase at the moment. Still, I want to share what I have learned via newsletter form. It is my contribution to sacred relationships, sensuality, spirituality and love. My search for the divine feminine has brought me down to earth and grounded my awareness into physicality with a great sense of appreciation, empathy and love for what we take so for granted. As the world appears to be in chaos and upheaval and weather and continents shifting, our very own bodies are carrying us through an ascension process. We need to know what's going on because we are ALL feeling it. There is a sweet feeling of peace within the body.
I want to address men's empowerment circles too, for this past week I was inspired to search around to see how the divine feminine is playing out on the men's side, and I was rewarded. I discovered "The Rising Man Movement" www.risingman.org. This website is very inspiring. It appears to be new this past year. It was founded by a young man, Jeddy Azuma. He and other men have posted podcasts to guide a new generation of men into responsible adulthood. This is a super rare find. I haven't seen anything like it and it made my heart sing. So I want to pass it along. Please go to this website and you will find podcasts such as "Embodied Men Can Express Their Feminine", "Fathering the Boy Inside", "Men are Not Broken" and many more interesting titles. They offer online fire circles, discussions and also outdoor vision quests.
What has been affirmed to me over and over, through links that come to me under mysterious circumstances, is how sacred our physical bodies are. The divine feminine pertains to the BODY. This body that we take so for granted and ignore most of the time as a place to hang clothes on, is the divine feminine. The divine masculine is the river of life and intelligence that flows into us from vast formless regions beyond. Our BODY is the sacred mother, the receiver of this awesome life force. It is feminine. Men's bodies are feminine too in the sense it is a receiver of vast intelligence, a magnificent living force. I will include an article I stumbled upon recently. It came to me during a meditational trance back in 1987.
It has been said that 5% of us is locked into the body to keep the body alive. Well, the kundalini IS that 5%. What is kundalini? It is the life force, a concentration of light that is captured in the pelvic region at the tail bone. Here it is like Mother Earth herself - a molten liquid blazing mass of light of a high intensity, but locked away inside the physical flesh. From it a main channel runs up to the brain and in smaller tributaries all over the land of the body through which flows in gentle motion this great river of light that feeds the body its intelligence and its awareness and sensings. However in most people the concentration of light is almost totally blocked off so that only small portions of the essence is dropped into the main stream of existence. In such tiny portions of flow, the person is what we call “normal”. He does not have sufficient Light moving through the body and brain to give him access to the wholeness of which he belongs. But little by little, over lifetimes of experience and hard knocks, he is forced, literally forced, to expand the blocks. They are pierced and melted away through continually butting against the walls of himself. The blocks are the chakras. As the light pierces each chakra, more of the Light moves upward to batter against the NEXT block. Meanwhile, though, as the Light is battering against the NEXT barrier, the individual is experiencing a transforming of his life, for he is now experiencing life on a new level. For instance.
The first chakra to be pierced, the one just above and in closest proximity to the pelvic region, is the sexual chakra. Once this is pierced the most important aspect is freedom. He works on freedom. He cares about all people being free. He is the freedom fighter, the martyr for freedom in every avenue of human life. She is the “scarlet” woman, the free woman, who is liberated from all sexual mores. But she is also working to bring peace into the world - her world - for peace is the next chakra to be pierced. It is the next level of life to be experienced. So freedom is the first, peace is the second. The peace chakra is located in the region of the naval. Until the peace chakra is penetrated and melted, there is emotional confusion and emotional problems. But once the peace chakra is opened up, the light flows in and brings stability. While experiencing life on this level, the person is apt to be a counselor and peace-maker in the many fields of human endeavor. There are many outlets for making peace. Ministers, educators, even laborers and housewives who work on a small discreet level, but this person’s priority in life, the one moving force in their life, is to make peace. While this is going on, they are also working on the love chakra, to pierce that barrier. The love chakra is located in the region of the heart. When the love chakra is pierced, they learn to love all people in all circumstances.
Until that time, they are having problems forgiving, they have not learned how to place love above all circumstances, but when they finally pierce the love chakra, light flows in and they are able to love freely. Then they live a life of total forgiveness. Their priority is to give and help and heal and love. And while they are experiencing life on the Love plane, they are working on the Power chakra. The power chakra is located in the region of the throat and the vocal chords. Power is created through the speaking of words. Before the power chakra is penetrated, they have problems saying what they want and feel. They are stumbling and hiding certain aspects of themselves from their neighbors and friends. But when they pierce the Power chakra, suddenly they find themselves saying what they want! And they are surprised and so are their friends and neighbors. Suddenly they are in more control of their lives than ever before, for the power chakra is a self control chakra. These are the orators of the world, those who speak before the multitudes, or the small insignificant places. If this power is misused, they become con artists, and dictators like Hitler who was charismatic. They are preachers and great industrial giants who can move others to their will. But while they are enjoying and experiencing life on the Power level, they are also working to batter down the doors to the Truth chakra.
This chakra is located in the region of the brain, often thought of as being connected to the pituitary gland. This chakra is the most complicated of all the chakras to explain, because it controls many things. But in essence, before this chakra is pierced, the person does not think so much about putting things into an order, such as logic or truth, and the world is in a state of chaos to him. But once this chakra is pierced the world begins to take on a semblance of order. HIS world. He begins to piece things together. The truth of things become important. He sees how things work and his priority in life is doing things according to his truth. These are the mental people of the world. They organize their truths and present them to the people as I am doing now. Through their work our world takes on a structure. These people are scientists, educators, researchers, whose top priority is work of a mental nature, sometimes so completely involved in their internal organizing they appear to be in an ivory tower. While these people are experiencing life in the mental plane, they are also battering against the doors of the highest chakra of all: the spiritual chakra located at the crown, for through the work on the mental plane they come to realize there is something higher and they become curious. So, when they cannot find the pieces to the mental puzzles they are working with in daily life, they begin to look higher.
The light flows in an upward direction, always, to something higher. The chakra at the crown is the one which will enhance and add greater value to the one most immediate. And so the ladder of life is piercing one barrier after another until finally the spiritual chakra is pierced and the union is made. In flows the light from the great sea of eternal life, the oneness from which the individual spark of the person first descended and subsequently forgot. These are the mystics who have the visions, see God, angels, other beings like themselves who have gone on to higher worlds. They know the truth of life and they are ready to move on, if they have left nothing undone behind them. However, most people have left much undone, unfinished business, and gaps are still evident. So they have to go back and reconnect once more with the spark that lies at the bottom of the spinal column. For in the climb up the ladder, one quite often forgets that 5% still buried down below. It is a conscious reunion. This 5% is what the Indian folklore calls “kundalini”. It is what the Christian world calls the “holy spirit”.
When kundalini is awakened, or when the holy spirit moves in an individual, it is dynamic. One can feel the presence of something holy moving through him. It is not easy to explain to another what it feels like, because it is so sweet, pure and gentle, so peaceful and miraculous, so healing and soft, so full of truth and wisdom and knowledge. It moves the person to transcend the outer world, for he is now being “wafted" upward on breezes of something mightier than himself. He is not in control, yet he is part of the greater one who IS in control and he knows this so he does not fear any longer outer conditions. He becomes absorbed into the onenss. Now, here is where the great challenge is. Here is where we have to return our attention to the physical body and consider it sacred. It's difficult to do because at this point we want to SOAR! Spiritual people don't want to deal with the physical world but we have to deal with the physical body. We cannot leave our body or it's all over. We will be lost.
Each person who is alive and walking about in a physical body, is operating on one of these seven levels, or in some individuals on more than one, for it is possible that a person is operating on two levels at the same time, through an overlap. A person can be operating on the peace level and the love level, both at the same time. Or a person can be operating on the freedom level and the peace level, both at the same time. Or on the freedom level and the love level, such as those who work with terrorist groups and freedom fighters, and who exemplify love. Or a person can be operating on the love level and the power level, such as the charismatic ministers who spread love around. Or a person can be operating on the power level and the mental level at the same time, such as Hitler who was charismatic and a dictator. Most often these people go astray and exhibit less than honorable personalities. Or a person can be operating on the mental and spiritual. Most often these people are the religious leaders and quite often they, too, exhibit less than honorable personalities. It is because there is so much Light that floods a particular region whenever a chakra is broken through, that a person becomes unbalanced and may go to extremes in that region, imposing his will on others, believing, KNOWING himself to have hit upon the Truth, but it's HIS truth and he has no business pounding it into others. Each person is responsible for our own truth and our own discoveries. So we each have to learn to balance this particular aspect that has broken through and caused such enlightenment. We have to balance it with the other six qualities of Life. There are seven major ones, which may be called by many names but are indicated in the paragraph above - the mother flame being the root chakra.
It is the work of all of us, this working through the chakras. It is our mission to open, acclimate and assimilate all of the divine qualities into our lives that are held behind what we call chakras. Our bodies are sacred. Each one of us is working on something that is profound to us. It is moving us, we are reaching for something, striving for something. We don't know not what it is. We can't name it or define it, but it is our directing force. It is a priority. Our daily tasks, our human relationships, our career and hobbies are all dedicated to the fulfilling of the problem so that we may pierce the barrier. Often our instincts place us in hard situations just so that we CAN learn. We could not break through a barrier unless we placed ourselves in front of an unmovable barrier on the physical level. We marry people who we know subconsciously to represent road blocks to us. We do it from a soul level, not a mind level (we think we‘re in love!) so that we can work on our blocks.
Now, when we have sufficiently done our work on each level, the next step is to coordinate ALL the levels. It is through the work of coordinating all the levels that we will experience the awakening of kundalini, or the washing of the holy spirit, which helps us to coordinate. Only by lining up all the openings into one unobstructed channel, can the Light flow down from the formless region of "empty" space through our physical bodies and join with the Mother Flame at the base of the spine. This concept is difficult to understand through words, but it is what they call the mystical marriage. To explain it a little better, I'm including a video by Lori Ladd that I just received this morning (another synchronicity) because it affirms so very well what I have been saying here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwoBePO9_As. She starts out talking about strange mysterious symptoms that people are having as a result of higher frequency rays coming through the sun and hitting everyone on earth. But the most important part of all is in the last three or four minutes of the 16 minute tape, where she says:
"Just listen to your body 'cuz the body knows. You want to start listening to where your body's at, because your body's doing all the work, your body's ascending. Your body's shifting you, you being the ego personality, and it's the one that's hard at work doing this because you've already got all this high frequency light in you, moving around, and it's job is to shift you into the next highest version of you that's already in you. That's its job. It's got a massive job. Right? It's like the head of the choo-choo train. And it's the one pulling the entire train. The body is pulling the entire ascension process. And what is so magical about this now moment that we are in, and the magic of why so many of you are in physical form right now, is to experience the physicality of shifting consciousness in physical form. It's never been done before like this, in this density. We are shifting consciousness within the physical form. Whose in charge? The physical form! The physical form is doing this. We're just along for the ride to experience it. Right? The physical form deserves to be honored and cherished and loved and seen as a beautiful aspect of - not as an unconscious form that is just here to hold you - it's the one doing the work to move you into these higher frequencies. It's the one anchoring the light to get you to hold the higher frequencies. It's the one anchoring you into the fifth dimensional field. If the body doesn't do it, you're not going anywhere. And YOU can't tell the body anything. The body is going to tell you. So when you're moving through this process, acclimate, assimilate, anchor, honor everything you're feeling. Know there's nothing wrong when you're having these symptoms. There's a lot of physical symptoms that we're going to have. Just recognize that it's energy and it's not good, bad, right, wrong. You're not doing anything wrong. You're not doing anything bad. It's just the physical symptoms are part of the ascension path. So honor your beautiful physical forms. They are doing overtime right now for us. "
2/10/20 The search for the divine feminine - Conclusion
Peace, Love and Light to all - Blessed be to everyone! In this newsletter I am sharing further happenings that came as a result of the last vigil I held (alone) in the search for the divine feminine. This may or may not be of interest to men, but who knows? Men are included in my sending list. I am planning another 4-hour vigil this coming Friday, February 14, and I invite others to join with me from their home between the hours of 1 to 5 pm. I'll write more on that later, but first I would like to tell about some breakthrough discoveries I have been receiving. For the record.
After the last vigil two weeks ago, on January 24, I went shopping the next day, Saturday. It was a normal shopping day but something unusual happened at checkout. As the clerk was passing items through the scanner, a soft transcendence spread through me. Everything in the vicinity took on a blissful, peaceful quality and put me into a transcendent state. I sensed a celestial presence with my inner sight which was distinctly male. I saw him through a soft blue airy atmosphere with gold light shining through from behind. I could almost see a figure, but not quite. He was mostly invisible, but the sweetest, finest, most loving feeling descended over me in a way I've never felt before. It was so transcendently loving. Divine. It was a masculine source and it was definitely intentional, but not of this world. I felt so warmed, so embraced, so welcomed - I've never felt anything like it. It was like coming home. Really home. Later, I found out it was Ascended Master El Morya of the blue ray, but at the time I had no idea.
The feeling of this tremendous love dissipated as I walked to the car. Driving home I thought about it and by the time I reached our driveway I concluded that this beautiful experience was given to me to show me that there IS a difference after all, between divine masculine and divine feminine. I had previously decided that divine love was the same regardless whether male or female, for I have been trying to understand the feelings I've been having. But if I could detect that this divine love experience was indeed masculine and not feminine, then I stand corrected. There IS a difference. My understanding has deepened.
That was on Saturday. The following day Sunday the divine feminine went into full bloom. I woke from a dream where I was searching along a river bed for earth power. Other people were with me. We all needed to lie flat on the earth on our backs to detect the power because it was underground. The power comes up from beneath the earth. We were searching for a way to access it. In my dream we spotted a tower 20 feet into the air and we were surprised that some people had already discovered how to draw up earth power. They were drawing it up and sending it out along magnetic lines to intersect with other magnetic lines. Ley lines I was told.
As I came out of the dream to wakefulness I asked, “What does this have to do with me?" The answer was "feminine power". My left ear started ringing and at the same time a sensation of strength in my lower abdomen, as a powerful surge expanded upward through my body. It was an earthy, wholesome sensation, and it spread out through the cells and molecules, connecting atom to atom and cell to cell individually. I could feel every tingle, every particle. It was similar to the transcendent kundalini movements, blissful yet physical. I lay there enjoying the feeling. It was an opposite sensation from the airy and light transcendence of the day before. I could feel every cell in my body. What is this difference? Feminine power felt as if I was being fed and nourished, but not my brain - my physical body. My body felt strangely rooted or grounded, as though I belonged here. Like I "fit". It was a new experience.
Even though I'd been involved in the swinging lifestyle for years, which is sexual and physical, this was not sexual. It was more like the answer to what has been missing. I never felt earthy before. I have yearned to experience earthiness. There were times I wished for a shaman to come into my life and show me native tradition, the ancient spirituality of earth. The mystical tradition, not just a modern drumming circle but the whole ancient earth magic that incorporates the whole. I had the words but I didn't have the feeling or the connection. And then one day I met Tamsen, a woman of Hawaiian lineage.
Tamsen was a walking embodiment of Mother Earth. It is said that when the student is ready the teacher appears. And so apparently I was ready to receive the next step. I had spiritual knowledge from a lifetime of esoteric study, but my knowledge was in my head. Tamsen's knowledge was in her movements. When she walked she walked with a natural rhythm. When she spoke it was Mother Earth speaking. When she listened, her whole body listened. She was always present in the here and now. And after she listened, she responded with deep quiet words from down under, not quick and shallow like many people do. We became immediate friends for the next five years. I would watch her and try to absorb some of her sentience, but I wasn't getting it. I felt too high in the sky, too thin, too airy, without substance. Although my love was great it was without density.
Later Sunday morning, my husband and I had a bonding session. We made love. We have grown together over 25 years quite amazingly because we started out from opposite sides of the track. We were of extreme polarities, male and female. But something a little more powerful happened on Sunday. I suspect we have been engaging little by little in what is called Tantra. As I was bonding with him a sense of ancient earth powers expanded through me all over at once, in no specific location or body part. I saw the ley lines of the earth, of the planet, and the aura of the earth started to give forth lines of light gathering together, and I felt a part of it. Scenes started flowing of pagan rituals with women dancing in sacred ceremony. The lines of light were drawn to the surface by the women and broke the surface in a splash of color and diamond-like flashes, like a mandala design, and zoomed off in different directions.
I knew that these were mother earth’s arteries and veins being revitalized by the ceremony of the women. They were healing the planet, reminding me how much we have forgotten. How much we have lost in our disconnection from Mother Earth. Humanity has been seriously cut off in the tech and space age, and yet she is the very source of our life. She is us and we are her. It's not just food we get from her, but energy, vitality, chi, kundalini - the living spirit of her, Mother Earth, a living being. She is dying as a result, and if she dies, we die. She is not just life for us, she is the love we have been seeking. She is our Mother. It is she we are feeling when we get excited. She is the excitement, the passion, the eagerness and the enthusiasm. She lives through us. Perhaps this will sound foreign or wrong to a lot of people, but this is the part we've been missing. It's our BODIES that she gives to us, so that our spiritual intelligence may live here. Our Father God gives us our spiritual intelligence, our souls, and our Mother God builds a body for us to live in.
She builds bodies for all the creatures who live on the planet, but humanity is the most advanced and the most intelligent - or is supposed to be. We are the ones who are supposed to be watching out for her and maintaining her in her pristine condition. We are her stewards. We are supposed to love her back, but instead we are cutting her up and gouging her and discrediting her. She is dying and almost did on a number of occasions, but she won't die because there are more advanced intelligences coming from far out in space and higher realms of knowledge to assist us. So don't worry. We are in good hands. There will not be a nuclear war. They've got it covered.
In my quest for answers about "What is the divine feminine," trying to understand what went wrong with the human race, I have been led, step by step, into a vast library of knowledge. When I calendared time and space to hold a women's gathering, the next step became a solitary vigil by myself, because everyone is on their own journey. This is mine. I committed to every 2nd and 4th Friday to exploring the divine. It means being empty of all thought, feeling and desire for four hours - and to remain open to receive instruction. It is important to take a stand and make a commitment. A vague, fuzzy wish is not going to cut it. There has to be a determined effort shown before answers start coming.
During our bonding time together Sunday, I didn't feel sexual, I felt love. A greater love. Greater than personal and greater than emotional. It integrated all of me together. It was an integration of both spiritual and physical. Sex is the most mystifying element in all of life. It is more mystifying that so-called death. Sex can be crude and rude, and it can open portals to magic but it takes the male and female to join together. I saw that the earth is feminine and the sun is masculine and they join together. Mother Earth reaches for the sun daily but humanity has cut her off in more ways than can be numbered. Humanity, the stewards of the earth, have stopped honoring her, which is how her vitality flows. Just like with us. When someone honors us we glow and sparkle and expand, but when we are ignored, forgotten or abused and demeaned, we withdraw and diminish. It is the same with Mother Earth. She needs love because she gives love. While we were bonding together I saw myself burying a crystal in the back pasture and holding the light for Mother Earth as the ancient peoples did. And later that day, I selected a crystal from the tray on the altar - a big fat feminine crystal - and went out to the back pasture and dug a hole and buried it. I found a flat stone which Tamsen had painted when she was staying here - a figure of the goddess in translucent colors - and I placed it to mark the spot. There are now solar lights leading out to the spot.
It's all about love. Earthy love. Grounded love. Spiritual love. We are composed of two forces - one from far, far above in heaven's realms, and the other beneath our feet which gives us our breath of life. I've had difficulty putting this experience into words. I've fumbled with it for days because this is a difficult concept for me to get. Probably for others too. It's all about the feelings of love. The substance of love as a feeling, not just a word in the mind. It's thrilling to feel the love. If we did not have a body, we would not be able to feel love physically. Mother Earth gives us a body so we can feel the love. Humanity has turned it into sex and many philosophies and opinions and arguments about sex, but that's not it. To become fully into physicality, we need the feminine aspect which is the love. The love connection is not just a physical connection, or a mental connection but it's the whole of us. All of us. The earth connection is all of us. It's whole and it's holy. Mother Earth is a divine being and she's struggling to shake off the parasites who are killing her.
Big business cuts through her veins and arteries, which are the rivers of magnetism that flow all over the world providing vitality and wholesome love to the creatures on the surface. Indigenous people and sensitives can feel that she is diminishing. They are protesting about it. The earth is our mother. She made us and we draw vitality from her. We need her not just to survive but to thrive, just as a man needs a woman who adores him to thrive. And a woman needs a man who adores her to thrive, not just survive. We are sensual creatures but mother love is missing. Feminine love is missing. Love brings balance. I'm sorry to say, sex does not, unless nurturing feminine love is involved. It is through love that physicality is maintained.
Sentience is not just physical, it's mental, emotional, etheric AND physical, all entwined together in harmony. It is only through connecting that we become empowered. It can't be done through sex alone. The feminine love is what's missing. The masculine side of life is important but it has gone wild. There's too much of it. Too much practical, logical, controlling, unemotional, insensitive focus on one-point above all else. The feminine love is part of every human being but we've lost the connection to it. We've lost the love. Our feminine side draws forth reverence for life, appreciation, gratitude, respect, happiness, the joy of gathering in communities to socialize, to find those we have affinity for. Affinity is all about love.
When I first came to live with Doug, I saw native Americans in the far back pasture sitting in a circle. Not physically but in the etheric. It was just a flickering of awareness. It would come from time to time. There was probably a vortex out there, maintained by the Indians I saw. I always saw them in a circle. The back pasture has been untouched by man-made buildings as far as I know. No structures have been built on it. It's farm land. Nobody ever goes out there. But there were indians there. From time to time I am aware. Something beyond sight alerts me. It's like a calling. Mother earth has so much power in her. It's not electric, it's magnetic. It's a power that is not recognized because it is sacred and who considers sacred these days? It can only be accessed through respect and love. Gopi Krisha speaks about it as a new element which will one day be discovered. It will become the fifth element added to the four - earth, air, fire and water. Gopi Krisha writes about kundalini. He says kundalini is just a word, the power itself cannot be confined to a word in the mind. Kundalini is the mother flame. It is a small trickle in most people because they don't know about it, but this power is the power of love and can be cultivated through sacred respect.
Tamsen's graphic art of the GoddessSphere logo at the top is a wonderful depiction of it. It shows the big-hipped curvy goddess and a grid of interconnecting lines circling the globe and nourishing us. Ley lines that have been mapped. Try googling ley lines and see some of them. Even though we are each so very different from others, we all share the same human body. We are the same species learning about love.
Namaste, from the ascended masters, celestials, higher dimensional galactics, and me, Nancy
1/28/20 The search for the divine feminine
Last Friday I once more held vigil for the divine feminine. I am writing about it because I'm supposed to. It helps me to come out of my closet. It's a release for me. It's not intended to be an ego thing, to make me seem important. Rather it is to cement a very real experience that is not common, into the record. Once it's published, it's on the record. Like you know, when a journalist interviews someone "on the record", it means it's available for everyone to see.
Earlier in the week I had let it be known that I would hold sacred space alone this time, in contrast to previously inviting women in to gather with me. This was not working anyway, so it was easy enough for me to cancel the invitation. My search is a spiritual quest to find answers for myself, and I am calling on the ascended masters to help me. They respond easily. They watch everyone. We are tied to them. How do I know this? The world of the common thinker, the worldly thinker, doesn't believe. "Where's the proof?" This is the reason I am being led to write about it. It's something to go on the record. I'm not trying to sell anyone or make money.
There is a more expanded goal and it is above and beyond the world as we know it.
At 1 pm on Friday I went outside to the pasture to begin my vigil on the sacred divine. I was going to sit on the chair which is kept there but it was still wet, so I stood still and expanded my vision to the west. The sun was high but the sky was hazy. I was barefoot in a long summer dress. I stood and felt attuned to the land. I walked out a little further into the pasture. I don't normally do that in bare feet, the grass is rough and there are insects. I stopped and looked at a large symmetrical prickly plant spreading out from its center, beautiful, perfect. Funny I never noticed it before. A significant contact and felt blessings with it, over it, by it? I'm not sure. I was drawn to walk further and stopped here and there, looking down at individuals in the grass. The land. The earth. I kept walking further out beyond my normal edges.
We live on 5 acres, but the back pasture is not used except for a burn pile. I went past the burn pile and across the trench that cuts the land front to back, and continued on to the far southwest corner, passing the tall lone pine that marks the night I watched the sun go down and watched it come up next day. There was a presence here. I stopped looked back at the house and saw that our house had been marked on the second floor. Not by anything visible, no paint or anything, but there was an invisible sign. It was the logo of Anakosha that I drew many years ago which looks oddly like the Ashtar Command symbol, which looks similar to Star Fleets symbol of Star Trek fame. The Anakosha symbol is more like a wave, an unfinished "A" for Anakosha that is moving forward getting ready to break. I remember the feeling when I drew it. This symbol was on the back wall of the second story of our house. It can be seen from the back pasture. It felt like the mark of the goddess. Who put it there?
I also realized that it was the mark of a landing site for the galactics I have been in touch with. Now this may sound crazy, I'm sure, to some. But it is real from the higher dimensions which is where I spend a lot of time - and so do many others. It's just not spoken of in practical terms. Since I've been writing about my search for the divine feminine, I have been experiencing a lot of emotions. Feelings are the boogy men in the closet. We close them off, trained to ignore them, but I've dedicated myself to go through them in my search for "what is the divine?". So past life tendencies are popping up in my face, both weaknesses and strengths.
I slowly placed my foot into the tall grass moved into the back pasture, noticing the baby pine trees growing up. I counted around 50 baby pines growing out there. Otherwise it's open land. Impressions flowed that cannot be defined, I would if I could, but they are a river moving through me. A river of awareness and it was growing stronger and more present as I walked into the untouched presence of the back pasture.
An hour later I returned to the now-dry chair near the house. I sat down and started chanting. Forty-nine prayers or mantras I committed to memory 40 years ago when I moved to Florida. Seven prayers for each chakra. One for each of the seven sheaths that cover the chakra. But I didn't get far though, because I started speaking in tongues. Light language as it is known today.
Light language is a phenomena that has been happening on the increase to people in the past decade or so. Google light language and you get over 5 billion results. It first happened to me in the '80's during a meditation in the sun. My tongue just started making sounds. they are distinct syllables and they rolled out automatically without my thinking or trying to speak. I had many experiences in the sun in those days when kundalini was active. I think it's the body attuning itself, healing itself. It is known that music heals and that tones and sounds alter the chemistry of the body's cells. It has been happening more often, even while not in a meditation, since I'ave been listening to channeled messages from the galactics. The are telling us that our alien DNA is activating that has long been dismanteled. Many intergalactic species have come to earth and modified human genetics over the millennias. We humans are hybrids and don't know it yet. But even though we don't know our own history, our history knows us and is emerging. They are advising us to prepare us for more of the unknown to become known. The indigenous peoples have always known. They say they came from various stars in the sky, but so do we all. We've just been educated to forget.
As I continued to chant, scenes came to me. First, it was a spider blessing because I noticed a small spider had landed on my sneaker, left open on the grass. The connection was immediate to the grace, elegance and benevolence of the spider spirit. Then the horse spirit came, and the alligator spirit, and the bear, the elephant and more. They were all coming to me from all directions, moving closer, I at the center. As if I were calling them and they were answering me. It was an awareness that I was connected to all living creatures on the earth, and they responded to that awareness. It was serene and abstract at first, but I slowly began to feel it, the emotion of - hard to explain - being part of something bigger and vaster.
It is important to say here that it was a day and a time of study for me. It was homework that I had committed to. It is like when one signs up at a university to take a course of study to get a degree. You have to attend the classes. That is what this feels like to me. It is my study time. After a while I moved to the pool deck in the shade and there I began to call on each of the ascended masters. There was no agenda. I followed the guidance of the invisible teachers. II've been working with the ascended masters, especially the seven individual masters who govern and guide the seven rays, the seven colors, the seven tones and the seven chakras.
I've been working with them over the years, casually, learning what their quality is, why they are assigned to this particular color, what it means, what it feels like. Understanding does not come casually. Information comes from showing signs of truly wanting to know. A commitment is required. I guess that's why I had to stake out every 2nd and 4th Friday. I didn't know. I did it because I had to commit to a sacred time. I have had to focus on each one and read about them as individuals who once lived on earth. What their life was like, what their life is like today in the ascended state. The information is available but one has to ask for it. It will come.
As I did this I noticed light sprinkles in the air, like a light rain was falling but it wasn't water. I felt a surge of energy go through me. It felt like excitement, enthusiasm, eagerness. I wanted to get up and move and start something, but I stopped myself. Discipline is part of the program. No day-dreaming during study time. I asked to learn about the divine feminine, and I found it. Now I am learning about the divine masculine, which is different energy. It is not will-o-the-wisp. It is concentration. It is a self-mastery course. It is not feminine, not spontaneous, not loving but stern and requires determination. Now the masculine energy is being offered to me and I see that it is markedly different from the way I have been living as purely feminine and going with the flow. Now I am experiencing masculine power and it is about control and focus.
Master El Morya is in charge of the first ray, which is blue, the color of the throat chakra. That's why I couldn't speak up for myself in years gone by. Many feminine souls are blocked in the throat. I thought I was pretty clear in the throat chakra, but when I connected with El Morya I was led deep, deep, deep inside the blue chakra, beyond where I've been before, and I opened a block in there. I would not have found it on my own. That's how the ascended masters help us - when we are committed to spend some sacred time with them, they are willing to work with us.
On Friday, like in any classroom, I had a notebook with me and I took notes so I would remember the sequence of the experiences. Once I get into a higher consciousness, or an altered consciousness, things happen that I forget when I return to regular consciousness. This course of study is practice in remembering higher consciousness experiences. It is higher dimensional work. It is preparation for interdimensional traveling. That's why journaling is so important and why I take notes when I first wake in the morning, of the night's dreaming.
One of the things I learned about myself Friday was how much I have not been a good receiver. Is that why I want to have an intimacy workshop? Probably. I have not allowed myself to receive help when it was offered. It was the reason for burnout after hosting many parties. I see that I did not delegate. I always wanted to do everything myself. While that might be considered a masculine trait, it's not. Or it could be considered a feminine trait, wanting to give to everyone else. But in reality it's a fear trait - a fear of becoming vulnerable again so I try to do it all myself. I cannot explain it in depth now, but I understood it while in an altered state. We close down after we've been hurt because we don't want to be hurt like that again. We don't realize what we have done to ourselves because then we are unable to receive love. A closed heart means we don't give love and we don't receive love either. As individuals we each have our own creative methods of doing this.
Being pro-active is a common way of keeping a shell built around us. Relaxing is allowing oneself to be vulnerable. Be pro-active and "do" for others before they can "do" for themselves. It's a fault of the female. Women assume they must "do" for their man, their children, their parents, friends. They must anticipate the needs of others and keep moving, keep active, keep contributing and you won't be vulnerable to hurt. But this damaging to everyone else in the family. It takes away the creative ability of both children and men to learn how to take care of themselves. Mothers and wives are the worse for doing this, but men do it in reverse on women and children, by not giving them the freedom to be independent and strengthen their wings.
As I hold sacred vigil and gain access through the ascended masters, I learn more about myself than I could in the normal mind set. I am accessing deeper levels of the subconscious with forgotten buried treasures, and higher levels of spiritual consciousness to shine the light on them.
As I worked through the first three rays and came to the fourth ray, the white ray, I called upon the Ascended Master Serapis Bey. I am aware that he is talking to me, giving me instruction, and I am writing it down. He is telling me:
"As I seek the divine I must also seek the human and understand the human. The human is composed of a passive and an assertive or active energy. This energy is one energy that is not divided as you have assumed. It is one energy that alternates being active and then resting, and then active followed by resting. This energy is your mother energy, sent down into density to become a part of the Mother Gaia, who is also a Mother energy. Your father remains in heaven and sends his love and support downward through your human body to assist your mother in building and sustaining your physical form.
He continues, "To sustain a physical form there must first be nutrition and protection from predators, from the elements, from the sun and water. In other words, the first job for the human is survival. There are levels within the human which the mother light must reach but there are blockages that the soul has built over eons of time. Yet she, the mother, continues in her attempts to reach those higher levels within the human vessel for she is drawn upward by your father, who is drawn downward by your mother, for they are one energy divided. One spirit, purity, divided. You as the human are trying to reach them, to assist them in returning to oneness, for you and your father and mother are one. You belong together.
"The human journey is the fun part. It is to enjoy being a separate being. You can learn things that your father and mother cannot because they are spirit. They cannot be anything but spirit, and so they created you and they live through you. You are their creation and their emissary.
To achieve immortality of body is the goal of the human experience, but you cannot achieve it without acknowledging the divine in you - your father and mother. "
The vigil ended at 5 pm with more reading from Thinking & Destiny, a book originally channeled in the late 1800's and edited in the early 1900's. It's about consciousness being the only permanent part of human that lasts forever. All life on the material plane is temporary - except that concept is being challenged today. We are in a new age, really new. New to the galaxy and new to the universe, for they are coming from far away to watch what is transpiring on earth and how we are going to do it. This information has not come forth yet to everyone on the planet, but it is coming.
Immortality of the body is a new-old concept which the ascended masters have achieved and know how, but they can't tell us - and wouldn't if they could - because we are different than them. The "how to" teachings are coming forth from within those who are living in the cities and villages of earth today. It has to do with the sex force which is coming from mother earth herself. It is the grounding mechanism. The ascendeds are not showing us how to become immortal, we have to learn that ourself, but they are showing us about love. That's the key element that is missing. We have to find it on our own.
The galactics are coming forth to tell us things that even they don't know. Humans have something that other races don't have. We didn't have access to this before now. The governments of the world are resisting extraterrestrial contact, i.e., UFOs and space visitors, but this information is burgeoning forth anyway. The governments can't hold back the oceans of light and love that are happening in people. It's coming through the positive people, the sensitives, meditators, human channels, psychics, energy workers, healers and lightworkeres - and natives who don't fit any of those categories. The way I see it is, we have to merge our consciousness, which is the only thing that lasts forever, with the material substance of our physical bodies, which contain our emotions, mental abilities and past life history all blended into one harmonious whole. Becoming consciously enlightened means being filled with love. Then we are living heaven on earth and we become conscious members of the ascended realms.
Well, end of the dreaming time. I close with much love and many blessings from the ascended masters, celestials, galactics and me, Nancy
1/20/20 We are an artificial intelligence
Here on Earth we are an artificial race of humans but underneath we are light beings just as everyone else in heaven and advanced civilizations. We don’t know we are artificial or that we are acting and being mechanical, you would say, because in our core consciousness, within our heart of hearts where we dwell, we are natural like everyone else in heaven. It is just for this sojourn into the earth planet that we have had to take on the darkness as a cover. We are undercover agents for the light. We are acting artificial to fit in or we would not be able to live here. The atmosphere is too dense, thick with wrongness.
The mechanical part of us or the artificial parts are our dark side but not the REAL us. The Earth has been a dark planet for thousands of years. It is controlled by beings who do not have light in them. They do not have souls as we do, which contain creator light. They manage their reincarnations from a lower plane of existence. They have their own rituals and beliefs that allow them to do this. They do not have heart. It’s complicated. I’ve been learning about it more every day. It is sinking in. It is called the “matrix” as in the movie of that name. People are beginning to realize it. It is called “waking up to the truth” or to the light.
While Earth has been a dark prison planet, ruled by dark beings for millions of years, Heaven has decreed it is time to end the dark’s rule and so there is a shift going on which is subtle. It is a change from the inside, not from the outside. In other words, we don’t see the changes on the outside until after certain modifications have been made on the inner planes of a person’s soul, heart and mind. This information bleeds through in dreams. Who is a dark soul and who a light soul? How can we tell? Those who choose the light, love, peace and live honorably, are light souls. Those who consistently choose to lie and cheat and do horrible things to other people are those who are rejecting the light.
One person cannot change the underlying nature of another person. Don’t even try. Just be discerning. We’ve all been living with artificial masks covering our true face, and wearing suits of mechanical shells, so we cannot afford to judge another. Because maybe someone else is judging us. It is up to us to determine to choose light, love and peace for ourselves and live it outwardly so others can see us. We are shedding our artificiality and mechanical shells when we live love out loud. What makes us mechanical and artificial is when we copy someone else or mimic them in action and when we copy their words and their beliefs.
When we absorb someone else’s way of life, we are being mechanical and artificial and building a hard shell around our purity and spiritual essence of who we were originally, as intended when creator birthed us from his and Mother God’s own heart. The heart is the portal, not the genitals. The natural man or woman follows their inner innate intelligence, instinct, sixth sense, however you call it, which actually goes against all artificial intelligence in this dark planet which is deeply engrained into everyone’s DNA.
When we are born as infants here we are already imprinted with artificial DNA, genetics from our parents. But we have our original natural DNA in our hearts. It is our journey to follow our own thoughts and feelings which are the thoughts and feelings that feel most comfortable for us. If we are faced with a choice, and must choose between door A or door B, the way to make the genuine choice is to go into the physical heart and breathe 10 times, blowing into the heart, into the flame in the heart. Now which door feels more comfortable? More peaceful? More natural? (Received one year ago, 1/20/19)
And this came in several days ago from Peggy Black....
Electronic Frequencies
Earth is a sea of vibrations and frequencies. Mankind is skilled in creating and inventing devices in which there is an energy frequency and vibration. These waves of energy are always moving through you.
All the electrical devices in your home - every light, the phone systems, computers, the kitchen appliances all give off a frequency. The television is one of the major contributors of discordant frequencies. Most people are not aware of these frequencies. They have tuned them out; their energy field has adjusted and learned to live with them.
This planet is woven with electronic frequencies. If you had the vision to see the strands of energy connecting all the power lines, electrical devices, cell phones, televisions and microwaves you would be amazed at how tightly woven this energetic matrix truly is. It surrounds your planet in an energetic grid of discordant frequencies.
These electronic frequencies are always affecting the physical body, the mental state of mind. They are a part of the hypnotizing that takes place in this hologame. These electronic frequencies are addictive to your energy field; they hold a certain mindset in place. Be aware of these discordant frequencies and the matrix that they create. You will be less affected by discordant frequencies when you stay anchored and firm in your own personal energy field.
The solar flares, the galactic bursts of energy are surging through this shield of hypnotizing electronic frequencies, activating certain aspects of the DNA codes. These cosmic energy thrusts are a wake up call to humanity. The earth's magnetic field holds the higher integrity of the hologame in place. This is being overridden by the electronic fields.
We invite you to continue to maintain a strong energy field of love, joy and appreciation. When you vibrate these high coherent frequencies, you will not be affected by the bombardment of the planetary electronic grid. You create a cohesive field.
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1/16/20 The divine feminine meets the divine masculine
Hello everyone. This is a report on last Friday's women's gathering which wasn't. I held vigil from 1 to 5 pm for the divine feminine, and this is what transpired. Things are changing and I want to keep you all up to date. This is going to men as well as women.
I began by sitting outside the front door waiting for D to come. Sitting outside under the trees I went into a daydream state. It was a gorgeous day, fresh breezes blowing leaves around. I began thinking what I should talk about when she arrived. How to host these gatherings that I have put into motion, and how to speak. What to say. I found myself wishing that I could be alone today to hold sacred communion in my own silence. A little anxiety started. Then the words, “Stay in the present,“ so I went back into the stillness and back into the daydream state again, connecting with nature, myself, the sky, the earth. All thought and concerns were suspended.
When D didn’t arrive by 1:30 I decided to stay there until 2. At 2 pm I went out back to the pasture and laid down on a sheet to commune with the sky. It was less transcendent there because the glare from the sun was electric, not cool and shadowy, which is conducive to transcendence. I moved to the pool deck after awhile and sat in the shade where I continued my vigil and stayed there until 5:30, seeing and knowing things that can't be recorded. When you know something you can't un-know it but you CAN forget. This was a time for me to remember - reconnect with - the part of me I had forgotten. Knowledge never goes away. It serves to draw ever onward, like a moth to a flame. I journaled, chanted, daydreamed and read from my homework book - what I was led to read next - and can't tell you how wonderful I felt. It was amazing. I also learned (remembered) that if you don't know something and have never experienced it before, then there is no uncovering to do and no calling to go in that direction. And that I shouldn't frustrate myself by trying to teach and reach someone whose calling is not where I am. Let it rest. Let it be. Everyone is where they are supposed to be. The soul knows.
The next morning I received an email from D saying she decided not to come today, and my sister emailed she would be joining me in the vigil from her home, and I was confused. Today? I checked my calendar. I checked the computer's date. It was off. Then I asked Doug and I was off!. He confirmed that today was Friday. I entered sacred space yesterday, Thursday, for the divine feminine. My state of confusion was complete. How could this happen? I've never been so off before. Then an article appeared on my computer screen to tell me that time is not linear as we believe - it is a spiral and we can jump time lines. So now I believe that I altered my own time line and went a day into the future. I wished for alone time and I got it, and it was powerful.
My perceptions are changing rapidly in this ongoing shift into the new age. I now realize I do not want a women's gathering every 2nd and 4th Friday (perhaps a quarterly party instead?) but I DO want to continue with the pre-planned schedule. It's like a journey through a hole in space and time. I'm learning that I can only go there alone, but perhaps there will be others to go there with me. I don't know at this point. My whole reality is shifting as per the divine feminine. Many things are being revealed and Thursday was an anomaly. I discovered that time really is fluid and it does alter reality. It's not just a figment of my imagination. There's a science to it. Learning HOW to create a hole in space and time is a Eureka moment. Does one have to do it alone, in private? I don't know. It is how one alters reality though because I experienced it. If one can hold oneself in the present moment and not be distracted, pulled, sucked, torn away, consciously, then one can continue to build a portal in space and time to wherever one wants to go. I wanted to know about the divine feminine - the ultimate feminine. What is feminine? Why am I so feminine? Why am I so weak? Why am I so unable to achieve what I'm looking for? How can I alter my reality? The book by Percival is showing me how.
On Thursday, which I thought was Friday, all thought, belief, anxiety, anticipation - everything pertaining to the outside world - was suspended and didn't exist. It existed - I was aware of it - but not for me. I knew it was there but I had moved up to a clear place beyond it. Difficult to put in words. I found it was extraordinarily easy to do. Probably because I've been building on it. It wasn't difficult at all Thursday afternoon, but I had to maintain it with my focus and attention. I can better understand what a dimension is, and what a shift to another dimension is. It can be done. One can move in and out of it. I proved it when Doug came out and asked me, apologizing for intruding, and I was able to come into the house and answer him, and then return to where I was.
I learned that we do this all the time. A higher dimension is not a location but a state of focus that is more sacred than the current one. I held the higher state when I moved into the house and answered Doug's question. It can be done. It has been said that we are capable of being multidimensional and able to move in and out of different dimensions. But I am learning that it is not done with the mind, nor with the feeling. My homework book (a thousand-page book by Percival) says we have not one mind but three minds, and that WE - you and I - are none of them. We are the knower behind the minds. There is a body-mind of five senses, and there is a feeling-mind which is passive, and there is a doing-mind which is active. But we are none of these three minds. We are the knower behind the three minds.
The real you and the real me is the Knower. We refresh, regenerate and rebuild our physical self by getting in touch with our Knower - our REAL self. It takes all three minds to accomplish - the body itself, and the doer which must have a desire sufficient to create time and place, and it takes the passive feeling to be open to receive what is beyond in the higher realms.
As I try to put words to this experience I am planting it into the ground where I live. This is why I wanted women to gather together to share their experiences. Keeping precious knowledge hidden, unspoken and unrevealed prevents the manifesting of that knowledge into the world.
I thank the women who supported me at the Comfort Inn a year ago January. I have grown from my relationship with each one of them. It is a private, one-on-one relationship and we have drawn from each other and grown from knowing each other. I want to see more of this feminine gathering because men are not doing it well. It's up to the women to get together and create sacred time together.
Now that I have found what the divine feminine feels like, I have set off in the opposite direction, looking for my masculine side. I finally did it. I hit the wall where I could not go any further in being feminine. I've used all of my feminine aspects to the fullest and could not go any further. Now I am rebounding and in search of my male. it's not so mysterious. We have both a passive side and an active side. Men were my nemesis all during this life and for many lifetimes in the past. I didn't know what taking charge felt like. I lost the capacity to think for myself. I surrendered it to men who were the "take-charge" guys in my life. Masculine traits could be defined as active, take-charge, focus on the physical, get it done, don't allow feelings to get in the way, make decisions, be in control, be proactive not reactive, assert yourself, be selfish, be creative, be aggressive if need be. I didn’t have any of those traits. At least I didn't feel as if I did.
Men don't have any more intelligence than a woman. Women just don't express their intelligence like men do. They receive the same amount of intelligence from the universe, but lack the ability to apply it. This is (was) the way it was in the old paradigm. It's changing now. Young women under 30 may not be able to identify with this statement today unless they are married or in a committed relationship. Then they may be getting some idea of what I'm referring to. A soul in a female body naturally bends toward being nurturing and supportive of the souls who are in male bodies, for they are the take-charge guys.
The female surrenders her attention to the male. She gives him her attention and her awareness. She succors him. She uses her universal intelligence in a different manner than the man uses his. Her spirituality, her emotions, feelings, perceptions, wisdom and intuition and desire for good are flow towards unifying her reality. She cannot build or even think the way a man does. She should not be expected to because she uses her creativity to hold the world together. She doesn't have any extra energy to manifest in the physical because she's the glue holding the physical together. That is why I failed to manifest the healing groups that I dreamed of. I was too busy holding my world together with love and support.
When a man misuses the woman in his life by downgrading her or humiliating her, or betraying her love and trust in some manner, he sucks her dry. She will not stay forever with him. She must save herself.
As I tune into these thoughts and speak them out in words, I feel power responding within me. Like coming alive. Quickening. I sense myself taking charge. It's a daring to speak my truth. Some people would say, "It's only a feeling," but a feeling should never be discounted. It is the most important aspect of a human being, because it resonates throughout the body influencing every part. It is the feeling aspect of a person that receives downloads from heaven, from the creator, from the universal mind known as God.
An instinctive knowing has taken hold of me. My direction has shifted. It's now blowing in another direction. I know something I didn't know before Thursday. There IS an authority over-lighting me to which I surrender, but it's not someone out there in the world. It's higher than me. The knower in me is greater than me. When I create sacred space and commit to a hole in time and space and listen, then I am in touch with it and I am in awe of it. It's beautiful, easy, and comfortable, but I have to pay homage to it, respect and gratitude. It doesn't happen automatically.
So now that I understand the nature of feminine, I'm studying the masculine in me. I need to do that to complete myself. Up to now I've been only a half-self, being 100% feminine. There is a divine self in me which is a whole self, but I've been operating on only one half of my whole power. A human being has the potential of being a whole person, but life in duality requires a division of labor and responsibility - a doer and a passive supporter. Male bodies are predominantly doers, and female bodies are predominantly passive supporters. Or were in the former ages. With the new shift we are being guided back to wholeness.
Apparently in all my lifetimes I have been predominantly feminine and didn't know the first thing about being masculine, though I did have several male incarnations. Now I am coming into a fuller awareness. This may sound weird, but writing about it helps me to understand it better. If it feels true I can accept it and send it out. If it feels wrong, I can't. It's not about words, it's about the love that I can feel in the words. Feelings are love. I feel love in truthful words, just as I feel love in a genuine hug. It's a tangible feeling. It's visceral. The feeling of love is something subjective. It feels right. It feels honorable. It feels humane. It feels natural. It feels wholesome. It feels good. And it feels expansive, as if it were given free reign it would keep going and circle the whole world and on out beyond the world. That is not fantasy, it's really true that love holds everything together in manifested form.
1/8/20 Interdimensional Intimacy
This Friday I will hold open a portal for the divine feminine from 1 to 5 pm. Wherever you are, please join me at any time during these four hours in focusing on the divine within. We do not have to sit in physical presence with each other. I am sending info about the divine feminine (as I see it) to open the portal between here and there, the higher realms. The divine connection is very, very real, as I am learning, and it is reachable. It is within each of us. It just requires focus. So the more I write about it and the more I share openly my experiences, and the more I maintain an open invitation to women to join me in person (women for the moment) the more I keep a strong connection for myself. I have to do this.
Huge fluctuations in consciousness continue so it is difficult to know what to write about, there is so much downloading. I must continue to write and send these newsletters because this is my way of grounding it. Dimensional realities are merging. It is from 3rd dimension (us on the ground who fixate on physical reality), up to the 4th dimension which includes previously unrecognized fourth dimensional etheric bodies. This includes higher consciousness, higher vision, spiritual or higher psychic experiences. We are moving out of all that we have known so far and have taken for granted, and we are opening doors to a whole new reality. This means contact with spiritual, angelic, ascended beings, galactics or extraterrestrials, loved ones who have passed on, and immortals who live here in physical bodies.
But we HAVE to be grounded in order to merge with the fourth dimension. If we are not grounded, then we go loopy. We don't want to go loopy! We need to be stable in our minds and our emotions and our physical bodies. We each carry our own fourth dimensional capabilities around with us. We've been blocked out because nobody told us about them. Now it's going to happen anyway, so we have to prepare ourselves. We prepare ourselves by sharing our experiences. That is what I am doing by writing these newsletters.
I was led to create a permanent schedule for this year 2020, with only one purpose in mind: to gather the women together to support and validate each other. Then my perceptions started changing! Change is inevitable. I used to be bothered by change in direction, but after having had a number of these shifts in direction, I've learned not to be bothered by it any more. As long as I agree to go along with what I am given and as long as I take steps to ground it in some fashion, I continue to receive the next assignment and new information. This new information is coming so fast that there's no time to process it. Once upon a time I could sit back and savor the new information and enjoy it by chewing on it and comparing notes with other people. Now, there's no time at all. It has become a steady flow. There is a dawning realization that this is the answer to my long-time quest: "What is the divine feminine?" Perhaps it means to be always in the flow and to stop analyzing it.
I read years ago that the feminine actually refers to the physical body, and that the masculine refers to the abstract ideas that fall into the human mind to do something with. Human beings are constantly receiving a flow of intelligence - a river of life - from the Godhead or the Creator. We are the receivers. We are finite. In form. Receivers, as we know, is a feminine polarity. The masculine is the abstract energy that is not in form, it comes from somewhere we don't know where, and it enters into us. It is male. It penetrates us as a finite form. It is the river of life. This was shown to me while looking at a Tantric statue carved into a temple in Thailand, where a woman was receiving a man. Many couples were in sexual positions. Shiva and Shakti, I was told.
Now today I am being led to a book (Thinking & Destiny by Percival, 1946) which states that Shiva and Shakti both reside in one person. In each human being there is a oneness that is neutral, or blissful. The divine nature is balance. Shiva and Shakti in balance inside the one person creates bliss. This is as it should be. We should be in a permanent state of love and bliss. But humanity has become unbalanced and distorted. We have fallen from grace a long time ago. Today there is either too much feeling energy in a person (too feminine) or too much desire energy (too masculine). Percival defines the difference as "feeling" and "desire".
This makes sense because I have always been too feminine and wondered why I am so feminine. What has been my problem? Why can't I be more proactive? Take leadership roles? Be opinionated like everyone else? I keep fading into the background. I am a follower. I used to step out of line in a store or a bank to let others go ahead of me. Over the years I have become stronger, but I'm acutely aware that I am still a receiver. Why? I want to know why I have this tendency which has caused me to surrender my powers to other people. Now I am being shown the energy reason. It is logical. Mismatched sexual energies from the root chakra. Consciously moving energy is a fourth dimensional practice.
All humans are out of balance, says Percival, but don't know it. They don't know how their bodies work with energies. But we are a young race and we will learn. He said his book is 100 years ahead of its time and we will grow into it. We are too analytical and too full of desires for what we don't have. We are too negative. As an evolving race, we have built up an extreme focus on physical logic, and have not learned how to relax and receive from higher realms which provides the fuel for our livelihood. Everything is drawn from the universal mind. It will provide for us if we knew how to access it - how to receive. Our receiving abilities have diminished to near non-existence. Our receiving abilities are the feminine qualities in us. How to make still the struggling mind and emotions and stop the body from being so busy. The feminine is to be fully present in stillness, to be silent and to listen to the silence, for there is where the oneness can be felt as bliss. It is known as Father Light or Father consciousness. We have to cultivate our feminine side in order to receive it, by diminishing our active, desire side. (I want this, I want that, I want what he has, I want what she has.)
Awareness has grown so that now I can see that the divine is not gender biased. It is not about women only. The divine is the same in all human beings. For men too and men especially, since they have been the most active gender on the planet and the most focused on physical logic. The divine is the superior intelligence that is not finite. By consciously receiving input from the divine we can refine our lives, bring forth more conscious justice to the world, more conscious intelligence, more conscious truth. Becoming more conscious we become more perceptive, graceful, light-filled and love becomes a permanent part of us to share with each other. We have to become conscious.
I experienced the other day the world in chaos, darkness all around and rough. And I saw and felt myself holding open a gridwork of golden light that appeared like a plumbing system under ground, going in several different directions while I remained fixed and stable. I was holding the conduits open so light could flow like water through pipes. Percival says each person has a responsibliity to tell what they've learned as best they can. That must be the reason why I have to speak about these experiences. I want to hear the experiences of other people too. When we receive something, instead of holding it back we need to pass it on to others. It is what light does. Darkness does the opposite. Darkness holds back and hoards what it receives. It is selfish. It refuses to share. Yet, always, there is a practical side. It is safe to merge the 3rd dimension with the 4th dimension if we are grounded, stable and practical.
Holding space for the divine in me has been my life for 70 years. It has covered sexuality and spirituality in equal proportions. Love was the common element that overlapped these two opposing views. I had love for both the spiritual and the sexual. Through love I've tied them together and made them friends so they could co-exist one with the other. This has lead to intimacy beyond the physical. I am experiencing love in unusually sensual ways which I can't explain. I have tried to teach it and share it but I have failed. Other people weren't with me on this. I didn't realizle I was going interdimensional. I'm getting it now - love is interdimensional. It exists down low here on the ground in the physical, and it goes waaaa up there and up and down the entire length of Jacob's ladder (to heaven). Interdimensional intimacy is uncanny. It does not require another person to be involved because it's not about sex or lovemaking as a we know it. But it is enhanced by lovemaking because bonding with my husband has been opening new gateways of experience for me.
Visions have been changing from light pictures in my mind to being more whole body, inside and out, and head to toe. It's amazing and I have no to share it with. I imagine it is a merging with my own fourth dimensional aspects. The internet is full of information about ascension and the shift in consciousness that is happening planet-wide. But I have not seen anything yet on a shift in physical body sensations. Now I am being led to open this book by Percival who is telling me how it works. It is an amazing time we live in. I am assuming that others who read this are also going through similar type experiences in their conscious unraveling of mysteries.
On a totally different subject I would like to share a short excerpt from something I read yesterday. I have been aware of this for a long time, being connected to benevolent ETs, but I don't think many people have been exposed to the subject sufficiently to believe. This is an ascended master speaking through James McConnell who leads a spiritual group. There's a link at the end.
"...... so much is changing, and it is happening so fast for our point of view. It is happening at light speed as far as what is going. Because it wasn’t that long ago in the Galactic councils when they were meeting, they were saying, 'we cannot resurrect this Earth, we cannot help it, we cannot save it! The human population here on the Earth are not going to be able to save themselves! It is over!' Many were saying this. But a few came forward and said, 'yes, we can!' Sanat Kamara was one of them. And many others in the Pleiadian councils, as well as Sirian councils also stepped forward. Of course, Sananda. Sananda Yeshua came forward, Saint Germain, all of them have come forward over the period of time and have said, 'wait, wait, we can help them help themselves!' And that is what this is all about: not us doing it for you, but you doing it for yourselves with guidance.
"And you have been getting much guidance, let me tell you that! Because if it were not for those Galactics and the Ascended Masters watching out for you, you would not be here, as you know it now, today! It would have been your movies of after the holocaust-type of movies that you have watched. That is where this entire planet was headed, here, or a major illness, or a major epidemic of some sort, a major virus, the Ebola virus, or whatever it might be, you know, that they have told you everybody was going to contract and you had to make sure that you got your vaccinations, and all those types of things. You all are beginning to know more and more that the vaccinations.
"You have come through so many things, and the many catastrophes, and all of these things that have been averted, even to the point of a solar flash that was going to come and was going to burn much of the planet, and that was protected. You were protected by those Galactic forces that were able to make that flash not even come to the Earth, not even be a part of it. They were able to help avert it. They have the technology to do these things. So you have protection......" (end)
https://sananda.website/one-who-serves-and-shoshanna-via-james-mcconnell-december-31st-2019/
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12/31/19 Chasing the Elusive Dream
Happy New Year 2020! Out with the old and in with the new. Last Friday I held vigil for a women's gathering, December 27. Since I had no reservations ahead of time I planned to hold sacred vigil alone, upstairs in the meditation room, which I love to do anyway. The search for the divine feminine in understanding what it is and how it works, continues. I made a commitment to myself to keep space open for communication with the divine feminine during this time. It is a portal that is playing out for me. I've set it up. At 1 o'clock, just as I was ready to climb the stairs a knock came on the front door. I opened it and D appeared. I was surprised and happily hugged her and invited her to the lanai.
There are those who are guiding me in this project of keeping sacred space. It's a consciously created window to be maintained in the present. There is no future, no past during the time allotted. It's like a hole in space. I thought initially my desire to gather women together was to do that in person, as a group. But it is evolving into something different. I am unsure the end result, only to keep the open space. I feel the rarified realms are trying to impact the lower realms. We have blinders on and veils in place. It is only in the present moment of "no time" that they can get through to us. I am mostly writing about it in newsletter form, but it's more than writing. There is a shining and a radiating happening as I let go of my dreams. Dreams are illusive. I had to see them for what they were, and that took a while.
By releasing unnecessary goals it is easier to sit in peace and radiate peace and love out into the atmosphere. We are part of a collective consciousness on a planet which is learning to lighten up. It has been very, very dark here from long ages of holding secrets. Lack of light, transparency and openness has maintained the closed-in feeling of a problem society. It has been suffocating us. The divine feminine is now entering the picture as more human beings are meditating and lifting their thoughts skyward. The love and goodness of the divine feminine is embracing the whole planet at once and everything and everybody in it. The age of light and love is dawning in the accumulated mouldy darkness being kindled within the human breast. It is melting the shame and guilt and fear of discovery and thoughts of revenge. People are letting go and waking up to goodness. One here, one there. Eight billion people on the planet and many are connecting with the light, synonymous with love.
Each time I have a sharing session with a woman, I have profound openings take place. Because these sessions are revealing secrets, and revealing secrets is releasing light. There is a core of light being held locked up like a prisoner inside each secret. A secret life of knowing the truth about heaven, about communion with angels and with celestial forces, holding it back contributes to the darkness on the planet. This knowledge as to be released, shared, contributed to the world. Releasing secrets releases light. I used to think it was the shame and guilt that needed to be redeemed, but it is the light within the shame and guilt that needs to be redeemed and released. The world needs it. Welcome to the age of light.
My journey has brought me to a place of wanting to talk. I want to tell what I know. It's a personal need to share and to listen to others tell what they know. It's a yearning. Everybody has a yearning and a drive. It is the path each one must discover for themselves. As I talk about it in writing, I feel good. I don't have to gather a whole lot of women into these Friday's that I have scheduled. It is enough to sit with one here and one there and communicate by text and email. It is helping to spread the light from one person. More and more people are finding ways to tell their story. Either through businesses, writing books, holding classes, starting charity work, proactive causes. There are so many ways to shed the light they feel growing within them. Fifty years ago society would not let them. They didn't dare. In past ages they were hung, thrown in prison, beheaded. They learned to be secret. But the age is lightening now. We are in a new place in heaven. It is igniting the fires in people. Light is shining and connecting with light in others, and it�s building a web of light around the world, through many different avenues. This is my way.
What I receive in downloads I translate into my own words. then it becomes MY story. I re-write it in my own language. There are more sophisticated versions of the truth, spoken more eloquently and brilliantly. But each of us is required to add our unique slant to the truth and incorporate it into the world as we are and as experience it. We have to live it. By living it and sharing it with others, we maintain an open door to source - our higher truth. But the door must swing both ways or the flow stops. It is the give and take through sharing it that keeps the flow moving outward across the land into homes and places of business. We can no longer hold back the flow of knowledge that is being given to us. We must share it, speak it, tell it, write it, compose it into art, music, health, healings, ministries and other creative ways. And we give continued gratitude and appreciation to higher realms by way of meditation and prayer, thanking them for their assistance. The universe functions at its optimum through appreciation on a continual basis. When such a portal is created, more truth flows in. The higher self has a vested interest in what we do here on the ground on a daily basis. It wants to be appreciated and remembered.
Back to last Friday. I'm sorry. I forgot where I was! First, D and I began talking on the lanai for awhile, until she spotted a certain weed growing outside. She is into gardening and wanted to know what it was. Since I had no idea, we went out and looked. She knew right away upon examination. We strolled around looking at green growing things and onto the pool deck, and we ended up sitting in the shade. It was too hot in the sun and the shade was so refreshing. It was a truly beautiful day. We watched the pool vacuum scurry around the bottom sucking up leaves. There was a different feeling outdoors than on the lanai. We talked sporadically. Nature is abundant around the pool. It's an old cement pool and it's not screened in so there are leaves always in the water. And the greens are growing faster than I can keep up with, so they are pretty wild.
It was really nice to communicate with D alone. I think it is the most valuable time of all, to sit one-to-one with someone who also appreciates the time together. When there are three people, the mind meld is cut three ways instead of two ways, and thus watered down a little for we each have different thought processes. But one-to-one chats are really nice. The best. While D and I sat across the glass round table, there was no rhyme or reason to start the conversation. We just chatted, speaking whatever came to mind. Clean impressions were spoken out loud easily. Thoughts were responded to in a give-and-take manner.
Living in a sea of consciousness as we all do, with the many thoughts and impressions distracting us, especially for those living and working among many people, it is difficult to create time out for a quiet space. The air continues to buzz even when sound stops. That's why I do this. I've been working up to this for years. While everyone seems to be under pressure of time, time is illusive. It can be stopped. Responsibilities can be escaped from. It is a great secret, a great discovery how to do this. Sitting in rarified space with a friend in a hole in time and space where there is no past or future, is not an accident. It is something that needs to be created. It's like a moving meditation. We talk about whatever comes to mind. Speaking out loud initiates a response. And more thoughts come. Higher doors open and spirit melds into the conversation.
So I had the most wonderful time and hope D did too. I know I get spacey in my writings so I'm trying to focus on the ground. The purpose for meeting with others is to find common ground. It's not easy to find common ground, common threads of thought with others, so I'm writing about my interest here with the intention of awakening the divine feminine in others. There is a divine nature (pure love and light) within all of us and I'm trying to find it in others because then I find it in myself. I can't do it alone. I need to ground it with others. There is no agenda so the light in me can find the light in you and vice versa. An agenda would engage the intellect which blocks the higher ground. It is the higher ground I am looking for. Getting past mental constructs requires moving to higher ground. On a higher level the ego tends to dissolve into the wholeness. Ego knowledge gets in the way, but there is a divine light within which is the real truth of that person.
Let freedom flow from the heart of truth. It's done in an atmosphere of silence and peace where one doesn't have to engage in intellectual discussion which keeps the mind churning in an attempt to understand what was just said. Letting go of all analytical thought - going still - is a direct route to one's own pure heart. Spirit is there all the time trying to express. It is the intellectual thinking that gets in the way. This is what happened Friday. We chatted for three and a half hours. We went into the house at one point to the bathroom, and I brought back some crackers and dip to the outdoor table and continued our conversation. It was not mystical. It was normal. But to me it was revelatory. It was so peaceful, and such gorgeous weather. We stayed in the moment dipping humus dip. Everything stayed still in the present moment.
We alternately talked and paused to listen to birds, the sky, and watch the pool vac moving. I received more revelations in the night, brought on by the sharing of the day. I kept waking up to write them down. It is showing me I am building a bridge between my sleeping state and awake state. It is possible to open doors between worlds and if you can write messages on paper in the night you'll remember them in the morning. Remembering your dream state is building a connection. It's done in stages in this manner. There are new energies coming into the planet more and more, and it is becoming easier and easier to open doors to your higher self. Speaking of new energies, I'm going to add a link here to a galactic transmission channeled through Michael Love on December 28. It's only 6 minutes long. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1hEw5nu7yQ&feature=youtu.be
I was told in the night: "In your search to find people who are like you, you are discovering those who are NOT like you. You are disappointed at first but this is a great treasure. This is the holy grail that people keep missing. Shift your perspective. Understand - this is a powerful discovery, for you have discovered more of who YOU are by discovering what you are not. You can cross that one off your bucket list. You are learning who you are. You are polishing the diamond. It is not a loss but a found. Do not be disappointed. Be glad, not sad."
Another revelation: They say "Don't let go of your dreams." But the chasing of dreams is a process of the mind, not the heart. The mind can never be complete on its own, without the heart. It will always feel there is something missing. The ego misses its other half (the heart) and so it dreams of a better way of life, of finding the perfect love, the perfect job, the perfect whatever. It hangs on to this dream and yearns for it. The ego, however, is postponing the real thing that would provide that which is missing. It is reconnection with the heart that fulfills the self. But we live in a world built by ego (mind). The mind develops wants, desires, needs, hopes and dreams. But the dream never materializes because the mind is looking for it in the wrong direction. It is a made-up dream - a projection of what is missing. It therefore misses the mark. It will loop back as a haunting. It is a fantasy. That is why it becomes illusive. It is a shadow that disappears around the corner just ahead, and we chase it. It is we, ourself, that throws out this carrot on a stick ahead of us to keep us moving forward. But there is a plan. Our higher self is working with us on this. It is a good to develop dreams because dreams are a burr under the saddle to keep us moving forward. We create our own disillusionment, but we learn more about our SELF. It brings us closer to knowing the truth.
There comes a time when one has to stop chasing the illusive dream. I am grateful for the lessons of the elders about this, for I did not know I was chasing past-life memories. Things I've done before and completed. Now they are memories and skills that are a part of me now. But I don't need to repeat them all over again. This requires discernment of what is a dream and what is a real calling. There is another type of longing. You might call it a dream, but it's not from a past human life. It is a connection to Source, where we came from. You came from light, from love, from celestial origins. The yearning to return to the light is a calling which should be pursued. You are wiser than human. One should pay attention. Heaven calls to us through the heart, not the mind. By silencing the mind and the body and thus the emotions, one enters a silence that is blissful. The trick is to spend time in silencing the ego and intellect. We need to respect the mind, for it has a role to play in the managing of our affairs, but it has grown out of all proportion and needs to be managed, diminished and pacified.
There is so much more to say, but I'm running out of space. I am trying to cut down the length of these newsletters so will stop here. If you do not want to receive these any more, just send a reply with "Please remove me" on the subject line.
Wishing you a Happy New Year experience tonight and tomorrow. It is the last day of the year and the past will disappear from sight. Blessings to you and your family for the new era that is coming. May the light in you find the light in your family and friends and bring about a new reality of love and all that you wish to accomplish this year.
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12/26/19 - Integrating the divine feminine & divine masculine in the self
Tomorrow there is an open invitation to women (among those who read these newsletters) to join me in the Friday portal opening at my house from 1 to 5 pm. The GoddessSphere letters focus on explorations of the divine feminine. The divine feminine is invisibly entwined into the human personality. The divine feminine and divine masculine is something to become aware of and cultivated into the human personality with positivity. Clarifying the divine is a process of identification, not through someone else's words but through one's own experience. It is a beautiful lesson in appreciating what makes one truly human.
I keep a portal opening every Friday from 1 to 5 pm alone by myself, and invite women to join me. Those who attend can be counted on one hand (not many) but it is important that the portal be maintained and offered. There is no theme or lesson, at least not at this point. It is possible it will change in the future. I don't know. For now it is a portal in the sense it is a threshold between two worlds. In essence, it is between the inner divine feminine and the outer human feminine. Our feminine foremothers over the centuries have held back their divine nature to a great extent because of the male bureaucracy. Today, as the ages shift, there is some confusion. There is a need for women to get together and mirror to each other what divine means. It can be felt and recognized. Is it really a fist raised in anger and protest? I doubt it, but each woman must make that assessment for herself.
The motivation for scheduling every 2nd and 4th Friday was decided upon by balancing my inner lifestyle with my outer lifestyle. There is a greater love through the inner life than through the outer life. It is not personal love. Nor emotional love. This greater love insists on interaction and sharing with others, so I'm doing that. Greater love is not meant to be isolated the way the masters did it in ancient times, when they removed themselves from society and went into retreat to spend the rest of their days in solitude. We live in a new age. A brand new age just coming into view. It is trying to unify us all into a unified consciousness. All of the many various and sundry fragments of peoples that have scattered into separation. All are feeling it except a diminishing number.
What is the divine? It’s a question that has no answer in spoken words. It can only be experienced as an alert, like when a light goes on in the mind or a feeling that resonates underground through the body shifting things around. Or a flash of light with revelations surging to the frontal lobe. Or an inexplicable compassion or joy that swells the throat and the heart and tears begin to flow. It is a receiving. A receiving from somewhere more pure than what the human realm can provide.
Now, since the human being has been under the influence of a lesser theology for countless generations and our outer personality has been already formed through experience, we are each different. There is no "one-fits-all" divine nature. As a meditator and ascended master student, I've created my own interpretation of the divine. Human and divine are intermingled in my own way, and now I feel seriously to expand this portal. It doesn't mean my way is the right way. It is simply a portal and a desire to include other women in conversation and chit chat. The tendency to want to invite men was overruled. It took me quite a while to decide to isolate the women. My experience has shown me (this is my own view) that women are addicted to either serving men or resisting them. I include myself in that too. So I felt the need to gather women without men until we can get a handle on who we REALLY are past the programming that has come to the surface to be recognized.
If you have a feeling to join me, just contact me by texting me at 941-800-1337 for directions in Naples, Florida. I don’t answer calls (usually) but I do text. Also you don’t have to come for the whole 4 hours. It’s open door, not formal. I may be upstairs in the meditation room, or I may be on the patio. My husband has offered to man the front door and tell an incoming woman where I or we are and direct them to the location. Creating this open-door invitation and maintaining an open portal to higher dimensions at the same time, is a continuation of my journey. I don't know where it leads, but it's sort of like walking through a dark underground cavern holding a candle. I am following the inner light. It’s fun because there are faster-moving energies flowing around me and I'm not alone. There is a zesty excitement in the air. Dullness is fast evaporating. I wonder how many are experiencing these energies in this way? Let me share some recent thoughts.
Yesterday was about wholeness. I’ve been experiencing peace and wholeness in my muscles and tissues. Like feeling fulfilled. It is a sensual feeling that is hard to describe and it's physical while at the same time moments or flashes of warm - ummm - it's not light so much as brightness that connects deep underground (again, the underground comes into play). There is a sense of joyful reunion with people I'd forgotten or lost touch with. At least that’s the feeling of coming home. Yesterday I saw the words “wholeness is interrelatedness" and that hit the nail on the head. It explains it perfectly. I am interrelating with deeper aspects of myself. I am connecting. Rewiring. Resurrecting. We live in a polarized world and we often feel separated when we are not with friends. Loneliness is a common feeling for many. Interrelating with others takes the edge off. Socializing brings people together to feel as if part of the whole. The new energies are drawing us together.
But for me, the focus over the last five years has been on the interrelationship between my inner reality (divine) with my outer reality (human). My inner reality is sacred and my outer reality has been the lesser. In this new stage I'm learning to connect my inner and my outer. It is causing an interesting sensation of pleasure, peace and wholeness. It is sort of like a walking meditation through the day. It requires a conscious thought process. Not really “thought” per se, but melting into what is going on at the moment. And it is a melting. A joining. A "becoming one with".
I am learning that it doesn’t matter what other people do or say, it’s my own interrelating that I'm doing in the moment. Kind of melting away whatever resistance has been built between me and me. It gives me a rewarding feeling that is almost seductive, like a lover but not a physical, other-person lover. It is a loving process.
That was yesterday. Today the awareness deepened. I realized this morning during meditations, that I'm engaging through other dimensions. This was an intellectual understanding. I'm aligning my dense physical body with higher dimensional aspects of myself. A note of explanation: The masters speak of the mind and the emotions as being two separate sheaths that cover the entire body, and they are often not in alignment. So both mind and emotions are right here with me but on higher dimensional levels, emotions heavier, mind is lighter. I realize many people are not aware of these distinctions, so just bear with me. In most people thoughts are one thing, feelings are another and the physical body is still another, and all of them are doing something entirely different. You think thoughts differently than what you are feeling at the same time, and your body is doing something entirely different while you are thinking one thing and feeling another. The masters speak about this constantly.
These three parts of a person need to be lined up because they are, in everyone, not in sync. Many years of doing inner work is now producing sensations and realizations I've never felt before. I am sure the energies that are washing the planet are helping. Sensations of being "home", being "here now", in spirit and in body. Atoms and molecules are connecting and interacting on deeper more solid, more physical levels and it is quite wondrous.
In this process I aware that I’ve been pushing against myself. My tendency to let higher feelings be my guide (compassion, caring, love) and not allow lower feelings (whatever they may be) has kept me from advancing. Higher dimensional work called me always but - and this is a big but - I couldn't get out of the emotional plane, the feeling plane sometimes known as the astral plane. Even on higher dimensional levels, it is still the astral plane. I have not been able to orchestrate my masculine side. The intellectual, mental or left brain side of me. OMG! I am amazed and stunned at this revelation. It is a sudden realization because I've tried so hard to access it. This is profound. I was shown (realized) that the mind cannot resolve problems created by the mind. Likewise, emotions cannot resolve problems created by the emotions. The mind and the emotions are two sides of the same person. They have to work together. They have to respect each other. They have to walk hand in hand as friends. They are the masculine and feminine that have been at odds with each other for centuries.
Our culture has taught us to repress our feelings and emotions and perceptions that are too refined. We were programmed to be rather dense and thick-skinned and keep your nose focused on the ground. This has literally stopped our evolutionary process which would have had us beautifully socially AND technologically advanced by now. The emotions live in the body, in the muscles, organs, glands, blood and gut, not in the brain. The solution and answer to our incompleteness, loneliness and depression is down below, in the lower regions of the physical body with all its aches and pains and distortions - the result of not being allowed to be free.
Except, I'm just the opposite. My psychology was to align with feminine because the men in my life were too controlling and demanding. But I was in effect pushing away from my own masculine side. As I come around to respecting men, I see that I am also coming around to respecting myself, which is the masculine side of me. Wow! This is both complicated and convoluted. I suspect many women feel the same way I do about men. It is not men we are resisting, but our own masculine side. Without realizing. Well, each person is different. This is only me talking. It's a consciousness shift. All the aspects are lining up.
What is common among most everyone in our culture is the too-powerful astral body, known as the emotional body). It is overloaded with unresolved, repressed emotions. The energy that radiates from the physical body contains unresolved issues from the past. It darkens and colors the aura and gives "feelings" to the aura that others can pick up on. Lifetimes of memories are contained in the emotional body. Mostly unresolved memories that surface as tendencies towards certain interests. Reliving the same situations. Fearing certain scenarios, like fire burning, or crossing bridges, or traveling via ocean liner.
The astral body gives us dreams and nightmares as it tries to resolve past lifetimes, maybe this lifetime, when we sleep. They are energies that need to be released. A person does not have to understand them or analyze the cause in order to release them. The solution, as we are being shown, is to return down to the lower regions, the lower vibrations and reconnect with them WITH LOVE. Love melts toxic, wrong or unresolved conditions. I've been playing this lately. I would share if I could some of these techniques. Meditational techniques all use love as the main tool to healing and personal growth. Apply love to the self, to the body. Love has been missing from the dying old patriarchal era. Divine love is pure love. Unconditional love. Body love. Love for one's own body for one's own sake, not for anyone else. It is not selfish, it is a must. We are held accountable for our own bodies. This is not sexual. Don't turn it sexual, which has been a part of the old regime. The new love that is coming into the world is not sexual. It is feminine divine love for the body. For the whole body. Every cell and every atom. It is not surface love. It is deep underground love.
Quickly I add, we must stop blaming the men for the patriarchy. Our men today did not create the patriarchy. They are victims of their forefathers who were victims of THEIR forefathers, who were victims of THEIR forefathers, and on down the line through countless generations when men overruled the women because they were not regarded as equals. With the women being overruled, the men also had to overrule THEIR feelings of loving emotions which when repressed turned into anger, hate, revenge and cruelty. Men also are victims. We have all repressed our feeling natures which are innately divine in origin. They are what make us human, humane, compassionate, and caring for one another. In the company years we will be learning how to express ourselves genuinely and honestly. We will become more whole and more balanced as we allow ourselves to be fully 50/50 masculine and feminine. We will be moving closer to our divine heritage. It is in our genes but it has been repressed and turned into dark and ugly things.
Esoteric mystery schools taught these universal truths in ages past but most people have not been exposed to them. Repressed emotions were stuffed down and they fell by gravity to our lower bodies. Back aches, distorted abdomens, bad knees and feet, gut problems, sexual problems, sex addiction problems, so many lower-body problems. That's where the love is needed to be applied. I received an image this morning of an overflowing closet, like a hall closet, packed with so much stuff that you couldn’t fit a thimble in it if you tried. The closet gets packed with stuff that one doesn‘t know what else to do with it. It goes into the closet just to get it out of the way, so when company comes the outer rooms look clean and presentable. And what goes into the closet, never comes out. Over many years (lifetimes) the closet becomes more packed and jumbled. The astral bodies of most people are so full with this disorganized mess of unfinished pasts, that they are causing confusion. Government leaders talk without making sense. Past unresolved issues are blinding them to clarity. The aura is a tangled mess and unmanageable. The advice given to me was, if you are confused, write down on paper the conflicting thoughts that are bothering you. Isolate each thought and write it out in on paper. Put them in linear form. You'll be able to see more clearly. Take each item out of your closet and air it out, dust it off, and decide if's worth keeping. If not, throw it away. Lessen the pressure. Organize and manage your space so you have more room for inspiring, creative work.
The divine nature in a person will know how to handle this. All women have a divine mother woven into her. And all men have a divine father woven into him. We, the outer or surface personality of the body, do have a divine nature within. We don't realize that yet but we will sooner or later because we are evolving spiritually. We are the lower aspects of our own divinity. When we take steps to clean up the mess we made (the disorganized closet) by removing one item at a time, it will make room for clean fresh air.
I am reaching the end of this discourse and will close in time to send it out before tomorrow comes. I will be here tomorrow (Friday) holding open a portal to our higher nature. If you would like to join me, text me for directions at 941-800-1337. Now that Christmas has come and gone, the New Year of 2020 with its many changes is on its way. I understand there was an eclipse of the new moon this morning early. They say new moons provide an opportunity to set intentions for desires and growth. There is still time to engage new moon energies for the next 24 hours.
Many people are talking about the changes that are coming in the next year. It is causing people to focus on the future, though, not the present. It is easy to start hoping all over again for the long-awaited changes to come. And waiting for someone else to deliver those changes. And then when the changes don't come, they are disappointed all over again. The better way, according to wisdom elders, is to make the necessary changes within yourself. Feel the shift from dark to peace via the love of self-acceptance. Nobody else can do this for us. We have to do it for ourself. The change is self-motivated. It is a shift from negative motives and intentions to positive motives and intentions. We can do this by drawing excess energy from one place which is too strong, and redirecting it to a weaker place that needs it. Revitalize one part of the body by redirecting it from another part of the body. How? By practicing the many techniques that are available today. The body deteriorates from being out of balance.
The body tells us, when we listen and feel into it, when and where and how much. We have the tools within us to reorganize the energies. Shift them. The shift of the ages on a personal level is a shift in consciousness. Our divine nature weaves in and around the pain and the aches and is available to redirect and put to work. We are each accountable. Hint: Heart and mind need to join up and become marriage partners. The heart needs to interact with the mind and vice versa. They need to engage each other. They belong to one divine process.
The process for those who are too masculine is to diminish their intellect and interact more with feelings and emotions. Bring heart and mind into a perfect 50/50 blend. The process for those who are too feminine is to interact more with their intellectual nature and diminish their emotional nature. Bring mind and heart into a perfect 50/50 balance. It is the interrelatedness that brings about that beautiful feeling of inner peace, poise and fulfillment.
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12/20/19 - ET is here! From the galaxy with love!
After a good solid 10 hour sleep last night with no lingering dreams, an awareness started to dawn on me like a sunrise casting ah-HA! rays all around as I laid on the acupuncture mat. I urge everyone to get an acupuncture mat. It stimulates the meridians and helps back pain.* (See footnote*)
Over the last month I’ve been plugged into an extraterrestrial group called www.girk-fit-niir.com, which is akin to plugging into a galactic wall socket. Before this, I believed it. Now I feel it. On this website beings from outside our world speak through channels and give us wisdom. It’s not just information. There's a feeling of familiarity. There's a sense of finding something that had been forgotten. Like, “Yes! Of course, of course, I know.” So it’s plugging in to something I once knew but had somehow lost the thread and I've been wandering around looking for it. It's similar to when you're on the phone and suddenly lots of static comes in and you can't hear them any more. Then just as suddenly it clears up and you hear their voice strong and loud again.
The aliens talk about it as telepathic. They are becoming stronger in telepathic communication with us. Instead of appearing in physical form in front of us, which they attempted to do right after WWII showing their ships, but it didn’t work well, there was too much fear, their efforts to approach us stepped back. They didn't want to cause fear and panic. They have been studying us to see how best they could reach us in a smoother way. Abductions took place for a few decades by some of the off-world races in order to get human DNA to mix with their own to create hybrid children. This is standard practice throughout the universe, to mix genes to advance a race. But the abductions, even with amnesia, were causing negative reactions, so that was stopped. They were stumped. They didn’t know how to reach us without causing fear because Earth and its citizens have been so locked down against outside interference.
Then everything changed when they discovered that some humans were empaths. They didn’t realize. It was a profound discovery. They had been perceiving Earth humans as having disorganized minds and emotions that made us impossible to reason with. Thus channeling began through people who were meditators and empaths. They are connecting with us by telepathy. Mind-to-mind. The problem is, most of us have been taught that such things are ridiculous and not remotely possible. It's just so-much fantasy. So people are not pickinup up on higher-dimensional whisperings through their extra-sensory perceptions. The website mentioned above is a portal. It is now online at: www.girk-fit-niir.com. The point for bringing this forward is to share how it fits into a very personal local matter. It dawned on me as I listened through earphones. As the awareness grew steadily brighter and saturated my entire understanding, I realized this is about couples' relationships.
We speak about our relationships sometimes while focusing on issues we have with each other. And yet, issues aside, there is something larger that holds us together inside the relationship. While the aliens are addressing this on a galactic scale, I am seeing the positives playing out personally in our individual relationships. I didn’t see it until this morning. What we have going for us inside our couples' relationships is the same thing the aliens are talking about - telepathic communication. They are talking about a species “collective”. Couples have a relationship "collective". The aliens speak of being part of a collective on their planet, and we don't understand collectives because we on Earth are not one. Not yet anyway. But we understand our own relationships. Those of us who are coupled anyway. Singles may not understand right now, but they have had relationships at one time or another.
The relationship is our collective of two. In swinging we have evolved to include more. Those who are engaged in intimate friendships have moved themselves into a collective. Inside our couple relationships we have built a trust and we have faith in each other. We know what each other is capable of, what motivations, what intentions, what weaknesses, what strengths. We may have disrespected it, we may have cheated or done things behind the other's back, but we knew when it was against the health of the relationship and we tried not to do it again. We who are couples live inside this larger agreement that we could call a collective because it is so much bigger than two individuals. In swinging it is not two individuals who participate, but the relationship itself that participates. And other couples can sense it when a couple is not in agreement with each other. In swinging, there is no confrontation between couples, but there is knowledge, intuitive knowledge, of what the others are thinking. These couples who align with each other grow their twosome collective into a moresome collective. And so do mature civilizations grow also into planetary collectives.
When two individuals fall in love, they join forces, not just bodies. They join minds and hearts and souls and life forces and belief systems and errors and mistakes and issues and everything. Everything that life has to offer is there and present in the relationship. It's a force to be recognized. A relationship is so much more than I understood last week. A nation is a collective, and this week it made a collective agreement to impeach President Trump. A huge sigh of relieve or a long, low moan and beating of breasts. That's what collectives do - they grow together through consensus. Issues are resolved. We as a nation are growing. I believe we are also growing as a planetary collective. We are moving towards consensus as a planet.
Because the aliens are reaching out to us and revealing big-brother wisdom and maturity, and trying to do it in a way that is soft and benevolent, not to cause fear - that's how they reach us. That's how anyone reaches anyone - through gentleness and wisdom so they don't cause fear. Then there is a growing of respect. Perhaps even reverence. When I watch the channel’s eyes and see his arms and hands moving to try to express, and hear the different tones and inflections of the voice, it's easy to recognize a presence that is different from the human who is allowing his body to be spoken through. There are over 2,000 videos posted on the Girk-Fit-Niir website. By watching, my understanding of universal love is expanding. Love works through inclusivity, not exclusivity. Exclusivity is not even mentioned because it's a dead end. Fighting one another does not work. They are pointing out how the wisdom and logic of including those who appear different at first. By including them it gives us more power as a larger whole, whereas excluding them by hating them or holding them in contempt or making intellectual arguments against them, is loss of power. It cuts one off from the whole. They say that the enemy is another you, another aspect of yourself, so why do you fight against yourself? Instead, you should be gathering the different aspects back into yourself to make you more complete.
We know these words from religious texts but we have been schooled away from that approach. We don’t live them because we were trained not to. Now, our neighboring brothers and sisters are reaching out to us to add their voices to our emerging consciousness as a planet. To help, not to conquer or control. They who are coming through Girk-Fit-Niier are a small alliance of 6 species, just a small part of a universal collective. They in turn are communicating with other collectives.
Because couples swinging is my rooted reality, where I evolved personally in understanding the power of inclusivity, I am sensitive to the issues that are often raised inside the couples collective. It takes two to form a relationship and close body contact is an important part of it. As they bond together physically, each one's personal inner net changes and modifies. When two, four, six, eight couples bond together physically, each individual grows to the degree they accept the others. We grow in freedom. Close body contact through swinging, also known as couples dating, is an evolutionary path. It takes us into other dimensions, beyond current "norms". Interdimensional experiences take place when there is a larger love, or a larger acceptance, a larger agreement. Without SOME form of love, there is a closing down, a competition, jealousy, fear, suffocation. There are many names. Love is the word that means “inclusive”. Love finds a way, including someone is a way enlarge and evolve. We enlarge to accept the other's thought patterns and emotions, which modifies one's own thought patterns and emotions. Everything becomes larger and more whole. I'm carefully avoiding spiritual words here, but the word "holy" simply means more whole, more wholey, instead of less whole.
Those in swinging are on one hand finding marriage to be a conundrum in the primitive sense of the word (too confining) and on the other hand it is more wholesome. To those on the spiritual path trying to become more open and free, if their spouses are not willing to go along with them and are holding them back, what do they do? Some older people are finding they need to separate from their partner of many years, in order to complete themselves before they die. The galactics are bringing us a reminder of universal love, not the restrictive one-on-one love where you feel you have to protect yourself against invaders. Communication. Communication. Communication.
If we as an individual can't get along with our mate on this little ol' planet of nations that can't get along, where does it all start? I can't help but think close loving body contact. It's a beginning. There are pockets of people gathering to include others up close. I really don't know if the aliens swing or not, but I bet some of them do. If the species are compatible. Watch Star Trek and the like. The question is raised and considered. With the myriad numbers of planets and star systems out there whose inhabitants are getting along with each other, it goes without saying that they have found the answers that they are qualified to pass on to us. Granted there a few races that refuse to get along with the others, but they are diminishing in number because more and more of them are joining together and relinquishing the belief in separation. The light forces, known as the benevolent ones, are of higher dimensions and higher standards. They are winning because they are joining forces and are more powerful intellectually, emotionally, spiritually and technologically.
This all makes so much sense to me, this joining of forces. It is practical. It is logical. And it feels good. It is joining everything together, no matter on what level one comes from. The effort creates harmony. The universe operates on harmony. Disharmony causes galactic wars. In 1987 there was a harmonic convergence which not many understood at the time. Understanding is growing about harmonics. Sound healing and Reiki is becoming popular and saving lives. The harmonic convergence was an intervention. Joining forces is spreading as a result, globally. It happening in couples' relationships. Swinging, couples dating, polyamory, all forms of alternative intimacies is being explored as a joining of forces. It works when two different individuals, or four or six, sit and talk honestly from the heart with each other, and really focus the light of their understanding on what is being said. Both listening and revealing honestly. So many people are avoiding “the talk“. The inner dawning is slow to rise and shed light, but it does rise if all involved are willing to stop and listen, not just talk but really listen. And not pretend to go along with it just to keep the peace. There is no peace if there is pretense.
A common problem is where one wants to have "the talk" but the other doesn't. Consider this: it is not a problem but an opportunity to try something different. A refusal or rejection is like a door that quietly opens up to give permission to go back and re-consider. What comes forward in the moment is a path to consider. Choices arise. We create by the seat of our pants. We choose as we go. We learn by mistakes. And if there is a brick wall in front, you walk around it to see how the view appears from over there. I saw a mimic recently work his way along a wall of air. He moved his hands up, down, left and right and he eventually found the end of the wall, and he turned the corner. He got past the wall. You never know what you'll find when you turn the corner. A new view always appears.
A choice is what we do when we are faced with a brick wall. There are many choices. You can back off and let the other win. You can argue and fight back. You can get in the car and drive for hours. Or go to bed and forget it. Or call a friend to talk to. Or you can go meditate and try to transcend it. There is no end of options. You can leave. What I do - I may appear to give in and let it go, but I am including what is uncomfortable, into my heart. I'm allowing it and respecting it. I am revering it as best I can. It is something the higher ones are teaching us to do. It works for me. It's only the ego that fights and feels it must win, but the heart is not an ego.
So I feel more whole and actually feel more peaceful and expanded. It's almost a sensual feeling.
My late husband’s way of dealing with a brick wall (me) was to say, "we're not going to bed with an argument unresolved." He was the wiser of the two of us. He would wait me out. I would eventually fold and sit down to talk with him. He was bigger than me, and older by 14 years. As I listen to the extraterrestrials I realize they are bigger than me. They are waiting us out but they're sitting there waiting. They are reaching us through thought to help us in our understanding. How to overcome brick walls which cause separation and loneliness.
They don’t want to interfere with us but they want to share with us how THEY did it. They are acting like older brothers and sisters. Each species has their own collective, and they are constantly working with other collectives. They use mind-to-mind communication which we have yet to understand. Extrasensory field communication. They are in touch with their collective constantly. In the video sessions I am watching, it is a call-in show, and callers call in with questions to the aliens. Every once in a while after a question is asked, the person who is channeling will sometimes say, “One moment please, I will ask.” There is a pause and then the channel speaks again. The alien presence apparently reached a questionable point where he or she was unsure whether to speak on this line of thought. If the advice is no, then they say, “I cannot say at this time.” And if the advice is yes, they alien presence continues elaborate on the subject asked.
We have this kind of telepathic agreement in our couple relationships, and work relationships and gender relationships. There are relationships of all kinds that are networked into our lives that go far beyond what we are normally conscious of. It behooves us to be more conscious of this beautiful network upon when we rely and have faith it. Having faith in a relationship is a wonderful thing, and we don't want to abuse it by overstepping our boundaries of what is appropriate. By being more aware of this faith-based network that exists between us, we can expand on it with positives. We are all learning. When we feel not to say something out loud, then we don't. We are designed to be in communication with our larger collectives, of all sorts. There are many different ones. The aliens are teaching us about this harmony that exists among us. We are learning how to retain harmony. When we go against our innate feeling of harmony, otherwise known as conscience, we experience a “bad feeling”.
Couples don’t have to put it into words. They understand each other. They know each other. But if something new comes up and there is a question, maybe a feeling of separation, then that's the time to talk. Allowing a feeling of separation to remain, doesn't just "go away". Without noticing it, it's an energy and it would sink down into the body's muscles and tissues. infiltrate muscles and tissues. “The issues are stored in the tissues”, say the healers, and become blockages. It is healthier to clear the air. Sometimes a jealousy is not jealousy at alla, but rather a sense of separation and the worst is imagined. It could be simply a bold new thought coagulating in the unified field where harmony existed, and the other senses the separation. Telepathy at work. The larger network of harmony that keeps the parties informed has thrown off a ripple. Wives often suspect husbands of having an affair because she “just know”. Sometimes it's true and sometimes it's not. Female instincts are commonly used as a crutch when they're not reliable. Some men do the same, although often men don't pay attention to their inner feelings the way women do. Clear the air when in doubt. Bring the unified field up to par, up to current, to reposition the understanding.
The galactics are from all over the galaxy and some from beyond. They are here to assist us into the galactic neighborhood. They are not here to disturb our planetary collective, but to enrich it by adding light and understanding. To help us bring ourselves more into alignment and to a higher standard of inclusiveness to join the rest of the galaxy. They are all different species and so are we. Each a part of their own collective but they have matured in spiritual, moral, ethical levels to respect the other collectives. They form alliances. They arrange meetings. They have ambassadors they send to delegations, just as we have here on Earth but they are not fighting each other. Instead, they are working at how to join each other. They discuss whatever comes to the foreground to be discussed.
That is what I‘m doing with the women‘s gatherings. We are meeting to discuss whatever comes up. We do not know what will come up. It’s an alliance of females. The galactics do this in a mature, grow-up manner because they have greater understanding of the power of telepathy. Women use telepathy more than men do in our world. That’s why I am inclined to meet with women first. Later we can form an alliance with men and see whatever comes up that may be inclusive and respectful to enhance us all and bring us closer together. When the galactics meet together with their vast differences, they do it better than us. We can learn from them. Women are easier to connect with because of their underlying nature being affectionate, spontaneous, loving, unifying and nurturing.
Higher dimensions are higher in all those qualities. We don’t understand what dimensions mean because we don‘t understand what love means. The galactics of higher dimensions are expressing these qualities. Empaths and spiritual people are the ones listening and spreading the knowledge. Everyone has the capacity to be an empath. An empath is one who listens and allows new thought to enter and be considered. It allows differences in. The world is in chaos because people are fighting against others who are different. We can change and we are changing. More light is coming to us and we are receiving it. Galactic intervention has already been happening. There is growing evidence from scientists and others that they have always been here. And further that we are related. They are our extended family. Their genes are in us through our DNA. Hybridization has always been done, from race to race, since the beginning, I am learning.
The galactics, or so-called aliens, live outside of our physical reality but that is not a problem. That is fact. All races have their own physical reality on their planets. It is by consensus that a planetary civilization grows together, evolves and matures together because there is a force field to the planet. We are maturing enough to be aware of their presence. Some are eager, some afraid. But they are peeking in through our windows and waving at us and we are receiving them. This is so amazing to me. I am so excited. It is part of why I am inspired to anchor a women‘s group as a portal to that which is coming. Contact with aliens has been represented as a dark, scary thing. The military has been armed, trained and prepared with super-hero warriors and weapons ready to fight to protect our planet, even while ridiculing the idea there is such a thing to protect against. How strange that they should turn out to be like the lovable ET in the movie by Steven Spielberg. And that the beloved Yeshua and his mother was one of them.
Well, all in good time. So sorry for the lengthy treatise today. It just kept flowing. Love and blessings for a wonderful Holy Day. Enjoy and be inclusive!
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(This is a great follow-up to my newsletter of yesterday 3/7/20, "Love the Corona Virus". This was channeled through Ann Albers on 3/7/20 and posted on her website, above link.)
My dear friends, we love you so very much, In spite of a parasitic vibration of fear that seeks to separate you from one another and from your experience of the Source – for this is the nature of a virus when you look at its energy – we see an even greater force of love arising upon your planet earth.
We see streams of well-being flowing to each and every one of you, offered freely from the Source of Love and Creation itself. We see angels guiding each and every one of you. “Go here. Not there.” We see neighbors helping neighbors, people assisting total strangers as they wait in line at the supermarket, and your scientists sharing information in solidarity and the search for a cure.
While a virus, and the virus of fear seek to separate you, making you feel unsafe to touch and be near one another, there is a mightier force of love arising within human hearts that says, I will not be intimidated by a parasite! I will strengthen my light, my love, my body, and my soul. I choose health. I choose well-being. I choose to be light in the darkness of fear and stand strongly rooted in a faith that filters all ills.
By all means, take your human precautions but rather than doing so out of fear, do so in love. Do so, as guided. You have angels that care deeply about your joy, your health, your happiness, and your heart. You will hear our whispers in your natural feelings, “I feel like going here. I don’t feel like going there.” Trust those feelings. Don’t over analyze. In any given moment you are given the next step to fulfill all your desires. Your natural urges are the voices of your angels and the still small voices of the Divine.
There is, always and forevermore, only light, only Love, only One Divine. In times of financial trials, God is present. in times of plague, the Divine seeks to heal. In times of unrest upon your planet earth the Presence and Light of God remains steadfast, waiting for you to rest in its loving arms.
As world crises come and go, the reality of Love remains steadfast. Look for love dear ones in every moment of every day. “Seek and ye shall find. Knock and the door will be opened.” Better yet, be a loving force in your world. Take care of yourselves. Feed you mind a body with healthy thoughts and healthy foods. Take care of your spirit.
Connect, dear ones, frequently, to the Source of all love. There are so many ways! Sit in silent meditation. Watch guided meditations. Feel the Presence of love silently making itself known through the love between loved ones. Go out in nature and appreciate the majesty of Love cloaked in creation. Listen to music that elevates your heart into states of expanded bliss. Appreciate yourselves…
Even in the presence of viruses, unstable finances, politics, and a variety of other challenging situations on your planet, Divine love remains constant… waiting patiently for you to connect and receive its embrace. This connection, dear friends, offers the greatest immunity, the greatest abundance, and the greatest harmony of all.
God Bless You! We love you so very much.
~ The Angels
(Forwarded through Anakosha)
3/7/20 Love the Corona virus!
The C-virus is making its rounds. I wrote this over a week ago but didn't send it. I'm glad I waited because I have integrated better with it. Yesterday my husband brought it up again and, instead of feeling resistance, I opened up and allowed it in. In the Lacota tribe there is a legend about a young fawn who hears the call of Great Spirit and heads on up the path to sacred mountain. She meets a demon on the path who is a big ugly monster breathing fire and belching smoke and making horrible noises to scare everyone away. But instead of being afraid, the fawn says to the big bully, "Please let me pass, I am heading up meet Great Spirit.” Her complete lack of fear melts the demon‘s heart, and to his horror he feels himself shrinking into a big puddle and he dissolves into nothingness.
I want to share this approach to the Corona virus because there is a hidden gift here. You don't have to believe it, but I write these newsletters simply to add my energy to the atmosphere at large which has so much fear, confusion and anger in it. Love is the new approach. It is an intelligent response to fear and anger. It raises self esteem. To love EVERYTHING means stop resisting what you don’t like. Don't run away from it. Consider making a little adjustment. It’s only a small adjustment, very subtle. I did that yesterday when my husband started lecturing me about the Corona virus. I used to resist these lectures but this time I made the subtle shift. I listened to him and I understood what he was saying. I opened my mind and my heart and embraced the fact that the corona virus is here instead of dismissing it. In essence, I embraced it. Unconditional love is all-inclusive. Nothing remains outside of its purview. I’ve been working from this angle for a while.
I've had many lectures over the course of my life. When the various flu’s come around every year the pressure is always on to get vaccinated. The reason I don’t get vaccinations is not out of conspiracy theories, I just don't want to put lower vibrational substances into my high-vibrational body. I have been maintaining my own good health for years. The proof is in the pudding. In my search for the divine feminine, I have discovered much. Following the instinctive trail of the divine feminine has brought me in touch with nature and all that is natural. Higher vibrations protect against viruses and other things.
Humanity has been living in a very dark planet as compared to lighter, more advanced planets and higher dimensions. We on earth are buried inside a dark energy field called an atmosphere. It takes a while for someone from a higher vibrational planet or plane who is born into this atmosphere, to hatch out of its shell and remember where it came from. There are many people here from higher consciousness planets or dimensions. I realize that not everyone will follow my thought, but I must say these things. It is time to reveal what I know.
On higher, more advanced planets, on higher dimensions than earth, it is natural to be openly loving and kind, but when they are born on Earth, they forget and often become lost because they are so empathic and open-hearted by nature. On their home planet or dimension, life is harmonious and easy. Differences are so refined, that they honor and respect each other. There is no one to resist or fight or defend against. There is no pain or disease or inconsistencies or criminals or hospitals or divorce courts. And yet, each one is unique and his or her gifts to the whole are striking. Pursuing different interests doesn’t separate people in groups and nations. It‘s only attitudes that separate. Like being judgmental and wanting to correct someone, or wanting to control, or hating someone or fearing people who are different. So loving the Corona virus is natural for people of a loving nature. It will be difficult to get them to become fearful.
Many higher vibrational people are being born today on Earth and are managing to maintain their high vibrations (remaining loving, sweet and kind), but many come from not-light planets and darker planes, less evolved. This is not a judgment, it's a fact. We live in a world where there is a huge difference in attitudes showing up, from black to white and the many shades inbetween. Our planet earth provides opportunities like nowhere else in the cosmos, to learn from and with each other. It is a time of unifying differences. We need the darkness and the light in each other to go through this process. To learn from each other.
In the past, the darkness was so great that those rare souls of a lighter, more evolved vibration were seen as different. They rattled the system and were often persecuted or put to death. But gradually the atmosphere is lightening. Hateful, fearful, angry, controlling ones with lower vibrations, try to bring down those with higher vibrations to their level. The light-and-love-filled ones try to raise up the lower-vibe people to higher levels. It's a battle of wills who wins. It's not a battle of blood and guns so much any more, it has evolved to become a push-pull between higher vibrations and lower vibrations. Lower vibrational people use violence, fear and sneaky, manipulative tactics to pull people down. The higher vibrational people use truth, love, forgiveness, wisdom, maturity, intelligence, honesty, compassion, kindness and the like. Who is going to win?
The practicality and truth is, we ALL were born out of light, even the darkest of the dark and the evil’st of the monsters. We were ALL created within that place which has no human name. Consciousness is a gift and we use it by free will in any way we like. Those who advance and progress, use consciousness in accordance with that which has no name. We call it universal law or God. And we are provided with a higher self that is stationed there in that higher plane. It provides guidance throughout the day and night, always, when we tune into it. It is our Home base and we are all drawn to reach higher because of it. Like the tree. The tree would never grow without the instinct to reach higher. Science calls it the sun but the sun is the higher self of earth. Those we call the dark ones or evil ones have chosen to shut off that natural instinct to reach higher. It is a choice to shut it off and they have (had) that choice because Earth is a free will planet. Or was - recently, there have been changes. (Another story.)
We have all tested that higher instinct in us as we ventured further out into the unknown, exploring, because that has been in our nature too, to explore. We too have felt the tug and ignored it at some point in our lives, to decide to go against it and see where it leads, against our better judgment. And those of us who learned our lesson not to do that again have opened the gates and allowed greater light to flow through us. A greater ability to love and not condemn others because we were there once too.
As the Corona virus makes its way around the world and the news channels report growing number of deaths, our thoughts are focusing and fear is the result. What choices do we have? Run away and dismiss it, avoiding the issue completely? Or focus on it and let fear build, fed by subconscious fears from lifetimes past? When my husband brought the subject up, it brought up my own fears and I decided to embrace them. Now I am experiencing integration. Fusing. Joining. Unifying are words I would use. By not resisting the idea of the C-virus, as I have done with other viruses before, but by accepting that it is real from a place of open heart and mind, I received it into my thought process. It was a subtle adjustment, but now there is something happening. I’m different. My body feels lighter.
The virus is not the enemy, it is a friend. I am my own worse enemy. Everything that pops up in my life is seeking my acceptance. If I resist it something I don‘t like, it comes back again and again, so I opened my heart and accepted it. I gave it a hug. It was an internal decision. Everything wrong in the world is seeking redemption, and whose going to give it but me. It’s the higher way which is intelligent, rational and proactive, not reactive.
The enemy is not coming from somebody else, although someone else can trigger it. But when it appears in front of our noses and we can't hide from it any longer, fighting is not an option to a higher vibrational person. It is an opportunity to melt it down with unconditional acceptance. Dissolve it. Go the extra mile. The subconscious mind holds memories we are not aware of, but they feed us with tendencies, likes and dislikes that we act on. By staying neutral we can see more clearly. By staying neutral we are more solid.
Becoming aware of an adversary, whether a thing or a person, we see an opportunity to put into play the higher angel of our being. Addressing and clearing our bodies of that old issue once and for all. Oh, yes. It may come back, but practice makes perfect. None of us is perfect. We must continue to practice because if we resist it and repress it, it will go underground again and pop up in the future. Avoidance and fear are the same number one enemy.
Innocence is a natural trait for humans. We ought to use more often. Innocence is not afraid. It is childlike with a many lifetimes of wisdom to support its faith. Embracing all that happens is much like having an open-hearted, open-minded hug at the ready at all times, with gratitude and a welcoming smile. This is how we get back on track with our natural goodness which brings forth the peace and comfort of being safe and free in our own skins. We are skin-walkers only temporarily. We come from a higher place. No matter how bad we have fallen, we are here to learn this truth: that we have come from a higher place.
Well, I started out speaking of the Corona virus, but as you can see I can’t stick with that focus. The higher vibration is what I need to speak about. I share it as a reminder that we do have this ability within us. More later. Thanks for listening.
2/25/20 Exploring Yin and Yang
As I continue to research and explore the divine feminine, I come to a point much like the top of a mountain. From the top of a mountain there is no place to go but back down. First, before going back down, one takes a wide sweeping look from the top to scan the horizon to see what's out there. This is where understanding takes place. One can see from the top better than from the bottom or half way. AHA! Continue looking. Another AHA! Understanding deepens. Comparisons are made. AHA! Revelations cannot be put into words. However there are some thoughts I'd like to share via this newsletter for I really do enjoy writing about it, even if it IS too wordy for most people. It helps to put the pieces together into sentences. I try to do it in the vernacular but don't always succeed. Just as in the beginning we learned our A-B-C's and then learned to put them into whole words and sentences, so have I been studying the divine feminine through tiny steps of A-B-C that led to the forming of whole words and sentences. I started out wanting to discuss with other women to try to find out what the divine feminine was - the depth and truth of feminine - and that led to my first discovery: that all women are not the same and they couldn't help me with the divine aspect.
Step by step I've been led to discover yin and yang. Male and female are two distinctly separate genders, but there is an underlying oneness that ties them together. Duality is composed of an imbalance between men and women. We live within the tension between the two opposites. If men and women were totally 100% balanced, all tension would cease. The world would come to a standstill in the throes of euphoria. This treatise on yin and yang was written in 1987 during a mystical experience I had. I re-discovered it several days ago and want to share it.
"2/9/87 - I realized today the meaning of yin and yang forces. It was a brief experience, but an immersion nonetheless. Let me see if I can recall, for it is worthy of remembering. The words have been no more than words until today, when I was touched and FELT the substances flowing within me. It is somewhat like a force, yes, a very definite force but which it was quick to point out to me (by the intelligence of the whole thing) that this force is created by my own consciousness. My mind. The direction of my thought, my own will power, is what creates the force.
The subtlety of my thought in the direction of the LESSER, or more COMPACT, seemed to me to be the female force, or the yin. It was as if my tendency to reel in and focus my awareness on detail tended to send my energies towards earth, in a downward direction. It was a subservient tendency, a recoiling action, or digging in process. The female? This was the message: that the female tendency to hold back and rebuild, or “nest”, or go back over to re-examine, to study, to withhold conclusions until ALL detail had been accounted for - that THIS was the famous “yin” of ancient teachings. It is not necessarily confined to women, but is more prominent in women than in men, culturally.
The other force activating in my body is an almost exact opposite, in the sense that it is surging outward to reach for something without thought of consequences. This force seemed to be the need to accomplish, to break free of the confines of the yin tendency, and to become free in totality. To cut away all restriction and soar uninhibited by ANY restraints. I was told that this was the “yang”, the male power drive and that it was necessary in order to counteract the negative yin tendencies of my personality.
The yin and the yang pull and push within the average individual like mood swings and operate uncontrollably, often unbeknownst to the conscious mind. Yet, one becomes slowly conscious of this push and pull, for undoubtedly the ancients did, to create terms “yin” and “yang”. They denote something substantially more than the terms “positive” and “negative”. It was made known to me that it is THIS duality that is to be understood and mastered by the mind as a person develops spiritually, for it is the surging yang that directs the consciousness UPWARD. If one could neutralize the restraining yin so that it were non-existent, without restraining the yang, the consciousness (the life force) would begin to flow more actively upward in search of its freedom. It would begin to enjoy greater happiness and freedom. How this is done was not made known to me, but for a brief glimpse at the end of the revelation.
I am overly yin. How does the restraining yin manifest in my daily life? Yin does not allow me to walk boldly out onto a platform to speak to people. It would remain a follower and hide its light under a bushel. Yin does not allow me to implement an idea out of fear that I will go out on a limb that will crack under my weight. Yin does not allow me to think that I am the sole authority of my life. Yin would have me believe that I must lean upon “another”. Who is this other unless it be the yang? Yin does not allow me to soar into the clouds, or to break free of the earth for I am of the earth and therefore earth bound. Yin is afraid to go public for it holds itself behind the screen of physical manifestation where it enjoys the privacy, the sacredness, the secrecy of the state of aloneness, or all-oneness. Yin admonishes yang for being so bold, yet yang is the doer and would make real what yin only contemplates in the privacy of thought.
THIS, the message said, is the force that must be understood and overcome, so that the living force of yang can drive upward and outward. It is its natural tendency to explore and experiment, to struggle and implement ideas without even a thought of failure. To strive ever onward to reach the goal. It is the life force returning to the heights from which it came, yet it cannot so long as yin is active in the organism. As long as yin is isolated from yang, in ignorance without understanding, it works in opposition to yang and the individual remains a victim of mood swings, a victim of fate and the lesser gods.
The yin and the yang are the negative and positive poles of all human life and interaction. It is the explanation for the sexual drive. For when there is too much yang active, too much striving and struggling taking place in a person, whether that person be a man or a woman, that person, lacking in yin, looks to another person with more prominent yin characteristics, to balance him or her out. The average person is unaware of the reasons why such attractions develop. In sex, the yang surges out to find relief and balance.
Likewise does the person with too much yin and not enough yang active in the life, seek a more yang-dominant sex partner, whether man or woman, to balance the inner propensity. Great and passionate is the sexual nature of one who has not balanced the yin and yang. Yet, as one matures and through life experience balances the two subtle counteracting forces, the sexual nature becomes more refined, with a tendency for gentleness and sharing. Sexual habits need not be given up when passion begins to subside through this balancing of forces, though this is often the case. Rather may begin the blossoming into new and higher fields of sharing and romantic lovemaking, as the old sex drive all but disappears. In this time of outgrowing of old sex appetites, there is often a giving up of physical love and a drifting into celibacy. Yet, unless there be an active interchange through physical joining, old age does creep fast upon a person."
Today is February 25, 2020. I am glad to have found this revelation of 30 years ago because time often washes away the baby in the bath water. As long as yin is working against yang, and vice versa, as long as yang is working against yin, the individual remains a victim of fate and the lesser gods for the truth is not apparent. The top of the mountain is an integration point where the feminine disappears in the understanding that it is all one. The broad expanse of a circular horizon shows one land. The two paths start out on separate sides of the mountain but they both lead to the top. Now I am questioning, "What are masculine traits?" And AHA! I now see the yang in me. I've had it all along. I didn't recognize it. So bottom line I searched until I put the pieces of the unknown into a pattern that I could understand. The formless is the unknown within, and I have to "fit it into a form". But I'll search for answers forever, but I have to put them into a pattern that makes sense to me. I have to create a form that is beautiufl to me. The A-B-C's of my confusion is worked out by questioning. I thought I was failing and weak, but I see that I was simply choosing to respond in the feminine way. I DO hav masculine traits in me. I just didn't use them. Maybe now I will. Men were a nemesis and sometimes an enemy, now I feel empathy and love for men. Many of my lifetimes were extremely feminine, loving, nurturing, healing. The modern space age discounts this beautiful divine feminine aspect that is apparent in ALL living creatures, but we should all watch out and not give in to the aggressive yang all over again. We are here to balance our yin and yang within our bodies, homes, work environments, and blossom as refined, healthy and wise human beings.
This is the age of the feminine in both men and women. Women used to enjoy being protected by the man of the family, but in the process she became lop-sided (too weak) and he became lop-sided (too strong). Balancing yin and yang in this largely over-rated mental world, is going to require looking into one's feminine traits to see how better to soften and gentle oneself down. Peace is only one of the benefits of a balanced yin and yang. Freedom is another, and ability to speak the truth without fear of guilt and shame.
2/20/20 Consecrating your precious beautiful body as the divine feminine
Please be advised that the women's empowerment gatherings that I previously scheduled for every 2nd and 4th Fridays from 1 to 5 pm in my home in Naples, Florida, free at no cost, are cancelled. Or, at least temporarily postponed. They may come around again but I'm moving into a more solitary phase at the moment. Still, I want to share what I have learned via newsletter form. It is my contribution to sacred relationships, sensuality, spirituality and love. My search for the divine feminine has brought me down to earth and grounded my awareness into physicality with a great sense of appreciation, empathy and love for what we take so for granted. As the world appears to be in chaos and upheaval and weather and continents shifting, our very own bodies are carrying us through an ascension process. We need to know what's going on because we are ALL feeling it. There is a sweet feeling of peace within the body.
I want to address men's empowerment circles too, for this past week I was inspired to search around to see how the divine feminine is playing out on the men's side, and I was rewarded. I discovered "The Rising Man Movement" www.risingman.org. This website is very inspiring. It appears to be new this past year. It was founded by a young man, Jeddy Azuma. He and other men have posted podcasts to guide a new generation of men into responsible adulthood. This is a super rare find. I haven't seen anything like it and it made my heart sing. So I want to pass it along. Please go to this website and you will find podcasts such as "Embodied Men Can Express Their Feminine", "Fathering the Boy Inside", "Men are Not Broken" and many more interesting titles. They offer online fire circles, discussions and also outdoor vision quests.
What has been affirmed to me over and over, through links that come to me under mysterious circumstances, is how sacred our physical bodies are. The divine feminine pertains to the BODY. This body that we take so for granted and ignore most of the time as a place to hang clothes on, is the divine feminine. The divine masculine is the river of life and intelligence that flows into us from vast formless regions beyond. Our BODY is the sacred mother, the receiver of this awesome life force. It is feminine. Men's bodies are feminine too in the sense it is a receiver of vast intelligence, a magnificent living force. I will include an article I stumbled upon recently. It came to me during a meditational trance back in 1987.
It has been said that 5% of us is locked into the body to keep the body alive. Well, the kundalini IS that 5%. What is kundalini? It is the life force, a concentration of light that is captured in the pelvic region at the tail bone. Here it is like Mother Earth herself - a molten liquid blazing mass of light of a high intensity, but locked away inside the physical flesh. From it a main channel runs up to the brain and in smaller tributaries all over the land of the body through which flows in gentle motion this great river of light that feeds the body its intelligence and its awareness and sensings. However in most people the concentration of light is almost totally blocked off so that only small portions of the essence is dropped into the main stream of existence. In such tiny portions of flow, the person is what we call “normal”. He does not have sufficient Light moving through the body and brain to give him access to the wholeness of which he belongs. But little by little, over lifetimes of experience and hard knocks, he is forced, literally forced, to expand the blocks. They are pierced and melted away through continually butting against the walls of himself. The blocks are the chakras. As the light pierces each chakra, more of the Light moves upward to batter against the NEXT block. Meanwhile, though, as the Light is battering against the NEXT barrier, the individual is experiencing a transforming of his life, for he is now experiencing life on a new level. For instance.
The first chakra to be pierced, the one just above and in closest proximity to the pelvic region, is the sexual chakra. Once this is pierced the most important aspect is freedom. He works on freedom. He cares about all people being free. He is the freedom fighter, the martyr for freedom in every avenue of human life. She is the “scarlet” woman, the free woman, who is liberated from all sexual mores. But she is also working to bring peace into the world - her world - for peace is the next chakra to be pierced. It is the next level of life to be experienced. So freedom is the first, peace is the second. The peace chakra is located in the region of the naval. Until the peace chakra is penetrated and melted, there is emotional confusion and emotional problems. But once the peace chakra is opened up, the light flows in and brings stability. While experiencing life on this level, the person is apt to be a counselor and peace-maker in the many fields of human endeavor. There are many outlets for making peace. Ministers, educators, even laborers and housewives who work on a small discreet level, but this person’s priority in life, the one moving force in their life, is to make peace. While this is going on, they are also working on the love chakra, to pierce that barrier. The love chakra is located in the region of the heart. When the love chakra is pierced, they learn to love all people in all circumstances.
Until that time, they are having problems forgiving, they have not learned how to place love above all circumstances, but when they finally pierce the love chakra, light flows in and they are able to love freely. Then they live a life of total forgiveness. Their priority is to give and help and heal and love. And while they are experiencing life on the Love plane, they are working on the Power chakra. The power chakra is located in the region of the throat and the vocal chords. Power is created through the speaking of words. Before the power chakra is penetrated, they have problems saying what they want and feel. They are stumbling and hiding certain aspects of themselves from their neighbors and friends. But when they pierce the Power chakra, suddenly they find themselves saying what they want! And they are surprised and so are their friends and neighbors. Suddenly they are in more control of their lives than ever before, for the power chakra is a self control chakra. These are the orators of the world, those who speak before the multitudes, or the small insignificant places. If this power is misused, they become con artists, and dictators like Hitler who was charismatic. They are preachers and great industrial giants who can move others to their will. But while they are enjoying and experiencing life on the Power level, they are also working to batter down the doors to the Truth chakra.
This chakra is located in the region of the brain, often thought of as being connected to the pituitary gland. This chakra is the most complicated of all the chakras to explain, because it controls many things. But in essence, before this chakra is pierced, the person does not think so much about putting things into an order, such as logic or truth, and the world is in a state of chaos to him. But once this chakra is pierced the world begins to take on a semblance of order. HIS world. He begins to piece things together. The truth of things become important. He sees how things work and his priority in life is doing things according to his truth. These are the mental people of the world. They organize their truths and present them to the people as I am doing now. Through their work our world takes on a structure. These people are scientists, educators, researchers, whose top priority is work of a mental nature, sometimes so completely involved in their internal organizing they appear to be in an ivory tower. While these people are experiencing life in the mental plane, they are also battering against the doors of the highest chakra of all: the spiritual chakra located at the crown, for through the work on the mental plane they come to realize there is something higher and they become curious. So, when they cannot find the pieces to the mental puzzles they are working with in daily life, they begin to look higher.
The light flows in an upward direction, always, to something higher. The chakra at the crown is the one which will enhance and add greater value to the one most immediate. And so the ladder of life is piercing one barrier after another until finally the spiritual chakra is pierced and the union is made. In flows the light from the great sea of eternal life, the oneness from which the individual spark of the person first descended and subsequently forgot. These are the mystics who have the visions, see God, angels, other beings like themselves who have gone on to higher worlds. They know the truth of life and they are ready to move on, if they have left nothing undone behind them. However, most people have left much undone, unfinished business, and gaps are still evident. So they have to go back and reconnect once more with the spark that lies at the bottom of the spinal column. For in the climb up the ladder, one quite often forgets that 5% still buried down below. It is a conscious reunion. This 5% is what the Indian folklore calls “kundalini”. It is what the Christian world calls the “holy spirit”.
When kundalini is awakened, or when the holy spirit moves in an individual, it is dynamic. One can feel the presence of something holy moving through him. It is not easy to explain to another what it feels like, because it is so sweet, pure and gentle, so peaceful and miraculous, so healing and soft, so full of truth and wisdom and knowledge. It moves the person to transcend the outer world, for he is now being “wafted" upward on breezes of something mightier than himself. He is not in control, yet he is part of the greater one who IS in control and he knows this so he does not fear any longer outer conditions. He becomes absorbed into the onenss. Now, here is where the great challenge is. Here is where we have to return our attention to the physical body and consider it sacred. It's difficult to do because at this point we want to SOAR! Spiritual people don't want to deal with the physical world but we have to deal with the physical body. We cannot leave our body or it's all over. We will be lost.
Each person who is alive and walking about in a physical body, is operating on one of these seven levels, or in some individuals on more than one, for it is possible that a person is operating on two levels at the same time, through an overlap. A person can be operating on the peace level and the love level, both at the same time. Or a person can be operating on the freedom level and the peace level, both at the same time. Or on the freedom level and the love level, such as those who work with terrorist groups and freedom fighters, and who exemplify love. Or a person can be operating on the love level and the power level, such as the charismatic ministers who spread love around. Or a person can be operating on the power level and the mental level at the same time, such as Hitler who was charismatic and a dictator. Most often these people go astray and exhibit less than honorable personalities. Or a person can be operating on the mental and spiritual. Most often these people are the religious leaders and quite often they, too, exhibit less than honorable personalities. It is because there is so much Light that floods a particular region whenever a chakra is broken through, that a person becomes unbalanced and may go to extremes in that region, imposing his will on others, believing, KNOWING himself to have hit upon the Truth, but it's HIS truth and he has no business pounding it into others. Each person is responsible for our own truth and our own discoveries. So we each have to learn to balance this particular aspect that has broken through and caused such enlightenment. We have to balance it with the other six qualities of Life. There are seven major ones, which may be called by many names but are indicated in the paragraph above - the mother flame being the root chakra.
It is the work of all of us, this working through the chakras. It is our mission to open, acclimate and assimilate all of the divine qualities into our lives that are held behind what we call chakras. Our bodies are sacred. Each one of us is working on something that is profound to us. It is moving us, we are reaching for something, striving for something. We don't know not what it is. We can't name it or define it, but it is our directing force. It is a priority. Our daily tasks, our human relationships, our career and hobbies are all dedicated to the fulfilling of the problem so that we may pierce the barrier. Often our instincts place us in hard situations just so that we CAN learn. We could not break through a barrier unless we placed ourselves in front of an unmovable barrier on the physical level. We marry people who we know subconsciously to represent road blocks to us. We do it from a soul level, not a mind level (we think we‘re in love!) so that we can work on our blocks.
Now, when we have sufficiently done our work on each level, the next step is to coordinate ALL the levels. It is through the work of coordinating all the levels that we will experience the awakening of kundalini, or the washing of the holy spirit, which helps us to coordinate. Only by lining up all the openings into one unobstructed channel, can the Light flow down from the formless region of "empty" space through our physical bodies and join with the Mother Flame at the base of the spine. This concept is difficult to understand through words, but it is what they call the mystical marriage. To explain it a little better, I'm including a video by Lori Ladd that I just received this morning (another synchronicity) because it affirms so very well what I have been saying here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwoBePO9_As. She starts out talking about strange mysterious symptoms that people are having as a result of higher frequency rays coming through the sun and hitting everyone on earth. But the most important part of all is in the last three or four minutes of the 16 minute tape, where she says:
"Just listen to your body 'cuz the body knows. You want to start listening to where your body's at, because your body's doing all the work, your body's ascending. Your body's shifting you, you being the ego personality, and it's the one that's hard at work doing this because you've already got all this high frequency light in you, moving around, and it's job is to shift you into the next highest version of you that's already in you. That's its job. It's got a massive job. Right? It's like the head of the choo-choo train. And it's the one pulling the entire train. The body is pulling the entire ascension process. And what is so magical about this now moment that we are in, and the magic of why so many of you are in physical form right now, is to experience the physicality of shifting consciousness in physical form. It's never been done before like this, in this density. We are shifting consciousness within the physical form. Whose in charge? The physical form! The physical form is doing this. We're just along for the ride to experience it. Right? The physical form deserves to be honored and cherished and loved and seen as a beautiful aspect of - not as an unconscious form that is just here to hold you - it's the one doing the work to move you into these higher frequencies. It's the one anchoring the light to get you to hold the higher frequencies. It's the one anchoring you into the fifth dimensional field. If the body doesn't do it, you're not going anywhere. And YOU can't tell the body anything. The body is going to tell you. So when you're moving through this process, acclimate, assimilate, anchor, honor everything you're feeling. Know there's nothing wrong when you're having these symptoms. There's a lot of physical symptoms that we're going to have. Just recognize that it's energy and it's not good, bad, right, wrong. You're not doing anything wrong. You're not doing anything bad. It's just the physical symptoms are part of the ascension path. So honor your beautiful physical forms. They are doing overtime right now for us. "
2/10/20 The search for the divine feminine - Conclusion
Peace, Love and Light to all - Blessed be to everyone! In this newsletter I am sharing further happenings that came as a result of the last vigil I held (alone) in the search for the divine feminine. This may or may not be of interest to men, but who knows? Men are included in my sending list. I am planning another 4-hour vigil this coming Friday, February 14, and I invite others to join with me from their home between the hours of 1 to 5 pm. I'll write more on that later, but first I would like to tell about some breakthrough discoveries I have been receiving. For the record.
After the last vigil two weeks ago, on January 24, I went shopping the next day, Saturday. It was a normal shopping day but something unusual happened at checkout. As the clerk was passing items through the scanner, a soft transcendence spread through me. Everything in the vicinity took on a blissful, peaceful quality and put me into a transcendent state. I sensed a celestial presence with my inner sight which was distinctly male. I saw him through a soft blue airy atmosphere with gold light shining through from behind. I could almost see a figure, but not quite. He was mostly invisible, but the sweetest, finest, most loving feeling descended over me in a way I've never felt before. It was so transcendently loving. Divine. It was a masculine source and it was definitely intentional, but not of this world. I felt so warmed, so embraced, so welcomed - I've never felt anything like it. It was like coming home. Really home. Later, I found out it was Ascended Master El Morya of the blue ray, but at the time I had no idea.
The feeling of this tremendous love dissipated as I walked to the car. Driving home I thought about it and by the time I reached our driveway I concluded that this beautiful experience was given to me to show me that there IS a difference after all, between divine masculine and divine feminine. I had previously decided that divine love was the same regardless whether male or female, for I have been trying to understand the feelings I've been having. But if I could detect that this divine love experience was indeed masculine and not feminine, then I stand corrected. There IS a difference. My understanding has deepened.
That was on Saturday. The following day Sunday the divine feminine went into full bloom. I woke from a dream where I was searching along a river bed for earth power. Other people were with me. We all needed to lie flat on the earth on our backs to detect the power because it was underground. The power comes up from beneath the earth. We were searching for a way to access it. In my dream we spotted a tower 20 feet into the air and we were surprised that some people had already discovered how to draw up earth power. They were drawing it up and sending it out along magnetic lines to intersect with other magnetic lines. Ley lines I was told.
As I came out of the dream to wakefulness I asked, “What does this have to do with me?" The answer was "feminine power". My left ear started ringing and at the same time a sensation of strength in my lower abdomen, as a powerful surge expanded upward through my body. It was an earthy, wholesome sensation, and it spread out through the cells and molecules, connecting atom to atom and cell to cell individually. I could feel every tingle, every particle. It was similar to the transcendent kundalini movements, blissful yet physical. I lay there enjoying the feeling. It was an opposite sensation from the airy and light transcendence of the day before. I could feel every cell in my body. What is this difference? Feminine power felt as if I was being fed and nourished, but not my brain - my physical body. My body felt strangely rooted or grounded, as though I belonged here. Like I "fit". It was a new experience.
Even though I'd been involved in the swinging lifestyle for years, which is sexual and physical, this was not sexual. It was more like the answer to what has been missing. I never felt earthy before. I have yearned to experience earthiness. There were times I wished for a shaman to come into my life and show me native tradition, the ancient spirituality of earth. The mystical tradition, not just a modern drumming circle but the whole ancient earth magic that incorporates the whole. I had the words but I didn't have the feeling or the connection. And then one day I met Tamsen, a woman of Hawaiian lineage.
Tamsen was a walking embodiment of Mother Earth. It is said that when the student is ready the teacher appears. And so apparently I was ready to receive the next step. I had spiritual knowledge from a lifetime of esoteric study, but my knowledge was in my head. Tamsen's knowledge was in her movements. When she walked she walked with a natural rhythm. When she spoke it was Mother Earth speaking. When she listened, her whole body listened. She was always present in the here and now. And after she listened, she responded with deep quiet words from down under, not quick and shallow like many people do. We became immediate friends for the next five years. I would watch her and try to absorb some of her sentience, but I wasn't getting it. I felt too high in the sky, too thin, too airy, without substance. Although my love was great it was without density.
Later Sunday morning, my husband and I had a bonding session. We made love. We have grown together over 25 years quite amazingly because we started out from opposite sides of the track. We were of extreme polarities, male and female. But something a little more powerful happened on Sunday. I suspect we have been engaging little by little in what is called Tantra. As I was bonding with him a sense of ancient earth powers expanded through me all over at once, in no specific location or body part. I saw the ley lines of the earth, of the planet, and the aura of the earth started to give forth lines of light gathering together, and I felt a part of it. Scenes started flowing of pagan rituals with women dancing in sacred ceremony. The lines of light were drawn to the surface by the women and broke the surface in a splash of color and diamond-like flashes, like a mandala design, and zoomed off in different directions.
I knew that these were mother earth’s arteries and veins being revitalized by the ceremony of the women. They were healing the planet, reminding me how much we have forgotten. How much we have lost in our disconnection from Mother Earth. Humanity has been seriously cut off in the tech and space age, and yet she is the very source of our life. She is us and we are her. It's not just food we get from her, but energy, vitality, chi, kundalini - the living spirit of her, Mother Earth, a living being. She is dying as a result, and if she dies, we die. She is not just life for us, she is the love we have been seeking. She is our Mother. It is she we are feeling when we get excited. She is the excitement, the passion, the eagerness and the enthusiasm. She lives through us. Perhaps this will sound foreign or wrong to a lot of people, but this is the part we've been missing. It's our BODIES that she gives to us, so that our spiritual intelligence may live here. Our Father God gives us our spiritual intelligence, our souls, and our Mother God builds a body for us to live in.
She builds bodies for all the creatures who live on the planet, but humanity is the most advanced and the most intelligent - or is supposed to be. We are the ones who are supposed to be watching out for her and maintaining her in her pristine condition. We are her stewards. We are supposed to love her back, but instead we are cutting her up and gouging her and discrediting her. She is dying and almost did on a number of occasions, but she won't die because there are more advanced intelligences coming from far out in space and higher realms of knowledge to assist us. So don't worry. We are in good hands. There will not be a nuclear war. They've got it covered.
In my quest for answers about "What is the divine feminine," trying to understand what went wrong with the human race, I have been led, step by step, into a vast library of knowledge. When I calendared time and space to hold a women's gathering, the next step became a solitary vigil by myself, because everyone is on their own journey. This is mine. I committed to every 2nd and 4th Friday to exploring the divine. It means being empty of all thought, feeling and desire for four hours - and to remain open to receive instruction. It is important to take a stand and make a commitment. A vague, fuzzy wish is not going to cut it. There has to be a determined effort shown before answers start coming.
During our bonding time together Sunday, I didn't feel sexual, I felt love. A greater love. Greater than personal and greater than emotional. It integrated all of me together. It was an integration of both spiritual and physical. Sex is the most mystifying element in all of life. It is more mystifying that so-called death. Sex can be crude and rude, and it can open portals to magic but it takes the male and female to join together. I saw that the earth is feminine and the sun is masculine and they join together. Mother Earth reaches for the sun daily but humanity has cut her off in more ways than can be numbered. Humanity, the stewards of the earth, have stopped honoring her, which is how her vitality flows. Just like with us. When someone honors us we glow and sparkle and expand, but when we are ignored, forgotten or abused and demeaned, we withdraw and diminish. It is the same with Mother Earth. She needs love because she gives love. While we were bonding together I saw myself burying a crystal in the back pasture and holding the light for Mother Earth as the ancient peoples did. And later that day, I selected a crystal from the tray on the altar - a big fat feminine crystal - and went out to the back pasture and dug a hole and buried it. I found a flat stone which Tamsen had painted when she was staying here - a figure of the goddess in translucent colors - and I placed it to mark the spot. There are now solar lights leading out to the spot.
It's all about love. Earthy love. Grounded love. Spiritual love. We are composed of two forces - one from far, far above in heaven's realms, and the other beneath our feet which gives us our breath of life. I've had difficulty putting this experience into words. I've fumbled with it for days because this is a difficult concept for me to get. Probably for others too. It's all about the feelings of love. The substance of love as a feeling, not just a word in the mind. It's thrilling to feel the love. If we did not have a body, we would not be able to feel love physically. Mother Earth gives us a body so we can feel the love. Humanity has turned it into sex and many philosophies and opinions and arguments about sex, but that's not it. To become fully into physicality, we need the feminine aspect which is the love. The love connection is not just a physical connection, or a mental connection but it's the whole of us. All of us. The earth connection is all of us. It's whole and it's holy. Mother Earth is a divine being and she's struggling to shake off the parasites who are killing her.
Big business cuts through her veins and arteries, which are the rivers of magnetism that flow all over the world providing vitality and wholesome love to the creatures on the surface. Indigenous people and sensitives can feel that she is diminishing. They are protesting about it. The earth is our mother. She made us and we draw vitality from her. We need her not just to survive but to thrive, just as a man needs a woman who adores him to thrive. And a woman needs a man who adores her to thrive, not just survive. We are sensual creatures but mother love is missing. Feminine love is missing. Love brings balance. I'm sorry to say, sex does not, unless nurturing feminine love is involved. It is through love that physicality is maintained.
Sentience is not just physical, it's mental, emotional, etheric AND physical, all entwined together in harmony. It is only through connecting that we become empowered. It can't be done through sex alone. The feminine love is what's missing. The masculine side of life is important but it has gone wild. There's too much of it. Too much practical, logical, controlling, unemotional, insensitive focus on one-point above all else. The feminine love is part of every human being but we've lost the connection to it. We've lost the love. Our feminine side draws forth reverence for life, appreciation, gratitude, respect, happiness, the joy of gathering in communities to socialize, to find those we have affinity for. Affinity is all about love.
When I first came to live with Doug, I saw native Americans in the far back pasture sitting in a circle. Not physically but in the etheric. It was just a flickering of awareness. It would come from time to time. There was probably a vortex out there, maintained by the Indians I saw. I always saw them in a circle. The back pasture has been untouched by man-made buildings as far as I know. No structures have been built on it. It's farm land. Nobody ever goes out there. But there were indians there. From time to time I am aware. Something beyond sight alerts me. It's like a calling. Mother earth has so much power in her. It's not electric, it's magnetic. It's a power that is not recognized because it is sacred and who considers sacred these days? It can only be accessed through respect and love. Gopi Krisha speaks about it as a new element which will one day be discovered. It will become the fifth element added to the four - earth, air, fire and water. Gopi Krisha writes about kundalini. He says kundalini is just a word, the power itself cannot be confined to a word in the mind. Kundalini is the mother flame. It is a small trickle in most people because they don't know about it, but this power is the power of love and can be cultivated through sacred respect.
Tamsen's graphic art of the GoddessSphere logo at the top is a wonderful depiction of it. It shows the big-hipped curvy goddess and a grid of interconnecting lines circling the globe and nourishing us. Ley lines that have been mapped. Try googling ley lines and see some of them. Even though we are each so very different from others, we all share the same human body. We are the same species learning about love.
Namaste, from the ascended masters, celestials, higher dimensional galactics, and me, Nancy
1/28/20 The search for the divine feminine
Last Friday I once more held vigil for the divine feminine. I am writing about it because I'm supposed to. It helps me to come out of my closet. It's a release for me. It's not intended to be an ego thing, to make me seem important. Rather it is to cement a very real experience that is not common, into the record. Once it's published, it's on the record. Like you know, when a journalist interviews someone "on the record", it means it's available for everyone to see.
Earlier in the week I had let it be known that I would hold sacred space alone this time, in contrast to previously inviting women in to gather with me. This was not working anyway, so it was easy enough for me to cancel the invitation. My search is a spiritual quest to find answers for myself, and I am calling on the ascended masters to help me. They respond easily. They watch everyone. We are tied to them. How do I know this? The world of the common thinker, the worldly thinker, doesn't believe. "Where's the proof?" This is the reason I am being led to write about it. It's something to go on the record. I'm not trying to sell anyone or make money.
There is a more expanded goal and it is above and beyond the world as we know it.
At 1 pm on Friday I went outside to the pasture to begin my vigil on the sacred divine. I was going to sit on the chair which is kept there but it was still wet, so I stood still and expanded my vision to the west. The sun was high but the sky was hazy. I was barefoot in a long summer dress. I stood and felt attuned to the land. I walked out a little further into the pasture. I don't normally do that in bare feet, the grass is rough and there are insects. I stopped and looked at a large symmetrical prickly plant spreading out from its center, beautiful, perfect. Funny I never noticed it before. A significant contact and felt blessings with it, over it, by it? I'm not sure. I was drawn to walk further and stopped here and there, looking down at individuals in the grass. The land. The earth. I kept walking further out beyond my normal edges.
We live on 5 acres, but the back pasture is not used except for a burn pile. I went past the burn pile and across the trench that cuts the land front to back, and continued on to the far southwest corner, passing the tall lone pine that marks the night I watched the sun go down and watched it come up next day. There was a presence here. I stopped looked back at the house and saw that our house had been marked on the second floor. Not by anything visible, no paint or anything, but there was an invisible sign. It was the logo of Anakosha that I drew many years ago which looks oddly like the Ashtar Command symbol, which looks similar to Star Fleets symbol of Star Trek fame. The Anakosha symbol is more like a wave, an unfinished "A" for Anakosha that is moving forward getting ready to break. I remember the feeling when I drew it. This symbol was on the back wall of the second story of our house. It can be seen from the back pasture. It felt like the mark of the goddess. Who put it there?
I also realized that it was the mark of a landing site for the galactics I have been in touch with. Now this may sound crazy, I'm sure, to some. But it is real from the higher dimensions which is where I spend a lot of time - and so do many others. It's just not spoken of in practical terms. Since I've been writing about my search for the divine feminine, I have been experiencing a lot of emotions. Feelings are the boogy men in the closet. We close them off, trained to ignore them, but I've dedicated myself to go through them in my search for "what is the divine?". So past life tendencies are popping up in my face, both weaknesses and strengths.
I slowly placed my foot into the tall grass moved into the back pasture, noticing the baby pine trees growing up. I counted around 50 baby pines growing out there. Otherwise it's open land. Impressions flowed that cannot be defined, I would if I could, but they are a river moving through me. A river of awareness and it was growing stronger and more present as I walked into the untouched presence of the back pasture.
An hour later I returned to the now-dry chair near the house. I sat down and started chanting. Forty-nine prayers or mantras I committed to memory 40 years ago when I moved to Florida. Seven prayers for each chakra. One for each of the seven sheaths that cover the chakra. But I didn't get far though, because I started speaking in tongues. Light language as it is known today.
Light language is a phenomena that has been happening on the increase to people in the past decade or so. Google light language and you get over 5 billion results. It first happened to me in the '80's during a meditation in the sun. My tongue just started making sounds. they are distinct syllables and they rolled out automatically without my thinking or trying to speak. I had many experiences in the sun in those days when kundalini was active. I think it's the body attuning itself, healing itself. It is known that music heals and that tones and sounds alter the chemistry of the body's cells. It has been happening more often, even while not in a meditation, since I'ave been listening to channeled messages from the galactics. The are telling us that our alien DNA is activating that has long been dismanteled. Many intergalactic species have come to earth and modified human genetics over the millennias. We humans are hybrids and don't know it yet. But even though we don't know our own history, our history knows us and is emerging. They are advising us to prepare us for more of the unknown to become known. The indigenous peoples have always known. They say they came from various stars in the sky, but so do we all. We've just been educated to forget.
As I continued to chant, scenes came to me. First, it was a spider blessing because I noticed a small spider had landed on my sneaker, left open on the grass. The connection was immediate to the grace, elegance and benevolence of the spider spirit. Then the horse spirit came, and the alligator spirit, and the bear, the elephant and more. They were all coming to me from all directions, moving closer, I at the center. As if I were calling them and they were answering me. It was an awareness that I was connected to all living creatures on the earth, and they responded to that awareness. It was serene and abstract at first, but I slowly began to feel it, the emotion of - hard to explain - being part of something bigger and vaster.
It is important to say here that it was a day and a time of study for me. It was homework that I had committed to. It is like when one signs up at a university to take a course of study to get a degree. You have to attend the classes. That is what this feels like to me. It is my study time. After a while I moved to the pool deck in the shade and there I began to call on each of the ascended masters. There was no agenda. I followed the guidance of the invisible teachers. II've been working with the ascended masters, especially the seven individual masters who govern and guide the seven rays, the seven colors, the seven tones and the seven chakras.
I've been working with them over the years, casually, learning what their quality is, why they are assigned to this particular color, what it means, what it feels like. Understanding does not come casually. Information comes from showing signs of truly wanting to know. A commitment is required. I guess that's why I had to stake out every 2nd and 4th Friday. I didn't know. I did it because I had to commit to a sacred time. I have had to focus on each one and read about them as individuals who once lived on earth. What their life was like, what their life is like today in the ascended state. The information is available but one has to ask for it. It will come.
As I did this I noticed light sprinkles in the air, like a light rain was falling but it wasn't water. I felt a surge of energy go through me. It felt like excitement, enthusiasm, eagerness. I wanted to get up and move and start something, but I stopped myself. Discipline is part of the program. No day-dreaming during study time. I asked to learn about the divine feminine, and I found it. Now I am learning about the divine masculine, which is different energy. It is not will-o-the-wisp. It is concentration. It is a self-mastery course. It is not feminine, not spontaneous, not loving but stern and requires determination. Now the masculine energy is being offered to me and I see that it is markedly different from the way I have been living as purely feminine and going with the flow. Now I am experiencing masculine power and it is about control and focus.
Master El Morya is in charge of the first ray, which is blue, the color of the throat chakra. That's why I couldn't speak up for myself in years gone by. Many feminine souls are blocked in the throat. I thought I was pretty clear in the throat chakra, but when I connected with El Morya I was led deep, deep, deep inside the blue chakra, beyond where I've been before, and I opened a block in there. I would not have found it on my own. That's how the ascended masters help us - when we are committed to spend some sacred time with them, they are willing to work with us.
On Friday, like in any classroom, I had a notebook with me and I took notes so I would remember the sequence of the experiences. Once I get into a higher consciousness, or an altered consciousness, things happen that I forget when I return to regular consciousness. This course of study is practice in remembering higher consciousness experiences. It is higher dimensional work. It is preparation for interdimensional traveling. That's why journaling is so important and why I take notes when I first wake in the morning, of the night's dreaming.
One of the things I learned about myself Friday was how much I have not been a good receiver. Is that why I want to have an intimacy workshop? Probably. I have not allowed myself to receive help when it was offered. It was the reason for burnout after hosting many parties. I see that I did not delegate. I always wanted to do everything myself. While that might be considered a masculine trait, it's not. Or it could be considered a feminine trait, wanting to give to everyone else. But in reality it's a fear trait - a fear of becoming vulnerable again so I try to do it all myself. I cannot explain it in depth now, but I understood it while in an altered state. We close down after we've been hurt because we don't want to be hurt like that again. We don't realize what we have done to ourselves because then we are unable to receive love. A closed heart means we don't give love and we don't receive love either. As individuals we each have our own creative methods of doing this.
Being pro-active is a common way of keeping a shell built around us. Relaxing is allowing oneself to be vulnerable. Be pro-active and "do" for others before they can "do" for themselves. It's a fault of the female. Women assume they must "do" for their man, their children, their parents, friends. They must anticipate the needs of others and keep moving, keep active, keep contributing and you won't be vulnerable to hurt. But this damaging to everyone else in the family. It takes away the creative ability of both children and men to learn how to take care of themselves. Mothers and wives are the worse for doing this, but men do it in reverse on women and children, by not giving them the freedom to be independent and strengthen their wings.
As I hold sacred vigil and gain access through the ascended masters, I learn more about myself than I could in the normal mind set. I am accessing deeper levels of the subconscious with forgotten buried treasures, and higher levels of spiritual consciousness to shine the light on them.
As I worked through the first three rays and came to the fourth ray, the white ray, I called upon the Ascended Master Serapis Bey. I am aware that he is talking to me, giving me instruction, and I am writing it down. He is telling me:
"As I seek the divine I must also seek the human and understand the human. The human is composed of a passive and an assertive or active energy. This energy is one energy that is not divided as you have assumed. It is one energy that alternates being active and then resting, and then active followed by resting. This energy is your mother energy, sent down into density to become a part of the Mother Gaia, who is also a Mother energy. Your father remains in heaven and sends his love and support downward through your human body to assist your mother in building and sustaining your physical form.
He continues, "To sustain a physical form there must first be nutrition and protection from predators, from the elements, from the sun and water. In other words, the first job for the human is survival. There are levels within the human which the mother light must reach but there are blockages that the soul has built over eons of time. Yet she, the mother, continues in her attempts to reach those higher levels within the human vessel for she is drawn upward by your father, who is drawn downward by your mother, for they are one energy divided. One spirit, purity, divided. You as the human are trying to reach them, to assist them in returning to oneness, for you and your father and mother are one. You belong together.
"The human journey is the fun part. It is to enjoy being a separate being. You can learn things that your father and mother cannot because they are spirit. They cannot be anything but spirit, and so they created you and they live through you. You are their creation and their emissary.
To achieve immortality of body is the goal of the human experience, but you cannot achieve it without acknowledging the divine in you - your father and mother. "
The vigil ended at 5 pm with more reading from Thinking & Destiny, a book originally channeled in the late 1800's and edited in the early 1900's. It's about consciousness being the only permanent part of human that lasts forever. All life on the material plane is temporary - except that concept is being challenged today. We are in a new age, really new. New to the galaxy and new to the universe, for they are coming from far away to watch what is transpiring on earth and how we are going to do it. This information has not come forth yet to everyone on the planet, but it is coming.
Immortality of the body is a new-old concept which the ascended masters have achieved and know how, but they can't tell us - and wouldn't if they could - because we are different than them. The "how to" teachings are coming forth from within those who are living in the cities and villages of earth today. It has to do with the sex force which is coming from mother earth herself. It is the grounding mechanism. The ascendeds are not showing us how to become immortal, we have to learn that ourself, but they are showing us about love. That's the key element that is missing. We have to find it on our own.
The galactics are coming forth to tell us things that even they don't know. Humans have something that other races don't have. We didn't have access to this before now. The governments of the world are resisting extraterrestrial contact, i.e., UFOs and space visitors, but this information is burgeoning forth anyway. The governments can't hold back the oceans of light and love that are happening in people. It's coming through the positive people, the sensitives, meditators, human channels, psychics, energy workers, healers and lightworkeres - and natives who don't fit any of those categories. The way I see it is, we have to merge our consciousness, which is the only thing that lasts forever, with the material substance of our physical bodies, which contain our emotions, mental abilities and past life history all blended into one harmonious whole. Becoming consciously enlightened means being filled with love. Then we are living heaven on earth and we become conscious members of the ascended realms.
Well, end of the dreaming time. I close with much love and many blessings from the ascended masters, celestials, galactics and me, Nancy
1/20/20 We are an artificial intelligence
Here on Earth we are an artificial race of humans but underneath we are light beings just as everyone else in heaven and advanced civilizations. We don’t know we are artificial or that we are acting and being mechanical, you would say, because in our core consciousness, within our heart of hearts where we dwell, we are natural like everyone else in heaven. It is just for this sojourn into the earth planet that we have had to take on the darkness as a cover. We are undercover agents for the light. We are acting artificial to fit in or we would not be able to live here. The atmosphere is too dense, thick with wrongness.
The mechanical part of us or the artificial parts are our dark side but not the REAL us. The Earth has been a dark planet for thousands of years. It is controlled by beings who do not have light in them. They do not have souls as we do, which contain creator light. They manage their reincarnations from a lower plane of existence. They have their own rituals and beliefs that allow them to do this. They do not have heart. It’s complicated. I’ve been learning about it more every day. It is sinking in. It is called the “matrix” as in the movie of that name. People are beginning to realize it. It is called “waking up to the truth” or to the light.
While Earth has been a dark prison planet, ruled by dark beings for millions of years, Heaven has decreed it is time to end the dark’s rule and so there is a shift going on which is subtle. It is a change from the inside, not from the outside. In other words, we don’t see the changes on the outside until after certain modifications have been made on the inner planes of a person’s soul, heart and mind. This information bleeds through in dreams. Who is a dark soul and who a light soul? How can we tell? Those who choose the light, love, peace and live honorably, are light souls. Those who consistently choose to lie and cheat and do horrible things to other people are those who are rejecting the light.
One person cannot change the underlying nature of another person. Don’t even try. Just be discerning. We’ve all been living with artificial masks covering our true face, and wearing suits of mechanical shells, so we cannot afford to judge another. Because maybe someone else is judging us. It is up to us to determine to choose light, love and peace for ourselves and live it outwardly so others can see us. We are shedding our artificiality and mechanical shells when we live love out loud. What makes us mechanical and artificial is when we copy someone else or mimic them in action and when we copy their words and their beliefs.
When we absorb someone else’s way of life, we are being mechanical and artificial and building a hard shell around our purity and spiritual essence of who we were originally, as intended when creator birthed us from his and Mother God’s own heart. The heart is the portal, not the genitals. The natural man or woman follows their inner innate intelligence, instinct, sixth sense, however you call it, which actually goes against all artificial intelligence in this dark planet which is deeply engrained into everyone’s DNA.
When we are born as infants here we are already imprinted with artificial DNA, genetics from our parents. But we have our original natural DNA in our hearts. It is our journey to follow our own thoughts and feelings which are the thoughts and feelings that feel most comfortable for us. If we are faced with a choice, and must choose between door A or door B, the way to make the genuine choice is to go into the physical heart and breathe 10 times, blowing into the heart, into the flame in the heart. Now which door feels more comfortable? More peaceful? More natural? (Received one year ago, 1/20/19)
And this came in several days ago from Peggy Black....
Electronic Frequencies
Earth is a sea of vibrations and frequencies. Mankind is skilled in creating and inventing devices in which there is an energy frequency and vibration. These waves of energy are always moving through you.
All the electrical devices in your home - every light, the phone systems, computers, the kitchen appliances all give off a frequency. The television is one of the major contributors of discordant frequencies. Most people are not aware of these frequencies. They have tuned them out; their energy field has adjusted and learned to live with them.
This planet is woven with electronic frequencies. If you had the vision to see the strands of energy connecting all the power lines, electrical devices, cell phones, televisions and microwaves you would be amazed at how tightly woven this energetic matrix truly is. It surrounds your planet in an energetic grid of discordant frequencies.
These electronic frequencies are always affecting the physical body, the mental state of mind. They are a part of the hypnotizing that takes place in this hologame. These electronic frequencies are addictive to your energy field; they hold a certain mindset in place. Be aware of these discordant frequencies and the matrix that they create. You will be less affected by discordant frequencies when you stay anchored and firm in your own personal energy field.
The solar flares, the galactic bursts of energy are surging through this shield of hypnotizing electronic frequencies, activating certain aspects of the DNA codes. These cosmic energy thrusts are a wake up call to humanity. The earth's magnetic field holds the higher integrity of the hologame in place. This is being overridden by the electronic fields.
We invite you to continue to maintain a strong energy field of love, joy and appreciation. When you vibrate these high coherent frequencies, you will not be affected by the bombardment of the planetary electronic grid. You create a cohesive field.
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1/16/20 The divine feminine meets the divine masculine
Hello everyone. This is a report on last Friday's women's gathering which wasn't. I held vigil from 1 to 5 pm for the divine feminine, and this is what transpired. Things are changing and I want to keep you all up to date. This is going to men as well as women.
I began by sitting outside the front door waiting for D to come. Sitting outside under the trees I went into a daydream state. It was a gorgeous day, fresh breezes blowing leaves around. I began thinking what I should talk about when she arrived. How to host these gatherings that I have put into motion, and how to speak. What to say. I found myself wishing that I could be alone today to hold sacred communion in my own silence. A little anxiety started. Then the words, “Stay in the present,“ so I went back into the stillness and back into the daydream state again, connecting with nature, myself, the sky, the earth. All thought and concerns were suspended.
When D didn’t arrive by 1:30 I decided to stay there until 2. At 2 pm I went out back to the pasture and laid down on a sheet to commune with the sky. It was less transcendent there because the glare from the sun was electric, not cool and shadowy, which is conducive to transcendence. I moved to the pool deck after awhile and sat in the shade where I continued my vigil and stayed there until 5:30, seeing and knowing things that can't be recorded. When you know something you can't un-know it but you CAN forget. This was a time for me to remember - reconnect with - the part of me I had forgotten. Knowledge never goes away. It serves to draw ever onward, like a moth to a flame. I journaled, chanted, daydreamed and read from my homework book - what I was led to read next - and can't tell you how wonderful I felt. It was amazing. I also learned (remembered) that if you don't know something and have never experienced it before, then there is no uncovering to do and no calling to go in that direction. And that I shouldn't frustrate myself by trying to teach and reach someone whose calling is not where I am. Let it rest. Let it be. Everyone is where they are supposed to be. The soul knows.
The next morning I received an email from D saying she decided not to come today, and my sister emailed she would be joining me in the vigil from her home, and I was confused. Today? I checked my calendar. I checked the computer's date. It was off. Then I asked Doug and I was off!. He confirmed that today was Friday. I entered sacred space yesterday, Thursday, for the divine feminine. My state of confusion was complete. How could this happen? I've never been so off before. Then an article appeared on my computer screen to tell me that time is not linear as we believe - it is a spiral and we can jump time lines. So now I believe that I altered my own time line and went a day into the future. I wished for alone time and I got it, and it was powerful.
My perceptions are changing rapidly in this ongoing shift into the new age. I now realize I do not want a women's gathering every 2nd and 4th Friday (perhaps a quarterly party instead?) but I DO want to continue with the pre-planned schedule. It's like a journey through a hole in space and time. I'm learning that I can only go there alone, but perhaps there will be others to go there with me. I don't know at this point. My whole reality is shifting as per the divine feminine. Many things are being revealed and Thursday was an anomaly. I discovered that time really is fluid and it does alter reality. It's not just a figment of my imagination. There's a science to it. Learning HOW to create a hole in space and time is a Eureka moment. Does one have to do it alone, in private? I don't know. It is how one alters reality though because I experienced it. If one can hold oneself in the present moment and not be distracted, pulled, sucked, torn away, consciously, then one can continue to build a portal in space and time to wherever one wants to go. I wanted to know about the divine feminine - the ultimate feminine. What is feminine? Why am I so feminine? Why am I so weak? Why am I so unable to achieve what I'm looking for? How can I alter my reality? The book by Percival is showing me how.
On Thursday, which I thought was Friday, all thought, belief, anxiety, anticipation - everything pertaining to the outside world - was suspended and didn't exist. It existed - I was aware of it - but not for me. I knew it was there but I had moved up to a clear place beyond it. Difficult to put in words. I found it was extraordinarily easy to do. Probably because I've been building on it. It wasn't difficult at all Thursday afternoon, but I had to maintain it with my focus and attention. I can better understand what a dimension is, and what a shift to another dimension is. It can be done. One can move in and out of it. I proved it when Doug came out and asked me, apologizing for intruding, and I was able to come into the house and answer him, and then return to where I was.
I learned that we do this all the time. A higher dimension is not a location but a state of focus that is more sacred than the current one. I held the higher state when I moved into the house and answered Doug's question. It can be done. It has been said that we are capable of being multidimensional and able to move in and out of different dimensions. But I am learning that it is not done with the mind, nor with the feeling. My homework book (a thousand-page book by Percival) says we have not one mind but three minds, and that WE - you and I - are none of them. We are the knower behind the minds. There is a body-mind of five senses, and there is a feeling-mind which is passive, and there is a doing-mind which is active. But we are none of these three minds. We are the knower behind the three minds.
The real you and the real me is the Knower. We refresh, regenerate and rebuild our physical self by getting in touch with our Knower - our REAL self. It takes all three minds to accomplish - the body itself, and the doer which must have a desire sufficient to create time and place, and it takes the passive feeling to be open to receive what is beyond in the higher realms.
As I try to put words to this experience I am planting it into the ground where I live. This is why I wanted women to gather together to share their experiences. Keeping precious knowledge hidden, unspoken and unrevealed prevents the manifesting of that knowledge into the world.
I thank the women who supported me at the Comfort Inn a year ago January. I have grown from my relationship with each one of them. It is a private, one-on-one relationship and we have drawn from each other and grown from knowing each other. I want to see more of this feminine gathering because men are not doing it well. It's up to the women to get together and create sacred time together.
Now that I have found what the divine feminine feels like, I have set off in the opposite direction, looking for my masculine side. I finally did it. I hit the wall where I could not go any further in being feminine. I've used all of my feminine aspects to the fullest and could not go any further. Now I am rebounding and in search of my male. it's not so mysterious. We have both a passive side and an active side. Men were my nemesis all during this life and for many lifetimes in the past. I didn't know what taking charge felt like. I lost the capacity to think for myself. I surrendered it to men who were the "take-charge" guys in my life. Masculine traits could be defined as active, take-charge, focus on the physical, get it done, don't allow feelings to get in the way, make decisions, be in control, be proactive not reactive, assert yourself, be selfish, be creative, be aggressive if need be. I didn’t have any of those traits. At least I didn't feel as if I did.
Men don't have any more intelligence than a woman. Women just don't express their intelligence like men do. They receive the same amount of intelligence from the universe, but lack the ability to apply it. This is (was) the way it was in the old paradigm. It's changing now. Young women under 30 may not be able to identify with this statement today unless they are married or in a committed relationship. Then they may be getting some idea of what I'm referring to. A soul in a female body naturally bends toward being nurturing and supportive of the souls who are in male bodies, for they are the take-charge guys.
The female surrenders her attention to the male. She gives him her attention and her awareness. She succors him. She uses her universal intelligence in a different manner than the man uses his. Her spirituality, her emotions, feelings, perceptions, wisdom and intuition and desire for good are flow towards unifying her reality. She cannot build or even think the way a man does. She should not be expected to because she uses her creativity to hold the world together. She doesn't have any extra energy to manifest in the physical because she's the glue holding the physical together. That is why I failed to manifest the healing groups that I dreamed of. I was too busy holding my world together with love and support.
When a man misuses the woman in his life by downgrading her or humiliating her, or betraying her love and trust in some manner, he sucks her dry. She will not stay forever with him. She must save herself.
As I tune into these thoughts and speak them out in words, I feel power responding within me. Like coming alive. Quickening. I sense myself taking charge. It's a daring to speak my truth. Some people would say, "It's only a feeling," but a feeling should never be discounted. It is the most important aspect of a human being, because it resonates throughout the body influencing every part. It is the feeling aspect of a person that receives downloads from heaven, from the creator, from the universal mind known as God.
An instinctive knowing has taken hold of me. My direction has shifted. It's now blowing in another direction. I know something I didn't know before Thursday. There IS an authority over-lighting me to which I surrender, but it's not someone out there in the world. It's higher than me. The knower in me is greater than me. When I create sacred space and commit to a hole in time and space and listen, then I am in touch with it and I am in awe of it. It's beautiful, easy, and comfortable, but I have to pay homage to it, respect and gratitude. It doesn't happen automatically.
So now that I understand the nature of feminine, I'm studying the masculine in me. I need to do that to complete myself. Up to now I've been only a half-self, being 100% feminine. There is a divine self in me which is a whole self, but I've been operating on only one half of my whole power. A human being has the potential of being a whole person, but life in duality requires a division of labor and responsibility - a doer and a passive supporter. Male bodies are predominantly doers, and female bodies are predominantly passive supporters. Or were in the former ages. With the new shift we are being guided back to wholeness.
Apparently in all my lifetimes I have been predominantly feminine and didn't know the first thing about being masculine, though I did have several male incarnations. Now I am coming into a fuller awareness. This may sound weird, but writing about it helps me to understand it better. If it feels true I can accept it and send it out. If it feels wrong, I can't. It's not about words, it's about the love that I can feel in the words. Feelings are love. I feel love in truthful words, just as I feel love in a genuine hug. It's a tangible feeling. It's visceral. The feeling of love is something subjective. It feels right. It feels honorable. It feels humane. It feels natural. It feels wholesome. It feels good. And it feels expansive, as if it were given free reign it would keep going and circle the whole world and on out beyond the world. That is not fantasy, it's really true that love holds everything together in manifested form.
1/8/20 Interdimensional Intimacy
This Friday I will hold open a portal for the divine feminine from 1 to 5 pm. Wherever you are, please join me at any time during these four hours in focusing on the divine within. We do not have to sit in physical presence with each other. I am sending info about the divine feminine (as I see it) to open the portal between here and there, the higher realms. The divine connection is very, very real, as I am learning, and it is reachable. It is within each of us. It just requires focus. So the more I write about it and the more I share openly my experiences, and the more I maintain an open invitation to women to join me in person (women for the moment) the more I keep a strong connection for myself. I have to do this.
Huge fluctuations in consciousness continue so it is difficult to know what to write about, there is so much downloading. I must continue to write and send these newsletters because this is my way of grounding it. Dimensional realities are merging. It is from 3rd dimension (us on the ground who fixate on physical reality), up to the 4th dimension which includes previously unrecognized fourth dimensional etheric bodies. This includes higher consciousness, higher vision, spiritual or higher psychic experiences. We are moving out of all that we have known so far and have taken for granted, and we are opening doors to a whole new reality. This means contact with spiritual, angelic, ascended beings, galactics or extraterrestrials, loved ones who have passed on, and immortals who live here in physical bodies.
But we HAVE to be grounded in order to merge with the fourth dimension. If we are not grounded, then we go loopy. We don't want to go loopy! We need to be stable in our minds and our emotions and our physical bodies. We each carry our own fourth dimensional capabilities around with us. We've been blocked out because nobody told us about them. Now it's going to happen anyway, so we have to prepare ourselves. We prepare ourselves by sharing our experiences. That is what I am doing by writing these newsletters.
I was led to create a permanent schedule for this year 2020, with only one purpose in mind: to gather the women together to support and validate each other. Then my perceptions started changing! Change is inevitable. I used to be bothered by change in direction, but after having had a number of these shifts in direction, I've learned not to be bothered by it any more. As long as I agree to go along with what I am given and as long as I take steps to ground it in some fashion, I continue to receive the next assignment and new information. This new information is coming so fast that there's no time to process it. Once upon a time I could sit back and savor the new information and enjoy it by chewing on it and comparing notes with other people. Now, there's no time at all. It has become a steady flow. There is a dawning realization that this is the answer to my long-time quest: "What is the divine feminine?" Perhaps it means to be always in the flow and to stop analyzing it.
I read years ago that the feminine actually refers to the physical body, and that the masculine refers to the abstract ideas that fall into the human mind to do something with. Human beings are constantly receiving a flow of intelligence - a river of life - from the Godhead or the Creator. We are the receivers. We are finite. In form. Receivers, as we know, is a feminine polarity. The masculine is the abstract energy that is not in form, it comes from somewhere we don't know where, and it enters into us. It is male. It penetrates us as a finite form. It is the river of life. This was shown to me while looking at a Tantric statue carved into a temple in Thailand, where a woman was receiving a man. Many couples were in sexual positions. Shiva and Shakti, I was told.
Now today I am being led to a book (Thinking & Destiny by Percival, 1946) which states that Shiva and Shakti both reside in one person. In each human being there is a oneness that is neutral, or blissful. The divine nature is balance. Shiva and Shakti in balance inside the one person creates bliss. This is as it should be. We should be in a permanent state of love and bliss. But humanity has become unbalanced and distorted. We have fallen from grace a long time ago. Today there is either too much feeling energy in a person (too feminine) or too much desire energy (too masculine). Percival defines the difference as "feeling" and "desire".
This makes sense because I have always been too feminine and wondered why I am so feminine. What has been my problem? Why can't I be more proactive? Take leadership roles? Be opinionated like everyone else? I keep fading into the background. I am a follower. I used to step out of line in a store or a bank to let others go ahead of me. Over the years I have become stronger, but I'm acutely aware that I am still a receiver. Why? I want to know why I have this tendency which has caused me to surrender my powers to other people. Now I am being shown the energy reason. It is logical. Mismatched sexual energies from the root chakra. Consciously moving energy is a fourth dimensional practice.
All humans are out of balance, says Percival, but don't know it. They don't know how their bodies work with energies. But we are a young race and we will learn. He said his book is 100 years ahead of its time and we will grow into it. We are too analytical and too full of desires for what we don't have. We are too negative. As an evolving race, we have built up an extreme focus on physical logic, and have not learned how to relax and receive from higher realms which provides the fuel for our livelihood. Everything is drawn from the universal mind. It will provide for us if we knew how to access it - how to receive. Our receiving abilities have diminished to near non-existence. Our receiving abilities are the feminine qualities in us. How to make still the struggling mind and emotions and stop the body from being so busy. The feminine is to be fully present in stillness, to be silent and to listen to the silence, for there is where the oneness can be felt as bliss. It is known as Father Light or Father consciousness. We have to cultivate our feminine side in order to receive it, by diminishing our active, desire side. (I want this, I want that, I want what he has, I want what she has.)
Awareness has grown so that now I can see that the divine is not gender biased. It is not about women only. The divine is the same in all human beings. For men too and men especially, since they have been the most active gender on the planet and the most focused on physical logic. The divine is the superior intelligence that is not finite. By consciously receiving input from the divine we can refine our lives, bring forth more conscious justice to the world, more conscious intelligence, more conscious truth. Becoming more conscious we become more perceptive, graceful, light-filled and love becomes a permanent part of us to share with each other. We have to become conscious.
I experienced the other day the world in chaos, darkness all around and rough. And I saw and felt myself holding open a gridwork of golden light that appeared like a plumbing system under ground, going in several different directions while I remained fixed and stable. I was holding the conduits open so light could flow like water through pipes. Percival says each person has a responsibliity to tell what they've learned as best they can. That must be the reason why I have to speak about these experiences. I want to hear the experiences of other people too. When we receive something, instead of holding it back we need to pass it on to others. It is what light does. Darkness does the opposite. Darkness holds back and hoards what it receives. It is selfish. It refuses to share. Yet, always, there is a practical side. It is safe to merge the 3rd dimension with the 4th dimension if we are grounded, stable and practical.
Holding space for the divine in me has been my life for 70 years. It has covered sexuality and spirituality in equal proportions. Love was the common element that overlapped these two opposing views. I had love for both the spiritual and the sexual. Through love I've tied them together and made them friends so they could co-exist one with the other. This has lead to intimacy beyond the physical. I am experiencing love in unusually sensual ways which I can't explain. I have tried to teach it and share it but I have failed. Other people weren't with me on this. I didn't realizle I was going interdimensional. I'm getting it now - love is interdimensional. It exists down low here on the ground in the physical, and it goes waaaa up there and up and down the entire length of Jacob's ladder (to heaven). Interdimensional intimacy is uncanny. It does not require another person to be involved because it's not about sex or lovemaking as a we know it. But it is enhanced by lovemaking because bonding with my husband has been opening new gateways of experience for me.
Visions have been changing from light pictures in my mind to being more whole body, inside and out, and head to toe. It's amazing and I have no to share it with. I imagine it is a merging with my own fourth dimensional aspects. The internet is full of information about ascension and the shift in consciousness that is happening planet-wide. But I have not seen anything yet on a shift in physical body sensations. Now I am being led to open this book by Percival who is telling me how it works. It is an amazing time we live in. I am assuming that others who read this are also going through similar type experiences in their conscious unraveling of mysteries.
On a totally different subject I would like to share a short excerpt from something I read yesterday. I have been aware of this for a long time, being connected to benevolent ETs, but I don't think many people have been exposed to the subject sufficiently to believe. This is an ascended master speaking through James McConnell who leads a spiritual group. There's a link at the end.
"...... so much is changing, and it is happening so fast for our point of view. It is happening at light speed as far as what is going. Because it wasn’t that long ago in the Galactic councils when they were meeting, they were saying, 'we cannot resurrect this Earth, we cannot help it, we cannot save it! The human population here on the Earth are not going to be able to save themselves! It is over!' Many were saying this. But a few came forward and said, 'yes, we can!' Sanat Kamara was one of them. And many others in the Pleiadian councils, as well as Sirian councils also stepped forward. Of course, Sananda. Sananda Yeshua came forward, Saint Germain, all of them have come forward over the period of time and have said, 'wait, wait, we can help them help themselves!' And that is what this is all about: not us doing it for you, but you doing it for yourselves with guidance.
"And you have been getting much guidance, let me tell you that! Because if it were not for those Galactics and the Ascended Masters watching out for you, you would not be here, as you know it now, today! It would have been your movies of after the holocaust-type of movies that you have watched. That is where this entire planet was headed, here, or a major illness, or a major epidemic of some sort, a major virus, the Ebola virus, or whatever it might be, you know, that they have told you everybody was going to contract and you had to make sure that you got your vaccinations, and all those types of things. You all are beginning to know more and more that the vaccinations.
"You have come through so many things, and the many catastrophes, and all of these things that have been averted, even to the point of a solar flash that was going to come and was going to burn much of the planet, and that was protected. You were protected by those Galactic forces that were able to make that flash not even come to the Earth, not even be a part of it. They were able to help avert it. They have the technology to do these things. So you have protection......" (end)
https://sananda.website/one-who-serves-and-shoshanna-via-james-mcconnell-december-31st-2019/
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12/31/19 Chasing the Elusive Dream
Happy New Year 2020! Out with the old and in with the new. Last Friday I held vigil for a women's gathering, December 27. Since I had no reservations ahead of time I planned to hold sacred vigil alone, upstairs in the meditation room, which I love to do anyway. The search for the divine feminine in understanding what it is and how it works, continues. I made a commitment to myself to keep space open for communication with the divine feminine during this time. It is a portal that is playing out for me. I've set it up. At 1 o'clock, just as I was ready to climb the stairs a knock came on the front door. I opened it and D appeared. I was surprised and happily hugged her and invited her to the lanai.
There are those who are guiding me in this project of keeping sacred space. It's a consciously created window to be maintained in the present. There is no future, no past during the time allotted. It's like a hole in space. I thought initially my desire to gather women together was to do that in person, as a group. But it is evolving into something different. I am unsure the end result, only to keep the open space. I feel the rarified realms are trying to impact the lower realms. We have blinders on and veils in place. It is only in the present moment of "no time" that they can get through to us. I am mostly writing about it in newsletter form, but it's more than writing. There is a shining and a radiating happening as I let go of my dreams. Dreams are illusive. I had to see them for what they were, and that took a while.
By releasing unnecessary goals it is easier to sit in peace and radiate peace and love out into the atmosphere. We are part of a collective consciousness on a planet which is learning to lighten up. It has been very, very dark here from long ages of holding secrets. Lack of light, transparency and openness has maintained the closed-in feeling of a problem society. It has been suffocating us. The divine feminine is now entering the picture as more human beings are meditating and lifting their thoughts skyward. The love and goodness of the divine feminine is embracing the whole planet at once and everything and everybody in it. The age of light and love is dawning in the accumulated mouldy darkness being kindled within the human breast. It is melting the shame and guilt and fear of discovery and thoughts of revenge. People are letting go and waking up to goodness. One here, one there. Eight billion people on the planet and many are connecting with the light, synonymous with love.
Each time I have a sharing session with a woman, I have profound openings take place. Because these sessions are revealing secrets, and revealing secrets is releasing light. There is a core of light being held locked up like a prisoner inside each secret. A secret life of knowing the truth about heaven, about communion with angels and with celestial forces, holding it back contributes to the darkness on the planet. This knowledge as to be released, shared, contributed to the world. Releasing secrets releases light. I used to think it was the shame and guilt that needed to be redeemed, but it is the light within the shame and guilt that needs to be redeemed and released. The world needs it. Welcome to the age of light.
My journey has brought me to a place of wanting to talk. I want to tell what I know. It's a personal need to share and to listen to others tell what they know. It's a yearning. Everybody has a yearning and a drive. It is the path each one must discover for themselves. As I talk about it in writing, I feel good. I don't have to gather a whole lot of women into these Friday's that I have scheduled. It is enough to sit with one here and one there and communicate by text and email. It is helping to spread the light from one person. More and more people are finding ways to tell their story. Either through businesses, writing books, holding classes, starting charity work, proactive causes. There are so many ways to shed the light they feel growing within them. Fifty years ago society would not let them. They didn't dare. In past ages they were hung, thrown in prison, beheaded. They learned to be secret. But the age is lightening now. We are in a new place in heaven. It is igniting the fires in people. Light is shining and connecting with light in others, and it�s building a web of light around the world, through many different avenues. This is my way.
What I receive in downloads I translate into my own words. then it becomes MY story. I re-write it in my own language. There are more sophisticated versions of the truth, spoken more eloquently and brilliantly. But each of us is required to add our unique slant to the truth and incorporate it into the world as we are and as experience it. We have to live it. By living it and sharing it with others, we maintain an open door to source - our higher truth. But the door must swing both ways or the flow stops. It is the give and take through sharing it that keeps the flow moving outward across the land into homes and places of business. We can no longer hold back the flow of knowledge that is being given to us. We must share it, speak it, tell it, write it, compose it into art, music, health, healings, ministries and other creative ways. And we give continued gratitude and appreciation to higher realms by way of meditation and prayer, thanking them for their assistance. The universe functions at its optimum through appreciation on a continual basis. When such a portal is created, more truth flows in. The higher self has a vested interest in what we do here on the ground on a daily basis. It wants to be appreciated and remembered.
Back to last Friday. I'm sorry. I forgot where I was! First, D and I began talking on the lanai for awhile, until she spotted a certain weed growing outside. She is into gardening and wanted to know what it was. Since I had no idea, we went out and looked. She knew right away upon examination. We strolled around looking at green growing things and onto the pool deck, and we ended up sitting in the shade. It was too hot in the sun and the shade was so refreshing. It was a truly beautiful day. We watched the pool vacuum scurry around the bottom sucking up leaves. There was a different feeling outdoors than on the lanai. We talked sporadically. Nature is abundant around the pool. It's an old cement pool and it's not screened in so there are leaves always in the water. And the greens are growing faster than I can keep up with, so they are pretty wild.
It was really nice to communicate with D alone. I think it is the most valuable time of all, to sit one-to-one with someone who also appreciates the time together. When there are three people, the mind meld is cut three ways instead of two ways, and thus watered down a little for we each have different thought processes. But one-to-one chats are really nice. The best. While D and I sat across the glass round table, there was no rhyme or reason to start the conversation. We just chatted, speaking whatever came to mind. Clean impressions were spoken out loud easily. Thoughts were responded to in a give-and-take manner.
Living in a sea of consciousness as we all do, with the many thoughts and impressions distracting us, especially for those living and working among many people, it is difficult to create time out for a quiet space. The air continues to buzz even when sound stops. That's why I do this. I've been working up to this for years. While everyone seems to be under pressure of time, time is illusive. It can be stopped. Responsibilities can be escaped from. It is a great secret, a great discovery how to do this. Sitting in rarified space with a friend in a hole in time and space where there is no past or future, is not an accident. It is something that needs to be created. It's like a moving meditation. We talk about whatever comes to mind. Speaking out loud initiates a response. And more thoughts come. Higher doors open and spirit melds into the conversation.
So I had the most wonderful time and hope D did too. I know I get spacey in my writings so I'm trying to focus on the ground. The purpose for meeting with others is to find common ground. It's not easy to find common ground, common threads of thought with others, so I'm writing about my interest here with the intention of awakening the divine feminine in others. There is a divine nature (pure love and light) within all of us and I'm trying to find it in others because then I find it in myself. I can't do it alone. I need to ground it with others. There is no agenda so the light in me can find the light in you and vice versa. An agenda would engage the intellect which blocks the higher ground. It is the higher ground I am looking for. Getting past mental constructs requires moving to higher ground. On a higher level the ego tends to dissolve into the wholeness. Ego knowledge gets in the way, but there is a divine light within which is the real truth of that person.
Let freedom flow from the heart of truth. It's done in an atmosphere of silence and peace where one doesn't have to engage in intellectual discussion which keeps the mind churning in an attempt to understand what was just said. Letting go of all analytical thought - going still - is a direct route to one's own pure heart. Spirit is there all the time trying to express. It is the intellectual thinking that gets in the way. This is what happened Friday. We chatted for three and a half hours. We went into the house at one point to the bathroom, and I brought back some crackers and dip to the outdoor table and continued our conversation. It was not mystical. It was normal. But to me it was revelatory. It was so peaceful, and such gorgeous weather. We stayed in the moment dipping humus dip. Everything stayed still in the present moment.
We alternately talked and paused to listen to birds, the sky, and watch the pool vac moving. I received more revelations in the night, brought on by the sharing of the day. I kept waking up to write them down. It is showing me I am building a bridge between my sleeping state and awake state. It is possible to open doors between worlds and if you can write messages on paper in the night you'll remember them in the morning. Remembering your dream state is building a connection. It's done in stages in this manner. There are new energies coming into the planet more and more, and it is becoming easier and easier to open doors to your higher self. Speaking of new energies, I'm going to add a link here to a galactic transmission channeled through Michael Love on December 28. It's only 6 minutes long. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1hEw5nu7yQ&feature=youtu.be
I was told in the night: "In your search to find people who are like you, you are discovering those who are NOT like you. You are disappointed at first but this is a great treasure. This is the holy grail that people keep missing. Shift your perspective. Understand - this is a powerful discovery, for you have discovered more of who YOU are by discovering what you are not. You can cross that one off your bucket list. You are learning who you are. You are polishing the diamond. It is not a loss but a found. Do not be disappointed. Be glad, not sad."
Another revelation: They say "Don't let go of your dreams." But the chasing of dreams is a process of the mind, not the heart. The mind can never be complete on its own, without the heart. It will always feel there is something missing. The ego misses its other half (the heart) and so it dreams of a better way of life, of finding the perfect love, the perfect job, the perfect whatever. It hangs on to this dream and yearns for it. The ego, however, is postponing the real thing that would provide that which is missing. It is reconnection with the heart that fulfills the self. But we live in a world built by ego (mind). The mind develops wants, desires, needs, hopes and dreams. But the dream never materializes because the mind is looking for it in the wrong direction. It is a made-up dream - a projection of what is missing. It therefore misses the mark. It will loop back as a haunting. It is a fantasy. That is why it becomes illusive. It is a shadow that disappears around the corner just ahead, and we chase it. It is we, ourself, that throws out this carrot on a stick ahead of us to keep us moving forward. But there is a plan. Our higher self is working with us on this. It is a good to develop dreams because dreams are a burr under the saddle to keep us moving forward. We create our own disillusionment, but we learn more about our SELF. It brings us closer to knowing the truth.
There comes a time when one has to stop chasing the illusive dream. I am grateful for the lessons of the elders about this, for I did not know I was chasing past-life memories. Things I've done before and completed. Now they are memories and skills that are a part of me now. But I don't need to repeat them all over again. This requires discernment of what is a dream and what is a real calling. There is another type of longing. You might call it a dream, but it's not from a past human life. It is a connection to Source, where we came from. You came from light, from love, from celestial origins. The yearning to return to the light is a calling which should be pursued. You are wiser than human. One should pay attention. Heaven calls to us through the heart, not the mind. By silencing the mind and the body and thus the emotions, one enters a silence that is blissful. The trick is to spend time in silencing the ego and intellect. We need to respect the mind, for it has a role to play in the managing of our affairs, but it has grown out of all proportion and needs to be managed, diminished and pacified.
There is so much more to say, but I'm running out of space. I am trying to cut down the length of these newsletters so will stop here. If you do not want to receive these any more, just send a reply with "Please remove me" on the subject line.
Wishing you a Happy New Year experience tonight and tomorrow. It is the last day of the year and the past will disappear from sight. Blessings to you and your family for the new era that is coming. May the light in you find the light in your family and friends and bring about a new reality of love and all that you wish to accomplish this year.
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12/26/19 - Integrating the divine feminine & divine masculine in the self
Tomorrow there is an open invitation to women (among those who read these newsletters) to join me in the Friday portal opening at my house from 1 to 5 pm. The GoddessSphere letters focus on explorations of the divine feminine. The divine feminine is invisibly entwined into the human personality. The divine feminine and divine masculine is something to become aware of and cultivated into the human personality with positivity. Clarifying the divine is a process of identification, not through someone else's words but through one's own experience. It is a beautiful lesson in appreciating what makes one truly human.
I keep a portal opening every Friday from 1 to 5 pm alone by myself, and invite women to join me. Those who attend can be counted on one hand (not many) but it is important that the portal be maintained and offered. There is no theme or lesson, at least not at this point. It is possible it will change in the future. I don't know. For now it is a portal in the sense it is a threshold between two worlds. In essence, it is between the inner divine feminine and the outer human feminine. Our feminine foremothers over the centuries have held back their divine nature to a great extent because of the male bureaucracy. Today, as the ages shift, there is some confusion. There is a need for women to get together and mirror to each other what divine means. It can be felt and recognized. Is it really a fist raised in anger and protest? I doubt it, but each woman must make that assessment for herself.
The motivation for scheduling every 2nd and 4th Friday was decided upon by balancing my inner lifestyle with my outer lifestyle. There is a greater love through the inner life than through the outer life. It is not personal love. Nor emotional love. This greater love insists on interaction and sharing with others, so I'm doing that. Greater love is not meant to be isolated the way the masters did it in ancient times, when they removed themselves from society and went into retreat to spend the rest of their days in solitude. We live in a new age. A brand new age just coming into view. It is trying to unify us all into a unified consciousness. All of the many various and sundry fragments of peoples that have scattered into separation. All are feeling it except a diminishing number.
What is the divine? It’s a question that has no answer in spoken words. It can only be experienced as an alert, like when a light goes on in the mind or a feeling that resonates underground through the body shifting things around. Or a flash of light with revelations surging to the frontal lobe. Or an inexplicable compassion or joy that swells the throat and the heart and tears begin to flow. It is a receiving. A receiving from somewhere more pure than what the human realm can provide.
Now, since the human being has been under the influence of a lesser theology for countless generations and our outer personality has been already formed through experience, we are each different. There is no "one-fits-all" divine nature. As a meditator and ascended master student, I've created my own interpretation of the divine. Human and divine are intermingled in my own way, and now I feel seriously to expand this portal. It doesn't mean my way is the right way. It is simply a portal and a desire to include other women in conversation and chit chat. The tendency to want to invite men was overruled. It took me quite a while to decide to isolate the women. My experience has shown me (this is my own view) that women are addicted to either serving men or resisting them. I include myself in that too. So I felt the need to gather women without men until we can get a handle on who we REALLY are past the programming that has come to the surface to be recognized.
If you have a feeling to join me, just contact me by texting me at 941-800-1337 for directions in Naples, Florida. I don’t answer calls (usually) but I do text. Also you don’t have to come for the whole 4 hours. It’s open door, not formal. I may be upstairs in the meditation room, or I may be on the patio. My husband has offered to man the front door and tell an incoming woman where I or we are and direct them to the location. Creating this open-door invitation and maintaining an open portal to higher dimensions at the same time, is a continuation of my journey. I don't know where it leads, but it's sort of like walking through a dark underground cavern holding a candle. I am following the inner light. It’s fun because there are faster-moving energies flowing around me and I'm not alone. There is a zesty excitement in the air. Dullness is fast evaporating. I wonder how many are experiencing these energies in this way? Let me share some recent thoughts.
Yesterday was about wholeness. I’ve been experiencing peace and wholeness in my muscles and tissues. Like feeling fulfilled. It is a sensual feeling that is hard to describe and it's physical while at the same time moments or flashes of warm - ummm - it's not light so much as brightness that connects deep underground (again, the underground comes into play). There is a sense of joyful reunion with people I'd forgotten or lost touch with. At least that’s the feeling of coming home. Yesterday I saw the words “wholeness is interrelatedness" and that hit the nail on the head. It explains it perfectly. I am interrelating with deeper aspects of myself. I am connecting. Rewiring. Resurrecting. We live in a polarized world and we often feel separated when we are not with friends. Loneliness is a common feeling for many. Interrelating with others takes the edge off. Socializing brings people together to feel as if part of the whole. The new energies are drawing us together.
But for me, the focus over the last five years has been on the interrelationship between my inner reality (divine) with my outer reality (human). My inner reality is sacred and my outer reality has been the lesser. In this new stage I'm learning to connect my inner and my outer. It is causing an interesting sensation of pleasure, peace and wholeness. It is sort of like a walking meditation through the day. It requires a conscious thought process. Not really “thought” per se, but melting into what is going on at the moment. And it is a melting. A joining. A "becoming one with".
I am learning that it doesn’t matter what other people do or say, it’s my own interrelating that I'm doing in the moment. Kind of melting away whatever resistance has been built between me and me. It gives me a rewarding feeling that is almost seductive, like a lover but not a physical, other-person lover. It is a loving process.
That was yesterday. Today the awareness deepened. I realized this morning during meditations, that I'm engaging through other dimensions. This was an intellectual understanding. I'm aligning my dense physical body with higher dimensional aspects of myself. A note of explanation: The masters speak of the mind and the emotions as being two separate sheaths that cover the entire body, and they are often not in alignment. So both mind and emotions are right here with me but on higher dimensional levels, emotions heavier, mind is lighter. I realize many people are not aware of these distinctions, so just bear with me. In most people thoughts are one thing, feelings are another and the physical body is still another, and all of them are doing something entirely different. You think thoughts differently than what you are feeling at the same time, and your body is doing something entirely different while you are thinking one thing and feeling another. The masters speak about this constantly.
These three parts of a person need to be lined up because they are, in everyone, not in sync. Many years of doing inner work is now producing sensations and realizations I've never felt before. I am sure the energies that are washing the planet are helping. Sensations of being "home", being "here now", in spirit and in body. Atoms and molecules are connecting and interacting on deeper more solid, more physical levels and it is quite wondrous.
In this process I aware that I’ve been pushing against myself. My tendency to let higher feelings be my guide (compassion, caring, love) and not allow lower feelings (whatever they may be) has kept me from advancing. Higher dimensional work called me always but - and this is a big but - I couldn't get out of the emotional plane, the feeling plane sometimes known as the astral plane. Even on higher dimensional levels, it is still the astral plane. I have not been able to orchestrate my masculine side. The intellectual, mental or left brain side of me. OMG! I am amazed and stunned at this revelation. It is a sudden realization because I've tried so hard to access it. This is profound. I was shown (realized) that the mind cannot resolve problems created by the mind. Likewise, emotions cannot resolve problems created by the emotions. The mind and the emotions are two sides of the same person. They have to work together. They have to respect each other. They have to walk hand in hand as friends. They are the masculine and feminine that have been at odds with each other for centuries.
Our culture has taught us to repress our feelings and emotions and perceptions that are too refined. We were programmed to be rather dense and thick-skinned and keep your nose focused on the ground. This has literally stopped our evolutionary process which would have had us beautifully socially AND technologically advanced by now. The emotions live in the body, in the muscles, organs, glands, blood and gut, not in the brain. The solution and answer to our incompleteness, loneliness and depression is down below, in the lower regions of the physical body with all its aches and pains and distortions - the result of not being allowed to be free.
Except, I'm just the opposite. My psychology was to align with feminine because the men in my life were too controlling and demanding. But I was in effect pushing away from my own masculine side. As I come around to respecting men, I see that I am also coming around to respecting myself, which is the masculine side of me. Wow! This is both complicated and convoluted. I suspect many women feel the same way I do about men. It is not men we are resisting, but our own masculine side. Without realizing. Well, each person is different. This is only me talking. It's a consciousness shift. All the aspects are lining up.
What is common among most everyone in our culture is the too-powerful astral body, known as the emotional body). It is overloaded with unresolved, repressed emotions. The energy that radiates from the physical body contains unresolved issues from the past. It darkens and colors the aura and gives "feelings" to the aura that others can pick up on. Lifetimes of memories are contained in the emotional body. Mostly unresolved memories that surface as tendencies towards certain interests. Reliving the same situations. Fearing certain scenarios, like fire burning, or crossing bridges, or traveling via ocean liner.
The astral body gives us dreams and nightmares as it tries to resolve past lifetimes, maybe this lifetime, when we sleep. They are energies that need to be released. A person does not have to understand them or analyze the cause in order to release them. The solution, as we are being shown, is to return down to the lower regions, the lower vibrations and reconnect with them WITH LOVE. Love melts toxic, wrong or unresolved conditions. I've been playing this lately. I would share if I could some of these techniques. Meditational techniques all use love as the main tool to healing and personal growth. Apply love to the self, to the body. Love has been missing from the dying old patriarchal era. Divine love is pure love. Unconditional love. Body love. Love for one's own body for one's own sake, not for anyone else. It is not selfish, it is a must. We are held accountable for our own bodies. This is not sexual. Don't turn it sexual, which has been a part of the old regime. The new love that is coming into the world is not sexual. It is feminine divine love for the body. For the whole body. Every cell and every atom. It is not surface love. It is deep underground love.
Quickly I add, we must stop blaming the men for the patriarchy. Our men today did not create the patriarchy. They are victims of their forefathers who were victims of THEIR forefathers, who were victims of THEIR forefathers, and on down the line through countless generations when men overruled the women because they were not regarded as equals. With the women being overruled, the men also had to overrule THEIR feelings of loving emotions which when repressed turned into anger, hate, revenge and cruelty. Men also are victims. We have all repressed our feeling natures which are innately divine in origin. They are what make us human, humane, compassionate, and caring for one another. In the company years we will be learning how to express ourselves genuinely and honestly. We will become more whole and more balanced as we allow ourselves to be fully 50/50 masculine and feminine. We will be moving closer to our divine heritage. It is in our genes but it has been repressed and turned into dark and ugly things.
Esoteric mystery schools taught these universal truths in ages past but most people have not been exposed to them. Repressed emotions were stuffed down and they fell by gravity to our lower bodies. Back aches, distorted abdomens, bad knees and feet, gut problems, sexual problems, sex addiction problems, so many lower-body problems. That's where the love is needed to be applied. I received an image this morning of an overflowing closet, like a hall closet, packed with so much stuff that you couldn’t fit a thimble in it if you tried. The closet gets packed with stuff that one doesn‘t know what else to do with it. It goes into the closet just to get it out of the way, so when company comes the outer rooms look clean and presentable. And what goes into the closet, never comes out. Over many years (lifetimes) the closet becomes more packed and jumbled. The astral bodies of most people are so full with this disorganized mess of unfinished pasts, that they are causing confusion. Government leaders talk without making sense. Past unresolved issues are blinding them to clarity. The aura is a tangled mess and unmanageable. The advice given to me was, if you are confused, write down on paper the conflicting thoughts that are bothering you. Isolate each thought and write it out in on paper. Put them in linear form. You'll be able to see more clearly. Take each item out of your closet and air it out, dust it off, and decide if's worth keeping. If not, throw it away. Lessen the pressure. Organize and manage your space so you have more room for inspiring, creative work.
The divine nature in a person will know how to handle this. All women have a divine mother woven into her. And all men have a divine father woven into him. We, the outer or surface personality of the body, do have a divine nature within. We don't realize that yet but we will sooner or later because we are evolving spiritually. We are the lower aspects of our own divinity. When we take steps to clean up the mess we made (the disorganized closet) by removing one item at a time, it will make room for clean fresh air.
I am reaching the end of this discourse and will close in time to send it out before tomorrow comes. I will be here tomorrow (Friday) holding open a portal to our higher nature. If you would like to join me, text me for directions at 941-800-1337. Now that Christmas has come and gone, the New Year of 2020 with its many changes is on its way. I understand there was an eclipse of the new moon this morning early. They say new moons provide an opportunity to set intentions for desires and growth. There is still time to engage new moon energies for the next 24 hours.
Many people are talking about the changes that are coming in the next year. It is causing people to focus on the future, though, not the present. It is easy to start hoping all over again for the long-awaited changes to come. And waiting for someone else to deliver those changes. And then when the changes don't come, they are disappointed all over again. The better way, according to wisdom elders, is to make the necessary changes within yourself. Feel the shift from dark to peace via the love of self-acceptance. Nobody else can do this for us. We have to do it for ourself. The change is self-motivated. It is a shift from negative motives and intentions to positive motives and intentions. We can do this by drawing excess energy from one place which is too strong, and redirecting it to a weaker place that needs it. Revitalize one part of the body by redirecting it from another part of the body. How? By practicing the many techniques that are available today. The body deteriorates from being out of balance.
The body tells us, when we listen and feel into it, when and where and how much. We have the tools within us to reorganize the energies. Shift them. The shift of the ages on a personal level is a shift in consciousness. Our divine nature weaves in and around the pain and the aches and is available to redirect and put to work. We are each accountable. Hint: Heart and mind need to join up and become marriage partners. The heart needs to interact with the mind and vice versa. They need to engage each other. They belong to one divine process.
The process for those who are too masculine is to diminish their intellect and interact more with feelings and emotions. Bring heart and mind into a perfect 50/50 blend. The process for those who are too feminine is to interact more with their intellectual nature and diminish their emotional nature. Bring mind and heart into a perfect 50/50 balance. It is the interrelatedness that brings about that beautiful feeling of inner peace, poise and fulfillment.
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12/20/19 - ET is here! From the galaxy with love!
After a good solid 10 hour sleep last night with no lingering dreams, an awareness started to dawn on me like a sunrise casting ah-HA! rays all around as I laid on the acupuncture mat. I urge everyone to get an acupuncture mat. It stimulates the meridians and helps back pain.* (See footnote*)
Over the last month I’ve been plugged into an extraterrestrial group called www.girk-fit-niir.com, which is akin to plugging into a galactic wall socket. Before this, I believed it. Now I feel it. On this website beings from outside our world speak through channels and give us wisdom. It’s not just information. There's a feeling of familiarity. There's a sense of finding something that had been forgotten. Like, “Yes! Of course, of course, I know.” So it’s plugging in to something I once knew but had somehow lost the thread and I've been wandering around looking for it. It's similar to when you're on the phone and suddenly lots of static comes in and you can't hear them any more. Then just as suddenly it clears up and you hear their voice strong and loud again.
The aliens talk about it as telepathic. They are becoming stronger in telepathic communication with us. Instead of appearing in physical form in front of us, which they attempted to do right after WWII showing their ships, but it didn’t work well, there was too much fear, their efforts to approach us stepped back. They didn't want to cause fear and panic. They have been studying us to see how best they could reach us in a smoother way. Abductions took place for a few decades by some of the off-world races in order to get human DNA to mix with their own to create hybrid children. This is standard practice throughout the universe, to mix genes to advance a race. But the abductions, even with amnesia, were causing negative reactions, so that was stopped. They were stumped. They didn’t know how to reach us without causing fear because Earth and its citizens have been so locked down against outside interference.
Then everything changed when they discovered that some humans were empaths. They didn’t realize. It was a profound discovery. They had been perceiving Earth humans as having disorganized minds and emotions that made us impossible to reason with. Thus channeling began through people who were meditators and empaths. They are connecting with us by telepathy. Mind-to-mind. The problem is, most of us have been taught that such things are ridiculous and not remotely possible. It's just so-much fantasy. So people are not pickinup up on higher-dimensional whisperings through their extra-sensory perceptions. The website mentioned above is a portal. It is now online at: www.girk-fit-niir.com. The point for bringing this forward is to share how it fits into a very personal local matter. It dawned on me as I listened through earphones. As the awareness grew steadily brighter and saturated my entire understanding, I realized this is about couples' relationships.
We speak about our relationships sometimes while focusing on issues we have with each other. And yet, issues aside, there is something larger that holds us together inside the relationship. While the aliens are addressing this on a galactic scale, I am seeing the positives playing out personally in our individual relationships. I didn’t see it until this morning. What we have going for us inside our couples' relationships is the same thing the aliens are talking about - telepathic communication. They are talking about a species “collective”. Couples have a relationship "collective". The aliens speak of being part of a collective on their planet, and we don't understand collectives because we on Earth are not one. Not yet anyway. But we understand our own relationships. Those of us who are coupled anyway. Singles may not understand right now, but they have had relationships at one time or another.
The relationship is our collective of two. In swinging we have evolved to include more. Those who are engaged in intimate friendships have moved themselves into a collective. Inside our couple relationships we have built a trust and we have faith in each other. We know what each other is capable of, what motivations, what intentions, what weaknesses, what strengths. We may have disrespected it, we may have cheated or done things behind the other's back, but we knew when it was against the health of the relationship and we tried not to do it again. We who are couples live inside this larger agreement that we could call a collective because it is so much bigger than two individuals. In swinging it is not two individuals who participate, but the relationship itself that participates. And other couples can sense it when a couple is not in agreement with each other. In swinging, there is no confrontation between couples, but there is knowledge, intuitive knowledge, of what the others are thinking. These couples who align with each other grow their twosome collective into a moresome collective. And so do mature civilizations grow also into planetary collectives.
When two individuals fall in love, they join forces, not just bodies. They join minds and hearts and souls and life forces and belief systems and errors and mistakes and issues and everything. Everything that life has to offer is there and present in the relationship. It's a force to be recognized. A relationship is so much more than I understood last week. A nation is a collective, and this week it made a collective agreement to impeach President Trump. A huge sigh of relieve or a long, low moan and beating of breasts. That's what collectives do - they grow together through consensus. Issues are resolved. We as a nation are growing. I believe we are also growing as a planetary collective. We are moving towards consensus as a planet.
Because the aliens are reaching out to us and revealing big-brother wisdom and maturity, and trying to do it in a way that is soft and benevolent, not to cause fear - that's how they reach us. That's how anyone reaches anyone - through gentleness and wisdom so they don't cause fear. Then there is a growing of respect. Perhaps even reverence. When I watch the channel’s eyes and see his arms and hands moving to try to express, and hear the different tones and inflections of the voice, it's easy to recognize a presence that is different from the human who is allowing his body to be spoken through. There are over 2,000 videos posted on the Girk-Fit-Niir website. By watching, my understanding of universal love is expanding. Love works through inclusivity, not exclusivity. Exclusivity is not even mentioned because it's a dead end. Fighting one another does not work. They are pointing out how the wisdom and logic of including those who appear different at first. By including them it gives us more power as a larger whole, whereas excluding them by hating them or holding them in contempt or making intellectual arguments against them, is loss of power. It cuts one off from the whole. They say that the enemy is another you, another aspect of yourself, so why do you fight against yourself? Instead, you should be gathering the different aspects back into yourself to make you more complete.
We know these words from religious texts but we have been schooled away from that approach. We don’t live them because we were trained not to. Now, our neighboring brothers and sisters are reaching out to us to add their voices to our emerging consciousness as a planet. To help, not to conquer or control. They who are coming through Girk-Fit-Niier are a small alliance of 6 species, just a small part of a universal collective. They in turn are communicating with other collectives.
Because couples swinging is my rooted reality, where I evolved personally in understanding the power of inclusivity, I am sensitive to the issues that are often raised inside the couples collective. It takes two to form a relationship and close body contact is an important part of it. As they bond together physically, each one's personal inner net changes and modifies. When two, four, six, eight couples bond together physically, each individual grows to the degree they accept the others. We grow in freedom. Close body contact through swinging, also known as couples dating, is an evolutionary path. It takes us into other dimensions, beyond current "norms". Interdimensional experiences take place when there is a larger love, or a larger acceptance, a larger agreement. Without SOME form of love, there is a closing down, a competition, jealousy, fear, suffocation. There are many names. Love is the word that means “inclusive”. Love finds a way, including someone is a way enlarge and evolve. We enlarge to accept the other's thought patterns and emotions, which modifies one's own thought patterns and emotions. Everything becomes larger and more whole. I'm carefully avoiding spiritual words here, but the word "holy" simply means more whole, more wholey, instead of less whole.
Those in swinging are on one hand finding marriage to be a conundrum in the primitive sense of the word (too confining) and on the other hand it is more wholesome. To those on the spiritual path trying to become more open and free, if their spouses are not willing to go along with them and are holding them back, what do they do? Some older people are finding they need to separate from their partner of many years, in order to complete themselves before they die. The galactics are bringing us a reminder of universal love, not the restrictive one-on-one love where you feel you have to protect yourself against invaders. Communication. Communication. Communication.
If we as an individual can't get along with our mate on this little ol' planet of nations that can't get along, where does it all start? I can't help but think close loving body contact. It's a beginning. There are pockets of people gathering to include others up close. I really don't know if the aliens swing or not, but I bet some of them do. If the species are compatible. Watch Star Trek and the like. The question is raised and considered. With the myriad numbers of planets and star systems out there whose inhabitants are getting along with each other, it goes without saying that they have found the answers that they are qualified to pass on to us. Granted there a few races that refuse to get along with the others, but they are diminishing in number because more and more of them are joining together and relinquishing the belief in separation. The light forces, known as the benevolent ones, are of higher dimensions and higher standards. They are winning because they are joining forces and are more powerful intellectually, emotionally, spiritually and technologically.
This all makes so much sense to me, this joining of forces. It is practical. It is logical. And it feels good. It is joining everything together, no matter on what level one comes from. The effort creates harmony. The universe operates on harmony. Disharmony causes galactic wars. In 1987 there was a harmonic convergence which not many understood at the time. Understanding is growing about harmonics. Sound healing and Reiki is becoming popular and saving lives. The harmonic convergence was an intervention. Joining forces is spreading as a result, globally. It happening in couples' relationships. Swinging, couples dating, polyamory, all forms of alternative intimacies is being explored as a joining of forces. It works when two different individuals, or four or six, sit and talk honestly from the heart with each other, and really focus the light of their understanding on what is being said. Both listening and revealing honestly. So many people are avoiding “the talk“. The inner dawning is slow to rise and shed light, but it does rise if all involved are willing to stop and listen, not just talk but really listen. And not pretend to go along with it just to keep the peace. There is no peace if there is pretense.
A common problem is where one wants to have "the talk" but the other doesn't. Consider this: it is not a problem but an opportunity to try something different. A refusal or rejection is like a door that quietly opens up to give permission to go back and re-consider. What comes forward in the moment is a path to consider. Choices arise. We create by the seat of our pants. We choose as we go. We learn by mistakes. And if there is a brick wall in front, you walk around it to see how the view appears from over there. I saw a mimic recently work his way along a wall of air. He moved his hands up, down, left and right and he eventually found the end of the wall, and he turned the corner. He got past the wall. You never know what you'll find when you turn the corner. A new view always appears.
A choice is what we do when we are faced with a brick wall. There are many choices. You can back off and let the other win. You can argue and fight back. You can get in the car and drive for hours. Or go to bed and forget it. Or call a friend to talk to. Or you can go meditate and try to transcend it. There is no end of options. You can leave. What I do - I may appear to give in and let it go, but I am including what is uncomfortable, into my heart. I'm allowing it and respecting it. I am revering it as best I can. It is something the higher ones are teaching us to do. It works for me. It's only the ego that fights and feels it must win, but the heart is not an ego.
So I feel more whole and actually feel more peaceful and expanded. It's almost a sensual feeling.
My late husband’s way of dealing with a brick wall (me) was to say, "we're not going to bed with an argument unresolved." He was the wiser of the two of us. He would wait me out. I would eventually fold and sit down to talk with him. He was bigger than me, and older by 14 years. As I listen to the extraterrestrials I realize they are bigger than me. They are waiting us out but they're sitting there waiting. They are reaching us through thought to help us in our understanding. How to overcome brick walls which cause separation and loneliness.
They don’t want to interfere with us but they want to share with us how THEY did it. They are acting like older brothers and sisters. Each species has their own collective, and they are constantly working with other collectives. They use mind-to-mind communication which we have yet to understand. Extrasensory field communication. They are in touch with their collective constantly. In the video sessions I am watching, it is a call-in show, and callers call in with questions to the aliens. Every once in a while after a question is asked, the person who is channeling will sometimes say, “One moment please, I will ask.” There is a pause and then the channel speaks again. The alien presence apparently reached a questionable point where he or she was unsure whether to speak on this line of thought. If the advice is no, then they say, “I cannot say at this time.” And if the advice is yes, they alien presence continues elaborate on the subject asked.
We have this kind of telepathic agreement in our couple relationships, and work relationships and gender relationships. There are relationships of all kinds that are networked into our lives that go far beyond what we are normally conscious of. It behooves us to be more conscious of this beautiful network upon when we rely and have faith it. Having faith in a relationship is a wonderful thing, and we don't want to abuse it by overstepping our boundaries of what is appropriate. By being more aware of this faith-based network that exists between us, we can expand on it with positives. We are all learning. When we feel not to say something out loud, then we don't. We are designed to be in communication with our larger collectives, of all sorts. There are many different ones. The aliens are teaching us about this harmony that exists among us. We are learning how to retain harmony. When we go against our innate feeling of harmony, otherwise known as conscience, we experience a “bad feeling”.
Couples don’t have to put it into words. They understand each other. They know each other. But if something new comes up and there is a question, maybe a feeling of separation, then that's the time to talk. Allowing a feeling of separation to remain, doesn't just "go away". Without noticing it, it's an energy and it would sink down into the body's muscles and tissues. infiltrate muscles and tissues. “The issues are stored in the tissues”, say the healers, and become blockages. It is healthier to clear the air. Sometimes a jealousy is not jealousy at alla, but rather a sense of separation and the worst is imagined. It could be simply a bold new thought coagulating in the unified field where harmony existed, and the other senses the separation. Telepathy at work. The larger network of harmony that keeps the parties informed has thrown off a ripple. Wives often suspect husbands of having an affair because she “just know”. Sometimes it's true and sometimes it's not. Female instincts are commonly used as a crutch when they're not reliable. Some men do the same, although often men don't pay attention to their inner feelings the way women do. Clear the air when in doubt. Bring the unified field up to par, up to current, to reposition the understanding.
The galactics are from all over the galaxy and some from beyond. They are here to assist us into the galactic neighborhood. They are not here to disturb our planetary collective, but to enrich it by adding light and understanding. To help us bring ourselves more into alignment and to a higher standard of inclusiveness to join the rest of the galaxy. They are all different species and so are we. Each a part of their own collective but they have matured in spiritual, moral, ethical levels to respect the other collectives. They form alliances. They arrange meetings. They have ambassadors they send to delegations, just as we have here on Earth but they are not fighting each other. Instead, they are working at how to join each other. They discuss whatever comes to the foreground to be discussed.
That is what I‘m doing with the women‘s gatherings. We are meeting to discuss whatever comes up. We do not know what will come up. It’s an alliance of females. The galactics do this in a mature, grow-up manner because they have greater understanding of the power of telepathy. Women use telepathy more than men do in our world. That’s why I am inclined to meet with women first. Later we can form an alliance with men and see whatever comes up that may be inclusive and respectful to enhance us all and bring us closer together. When the galactics meet together with their vast differences, they do it better than us. We can learn from them. Women are easier to connect with because of their underlying nature being affectionate, spontaneous, loving, unifying and nurturing.
Higher dimensions are higher in all those qualities. We don’t understand what dimensions mean because we don‘t understand what love means. The galactics of higher dimensions are expressing these qualities. Empaths and spiritual people are the ones listening and spreading the knowledge. Everyone has the capacity to be an empath. An empath is one who listens and allows new thought to enter and be considered. It allows differences in. The world is in chaos because people are fighting against others who are different. We can change and we are changing. More light is coming to us and we are receiving it. Galactic intervention has already been happening. There is growing evidence from scientists and others that they have always been here. And further that we are related. They are our extended family. Their genes are in us through our DNA. Hybridization has always been done, from race to race, since the beginning, I am learning.
The galactics, or so-called aliens, live outside of our physical reality but that is not a problem. That is fact. All races have their own physical reality on their planets. It is by consensus that a planetary civilization grows together, evolves and matures together because there is a force field to the planet. We are maturing enough to be aware of their presence. Some are eager, some afraid. But they are peeking in through our windows and waving at us and we are receiving them. This is so amazing to me. I am so excited. It is part of why I am inspired to anchor a women‘s group as a portal to that which is coming. Contact with aliens has been represented as a dark, scary thing. The military has been armed, trained and prepared with super-hero warriors and weapons ready to fight to protect our planet, even while ridiculing the idea there is such a thing to protect against. How strange that they should turn out to be like the lovable ET in the movie by Steven Spielberg. And that the beloved Yeshua and his mother was one of them.
Well, all in good time. So sorry for the lengthy treatise today. It just kept flowing. Love and blessings for a wonderful Holy Day. Enjoy and be inclusive!
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