Anakosha
Introducing the divine feminine and divine masculine - the heart is the new base line
The Divine Feminine & Balance
by Diana of Anakosha
12/22/16
A few women have been writing to me that they like what they read on this website. A few men too, but it is the women who are nudging me to start a love club. I am wishing for it and hope it will come about in time, but this is a struggle on the inner levels for me. A love club will based on the divine feminine level, not the outer masculine. It would not be appropriate for me to post these beautiful letters that are written to me confidence because they are deeply intimate and personal, but I feel it is helpful to publish my responses which they have triggered in me.
Every man also has a divine feminine within him that is covered over by the illusion of "male energy" and "got to be a man" and "got to act like a man". Sometimes I think he is the greater victim of our male-oriented culture. even more so than women. But this website is a feminine-oriented website, and addresses women, not men.
As a result of the beautiful divine feminine letters I am getting, I am inspired with beautiful feelings how nice it would be to have a women's spirituality group to honor and validate the divine feminine within each of us. When I say "feelings", I mean feelings, not mental ideas or instructions to start such a group. I am simply being reminded of what the femininity feels like.
I was drawn to the divine feminine or goddess teachings many years ago and then didn't stick with it. I was drawn away. Then once again I was led back to divine feminine or goddess feelings. Then once again I was pulled away to the mental perspective and the need to live in this world like other people. This has happened over and over again. Then two years agao I was once again drawn back to the divine feminine through the tantra route and I found a rare writing about the divine feminine. Not the outer tantra as in sexual, but the inner tantra as in sacred relationship with self.
Now again, through rare letters from other women who read this site, I am being drawn back to the divine feminine way of inner feeling as a whole approach to life, instead of approaching through the mind/brain. Feeling is a something that occurs outside of the brain/mind. It is different. Sort of timeless or spaceless. No boundaries but a feeling nonetheless. For so long I have wanted to not exclude men from anything we women might coordinate, like a gathering, but I can't make myself do it. I have been frozen into inactivity because do I include men? Or don't I? I don't want to exclude them, but I secretly want to. Through recent letters I am once again reminded that women are designed to look inward while men are designed to look outward. And there is a problem in our culture between the two genders. Whenever we women include men into our discussions (and we've tried) the magnetic pull is too strong to hold the vision on the inner. The male energy is just too strong and we fold our wings and let them take over. It is a crazy situation!
This morning during a meditation I was reminded of this. Again. The inner feeling. It is a feeling of such love. Such feminine motherly love and I only get this feeling when I connect with a certain inner vibration. I get this inner vibration when I go into the kundalini spontaneous movements. These inner kundalini movements look like Tai Chi movements when I see myself in the mirror doing them, but I never learned Tai Chi. The movements came automatically and they continue to come automatically and spontaneously when I focus on them, and I can feel the inner "wind" if I can call it that, when it starts to happen. The feeling seeps into my body all over at once. It is like a sweet-smelling fragrance (sometimes I smell a real fragrence). It is like fresh mountain air, or a lovers musk. It is intimate and all over. This I could guide women into feeling but I doubt I could guide men into it. Women are natural at listening within. But we women are constantly drawn away from our inner sanctums (feelings) to serve others.
I would like to bring about a women's workshop on the sacred feminine as an introduction to the kundalini. It would be done through feeling with a minimum of words or explanation, as men would require. Mostly guiding inward. Do you feel it? There is an etheric flower inside of you ready to blossom, and it resides down at the bottom of your abdomen. It is stimulated by loving focus. I would send them home with homework to practice it alone because it's difficult to do in the presence of others. We women tend to be drawn away from our inner feelings, like the beautiful inner kundalini feeling, which is oh, so feminine in nature, because we want to please our man or to please others, boss, family, children, whoever is in front of us, even other women. This tendency to serve others takes us away from ourselves.
This workshop would not to teach them selfishness but would teach them balance. There is an inner masculine in every women who serves as the protector and male guide. This inner masculine is the practical side of the woman. This inner male knows when it is time to stop giving to others and start giving love to self alone, without others being present. This would be like a meditation or some form of inner discipline of their own choice. The inner masculine knows also when it is time to stop giving love to self and start giving to others again. There is a balance required between activity, as in giving outward, and inactivity, as in giving inward to ourself alone. This balance is true for men also.
The most erotic, the most beautiful, the most seductive, the most tempting and desirous woman of all women, is the one who is fully seated on her own sacred throne. Her inner feminine. She does not give an inch of her feminine power away unless she is fully balanced and whole. If she is not ready to give to "her man" or to anyone, she does not move from off her sacred throne. She remains seated, quiet, regal. She may answer in words but her words are wise and truthful. And when she is ready, she will move off her throne and give like no one has ever given before. She moves like a fierce tiger or a benevolent friend or an angel in disguise or a loving mother or judge and jury. Whatever is required. Because she is balanced.
This is new information that I have been receiving. I see that I had a total breakdown many years ago because I was blindly giving my inner feminine power away to people without discernment and without being balanced. I gave and gave and gave right up to the brink of death so that I had to run away to survive. It was the dark night of the soul that brought me out of the pit of self-sacrifice. It has been a slow journey of learning the lesson. Many, many women have paraded before me revealing the same exact weakness. I see it all around me. It is something that has been a slow learn. But learning, I have been. It is seeping into me through daily life and through being in contact with the ascended ones. Everyone is giving their power away. Not just women but men too. It is a deeply personal journey we are on.
Women becoming disempowered because the world pats them on their back and gives us validation that we are "nice". We all like being "nice" but we are not meant to sacrifice the bold power that is our inner masculine. Likewise men like being called a strong macho man, but men are not supposed to sacrifice their inner compassion in the form of their inner femininene. It is balance that is coming into the world. When we are in balance we have both boldness of strength to protect, and the loving compassion to give to others. Maintaining this balance is the work of the ages. Growing in awareness is a the journey through life, from birth through death and we continue to grow on the other side of the veil for life is everlasting. We do not stop or end. We continue growing.
While we are in a body and in relationships of all sorts, the true goddess is the woman who maintains her balance and owns her femininity not 100% but fully 50%. There are many men who have a feminine spirit. They too must own their femininity, not 100% buy a full 50% . Feminine power is recognized when held up against masculine power. One is protective and strong and focused on the outer world, and the other is compassionate and loving and focused on the inner relationship with God from whence comes all life. It is she, the feminine side of us that keeps us connected to balance, to intelligence, to love, ever open to the river of life that flows eternally. When we are out of balance and have given our power away so we are weakened, the river of life stops flowing and the "mask" takes over, what we call the ego or outer personality.
The divine feminine does not give up her sensuality or her lusty sex. She owns it entirely. The divine masculine does not give up his sexuality or lusty sex. He owns it entirely. The person who has balanced their inner feminine and inner masculine is a master at everything. They do it right. They do not hurt others intentionally. They are not drawn away from their balance. They are both powerful and loving.
For we woman, this is difficult to do because of centuries of masculine control. We still live in an overly mental (masculine) world. Everything is measured by the mind/brain and controlled from the head by the men in our lives. For women to start putting themselves back in touch with their natural inner feelings again, it is going to take some alone time. Some practice time. Some time being with other women who will validate the divine feminine. How can a woman own her inner power when the world continues to validate her masculine power? Speak up! Take action! Be strong! Don't cry! Don't show your emotions! Women get this program shoved into them from an early age too, just like the boys.
She has to own herself. And become herself. When a woman can find her inner kundalini, and feel it open, ah! That is the reward. It spreads so softly like an inner wind, so gentle and subtle that you hardly notice it. But you do notice it because it is so beautiful. It is familiar because it feels natural. How is it you haven't felt this before? But it is so natural that you don’t think about it twice. It takes awhile to even notice that you are in that sweet place within because it is harmony. How long has it been since you felt harmony all around and inside of you? The longer we can maintain that beautiful feeling in the cells and tissues of our body, the more it lifts, softens and dissolves whatever is not natural. Then it spreads outward into the atmosphere around you and influences others. It is like a super natural feeling. Beyond natural. It is the way life in the ascended master realm. It is possible to experience it here in the physical body. I feel it can be taught if we have a feminine gathering of like-minded women.
December 22, 2016