Anakosha
Awakening the divine feminine in everyone
The heart is the new baseline
The heart is the new baseline
9/14/02 - You are your own Source, there is no other
(I am at my desk writing. "Dear LL, MIAP, I seek to be a channel for my own higher self, I ask that light come in and channel write for me. What can I do to help my own growth and help Anakosha School of Oneness to manifest most quickly and steadily? What can I do to speed up the process? To make it more efficient, more loving, more smooth? This is the response.)
My child! You are a delight. What more can I do to show you the way? I have given you ALL that I am. We are one, you and I. We are the totality and you are exactly where you are supposed to be. There is no mistake that you sit on your prayer bench before the candles beseeching MORE! You seek more light! More truth! More wisdom! More of who you are and you are already whole and complete. Do you not realize that you have given your power to outer personalities? Other personalities? Other things external? It is but a minor shift of perspective as you yourself realized today for a moment, to bring your power, your focus full circle back to home where your Source is. You are your own Source. There is no other. Creator of your destiny, child of the Universe, you make your life, create your moment by moment, you are outpicturing who you are. Living the life of the dream that you are.
Anakosha is the dream. Anakosha is the you that you are trying to manifest, yet you seek it in other people. Give yourself the freedom just to be. Give yourself the love unconditionally that you give to Doug, that you gave to your sons. Give the love to yourself to live free of encumbrances, shoulds and should nots. Allow your pressures to fade away. Allow yourself to live with joy, with happiness, freedom unrestrained. Commit yourself to living FREE! Free of pressure to serve. Instead, commit yourself to living fully your own inner joy. Where there is joy, there I Am, your greater Self waiting for you to lay down your restrictions. let them go dear one. let them go. These are my words to you tonight as you get ready to sleep. And as you sleep, dedicate yourself to Anakosha’s School for that is your heart’s desire. Allow forth desire, allow forth the feeling, allow forth the beauty of the vision you hold. Allow forth the freedom of the vision, instead of analyzing it and trying so hard to bring it about. Stop trying! Enjoy it! Let it simply breathe through you. Let it pulse in you. Let it ebb and flow and let the vines grow where they will. Let the seeds sprout where they are planted. You - your outer personality and conscious mind has no say in the matter, no more than a child has a say in how it shall be programmed by the parent.
My child, you are but a vessel. Become the water inside the vessel. It is but a small shift in consciousness. A very small shift indeed. You are most ready. Most close. You are the One to lead the people home to freedom. Why do you cringe at these words? Allow!! Allow your mighty Self to step forth through the veil. Truly it is like your television shows depict - a nothingness in the center of the room whereby your larger and fuller Star Self steps forward to stand over you. It is but a small shift in perspective, dear One. Allow what is coming to you naturally, to come. I prepare you with these words. I channel YOU through these words. Can you not see yourself flowing across this paper? Can you not see your beautiful face twinkling in the thought being expressed here? Give me your hand, dear One. I want to take you higher still. We are standing now upon a tall mountain overlooking the world. There is darkness covering the land tonight but you are unafraid. You are a God and a Goddess in the mighty rings that surround your form. You are aware of the truth of your being. You are whole and complete. See the stars above!! In the blackness of space they are great and mighty beings and they are aware of you standing here right now. Did you know that? Did you know that when you looked at the stars before that they were actually looking at you?
Gather strength and inspiration from those mighty light bearers and see how THEY shine. They do not fluctuate, but shine their light day and night on into eternity. They can do this because they have learned the secret of their own Source - the well spring of eternal life, eternal youth, eternal power and energy. They have learned not to restrict, impede, alter, or obstruct that essence which they are, but rather to amplify it. It is the same path that you are on, my friend: the path of self empowerment by giving up the ego self and allowing forth the great “I Am” Presence of God which you are/I Am for we are one in truth, in purpose, in reality. Smell the sea and breathe BACK the sea. Taste the rainbow and radiate the rainbow. Feel the rain and give back the rain. Take the sounds of thunder and give back the sounds of thunder. Hear the cries of children and give back the cries of children - and do all of this with love and purity. Hold no malice but give love in ALL that you do. Give purity of heart in ALL that you see. Cast no shadow of doubt. Throw up no walls, no darkness. Allow all to live out the destiny and freedom of their life and give only love, only joy, only innocence and you will shine like those stars overhead. I leave you now so you may sleep. (Thank you, L of L)
2/20/02 - The Book of Anakosha
(This was a paper found in the files with the date 2/20/02.)
"I am birthing in you. I am coming. I am Anakosha. You are receiving me. You are bringing me forth. I have been waiting. Others have received me but they have gone off to either one side or the other. You are remaining in balance. You continue to receive my words and my energy in a balanced way, my hopes and my dreams are coming through you. I have a plan."
(Q: Who are you?) "I am Anakosha. I have been here since the beginning, since before the world was formed. I have been waiting, waiting for people to receive me and work with me and allow me to out-picture the perfection of the human being, the freedom of the human being. I AM the human race, I am the perfect manifestation of the human race, I want to manifest freely upon the earth."
(Q: What does Anakosha mean? Where does it come from?) "A is for alpha, the beginning. The end of Anakosha is also an A, also a beginning. Anakosha is first a beginning and last a beginning. Anakosha is completion. The first and the last. I am the middle. I am the perfect human. I hold the two ends together. I have been waiting to bring about the perfect human, balanced and wise. I bring the two extremes together where they are united as one. I am bringing forth a new race where no part of the human being is denied, but where all parts of the body of expression are loved unconditionally. The Book of Anakosha, I have been waiting. When you can love yourself and accept being loved by others, then Anakosha, the landed facility, will manifest. Spiritual love is abstract. It does not take physical form because it is not 'owned'. Own the love and make it yours and the power you generate will re-shape the world."
My thoughts were then directed to love, to the warmth and goodness of love. I was told the word, “Feminine”. I felt the echoes and essence of women down through the ages since the beginning. I felt the essence of women, not their outer human shells which struggled through life, but the soft, resilient, intelligent, tender femininity at the heart of each woman or girl child who ever lived. Warm femininity swirled around me. I touched it as I would touch a raw warm human organ with my fingers, liquid and pulsing with life. I felt its soul enter me. I felt feminine and sensual. I felt the love and joy and nurturing that each of these women brought to the planet, whether they were fulfilled or died in pain. It didn’t matter because they brought with them a living potential of love that they left here as a gift to the earth, and it’s still here. I said to myself softly, “Love.” I felt love and femininity as one, including the feminine side of men. Love is reconnecting to the soul. It’s the inner warmth that is accomplished by turning within to stoke the fires of one’s own hearth (heart?). After having thrust outward in competition and aggression, and driven by ambition, love as good intention is the returning home. Love begins at home for oneself. The turning within to the heart is the female in us who wants to nest and wrap ourselves in a warm and cozy cocoon in a sense of completion and a work well done and completed. Love is the one gift that we can give to ourselves that does not require anyone else. It is the hour of meditation and prayer in solitude. We can feel love even if we are alone, homeless and stricken with cancer. Love is a choice to return to the heart to elevate oneself, appreciate oneself and tell oneself “I love you”. There is a strange and wonderful power that comes forth at this time that soothes and calms the outer storm, and it goes beyond all logic. Loving oneself does not deny the world, the death, sickness, poverty and emotional pain. Rather, it fulfills them. It includes them and puts it all to rest within the heart. For us. There is no exception. There is nothing bad enough that can’t be loved and put to rest in the human heart. Love is unconditional.
Through thoughts of love swirling, up popped the words, “The Book of Anakosha, I have been waiting.” I sensed the speaker of the words waiting for a response from me. It wasn’t a command, just a suggestion. Waiting. It was not pushy. It was gentle, waiting. It was allowing me the freedom to choose. Love is never pushy. It may recede after awhile if no response, for love is eternally patient. But this time I said, “OK. I’ll do it! I will open a new file tomorrow on the computer called ‘The Book of Anakosha.”
And then Doug’s snores got louder than ever. My mind sprang to life and my eyes opened wide. There was only one thing to do. I went across the hall into my meditation room where the altar stands ever ready with darkened candles. I lit them and began a proper meditation. It is impossible to describe a really good meditation because it takes place on another level that has no words. It is a communication of the heart, soul and mind all together as one. There is usually a lot of movement involving inspiration and a deepening sense of peace and connectedness. And of course there is prayer. Then tingles come and sparkles of light and energy. And a feeling of talking with someone who knows more than me. An hour later I returned to bed still pulsing light from my light body. Sparks twinkled on and off. Words are inadequate at such a time but as I climbed into bed and dropped off to sleep, snuggled up to Doug’s back, warm, cozy and unusually connected to him, a specific message was given to me....
“When you can love yourself and accept being loved by others, then Anakosha, the landed facility, will manifest. Spiritual love is abstract. It does not take physical form because it is not ‘owned’. Own the love and make it yours and the power you generate will re-shape the world.”
9/4/05 - Register love on your brain cells
(Dear LLL, what would you like to say to me that will enhance my journey and path? Response:)
Take one step at a time. You are doing the right thing for yourself. Register love on your brain cells. Impact your body chemistry with love, for the power and frequency of loving thoughts harmonizes the atmosphere and smooths the pathway for your higher self to slide into the situation. Move your ego, your small controlling self, aside. Have it perched like a parrot on your left shoulder, out of the way. Consider peace within your heart, not your intellect. Weigh it, mull over it, process it, digest it with your heart. Be in your heart and you will know much more than you know through your brain.
12/3/05 - The answer lies in awakening consciousness
(On this day I felt the urge to receive communication via channeled writing. I have not done this in a while. After I wrote this down on paper, the automatic writing began.)
Find your center, determine your direction as you were writing in your letter to spirit last night. You wish for many things. They are all possible. You have a support group forming to help you. Use your training and the art of bringing forth individual talents. There are many who are waiting to hear from you. You hold a key to their hearts. Their egos too have been kept dangling and dancing about like puppets on a string - a string held not by a master but by a petty figure indeed. You are the master here, not the fearful ego. Let yourself shine through the ego’s murky fragmentation which so confuses.
Now! Your desires for classes are NOT from ego. They are from your own divinity. You are ready to teach and show the way. You have been waiting for support and so you shall have that support. You are ready to begin the spiritual activation of Anakosha. As you saw last night, the sexual group focus is the center of the flower. It is solid and attached to the stem running down to the ground and to the roots in the soil. You are now sensing the approaching energies of higher consciousness. This is the time you have been waiting for. The spiritual petals of the flower are ready to open. They have been closed in and over the sexual root chakra activity, allowing that focus and activity to grow in strength. As it has been growing in strength and focus it has been sending thought waves upward touching the higher realms, like bubbles from the bottom of the pond. Each bubble carries within its heart a spark of the divine. It seeks to rise and rejoin its Home, the eternal sea of light. Yet, it is trapped within a solid, or so it seems, body. Therefore it will seek its own level or vibrational frequency within the body within the windows of the soul - the chakras where pure bliss resides.
It is time to speak of the bliss that resides within the body, for that is the peace that the people are seeking. You DO know the peace and the stillness within. The teaching about ego and its role in your life is a major step to your evolution to the starting point. You understand now, what has been holding you back. You have become wise to ego. You have stopped following its guidance, which has kept you dancing like a puppet on a string held by a small piece of illusion. Now you sit in peace with yourself. That which you call a cold, or bug, is a gift to you to help you take a much-needed rest from the puppet master - a fearful little thing who is not necessary in your larger plan. You know. Underneath, you know.
Your letter to spirit has shifted your perception so that you can hear us and communicate by writing. We have given you many techniques and advice for you to use, not only for yourself, but to present them to others. You are ready to hold classes in the name of Anakosha, and finally activate the spiritual energy in that great group soul to come out and shine. It is the great missing piece to the magnificent puzzle which you have designed for yourself in this lifetime. Others will carry on the lower levels, the petty details and administration, for they WANT to do it. They are eager to do it. They are part and parcel with you. They await your coming out and moving forward with the spiritual plan. You will empower them to do THEIR job, when you are willing to do yours. Anakosha must be nurtured from the higher realms and only individuals awakening to their own higher potentials can do that nurturing.
As you read recently, it is not in techniques or technology that the answer lies, but in awakening consciousness within the human heart. For THAT is where consciousness resides. The heart is an intelligent force, larger than the brain or mind, because it is one with all that is. Source. God/Goddess. Light. Through the awakening of the heart, individuals will begin to settle down and lose some of their attachment to chaos and linearity. It is about NOW time - where peace and serenity govern human life.
We are here to serve you and guide you in this massive undertaking. We have sent people to you. Anakosha School of Oneness will thrive and grow internationally as your husband has said. He is one that we sent to you. God bless you, my beloved. We love you and honor you. You may call on us at ANY time. ANY time you need support in shedding the chaos and negative energies, call on us. We are always home! Namaste. Welcome to our ranks. You have a job to do and it shall be light.
12/20/05 - An unusual experience
On this day I am calling in my Presence in meditation and I am seeing the ligh and it is shining down on me and I am seeing my name “Anakosha” like a force propelling out of me in the form of a clear sharp energy in the shape of an “A” and an “N” and so on. I get the feeling the name is the original God name that was embedded into my soul, the spark of divinity when it was first broken off and individualized from the whole, as if stamped with a number as it came off the production line. However, in the case of a human being, he or she is given a name which is the immortal name. So it is embedded as a finely chiseled force field into my light body. It looks or feels like, if you took a sheet of metal and cut out the name Anakosha into it, and then turned off the lights in a room, and held the metal over a fire place. The name Anakosha would shine through. This is how I am perceiving it. The name is being revealed because it is coming out of inside of me as I am praying to the great divine light above and beyond me. I am calling, praying, chanting, reaching for the great light. And so the great light is coming, is reaching back to me and seeking to connect with me as I am seeking to connect with it. And what is reaching out is a force field that looks like “Anakosha”. It is a power or a force that is propelling out of me in search of connection with the great light. That’s how I see my name. It is being revealed as I am drawing closer to the great light. It’s being drawn out of my heart. This may not make sense but I see it in movement of energy.
10/30/11 - Breathe through your feet
(My body was real achy today so in meditation I asked Master DK to help me find a solution. What followed was a lesson that involved first sitting as I normally do in front of the altar, then standing and connecting the sky force and the earth force. Then focusing on the bottoms of my feet and breathing more through my feet.)
DK: Focus! Focus on the bottoms of your feet and open them up. Breathe through the bottoms of your feet. Breathe through your feet. You have nostrils on the bottoms of your feet.
(There followed a lengthy talk through breathing upward through the bottoms of my feet, placing noses all over the bottoms and focusing first on the left to strengthen the left, since it’s the right side that I overuse, so strengthen the left. Think left. Breathe up the left and lift it higher up through blocked veins, bringing up the fire from earth.)
DK: You do this with your mind, with your consciousness, you have been in the sky in the dreams, in the ethereal, now you are breathing the ground, bringing up the ground. You ARE the earth, your consciousness on this end IS the earth. You are creating the earth through your consciousness. You are sky creating sky when you are on that end of consciousness. You are the whole. You are the creator. You are the One. You are One with all that is creating all that is. Breathe through your feet. Breathe in the fire of Earth power. Earth has a fire and a power.
7/23/12 - A white tigress teaching
(I am focusing and asking to be a student of Master Djwal Khul, which I have been doing right along I guess. He is instructing me in how to set up the participation circle that I want to start. This is an idea I got from the book "Selamat Ja!" of the Planetary Activation Organization aout fluid group dynamics. It involves a circle which does not have a leader. DK says:)
"Have a pow wow on sex. Talk about sex. Make that the focus. Make it into a circle discussion. Make this the fluid group using fluid group dynamics. Pass the stick. Cultivate the individual.
(I see DK as a master of Tantra. Yes? Is it true? He is unfolding something to me now. He is saying:)
"The pearl of great price is the jewel in the lotus. The flowering at the top of the head as the petals unfold, reveals the diamond-like essence traveling up the stem from way down deep below in the mud. The jewel is hidden in the mud and must be raised up the spine (the stem) consciously by the individual through disciplined practices so that it can flow and open and activate the thousand petaled lotus at the crown of head, the brain cells. Feminine energy is all that is sweet. A man does not lose his masculinity but increases his personal vitality when he begins expressing his softer side. Feminine energy is no competition but acceptance of other people’s skills and appreciating them, and blessing them for the work done is actually improving HIMSELF.
"Feminine energy yields control instead of competing for control when someone else demands it. The male tends to fight or resist authority, whereas women yield to authority. It is the skill of a Kung Fu practitioner who steps back and to the side when someone aggressively attacks. Feminine energy is wise and does this only in situations as a maneuver, not forever as a slave yields to his overlord out of subservience. I will instruct you every day in the mornings that you spend time here with me. It is going to be about freedom of the individual. It is a blossoming of that which is pure and holy and divine and intelligent and aware that resides within the dense, clay animal body. It is a practice that requires focus in alone time, what is called meditation. There are instructions and techniques that can be learned from one who knows. I will instruct you and you may pass it on."
(I wondered why I never joined groups. I always shunned joining groups. I was told:)
"You are a maverick and a rogue because of your teachings. You have kept yourself separate from the crowd to preserve and protect the jewel in the lotus. The world has been denied this teaching about the jewel in the lotus which you know as the power behind sex, small focus that it is. So this is a rare teaching. A white tigress teaching. That is why you have remained detached and alone from groups. The journey of the master is a solitary one."
7/24/12 - Let your dreams go, they are pebbles in the way
(I moved my chair over to face the picture of DK on the altar and found myself talking to him. I asked, “Why am I so confused? My mind keeps changing about forming a group. I am so confused. Why?“ I continued talking to him and in the middle of the question I started getting the answers - words just floated in between my own words, seemingly my own but I soon realized were not. I was in a peaceful non-thinking mental space after doing exercises.)
Let your dreams go. They are pebbles in the way. Flush them out. Become NO thing. Become void. Become. Don’t change things, just be. Don’t heal people. Just be. Don’t want things to happen. Just be. Be the want, don’t focus on WHAT you want. Be the change but don’t focus on WHAT you want to change. Be the healing but don’t focus on WHAT or WHO you want to heal. Do you see? Do you understand the difference? What you focus on becomes solid in 3D. It becomes a pebble that today you might want but tomorrow you will not want and it will be an obstacle in your path. You are being shown many things that you want, only to have them dissolve before your eyes the next day. You are being shown that wanting these things, these material things in the physical world, are illusions. They shift and change hourly, daily. You are being shown how to not want but to remain in an open fluid state of consciousness. The void.
The monks who do elaborate sand paintings, magnificent, intricate designs, and then blow them away, are doing exactly what you are doing now: creating a picture of your desires on the world and then blowing them away. Do you understand? YOU are the lesson. You! You are the reason, the cause of what is happening to you, for you. YOU are giving yourself a lesson. A truth. An awareness that you need to understand in your 3D body in order to stop doing what you have been doing! Stop wanting a group. Stop designing a group. Stop wishing and praying for a group. Stop trying to figure out what kind of group you want. Stop changing your mind to create new designs. Stop! Let go. Allow yourself some peace. Stop trying. Stop changing. Start enjoying your freedom from trying. Even wanting freedom is an illusion. It becomes a pebble in your shoe to focus on freedom. It becomes irritating. It becomes a “thing”. It becomes an obstacle to you.
You are a grand design, created by the Creator itself. You are magnificent in your own right, when you stand alone without all these little pebbles that have worn you down from wanting them and not getting them, or wanting them and getting them and then getting bored with them. The coming and going, the creating and dissolution, the building and designing, the controlling that is required to build something - these are all part of the 3D program that is dissolving now. It is the old program that you have been operating within. It has been a carefully constructed grid work that you were born into and locked into but now the grid is ending and breaking up, leaving you standing there alone with yourself. You are beginning to understand, but you had to remind yourself of who and what you are by speeding up the process of wanting something and then having it disappear and then wanting something else and having it disappear. Creating and dissolving. It is the 3D program ending to make room for the new program that is coming in. You are beginning to understand that you exist beyond the program of cause and effect, of duality, of build and destroy. You exist in a larger field of intelligence and play. The end of my sermon! (I felt DK fading and it left me feeling empty for a moment.)
7/25/12 - Don't hold onto your dreams
(I asked DK, What do I do with the new dreams? They keep coming and coming. I am confused. I can't let them go if they keep coming?! I have paper and pen in hand and write down his response.)
I didn‘t say to suppress them, or to cut them off. I said “Let your dreams go.” Don‘t hold on to them. Let them keep coming, and let them keep going so there is a flow, like a river. It is your mind that tries to capture the idea. To wrap it up in a pretty package with a bow on top like a title. Your mind, when you do this, stops the flow. Remember a long time ago you were told not to grasp the shooting star - the idea - because the tail is still coming in its wake. The tail of the shooting star contains the how, where, why and other practical information to follow. That which explodes in your mind is the shooting star but there is further information to follow, which would lead you in understanding how to implement the plan because it is not yours alone to implement. There must be others. This is the flow that is coming behind the first implosion. If you stop the flow - this brilliant new idea that has came to you - by grabbing it and trying to capture it in your hands, the flow, the movement is stopped. This is what happens to many people. They get an idea and think it is a most wonderful idea, and they try to capture it and put it under a magnifier to examine it for flaws. And the grace and beauty of this magnificent gift is diminished to a “thing”. It is shut off and becomes finite.
Yesterday, for example, my instruction was the beginning of a new thought for you. You took it and ran with it. You tried to package it. You did package it. But now you are experiencing overwhelm. Your mind closed on it. Your mind packaged it. And you became confused. What next, you thought. Now more information is coming to you today. Yesterday I did not tell you to suppress your dreams or to shut them off or to sit and examine them under the microscope of your mind. I told you to let them go. Now I add more to that statement. Let your dreams go so more dreams can come. Let them come and let them go, and then more will follow and you will let them go too and still more will come. Do you see the idea from this example? It is a universal process of downloading information from the unformed into the formed or finite world. Intelligence is infinite, but for it to download into a human brain it must come in the form of a stream of consciousness, a thought that resembles a path which is presented to you in an orderly fashion. It comes from an infinite open sky space in a kind and gentle manner so that it does not overwhelm you. There is more to come.
When you open to your higher self you begin receiving a stream of orderly “more“. You begin to perceive more. You already know this, you have merely forgotten. Now, because 3D is crumbling you are receiving ”moreness”. More information. More excitement. More knowledge. More creative ideas. More things to study. More people to meet. More possibilities. More paths to take. More of everything and you are experiencing overwhelm, which is confusion, because you haven‘t disciplined your mind to stay open to the flow. It’s too much because your mind is trying to grab it and “package” it in the old way. The way of 3D. That doesn’t work any more. You are now learning how to live in 5D where there are no limits. You can’t put this new information in a box any more and package it and sell it as yours. It requires you to let go of all new concepts that come to you, wonderful as they are. Beautiful beyond anything you‘ve seen before. You want to own it but you can’t grasp it. There is no owning or monopolizing in 5D. In 5D your mind must open wide and let information flow THROUGH it so it can fit into the wider playing field that you are moving into. Life must be allowed to unfold in a more open and natural manner.
10/1/13 - Tantra is not a quick fix
(This came after asking Djwhal Khul to teach me about Tantra. He tells me and I write this down as he is speaking.)
Love made physical is healing. You want a quick fix, but it is not quick. You are accustomed to a society that takes a pill or gets surgery to remove a part of the body that has gone wrong. You are accustomed to having it “your” way but your way has not succeeded, has it? You must learn to open your mind and heart to new things, things that you formerly rejected. It is time to take down the walls that shield you from your healing on deeper levels. Allow your gentle side to take over. Allow yourself to feel the energies of surrender, of giving up. Let your toughness surrender. The whole of you, the whole of your God self cannot come into your life and body because you have created a shell of hardness. It is all done with your mind. Your thoughts of defensiveness, your thoughts of survival, fear of not getting enough, your thoughts of frustration that you allow to play over and over, your thoughts of anger toward someone you felt had wronged you - now feel the energy of surrender. Give it up. This is the attitude of Tantra. It is the path of love.
(There is a lull and I am feeling stillness now and I am being given the energies of gratitude, surrender, celestial, angels, joyful, peace, love, light, and then....)
Until the hard shell falls away of these tough stones, nails and rubbish, there is no room for love and the family of light that accompanies it - joy, appreciation, reverence, honor, respect, humility, compassion, beauty, grace, dignity, warmth, peace, safety, freedom. When the family of love and light enter the body it produces wholeness, which is felt as bliss, ecstasy, rapture, nirvana.
It is not a quick fix to reach the profound states of love, but once on the right path there is enjoyment, pleasure, fun. Just take the beginning steps to correct your path, from one of feeling lack to one of feeling delight and fulfillment. It is not sex that is the bridge to higher consciousness, it is love. You must not limit your love to one person and shut off the rest of the world. Your life partner with whom you live is in your life for reasons other than romance. They are in your life to help you learn and grow. The challenges you meet both at home with family and outside of family are your own resistances. You are challenged by your own resistance. Tantra teaches surrender of resistance so that you may blend with the energies of life that are everywhere. Tantra means in Sanskrit “net” or “web”. It refers to the web of consciousness that pervades all existence. Love is the glue that holds us all together. When you are free of resistance you may blend with and enjoy making love with all of life, becoming one with a butterfly, the wind, the grass, the rain, a stone, a child, an old man or woman. All of life is either formless or formed. You are life currently in form but you are only temporarily in form. You are spirit - consciousness - with or without form, and even while in form you may cultivate love without limits, without resistance and enjoy the sensual pleasures of the body to such an extent that you are thrown into rapture and nirvana. It is not sex that does this but love without limits.
10/5/13 - The four lower bodies
I asked Master Djwhal Khul a question but I can’t remember what I asked. This is his response.
When I said you can’t do this alone, I did not mean you needed other people. You need other you’s. You have become fragmented into many pieces. You are not whole. You are learning to re-connect your four lower bodies - your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual or higher mind. You have been learning about integration and you have been practicing in your meditation room. Now you are getting the idea this morning. A new understanding is dawning. The others that you need are the fragments of yourself. You are learning how to expand your awareness to the higher plane of the emotions and from there to step up to the still higher plane of thought, the mental plane. And from there to the yet higher plane of higher mind. You are visualizing the expansion of your body to these higher planes. You are expanding your awareness to higher planes beyond the physical. You are waking yourself up on the higher plane of emotion and mental and spiritual and higher.
As you consciously stepped out of your limited perception of being physical, and as you visualized yourself larger than physical, superimposed over your physical as you have been practicing, and then breathing consciously, allowing your breath to penetrate your larger self on the emotional and the next larger mental and the next larger spiritual and the next - as you breathed in and out of each plane while visualizing, you awakened and aligned these fragments of yourself with your physical. Many people are today working this process to bring their four lower bodies, anchored in the four lower chakras, into balance and alignment with the limited concrete physical body consciousness. This is what I meant by “you can’t do it alone.”
Picture a line of people arriving to your house, each bearing gifts but they are stopped at the front door because you do not open the door or look out the window. You do not know the people are there with gifts for you, gifts that would make your life easier and more pleasant, more agreeable. Many riches await you when you stop trying to live your life as if you were all alone with no help. You have a network of help and helpers all around you but you do not see them. You have been living in a closet in the 3D world. You were kept from your own holy self and the powers of your full potential by the mass consciousness which is a fuzzy dark cloud which obscures your own light. This opening and piercing of the veils between your bodies which kept you locked as a prisoner in the physical material world is being broken as you practice awakening, enlarging, breathing, and calling upon your emotional, mental and spiritual self through the morning exercises. You are not alone because you have a wholeness that is connected to God and through that wholeness you are connected to all.
You have been asking for guidance on Tantra. This is Tantra. This is awakening while in your physical body to the other planes of consciousness that you have access to but you have been kept locked away from. Tantra means a net or a web that connects all as one that has always existed. You were never alone in a separate body, but you were locked out and closed down from knowing this truth. Now you and others are piercing the veils. It is a conscious realization that connects you. The web of life is composed of conscious thought. Conscious awareness. Consciousness connects all that is. God enfolds all his creation alike in his arms and heart and mind. All is contained within the bosom of God. When you don’t know this, it is like being locked inside your closet and not opening the door to the people outside trying to reach you and give you the gifts, their hugs, their laughter and their joyous celebrations, and to invite you to party with them.
Practice your awakening exercises every morning. When you do this, as you consciously awaken to your higher self and invite integration of your other dimensional you’s, mind, feelings, principles and values, you nourish and refresh your physical body. It is your physical body that grows old and tired because it is not being rejuvenated by spirit. When you enter 3D you enter a “time zone”. There is a beginning and an end locked in time. When you are born in 3D you agree to be closed off from the love and light of the Creator and all of the higher dimensions. You came to learn about darkness and what happens when you are without the light and love. As you remember how to pierce the darkness through the process of applying love and light, you can nourish the failing body and the physical cells will open and drink the divine nectar. Your body fills up, plumps up with life and your DNA expands as does your consciousness. This is how you align yourself with your own perfection, the Christ, known also as the Adam Kadmon, the divine perfect human being, designed as the original role model of each human being from the heart-mind of God.
10/6/13 - Keep your mind in the open position
I said to Master Djwal Kul: I think I got it, what you said yesterday about not holding on to the dream or the shooting star. I have been grasping these shooting stars and writing them down on paper or computer, as if I am “owning” them. This is what you mean, right? But these inspired thoughts are not to be owned. I cannot own them. He responded:
Because more comes when you leave your mind in the open position, like a camera locked open. Can you imagine a camera lens locked open to receive a continual flow of impressions? Life does not stop because you put it on an agenda or piece of paper. You have tried to “stop it” by writing it down so that you would not forget. But life continues to flow, and now it backs up like a dam in the stream because it cannot get past the closed door of your mind which closed when you wrote it down, thinking that you had “captured” it. Then you went on to other things, believing that you “owned” the thought, that you captured the shooting star.
In 5D you will be flowing gently with the thought that comes to you, for 5D is receiving more of the divine plan and you are preparing yourself to remain in the open position so that you may better manifest the God potential that you are and that is coming through you. You had built a hard crust around yourself in this separated world and now you are learning to let go. It is not YOUR dream, after all. It is God’s dream and it is his/her prerogative to choose what, how, when, where to actualize the thought in action. You are god/goddess waking up to that realization. As you awaken you realize your connection to those around you who are also God/Goddess in mortal form seeking to express and manifest the divine plan, the divine dream, its desire, its wholeness. It is the sea of unbroken love and light that flows through your arteries and veins, muscles, blood and organs, and all others are equally God/Goddess flowing into the density of matter. God/Goddess/Prime Creator, the Source of all that is is manifesting continually as mineral, plant, animal, human, angelic and spiritual. It is all connected as one unbroken sea of life striving to become physical. You are a particle in that sea of light and love. Allow yourself to float on that stream that is constantly flowing. It does not stop. You are the only force of resistance. Work to free your SELF from the forces of resistance within you.
What you read this morning about becoming like a child again is to remember the freedom and the flow of childhood. You did not know resistance then. Only as your parents and others imposed their will upon you did you develop the art of resistance. Now you must learn how to let go of resistance. Surrender is childlike. Surrender is an open heart. You do not lose your wisdom gained when you surrender your resistance. You open the doors and allow the God/Goddess/Father/Mother to experience their dream within you. You are the child of their love. You are manifesting them in your actions and behavior and thought and feeling. They are wiser than you, the child of their love. You ARE them. You are here as them, as Father God and Mother God, the light and the love of Creator. Your Creator. And all of your brothers and sisters are also manifesting the light and the love of Creator, your creator, for there is only one Creator and you are a living walking cell in that oneness, immortal, eternal, connected through the consciousness, through the barriers of skin. You are one, blessed ones. (Thank you, D.K.) Do not close! Remain open in your heart and in your mind. You are building a network which in the East is called “Tantra”.
10/11/13 - The feminine way to swinging
I’m in meditation and seeing that I must have an intro class for couples but in the feminine way. I am asking “but how? I keep surrendering to the men and letting the mentake over. How am I to ever do this? What can you give me that would help me to accomplish this? What should I do to change my native tendency to surrender and give in to the men? His response:
All people react violently, angrily, if they are put into situations where forces are swirling and in conflict. It is upsetting. That is why you will have an agenda. Also you will give an outline of the information you will add to and fill out in this class. You have created the Yin Workshop agenda. Very good. Now take that outline and soften it. Plump it up. Turn it around and over and over. Fill it up with meat, pound it, examine it, imagine it and take it out of your head. Put it into your feelings and emotions. It is the feeling you are missing. You have been trying to teach from a male perspective, from your mental. You are missing the emotional aspect of this. You must find this for yourself first before you can teach it. It is the heart after all. The head and sexual is male; feminine is the heart, the voice, the gut feeling and all inbetween the head and the groin.
(How do I get this going? Can you give me some practical suggestions that I can firmly grasp with my understanding so I don’t let myself slip back?)
It will help you to have a woman for your leadership partner. Let her know your plan to work with couples. You could bring in one single gentleman to be a partner with her. Don’t be too rigid. Practice bending, practice adapting and allowing your higher dignified and graceful persona to come forward. Don’t project your thoughts onto other people. Stop seeing them as limited personalities. What YOU think are their limitations are really YOUR limitations. These are your projections of your fear that they won’t understand your words. You must feel the power of your knowledge and your words, for you will create the understanding for them with your energy. In the years past when you felt that nobody was listening to you and in fact appeared not to even hear you by speaking over you while you were speaking, this was because you did not create a clear energy field when you spoke. You spoke from doubt which disempowered you and caused your energy not to be felt. In all the instances when you felt - and other women have felt this too - that you were dissed or ridiculed or made fun of, these were created by you. The women create their own dismissal, just as the black slaves created their own dismissal and enslavement, because they were beaten down and all of their power was reduced to non-existence.
A happy fulfilling life brings the life force back and re-kindles the flames. This is what you have seen in the swinging lifestyle, but not all people see it the way you see it. You have been given a full and empowered training that enables you to carry the energy with empowered belief, knowing and understanding. You have much power. You know that you do, but you have allowed yourself to hold on to the old energy of disempowerment. Soon you will notice a shift in your consciousness. I have been guiding you to let go, meaning don’t try. There is nothing for you to try to accomplish because you are already there where you want to be. You are fully empowered. Do not try any more. Just be yourself naturally. Be who you are without resisting or pushing or trying or defending. Just be who you are and go where it is natural for you to go. You have been doing well over the last few days of surrendering to the now moment. To the inner movement. Continue to flow the now.
(Thank you!)
You are welcome, my friend. You are most very welcome. You may come to see me tonight as your body sleeps.
(Thank you! I love you Master DK. I went back to sleep then but I had a flash seeing Counselor Troi’s ear, from Star Trek. And I saw how sound went into her inner ear as an empath and down into her muscles and inner body where she resonated with the impact of the message contained in the vibration. That was how she got the information silently. I could see and feel that this part was important as the feminine science. I got up to write down what I was receiving because it was so strong.)
DK: It’s not just about speaking and listening with the head or intellect only, but listening with all of the cells in your body. Your consciousness - you - are not residing in your head. Your school has programmed you that you are only using your brain and nothing else. That it is only your brain that considers situations, solves problems and analyzes data. But that is not true. You are a conscious being who is conscious in every cell and atom of your body. Your stomach, your hip, your shoulder, your toe,. You were bored and restless in the old seminar and in the orientations because the men leading those seminars did not address the inner being - the feminine or inner connection of this information on swinging, which you were seeing as so much more than physical or intellectual. You felt this information on sexual sharing with empathy, as Counselor Troi does. You listen from the standpoint of hearing and receiving and knowing and connecting with every cell in your body. That means your sensuality is felt through hearing and receiving. You feel people through vibrations. You connect with people through the vibrations that pass through your ears from what you hear, your eyes from what you see and the skin from what touches you either physically or energetically. Three of the five senses are operating in you and you want to acknowledge this and expand on this. Most lectures are fitted into brain to brain connection, leaving out or ignoring the whole body connection. That is why you have trained yourself to write the information down at a lecture, so you can absorb it into your cells. You do not live in your brain. That is the feminine teaching of Tantra.
10/14/13 - DK speaks especially to couples
I asked DK to give me an article that I could post on Anakosha for swingers. This is what he gave me.
Good morning, my friends! I know that you are not reading this together as a couple, so let me remind you that sexual sharing is a couples recreation. It has evolved from wife swapping and, with a merry heart may I say, it is moving towards husband swapping, or boyfriend swapping, as the culture becomes more feminine-inspired and aware of the love that is the motivating urge behind sexuality.
Your heart is where love is anchored in your body. If you are coupled and living a family life, then you are most likely experiencing the pull to love others and experience sex with other people. It has been thus for eons. You call it sex, but the urges come from beyond the genitals. The pressure to expand your love to others through a physical connection is sometimes an overwhelming urge. You call it "hot" or "horny" because you feel it first in your genitals, but there is far, far more to this urge than you can imagine.
Your love is vast and endless. YOU are vast and endless. You are created out of love. Love and light are synonymous. Your very nature as a light being is to unite lovingly with all beings. Now, that does not mean that your nature is to have genital sex with all beings. That would be laughable. Love is ethereal. It descends downward through many levels from the source of all life. The love that exists within you, has been shut down to a very small, tightly compacted atom anchored in your physical heart. On a deep deep level you know you are love, but it is difficult to act on it due to the teachings that have been programmed into you, obliterating it. Love, when it is felt, is known as principles, morals, ethics, conscience, noble ideas and high spiritual values.
This light in the heart is a piece of YOU from a higher dimensional plane than your physical body. You use your physical body as a vessel by which you can walk on the Earth and feel the soil with your skin but your role is to expand that love by exercising it. Your body is only a tool, an instrument to use, so you can walk on the Earth, and experience the sounds, sights, tastes, smells of the planet. It is like your car that you drive from place to place, while you - the consciousness within your heart - is the one having the experience and not the car.
When this great love which is YOU descends down into a finite body such as the one you inhabit today, blocks and veils and walls are put in place to tone down your awareness so that you can experience separation. Otherwise you would not be able to experience such a dense physical body which feels concrete and solid to your touch. If you remembered where you came from, you would not want to stay confined to the body. You would want to go home where you came from - to the vastness and freedom and the awesome love of your spiritual home. Being human on Earth requires that you be separated so you can have individual and separate experiences. This is how you grow.
To accomplish the task of closing you down, certain limiting programs were imprinted into you to help you forget. This is accomplished by shutting down your DNA. Only one thing still remains intact that gives you a sense and glimpse of home and that is orgasm. Sex is the vibration that bridges the gap so you briefly remember who you really are and where you came from. The experience of love is indelibly imprinted in your memory during orgasm.
You are connected to all life and to each other through your heart. When two people fall in love and begin a life together as two instead of living alone separately, you expand the love in your heart. Many people fall out of love over time because they haven't learned how to keep the love alive day by day, but allow frustration to close it down. Maintaining love in your daily life is important. It is a pathway to greater life. You expand the love in your heart and in your life by living in grace and gratitude, being responsible and caring for others. This requires the cultivation of patience, kindness, grace and dignity.
Some people do not learn how to do this and abort the relationship, returning to a single life again. But two people who share their life together, even though they may disagree with each other, are enlarging their ability to love. They are more able to handle and understand individuals who are different from themselves. They can look past the mask of pretense. When two people stay together during the ups and downs of relationship, you become more in harmony and more stable. You gradually become ready to reach out as two together and share your love with others.
Now what do the two of you do when you want to expand your love out beyond the two of you? It is, after all, in your nature to do so. It is the way you are made, to radiate love to others and experience sensuality, physical love with other people. What do you do when the laws of your land prohibit you from sharing your love beyond the accepted tradition? What do you do when you would be persecuted or put to death for violating the customs and traditions of marriage?
Let us examine it from the physical side, the animal side of your urges. The desire to have sex which is felt as pressure in your loins. Why? Very few people appreciate the force of Earth magnetism that flows upward into your body through your feet. The Earth is alive with life. Do you think you can live and walk on the Earth and not be influenced by Earth's magnetic radiation? Mother Gaia is a powerful spiritual entity that pulsates and feeds life into all her creatures, including the human animal. Your human body was made out of Earth material. It grows on this planet the way a tree grows, or a panther or a reptile or a bird. Your body drinks in the life force of Earth upward through your feet. It pulsates daily - thump, thump, thump - in tune with the Earth heart beat. All animals feel it. If you were more in tune with the Earth you would feel the changes in nature from spring to summer to fall and winter.
The Earth's magnetism is a negative feminine force which is attracted by your heart's positive, electric polarity. That which flows upward to your loins has an urge to rise higher to connect with your heart. It is pulled up by the drawing power of love. Not many people know how the human being works. You are designed to unify your animal body with your spiritual etheric body. There are many forces flowing through you.
But you have not been trained in how to make this connection. You must open your heart and your loin together. There are barriers in place. These barriers are what you call "chakras" in the East Indian language. Chakras need to be understood, activated and cleansed before they will open and allow the Earth's magnetic life force to rise up to join the love in your heart. It is called the mystical marriage in some cultures. But until the chakras open and allow this passage to take place, pressure builds up in the groin and is felt as growing sexual energy.
The human body was created to be a physical tool for spirit. The human animal was cultivated to be a host to spirit. You as a body were born into limits and as you nurture and expand the love and light in your heart, you are melting the barriers that prevent your highest ecstasy while on earth. As your chakras open and fill with love and light, understanding dawns. The more you choose the path of love and light, called the path of peace and non-violence, the more your spirit and your physical body join.
Your spirit is a positive pole, electrical. Your body is a negative pole, magnetic. The mistake made by many on the spiritual path is to forget the body and seek upward back to spirit. The magnetic body is required to make the profound connection referred to as the mystical marriage. One may of course seek spiritual enlightenment by returning to spirit, but to create a beautiful life on earth with noble intentions, love must be applied through actions, words and attitudinal behavior. Living in harmony with love and peaceful intentions expands the love and the light you were born with and moves you closer to the ideal person you were designed to be.
When you as an individual live with another person and can do so without controlling them or abusing them or arguing with them, when you can work out disagreements through negotiation peacefully, you have taken a big step toward unity. This shows that you are living in love. Many people think that living in love means sexual affinity, but it is more than that. Living in love is living in peace and in harmony.
Then you may feel the impulse to reach out to others. Work with your partner in this new adventure as you expand your love even further than between the two of you. Expand it through listening, sharing ideas, negotiating and preparing the groundwork for intimate connection through love. You are here to learn how to live with respect, dignity and appreciation. Then you may enjoy the fruits of your labor for you will have grown quite close together, without resistance.
10/24/13 - You can't teach others
In a dream I am telling people about the four levels of lower bodies from the perspective of sex. Physical is a path to the feelings. Feelings are a path to the mental. Mental is a path to the spiritual or higher values. Higher values are a path to the inner qualities of meditation, prayer, etc., which are a path to home. I am telling them but they are not listening. In the bathroom I continued receiving instructions in my mind as prepared for my shower.
We are all in the process of integrating our four lower bodies. The mind doesn’t direct this process, it is happening spontaneously from an inner divine level. The mind doesn’t need to know. You don’t have to tell people the “news”. Your process is yours alone. It is private. When you want to tell someone, go into transcendental space and tell yourself, your higher self, And you will be at peace. You do not find peace by telling others. This is the higher path. The lower path is to tell others. That is a service-oriented path. The higher path is to lift up to the greater whole. In a vertical movement of awareness, appreciation, love, awe, reverence, excitement, gladness of heart, joy, interest, sharing, singing, praising, joining with the celestial population above of brothers and sisters on a universal scale. Not horizontal-focused, but vertical. In this way you lift up all around you through frequency, thought and wholeness of spirit.
You are getting ready to leave that path. Your dream showed you this. In your dream while you were trying to explain the four lower bodies - paths - they weren’t listening. You were bothered and frustrated by their lack of attention but they were showing you a higher way. They were pointing out the window at clouds that looked like angels. Your greatest work has been one to one in the lifestyle, in massage, in friendship, support in your life partners. You have been sharing and telling and teaching this in the way of the healer, the avatar, not the spiritual leader or mass teacher. You are not a spiritual leader, you are a spiritual doer. It is ego to want to lead and teach. Ego is interacting with the outer world. That is how ego survives, by getting power, attention, energy from others. It is the dark side of human nature or non-human. All sentient beings must come to recognize their dark side, what it is, how it draws its food, fuel from others. But this recognition comes when it is time, from within, as awareness unfolds in its own season. You can’t teach or tell others. To think that you can is a futile hope, not in alignment with divine nature. Turn back to the divine nature, the light within, and be at peace with yourself.
10/7/14 - The fully realized man
This morning a wonderful vision was shown to me of a fully realized man. Uumm, lovely. This vision came as a feeling coupled with a picture. It affected me on levels that are wordless. I want to try to express the feeling because I am always focusing on the feminine qualities and, contrary to popular belief, a man who is fully in touch with his feminine side is waaaaay more attractive than one who is not. Most readers interpret feminine to mean woman or a gay man, but there is something powerfully masculine in a man who is whole and complete with both a gentle side and a strong masculine side. Every man has a feminine side, for he is 50% male and 50% female. Most men have been conditioned to hide their female side. Likewise, every woman is 50% female and 50% male, she just hides the 50% male side so she is not wholly empowered. But let's look at an empowered man.
A man's body is male, no question about it. But his body is only the vessel through which he moves and operates as an intelligent operating force. The body is a vehicle, just like his car that he gets into every day and drives. The body is not who he is. Who he is is intelligence manifesting as thought and feeling. This intelligent being is both male and female in thought and feeling. It is only when he is raised in a less-than-perfect society as ours is, that he is indoctrinated from infancy to hide his female side. A boy is taught from infancy to "be a man" and thus close off his delicate sensitivities which are his feminine side. Most boys are taught not to cry and not to express emotion or high ideals or a sense of justice or fairness, or appreciation for beauty or a taste for dance or the arts. These are too delicate, in our society, for a man to have. They are "gay". And yet these are very much a part of his wholeness. He cannot be complete without them. As he grows into adulthood and continues to deny expression to his own inner beauty and grace, he grows harder and more masculine. More macho. He develops a certain hunger for the feminine touch, for his body needs it. His body follows its natural growth pattern and at puberty there is a physical awakening of sex hormones in the genital region, indicating he can now reproduce, but there is a deeper and more intense hunger. He needs feminine energy for his soul, not just his body. He is lacking in that area - intimacy, gentleness, awe and wonder, because he has been trained to shut that side of him down and he is energetically out of balance. He is tilting too far over into the masculinity zone.
Perhaps the reader will disagree with me, but I am sharing a word picture of something I saw today - a fully-realized man. A whole man, not a screwed-up man with issues. We do not see such men in our society often, if ever. A fully realized man is not hungry for sex, nor is he hungry for a relationship. He is his own man and happy with his life. He is balanced between his heart (feminine) and his mind (masculine). He has learned to keep his heart open. He has not closed off his feminine side. His physical body is male and he is attracted to women in the same way as any normal man, for he loves to be in love and he loves beauty, grace and togetherness. But sex is not driving him. He has a respect for the whole person, and an appreciation of nature and ALL people everywhere - not just women. He has the ability to enjoy the many pleasures that the world has to offer, and the ability to be in joy and spontaneity as he feels, as well as to be serious, practical and a leader of men where needed. He can laugh and cry as he is moved to do so. And he can be the warrior when he is called upon, because he does not have unresolved issues plaguing him. He embodies his own wholeness in his skin, and he is comfortable with who he is. He is not operating at the 50% level, which we would call the macho male, but is the kind of man all men and all women would find attractive and likeable.
It's hard to describe the feeling of what I saw. It was a feeling. It was a presence. It was loving and warm and yet masculine in every way. It was wise and intelligent. Profoundly knowledgeable. He was like a god in a man's body. You could not help but stop and gaze at him in wonder, trying to figure out what it was that captivated you. But he was just a human being. I am trying to define the feeling, the impact, the glow and the presence of this man in my vision. He had a very powerful presence. You could imagine him being able to move mountains if he wanted to, but that he kept that power under wraps until needed. This gave an image of a very strong, very warm, very gentle, very human, and very attractive man.
I am painting this picture so that men who read this might understand - allowing your female side to express in your thoughts and emotions. This picture I paint is not being gay, and not being feminine. It is being more masculine, not less. It is important that a man realize how much he loses by not allowing his sensitive nature to co-exist along with his masculine. He has this energy within him. It is a powerful spiritual energy. I am articulating this for a reason. If men everywhere accepted his femaleness, the world would spring back to rightness immediately, for it has been the unbalanced male who has become unduly aggressive, mean and vicious without his feminine side. He would become in short time very comfortable with himself and at peace with his life. What at first feels vulnerable to him would eventually prove to be a wholeness that he has not experienced before, and it would give him more power, purpose and meaning.
The inner feminine is sometimes called the inner child. The inner child has been neglected. The inference is that the child has not grown up to adulthood, but here’s the thing: the inner female is always a child. It is happy and joyful and spontaneous and in love with life. It is the delightful twinkling in the eye at play. A man who has these qualities would be stronger than those men who do not express it. All men could express their inner child, with a little shift into solitary alone time to connect with it. He would be able to give expression to his inner, heretofore unexpressed inner thoughts and feelings. He would be MORE of a man, not less. He would find himself surprisingly stronger than he ever thought possible, because he would be operating on 100% fuel instead of only 50%.
The fuel is the spirit of the person, not the body itself. The fuel is the life force of an individual, not the body itself. The body is only the vehicle, the car, that the person gets into and drives around. When the person runs out of fuel, out of spirit, out of life force, then the car, the body, runs down and grows old. It cannot keep itself alive. It needs the fuel - the 100% octane. The macho male thinks he is so powerful and manly, but he can't do it alone without the spiritual fuel of 100% - the other half of himself which is hidden. One who has accepted his own gentleness, grace, vulnerability, beauty and refinement, would appear as a gentleman. That private acceptance within would flood his mind, body and feelings and saturate him with powerful confidence and inner knowledge. No amount of book learning or higher education gives that to a man. Only his willingness to connect with his heart, the feminine and spiritual side of himself.
The same is true with a woman. Most women operate on 50% of their life force, not 100% as they could. Yes, their physical bodies are feminine and they might be the most beautiful woman in the world. But their bodies are only a vessel, a vehicle. She herself is a non-physical, very powerful being using that beautiful body to operate through. When she, the powerful being, is raised as a young girl by her parents, she is more than likely being cultivated toward the feminine side. They are probably clipping and cutting back her male side, so she will fit in better with the world. Most girls are taught to be soft and gentle and to not express their intellectual side or their strengths or practicalities or tendencies for science, math, politicians, baseball or motorcycles. And yet she has all of these tendencies within her. They are skills and talents and abilities. Who knows what she would produce if she did not cut off her male side?
As young girls grow into womanhood they become increasingly hungry for male energy - the male energy that they rejected and were denied expression to. They grow unbalanced. She develops a certain hunger for boys. And when her body awakens at puberty with sex hormones flooding her nerves and tissues, she has no control over it. She needs and wants a boy man. Whereas if she had been allowed to be a fully-realized girl from childhood she would not be caught in the flood of emotions at puberty. Imbalance causes her intense desire for male energy, for she has refused to let it live and express in her. This hunger radiates out into the atmosphere around her and men and boys are attracted to it like a moth to a flame.
When a person blocks whole portions of themselves from expressing, which our society unfortunately requires, there is the beginning of imbalance. It manifests as inability to see clearly or choose wisely and as a hunger for the opposite sex or fighting with the opposite sex. Wholeness, on the other hand, is a feeling of being healthy, at peace and more or less fulfilled. It is the aching hunger for the opposite sex that is the most damaging result of denying the inner male or the inner female from expressing. It creates the friction and the struggle that exists between men and women everywhere. It is global. Even in our enlightened society here in the West, there is enmity between men and women. This enmity dissolves into love during a love affair and honeymoon, but quickly disappears after that. Why?
Because while they are in love they are balanced in their energies. Love balances. Love accepts. Love does not reject or deny. Love includes. As soon as they stop being in love, they fall out of balance again and the hunger returns for the opposite sex. And yet it is within the man himself, within the woman herself, that the balance is found. One can have hundreds of sex partners in life and never achieve that ultimate peace that comes with being in balance. It is all about energy. Inner energy. Male and female energy integrated inside one's own skin. Is it possible a baby can be raised as a fully-realized boy or girl? I believe it is not only possible but that we are seeing it with our own eyes. It is happening right now in the child prodigies. What we call "geniuses" but they are not geniuses. They are merely healthy, whole-bodied individuals operating on a full tank of life force, fully realized. I believe these child prodigies are not super human but wholly human.
4/26/16 - Do we really need sex?
(I had a brief breathing exercise in the meditation room this morning and thanked DK for his mentoring, and asked him to tell me more about, not just Tantra but about the whole sex thing. Is it something we need? I am confused. I know people need it, or think they do. It’s important to everyone but me. I’m wondering how far we should go in our Tantric Massage, and also what to do about male desires? I don’t know. I am asking for answers. This was his response.)
You’re born into mud, the whole earth is mud, the only way to go when you are ready is straight up to God, creator, no dilly-dallying around.
(I’m paraphrasing here. I was feeling the beautiful loving touch massage again, and no genital manipulation, no orgasm, just lifting, lifting, lifting, soaring higher and higher and higher in the body energies. I asked about the kanda [a word he had given me in a prior message] and how the light in the heart, the crystal light, how this relates. How does the kanda at the base of spine relate to the heart? He said:)
The unformed is all the seven qualities you've been taking on - the seven colors and more. The unformed consciousness took and split a part of itself off and threw it out away from itself to manifest as form. It was the unformed who sent a part of itself away from itself for a purpose - to manifest a form. All forms have this unformed pure will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace, and freedom UNFORMED inside of it. All forms have this as an unformed potential of perfection and completion inside of it. The unformed sent a piece of the unformed perfect qualities down into form.
The Kanda is a seed inside the human being in the GEOMETRIC CENTER of the human body, at the pelvis, the base of the spine. This is the “beloved” of the unformed intelligence buried in form. It is potential buried in the human being. It is in the geometric center of the human body. It is a piece of perfection lying in wait at the base of the spine, waiting for the soul who inhabits the body to open it and cultivate this perfection. A piece of perfect lies at the base of the spine, unformed, not discovered yet, but the soul WILL discover it, in time. It is the destiny of the human race to germinate and grow this potential that lies within. The soul must do it from choice. The soul and free will. The soul is on the road to discovering this unlimited potential, which has all the qualities and virtues of the unformed divine intelligence, because it IS the unformed divine intelligence lying in wait. Waiting to be discovered.
The heart is the middle zone between the formed and the unformed. The unformed is not formed yet, the formed is not unformed yet. The soul doesn’t know yet. The soul hasn’t discovered the potential of himself yet. The soul hasn’t awakened yet. Until the soul awakens, he is either operating on a male energy or a female energy. When the soul learns about the transcendent kanda within him, the divine consciousness within him, he will stop the struggle between his male and female and begin to look UP. As he looks up he neutralizes and transcends the male/female or positive/negative struggle. He rises above it. He then opens the kanda as a lotus blossom opens its petals, to receive the incoming UNFORMED intelligence - it’s higher self - into the form. It is all about the unformed intelligence - God we call it - coming into form and mankind IS the potential god-man and all women are the potential goddesses, waiting to realize this and receive the parent consciousness into its human form. The heart is the middle zone where they meet. Where unformed consciousness and formed consciousness meet.
9/5/16 - The importance of receiving
During a Chi Machine exercise with my legs swinging back and forth, I asked DK what could I do to further my advancement today? First I thanked him because he was the only one I could relate to as a real live human being. I am humbled when I sit before him because he personifies the Godhead or Source through the drawing that he released to the public. I love that drawing of him. I can feel his humility, compassion and intelligence through the drawing. This is what he gave me this morning in words and feelings.
You are right. We are the receivers of the formless as you have been studying in your books. We humans or sentient beings are the Shakti of the Shiva, the formless one who flows through us. You are right. You have discovered this. Yes, I have led you to this discovery, but so others have led you, too, for we have gone before you and we have discovered this before you. And there are others ahead of us. The formless is coming at a steady rate into form. It is the responsibility of the one inhabiting the form to receive this beautiful idyllic flow and mould it into a beautiful, idyllic expression in the physical world of matter upon the planet. It is our responsibility to be continually aware that we are receivers. (I am getting the word “receiver” the last few days.) It is our destiny to remain open to receive the formless beauty, love and intelligence that comes from the greater source. It is our duty as an embodied form to receive this higher, greater, more infinite and intelligent life and mold it, encapsulate it into our expression. It is our role and our purpose as a soul in a dense vehicle to receive this incoming flow and mold it into a higher degree of expression than our form previously knew.
We are making known the unknown, as Ramtha has said. Who else will do it if not us. You and I? That is the purpose of the form, to encapsulate that which is flowing through it. Mankind has not understood this duty and role. He instead receives certain idyllic information and then shuts the door on the flow and turns rogue with it. He wanders away from the river that is flowing and claims it for his own which shuts the door on the flow of inspiration. It‘s dull if the door is closed on the inspiration, and leads to death. That is how ego is born. An ego is the human mind working with a false intelligence, a copy cat, a criminal. And yet mankind is destined to learn of his great role and to open his mind and his heart to become a receiver, a continual receiver, endlessly receiving. This is the great work - to learn how to be in endless receiving mode and never shutting it off. To become a living vehicle expressing a life force that is grander than his form will keep him continually creating new things. A person may feel he is imprisoned in a form today, but when he opens to the never-ending river of life and intelligence that flows through him through his breath, instead of feeling in a prison he will feel free. Totally free and expansive, for his freedom has been curtailed and limited. When he stops closing his mind and heart to the inflow of life and intelligence and reason, he will stop feeling imprisoned and shut down.
This is the great work of the spirit that is our own consciousness. It is our duty to turn our conscious awareness to the greater source that is above and beyond. As we discover the truth of our source and re-open the heart and mind to the incoming source, like a receptacle, we will discover the ecstasy and joy of being alive in a physical body. Life is formless intelligence, love, power and creativity. We as the form are to receive this formlessness into our minds and hearts and give thanks for it by turning our awareness in an upward direction. This is how we receive and mold the incoming intelligence into something beautiful. We become creators and expressors of amazing creations, inventions, works of art, talent, organic technology which is living, not dead metal but living molecular things that serve us, like our computers. This is the purpose of mankind. To receive the inflowing river of life - of sacred life - and expand it, express it, live it, walk it, breathe it, demonstrate it through our actions in the physical world in which we live. And, yes, there are seven qualities that we have been given to remind us and point us in the right direction, lest we forget. Those qualities are attributes of nobleness and we are reminded to weave them into our daily life.
There are seven. Seven rays, seven tones, seven colors, seven noble attributes. They are called will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace, freedom, in that order. Freedom is achieved or earned after the six other attributes are woven into the life. Then freedom is experienced. These seven qualities are the qualities that mankind is given to focus on and bring to life. Do not deviate from these. Do not ignore them. Do not shut down. Be ever alert to the SEVEN qualities. They are the steps that lead to enlightenment in daily life. Not in spirit but in physical embodiment. And when we do we find there is more that is poured into us. We become open to receive even more than we thought we ever could receive, for we expand our capacities to know, to feel, to love, to live in truth, to be righteous, and grateful and honorable. We receive more because there is an infinite quality to these colors, tones, radiances. We are expanding ourselves to be able to receive MORE of these qualities, and as we do we also expand the Earth to receive more because we, our forms, are of the Earth.
We are evolving not only ourselves but the planet, for Mother Gaia has provided us the material for our forms. The matter - yes, you got it - matter is the Mother. That is the great secret. That is the missing key. The divine mother is matter, is Shakti, is the divine feminine which receives and loves the divine masculine, which is formless, into form. We humans are to weave the beautiful colors and tones of the seven into life so these may be seen. Will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace and freedom. As we do we radiate these qualities to the lesser kingdoms behind us, coming up through the process of evolution: mineral, plant, animal. We are caring for Mother Gaia and demonstrating the higher life to those beneath us as we, moment by moment, breathe in the formless (Shiva) and love it, shape, mold it into the physical form as Shakti, the feminine. As we do this we expand ourselves and become quickened and lighter and fuller with the consciousness of source. We are filling our matter body with the source and intelligence and love of the life force. We are the matter, the Mother, encapsulating the Father principle. As the Father principle penetrates into the Mother.
2/16/17 - The sun is enfolding your heart but the earth pull is strong
I woke in pain last night, really bad pain, but I asked DK in the middle of the night for help, and I slept well. I woke up feeling mostly pain free. I am determining that it is all me! My energies. I was going to say I need to rid myself of these restrictions, but DK interrupted me with “You have to ask for help!” and suddenly I felt the peace come over me. His message continued....
The healing massage is to bring feeling and thought together in the heart. Focus on the heart. Your divine real self - the one who existed before this body and will leave after this body - is anchored there in your heart. You came from a higher realm, higher vibrating realm. You lowered your vibration by going through a process of slowing down your vibration in order to be connected to your mom and dad’s energy and be conceived. It is this lower, slower density that keeps you from remembering the lucid fast-moving vibration of your home realm. You are here again in another body and you are anchored in your heart. Your physical heart, and you over-light your physical heart in the etheric realm. There is a sun there enfolding your heart to make sure your heart keeps beating and pulsing blood out through your body. Your heart is the most important organ in your body and therefore the real you, the immortal you, as in soul, is anchored there. That is why we focus on the heart in this massage.
The erotic sensation is that which tends to draw people down to the genital regions to make love or have sex, it is a very strong pressure. It is the very powerful , magnetic pull from the earth forces. The earth has tremendous forces, which have to do with moving physical matter and making sure animal bodies survive and reproduce. It is powerful indeed and that is why sex is so demanding when sex is taken by force by another stronger one. The human being is an animal until connected to the soul and becomes a god-man. But when you, the soul, are in full control and consciously descend to “marry” this powerful magnetic force that is in you, then you do it with love and you transform the earth force in you, thus raising it in vibration.
The mystery lies in two areas that are not in harmony in you due to restrictive cultural upbringings. One is your mental body, the second is your feeling body. The word “body” is used as “realm”. The mind realm vibrates differently than the feeling realm. These are to come together in harmony. This is new information for most people. So in this massage workshop we’re going to practice focusing on the heart to bring thought and feeling together, both the good and bad feeling. Bring it into the sun shining over and around your heart. The sun is you. You are not your body. Your body is a vehicle which you are currently driving, like a car, or like a bulldozer or a sleek racing car. But the car is not you. You are the sun shining in your heart, connected to the heart of Godhead.
2/22/17 - An introduction to Tantra through the chakras
There is knowledge that comes to you from each chakra differently. As you begin to focus on each area of the body you begin to “stir” the etheric energies in that region like putting a spoon into a bowl of still water. You “move” the atoms and molecules of your etheric body - the realm just above the slow moving atoms of the physical. As you stir these atoms and molecules with your consciously-held attention on that region, information starts being revealed. You feel heightened by this information because it is a part of you that has been closed for a long time. It is a rather wonderful feeling. The knowledge that comes is not brain-knowledge. The “knowing” springs alive as if you were immersed in a lake full of this particular message. It hits all the cells and atoms at the same time. You say, “I had an AhHA moment." Or “I had a download this morning.” And then when you try to put it into words in the English language by stringing one word after another, you find it impossible to do.
The brain is a storehouse of information that has been learned in this lifetime. It does not have the capacity to understand the inflow of information from beyond it. The well of information and knowledge that inspires you and lifts you beyond what you have been taught in this life, comes down through the chakra system, the portal system, directly into the body from your spiritual body. Your body is a library of information. As you begin to understand the chakra system of your body, it will make more sense. To “listen to your heart” is one way of saying it. Or “listen to your gut,” referring to your abdominal region. Each chakra or portal maintains the integrity of one of seven areas of your body and therefore has different information to shed into the body.
There are specific values and qualities that come in when the chakra is opened, even though they are all linked together into a whole that oversees your entire four-body structure. This is beyond the knowledge of earth scientists. They are linked the way a symphonic orchestra is linked to play beautiful music, and comes under the intelligence of a higher being who is able to “see” the finished product and holds the vision. When all the chakras are opened at the same time, lights begin flashing in your higher mind, different colors, different feelings and connections. Sort of like a control panel. When they start flowing in harmony with each other, there is an amazing display of knowledge and activity. Your mind doesn’t control it. You wouldn’t know how.
The only thing that you are required to do is trust it and build confidence in the system. We are learning this art of opening chakras step by step, gradually, smoothly, with hands-on practice of moving energy during massage. We are evolving a feel for it. We will FEEL things we haven’t felt before which doesn’t come from our mind or intellect. It’s something built into us that we are uncovering. There is a design, an electronic pattern of exquisite beauty behind each human being. We are taking the first step to listening to the body and allowing our ego mind to stop trying to resist it or to control it. When you try to mentally understand what is happening, when you try to break it down into bits and pieces to analyze it logically to fit into the storage compartment of the brain you stop it from happening at all. When you put the wheels of thinking into motion, your attention has broken away from focusing on the area of the body you are trying to “quicken”.
This is one form of meditation to do every day. Breath 10 times slowly and deeply into the seven areas of your body where the chakras are theoretically located. Get pictures of each of the following areas to help you focus on them. Don’t use a chakra picture but get anatomical pictures. I suggest this order because the heart should always be first, and then alternate “above and below“. The heart/lung area, the crown of head, the tailbone area, the third eye area, lower abdomen area, the throat area, the solar plexus or belly button area.
3/5/17 - Tantra was a teaching
The more you relax, the more your etheric, mental and emotional energies can enter into your cells and tissues. The feeling of peace during yoga is the feeling of your higher bodies coming into alignment and peace with your physical body. Tingles of peace are a sign of the bodies coming into harmony. Relax and let your higher self come into rest and relax your physical. You are not just mental, not just physical, not just emotional, you are more than these three. You are all of these but you are fragmented. Separated from your self. If you were not separated or divided into painful fragments you would be experiencing ecstasy. On Cloud nine. Your outer duties would be irrelevant. You would be in joy connected to the web of life, the tantra of life, all around you, inside and outside of yourself. You would see the people around you in a glow of light, peace and harmony even though they would not be experiencing harmony. Yet you would see them shining in the aura of bliss, happiness and joy. Tantra starts with lining up and connecting with your OWN fragmented energies. Line them up first in yourself, so there is wholeness and peace within you, and then you can connect with others (in this case a lover or beloved partner) and expand the wholeness energies that each of you have cultivated and prepared within yourselves. Before making love, do this by meditating together. The teachings of tantra include this as ritual. You can get a jumpstart by having a session with David.
Tantra was a teaching devised to teach mankind about his inner powers in a fun way. Since he was outer focused, playing with objects and others in a physical standpoint, sex was a main drawing power. By focusing on the love, wisdom and power that lies within him and comes through him and the others with whom he is playing, he thus learns about what feels good when touching certain spots on the body, and what doesn’t. It is a teaching about Self. The inner Self is flowing through him and never stops flowing. But it can be cut down to a small trickle. Tantra teaches man to pay attention to what feels good and therefore put more focus on that location in the body. The inner Self has powers that the little mind and outer body doesn’t. The power comes down from a higher place beyond his conscious awareness. He is learning by practicing tantra, which is a scientific ritual practice which focuses on the pathways that this inner power takes as it descends from beyond his conscious awareness. He thus learns to trust it through experiencing the pleasant sensations vs. the not-pleasant or blah sensations. He learns to turn it up for the full power to flow through him. The power comes from above his head, or above his outer-world focus. Its anchor is in the heart. The power comes from a flame within the heart. It is his own immortal life flame that is anchored in his heart. The higher self descends down from beyond him and is anchored in the physical heart. In the ocean of physicality it is the life raft upon which he can feel solid and stop the turmoil of rolling waves of the ocean. It is the life raft just as the life raft you see in the ocean, bay or the great lakes in your planet, towards which swimmers go for rest while out in those great waters.
Some have said the gonads are the base of operations in the body because feelings are felt in that area. Others say the head is the base of operations because intelligence and reason comes from that area. Let us say both are right, but the heart is where the two converge and become merged - intelligence and feeling. Mind and body come to rest in the heart when a soul learns to bring these two consciousnesses together into the heart. It requires a period of inner focus to do this. Those who believe the gonads are the base of operations do not understand that the feelings he is getting come from the planet, Mother Earth, who is a living breathing spirit and she is reaching up to the sun who is her parent source. She was birthed from the sun. Just as you were birthed from spirit and reach upward to your parent, so does she reach upward and send upward her praise, thanksgiving and gratitude to her parent source. Thus you feel her reaching. It comes upward through the bottoms of your feet and travels upward through your legs and spine to your heart, where she experiences (through you) the merging with her parent source. When we get our lusty feelings we are really getting HER feelings. They become lusty in our bodies because we do not let it flow through the gates which we have constructed and thus the earth energies are stopped and blocked below the naval. We are smaller versions of her. We live on her surface. We are her children and we feel what she feels.
Those who say the head is the base of operations because of the intelligence that takes place there, don’t have the whole picture. It is not the head or brain from which intelligence and thought originates, but the sun which shines its intelligence down upon the earth and her children. It comes from beyond, beyond our brain and head. This is proven when the body dies. Where does the life go? Where do WE go? Our consciousness and all the wisdom and knowledge we have gathered? We are immortal and we are drawn into pursuing immortality. We are an everlasting consciousness but we don’t know it yet. As children of our parent source we are striving to become like our parent. We want to know. We search for answers. We search for fulfillment. We are coded to succeed in becoming like our parent. It is in our DNA. Our light body is our pure template that carries the pure divine within us. We preserve our unique identity when we succeed in knowing who we are, by blending with the pure light that runs through our bodies, minds, feelings and brains. We add ourselves as unique identities to the growing numbers of other unique intelligences that pervade the universes. We do not lose our identities; we gain them. We join with our greater selves and we join with others. When we pool our identities into the vast growing intelligence and love of the creative principle, we gain more wisdom, love and power as an individual. We do not lose! We gain uniqueness because of all of our past adventures and learnings. We simply pool what we have learned - great as it is - into the great pool of the creator. And we grow as creator grows. In individuality, intelligence and love. That is when we graduate from the dark planet of earth - and of all other earths - that existed in pain and struggle. We are home free!
11/11/17 - Tantra love
I received a clear picture of two people doing Tantra love today, from Master DK. A man and woman sitting together facing each other in a meditation, eyes closed, in silence, each focusing on their inner light and love whatever way they do that. Neither one of them made an effort at pushing it. They waited, and communed with their light bodies until their light bodies moved them to engage in physical lovemaking. Slowly.
I don’t know how to describe this to someone who is not aware of their light body. But the words “precise balance” came to me. Each physical body, both the man and the woman, the male and female energies had to be precisely balanced in each of body. Neither one pushing on the other one, or the other withdrawing. Both precisely equally balanced. Both surrendered to the love WITHIN. They did not focus on each other. Their focus was a meditation pose, focusing on their individual I Am Presence. When each of their individual I Am Presence(s) reached that precise balance point where they merged and blended in oneness and connection, both the man and the woman responded at the same time. The personalities were not engaged. They were drawn magnetically to join. Only the love and light of their God Presence within them acted since it was the same sameness in each one. It was Self making love with Self but they were able to enjoy it through two separate bodies. This was shown to me clearly and perfectly as the ultimate Tantric union between two people.
1/11/18 - Women Talking
After looking back into the archives of his prior instructions I began discussing with him that I felt somewhat humbled and ashamed that I have not done more and that I had come to a stopping point in my mind. I asked him if he had some further advice for me.
(He laughed!) No, my child, you have been guided to read my messages and those of the other Masters. You know what you need to do. You have our advice. Do not feel shame, do not feel badly, for taking your time. You have been growing slowly, adjusting slowly and surely to your physical body, raising your physical body. You know what your task is. You know what the Plan is. You are fully aware of the Plan. You have been carefully holding yourself back so that you could be sure, so that you could reach deep enough into the earth soil to connect and make a difference. The work you are doing with the erotic and the physical intimacy, this is a most beautiful, essential work. You were led to re-read your own 1982 entry. Yes, this is your writing. You wrote this. You knew at the time what the journey was about. You did not flaunt it. You did not reveal it to others. You wanted to, but you knew better. You knew that it needed to germinate into your dense layers. You are now very close to having the knowledge sure and firm integrated into your world and your reality. You are ready to begin the long-awaited gathering of the women. Yes, begin with the women. Go ahead and send out the notice to the women. Far and wide. Use your website. You may also send the notice to the Silver Foxes and your Anakosha data base, but you must put it out there on the website too. Create a page called “Women Talking”.
3/7/19 - Men and women flow in opposite directions
A person who studies spiritual things will focus attention on higher vibrations which come from the sun. Those who do not, which are mostly male bodies, focus on out and away from themselves, on physical objects and people, so it’s a downward focus. Women are flowing upward. They are of the earth, feminine, flowing up towards the sun. Men are masculine coming from the sun and flowing downward toward the earth. This is very subtle, try to understand. That is how the gender bodies become opposites. They are designed that way, flowing in opposite directions. So those focusing upward towards heaven are opening themselves to receiving glimpses of the bright rays from source, or heaven. Feminine bodies are magnetic, anchored in the earth. ALL bodies are feminine since they are composed of the earth substance but feminine bodies are more so since they are feminine in the biological design. They are magnetism reaching up towards heaven. If they can connect with heaven, meaning as they click into heaven which is electric with their solid magnetic earth bodies, then they are conscious of integrating. Then they can connect their two powers - magnetic and electric.
Both powers are conscious. Both powers are non-physical powers. If the person becomes conscious of these two opposing powers, each going in opposite directions, he can link them together. The person contains both powers within himself but most people are not aware of these two opposing powers. The spiritual path is a realignment of the earth and the sun or heaven. When he connects CONSCIOUSLY the two seemingly opposing powers, he influences them. He is the directing link. These two opposing flows (one upward, one downward) are random until he, the residing master of the body, makes the connection. They then can become a complete circuit which will cycle through the body without stopping. The master must learn to remain open. He must learn control of his own forces. The heaven and earth forces are all one flow. When connecting to it one receives a spark and a thrill. He can feel it in his cells as a quickening. (pause, question) Yes and this is a most wondrous discovery! Those of the male variety are focusing ALL of their attention outward. They are still flowing out. It is the creator’s outbreath. The man is the creator. The man is breathing outward to his exterior of the body. He is focusing further and reaching further out, not up as the feminine is doing, but outward, out further and further to he knows not where. To the edges of consciousness perhaps. He is leaving his connection to the father light behind him the further away from source he goes. His role as a masculine being in the great divine plan is to push the conscious light out into the furthest darkness and out into the void to see how far he can stretch the light of conscious intelligence. He is the creator. He has this as a mission imprinted in him.
Such souls which I am calling masculine are searching beyond where no others have ever been before. They are on a mission. Source has sent them on the outbreath. That is the defining of the male, seeking outward, out beyond the connecting link of inner. The feminine souls are those who are staying connected to the cosmic link. Feminine is staying embedded in the earth body – in her body – she is looking up to the sun, heaven, spirit and space above her, not outward like the masculine is doing. She stands on earth with inner eyes open to source, to heaven, to spirit. She remains open to receive further instruction from spirit through her heart. A man can do this too. It is not restricted to the feminine body. Feminine souls are rooted into the physical body through feeling of connection, through feeling of emotional strength. She is looking in the opposite direction from where the male bodies are looking. These are female bodies or female souls in male bodies. Those who have received the outpouring as you have (speaking to me Nancy) as a female with open heart, open mind, with eyes upward as an empty chalice to catch the rays from Home - you are on the inbreath. You have completed the outward bound journey and are now returning Home. Your wandering away from your Father is over and you have only eyes for the eternal source. You have reconnected with source. You are in a female body for that reason. As you made this astonishing connection with Me you are connecting the outbreath and the inbreath together to form a mighty rod of power. There is no great mystery here. It is simple logic. What goes down must go up, and what goes up must go down. The question is not “where” up is located or “where” down is located, but rather it is the simple joining of the two separated ends which have not been consciously reconnected. The frayed ends were wandering and seeking for connection. They have been seeking to reconnect and fulfill the circle. Then there is no “out” and no “in”. No “up” and no “down”. It is all connected in a circle and there is a flowing perfection.
The infinity sign is symbolic of this never-ending circle. When the two opposite ends are reunited there is no more flailing out of control which creates confusion. Confusion is when one does not know which way to go, which way is the right way and which way is wrong. Decisions are difficult to make when one is so confused. When the two flows become one flow, cycling in a never-ending flow, heaven to earth and earth to heaven, heaven to earth, earth to heaven, suddenly there is clarity. No more confusion. No more searching. No more yearning, no more loneliness. No more heartache. The upward flowing and the downward flowing are connecting in the heart within the body. The flow does not stop. It continues to flow but you hold the flow steady through conscious breathing and conscious awareness. As your wonderful vision and article recorded in words, the heart no longer aches, for its other half has been found. YOUR other half has been found. They call it your twin flame, just as you saw in your vision. There were two flames and each went round and round but were disconnected. You have now connected them and made them one again. When you asked Master DK about your confusion over your friend’s approach to Tantra vs. your own approach, you were confused. He pointed you toward your own heart and you have been at peace ever since. You were guided from that point on to re-search the ancient archives and you were led further and further into peaceful connection within your own heart. Your two flows have been brought together as one flow. When you were working with your friend you began following once again a masculine soul and it did not suit you. You did not want to go in that direction - outward to another person - and so you asked. Always when you ask you receive an answer from one who knows. You have done well, dear loved one. I love you and I watch you as you are tapping the glowing rod of power within you.
(Q: do you have more information for me about what am I doing when I consciously do this? I paused to show what I mean, the sparking. Who is doing this? Not my outer self? Later I learned about phryll thru Elena Danaan)
A: No, it is your higher self consciously entering into your physical field, your “standing wave” as you are learning about. You are connecting consciously with your higher self and your physical body is opening to receive this “rod of power”, this connection between sun and earth. Your body, under the supervision of your higher self, is regenerating and rebuilding, restoring the original plan. You are changing your physical structure to comply with universal law, universal patterning. You are returning to your origins while remaining in physical body.
(Q: Should I focus on my heart? Or my spine when I do this?)
A: Your heart. The upward flow is drawing up to the heart and the downward flow is drawing down to the heart. They are connecting in the middle of your heart which is a portal for expansion. You expand into the fifth dimension through your heart. This is the elevator that you have seen in vision form. You enter the elevator within your heart and you ascend to higher floors of your building, your bodies.
(Q: Is there more you can tell me?)
A: I commend your continued quest for “more” but you know you are complete for now. Thank you for rising to receive this added instruction. It completes you for this moment. You may return to sleep. (Thank you.)
4/18/19 - You are cultivating individuality, not personality
(I consulted with Master DK this morning because I continued to feel unsure how to focus my mind. He showed me yesterday but I still had questions. My question is: Should I direct my mind by actively forming visualizations and verbalizing affirmations? Or should I allow my mind to wander peacefully without thought, which is my natural default program?)
Yesterday he said, “Observe your mind. Simply observe. Remain in peace and watch the thoughts that enter your mind. Don’t chase them, just watch them. See where they are coming from. If they are coming from you there will be a feeling, a wanting to follow them, a passion, an interest, an excitement to the thought. Then you know it is coming from you, initiated by your higher self. If the thought does not appeal to you, if you sense even just a little, that you don’t want to follow that thought, or you don’t like that thought, why go with it? Why analyze it? Why even resist it? Remain in your peaceful state. Why would you want to leave your peaceful state? You like being peaceful. Why leave it to answer the call of another thought that you don’t even want? Watch your thoughts. Pay attention to your feelings in response to the thoughts. Observe while staying in your peace.”
That was yesterday. Today, when I asked him again, DK showed me how I am distracted by what I assimilate from other people, “even from the Ascended Masters themselves." Apparently when I read something from the Masters this morning, a dictation through someone else's channeling, no matter how enlightened and beautiful it was, something grabbed hold of me and I was confused over what to do with it. DK said to me:
"When you entertain what other people are saying, you are called outside and away from your central core, which is your natural comfort zone. It’s like when someone taps you on the shoulder and you turn to see who it is, you are pulled away from where you were going and may forget what path you were on. You break connection with your inner self."
He went on to say, "This is the state of the world today. It happens to everyone. The world has grown to become chaotic. Your world keeps you on alert, tense and ready to leap into action. It keeps you from your own path. It prevents you from being centered in your natural, inner comfort. There is a lower comfort zone and a higher comfort zone. Your lower comfort zone is lethargic, stationary, your energies are not moving. You may feel comfortable in a dull, sleepy way, but it is a low vibration. Your higher comfort zone is active, exciting, with a light step and eager enthusiasm. Your energies are moving in a positive upward way. This is where you should strive to be. You contain a perfect blueprint within, the perfection of what you are striving to become and how to get there and what attitudes you should entertain. In other words, your perfection is ever accessible to you in the higher vibrations, but not accessible in the lower. Strive to be in your higher vibrations. It is the way to tap into the immaculate concept and the divine template for you as an individual."
As I retyped this for the post, I continued to feel his words: "You know when you accidentally connect with it because you feel absolutely good with yourself. Depending on what you are doing at the moment you might feel light-minded, enthusiastic, excited and motivated if you are active. If you are in meditation or resting peacefully you might feel highly blissful, light-hearted and open to receive messages from your higher self. Be at peace with yourself always. Strive to find what is light, easy, fun and good for you no matter what you are engaged in, even during conversations with your friend. Your divine perfection is always trying to reach your outer world, walk in your shoes and engage with your world - its world. You are carrying your divine template around with you but you have not yet embodied it with the high qualities which have been given to you. You are not your physical body. Your physical body is faulty and contains errors and mistakes, You are spirit striving to create perfection through your flesh body. Study more the seven God-qualities given to you at the beginning of your sojourn into the world of matter: that of love, wisdom, power, purity, truth, comfort and freedom. Lack of understanding these seven qualities, which you are studying now, is holding mankind back from embodying their ideals and dreams.
DK says, “There are two parts to you. There is human and there is divine. There is personality and there is individuality. You are a personality (mask) when you engage with others, but you are an individual behind the personality mask. You are the same individual in every life you embody into, but you take on a different personality mask each time. You are a new personality in this life but you are the same individual who has lived hundreds or thousands of lifetimes prior to this one. Each time you embody as an infant to a new set of parents in a new culture, you build for yourself a new personality, but you are the same individual, which you call a soul. Each time you re-embody you take on DNA from your parents and you become acculturated into your home and neighborhood, village, state and locality. The air is filled with energy patterns from lifetimes of natives thinking, feeling and acting in that region. These energy patterns are different from the energy patterns on the opposite side of the world. These energy patterns flow continuously through your infant form and you assimilate them as you grow to adulthood. They become part of your interface with the environment. These become your personality mask to the outer world, as the world knows you, but the world does not know you as the individual spirit spark that lived in thousands of other bodies, gaining wisdom and knowledge.
“You are the soul amassing knowledge with each new embodiment, accumulating skills which shape your future and become innate talents. Behind the human mask, you are a spirit spark learning to master the human vehicle from inside it, by managing your thoughts and feelings. You were born as a spirit spark out of the one infinite Father-Mother God which created every planet, every sun, every galaxy, every celestial being, every worm, horse, alligator, tree, human and angel. As an individual spirit spark you set your own course of action in your own unique way that is different from everyone else. You are cultivating individuality, not personality. Embedded in a world of chaos as a human being, many times over, you have enjoyed both successes and failures. You suffer growing pains, yet all the while you are gaining knowledge that is building for you an inner strength and power that will bring you to the day of graduation, called ascension.
"This life you live with your many relationships, is not the real you. Remember you are the real behind the mask of personality and between the folds of your physical body. Your personality mask takes over from the moment you awaken from sleep, but the real you is ever present hovering in the background of your day and night. You KNOW THIS! The personality mask is a software program, no different from that in your computer. And just as computer software can be updated and obsolete programs deleted, so can you make changes within yourself through conscious application of wise choice, decision and determination. Meditation is a timeless method of sitting in silence in communication with your greater self. Silence is the shutting down of movement in the body, mind and emotions and feeling the comfort and peace within.
"Your personality mask comes and goes with each embodiment, but your individuality is the same consciousness that came from the heart of the one infinite creator eons ago. You have never lost access to that glorious beginning. You exist in that glory all the time in the inner, higher ascended state. It is only your outer personality, your suit of clothes, that encumbers you. Set them aside on a daily basis and come within to your own ascended state where we dwell. We will meet you there and celebrate. You are an immortal innocent having a human experience. Remember? Try to remember. Be at peace. Sit in silence. In an instant you can be back with us in the warm enfolding aura of Father-Mother God, and through FEELING be refreshed, revitalized and renewed so life is once again exciting, passionate, happy, loving, beautiful and peaceful."
5/12/19 - On being too feminine
(One day I asked my invisible guide, Master DK, "How do I control my attention?" His answer:)
You are too feminine. You must learn to use your brain too, along with your heart/feeling. You are too much in waiting mode and receiving mode, because that is your primary default as feminine through lifetimes. You MUST wake up to your brain activity and take charge of the direction of your life. Your brain is the human vessel control mechanism. This is the next stage in your development. Work together with your brain. The brain is how you control your attention. The general emphasis to the public has been directing people to go to their hearts and feelings because the masses are too brain centered. You are too heart/feeling centered.
(Me: So it’s OK to have an agenda?) Yes, it’s OK. Make an agenda and use your brain which is your masculine side to control your daily life. (Me: Oops. I started kicking in with too much energy, like I had been let out of the box, and realized it.) Remember to stay connected to your heart. Equality is remaining connected to the heart and the mind. Equality is perfect balance between mind and heart. The masters use the heart flame to raise or lower their vibrations as needed. They use the masculine directing force through the brain to direct their attention. Direction is given to act but the heart provides the power to act. The brain does not have the power. The brain is the masculine force and the heart/body is the feminine force. They must work together like fingers on one hand work together and help one another. They do not fight and contradict one another. So the brain and heart must work together. You have been learning this through your sexual activity between men and women. The brain is not the controller. Control comes from higher than the physical brain or the physical heart. It comes down THROUGH the heart from the God-self. The brain makes the decision where to focus attention.
You are in the brain most of the time, so you must use the brain to decide to focus attention on the heart. This is the work of the modern day westerner for he is too brain-focused. The heart is the main portal, the front door to the house you live in. Go and open the front door and let your God-self speak. You listen. You will feel it through sensations of wholeness, sureness, clarity, liberation, goodness, peace, truth. This is the God-self speaking to you. If you are connected brain-to-heart in a wholesome way, then your brain will make a wise decision to act. If the brain and heart remain connected, the heart/body will provide the power to act and the wisdom to act, the knowledge of how to act, and the truth and best way to act. The heart receives, the brain decides, the heart supports the decision and they work together, intellect and body. The power comes through the heart. If the brain tries to act on its own without the power of the wholesome heart, the innocent heart, it will not be able to sustain the action. It will collapse, either today or tomorrow or next week or next month.
The sustainability is the power of the God-self. Learn to listen to the heart but USE THE BRAIN! The message from the God-self descends down through seven levels. The first three levels are perfect, but when the message enters the mental, emotional, etheric and physical, the four lower bodies have a will of their own called the ego or artificial intelligence that is not connected to the God-self. The physical heart lives and pumps blood and messages from the God-self as long as the God-self is connected to the body. We call it the life force. The physical heart pumps the life force and light messages out into the rest of the body, wherever the arteries and veins and capillaries go, so the whole body is capable of getting the sensation of life. Do you understand? (Yes)
(Me: Re: massage by women for women only - why are we doing this?) It’s a simple matter. Those who are too masculine, many male bodies but there are some female bodies also whose biology is too focused on outer physical interactions. If the women are also brain-based rather than heart-based, they are also too controlling. Some masculine souls are focused on outer physical interactions but are also heart-based. They are tender men. But the majority of men are too masculine because they are brain-based plus focused on physical interactions. The result is pressure on those who are too feminine and receptive. Many women feel pressured by men, as you did. But there are some women who are masculine and therefore focused on physical interaction and brain-based like a man, even though her body is female. Those who are too feminine are receptive and passive and allow others to guide them and set direction. These souls are connected to their inner feelings more than connected to their brain or outer physical interactions. These souls must be awakened to understand this.
This is an esoteric teaching because it is deeply personal to each soul how to adjust. No education has been provided on this subject. Knowledge has been given in esoteric schools called mystery schools and kept underground because the majority of the population was not ready to hear it. Women today need other women to work out an understanding between themselves without the pressure from those whose biology is from a different perspective. Each person is a package of dynamic knowledge locked in and held back from experiences from past lives, both skills and talents of the human kind and also spiritual wisdom and knowledge from the God-self. But it is all being held back because of cultural taboos and training against freedom to express. Her beliefs may be right or may be wrong, but she will not know until she is allowed to expose and express herself in spontaneous ways, in an atmosphere of feeling free.
Recognize your default program which is hard-wired into you and try using opposite approaches, like ways you don’t like. Start the change process. For example, women don’t know how to be truly intimate or how to cuddle because they are programmed to think that intimacy with men - perhaps women too - means sex. Teach women how to not be afraid of intimacy. Massage, cuddle, touch and hug without sex as a motive. Discuss that warm arousal feelings of love are natural and not to be afraid of it. Teach NOT TO GO THERE! Discuss this. Get over the sex obstruction. It is subliminal obstruction which is preventing women from feeling true intimacy and love. Women have been insidiously blocked from love without their realizing how it happened. Now they are trying to find the “right” man who will “make” them feel love. It doesn’t work because he will not always be in the right mood to “make” her feel love. He will change.
9/14/19 - Message from my higher self
(In the night I was awakened to write down the following words. I did not know who was speaking to me.}
"How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you.
"Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water, like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating.
"You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to your higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance.
"You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go in and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplete it and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others."
(I am at my desk writing. "Dear LL, MIAP, I seek to be a channel for my own higher self, I ask that light come in and channel write for me. What can I do to help my own growth and help Anakosha School of Oneness to manifest most quickly and steadily? What can I do to speed up the process? To make it more efficient, more loving, more smooth? This is the response.)
My child! You are a delight. What more can I do to show you the way? I have given you ALL that I am. We are one, you and I. We are the totality and you are exactly where you are supposed to be. There is no mistake that you sit on your prayer bench before the candles beseeching MORE! You seek more light! More truth! More wisdom! More of who you are and you are already whole and complete. Do you not realize that you have given your power to outer personalities? Other personalities? Other things external? It is but a minor shift of perspective as you yourself realized today for a moment, to bring your power, your focus full circle back to home where your Source is. You are your own Source. There is no other. Creator of your destiny, child of the Universe, you make your life, create your moment by moment, you are outpicturing who you are. Living the life of the dream that you are.
Anakosha is the dream. Anakosha is the you that you are trying to manifest, yet you seek it in other people. Give yourself the freedom just to be. Give yourself the love unconditionally that you give to Doug, that you gave to your sons. Give the love to yourself to live free of encumbrances, shoulds and should nots. Allow your pressures to fade away. Allow yourself to live with joy, with happiness, freedom unrestrained. Commit yourself to living FREE! Free of pressure to serve. Instead, commit yourself to living fully your own inner joy. Where there is joy, there I Am, your greater Self waiting for you to lay down your restrictions. let them go dear one. let them go. These are my words to you tonight as you get ready to sleep. And as you sleep, dedicate yourself to Anakosha’s School for that is your heart’s desire. Allow forth desire, allow forth the feeling, allow forth the beauty of the vision you hold. Allow forth the freedom of the vision, instead of analyzing it and trying so hard to bring it about. Stop trying! Enjoy it! Let it simply breathe through you. Let it pulse in you. Let it ebb and flow and let the vines grow where they will. Let the seeds sprout where they are planted. You - your outer personality and conscious mind has no say in the matter, no more than a child has a say in how it shall be programmed by the parent.
My child, you are but a vessel. Become the water inside the vessel. It is but a small shift in consciousness. A very small shift indeed. You are most ready. Most close. You are the One to lead the people home to freedom. Why do you cringe at these words? Allow!! Allow your mighty Self to step forth through the veil. Truly it is like your television shows depict - a nothingness in the center of the room whereby your larger and fuller Star Self steps forward to stand over you. It is but a small shift in perspective, dear One. Allow what is coming to you naturally, to come. I prepare you with these words. I channel YOU through these words. Can you not see yourself flowing across this paper? Can you not see your beautiful face twinkling in the thought being expressed here? Give me your hand, dear One. I want to take you higher still. We are standing now upon a tall mountain overlooking the world. There is darkness covering the land tonight but you are unafraid. You are a God and a Goddess in the mighty rings that surround your form. You are aware of the truth of your being. You are whole and complete. See the stars above!! In the blackness of space they are great and mighty beings and they are aware of you standing here right now. Did you know that? Did you know that when you looked at the stars before that they were actually looking at you?
Gather strength and inspiration from those mighty light bearers and see how THEY shine. They do not fluctuate, but shine their light day and night on into eternity. They can do this because they have learned the secret of their own Source - the well spring of eternal life, eternal youth, eternal power and energy. They have learned not to restrict, impede, alter, or obstruct that essence which they are, but rather to amplify it. It is the same path that you are on, my friend: the path of self empowerment by giving up the ego self and allowing forth the great “I Am” Presence of God which you are/I Am for we are one in truth, in purpose, in reality. Smell the sea and breathe BACK the sea. Taste the rainbow and radiate the rainbow. Feel the rain and give back the rain. Take the sounds of thunder and give back the sounds of thunder. Hear the cries of children and give back the cries of children - and do all of this with love and purity. Hold no malice but give love in ALL that you do. Give purity of heart in ALL that you see. Cast no shadow of doubt. Throw up no walls, no darkness. Allow all to live out the destiny and freedom of their life and give only love, only joy, only innocence and you will shine like those stars overhead. I leave you now so you may sleep. (Thank you, L of L)
2/20/02 - The Book of Anakosha
(This was a paper found in the files with the date 2/20/02.)
"I am birthing in you. I am coming. I am Anakosha. You are receiving me. You are bringing me forth. I have been waiting. Others have received me but they have gone off to either one side or the other. You are remaining in balance. You continue to receive my words and my energy in a balanced way, my hopes and my dreams are coming through you. I have a plan."
(Q: Who are you?) "I am Anakosha. I have been here since the beginning, since before the world was formed. I have been waiting, waiting for people to receive me and work with me and allow me to out-picture the perfection of the human being, the freedom of the human being. I AM the human race, I am the perfect manifestation of the human race, I want to manifest freely upon the earth."
(Q: What does Anakosha mean? Where does it come from?) "A is for alpha, the beginning. The end of Anakosha is also an A, also a beginning. Anakosha is first a beginning and last a beginning. Anakosha is completion. The first and the last. I am the middle. I am the perfect human. I hold the two ends together. I have been waiting to bring about the perfect human, balanced and wise. I bring the two extremes together where they are united as one. I am bringing forth a new race where no part of the human being is denied, but where all parts of the body of expression are loved unconditionally. The Book of Anakosha, I have been waiting. When you can love yourself and accept being loved by others, then Anakosha, the landed facility, will manifest. Spiritual love is abstract. It does not take physical form because it is not 'owned'. Own the love and make it yours and the power you generate will re-shape the world."
My thoughts were then directed to love, to the warmth and goodness of love. I was told the word, “Feminine”. I felt the echoes and essence of women down through the ages since the beginning. I felt the essence of women, not their outer human shells which struggled through life, but the soft, resilient, intelligent, tender femininity at the heart of each woman or girl child who ever lived. Warm femininity swirled around me. I touched it as I would touch a raw warm human organ with my fingers, liquid and pulsing with life. I felt its soul enter me. I felt feminine and sensual. I felt the love and joy and nurturing that each of these women brought to the planet, whether they were fulfilled or died in pain. It didn’t matter because they brought with them a living potential of love that they left here as a gift to the earth, and it’s still here. I said to myself softly, “Love.” I felt love and femininity as one, including the feminine side of men. Love is reconnecting to the soul. It’s the inner warmth that is accomplished by turning within to stoke the fires of one’s own hearth (heart?). After having thrust outward in competition and aggression, and driven by ambition, love as good intention is the returning home. Love begins at home for oneself. The turning within to the heart is the female in us who wants to nest and wrap ourselves in a warm and cozy cocoon in a sense of completion and a work well done and completed. Love is the one gift that we can give to ourselves that does not require anyone else. It is the hour of meditation and prayer in solitude. We can feel love even if we are alone, homeless and stricken with cancer. Love is a choice to return to the heart to elevate oneself, appreciate oneself and tell oneself “I love you”. There is a strange and wonderful power that comes forth at this time that soothes and calms the outer storm, and it goes beyond all logic. Loving oneself does not deny the world, the death, sickness, poverty and emotional pain. Rather, it fulfills them. It includes them and puts it all to rest within the heart. For us. There is no exception. There is nothing bad enough that can’t be loved and put to rest in the human heart. Love is unconditional.
Through thoughts of love swirling, up popped the words, “The Book of Anakosha, I have been waiting.” I sensed the speaker of the words waiting for a response from me. It wasn’t a command, just a suggestion. Waiting. It was not pushy. It was gentle, waiting. It was allowing me the freedom to choose. Love is never pushy. It may recede after awhile if no response, for love is eternally patient. But this time I said, “OK. I’ll do it! I will open a new file tomorrow on the computer called ‘The Book of Anakosha.”
And then Doug’s snores got louder than ever. My mind sprang to life and my eyes opened wide. There was only one thing to do. I went across the hall into my meditation room where the altar stands ever ready with darkened candles. I lit them and began a proper meditation. It is impossible to describe a really good meditation because it takes place on another level that has no words. It is a communication of the heart, soul and mind all together as one. There is usually a lot of movement involving inspiration and a deepening sense of peace and connectedness. And of course there is prayer. Then tingles come and sparkles of light and energy. And a feeling of talking with someone who knows more than me. An hour later I returned to bed still pulsing light from my light body. Sparks twinkled on and off. Words are inadequate at such a time but as I climbed into bed and dropped off to sleep, snuggled up to Doug’s back, warm, cozy and unusually connected to him, a specific message was given to me....
“When you can love yourself and accept being loved by others, then Anakosha, the landed facility, will manifest. Spiritual love is abstract. It does not take physical form because it is not ‘owned’. Own the love and make it yours and the power you generate will re-shape the world.”
9/4/05 - Register love on your brain cells
(Dear LLL, what would you like to say to me that will enhance my journey and path? Response:)
Take one step at a time. You are doing the right thing for yourself. Register love on your brain cells. Impact your body chemistry with love, for the power and frequency of loving thoughts harmonizes the atmosphere and smooths the pathway for your higher self to slide into the situation. Move your ego, your small controlling self, aside. Have it perched like a parrot on your left shoulder, out of the way. Consider peace within your heart, not your intellect. Weigh it, mull over it, process it, digest it with your heart. Be in your heart and you will know much more than you know through your brain.
12/3/05 - The answer lies in awakening consciousness
(On this day I felt the urge to receive communication via channeled writing. I have not done this in a while. After I wrote this down on paper, the automatic writing began.)
Find your center, determine your direction as you were writing in your letter to spirit last night. You wish for many things. They are all possible. You have a support group forming to help you. Use your training and the art of bringing forth individual talents. There are many who are waiting to hear from you. You hold a key to their hearts. Their egos too have been kept dangling and dancing about like puppets on a string - a string held not by a master but by a petty figure indeed. You are the master here, not the fearful ego. Let yourself shine through the ego’s murky fragmentation which so confuses.
Now! Your desires for classes are NOT from ego. They are from your own divinity. You are ready to teach and show the way. You have been waiting for support and so you shall have that support. You are ready to begin the spiritual activation of Anakosha. As you saw last night, the sexual group focus is the center of the flower. It is solid and attached to the stem running down to the ground and to the roots in the soil. You are now sensing the approaching energies of higher consciousness. This is the time you have been waiting for. The spiritual petals of the flower are ready to open. They have been closed in and over the sexual root chakra activity, allowing that focus and activity to grow in strength. As it has been growing in strength and focus it has been sending thought waves upward touching the higher realms, like bubbles from the bottom of the pond. Each bubble carries within its heart a spark of the divine. It seeks to rise and rejoin its Home, the eternal sea of light. Yet, it is trapped within a solid, or so it seems, body. Therefore it will seek its own level or vibrational frequency within the body within the windows of the soul - the chakras where pure bliss resides.
It is time to speak of the bliss that resides within the body, for that is the peace that the people are seeking. You DO know the peace and the stillness within. The teaching about ego and its role in your life is a major step to your evolution to the starting point. You understand now, what has been holding you back. You have become wise to ego. You have stopped following its guidance, which has kept you dancing like a puppet on a string held by a small piece of illusion. Now you sit in peace with yourself. That which you call a cold, or bug, is a gift to you to help you take a much-needed rest from the puppet master - a fearful little thing who is not necessary in your larger plan. You know. Underneath, you know.
Your letter to spirit has shifted your perception so that you can hear us and communicate by writing. We have given you many techniques and advice for you to use, not only for yourself, but to present them to others. You are ready to hold classes in the name of Anakosha, and finally activate the spiritual energy in that great group soul to come out and shine. It is the great missing piece to the magnificent puzzle which you have designed for yourself in this lifetime. Others will carry on the lower levels, the petty details and administration, for they WANT to do it. They are eager to do it. They are part and parcel with you. They await your coming out and moving forward with the spiritual plan. You will empower them to do THEIR job, when you are willing to do yours. Anakosha must be nurtured from the higher realms and only individuals awakening to their own higher potentials can do that nurturing.
As you read recently, it is not in techniques or technology that the answer lies, but in awakening consciousness within the human heart. For THAT is where consciousness resides. The heart is an intelligent force, larger than the brain or mind, because it is one with all that is. Source. God/Goddess. Light. Through the awakening of the heart, individuals will begin to settle down and lose some of their attachment to chaos and linearity. It is about NOW time - where peace and serenity govern human life.
We are here to serve you and guide you in this massive undertaking. We have sent people to you. Anakosha School of Oneness will thrive and grow internationally as your husband has said. He is one that we sent to you. God bless you, my beloved. We love you and honor you. You may call on us at ANY time. ANY time you need support in shedding the chaos and negative energies, call on us. We are always home! Namaste. Welcome to our ranks. You have a job to do and it shall be light.
12/20/05 - An unusual experience
On this day I am calling in my Presence in meditation and I am seeing the ligh and it is shining down on me and I am seeing my name “Anakosha” like a force propelling out of me in the form of a clear sharp energy in the shape of an “A” and an “N” and so on. I get the feeling the name is the original God name that was embedded into my soul, the spark of divinity when it was first broken off and individualized from the whole, as if stamped with a number as it came off the production line. However, in the case of a human being, he or she is given a name which is the immortal name. So it is embedded as a finely chiseled force field into my light body. It looks or feels like, if you took a sheet of metal and cut out the name Anakosha into it, and then turned off the lights in a room, and held the metal over a fire place. The name Anakosha would shine through. This is how I am perceiving it. The name is being revealed because it is coming out of inside of me as I am praying to the great divine light above and beyond me. I am calling, praying, chanting, reaching for the great light. And so the great light is coming, is reaching back to me and seeking to connect with me as I am seeking to connect with it. And what is reaching out is a force field that looks like “Anakosha”. It is a power or a force that is propelling out of me in search of connection with the great light. That’s how I see my name. It is being revealed as I am drawing closer to the great light. It’s being drawn out of my heart. This may not make sense but I see it in movement of energy.
10/30/11 - Breathe through your feet
(My body was real achy today so in meditation I asked Master DK to help me find a solution. What followed was a lesson that involved first sitting as I normally do in front of the altar, then standing and connecting the sky force and the earth force. Then focusing on the bottoms of my feet and breathing more through my feet.)
DK: Focus! Focus on the bottoms of your feet and open them up. Breathe through the bottoms of your feet. Breathe through your feet. You have nostrils on the bottoms of your feet.
(There followed a lengthy talk through breathing upward through the bottoms of my feet, placing noses all over the bottoms and focusing first on the left to strengthen the left, since it’s the right side that I overuse, so strengthen the left. Think left. Breathe up the left and lift it higher up through blocked veins, bringing up the fire from earth.)
DK: You do this with your mind, with your consciousness, you have been in the sky in the dreams, in the ethereal, now you are breathing the ground, bringing up the ground. You ARE the earth, your consciousness on this end IS the earth. You are creating the earth through your consciousness. You are sky creating sky when you are on that end of consciousness. You are the whole. You are the creator. You are the One. You are One with all that is creating all that is. Breathe through your feet. Breathe in the fire of Earth power. Earth has a fire and a power.
7/23/12 - A white tigress teaching
(I am focusing and asking to be a student of Master Djwal Khul, which I have been doing right along I guess. He is instructing me in how to set up the participation circle that I want to start. This is an idea I got from the book "Selamat Ja!" of the Planetary Activation Organization aout fluid group dynamics. It involves a circle which does not have a leader. DK says:)
"Have a pow wow on sex. Talk about sex. Make that the focus. Make it into a circle discussion. Make this the fluid group using fluid group dynamics. Pass the stick. Cultivate the individual.
(I see DK as a master of Tantra. Yes? Is it true? He is unfolding something to me now. He is saying:)
"The pearl of great price is the jewel in the lotus. The flowering at the top of the head as the petals unfold, reveals the diamond-like essence traveling up the stem from way down deep below in the mud. The jewel is hidden in the mud and must be raised up the spine (the stem) consciously by the individual through disciplined practices so that it can flow and open and activate the thousand petaled lotus at the crown of head, the brain cells. Feminine energy is all that is sweet. A man does not lose his masculinity but increases his personal vitality when he begins expressing his softer side. Feminine energy is no competition but acceptance of other people’s skills and appreciating them, and blessing them for the work done is actually improving HIMSELF.
"Feminine energy yields control instead of competing for control when someone else demands it. The male tends to fight or resist authority, whereas women yield to authority. It is the skill of a Kung Fu practitioner who steps back and to the side when someone aggressively attacks. Feminine energy is wise and does this only in situations as a maneuver, not forever as a slave yields to his overlord out of subservience. I will instruct you every day in the mornings that you spend time here with me. It is going to be about freedom of the individual. It is a blossoming of that which is pure and holy and divine and intelligent and aware that resides within the dense, clay animal body. It is a practice that requires focus in alone time, what is called meditation. There are instructions and techniques that can be learned from one who knows. I will instruct you and you may pass it on."
(I wondered why I never joined groups. I always shunned joining groups. I was told:)
"You are a maverick and a rogue because of your teachings. You have kept yourself separate from the crowd to preserve and protect the jewel in the lotus. The world has been denied this teaching about the jewel in the lotus which you know as the power behind sex, small focus that it is. So this is a rare teaching. A white tigress teaching. That is why you have remained detached and alone from groups. The journey of the master is a solitary one."
7/24/12 - Let your dreams go, they are pebbles in the way
(I moved my chair over to face the picture of DK on the altar and found myself talking to him. I asked, “Why am I so confused? My mind keeps changing about forming a group. I am so confused. Why?“ I continued talking to him and in the middle of the question I started getting the answers - words just floated in between my own words, seemingly my own but I soon realized were not. I was in a peaceful non-thinking mental space after doing exercises.)
Let your dreams go. They are pebbles in the way. Flush them out. Become NO thing. Become void. Become. Don’t change things, just be. Don’t heal people. Just be. Don’t want things to happen. Just be. Be the want, don’t focus on WHAT you want. Be the change but don’t focus on WHAT you want to change. Be the healing but don’t focus on WHAT or WHO you want to heal. Do you see? Do you understand the difference? What you focus on becomes solid in 3D. It becomes a pebble that today you might want but tomorrow you will not want and it will be an obstacle in your path. You are being shown many things that you want, only to have them dissolve before your eyes the next day. You are being shown that wanting these things, these material things in the physical world, are illusions. They shift and change hourly, daily. You are being shown how to not want but to remain in an open fluid state of consciousness. The void.
The monks who do elaborate sand paintings, magnificent, intricate designs, and then blow them away, are doing exactly what you are doing now: creating a picture of your desires on the world and then blowing them away. Do you understand? YOU are the lesson. You! You are the reason, the cause of what is happening to you, for you. YOU are giving yourself a lesson. A truth. An awareness that you need to understand in your 3D body in order to stop doing what you have been doing! Stop wanting a group. Stop designing a group. Stop wishing and praying for a group. Stop trying to figure out what kind of group you want. Stop changing your mind to create new designs. Stop! Let go. Allow yourself some peace. Stop trying. Stop changing. Start enjoying your freedom from trying. Even wanting freedom is an illusion. It becomes a pebble in your shoe to focus on freedom. It becomes irritating. It becomes a “thing”. It becomes an obstacle to you.
You are a grand design, created by the Creator itself. You are magnificent in your own right, when you stand alone without all these little pebbles that have worn you down from wanting them and not getting them, or wanting them and getting them and then getting bored with them. The coming and going, the creating and dissolution, the building and designing, the controlling that is required to build something - these are all part of the 3D program that is dissolving now. It is the old program that you have been operating within. It has been a carefully constructed grid work that you were born into and locked into but now the grid is ending and breaking up, leaving you standing there alone with yourself. You are beginning to understand, but you had to remind yourself of who and what you are by speeding up the process of wanting something and then having it disappear and then wanting something else and having it disappear. Creating and dissolving. It is the 3D program ending to make room for the new program that is coming in. You are beginning to understand that you exist beyond the program of cause and effect, of duality, of build and destroy. You exist in a larger field of intelligence and play. The end of my sermon! (I felt DK fading and it left me feeling empty for a moment.)
7/25/12 - Don't hold onto your dreams
(I asked DK, What do I do with the new dreams? They keep coming and coming. I am confused. I can't let them go if they keep coming?! I have paper and pen in hand and write down his response.)
I didn‘t say to suppress them, or to cut them off. I said “Let your dreams go.” Don‘t hold on to them. Let them keep coming, and let them keep going so there is a flow, like a river. It is your mind that tries to capture the idea. To wrap it up in a pretty package with a bow on top like a title. Your mind, when you do this, stops the flow. Remember a long time ago you were told not to grasp the shooting star - the idea - because the tail is still coming in its wake. The tail of the shooting star contains the how, where, why and other practical information to follow. That which explodes in your mind is the shooting star but there is further information to follow, which would lead you in understanding how to implement the plan because it is not yours alone to implement. There must be others. This is the flow that is coming behind the first implosion. If you stop the flow - this brilliant new idea that has came to you - by grabbing it and trying to capture it in your hands, the flow, the movement is stopped. This is what happens to many people. They get an idea and think it is a most wonderful idea, and they try to capture it and put it under a magnifier to examine it for flaws. And the grace and beauty of this magnificent gift is diminished to a “thing”. It is shut off and becomes finite.
Yesterday, for example, my instruction was the beginning of a new thought for you. You took it and ran with it. You tried to package it. You did package it. But now you are experiencing overwhelm. Your mind closed on it. Your mind packaged it. And you became confused. What next, you thought. Now more information is coming to you today. Yesterday I did not tell you to suppress your dreams or to shut them off or to sit and examine them under the microscope of your mind. I told you to let them go. Now I add more to that statement. Let your dreams go so more dreams can come. Let them come and let them go, and then more will follow and you will let them go too and still more will come. Do you see the idea from this example? It is a universal process of downloading information from the unformed into the formed or finite world. Intelligence is infinite, but for it to download into a human brain it must come in the form of a stream of consciousness, a thought that resembles a path which is presented to you in an orderly fashion. It comes from an infinite open sky space in a kind and gentle manner so that it does not overwhelm you. There is more to come.
When you open to your higher self you begin receiving a stream of orderly “more“. You begin to perceive more. You already know this, you have merely forgotten. Now, because 3D is crumbling you are receiving ”moreness”. More information. More excitement. More knowledge. More creative ideas. More things to study. More people to meet. More possibilities. More paths to take. More of everything and you are experiencing overwhelm, which is confusion, because you haven‘t disciplined your mind to stay open to the flow. It’s too much because your mind is trying to grab it and “package” it in the old way. The way of 3D. That doesn’t work any more. You are now learning how to live in 5D where there are no limits. You can’t put this new information in a box any more and package it and sell it as yours. It requires you to let go of all new concepts that come to you, wonderful as they are. Beautiful beyond anything you‘ve seen before. You want to own it but you can’t grasp it. There is no owning or monopolizing in 5D. In 5D your mind must open wide and let information flow THROUGH it so it can fit into the wider playing field that you are moving into. Life must be allowed to unfold in a more open and natural manner.
10/1/13 - Tantra is not a quick fix
(This came after asking Djwhal Khul to teach me about Tantra. He tells me and I write this down as he is speaking.)
Love made physical is healing. You want a quick fix, but it is not quick. You are accustomed to a society that takes a pill or gets surgery to remove a part of the body that has gone wrong. You are accustomed to having it “your” way but your way has not succeeded, has it? You must learn to open your mind and heart to new things, things that you formerly rejected. It is time to take down the walls that shield you from your healing on deeper levels. Allow your gentle side to take over. Allow yourself to feel the energies of surrender, of giving up. Let your toughness surrender. The whole of you, the whole of your God self cannot come into your life and body because you have created a shell of hardness. It is all done with your mind. Your thoughts of defensiveness, your thoughts of survival, fear of not getting enough, your thoughts of frustration that you allow to play over and over, your thoughts of anger toward someone you felt had wronged you - now feel the energy of surrender. Give it up. This is the attitude of Tantra. It is the path of love.
(There is a lull and I am feeling stillness now and I am being given the energies of gratitude, surrender, celestial, angels, joyful, peace, love, light, and then....)
Until the hard shell falls away of these tough stones, nails and rubbish, there is no room for love and the family of light that accompanies it - joy, appreciation, reverence, honor, respect, humility, compassion, beauty, grace, dignity, warmth, peace, safety, freedom. When the family of love and light enter the body it produces wholeness, which is felt as bliss, ecstasy, rapture, nirvana.
It is not a quick fix to reach the profound states of love, but once on the right path there is enjoyment, pleasure, fun. Just take the beginning steps to correct your path, from one of feeling lack to one of feeling delight and fulfillment. It is not sex that is the bridge to higher consciousness, it is love. You must not limit your love to one person and shut off the rest of the world. Your life partner with whom you live is in your life for reasons other than romance. They are in your life to help you learn and grow. The challenges you meet both at home with family and outside of family are your own resistances. You are challenged by your own resistance. Tantra teaches surrender of resistance so that you may blend with the energies of life that are everywhere. Tantra means in Sanskrit “net” or “web”. It refers to the web of consciousness that pervades all existence. Love is the glue that holds us all together. When you are free of resistance you may blend with and enjoy making love with all of life, becoming one with a butterfly, the wind, the grass, the rain, a stone, a child, an old man or woman. All of life is either formless or formed. You are life currently in form but you are only temporarily in form. You are spirit - consciousness - with or without form, and even while in form you may cultivate love without limits, without resistance and enjoy the sensual pleasures of the body to such an extent that you are thrown into rapture and nirvana. It is not sex that does this but love without limits.
10/5/13 - The four lower bodies
I asked Master Djwhal Khul a question but I can’t remember what I asked. This is his response.
When I said you can’t do this alone, I did not mean you needed other people. You need other you’s. You have become fragmented into many pieces. You are not whole. You are learning to re-connect your four lower bodies - your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual or higher mind. You have been learning about integration and you have been practicing in your meditation room. Now you are getting the idea this morning. A new understanding is dawning. The others that you need are the fragments of yourself. You are learning how to expand your awareness to the higher plane of the emotions and from there to step up to the still higher plane of thought, the mental plane. And from there to the yet higher plane of higher mind. You are visualizing the expansion of your body to these higher planes. You are expanding your awareness to higher planes beyond the physical. You are waking yourself up on the higher plane of emotion and mental and spiritual and higher.
As you consciously stepped out of your limited perception of being physical, and as you visualized yourself larger than physical, superimposed over your physical as you have been practicing, and then breathing consciously, allowing your breath to penetrate your larger self on the emotional and the next larger mental and the next larger spiritual and the next - as you breathed in and out of each plane while visualizing, you awakened and aligned these fragments of yourself with your physical. Many people are today working this process to bring their four lower bodies, anchored in the four lower chakras, into balance and alignment with the limited concrete physical body consciousness. This is what I meant by “you can’t do it alone.”
Picture a line of people arriving to your house, each bearing gifts but they are stopped at the front door because you do not open the door or look out the window. You do not know the people are there with gifts for you, gifts that would make your life easier and more pleasant, more agreeable. Many riches await you when you stop trying to live your life as if you were all alone with no help. You have a network of help and helpers all around you but you do not see them. You have been living in a closet in the 3D world. You were kept from your own holy self and the powers of your full potential by the mass consciousness which is a fuzzy dark cloud which obscures your own light. This opening and piercing of the veils between your bodies which kept you locked as a prisoner in the physical material world is being broken as you practice awakening, enlarging, breathing, and calling upon your emotional, mental and spiritual self through the morning exercises. You are not alone because you have a wholeness that is connected to God and through that wholeness you are connected to all.
You have been asking for guidance on Tantra. This is Tantra. This is awakening while in your physical body to the other planes of consciousness that you have access to but you have been kept locked away from. Tantra means a net or a web that connects all as one that has always existed. You were never alone in a separate body, but you were locked out and closed down from knowing this truth. Now you and others are piercing the veils. It is a conscious realization that connects you. The web of life is composed of conscious thought. Conscious awareness. Consciousness connects all that is. God enfolds all his creation alike in his arms and heart and mind. All is contained within the bosom of God. When you don’t know this, it is like being locked inside your closet and not opening the door to the people outside trying to reach you and give you the gifts, their hugs, their laughter and their joyous celebrations, and to invite you to party with them.
Practice your awakening exercises every morning. When you do this, as you consciously awaken to your higher self and invite integration of your other dimensional you’s, mind, feelings, principles and values, you nourish and refresh your physical body. It is your physical body that grows old and tired because it is not being rejuvenated by spirit. When you enter 3D you enter a “time zone”. There is a beginning and an end locked in time. When you are born in 3D you agree to be closed off from the love and light of the Creator and all of the higher dimensions. You came to learn about darkness and what happens when you are without the light and love. As you remember how to pierce the darkness through the process of applying love and light, you can nourish the failing body and the physical cells will open and drink the divine nectar. Your body fills up, plumps up with life and your DNA expands as does your consciousness. This is how you align yourself with your own perfection, the Christ, known also as the Adam Kadmon, the divine perfect human being, designed as the original role model of each human being from the heart-mind of God.
10/6/13 - Keep your mind in the open position
I said to Master Djwal Kul: I think I got it, what you said yesterday about not holding on to the dream or the shooting star. I have been grasping these shooting stars and writing them down on paper or computer, as if I am “owning” them. This is what you mean, right? But these inspired thoughts are not to be owned. I cannot own them. He responded:
Because more comes when you leave your mind in the open position, like a camera locked open. Can you imagine a camera lens locked open to receive a continual flow of impressions? Life does not stop because you put it on an agenda or piece of paper. You have tried to “stop it” by writing it down so that you would not forget. But life continues to flow, and now it backs up like a dam in the stream because it cannot get past the closed door of your mind which closed when you wrote it down, thinking that you had “captured” it. Then you went on to other things, believing that you “owned” the thought, that you captured the shooting star.
In 5D you will be flowing gently with the thought that comes to you, for 5D is receiving more of the divine plan and you are preparing yourself to remain in the open position so that you may better manifest the God potential that you are and that is coming through you. You had built a hard crust around yourself in this separated world and now you are learning to let go. It is not YOUR dream, after all. It is God’s dream and it is his/her prerogative to choose what, how, when, where to actualize the thought in action. You are god/goddess waking up to that realization. As you awaken you realize your connection to those around you who are also God/Goddess in mortal form seeking to express and manifest the divine plan, the divine dream, its desire, its wholeness. It is the sea of unbroken love and light that flows through your arteries and veins, muscles, blood and organs, and all others are equally God/Goddess flowing into the density of matter. God/Goddess/Prime Creator, the Source of all that is is manifesting continually as mineral, plant, animal, human, angelic and spiritual. It is all connected as one unbroken sea of life striving to become physical. You are a particle in that sea of light and love. Allow yourself to float on that stream that is constantly flowing. It does not stop. You are the only force of resistance. Work to free your SELF from the forces of resistance within you.
What you read this morning about becoming like a child again is to remember the freedom and the flow of childhood. You did not know resistance then. Only as your parents and others imposed their will upon you did you develop the art of resistance. Now you must learn how to let go of resistance. Surrender is childlike. Surrender is an open heart. You do not lose your wisdom gained when you surrender your resistance. You open the doors and allow the God/Goddess/Father/Mother to experience their dream within you. You are the child of their love. You are manifesting them in your actions and behavior and thought and feeling. They are wiser than you, the child of their love. You ARE them. You are here as them, as Father God and Mother God, the light and the love of Creator. Your Creator. And all of your brothers and sisters are also manifesting the light and the love of Creator, your creator, for there is only one Creator and you are a living walking cell in that oneness, immortal, eternal, connected through the consciousness, through the barriers of skin. You are one, blessed ones. (Thank you, D.K.) Do not close! Remain open in your heart and in your mind. You are building a network which in the East is called “Tantra”.
10/11/13 - The feminine way to swinging
I’m in meditation and seeing that I must have an intro class for couples but in the feminine way. I am asking “but how? I keep surrendering to the men and letting the mentake over. How am I to ever do this? What can you give me that would help me to accomplish this? What should I do to change my native tendency to surrender and give in to the men? His response:
All people react violently, angrily, if they are put into situations where forces are swirling and in conflict. It is upsetting. That is why you will have an agenda. Also you will give an outline of the information you will add to and fill out in this class. You have created the Yin Workshop agenda. Very good. Now take that outline and soften it. Plump it up. Turn it around and over and over. Fill it up with meat, pound it, examine it, imagine it and take it out of your head. Put it into your feelings and emotions. It is the feeling you are missing. You have been trying to teach from a male perspective, from your mental. You are missing the emotional aspect of this. You must find this for yourself first before you can teach it. It is the heart after all. The head and sexual is male; feminine is the heart, the voice, the gut feeling and all inbetween the head and the groin.
(How do I get this going? Can you give me some practical suggestions that I can firmly grasp with my understanding so I don’t let myself slip back?)
It will help you to have a woman for your leadership partner. Let her know your plan to work with couples. You could bring in one single gentleman to be a partner with her. Don’t be too rigid. Practice bending, practice adapting and allowing your higher dignified and graceful persona to come forward. Don’t project your thoughts onto other people. Stop seeing them as limited personalities. What YOU think are their limitations are really YOUR limitations. These are your projections of your fear that they won’t understand your words. You must feel the power of your knowledge and your words, for you will create the understanding for them with your energy. In the years past when you felt that nobody was listening to you and in fact appeared not to even hear you by speaking over you while you were speaking, this was because you did not create a clear energy field when you spoke. You spoke from doubt which disempowered you and caused your energy not to be felt. In all the instances when you felt - and other women have felt this too - that you were dissed or ridiculed or made fun of, these were created by you. The women create their own dismissal, just as the black slaves created their own dismissal and enslavement, because they were beaten down and all of their power was reduced to non-existence.
A happy fulfilling life brings the life force back and re-kindles the flames. This is what you have seen in the swinging lifestyle, but not all people see it the way you see it. You have been given a full and empowered training that enables you to carry the energy with empowered belief, knowing and understanding. You have much power. You know that you do, but you have allowed yourself to hold on to the old energy of disempowerment. Soon you will notice a shift in your consciousness. I have been guiding you to let go, meaning don’t try. There is nothing for you to try to accomplish because you are already there where you want to be. You are fully empowered. Do not try any more. Just be yourself naturally. Be who you are without resisting or pushing or trying or defending. Just be who you are and go where it is natural for you to go. You have been doing well over the last few days of surrendering to the now moment. To the inner movement. Continue to flow the now.
(Thank you!)
You are welcome, my friend. You are most very welcome. You may come to see me tonight as your body sleeps.
(Thank you! I love you Master DK. I went back to sleep then but I had a flash seeing Counselor Troi’s ear, from Star Trek. And I saw how sound went into her inner ear as an empath and down into her muscles and inner body where she resonated with the impact of the message contained in the vibration. That was how she got the information silently. I could see and feel that this part was important as the feminine science. I got up to write down what I was receiving because it was so strong.)
DK: It’s not just about speaking and listening with the head or intellect only, but listening with all of the cells in your body. Your consciousness - you - are not residing in your head. Your school has programmed you that you are only using your brain and nothing else. That it is only your brain that considers situations, solves problems and analyzes data. But that is not true. You are a conscious being who is conscious in every cell and atom of your body. Your stomach, your hip, your shoulder, your toe,. You were bored and restless in the old seminar and in the orientations because the men leading those seminars did not address the inner being - the feminine or inner connection of this information on swinging, which you were seeing as so much more than physical or intellectual. You felt this information on sexual sharing with empathy, as Counselor Troi does. You listen from the standpoint of hearing and receiving and knowing and connecting with every cell in your body. That means your sensuality is felt through hearing and receiving. You feel people through vibrations. You connect with people through the vibrations that pass through your ears from what you hear, your eyes from what you see and the skin from what touches you either physically or energetically. Three of the five senses are operating in you and you want to acknowledge this and expand on this. Most lectures are fitted into brain to brain connection, leaving out or ignoring the whole body connection. That is why you have trained yourself to write the information down at a lecture, so you can absorb it into your cells. You do not live in your brain. That is the feminine teaching of Tantra.
10/14/13 - DK speaks especially to couples
I asked DK to give me an article that I could post on Anakosha for swingers. This is what he gave me.
Good morning, my friends! I know that you are not reading this together as a couple, so let me remind you that sexual sharing is a couples recreation. It has evolved from wife swapping and, with a merry heart may I say, it is moving towards husband swapping, or boyfriend swapping, as the culture becomes more feminine-inspired and aware of the love that is the motivating urge behind sexuality.
Your heart is where love is anchored in your body. If you are coupled and living a family life, then you are most likely experiencing the pull to love others and experience sex with other people. It has been thus for eons. You call it sex, but the urges come from beyond the genitals. The pressure to expand your love to others through a physical connection is sometimes an overwhelming urge. You call it "hot" or "horny" because you feel it first in your genitals, but there is far, far more to this urge than you can imagine.
Your love is vast and endless. YOU are vast and endless. You are created out of love. Love and light are synonymous. Your very nature as a light being is to unite lovingly with all beings. Now, that does not mean that your nature is to have genital sex with all beings. That would be laughable. Love is ethereal. It descends downward through many levels from the source of all life. The love that exists within you, has been shut down to a very small, tightly compacted atom anchored in your physical heart. On a deep deep level you know you are love, but it is difficult to act on it due to the teachings that have been programmed into you, obliterating it. Love, when it is felt, is known as principles, morals, ethics, conscience, noble ideas and high spiritual values.
This light in the heart is a piece of YOU from a higher dimensional plane than your physical body. You use your physical body as a vessel by which you can walk on the Earth and feel the soil with your skin but your role is to expand that love by exercising it. Your body is only a tool, an instrument to use, so you can walk on the Earth, and experience the sounds, sights, tastes, smells of the planet. It is like your car that you drive from place to place, while you - the consciousness within your heart - is the one having the experience and not the car.
When this great love which is YOU descends down into a finite body such as the one you inhabit today, blocks and veils and walls are put in place to tone down your awareness so that you can experience separation. Otherwise you would not be able to experience such a dense physical body which feels concrete and solid to your touch. If you remembered where you came from, you would not want to stay confined to the body. You would want to go home where you came from - to the vastness and freedom and the awesome love of your spiritual home. Being human on Earth requires that you be separated so you can have individual and separate experiences. This is how you grow.
To accomplish the task of closing you down, certain limiting programs were imprinted into you to help you forget. This is accomplished by shutting down your DNA. Only one thing still remains intact that gives you a sense and glimpse of home and that is orgasm. Sex is the vibration that bridges the gap so you briefly remember who you really are and where you came from. The experience of love is indelibly imprinted in your memory during orgasm.
You are connected to all life and to each other through your heart. When two people fall in love and begin a life together as two instead of living alone separately, you expand the love in your heart. Many people fall out of love over time because they haven't learned how to keep the love alive day by day, but allow frustration to close it down. Maintaining love in your daily life is important. It is a pathway to greater life. You expand the love in your heart and in your life by living in grace and gratitude, being responsible and caring for others. This requires the cultivation of patience, kindness, grace and dignity.
Some people do not learn how to do this and abort the relationship, returning to a single life again. But two people who share their life together, even though they may disagree with each other, are enlarging their ability to love. They are more able to handle and understand individuals who are different from themselves. They can look past the mask of pretense. When two people stay together during the ups and downs of relationship, you become more in harmony and more stable. You gradually become ready to reach out as two together and share your love with others.
Now what do the two of you do when you want to expand your love out beyond the two of you? It is, after all, in your nature to do so. It is the way you are made, to radiate love to others and experience sensuality, physical love with other people. What do you do when the laws of your land prohibit you from sharing your love beyond the accepted tradition? What do you do when you would be persecuted or put to death for violating the customs and traditions of marriage?
Let us examine it from the physical side, the animal side of your urges. The desire to have sex which is felt as pressure in your loins. Why? Very few people appreciate the force of Earth magnetism that flows upward into your body through your feet. The Earth is alive with life. Do you think you can live and walk on the Earth and not be influenced by Earth's magnetic radiation? Mother Gaia is a powerful spiritual entity that pulsates and feeds life into all her creatures, including the human animal. Your human body was made out of Earth material. It grows on this planet the way a tree grows, or a panther or a reptile or a bird. Your body drinks in the life force of Earth upward through your feet. It pulsates daily - thump, thump, thump - in tune with the Earth heart beat. All animals feel it. If you were more in tune with the Earth you would feel the changes in nature from spring to summer to fall and winter.
The Earth's magnetism is a negative feminine force which is attracted by your heart's positive, electric polarity. That which flows upward to your loins has an urge to rise higher to connect with your heart. It is pulled up by the drawing power of love. Not many people know how the human being works. You are designed to unify your animal body with your spiritual etheric body. There are many forces flowing through you.
But you have not been trained in how to make this connection. You must open your heart and your loin together. There are barriers in place. These barriers are what you call "chakras" in the East Indian language. Chakras need to be understood, activated and cleansed before they will open and allow the Earth's magnetic life force to rise up to join the love in your heart. It is called the mystical marriage in some cultures. But until the chakras open and allow this passage to take place, pressure builds up in the groin and is felt as growing sexual energy.
The human body was created to be a physical tool for spirit. The human animal was cultivated to be a host to spirit. You as a body were born into limits and as you nurture and expand the love and light in your heart, you are melting the barriers that prevent your highest ecstasy while on earth. As your chakras open and fill with love and light, understanding dawns. The more you choose the path of love and light, called the path of peace and non-violence, the more your spirit and your physical body join.
Your spirit is a positive pole, electrical. Your body is a negative pole, magnetic. The mistake made by many on the spiritual path is to forget the body and seek upward back to spirit. The magnetic body is required to make the profound connection referred to as the mystical marriage. One may of course seek spiritual enlightenment by returning to spirit, but to create a beautiful life on earth with noble intentions, love must be applied through actions, words and attitudinal behavior. Living in harmony with love and peaceful intentions expands the love and the light you were born with and moves you closer to the ideal person you were designed to be.
When you as an individual live with another person and can do so without controlling them or abusing them or arguing with them, when you can work out disagreements through negotiation peacefully, you have taken a big step toward unity. This shows that you are living in love. Many people think that living in love means sexual affinity, but it is more than that. Living in love is living in peace and in harmony.
Then you may feel the impulse to reach out to others. Work with your partner in this new adventure as you expand your love even further than between the two of you. Expand it through listening, sharing ideas, negotiating and preparing the groundwork for intimate connection through love. You are here to learn how to live with respect, dignity and appreciation. Then you may enjoy the fruits of your labor for you will have grown quite close together, without resistance.
10/24/13 - You can't teach others
In a dream I am telling people about the four levels of lower bodies from the perspective of sex. Physical is a path to the feelings. Feelings are a path to the mental. Mental is a path to the spiritual or higher values. Higher values are a path to the inner qualities of meditation, prayer, etc., which are a path to home. I am telling them but they are not listening. In the bathroom I continued receiving instructions in my mind as prepared for my shower.
We are all in the process of integrating our four lower bodies. The mind doesn’t direct this process, it is happening spontaneously from an inner divine level. The mind doesn’t need to know. You don’t have to tell people the “news”. Your process is yours alone. It is private. When you want to tell someone, go into transcendental space and tell yourself, your higher self, And you will be at peace. You do not find peace by telling others. This is the higher path. The lower path is to tell others. That is a service-oriented path. The higher path is to lift up to the greater whole. In a vertical movement of awareness, appreciation, love, awe, reverence, excitement, gladness of heart, joy, interest, sharing, singing, praising, joining with the celestial population above of brothers and sisters on a universal scale. Not horizontal-focused, but vertical. In this way you lift up all around you through frequency, thought and wholeness of spirit.
You are getting ready to leave that path. Your dream showed you this. In your dream while you were trying to explain the four lower bodies - paths - they weren’t listening. You were bothered and frustrated by their lack of attention but they were showing you a higher way. They were pointing out the window at clouds that looked like angels. Your greatest work has been one to one in the lifestyle, in massage, in friendship, support in your life partners. You have been sharing and telling and teaching this in the way of the healer, the avatar, not the spiritual leader or mass teacher. You are not a spiritual leader, you are a spiritual doer. It is ego to want to lead and teach. Ego is interacting with the outer world. That is how ego survives, by getting power, attention, energy from others. It is the dark side of human nature or non-human. All sentient beings must come to recognize their dark side, what it is, how it draws its food, fuel from others. But this recognition comes when it is time, from within, as awareness unfolds in its own season. You can’t teach or tell others. To think that you can is a futile hope, not in alignment with divine nature. Turn back to the divine nature, the light within, and be at peace with yourself.
10/7/14 - The fully realized man
This morning a wonderful vision was shown to me of a fully realized man. Uumm, lovely. This vision came as a feeling coupled with a picture. It affected me on levels that are wordless. I want to try to express the feeling because I am always focusing on the feminine qualities and, contrary to popular belief, a man who is fully in touch with his feminine side is waaaaay more attractive than one who is not. Most readers interpret feminine to mean woman or a gay man, but there is something powerfully masculine in a man who is whole and complete with both a gentle side and a strong masculine side. Every man has a feminine side, for he is 50% male and 50% female. Most men have been conditioned to hide their female side. Likewise, every woman is 50% female and 50% male, she just hides the 50% male side so she is not wholly empowered. But let's look at an empowered man.
A man's body is male, no question about it. But his body is only the vessel through which he moves and operates as an intelligent operating force. The body is a vehicle, just like his car that he gets into every day and drives. The body is not who he is. Who he is is intelligence manifesting as thought and feeling. This intelligent being is both male and female in thought and feeling. It is only when he is raised in a less-than-perfect society as ours is, that he is indoctrinated from infancy to hide his female side. A boy is taught from infancy to "be a man" and thus close off his delicate sensitivities which are his feminine side. Most boys are taught not to cry and not to express emotion or high ideals or a sense of justice or fairness, or appreciation for beauty or a taste for dance or the arts. These are too delicate, in our society, for a man to have. They are "gay". And yet these are very much a part of his wholeness. He cannot be complete without them. As he grows into adulthood and continues to deny expression to his own inner beauty and grace, he grows harder and more masculine. More macho. He develops a certain hunger for the feminine touch, for his body needs it. His body follows its natural growth pattern and at puberty there is a physical awakening of sex hormones in the genital region, indicating he can now reproduce, but there is a deeper and more intense hunger. He needs feminine energy for his soul, not just his body. He is lacking in that area - intimacy, gentleness, awe and wonder, because he has been trained to shut that side of him down and he is energetically out of balance. He is tilting too far over into the masculinity zone.
Perhaps the reader will disagree with me, but I am sharing a word picture of something I saw today - a fully-realized man. A whole man, not a screwed-up man with issues. We do not see such men in our society often, if ever. A fully realized man is not hungry for sex, nor is he hungry for a relationship. He is his own man and happy with his life. He is balanced between his heart (feminine) and his mind (masculine). He has learned to keep his heart open. He has not closed off his feminine side. His physical body is male and he is attracted to women in the same way as any normal man, for he loves to be in love and he loves beauty, grace and togetherness. But sex is not driving him. He has a respect for the whole person, and an appreciation of nature and ALL people everywhere - not just women. He has the ability to enjoy the many pleasures that the world has to offer, and the ability to be in joy and spontaneity as he feels, as well as to be serious, practical and a leader of men where needed. He can laugh and cry as he is moved to do so. And he can be the warrior when he is called upon, because he does not have unresolved issues plaguing him. He embodies his own wholeness in his skin, and he is comfortable with who he is. He is not operating at the 50% level, which we would call the macho male, but is the kind of man all men and all women would find attractive and likeable.
It's hard to describe the feeling of what I saw. It was a feeling. It was a presence. It was loving and warm and yet masculine in every way. It was wise and intelligent. Profoundly knowledgeable. He was like a god in a man's body. You could not help but stop and gaze at him in wonder, trying to figure out what it was that captivated you. But he was just a human being. I am trying to define the feeling, the impact, the glow and the presence of this man in my vision. He had a very powerful presence. You could imagine him being able to move mountains if he wanted to, but that he kept that power under wraps until needed. This gave an image of a very strong, very warm, very gentle, very human, and very attractive man.
I am painting this picture so that men who read this might understand - allowing your female side to express in your thoughts and emotions. This picture I paint is not being gay, and not being feminine. It is being more masculine, not less. It is important that a man realize how much he loses by not allowing his sensitive nature to co-exist along with his masculine. He has this energy within him. It is a powerful spiritual energy. I am articulating this for a reason. If men everywhere accepted his femaleness, the world would spring back to rightness immediately, for it has been the unbalanced male who has become unduly aggressive, mean and vicious without his feminine side. He would become in short time very comfortable with himself and at peace with his life. What at first feels vulnerable to him would eventually prove to be a wholeness that he has not experienced before, and it would give him more power, purpose and meaning.
The inner feminine is sometimes called the inner child. The inner child has been neglected. The inference is that the child has not grown up to adulthood, but here’s the thing: the inner female is always a child. It is happy and joyful and spontaneous and in love with life. It is the delightful twinkling in the eye at play. A man who has these qualities would be stronger than those men who do not express it. All men could express their inner child, with a little shift into solitary alone time to connect with it. He would be able to give expression to his inner, heretofore unexpressed inner thoughts and feelings. He would be MORE of a man, not less. He would find himself surprisingly stronger than he ever thought possible, because he would be operating on 100% fuel instead of only 50%.
The fuel is the spirit of the person, not the body itself. The fuel is the life force of an individual, not the body itself. The body is only the vehicle, the car, that the person gets into and drives around. When the person runs out of fuel, out of spirit, out of life force, then the car, the body, runs down and grows old. It cannot keep itself alive. It needs the fuel - the 100% octane. The macho male thinks he is so powerful and manly, but he can't do it alone without the spiritual fuel of 100% - the other half of himself which is hidden. One who has accepted his own gentleness, grace, vulnerability, beauty and refinement, would appear as a gentleman. That private acceptance within would flood his mind, body and feelings and saturate him with powerful confidence and inner knowledge. No amount of book learning or higher education gives that to a man. Only his willingness to connect with his heart, the feminine and spiritual side of himself.
The same is true with a woman. Most women operate on 50% of their life force, not 100% as they could. Yes, their physical bodies are feminine and they might be the most beautiful woman in the world. But their bodies are only a vessel, a vehicle. She herself is a non-physical, very powerful being using that beautiful body to operate through. When she, the powerful being, is raised as a young girl by her parents, she is more than likely being cultivated toward the feminine side. They are probably clipping and cutting back her male side, so she will fit in better with the world. Most girls are taught to be soft and gentle and to not express their intellectual side or their strengths or practicalities or tendencies for science, math, politicians, baseball or motorcycles. And yet she has all of these tendencies within her. They are skills and talents and abilities. Who knows what she would produce if she did not cut off her male side?
As young girls grow into womanhood they become increasingly hungry for male energy - the male energy that they rejected and were denied expression to. They grow unbalanced. She develops a certain hunger for boys. And when her body awakens at puberty with sex hormones flooding her nerves and tissues, she has no control over it. She needs and wants a boy man. Whereas if she had been allowed to be a fully-realized girl from childhood she would not be caught in the flood of emotions at puberty. Imbalance causes her intense desire for male energy, for she has refused to let it live and express in her. This hunger radiates out into the atmosphere around her and men and boys are attracted to it like a moth to a flame.
When a person blocks whole portions of themselves from expressing, which our society unfortunately requires, there is the beginning of imbalance. It manifests as inability to see clearly or choose wisely and as a hunger for the opposite sex or fighting with the opposite sex. Wholeness, on the other hand, is a feeling of being healthy, at peace and more or less fulfilled. It is the aching hunger for the opposite sex that is the most damaging result of denying the inner male or the inner female from expressing. It creates the friction and the struggle that exists between men and women everywhere. It is global. Even in our enlightened society here in the West, there is enmity between men and women. This enmity dissolves into love during a love affair and honeymoon, but quickly disappears after that. Why?
Because while they are in love they are balanced in their energies. Love balances. Love accepts. Love does not reject or deny. Love includes. As soon as they stop being in love, they fall out of balance again and the hunger returns for the opposite sex. And yet it is within the man himself, within the woman herself, that the balance is found. One can have hundreds of sex partners in life and never achieve that ultimate peace that comes with being in balance. It is all about energy. Inner energy. Male and female energy integrated inside one's own skin. Is it possible a baby can be raised as a fully-realized boy or girl? I believe it is not only possible but that we are seeing it with our own eyes. It is happening right now in the child prodigies. What we call "geniuses" but they are not geniuses. They are merely healthy, whole-bodied individuals operating on a full tank of life force, fully realized. I believe these child prodigies are not super human but wholly human.
4/26/16 - Do we really need sex?
(I had a brief breathing exercise in the meditation room this morning and thanked DK for his mentoring, and asked him to tell me more about, not just Tantra but about the whole sex thing. Is it something we need? I am confused. I know people need it, or think they do. It’s important to everyone but me. I’m wondering how far we should go in our Tantric Massage, and also what to do about male desires? I don’t know. I am asking for answers. This was his response.)
You’re born into mud, the whole earth is mud, the only way to go when you are ready is straight up to God, creator, no dilly-dallying around.
(I’m paraphrasing here. I was feeling the beautiful loving touch massage again, and no genital manipulation, no orgasm, just lifting, lifting, lifting, soaring higher and higher and higher in the body energies. I asked about the kanda [a word he had given me in a prior message] and how the light in the heart, the crystal light, how this relates. How does the kanda at the base of spine relate to the heart? He said:)
The unformed is all the seven qualities you've been taking on - the seven colors and more. The unformed consciousness took and split a part of itself off and threw it out away from itself to manifest as form. It was the unformed who sent a part of itself away from itself for a purpose - to manifest a form. All forms have this unformed pure will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace, and freedom UNFORMED inside of it. All forms have this as an unformed potential of perfection and completion inside of it. The unformed sent a piece of the unformed perfect qualities down into form.
The Kanda is a seed inside the human being in the GEOMETRIC CENTER of the human body, at the pelvis, the base of the spine. This is the “beloved” of the unformed intelligence buried in form. It is potential buried in the human being. It is in the geometric center of the human body. It is a piece of perfection lying in wait at the base of the spine, waiting for the soul who inhabits the body to open it and cultivate this perfection. A piece of perfect lies at the base of the spine, unformed, not discovered yet, but the soul WILL discover it, in time. It is the destiny of the human race to germinate and grow this potential that lies within. The soul must do it from choice. The soul and free will. The soul is on the road to discovering this unlimited potential, which has all the qualities and virtues of the unformed divine intelligence, because it IS the unformed divine intelligence lying in wait. Waiting to be discovered.
The heart is the middle zone between the formed and the unformed. The unformed is not formed yet, the formed is not unformed yet. The soul doesn’t know yet. The soul hasn’t discovered the potential of himself yet. The soul hasn’t awakened yet. Until the soul awakens, he is either operating on a male energy or a female energy. When the soul learns about the transcendent kanda within him, the divine consciousness within him, he will stop the struggle between his male and female and begin to look UP. As he looks up he neutralizes and transcends the male/female or positive/negative struggle. He rises above it. He then opens the kanda as a lotus blossom opens its petals, to receive the incoming UNFORMED intelligence - it’s higher self - into the form. It is all about the unformed intelligence - God we call it - coming into form and mankind IS the potential god-man and all women are the potential goddesses, waiting to realize this and receive the parent consciousness into its human form. The heart is the middle zone where they meet. Where unformed consciousness and formed consciousness meet.
9/5/16 - The importance of receiving
During a Chi Machine exercise with my legs swinging back and forth, I asked DK what could I do to further my advancement today? First I thanked him because he was the only one I could relate to as a real live human being. I am humbled when I sit before him because he personifies the Godhead or Source through the drawing that he released to the public. I love that drawing of him. I can feel his humility, compassion and intelligence through the drawing. This is what he gave me this morning in words and feelings.
You are right. We are the receivers of the formless as you have been studying in your books. We humans or sentient beings are the Shakti of the Shiva, the formless one who flows through us. You are right. You have discovered this. Yes, I have led you to this discovery, but so others have led you, too, for we have gone before you and we have discovered this before you. And there are others ahead of us. The formless is coming at a steady rate into form. It is the responsibility of the one inhabiting the form to receive this beautiful idyllic flow and mould it into a beautiful, idyllic expression in the physical world of matter upon the planet. It is our responsibility to be continually aware that we are receivers. (I am getting the word “receiver” the last few days.) It is our destiny to remain open to receive the formless beauty, love and intelligence that comes from the greater source. It is our duty as an embodied form to receive this higher, greater, more infinite and intelligent life and mold it, encapsulate it into our expression. It is our role and our purpose as a soul in a dense vehicle to receive this incoming flow and mold it into a higher degree of expression than our form previously knew.
We are making known the unknown, as Ramtha has said. Who else will do it if not us. You and I? That is the purpose of the form, to encapsulate that which is flowing through it. Mankind has not understood this duty and role. He instead receives certain idyllic information and then shuts the door on the flow and turns rogue with it. He wanders away from the river that is flowing and claims it for his own which shuts the door on the flow of inspiration. It‘s dull if the door is closed on the inspiration, and leads to death. That is how ego is born. An ego is the human mind working with a false intelligence, a copy cat, a criminal. And yet mankind is destined to learn of his great role and to open his mind and his heart to become a receiver, a continual receiver, endlessly receiving. This is the great work - to learn how to be in endless receiving mode and never shutting it off. To become a living vehicle expressing a life force that is grander than his form will keep him continually creating new things. A person may feel he is imprisoned in a form today, but when he opens to the never-ending river of life and intelligence that flows through him through his breath, instead of feeling in a prison he will feel free. Totally free and expansive, for his freedom has been curtailed and limited. When he stops closing his mind and heart to the inflow of life and intelligence and reason, he will stop feeling imprisoned and shut down.
This is the great work of the spirit that is our own consciousness. It is our duty to turn our conscious awareness to the greater source that is above and beyond. As we discover the truth of our source and re-open the heart and mind to the incoming source, like a receptacle, we will discover the ecstasy and joy of being alive in a physical body. Life is formless intelligence, love, power and creativity. We as the form are to receive this formlessness into our minds and hearts and give thanks for it by turning our awareness in an upward direction. This is how we receive and mold the incoming intelligence into something beautiful. We become creators and expressors of amazing creations, inventions, works of art, talent, organic technology which is living, not dead metal but living molecular things that serve us, like our computers. This is the purpose of mankind. To receive the inflowing river of life - of sacred life - and expand it, express it, live it, walk it, breathe it, demonstrate it through our actions in the physical world in which we live. And, yes, there are seven qualities that we have been given to remind us and point us in the right direction, lest we forget. Those qualities are attributes of nobleness and we are reminded to weave them into our daily life.
There are seven. Seven rays, seven tones, seven colors, seven noble attributes. They are called will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace, freedom, in that order. Freedom is achieved or earned after the six other attributes are woven into the life. Then freedom is experienced. These seven qualities are the qualities that mankind is given to focus on and bring to life. Do not deviate from these. Do not ignore them. Do not shut down. Be ever alert to the SEVEN qualities. They are the steps that lead to enlightenment in daily life. Not in spirit but in physical embodiment. And when we do we find there is more that is poured into us. We become open to receive even more than we thought we ever could receive, for we expand our capacities to know, to feel, to love, to live in truth, to be righteous, and grateful and honorable. We receive more because there is an infinite quality to these colors, tones, radiances. We are expanding ourselves to be able to receive MORE of these qualities, and as we do we also expand the Earth to receive more because we, our forms, are of the Earth.
We are evolving not only ourselves but the planet, for Mother Gaia has provided us the material for our forms. The matter - yes, you got it - matter is the Mother. That is the great secret. That is the missing key. The divine mother is matter, is Shakti, is the divine feminine which receives and loves the divine masculine, which is formless, into form. We humans are to weave the beautiful colors and tones of the seven into life so these may be seen. Will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace and freedom. As we do we radiate these qualities to the lesser kingdoms behind us, coming up through the process of evolution: mineral, plant, animal. We are caring for Mother Gaia and demonstrating the higher life to those beneath us as we, moment by moment, breathe in the formless (Shiva) and love it, shape, mold it into the physical form as Shakti, the feminine. As we do this we expand ourselves and become quickened and lighter and fuller with the consciousness of source. We are filling our matter body with the source and intelligence and love of the life force. We are the matter, the Mother, encapsulating the Father principle. As the Father principle penetrates into the Mother.
2/16/17 - The sun is enfolding your heart but the earth pull is strong
I woke in pain last night, really bad pain, but I asked DK in the middle of the night for help, and I slept well. I woke up feeling mostly pain free. I am determining that it is all me! My energies. I was going to say I need to rid myself of these restrictions, but DK interrupted me with “You have to ask for help!” and suddenly I felt the peace come over me. His message continued....
The healing massage is to bring feeling and thought together in the heart. Focus on the heart. Your divine real self - the one who existed before this body and will leave after this body - is anchored there in your heart. You came from a higher realm, higher vibrating realm. You lowered your vibration by going through a process of slowing down your vibration in order to be connected to your mom and dad’s energy and be conceived. It is this lower, slower density that keeps you from remembering the lucid fast-moving vibration of your home realm. You are here again in another body and you are anchored in your heart. Your physical heart, and you over-light your physical heart in the etheric realm. There is a sun there enfolding your heart to make sure your heart keeps beating and pulsing blood out through your body. Your heart is the most important organ in your body and therefore the real you, the immortal you, as in soul, is anchored there. That is why we focus on the heart in this massage.
The erotic sensation is that which tends to draw people down to the genital regions to make love or have sex, it is a very strong pressure. It is the very powerful , magnetic pull from the earth forces. The earth has tremendous forces, which have to do with moving physical matter and making sure animal bodies survive and reproduce. It is powerful indeed and that is why sex is so demanding when sex is taken by force by another stronger one. The human being is an animal until connected to the soul and becomes a god-man. But when you, the soul, are in full control and consciously descend to “marry” this powerful magnetic force that is in you, then you do it with love and you transform the earth force in you, thus raising it in vibration.
The mystery lies in two areas that are not in harmony in you due to restrictive cultural upbringings. One is your mental body, the second is your feeling body. The word “body” is used as “realm”. The mind realm vibrates differently than the feeling realm. These are to come together in harmony. This is new information for most people. So in this massage workshop we’re going to practice focusing on the heart to bring thought and feeling together, both the good and bad feeling. Bring it into the sun shining over and around your heart. The sun is you. You are not your body. Your body is a vehicle which you are currently driving, like a car, or like a bulldozer or a sleek racing car. But the car is not you. You are the sun shining in your heart, connected to the heart of Godhead.
2/22/17 - An introduction to Tantra through the chakras
There is knowledge that comes to you from each chakra differently. As you begin to focus on each area of the body you begin to “stir” the etheric energies in that region like putting a spoon into a bowl of still water. You “move” the atoms and molecules of your etheric body - the realm just above the slow moving atoms of the physical. As you stir these atoms and molecules with your consciously-held attention on that region, information starts being revealed. You feel heightened by this information because it is a part of you that has been closed for a long time. It is a rather wonderful feeling. The knowledge that comes is not brain-knowledge. The “knowing” springs alive as if you were immersed in a lake full of this particular message. It hits all the cells and atoms at the same time. You say, “I had an AhHA moment." Or “I had a download this morning.” And then when you try to put it into words in the English language by stringing one word after another, you find it impossible to do.
The brain is a storehouse of information that has been learned in this lifetime. It does not have the capacity to understand the inflow of information from beyond it. The well of information and knowledge that inspires you and lifts you beyond what you have been taught in this life, comes down through the chakra system, the portal system, directly into the body from your spiritual body. Your body is a library of information. As you begin to understand the chakra system of your body, it will make more sense. To “listen to your heart” is one way of saying it. Or “listen to your gut,” referring to your abdominal region. Each chakra or portal maintains the integrity of one of seven areas of your body and therefore has different information to shed into the body.
There are specific values and qualities that come in when the chakra is opened, even though they are all linked together into a whole that oversees your entire four-body structure. This is beyond the knowledge of earth scientists. They are linked the way a symphonic orchestra is linked to play beautiful music, and comes under the intelligence of a higher being who is able to “see” the finished product and holds the vision. When all the chakras are opened at the same time, lights begin flashing in your higher mind, different colors, different feelings and connections. Sort of like a control panel. When they start flowing in harmony with each other, there is an amazing display of knowledge and activity. Your mind doesn’t control it. You wouldn’t know how.
The only thing that you are required to do is trust it and build confidence in the system. We are learning this art of opening chakras step by step, gradually, smoothly, with hands-on practice of moving energy during massage. We are evolving a feel for it. We will FEEL things we haven’t felt before which doesn’t come from our mind or intellect. It’s something built into us that we are uncovering. There is a design, an electronic pattern of exquisite beauty behind each human being. We are taking the first step to listening to the body and allowing our ego mind to stop trying to resist it or to control it. When you try to mentally understand what is happening, when you try to break it down into bits and pieces to analyze it logically to fit into the storage compartment of the brain you stop it from happening at all. When you put the wheels of thinking into motion, your attention has broken away from focusing on the area of the body you are trying to “quicken”.
This is one form of meditation to do every day. Breath 10 times slowly and deeply into the seven areas of your body where the chakras are theoretically located. Get pictures of each of the following areas to help you focus on them. Don’t use a chakra picture but get anatomical pictures. I suggest this order because the heart should always be first, and then alternate “above and below“. The heart/lung area, the crown of head, the tailbone area, the third eye area, lower abdomen area, the throat area, the solar plexus or belly button area.
3/5/17 - Tantra was a teaching
The more you relax, the more your etheric, mental and emotional energies can enter into your cells and tissues. The feeling of peace during yoga is the feeling of your higher bodies coming into alignment and peace with your physical body. Tingles of peace are a sign of the bodies coming into harmony. Relax and let your higher self come into rest and relax your physical. You are not just mental, not just physical, not just emotional, you are more than these three. You are all of these but you are fragmented. Separated from your self. If you were not separated or divided into painful fragments you would be experiencing ecstasy. On Cloud nine. Your outer duties would be irrelevant. You would be in joy connected to the web of life, the tantra of life, all around you, inside and outside of yourself. You would see the people around you in a glow of light, peace and harmony even though they would not be experiencing harmony. Yet you would see them shining in the aura of bliss, happiness and joy. Tantra starts with lining up and connecting with your OWN fragmented energies. Line them up first in yourself, so there is wholeness and peace within you, and then you can connect with others (in this case a lover or beloved partner) and expand the wholeness energies that each of you have cultivated and prepared within yourselves. Before making love, do this by meditating together. The teachings of tantra include this as ritual. You can get a jumpstart by having a session with David.
Tantra was a teaching devised to teach mankind about his inner powers in a fun way. Since he was outer focused, playing with objects and others in a physical standpoint, sex was a main drawing power. By focusing on the love, wisdom and power that lies within him and comes through him and the others with whom he is playing, he thus learns about what feels good when touching certain spots on the body, and what doesn’t. It is a teaching about Self. The inner Self is flowing through him and never stops flowing. But it can be cut down to a small trickle. Tantra teaches man to pay attention to what feels good and therefore put more focus on that location in the body. The inner Self has powers that the little mind and outer body doesn’t. The power comes down from a higher place beyond his conscious awareness. He is learning by practicing tantra, which is a scientific ritual practice which focuses on the pathways that this inner power takes as it descends from beyond his conscious awareness. He thus learns to trust it through experiencing the pleasant sensations vs. the not-pleasant or blah sensations. He learns to turn it up for the full power to flow through him. The power comes from above his head, or above his outer-world focus. Its anchor is in the heart. The power comes from a flame within the heart. It is his own immortal life flame that is anchored in his heart. The higher self descends down from beyond him and is anchored in the physical heart. In the ocean of physicality it is the life raft upon which he can feel solid and stop the turmoil of rolling waves of the ocean. It is the life raft just as the life raft you see in the ocean, bay or the great lakes in your planet, towards which swimmers go for rest while out in those great waters.
Some have said the gonads are the base of operations in the body because feelings are felt in that area. Others say the head is the base of operations because intelligence and reason comes from that area. Let us say both are right, but the heart is where the two converge and become merged - intelligence and feeling. Mind and body come to rest in the heart when a soul learns to bring these two consciousnesses together into the heart. It requires a period of inner focus to do this. Those who believe the gonads are the base of operations do not understand that the feelings he is getting come from the planet, Mother Earth, who is a living breathing spirit and she is reaching up to the sun who is her parent source. She was birthed from the sun. Just as you were birthed from spirit and reach upward to your parent, so does she reach upward and send upward her praise, thanksgiving and gratitude to her parent source. Thus you feel her reaching. It comes upward through the bottoms of your feet and travels upward through your legs and spine to your heart, where she experiences (through you) the merging with her parent source. When we get our lusty feelings we are really getting HER feelings. They become lusty in our bodies because we do not let it flow through the gates which we have constructed and thus the earth energies are stopped and blocked below the naval. We are smaller versions of her. We live on her surface. We are her children and we feel what she feels.
Those who say the head is the base of operations because of the intelligence that takes place there, don’t have the whole picture. It is not the head or brain from which intelligence and thought originates, but the sun which shines its intelligence down upon the earth and her children. It comes from beyond, beyond our brain and head. This is proven when the body dies. Where does the life go? Where do WE go? Our consciousness and all the wisdom and knowledge we have gathered? We are immortal and we are drawn into pursuing immortality. We are an everlasting consciousness but we don’t know it yet. As children of our parent source we are striving to become like our parent. We want to know. We search for answers. We search for fulfillment. We are coded to succeed in becoming like our parent. It is in our DNA. Our light body is our pure template that carries the pure divine within us. We preserve our unique identity when we succeed in knowing who we are, by blending with the pure light that runs through our bodies, minds, feelings and brains. We add ourselves as unique identities to the growing numbers of other unique intelligences that pervade the universes. We do not lose our identities; we gain them. We join with our greater selves and we join with others. When we pool our identities into the vast growing intelligence and love of the creative principle, we gain more wisdom, love and power as an individual. We do not lose! We gain uniqueness because of all of our past adventures and learnings. We simply pool what we have learned - great as it is - into the great pool of the creator. And we grow as creator grows. In individuality, intelligence and love. That is when we graduate from the dark planet of earth - and of all other earths - that existed in pain and struggle. We are home free!
11/11/17 - Tantra love
I received a clear picture of two people doing Tantra love today, from Master DK. A man and woman sitting together facing each other in a meditation, eyes closed, in silence, each focusing on their inner light and love whatever way they do that. Neither one of them made an effort at pushing it. They waited, and communed with their light bodies until their light bodies moved them to engage in physical lovemaking. Slowly.
I don’t know how to describe this to someone who is not aware of their light body. But the words “precise balance” came to me. Each physical body, both the man and the woman, the male and female energies had to be precisely balanced in each of body. Neither one pushing on the other one, or the other withdrawing. Both precisely equally balanced. Both surrendered to the love WITHIN. They did not focus on each other. Their focus was a meditation pose, focusing on their individual I Am Presence. When each of their individual I Am Presence(s) reached that precise balance point where they merged and blended in oneness and connection, both the man and the woman responded at the same time. The personalities were not engaged. They were drawn magnetically to join. Only the love and light of their God Presence within them acted since it was the same sameness in each one. It was Self making love with Self but they were able to enjoy it through two separate bodies. This was shown to me clearly and perfectly as the ultimate Tantric union between two people.
1/11/18 - Women Talking
After looking back into the archives of his prior instructions I began discussing with him that I felt somewhat humbled and ashamed that I have not done more and that I had come to a stopping point in my mind. I asked him if he had some further advice for me.
(He laughed!) No, my child, you have been guided to read my messages and those of the other Masters. You know what you need to do. You have our advice. Do not feel shame, do not feel badly, for taking your time. You have been growing slowly, adjusting slowly and surely to your physical body, raising your physical body. You know what your task is. You know what the Plan is. You are fully aware of the Plan. You have been carefully holding yourself back so that you could be sure, so that you could reach deep enough into the earth soil to connect and make a difference. The work you are doing with the erotic and the physical intimacy, this is a most beautiful, essential work. You were led to re-read your own 1982 entry. Yes, this is your writing. You wrote this. You knew at the time what the journey was about. You did not flaunt it. You did not reveal it to others. You wanted to, but you knew better. You knew that it needed to germinate into your dense layers. You are now very close to having the knowledge sure and firm integrated into your world and your reality. You are ready to begin the long-awaited gathering of the women. Yes, begin with the women. Go ahead and send out the notice to the women. Far and wide. Use your website. You may also send the notice to the Silver Foxes and your Anakosha data base, but you must put it out there on the website too. Create a page called “Women Talking”.
3/7/19 - Men and women flow in opposite directions
A person who studies spiritual things will focus attention on higher vibrations which come from the sun. Those who do not, which are mostly male bodies, focus on out and away from themselves, on physical objects and people, so it’s a downward focus. Women are flowing upward. They are of the earth, feminine, flowing up towards the sun. Men are masculine coming from the sun and flowing downward toward the earth. This is very subtle, try to understand. That is how the gender bodies become opposites. They are designed that way, flowing in opposite directions. So those focusing upward towards heaven are opening themselves to receiving glimpses of the bright rays from source, or heaven. Feminine bodies are magnetic, anchored in the earth. ALL bodies are feminine since they are composed of the earth substance but feminine bodies are more so since they are feminine in the biological design. They are magnetism reaching up towards heaven. If they can connect with heaven, meaning as they click into heaven which is electric with their solid magnetic earth bodies, then they are conscious of integrating. Then they can connect their two powers - magnetic and electric.
Both powers are conscious. Both powers are non-physical powers. If the person becomes conscious of these two opposing powers, each going in opposite directions, he can link them together. The person contains both powers within himself but most people are not aware of these two opposing powers. The spiritual path is a realignment of the earth and the sun or heaven. When he connects CONSCIOUSLY the two seemingly opposing powers, he influences them. He is the directing link. These two opposing flows (one upward, one downward) are random until he, the residing master of the body, makes the connection. They then can become a complete circuit which will cycle through the body without stopping. The master must learn to remain open. He must learn control of his own forces. The heaven and earth forces are all one flow. When connecting to it one receives a spark and a thrill. He can feel it in his cells as a quickening. (pause, question) Yes and this is a most wondrous discovery! Those of the male variety are focusing ALL of their attention outward. They are still flowing out. It is the creator’s outbreath. The man is the creator. The man is breathing outward to his exterior of the body. He is focusing further and reaching further out, not up as the feminine is doing, but outward, out further and further to he knows not where. To the edges of consciousness perhaps. He is leaving his connection to the father light behind him the further away from source he goes. His role as a masculine being in the great divine plan is to push the conscious light out into the furthest darkness and out into the void to see how far he can stretch the light of conscious intelligence. He is the creator. He has this as a mission imprinted in him.
Such souls which I am calling masculine are searching beyond where no others have ever been before. They are on a mission. Source has sent them on the outbreath. That is the defining of the male, seeking outward, out beyond the connecting link of inner. The feminine souls are those who are staying connected to the cosmic link. Feminine is staying embedded in the earth body – in her body – she is looking up to the sun, heaven, spirit and space above her, not outward like the masculine is doing. She stands on earth with inner eyes open to source, to heaven, to spirit. She remains open to receive further instruction from spirit through her heart. A man can do this too. It is not restricted to the feminine body. Feminine souls are rooted into the physical body through feeling of connection, through feeling of emotional strength. She is looking in the opposite direction from where the male bodies are looking. These are female bodies or female souls in male bodies. Those who have received the outpouring as you have (speaking to me Nancy) as a female with open heart, open mind, with eyes upward as an empty chalice to catch the rays from Home - you are on the inbreath. You have completed the outward bound journey and are now returning Home. Your wandering away from your Father is over and you have only eyes for the eternal source. You have reconnected with source. You are in a female body for that reason. As you made this astonishing connection with Me you are connecting the outbreath and the inbreath together to form a mighty rod of power. There is no great mystery here. It is simple logic. What goes down must go up, and what goes up must go down. The question is not “where” up is located or “where” down is located, but rather it is the simple joining of the two separated ends which have not been consciously reconnected. The frayed ends were wandering and seeking for connection. They have been seeking to reconnect and fulfill the circle. Then there is no “out” and no “in”. No “up” and no “down”. It is all connected in a circle and there is a flowing perfection.
The infinity sign is symbolic of this never-ending circle. When the two opposite ends are reunited there is no more flailing out of control which creates confusion. Confusion is when one does not know which way to go, which way is the right way and which way is wrong. Decisions are difficult to make when one is so confused. When the two flows become one flow, cycling in a never-ending flow, heaven to earth and earth to heaven, heaven to earth, earth to heaven, suddenly there is clarity. No more confusion. No more searching. No more yearning, no more loneliness. No more heartache. The upward flowing and the downward flowing are connecting in the heart within the body. The flow does not stop. It continues to flow but you hold the flow steady through conscious breathing and conscious awareness. As your wonderful vision and article recorded in words, the heart no longer aches, for its other half has been found. YOUR other half has been found. They call it your twin flame, just as you saw in your vision. There were two flames and each went round and round but were disconnected. You have now connected them and made them one again. When you asked Master DK about your confusion over your friend’s approach to Tantra vs. your own approach, you were confused. He pointed you toward your own heart and you have been at peace ever since. You were guided from that point on to re-search the ancient archives and you were led further and further into peaceful connection within your own heart. Your two flows have been brought together as one flow. When you were working with your friend you began following once again a masculine soul and it did not suit you. You did not want to go in that direction - outward to another person - and so you asked. Always when you ask you receive an answer from one who knows. You have done well, dear loved one. I love you and I watch you as you are tapping the glowing rod of power within you.
(Q: do you have more information for me about what am I doing when I consciously do this? I paused to show what I mean, the sparking. Who is doing this? Not my outer self? Later I learned about phryll thru Elena Danaan)
A: No, it is your higher self consciously entering into your physical field, your “standing wave” as you are learning about. You are connecting consciously with your higher self and your physical body is opening to receive this “rod of power”, this connection between sun and earth. Your body, under the supervision of your higher self, is regenerating and rebuilding, restoring the original plan. You are changing your physical structure to comply with universal law, universal patterning. You are returning to your origins while remaining in physical body.
(Q: Should I focus on my heart? Or my spine when I do this?)
A: Your heart. The upward flow is drawing up to the heart and the downward flow is drawing down to the heart. They are connecting in the middle of your heart which is a portal for expansion. You expand into the fifth dimension through your heart. This is the elevator that you have seen in vision form. You enter the elevator within your heart and you ascend to higher floors of your building, your bodies.
(Q: Is there more you can tell me?)
A: I commend your continued quest for “more” but you know you are complete for now. Thank you for rising to receive this added instruction. It completes you for this moment. You may return to sleep. (Thank you.)
4/18/19 - You are cultivating individuality, not personality
(I consulted with Master DK this morning because I continued to feel unsure how to focus my mind. He showed me yesterday but I still had questions. My question is: Should I direct my mind by actively forming visualizations and verbalizing affirmations? Or should I allow my mind to wander peacefully without thought, which is my natural default program?)
Yesterday he said, “Observe your mind. Simply observe. Remain in peace and watch the thoughts that enter your mind. Don’t chase them, just watch them. See where they are coming from. If they are coming from you there will be a feeling, a wanting to follow them, a passion, an interest, an excitement to the thought. Then you know it is coming from you, initiated by your higher self. If the thought does not appeal to you, if you sense even just a little, that you don’t want to follow that thought, or you don’t like that thought, why go with it? Why analyze it? Why even resist it? Remain in your peaceful state. Why would you want to leave your peaceful state? You like being peaceful. Why leave it to answer the call of another thought that you don’t even want? Watch your thoughts. Pay attention to your feelings in response to the thoughts. Observe while staying in your peace.”
That was yesterday. Today, when I asked him again, DK showed me how I am distracted by what I assimilate from other people, “even from the Ascended Masters themselves." Apparently when I read something from the Masters this morning, a dictation through someone else's channeling, no matter how enlightened and beautiful it was, something grabbed hold of me and I was confused over what to do with it. DK said to me:
"When you entertain what other people are saying, you are called outside and away from your central core, which is your natural comfort zone. It’s like when someone taps you on the shoulder and you turn to see who it is, you are pulled away from where you were going and may forget what path you were on. You break connection with your inner self."
He went on to say, "This is the state of the world today. It happens to everyone. The world has grown to become chaotic. Your world keeps you on alert, tense and ready to leap into action. It keeps you from your own path. It prevents you from being centered in your natural, inner comfort. There is a lower comfort zone and a higher comfort zone. Your lower comfort zone is lethargic, stationary, your energies are not moving. You may feel comfortable in a dull, sleepy way, but it is a low vibration. Your higher comfort zone is active, exciting, with a light step and eager enthusiasm. Your energies are moving in a positive upward way. This is where you should strive to be. You contain a perfect blueprint within, the perfection of what you are striving to become and how to get there and what attitudes you should entertain. In other words, your perfection is ever accessible to you in the higher vibrations, but not accessible in the lower. Strive to be in your higher vibrations. It is the way to tap into the immaculate concept and the divine template for you as an individual."
As I retyped this for the post, I continued to feel his words: "You know when you accidentally connect with it because you feel absolutely good with yourself. Depending on what you are doing at the moment you might feel light-minded, enthusiastic, excited and motivated if you are active. If you are in meditation or resting peacefully you might feel highly blissful, light-hearted and open to receive messages from your higher self. Be at peace with yourself always. Strive to find what is light, easy, fun and good for you no matter what you are engaged in, even during conversations with your friend. Your divine perfection is always trying to reach your outer world, walk in your shoes and engage with your world - its world. You are carrying your divine template around with you but you have not yet embodied it with the high qualities which have been given to you. You are not your physical body. Your physical body is faulty and contains errors and mistakes, You are spirit striving to create perfection through your flesh body. Study more the seven God-qualities given to you at the beginning of your sojourn into the world of matter: that of love, wisdom, power, purity, truth, comfort and freedom. Lack of understanding these seven qualities, which you are studying now, is holding mankind back from embodying their ideals and dreams.
DK says, “There are two parts to you. There is human and there is divine. There is personality and there is individuality. You are a personality (mask) when you engage with others, but you are an individual behind the personality mask. You are the same individual in every life you embody into, but you take on a different personality mask each time. You are a new personality in this life but you are the same individual who has lived hundreds or thousands of lifetimes prior to this one. Each time you embody as an infant to a new set of parents in a new culture, you build for yourself a new personality, but you are the same individual, which you call a soul. Each time you re-embody you take on DNA from your parents and you become acculturated into your home and neighborhood, village, state and locality. The air is filled with energy patterns from lifetimes of natives thinking, feeling and acting in that region. These energy patterns are different from the energy patterns on the opposite side of the world. These energy patterns flow continuously through your infant form and you assimilate them as you grow to adulthood. They become part of your interface with the environment. These become your personality mask to the outer world, as the world knows you, but the world does not know you as the individual spirit spark that lived in thousands of other bodies, gaining wisdom and knowledge.
“You are the soul amassing knowledge with each new embodiment, accumulating skills which shape your future and become innate talents. Behind the human mask, you are a spirit spark learning to master the human vehicle from inside it, by managing your thoughts and feelings. You were born as a spirit spark out of the one infinite Father-Mother God which created every planet, every sun, every galaxy, every celestial being, every worm, horse, alligator, tree, human and angel. As an individual spirit spark you set your own course of action in your own unique way that is different from everyone else. You are cultivating individuality, not personality. Embedded in a world of chaos as a human being, many times over, you have enjoyed both successes and failures. You suffer growing pains, yet all the while you are gaining knowledge that is building for you an inner strength and power that will bring you to the day of graduation, called ascension.
"This life you live with your many relationships, is not the real you. Remember you are the real behind the mask of personality and between the folds of your physical body. Your personality mask takes over from the moment you awaken from sleep, but the real you is ever present hovering in the background of your day and night. You KNOW THIS! The personality mask is a software program, no different from that in your computer. And just as computer software can be updated and obsolete programs deleted, so can you make changes within yourself through conscious application of wise choice, decision and determination. Meditation is a timeless method of sitting in silence in communication with your greater self. Silence is the shutting down of movement in the body, mind and emotions and feeling the comfort and peace within.
"Your personality mask comes and goes with each embodiment, but your individuality is the same consciousness that came from the heart of the one infinite creator eons ago. You have never lost access to that glorious beginning. You exist in that glory all the time in the inner, higher ascended state. It is only your outer personality, your suit of clothes, that encumbers you. Set them aside on a daily basis and come within to your own ascended state where we dwell. We will meet you there and celebrate. You are an immortal innocent having a human experience. Remember? Try to remember. Be at peace. Sit in silence. In an instant you can be back with us in the warm enfolding aura of Father-Mother God, and through FEELING be refreshed, revitalized and renewed so life is once again exciting, passionate, happy, loving, beautiful and peaceful."
5/12/19 - On being too feminine
(One day I asked my invisible guide, Master DK, "How do I control my attention?" His answer:)
You are too feminine. You must learn to use your brain too, along with your heart/feeling. You are too much in waiting mode and receiving mode, because that is your primary default as feminine through lifetimes. You MUST wake up to your brain activity and take charge of the direction of your life. Your brain is the human vessel control mechanism. This is the next stage in your development. Work together with your brain. The brain is how you control your attention. The general emphasis to the public has been directing people to go to their hearts and feelings because the masses are too brain centered. You are too heart/feeling centered.
(Me: So it’s OK to have an agenda?) Yes, it’s OK. Make an agenda and use your brain which is your masculine side to control your daily life. (Me: Oops. I started kicking in with too much energy, like I had been let out of the box, and realized it.) Remember to stay connected to your heart. Equality is remaining connected to the heart and the mind. Equality is perfect balance between mind and heart. The masters use the heart flame to raise or lower their vibrations as needed. They use the masculine directing force through the brain to direct their attention. Direction is given to act but the heart provides the power to act. The brain does not have the power. The brain is the masculine force and the heart/body is the feminine force. They must work together like fingers on one hand work together and help one another. They do not fight and contradict one another. So the brain and heart must work together. You have been learning this through your sexual activity between men and women. The brain is not the controller. Control comes from higher than the physical brain or the physical heart. It comes down THROUGH the heart from the God-self. The brain makes the decision where to focus attention.
You are in the brain most of the time, so you must use the brain to decide to focus attention on the heart. This is the work of the modern day westerner for he is too brain-focused. The heart is the main portal, the front door to the house you live in. Go and open the front door and let your God-self speak. You listen. You will feel it through sensations of wholeness, sureness, clarity, liberation, goodness, peace, truth. This is the God-self speaking to you. If you are connected brain-to-heart in a wholesome way, then your brain will make a wise decision to act. If the brain and heart remain connected, the heart/body will provide the power to act and the wisdom to act, the knowledge of how to act, and the truth and best way to act. The heart receives, the brain decides, the heart supports the decision and they work together, intellect and body. The power comes through the heart. If the brain tries to act on its own without the power of the wholesome heart, the innocent heart, it will not be able to sustain the action. It will collapse, either today or tomorrow or next week or next month.
The sustainability is the power of the God-self. Learn to listen to the heart but USE THE BRAIN! The message from the God-self descends down through seven levels. The first three levels are perfect, but when the message enters the mental, emotional, etheric and physical, the four lower bodies have a will of their own called the ego or artificial intelligence that is not connected to the God-self. The physical heart lives and pumps blood and messages from the God-self as long as the God-self is connected to the body. We call it the life force. The physical heart pumps the life force and light messages out into the rest of the body, wherever the arteries and veins and capillaries go, so the whole body is capable of getting the sensation of life. Do you understand? (Yes)
(Me: Re: massage by women for women only - why are we doing this?) It’s a simple matter. Those who are too masculine, many male bodies but there are some female bodies also whose biology is too focused on outer physical interactions. If the women are also brain-based rather than heart-based, they are also too controlling. Some masculine souls are focused on outer physical interactions but are also heart-based. They are tender men. But the majority of men are too masculine because they are brain-based plus focused on physical interactions. The result is pressure on those who are too feminine and receptive. Many women feel pressured by men, as you did. But there are some women who are masculine and therefore focused on physical interaction and brain-based like a man, even though her body is female. Those who are too feminine are receptive and passive and allow others to guide them and set direction. These souls are connected to their inner feelings more than connected to their brain or outer physical interactions. These souls must be awakened to understand this.
This is an esoteric teaching because it is deeply personal to each soul how to adjust. No education has been provided on this subject. Knowledge has been given in esoteric schools called mystery schools and kept underground because the majority of the population was not ready to hear it. Women today need other women to work out an understanding between themselves without the pressure from those whose biology is from a different perspective. Each person is a package of dynamic knowledge locked in and held back from experiences from past lives, both skills and talents of the human kind and also spiritual wisdom and knowledge from the God-self. But it is all being held back because of cultural taboos and training against freedom to express. Her beliefs may be right or may be wrong, but she will not know until she is allowed to expose and express herself in spontaneous ways, in an atmosphere of feeling free.
Recognize your default program which is hard-wired into you and try using opposite approaches, like ways you don’t like. Start the change process. For example, women don’t know how to be truly intimate or how to cuddle because they are programmed to think that intimacy with men - perhaps women too - means sex. Teach women how to not be afraid of intimacy. Massage, cuddle, touch and hug without sex as a motive. Discuss that warm arousal feelings of love are natural and not to be afraid of it. Teach NOT TO GO THERE! Discuss this. Get over the sex obstruction. It is subliminal obstruction which is preventing women from feeling true intimacy and love. Women have been insidiously blocked from love without their realizing how it happened. Now they are trying to find the “right” man who will “make” them feel love. It doesn’t work because he will not always be in the right mood to “make” her feel love. He will change.
9/14/19 - Message from my higher self
(In the night I was awakened to write down the following words. I did not know who was speaking to me.}
"How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you will become reintegrated with the real you again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. Then you become your highest and best and your Christ body can make that connection with you.
"Your connection to your higher self is like any other friend you have in your life. To maintain communication with it you must direct attention to your friend. A telephone line opening, a glance in its direction, a remembrance of its presence, talking to it, asking it questions, listening to its answers, fitting in with it, knowing and respecting its qualities, its nature - that’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned in through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Higher self is all around you like a bubble. It is not only up in the sky but around you on all sides and below you. It is you as you appear on the higher dimensions that vibrate faster and purer. You are a small dark and dense form suspended and floating inside a bubble of clarity, love, perfection like crystal clear waters twinkling as sunlight splashes colors through the water, like a diamond flashes prismed light. You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating.
"You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to your higher self, higher dimensions where purity and everything you need is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen, go in and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your higher regions to feel the peace and assurance.
"You adopted the low vibrations so you could fit into the world and work here. To re-adopt your former glory, go in and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplete it and release your adopted vibrations that are less than who you are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become.. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your loving can influence others."
9/22/19 - When someone demands your attention
Master Djwhal Khul speaking: When someone draws your power and focus from you, demanding your attention and you do not want to give it, they are sucking on your light because they are lacking in light. Love and light are synonymous. Light is masculine, love is feminine. They are one and the same. Those who suck on your power, drain you so you are fatigued beyond understanding and you don't know why.
Your movies call them vampires. They feed off your light and your love because they are the soul-less ones. They feed off others and do not give anything in return. They are not evil, they are idiots for they have given their power away and have nothing left. So they are now mindless creatures who are ignorant about how life works.
They do not know how to build up light and love in themselves. They gave their power away by depending upon others for their food source, their fuel source, when they should have built up their own supply. By giving up their power and becoming dependent on others they have become dark. Do not be like them. Do not give your light away. When you are fatigued in the presence of such a one, walk away. Find an excuse. Any excuse or simply get up and leave. Hang up the phone.
You have built up your own light for yourself. Do not give it away. Give them instruction instead on how to build their own light. Give them instruction only when you are ready. Wait until you are inspired with a thought on how to give them instruction. Meditate until you are clear. Meditate and build up your own light. Wait until you feel the stirring of brightness and excitement. Wait until your higher self inspires you. Then you will know how to give instruction to those who steal your power.
When you are centered you will be able to give the best instruction. They do not want to do the work themselves and would rather steal it from others, so you must be discerning. Use the appropriate method to turn their sucking back onto themselves. Do not be food for zombies. That is the greatest expression of love that you can give: to turn back the sucking onto themselves. Let them see what they are doing. Give them a lesson in how to build their own light and stop stealing it.
Light is endowed in every one who is walking, even the dark ones. Even the walking dead, as some like to call the ignorant and mindless ones. Because nothing can exist without the spark of creator within. Light is hidden in the dark and so it must be uncovered and activated. It may be denied and some minds may be wiped clean by sophisticated weapons. But there is a spark within that is a spark of creator. Blow on it.
Do not let the light go out, is the message from the sun, do not let the light go out but send it home again. Blow on that light again and again until it bursts into flame and burns through the veil of darkness and confusion that clouds judgment and vision. Everything has light in it, even the stones and the waters and the trees. Darkness awaits the light but it has to be blown on from within. Self-focus, self recognition, self-appreciation, self-love, self-discernment and self-empowerment. Meditation and prayer is the road to spiritual recovery. Spending time alone with ones higher self, focusing on love and light and raising ones voice in prayer, song, praise, gratitude and love. It is through the use of sacred intention and sacred sounds that forms the sacred science of life.
Use the words "I Am Light" often for the words "I Am" whenever you speak those words, is the power of the light. It is the creator, in you. Love and light is awareness - clear, untainted awareness - uplifting, clean and bright. It is where all knowledge comes from and all inspiration. Blow on this spark of love and light within your heart and you are growing your own enlightenment. Meditate every day for 15 minutes and your higher self will infiltrate your awareness, through your body, emotions, mind and spirit.
This light and love melts away animosity and the desire for vengeance. It melts away the urge to do violence. Blow on light and love in your heart through meditation and prayer, as you would blow on a dying camp fire to bring it back into life. Fuel the flame in yourself with deep breathing and with sacred words. Give your attention to your SELF, not to those who would steal your attention. Your confusion will disappear. Answers will come surprisingly easy. It is a proven method. Your desire to live will push back the darkness and confusion like a solitary blade of grass pushes aside the concrete in the cement sidewalk.
Look! Look! Look! Pay attention to the ember that glows red in the darkness. Blow on it with all your force and breath. Use the words, "I am Light!" Spend 15 minutes doing this, saying the words over and over: "I am light, glowing light, radiating light, intensified light, God consumes my darkness transmuting it into light!" The angels and the great beings of heaven will come to surround you when they hear you calling to the light. They come to support you and to give you strength.
Do not give your precious light, your focus and attention, to someone else unless you are strong and stable enough to support that person. Build up your power. Save yourself first. Your first duty every morning when you first get up is to give yourself 15 minutes of light. Maintain your own light so you may live to serve others and take your place in the grand design that is, at this very moment, weaving earth and heaven together through those who are supporting and maintaining the light.
You are here to hold the space right where you are. You hold your space by acknowledging and appreciating it. Raise your focus upward. Raise your attention upward. Raise your awareness upward to your higher self, your future, your brightness. Right now, as you are sitting here reading this.
Do not let the light go out, is the message from the sun. Do not let the light go out, but send it home again, meaning to your inner higher self which is your god-self, your goddess-self, your divinity. Higher and higher the flame grows as you pay attention to it. Imagine it as a brilliant blazing sun above you. It is soon ablaze within you on the ground and in you in your higher self, as you clear the debris from the channels that run through you. Do not let the light go out but build it up stronger and stronger until it is in full blaze. Then you can help your brother and sister to stop stealing the light from you.
12/10/21 Receiving is the greatest lesson of all
Receiving is a truly blessed sacred gift. Once tapped into receiving, you receive the scepter, the power, the glory that you have kept at bay outside of you, walled off. Receiving is the greatest lesson of all. It is easy to push outward your wants and desires onto those around you. But to RECEIVE from those around you? That is the pearl of great price that has evaded those searching for this mystical quality. You see, YOU are the quality. You are the receiver. You yourself are the quality of receiving. You are the stillness. Your ability to receive has been denied by you. You closed it down. What do you think meditation is designed for? What does it mean to “go into the silence”? Becoming still and not moving is only the first step to the long-desired goal.
The holy chalice refers to emptying yourself so that you become hollow, void of desire, void of illusions, void of expectations. The search is over. You give up. You yield. You surrender. Do you know what this means? It means you connect into the oneness. You become the oneness, the eternal oneness, the sea into which ALL rivers must eventually flow. All individuals must in the end offer up their accumulated wisdom and knowledge to the allness and in return they are joined with the power of the allness. We call it “the Harvest”. The separated individual pushes himself outward, ever and always outward, over the mountains, down into crevices, joining with others in adventures building and creating and fighting together in form, but never receiving, never listening, always facing outward, forgetting the reality and the beauty of the inner life, the father of life, the mother of life, the ONLY life they have that fuels the adventures. We pay no attention to that which fuels and nourishes us by the minute, the hour, the day, weeks and years.
We are blessed with this holy Presence which inspires us but do we acknowledge it? It is the beginning of the turn-around to acknowledge the Holy Presence which is the eternal flame, the fountain of youth, health and strength that never goes out. It cannot be extinguished without terrible, awful works done over multiple lifetimes of embodiment. Even then, one is given one last chance to turn around and acknowledge the Presence within, before that light withdraws permanently. The turn-around from facing outward to facing inward and acknowledging one’s Holy God Self, the Presence, begins with listening. Stop and become still. While there is nothing to see at first because focus is dimmed, remain in the stop position and be alert. Ask. Ask a question and listen. Don’t expect anything. The practice of listening is being alert. What was that sound? What was that flicker? What was that fleeting thought? It’s gone now. Remain alert. Remain open. Remain receptive.
Imagine a funnel opening upward from the top of your head, opening up into the space above you. Picture the sun brilliantly shining overhead. You are coming through the sun. You are a ray of sunlight entering down through the funnel into the top of your head. Perhaps it is only a single ray or perhaps an avalanche of brilliant sparkles raining down on you and some of them are caught into your funnel that you have built. And the light flows down into the main trunk of your body, your spinal column, and goes down into the ground beneath your feet and on down to the crystal sun at the center of the Earth. Be open. Receive. Listen. Allow the power to enter into your blood stream, nerves, tissues, organs, revitalizing your body.
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Master Djwhal Khul speaking: When someone draws your power and focus from you, demanding your attention and you do not want to give it, they are sucking on your light because they are lacking in light. Love and light are synonymous. Light is masculine, love is feminine. They are one and the same. Those who suck on your power, drain you so you are fatigued beyond understanding and you don't know why.
Your movies call them vampires. They feed off your light and your love because they are the soul-less ones. They feed off others and do not give anything in return. They are not evil, they are idiots for they have given their power away and have nothing left. So they are now mindless creatures who are ignorant about how life works.
They do not know how to build up light and love in themselves. They gave their power away by depending upon others for their food source, their fuel source, when they should have built up their own supply. By giving up their power and becoming dependent on others they have become dark. Do not be like them. Do not give your light away. When you are fatigued in the presence of such a one, walk away. Find an excuse. Any excuse or simply get up and leave. Hang up the phone.
You have built up your own light for yourself. Do not give it away. Give them instruction instead on how to build their own light. Give them instruction only when you are ready. Wait until you are inspired with a thought on how to give them instruction. Meditate until you are clear. Meditate and build up your own light. Wait until you feel the stirring of brightness and excitement. Wait until your higher self inspires you. Then you will know how to give instruction to those who steal your power.
When you are centered you will be able to give the best instruction. They do not want to do the work themselves and would rather steal it from others, so you must be discerning. Use the appropriate method to turn their sucking back onto themselves. Do not be food for zombies. That is the greatest expression of love that you can give: to turn back the sucking onto themselves. Let them see what they are doing. Give them a lesson in how to build their own light and stop stealing it.
Light is endowed in every one who is walking, even the dark ones. Even the walking dead, as some like to call the ignorant and mindless ones. Because nothing can exist without the spark of creator within. Light is hidden in the dark and so it must be uncovered and activated. It may be denied and some minds may be wiped clean by sophisticated weapons. But there is a spark within that is a spark of creator. Blow on it.
Do not let the light go out, is the message from the sun, do not let the light go out but send it home again. Blow on that light again and again until it bursts into flame and burns through the veil of darkness and confusion that clouds judgment and vision. Everything has light in it, even the stones and the waters and the trees. Darkness awaits the light but it has to be blown on from within. Self-focus, self recognition, self-appreciation, self-love, self-discernment and self-empowerment. Meditation and prayer is the road to spiritual recovery. Spending time alone with ones higher self, focusing on love and light and raising ones voice in prayer, song, praise, gratitude and love. It is through the use of sacred intention and sacred sounds that forms the sacred science of life.
Use the words "I Am Light" often for the words "I Am" whenever you speak those words, is the power of the light. It is the creator, in you. Love and light is awareness - clear, untainted awareness - uplifting, clean and bright. It is where all knowledge comes from and all inspiration. Blow on this spark of love and light within your heart and you are growing your own enlightenment. Meditate every day for 15 minutes and your higher self will infiltrate your awareness, through your body, emotions, mind and spirit.
This light and love melts away animosity and the desire for vengeance. It melts away the urge to do violence. Blow on light and love in your heart through meditation and prayer, as you would blow on a dying camp fire to bring it back into life. Fuel the flame in yourself with deep breathing and with sacred words. Give your attention to your SELF, not to those who would steal your attention. Your confusion will disappear. Answers will come surprisingly easy. It is a proven method. Your desire to live will push back the darkness and confusion like a solitary blade of grass pushes aside the concrete in the cement sidewalk.
Look! Look! Look! Pay attention to the ember that glows red in the darkness. Blow on it with all your force and breath. Use the words, "I am Light!" Spend 15 minutes doing this, saying the words over and over: "I am light, glowing light, radiating light, intensified light, God consumes my darkness transmuting it into light!" The angels and the great beings of heaven will come to surround you when they hear you calling to the light. They come to support you and to give you strength.
Do not give your precious light, your focus and attention, to someone else unless you are strong and stable enough to support that person. Build up your power. Save yourself first. Your first duty every morning when you first get up is to give yourself 15 minutes of light. Maintain your own light so you may live to serve others and take your place in the grand design that is, at this very moment, weaving earth and heaven together through those who are supporting and maintaining the light.
You are here to hold the space right where you are. You hold your space by acknowledging and appreciating it. Raise your focus upward. Raise your attention upward. Raise your awareness upward to your higher self, your future, your brightness. Right now, as you are sitting here reading this.
Do not let the light go out, is the message from the sun. Do not let the light go out, but send it home again, meaning to your inner higher self which is your god-self, your goddess-self, your divinity. Higher and higher the flame grows as you pay attention to it. Imagine it as a brilliant blazing sun above you. It is soon ablaze within you on the ground and in you in your higher self, as you clear the debris from the channels that run through you. Do not let the light go out but build it up stronger and stronger until it is in full blaze. Then you can help your brother and sister to stop stealing the light from you.
12/10/21 Receiving is the greatest lesson of all
Receiving is a truly blessed sacred gift. Once tapped into receiving, you receive the scepter, the power, the glory that you have kept at bay outside of you, walled off. Receiving is the greatest lesson of all. It is easy to push outward your wants and desires onto those around you. But to RECEIVE from those around you? That is the pearl of great price that has evaded those searching for this mystical quality. You see, YOU are the quality. You are the receiver. You yourself are the quality of receiving. You are the stillness. Your ability to receive has been denied by you. You closed it down. What do you think meditation is designed for? What does it mean to “go into the silence”? Becoming still and not moving is only the first step to the long-desired goal.
The holy chalice refers to emptying yourself so that you become hollow, void of desire, void of illusions, void of expectations. The search is over. You give up. You yield. You surrender. Do you know what this means? It means you connect into the oneness. You become the oneness, the eternal oneness, the sea into which ALL rivers must eventually flow. All individuals must in the end offer up their accumulated wisdom and knowledge to the allness and in return they are joined with the power of the allness. We call it “the Harvest”. The separated individual pushes himself outward, ever and always outward, over the mountains, down into crevices, joining with others in adventures building and creating and fighting together in form, but never receiving, never listening, always facing outward, forgetting the reality and the beauty of the inner life, the father of life, the mother of life, the ONLY life they have that fuels the adventures. We pay no attention to that which fuels and nourishes us by the minute, the hour, the day, weeks and years.
We are blessed with this holy Presence which inspires us but do we acknowledge it? It is the beginning of the turn-around to acknowledge the Holy Presence which is the eternal flame, the fountain of youth, health and strength that never goes out. It cannot be extinguished without terrible, awful works done over multiple lifetimes of embodiment. Even then, one is given one last chance to turn around and acknowledge the Presence within, before that light withdraws permanently. The turn-around from facing outward to facing inward and acknowledging one’s Holy God Self, the Presence, begins with listening. Stop and become still. While there is nothing to see at first because focus is dimmed, remain in the stop position and be alert. Ask. Ask a question and listen. Don’t expect anything. The practice of listening is being alert. What was that sound? What was that flicker? What was that fleeting thought? It’s gone now. Remain alert. Remain open. Remain receptive.
Imagine a funnel opening upward from the top of your head, opening up into the space above you. Picture the sun brilliantly shining overhead. You are coming through the sun. You are a ray of sunlight entering down through the funnel into the top of your head. Perhaps it is only a single ray or perhaps an avalanche of brilliant sparkles raining down on you and some of them are caught into your funnel that you have built. And the light flows down into the main trunk of your body, your spinal column, and goes down into the ground beneath your feet and on down to the crystal sun at the center of the Earth. Be open. Receive. Listen. Allow the power to enter into your blood stream, nerves, tissues, organs, revitalizing your body.
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